Future Childe
by Ariel Dawn
Summery: In which Buffy gets some sense ranted at her
Disclaimer: Buffy and Spike aren’t mine, I just make them play out ‘what if’
scenarios
Author’s note: Thanks again to all my reviewers. Feedback is very much welcomed!
Quotes from the episode Reptile Boy and Halloween. *denotes thought*
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Chapter 4 : Secrets and Lies
Buffy didn’t remember how they got onto this topic. Think it started out about
weird dreams that each of them had. Luckily Buffy had caught herself before she
mentioned exactly who had been featuring prominently in her dreams. And it
wasn’t exactly the topic to be discussing in the hallways of Sunnydale high.
“You dreamed about Angel again?” asked Willow.
Sure it was a lie, but really what else could she do? *Hate keeping secrets from
Willow.*
“Third night in a row.”
“What did he do in the dream?”
“Stuff.” *Oh god the stuff,* made her wet just thinking about the dream. She was
sure that if Spike knew what she had been thinking she wouldn’t be walking down
the hall with Willow, she’d find herself suddenly naked and under her peroxide
blond vampire lover.
“Oh! Stuff!” Willow had a grin on her face. Yep she got it.
Buffy smiled
“Was it one of those vivid dreams where you could feel his lips and smell his
hair?”
“It had surround sound. I'm just thinking about him so much lately.”
“You two are so right for each other. Except for the, uh...”
“Vampire thing.” supplied Buffy. But that wouldn’t be a problem eventually.
“That doesn't make him a bad person. Necessarily.”
Buffy completely agreed. Except that the one she really wanted was the Bad
Vampire.
“I'm brainsick.” said Buffy thinking about her attraction to Spike. It was the
only explanation. But oh, Willow was still thinking that this conversation is
about Angel. “I can't have a relationship with him.”
“Not during the day, but you could ask him for coffee some night. It's the
non-relationship drink of choice.” offered the red head. “It's not a date, it's
a caffeinated beverage. Okay, sure, it's hot and bitter like a relationship that
way, but... “
Buffy hadn’t noticed Xander entering hearing range.
“What's like a relationship?” asked Xander
“Nothing I have.” stated Buffy, a little to fast. *What if they think something
is up?* “Coffee?”
Hoping to get out of this conversation, Buffy stopped for a drink at the
fountain. The bell rung.
“Oh! I told Giles I'd meet him in the library ten minutes ago! Aw, he won't be
upset. There hasn't been much paranormal activity lately.”
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But he was upset. Complete lecture and pace mode Giles was waiting for her in
the Library.
“Just because the paranormal is more normal and less... para of late is no
excuse for tardiness or letting your guard down.” lectured Giles.
“I haven't let my guard down.” she protested.
“Oh, really? You yawned your way through weapons training last week, you, you,
you, you skipped hand-to-hand entirely... Are you gonna be prepared if a demon
springs up behind you and does this?”
Giles swung his arm over her shoulder from behind. Catching his arm, she grabbed
it and pulled it behind his back, forcing him down, clearly in pain.
*Boring*, thought Buffy. The only reason she yawned through weapons training
last week was because she had been having mind blowing sex with Spike the night
before, nearly all night long.
“Yeah, well, I'm, I'm not a demon. Which is why you should let go now.” said
Giles.
Buffy let her watcher go. *He’s so obvious.*
“Thank you.” Giles rubbed his wrist for good measure. “When you live on top of
a... a mystical convergence it's only a matter of time before a fresh hell
breaks loose. Now is the time that you should train more strictly, you should
hunt and patrol more keenly, you should hone your skills day and night.”
“And the little slice of life that still belongs to me from, I don't know, seven
to seven-oh-five in the morning, can I do what I want then?” asked Buffy
sarcastically.
“Buffy, you think I don't know what it's like to be sixteen?”
“No. I think you don't know what it's like to be sixteen. And a girl. And the
Slayer.”
“Fair enough, no, no, I-I don't.”
“Or what it's like to have to stake vampires while you're having fuzzy feelings
towards one?”
“Uh...” Giles stammered.
“Digging on the undead doesn't exactly do wonders for your social life.” she
ranted.
“Maybe..uh...‘digging on the undead’ isn’t something The Slayer should be doing.
You don’t have the luxury of experimentation Buffy. I am concerned that you may
be focusing too much on the social, and not enough on your duty. Being overly
friendly with vampires, regardless of your personal connection with them is
inherently dangerous given your chosen duty.”
“Right! Who needs a social life when you've got your very own Hellmouth?”
“Yes! Y-you, you, you have a duty, a-a-a purpose, y-y-you have a commitment in
life. Now how many people your age can say that?”
“We talkin' foreign or domestic? How 'bout none?”
“Well, here's a hard fact of life: we all have to do things we don't like! And
you have hand-to-hand this afternoon and patrol tonight. So I, I suggest you
come straight here at the end of, of period six a-and you get your homework
done. And don't dawdle with your friends.”
Buffy put on her pouty face. Rant-y Giles was no fun. The pouty face always
worked with Giles, and Spike for that matter.
“And, and don't think sitting there pouting is gonna get to me, because it
won't. It's not getting to me.”
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Buffy was lurking in their usual cemetery waiting for Spike, while ‘patrolling.’
As she walked Buffy spied a bracelet on the ground. Picking it up she felt
Vampire tinglies. Not the tinglies she wanted to feel but, still a vampire that
she didn’t want to kill.
“There's blood on it.” he said
*No hello from tall dark and broody?*
“Hi. It's nice to... Blood?” she asked.
“I can smell it.”
*Great another Vampire who thinks his nose will solve all mysteries.*
“Oh.” she said looking at the bracelet, “It's pretty thin. It probably belonged
to a girl.”
“Probably.”
“I-I was... just thinking, wouldn't it be funny some time to see each other when
it wasn't a blood thing.” she smiled, “Not funny ha, ha.”
“What are you sayin', you wanna have a date?”
“No.”
“You don't wanna have a date?”
“Who said 'date'? I-I-I never said 'date'.”
“Right. You just wanna have coffee or somethin'.”
“Coffee? Friends have coffee. Co-workers have coffee“
“I knew this was gonna happen.”
“What? What do you think is happening?”
“You're sixteen years old. I'm two hundred and forty-one.”
“I've done the math.”
“You don't know what you're doing, you don't know what you want...”
“Oh. No, I, I think I do. I want out of this conversation.” Buffy started to
walk past him. *God men! Just friends, I wanted to be just friends*
“Listen, if we date you and I both know one thing's gonna lead to another.”
“And again I say ‘date?’ I never said date. I realised a long time ago, Angel,
that we couldn‘t have a relationship.”
“I'm just tryin' to protect you. Vampires don‘t do normal relationships Buffy.
This could get outta control. ”
“This? There’s a this?”
Angel grabbed her shoulders and pulled her closer.
“This isn't some fairy tale. You’re the Slayer Buffy, you kill Vampires.” Angel
leaned in and inhaled close to her ear. “I think you should remember that. It’s
your job to protect the world, Buffy, not turn a blind eye when you don’t feel
like caring. You might end up dead again, and sooner than you think. There is
not happily ever after with my kind Buffy, only pain and death and blood.“
“No. I think you should remember I’m the Slayer, Angelus.“ she spat.
Pulling herself away from him, she turned and ran off. *Stupid Angel. Crap, now
Spike’s gonna smell him on me! Shit! Shower, now.* Buffy thought about his words
though. It was like he was on his own personal soap box, which frankly had
popped out of nowhere. Of course she knew she was the Slayer. It was something
she couldn’t forget even if she tried. Maybe him and Giles had gotten together
and decided today was rant at Buffy day? And she was doing her job, right?
Killing giant bugs, mummies, and vampires. Thoughts of vampires turned to
thoughts of Spike. Buffy’s eye went wide as a thought occurred to her. *Angel
knew! That was the only explanation! The rant, the sniffing, how stupid could I
be?*
Buffy didn’t get two blocks away from the cemetery before she ran into Spike.
She launched herself into his arms
“Goldilocks, what’s wrong?”
“Nothing”
“Angelus.” said Spike pushing her away from him a bit. “He kissed you!”
“No, he didn’t! I wouldn’t let him.” Buffy could feel her eyes getting all
watery.
“Tell me what happened, Buffy.”
“Nothing, I swear. We were talking, I might have suggested getting coffee.
Friends have Coffee you know.”
“And he took it for more than that.”
“Yes, reminding me that he’s a Vampire, that I’m only 16 and he’s 241. Making me
feel like a little girl, like I’m just a child. I’m not a kid!”
“No, you aren’t a kid, Buffy,” he said pulling her close to him again. “Why
would you want to friends with him anyway?”
“He’s already my friend, Spike. Maybe I want him to be happy for me, happy to
have me in the family.”
“Angelus will never be happy that you are in the family pet. He’ll see you as a
conquest that got away from him.”
“Conquest?”
“He probably wanks off thinking about you every night.”
“Eww gross, Spike.”
“So, were you going to ditch me tonight, leave me wandering the cemetery,
because sodding Angelus upset you?”
“Was going home to have a shower, knew you wouldn’t want to smell him on me.”
“Oh! That’s right considerate of you pet.” Spike said with a smile.
“I thought you’d think so. Care to join me? Mom’s not home tonight.”
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Buffy had a problem and she worried. Angel had to figure out that she didn’t
want to date him, and she had to get him off the idea that she was with Spike.
The only way she could think of to make sure that he got this idea through his
hair gelled head was to flaunt a boyfriend in front of him. Therefore, when
Cordelia practically forced her to attend a frat party, Buffy counted herself
very relieved that an opportunity had presented itself.
“You're going to the fraternity party? What made you change your mind?” asked
Willow after Buffy told her the encounter with Cordelia that afternoon.
“Angel.”
“He's going with you?” Willow looks to Xander “She's got a date with Angel!
Isn't that exciting?”
“I'm elated.” dead panned Xander.
“I-I'm not going with Angel. I'm going with -- ye gods -- Cordelia.” said Buffy
as she slowly left the lounge.
“Cordelia?!” exclaimed Willow. “Did I sound a little jealous just then, 'cause
I'm not really...” Willow followed Buffy out of the Lounge. “Cordelia?!”
“Cordelia's much better for you than Angel.” declared Xander as he hurried after
the two girls.
“What happened with Angel?” asked Willow as she finally caught up with Buffy.
“Nothing, as usual. A whole lotta nothing with Angel.”
“Bummer.” said Xander in his very articulate manner of speaking.
“I don't understand. I mean, he likes you. More than likes.” said Willow
confused.
“Angel barely says two words to me.” noted Buffy.
“Don't you hate that?” interjected Xander.
“And when he does, he treats me like I'm a child. And then he rants about how
evil vampires are, completely out of the blue.” ranted Buffy.
“That bastard!”
“You know, at least Tom can carry on a conversation.” said Buffy.
“Yeah! Tom? Who's Tom?”
“The frat guy.” explained Willow.
“Oh, Buffy, I don't think so. Frying pan, fire? You know what I'm sayin'.”
cautioned Xander.
“You know, Tom might just be the guy to make Angel see that I’m over his ass.”
said Buffy with a smile.
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“You know, I’m gonna stop telling you about my day. If you get all worked up
like this.” Buffy said trying to down play exactly how big a deal it was that
she was almost eaten by a big snake demon in a frat house.
“You don’t think I have a right to get worked up? Last time I checked, you
belong to me Buffy. I think I’m well within my right to get right pissed off if
you are almost eaten! Especially by someone who isn’t me.” argued Spike.
“It’s not like I planned it that way. I didn’t go to that party to get eaten by
a large snake Spike!”
“And just why did you go to the party pet?”
“I wanted to show Angel that I’m over him. I can’t go displaying you all about
town now can I? I thought if he saw me with a regular guy that he’d see it’s
over and he’d stop trying!”
“Instead he had to rescue you like a damsel in distress.”
“He did not! I slayed that snake dude good. Spike...there‘s more...I think...”
“Buffy! Get off the phone! I need to make a call!” shouted her mother from down
stairs.
Buffy exhaled loudly, “I’ve got to go Spike. See you tomorrow? I’m going to the
Bronze tomorrow night and then we can patrol?”
“Sure Goldilocks.”
“I’ll be thinking naughty thoughts of you in my sleep...”
“Care to give me an idea what those thoughts would be?”
“Buffy!” shouted her mother again.
“Gotta go, love you!”
Buffy hung up exasperated. “I’m off the phone already!” she shouted down to her
mother.
“Will I ever get to meet this boyfriend of yours that you spend so much time on
the phone with?” asked her mother from Buffy’s bedroom doorway.
“Someday, he’s not really, comfortable meeting you yet. He’s got this thing
about meeting parents.”
“Buffy, you shouldn’t be nervous about bringing him home to meet me. I’m a very
understanding person. I’m sure I will like any boy you bring home for me to
meet.”
“Thanks mom.”
Buffy started to get ready for bed. *Will you be understanding if you knew that
he was a 117 year old vampire who is gonna kill me in 2 years?*
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“Says here that they've all been sentenced to consecutive life sentences.
Investigators found the bones of missing girls in a huge cavern beneath the frat
house. And older bones dating back fifty years.” said Xander as he read the
Sunnydale press.
Buffy looked at Willow and mimicked grossed out look #14.
“A surprising number of corporations whose chairmen and founders are former
Delta Zeta Kappas are suffering from falling profits, IRS raids... Ooo, and
suicides in the boardroom. Hmm. Starve a snake, lose a fortune. Boy, I guess the
rich really are different, huh?” continued Xander.
“Have you heard from Angel?” said Willow obviously trying to change the subject.
“When he got so mad about you being in danger, and changed into a grr, it was
the most amazing thing I ever saw. I mean, how many guys can...” Willow trailed
off.
“Angel, Angel, Angel. Does every conversation we have have to come around to
that freak?” said Xander unaware that Angel was in fact right behind him. “Hey,
man, how you doin'?” Xander recovered pretty well from his shock at having
insulted the vampire.
“Buffy.” greeted the vampire in question
“Angel.”
“Xander!” spoke Xander the comedian.
“I hear this place, uh, serves coffee. I thought maybe you and I should get
some. Sometime. If you want.” said Angel.
Buffy smiled a bit. “Yeah. Sometime. I'll let you know.”
Buffy got up and left the Vampire and her friends sitting at the table. It was
time to go patrolling with Spike.
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So while on the way to the non date with Angel, to tell him that there was no
way that they would ever work out, and that she only really wanted to be friends
and possibly find out if he actually knew about her and Spike, she was ambushed
by vampires, again. *All I wanted to do was go and have coffee with my ex love
interest, and now I have straw in my hair*, Buffy complained to herself. The
whole thing got her really mad, because they were Spike’s minions.
As she walked into the dark atmosphere of the Bronze Buffy saw Cordelia and
Angel sitting at a table having coffee. *Good maybe I don’t need to have this
conversation.* Buffy turned to leave.
“Buffy?” came Angel’s voice behind her.
Caught she turned around.
“Hi! I'm...”
“Late.”
“Rough day at the office.”
Angel reached up to her hair and pulled out a piece of straw. “So I see.”
“Hey, it's a look. A seasonal look.”
Then, just what she needed, Cordelia was there, behind Angel, just waiting to be
a bitch.
“Buffy. Love the hair. It just screams street urchin.” noted Queen C as she
left.
“Know what? I need to go...” said Buffy “put a bag over my head.”
“Don't listen to her. Please. You look fine.” offered Angel.
“You're sweet. A terrible liar, but sweet.”
“I thought we had...”
“Coffee. So did I. But who am I kidding? Going out for coffee with friends are
things normal girls do. Girls who have time to think about nail polish and
facials. You know what I think about? Ambush tactics. Beheading. Not exactly the
stuff dreams are made of. I‘m sure Cordelia will keep you company.”
And with that Buffy walked out the door.
*Yep Big Chicken.*
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Buffy backed away from the livid Xander towards Willow. Ok, so making sure
friends don’t get beaten by large football players...apparently not something
she was supposed to do today.
“I think I just violated the guy code big time.” said Buffy as she sat down in
the Lounge. Obviously she wasn’t supposed to save Xander from a pummelling.
“Poor Xander. Boys are so fragile. Speaking of, how was your date last night?”
asked Willow.
“Was not a date Will!. Coffee! Remember? Non-relationship beverage of choice? I
was late due to unscheduled slayage. Showed up looking trashed.”
“Was he mad?”
“Actually he was pretty unmad. Which probably had something to do with the fact
that Cordelia was drooling in his cappuccino.”
“Oh, Buffy. Angel would never fall for her act.”
“You mean that 'actually showing up, wearing a stunning outfit, embracing
personal hygiene' act? Why not? It‘s not like I‘ve been available. Not exactly
the kind of girl that‘s easily seen, in a social sense.”
“You know what I mean. Uh, she's not his type.”
“Are you sure? I mean, I don't know what his type is. I've known him less than a
year, and if you haven't noticed, he's not exactly one to over share.”
“True. It's too bad we can't sneak a look at the Watcher diaries and read up on
Angel. I'm sure it's full of fun facts to know and tell.”
“Yeah. It's too bad. That stuff is private.” And Buffy wasn’t thinking about
Angel anymore. *Who cared what Angel’s type was? Spike on the other hand was in
the watcher diaries too.*
“Also Giles keeps them in his office. In his personal files.”
“Most importantly, it would be wrong.”
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Buffy had borrowed Giles’ watcher diaries, for homework. Willow had wanted to
borrow with out telling. But Buffy figured the truth was better. She had told
Giles she wanted to read up on what she could expect from Spike. Giles had
handed her a volume dedicated on the scourge of Europe, which had satisfied
Willow.
Buffy sat in the middle of her living room with books scattered all around her.
“Wow, I’ve never seen you so into homework before,” said her mother coming in
from the kitchen.
“Not homework, costume researching,”
“Ok, I’ll pretend I understand...wait no I won’t. Why do you have to research
your Halloween costume?”
“Just do. Not liking what I’m finding though. 1880 was a good year for hoop
makers.”
“Huh?”
“Hoop skirts” said Buffy pointing to the picture in front of her.
“Pretty,”
“Very, but heavy,”
“Aren’t you meeting Willow for costume shopping?” her mother asked.
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Deeply entrenched in the commercialism that was Halloween, Buffy had agreed to
go costume shopping. It was completely unfair that she had to be out on
Halloween. The one night a year that she didn’t have to patrol, and Principal
Snyder had roped her in to escorting small children around to get candy. She and
Spike had made plans to watch vampire movies and critique them.
“What'd you get?” Buffy asked Willow.
“A time-honoured classic!” said Willow proudly as she held up her ghost costume.
“Okay, Will, can I give you a little friendly advice?”
“It's not spooky enough?”
“It's just... you're never gonna get noticed if you keep hiding. You're missing
the whole point of Halloween.”
“Free candy?” said a smiling Willow.
“It's come as you aren't night. The perfect chance for a girl to get sexy and
wild with no repercussions.”
“Oh, I don't get wild. Wild on me equals spaz.”
“Don't underestimate yourself. You've got it in you.”
“Hey, Xander!” greeted Willow, clearly avoiding. “What'd you get?”
Xander pulled out a toy military rifle out of his bag and held it up for Willow
to see.
“That's not a costume.”
“I got fatigues from an Army surplus at home. Call me the Two-Dollar Costume
King, baby!” said Xander proudly.
“Hey, look, Xander... I'm... really sorry about this morning.” said Buffy trying
to apologise.
“Do you mind, Buffy? I'm trying to repress.”
“Okay, then I promise, from now on I'll let you get pummelled.” said Buffy as
she put her chin on his shoulder and pouted.
“Thank you. Okay, y'know, actually I think I could've t... “ Xander trailed off.
Buffy didn’t mean for her attention to drift, but at the back of the store,
Buffy noticed the most beautiful dress she had ever seen. There, on a dummy was
a pale pink, hoop skirt, gown. She slowly walked over to it.
“Hello! That was our touching reconciliation moment there.” complained Xander.
“I'm sorry, it's just... Look at this.” said Buffy basking in the gown’s beauty.
“It's amazing.” agreed Willow.
“Too bulky. I prefer my women in spandex.” commented Xander.
“Please, let me.” said the store owner, coming up behind them and taking the
dress off the dummy.
“Oh, i-it's...” Buffy couldn’t find the words, she was sure that this dress was
there just for her.
“Magnificent. Yes, I know. There.” said the man holding it up to her in the
mirror. “My. Meet the hidden princess. I think we found a match. Don't you?”
“Oh, uh, I-I'm sorry. There's no way I could ever afford this.”
“Oh, nonsense. I feel quite moved to make you a deal you can't refuse.” said the
shop keeper.
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Staring at herself in her full length mirror, putting on earrings, Buffy
couldn’t help but think about what Spike was going to think when he saw her in
this dress. Her hair was done up in ringlets, forgoing Willow’s idea of a wig.
Spike liked her blonde hair. She was his Goldilocks after all.
“Where're you meeting Angel?” asked Willow from the bathroom.
“Huh? I never said I was meeting Angel.” said Buffy confused.
“You said you had plans after. I guessed they were Angel plans.”
“Oh, I guess you would assume that. Makes sense.” Buffy furrowed her brow.
“So, where're you meeting Angel?” asked Willow from the bathroom.
“Here. After trick-or-treating. Mom's gonna be out.” Buffy winced, she was
getting further and further into this lie.
“Does he know about your costume?”
“Nope. Call it a blast from his past. I'll show him I can coif with the best of
'em.” Buffy turned to face the bathroom , “Okay, Willow, come out. You can't
hide in there all night.”
“O-okay, but, but promise you won't laugh?”
“I promise.”
Willow opened the door and came out wearing boots, a short, black leather skirt
and a burgundy, long-sleeved, V-necked, tummy exposing top.
“Wow! You're a dish!”
Willow tried to hide herself with her ghost costume, but Buffy snatched it away
from her and tossed it aside.
“I mean, really.” continued Buffy.
“But this just isn't me.”
“And that's the point.” Buffy walked around her friend to show her, her
reflection “Look, Halloween is the night that not you is you, but not you.
Y'know? Hey before I saw this dress, I was gonna go as a Goth Vamp, ironic, but
not me...the whole point of Halloween”
Down stairs the door bell rang.
“Oh! That's Xander. Are you ready?”
“Yeah. O-o-okay.”
“Cool! I can't wait for the boys to go non-verbal when they see you!”
Carefully Buffy negotiated the stairs, with her hoop skirt. *No wonder these
things went out of style*. Buffy opened the door to reveal Xander decked out in
Army regalia.
“Private Harris reporting for... Buffy! Lady of Buffdom, Duchess of Buffonia, I
am in awe! I completely renounce spandex!”
Buffy curtseyed “Thank you, kind sir.” Buffy was trying out a Birtish accent,
but it didn’t quite sit right.
Xander took a bow.
“But wait till you see...” trailed off Buffy as they looked up the stairs to see
a sheet covered Willow.
“Hi.” greeted Willow.
“...Casper.” finished Buffy.
“Hey, Will! That's a fine boo you got there.” joked Xander.
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At first he had been delighted to find that most of the population of this hum
drum town had been turned into their Halloween costumes. Made for an interesting
night to say the least. Best Halloween ever. They were usually very dull days,
staying in to watch The Great Pumpkin with Dru.
With all this chaos, he supposed he should have left the Slayer to do what she
did best, but his curiosity got the better of him. Sure he was going to see
Buffy later, movie watching and all. Maybe she had dressed up for him. Knowing
her she was probably dressed in her punk outfit, she didn’t get to wear it very
often, not in public anyway. What would her friends think if they knew that she
was at heart into punk?
Ducking behind a tree Spike barely escaped being noticed by Angel and, Buffy’s
friend, the whelp, and some chit, in a cat outfit.
“Are you sure she came this way?” asked the boy.
“No.” snapped Angel
“She'll be okay.” said the bint confidently.
“Buffy would be okay. Whoever she is now, she's helpless. C'mon!” urged Angel.
The realisation hit Spike like a ton of bricks. Buffy was helpless out there
somewhere. He just had to find her. He followed her scent, which was laced with
fear. What the hell was she dressed up as?
Spike found her in a warehouse, huddled in a corner.
“Buffy?” he called out into the space.
“Who are you?” she whispered, British accent and all, as he approached.
“Look at you? Reminds me of what the ladies wore when I was in school. Did you
dress like this for me, luv?”
“I don’t know what you are talking about, Sir. I dress for no one but myself.”
“Well I like it, luv.”
“Are you here to protect me from the demons, like the others?”
“Yeah, that’s right, Goldilocks.”
“Will you make sure that I’m safely delivered home? I’m certain that if I don’t
return home soon, my honour will be ruined forever.”
“Oh luv, your honour was ruined a long time ago.”
“I beg your pardon! That is an awful thing to say.”
“Buffy, luv, I don’t know what’s made you lose your memory, but you and I are
very well acquainted.”
“Are we courting?”
“Yes, you could say that luv,” Spike laughed.
“Engaged?”
“You belong to me.”
Spike led her away from the corner and twirled her around.
“Got to say Goldilocks, love the outfit.”
“Thank you kind sir.. forgive me, I seem to have forgotten your name.”
“William”
“William.” she said with a shy smile.
“Let’s get you home luv.”
Spike held her hand as he led her towards the exit of the warehouse. Suddenly
Angel, in game face no less, the boy, the bint and the red head burst onto the
scene.
“Buffy!” shouted Angel, “Get away from him!”
“It’s the demon! The Vampire!” cowered Buffy, clinging to Spike.
Spike smiled.
“That it is luv,” noted Spike.
“Let her go Spike!” yelled Angel.
“No, I think I’ll let the lady decide that. What do you say, Goldilocks, who
would you rather go with, this big lout, or yours truly?”
“You William. I don’t even know him. You are my betrothed.” said Buffy
carefully.
“Betrothed? What garbage have you been telling her?” said Angel.
“Wouldn’t you like to know.”
Angel lunged at Buffy, to pull her away from Spike. Spike pulled Buffy behind
him and set about to defend his lady from the poofter. Angel got in a few blows
to Spike’s jaw before Spike managed to knock his grandsire down.
“Oh, William, you saved me from that brute!” declared Buffy wrapping her arms
around Spike.
All of a sudden there was a change.
“What the...” asked the boy as his rifle was suddenly of the toy variety once
again.
“Hi, honey. I’m home” said Buffy muffled into Spike’s chest.
Buffy looked up at her comforter and smiled.
“Goldilocks.”
“Spike”
“You are so gonna get it now, buster.” said the boy.
Buffy didn’t let go of Spike.
“I’ll see you later?” Buffy asked Spike so quietly that only he could hear her.
He nodded.
“Why isn’t she hitting him?” asked the boy.
“Thrall me Spike...“ Begged Buffy. “It’s the only way...”
Spike dipped his head in acknowledgement. “Don’t move until I’m gone” he said in
a steady voice. With that he stepped back and stalked out of the warehouse.
Angel and Xander rushed to Buffy‘s side as soon as Spike was out of the way.
Buffy stood motionless for a few seconds. Xander started to shake Buffy into
response.
“Xander! Cut it out!“ yelled Buffy as she regained her ability to control her
body.
“What did he do?“ asked Xander.
“Thrall”
“Huh?“
“He put Buffy under his control, she was powerless to stop him.“ supplied Angel.
“How long has this been going on?“
“A long time” said Buffy trying to sound sad.
“What! You are under some sort of vampire mind control thingy? How could you not
tell us?“ ranted Xander.
“Enough, Xander, let’s go,” said Buffy hiking her skirts and walking out of the
warehouse.
“Aren’t you going to go after him and stake him?”
“No, Xander I’m not, he didn’t hurt me, let’s go. Angel, you are coming too.”
“Buffy?” questioned Angel.
“God, are you dense much?” said Buffy exasperated.
“I can’t believe you just let him go!” said Xander, “ I mean, where was the
staking action, the pounding and the hitting?”
“Xander! Can you honestly see me fighting anyone in this dress? Let’s go find
Willow.”
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Spike rang the doorbell of 1630 Revello dr. From the other side of the door he
could hear a few muttered expletives, as Buffy tried to manage the stairs. She
opened the door with a smile.
“Good evening Sir,” she said as she curtseyed. “Do come in” Buffy had for gone
her British accent in favour of making herself sound as refined as she could.
Spike smiled. “I believe, Miss Summers, that we had an appointment?” he said as
he crossed the threshold of the house.
“Indeed we do, Sir.” Buffy shut the door and faced her guest. “Perhaps we should
retired to the salon,”
Spike took her hand and pressed it to his lips. “Miss Summers, you are a radiant
beauty, I feel that I should warn you, I am just a mere man, and am unlikely to
be able to resist your delightful charms.”
“Sir! I do protest! I would never... What is it that you want here, Sir?”
“Only you” he answered.
With a smile she led him to her room and shut the door. She inched nearer
towards him until she was only millimetres from his skin.
“I want you,” she whispered in his ear, letting her tongue glide over his ear
and neck and back up until she reached his mouth.
His hands reached out and pulled out the laces of her corset. He slid the
sleeves of her dress down, letting the whole contraption fall heavily to the
floor, revealing a white lace bra, and a pair of white bicycle shorts. Slowly he
let slip the straps and began to kiss her shoulders, collar bones and down
towards her breasts. She inhaled deeply as he ran his tongue over her nipples,
one then the other. He returned to her mouth only to find her finding a way
lower and lower on his body. She stopped her expectant kisses only to undo his
pants and let them slide to the floor. With her tongue she explored every part,
letting it slide along his shaft slowly, finally taking him in her mouth for a
few moments. She stood back up, eagerly removing his last piece of clothing.
Spike reached out and slid her shorts down past her ankles. The two toppled on
to the bed and she sat atop him for a milliseconds before he realised that there
was no fabric between him and her. They both smiled as he slipped inside her.
Starting slow, they moved together but their passions would not allow them to
savour the moment. Faster and harder they heaved and pulsated, clinging even
more tightly and closely. She could feel him moving within her up and down,
rubbing and throbbing. She screamed as climax rippled through her body. She sank
back on the pillows, her spent lover still holding her hand, their fingers
intertwined.
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Buffy lay on her bed, covered by a sheet, panting.
“Definitely more fun getting out of the dress than getting in it.” she said
breathless.
Spike rolled closer to her on the bed. “Won’t get an argument from me there,
Goldilocks. You never told me what the super friends thought about you leaving
me there to escape.”
Buffy laughed.
“I explained that I wasn’t able to fight you with the dress on. I think Xander
bought it, Angel, not so much. I think he thinks I’ve been under your thrall for
a while. He seemed to accept it. He’s probably talking with Giles about it right
now,” she sighed “Whatever happened to watching movies?”
“This is better than movies,” said Spike as he started to kiss her neck. “You
never told me, why’d you dress up for me? Like a Victorian Lady no less.”
“You were a Victorian gentleman William. ‘Sides, I like dressing up for you.”
She said as she laced her fingers through his hair. “It’s Retro Punk night at
the Bronze on Friday, I think that’s another good excuse for me to dress up for
you.” she smiled.
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Future Childe
by Ariel Dawn
Summery: In which Buffy meets Dru, and Angel talks at her some more
Disclaimer: I don’t own Buffy and Spike...sad but true.
Author’s note: Thanks again to all my reviewers. Feedback is very much welcomed!
Quotes from the episode Lie to Me. *denotes thought*
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Chapter 5: Everyone Lies.
Angel had been avoiding her. True she really didn’t blame him, after what he saw
on Halloween. She still had a hard time believing that Angel couldn’t tell that
Spike had marked her. Vampires were supposed to have all that extra sensory
fabulousness. Thus she concluded that Angel knew, and that he was seriously
displeased.
On her way home from a Spike-less patrol Buffy followed a whim and climbed up on
the roof of a building. Seeing Sunnydale from above wasn’t something she did
every day. From the building Buffy had a nice view of the park across the
street. Angel and a girl were talking in the park. Maybe he found himself
someone else to fawn over. Buffy could just barely over hear them.
“Who?” asked Angel.
“The girl. The Slayer. Your heart stinks of her. Poor little thing. She has no
idea what's in store.”
“This can't go on, Drusilla. It's gotta end.” said Angel.
*Drusilla! Spike’s sire.* Buffy watched as Dru tilted her head up for a kiss
“Oh, no, my pet. This is just the beginning.” cooed the dark haired Vampire.
Dru walked away smiling at Angel. Buffy stood there for a long time, watching
Dru go, then Angel. *Dru is beautiful. No wonder Spike was so devoted to her. I
so am not jealous,* Buffy tried to convince herself.
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Exiting from history class, Buffy, Willow and Xander launched into yet another
conversation about Angel. Buffy had been delighted to tell her friends that she
saw Angel with someone else. A pretty someone else. Of course she lied about the
fact that she didn’t know who the pretty person was.
“Pretty sure she was a vampire. And it seemed like they knew each other. Very
friendly,” said Buffy
“Who's friendly?” asked Xander.
“Angel and a girl.” said Willow.
“Willow, do we have to be in total share mode?” chastised Buffy.
“Hey, it's me. If Angel's doing somethin' wrong, I wanna know. 'Cause it gives
me a happy!” said Xander smiling.
Buffy rolled her eyes. “He’s not doing anything wrong, Xander. He is free to
pursue other girls, if he wants to.”
“But I thought...”
“Angel is not my boyfriend, Xander.”
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That night at the Bronze Xander had convinced her that she needed bronzing. Good
friend that he was. And now with her old friend Ford in the mix, who had just
popped into Sunnydale, she just had to show him the sights of the town, all two
of them. It was good to have a friend from LA here, after all, Willow and Xander
had all those grade school stories that she simply did not get.
“Ford! You made it.” greeted Buffy, as she entered the pool table area of the
Bronze.
“Wasn't hard to find.” the brunette responded.
“Buffy, Ford was just telling us about the ninth grade beauty contest, and the,
uh, swimsuit competition.” explained Willow.
“Oh, my God, Ford, stop that! The more people you tell, the more people I have
to kill.” joked Buffy.
“You can't touch me, Summers. I know all your darkest secrets.” said Ford.
“Care to make a small wager on that?” said Xander.
Buffy smiled. “I'm gonna go get a drink. Ford, try not to talk.” Buffy walked
off with a smile on her face.
At the bar, Buffy found Angel, with a drink in his hand no less.
“Hi.”
“Hey! I was hoping you'd show,” greeted Angel. “I think we need to talk.”
“You drink! I mean, drinks. Non-blood things,” avoided Buffy
“There's a lot about me you don't know.”
“I believe that. So. What'd you do last night?” Buffy queried.
“Nothin'.”
“Nothing at all. You ceased to exist?”
“No, I mean I stayed in, read.”
“Oh.”
Buffy headed back over to the pool table, leaving Angel standing by the bar.
Angel lied to her, right to her face. *What did you expect?* said a voice in her
head. *Pot, Kettle?*
“Didn't want that soda after all?” asked Ford.
“Not thirsty.” explained Buffy *No, actually was distracted by the brooding
Vampire who lies*
“Hey, Angel.” greeted Willow looking past Buffy.
Buffy turned to see Angel standing behind her.
“Hi.” said Ford.
“This is Ford. We went to school together in L.A.” said Buffy introducing Ford
to Angel.
“Nice to meet you,” said Angel shaking Ford’s hand
“Whoa! Cold hands!” exclaimed Ford.
“You're not wrong,” said Xander.
Buffy gave Xander a look.
“So, you're here visiting Buffy?” asked Angel.
“No, I'm actually here to stay. Just moved down.” explained Ford.
“Hey, Angel? Do you wanna play?” asked Willow, gesturing at the pool table.
“Y'know, it's getting really crowded in here tonight. Um... I'm a little hot.
You wanna take a walk?” Buffy asked Ford.
Buffy wasn’t liking the way this conversation was going. And she really didn’t
want to remain under Angel’s brooding stare. He wanted to talk to her. Of course
she knew what it was going to be about: Spike.
“Um, sure! That'd be nice.” he agreed.
“Okay, then, um... I'll see ya tomorrow.” Buffy said to the rest of the gang.
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See, her first thought had been, *must get Ford away from the vampire who thinks
he’s my boyfriend and my friends who know about the vampire.* This was why she
didn’t have friends that didn’t know about the vampires and the slaying. And as
it turned out, Ford wasn’t one of those people either. He knew! *What was the
point of even trying to be secret identity girl when people could figure it out
themselves? And on top of that Angel was acting jealous again! Grr. *
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Buffy found herself at the 24 IHOP that night after patrol.
“I saw Drusilla the other night. She’s pretty,” said Buffy waiting patiently for
her order to reach the table.
“Well, sometimes she just wanders out, can’t be watching her all the time. A
bloke has got to eat.”
Buffy chose to ignore that. Buffy had made a conscious decision that if she
didn’t see it, it didn’t happen.
“The devoted childe should really look after her. She was with Angel.”
“Stalking him were you?”
“No, I was patrolling, without you by the way.”
“Couldn’t be helped Goldilocks. Not like I‘m really there to help. Just sit and
watch the show.”
“What exactly is it that you do that’s so important that you can’t see me every
night?”
“Oh I’d see you every night, luv. But someone has a problem with making loud
noises when her mother is home.”
Buffy blushed.
“Heard you’ve got a friend in town.”
“Are you stalking me?”
“No, I’m having minions stalk you. Big Bad remember. No one’s going to follow a
vamp who is soft on the slayer. I’m supposed to be trying to kill you,
remember?”
“I remember. It’s something that looms over me all the time. I’m gonna be
turned, I’m gonna kill my friends. It’s not exactly a happy thought. Can’t we
have normal relationship type talk?“
“Define a normal relationship pet...“
Buffy sighed. “If you weren’t going to make me your childe, would we still have
had a relationship Spike?”
“Probably not.”
“Great, just great. I was just a piece of meat to you,” she said exasperated,
throwing her hands in the air.
“You may not like it Goldilocks, but you were, and still are, by the way, just a
happy meal with legs. And until the day comes when I decide that I can’t wait
anymore, you are still a piece of meat just like the entire population, Slayer
powers be damned.”
“I thought you said that other Vampires couldn’t drink from me?”
Spike rolled his eyes. “Any vampire with respect for the name of Aurelius,
anyone of my minions, will think twice before covering my mark with theirs. But
there are vamps out there that don’t care, because they are rival clans or they
just are stupid.”
“Oh”
The waitress arrived with their meals.
“What if I decided I didn’t want to be turned?”
Spike practically spat his food out.
“Excuse me?”
“What if I decided I didn’t want to be turned? Would I have to stake you? Or
would you just let me go?”
“Buffy...”
“I know you probably haven’t thought much about this. When you first came to
Sunnydale, at the beginning of the year, I admit I was lost. The master had
killed me. You offered me an escape. I didn’t like that I could die any day by
any random demon or vamp. I knew exactly when and who would do it. It was
freeing. But now, I’m feeling that I want to live my life. That’s fair right?”
Spike didn’t respond. He just kept looking at her. Buffy reached across the
table.
“Spike? I love you, I’m just saying that maybe I want to live a little more of
my life before we spend eternity together.”
Spike let a smile pass over his face.
“Yeah, I understand pet. How about we give this conversation a few more years?
November third 2000 sound good for you?”
Buffy smiled.
“It’s a date.”
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The next night Buffy had been showing Ford about town when they were ambushed by
minions, again. *Stupid minions.* And Ford said he took one out. *Yay Ford.*
Buffy had been all proud, another one of her friends dusting vamps. Too good to
be true though right?
The look on Giles’ face when that minion, the minion that Ford said he staked,
stole Giles’ book, priceless. Buffy wished she had had a video camera just for
that. The whole minion stealing Giles’ book thing made her have a Spike flash
back.
*Might have to break into your watcher’s library, have some minions do it. Place
bets if they come back or not.*
Buffy assured her watcher that she would get the book back for him.
“You still have Moritz‘s Journal on the Scourge of Europe, correct?” asked
Giles.
“Oh, ya, I do, it’s at home.”
“How are you getting on with it? Learn anything new?”
Buffy had only looked at the pictures.
“It’s slow going, you know me and books...”
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“You sing the sweetest little song. Won't you sing for me, hmm? Don't you love
me anymore?” asked Dru to the dead bird in the cage.
“Dru, pet! I heard a funny thing just now. Lucius tells me that you went out on
a hunt the other night.” said Spike coming up behind her.
Why she insisted on keeping animals she wasn’t going to feed or eat for that
matter bothered him to no end. They were stinking up the factory. The minions
had started to complain.
“My tummy was growly. And you were out.” she explained before going back to talk
to the dead bird. “Come on.” she whistled “I'll pout if you don't sing.”
“You, um, meet anyone? Anyone interesting? Like Angel?”
“Angel.”
“Yeah. So...What might you guys have talked about, then? Old times? Childhood
pranks? It's a little off, you two so friendly, him being the enemy and all
that.”
“I'll give you a seed if you sing.” said Dru to the dead bird
“The bird's dead, Dru. You left it in a cage, and you didn't feed it, and now
it's all dead, just like the last one.”
Drusilla started whining.
“Oh, I'm sorry pet. I'm a bad, rude man. I just don't like you goin' out, that's
all. You are weak.” Spike took her hand “Would you like a new bird? One that's
not dead?”
“This is so cool!” came a voice from behind the pair.
The residual Buffy smell invaded his senses. Spike looked up to see Ford,
Buffy’s newest (oldest?) pal standing on some crates.
“I would totally live here.” spouted the teen.
“Do I have anyone on watch here? It's called security, people. Are you all
asleep? Or did we finally find a restaurant that delivers?” Spike smiled and
approached the idiotic boy.
“I know who you are.”
“Yeah, I know who I am, too. So what?”
“I came looking for you, Spike. You are Spike, right? William the Bloody?”
“You've got a real death wish. It's almost interesting.”
Out of nowhere came minion # 35, blonde hair, but the book she held was all that
Spike really cared about. The minion handed him the book, the one he had
expressed a desire to borrow from the watcher. *Must congratulate Dalton, he won
the bet.* Spike began to leaf through the book, completely ignoring the boy.
“Oh, this is great. This'll be very useful.” he said then turned back to the boy
“So, how did you find me?”
“That doesn't matter. I've got something to offer you. I-I'm pretty sure this is
the part where you take out a watch and say I've got thirty seconds to convince
you not to kill me?” said Ford smiling “It's traditional.”
“Well,” Spike began, slamming the book and walking over to where the boy stood.
“I don't go much for tradition.”
Spike grabs the boy by his ear and lifted him up.
“Wait, love.” interjected Dru
Only with Drusilla’s touch did Spike let go of the boy.
“Well?”
“Oh, c'mon! Say it! It's no fun if you don't say it.” said Ford excitedly.
“What? Oh.” Spike rolled his eyes, “You've got thirty seconds to convince me not
to kill you.”
“Yes! See, this is the best! I wanna be like you. A vampire.”
“I've known you for two minutes, and I can't stand you. I don't really feature
you livin' forever.” He looked to Dru “Can I eat him now, love?”
Dru shook her head.
“Well, feature this: I'm offering you a trade. You make me a vampire, and I give
you the Slayer.”
Spike was intrigued. Goldilocks’ friend was going to sell her out to him, in
exchange for being a vamp?
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Buffy was drinking coffee in her kitchen, Motriz’s Journal on the Scourge of
Europe open in front of her. She had just finished reading all the gory terrible
horrible things that Angel and Darla had done in 1863, when Angel showed up at
her door.
“Buffy. May I come in?” the vampire asked.
“Sure. I thought once you were invited you could always just walk in,” she said
turning the page.
“I can. I was just being polite.” he said as he closed the door “We need to
talk.”
“Do we?” Buffy picked up her coffee and headed for the dining room. *This is
gonna be about Spike* Buffy dreaded this conversation. It had been hanging over
them for such a long time.
“It's about your friend Ford. He's not what he seems.”
*So not about Spike then... very much of the good. Chicken*
“Who is these days?”
“Willow ran him down on the computer.”
“Willow?”
“We found this address, we checked it out with Xander, and it turned out...”
“And Xander? Wow. Everybody's in. It's like a great big exciting conspiracy.”
“What are you talking about?”
“I'm talking about the people I trust. Who's Drusilla?” *Caught ya, didn’t I? A
ha! * “And don't lie to me. I'm tired of it.”
“Some lies are necessary.”
“Don’t I know it. But you know, honesty, not as overrated as most people think.”
“Sometimes the truth is worse. You live long enough, you find that out.”
“I can take it. I can take the truth.”
“Do you love me?”
“What?”
“Do you?”
*Oh god, so not the good question. Do I love him. Like a Friend, sure, like a
lover, big no.*
“I love you. You are my friend Angel, I’d care a lot if you got dusted. I just
don't know if I trust you.”
*Oooh there could be a ranking scale, placing him slightly below Xander? Maybe
above Xander.* Angel was kinda like the big brother she never had. *Except a Big
brother that wanted to mack on you.* Ewww, bad visual.
“Maybe you shouldn't do either.”
“Maybe I'm the one who should decide!”
“I did a lot of unconscionable things when I became a vampire. Drusilla was the
worst. She was... an obsession of mine. She was pure and sweet and chaste...”
“And you made her a vampire.”
“First I made her insane. Killed everybody she loved. Visited every mental
torture on her I could devise. She eventually fled to a convent, and on the day
she took her holy orders, I turned her into a demon.”
“Well. I asked for the truth.”
“Ford's part of some society that reveres vampires. Practically worships them. I
don't know what he wants from you, but you can't trust him.”
Buffy turned to look at the book before her for a few moments. “Figures“
“Buffy, I saw you with Spike.”
Buffy gulped. “You saw me with...S..Spike?”
“Ya, a few weeks ago, in the cemetery. Look, I don’t blame you, you’ve got to be
under his thrall or something. I just know that you have to learn how to fight
it.”
“You think I’m being controlled by him? He’s making me do things?”
“Oh God, you don’t remember?”
“Remember what?”
“I’ve got to talk to Giles”
“About the thrall?”
“Yes, there is no way you can be an effective slayer while you are under it.”
“You think I’m not doing my job? I am very much doing my job Angel. Giles has me
training every day. I spent countless hours fighting vamps and demons in
cemeteries. You can’t seriously tell me that I’m not doing my job. The world is
still here right? I haven’t missed an apocalypse have I?”
“No.”
“Well then what’s the problem? I slay. I do watcher homework...” Buffy gestured
to the book in front of her, “I do school homework, and still have time for
minimal social time with friends and shopping. I’ve got an extra five minutes in
the morning I could probably take on another sacred duty...I wonder if the tooth
fairy has an opening for an apprentice?”
“Now you are being silly.”
“I don’t think so Angel. Thanks for the info about Ford, I don’t think you need
to worry about it. I’m fine on my own.”
Buffy picked up her coffee and her book and trudged upstairs to her room. Angel
made her so mad sometimes. But her knew about her and Spike, and now he would
tell Giles. Buffy laughed a bit. *So he thinks I’m under thrall...Well maybe I
am. But I don’t feel like I am.*
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When Spike arrived at the club, according to the directions given by the boy,
the first thing he noticed was Buffy, unconscious on the floor.
“ Take them all. Save the Slayer for me,” he shouted.
It was like going out to a restaurant. IHOP, International house of people.
Spike watched his minions feed. There was no way he was going to actually feed
with Buffy in the room. But he was trying to make a good show of it.
Buffy woke from unconsciousness only to find that Ford was wielding a crowbar.
She grabbed his arm mid swing and forced him into a cement pillar. Buffy locked
eyes with her lover for a few moments before taking a running leap off a couch
up to the balcony where she grabbed Drusilla from behind and held a stake to her
chest.
“Spike!” shouted Buffy.
She needn’t have said anything because Spike hadn’t stopped looking at her.
Buffy leaned in to Drusilla’s ear “I’m so, very sorry about this,” Buffy
whispered.
“Everybody STOP!” shouted Spike.
All around him minions stopped feeding.
“Good idea. Now you let everyone out, or mummy dearest fits in an ashtray.”
“Spike?” said Dru, either legitimately scared or playing the part.
“It's gonna be alright, pet. Let them go!” he shouted at the minions.
“Down the stairs.” Buffy directed Spike.
Buffy pushed Dru ahead of her, still holding the stake ready. Then when they had
reached the top of the stairs Buffy paused and looked into his beautiful blue
eyes. ‘I Love you,’ she mouthed. Buffy looked at Drusilla and whispered her
apologies again, and shoved her down the stairs. Buffy bolted for the door,
slamming it behind her.
Outside the door she heard someone slam up against the door. Buffy laughed as
she heard Spike ask where the door knob was.
“Spike, when you get out of there, call me!” she laughed.
Buffy turned to go home only to see Angel, Willow and Xander.
“I thought I said I could take care of this myself?” Buffy said to Angel.
“We just wanted to help,” said Willow plaintively.
“It’s taken care of then?” asked Angel sceptically.
“They are contained. Got everyone out, except Ford. Hope he enjoys being a
vampire. He won‘t be one long.”
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“Buffy!” said Giles, surprised when he opened his front door. “And the rest of
you!” he said as he noticed, Xander, Willow and Angel also lurking. “What brings
you here at this hour. Did something happen on patrol? A new demon?”
“No, old demon, new tricks,” said Xander.
“Spike’s got Buffy in thrall,” stated Angel.
Buffy rolled her eyes. “It happened once,” she protested.
“It’s been more than once Buffy,” Angel patronised. “She doesn’t remember, it’s
an effect of the thrall.”
Giles moved aside from the doorway and invited the group in.
“H..How long has she been under his thrall?”
“K, I’m right here!” said Buffy raising her hand as she sat down on the couch.
“I don’t know, I started noticing her acting strangely in October, but I wasn’t
sure. A couple of weeks ago, I saw something that shocked me. She did something
that I know Buffy would never do in her right mind.”
“And just what was that?” Buffy asked, knowing full well what he meant, and how
he would never be able to say it without getting flustered.
“You don’t want to know, Buffy.”
Willow gasped. Everyone looked at her surprised. “Sorry, my mind made pictures,
not good pictures, or maybe good pictures, depends on how you think about it.”
Buffy smiled at her friend.
“The question is how was Spike able to insinuate his thrall on her so
completely. I was under the impression that a thrall of such power required the
victim to be bitten,” Giles was busy cleaning his glasses.
“Buffy’s been marked,” stated Angel.
Buffy whipped her head around to face the vampire.
“Good Lord,” muttered Giles.
“Marked? Marked what?” asked Xander.
“She belongs to Spike. He will turn her, or attempt to. The mark makes certain
that other Vampires know that she is his,” said Giles, reaching for a book. “The
question is, when was she marked?”
“She’s been marked since before I’ve met her,” stated Angel.
“And you are just telling us now?” Giles was livid.
“Spike wasn’t here then.”
“And when he arrived here? You still didn’t feel it prudent to inform me?”
Buffy didn’t want to be there. She wanted to be anywhere but here. And actually
it looked like she didn’t need to be there, the conversation was progressing
quite nicely without her.
“When did Spike mark you Buffy?” asked Giles.
“Before I was called,” said Buffy sadly. “Look, this thrall thing, it’s not a
big deal, just tell me how to fight it. It hasn’t gotten in the way of my
slaying, except where Spike is concerned. I saved all those people at the
‘Vampires are cool show me how’ club. Spike was there, now he’s stuck in the
warehouse.”
“Buffy you are in serious danger here!”
“I guess that five minutes I have in the morning has just been filled by
unthralling me, hasn’t it?”
Future Childe
by Ariel Dawn
Summery: Buffy learns the truth about thrall, and investigates intriguing career
opportunities.
Disclaimer: Not mine ok? You don’t have to rub it in.
Author’s note: Thanks to everyone who reviewed the last chapter! Quotes from the
episode What’s my line part 1. *denotes thought*
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Chapter 6: So what is the relationship beverage of choice then?
“You ate him! He was my friend and you ate him!” Buffy threw her hands up in the
air.
“He was the bad guy luv”
“Yes he was a bad guy,” said Buffy resigned.
“He was the bad guy, luv, but I hadn’t eaten any of those other chaps. We were
down there a good long time.”
“Excuses, excuses. You sired Ford!”
“He asked for it, and it wasn’t like I made him childer! He was minion material
luv, nothing more.”
“Cause that makes me feel so much better”
Buffy was conflicted. This was the first time that Spike had actually done
something she knew about that she disagreed with...no disagree was not a strong
enough word. Yes, Ford had tried to kill her so that he could be a vampire, but
did that make any difference? As many minions as she dusted or Spike dusted for
that matter (cause he seemed to do that a lot, they pissed him off tonnes) there
would always be vampires chowing down on Sunnydale’s population. And Spike was
one of them. *Brain hurts.*
“What did you think was going to happen when you left him down there with us?
That we’d knit sweaters together?”
Buffy laughed, “Do you know how to knit?”
“Not answering that”
“Was Drusilla ok?”
“Yeah, shaken up a little. Funny thing, she doesn’t like having stakes pointed
at her. Did go on for an age about how her baby girl is a deadly killer though,
I think you impressed her a bit.”
Buffy smiled and took a sip of her coffee. It was really too bad that the IHOP
was the only 24 hour place in Sunnydale. Gourmet cappuccinos were what Buffy
wanted when she had suggested coffee. *True, Coffee was the non relationship
beverage of choice, but what exactly was the relationship beverage of choice?*
But at 2 am, when one wanted to avoid, your lover’s minions, one had to make
sacrifices. Oh also, Buffy suspected that Angel was stalking her too, in the
misguided attempt to keep her safe from the thrall Spike had over her.
“They know, Spike,” she said solemnly.
“Did Angelus tip them off?” coming straight to the point as usual.
“More like he made a stage production of it. I’ve started ‘thrall fighting
lessons’ to add to my already busy schedule.”
“Should prove interesting.”
“You aren’t worried?”
“No, haven’t used thrall on my girl since Halloween.”
Buffy looked relieved for a moment, then grew concerned.
“Did you use it before?”
Spike chuckled, “Second time we met.”
“The Starbucks? I always thought that it was weird that I wanted coffee so late
at night, also that Starbucks wasn’t really close to my house.”
“Now you know.”
“Those were the only times you used it on me?”
“God’s honest truth.”
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A week later Buffy found her self in the same booth, trying to convince said
lover that the tattoo on her neck had to go.
“My mom will see it”
“Wear your hair down.”
“I’ll forget it’s there and she’ll see it. Besides totally don’t want an evil
demon symbol on my neck. I’ve got all the marks I need.” said Buffy letting her
hand drift to Spike’s marks on her neck.
“That you do love”
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“Read it again.” commanded Spike, as he paced his factory lair.
Before him sat Dalton his most loyal of minions. The quest to find Dru a cure
continued. Dalton was reading from the book that had been taken from the
watcher’s library.
“Well, I'm not sure. It could be, uh...” Dalton shrugged, “deprimere... ille...
bubula... linter.”
Spike looked through the dictionary that he held in his hands. He didn’t really
need it to translate that little piece of idiocy.
“Debase, the beef, canoe.” Spike translated.
Dalton offered up a smile, hoping that Spike would realize that it wasn’t
entirely his fault. In a moment of extreme frustration Spike punched him smack
dab in the face.
“Why does that strike me as not right?” complained the master vampire.
Dalton looked up sheepishly and hastened to turn his attention back to the book.
“Spike, come dance?” asked Dru as she held out her hands. She had been amusing
herself with Tarot cards before and keeping out of the way for a bit.
“Give us some peace, would you? Can't you see I'm working?” snapped Spike. The
frustration from not finding a cure for such a long time was beginning to build
on him. He needed to de-stress and soon, before he didn’t have any minions left.
Drusilla pulled back her hand and began to pout and whine. She didn’t like when
Spike got angry with her. He was supposed to be her dark knight and not get
angry with his dark princess.
“Oh, kitten. It's just this manuscript. Supposed to hold your cure, but it reads
like gibberish. E-even Dalton here, the big brain, he can't make heads or tails
of it.” Spike explained.
“I... I, I need to change Miss Edith.” said Dru distractedly putting her hands
to her head.
Noticing her discomfort Spike wrapped his arms around his sire.
“Oh, forgive me! You know I can't stand to see you like this.” Spike sat Dru
down and crouched down to look at her face. “We're runnin' out of time.”
“Shh. Shh. You'll make it right. I know.”
Spike wrapped his hands around her neck and kissed her on the cheek. If only she
would get better, he thought. He turned his attention back to Dalton.
“Well. Come on, now. Enlighten me.” Spike commanded.
“Uh, well, it looks like Latin, but it's not. I-I'm not even sure it's, it's a
language, actually, I...” stammered the minion.
“Then MAKE IT A LANGUAGE! Isn't that what a transcriber does?!”
“Well, not exactly...”
Spike grabbed Dalton by the shirt and lifted him up out of his chair. Sometimes
minions needed more persuasion.
“I want the cure.”
“Don't...” interjected Dru, who had returned to her Tarot cards.
“Why not? Some people find pain very inspirational.”
“He can't help you. Not without... the key.” answered Dru.
“The key? You mean this book is in some kind of code?”
“Yeah.”
Spike shoved Dalton back into his chair and walked over to his sire.
“Is that where we'll find this key?” Spike asked seeing the cards spread out in
front of Dru.
“Yeah!”
“I'll send the boys, pronto!”
“Now will you dance?” asked Dru smiling.
“I'll dance with you, pet.”
Spike pulled her up from her chair and lifted her up into his arms.
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*Hate minions!* thought Buffy as she climbed back into her bedroom. Minions
about meant that Spike was not out, he didn‘t want to be seen by his minions
cavorting with the slayer, like he was ashamed of her or something. Peering into
her room Buffy noted that Angel there, in her room and had picked up Mr Gordo
from her shelf. *God! what is he doing here?* Rolling her eyes Buffy launched
her bag o’weapons into her room.
“Buffy! You scared me,” declared the vampire.
“Now you know what it feels like, Stealth Guy.” said Buffy as she climbed into
her room. “ Just dropping by for some quality time with Mr. Gordo?”
“Excuse me?”
“The pig.” she answered as she deposited her bag o’weapons into her trunk.
“Oh.” he laughed “I, uh...”
“What's up?” she asked. *Please let there be a good explanation for why Angel is
in my room,* she silently begged.
“Nothing,” he said as he tossed Mr Gordo onto a chair.
“Only you don't have a nothing face. You have a something face. And you don't
have to whisper. Mom's in L.A. till Thursday. Art buying, or something.” *And I
wanted to spend this time with Spike, in this room doing bad naughty things. But
can’t now.*
“Then why'd you come in through the window?”
“Habit.”
“I wanted to make sure you're okay. I had a bad feeling.”
“There's a surprise. Angel comes with bad news.”
Angel exhaled in that ‘Buffy’s a child’ pissed off way he had.
“Oh, God, I'm sorry.” she said walking over to him. “Look, I've been Cranky Miss
all day. It's not you.” *No it’s just that you aren’t who I want to be with
right now.*
“Well, what is it then?”
“It's nothing.” *Not ready to tell you yet, you dense broody fool.* “Uh, we're
having this thing at school.”
“Career week?”
“How did you know?”
“I lurk.”
“Right. Well, then you know it's a whole week of 'what's my line', only... I
don't get to play. Sometimes I just want...”
“You want what?”
Buffy looked into the mirror. What did she want? Which of her three lives did
she want to continue with? She looked into the mirror only to see herself
sitting on her bed. Did she want to be alone in the mirror? Did she want to see
Spike in the mirror with her? or did she want to see no one in the mirror at
all?
“It's okay.”
“The Cliff Notes version? I want a normal life. Like I had before.” *Before I
knew all about Vampires, and that Spike was one.*
“Before me.”
“No, Angel, it's not you. There’s very little in this world that really makes
sense to me anymore. I just get messed sometimes. I wish we could be regular
kids, all of us. Me you, Willow, Xander. Just be normal and not have to deal
with the Vampires and the demons.
“Yeah. I'll never be a kid.”
“Yeah, I can’t really see you as a kid either. Where you this broody when you
were a kid?“
Angel laughed. His attention drifted to a picture of Buffy as a kid, skating.
“Was this part of your normal life?”
“Oh, my God.” Buffy laughed and stood. “My Dorothy Hamill phase. My room in L.A.
was pretty much a shrine. Dorothy dolls, Dorothy posters, I even got the Dorothy
haircut. Thereby securing a place for myself in the geek hall of fame.”
“Hmm, you wanted to be like her?”
“I wanted to be her. My parents were fighting all the time, and skating was an
escape. I felt safe.”
“When was the last time you put on your skates?”
“About a couple of hundred demons ago.”
“There's a rink out past Route 17, it's... closed on Tuesdays.”
“Tomorrow's Tuesday.”
“I know.”
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At school the next day Buffy couldn’t help but tell Willow about Angel and
Skating. It was just too sweet of him.
“You and Angel are going skating? Alone?” asked Willow
“Unless some unforeseen evil pops up. But I'm in full 'see no evil' mode.” *But
I’m usually in see no evil mode aren’t I?*
“Angel ice-skating.”
“I know. Two worlds collide.”
Xander caught up with them as they walked across the quad.
“Wouldn't you two say you know me about as well as anyone else? Maybe even
better than I know myself?”
“What's this about?” asked Willow.
“When you look at me, do you think 'prison guard'?” replied Xander.
Willow and Buffy giggled. Prison Guard? Xander?
“Um, crossing guard, maybe, but prison guard?” Buffy firmly shook her head.
“They just put up the assignments for the career fair, and according to my test
results I can look forward to being gainfully employed in the growing field of
corrections.”
“Well, at least you'll be on the right side of the bars.” said Buffy.
“Ha, ha, ha, ha! Laugh now, missy, they assigned you to the booth for law
enforcement professionals.”
“As in police?” said Buffy Stunned.
“As in polyester, doughnuts and brutality.”
Buffy let out a whine.
“But, doughnuts!” said Willow trying to look on the positive side.
“Well, I'll just jump off that bridge when I come to it.” whined Buffy, until
she saw Giles, complete with large stack of books. “ First I have to deal with
Giles. He's on this Tony Robbins hyper-efficiency kick. Expects me to check in
every day after homeroom.” Buffy walked off after her watcher.
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Spike and Dru stared at the large red cross on the ornate pillow. He had sent
Dalton to get it, along with another minion. If the tale that Dalton was
spreading was true, Buffy had shown up and had beat him to an inch of his
unlife. Dalton had gone up against the Slayer and come out alive, for a minion
that was prestigious indeed.
“This is it then?” asked Spike.
“It hums. I can hear it.”
“Once you're well again, we'll have a coronation down Main Street, and invite
everyone, and drink for seven days and seven nights.”
From behind, Dalton had to ruin the moment.
“What about the Slayer? She almost blew the whole thing for us. She's trouble.”
“You don't say? Trouble?!” Spike started to pace. “She’s supposed to be trouble
for us. She’s the god damn Slayer isn’t she? Need a way to keep her busy. Keep
her from poking her cute little nose into my plans.” shouted Spike as he kicked
the table for good measure.
“Spike?” whispered Dru.
“I’m not worried Pet, We'll complete your cure regardless.“
“The minions will feel better if you did something to take her out.“ said Dru.
“Baby needs a test maybe? Sunshine needs clouds to dull the skies!“
“What have you got planned Dru?“ Spike asked with trepidation.
“Pretty plans, with guests and songs. Baby will prove her worth.“
Spike‘s mind followed a logical progression. “The Order of Taraka. You’ve called
in those nutters?“ Dru had always wanted to use them.
“The bounty hunters?!” exclaimed Dalton, who had been all but forgotten.
Drusilla dealt out three tarot cards. One is of a Cyclops, another of a
centipede and the third of a panther.
“They're coming to my party. Three of them.”
“Uh, yes, but... The Order of Taraka, I mean... isn't that overkill?” asked
Dalton.
“Just a little test for baby.”
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Angel refused to put on skates and get on the ice with her. Which was ok,
really. Cause Ice skating with a vampire could only lead to hand holding and
that would lead to the bad. Angel = Friend, nothing more.
Caught in her thoughts Buffy wiped out and slid to a halt next to the wall. As
she tried to get up something started choking her from above, lifting her off
the ice. Buffy found herself pressed into the railing and being choked by !ugly!
*Just trying to have a happy moment here!* thought Buffy as she tried to pry the
hands from her throat.
“Buffy!” shouted Angel, coming across the ice, complete with game face.
Angel pushed ugly off of Buffy, causing her to fall onto the ice landing hard on
her knee. Looking up from her position on the ice, Buffy noted ugly and Angel
battling it out. Angel punched ugly in the face before ugly retaliated with a
hard blow to Angel’s stomach, sending the vampire into the wall.
Skating over to the two combatants Buffy grabbed the safety net and hit ugly
with the blade of her skate.
Buffy rubbed her knee. *Stupid dead ugly guy. Now I‘ll never skate
professionally.* she joked to herself.
Angel crouched over ugly and lifted the dead guy’s hand.
“The Hellmouth presents: Dead Guys On Ice. Not exactly the evening we were
aiming for.” said Buffy.
“You're in danger. You know what the ring means?” declared Angel.
“I just killed a Super Bowl champ?”
“I'm serious! You should go home and wait until you hear from me.”
Angel dropped the hand and stood up, still in game face. Clearly very annoyed.
Buffy thought. *I’m not his little sister! He can’t order me around.*
“Are you okay?”
Buffy noticed that he had a cut above his eye. “What about you? That cut!” She
said temporarily forgetting her outrage.
“Forget about me. This is bad, Buffy. We gotta get you outta here.”
“What, you mean hide?”
“Let's just get you someplace safe!”
“No! Your eye!” Angel backs away from her. “Hey! Don't be a baby. I'm not gonna
hurt you.”
“It's not that. I...”
“What?”
“You shouldn't have to touch me when I'm like this.”
Buffy took a good look at his vampire game face. She removed her glove and put
her hand on his brow.
“I didn’t even notice. It’s a part of you, and I’m not ashamed to have you as my
friend Angel.”
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She needed to speak to Spike. He’d make everything seem much better. Buffy stood
on her front porch and stood to scan the area. There could be an assassin
stalking her right now. How many more people did she need stalking her? Spike’s
minions, assassins, Angel...It was a stalk Buffy convention. Struck by a sudden
compulsion, Buffy stepped off her porch and went into the back yard.
Standing near the hedge, was the one person she really wanted to talk to.
Buffy’s face lit up when she saw him and ran to wrap her arms around him.
“Thank god! You will never guess how horrible my day was!”
“I can imagine pet.” he said speaking into her hair.
“I have assassins after me! I have to stupid career day crap and Angel and Giles
are all ‘head for the hills’”
“Running away wouldn’t do the trick with these fellas Goldilocks.”
“Huh?” asked Buffy puzzled. “Do you know who’s after me?”
“Ya, I do luv.”
“How do you know?” she said backing up from him.
“Dru’s the one that’s hired them.”
“Dru’s hired assassins to kill me?”
“Not to kill you love, it’s a test. They’ve been hired to capture you, that’s
all.”
“But Giles said that they were unstoppable, they will keep coming and coming.”
“Until you are presented to the person that’s hired them, pet.”
“Great, Why don’t I just go see Drusilla now? Would that get them off my tail?”
“Dru likes her games Goldilocks, she won’t want you to spoil her fun.”
“Fun! This isn’t fun Spike!”
“I know love,”
“On top of everything else, my career test told me I’ll be a good police person.
I don’t want to be a police officer!”
“And you won’t be luv,”
“So how long do I have to deal with this game of Drusilla’s?”
“She said three.”
“Ok, two more to go then. I got one tonight.”
“Ya, I know.”
“Having minions follow me again?”
“Yep, evil pet. And what’s the deal with you and Peaches ice skating?”
“He wanted to take me skating? You never offered. Too busy letting mummy’s hired
ruthless killers to capture me and ordering minions about to steal crosses.”
“I didn’t know you wanted to go skating luv,”
“Perceptive the boyfriend strikes again.”
“Buffy...” he said with warning.
“Everything we do is secret Spike. Just once I’d like to go out, and not at 1 am
to the IHOP.”
“Look, I’m very close to the cure for Dru, after I’m done with that, we will go
where ever and do what ever you want, ok pet?”
“I suppose. Can I at least tell other people I have a boyfriend?”
“Let me think about that love, I might need some persuading” he said with a
leer.
“Take me somewhere, hotel room and I’ll come up with some interesting ways to
persuade you.”
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Buffy closed the door the motel room and looked at her lover.
“Let the persuading begin.“
Buffy stalked closer to him, standing in the middle of the room. Buffy pushed
his duster off of his shoulders and set about undoing his pants.
“Goldilocks, what are you on about?“
“Persuading you.“
Buffy managed to undo his belt, button and zipper, and was taking him out. Buffy
stroked his cock gently, before pulling her hand back and placing a light kiss
on the tip.
“You see, I would only do this with my boyfriend Spike. Are you my boyfriend?“
Buffy traced a vein on his shaft with one finger nail. His cock jumped at her
administrations.
“You know it love.“
“’Cause I’d really like to be able to tell everyone else that I have a
boyfriend.“
Buffy stuck her tongue out and licked his length from base to tip. Buffy took
him in her mouth for the briefest of moments, laving the tip with her tongue.
Buffy let him fall from her mouth and stood up.
“Tease.”
“You haven’t answered my question,” she said removing her top.
Spike reached for her, but she side stepped his advance and ducked to pull his
pants all the way down.
“Oy!”
“Answer the question Spike!”
“Fine, bloody fine, ok. After Dru’s all healed up, and everything, We’ll have a
bloody dinner party and announce it to all the super friends.”
“See that wasn’t so hard, now was it?”
Buffy sank to her knees and took him in her mouth again.
Spike’s eyes rolled back in his head. “God your hot little mouth.”
“Mmm hmmm” Buffy hummed.
Buffy reached forward and started fondling his balls, earning a groan of
appreciation from Spike.
Spike grabbed the sides of her head, keeping her in place as he thrust gently
into her mouth. Buffy dug her nails into his ass with her free hand, deep
throating him. It wasn’t long before she felt his ball tighten up.
“Oh fuck Buffy!“ he roared as he shot his load.
Buffy swallowed rapidly, then letting him fall from her mouth, stood up with a
big smile.
“My turn!“ she said gleefully.
tbc...