Breathing
Author: Midnight Red
Rating: PG-13 more, or less
Disclaimer: Joss is God. I own nothing. I'm just playing in their sandbox!
Dedication: To Inell, she’s a goddess, a goddess I tell ya! *g*
Feedback: Please? It will be received, treasured and answered!
Author's Note: This is a slight re-write of a story I once started, called 'The Trick is to Keep Breathing'. It's renamed, a bit changed, and new parts are its way. Please tell me how this is going.
 
 

Prologue
 
Harsh waves crashed thunderously against the surf. In the flawless sand, a crude circle of rocks surrounded a small, sputtering fire. A lone figure huddled near the fire's heat, futelessly rubbing her bare arms trying to regain some resemblance of warmth. Her tangled red tresses fluttered aimlessly in the cold wind, almost as if paying homage to the unforgiving night.
 
Insanity glittered in her green eyes, and her white dress hung in tatters on her slight frame. Suppressing a shiver, she reached for a small, woven basket that sat next to her. Riffling trough its contents, she yelped in glee when she found the object of her search. Pulling out a small pouch, she carefully opened it. Slowly, she released some of its contents unto the fire. It suddenly roared to life, reaching high upwards, towards the nighttime sky. Taken aback, the pouch fell from her fingers, spilling its contents in the sand.
 
"Trouble's a' brewing, but nobody believe. They think me's crazy," She said, clutching the small emerald that hung around her neck.
 
Giggling, she said louder now, "But I'll show 'em. Call me crazy, did they? Nobody be calling me crazy if me daddy be alive. But he's dead! The bad, bad man took 'im. And then they burned me mum! Called her witch, did they? I'll show 'em"
 
Stifling a sob, she fell to her knees. Unexpectedly, harsh pain wracked her body. Her screams drifted through the isolated beach, swallowed by the heavy wind. Images flickered in her mind, she tried to make sense of them, but the pain took away her reasoning. Blood, she saw so much blood. Shudders ran through her body, sobs wracking her slight frame.
 
And suddenly, everything just stopped.
 
The din of the wind died down, the sea was calm, the fire had banked down, and the pain was gone. Blinking back tears, she looked around her. Bewildered, she stood there, very confused. Heartbeat racing, her eyes darted around the deserted beach. In the darkness, something moved. Her confused mind tried to make sense of everything that was happening, but it was too much. Helplessly, she glanced all around her, trying to make sense of the darkness. Out of the corner of her eye, she saw something move, but in a blink, it was gone.
 
From behind her, a voice spoke, "'allo luv"
 
Her body was found the next morning.
 

Part 1

Willow slowly twirled her red tresses through her fingers, eyes darting to the ticking clock in the wall. Stifling a sigh, she listened to the professor drone on and one about something or another. Normally, she would've been eagerly attentive, but today her heart just wasn't into it. The redhead didn't know just what the hell was wrong with her lately. She was just so tired of the daily routine she had immersed herself into. An itching under her skin, a kind of restlessness had settled in, and it was just driving her crazy.
 
Classes, slaying, research and more research were all she knew lately. It wasn't that she minded doing these things, but she sure did wish for something beyond that. Willow yearned for something more than this daily sludge.
 
"Knowing the Hellmouth, I probably just jinxed myself." she thought, with a humorless half-grin.
 
Thankfully, class ended right then. The professor dismissed them, and the students went out in a clatter of desks, shuffling papers and snapping books.
 
"College life... not quite what I thought it would be." Willow said to no one in particular, finally able to leave the classroom.
 
She'd somehow expected to meet lots of intellectuals who thrived in the sharing of knowledge, rather than the dumb jocks and shallow vapid airheads she shared breathing space with back in Sunnydale High. Instead, she'd gotten the dumb fraternity guys, and the bitchy sorority princesses. Just like high school, only this time the kegs were legal.
 
Glancing at her watch, she saw that she still had about an hour before having to report at The Magic Box for research duties.  A frothy latte sounded like a good idea. She had a new paperback that she hadn't been able to read. Smiling at the chance of having a nice, relaxing cup of coffee, Willow bounded off to the campus coffeehouse.
 
***
 
It was half a latte later, and 25 pages into her book, that Willow felt that piercing, scrutinizing gaze on her. Glancing up, startled emerald eyes met with solemn blue eyes. Surprised, she gave the stranger an appraising glance. Shaggy black hair curled over his navy blue eyes framed by thick eyelashes, which instead of making him look feminine, lent him an air of beauty that was somehow marred by his strong, masculine face. The blunt angles of his face both made him handsome, and destroyed any image of perfection or striking beauty. In short, he was utterly yummy.
 
He sent the redhead a lazy grin, which just melted her insides. Raising an eyebrow, he gracefully stood. He was yummier than she had thought. He was quite tall, although not overtly so, his body looked strong, yet lean. Willow wondered if he looked as built without a shirt on. She was startled when he suddenly appeared by her side, and extended his hand.
 
"Hey there, the name's Jason." He said with a friendly grin.
 
Willow found her hand gripped in a strong, warm handshake, and couldn't help but smile back. She didn't know just what was going, or why she suddenly felt so at ease in the presence of the handsome male specimen, but she planned to take advantage of this opportunity. It's not everyday handsome men approached lonely redheaded hacker-witches in a crowded coffeehouse. Besides, as Buffy once said, Carpe Diem!
 
"Nice to meet you Jason. I'm Willow." She replied, echoing his smile.
 
Jason took this as an invitation to sit down in her table. Having him there, so close, knowing that she would have to make than vowel-sounds suddenly made Willow nervous. She clutched the small emerald that hung around her neck, twirling it in its delicate silver chain. Carpe Diem it is.
 

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