Pairing: W/S
Notes: This is set after *Once More, with Feeling* of 6th Season. Willow isn't gay. Tara is just a Wicca friend
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Feedback: Feel Free, I don't mind either way though
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~Part: 1~
I guess its really whose point of view its from.
Looking up from the book I'd been studying for the last hour, I glance over to him. The object of my desire, he was sulking in his chair, not wanting to be there, but Buffy had dragged him to the research party. Giles had insisted I think.
I looked around the room. Anya is sitting in Xander's lap, whispering god knows what in his ear. Whatever it is, he's turning red, so I don't think I really want to know.
Buffy's pacing the room, she's got an axe in her hands and she's tossing it back and forwards.
I study my best friend, who claims that she feels something for him, she doesn't know, but when she ran outside, after the whole singing episode with sweet, I ran after her. It was one of the hardest things to do, to turn away from them *together*, the one I loved with my best friend.
I know the truth though; she never has loved him, and never will. She's destined to be alone. I thought once that she would be happy with Riley, but she pushed him away like all the others.
My eyes slide back to him, he's now reading one of the research books, I think that he is just looking at the pictures, but I don't say anything. His blue eyes flicker off the page and up to mine. I quickly look away and move on to my next victim of scrutiny.
Giles is walking around with a book in his hand. We're all here to help research a new evil that is brewing in Sunnydale.
Its 2am and I yawn. I stand up and announce that I'm going on a coffee run. There are several encouraging sounds. I go to get my coat, and when I turn for the door, he's standing there expectantly.
"What do you want Spike?" I say, trying to sound uninterested.
"Pet I'm hurt. I'm coming with you." He informs me with a sly sexy smirk that makes me go weak at the knees.
"What?!" I exclaim. The *last* thing I need is to be stuck with Spike after spending the last half hour thinking about him.
"Yep, you're stuck with me ducks" he says flashing me a grin. "The watchers ok with it."
I look pleading at Giles, he *couldn't* of.
"Yes, Its quite alright Willow, he's perfectly harmful" Giles says.
Reluctantly I agree and we're out the door.
But is not Spike I'm afraid of. Its *Me*
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