Something's In The AirBy Mightbeme
Thoughts in * *
The edges of the darkness frayed and he felt himself starting to lift, his mind slipped out of dreams, disturbing dreams at that, and into conscious thought.
*Its dark still*
He couldn’t feel the heat of the sun anywhere, even through his closed lids he should still have been able to tell if it was day or night.
*I can’t move*
His mind was still not totally awake as he tugged at his bonds, he drifted further and felt his legs were restrained as well. Not too tight, the restraints were loose in that he could still move his arms and legs about 3 inches in either direction. His wrists and ankles were not chaffed, there was some sort of soft suede covering his skin under the ropes.
*Mmmmkinky*
Still he didn’t panic, even though he had the sense that there was someone else in bed with him. Nothing concrete like contact, or the warmth of skin, just a vague feeling that there was someone nearby. It wouldn’t be the first time he had been tied him up, but something felt ……..different, not wrong just not quite the same. He couldn’t touch……..her ? but he knew that there was a presence nearby.
“Anya”
He sighed her name, and then flinched as the memories of the wedding came back to him with a vengeance. Anya and him at the church, the fights, the demons, the overwhelming fear he felt deep inside. Fear that he’d never be enough, never be what she wanted him to be, that he would end up bitter and twisted and hurting…..her and him. He didn’t want that, better that it ends now, before she knew……… before he hurt her more.
Eyes broke slowly open, blinking in the soft moonlight that lit the shabby hotel room. A lumpy pillow was under his head and he turned to look around and inhaled the scent of not quite clean sheets, the sweat of whiskey, sour on his own skin, cigarette smoke and something else……familiar.
A frown crossed his brow as he recognised the scent, leather and ……Spike.
*Oh my god I know how Spike smells, this is so not good, no don’t panic he doesn’t know, he can’t know…..can he*
Breathing became slightly difficult and Xander had to mentally slap himself to get control of even that simple function. He turned his head in the other direction and came face to face with icy blue eyes. He swallowed and nearly choked on the sour taste in his mouth, the aftertaste of too much whiskey and not enough coke. He licked his dry lips and the icy eyes changed to…….amused?
His voice was normal and cheerful, not at all like he had Xander tied to a bed in a cheap motel room and he was planning to do dastardly things to him.
“Evening pet, feelin better now, you should do you know, you slept the day away, lazy git”
His glance slid down Xander’s body, and Xander felt compelled to follow it, he was still wearing his rented suit, minus the jacket. He looked around and saw it hanging limply over the back of a chair, the room itself was depressingly bare. He shook his head trying to clear it of the fog that seemed intent on closing in on him. His voice sounded funny to his ears, like it was a couple of octaves too high. He coughed and tired again, much to his relief the next try came out somewhere near normal.
“Umm Spike?”
The bleached menace crossed his arms behind his head and stretched out, wriggling his toes.
*MmmmSpike barefoot…that’s cute, no dammit not cute, god I am so dead*
“Yeah pet”
“Umm why am I tied up, and why are you here, and where are we, and how did you find me…”
That amused glance slid back up Xander’s body to the boy’s confused eyes, his slightly panicked voice fading away at the vampire’s possessive grin.
“One at a time pet, or you’ll have a coronary”
Xander sucked in a steadying breath and tried again,
“Ok why am I tied up?”
“Cause I like you like that”
Xander’s heartbeat jumped and he swallowed again, trying to keep the fear at bay, telling himself that he didn’t want to be here.
*Spike must be trying to get a rise out of me, oh god no….. don’t say rise, bad Xander down boy*
“Umm how did you find me”?
The vampire looked at the ceiling for a moment considering, choosing his words.
“You’re really not that hard to find whelp, and your lucky I did find you before you drowned yourself in that cheap piss”
Xander’s voice was slightly angry, and angry was good, cause he didn’t want to dwell on the whole being tied to the bed next to the evil undead.
“Did it not cross your tiny mind that I might not want to be found fangless”
Spike didn’t move, just looked at the ceiling until Xander found he wanted to look up there too, just to see what the hell Spike was looking at that was so fucking interesting.
“Just doin you a favour luv”
Xander choked on a laugh “You’ve got to be kidding. Okay I’m just not going to go into why that sounds so wrong coming from you”
No reaction to that one, well Xander wasn’t giving up just yet.
“Okay why are you here?”
Spike rolled onto his side facing him, one hand propping up his head the other lay along his body. Xander’s eyes widened slightly at the considering look the other man gave him.
“You tell me whelp”
“Huh, what the fuck does that mean”
Spike’s hand lazily moved from his hip and up to his chest where it fiddled with the buttons of the red silk shirt he wore. Xander’s eyes were glued to the minute movements of those nimble fingers. He felt his cock twitch at the thought of those cool digits tickling down his shaft. The human felt heat stain his cheeks as he blushed and hoped to hell that Spike didn’t notice. Too late a small smirk moved across the vampire’s mobile mouth, he leaned forward a little and sniffed, like he was scenting Xander.
“Pet one thing you have to learn about vampires is that we have an acute sense of smell”
“Uh uh which means what?”
He leaned in closer almost over Xander and breathed in again, a smile of satisfaction firmly in place. The closer he got, the harder Xander became, the younger man struggled with himself, trying with everything he had to will his erection away.
“I can smell how aroused you are Xannie, the pheromones in the air give you away”
Xander pushed himself back into the bed, horrified, his vocal chords frozen with shock.
*Omigodheknows,*
Spike leaned back again, satisfied at the guilty look on Xander’s face.
“For months now, I’ve been smelling you. You know at first I thought it was just about you and the demon chit, but then I noticed it when she wasn’t around. But I thought, your young, you probably swing both ways, or maybe you’re just horny. But then it kept happening, more and more, right up until the wedding. When I found out what happened I thought I’d look you up and find out what’s what.”
Xander pulled futilely at his restraints, just wanting to get the hell out of there. His breath started to come in short pants as he really started to panic.
“Spike let me go, your wrong, I’m not interested in you, I like girls, lotsa girls with breasts and soft hair and….. and….. and I am so not gay.”
Spike chuckled at the struggling man and placed a cool hand on his chest, Xander stilled as soon as Spike touched him. He shuddered slightly as the hand drifted down, slowly until in came to the bulge that was cruelly restrained by the formal pants he wore. The hand rubbed him and his cock twitched, Xander moaned and closed his eyes, mortified.
“You may not be interested in me Xan but your cock is.”
His face flushed, Xander’s mouth worked but nothing came out. Spike took pity on him and removed his hand. Xander opened his eyes and saw Spike…..up close. The vampire’s face was inches from his own, blue eyes crystal clear with intent.
“Oh”
That damm smile again and Spike added conversationally
“I think its time you explored your sexuality Xander”
“Omigodno….no no and no”
The hand moved back to his covered cock and squeezed slightly, Xander’s hips bucked up into the grip. He groaned and shook his head still trying desperately to protest.
“That doesn’t feel like a no, luv”
Xander’s face flamed, and he froze as he felt Spike bury his face in his neck, inhaling deeply the intoxicating scent of the human. A cool tongue touched his sensitive skin and he shivered as it licked up his neck to his ear. Sharp teeth latched on to his earlobe and gently tugged it into an equally cool mouth.
“Oh god”
He felt Spike smile and then the mouth was gone, and the hand as well. Xander breathed a sigh of relief and ………..disappointment.
* No, not disappointed, nope, not, nada……just want to get out of here. Don’t want to explore anything with Spike, even if he’s gorgeous and sexy and….omifuckinggod he’s getting undressed*
“Spike what the fuck are you doing?”
A tiny smile and the vampire coolly resumed undoing his shirt. Xander’s mouth went dry as one by one those nimble fingers parted the front of the red shirt. Pale flesh appeared and Xander couldn’t even swallow as finally the shirt was shrugged off those perfect shoulders and fell to the floor.
*Breathe Xander, breathe, breathing is good, oxygen is our friend*
Spike smiled evilly and ran his fingers around the waistband of his jeans, stopping them at the top button. He watched as Xander struggled to control his breathing, then one by one the buttons on his fly were undone.
“Gak”
Spike chuckled and knelt on the bed, his own pale cock framed by the jeans, surprisingly dark blonde pubic hairs curled around the base of the hard length.
“Whassat pet, at a loss for words are we, and you’re usually so articulate.”
Xander sucked in another deep breath, trying to force himself to look away, look at anything else but Spike’s cock.
*The wall, look at the wall stupid, don’t look at the sexy half naked vampire, arrrgggh fuck the wall I want Spike. *
The bed dipped as the blonde lay back down next to Xander, a cool hand ghosted over his chest and he shivered under the gentle touch.
“You feel a bit hot pet, what say we lose some of these clothes.”
Xander started and successfully wrenched his attention away from Spike’s hard cock and back up to his eyes. He had to get out of here before he did something stupid.
“Umm no I’m fine, not hot, ummm unless your gonna untie me and then that would be good cause I can’t get my shirt off while I’m tied up”
Spike raised an eyebrow at the stream of babble that Xander let loose, he reached over the bound man and smiled. The younger man held his breath and closed his eyes when their chests scraped over each other. When Spike moved back he held in his hand a sharp knife that he had retrieved from the bedside table. Xander opened his eyes and saw the knife, fear dominated his glance for a moment and then he asked.
“What do you think your gonna do with that fangless?”
Spike only grinned and ran the blade down to the cuff of Xander’s dress shirt, holding him still when he started to struggle and slicing up the inside of his sleeve as he protested.
“Hey I have to pay for this shirt if It’s damaged, dammit Spike”
“Don’t fret boy, I’ll pay for any damages”
“Right and you have that much money to spare, why don’t you just untie me”
He snorted with amusement and went back to slicing off Xander’s shirt.
“Yeah right, you’d just strip for me”
Xander went to say something then changed his mind and closed his mouth, Spike put the knife down and grabbed the each side of the material he’d cut.
“Yeah I thought so, I untie you and you’d be out that door so fast me head would still be spinnin.”
With that he ripped the material, Xander flinched but didn’t say anything, just waited while Spike disposed of the remains of his shirt. Cool evening breeze whispered across his chest causing his nipples to pebble up and goose bumps to appear on his arms. Spike pulled himself up to sit beside him, pulling the spare pillow up to cushion his back. He leaned against the headboard and pulled his legs up a bit, his hips were slightly lower than Xander’s head and the boy had a good view of Spike’s still hard cock. Xander tried not to look but found it difficult, he wrenched his eyes up to Spike’s face and flushed as he saw the heat in there.
“Like what you see mate”
Nnnn..no”
“Oh that was convincing, try it again……… with feeling this time”
“I don’t know what your talking about Spike, why don’t you let me go and we’ll forget all about this. I mean Buffy doesn’t have to know, but if you don’t let me go….”
Xander let the threat hang thinking that Spike would relent and release him. The blonde merely smiled and threaded a hand through Xander’s hair stroking the dark silky locks.
“Oh no, you can tell her, I’m sure she’s gonna believe you Xan, after all I am evil. But do you really want her to know how much you enjoyed yourself”
Xander stiffened trying to shake the hand off his head, he gritted his teeth and spat out the words.
“I’m not enjoying this”
Spike pointedly looked down at Xander’s crotch where his hardon threatened to burst out of his dress pants. Xander flushed but persevered, he would get out of this if it killed him….or Spike.
“Spike I’m 20 everything gives me a hardon”
“So you reckon that’s not for me then”
A glint of steely determination in those blue eyes and Xander had to force himself to remain calm and try to bluff his way out of this.
“No”
“Right, lets see shall we”
“Wha…what are you going to do”
“Don’t worry whelp, not gonna hurt you, just gonna make you admit it”
“Admit what”
“That you want me, of course, what sort of idiot are you”
“Hey I am not an idiot and why are you doing that”
Xander’s mouth went dry as he watched Spike reach down and adjust himself, pulling his cock and balls out of his pants. The bleached menace just smiled at him while he wrapped a hand around his cock, pulling back the foreskin and swiping a thumb over the tip.
“Uh Spike why are you doing that”
“Cause I want to, why does it bother you”
“Uh…umm…yeah”
“Good”
Xander’s cock throbbed as he watched Spike masturbate, the white hand gliding up and down the long length. He couldn’t look away, all his attention was fixed on the actions of that hand and the sounds Spike made as he pleasured himself. Spike himself watched Xander, saw the little thrusting motions the boy made with his hips. Felt the hot breath wash over his cock as Xander panted heavily, when the lad licked his lips Spike nearly came. He stopped for a moment and skinned his jeans off, spreading his legs apart before he resumed his steady stroking. Xander was mesmerised as Spike took one finger and sucked it into his mouth, he swallowed as he watched Spike reach around to insert it into his own ass.
“Oh god Spike”
Spike’s blue eyes bore into his as the vampire fingerfucked himself, his other hand never leaving his cock. He smiled at Xander as the boy strained to get closer, his denial long forgotten, blocked away by the sensual sight in front of him. Spike twisted and the skin of his hip touched Xander’s face, the boy breathed in deeply and kissed the pale expanse under his lips. Spike jumped as little nipping kisses trailed over his hipbone, he turned further and watched as Xander was confronted by his drooling cock. The boy stared as a clear bead of precome pearled at the tip, he reached his tongue out and caught it, causing the man above him to shudder in delight. The awkward position was forgotten momentarily, by the sensations given from the questing tongue. But then Spike removed his fingers and quickly straddled Xander’s chest. Dark chocolate eyes stared up at him, he took his cock in his hand and rubbed it across full lips. Hesitation shone in those depthless eyes and then a tongue flicked out, tasting, testing, teasing and Spike groaned. Xander licked the cock in front of him, wishing Spike would rise up a little so he could get it in his mouth. As if reading his mind the vampire leant forward his cock disappearing into Xander’s hot mouth. The boy’s eyes closed as he carefully sucked Spike’s cock.
*I can’t believe I’m doing this, god he tastes good*
“Oh jesus Xander your so hot”
Spike held the headboard of the bed and shallowly thrust into Xander’s mouth. Before he could come he pulled out, falling back onto the bed. Xander looked at him dazedly like a kid who’d lost his lollipop.
“Still reckon you don’t want me”
Silence reigned and Spike decided that now would be a good time to tease the human.
“For someone who I assume has never done that before, your damm good, but you could do with a few lessons”
Xander flushed and looked away
“I suppose you want to teach me”
“Damm right, so we may as well start with lesson one”
He reached down and unzipped Xander’s pants, he thought for a second and moved to untie the boy’s legs. Xander waited till his legs were free and tried to kick Spike, but the vampire was expecting it and just grabbed his legs.
“Hey now none of that now”
“Spike let me go”
“Sorry whelp your stayin, after all I gotta have my evil way with you. We vampires are partial to the willing virgins.”
“Well I’m not willing and I’m not a virgin”
Spike arched his eyebrow,
“So you’ve taken it up the ass before then”
Xander blushed bright red and stuttered out an answer.
“Nnnn..nnnooo”
“Well then your still virgin for all intents and purposes.”
Xander recovered and snarled out a protest.
“Well I’m damm well not willing so let me go”
Spike grabbed his pants and pulled them down and off his legs in one go, he held Xander’s ankles as the boy struggled and pushed his legs up to his chest. His gaze slid up over his exposed ass and genitals to his chest and then to his confused eyes.
“Oh you’ll be willing, you can bet on it, I’m gonna fuck your sweet ass and your gonna love it”
Xander shivered and his cock twitched at the heat filled words spoken in that conversational English accent. Spike dropped his legs and lay between them, Xander looked down and saw the blonde head hovering over his cock. He had to suck in a breath as that cool mouth covered his burning head. Spike slowly slid down Xander’s cock, all the way until he could feel the hot head in the tight confines of his throat and feel wiry pubic hairs brushing his lips. The boy under him shuddered and Spike smiled and withdrew almost to the tip before taking him all in again and again. Xander’s world was reduced to the mouth on his cock and his heart hammering in his chest. He tried to thrust up into the cool depths but firm hands kept him still. Spike kept sucking him until he thought he’d cry from the intensity. It was the vampire swallowing around his cock that threw him over the edge, crying out as he spilled his hot seed.
“Unnnggh god Spike,cumming”
He fell back spent on the bed, feeling relaxed and dazed. He could feel Spike nursing his cock in his mouth, making sure he got every single drop of cum. He felt something cool brush his asshole and he clenched his cheeks. The mouth kept going sucking and licking until he started to relax again, his cock showing some interest and was hardening a little. The finger didn’t go away it stayed and just brushed over his puckered entrance until he started to relax. It didn’t feel so bad, just strange, the finger left and then was back, slippery this time. It ran around and around his hole until it dipped in just a little, testing the resistance. The mouth around his cock worked harder and Xander started to thrust a little, the finger dipped into the first knuckle and Xander didn’t protest. It thrust in and out gradually until the whole finger was embedded in his ass. It departed and then returned with a friend, the two slippery fingers started to saw in and out. Xander squirmed a little as the uncomfortable feeling changed, the fingers started to scissor and he tried to pull away. The fingers stayed and changed direction, they crooked and searched before brushing something inside him that made pretty colours burst behind his lids. He opened his eyes expecting to see the aftershocks like when you look at fireworks but he only saw smiling blue eyes and his cock moving in and out of that beautiful mouth. The fingers pushed in again and Xander spread his legs wider pushing down trying to get that feeling again. He squirmed and pleaded with his eyes, but the fingers didn’t touch that spot again. He felt hot and needy and he could feel his cock leaking into Spike’s mouth. He thrashed his head and pulled on his bonds, wanting, needing but not sure what he wanted, what he needed.
“Please, Spike, please”
The mouth left his cock and he stared down into Spike’s face, a satisfied look firmly fixed on it.
“Ah you beg prettily Xander, what do you want, tell me”
Face flaming as he remembered his protests of a few minutes ago, Xander mumbled.
“Againplease”
The fingers stilled and Xander thrashed again trying to force himself down on them.
“Pardon I don’t believe I heard you”
“Arrrgghh you bastard, do it again”
“Well no need to shout, you only had to ask.”
Xander arched and groaned as Spike mercilessly rubbed his fingers over his prostate.
“Is that what you wanted Xander”
“Unnghfuckinhellgoodfuckmeohgodfuckme”
Spike smiled at the moaning thrashing human, sweat covered his brow causing damp locks to fall into those lust-maddened eyes. Muscles gleamed and rippled under golden skin, as the man under him tried to reach orgasm.
“I do believe I heard an invitation”
Spike pushed Xander’s knees up to his chest and hooked them over his shoulders. One handedly he lubed up his cock, taking unneeded breaths to calm himself as he removed his fingers and lined up his cock.
“Noooooooooobackwantitback”
“Shhh hush Xanpet this’ll be better, bigger, just let me….”
Spike rubbed his cockhead around Xander’s entrance, the human felt the hardness there and pushed down until the head passed though the tight ring. Spike’s hand wrapped around Xander’s dick trying to distract him from the momentary pain of something bigger than 2 fingers trying to gain entrance. Spike’s expert stroking on Xander’s cock relaxed him and the vampire pushed in slowly, waiting until he was firmly embedded balls deep in Xander’s virgin ass. Spike leaned down and kissed Xander softly, surprised brown eyes lanced into his and the vampire began to move gently.
“Does that feel good”?
“Oh god yes”
Spike started to thrust harder, angling so that he hit Xander’s prostrate every other time. The boy moved with him quickly establishing a rhythm, Spike watched as Xander came closer and closer to the edge. He went totally still went he felt the boys ass start to clench around his cock. Xander squirmed and tried to fuck himself onto Spike’s cock, frustration, anger and despair etched on his face. Xander whined,
“Spike”
“Xander do you want me”
Xander ground his teeth together and spat out the words.
“Yes dammit I want you”
He was rewarded with a thrust and fire burned along his nerve endings.
“Do you want me to fuck you”?
Xander calmed himself and opened his eyes, lust burning there.
“Yes I want you to fuck me, now would be good”
Another thrust and Xander’s breath hitched as he murmured.
“Oh god yes now is very good”
“Tell me the truth, you wanted me before this didn’t you”
Xander fell suddenly serious, his face unsure and his voice soft.
“I….I’ve wanted you for a long time….its why I couldn’t marry Anya”
Spike was stunned, he had not expected that confession, his heart swelled and he let himself sink into Xander’s tight heat. He found himself kissing Xander with all the passion he had, finding it matched and returned by the young human. He felt himself moving, thrusting in and out, building the tempo until neither one of them could stand the pace anymore. Xander’s broken wail and the heat of his come spraying across his stomach pushed him harder, the rippling contractions of his lover’s ass completely undid him. He thrust raggedly until he could thrust no more, the cum sucked out of him by Xander’s grasping ass.
“Oh god Xanlove”
Spike fell onto Xander’s heaving chest, letting the boys legs drop down. After a moment he crawled over him to lie down at his side, his head pillowed on the humans chest. He reached up and undid the ropes, Xander pulled his arms down and wrapped them around his vampire. They lay there quietly for long minutes recovering, Spike rolled over to lay his folded hands on Xander’s chest. Blue eyes regarded smiling brown ones, a small smile crossed the cool lips.
“So you sorry Xan”
A resigned smirk was plastered onto those pouty lips and Xander merely shrugged.
“No, what’s to be sorry for. I’ve been dreaming of this for a long time. I just never thought it would happen that’s all”
Spike’s hand reached out and caressed Xander’s cheek,
“It was always gonna happen luv, I was just biding my time”
Xander laughed and Spike smiled at the rich sound echoing around the cheap room.
“And we all know how patient you are don’t we”
Spike’s eyes turned a dark blue and Xander was suddenly aware of everything about the blonde man.
“You were always gonna be mine Xander, and now that you are well lets just say I don’t share”
Xander shivered in anticipation, he never expected this from Spike, he always thought that if he was ever fucked by him he would be gone as soon as it was over…..alerting all and sundry about it on the way out the door.
“You…..you still want me, I mean in a …….I dunno a boyfriend sorta way ?”
Spike smiled evilly, and Xander’s breath caught, he forced himself to expel it.
“Course I want you in a boyfriend way, your mighty fine for a human”
“And I think that was a compliment…thanks I think. What about Buffy, you sure you want to go out with me, it could be …….difficult.”
Xander frowned and then dismissed the uncharitable thoughts about the slayer.
“Nah she’ll be right, not much she can do about it is there”
“ You mean besides staking your ass”
“Well then you’ll just have to save me wont you”
Spike batted his eyes and Xander laughed, he hadn’t felt this good in a long time.
“Always fangless, I am after all yours now aren’t I”
Spike growled and rolled on top of him pressing his hands down into the bed, he ground his half hard cock against Xander’s groin.
“And don’t you forget it, your ass is mine”
“Oh god, you can have it”
Spike leered and rubbed some more.
“See told you ya wanted me”
“Spike shut up and fuck me”
“Yes dear”
~Fin~