Rating: PG
Email: sharka_dragonrider@hotmail.com
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Disclaimer: Since I wish, but do not own Buffy, it is my turn to grovel to Joss Whedon saying he owns all and please don't sue!
Authors Notes: The song is "Somewhere I Belong" by Linkin Park. Everyone should listen to these guys!!!
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Willow put the disk in her stereo. It was her new Linkin Park disk called
"Meteora" and skipped to number three. She lay down on her bed and buried
her face in her pillow.
(When this began-
I had nothing to say
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me)
I was confused-
And I let it all out to find
That I'm not the only person with these things in mind)
Willow tried hard not to sob. After Oz left the Scooby Gang started to disband. Well, at least they had started to push her away.
(Inside of me-
But all the vacancy, the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel
Nothing to lose-
Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own)
*I think Oz was what was holding me to them.* Buffy had stopped hanging out with her and she was never called to the library except to be research girl.
(I want to heal
I want to feel what I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long-
Erase all the pain 'til it's gone
-I want to heal
I want to feel like I'm close to something real
I want to find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong-)
* I wish that's what I could find. Somewhere I belong!*
(And I've got nothing to say
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face
I was confused-
Looking everywhere only to find
That it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
So what am I-
What do I have but negativity
'Cause I can't justify the way everyone is looking at me)
*Even Xander won't look at me never mind hang out with me!* Xander had (unknown to Willow and on the advice of Buffy) started to stay away from his best friend, until he wouldn't't even say hi to her in the street!
(Nothing to lose-
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own)
*The fault is my own, the fault is my own!*
(I want to heal
I want to feel what I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long-
Erase all the pain 'til it's gone
-I want to heal
I want to feel like I'm close to something real
I want to find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong-)
* I don't belong here. I'm going finding the place I need to heal in!*
(I will never know myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything 'til I break away from me
I will break away, I'll find myself today-)
Willow got out a suitcase and started to pack never seeing a blond figure jump from her balcony and disappear into the shadows of the night.
~Ahh Red. You aren't't going anywhere without me, pet! ~
(I want to heal
I want to feel what I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long-
Erase all the pain 'til it's gone
-I want to heal
I want to feel like I'm close to something real
I want to find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong-)
* I'll find somewhere I belong!* Willow finished packing and sat down on her bed.
(-I want to heal
I want to feel like I'm somewhere I belong
I want to heal
I want to feel like I'm somewhere I belong
Somewhere I belong-)
*The only problem is...Where will I go?*