Rating: PG
Disclaimer: Joss is the Buffy god and he owns all!
Distribution: Redssoulmates, Willows Enchantment, etc. All you gotta
do is
ask me!
Pairing: Spike/???
Summary: Spike’s watching someone.
Authors Notes: I am not specifying the person because I want everyone
to
guess. Is it Buffy? Tara? Dawn? Willow? Anya? Faith? The list goes
on… Also,
the song is Iris by the Goo Goo Dolls.
~Spikes thoughts~
Feedback: Please! I am on my knees begging all who read my fics. You
and
songs are my inspiration to go on!!!!!!
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Spike gazed from his dimension on her. The object of his affections. Her hair shimmered in the sunlight as she turned and gazed toward the sun. Spike reached out to her as if he could touch her, but felt only the cold air.
(And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now)
When he was with her, he was alive. After the Hellmouth, he was transported to this dimension, and all he could see was her. ~Wish I could go back. I want to tell her so bad. Bloody Hell~
They teased him, the spirits. They made sure he could smell her, taste her lips, and breathe her in. It was agonizing. All he could do was wait, to get back, to be with her. She was heaven to him, and he couldn’t have her. ~Not yet, at least~
(And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight)
*I wonder where he is now. God, I miss him so. *
She was looking at the sky, searching for something, someone. The wind blew her hair in her face, and she turned and walked away.
*He’s gone. I can’t help it. I never got to tell him. It’s not fair.*
(And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am)
Blood tears ran down Spike’s cheeks, only to be stopped by a scream like he was dying. His surroundings suddenly changed, torn from one reality to the next. God, was this a horror film? All around him were people in black robes. And they weren’t looking friendly.
(And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
And you bleed just to know you're alive)
“What do you want?” creaked Spike.
“Your life” came the voice from the nearest robe.
“NNNOOO”, cried Spike as a searing pain hit his chest and he fell to the ground. “Willow, help!!!!!!”
And across town, Willow sat up and screamed.
(I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am)
The End