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She sits in the back of the club; the dimly lit interior hides her from
the rest of them. The posers, the losers, all looking so different on the
inside, but she knew that in the inside they were all the same, she was
the same, lonely. Looking for someone to
make the time go by, the world spin round, to prove existence was real
in this world.
Sitting back on the plush velvet seats, she watches as people continue their search, some pairing off for the night others going home to empty beds. The latter she normally did, she didn't know why she came to these places, they made the loneliness all that more apparent, a reminder she didn't need.
She looked up as a new song came on, her breath caught as she saw a familiar shadow come through the doorway. The light that came through the door cast shadows across his face, and although she couldn't see his face, she knew who it was.
Standing she slowly makes her way to the dance floor letting the beat
slowly take over her body, her hips sway softly as her arms move up so
that they are moving softly above her head. Swaying backwards and forwards,
the crowds seem to evaporate as she watches him stalk predatorily towards
her, his head is hung low, but his eyes are locked with hers.
I wanna touch you
I wanna hold you
In my arms
He slowly wraps his arms around her waist; neither say a word as they both lose themselves in the familiarity of each other's arms. He doesn't say anything, not even when she places her head on his shoulder. Slowly swaying to the music, they listen to the music as if it were coming straight from their souls
I wanna feel you
I wanna taste you
In my heart
Slowly looking up her eyes lock on his and they stand staring at each
other for what seems like eternity. Both of them seeing the same emotions
and need in the others eyes.
Don't you know where I wanna be?
(Do you want me)
Like I want you
(Do you want me)
Like I need you
(Do you want me)
She watches as his lips slowly move down to meet hers, all the pain
and loneliness she felt moments before, now forgotten as she remembers
what its like to feel and be felt, remembers how she felt before he left
how she feels when his arms are around her, where they once were all the
time, where she thought they would stay
Time and time again
I wanna touch you
I wanna hold you
I wanna love you
He slowly pulls away, far enough for her to get her breath back but
still close enough to feel the air escape from her mouth onto his skin.
He knows this is wrong, he shouldn't be here, shouldn't be doing this,
he places a kiss on her lips as his arms fall and he moves back away from
her, she looks up her eyes pleading
Stay with me
Stay with me
Stay with me
Tonight
She watches as he slowly turns around his back now towards her, he walks towards the door that only moments before he had come through, once he reaches it he turns around for one final glance. His eyes lock on hers, she stands still in the place where he left her, her fingers dancing across lips that had been on his moments before.
She can still feel his silky lips on hers, how she wishes that she could fell that silk again, she knows that he can tell what she is thinking just by looking at her eyes. She doesn't care, how she wishes he would answer those questions, she knows he never will, not in this lifetime. The answers are for another time, another world, and another existence, where she knows she will not be, but he will. Only then will he answer the questions in her eyes.
Do you want me?
Do you want me?
Do you want me?
Do you want me?
Like I want you