Rating: NC-17, baby! <g>
Summary: Song-fic. Spike's love returns to him...
Distribution: The usual haunts. Anyone else, please ask first. Thanks!
Disclaimer: Not mine. Joss and Co. own Buffy, and Tonic owns the song/lyrics.
Spoilers: Season 4. Spike is chipped, Oz left, then came back, but there is no Tara.
Feedback: Two words: OF COURSE!!!!
Dedication: To Emmy, for emailing me (twice!) telling me how much she wanted a sequel to "Boys Of Summer", and to Inell, who did the "bizarre happy dance" when she found out about the sequel. Also to everyone else who sent me such positive feedback on "Boys of Summer." This is for you, guys! I love you all! And since "BOS" was so angsty, and sad, and gloomy, I've decided to reward you all with some W/S smutty goodness! Hooray! ; )
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The bleached blonde vampire paced restlessly in his crypt, knowing tonight was the night his Red, his Goddess, would return to him.
It had finally happened, just like Spike knew it would. It was a little over a month since the wolf, *Oz*, had reappeared in Sunnydale, declaring his love and devotion to Willow.
A little over a month since his Willow, his love, his mate, had left him, taking the worthless dog back, because it was expected of her, because her friends wanted her to, the Slayer and the others mistakenly thinking everything would go back to "normal" again.
Whatever "normal" was, Spike didn't know. And he didn't care.
The only thing he cared about, the only reason for his existence, his un-life, was his beautiful redhaired witch.
He knew his Red loved him, and not the wolf, seeing the longing in her beautiful emerald eyes when she looked at him, when no one else was looking.
The dog may have gotten back into the redhead's life, but he didn't have heart.
That belonged to Spike.
The vampire had watched as his lovely Red grew more and more unhappy over the past few weeks, since the dog came back. She became more quiet, more withdrawn, and hardly ever smiled. It was obvious she was miserable. And, as usual, her friends were totally oblivious to her pain.
Spike had known it would only be a matter of time before the wolf did something stupid, and he didn't have to wait long.
This time though, the mangy mutt didn't even have the wolf to use as an excuse for his infidelities. He had been caught in a compromising position with one of his band's groupies.
And, true to form, he once again skipped town.
Leaving Willow alone again.
And Spike couldn't be happier.
If you could only see the way she loves me
Then maybe you would understand
Why I feel this way about our love
And what I must do
If you could only see how blue her eyes can
be when she says
When she says she loves me
He felt the demon within surge forward, impatient to be reunited with its mate. He briefly entertained the thought of going to her, but knew he had to wait for her to come to him.
So he waited.
And waited.
And then, she was there.
An unneeded breath caught in his throat as she opened his crypt door and stepped inside.
"Red." Spike murmured softly, staring into the green eyes that haunted his dreams.
"Spike." Willow breathed.
Spike's eyes flashed amber, and he moved to her swiftly, taking her into his arms, kissing her passionately. Willow moaned against his mouth, trailing a hand up to tangle in his bleached blonde hair. Spike growled, pulling her closer, crushing her against him, letting her feel his need for her as his hard member pressed against her denim-covered core. Spike growled again, lifting her into his arms, carrying her over to his bed.
Talking could wait. Right now, they needed each other.
Well you got your reasons
And you got your lies
And you got your manipulations
They cut me down to size
Sayin' you love but you don't
You give your love but you won't
If you could only see the way she loves me
Then maybe you would understand
Why I feel this way about our love
And what I must do
If you could only see how blue her eyes can
be when she says
When she says she loves me
Spike laid his Goddess on his bed, his eyes shining with love as he looked at her. "Willow, luv..." He murmured, before moving to lay next to her, pulling her close, kissing her deeply, moving his hands over her body, as if he couldn't believe she was really there in his arms. Spike pulled away, allowing her to breathe, nuzzling her neck and purring softly as the scent of her arousal perfumed the air. Willow mewled softly, catching his lips with hers in a kiss. Spike growled softly, running one hand through her soft red tresses, moving his other hand to her lower back to press her hips against his, rubbing his hard cock against her, making him hiss and her cry out.
Spike's eyes shot open and flickered amber and he let out a strangled snarl when he felt his mate's delicate hand start to stroke his aching shaft through his jeans. "Pet..." He growled huskily, his eyes full of lust as he looked at her.
"Spike..." Willow breathed, her eyes dark with want as she stared at him. "Spike, I need you, please, Spike..."
"Shh, baby, I know." Spike murmured lovingly, moving to unbutton her shirt, listening to her mewl and whimper her need softly. He gently slid the garment from her shoulders, brushing soft kisses along the paled flesh bared to his gaze.
This is where he belonged, where they both belonged. His Red belonged in his arms, keening her desire for him. This was right.
Seems the road less traveled
Show's happiness unraveled
And you got to take a little dirt
To keep what you love
That's what you gotta do
Willow moved her hands up under Spike's black t-shirt, running them along the hard muscles of his chest and stomach, making him growl at her warm touch against his cool skin. He hissed softly when she ran her nails lightly along his skin, his eyes closing slightly in pleasure. He removed the bra from her trembling body with agonizing slowness, as if savoring the moment. He lowered his head to nuzzle a soft breast, lovingly laving the nipple with his tongue, before sucking the hard nub into his mouth, suckling her for a moment, before turning his attention to her other breast, and repeating his actions.
Willow writhed beneath him, whimpering her pleasure, running her fingernails down his back. Spike moved away from her long enough to lift his t-shirt over his head, then took her into his arms again, both moaning at the skin-on-skin contact. Spike cupped her breasts in his hands before he ran his hands down her stomach, stopping at the waistband of her jeans. "Lift your hips, baby." He commanded huskily, unbuttoning the jeans and sliding them down her long legs, and off her body. He moved back to look at her, his eyes flickering gold. "Beautiful." He murmured huskily, seeing her laying before him in only her panties.
"Spike..." Willow whimpered, her eyes clouded with desire.
The bleached blonde vampire smiled, seeing her need for him. "Mine." He growled possessively.
"Yes..." Willow breathed, her green eyes locked on his flickering blue/gold ones. "Yours, Spike. Always yours..."
Spike growled again, removing his own jeans, letting out a purr as he watched his mate run her eyes over his body.
"Spike..." She whimpered again. "Please..."
"I know, luv, hold on." He murmured as he moved back over her, ripping her panties from her body, making her gasp. He slid his hard shaft into her tight channel slowly, watching as her beautiful green eyes widened in pleasure, and sweet moans and gasps fell from her lips as he filled her.
And for the first time in weeks, Spike felt complete.
Sayin' you love but you don't
You give your love but you won't
You're stretching out your arms to something
that's just not there
Spike let out a delighted hiss as he felt her tighten even more around him, his eyes rolling back in pleasure. "Luv..." He purred throatily, nuzzling her neck as he thrust into her, listening to her moans and cries. He murmured to her softly, encouraging her to come for him, knowing she was close. He lowered his hand to press and rub her swollen clit, catching her cries with his mouth as he kissed her, snarling as he felt her clench around him, letting out a roar as his demon came to the fore, sinking his fangs into her neck, claiming her as his, as he filled her with his seed. He suckled from his mark, purring contently. "Mine." He purred. "Mate."
Sayin' you love where you stand
Give your heart when you can
If you could only see the way she loves me
Then maybe you would understand
Why I feel this way about our love
And what I must do
If you could only see how blue her eyes can
be when she says
When she says she loves me
He pulled Willow's trembling body into his arms, brushing her sweaty hair away from her face, pressing a kiss to her forehead as she panted for breath. "I love you so much, baby." He murmured, wrapping her in his arms. His eyes widened in alarm when he felt her hot tears against his chest. "Red? Baby? Pet, what's wrong?"
"I'm sorry, Spike." She whispered brokenly. "I'm so sorry..."
"Hush, sweetheart." Spike soothed, rubbing her back gently. "You're where you belong now, and that's all that matters."
"I have never been as miserable as I was the past month, Spike." She whispered. "I love you, and I want to be with you, and I don't give a damn what the others say." She sniffled, turning to him with teary green eyes. "I don't ever want to be without you again, I can't stand it."
"You won't, my love." He whispered, holding her close. "Not ever again. I promise."
"I love you, Spike." Willow whispered, brushing a kiss on his chest, contented, her eyes drifting closed.
"I love you too, my Willow." He replied softly, pressing a kiss to her temple, smiling down at her. "Forever." He murmured, following her into slumber.
Sayin' you love but you don't
You give your love but you won't
Sayin' you love where you stand
Give your heart when you can
If you could only see the way she loves me
Then maybe you would understand
Why I feel this way about or love
And what I must do
If you could only see how blue her eyes can
be when she says
When she says she loves me
THE END.