"Golden Bands to Bind Them", part 4 by BonnieD (Previously, Buffy/Spike got
hitched in Vegas due to Willow's spell and have immovable wedding bands on their
hands. The AU keeps getting twistier as I try to incorporate new facts into the
regular canon of "Hush". Again, you may see situations deleted or condensed to
fit my needs.)
Spike woke with someone shaking him, then striking a sharp blow to his head.
"What the hell?" he tried to yell. His eyes opened to find Harris' face, inches
away, screaming soundlessly at him. Obviously from the lad's expression he was
blaming Spike for something or other.
"What?" he began again, but there was still no sound. A light dawned. They must
be under a spell. The little red witch had been at it again. Damn lucky he
hadn't woken to find himself in bed with the stupid blighter. Spike glared, as
the kid kept shaking him by the shoulders, and looked meaningfully down to his
bonds.
Harris took a step back, realizing Spike couldn't have caused this, then rushed
for the phone. The vampire rolled his eyes at the idiocy inherent in the act and
smirked at the boy's reaction when he realized phones were useless without a
voice.
Xander dressed quickly, untied Spike, and dragged him off to the Watcher's house
again. Giles ushered them in and soundlessly introduced his lady friend, holding
up a scribbled note that read, "Olivia."
Then Buffy and Willow arrived, wearing matching signboards. When Xander pointed
at the witch and raised his eyebrows, she shook her head furiously and wrote,
"It wasn't me!" on her board. Meanwhile, Buffy was writing quickly and held up
her message, "It's all over town." She caught sight of Spike and he dropped his
gaze, afraid she could read his fantasies from the previous night on his face.
But the moment she bent her head to write an answer to a question from Giles,
his eyes were right back on her. He wondered how anyone could possibly look so
perky and sunshiny and altogether mouthwatering so early in the morning.
Harris discovered that the television news broadcast from outside Sunnydale was
operational, and they all listened to the announcer explain that in addition to
the bizarre, phenomenon of mass laryngitis infecting the town, there had been a
rash of murder/mutilations the previous evening, in which the victims' hearts
were removed. A practicing Aztec cult was considered a possible culprit.
As the rest of the gang managed to chatter without sound, pens and markers
flying across paper and the signboards, Olivia began to sketch something. She
tapped the table to get their attention then held up a drawing of a grinning,
skull-faced creature and pointed toward the window. "Last night," she wrote
under her drawing.
Giles scrambled for his books. The rest of them made excuses to take off; Buffy
announcing that she'd go to the crime scenes, Willow valiantly heading off to
class in case anyone else showed, and Xander pointing out that people still need
to eat pizza even in the middle of a crisis. They planned to meet at the college
later in the day.
Spike enjoyed the little scene that followed as Giles tried to explain some home
truths about Sunnydale and his purpose there to his pretty girlfriend. Needless
to say, she wasn't impressed or overjoyed by his depictions of monstrous stick
figures and bloody corpses, and probably you could've added incredulous to the
list, but for the fact that she'd now seen an otherworldly resident with her own
eyes. It was always such a kick when humans were forced face to face with the
knowledge of the underworld that thrived, hidden, all around them. Of course it
was an even bigger kick when you saw that realization dawn in their wide-open
eyes right before you bit into them. He chuckled silently as he watched them
argue on paper, then lost interest and flicked up the volume on the TV for the
Springer show.
He must've dozed off because the next thing he was aware of was Giles tying him
to the chair. The Watcher showed him a note explaining that he was going to take
some information to the Slayer and that Spike had better behave for Olivia, who
was apparently babysitting him. Spike rolled his eyes toward the ropes, raised
one brow and opened his hands in the traditional gesture, 'Look, no weapons',
but the man continued tying square knots with solid tugs. He ended by giving
Spike a loaded stare with an upraised finger, 'Behave!', before gathering up
some books and what appeared to be a stack of overhead transparencies
illustrated by a child. Giles exchanged a polite peck with his still irritated
and overwhelmed paramour then headed out.
The moment the door closed behind him, Spike turned his attention toward Olivia,
who was looking at him with some trepidation - obviously his fangy status having
been revealed to her, and he flipped on his charm switch. He smiled angelically
and lowered his eyelids a little. The birds really dug that. Within thirty
minutes, although still tied to the chair, a nice warm mug of blood rested on
the table next to him, and Olivia faced him across a Scrabble board. She had
loosened his forearms so he could manipulate the letters and he was just forming
his second word, "stroke," worth 20 points on a double word score. Olivia rolled
her eyes. The word itself was innocuous, but coupled with his previous word,
"thrust", and a saucy tongue teasing between his pretty white teeth, it took on
a whole new meaning.
Two and a half games of Scrabble, and an episode of "Passions" later, Buffy and
Giles returned bearing pizza. Xander was right, people too distraught to cook
actually do eat more pizza. The discount coupons with a handy list of toppings
to circle, which his boss had made him pass out all over town while wearing a
cheesy, pizza-shaped signboard, hadn't hurt business either.
From Olivia, Spike had learned that Giles had identified the mysterious
strangers in town. Seems they were the living embodiment of some sort of nursery
rhyme. They evidently cut out hearts, which Spike could appreciate, and stole
voices, which he didn't get at all. The whole thing had been amusing at first,
watching the ever babbling Scoobies get frustrated as they tried to communicate
in silence, but it had quickly become just deadly dull. Spike missed the sound
of his own voice.
Giles gestured Buffy to untie his houseguest and Spike's skin sang like a high
tension wire as she bent over him, loosening knots. A tendril of her hair
brushed his arm and he swallowed hard. She kept her eyes on her task and far too
soon had finished. Still not meeting his eyes, she jumped up and headed to the
kitchen for pizza. Spike followed.
*********
Buffy didn't know what she was doing at Giles' house, perched on the sofa and
watching Olivia and Spike pass a dry erase board back and forth. The Scrabble
game they'd been engrossed in when she arrived had been abandoned and now it
looked like they were having a delightful time sharing memories of the
Motherland. Spike was writing one-handed as he stuffed yet another slice of
pizza in his face. Olivia looked over to see what he'd written and laughed
silently. She took the marker from his hand, added something and he grinned
back. Then even Giles joined in, looking over Spike's shoulder and actually
smiling appreciatively. Damn Brits with their stupid inside jokes that nobody
else thought were funny! Buffy scowled and sipped her Diet Pepsi.
She should just grab a weapon from the chest and leave. That was, after all, the
reason she had told Giles she needed to come over. He knew perfectly well she
had an arsenal hidden in the trunk in her dorm room, but he didn't question it.
So why HAD she come? Buffy looked at the shining blond head bent over the
message board. She looked at the ring that glinted on his left hand as he wrote
rapidly. She watched his animated face as he gestured toward Olivia, who shook
her head and held up four fingers, then two. (What the hell where they talking
about?!) And Buffy knew why she had come even though Giles had already shared
every scrap of information about the Gentlemen he possessed and all there was
left to do was track them down.
The attraction she felt toward Spike was almost primal and as irresistible as
positive and negative magnets in proximity. She couldn't have gone through the
rest of the day without checking in on him. It had been hard enough yesterday
afternoon and evening, and was even harder today. The weird ache in her seemed
to be steadily growing instead of dissipating. And the sight of him laughing and
shamelessly flirting with Olivia right under Giles' nose, and apparently,
totally oblivious to Buffy's presence, was making her crazy! She felt a growl,
an actual growl, lurking somewhere down in her chest just waiting to make its
way out.
Throwing down the uneaten pizza slice clenched in her fist, Buffy jumped up.
Giles, now bent over Spike's shoulder and scribbling his own addition to the
board, glanced at her. She gestured toward the weapons chest and he nodded. She
took her plate to the kitchen, washed up, selected a blade at random, then
cleared her throat to get the others' attention. All three looked up and she
smiled, wiggled her fingers goodbye, and nodded her head toward the door.
Olivia quickly wiped the board clean, wrote, "Good Luck!" and held it up for her
to see. Giles gave her a thumbs up and a smile. Spike examined his chipped black
fingernail polish like it held the secrets of the universe. Buffy left, nearly
slamming the door behind her.
It was very early evening, just after sundown. She didn't expect to run across
the wacky skull guys for hours yet, but there might be an early- rising
fledgling in the graveyard if she was lucky. She really needed to stomp
something, soon!
Walking through the silent streets was eerie. Of course there was still traffic
noise, air conditioner hum from the houses she passed, and insects seemed immune
to having their voices stolen by creepy fairytale folk. But the few people she
passed trod silently, listlessly past. A couple of children creaked back and
forth on a swing set in their yard, just staring at her as she walked. The
weirdest sight of all was a little dog running in circles, yapping soundlessly
at nothing in particular. When she got away from town and into the stillness of
the cemetery, things started to feel more normal. It was always quiet there. She
could always hear the swish, swish of her feet moving through the grass.
As she walked, she unconsciously fiddled with the ring on her finger. It had
already become a nervous habit for her left thumb to stroke back and forth
across the metal on her ring finger. At first it had been a constant attempt to
feel it move, but now it was almost a comfort thing. She forced her hand still.
Suddenly, from a wooded area up ahead, a figure emerged. Buffy froze. The man,
in dark commando gear, scanned left and right, but didn't see her. He took off
at a run into the heart of the cemetery. She slipped along in his wake like a
shadow.
He stopped beside one of the larger mausoleums, unholstered what looked like a
stun gun and entered the building. Buffy heard the loud scuffling sound of a
fight. Suddenly, from the left came a cadre of four vampires, obviously headed
to the crypt, maybe come to pick up their buddies for a night at Willie's. It
was pretty clear that commando guy wasn't expecting them.
Buffy hesitated only a second then launched herself at the surprised vamps. She
flew into the fight with a kick to one's groin and an elbow to another's face.
They both went sprawling. The third stood frozen in front of her, an immovable
target, and she drove her stake neatly through his heart. At that the fourth,
looking in bewilderment from one pal to another, turned to flee.
Commando guy chose that moment to re-emerge from the crypt. He gave chase and
tackled the retreating vampire, knocking her flat. She turned on him like a
wildcat, teeth ripping and shredding his Kevlar vest. He raised his arm and
drove it down into her face.
Buffy's two vamps were up and at her again. She whirled and delivered a
roundhouse kick to one's head, but the other grabbed her foot as it came around
and toppled her onto her back. Buffy hit the ground with a solid thud, but a
quick handspring later, she was back on her feet. She delivered a series of
blows, driving her quarry ahead of her until he was backed against the side of
the mausoleum. Her stake entered the monster's chest like a knife through
butter, and he dissolved in a rain of glittering dust.
Buffy whirled around ready to face her next opponent and found the soldier had
already dispatched his first and was battling the remaining vamp. The creature
had the man in a headlock and was punching him in the stomach. When the commando
wrenched free, his black hood was torn off and a tousle- haired Riley Finn was
revealed. For a split second Buffy and Riley stared at each other, but the last
opponent wasn't hesitating. Fangs bared he leaped for Riley's now exposed
throat. Buffy, running forward, scooped up the stake she had dropped on the
ground and plunged it into the vamp's back. Another shower of pixie dust and the
cemetery was suddenly silent, but for the panting of the victors.
Buffy's eyes were huge as she stared at 'average guy' Riley Finn. He was looking
repeatedly back and forth from the stake in her hand to her face, as if waiting
for the connection to make sense. Just then heavy footsteps could be heard
pounding across the ground. Riley looked up sharply then back to Buffy. He
motioned to her to take off, opened his mouth to speak, then shrugged his
shoulders and spread his hands in an 'I'll explain later' gesture. The
thundering herd of commandos was coming closer. Buffy glanced toward the noise,
back toward Riley, then at the stand of trees from which she had come. She
turned and ran off.
Buffy hid in the woods, watching the team of dark clothed, hulking males regroup
and confer. They moved off taking a couple of unconscious vampires from inside
the crypt with them. Buffy followed along, keeping a safe distance behind.
Just before the "will be done" spell kicked in two nights ago, Spike had been
looking for the air vent from which he had escaped the facility and hadn't been
able to find it. Buffy was determined to stick with Riley and his cohorts until
they led her their headquarters. It wasn't that she had a problem with
scientists operating on vampires to make them harmless, but if a new entity was
sharing her slayground she wanted to know who, what and why. Especially, when
that group seemed to have government written all over it and one of the members
was her new potential boyfriend!
Fifteen minutes of walking brought them to the very back of Sunnydale cemetery
which was bordered by a thick woods. The commandos stopped at the base of a
little hill, pulled a curtain of interlaced branches aside, punched in an access
code and a door slid open in the solid rock. They all entered the dark corridor,
Riley pausing before he did so and glancing around as if sensing her presence.
The door closed behind them. Buffy guessed there would be a hidden security
camera monitoring it and could see there would be no entering without a code, so
she simply noted the location so she could find it again, then set off to resume
her primary objective for the night - locating the Gentlemen.
The whole opening act of the evening had really taken very little time, and
Buffy doubted that her quarry would show itself until much later, so she took a
detour to the Espresso Pump. As if her nerves weren't jittery enough from seeing
Riley in full army mode, she thought she needed to mainline a jolt of caffeine.
She sipped her double mocha cappuccino with extra foam and thought about men and
the way they always lied to you; masquerading as human when they were vampires,
sensitive when they were just trying to get laid, and fresh- faced farm boys
when they were really special ops. At least Spike, rotten as he was, never tried
to appear better, sweeter, or more trustworthy than his nature allowed. She
always knew where she stood with good old Spike.
But that wasn't exactly true, was it? If anything, he played a reverse mind
game, pretending to be rough, crude, mean and dangerous, when she now knew he
had hidden depths of thoughtfulness, caring, gentleness and generosity. So was
he still her adversary? Not quite. But he also could hardly be counted a friend.
Meanwhile, her body was betraying her and trying to convince her rational mind
that he qualified as "lover".
God, Buffy hated when things turned from black and white to numerous shades of
gray. It made her head hurt! She crunched down three chocolate dipped biscotti
without a pause.
When she had killed as much time as she could at the coffee shop and the night
had turned truly black, the Slayer began to walk the town again. She took a
sweep through a few of the cemeteries, around the commercial district, the
abandoned factories, and the residential areas. Her feet ached and she was
totally frustrated, when finally she caught a glimpse of something gliding
between the open space between two houses. She ran down the little alley between
them and peeked around the corner.
Olivia's drawing had been a faithfully accurate likeness of the otherworldly
creature that moved down the street followed by a lackey that jerked along like
a poorly operated marionette. The servant went ahead of its master to open the
door to a dilapidated building topped by a tower. The Gentlemen acknowledged
with a polite nod and the ever-present grin, then smoothly flowed into the
building. Buffy, glancing up at the illuminated clock tower (strange, she'd
never noticed that building in Sunnydale before!), saw elongated shadows moving
back and forth across it. Bingo!!
She waited a few seconds, checking over all her weapons, then entered the
building.
***********
It was almost 9:30 and Spike was as bored as he'd ever been in his life. Olivia
and Giles had left for a date, leaving him tied to a chair yet again.
"That's it!" Spike decided. "Enough being passed around among these berks like a
load of laundry. Don't know why I ever thought I needed their help to begin
with. All they've done is cause me more trouble, marry me off to the Slayer, and
tie me up. Time to get out and find my own digs." It took him all of ten minutes
to wriggle free of the ropes that bound him, find his coat, fill its pockets
with blood packs from the fridge, and say fare- thee-well to the Watcher's
house.
Walking through the dark streets of Sunnydale, breathing crisp, fresh, night
air, he felt better than he had for the past two days. It was great to be his
own man again! He turned in at Restfield cemetery and began looking for a likely
crypt in which to set up housekeeping. With real estate, it was all about
location, location, location. Had to be somewhere out of the way so no humans
would intrude, but not so desirable that another vamp might come and kick him
out. Near some power and water lines would be good. And if it was within a meter
or two of a sewer entrance, he could come and go all over Sunnydale as he
pleased even on the brightest day. It was a tall order, but Spike felt newly
energized and convinced he could find the perfect home.
As he strode jauntily along, he found his thumb running over that sodding ring
again. It was like picking at an itchy scab. He just couldn't leave it alone.
Spike changed his mind about who he'd kill first when he got the chip out. It
would definitely be Willow. The little witch had ruined his life with her
mismanaged will-be-done spell.
The funny part was that he wasn't angry about what he ought to be angry about.
It wasn't the humiliation of having been forced to play lovey-dovey with the
Slayer that pissed him off. Instead he found himself raging because he felt
robbed. It was as if he'd had a precious gift dropped unexpectedly right into
his hands and before he'd even had a chance to admire it the gift had been
snatched away again leaving his hands cold and empty.
He hated to admit it even inside his own mind, but for the first time ever,
Spike had experienced true contentment. Snuggled next to Buffy like a pair of
puppies in a basket, and talking quietly, had been the happiest moment of his
life - human or vampiric. Spike had always been big on concepts like passion,
rage, glory, and violence and dismissed the idea of contentment as boring. Now
he knew the truth of it and he couldn't go back. Contentment was all happiness,
joy and blessed relief combined. In that perfect moment with Buffy, suspended in
time, he didn't have to posture and boast or pretend to be stronger than he
felt. He just had to BE. It was downright liberating. And now it was gone.
He sighed. This wasn't a night for dwelling. He'd done enough of that over the
past two days to last him a decade. Time for action. Ah, there was a likely
prospect. He froze in the shadow of a tree as he observed the entrance to an
ivy-shrouded, gray stone building. Nothing came or went for a full five minutes.
He approached, and the door creaked open at his touch. He froze again. Listened
for a heartbeat. Sniffed the air to catch a scent. There was nothing. No one.
He entered the cobweb-draped room, slipping into game face so his preternatural
sight could pierce the gloom. A couple of toppled urns were near the door. A
sarcophagus was the focal point of the room - perfect for a table or bed. One
multi-paned window let in just a little moonlight and was grimy enough that it
would also let in very little sun during the day. Just enough to read by. He
roamed toward the back of the room and found an opening that led down to another
level. It just got better and better!
After pausing and scenting the air again, he jumped down to the bottom floor,
which was scattered with bones, rat droppings and a thick layer of dust. Ooh,
this would clean up nicely. And when Spike turned around an outcropping of rock
and found the opening of a tunnel and smelled the scent of the sewer beyond it,
he knew he'd come home.
Leaving the crypt to gather supplies at the junkyard, he took a different route
through the cemetery. It wouldn't do to let hidden eyes see him come and go from
his new domicile. He'd have to take extreme precautions to keep a low profile in
his present vulnerable state. A first night fledgling could kick his ass from
here to Sunday the shape he was in. Damn labcoats! Maybe they would be his first
meal as soon as he'd forced 'em to remove the chip. Which he would. Oh yes!
Somehow he would.
On his way to the junkyard, Spike got sidetracked at Willie's. He'd nicked a
twenty from the Watcher's bureau top and so had enough to stand him several
pints. It was weird sitting at the bar and hearing nothing but the jukebox. But
even in the total silence a pair of Xagrox demon managed to enrage themselves
into a fight just by looking wrong at each other, so after all it was a pretty
normal evening at Willie's minus the grunting, snorting and cursing of the
clientele. By the time Spike left it was well after midnight and he was feeling
better and more himself than ever. Just a normal vamp out for a night's stroll.
He felt he could take on anything.
As he slipped through the night, he caught something moving from the corner of
his eye. His head snapped around and he observed the creepiest thing he'd seen
in a long existence full of creepy things. A pair of figures dressed in
impeccable suits, with ghastly grins etched across skeletal faces were gliding
along, feet poised just above the ground. Capering around them where some kind
of Renfieldian minions. They looked like they couldn't pack much of a punch what
with the loose-limbed flinging themselves about, but Spike was in no position to
find out. He followed along behind, moving from shadow to shadow. If these were
the voice- stealers, he intended to find out where they were holed up.
The Gentlemen moved smoothly through the town, occasionally pointing toward a
house and conferring together with exaggerated hand movements. They soon met up
with another pair sweeping in from the south side of town, also followed by
loony looking underlings who appeared a bit bloodstained and disheveled. Odds
were it was another heart they had in the box they carried. The four jolly
looking death-heads greeted each other silently with nods, then moved on
purposefully toward a weather-beaten building topped by a clock tower. Strange,
Spike thought, he'd never noticed that in Sunnydale before.
After the bizarre troupe entered the building, Spike stood uncertainly outside
it, wondering if he should go get the Slayer and her gang. But the more he
thought about it, the more it made him feel like Lassie, and he refused to go
running to the Scoobies for help. He followed the Gentlemen inside and crept up
the rickety stairway, staying well behind them. There must be some way he could
trick these blighters or steal the collective vocal power of the community back
and run like hell with it. If he could just observe them undetected, suss out
where and how they were keeping it, and...Oof! Spike crashed down the stairs
under the weight of one of the footservants who had jumped him from the landing
above.
Blow after blow thudded into his face as he twisted and turned under the
creature which straddled him. Finally, with a silent roar of rage, Spike vamped
out and surged upward throwing his assailant off. He aimed a savage kick to the
thing's ribs and prepared for the backlash of pain his head was now conditioned
to expect. Nothing! He kicked it again, then ground his heel savagely into its
ugly face. Still nothing! With another silent roar of pure joy (and the silence
was truly pissing him off now) he launched a full attack on the now cowering
creature, whaling on it with all the suppressed fury of the past few weeks.
He hit and hit and hit until he realized the thing's head was a bloody pulp and
it hadn't been moving for quite awhile, then he tore off up the stairs to see
what more damage he could do to these voice stealing freaks.
Hurtling up the final steps and crashing through the door at the top, Spike
found himself suddenly in the middle of a raging battle. The Slayer had beaten
him to the party and was working her way through minions like a policeman
through doughnuts. The vampire registered the fact that none of the Gentlemen
were present, only their puppets, then threw himself into the fight, punching
and kicking with abandon.
Part of him was well aware of Buffy's presence off to his left, doing some kind
of fancy cartwheel that ended up with her feet on the chest of her opponent.
God, he loved to watch the girl fight! A stinging blow to the temple brought his
attention back to his own adversary. He ripped into it with his fangs and tore a
good chunk out of the creature's throat. It tasted bitter and nasty. He spit the
gobbet of flesh and blood out immediately.
As Spike dealt with his next customer, he saw Buffy charge up the flight of
stairs which must lead to the inner workings of the clock. He picked the lackey
up, broke its spine over his knee, and tossed it aside, then followed the Slayer
upstairs.
In the murky shadows, among the cogs and wheels of the clock machinery, the
Gentlemen were waiting. Buffy was struggling with a servant as one of the
Gentlemen glided toward her, grinning from ear to ear and brandishing a
surgeon's blade. Catching Spike's eye, Buffy furiously gestured toward the
table. He scanned its surface and saw, amidst the scalpels, knives and other
sharp, heart-removing instruments, a decorative box.
He nodded, grabbed one of the table legs and tore it off, causing the objects on
top to scatter across the floor, he located the box again in the corner of the
room, then bashed it to smithereens with the table leg. Immediately he felt a
funny stricture in his throat, as if he'd swallowed a vampire's worth of dust.
He coughed and a quiet little, "Hey!" came puffing out.
Buffy, twisting free of the last minion and snapping its neck in the process,
opened her mouth and SCREAMED! She screamed at decibels that had dogs two towns
over howling in pain. Spike covered his ears. The Gentlemen clutched at their
heads and began to quiver and shake in a fascinating way until...whump...whumpwhump...whump.
Their heads exploded like overripe tomatoes.
Goo spewed out of their gaping neck holes. The slime reminded Spike of that
Nickolodeon show, not that he'd ever watched it or anything. The bodies
collapsed like falling dominoes. And, finally, Buffy stopped screaming.
Spike blinked as he looked around. He shook a streamer of slime off his coat. He
exchanged bemused stares with Buffy. Then he began to laugh. He threw his head
back and roared with laughter. The cumulative strain of being bewitched twice in
the past few days, harboring unmentionable feelings toward the Slayer, and the
release of finding he could kill again, combined with the hilarious sight of the
Gentlemen popping like so many pimples, all drove him into near hysterics. He
laughed 'til tears streamed down his face.
Meanwhile, Buffy rose from her crouch on the floor and meandered over to where
the Gentlemen lay. She toed one distastefully with the tip of her shoe. Then she
looked over at Spike, shaking with laughter and wiping at his eyes. She shook
her head and sighed.
"You are one sick puppy, Spike."
"And you...have got one good set of lungs on you." His gaze dropped from her
face to her breasts. "Course, I already knew that," he said with a leer.
She rolled her eyes at his lame pun, then walked toward the illuminated face of
the clock and peered up at it. "Hey!" She started to turn toward him. "How did
you end up here anyw......." The rotten wood of the floor gave way beneath her
weight. Her body broke through, as her hands flailed uselessly at the air.
For a split second, Spike froze, trying to process what he was seeing. Then he
threw himself down in a full body sprawl across the floor, trying to keep his
weight away from the hole, and reached for the Slayer. He grabbed her wrist in
one hand as she disappeared below floor level.
In that brief moment, a myriad of thoughts burst through his head. How had the
floor collapsed under Buffy's slight weight? Her wrist in his hand felt as thin
and delicate as bird bones. Why the hell was he saving his mortal enemy? Oh
right, his life was temporarily connected to hers by the ring....maybe. Besides,
the Slayer deserved to die in battle, not like this. Not from a stupid fall from
a tower. It wasn't fitting. And wasn't her skin warm under his hand? Didn't it
feel great? Her little head bobbing up above the edge of the floor was so golden
and fine. And her wide hazel eyes, when they met his, told him she had perfect
faith that he would be able to do it - to pull her up.
He gritted his teeth and yanked even harder on her arm, hauling her body halfway
out of the hole. She reached out for him and he grasped her other wrist in his
right hand and pulled with a harsh grunt. It wasn't that this slip of a girl was
heavy, but the angle was awkward and the floor was crumbling away.
With a last heave, he pulled her out and scrambled backward pulling her body
over the warped boards and into his arms. The floor creaked ominously. They
froze, wrapped around each other, and waited to see if they would both crash
through. A few seconds passed. Nothing happened. Spike could feel Buffy's heart
pounding in her chest, pressed so tight to his that it felt as if his own heart
was beating.
She lay in his arms heaving huge gasping breaths, and he could feel every inch
of her right through his clothes; warm, pulsating, alive. The way his body was
buzzing with adrenalin made him feel as if he were living, too. Spike froze,
afraid to move so much as a muscle lest he break the spell.
Buffy lifted her head off his shoulder and pulled away a little. He felt
physical pain at the separation and a stab of disappointment. Then her face was
filling his sight, her beautiful eyes were his universe, and she was moving
toward him. He let his own eyes drift shut and opened his other senses; smelling
her hair, hearing her sharply indrawn breath, feeling the skin of her forearms
sliding under his hands, and finally tasting....tasting her soft mouth sliding
across his.
Her lips brushed over him, soft as a butterfly at first, and he responded just
as delicately. Little nibbling kisses that fluttered around the edges of
something much stronger and deeper. Then her tongue darted out and stroked
lightly, teasingly over his lips, and the dam broke. His hands clutched
convulsively at her arms, her body, stroking down her back, grasping her hips,
wandering everywhere he could reach, while his mouth devoured her hungrily.
Buffy crushed against him just as desperately, her hot tongue sweeping the
inside of his cool mouth, one hand bunching up his shirt in a firm grip, the
other cradling the nape of his neck and pulling him into an even deeper contact.
Spike growled and pushed against her where she straddled his lap. She ground
into him with her pelvis, and pulled her panting mouth away only to trail kisses
down his jaw and neck. She lapped across his collarbone and he squirmed beneath
her.
"Oh, Buffy," he moaned, and at the sound the enchanted moment was broken. She
sat up and stared at him, then down at her hands half pushed up under his shirt,
caressing his stomach. She pulled them back as though burned.
"Oh my god. What am I doing?" she murmured, then slid off his lap and bolted
down the stairs of the tower.
To be continued....
"Golden Bands to Bind Them", part 5 by BonnieD
AU from "Something Blue" through "Hush". Buffy/Spike have wed and to their
chagrin, have matching immovable wedding bands. Buffy has discovered Riley's
secret identity, and Spike has discovered his ability to fight demons and his
new home, the crypt. Also, they shared a post-spell kiss (Buffy and Spike that
is, not Spike and Riley.)
Whew! What a relief to be back on dialogue. It was very difficult to do the last
installment. Action is the worst to write. Thanks again to all who leave
reviews, it gives me the confidence to keep on going.
*********
Spike sat stunned and shaken by his encounter with Buffy, long after she'd run
away. He listened to the wind whistle through the cracks in the walls of the
tower room, a high keening wail that matched his mood, and felt the building
sway slightly. He considered that the rest of the floor might give way and he'd
better get his ass moving before it did since there was no one to pull HIM back
from a long fall. But still he sat there, trying to wade through the morass of
emotions that roiled through him.
If his feelings were a pie chart, lust would be the biggest wedge. His body was
still sparking with electrical flashes from Buffy's kisses. Not to mention the
tremendous hard-on that refused to die. Anger was another big slice. He was
furious at finding himself so out of control and wanted to punish someone or
something for it. Fear was right behind the anger, whispering that this whole
thing was not going to end well for him. Confusion, desperation, and, strangely
enough, joy, all warred within him. He was thrilled that Buffy seemed to want
him as much as he wanted her, and he despised himself for being thrilled, and he
despised her for making him feel this way.
He wanted to go after her, throw her down and claim her as his woman. He wanted
to run away from Sunnydale and never face her again. He wanted to bite her hard
and deep, suck up that exquisite Slayer blood as she begged for her life. He
wanted to worship at her feet, protect her and serve her and kill any other male
who so much as looked at her. And he wanted to know everything about her, to
curl up in bed with her and listen to anything and everything she wanted to
share with him.
Spike actually whimpered his confusion. Then he shook his head and tried to snap
out of his fugue. He jumped to his feet - carefully - and made his way down the
stairs from the tower, muttering to himself, "Just a girl. Any girl would do.
It's not like it means anything." Maybe he'd find Harmony again. Work this
sexual tension out. His thumb scraped over the ring, which was tightened around
his finger like a noose. "Just this ring doing it. It means nothing. Nothing!
Get the ring off and I'll be right as rain."
********* Buffy hit the bottom of the stairs and kept on running, out of
the building, down the street, through the sleeping town, and toward the safety
of her own bed, as if all the monsters in Sunnydale were chasing her. She knew
she should go back, recapture Spike, find out if it was more than monsters he
could attack. But she couldn't have faced him again if her life depended on it.
"Oh god!" As she ran, one hand lifted unconsciously to her lips. She had kissed
Spike! SHE had kissed HIM first! And she'd LIKED it!!! No Willow spell. No
excuses. Just pure Buffy lust, mixed with some other even scarier emotions which
she was NOT going to explore.
"And don't forget," another piece of information surfaced in her brain and waved
its hands around to get her attention. "Riley's one of the commando guys! Iowa
boy's been keeping secrets from you. So that's two big things, right? You kissed
Spike and Riley's a big liar! Wow, Buffy, you know how to pick'em!"
"Shut up," Buffy snapped at her brain and kept on running.
"So what are you going to do, huh?" her mind persisted. "Punch Riley in the
face, and stake Spike? That'd take care of 'em!"
"It's the ring. It must be the ring," Buffy muttered, clutching at a stitch in
her side as she ran. "It's the only explanation. He just saved me to protect
himself, and we're only attracted to each other because of the stupid bonding
thingy. We have GOT to find a way to get these rings off!"
"What about Riley, though? What about that? Whatya gonna do, Buffy, huh? What?"
her brain clamored.
"Shut up. Shut up! SHUT UP!" Buffy mentally screamed, then channeled Scarlett
O'Hara. "I'm not going to think about that right now. I'll think about that
tomorrow."
***********
The phone ringing woke Buffy from the deep sleep she had finally achieved after
several restless pre-dawn hours of tossing, turning and thinking, thinking,
thinking. When she had returned to her dorm from the clock tower the night
before, she had told Willow and Xander everything that happened with the
Gentlemen, minus the kissing Spike finale. Then she had called Giles and
repeated the story, also skipping over her encounter with Riley and the
commandos in the cemetery. Of course, everyone wanted to know why she had let
Spike go and if he could attack humans again and how she planned to find him
again. She had lied and said he slipped away too fast, glossing over the part
where he saved her from falling.
Xander left and Willow chattered at Buffy for awhile just because she could.
Buffy had almost been tempted to share her troubles with her friend. Nothing
like a little late night girltalk to relieve your burden. But she decided she'd
better discuss it with Riley first and find out the whole scoop on the
commandos. And about the Spike thing?.....well, it was just too embarrassing to
share, even with Willow. Finally Willow had turned off her verbal faucet and
allowed Buffy some blessed silence in which to; A. toss, B. turn, and C. think,
think, think.
Buffy jerked awake by the loud ringing, snatched up the phone and croaked,
"Hello?"
"Hi!" came the familiar, warm voice from the other end of the line. "It's Riley.
Um. About last night. We need to talk."
"Yes, we do," she replied, coolly.
"Could we meet? In an hour? In the quad? By the fountain?"
"Want me to synchronize my watch?" Buffy asked dryly. "And is there a secret
code word I should know?"
Riley paused.
"Military joke," Buffy explained, and as the pause continued, "Never mind. Sure.
That'd be fine. I'll see you there." She hung up, noted that Willow had already
left for class, noted that she had missed hers again, got up to take a much
needed shower, and didn't think about Spike.
She didn't think about Spike all through the shower and her morning yogurt. She
didn't think about him while she chose her perfectly coordinated outfit and
accessories for the day and applied her makeup. And she didn't think about him
as she walked across campus to where Riley was pacing nervously in front of the
fountain.
She did think of him when Riley started to explain to her about the Initiative,
but in a clinical way, so that was okay.
"So your.....organization.....rounds up demons instead of killing them and uses
them for lab rats?"
"I guess....yeah....that pretty much covers it."
"I see. And you were going to tell met this, when?" Buffy raised an eyebrow.
"Well......never. It's a covert operation," Riley stumbled over his words.
"That's the whole point, secrecy,.....and wait a minute, why am I the only one
answering questions here? What were YOU doing in the cemetery fighting vampires?
How can you hit like that?! You're so little, and......" He paused and lowered
his voice. "Are you, like, genetically engineered or something? Is there another
unit that's even deeper undercover than......"
Buffy held up a hand. "Don't hurt yourself. It's not that complicated.
I'm.....the Slayer."
After repeating this several times, and explaining what it meant twice, Buffy
thought she was going to have to break out some Giles-style graphic diagrams in
order for Riley to understand. Then suddenly a light went on and a brilliant
smile stretched across his broad face.
"A superhero!" he exclaimed. "You're like Spiderman....er...woman. Created to
save the world from evil. I get it!"
Buffy couldn't help but return a smile at his obvious delight. Besides, it was
the first time she'd ever thought of herself as a superhero. Usually 'mutant
freak' were the words that came to mind.
"Well.....I guess. Something like that," she admitted.
"Wow!" Riley was nodding in satisfaction. "I should've thought of it before. If
demons really exist then it stands to reason there would be forces of good to
match them."
"Uh, just one really." Buffy blushed. "That'd be me. "The" Chosen One."
Riley shook his head. "Wow," he said again. "This is a lot to process.....for
both of us."
She nodded agreement. "I really can't wrap my mind around the idea that the
government is not only aware of demons, but actually has secret science labs in
Sunnydale. How could I not have known this?"
"We're a relatively new branch of special ops. Finally got our funding
approved," he explained.
"And how could you construct something so massive right under a college campus
without people noticing?"
Riley opened and closed his mouth, then shrugged, not quite understanding the
logistics of that himself.
"AND....," Buffy tapped her finger on his chest, "....does this mean that the
Roswell and Area 51 thing is more than a myth? First it's vampires and demons,
then aliens, what'll it be next, angels among us?"
"Already are. That's you," he answered, fingering a strand of her hair. He
paused, choosing just the right words, "Buffy, I think..... I think it doesn't
have to be a problem. We didn't exactly start out on the best foot for a
relationship.....keeping secrets and all, but we didn't exactly lie to each
other either. And now that it's all out in the open, the possibilities
are.......This could be really good between us! We have more in common than I
ever dreamed. We're perfect for each other!"
Buffy backed away a few steps. "Whoa. Like you said, this is a lot to process.
I'm....I need to think.....I mean, I like you, Riley. I really do. At least I
liked who you said you were, but that's when I thought you were a normal guy."
"I am a normal guy!" he interrupted.
"I'm sure you are," Buffy's voice rose a little in frustration. "But you're not
the kind of normal guy I thought you were. And really, really normal - plain as
vanilla ice cream - was what I was looking for. I have enough bizarreness in my
life already...."
"I'm vanilla ice cream!" Riley insisted. "Everything I told you is the truth.
Born and raised in Iowa; parents, Martha and John; three brothers; a Golden
Retriever named Barney - all of it. And I really am Maggie Walsh's teaching
assistant. It's just that she's also my superior. Look, Buffy, all this army
stuff doesn't make me less of an average Joe, it makes me...."
"G.I. Joe," she completed. "I do get it, Riley. But I still need time to
consider everything."
Riley stopped arguing and nodded. "All right. You're right. We don't have to
make a commitment this minute." He took her hand and looked deep into her eyes,
as sincere and sweet as only Riley Finn could be. "But, Buffy, please think
about what I've said. We really do seem destined for one another." He smiled at
her again and gave her hand a little squeeze. "See you in class tomorrow?"
"Of course." He released her and she turned to leave, then paused, "Uh, Riley?"
"Yes?"
"You know your secret's safe with me. I won't tell Willow or....anyone. Can I
count on you to do the same for me? Will you tell Professor Walsh....?"
"Not if she doesn't ask, and she won't. I won't exactly be breaking orders by
not sharing intelligence about "The" Slayer, and I'm sure you'll be ready to
tell her yourself....soon. So it will only be temporarily shelving information.
You can count on me, Buffy."
She smiled and nodded, then hurried off across campus to see if she could make
it to her second class of the day. And as she dozed off in the classroom, she
didn't think about Spike. Not once.
***********
When Spike finally made it down from the tower, Buffy was long gone, which was
good - very good. There were still a few good hours of night left, so he decided
to continue on his way to the junkyard to see what salvageables he could secure
for his crypt.
A couple of hours later, arms overflowing with scavenged loot, he banged open
the door of the mausoleum with a hard kick. He dumped the lot on the floor in
the center of the room. Decided he'd sort it out later, and that it was time for
a nip of the blood he'd rescued from the Watcher's refrigerator. He vamped out,
bit in, and sucked it right out of the bag. Ugh! Nasty stuff, pig's blood! But
at least it was room temperature from being in his pocket all night. Nothing was
worse than ice cold from the fridge. Enough to give you a headache and turn your
stomach, both.
Spike swept cobwebs and dust from the top of the bier with the arm of his coat
and stretched out to sleep. He lay there, making plans for home improvement and
NOT thinking about Buffy as he drifted off. The morning waxed. The sun rose
higher. It crept through the grimy windows of the crypt and across the floor,
casting a dim glow of light over the sarcophagus. It wasn't enough to burn a
vamp, but it made Spike frown and roll over in his sleep and begin to dream.....
Buffy was lying on the beach in a white bikini. She was stretched out, face up,
on a blanket, with the ocean's waves just lapping at her toes. Her hair was
fanned around her face, sun-streaked as a lion's mane, and the white crocheted
material of the bathing suit contrasted with her golden tanned skin. Her body
was phenomenal and Spike felt short of breath just from watching her lay there
sunning herself.
He was under a boardwalk or something, peering out at her like a lecherous old
man. The sunlight was so close he felt himself steaming. He tried to draw
further back in the shadows, but there was nowhere darker to go. Then Buffy woke
up, rolled over on one elbow, looked at him, beckoned him to come join her. She
held up a bottle of tanning lotion. Spike, already imagining his hands slicking
over her bare skin, groaned in frustration. He took a step toward the light and
the tip of his boot began to sizzle.
"I can't, love. I'm stuck here," he called out.
She just smiled and waggled the bottle of lotion at him; struck a pose like a
1950's pinup girl on the blanket; leaning back on one hand, chest thrust out,
hard, smooth stomach inviting his touch. He inched his foot into the sun. The
boot burst into flames. Spike pulled it back into shadow quickly and doused the
flames in the sand.
"I CAN'T!" he practically wailed. "Please, Buffy, come here. Come into the dark
with me."
She pouted her bottom lip provocatively. He licked his own parched lips and
gazed at her hungrily. Then suddenly, she abandoned the teasing attitude and her
hazel eyes welled with tears. Finally she spoke, "Why won't you trust me, Spike?
It's beautiful here. It couldn't possibly hurt you. Just take little steps and
you can make it."
"All right then." Spike closed his eyes, tensed his shoulders, took a deep
breath, cursed a blue streak, and hurtled out into the sun, across the sand. He
ran full tilt toward her. Should've been there by now. His eyes opened and Buffy
was even further away - almost a quarter mile across the burning sand.
And then he was on fire. He could feel it eating him away from the inside out,
turning him to ash as he ran.
"Can't do it, Buffy! I'm not ready! Can't......" his cries rose to a scream as
he evaporated into nothing and.....
Woke with a strangled sob. He was shaking. Would've been gasping and sweating if
he were human. For a moment he forgot where he was, had to look around the
sun-warmed stillness of the crypt to place himself. Oh right, new digs. He
watched the dust motes floating in the pale beams coming through the grimy
windowpanes.
Already the urgency and details of the dream were fading. Something about the
Slayer in a bikini. Where was the nightmare in that? Spike sat up, jumped off
the stone surface, found his coat and rummaged in the pocket for a cigarette. He
popped one in his mouth, flicked open his lighter, and was momentarily
transfixed by the little flame. There had been fire in his dream, too.
He stood there until the lighter grew almost too hot to hold, then shook himself
out of his reverie, lit up and drew a long, soothing lungful of smoke. No
matter. It was just a dream. Perhaps he'd better take his daily rest in the
nice, dark lower level of the crypt. Safer, anyway.
********* Anya's current favorite human television program was "Murder
She Wrote." In it, a very clever and quite liberated elderly woman went around
solving mysteries that no one else could figure out. She succeeded while the
male dominated law force fumbled around uselessly. Anya appreciated that.
Today, with her voice firmly in place, Anya was on a mission. She had already
laid the groundwork in her investigation the very afternoon Buffy and Spike had
returned from their quite amusing honeymoon in Vegas. While the others, namely
Willow, were wasting their time looking up information on H'rassee demons or
going on picnics, Anya had gone straight to the source.
Xander had kissed her goodbye before going to his low-paying, service job, and
Anya had headed for Clem's pawn shop to find out how the wedding rings had come
into his possession. Anyone who watched or read mysteries knew that was the
proper way to go about solving a problem. Begin at the end and work your way
back to the beginning.
Anya was a little disappointed when the floppy-eared Clem didn't require any
trickery or persuasion to reveal that an H'rassee artisan, who had needed quick
cash, sold him the pair of rings. The bands sat gathering dust for over a year,
because, really, who wanted to be THAT closely joined to their significant
other. When Spike had come to his shop late at night looking for a cheap but
tasteful pair of rings, Clem had jumped at the opportunity to unload the things.
Clem provided Anya with a description of the jewelry-maker and said that he'd
still seen the guy around town occasionally. He was evidently hiding out in this
dimension from whatever he had been escaping in his world.
The resourceful sleuth had then summoned her old friend, Halfrek and asked for
her aid in locating the H'rassee and, if necessary, roughing him up a little.
The voice-stealing Gentlemen had caused a temporary delay in Anya's plan, but
today, with her voice restored, Anya was armed and ready to find this H'rassee
and take him down. She would force him to reverse his crazy ring spell and, in
the process, prove to the others what a viable and valuable part of the group
she could be. It was no good being Xander's girlfriend, but ignored by his close
friends. She would MAKE them like her.
"Honestly, dear, I don't see why you care," Hallie was saying, as the two walked
the hall of a boarded up apartment building. "I mean, it's a stretch but I can
almost understand your attraction to the human male you've chosen. After all,
that's a biological imperative, and you can't help it if you're a slave to the
needs of your human body. Poor thing. But, trying to please his friends? I just
don't get it!"
"Neither do I," Anya sighed. "My logical mind knows I shouldn't care what a pack
of humans think, but I get an itchy, uncomfortable feeling when they talk all
around me as if I wasn't there. I feel compelled to get them to notice me. It's
very unsettling."
She knocked on a door. They heard scrabbling and bumping noises from within,
then footsteps heading for the back of the apartment. Anya tried the door. It
was locked. Hallie teleported them inside just in time to see a greenish, scaly,
but definitely humanoid demon heading for the window that led onto the fire
escape. Hallie pointed a finger and the window closed with a decisive 'bang'.
The H'rassee spun around and raised his hands in surrender.
"Don't kill me!" he begged. "I'll get the jewel! I'm working on it. Just give me
a little more time. I'll find it."
"We're not here for that, buster," Anya stalked up to the trembling creature and
gave him a push that sent him sprawling on the floor. "You're a H'rassee
jeweler, right?"
He nodded, gulping.
"Well, you're in big trouble! You've got the Slayer on your tail."
"The Slayer?! What'd I....? How could......?"
"Your wedding bands. She's got one stuck on her hand, so you better spill right
now. Tell me how they work and how to get them off, or else." Anya kicked him in
the side, then looked over her shoulder at Hallie and gave her a big smile. She
was enjoying the role of tough cop.
"I.... They don't COME off. That's the point. My people believe in a lifetime
commitment to their lover. The rings are the outward symbol of that. The can't
be removed."
"But the wearers aren't psychically connected?" Hallie asked.
The artisan shook his head.
"Then what happens if one of the life partners dies?"
"The bond is broken and the rings dissolve," he answered.
"Hm. Your dimension must have a very high murder rate," the vengeance demon
commented.
"Not at all." The H'rassee rose and assumed a somewhat defensive tone. "We truly
believe in love. When we make a commitment we never give up on the
relationship."
"So where's YOUR wedding ring," Anya commented.
"I haven't been lucky enough to find my soul-mate yet," he said sadly.
Anya lost interest and turned her back on him. "Do you know what this means,
Hallie? All I have to do is tell the others. Buffy can stake Spike, and it will
all be over! Then they'll appreciate me and tell me what a great job I did and
the girls will invite me to the next makeover party they have."
"One little problem, sweetie," Halfrek pointed out. "From what you say, the
Slayer seems hesitant to damage creatures who can't defend themselves. Killing
the vampire may not be an option." She pointed at the H'rassee, who had been
sidling toward the open door as they spoke. "I think a better plan would be for
this nice craftsman to FIND A WAY to reverse whatever incantation he's put on
his work." She bestowed a brilliant smile on him and his shoulders slumped in
defeat.
"There might be a counter-spell....." he admitted.
"Then get to work!" Anya commanded, giving him another shove just because she
could. "I wanna see some results and fast or you'll be swimming with the
fishes." Gangster movies were Anya's second favorite thing to watch on
television.
***********
"Another night, another patrol," Buffy thought. "Even the most action- packed
job can sure get boring after you repeat it enough times."
She strolled along in that meandering way that lulled attacking vampires into
thinking she was a safe victim. But though she appeared unfocussed, her
attention was always on and tuned toward everything that moved around her. Right
now, for example, she could hear on the other side of that low stone wall, the
sound of someone moving, carrying something very heavy, probably a dead or
injured body.
Buffy ran, launched herself over the wall and landed on the perpetrator of the
noise.
"Hey! Bloody hell!!" The body beneath her felt way too familiar and Buffy
scrambled off as fast as she could. She looked from the sprawled vampire to
the.....armchair?!....she had made him drop, and back again.
"Spike!" She managed to spit out the name with all the venom and scorn it
deserved. "What are you up to now? Stealing furniture from......Angel's
mansion!!!! That's Angel's armchair!"
"He's not using it. All the good stuff's already been nicked, anyway." Spike
turned his back on her and started to hoist up the worn chair with the stuffing
trailing out of it. "I'm sure granddad wouldn't mind."
"You can't....."
"Gotta furnish my new home, haven't I?" He heaved the chair onto his back and
staggered off. Buffy followed.
"YOU have a home?"
"Nice little crypt sweet crypt. Of course, I probably shouldn't show you where
it's at, you being the enemy and all, but.....wanna see it?"
Buffy didn't deign to answer, just sighed and continued to trudge after him.
**********
When he pushed open the creaking crypt door and stepped back for her to enter,
Buffy's Slayer instincts kicked in and she thought, 'This is a trap', but she
entered anyway - all senses on high alert. She glanced around the gloomy room
and had to smile at Spike's pathetic attempts to spruce it up. He'd torn down
most of the cobwebs, but many still fluttered in the draft from the open door.
Odds and ends of furniture, rugs, and dishes, all stained, ragged and chipped
were set around here and there. A cracked jug of.......flowers! placed on a
woven scarf graced the top of the stone sarcophagus in the center of the room.
The flickering light that illuminated the place came from an elaborate
candelabra, which Buffy also recognized as Angel's, set just under the window
where the panes caught the light and reflected it back.
Spike nudged her out of the way as he came through the door and unceremoniously
dropped the armchair on the floor with a thump and a grunt.
"Thanks for helping, Slayer. Wouldn't want you to waste your strength on
furniture moving when there's evil afoot that needs fighting."
"So this is what's fashionable in netherworld decor." Buffy put her hands on her
hips and turned in a slow, exaggerated circle surveying the room. "Very......"
She was working on the perfect cutting description, when she caught sight of
Spike's almost anxious face watching her. "Uh....nice. Very nice," she concluded
lamely, wondering just when she had crossed the line from killing vamps to
complimenting them.
Her answer seemed to satisfy him. He shrugged. "It's cozy." Then he started to
wrestle the unwieldy armchair to the perfect spot in the room. Buffy found
herself grabbing the other side and helping.
When they had moved it to three different positions and Spike was still eyeing
the chair critically with his head tilted to the side, Buffy stepped back and
crossed her arms.
"Listen. About last night...."
He darted a look at her then waved a hand in the air dismissively. "Forget it."
"Spike, I can't just forget it. I need to know...."
"It was the rings. Just the stupid sodding rings. I know that."
"Huh? No! Not the.....not the kissing thing! I'm talking about you being able to
fight again. I need to know that you can't hurt people."
"Well of course I can't bloody hurt people or I wouldn't be standing here
talking to you now would I?" Spike glared at her. "I'd be ripping your heart out
and serving it on my nice new place setting?"
"Good." Buffy seemed relieved. "Just so we're clear. I don't want to have to
stake you, but I'd do it." Then a little frown creased her brow. "How do I know
you can't? Am I supposed to take your word?"
A slow, evil grin spread over the vampire's face. His eyes lit with glee. "No. I
suppose you can't. Wanna have a go? See what happens?" His relaxed stance
tightened and suddenly he was balanced on the balls of his feet, ready to dance
out of her way when she struck a blow. His hands were half up, ready to defend,
and his eyes were eager.
Buffy couldn't resist. She assumed a similar stance, then darted forward and
flicked a fist at his face. He dropped his head at the last moment and she
missed. Spike spun around to her left side and came up grinning from ear to ear.
"Go ahead. Try again!" he taunted.
She kicked her leg up and he caught it in both hands and tossed her backward.
She crashed into the sarcophagus and the pottery went flying, scattering flowers
as it went. Looking up sharply, Buffy could see the vampire wasn't clutching his
head. In fact, he seemed happier than ever.
"Ooh, Slayer, you're off your game."
She pushed off from the bier and charged low, straight into his stomach, taking
them both down to the floor. For the second time that evening he lay prostrate
under her. Buffy pulled herself up, straddling him, and aimed a punch to his
stupid, laughing face. This time his reflexes were slower and she landed a good
one, right on his jaw. His head snapped to the side and a trickle of blood ran
from the corner of his mouth where her ring had cut him.
She tried again with a right cross, but he blocked with his forearm. Then,
coiling like a snake, he arched up with his lower body, throwing her off and to
the side and twisting until he was straddling her, pinning her arms to the
ground on either side of her head. He loomed over her, eyes glittering with
malice and lust. Yes, Buffy was pretty sure it was lust since she could feel his
hardness pressing right against her pubic bone. She was breathing hard now. He
was hardly breathing.
His face lowered closer....closer to hers, until they were mere inches apart.
"So what do you think, Slayer?" he whispered. "Can I hurt people?"
She opened her mouth to answer, but all her snappy comebacks failed her. Then
she noticed, that his hands, holding her arms, weren't digging in and causing
pain. Instead his thumbs were slowly caressing the soft skin of her inside
wrists, making little circles that were sending bolts of sensation straight to
her crotch. It tickled and tingled, and Buffy wiggled a little under him.
Spike descended the last few inches to her mouth. "It's not us. 's the rings,"
he muttered the mantra against her lips, then he was kissing her.
To be continued.....
"Golden Bands to Bind Them", part 6
(Sleuth Anya has discovered the rings have no special properties and are merely
a symbol of commitment. Spike/Buffy, under the conviction that their emotions
are caused by the bands, are carrying on in a horizontal fashion. This section
is rated R.)
As Spike's words registered, "It's not us. It's the rings," Buffy felt a great
sense of release. Yes, of course, she had no culpability here. Anything that
happened was the fault of the rings. From that point on, she stopped thinking
entirely and let sensation carry her away.
She felt Spike's lips brushing over hers, tasted blood from the cut she had
given him with her fist. Her tongue reached out to lap at the wound, and he held
still and let her clean it like a little cat. After a moment, he couldn't
contain himself and his own tongue came out to tangle with hers. He pressed his
mouth hungrily against hers and explored inside it laying claim to the new
territory he'd discovered. They kissed until Buffy was breathless, then Spike
pulled back. Supporting himself on his arms, he gazed down at her as if
memorizing her. He reached up and brushed a strand of hair out of her face, then
leaned in and kissed her some more, nice and slow and deep.
All her senses were narrowed down to this one point of contact, her mouth-
Spike's mouth fused together. She kissed him and kissed him, and her body seemed
to arch toward him of its own accord. As her pelvis rose up, he pressed down
into her, rubbing against her slowly, sinuously.
He knew how to throw all her switches on with a flick of the tongue. She was
dripping wet and ready for him already. It was as if her body had been with his
forever. She responded to his every cue, every look, sound and touch as if she'd
been conditioned to do so.
As his mouth moved from her lips to her throat, he ran his hand down her side,
then snaked it in between them to push up her skirt and slip inside her panties.
He stroked her delicately, brushing over her clit and making her shudder before
plunging his fingers inside her tight, wetness and applying pressure to the
sweet spot deep inside. She gasped and rose into it, pumping against his hand
until a deep groan curled out of her throat.
The sound of her, "Unnnhhh!" made him crazy. He slipped his fingers from within
her, ripped off her underwear, then tore at her skirt. She slapped his hands
away and began to wiggle out of the garment. As he fumbled with the buttons of
his jeans and pushed them down his hips, Buffy quickly removed her skirt, top
and bra, then bunched Spike's T-shirt up toward his chest, her hands sliding
over his hard abs. She leaned in and licked her way up that wonderfully chiseled
torso, something she had been fantasizing for the past two days.
Spike's stomach jerked under her ministrations. He struggled to remove his
shirt, actually getting it stuck on his head for a moment and tearing it away
with a roar. Buffy smiled at that as she moved farther up and nibbled his hard,
pointy little nipples. He moaned at the contact, and plunged both hands in her
hair, cradling her head to hold it to his chest. His hands kneaded the base of
her skull and combed through her hair, as he murmured encouragement.
But soon he was guiding her face up toward his again and returned to that deep
soul-kissing he delighted in. Buffy was happy to go along. His tongue plunged
into her again and again, and she began to feel a little dizzy from lack of
oxygen. Had to remember to breath. His hands were roaming freely up and down her
body, as if trying to verify her reality by touch. His left hand found her
breasts and lingered there, stroking, kneading and toying with first one then
the other. Soon he broke off the kissing and let his mouth continue the work his
hand had started.
Buffy gazed down at the top of Spike's head, shining in the candlelight, poised
over her breast. She watched his lips engulf her nipple, sucking it in deeply,
pulling back, then letting it go with a lovely little pop. He smiled and did it
again, all the while letting his hand gently minister to her other breast so it
wouldn't feel neglected. The sight of him suckling at her like a happy baby,
stirred something so deeply primal in Buffy that she shivered from the power of
it. Her stomach clenched and her pussy throbbed and ached.
As if aware of every tiny change in her breathing - and he probably was - Spike
glanced up at Buffy's flushed face and gleaming eyes. He gave her a knowing grin
and, never breaking eye contact, began tonguing and kissing his way down from
her breasts, over her ribcage and stomach and down to her thighs. There he
stopped to tease for awhile, moving all around his target with whispering kisses
and gentle nibbles, building the tension until Buffy was shaking from it.
"Go on, already!" she snapped, which only made him chuckle and take even longer.
He lapped up the inside of her thighs and lingered around the edges of her sex,
then suddenly drew back. Splaying his hands on either side of her labia and
pushing her legs open, he gazed at her laying open before him. Buffy wanted to
squirm with embarrassment. No one had ever really looked at her there before,
including herself. But Spike leaned in a little, sniffing her scent and letting
his eyes fall closed a little as if her musk were the rarest perfume.
"Beautiful!" he reverently whispered. And suddenly Buffy FELT beautiful. She had
never thought of people-parts as particularly attractive until she heard the
absolute delight in Spike's voice upon viewing hers.
Then he bent down and began feasting on her there and she forgot to feel
anything but the firecrackers going off in her body.
**********
When Spike realized, about halfway through, where he was going with the
fighting, he surrendered to his id. No point in arguing with sexual attraction
so he might as well enjoy the ride. Was all the bloody ring's fault anyway, and
that's what he told her right before he kissed her.
The kissing was every bit as good as he remembered. He hadn't been sure if it
was the witch's spell that had made kissing Buffy on their 'wedding night' seem
special, different from anyone else - ever. And her kiss last night had been so
brief and unexpected, he hadn't had time to really think about it, but now he
knew for sure. Spike had lived a helluva long time and kissed plenty of people,
alive and undead, besides Dru, but he'd never felt anything quite like the depth
of emotion that went hand in hand with doing the liplock with Buffy. And that
simply had to be a result of the rings. Couldn't be his heart.
He half expected the Slayer to pull back, punch him in the nose and stalk out,
but instead, almost before he knew it, they were both naked and he was going to
work between her legs with his mouth. Spike had every right to be proud of his
lingual skills. His vampiric family had taught him well - all of them. Each
wanting things done just a certain way and keeping him at it 'til he got it
right. And humans were so easy to read. He could hear Buffy's heart rate elevate
every time he hit the perfect rhythm, touched the perfect spot. Made it easy to
pleasure her and to back off when she started getting too close to the edge. He
was damn sure going to make this last.
But all good things must come to an end, and finally, when the girl was almost
weeping from the teasing, he let her take the plunge. She screamed and bucked
and grabbed at his head, smashing his face even further into her. Spike was
exhilarated. He wrenched away so he could watch her face contort in ecstasy.
When her eyes finally fluttered open and met his, he grinned.
"Like that?" he asked, as he crawled from between her legs, up her body.
She let out a shuddering sigh in answer, and he laughed, then leaned in to kiss
her lightly on the mouth.
"But you're still....what about....." she stammered, when he pulled back, "Do
you want me to....um, return the favor?" She was moving her hand toward his
throbbing cock.
He grabbed her wrist, stopping her. "Not this time, sweetheart," he answered.
"If your sweet little mouth touched me now, it'd be over in a few seconds.
Besides, I want to see you, to be inside you, when I come. All right?"
Buffy nodded, all serious eyes. Spike was charmed by her inexperience. One night
with Angel and one with that frat boy, Parker, had only served to stir her
juices up and leave her ready and waiting for Spike to finish the job of
sexually enlightening her. He was more than willing to do so.
He nuzzled the side of her face, tickled her ear 'til she giggled, and
simultaneously nudged his way inside her. He reached down and guided himself in,
a tight fit, but well lubed. She was so very ready for him, his cock glided in
smooth as ice cream dipped in hot fudge. He waited for a moment, pulsing inside
her, for her to adjust and to keep himself from bursting too soon, then began a
long, slow draw out. She gasped as she felt his ridges scrape along her channel.
Almost completely withdrawn, he plunged in again - a little harder this time.
Buffy grunted and tipped her hips up further.
Still moving carefully, Spike withdrew a second time, then plunged again. Her
fingernails bit into his shoulders and she gasped. Frowning with concentration
now, and trembling from the effort not to come, he continued the slow draw and
the quick thrust. Again. And again. And again, as Buffy encouraged him with
every moan and cry.
Spike's pace began to pick up as he built toward his climax. "Buffy!" he cried
out, and her eyes fluttered open. "Hm?"
"I....want to see you. Look at me. Be with me," he gasped out. "See me."
She gave a quick nod, and when her eyes threatened to drift closed again, she
riveted them on Spike's face. Somehow, staring into each other's eyes, which
should've felt awkward and strange, only enhanced the intensity of their
lovemaking. Unspoken, barely-understood emotions passed back and forth between
them. A connection, a bond tied them together as they moved in the ancient
patterns of love. As Spike arched over her and drove inside for the last time,
he broke the visual contact, eyes rolling up, a strangled moan bursting from his
throat. He twined his hands with hers, pinning her arms beside her head. Neither
noticed that the gold bands had vanished from their fingers.
******* "Is that it then?" Anya asked, peering over the H'rassee's
shoulder and watching hazy blue smoke disperse through the light of the
flickering candle. "That's an unbinding?"
"I believe so. As I said, I've never been asked to break the spell of the rings
before. I'm assuming it worked, but...."
"All right then," Anya was all business. "Here's a little something for your
labor. I've recently learned the value of capitalism and no favor should go
unrewarded." She extended a small roll of bills toward him. As he reached out,
she pulled back her hand, "But....if I find out your spell was ineffectual, my
friend will find you again." She jerked her head toward Halfrek, who nodded,
smiled, and waggled her fingers at him. "And you won't get off so easy next
time."
Anya gave him a poke in the chest for emphasis, tossed the money at him, then
nodded at Halfrek. The justice demon struck a pose and with a dramatic flourish
teleported them away.
******** Two hours later.....
Buffy was in a stupor, so languid and boneless she could barely move. Only her
hands, gripping Spike's back and kneading gently, seemed to have any strength.
That last one, the culmination of a chain reaction of mini orgasms, had been so
powerful she'd actually blacked out for a moment. She wondered if that was
dangerous. Maybe these rings, meant for an alien race, were unhealthy for a
mortal - even a superhuman one. Could someone die from being oversexed?
Apparently Spike had had a similar reaction, because he was passed out on top of
her like a heavy quilt. Buffy had the brief and traitorous thought that if it
were Angel resting over her it would be more like an annoyingly heavy bearskin
rug crushing her. She glided one hand down to cup Spike's ass and the other up
to play with the curling hair at the nape of his neck, and considered that he
fit her just right and in more than a physical way. That brief glimmer of
insight set off alarm bells that woke her like a dash of cold water to the face.
"It was just the rings," Buffy reminded herself as she came back to full
consciousness and the clamoring voices which she had locked in the cellar
started screaming at the door. "Couldn't help...." Buffy lifted her hand from
where it rested on Spike's backside. Her thumb traced its now habitual path
across the base of her ring finger. She froze. Her thumb smoothed over the bare
skin again. And again. No ring. Where was the ring? She shoved Spike's limp body
off her, and brought her left hand to her face. It was unadorned.
The vampire was moaning and protesting being dumped from her soft, warm body to
the hard, cold floor. She quickly pulled his arm out from under him and seized
his hand. No ring!
"What's the matter, love?" he asked, muzzily, still sleepy and replete as a
well-fed tiger.
"Look!" She shoved their joined hands in front of his face. "They're gone!"
"Huh?" His half-lidded eyes opened wide. He pulled his hand away from her and
examined it. Compared it to his other hand. Looked at it again. Rubbed his right
hand over the bare skin frantically. "That's impossible! How could it....?"
"And when?" Buffy interrupted. "How long ago? Why were we still....?"
Spike shook his head, frowning. "Doesn't matter. Red must've worked some mojo.
Point is, we're free now." He looked from his hand to her face, realized that
though he was lying beside her, their legs were still entwined, and disentangled
them. They lay facing each other, naked, a chaste foot of space between them.
"It's over," he stated, woodenly.
"Yeah." Buffy sat up, looked around for her clothes, blinking, but didn't make a
move to get dressed.
"And that last bit," he added, also rising to a sitting position. "It was
residual effect or something. Just sex. Not like it meant anything."
"Of course not." Buffy looked everywhere but at his eyes. "Definitely spell
related." 'Cause no one normally has orgasms like that! Do they?' she added
mentally.
"So...." he paused, scratched at his chest, and did his own bit of looking
aimlessly around the crypt. "Back to business as usual. I hate you. You hate
me...."
"Right." The Slayer finally rose, somewhat unsteadily to her feet. She didn't
even bother trying to cover herself as she wandered around collecting tattered
bits of clothing, like the survivor of a natural disaster.
Spike watched her for a second, admiring her body, then snorted and shook his
head to clear it, clambered to his feet and retrieved his jeans. He was shoving
one leg in, when the Slayer's small voice stopped him.
"Spike?"
"Yeah?"
"You won't..... I mean, you wouldn't .....tell anyone about this, would you? I
don't think it's something my friends need to know about." She cleared her
throat. "Even if it wasn't our fault. The rings....." she trailed off.
He paused and considered the fun that could be had holding this little incident
over the Slayer's head, making her squirm, causing her all sorts of nightmares
about what her friends would do if they knew. Then he thought about what her
friends WOULD do if they knew, which would probably be to stake him quick as a
wink. No, it would be in neither of their best interests if this interlude were
revealed. Besides, he had to admit, she had kept his embarrassing secret about
the claustrophobia, when she probably would have delighted in seeing him suffer.
Best to make a truce here.
"Wouldn't dream of it," he assured her, sliding his other leg into the jeans and
zipping up over his sore, much abused cock. Girl knew how to give a workout.
"What's done is done."
"Good," Buffy breathed a sigh of relief, stepped into her skirt and pulled it up
over her hips. She gazed in consternation at the broken zipper on the side.
Spike watched her struggle with it for a moment, then fished around in his box
of supplies from the junkyard. He pulled out a length of copper wire, snipped
off a piece, and stepped toward Buffy.
"Here. Leave off," he commanded. She dropped her hands. He grabbed the material
and worked the sharp wire through it on both sides of the zipper to hold the
skirt in place. The back of his hand brushed against the warm skin of her waist
as he twisted the makeshift metal fastening. He froze, allowing the contact to
continue beyond what was necessary. Both of them were still shirtless. He could
feel her warmth radiating toward him in waves. Her right nipple was almost
brushing against his arm. From the corner of his eyes, he could see her chest
rise and fall as she breathed, and for a moment, he was incapable of movement,
then one finger trailed slowly up her side as the flesh beneath it twitched at
his light touch.
The moment was erotically supercharged. The air fairly vibrated with awareness.
And knowing that their time was over, that there could never, would never be a
repeat of what had happened between them that evening, only enhanced the
tension. They both felt themselves trembling on the brink of
something......something, and if they took the next step, didn't turn away, it
would be like falling off a cliff into an unfathomable void.
Spike's hand clenched and unclenched at her waist. He licked his lips, and
slowly raised his eyes to meet hers. Buffy returned his stare with that
wide-open, deer-in-the-headlights look she was so good at. Her mouth dropped
open slightly and her lips glistened. He could hear her heartbeat speed up even
further. He leaned toward her slowly, pulled in by those magnificent eyes. Eyes
that spoke volumes when her mouth was incapable of speech.
Buffy inclined toward him just as slowly. The moment stretched out like taffy
pulled to the breaking point or silly putty faces warped beyond recognition. It
would have to break soon or....
Suddenly, an object shifted in the junk box. A metallic clink of something
falling into a new position broke the silence. Buffy blinked and pulled back.
Spike glanced over at the box then dropped his hand away from her waist. Both
drew in big shaky breaths and turned away. Spike saw her shirt on top of the
bier, went over and picked it up, and tossed it to her without looking. Then he
began picking up pieces of broken pottery while she pulled it on.
She finally located her other shoe and stepped into it, then straightened her
clothes as best she could and ran her fingers through her wild hair. She glanced
around the dusty crypt to see if she'd missed anything.
Spike stopped fussing with the broken pitcher barely long enough to look up and
say, "All right then. See you around, I expect."
The Slayer was suddenly all business. "You stay out of trouble and I'll leave
you alone, Spike. But just remember, if I find out that it's more than just
demons you can hurt..."
"Yeah. Yeah. I know."
He looked back down at the pile of ceramic shards he had gathered up. Buffy
walked toward the door, turned the knob, then stopped in the doorway facing away
from him.
"Um..just wanted to say..it wasn't so bad," she mumbled quickly.
There was a long silence, long enough for her to turn ten shades of red and die
several deaths from humiliation. Why had she said that? Why?!
"No, pet. It wasn't at that," he finally answered in a gravelly voice. "Look.if
you ever need...help with the demon fighting, well, I got nothing better to do,
and I'm always up for a good fight." He paused again. "You know where I'm at."
She nodded.
"Course I'd have to have a little something for my trouble. A vamp has needs."
"Of course." Buffy finally ventured a look over her shoulder. "I wouldn't expect
anything more of you."
"And I'm not saying I'll stick around forever," he added. "Probably take a tour
of Europe or something...just as soon as I get back to my old self again. But
for now, I'll be here."
"Okay," Buffy confirmed. She took another step and was through the door.
Spike opened his mouth, raised a hand, but the door had already fallen closed
behind her.
He closed his mouth, dropped his hand, took a deep steadying breath. "Well..that
was.something," he murmured to himself. "You'll not have one like her in your
bed again." A feeling frighteningly akin to the melancholy he'd experienced
after Dru deserted him was hovering at the fringe of his mind. "Can't hunt.
Can't kill. Got no one and nothing. What are you good for?" his inner voice
questioned.
But Spike was a master at avoiding brooding at all costs. "I'll find a way back
to myself. And I'll find another bird. This is only temporary. I'm the Big Bad,
and I'll be back!" He slammed the windows of his mind shut, drew the blinds,
blocked out any ray of Buffy-shaped sunshine that might try to peek in, and went
back to organizing his crypt and his new unlife. As he stood in the middle of
the empty room, mentally ticking off all the things that needed to be done, he
was unaware that the thumb of his left hand was stroking the base of his ring
finger over and over.
***********
Buffy, ambling home through the cemetery, thought about Riley. "I'll tell him
'yes'," she thought. "Yes, I'd love to be your girlfriend. Yes, we're made for
each other. Yes, we'll get past the secrets and find a way to make as normal a
relationship as a Slayer and a soldier can have. This is what I need to do," she
told herself. "This is what I WILL do!"
She squared her shoulders, lifted her chin and began walking more purposefully,
scanning for evil as she marched along. Vampires were hers for the killing. That
was her purpose in life, to root out evil and destroy it. Riley would be a
perfect partner in that endeavor. She was oblivious to the fact that, while her
right hand was fiercely clutching a stake, the thumb of her left hand was
smoothing back and forth over her naked ring finger.
The End