UNCERTAINTY


Willow stretched and looked at the man beside her. He was sleeping, she assumed. It was hard to tell since he didn't breathe. She couldn't believe she had done what she had done the night before. She was really glad that it had worked. She decided that she might leave the games up to him for awhile. It took a lot of courage to play the seductress. She ran her hand over his chest, glad that she was able to see him. She had decided that she was going keep the blindfold. Her first impulse had been to burn the damn thing, but she had second thoughts. It had been an important part of her life. She smiled at that. She could just see pulling it out and showing the grandkids. She could imagine it. 'Yes sonny. You see when me and your grandpa met...'

She frowned suddenly. She wouldn't have any grandkids. Spike wasn't human. He was a vampire. Why did she have to remember that? Her good mood suddenly fell. She realized what he had been trying to say. They had no future together. She would grow old and die. He'd live forever a handsome sexy man. She could spend her life with him, while he wanted her, but she would lose him in the end. If she let him turn her one day, she'd be like that skanky version that had been brought over that time last year. She somehow didn't think Spike would like that version very much. She seemed a bit promiscuous, to say the least. If she were cursed like Angel, she would never be able to be with him this way. She'd lose her soul as soon as he touched her...looked at her...She would have to look through Giles books and see if she could find something for when the time came. She didn't want to grow old and lose him.

Spike saw her mind working as he watched her. She hadn't realized he was awake. He could imagine what she was thinking about. Their future. He had tried to tell her. She hadn't listened. Now, he knew he could never lose her. They would think of an answer when the time came. They had several years ahead of them without having to worry. He kissed her before she thought to much. She moaned and reached up behind his head, bringing him closer. They'd find an answer together.

He entered her slowly, teasing her. All thoughts fled her mind. She wanted him. She wrapped her legs around his ass and arched up, taking him fully. His mouth captured her breast. She moved up, meeting his thrusts as she felt the tremors starts. She bit into his shoulder hard as she came. He returned the favor, biting into the flesh above her breast. She felt herself enjoying the licking and sucking of her wound. It was the first time he had bitten her. It wasn't as bad as she had feared. She felt him spill into her as he took her blood. She cradled his head on her breast as she fell asleep. She'd worry about the future tomorrow. Right now, she had him. That was all that mattered.
 

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