Girl in Tears
Author: Nutmeg lynn_teke@hotmail.com
Rating: G
Summery: Spike's POV
Feedback: Please? Si vous plait? Por favor?
Disclaimer: Joss owns Spike and Willow, Mytown owns the song "Girl in Tears"
 
 

She got in bed and turned out the light
I knew that something wasn't quite right
When I touched her I felt her sadness
While we were kissing it was pure madness
Did I hurt her? What did I say?
The distance between us won't go away

I love Willow. I think I've always loved her. I would never hurt her. Never. And I would kill anyone if they ever tried to hurt her. But I think I am
hurting her. She's always so quiet now, so shy. And I don't know what's going on in that pretty little head of hers. I wish I did. I love her. I want to make her happy. But now it's like she's keeping something from me, something that she's scared to tell me. I wish I knew what was hurting her, I love her.

Did you ever make love to a girl in tears
And wonder why she was crying...crying
Was it too intense? Was she full of fears?
Did she think that I was lying...lying?
When I told her I loved her and I whispered in her ear
Before I made love to a girl in tears

She must know that I love her. I tell her every night. Every time I get to hold her in my arms and make sweet love to her. God I love her. She's my
fire goddess, so much passion in her. When she's under me and moaning, pushing her little body into mine, she drives me bloody wild. If I could only do one thing for eternity, it would be shag my red. Cor she's incredible.

It's easier to kiss than to talk
What does she expect? What does she want?
There's so much I wish I could give her
When I touched her I felt her shiver
If I lose her in the dark of night
Will I regret it the rest of my life?
When I told her I loved her and I whispered in her ear
Before I made love to a girl in tears
A girl in tears

It's easy for me to kiss her. To hold her close, she knows I love her. So why does she pull away from me now? She doesn't want me to touch her; she just curls in a ball and cries silently. There's nothing I can do to stop it. I can't make her feel better; all I seem to do is make her hurt more. I
can't lose her; I would never forgive myself if I lost her. She's everything to me. I love her so bloody much, and all she does is pull away. It's like
I'm hurting her, but I love her, so how am I hurting her?

Did you ever make love to a girl in tears?
And wonder why she was crying...crying
Was it too intense? Was she full of fears?
Did she think that I was lying...lying?
When I told her I loved her and I whispered in her ear
Before I made love to a girl in tears

I love Willow. I will do anything I can to make her be happy again, even if it means leaving. I don't want to leave, and I will avoid it if possible, but if that's what makes her happy. I love Willow; I will do anything to make her happy. Even if I have to break my own heart.

The End

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