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                Willow leaned forward, staring at the book in front of her. She had just
                finished reading Raz's entry in the watcher's journals. She had been
                surprised by some of what she had read and not too surprised at some of
                the rest. In his early days, he had rivaled Angelus in his sadism. But,
                it appeared, in the last three hundred years or so he quit playing those
                games. It was almost as if he had matured.
 

                She looked up and caught Angel watching her. He was always watching. She
                and the vampire had had a talk the day after her and Faith's fight. They
                had discussed everything and things had settled between them. He had
                realized his part in her life and acknowledged that he had forced
                himself on her that night. Now, he watched her with fondess but no
                obsession. She was relieved.
 

                It had been three days since Buffy had first arrived. She had met all
                the new gang and caught up with the old. It had been strange to see
                Xander and Cordelia married. They still had no idea what exactly had
                happened to her and the others. There were some secrets better kept, she
                had decided. Wesley and Tori had agreed, knowing that they had their own
                story to keep private.
 

                No one questioned them, so it wasn't really lying. Just omitting the
                truth. She settled back against Spike, Faith by her side. She hated
                these meetings. They were all convinced that it was Raz after them. She
                couldn't deny their belief no matter how much she doubted it.
 

                "Well, why don't you just stake him?" Cordelia asked.
 

                "It isn't that easy. He's always got people around him....his bodyguards
                so to speak. Besides, he never comes after us directly. It is always one
                of the others" Faith said.
 

                "And the council feels that he may succeed in his mission to destroy
                you?" Giles asked.
 

                "I assume so since you all are here. What do you think Red?" Faith
                asked.
 

                "I don't know...Uh, I think we might should wait and see what happens."
 

                Faith studied her thoughtfully, "Wait and see if they try to kill one of
                us? What if they go after one of them?"
 

                "Damn it. I don't know what to do" Willow said.
 

                "We don't have to an answer tonight" Spike said, kneading the back of
                Willow's neck.
 

                "True." Buffy said, yawning. She didn't why her and her gang had been
                called in. So far, there had been no big moves against Faith. Not since
                that first night when Willow had been hurt.
 

                Willow suddenly stiffened. She cocked her head to the side as though she
                were listening to something. She stood and moved into the entry way,
                throwing open the door. Faith heard her soft words as she said, "Oh
                my...Please come in."
 

                "What the fuck?" Faith asked, looking in confusion at Spike then at the
                doorway. She froze when Willow came back into the room, her arms around
                a bloodied figure.
 

                Willow helped him sit down, not wanting to look at anyone's faces. "Are
                you ok?"
 

                He brought his hand up to her face before letting it fall limply, and
                nodded, "I am now."
 

                "My god..." Wesley said, sitting back, his mouth hanging open. Faith
                just her head slowly, not wanting to believe what she was seeing.
 

                Spike narrowed his eyes as he took in the scene. "Raz."
 

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                "That's Raz?" Buffy said, shock on her face.
 

                Angel stood, moving closer to Willow. They had had a long talk,
                resolving things, but not resolving anything. He still wanted her. He
                couldn't fight that. He had claimed her, yet she had chosen to ignore
                it. His demon fought against her for that. His soul understood, knowing
                that he had pushed her into things she hadn't wanted. His eyes remained
                on the vampire in front of her. There was something about him he didn't
                like. Maybe it was the way he was touching Willow, as though he had done
                it often.
 

                "Will, what the hell is going on?" Faith demanded.
 

                Willow sighed as she faced her lovers and the others. "Raz and I have
                met before."
 

                Raz turned his attention to the slayer, seeing the distrust in her eyes.
                He frowned. Nine hundred years and he was reduced to asking a slayer for
                help. "I went after Red a few months ago. We spent the majority of the
                chase talking. I enjoyed it, so I let her go."
 

                "Let me go? I don't think so old man. You never caught me." Willow said,
                smiling at him.
 

                "Details. Completely irrelevant. Right now, I want to make sure your
                little lover doesn't decide to make me the end of a toothpick."
 

                "Raz isn't the one after us. Someone is setting him up." Willow said
                simply.
 

                "Really? So, for a few months, you've been talking to him. You didn't
                feel it necessary to share that with me?" Faith asked, irritated.
 

                "No. I told you when he was after me. I never gave details on what
                happened."
 

                "So, he's the innocent in all this?" Wesley asked, his tone
                disbelieving.
 

                "Fuck no" Raz said, sitting up. "I want this town. I've killed to get
                it. BUT, I've never gone directly after Red or the slayer with the
                intention of killing them. I started asking questions the other night
                when Red told me about Caser....Someone didn't like my questions. Some
                of my own men came after me. Roughed me up a bit, but I got them all."
 

                "Do you have any idea who it is?" Willow asked.
 

                "I can't believe this. You trust him?" Spike said, looking at her.
 

                "Yes. About this I do. Spike, trust me. He isn't the one after us."
 

                Raz smiled affectionately at her, "Thanks Red."
 

                "No problem old man. Now, tell us who you think it could be."
 

                Faith moved behind Willow, her arms encircling her lover. She kissed the
                redhead possessively on the neck, letting the vampire see her claim. She
                saw amusement in his eyes as he nodded to her. She relaxed slightly. He
                wasn't a threat to Willow. She could see that now. He liked her, but it
                didn't appear to be more than that.
 

                "I know who it is. That damn Vincento. I knew I should have sent him
                back to Europe."
 

                "When did he arrive in New Orleans?" Wesley asked, testing the vampire.
 

                "About five months ago" Raz thought. "Maybe a bit longer. There has been
                nothing but trouble since he got here though. I plan to stake his ass as
                soon as I can. I just didn't know where to go until tomorrow."
 

                'You can stay here" Tori said, nodding slightly.
 

                "Thank you. After tomorrow, you will have no need to fear Vincento
                again" he told Faith and Willow.
 

                "This is just a tad weird, even for this group" Xander said.
 

                "Welcome to N'Awlins huney" Willow said, "We do things weird down here."
 

                Raz smiled slightly at the girl. She was definitely one he was going to
                keep his eyes on. He liked her. He thought she would make an interesting
                friend, to say the least. "Can I sleep?"
 

                Angel moved forward, watching him steadily, "You can have the extra bed
                in my room. It's sunproof."
 

                Raz looked at the man, surprised to see that he too was a vampire. He
                knew that Red was fucking a vampire and the slayer, but hers was the
                good looking blonde. "Thanks."
 

                "The name is Angelus" Angel said, using his full name.
 

                Raz smiled, "I've heard about you. Met your sire a few times in Milan.
                Darla, right? What ever happened to her?"
 

                Angel softened slightly. "Well, that's a long story."
 

                "Come on up with me. I've got all day. Can't go stake that bastard until
                dusk."
 

                Willow watched them head upstairs and smiled slightly. "Why do I get the
                feeling that something just happened there?"
 

                "Man oh man...why are all the good looking vampires gay?" Cordelia
                asked, rolling her eyes.
 

                "Hey now!" Spike said, "I'm not riding that line, thank you very much
                missy."
 

                "She said good looking, honey" Willow pointed out sweetly.
 

                "You know that we're having a little chat about your secret liasons with
                the enemy don't you?" Faith said, her eyes gleaming.
 

                "Come on Faith. It was nothing. Besides, as Cordelia so delicately put
                it, he's gay. He wasn't a threat...not that way at least. You know the
                death thing is so not an issue."
 

                "Get her Spike. We'll take this upstairs." Faith said, laughing huskily.
                Spike tossed Willow over his shoulder as he headed upstairs.
 

                "Is it always like this?" Giles asked Wesley.
 

                "No. Actually, they are on their best behaviour for you and the others."
                He said, smiling. "Now, if you will excuse us, Tori and I are going to
                retire for the evening."
 

                Buffy watched them go before turning to her watcher. "Giles, there is
                something they aren't telling us."
 

                Giles sighed, "I know. I can sense it."
 

                Amy said softly, "There is a lot of powerful magic in this house. Tori
                and Willow? I can sense a lot of power in them, though Tori is much
                stronger."
 

                "Magic? I wonder if that is all..."Buffy trailed off.
 

                Giles looked at the group, "I'm not sure, but if this Raz character is
                sincere, I'd say our work was done. We might be able to concentrate on
                finding out what they are hiding."
 

                Buffy smiled as she stood taking Riley's hand. "Sounds like a plan,
                G-man."
 

                Giles took a breath but decided it wasn't worth correcting her. "Go to
                sleep. Now, please."
 

                "Aye aye sir" Buffy and the others saluted him as they headed up the
                stairs.
 

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                "Willow...you were a naughty girl" Faith said, her dark eyes watching
                Willow.
 

                Willow felt liquid shoot through her body. She felt Spike's hands on her
                arms as he began to strip her. Faith moved closer to her, the brunette
                smiling a wicked smile.
 

                "You didn't tell us the truth about your meetings with Raz. Do you know
                what I do to naugthy girls?" Faith asked, running her finger over
                Willow's lips.
 

                "What?" Willow asked breathlessly as Spike removed the remainder of her
                clothes.
 

                "I punish them" Faith said, kissing Willow deeply.
 

                Spike stood, smiling as he stripped down. He moved to the bed, securing
                the scarves. He watched as the slayer moved Willow to the bed, pushing
                the redhead down. He took Willow's wrists and secured them above her
                head.
 

                "Do you think you need punished, Red?" he asked softly, brushing his
                hand over her breast.
 

                "Oh god...yes" she hissed, arching up as he touched her. He and Faith
                just chuckled.
 

                "Good girl" Faith said, her eyes dark with lust. She moved between
                Willow's legs as Spike secured them to the bed. She leaned over, blowing
                lightly against Willow's clit. She watched with a smile as Willow's
                pelvis moved towards her. She leaned down, kissing the curls between her
                lover's legs.
 

                "Please" Willow begged, her juices beginning to flow.
 

                Faith let her tongue taste Willow, moving from the girl's anus up to her
                throbbing clit. She heard Willow moan and laughed. She thrust her tongue
                into Willow's wet pussy, lapping at her wetness. She sucked and licked
                until Willow thrust against her face, screaming out her orgasm. She saw
                Spike move his cock to Willow's mouth. She knelt, moving her mouth up to
                take Willow's breast into it. She teased the hard nipple with her teeth
                before pulling free. "You're mine, Red...Ours. I want to fuck you."
 

                Willow groaned around the length of Spike. She felt the bed shift as she
                saw Faith stand and walk to the dresser. Her eyes widened as she saw her
                lover remove a long double edged dildo from the drawer. It had to be at
                least fourteen inches. She watched, aroused, as Faith brought one end up
                to her own damp curls. Faith's face showed her pleasure as she pushed
                several inches into her wet pussy.
 

                Faith moved back to the bed, seven inches of the fake cock hanging from
                her. She smiled wickedly at Willow's shocked expression as she pushed
                the plastic head into the redhead. Tonight, she was the one who was
                doing the fucking.
 

                Willow broked her mouth from Spike's cock as Faith entered her. She
                screamed out, pulling at her binds. Faith sunk deep into her until their
                pussys met. The entire length of the dildo was in them. Faith looked at
                Willow's face and smiled as she leaned over and caught the redhead's
                mouth in a kiss. She began to move, using the dildo like a cock. She
                soon had Willow panting and thrusting against her.
 

                Spike watched the two women fuck, his erection hard. He let Willow's
                feet go and moved to the head of the bed. He caught Faith's eyes and
                smiled. She nodded, knowing what he wanted. He let Willow's hands free,
                her fingernails automatically digging into the slayer's back. Faith
                moved her hands underneath Willow, moving with more force. Suddenly, she
                flipped them, putting the redhead on top.
 

                Willow cried out as the dildo sunk deeper into her. She began to ride
                it, her breasts bouncing slightly at the movement. Faith's hands caught
                them, kneading them. She felt Spike move behind her and froze. Soon, his
                cock was against her ass. Sighing in pleasure, she relaxed for him.
                Soon, he was buried deep inside her. With each of his thrusts, the dildo
                went deeper into her and Faith.
 

                Spike began to move faster, her tightness driving him wild. He heard
                Faith scream as she came, her head thrashing on the pillow. He snaked
                his hand around and began to tease Willow's clit. Soon, she was spasming
                around the dildo. her head falling forward onto Faith's breasts. Her
                tongue slid out as she began to suckle at her lover's full breasts.
                Spike sped up, grunting as he sent his seed deep inside her ass.
 

                He stayed still a moment before pulling himself free and laying beside
                Faith. Willow looked at them, her face sleepy. "Was that the
                punishment?"
 

                "Yeah" Faith said, the dildo still stuck deep inside her.
 

                "I don't think I could survive a reward" Willow said, smiling as she
                pulled free from the dildo. She pulled it from Faith, licking it cleaned
                before tossing it to the floor.
 

                "Next time, be completely honest ok?" Faith said, brushing red hair from
                Willow's face.
 

                "Yes lover." Willow snuggled closer to Spike, his arm around her waist.
                "Faith."
 

                "Yeah, Red?" she asked, yawning.
 

                "Did you buy anymore nifty toys?" she asked, smiling.
 

                Faith just laughed as she laid her head beside Willow. "We'll see...."
 

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                Buffy marched into the living room, determination on her face. She
                looked straight at Tori and said, "I have something to say."
 

                Giles and the others looked up surprised. Good grief, she wasn't going
                to flat out ask what the secret was, was she? Giles motioned no to her,
                but she ignored him.
 

                "Yes Buffy?" Tori asked, a smile on her face. She found this slayer
                rather amusing. She was so used to Faith and her ways, that this girl
                seemed a bit unaware at times.
 

                "I want a new room" Buffy demanded, her face flushing slightly.
 

                "What?" Xander said, confusion on his face.
 

                "What's wrong with your room, Buffy?" Giles asked.
 

                "I'd rather not talk about it. I just want a new one" she said, pouting
                slightly. She realized she was whining. Good grief, she was almost 25
                and she was whining.
 

                "Buff, that's kind of rude. I mean, all these rooms are great" Riley
                said softly.
 

                "Damn it. You fell asleep early!" she said, staring at him. Her face
                turned even more red.
 

                Tori suddenly laughed, "Don't tell me. You got the blue room near the
                end of the left wing?"
 

                "Yes" she said, her eyes pleading. "I need to move."
 

                "Ok. I missed something" Graham said, staring at Amy and seeing a
                similar look of confusion.
 

                "The left wing is the children's wing" Tori pointed out. She sighed,
                "Spike, Willow and Faith have a room there."
 

                "And?" Xander asked.
 

                "They were up all night fucking! Loudly! Making all sorts of noises and
                thumps and good grief, I don't even know what they were doing..." Buffy
                trailed off, looking away.
 

                "OH" several voices said. Suddenly, laughter filled the room.
 

                "What?"
 

                Tori just smiled, "We'll switch your room today. Trust me. I understand.
                That's why they have the entire left wing to themselves. If your man was
                able to sleep, they must have been rather quiet, for them."
 

                "Damn, I missed that?" Riley said, still smiling.
 

                "It isn't funny. I didn't get any sleep" she said, her face flaming
                again as she realized how that sounded. "Forget it. We can move rooms.
                That's all I wanted to know."
 

                "Well, things weren't that quite beside other people" Graham pointed
                out, grinning playfully at Cordelia and Xander.
 

                "What? We're still on a honeymoon" Cordelia said defensively.
 

                "Two years and counting." Xander said, kissing his wife.
 

                "Damn, all these happy smiles and laughter. I think I may throw up"
                Faith said dryly as she walked in to the room. She stretched, her
                stomach displaying a bite for all to see.
 

                "Uh...I can change you rooms Buffy" Forrest offered, practically
                drooling. Thoughts of what must have been going on in that room dancing
                in his head.
 

                "Keep you up all night, B?" Faith asked, winking at Tori as she sat
                down.
 

                "Faith..."Buffy started. Finally, she just threw her hands in the air.
                "I'm getting our stuff ready to move now."
 

                Faith watched her leave, catching Willow's eyes as the redhead came in.
                Willow laughed slightly, moving in to give her lover a kiss.
 

                "I'll definitely take that room" Forrest said, wondering if he could
                possibly drill a hole without anyone noticing.
 

                Tori laughed as she got up and went to the kitchen. "No one will be in
                the left wing. It is probably safer that way."
 

                "What did we do?" Willow asked innocently, batting her eyes at Faith as
                she sat down by the slayer.
 

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                Willow sat down between Faith and Spike. She let her eyes linger on her
                old friends, surprised that they weren't nearly as bad as she
                remembered. She knew that over time she had allowed her memories of them
                to become clouded from her hatred of Angel. Now, she was glad the
                council had called them to New Orleans.
 

                "So, when do you all leave?" she asked, snuggling against Spike's chest.
                She felt Faith's hand on her upper thigh, the slayer's fingers drawing
                circles on her bared flesh.
 

                "We were thinking we'd be here a few weeks" Buffy said, not wanting to
                see the kinky picture her old friend painted sitting with her two
                lovers. Willow had changed. There was a lot she didn't know about her
                friend anymore. She wanted to find out what the new Willow was like. She
                really had missed the redhead.
 

                "But, now with Raz reclaiming his authority, I don't think we are
                needed" Giles said.
 

                "That Raz. Man oh man...glad he isn't in Sunnydale. Gives me the
                wiggins" Xander said, shuddering.
 

                "That's cause you caught him checking out your butt" Cordelia pointed
                out sweetly.
 

                Willow had to laugh at the outraged look on her old friend's face, "Yeah
                Xman. He seems to like them bony."
 

                "Hey, Angel isn't bony" Buffy protested, before trailing off, her face
                red.
 

                "Ugh, don't remind me. That poof with Raz? Hasn't my unlife already been
                hell?" Spike muttered.
 

                "Excuse me?" Willow and Faith both asked, glaring at him.
 

                "Except for you two, my lovely goddesses."
 

                "You will so pay for that" Faith said, grinning widely.
 

                Willow chuckled, a wicked gleam in her eyes as she exchanged a look with
                Faith. "He will so pay...."
 

                "Girls...not in front of the company" Tori said, laughing softly.
 

                "Why don't you all stay the length you had planned?" Wesley offered,
                wondering for a moment if he should. They had managed to keep several
                things secret from the group. Could they risk letting those secrets be
                discovered? But, he had seen how Willow and the others had begun to
                enjoy the company. It might do them good to be around their old friends.
 

                "Really? Like a vacation? No slaying?" Buffy asked, looking eagerly at
                Giles. For a slay free vacation she could put up with kinky
                threesomes....as long as she wasn't having to participate, that is.
 

                "Do you others have to rush home?" Giles asked.
 

                "I better get back to work" Forrest said, regretfully.
 

                "I can stay" Graham said, looking at Amy. She nodded, "We can both
                stay."
 

                "Damn it. Real life sucks" Forrest grumbled as he reached for one of the
                old photo albums that was laying on the table behind him.
 

                "So, we can have fun? Party hearty and all that?" Riley said, laughing.
 

                "Why do I get the feeling I may wring the watcher's daft neck?" Spike
                said softly in Willow's ear.
 

                She elbowed him, "Hush. Remember what list you are on, Mister? Our shit
                list."
 

                "Pet...please? I didn't mean the time I've spent with you two...or the
                time we still have..." he begged, his blue eyes batting softly.
 

                Faith groaned as she leaned over and kissed Willow slowly. She nipped
                the redhead's lips, bringing a trace of blood. She licked it off,
                winking at Willow. "Tonight, you and me babe. No cold bed."
 

                Spike glared at them both, his lower lip protruding. "You do not play
                fair."
 

                The girls began to giggle, "No, we don't. Aren't you looking forward to
                eternity?" Willow asked.
 

                "Damn right I am" Spike said, winking at them.
 

                "What the fuck!" Forrest said, suddenly. The others looked at him. "This
                picture. It's you!"
 

                Tori's face turned white as she saw what he had in his hands. "I thought
                you put those away!" She said to Wesley.
 

                "I did....I must have missed that one" he said, closing his eyes
                briefly.
 

                "Damn" Faith said softly, knowing the others would find out Tori's
                secret. Maybe it wouldn't be as smooth as she had thought.
 

                "Uh, guys. I guess you all want an explanation, don't you?" Willow said,
                her voice resigned. She looked at Tori and saw the blonde nod. Great.
                They'd find out that they hadn't been completely honest. Now, they
                wouldn't rest until all the secrets were in the open.
 

                "What is going on, Willow?" Buffy asked, looking at the photo album,
                then at Tori then back at Willow.
 

                Willow felt Spike's arm on her shoulder, squeezing affectionately. Faith
                smiled slightly, bringing her hand a little higher up her leg. Willow
                laughed. At least she had them. Life would always be good with those two
                around. She loved them both so much. And if Buffy and the others freaked
                out and couldn't handle it? Well, as Faith loved to say about their
                tattooed initials, so fucking what. Her life was good.
 

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