Title: Attachment
Author: Jen
Rating: R
Disclaimer:  I do not own any of the characters in Buffy the Vampire Slayer
or Angel.  I am only borrowing them and they will back n the WB on Tues night.
Author's note: This part is Spike's POV.
 

    Attachment

    I still can't believe she came here.  The knock on my door startled me.
I thought it was that annoying slayer.  Instead it was the redhead.  When I
first laid eyes on her, I was drawn to her. At first it was a subtle
attraction. Back then Drucilla was the object of most of my attentions.
Harmony was a drunken mistake.  Just the though of her sends me into a case
of the shivers.

    I opened the door and saw her.  I could tell she had been crying.  I
opened the door and held out my hand.  She took it.  I held her as she cried.
I was suddenly filled with rage.  How could he leave her?  She had been the
object of many of my fantasies.   I wanted to hold her, to reassure her of
her beauty.  Instead I hold her as the tears fall from her angelic face.  I
purr low for her, as if to soothe her.  Eventually her tears subside.  I want
to ask what I can do, but she did not come for conversation. She has been
through so much, that her maturity amazes me.

    I feel her hand reach across my chest it startles me. I do not know if
she is pulling me closer.  When she grabs my bottle of bourbon, I am relieved
and disappointed. I want her so bad it hurts. I do not want to scare her so I
look at her.  I am trying to read her, what can I do to help rebuild from the
damage that has been done.  She is hesitant, I watch as she brings the bottle
to her lips.  I do not know if this part of her seduction.  I don't care.  I
wish to become that bottle, feeling her inner mouth.  I purr as she curls up
next to me.  I remember kissing the top of her head protectively.  She looks
into my eyes.  I see her mouth open slightly.  I bury my tongue deep inside
her mouth. It is so warm; it pulls me closer to her. I feel her press herself
against me. Soon I was kissing her neck.  She moaned.  I felt like I died all
over again when she told me she wanted me.

    Soon I removed her clothes, mine quickly were off.  I was on top of her
and soon buried inside her.  She was so warm and tight. It felt like
redemption. The way she moved drove me crazy.  We moved as though it was
meant to be. I remember she wrapped her hands around my neck and licked it.
I purred deep for her.  She tried to growl back.  Soon her hands were around
my neck, pressing me closer to her.  She watched as my face changed.  She
bared her neck and told me to drink. I ran my tongue along her neck, she
moaned in pleasure.  I bit her.  I kept the bite shallow.  There was no pain.
I sucked on her blood.  It felt so good.  She tasted divine.  We climaxed
together. I felt her orgasm from her sweet pussy and from her heavenly blood.
I licked her neck, trying not to lose a drop of the nectar that came from
her.  She pressed herself against me and asked me never to leave her.  I told
her I would be with her until the end of time.

    She fell into sleep. I lay there still, listening to her breathe.  Then
the pain came.  It was as though my head was on fire.  I opened my eyes as
saw bright flashes and scattered colors.  In the moment it began, it was
gone.  Willow had left for the day.  I hit the tunnels.  I grinned when I
heard the jackhammer. I saw the man operating the machine, I watched as his
friend went up for a tool.  I snuck up behind the man and feed.  There was no
pain. I smiled as I dropped his corpse.  His friend made a nice desert.  I
had gone back to my apartment.

    I set all my candles out.  I would wait for her to come to me.  I could
smell her sweet jasmine scent.  I opened the door to find her standing before
me in a green silk dress.  It had these cute little spaghetti straps, it went
down to her shapely ankles, it revealed a nice bit of cleavage and had this
wonderful slit one side. She was wearing these cute green shoes that had a
strap around the ankle. I pulled her close kissing her deeply. She moaned as
I aggressively kissed her.  We made love that afternoon.  I had her light the
candles.  I kissed every inch of her body.  She purred like a kitten.  I told
her that we would never be apart.  She moaned lightly.  I then bit her neck.
I heard her gasp.  I felt her heartbeat grow weak.  I turned her to face me.
I gave myself a cut near the base of the neck and pressed her lips against
it.  She greedily drank from my neck.  I was becoming hard.  I gently took
her clothes off. I waited until she took her last breath.  I held her as my
blood worked its way through her veins.

    I did not have to wait long, she soon stirred.  I watched as the ridges
formed on her face.  We made love all afternoon.  She came; we bit each
other.  We had shared the same blood.  I dressed her slowly.  I watched as
she got used to her new vision. We hit the tunnels.  I saw her expressions
changed as she noticed the shadows, the textures and shapes of the tunnels.
We waited for the night.  I bought her a pair of black leather pants, a green
silk camisole top and a black leather corset.  I told her she looked like
Diana, roman goddess of the hunt.  She smiled at me.  We went to the Bronze,
we saw Harmony. Harmony tried to get near me.  She growled at Willow.  Willow
growled back.  I kissed Willow deeply. Harmony stomped off. We had fun; I
took Willow hunting.  We feed a lot that night.  I stayed in the shadows as
Xander saw Willow.  She smiled and gave him his last hug.  He fell to her
appetite.

    Willow then embraced me.  We drove to the beach.  We ran naked in the
night surf.  She told me she loved how the wet sand felt between her toes.
When the light came we went to my apartment.  I made love to her again.  Her
passion never ceases to amaze me. We left Sunnydale when the next night came.
She is still sentimental. She has kept in touch with the slayer and watcher.
Willow sent them a postcard from every country we have been to.  We ran naked
through the ancient city of Pompeii. We made love under the sphinx under the
moonlight.  She is my moonlight; her hair is like the stars in the sky,
numerous enhancing her dark radiance.  She is the predator of my heart.  I
have fallen victim to her devious ways.  She now loves to hunt naked in the
rainforest.  She is my world, we found Drucilla in Argentina.  Drucilla tried
to seduce me; I told her that Willow was whom I desire.  I told Dru that I
belonged to Willow until the end of time.  I only can pray that she will hold
me to it.

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