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Pairing: Willow/Spike
Rating: R
Spoilers: Nothing specific.
Summary : Willow and Spike and a non-relationship. Set maybe sometime after Season 4. Just assume that Willow and Tara have broken up.
Disclaimer: These characters and their universe are owned by Mutant Enemy, Inc. and Fox Television. I make no claims to anything.
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I need to keep reminding myself that this doesn't really mean anything. I'm just a shag to her, and nothing more. The minute she finds some chit that she wants to have a real relationship with, she's going to stop coming around.
I need to keep reminding myself of our agreement - this is only sex.
I need to keep reminding myself that when she comes calling out my name, it means nothing. Absolutely nothing.
I need to keep reminding myself that I bloody well don't care if she stops coming around. Her loss, right?
I need to keep reminding myself that we're just using each other.
I need to keep reminding myself that just because we're shagging doesn't make her my property. She's not mine.
I need to keep reminding myself that she's just a human girl - a human girl of no real consequence.
I need to keep reminding myself I don't love her, and she could never love me.
I need to keep reminding myself that I really prefer it that way.
I need to keep reminding myself this means nothing.
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