Willow couldn't believe that it was finally going to happen. She had
dreamt about this moment for a long time. "Are you sure luv? We don't
have to do this if you're not ready." Spike looked deep into her
emerald eyes. "I want this, I want you Spike. I have for so long now,
please make love to me." He leaned in and kissed her, slowly and
gently at first then fiercely and demanding as his passion grew. They
pulled at each others clothing as well as their own until they were
both completely undressed. Spike stepped back from Willow to see her.
"You're beautiful Red. I always knew you would be." Willow blushed.
Partly because of what he said but mostly because of what she was
looking at. He was standing in front of completely naked. His sculpted
chest gleaming in the low lights of the room, she took in the sight of
him. He was gorgeous. From his blonde hair and piercing blue eyes to
his big strong hands and his smooth muscled body. She glanced lower
and a huge smile crossed her face. She couldn't help but stare at the
size of him. She was sure that he had to be bigger than normal and she
couldn't wait to feel him inside her. "See something you want luv?"
Spike arched his brow at her and gave her one of his sexy smiles. "Oh
Goddess yes! Please?" Spike chuckled at her. "You don't have to ask me
twice Pet." With that said he descended on her attacking her mouth
with his own. She had never been this turned on in her life and all
he'd done was kiss her! She could hardly wait to see what would happen
next. Spike trailed kisses down her neck pausing to lick and suck at
her pulse point before making his way to her breasts. He sucked one
nipple into his mouth and was rewarded by a low moan coming from his
lover's throat. He continued to lick and suck on her breast while he
pinched at her other nipple and kneaded the mound of her breast. He
licked his way down her body stooping at her navel, he drove his
tongue into it and she squealed in delight. His cool mouth and tongue
on her hot flesh was driving her crazy with want. "Spike, please, I
can't take much more of this! I need you." She tried to pull him back
up towards her. "Hush Pet, let me taste you. Please." She couldn't
believe he was asking her, let alone saying please! Spike never says
please. "Okay." Was all she managed to say as his tongue licked along
her moist slit.  His fingers pulled her lips apart as his tongue found
her clit. He alternated between sucking and licking the little bundle
of nerves and driving his tongue deep into her her core. Willow
couldn't think of anything except the feel of his mouth on her, and
the intense orgasm that was building inside her. "Spike! Please, I
want to feel you inside me. I need to have you inside me." Spike
reluctantly pulled himself away and crawled up her body. He positioned
his cock at her dripping entrance. "This might hurt a bit luv, are you
ready?" Willow's eyes were glazed over with passion, she looked into
his eyes and nodded. "Yes! Now!" He grinned at her and slowly thrust
his length inside her. Once he had penetrated her fully he stilled to
allow her to adjust. Willow couldn't believe how good she felt, sure
it hurt a bit but she had never felt this good. Not with Oz or Tara.
She wanted nothing more at this moment than for him to fuck her. She
started to move beneath him and he took the hint and began thrusting
deep inside her. It didn't long before Willow exploded into the most
intense orgasm she'd ever experienced. The feel of her muscled
clamping around his shaft and the sound of her gasping and calling his
name sent Spike over the edge. He roared as he came. "Oh Goddess!
Spike!" Willow shouted as she came.

Willow opened her eyes and looked into his piercing blue eyes. "I love
you Spike." She smiled at him. "You do?" he questioned her and then
cocked his brow at her. Willow looked around and saw that she was in
Giles living room, the scoobies were all there looking somewhat amused
and embarrassed at the same time and that both Spike and herself were
fully dressed. She realized that she must have been dreaming. She felt
herself turn red as she looked at the amused vampire who was still
grinning at her. "Bloody Hell." She mumbled as she pushed her way off
the couch, past Spike and out the door.

Earlier that same evening:

The Slayer and her scooby gang along with Spike who refused to be
called a scooby had defeated a group of demons that were trying to
open the hellmouth. They were all exhausted. Willow had cast a spell
that immobilized the demons long enough for Spike and Buffy to kill
them. Unfortunately it left her so weak that she wasn't able to walk
on her own. Xander was helping her to walk when she suddenly
collapsed. "Nice going chubs! I told you I would carry her but no, you
can't let me carry the Witch. I might hurt her! In case you don't
remember I'm chipped! Besides, Red here is a Witch, she can hold her
own with demons or have you forgotten how she just saved your ass back
there?" Spike scooped Willow up into his arms and started back to
Giles house. Buffy and Xander just looked at each other and shrugged
their shoulders. When the got to the Watcher's place Spike placed
Willow on the couch and got a blanket to cover her with. Once he was
satisfied that she was going to be all right he went to the kitchen
and heated himself a mug of blood. Buffy and Xander proceeded to fill
Giles and Anya in on the nights events. When Spike returned to the
living room Willow was thrashing and moaning on the couch. "What the
hell is going on here!" He headed for the sofa only to Buffy step in
his way. " Chill out! She's fine! Probably just having a bad dream."
Spike stopped and listened to Willow. He realized by the sounds that
she was making and the scent of her arousal in the air that she wasn't
having a nightmare. Buffy and the others started to realize the same
thing as the moaning got louder she threw the blanket off and started
arching her back. Spike decided he would wake her before she
embarrassed herself any further. Giles removed his glasses and started
polishing them on his way to the kitchen. Anya looked at Xander and
said "She better not be dreaming of you!" Xander gulped and started to
sweat. Even though she didn't have her powers anymore he was still
terrified of her when she was angry. Buffy sat in the chair and shook
her head. After living with Willow in the dorm she knew what was
happening. She felt bad for her friend, after all she was having sex
dreams, vocal ones at that, in front of everyone. Just as Spike leaned
down to wake her Willow shouted. "Oh Goddess! Spike!" then she opened
her eyes and told him she loved him. He was shocked, happy but
shocked. "You do?" was all he could think of. Willow looked around the
room with confusion.  The confusion turned to fear and then finally
embarrassment as she looked at him and realized that it had been a
dream and they all heard it. "Bloody hell." She mumbled and then ran
from the Watcher house.

Spike headed for the door to go after Willow. Buffy called after him
"She'll probably go to her parents place, there out of town on
business." Spike stopped and looked at her. "You're not going to try
and stop me? You approve of this?" Buffy looked him in the eye and
said "No, but Willow obviously loves you, and I can see that you care
about her too. Besides I don't think she wants the rest of around
right now. But if you do anything and I mean anything to hurt her I
will kill you slowly and painfully! Is that understood?" "Perfectly!
Now let me go already!" Spike ran to catch up to Willow. When he was
within two blocks of her parent's house he heard her scream. He ran as
fast as he could. When he found her she was slumped against a tree in
front of the cemetery. "Are you all right Pet?" Spike crouched down to
her. "Oh Yeah, I'm great! I just had sex dreams in front of everyone!
In front of you! Why wouldn't I be alright!" Spike smiled to himself.
"I heard you scream, were you attacked?" "No, I was just frustrated!"
She hung her head and began to blush again as she recalled the images
of her dream. "Look, Willow, we need to talk. Can I walk you home?" He
didn't wait for an answer. He pulled her up by the hand and started
walking to her parent's house, never letting go of her hand. Willow
was too stunned too refuse him. She loved the way his hand felt in
hers. The smooth skin, the slightly rough calluses. She walked with
him thankful that he knew where he was going because she couldn't
remember anything except the way he looked in her dream. She was
getting excited again just holding his hand. When they finally got to
the house he waited for her to unlock the door, when it became evident
that she wasn't going to do anything but stand there lost in her own
thoughts, he spoke. "Red, Willow, do you have a key or am I going to
have to break a window?" She shook her head and looked at him. "What?
Oh yeah, key." She fumbled in her bag for a moment and then pulled out
a key and unlocked the door. "Come in Spike." She went into the
kitchen and opened the fridge. "Would you like anything? I have some
soda and there's a couple of beers in here." "A beer please luv. But
then we really need to talk." Willow got herself a cherry soda and
gave Spike his beer. "Talk? Why? About what?" She couldn't meet his
eyes. She hoped he would just get this over with. She knew that he
didn't feel the some way and that he was going to tell her that she
was a good friend and a sweet kid but there could never be anything
more than that. She continued with these thoughts until she felt his
hand under her chin. She looked up at him and a tear slipped down her
cheek. He leaned in and kissed her softly on the lips. "I can't tell
you how good I felt when you said you loved me. I love you too. I have
for along time now. I never thought someone as pure and sweet and
beautiful as you would or could ever love a monster like me." Willow
was shocked, she hadn't expected to here this. She smiled at him.
"However, you have to understand something. I may look like a man, and
I may be defenseless right now but I am a vampire. I kill and I feed
on blood and I don't have a soul like poofy. I can never be anything
more than I am. If you really love me, you have to know that that is
who and what I am. Someday this bloody chip won't be a problem for me
anymore and I don't want to lose you because you can't except what I
am. Now that I've said that I have to ask you, do you really love me,
all of me? I can't let you become involved with me if it's going to
hurt you."  Willow thought about what he said. She knew that he was
going to get that chip out someday, she was researching on ways to
help him with that, he didn't know that though. She honestly couldn't
tell him that she wasn't in love with the man she thought to be, she
was. But there was so much more to it than that. She loved him
completely. Man and monster. They were one in the same, and she loved
both of them.
Spike thought he was going to explode if she didn't say something
soon. Patience was never his strong suit. He could read the emotions
playing across her face, he just wished she would say something. Even
if it was something he didn't want to here. "Spike? Are you listening
to me?" Willow reached out and put her hand on his. "What? Oh yes Pet.
What is it?" Willow laughed at him. "I said that I love you, all of
you. I know what you are and I don't care. I accept you for you. I
don't want to change you and I don't want you to try and change for
me. The only thing I ask is that you don't kill Buffy and the others
when we get that chip out." Spike looked at her. He was shocked. "We?
You mean you would help me. You would help me get this chip out?"
Willow smiled at him. "I've been working on it since you first told us
what happened, I would help you even if you didn't love me." Spike
picked her up and kissed her hard. "I want to make love to you, can
I?" Willow kissed him back and said "You better!" She wrapped her legs
around his waist as he carried her towards her bedroom. He put her
gently on the bed and began to remove his shirt. She stopped him. "Let
me, please?" he groaned as she began to undress him. She pulled his
shirt up over his head and then ran her hands along his smooth chest.
She pinched his nipples and he groaned again. She leaned towards him
and unfastened the button of his jeans as she licked at one of his
nipples. The bit it gently as she slid his zipper down. He was losing
his mind he wanted her so badly. He was determined to let her set the
pace for their first time so he just lay back on the bed and put his
hands under his head. Willow began kissing her way up to his neck, she
licked and sucked on his neck as she continued to explore his chest
with her hands. She sat up and straddled his hips. She slowly undid
the buttons of her blouse and slid it off her shoulders. She looked
him straight in the eyes as she reached behind her and unfastened her
bra. He reached up and pulled it off of her, his eyes roamed over her
naked chest. "Beautiful" Willow smiled at him and then descended down
his body. She pulled at his jeans and he lifted his hips to assist
her. She gasped as his cock sprang free. "Don't believe in underwear
Pet. They just get in the way." Silently she thanked the Goddess that
he didn't. Once he was undressed she crawled up his lean form and ran
her tongue from his balls straight up to the head of his cock. She
slipped the tip into her mouth and swirled her tongue around it. Spike
thought he was going to lose it right then and there. "Red! Willow!
Stop! I can't hold it if you keep that up!" she smiled up at him. "Who
says that I want you to." As soon as she finished saying that, she
slid her mouth down on his shaft and then up again. She repeated this
while sucking and swirling her tongue around his shaft and head. Spike
tried to refrain from thrusting into her mouth as he came but he
wasn't completely successful. "Willow!" he roared as he came. She
swallowed his seed as soon as it was in her mouth. "You taste good."
She licked her lips and he lost his control. He reached for her and
pulled her into a fierce kiss. "Too much clothes." He muttered as he
flipped her on her back and tore her pants and panties from her body.
He pushed her legs apart and crawled in between them. "My turn!" He
said as he lowered his face to her auburn curls. He slowly ran his
tongue along her slit savoring her taste. She moaned in pleasure. This
was even better than her dream! His tongue sought out her clit and
lapped at it as she ground herself against his face. He sucked the
little bundle into his mouth and gently nibbled on it as he thrust two
fingers teasingly into her opening. "She writhed and moaned under his
ministrations. "You like that Pet?" he asked as he added a third
finger. Her only response was a guttural moan as she exploded into
orgasm. He lightened his touch as she rode out her passion. He moved
up and positioned himself at her opening. "You taste even better than
I thought you would." He said to her as he pushed the tip of his cock
inside her. "I'm going to be as gentle as I can luv, I don't want to
hurt you." He started to lower himself on her and she grabbed his ass
and thrust herself down on him in one swift thrust. "Bloody hell! Red
why did you do that?" She smiled at him and said "Less talk more
fuck!" with that he gave up talking and started thrusting into her
increasing his pace as she did. She pulled him in to kiss him as she
neared her orgasm. She turned her head to his neck and bit him as she
exploded. The feeling of her teeth in his neck was more than he could
take he sped up his thrusts and she offered him her neck. He looked
into her eyes and saw the love and acceptance. His features shifted
and he sank his fangs into her neck. Her blood flooded his mouth and
he roared as he came. He pulled his fangs from her neck and licked the
blood that was seeping through the wounds that he had inflicted.
"Spike? Are you OK? I'm sorry I didn't think, I should have remembered
that you can't bite. Does it hurt? Can I do anything?" Spike lifted
himself from her neck and kissed her lips. "I'm fine luv. It didn't
hurt me. I guess because you wanted me to bite you and I wasn't trying
to hurt you. Are you OK?" Willow wrapped her arms around him and
snuggled into his chest. "As long as I have you, I'll always be OK."
He pulled out of her and wrapped her in his arms. "I feel the same way
about you pet. I love you."
 

THE END

back