Willow faintly heard a growl as she slept and vaguely wondered
if it was Spike. Another growl accompanied this time by a shot of
pain woke her completely. She was starving! How long had it been
since she had eaten anything? She wondered if Spike had any food
lying around, as she recalled his arguments with Giles about buying
more food. She looked down at the sleeping vampire. Another growl and
hunger pang hit her and Spike's eyes flew open.

"What the bloody hell was that?" He looked at her with eyebrows
raised, "Is that you Luv?"

Willow smiled as her stomach voiced again. "I'm just a little
hungry." She said with a shrug. "You don't happen to have any food,
do you? I mean, real food, not of the plasma variety."

Spike smiled, "Yes as a matter of fact I do. You don't live with
Chubs for 2 months and not develop a taste for cakes." He swung his
feet over the bed and headed for the far side of the mausoleum where
there was a large cooler and a brown paper grocery bag. Taking out a
box of twinkies from the bag he walked back to Willow and tossed the
box on the bed. "Afraid I don't have anything you'd be interested in
drinking though. Just a bit of O positive in the cooler. The shit
barely tastes drinkable to me being it's cold but it's all I got." He
returned to the cooler and took out a bag of blood; shifting on his
feet in front of her he turned his back and stood facing the opposite
wall. Here, let me drink this bag of blood and then try to woo you
into staying. He thought to himself. Oh well, it's not like she
didn't know what he was. As he drained the bag dry, Spike thought of
the night before when he had tasted Willow's blood from her wound and
how the flavor had intoxicated him.

Willow focused her attention to the box of twinkies and not on her
new lover drinking from a bag of blood in the corner of a mausoleum.
She was already on her second one when he began to walk gracefully
back to the bed in all his naked glory. He was magnificent and he
walked with an air that declared he knew it. Willow silently wished
for half of his self-confidence. She had slipped on his black T-shirt
in his absence so she could feel a bit more comfortable. For the
moment she had forced away the thoughts of what lay outside the stone
walls and just enjoyed the food, and of course the company.

Spike climbed back under the covers and watched Willow bite into her
second twinkie. She seemed a bit more compliant about staying this
time. For the first time since he found her outside getting beat by
that asshole fledgling, he saw her really smile. The sight of her the
least bit happy made him smile himself.

Willow looked at him with one eyebrow up, "What?" she asked as she
tilted her head. Spike was watching her very closely. The intensity
of the desire held in those eyes staring through to her soul sent a
wave of heat running down to her nether regions.

Spike increased the hunger in his glare and replied in a low tone,
"Just enjoying watching you Luv."

Willow smiled coyly, "Really?" she said in the most seductive tone
she could manage. Slowly she dipped the tip of her tongue into the
white cream and scooped some into her mouth, purposefully leaving
some on her lips so she could lick them clean. She watched Spike's
reaction under her eyelids and was encouraged by the tightness in his
jaw and how his fists gripped the bedding. She heard him growl softly
as she repeated her actions, this time swirling her tongue inside the
hole of the yellow cake before taking in the cream. Feeling brave,
Willow squeezed the twinkie until a mound of white cream came into
her waiting fingertips. She leaned over to Spike and gently pushed
him down onto the mattress. Locking her eyes with his, matching the
intensity of passion held within them, she lightly covered first one
of his nipples and then another. Spike's eyes rolled back as Willow
bent over to lick up the creamy substance from his right nipple. She
circled her tongue around the puckered flesh and lightly nipped the
nub, causing a sudden moan from Spike. Slowly she let her tongue
glide over to his left side and performed the same slow movements
before sitting up and straddling Spike's hips, his hard shaft
throbbing beneath her. She quickly discarded the shirt covering her.
Spike gazed at her through glazed covered eyes. Taking another
twinkie from the box and removing the plastic, Willow broke it in
half and once again dipped her tongue into the creamy core, scooping
out a small mound of it onto her tongue. She brought it to Spike's
lips and thrust it inside his eager mouth. He moaned in
disappointment as she broke their kiss to sit up again.

Spike thought he was surely in some kind of heaven. Was this the shy
little hacker taking the initiative and being the seductress? He
waited on her every move; not wanting to act in a way that would
discourage her. He knew this was new territory she was treading on.
He watched intensely as she scooped out a handful of cream onto her
fingertips once again. He growled deeply as he watched her caress her
own breasts with the white substance, obviously enjoying its cool
feel. After she had spread it around her breasts she licked the
fingers of her left hand, watching Spike all the while, reveling in
his obvious desire. She then brought her other fingers to his lips
where he sucked them hungrily. He didn't know how much more of this
he could take. Willow pulled her hand away and leaned back, giving
Spike a small nod. Spike read the need in her eyes and sprang into
action.

Willow combed her fingers through his hair as he licked and suckled
her breast clean of the white cream. She could feel the heat in her
loin burn to an inferno at the cool sensation of his expert tongue.
She began gyrating her hips up and down the length of his marble
cock. She was soaking with readiness. Her clit swelled in
anticipation of her approaching climax.

Spike was going dizzy with pleasure. He could feel that she was
close. "Let me in." He whispered in her ear.

On command, Willow raised herself up just enough so Spike could
position her over his aching cock. She impaled herself down and
screamed out as he filled her tight passage. She moved against him,
increasing her pace with every thrust, her climax closing in.

Spike struggled to suppress his demon from coming forth as he neared
his own orgasm. "That's it Willow!" he moaned, "Ride me." He buried
his face in her shoulder as she sped up her pace, her owns moans of
pleasure growing faster and louder as she approached her peak. Spike
moved his hand down to her clit and began squeezing it rhythmically
until she came with a loud scream of his name. Feeling her walls
spasm against him he came hard and fast, shooting his cold seed into
her hot depths. His demon came forth and he sunk his fangs into
Willow's shoulder as he came.

Willow tightened her grip around his neck as she felt him bite her.
Surprisingly it didn't hurt at all, actually it increased the
intensity of her orgasm. She breathed heavily, trying to regain a
normal heart rate. She felt Spike's tongue lapping up her blood
around his puncture wounds. He flopped back down to the bed and
brought her with him.

Spike tightened his embrace and rested his chin on top of her head.
"I'm sorry." He said softly. He had bitten her, tasted her blood
flavored with adrenaline, and there had been no searing headache
either. He didn't know how she would react to him losing control like
that. He was sure it was no way to convince her that what they were
doing was a good thing. "I tried to hold back the demon but…"

Willow's head snapped up at him, "What?" she asked, "Spike, it's
okay, it didn't even hurt, it even kinda felt good, in an erotic sort
of way." She gave him a small smile.

Spike was unconvinced. "Willow, I meant it last night when I said
that I would never hurt you, that you could trust me. I'm so
sorry…"

"Stop it!" Willow shouted at him. "You also told me last night that I
didn't have to pretend with you, that I could do anything, and be
anything I wanted with you. Don't you ever pretend to be something
you're not. I know what you are Spike, you've already tried to kill
me a couple of times remember? I think I know what you are capable
of. And I do trust you, with my life…and my heart. So don't ever
try
to hold back, okay?" She smiled.

Spike looked at her incredulously. "Tell me what I did to deserve you
Red. Why haven't you gone running from this place?"

Willow smiled broadly, "You've hid my clothes remember?"

Spike smiled only slightly, "You know what I mean. You've accepted me
from day one, even after all the misery I have caused you and your
friends in the past. Why?"

Willow shrugged, "Spike, you are not the same guy who stormed the
school two years ago. You're not even the same guy who kidnapped me
last year. You've changed. Everyone can change, even a big, bad
master vampire." She rested her head on his chest, "Now hush so I can
get some rest."

Spike once again tightened his embrace around the small redhead. He
allowed himself to smile as he drifted off to sleep.
 

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