Willow

He's doing it again. Staring at her like he can see into her very
soul. I watch him. It's almost an obsession lately. I can't help but
watch him. It should against the laws of nature to look that damn
sexy! Everything about him just screams sex, It's like he's the
personification of everything sexy. Think about it, he's gorgeous. If
I had to name his best feature I don't think I could. Lets compare
shall we?

Okay, his eyes. Obviously they're outstanding, piercing blue. They can
melt your soul. They way they light up when he's angry, even the
blazing yellow of the demon are sexy. I don't know how Buffy hasn't
spontaniously combusted under that stare!

Moving on, hands. He has the most beautiful hands. Long slender
fingers, perfectly manicured nails. They're strong and yet they can be
so gentle as well. Last week when I got hurt during a vamp attack he
dressed my wounds, he was so gentle. I wonder if his touch would be
gentle when he makes love? I'd like to find out. Oh, like you
wouldn't? Puh-leeze!

I could spend hours watching his mouth. The way it quirks up when he's
angry or trying not to laugh at one of Xanders stupid jokes. The way
he smiles when he thinks no one is watching. His evil grin. He uses
that right before he tells us that he's gonna kill us once he gets
that chip removed. I especially love that sexy smirk he gets when he's
trying to embarrass me. He has such a great mouth. I'd love to suck on
his bottom lip. It's so tempting. I wonder how his lips would feel
against my skin? Would they cool the fire that erupts beneath the
surface every time I look at him? Oh and don't forget the look when he
pouts! I practically melt. I would refuse him nothing if he turned
that pout on me! He definately has the 'puppy eyes' down pat.

Can you say cheeck-bones? My God, you could almost cut glass on his
they're so sharp! I imagine what it would feel like to touch them, to
run my fingertips over them, to kiss them. He has very lickable
cheeck-bones!

His chest. I saw him with out a shirt on a couple times. He's all
smooth, pale and firm muscle. Not bulky at all, nice and lean. He
looks like he was sculpted from marble. And damn can he fill out a
T-shirt or what!  I damn near drowned in my own drool! What I wouldn't
give to touch him, to run my hands over his pecs, to pinch his
nipples. to trail my fingers down over his abs to his.... Oops, sorry
about that got a bit side tracked. Can you blame me? Didn't think so.

He has a great ass! Too bad he covers it up with that damn duster so
much! Not that I don't like that look on him, I mean he looks like a
leather God in it, it's just that you can't see his ass when he wears
it. And that really is a shame, as I said he has a great ass. I wonder
how he ever gets into his jeans? I mean they're practically molded to
his body (what I wouldn't give to be those jeans!). I suppose since he
doesn't need to breath it makes it easier to wear such tight clothes
(not breathing must have other benefits as well don't you think?).

This will probably sound a bit wierd to you but I even think his feet
are sexy. One of the times that I saw him shirtless he was also bare
foot. He was standing in Giles kitchen, I guess he just got out of the
shower and all he was wearing was a pair of faded black jeans. He had
the button undone and the zip was halfway down.
I watched him as he strolled around making himself a mug of blood. His
feet are long and pale much like his hands, I don't know if I find
them sexy all on their own or if it was the whole 'just wearing a pair
of pants and nothing else' scenario. Don't really care! He should
always be bare foot and shirtless in my opinion. He always is in my
fantasies! What? It's the truth.

Then there is his hair. I like the 'Billy Idol' look on him. I've seen
the illustations in the watcher diaries of him when he was still a
brunette, they look good but I think the blonde suits him. I'd like to
see how he'd look if he grew it out long but still bleached it. I
think it would look sexy, besides it would fit the whole 'leather God'
thing he's got giong him. I wonder if his hair is as soft as it looks?
Not right now, but after he's just washed it. He uses gel you know.
Seriously! He carries on about how Angel is a poof because he gels his
hair! I found a tube of 'Dep' in his duster one time when I was
snooping through it. What? I'm curious, sue me! I won't tell you the
other interesting things I've found, so there!

So as you can see I've given Spike's physical attributes alot of
consideration. I still would't be able to pick his best feature. Of
course there are still a few ...things... I haven't seen yet so it
wouldn't be right to make a decision without having all the 'bare'
facts. I wonder if he sleeps nude? Mabey I could sneak into his crypt?

Yeah so anyway, he's over there still staring at her and she's still
oblivious to him staring. What I wouldn't give for him to look at me
that way! The third degree burns would be worth it! I wonder how buffy
does it? What is it about her that makes vampires fall for her? Is it
the whole slayer thing cause really? I thought that would repell them.
Mabey I should look into this? If it's something I can duplicate to
use on myself. But only on Spike cause I don't want to attract any grr
bitey type vamps, or Angel! No that would just be very bad. Mabey
there's a book on this sort of thing? Like 'How to Attract Vampires
for Dummies' or something. Oh come on! This is the hellmouth, you can
find almost anything here! I could always dress in tight skimpy
leather and bleed on him, that'd get his attention! Okay, a bit
drastic I'll agree but still I'm running out of options.

Spike

So here we are again all gathered at the bloody watchers place, git
doesn't even live here anymore and yet here we are. Like I've got
nothin better to be doing? Right, so mabey I don't. Not the piont.
She's sitting over there staring at me again, it's bloody unnerving if
you ask me! Been trying to figure out what happened between the slayer
an me. I don't get it? She's my bleedin mortal enemy, what the hell
was I thinking? She's a nice lookin' bird, strong as all get out too,
but I'm supposed to want to kill her not shag her! She was right to
end things, never would have worked. I thought I loved her, I didn't.
Just wanted to possess her, mabey I just wanted to be better than
Angel for once, you know? Have something that he can't, no matter how
much he wants it. If I didn't know better I'd have thought the little
witch did something to me! Wouldn't be the first time her magic got me
to groping the slayer. It wasn't her though. I'd be able to tell.

Speaking of the witch, I'd like to what the bloody hell she staring at
me for. She's been doing it alot lately. Seems everytime we're in a
room together she's looking at me. I tried staring back once but it
was as if she didn't even see me, like she was looking right through
me or something. As I said, bloody unnerving! She's sorta cute when
she's not creeping me out. I should stop thinking things like that,
mortals and vampires are never a good combination. If I could still
bite, I'd turn her. She'd be a beautiful vampire, powerful too. All
that power she has, add that to being a demon she'd be bloody
unstoppable! Except that might not be such a good thing, she'd
probably try to open the hellmouth or something! Shit, no better to
keep Red amongst the living, unless I could find a soul spell without
the shagging clause. Definately something to look into for future use.

I should have gone after the witch instead. She's always nice to me,
and as I said she's cute. She has real passion buried somewhere inside
of her just begging to be released. I'd love to release it. Sides it's
not like she hasn't had 'different' relationships. Her first boyfriend
was a werewolf, then her girlfriend was a fellow witch. It's not that
big a step to an 'unbitey' vampire. Mabey I should see if she'd be
interested? Drop a few hints, make a few suggestive coments, get her
blush like mad. I love it when she blushes. Yep, good idea. I'll go
after Red. Stop wasting all my bloody time staring at the slayer and
trying to figure out what I ever saw in her. Doesn't matter now. Now I
want Willow. I just need to figure a way to get her. Not like I can
torture her into loving me! At least I don't that'll work? Bloody
humans are so damn difficult! If she was a vampire I'd just chain her
to my bed and whip her till she gave in, or take her anyway. Always
worked with Dru, Harm as well. No, Willow aint the type to go for a
spot a torture. Too bad I can't Angel and ask him how to court a human
girl. Then again, he didn't have the best of luck there either.

I know what you're thinking. I had Buffy, so I must know something
about human females right? Wrong! With the slayer it was all about
control and dominance. She wanted, she took. I was just there for the
ride. Not that it wasn't a good time, just not something that's going
to help me get me get Red. If anything, that just makes it harder.
Buffy's her best mate. She'll feel some strange loyalty to her to stay
away from me. Fuck! Now I gotta figure a way to get around that to. I
need a smoke! I'm getting out of here. Now! Mabey I'll take a patrol,
beat the shit out of some deons. Yeah, that'll make me feel better,
think straighter and all that rot. What's this? Everybody's getting
up? Thank fucking hell! Meeting's over, I can go now. Red's still
staring at me. I don't think she's realized that everyone's pretty
much left.  I should say something to her.

"Walk you home pet?'

"Huh? Spike?"

"Yeah, luv. Everyones gone. You want me to walk you home? Lots of
nasty things about at night you know."

"Um... Okay, I guess."

"Right then, lets go."

Mabey this won't be as difficult as I thought. She's letting me take
her home after all.

THE END

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