Twisted Visions

Author: EvlWillow

Rating: NC-17

Summary: What if Willow was the vampire instead of Spike?  (Alternate
Universe)

Disclaimer: Joss is the master I tip my hat to him.

Author's Note: It's just one mess up piece of my mind. This is my first
Willow and Spike story and I haven't written in a long time so please be
nice.

Feedback: Yeah I want to know how you like or disliked it.

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~Part: 1~

She walked through the shadows looking at the three teens talking, she had
been watching the group for some time now.  Watching to make sure they would
stay safe.  She watched as the group went into the club and would stay
outside the doors until they would walk home.

Some might say she was asking to be killed or what she was doing was suicide.
She was going against all she knew and fore what: To protect a few humans,
one being the slayer.

She waited outside in the alley, in the shadows until the teens would come
out.  She kept her distance but it wasn't far enough.

***

Buffy walked in-between her two best friends, Spike and Xander.  They had a
great time tonight until she felt someone watching her and her friends.  She
told Xander and Spike to step back and get ready for a fight as she pulled a
stake out of her jacket.

She knew the slayer could sense her so she stepped out of the shadows.  The
light shining on her bright red hair and pale white skin.  She looked at the
goup of teens.

"Man why do all the pretty ones have to be evil?"  Xander asked mainly to
himself staring at the woman up and down and noticed she had given him a look
of death.

Buffy raised the stake so it was level with the redhead's chest.  "Who are
you?"  The slayer asked.

"Why should I tell you?"  The girl asked not liking Buffy's tone.

"Maybe the small fact of a wooden stake pointed to your heart."  Buffy waving
the piece of wood slightly but not enough so as to miss her target.

"You have to get it throught my chest first."

Buffy moved with lightning speed and before the girl knew it Buffy had
wrapped her hand around her neck and pushed her against the alley wall.  "Now
tell me your name or never see another night."

"Willow...My name is Willow."  She stated.

"Okay now we're getting somewhere.  Tell me why have you been following us?
Did someone send you?"  Buffy asked.

"Here we go again, a game of twenty questions."  Spike whispered into
Xander's ear.

Willow smiled by the blondes comment.  When she didn't answer right away
Buffy pushed her against the wall a little harder.  Willow wrapped her long
slender fingers around Buffy's wrist.  "I was making sure that you were
safe."  It was a good thing Willow didn't need to breath for the fact that
Buffy was using her slayer strength a little more to let her know that she
wasn't buying her story.

"Why don't I believe her, guys?"  Buffy asked her two friends never leaving
her sight from Willow.

"Well if my memory serves me correct, things that tend to follow us want to
kill us."  Spike said with his heave english accent.

"I believe William is correct."  Xander said using Spike's birth name and
soon got a glare for from his friend.

The slayer then turned back to the matter at hand.  "So you see why we have
this little problem?"

"Well you don't have to worry about that because the fact is if I wanted you
dead I would have killed you by now."  Willow glared at the slayer, getting
tired of being held against the wall by her throat.

Just at that moment three vampires came out of the darkness.  Buffy let go of
Willow and grabbed another stake out of her jacket and through it to her
friends.

"Alright time to kick some demon ass!"  Spike said as he punched one of the
vampires in the face.

Willow ran up to one of the other vampires and kicked him in the gut.  Before
she could let the vampire recover, she punched him in the face until he was
in the ground.  She looked around for a piece of wood that resembled a stake
and jammed it into the demon's chest.  She then ran over to the vampire the
slayer was fighting and with her immortal speed she staked him in the back.
Before the dust of the vampire's remains settled she was gone.

Buffy turned to her friends, "Are you two okay?"

"Hell yeah, I'm all pumped up now."  Spike said as he took his leather jacket
off exposing his tight black t-shirt.

"Where did that Willow chick go?"  Xander asked.

"I don't know."  Buffy replied.  "But I'm going to find out what's her deal."

"Well by the looks of it she was telling the truth."  Spike said remembering
the way the redhead fought.

"Just to be safe we should watch our backs.  Come on lets go home."  Xander
said.

Willow watched the teens walk away then left herself to go home.

~Part: 2~

Willow unlocked the door to her apartment and walked through her lonely home.
She took her jacket off and sat heavily on her couch.  She thought about the
slayer and her two friends.  Her friends had been very cute.  But that blonde
one, oh god.  His tight black shirt his dark gray pants molding to his
lightly built frame.

"What are you thinking?  Having a little school girl crush?  Over a human?
The slayer's friend no less."  Willow couldn't help but laugh at herself for
such thoughts.

She got up from her black leather couch and walked to her bedroom to take a
shower to wash away the night's events.

***

Buffy walked with Spike to his house right after they walked Xander to his.

"So what do you thing about this chick, Willow?"  Buffy asked as she looked
at Spike's face noticing that he was deep in thought.

"I haven't given her that much thought."  Spike lied.

"I think that tomorrow we should bring it up with Giles."  The slayer said.
"Maybe he knows something about a vampire gone good."

Spike looked at his friend, "Yeah maybe.  Look I think I can make it to my
house okay.  Why don't you just go home.  I have a stake so don't worry."

"You sure?  I do have to patrol before I go home.  Okay I'll see ya tomorrow
at school then?"

"Yeah, Buffy I'll see ya later."  Spike turned onto his street as the slayer
went to one of the many grave yards in town.

Neither one of the teens noticed the dark figure deep in the bushes watching
as they split ways.

When Spike left his friend his thoughts went to the firey redhead they met.
She intrigued him in a weird way.  Her pale skin against that bright red
hair.  And those dark clothes she wore.  There was something about this girl
that make him wonder.

Spike walked into his empty house he looked over at the answering machine and
played the single massage.

"Hi honey it's mom.  Me and dad are at the airport.  Your dad was called to a
business meeting in England.  I'm going to go with him we should be back in a
week or so I left money for you in the kitchen I'll talk to you soon."

Spike walked up his dark stairs and into his room where he truly called home.

***

"Giles?"  The three teenagers called out.

The librarian walked out of his office to see what Buffy, Spike, and Xander
wanted.  "Yes?"

"Look tweed man we met a vampire last night and there was something different
about her."  Xander said.

Giles took off his glasses and rubbed them clean before putting them back on
his face.  "What do you mean different?"

"That's just it Giles, we don't know.  She didn't try and kill us.  She
helped us fight off three vamps."  Buffy explained.

"You're sure that she was a vampire?"

"The way she moved, she had to be something...something not human.  She moved
like Buffy does."  Spike said as he sat down in one of the library's chairs.

"Well I'll call the council and see what they have to say.  You're sure that
she is a vampire?"  Giles asked.

Buffy nodded, knowing that her slayer sense couldn't be wrong.

"Come back at lunch and I'll try and find out something."  Giles said as he
started to get his numbers out.

***

Buffy walked into the library and found that Xander and Spike were already
there waiting for Giles.

"Hey Buff."  Spike welcomed his friend.

"Hey.  Did Giles find anything out about Willow?"

"No.  He called the council and they told him the only files that they would
have is the Watcher's Diaries."  Xander explained.

Giles then walked back into the main room where the teens were.  He had an
old leather bound book open and his eyes glued to the pages.  "You said her
name was Willow?"

The teens nodded.

"Will I have an entry in here stating that there is a vampire named Willow."
Giles looked at the kids faces.  "She was stated to be the Dark Mistress of
Death with her sire by her side they went through Europe killing every one
that crossed their path."

"Why the sudden change in heart?"  Xander asked.

"Because one day I woke up and decided that I was going down the wrong path
and I should be fighting for the side of good."  Willow walked out of the
shadows of the library.

"How did you get here?"  Spike asked.

Willow looked at the blonde.  "There are tunnels all throughout this town.  I
could go anywhere at pretty much anytime."

"Well that's comfy to know."  Xander said.

Buffy stood up and shielded her friends.  "What are you doing here?"

"Claim down.  I didn't want to kill you last night I'm not going to today.  I
don't think that we hit it off that well.  I thought that I should tell you
people a little about myself before you try and kill me, again."  Willow said
as she walked over to one of the library tables that was hidden in the
shadows and sat down.

"Well Giles?  Should we trust her?"  Buffy asked.

"Well we really don't have much to worry about right now."  Giles sat in one
of the wooden chairs that faced Willow.  Once he sat the teen's followed and
sat around him.

"Why don't we start from the beginning."  Willow said putting her booted feet
on the table.

Giles was sitting down with and open journal ready to write down every word
Willow was about to say.

"It was September twenty ninth seventeen-sixty-nine, my last night as a
human, as mortal..."

~Part: 3~

1769 Scotland

Willow was sitting by the lake throwing stones when she noticed the sun was
setting fast.  She decided she should get home early because of the moon not
giving off much light on her way.

She took her shoes and put them on her damp feet.  She sat up and wrapped her
shawl around her shoulders.

The sun fully set when she was walking through the short cut to get to her
house faster.  She remembered her mother saying never take that way through
the alleys at night, it wasn't safe.  But she would be in bigger trouble if
her mother and father didn't know were she was soon.

She had just entered the last alley before her home when she was stopped by a
male's voice.

"Excuse me, miss?"

Willow turned towards the voice.  A man stepped out of the shadows finely
dressed, looks of a saint or an angel.

"Yes sir?"

"I might be wonderin' where there's a place for me to stay the night?"  The
man asked walking up to the young hearted redhead.

"Well there is the MacNeal Inn on the next corner."  Willow said as the man
walked up to her.  He stuck his hand out towards her face, he rubbed his
index finger along Willow's baby soft cheek.

"Such beauty for one girl."

Willow then looked down at her feet, feeling a little uncomfortable.  "Thank
you, you are to kind, sir.  But I really must be off.  I've got to get home."

"I would love to see that beauty last for all eternity."

Willow's head shot up, "What do you mean, sir?"

The dark haired man's eyes now glowed a deep amber.  Willow tried to scream
but her mouth was muffled by a large hand.  Tears were rolling down her face
as the demon sunk his fangs into her neck draining Willow of her life.  He
pulled back savoring the taste of her innocent blood right before her heart
slowly stopped beating.

He put his mouth up to her ear and said, "My name is Angelus, my sweet girl.
Your new sire."  He bit into his wrist, watching the blood ooze down his arm
before he held it to Willow's dying lips.  He held her mouth open as she
tried to resist but when her fight was done and she drank freely he had to
pull her away.

A small cry left her lips when she let go of her new life support.  Angelus
got up after he laid the girl down on the ground. "See you soon my sweet
childe."  And he was gone leaving a dying Willow to be reborn.

***

"You said that Angelus is your sire?"  Giles asked as he finished writing
down everything that Willow had just told them with a look of worry on his
face.

"G-Man what's up with the look?" Xander asked.

"The name of Willow's sire it's so familiar."  Giles looked up at Willow.

"Well if you keep reading about me and my sire you will learn that he was the
best at what he did and lived up to his title: Angelus Scourge of Europe, a
Demon with an Angel's face."  Willow said reminiscing about her sire, her
lover and her mate.

"Willow?"  Spike called her name to get her out of her daze.

"What?"  She looked up at the boy.

"What ever happened to your sire?"  Xander asked.

"Well we were the most deadly, and unstoppable team of killers.  We thought
we had it all, nothing to stop us from what we wanted.  Except on my one
hundredth and twenty-ninth rebirth day.  Angelus got me a young boy around
your ages.  He knew that they were my favorite.  I killed him of course but
about two nights later I found myself running..."

***

Rumanian Woods, 1898

She ran through the woods not knowing really were she was going.  Her evening
gown would get stuck on bushes which would make her fall to the ground.  She
would pick herself up and run faster until she fell into a gypsy camp.  She
looked up into the night sky as her eyes started to glow.

"It hurts, yes?"  A woman asked.  "Good, it'll hurt more."

"Where am I?"  Willow asked not moving from her spot on the ground.

"You don't remember?  Everything you've done in the last 100 years.  In a
moment you will.  The face of everyone you've killed.  Our son's face.  They
will haunt you and then you will know what true surfing is."  The mother of
Willow's victim looked down on her.

"Killed I...I don't...no no no no no..."  Willow's tears began to fall.

***

After facing the gypsy woman Willow had walked to the only place she knew
where to go.  She opened the wooden door and walked in wiping the tears from
her face.  She went and sat in her chair next to the fire, starring off into
space.

She was like that when Angelus came home.  He walked up to her and looked
down.  He noticed that there was something wrong when he saw her tear soaked
face.

"Willow?"  Angelus grabbed her shoulder.

She looked up, her eyes red from crying.  She wiped the tears from her
cheeks, "Angelus, something...something happened I don't know what to do.  I
see their faces...I killed them.  I'm a murder."

Angelus looked in shock not believing his eyes.  His childe...his lover...his
spitfire had a soul.  He stepped back as if Willow was death herself.

"Please Angelus I didn't know where to go."  Willow pleaded.

With every step Willow would take Angelus would take a step back.  He looked
deep into her eyes and found nothing but sorrow and fright.

"You are not my Willow."Angelus said.

"Please Angelus...I'll try and be the same as I was.  I don't want to be
alone."

"You can't be the same with that soul.  I look into your eyes and I see that
little girl I found over a hundred years ago."  Angelus looked at Willow and
her reaction, she was dumbfounded with Angelus' statement.

Angelus was clearly upset in a way Willow didn't understand when he told her
he wanted her out of their house...

***

"...And that was the last time I saw him to this day."

Buffy looked at the redhead and the tears filling from her jade green eyes.
"You really did love him.  And he wouldn't except you and your soul?"

Willow blinked the tears away and looked at the slayer.  "He hated what these
gypsies did to me.  I think that he did love the Dark Mistress of Death but
my soul took that away from him.  I don't think he couldn't be with someone
that has her face...my face."

Spike looked at the emotions playing across Willow's face and felt her pain.
The vampire sensed that the blonde was looking at her.  She could see that he
felt for her by looking in his crystal blue eyes.  She then looked away and
back at the wooden table.  She just raised a lot of painful memories.  "Is
there any other questions you want answered?"

"No.  Thank you for the information, Willow."  Giles said as he finished the
entry and closed the journal.

Willow stood up and walked deeper into the shadows.

"When will we see you again?"  Spike asked.

"Soon."  Willow simply said and was gone from the library.

After the slayer and her friends had talking to Willow they tried to put
things together.

"Does this mean that we have a vampire on our side?"  Xander asked.

"It appears we do."  Giles said.

"Well it looks to me that she is going to come and go as she pleases."  Buffy
said as she still felt a little uncomfortable with that fact still unsure
about Willow.

***

The next day they had heard nothing from the dark vampire, so the teens went
around what they normally did they finish doing their homework in the
library.  Spike was helping Buffy with her math homework sense she really
didn't have a knack for it.  Then they packed up for the evening and headed
out to party at the Bronze.

"You know I can't wait until I learn how to drive."  Xander said as he walked
side by side with his two best friends.

"Yeah walking gets old really fast."  Spike add as they walked through the
park entrance.

After about fifteen more minutes of walking in silence they reached the teen
hangout.  They spent the night dancing, talking, and laughing.  Doing the
teenager thing.  A few hours rolled by when the gang decided it was time to
go.

They walked down an alley to get home when they heard a fight.  They ran
towards the straggle and found a woman in the claws of a slimy,
greenish-brown, demon with an over sized head with giant horns that stood up
in sharp points.  The demon took the woman by the neck and lifted her face
into the light.

"Willow!?"  Xander yelled.

She looked over to the group of teens she had been seeing a lot of as they
ran to her rescue.

"Hey tall dark an ugly."  Buffy said trying to get the demon's attention.

The demon turned to face the voice but never letting go of Willow's neck and
growled.

"Why don't you let her go and give me a round."  Buffy said as she braced
herself for a fight.

"You want to fight me, girl?"  The demon asked Buffy not knowing who she was.

The demon then looked back at Willow and smiled showing his slimy brownish
teeth and throw her across the alley hitting the brick wall.  Xander and
Spike ran to Willow's aid and left Buffy to fight the demon on her own. It
didn't take long before Buffy had killed the demon when she to ran to
Willow's side.

Willow rubbed her neck until the soreness disappeared and got up when she
notice a sharp pain in her shoulder.

"Hold on."  Willow said as she placed her shoulder back into place and
slamming it against the wall that took it out of place.

"Are you okay?"  Buffy asked.

"Yes, thanks for asking.  Well I think I'm going to go home.  It's been a
really long day."  Willow said as she got her bearings.

"Yeah tell me about it."  Xander said thinking about how this day couldn't
get any worse.

"Yeah, well, I guess we should be getting home it's getting really late.
Willow, would you like to walk with us?"  Buffy asked trying to be as
friendly as she could.

Willow looked at the teens that just saved her life.  "Well, you just saved
my life I would be more then happy."  Willow said as she rubbed her shoulder.

They walked out of the alley and began their way home.  Xander and Buffy
walked down to their homes together as they left Spike and Willow walking to
Spike's home.

"Bye guys see ya tomorrow."  Spike yelled as his two friends walked away.

It wasn't long before the two were in front of Spike's door.

"Well, this is my house."  Spike said as he turned to looking at Willow.

"Well, then I guess that I'll talk to you later."  Willow said as she rubbed
her shoulder and turned to leave.

"Are you okay?  You have been holding your shoulder all night."  Spike
stated.

"It came out of place and it's a little sore."  Willow said as she turned
back to face Spike and dropped her hand.

"Would you like to come..."  Spike was stopped by Willow's quiet statement.

"Don't say anything that you're unsure about."

"I trust you if that's what you mean.  Willow, would you like to come in for
a minute."  Spike said as he opened his front door.

Willow walked through the doorway and into the house.  Spike closed the door
and grabbed Willow's hand and took her up stairs and into his room.

She looked around at all the different things that was Spike's world.  She
looked at the far end of his room and found his unmade bed next to it was the
only window in the room.  He had a pair of closet doors full of posters of
bands and classic movies.  She looked over at the wall closest to her and
there was a computer desk with an all black computer and pictures of his
friends and family.

"Willow??"  Spike said.

She looked up from the pictures that she was looking at.  "Yeah?"

"Why don't you sit on the corner of the bed."  Spike said sitting next to the
corner waiting for her to come and join him.

She sat next to Spike with her back facing him on the bed where he wanted
her.  Spike took her leather jacket off showing off her ruby red top that she
had on.  He then began to massage Willow's sore shoulder.

"Does that feel better?"  Spike asked as he continued to massage Willow's
shoulder.

"Mmmm mmm" Willow had her eyes closed as she enjoyed Spike's handy work.  She
turned and then looked at him in his ice blue eyes.  "Thank you."

Their eyes were locked, Spike leaned in and Willow then closed her eyes.  The
kiss started out slow and sweet but began to get more intense.  Spike laid
down with out letting go of Willow.  Their lips never stopped touching when
Willow's face morphed into her vampire features.  They continued to kiss when
Willow cut Spike with her fang.

"Ooouuhh."  Spike pulled away at the sudden pain in his lip and looked up at
Willow.

She licked at the drops of blood that fell onto her lip.  She got up off the
bed and grabbed her jacket.  "I think that I should go now."

"No...Its okay."  Spike tried to stop her from leaving.

Willow looked up at Spike with her jade green eyes.  "I think that I should
go."  And she left his room and out of the house.

~Part: 4~

Willow's Apartment:

Willow came home right after the kiss that her and Spike shared.  She took
off her long leather jacket and put it on her kitchen table and then walked
over to the refrigerator full of blood.

"So this is how my greatest childe lives now?"

Willow whipped around at the sound of that to familiar voice.  "Angelus.
What are you doing here?"

"I'm just here checking on my girl."  Angelus got up from the chair in the
living room, that faced the kitchen and walked up to the red head.

"When did I become your girl again?  I thought that I was a disgrace to our
kind?  Isn't that what you told me a hundred years ago?"

Angelus came up from behind the red head.  "You never stopped being my
girl...my spitfire... I knew you still had that lust for the kill inside you
somewhere.  In fact that very night I want to that camp and told that woman
that gave you that curse of a soul that we would leave town if she just
lifted the curse."

"I think that you better leave."  Willow walked over to her front door and
opened it.

Angelus walked over to the chair and sat back down and looked up at Willow.
"Now, I wouldn't want to leave now it's been a long time sense I've seen
you."

"Why would you want to talk?  You told me that you never wanted to see me
again.  I'm a disgrace to our kind.  You were the only home I knew and you
wouldn't except me."  Willow motioned for Angelus to leave.

"Willow, I have been watching you and that cute little blonde boy of yours."
Angelus said trying to change the subject and to get what he truly wanted to
say out.

Willow then closed the front door and walked up to her sire.  "I am TELLING
you when I say this, stay away from all of them..."

"Why?  Are they your friends?  Hanging out with humans now?  Is that what you
do, try and be someone you're not?"  Angelus said.

"Who are you to judge me.  You don't matter anymore.  I've lived to many
years by myself that your view of me doesn't count."  Willow could feel that
her control was slipping.

"And the slayer??  The slayer of all people.  Do you really think that they
are your friends.  That they make you a part of their group.  They know what
you are that never leaves their minds."

Willow thought about what Angelus had said.  She tried not to let it get to
her.  She knew that this is how Angelus gets what he wants but she wouldn't
let it work.

"I know what your thinking, but you also know what I say is true that it has
been in the back of your mind.  I  also know that you have feelings for that
blonde one.  I see the way you watch him."

Willow looked in the depth of Angelus' dark, hateful eyes, "I don't have
feelings for anyone.  Not you and not them.  I think about myself and that's
it."

"That hurts, Willow.  Anyway's so you wouldn't mind if this Spike, that is
his name right?"

Willow nodded.

"You wouldn't mind if this Spike becomes part of our family?  Part of OUR
kind?"  Angelus said reminding Willow of what they were.

Willow ran up with her vampire face, "You don't touch him...any of them I
will be the death of you.  And you know me well enough not to test me on
that."

Angelus looked into Willow's yellow eyes and laughed.  "There's the Willow I
know.  I see the rage in your beautiful eyes, just like your first kill..."

***

The night was cold and damp.  Angelus walked over to the small town's
graveyard.  The headstones labeld with all of the beloved names of the family
members of the people in town.

He walked up a small hill before he looked down at the grave he was searching
for.  The site of the freshly turned dirt.  He looked down at the headstone
that read:

Willow Ann McDeal
May 7 1745 - September 29 1769
Beloved daughter and sister

"How sweet."  Angelus mocked.

At that very moment he heard a fist against wood.  He looked down at the dirt
that started to move and at that moment a pale hand escaped from the ground.
Soon following the young girl from the alley.

She looked up at Angelus, breathing heavy out of habit.  Angelus bent down to
help his newest childe up off the ground.  He smiled, "What is it dear?"

"The hunger."  Willow answered.  "I hear it."

"Tell me, what do you hear?"

Willow turned to the town. "Their hearts...the blood running through their
veins."

Angelus smiled with pleasure. He was pleased with himself for picking this
fiery redhead.  He knew that with her reaction toward the village he had
picked the most deadly of their kind.  He took Willow's waist and took what
was his.  He hungrily took her lips in a hard kiss.

"Hey what are you two doing in here after dark?  Have some respect for the
dead."  The old grave keeper said.

Willow looked up at Angelus with hunger in her eyes.  He smiled and nodded.
She walked up to the  old man and smiled.

"Willow?!?!  How could this be?  I helped burry you."

Willow morphed into her true demon face and wasted no time, she grabbed the
man by the back of the neck, turned his head to the side and buried her fangs
deep within his jugular.

Angelus moved over to Willow's side.  The site made him a very proud sire.
"Now, you don't want to take to much to fast...okay that's enough."

Willow removed her teeth from the dead man's neck and dropped him on the cold
ground.

***

"...But really Willow no feelings for these humans?  That just doesn't sound
like ‘no feelings'."

Willow backed off and turned away.  "Get out and stay away from them...and
me."

Angelus sat up and walked over to Willow.  "Just remember, Willow...I will
always be a part of you."  He took Willow by the jaw and kissed her long and
hard.

"I can still taste his blood on your lips."He gave her a full smile, then
walked out of the apartment and into the night.  "Just remember Willow, I'll
be around."
Willow watched as her sire left and walked down a dark ally.  She then closed
her front door and sat down on her couch with her hands covering her face.
"What the hell is going on?"  She asked herself as she got up and walked into
her bedroom to go to bed.

***

Spike walked up to Xander's house.  He could hear the fight that Xander's
drunken parent's were having over money.  Spike felt bad for his friend he
felt that no person should have to live this way but he also felt that he had
no power over it.  He knocked on the deep cherry wood door.  Once the two
adults heard the knocks the yelling stopped and the door opened.  Mr. Harris
with his class half way empty of some alcoholic drink.

"Yeah?  Spike was it?"  Mr. Harris stumbled out.

"Yeah...Is Xander ready?"  Spike hated talking to his friend's father.

"Yeah...XANDER??  SPIKE'S HERE.  GET DOWN HERE NOW!!"  Xander's dad yelled
and then walked back to the living room where his wife stood.

Xander ran down the stairs as he put on his jacket pushing Spike out of his
way and shut the door behind himself.

"So what's on the agenda tonight?"  Xander asked as they entered the town's
park.

Spike said nothing but just kept on walking.  Xander looked at his friend.
"Hello??  Earth to Spike."  He waved his hand in front of the blonde's face.

"What?"  Spike asked with a smile on his face.

"I just asked you what are we going to do tonight, but I'm going to now ask
you why you're in such a good mood."

Spike looked away from his friend and smiled once more.  He couldn't stop
thinking about the kiss that he shared with Willow the night before.  He
licked the small cut on his lip that she had put there.

Xander was about to comment about Spike's behavior but the sound of a male
scream grabbed both of the teenager's attention.  They ran passed a large
group of trees and found a tall dark haired woman in an old Victorian dress
that fell to the grass, feeding off of an older man who looked to be a
jogger.

"Hey!"  Xander cried out trying to get the vampire's attention.  Spike then
handed him a stake so they would be ready for a fight.  The vampire then
looked up from her meal letting the man go free.

"You know it's not nice to feed off of a poor man who's trying to stay fit."
Spike smiled.

"And did you know it's not nice to interrupt a poor girl while she's
eatting."  A tall dark man stepped out of the shadows.

Spike noticed the way this man did so just like Willow at the library.  He
was puzzled.

Angelus saw the way Spike looked at himself and smiled.  "Is there something
wrong?"

Spike looked at the vampire, "Who are you?"

Xander looked at his friend, "Do you know this guy?"  He asked as he watched
the female vampire walked up to the man in question.

Drusilla looked up at Angelus and said, "This is the boy the moon was telling
me about.  The one mummy likes."

"Spike, I think you know who I am."  Angelus looked into his light blue eyes.
"I see it deep down you can place me but still not sure who."  Angelus
cracked a smile that showed pure evil.

~Part: 5~

Willow throw the vampire that she was fighting across from herself and the
vampire hit a gravestone breaking it.
"Now see you come out of your grave and then you destroy someone else's.  Its
not nice."  Willow said as she picked up the disoriented vampire by her light
corn blonde hair from her spot off the ground.

Willow then grabbed her my her midnight black funeral dress that she was
buried in and looked into her demon eyes.  That's when the vampire go the
upper hand.  She pulled back her head and head butted Willow right in the
face knocking her right on the cold wet ground.  This didn't make Willow very
happy, she stood up her vampire face showed in the moon lit night.

The vampire looked at Willow with confusion.  "What the hell?  But
your...you're a vampire too."

Willow took out a stake as her face returned to human form.  "And you're
about to be dust."

"What the hell I'm one of your kind."  The blonde said as she started to back
away from fear of the wooden stake in Willow's hand.

"You're not one of my kind.  I'm alone in this world.  I'm not quit like
you."  Willow tried to stake the newly made vampire but before she knew it
the girl was running to the Sunnydale park and she found herself running
after her.

***

Willow had found herself in the middle of a group of people talking as she
kicked the vampire's feet out from under her and drove her stake right throw
the vampire's heart turning her to dust.

Willow stood up and looked at the group to see who they were and became even
paler then she was.  "Angelus!"

Xander and Spike found themselves in front of Willow's deadly sire.

"Oh Willow, how have you been?  Haven't talked to you in a few days.  We were
just talking to Spikey-boy here who was trying to figure out who I was.  I
think he couldn't place me."  Angelus grinned.

"I told you to stay away from them."  Willow said as she backed away from her
sire.

"Angel has been, those two made my dinner get away."  Drusilla said defending
her grand sire.

That was the first time Willow had noticed her childe standing behind Angelus
as if she were a scared child.  Angelus laughed at his childe's reaction
towards the insane vampire.  "Well, isn't this a family reunion, huh Willow?
It's been awhile sense I've seen my two most favorite girls together."

Willow what is he talking about?"  Xander asked trying to make sense of her
so called family.

Willow didn't answer.  She was to busy keeping an eye on the two vampire's
every move.  She backed away and made sure that Spike and Xander were right
behind her.

Angelus began to laugh again when he saw this act of protection.  "Still
making sure humans are safe, its so human of you, Willow.  But it's not
becoming."

Willow glared at Angelus, green pools of fury in her eyes.  "Leave now."

Angelus grabbed Drusilla's hand and began to walk out of the park, "We'll be
seeing you, Willow."

Willow turned around once she know that her sire and childe were gone.  "Are
you two okay?"

"Confused but otherwise okay."  Xander stated.

Willow looked over at Spike who had not said a word sense she came over to
the park.  "Are you okay?"  She asked in a soft voice.

Spike just nodded.

"I think that we should call this night off due to all this fun we've had."
Xander stated.

"Yeah" Spike simply said.  Willow tried to get something, any kind of feeling
that Spike might be feeling but had no luck.

"Willow do we have the honor of walking with you tonight?"  Xander wanted to
know.  Having a vampire walking with them made himself feel better.

"Sure Xander it would be my pleasure."  Willow said as the three started
their short walk home.

***

"So where is Buffy tonight?"  Willow wanted to know why the slayer wasn't out
with her friends.

"She had to do something with Giles.  I don't know some slayer-watcher
thing."  Xander said as they walked up to Xander's front door.

"Well, thank you for walking with me.  We should do it again.  But next time
lets leave the scary master vampires at home."  Xander said walking through
his door.

"Sure."  Willow said smiling at the boy's comment.  "Good night, Xander."
Willow and Spike walked away from Xander's house and were now on their way to
Spike's house.

Willow looked up at Spike, "Is there a problem?"

"No why do you ask?"  Spike asked.

"Why do I ask?  Maybe because you haven't said anything that was more then
two words long until now."  Willow said trying to make eye contact but only
getting a little luck.

"I've got a lot on my mind a lot of crap went down tonight."  Spike said not
wanting to talk about this in front of Xander.

"Why don't you talk about it?"  Willow asked noticing that over two hundred
years of living and men still act like they can't talk about what is
bothering them.

"I didn't want to talk about it in front of Xander."  Spike said.

<Well, here we go.>  Willow thought to herself.

"There are a lot of things I don't know about...about vampires, demons,
slayers or even myself.  Two years ago I was just a punk ass kid who had
nothing to fear.  And now I deal with being a friend to the slayer, fighting
pure evil to save the world, have vampire's who stock me and my friends...and
have feelings for a woman who's old enough to be my ancestor."

"What?"  Willow looked into Spike's pale blue eyes questioning his last
statement.

Spike looked wide eyed at Willow, "Please tell me I didn't say that last part
out loud."

Willow cracked a smile at the sight of Spike's embarrassment.  "I'm afraid
you did."  She couldn't help but laugh a little.

"Okay I don't see why you have to laugh about this it's not that funny...I
mean why wouldn't I, look at you..."  Spike was suddenly stopped by Willow's
hands grabbing his face and her lips covering his.  He then closed his eyes
and enjoyed the felling of her cold lips cooling down his.  They were both
lost in the ecstasy.  Spike then moved one hand to cup Willow's face as the
other was placed on her hip.  They pulled apart and noticed they were in
front of Spike's home.

"Would you like to come in and we could talk some more."  Spike asked getting
his key out.

"I don't know."  Willow began to act a bit nervous.

"My parents are asleep we could talk in the living room."  Spike opened the
door and took Willow's hand.  "Come on, please.  There is so much I want to
ask."

"Well, okay."  Willow allowed Spike to lead her into his house.

They walked into the dark room and found the couch.  Spike found the switch
to one of the lamps in the room.

"So...How long have you lived in Sunnydale?"  Willow asked Spike starting the
conversation.

"We moved from England when I was about ten to Sunnydale because me dad's
work had a new job that they needed him for.  That's when I met Xander.  He
was an outcast and I was the freak kid from a different country and talked
funny."  Spike said as he took his boots off so he could put his feet on the
denim blue couch.  "What about you how come you picked Sunnydale?  Was it the
hellmouth?"

Willow looked at Spike as she told her story.  "Well, it was 1998..."

***

Manhattan, 1998

Willow looked around for anything to eat for the night when she spotted a rat
going through the garbage.  She leaped at it for the fact that she hadn't
eaten in a few weeks and she was getting weak.  She landed head first into a
hill of trash missing her meal.

"Damnit."  She said to herself.

"God are you disgusting this really is an unforgettable smell.  It's the
stench of death you're giving off here.  And the look says crazy homeless
chick.  It's not good."

Willow looked up through her dirty knotted hair.  "Get away from me."

The man stepped back.  "What are you going to do?  Bite me?  Aahhh a
vampire..."

Willow's head shot up at his remark and waited for him to continue.

"But you're not going to bite me on account of your poor tortured soul.  So
sad a vampire with a soul."

Willow looked at the man blankly, he seemed to know a lot about her but she
know nothing about him.  "Who are you?"

"Lets take a walk."

They walked out of the alley in which Willow had called home for so long and
walked across the busy street.

"What are you eating?  Like a rat once a month.  Look you're skin and bones
here.  Butcher shops are throwing away more blood a day then you can stand.
Good blood.  If you lived in the world a little bit you would know that."

They continue walking down the dark dangerous street.

"I want to know who you are."  Willow said putting her hands in her worn
jacket.

"And I want to know who you are."

"You already do."

The man looked at Willow, "Not yet.  But I'm lookin' to find out, cause you
can go either way here."

"I don't understand you."  Willow said.

"No one understands me.  That's my curse."

They walked up to a hot dog vender where the man placed an order.  "Dog meat,
mustard."

"Hear ya go."  The vender handed the hotdog over to the man and took the
money.

Willow just stood there waiting for the man to continue.  "My name is
Whistler, anyways for now it is."

"You're not a vampire?"

"Demon, technically..."

Willow looked at his face and had a sign of worry.

"I'm not a bad guy not all demons are dedicated to the destruction to all
life."  Whistler continued to eat his hotdog.

"What do you mean I could go either way?"  Willow asked not understanding his
earlier statement.

"What I mean is you can become an even more useless rodent then you already
are, or you can become someone...a person...someone to be counted."

"I just want to be left alone."  Willow started to walk away back to her dark
alley.

"Yeah you've been left alone for what?  Ninety years, and what a package you
are stink girl."  Whistler yelled trying to convince Willow to stay and hear
him out.

She turned with question on her dirty face.  "What do you want from me?"

Whistler looked at Willow in the face.  "I want you to see something.  We'd
have to leave now.  You see and then you tell me what you want to do."

Willow asked her final question before leaving, "Where is it?"

Sunnydale 1998

Willow pulled up to the school in an old beat up car with the windows painted
black to keep the sun out.  She rolled down her window to look at the many
kids walking around.  That's when she spotted three kids looking as if they
were the outcasts of the school.

***

"I really don't want to go home tonight.  I say we go to the Bronze." Buffy
said to her two friends.

"Sounds like a plan to me."  Xander said as he got his books together for his
next class.

"Want to meet at my house around eight?"  Spike asked.

They agreed on the time and meeting place then Spike and Xander left, leaving
Buffy at the front of the school.

Willow watched afar when an older man came walking up to her.

"Buffy Summers?"

She looked up shielding her eyes from the sun.  "Yes.  Hi.  Who are you?"

"There isn't much time."

"Time for what?"  Buffy asked.

"They are coming."

"Who?"

"The vampires."  The man said.

"What are you talking about?  I think that I should be going."  Buffy stood
up and started to walk away wanting to get away from this man.

"Wait.  You have to listen to me." The man said trying to keep Buffy from
leaving.

"No...I have to go."  Buffy took her things and once again started to walk
away.

"Wait take this...and stab it in their heart."  The man took out a wooden
stake and Buffy took it.

***

Willow watched as Buffy met up with her two friends.  She noticed as Buffy
told her friends about the man at the school.  She couldn't make out what
they were saying until Buffy took out the stake that she had been give.

***

"Why would a man come up to you and hand you a stake telling you that there
are vampires coming?"  Spike asked as Buffy put the stake away.

"What do you think?  The man most have been crazy or something."  Xander said
jumping into the conversation.

"I don't know and right now I really don't care.  I just want to have a good
time with my two favorite boys."  Buffy said as they walked through the park
to get to the club.

At that very moment a vampire jumped out of a bush in full vampire face.

"Bugger!!"  Spike said.

The vampire ran up to Buffy, grabbed her hair and then pulled her to the
ground.  Within seconds he was on top of her trying to bite her neck.

"HEY!!  GET OFF HER!!!"  Xander yelled.

Both Xander and Spike moved in grabbing the vampire by the shoulders throwing
him off of their friend.  Buffy soon got to her feet and remembered the stake
in her jacket pocket.  She pulled it out and jammed it into the chest of the
vampire.

"The slayer!?!?!"  Was the dying words of the demon.

Spike, Buffy, and Xander all looked at each other in shock and horror.

"What the hell just happened?"  Xander asked.

***

"I wanna help them.  I want...I want to become someone."  Willow looked into
her demon friend's eyes.

"God, look at you they most have a cute one in the group. You know she wasn't
supposed to let anyone know.  I mean they're just kids.  This isn't going to
be easy.  The more you live in this world the more you see how apart from it
you really are.  This is dangerous work.  Right now you couldn't go one round
with a fruit fly."

"I wanna learn from you."  Willow whispered.

"Alright."

"But I don't want to dress anything like you."  Willow said as they started
to walk away.

"God, kid you're annoying.  You're lucking we need you on our side."

***

"And then I was on my way to help the side of good.  And turn my back on
everything I've known...again."  Willow stood up and took off her jacket so
she could get more comfortable.

"Wow...You've been through so much I couldn't even imagine what it must be
like for you."  Spike sat back into his seat and thought about what it would
be like living the way Willow did.  "You know to me you don't seem as hard
and distant."

Willow looked at Spike and didn't know weather she should take that as an
insult or not.  "Uumm, thank you...I think."

"No no I didn't mean it that way.  It's just that you have that 'I'm dark,
distant, and mysterious' image.  You're not that way towards me."  Spike
looked at Willow and took her small hand in his and just held it.

Willow looked over Spike's face as he held her hand.  She moved her other
hand over his left  eyebrow, "How did this happen."  She rubbed her thumb
over the scar.

Spike began to laugh, "Well, I was about fifteen and my mum let me get my
eyebrow pierced
and I had it about a week and I went to a punk show, I went into the pit and
some big guy came out and the ring got hooked onto him and he ripped it out."

"Oh, that must have hurt."  Willow said.

"It was only four stitches and a little blood, but other then that it was a
kick ass show."  Spike took Willow's hand from his face and leaned in to
brush a lite kiss on her lips, "Thank you for being so concerned."

Willow just smiled finding more and more feelings for this new man in her
life.  She never thought that when she came to Sunnydale that she would get
friends.  She hasn't had any of them sense she was a child in Scotland over
two hundred years ago.

***

The two talked almost until the sun came up.  They talked about their
childhoods and what it was like to live in different countries and times.
The way that the times weren't to different for the two countries and how
some of the new building of Willow's time are still standing today.  They
also talked more about Willow's relationship with Angelus which posed as a
sensitive topic for the vampire.

"He was the only one that I cared what they thought about me.  What I did it
had to please him, and when I got my soul he broke my heart.  I thought that
he would take me in sense we were together for so long but I was wrong."
Willow looked at Spike as she got up from his couch.

"And so you lived alone from that day he rejected you?"  Spike asked.

Willow shook from the word Spike had chosen rejected it hurt so bad at times
to know that she belonged nowhere.  She simply nodded to answer his question.

They walked over the door that they entered a few hours ago.  Spike opened it
and faced Willow and smiled, "I'm really glad that we took this time to
talk."

"Me too.  I'm glad that we've done this.  I got a lot of things out that I
have had bottled inside for so many years.  It really helped to get that all
out.  And I'm glad that you told me about yourself.  But before I leave I
wanted to tell you to be careful, Angelus is on the move and if he has his
eye out on something he well stop at nothing to get it."

Spike smiled to note that her advice was appreciated and he would be careful.
Willow stepped out of Spike's home and turned to walk down the street but
before she could walk off the porch Spike took hold of her arm.

"Would you come and meet me at the Bronze tomorrow? You know we could have a
little bit of fun.  Hang out?"

Willow looked at Spike and smiled, "I would be honored.  Sunset?"

Spike nodded and kissed Willow's hand before she pulled her hand free to walk
home.  Spike closed the door with a giant smile on his face.  He walked up
the stairs and claimed into bed for a few hours of bed until school.

~Part: 6~

Spike walked into his second period class and sat next to Xander looking
happier then ever.

"Hey Spike, you're looking a lot happier then when I last saw you.  What made
you all chipper?"  Xander asked looking over at his friend.

"Well if you must know me and Willow talked all night last night."  Spike
said as he reached into his backpack to get his math folder out.

Xander smiled, "She was at your house all night last night.  And all you two
did was ‘talk'?  Why don't I believe you.  You're looking way to happy to
have just ‘talked'."  He elbowed Spike in the arm giving the hint that he
thought that there was more to the story.

Spike began to laugh at his friend's comment, "Okay...okay, you're right.  We
kissed...again."  He said the last word so soft that it was hard for Xander
to hear.

Xander's mouth dropped, "This has happened more then once?  When?"

Spike just continued to laugh at Xander's reaction.  "Two nights ago.  But
she freaked cause we got into it a little and she lost control and vamped
out.  But she seemed to be okay last night." He whispered.

Xander just sat dumbfounded and open-mouthed as his friend told his story.
"What are you going to do?"

Spike took in a breath to gather the nerve to tell his friend his plan.  "I
want to ask her out."

"I cant believe this.  My Best friend is going to ask out...a vampire.  That
is so cool."  Xander expressed himself with a grinning smile.

Their conversation was interrupted by a stern voice from the front of the
class room.  "Mr. Harris and Mr. Dunning is there something that you would
like to share with the class?"  Their math teacher asked as he stopped his
class.

The two boys shook their heads and turned to face the front of the class as
the teacher continued his lesson.

***

Buffy walked into the library hoping to find Spike and as she walked through
the double doors she found her friend typing away at the computer.  He looked
up at who came into the room.

"Hey Buff."  Spike said in a abnormally happy tone.

"Hey spike.  I talked to Xander about going to the Bronze tonight."  Buffy
said with concern in her voice.  "And I just wanted to tell you that I want
you to be careful this isn't just any girl you're going to ask out."

"Thank you Buffy, but I've thought this through and I have feelings for her
and she really is a great girl."  Spike said as he looked his friend in the
eye.  "Just be happy for me, please."

"I am happy for you I'm glad that for once you could be happy."  Buffy smiled
wishing she could someday be as happy as her friend.  "Well then, I'm going
to do the homework thing and I'll meet you and Xander."

"Okay and thank you, Buffy" Spike said expressing that Buffy's worry was
noted and appreciated.  He watched his friend walk out of the library and
then continued with his work on the computer.

***

The band had already been playing when the teens walked up.  Buffy took a
hold onto Xander's arm and egged him on to come inside to dance with her.

"Why don't you two go.  I'll be in in a minute."  Spike smiled as he watched
his friends.

"Are you sure?"  Xander asked.

"Yeah, go have fun."  Spike said giving his friends the go ahead and watched
as Buffy and Xander walked into the club.

"Good I thought they'd never leave."

Spike turned at the sudden new comer.  Angelus walked out of the darkness the
same as the night before.

"What do you want?"  Spike asked <Stupid question, Spike!>

Angelus smiled at Spike's face.  "Nothing much I watched the way you turned
my lil' spitfire into a teenage girl again last night.  You really know how
to work with what you got.  That's why I've decided to give her up...to you.
But see I want to give her something before I leave, and I found her the most
perfect gift.  Do you know what it is?"  Angelus walked up to Spike and
grabbed his shoulders, "You."

Angelus then pulled back from Spike's ear showing off his fangs.  He quickly
pulled back his fist and punched Spike in the lower jaw and whipped him
around.  Spike didn't have time for a fight before Angelus pulled his head to
the side and felt the pain of his fangs deep within his jugular, he felt his
life being sucked out of him.  Angelus laid him on the alley ground, he then
took his own wrist and bit into it.  He watched at Spike's new life line as
it dripped into his dull white lips.  He held his wrist close until Spike's
weak arms wrapped around it to intensely drink.  Spike finally let go gasping
for air for his dying lungs.  Angelus stepped back to look down at his handy
work that's when he heard her voice.

"What have you done?"  Willow walked up behind Angelus.

He turned around quickly with a grin on his face.  "I was telling Spike that
I was going to leave you alone but I wanted to leave you something to
remember me by."

"You son of a bitch!"  Willow lost control and morphed into her vampire
features.

Angelus couldn't help but laugh, "But look on the bright side of things look
how nice he looks.  He got all dressed up for you."

Willow looked over at Spike's still form.  His white dress shirt had his
blood running down it.  She turned looking back at her sire.  "I told you to
stay away from him."

"I know and it's really starting to get annoying."  Angelus said mockingly.

Willow ran over to her sire in blind fury and punched him in the gut.  Before
she know it she was punched in the mouth cutting the inside of her lip, but
it didn't phase her.  She then performed a roundhouse kick to Angelus' face
that sent him flying against a brick wall.  Willow ran up and started to
violently kicking Angelus in the stomach until he kicked her feet from under
her and landed on her back.  By the time she got up to carry on the fight
Angelus was gone.  She then walked over to Spike's body she bent down and
stood on her knees over him.

"Willow!?  What happened?!?!"  A voice called out.

She turned at the sound of her name.  It was Buffy and Xander.  "It was..."

"Get...away...from...him...right now!!!"  Buffy said with tears in her eyes.

Willow didn't understand and then she noticed Xander looking at her face.
She was still in ‘game face' and had blood in her mouth from Angelus' punch.
She quickly morphed back to her human face as she stood up and backed away.
"I didn't..."

"Don't!  Leave!"  Xander said as he walked over to his best friend's body.

Willow hesitated until Buffy spoke, "Get out of here before I kill you right
now."

Willow turned around and walked to her lonely apartment leaving the teens to
grieve over their lose.

***

Willow walked through the graveyard looking for the newly dug up grave.  She
thought to herself that this was insane to come here right after Spike's
funeral but she felt that she should come and tell him she was deeply sorry
for his fate.  She walked for about fifteen minutes until she found his
resting place.  She read the headstone that was placed for him:

William Patrick Dunning
Loved Son and Friend
1981-1999
"We love you, Spike"

She looked at all the flower, cards, and balloons that were around the grave.
She stepped back and sat on the ground as she began to cry.  "Oh Spike I
don't know how or where to begin my apologizes and thank you's.  I'm grateful
that I knew you.  You made me feel apart of something and I'm sorry for it.
If you didn't you'd be alive today.  This is all my fault..."  She put her
head in her hand and continued to cry.

She was so upset that she didn't notice the figure until he wrapped his arms
around her small frame and stopped her grieving speech with his lips.
Willow's eyes shut up and her body jumped back when her eyes met Spike.
"You're...but..no this can't be...he didn't...he couldn't."  She didn't know
if she was saddened, angry, or happy.

"Ssshhh."  Spike leaned his forehead against Willow's and clammed her lips
once more as the tears of happiness rolled down her cheeks.

They pulled apart and Willow looked into Spike's eyes she found hate, anger,
evil, but something different, love.  She freed herself from Spike's arms and
ran away from the graveyard.

***

Spike walked into the warehouse to find his sire sitting in a chair across
the room.  "Spikey-boy, I was getting worried there for awhile there.  Come
sit with me."  Angelus patted a chair that was next to his.

Spike did as he was told and sat next to his sire.  "Dru, honey?  Could you
come out here for a minute?"

Spike watched as the insane vampire came out of her room holding one of her
dolls.  "Oh goody.  Mummy's present is awake."  She walked over to stand in
back of Spike as she looked at Angelus.  "The stars are singing tonight."
Drusilla said as she started to spin.

"Angelus what is she talking about?"  Spike asked in confusion.

Angelus looked at Spike, "Dru here is one of Willow's best works.  She was a
gift to me.  She killed every family member in front of her driving her
insane and turning her as a gift for me."  Angelus looked up at the dancing
vampire and told Spike of the first time he met Drusilla over a hundred years
ago.

***

London, 1860

The small brunette walked up to the small room as she moved her hand over her
head and chest to get ready for her daily trip to her church.

"Bless me father for I have sinned.  It has been two days sense my last
confession."  She said looking frightened.

Angelus dropped the priest on the floor after he drained him dry.

"Father?"  Drusilla asked after hearing the sound of the body hitting the
floor.

Angelus looked through the small window to see who got him confused with a
holy man of God.  "That's not very long."

"Oh, Father I'm so afraid." Drusilla became very upset at what she was about
to tell her priest for fear that she would go to hell.

Angelus smiled he liked this game he stared to play as he mocked the holy
religion.  "The Lord is very forgiving...Tell me your sins."

"I have...I've been seeing again, Father.  Yesterday men were going to work
in the mine.  I had...I had a terrible fright.  My stomach all tied up and I
saw this horrible crash.  Mummy said to keep my peace that it didn't mean
nothing.  But this morning they had a cave in...two men died."  She said as
the painful memories came and felled her mind.

"Go on."  Angelus sat back and grinned.

"My mum says I'm cursed.  My seeing things is in the front of the Lord.  That
only he's supposed to see things before it happens.  But I don't mean to,
Father I swear...I swear.  I try to be cured of this sight.  I don't want to
be an evil thing."  She said as she worked herself up and made herself very
upset.

"Hush child.  The Lord has a plan for all creatures.  Even a devil child like
you."  Angelus leaned closer to the window dividing the two.

"Devil?"  Drusilla jumped back in fright.

"Yes.  You're a spawn of Satan.  All the Hail Mary's in the world aren't
going to help.  The Lord uses you and spite you down just like that."

"What can I do?"  Drusilla pleaded.

"Fill his plan, child.  Be evil...just give in."  Angelus tried to see how
hard she would fight against this.

"No! I want to be good.  I want to be pure."  She began to cry.

"We all do at first, the world doesn't work that way."  He said in a whisper.

"I beg you.  Please...please help me."  Drusilla pleaded wanting nothing more
then to be at peace.

At that point Angelus gave up this time.  This girl was nothing but a game to
him and he would soon have another round.  "Very well ten Our Father's.  Does
that sound good?"

Once she heard what she wanted to hear she seemed to be doing better,
"Yes...yes Father, thank you."

Angelus grinned as he put his hand up to the window, "The pleasure was mine
and remember child, God is watching."

***

"Angel?"  Drusilla asked trying to get his attention from his story telling.

He looked up from Spike, they both turning to see what the vampire wanted,
"Yes Dru?"

"The stars are telling me to tell Spike were mummy lives.  Good things will
come of it."  Drusilla smiled like the devil would.

***

Spike was glad to be out of the warehouse.  He wanted to find Willow, he
wanted to tell her to be with him come to his way of thinking it was so much
easier.

He walked up to her apartment door and opened it not even thinking why it
wasn't locked.  He walked through and found the living room and kitchen.  He
then walked down a hall and passed a bathroom and found the only bedroom.  He
walked over to the king size bed and found the redhead sleeping.  The black
sation sheets brought out the pale skin and bright cherry wood hair.  He
noticed her move.  She was having a dream and had woken herself up by yelling
Spike's name.

"Ssshhh.  It's okay I'm here."  Spike's said as he brushed the hair out of
her face.

"But you're dea..."  She just wanted to cry so badly.

"Ssshhhh."  Spike sat on Willow's bed and kissed her to get her mind off of
the dream.

He cupped her face as the kiss intensified their lips never stopped touching
as they started to undress each other.  Willow lost control and found herself
unbuttoning Spike's black silk shirt  in which he was buried in.  He's white
chest was muscular as were his arms.  Willow moved her hands allover his
exposed skin.  They stopped kissing long enough to lift Willow's gray tank
top over her head showing off her milky white breasts.  Spike started to
knead the well sized mounds until her small pink nipples were hard from
arousal.  She moaned at Spike's handy work and decided to return the favor
and unbuttoned his pants.  She moved her hand down inside his waist line and
found his hard member.  When she heard his moans of pleasure she couldn't
take it any longer she took off the remainder of her clothes and Spike did
the same until they were both fully naked in Willow's bed.  Spike moved his
two fingers to Willow's opening finding that she was wet, and ready.  Willow
mounted Spike's hips and slid his long hard erection in her tight passage.
Spike started to breath harder out of habit as he was coming closer to
orgasm.  He moved his finger down and found Willow's clit, rubbing it just
the right way.  As Willow came closer to her release She morphed into her ‘
game face' as she rode him harder.  She bit into Spike's neck sending him
over the edge.  He to being a newly made vampire bit into Willow's neck as he
continued his message on Willow's sex as she came hard screaming out his
name.

They each came a few more times before they both found sleep.  Willow then
woke up with a pain in her chest.  She sat up not knowing what was happening
which woke Spike up from his slumber.  He saw Willow fall to the ground and
wrapped her arms around her stomach as her eyes started to glow a deep amber.
Spike began to smile.

***

Angelus was sitting in his chair reading a book as he waited for Spike to
come home when the doors opened reveling his newly made childe.

"Well, what did she say?  I can smell her on you.  Does this mean that she
has agreed to join our side?"  Angelus asked as he stood up.

Spike couldn't help but laugh, "You could say that."

"What the hell is that supposed to mean?"  Angelus wanted to know if Willow
would come and live with them so they could be a family again sense she had
nothing here anymore.  He thought that he could get pasted her soul.  If he
could get to her maybe he wouldn't have to.

At that moment the doors slammed open hitting the wall but didn't fully close
on account of a body hitting the ground.  Angelus couldn't believe his eyes.
The redhead walked through the doors in a full leather outfit, leather pant
with a matching leather bodice exposing the tops of her breasts.  She wiped
the remainder of her meal off her lips and smiled an evil grin at Angelus'
shocked look, "Mommy's home."

The End

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