There you are
In a darkened room and
You’re all alone
Looking out the window
Your heart is cold
And lost the will to love
Like a broken arrow

Willow sat on her window seat; she watched the rain slowly trickle down the windowpane. She sat with her knees tucked up under her chin. The tears mirrored the rain on her cheeks. She felt so empty inside, like there was nothing but coldness to fill her.

Here I stand in the shadows
Come to me
Come to me
Can't you see that...

Nobody wants to be lonely
Nobody wants to cry
My body's longing to hold you
So bad it hurts inside
Time is precious and it's slipping away
And I've been waiting for you all of my life
Nobody wants to be lonely so why...
Why don't you let me love you

Spike stomped out his cigarette; he could see her sitting there, so lost, so forlorn. He wanted nothing more than to climb up onto the porch and take her in his arms and never let her go. To lay her down and make sweet love to her until she was hoarse from screaming out his name, till her body couldn’t take any more. But she would push him away, tell him that there was no room for love in her life, and leave him out there in the falling rain.

Can you hear my voice
Do you hear my song
It's a serenade so your heart can find me
And suddenly you’re
Flying down the stairs
Into my arms, baby

Before I start going crazy
Run to me,
Run to me
Cause I'm dying...

Spike took a deep breath, he wanted Willow, loved her more than anything, and he had to take this chance. He began to push through the trees to stand near her porch. He threw a little rock at her window. Willow opened her window to look at him. “Spike! What are you doing here?” Spike swallowed and began to sing softly, Willow had to strain to hear him.

Nobody wants to be lonely
Nobody wants to cry
My body's longing to hold you
So bad it hurts inside
Time is precious and it's slipping away
And I've been waiting for you all of my life
Nobody wants to be lonely so why...
Why don't you let me love you
I want to feel you need me
Just like the air you're breathing
I need you here in my life

Willow felt the tears sliding down her face, but she knew that these ones were from the warmth that Spike had brought to her. Spike loved her, she closed her eyes and smiled, she had someone who loved her. She jumped out onto her porch, and than she slid down into Spike’s waiting arms. “I love you Spike.” Spike kissed her mouth, so sweet, yet so demanding. “I love you Willow, more than anything.”

Don't walk away,
Don't walk away,
Don't walk away,
Don't walk away, no

Nobody wants to be lonely
Nobody wants to cry
Nobody wants to be lonely
Nobody wants to cry
My body's longing to hold you
So bad it hurts inside
Time is precious and it's slipping away
And I've been waiting for you all of my life
Nobody wants to be lonely so why...
Why don't you let me love you

Spike pulled his mouth away from her mouth; he ran the tip of his tongue down the slim column of her neck. He nuzzled the sensitive flesh, and he bit gently with blunt teeth. “I love you Willow. Always have, always will.” Willow moaned at the tremors that were racing up and down her spine. “God Spike, don’t stop.” Spike looked at her face, her eyes were sparkling with love, and her lips were swollen from the kiss. “Never Willow.” He took her face between his hands and kissed her with all of the love he had inside of him for her, and Willow kissed him back.

Spike took Willow into her bedroom and laid her on the bed. He slowly kissed his way down her neck, than when he reached the first button on her shirt he undid it with his teeth. He gently nipped at the flesh that was revealed. Willow moaned and arched herself against him. “Spike.” She panted. Spike slid back up to kiss her mouth. “Yes luv?” Willow moved against him suggestively. “Now slow, now, please?” Spike grinned wolfishly, than Willow’s shirt was lying on the floor. His mouth was kneading one breast, while his hand kneaded the other. Willow ran her fingers through his hair. “Goddess, Spike.” Spike looked at her face, she was flushed and her skin was slightly sweaty. He kissed her mouth deeply. “I love you Willow.” Willow slipped her tongue into his mouth. “I love you Spike, now fuck me.”

Spike growled and reached between their bodies. His hands quickly removed her jeans. He felt her soaking panties push against his hand. He ripped them off, and ran his finger along her slit. Than he ran his tongue over it. Willow closed her eyes in bliss, no one had ever done this to her before. Spike chuckled as he heard her surprised gasp. The little chit was a virgin, that meant that he was her first, and her only. He began to gently plunge his tongue into her hot dripping core, trying to be gentle with her. Willow was arching up to meet him, and her scent was intoxicating him. He didn’t know how much longer he could go before coming in his pants. He nipped at her clit, sucking on the tiny bundle of nerves. Willow cried out as her body shuddered. Spike lapped hungrily at her flood of juices, she tasted like nothing else he had ever tasted. Willow was breathing shakily, she had never had an orgasm before, and for her first one it had been so intense.

Spike kissed his way up her body, that his lips met hers. Willow could taste herself on his mouth. She kissed him hungrily; she wanted him so badly. “Spike.” She begged him. Spike knew he had to have her now. “It may hurt a bit luv.” She just pushed against him harder. “Spike!” She nipped playfully at his neck. Spike slid off his jeans, wanting to watch her move against him forever. He began to slowly sink his hard length into her. Willow was aching for more contact; she pushed up against him. Tears came to her eyes as she felt her inside muscles move, and tear slightly. Spike pulled out of her quickly. He kissed the tears that were forming. “God Willow I’m so sorry.” He nuzzled her face. Willow pushed her hips against his. “Spike.” She played with the muscles on his back. She went back to nipping at him playfully. Spike purred and started to change into his vampire façade. Than he shook his head and let his human face slide on. He pushed into Willow slower this time, giving her time to adjust. Willow moved with him slowly, she wrapped her legs around his waist, driving him deeper into her. Spike thrusted into her gently, trying to be careful, at the warm tightness he nearly came. Willow pushed with him, they were both so worked up their orgasms came quickly. Willow threw back her head and panted out Spike’s name. Spike felt her clenching onto him and shifted his face. He spurted her seed deep into Willow, than bit her exposed neck.
Willow came down from her high and felt Spike sucking on her neck. His ridges were rubbing her neck, and it felt so good. She moaned softly, so enthralled by his touch. Spike heard her moan and pulled himself away from her neck. “I didn’t mean to bite you, I lost control.” He went to slip back into his human face. Willow placed her hands on the side of his face. “I love you Spike. Don’t hide what you are from me.” She kissed the ridges on his forehead, running the tip of her tongue over it softly. Spike purred at the sensations. Willow giggled at the sensations she felt. “I love you Spike.” Spike looked at her, she wasn’t lying, and her eyes held all the love for him. “I love you Willow, more than anything.” He kissed her softly. Willow snuggled into his arms; she was exhausted right now. Spike pulled her close to the cool comfort of her body. Than they fell asleep, together, as they were meant to be.
 

The End

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