Pairing: W/S (is there any other?)
Summary: NONE!!! My first PWP
Authors Note: For Spikesbuffybot1 - as requested!!! ENJOY!
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For `The Jessie' and `The Pillock'!!! LOL (couldn't resist!)
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"SPIKE!" Willow exclaimed as she exited the magic box - bumping straight into the bleached vamp - a frisson of pure lust travelling up her spine.
< Bad Willow - mustn't have naughty thoughts about semi-evil English vamps!! He HATES you remember? >
"Why don't you look where your bloody going Red!" he growled - the merest brush of her body to his had the borrowed blood flowing in his veins humming.
< Wanna be like the poof do ya? Lusting after mortals! SICKENING!>
Willow shook her head in wonder "You were standing right outside the door! - what the hell was I supposed to do? FLY!"
Spike felt his lips quirk at her annoyed expression - fixing it quickly before she saw, he glowered down at the girl "Do I really look like I give a shit what you do? Just finishing me fag - where you off to in such a damn hurry anyway. Date?" his voice bored and droning -but inside his head, he was praying silently that that wasn't her destination.
Looking at the ground for a moment she shuffled her foot "No - and sorry - I didn't see you there. Night Spike" turning on her heel she was gone.
Spike stared at the retreating girls back - walking away with her head down.
He knew the `Date' bit was uncalled for - knew he'd hurt her - she hadn't been out on a date since dogboy had run off and left her.
A bitter feeling rose in his stomach - Spike suddenly realised with a start it was the long forgotten feeling of guilt.
< BLOODY PERFECT! >
"RED?" he called suddenly, startling even himself - Willow turned and looked at him, surprise clearly visible on her face.
"Yes?"
"You going home? Think it's wise to on ya own Pet? Lots of beasties out at night!"
"I'll be fine Spike - thanks for caring!" a smile on her lips - that quickly vanished at his next words, her face flushing in embarrassment.
"DON'T CARE! Just don't want the bloody Slayer banging on when your corpse turns up in the morning!"
Instantly contrite he watched as her face clouded again - shrugging she turned and walked away, her voice rising slightly as she called back "I'll be sure to try and NOT get EATEN - don't want William the bloody put out! Thought you'd be pleased though - save you the trouble!" and turning the corner she was gone.
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Spike cursed - he was annoyed.
What pissed him off even more was that he annoyed at HIMSELF.
After Willow had left, he'd sauntered in to the `Magic Box' as if he hadn't a care in the world, when in truth his mind was reeling with scenario's that Red might be caught up in.
He could almost smell her blood as he envisaged her beaten and broken body lying in some vamps crypt drained of her precious blood - He could see the fear on her face - in his mind at least - as she was chased down by a gang of angry Fyoral demons all muttering "must crush - crush now?"
After ten minutes of pacing and cursing, Giles ordered him to leave "There's no research for you to do and Buffy is already patrolling. The others didn't bother staying - Xander and Anya have um other plans and Willow went home - so just bugger off back to your crypt Spike because in all honesty? You're giving me a SODDING HEADACHE!" Giles had raged.
Spike wasn't dumb - he knew when he wasn't wanted so he set off in to the night - coat swirling at his heels, cigarette smoke creating the illusion of a halo around his head.
Spike's thoughts at that moment were anything but pure!
"Where the bloody hell is she? - should be here by now - been nearly half an hour since I last see her?"
He was standing in the shadows by her house - telling himself he wasn't there to check she was okay, just out for a walk and he'd paused for a moment.
< To what? Catch ya breath! > Even his thoughts were picking on him tonight.
Long moments passed and Spike began to get nervous - there was no way in hell it would have taken her this long to walk home - and Sunnydale was as close to hell as Spike ever wished he'd see.
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Three hours later Spike was out of his mind with worry - a small mound of cigarette ends sat beside him - leaning his back against the tree, he couldn't get Willow's sad little face out of his mind.
She wasn't a bad kid < Woman! > okay woman - she might belong to the Scooby gang but she was the best of the bunch - never bitched at him, never took the piss out of his `condition' - and out of the lot of them she had the most reason too.
< GONNA SHOVE THIS BOTTLE RIGHT THROUGH TO YA BRAIN! >
Spike wiped a hand across his eyes, trying to wash away the memory of the fear he'd seen when he'd done that, he could still feel her soft body under his as he pinned her to the bed in her dorm, he'd wanted to turn her so much that night - make her his.
< Felt nice under me - felt right! She'd make an amazing vampire - all that purity turned into true evil, now that would be a sight to see! >
Just then, a small noise had him leaping to his feet - from his place in the shadows he watched as a small figure half stumbled, half fell up Willows front path.
Spike watched as the figure lurched about, trying to open the door - feeling anger rising in his stomach he ran and tackled the intruder to the ground - a sharp burst of pain pierced his brain causing him to bellow in fury!
Spike fell back on the grass the pain from the chip causing him to see stars - looking over at the intruder, he was more than a little surprised to see a shock of red hair.
< SHIT!>
"Willow?"
The body next to him turned, bright green eyes met his "Spike? What were you trying to do? Kill me again!" her voice angry, getting to her feet she swayed - giving him one last glare she shuffled off to the front door again.
Spike was at her side in moments, pulling her round to face him - he could smell beer on her breath and frowned.
"You've been drinking!"
"Yeah! What's it too ya!" she slurred slightly, grabbing his arm as she swayed again.
Spike looked down at the hand on his sleeve, his eyes travelling along the arm and up to the owner's confused face.
"Why?"
"Why what?"
"Why luv have you been drinking?" his voice patient, as if talking to a small child.
"Cos" her voice a little hesitant under the vampire's scrutiny - she found herself wishing so many things in that instant, none of which she knew deep in her heart would ever come true.
< Should just jump on him and shag him rotten! >
"Cos what?"
"Cos I was lonely - and when I walked past the bar it seemed so..friendly and full of people...didn't want to be on my own"
"Where the hell were you? I know they won't serve you drink at the `Bronze' - Anya's always going on about it! - so where?" his voice demanding, his eyes fixed on her face.
"Willy's place" she whispered - she wasn't going to but it seemed as if all rational thought flew from her mind when Spike looked at her.
< Yeah - right - keep telling yourself that! It's just his eyes your lusting over? Not his lips, or body or his tight little arse! - OH GODDESS! - Stop thinking these things > a small whimper breaking from her throat.
"WILLY'S! YOU WAIT TILL I SEE HIM! Stupid sod letting you get rat arsed like this" anger burning through him - until he saw Willow shake her head.
"No - Willy didn't serve me - a new guy did. Umm Jon - that's his name! Really nice guy!"
"Did he know you were under age?" < And mine! > Spike managed to ask between clenched teeth.
"Don't know - didn't ask. He was really cute though, had pretty green eyes and brown hair." that was as far as she got - Spike grabbed her and pulled her body flush to his.
"Yeah - What else about the PILLOCK you like huh love?"
"What? Oh he was really sweet - said I couldn't have anymore beer though and told me to come home" Willow whispered, her lips inches from Spike's
"But he still let you drink a fair few didn't he! How many you 7, 8...come on tell me!"
"Three" her voice small - so soft even his vamp hearing couldn't hear it.
"Huh?"
"I had three" Willow explained annoyed - her ire building ever higher as Spike threw back his head and roared with laughter.
"THREE? Three poxy beers and this is the state your in!!! Talk about a LIGHTWEIGHT!"
"I'm going inside now - and you Mr Peroxide can FUCK OFF!" Willow had enough, enough ridicule, enough pity, enough disappointed looks - she didn't need the centre of her innermost fantasies to become another person to have their disapproval of how she ran her life made so clearly apparent.
She hadn't made it three steps on to the porch when Spike's hand closed around her upper arm - her eyes went wide as she saw Spike swoop in for a kiss - his lips hard and demanding on her own - forcing his tongue between closed teeth, he groaned as he got his first taste of her.
She could feel the tightly wound anger bubbling below his surface - almost as quick as his attack had begun it shifted, his lips no longer harsh but soft, coaxing her to follow him in to the insanity that was about to begin
Willow couldn't believe this was happening - Spike was kissing her!
His hands clutched at her waist tightly, pulling her closer to him - his hard body meeting her softer one.
Willow's hand fluttered for a moment not knowing what to do - then feeling him breaking away she placed a hand on either side of his face, keeping him close, keeping him kissing her.
Always kissing her.
At the first touch of skin on skin Spike shuddered, the feel of small hot hands on his face felt like a brand - claiming him as hers, reminding him that just once with this girl wouldn`t be enough - never enough.
The feel of her shy hesitant tongue meeting his own made his head spin, within moments Willow was in his arm - her legs wrapped around his tightly waist as he lent her against the wall and explored her mouth with more passion than he even knew he possessed.
Willow's first whimper of pleasure had the hairs on the back of Spike's neck standing to attention - not to mention another body part entirely.
She couldn't think, couldn't comprehend what feelings were coursing through her body.
Just knew she didn't want to stop - that if he moved away from her the moment would be gone forever.
Strong hands holding her closer than she thought possible - light nips and nibbles along her neck making her want to scream at the rightness of the sensation.
"Gotta get inside Red - now!" he growled against her skin.
Willow forced her eyes open and looked at him "I want that too" she whispered brokenly.
"Meant your house Darlin' but trust me gonna be inside you soon Red - never knew you would taste so sweet" his lips moving over the exposed skin on her throat, a smile curving them as he heard his own need echoed back at him.
"Spike - open the damn door" Willow panted - grinning slightly as she heard him chuckle.
"Very ladylike I'm sure Pet" he told her, moving slightly to grasp the door handle - tumbling them inside.
Willow looked up at him, pulling his head down she purred in his ear "Never said I was lady now did I Spike"
Spike couldn't believe his ears - kissing her soundly he climbed the stairs, Willow still wrapped around his waist, covering his face with small, hot kisses.
< Gotta have her NOW! >
Opening the door to Willow's bedroom Spike lowered Willow down, his lips not leaving hers, his hands sliding under the edge of her shirt as he sought out her creamy skin beneath.
Willows hands were equally as busy, pushing Spike's duster from his shoulders, she tugged until he finally threw the offending garment to the floor - short blunt nails trailing over his skin, leaving him feeling burned in every place she'd touched.
Pulling her lips from his she stared in to blue eyes, trying to read the emotion she saw there - he grinned at her, seeing the confusion - and understanding it completely - he too had no clue where this sudden burst of passion had come from.
"Spike?"
"Yes darlin'?"
"What's going on here?" her voice ragged, pulling huge gasps of air in to long deprived lungs.
"If you don't that Pet then this is gonna be a revelation for you!" his fingers slowly sliding each button from its home - Willows eyes followed his slow path, his fingertips brushing lightly against flushed skin as he continued on his journey.
"Spike? I need to know why? Why do you suddenly want me now?"
"No suddenly about it sweetheart - wanted you a long time. No one else gonna have ya - your mine!"
Dipping his head he traced the pale strip of skin he had uncovered with his tongue - pausing for a second he looked up her "You mine Pet?" slight worry on his face - it was the first time Willow had seen the vampire uncertain, unsure of himself in the situation he found himself in.
"Always" pulling his lips back to hers, Spike groaned at her words - hands cradling her flesh in his large palms - causing Willow to arch into his touch.
Nimble fingers pulled at his shirt until that too lay in the ever- growing pile of clothes on the floor - Willows shirt soon followed.
"Gawd Pet but you're a pretty one" Spike whispered as Willow lay bare to him - her face flushing with a mixture of embarrassment and pride.
"Not too shabby yourself - Spike!" she cried as his hands moved under her long skirt - finger nails dragging against the sensitive skin of her thighs - stroking her gently over her panties he moaned as her scent reached his senses - sitting back on his heels he pulled the skirt away, uncaring of the sound of ripping fabric that filled the room.
Crawling back over her, pushing aside the moist satin he stroked her gently - feather light - gasping for much needed breath Willow bowed to his touch, his long fingers slipping inside - stretching her for his assault.
"OH GOD!"
"He ain't got a thing to do with this Pet" Spike drawled his tongue flicking out to taste her - savouring every moan and cry that fell from her parted lips.
Willows hips bucked, the feel of him on her scrambling her brain - she had never known feelings like THIS existed - like freefalling without a` parachute and not giving a damn when the earth rushed up to meet her.
Spike gripped her hips tightly, keeping her still as he sucked and licked her in oblivion - smiling as he heard her breathing coming in ragged gasps.
Knowing she was close, he kept up his relentless pace, sliding a third finger to join the others he took her over the edge - her walls closing tight around him as her body jerked with the spasm of her release.
"SPIKE! OHMYGOD!" her cries bouncing of the walls of her childhood room.
Willows reached out blindly for Spike hauling him towards her - their lips meeting in a fierce dual for supremacy, neither caring who won just knowing that if they broke apart these feelings would end.
Willow's body was humming - a spiral of desire crashing through her, moving quicker than she thought possible she twisted, rolling Spike on his back, giving her the power now.
"Jesus Pet!" he groaned as she ground against his straining jeans - slipping a hand between them she slowly pulled down the zipper - watching Spike from beneath hooded lids she grinned "Jewish / Wicca remember?"
"Red" he moaned as she pulled his jeans from his body at unbearably slow pace.
"Yes?" her voice full of innocence - her face showing anything but.
"Gonna make me beg darlin' ?- please Red" Willow smiled as she heard the `big bad' Mr William `the bloody' Spike begging her to touch him.
Reaching towards him, she ran a single fingernail along the length of him - causing Spike to shudder and grip the sheet beneath him in clenched fists.
"Red" he warned - his eyes fixed on her as she smiled at his reaction - knowing he would not and could not ever turn her, he liked her fire just as it was - no heartless demon could ever turn him on this much.
"Like that?"
"God - Yessssss" his breath hissing as she repeated the motion, her lips quirking as she revelled in the power she had over him.
Moving her body lower - she ducked her head and caught the tip between soft lips, swirling lazily as Spike almost howled in pleasure - taking him deeper - marvelling at the noises he made as she set a slow erotic rhythm.
Spike clutched at the sheet beneath him, his hands fisting as if in torment at the feel of her against his skin - slowly unclenching his hand he moved to cup the back of Willows head, his fingers plunging deep in to her hair, not holding her or urging her on - simply needing to feel her.
Willow pushed deeper in to her new lovers caress - purring around him she almost giggled as she heard him purr in return.
< Who'd have thought a vamp knew how to make that kind of noise? >
Spike could feel the sweet ache building in his spine - knowing he was on the brink he stilled Willows movement - she looked up at him questioningly.
Spike simply shook his head once - the power to speak had left him the moment she had looked at him, her mouth still wrapped around him - that beautiful girl that he loved for so long stared at him with bright green eyes - pulling back, she released him with a gentle pop.
"Spike?"
That one word uttered so quietly in the semi-darkened room spurred him on, lifting her towards him he told her "Need you now Pet - any more of that and you'd have killed me. Again"
Smiling she crawled over him, leaning down she whispered in to his face "Any more talk baby and I will!"
Amazed at the predatory look in her eyes Spike could have well believed her, that was until she rose on her knees and position him at her centre - rubbing him along her slit before sinking on to him - both gasped at the contact.
Spike felt her heat envelope him, searing his body with an almost unbearable heat. Looking up at Willows expression he grinned - a more beautiful sight he knew he would never see.
Her head thrown back, the arc of her throat creamy and unblemished in the faint light - a fact that Spike knew he would never damage - hair spilling down her bowed back, looking like a waterfall of fire.
Her hips riding him slowly, her hands braced against his chest as she concentrated on the fever running through her body, dropping her chin to her chest she was a little startled to see Spike staring at her, a look of adoration on his beautiful face.
Slipping a hand between their bodies his clever fingers soon found the bundle of nerves that would push her over the edge - speeding up her movements, her hands digging in his flesh as she tried to keep her purchase on reality.
Spike knew she was close, her breathing coming in short little pants as she mewled in excitement at the pleasure she knew was soon to come.
"Spike ..Please!"
"Wanna see you beg Pet" his voice rough as he tried to keep his own pleasure at bay, didn't want to come without his Red being right there with him.
"SPIKKKEEE - PLEASE!!" her body shuddering as she slipped in to an almost hypnotic state as she felt herself fall of the edge - release claiming her sanity as Spike came at the same moment - a feral cry tearing from him as he felt her tight little body squeeze around him - a moment of pleasure/pain branding him as she came. Her body milking him dry, her whimpers of completion driving him to distraction.
Green eyes locked to his as the last of the feelings ebbed through her, falling forward in a boneless heap on top of him - the kiss soft and tender as little after shocks buzzed through her, his own body feeling more spent than he had ever remembered.
"Okay there Pet?" he asked, Willow nodded looking at him she smiled her megawatt watt smile.
"I'll have to get drunk more often"
"Don't think so Pet - don't want no-one plying my girl with booze - never know what might happen"
"Oh yeah? Don't think it could be better than that - do you?"
"No bleeding way darlin' - so we clear now on who you belong with?" his scared eyebrow arched in question.'
Willow laughed at his possessive tone - knowing there`d be no-one else for her, but still she had to tease him a little "Belong?"
Off his outraged look she burst out laughing and whispered "Oh yeah babe - Crystal clear"
The END