3:07 a.m.
Willow looked at the clock again, but the time
remained the same.
Every night it was the same. She, Tara, and Dawn
would come back to her parents house from a meeting of
the Scooby Gang, they’d talk, maybe watch some TV or a
movie, eat dinner if they hadn’t had any, then go to
bed.
But each night it became harder to come back home.
Each night she and Tara drifted further apart. She
tried to keep them together, she really did. They had
gone through so much to be together. But that was part
of the problem. She hadn’t known about the
consequences of speaking to Spike’s mind.
It had seemed like the only way to rescue Dawn at the
time. She was to busy comforting Tara after her mind
was re-stored to be able to take on the Demon herself,
and the Spell had never said there were consequences
to a mind link.
Yet day and night the link was growing stronger. She
might have been able to close the link down when it
first started if she had only known about it. But they
were both to consumed by grief over the death of Buffy
for her to realize that something else had gone wrong.
So here she was now. Laying in her bed with Tara
beside her and feeling Spikes emotions and getting
glimpses of his thoughts. It didn’t matter anymore if
they were close to each other or not, he was a
constant presence in her mind now.
His mental presence was so strong now that she hadn’t
been able to sleep for the past week with out
performing a sleeping spell. Tara had caught her
performing it tonight and had wanted to know why she
was doing it. But she couldn’t explain. Like so many
other episodes the past few weeks Willow just couldn’t
bring herself to tell anyone about her connection with
Spike and what it was doing to her. As a result she
and Tara had begun to grow distant. In fact the only
reason Tara was still with her in Bed tonight was
because they didn’t want to upset Dawn.
Suddenly Willow came to a decision. Even if she and
Tara were looking after Dawn together, she really
didn’t need Tara to help her. They had grown apart and
she didn’t really want to get back together with her.
Tonight Spike was in to much pain for her to care
about anything else. His unknowing call had become a
Sirens Song that she could no longer resist.
Willow slipped out of bed as quietly as she could and
changed into clothing that would keep her warm when
she was outside in the cool air. She also grabbed a
stake and her water gun of Holy water. Not that she
really needed them now, but she still didn’t like to
depend to heavily upon her powers.
She slipped out of her house and down the street
towards Spikes Crypt, knowing that’s where he would be
through their bond. As she drew closer she became
unsure of her decision. If she was wrong there would
be no turning back. Spike would never let her or the
other Scooby’s hear the end of it. And Tara would be
to hurt by her betrayal to stay. She would be on her
own.
Before her doubts could become to powerful she was at
Spikes door. Not wanting to hesitate anymore now that
she was here Willow reached up and knocked. It was
several long and painful moments before Spike
appeared. He hadn’t been taking care of himself
lately. His hair was a mess, sticking up at angles all
over his head. He wasn’t even wearing a shirt, just a
pair of his tight black jeans. But when Willow looked
into his eyes she could see the surprise in them
warring with the grief.
She no longer lacked for courage. That one look was
all she needed to know what she was doing was right.
She didn’t even allow him to speak before she reached
her arm up behind his head and pulled him down to her
lips. She released control of the passion that had
been building in side of her since the night of
Buffy’s death. As their mouths and tongues dueled and
tasted each other Willow’s other hand was busy running
over Spikes smooth chest, tracing the lines of his
muscles, and circling around his nipples.
Once over his initial shock Spike was quick to wrap
his arms around Willow drawing her body against his as
be picked her up and brought her further into the
Crypt while shutting the door. Never breaking the kiss
he brought her to his bed and laid her down upon it.
As he lay down beside her they broke apart long enough
for the to see the questioning look in his eyes. She
could feel his confusion over the situation. She could
hear his thought s wondering why she suddenly appeared
here tonight and why she wasn’t with her witch.
Deciding not to answer those questions with words
Willow dropped her head down to his chest and began to
trace circles on it with her tongue. She traces the
contours of his chest until she reached one of his
nipples. That she drew into her mouth and slowly
nibbled. Spike growled in pleasure at the sensations
she was causing and the brought one hand to her back
to feel her skin and the other slipped up the front of
her shirt and began to knead her breast.
A moan escaped her as his hands touched her and
wandered around her body. Deciding that she had to
have more of him Willow slowly kissed her way down
Spikes chest until she reached the top of his jeans.
Then she took a small amount of material near his
button between her teeth and pulled until the button
was undone. She then carefully took the zipper into
her mouth and ever so slowly undid the rest of his
jeans.
A moan escaped Spikes throat as Willow released his
aching need from the denim prison that had encased it.
But as soon as her tongue swirled around the head of
his penis, he growled and arched up trying to bring
himself into more contact, while Willow took the
opportunity to slide his jeans down his hips and off
his legs. She then began to slowly work her way down
the side of his cock slowly massaging first one side
then the other with her lips. Once she had him
slickened she brought one of her hands up to slowly
massage his balls, and she took him into her mouth and
applied pressure with her tongue while she engulfed
him.
Spikes growls became a roar as she took him inside
her. His hand became tangled in her hair as be she
continued her on-slought She continued to take him
into her mouth and slowly bring him back out for some
time before she felt she had her throat muscles
sufficiently loosened to take all of him in. Then she
sped up her pace and put a twist into her sucking
motions. Spike went craze as the combined sensations
from his cock and balls brought him closer and closer
to the bring. He began to thrust forward into Willow
as his control began to slip. The pace only grew
faster as Willow’s mouth grew tighter around his
aching shaft until Spike was pushed over the brink and
came screaming Willow’s name, spilling his seed deep
with in her throat.
After swallowing all of his essence, Willow crawled
back up his body until their heads were even and
before she could kiss him Spikes eyes opened flecked
with yellow, and he quickly moved her onto her back
and ripped her shirt open with a growl. Her eyes were
wide with surprise and desire when she felt the rush
of heat spread through her body at the look of passion
in his eyes and the desire she felt from their
connection. At Spikes knowing smirk she suddenly
became aware that he could feel her emotions as well.
She didn’t have time to wonder how long he had been
able to sense her feelings because his hand had moved
again to rip off her bra and his head had descended to
take one of her breasts into his mouth.
As his tongue rolled around her nipple and his other
hand ran along her stomach Willow lost the ability to
form coherent thought. All she could do was feel the
sensations this Vampire was creating in her and cry
out for more. Before she knew it her breasts and torso
were covered in little bruises and bite marks that
were Spikes gift to her. Some where along the way
Spike had divested her of her shoes pants and socks,
and now his head was between her thighs, teasing her
by running his tongue along her front of her panties.
By now she was so wet for him that she was completely
soaked and the taste and smell of her juices were
driving him wild. Sooner than he had planned Spike
ripped off her remaining garment and slowly slipped
and finger inside of her. Willow arched her hips up to
meet him as his name escaped her lips. All she could
do was moan as he continued to slip his hand into her
and our of her as his tongue began to slowly make
circles around her clit.
Willow was on fire with need wanting Spike now more
then she had ever wanted Tara or Oz. Her hands were in
his hair and her hips were thrusting into his face
trying to get the release he seemed to be denying her
when Spike finally seemed to take pity by trusting his
fingers into her quicker and with more force. His
tongue quite circling around her as he took her clit
into his mouth and began to suckle her for all he was
worth. Before long Willow came with the most powerful
orgasm she had had in her life, and Spike quickly
began to lap at her juices.
Just when she was able to catch her breath, Spike was
back on top of her, spreading her thighs apart with
his legs and ravishing her mouth. With one quick, hard
thrust, he was in side her. Before she knew it need
took over as Spike began a rhythm her body quickly
matched. They rocked together a mass of twisting limbs
and burning need, bringing each other closer to the
brink they so desperately needed to reach. It wasn’t
long before Willow was once again pushed over the edge
into orgasm as Spikes tongue dueled with hers, his
hands caressed her body, and his cock repeatedly
plunged into her. She wrapped her legs around him and
arched her back to bring him further inside of her as
she came screaming his name. Spike was soon to follow
as the feeling of her walls squeezing against him
pushed him over the edge as well, brining out the
demon in him he screamed her name right before sinking
his teeth inside of her neck and tasting her blood.
They lay together curled against each other and slowly
explored each others body with their hands. No words
were necessary as their feelings of contentment and
belonging were shared through their link. Willow knew
that come morning her life would change forever. There
was no turning away from the link she had created with
Spike, and she liked that thought. She hadn’t wanted
to hurt Tara like this, but Spike would be there to
help her. Together they would heal each other of the
pain they had felt over Buffy’s death, and they would
move on with their lives. She also knew that come
morning she would begin to find spells to take remove
Spike’s chip. The others wouldn’t need to know. But
she couldn’t stand to see or feel the pain it caused
Spike by not being able to be a whole vampire.
Besides, he needed to be able to defend himself, and
he shouldn’t have to depend upon the Scooby’s for
protection.
She knew that he would turn her someday, but that he
would wait until Dawn was grown. And after tonight,
she knew they were meant to spend eternity together.