Set of 16 Drabbles

Author: midnight

Email: nightfall_pixie@yahoo.com

Pairing: Spike/Willow

Rating: NC-17

Summary: just a set of drabbles

Distribution: Redssoulmates and Poetry In Motion if they want to post drabbles

Feedback: No feedback...no fic. Lots of feedback...I write more.

Disclaimer: Don't sue. I don't own any of the characters. I don't make any money from it. All credit goes to Joss.

Spoilers: through the end of season four

Notes: Spike has the chip, Willow is living in her parents house

Warnings: sexual situations

Read the drabbles in order for them to make sense! I got bored and just started to type. I didn't want to actually write a fic.

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What He Wanted

Thanks to the bloody chip, he was now stuck chained in the Watcher's bathtub. He had been so close to finally getting what he wanted in his unlife. All he wanted was Willow. Killing the Slayer would have been a bonus but he was really there for the Witch. He had chosen her and was set on claiming her for his mate. Bringing her back as his childe. He had been so close. Her scent, the way her skin felt under his touch, it was all instilled into his memory forever. And then it was gone. Because of one bloody chip.  

Deals

Spike couldn't believe he agreed to help them. They were bloody white hats! Not like he had much of a choice. He needed to feed. And it got him out of the damn bathtub. No more chains. He gave them a bit of information and he received a bit of cash. He didn't like working with them but he wasn't gonna end up as dust either. He was a Master. He would live like this until he could get the chip out. He would buy his time. And then he would have his day. One blood filled amazing day.  

Watching His Goddess

He had watched them for a while now. Watched them when he was supposed to be 'researching'. More importantly, he watched Willow. He saw how her 'friends' would push her aside. They wouldn't even think twice about her until they wanted or needed something. He would never treat her like that. In his eyes, she was his everything. Willow was his goddess. She had so much power and he could see it. She would be magnificent at his side. He knew in his heart that not only was she a match for his demon but she was the fire that William needed.  

Tears Of Sadness

Spike stood in the shadows watching her. He could practically see her broken heart. He watched her tears flow down her face. As she walked through the graveyard, he came out of hiding. "Fancy seeing you here, pet."

Willow looked surprised. She wasn't sure why. It was a graveyard after all. "Spike," she said calmly.

He felt more for this human than he had felt for someone in a long time. "You're upset, luv. You shouldn't be walking through the night. Demons can smell your emotions, pet."

Willow couldn't stop her tears. "Does it even matter anymore?" Looking away from Spike, she wiped her tears away.  

Friendship

Over the next month, Spike had become friends with Willow. 'Imagine me friends with a human.' He knew it wasn't just about friendship though. He wanted more. He wanted her. He just didn't know how to tell her. Hearing the crypt door open and her scent in the air, he smiled. Spike turned around. "Hello, Red."

"Hey, Spike," she said happily. She knew she had gotten quite attached to the vampire.

"We need to talk."

She had been preparing herself for this one moment. The moment when Spike would tell her their friendship is over. That he didn't have time for her. That he didn't want her around.  

Ignoring The Obvious

Another two weeks had passed. They never got around to the talk. Willow had told him she suddenly had to leave and had tried to ignore him ever since. So far so good, but she knew it would only be a matter of time before their paths would meet again. She had managed to stay away from him but he had managed to work his way into her mind and into her.heart. She grabbed her bag and started for home, trying not to think about how much she missed him. And how much she hoped he missed her.  

Truths?

Willow unlocked her front door but never got the chance to shut it. The next thing she knew, she was being pushed against the wall, as the door was kicked shut. "Ignoring me isn't nice, luv."

Willow had fear for a moment before she relaxed. At the moment she was caught between the wall and Spike. "I've just been busy."

"And now you're not." Spike lowered his voice. "I've missed you, luv," he said softly. "Missed you a lot actually. Did you miss me?"

Willow looked at the ground. "Yes. But what's the point. You're just going to leave."  

The Talk

Spike froze at her words. "Why the bloody hell would I leave you?"

"Because."

"I really think we need to have that talk."

"Just say it then."

"Right, then I will." Spike started pacing the floor. "It's like this.well, you see.well, I.bugger this," he whispered. Spike took a step towards her and leaned forward, pressing his lips to hers. He felt a hand on his chest and he waited. Waited to be pushed away. Waited for the inevitable, but it never came. Her hand dropped to her side and he took that chance to deepen the kiss between them.  

Kiss

Willow felt him pull away when she was almost out of breath. "Why did you do that?" she panted.

"Because I want you. That's what the talk was about. If it weren't for this bloody chip, you would have already been mine. I want you for mine. I want to kiss you and touch you and worship you and claim you, if you'll have me." And all Spike heard was silence. "I shouldn't of.please say something, luv," he pleaded.

Willow started to grin. Spike wanted her! "I think you should kiss me again." And he met her request.  

After The Kiss

Kisses of want turned into kisses of need. She met his passion and he knew that this moment was theirs. He needed her and hoped that he didn't push her away. He tore off her clothes, needing to feel her. Before she could say anything, he also slipped out of his own and was rewarded with a smile from her. Spike leaned down and kissed her neck gently, the way a lover would. He wanted to fuck her there, against the wall but he knew she was better than that. Deserved better than that. Picking her up, he carried her to her bedroom.  

The Moment Everything Changes

Spike layed her down on the bed. "Are you sure?"

"Yes."

He knew she was ready, the scent of her arousal thick in the air. As he pushed inside her, their eyes locked and they both knew everything would change from this point forward. He continued to slide in and out of her, keeping a steady pace. As she raised her hips to meet his, he couldn't help but to lower his head to her neck, purring against her skin. He knew they wouldn't last long. This was something that had building up in both of them for some time. Feeling himself on the edge, he bit into her neck, hearing her whisper the words 'I love you'.  

Reality

As Spike lapped at the bite mark, he tried to bring himself back to reality. "You bit me," she whispered.

"I claimed you. You're mine."

Willow's body filled with worry. "Did you mean to claim me? I mean."

"Did you mean what you whispered? Do you really love me?"

"Yes," she whispered softly. "I meant it. I love you."

And then Spike felt like William all over again. Except this time he wasn't reciting poetry and pining after someone who would never love him. This time was with Willow. A woman that loved him. "I love you too."

Willow's eyes widened. "Really?" she asked, her voice hopeful.

"Forever."  

Us

Spike grinned as months went by. Her friends never did figure out that there was a growing relationship between the redhead and the vampire. He had decided early on, he didn't want it just to be about sex. He had claimed her and was now in love with her. And he knew she was in love with him. Most nights, he would stay with her in her home. Now that he had Willow, he didn't think about the chip that much anymore. He knew it would short out eventually and he would take her as his childe. He also knew he had forever to do that.  

The Surprise

Six months down the road, her friends were still oblivious and would have stayed that way except for one little thing. Angel. His Sire. Spike didn't know he was in town. He didn't have a reason to concentrate on their bond. Just as they opened the door to Giles' flat, he was yanked inside and out of Willow's grasp, and was flying through the air; hitting the opposite wall.

After Willow's initial shock, she ran in after Spike, ignoring the words of caution from Angel. She had to make sure Spike was ok. Kneeling down to where he was, she saw him move and smile. "Guess they're gonna know something now, pet."  

Angel

Angel wasn't sure what he was seeing. Spike was evil. And Willow was acting towards him as if.she loved him. "Willow?" Angel asked.

She glared her eyes at him. "You could have hurt him!"

"He could have hurt you!"

"He wouldn't."

"He would Willow."

"He wouldn't"

"Give me one good reason."

"Because he loves me," she whispered.

"WHAT?" everyone in the room yelled.

Ignoring them, Spike sat up and gathered Willow in his arms, nuzzling her neck.

"I thought he hurt you," she told him through unshed tears.

"Gonna take more than that to damage me, luv. Besides I have you now. I don't fancy myself going anywhere."  

Family

Angel listened quietly as Willow and Spike told him everything that happened. He was quiet. Too quiet. Giles had made everyone else go and patrol, leaving the three alone.

"I see."

"Not giving her up, Peaches."

"That so? As your Sire, I could force you to but I'm not." Angel turned to Willow. "You sure he's what you want? Not that it matters. He's already claimed you."

"I know that I love him."

Spike watched Angel carefully as he stood up. "Well I really should be getting back to L.A. Childe, I hope to see you soon. And Willow, welcome to the family."

THE END

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