In The End

Author: Angels_Childe

Pairing: Willow/Spike, mention of Willow/Oz

Rating: PG

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Disclaimer: God of Buffy thy name is Joss and he owns all!!! Maybe one day he'll share with us all.:)

Authors Notes: The song is 'In The End' By Linkin Park. I hope they forgive me for using it without permission.

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~Part: 1~

She stared out of the window, emotions high and tears streaming down here face.

"Why Oz? Why did you betray me? With her of all people! Why?" she whispers and sobs shake her body once again. A song drifts onto the stereo.

(It Starts With One-
One thing I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try)

She starts to sing along, trying to forget the pain for a few minutes.

(Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time-
All I Know)

She smiles slightly, remembering when Oz played this song for her at the Bronze. They loved this song.

(Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away-
It's So Unreal)

She begins to cry again, yet softly so she can hear the melody, their melody.

(Don't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on but didn't even know
Wasted it all just to watch you-
Go)

And through her tears and veil of red hair, there is a smile on her face as she murmurs the words to the song.

(I kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell apart

What it meant for me will eventually be a memory of a time when-) Her tears stop flowing, and she looks to the darkening sky once again.

(I Tried So Hard
And Got So Far
But In The End
It Doesn't Even Matter
I Had To Fall
And Lose It All
But In The End
It Doesn't Even Matter-)

She sits up and turns off the stereo, her tears have stopped completely though her eyes are still red.

"I won't stand by and let time go by. He left ME for Her, and I won't let that get to me!" She yells suddenly at her wall. Exhausted from continuous crying, she lies down and reaches sleep almost immediately,therefore never noticing the blond figure on her balcony.

(You will be mine Red.) The bleached wonder thinks as he moves off her balcony. (My Fire Goddess for all Eternity!)

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