What They Don't Know Will Hurt Them
Author Val
Email   angelicvamps@yahoo.com.au
Summary  Spike's pov
Disclaimer I own nothing Joss owns everthing....lucky Git!
Distirbution  Please ask first
This is my first fic so feed back would be great...Thanks

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Part 1

Look at them sitting there researching the latest demon, every now and then one of  them  looking up at
me in disgust...gits! They all think I'm in love with the Slayer, HA!....  Well I did say that  I was but hey, what's
a Vamp to do, if I can't get her one way I'll get her another and if I can mess about with her mind at the same
time  well all the more fun.

Oh Charming, Xapper just flipped me the bird. They all hate me,  even the Nibblet, but not Her, not my Red, No,
she knows exactly  what I'm doing. She's my Fire Goddess and I'm her Demon God, we've been Mates for two
years now, ever since I kidnapped her and the Moron. I should have bloody turned her then but noooo! I wanted
to wait, I wanted to get the Ring of Amorra.  Stupid bloody sod I was. It  was'nt  supposed to be like this, we're
supposed to be in Europe right now living it up or unliving as the case may  be.

I remember that night as she sobbed into my chest coz i could'nt turn her, it near on broke my heart to see her
so upset but when she calmed down we made plans. She's a smart one my Red is, I was to go to the Watcher's
place and beg for help while she hooks up with the pastie face Witch so she can find a way to reverse the effects
of the chip.That was over a year ago and for the last  two weeks I've been The Big Bad again.

Now here they are researching the latest demon as I said.  The one that ripped the blond Witches throat out, the
one that's been terrorizing dear olde Sunnyhell for the last week and ahalf. They don't even know that the demon
they're looking for is under their very noses. The Slayer, stupid chit cant even sence it. My Red is more powerful
than anyone knows, She's masked the signs. They don't realise that they're going to be pulled apart from the inside.

"Spike!" The Moron is yelling at me.

"What?"

"Why are you snickering?"

I did'nt even realise that I was. "no reason".

"Then shut up!"

Huh!, Moron, I look over at  Red, she's watching me, a slow sexy smile forms on her lips. My Red, My Mate, My Childe.
God I love her, I've never seen such a beauitful Vampire as my Fire Goddess.
 
 

Part 2     Willow's POV

OH, BORRRING!  We've been sitting here for three hours researching the lastest demon and in that time onone has said one word, everyone is so quiet, it's not normally this quiet , just the last week and ahalf, ever since Tara...NO! I'll not think about that now, not yet.

Xander just gave Spike the finger, Oh Goddess look at Spike's face, if looks could kill. Buffy's seen it too, like me she's trying not to laugh.

WOW...I love looking at Spike, he really is beauitful, everytime I look at him I get this funny feeling in my chest.  I remember the time he kidnapped Xander and I two years ago, He said he could'nt get me out of his mind, that he needed me, that he could'nt go on without me. And then....h..he kissed me and ooohhhh.....my whole world just stopped at that very moment and I knew, I just knew that this is it, this is the one, I never thought that I would find THE ONE. Sure I loved Oz and I was confused about Xander but in that moment they disappeared, it did'nt matter, they did'nt matter, none of them did. Not Buffy, not Giles, just him, only him.

He said that he had to go and find some ring and that when he returned we would be together forever, we would go to Europe and have the time of our unlives....It did'nt happen though, yeah he got the ring but on his way to the dorm he came across Buffy and well Spike being Spike he just had to challenge her, so he lost the ring and Buffy gave it to Angel. Boy was he mad! It took me an hour to calm him down and then he would'nt stop pacing. So after ranting and raving half the night , he decided to go get the ring back off Angel.

The next time I see him he says he'd been kidnapped by some Army guys and that he barely escaped with his unlife. We decided that he would turn me then and leave Sunnydale for good coz the place was just getting weirder and weirder. But when he tryed  he screamed in pain...he could'nt bite me ...my stomach turned and I thought that my heart would shatter...he does'nt really love me! he can't even think about turning me without him cluching his head in agony...I broke down, Goddess I've never cryed so hard and just when I thought I would die from grief I feel his arms around me and the words he speaks are truly from a man in love.

"Ssh Pet, don't ever think that I don't love you, You are the beat of my heart, my sun, moon and stars. You are my everything, my whole existence."

When I'm calmer we figure out what to do next. He should go to Gile's place and ask for help because we know that those Army boys have done something to him. I will go to Tara, we need a cover and what better place to go, her being a Wiccan and all.

I can't believe that was a year ago, it's gone so fast and just two weeks ago I finally found a spell to remove the chip from Spike's head. He was Sooo happy.

"Willow, how are you doing?"

What? Oh Buffy, I fine, honest ."

She's patting my hand and looking at me with pity....Oh yeah that's right, Tara, I'm supposed to be morning her death coz that's why we're here, we're researching the demon that killed Tara....Mmmmmmm Tara, I can still taste her blood, so sweet, so innocent.

"Spike!" Xander is yelling at Spike.

"What?"

"Why are you snickering?"

"No reason." Oh Spike, the look on his face. He probably did'nt even know that he was snickering.

"Then shut up!"

Spike turns to look at me, he is so beauitful. I start to smile at him, I can't help it. He's smiling back, Oh Goddess the look in his eyes is so intense, I see the love he has for me, I love him so very much, He's Mine... My Demon God, My Mate, My Sire.
 

The End

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