Rating: R (but it's dark and nonconsensual...please be warned)
Warnings: Rape
Pairing: Willow/Spike
Summary: Spike discovers something about Willow.
Distribution: If you have permission to have any of my previous fics, you may have this. Otherwise, please ask first.
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Disclaimer: I own nothing. It all belongs to Joss and a bunch of other people who are not now and have never been me.
Author's Notes: This is for Tonya in gratitude for all she has done for me.
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She wanted it.
That's what he told her. And at first a part of her believed it. So wracked with guilt and the pain of magick withdrawal, she would have believed nearly anything. So at first, she didn't try to use her magick to escape.
In time she realized he was wrong. But by then, it was too late. By the time she was willing to use her magick to save herself, she was too weak to use it.
He was smart, had figured things out; realized that the magick in her veins had made her something other than human, something he could hurt, something he could abuse...for as long as he liked if he kept her weak enough without taking too much blood or starving her past the point of frailty.
So he kept her on bread and water. Such a cliche, but it worked; kept her alive, but docile, malleable, and too fragile for magick. And he visited her every day.
He told her how much she loved the feel of his cock inside her, how much she loved the taste of him in her mouth, relished the way he thrust brutally into her ass, enjoyed the way his belt cut into her flesh when he flogged her, craved the way he ripped into her with his fangs. And even though she knew it wasn't true, there was nothing she could do but softly agree with him and let him use her as he pleased.
He wasn't going to kill her or turn her, and she wasn't going to be
rescued.. She was going to go on like this for a very long time. And as
she heard the clang of the door as it opened, she knew that yet another
endless day of torment was about to begin.
The End.