Chapter 8:

Buffy made her way out of class quickly. She was hoping that she would run into Spike along the way but she couldn't find him. With a heavy sigh, Buffy made her way to her locker. Buffy's path was suddenly blocked by a very pissed off blonde.

"I hope you're happy" Harmony growled
" What do you want, Harmony?" Buffy asked impatiently. She didn't have time for this.
" Don't pretend like you don't know what you little reject of a boyfriend did you my poor Angel"
" What the hell are you talking about?" Buffy gave Harmony her full attention.
"You're gonna stand there and tell me that you had nothing to do with Spike beating Angel until he was all sore and bloody?"
" He did what?!" Buffy was more angry than shocked. *He promised me*
" You heard me. What do you have to say for yourself, Buffy?" Harmony was actually expecting an answer. Buffy just ignored her request.
" Where is Spike now?"
" Spike isn't the one who you---" Harmony began
" Where is he?!" Buffy yelled.
"Don't have a tantrum. He got suspended which is exactly what he deserved."
" Where would he go?" Buffy asked herself.
" He probably headed home like the coward that he is " Harmony offered.
" It was hell talking to ya, Harm but I gotta go." Buffy walked around the steaming girl and headed for the school exit.
" This isn't over!!" Harmony yelled before huffing off to class.
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Spike hadn't been in the house more than ten minutes before he heard someone pound on the front door. When he opened it, he was met with the coldest glare he had ever seen.

"Mind if I come in?" Buffy asked. She didn't wait for him to answer. She pushed right passed him.
" Not at all. Come on in." Spike closed the door and prepared himself for the enevitable yelling."What are you doing here, Buffy?"
" Is your dad home?" buffy ignored his question.
" No. He's still at school. Why?"
" I just wanted to make sure he wasn't around to see me do this" Buffy smacked him hard upside his head.
" What the bloody hell was that for?!"
" You promised me! You said that you wouldn't go near him!"
" I kept my promise. I didn't go looking for him" Spike defended himself.
" So what he just tripped and landed repeatedly on your fists."
" Is that even possible." he was trying to lighten the mood but Buffy wasn't laughing.
" You promised me." she repeated.
" He came looking for me. Saying all of these horrible things about you. What was I supposed to do?"
" Walked away!" Buffy's voice arose.
" Not bloody likely. I'd do anything for you but i'm not going to be a coward. Please don't ask me to be."
" I wouldn never ask that of you. I just-- I didn't want you get invovled with this." Buffy said calmly.
"it's a little late for that, pet. I'm always involved where ever you're concerned." Spike closed the distance between them. Buffy placed her forhead against his and sighed.
" Was it worth it?"
" Every bloody punch." Spike said with a smirk.
" That's not fun--" Buffy' s words were cut off when Spike smashed his lips against his. It had felt as if they hadn't tasted eachother in forever.
After Spike had found out what happened, he didn't show as much affection towards her. He didn't want to scare her off. He missed her lips and she missed his too. They paused a moment for air before capturing eachother again. This kiss became more heated when Buffy started to moan into Spike's mouth. He felt so good against her.
Before Spike knew what was happenning, Buffy had leaped up into his arms, with her legs wrapped securely around his waste. She was slowly grinding against the bulge in his pants.

" Buffy, wait." Spke managed to tear away from her lips. " What are we doing?" This was wrong.
" I don't know. I just- I missed you." Buffy confessed.
" I missed you too, kitten but--"
"You don't want me anymore?" she asked softly
"Does it feel like I don't want you?" spike pressed up against her once more causing her to gasp.
" But then why--"
" Because when it happens with us, I want it to be right. I don't want it to be something you remember as a weak moment. Do you understand?"
" Yeah. It doesn't mean I have to like it though." Buffy pouted.
"Look at that lip. Gimmie it." Spike grabbed her bottom lip with his teeth and nibbled on it. The nibbling soon turned into another heat filled kiss. Spike stopped it once more.
"Luv, I just said--"
" I can't help it. I want you." Buffy confessed. Spike took in her words and thought for a moment before answering.
" There are other ways....that can make you feel good."
"Show me"
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Spike carried Buffy upstairs to his room. During the short trip, Buffy had managed to rid Spike of his shirt. Once they reached their destination, Spike gently placed Buffy on his bed and crawled on top of her. He shifted his weight so that he wasn't squashing her.

" Are you sure about this, luv."

Buffy answered by simply pulling him down for another mind blowing kiss.He began nibbling at the sensitive spot on her neck which created a small gasp from Buffy. Her hands were playing lazily in his hair. Spike's hand was slowly making his way to her firm breast. He didn't want to rush anything but Buffy had other plans. She grabbed his hand and placed it on her bosom. Spike had never felt anything so nice. He was in heaven.
Buffy couldn't believe she was so bold. She didn't have much experience but for some reason she knew what do to . HIs hands felt incredible. He felt incredible.She wrapped herl legs around his wasted once more. The action cause more friction between them.

"Bloody hell, pet. You're killin 'ere." Spike moaned in her ear.
" Is that a good?" Buffy suddenly felt shy.
" It's a great. You're great." Spike captured her lips once more while one of his hands began to travel down her abdomen. For a moment, Spike thought that she would tense up but she did no such thing. He slowly began to unbotton her jeans. Buffy started to tense.....
" Spike...."
" Is this alright?" He would stop. All she had to do was say so .
"Yes. It's fine." Buffy whispered. She kissed him again but this time the kiss was more gentle and sweet.

Spike's fingertips grazed along the waistband of her underware before he slowly slipped in. he was suprised to find her unbelievably wet. He was afraid that he'd cum from the beautiful sounds that she was providing He inserted a finger into her burning heat. She was so tight. He stilled his finger for a moment and then he began to pump it in and out of her.
Buffy was in heaven. She had never felt anything like this before. it was if her whole body was on fire. There was somethng that was building deep inside her but she couldn't figure out what it was. She began to moan into his neck whlie his finger drove her crazy.
Spike knew she was close. He could feel it. He took her lips once more and quickened the pumping of his finger. Buffy broke away with a moan.

"Oh Spike!!" What's happenning?" the feeling in Buffy stomatch was getting stronger.
" Just let it happen, pet. Just let it go." Buffy didn't need anymore encouragement than that. With a few more pumps of his finger, Buffy's world stopped for a moment. She even thought she saw stars. She came with a small cry.
Spike let her come down from her orgasm. He spoke silent words of comfort before pulling out of her. They'd laid in silence before Spike finally confessed something.

" I love you, Buffy"
Her eyes opened at his quiet and sudden confession.
" You don't have to say it back but I love you. I think I always have."
Buffy wanted to tell him that she loved him to but decided against it. Silence passed over the two of them for a few moments

"Are you okay?" Spike asked looking over at her.
"I'm fine. I better than fine actually. I feel really great. Thank you."
" No need to thank me, luv. I wanted to." spike kissed her forehead
"What about you?" Buffy realized that he still hadn't been satisfied. The bulge in his pants was proof of that.
" Don't worry about me. This was all for you." Spike assured.
"Are you sure?"
"Positive. I can wait. Now close your eyes and I'll wake you up in about an hour or so."
" You don't have to tell me twice." Buffy giggled. She snuggled into his chest.

" Sweet dreams, love"
 

Chapter 9:

It was a little after midnight. Buffy couldn't get her eyes to close. Her mind was focused on the event that took place not more than eight hours ago.
She ended up waking before Spike did. He looked so peaceful so Buffy didn't wake him. After she kissed him on the forhead, she quietly made her way out of the house. The whole way home, her thoughts were filled with those three words that Spike had earlier confessed. *Why didn't I say it back. I should've said it back.* she thought.

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When Spike woke up, he realized that the beauty next to him wasn't there anymore. Sighing, he tried to get back to sleep but his mind wouldn't shut up.Hewas constantly relaying his incident with Buffy. *Why didn't she say it back? I wanted her to say it back!* He forced his thoughts down for the night and went back to sleep.

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Buffy was sitting on Willow's bed two days later explainning Spike's confrontation with Angel.

"Oh goddess. Spike's suspended? For how long?" Willow questioned.
" One week with a possible hearing." Buffy answered with a sigh.
" And Angel just gets away clean? That's bull!"
" His dad talked to the Snyder and pulled some strings. Angel only has to serve a couple of days of detention." a pause. " This is all my fault."
" Buffy no---" Willow started.
" Yes it is. If it wasn't for me, Spike wouldn't have gotten into this mess. I should have never told him about me and Angel."
" Buffy, it's a little too late to worry about that now. I personally think you did the right thing in telling him. He had a right to know." Willow commented.
" He told me he loved me." Buffy said suddenly with a smile.
" He- Spike loves you? Oh my gosh. Well, what did you say?"
" I kinda didn't say anything. I was too shocked. He just dropped this huge bomb on me. I think he ws hurt that I didn't say it back." A moment of silence passed before Will spoke again.
" Do you love him?"
" Yes." Buffy whispered. " i wanted to tell him. I wanted to say it back but I couldn't. Why didn't I say it back?" tears began to shine in Buffy's eyes. When Willow didn't answer, she continued. " What's wrong with me?"
" Oh sweety. There is nothing wrong with you. You're just scared and that's okay."
" What if I never tell him? I love him so much. What if he never knows? What if he leaves before I get the chance to say it?"
" Spike isn't going anywhere, Buffy. He said he loves you right?"
A small nod.
" He'll wait for you. A guy like Spike doesn't give up so easily." Willow assured with a big grin
" You're right. He'll wait for me." Buffy offered a small smile.

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KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK.
" Come in" Spike said with a sigh. He really didn't feel like a confontation with his dad but he knew that he had been putting it off long enough.
" Are you busy?" Giles asked stepping into the room.
" Depends on what you want." Spike said with a hint of edge in his voice.
" I want to talk to you." Giles simply stated. " And before you go and make up some excuse to why you don't want to talk to me, just know that I'm not going to buy it. We need to talk."
A heavy sigh. "Fine. Talk."
" What happened with Angel O'Conner?" Giles asked cutting right to the chase.
" We fought. I won. The end." Spike said with a smirk.
" Why did you fight? I've never known you to be violent."
" You've never known me at all."
" William, you're my son. Of course I know---"
" NO YOU DON'T! YOU DON'T KNOW ME AT ALL." Spike was at the end of his rope. " If you did know me, you would understand why I did what I did."
"I know why you did what you did." Giles replied quietly.
" How?"
"Joyce."
Silence.
"William..."
" Well I guess since you know what happened, we don't have to continue this bloody conversation. You can leave now." Spike cut in.
" No I bloody well will not leave. You and I will talk this out."
" There is nothiing to talk about." Spike said.
"Why do you hate me so much?" Giles suddenly asked.
Slence.
"Why could I have possibly done to deserve such disrespect?"
" It's what you didn't do that angers me." Spike confessed. He had to get this out.
" What do you me--"
" You didn't stick around. You just left." pause. " Look, I know that you and mum divorced but I'm still your son. Would it kill you to acknowledge it?
Giles looked down at the floor in shame. He had no explaination for it. William was right.
" Some of your closests friends didn't even know you had a son until I arrived. I think the real questioned is: Why do you hate ME so much?
" I don't hate you, Will. Your're the most important part of my life. I could never hate you."
" I don't hate you either." Spike managed a small smile.
" So....are we okay?"
" On one condition."
Giles waited for his condition
" You have to stop calling me William." Spike said with a smirk.
" Oh bloody hell! I'm not calling you by that ridiculous nickname." Giles began to walk out of the room.
Spike just laughed and finished reading his book.
*Maybe my dad isn't such a git after all*


 

Chapter 10:

A few days later, Spike had to face the schoolboard. it went pretty well considering the damage that Spike did to Angel's face. Because Spike didin't have a violence record, they decided to let him off with a warning. He was placed on probation for the rest of the year. He also had to help with school activities. This included decorating for the Spring dance.Spike was a little pissed about the dance part of the punishment but as long as he got to complete his senior year, it wasn't all that bad.

Now one week after Spike was allowed back in school, him and Buffy were in her room, on her bed studying. They each had a big trig test the next day. Buffy was intently watching Spike as he completed one of the practice problems. He was wearing his reading glasses. She couldn't understand why he didn't wear them all the time. He looked so adorable in them. She just couldn't take her eyes off of him. " He's so beautiful.*

" You are so beautiful." Buffy said aloud with her face completely in awe. Spike looked up from his work with a smirk on his face and a twinkle in his eye.
" Is that right?" He put his book down, took his glasses off and began to cover his body with hers at the top of the bed.
" Oh yeah! The blue eyes and the razor sharp cheekbones." a blistful moan. " Beautiful. Hasn't anyone ever told you that before?" She was playing with the collar of his shirt.
" Afraid not, pet. You're the first." He bent down and planted a light kiss on her nose.
"Lucky me." replied Buffy before she pulled him down for a Very heated kiss. The kiss lasted for about a minute before Spike broke away with a sigh.
" Aren't we supposed to be studying?" he asked.
"Don't blame me, mister. You are a very distracting man." Buffy said suggestively. Spike looked at her and pretened to be wounded.
" Oh so it's my fault that I'm beatiful." Spike asked with a raised eyebrow. Buffy just stared at him for a moment and in that moment she had realized how much she really loved him.
"Buffy, are you alri--" Spike began.
" I love you." Buffy admitted softly but quiet enough for Spike to hear what she said. He blinked a couple of time trying to digest what she just told him.
" You-you do? You love me?
" So much." answered Buffy. She yelped in surprise when Spike began kiss her all over her face. When he finally pulled back to stare at her, she was breathless.
" Why didn't you say it before? I know you wanted to." Spike whispered softly. Buffy looked everywhere but at him.
" I don't know. I guess I was afraid." a sigh. " It doesn't take a rocket scientist to see that I don't have the best luck with men." Spike started to say something but she cut him off before he could. "And I don't just mean with Angel." pause."It seems like every guy I come in contact with ends up leaving me. My dad, the guys that I've dated in the past. I mean, there have only been a few but it still hurts. I guess I thought that if I never admitted how much I love you, it wouldn't hurt as much if you finally decided to leave.
Silence.
" I know. It's stupid. I'm an idiot. I shouldn't-"
" It's not stupid. I understand what you're saying, luv." Spike gently lifted her chin so she could look at him.
" You do?" she asked while tears threatened to fall.
" Yeah." long pause. " I'm not going anywhere Buffy. All those other gits my have left, but I'M not going ANYWHERE." Spike said firmly but tenderly
" But what if--" Buffy tried to protest but Spike kissed the words right out of her mouth.
"I love you." Spike whispered against her lips.
" I love you too." she whispered back. She was well aware of his arousal pressed against her thigh. She began to push her body against it slowly.

" Buffy..... did you like what we did last week?" he had to have her now. Not trusting her voice, Buffy just nodded and continued grinding.
" Would you do it again?" Spike's hand began to travel down her side until she stopped it from going any further.
" I don't want you to." Buffy said quietly. Spike looked a little disappointed.
" Oh!. Well, we could just kiss--"
" I'd rather do something for you." Buffy couldn't believe she was actually suggesting what she was suggesting but she wanted to.
" Buffy, you don't have to do thaaa! Oh bloody hell!" Spike's objection was lost because Buffy's hand had somehow made it into his pants very quickly. "Luv, you really don't have to ." her hand was wrapped around his now fully erect penis.
" I want to. Please let me."
" But you're mum--"
" Isn't here. Please Spike. Let me do this." Buffy finished. He just wouldn't let the matter go cuz he tried to say something else. Instead of listening to what he was going to say, Buffy just sqeezed him gently to shut him up. It worked.
" Oh hell! Buffy, luv, stop." Spike pleaded. She stilled her hand.
" Is that what you really want." she teased stroking him lightly. He was desperately clinging for control. He eventually just gave in.
" No! Don't stop! Keep going, pet." To excite him even more, Buffy began planting teasing kisses along his jaw line.
Even though she had never done this before, she knew what she was doing somehow. He reacted exactly the way she wanted him to.
" Oh Buffy! That feels amazin'." Buffy's hand began to quicken it's pace. His breathing became labored. She didn't know how she knew but she could tell that he was close. He bit his lip to prevent yelling when his release finally came.
Buffy removed her hand and grabbed some tissue next to her bed while her recovered. He still had his eyes closed wehn she looked at him. She bent down to whisper" I love you" in his ear. He looked up at her with passion filled eyes . In an instant, Buffy was rolled under him being kissed breathlessly.

"Your turn." Spike smirked devishlishly before he showed her just how much he really loved her. They're studying session was long forgotten.

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After they finished their little love game, Spike had to go home. Buffy helped him with his things and walked him to the door. He paused before exiting.

"Tell me something, ducks."
" Anything." Buffy offered. He almost looked a bit shy as he prepared to ask her his question.
" Do you....have a date for the dance?" A smile crept upon Buffy's face.
" Actually...no I don't. I was hoping that this gorgeous british guy would ask me but no such luck"
"Well in that case, why don't you go with me and make him jealous." Spike pulled her close just inches away from her lips.
" That sounds like a good idea. You've got yourself a date."

They kissed eachother good night. They really didn't want to part from eachother. Even if they would only be apart until tomorrow, it still hurt to be away from eachother. It almost felt like apart of them was missing but they knew that all the waiting they would do would be worth it when they got to see one another once more.


 

Chapter 11:

Buffy and Spike had to wait a little longer than usual to get alone again. Spike was busy with making up the work he had missed while he was suspended and when he wasn't doing that, he was helping with the dance. The time apart was killing the both of them. They'd sneak brief but just as passionate kisses in the hall between classes. It was never enough. They had to touch eachother soon.

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Willow and Buffy were at the mall shopping for their dresses. The dance was one week away and Buffy still couldn't find a dress that was good enough but that was the least of her worries.

"Wil, can I talk to you about something?" Buffy questioned.
" What's wrong?? Did Angel do--" Willow was jumping to conclusions.
"No! Angel hasn't done anything. In fact, he hasn't been torturing me at all lately. I don't know if I'm relieved or worried. He could be up to something."
" Okay.....so what did you want to talk about?"
" Well, say there's this girl who's been seeing this guy. They haven't been together very long but she loves him very much and he feels the same way. They've been really careful with eachother, you know; not wanting to take things too fast but-" Buffy was cut off.
"Honey, I know that you're talking about you and Spike" Willow said with a smile.
" Just pretend that you don't then!" Willow motioned for her to continue. " What if the girl wants to take the relationship further? What if she wants more?"
"More?" then realization hit. " Oh! That type of more. Wow. Well... has she talked to him about it?" Willow's eyes were still wide with surprise.
" No. What would I say? This isn't exactly a conversation that just comes up." Buff rolled her eyes.
"Well maybe it should, Buffy. If you can't talk about it, then maybe you don't need to do it." Willow said honestly.
" Is that your answer?"
Willow put on her resolve face which answerd Buffy's last question completely.
" I hate it when you're right." Buffy groaned. Willow giggled and they continued their shopping.

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The girls weren't aware that their guys just happened to be on the other side of the mall shopping for tuxes. Oz and Spike wondered aimlessly in the mens department of the store, not really saying much of anythng. Afterall, shopping wasn't their thing.

" I don't know how women do it. This is bloody exhausting." Spike strained.
" I couldn't agree with you more." answered Oz.

Spike and Oz had never really hung out. Spike found that Oz's constant quietness a little spooky. Oz didn't thnk to much about Spike at all but they didn't have anything against eachother. Besides, no way was Spike gonna suffer this torment alone.

" Have you found anythin' yet?" Spike asked sighing.
" Nope" was all Oz said.
" Is it absolutely necessary that we wear tuxes?" asked Spike
" Unless you want to show up at the dance dateless, I suggest we stick with the tuxes." Oz responded.

A couple of moments passed before Spike spoke again. He couldn't believe he was asking Oz , of all people, this questin but he needed advise. He decided he'd ease into the question.

"So you excted about the dance, mate?"
"Dances really aren't my thing but whatever makes Wil happy makes me happy." he replied.
" Yeah. Dances aren't on my top ten list either but Buffy seems really siked about it. I din't want to spoil her spirits. She deserves a good time. Even if I have to suffer through a night filled with horrible music and hormone driven teens, I'll make sure she enjoys herself." remarked Spike with a hint of determination in his voice.
Oz just stared for a moment before commenting.
" You really care about her don't you?" Oz asked already knowing the answer.
" Of course I care about her! I love her. How can you ask me that?" Spike responded defensively.
" No need to get defensive man. I know you care about her. A blind man could easily see that." Oz paused. "She loves you too, you know."
" She does?" Buffy had confirmed that she loved him but it was nice to know that someone else noticed it too.
" Of course she does. Back when she was with Angel," Spike's fists clenched at the mention of his enemy's name. "she was always unhappy. He always made her cry. Now she's with you and all she does is smile."
"And that's all she'll ever do as long as I'm around. I'd never hurt her; I love her." Spike said quietly to himself more than to Oz.
Oz just smiled and resumed his search. Spike took a moment to think and then finally did the same. His question had been long forgotten cause Oz had told him everything he needed to know.

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Buffy looked at her reflectin in the dressing room mirror. She never really commented on her looks but damn she looked good.
" Buff, are you okay in there? Does the dress look okay? " Willow's voice asked behing the door.
" I'm fine, Will. And the dress is perfect. Just perfect." she smiled at herself before reluctantly removing the garment.
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Buffy had gotten home around eight that same night. She was tired from her little shopping day with Will and just wanted to go upstairs to her room and crash for the rest of the night. A phone call from Spike immediately put that thought to rest.

"Hey,kitten. Miss me?" Spike purred donw the line.
" You have no idea how much." Buffy replied with a sigh. She was lying down on her back.
"I miss you too, baby. How was your day?" Spike questioned getting comfortable on his bed.
" Other than hanging at the mall with Will, my day was pretty uneventful."
" I'm sorry to hear that." pause " Wait a minute. Did you say that you were at the mall?"
" Yeah. Willow came with me to get my dress. Why?"
" Oz and I were there too. I just got back as a matter of fact." answered Spike.
" You and Oz were at the mall? Together?" Buffy asked.
Spike knew that she had a skeptic look on her beautiful face.
" What's so hard to believe about that? Oz and I are really good mates."
" Mates? Spike, what's Oz's last name?" Buffy questioned knowing that he had no clue.
Silence.
" Yeah. I see the friendship lasting for years and years to come." Buffy muttered sarcastically.
" Okay, okay. We may not be the best of buds but I got nothing against the guy."
" So what did you and you're new friend do at the mall?" she asked.
" I needed a tux. He needed a tux. It made good sense to go together."
" I wish we could've ran into eachother. I really miss you. It feels like I haven't seen you in forever." Buffy replied softly.
" The feeling's mutual, pet." Spike closed his eyes wishing that she was there with him.
Comfortable silence passed between the couple for a few moments. They just enjoyed listening to eachother breath for a while.

"Wanna come over?"

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" I could've swore you asked me if I wanted to come over?" Spike was sure he was hearing things.
" I did." Buffy confirmed in a low sexy voice that she didn't even know exsisted.
" What for?"
" I thought you said you never needed a reason to see me." Buffy teased.
" I don't but I just asked in case your mother gave me the third degree." responded Spike
" Oh you don't have to worry about that. She's not here. Come to think of it, she's hardly ever here. I think she has a new honey." Buffy giggled. Buffy got up off the bed and moved to her dresser.
" Are you okay with that?"
" Of course. If she's happy, I'm happy." Buffy answered with a smile.
" Bloody amazing is what you are."
" Wanna come and say that to my face." she asked in that sexy tone that surprised her everytime she use it.
" Is that what you really want, luv?"
" I need to see you. How soon can you be over?"

" Does now work for you?"

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Buffy's head whipped around so fast, she was sure that she gave herself whiplash. Spike was sitting on a tree branch outside her window. He had a cocky smirk on his face as he began to enter the room. He took her breath away.

" Wow. That was fast. And you didn't even hang up the phone." Buffy said nervously.
" Used my cell. I knew it would come in handy one day." Spike began to move twards her, closing the distance between them with every step he took.
" You could've used the front door, you know." Buffy's heartbeat sped up when Spike's arms encircled her waste.
" Wanted to surprise you." Spike whispered as he egan kissing the exsposed skin on her neck getting a gasp from her.
" Oh." was all she could manage before Spike's lips met hers in a feverish kiss. His mouth tasted warm and sugary. *He's been drinking hot coco again.* Buffy thought.

Spike was really going to work. It felt like he hadn't given her a proper kiss in forever. He realized that all of his impatient waiting had been worth it. Her mouth still made him weak in the knees and hard in other areas......

They broke apart very briefly for air, but then resumed to the ravishing just as fast. Spike started moving the both of them towards the bed. Buffy hadn't realized they had moved until she felt herself being lowered down onto a soft surface. They broke apart once more. The look in his eyes match her own. It was passion. It was love. It was need.

" I want you." Buffy whispered against his mouth before plunging her lips against his. Without warning, Buffy began to remove his shirt from his body. He began reaching up to return the favor until he realized what he was doing. She noticed his struggle and nodded to let him know that this was what she wanted. She wanted to feel his skin.

He removed her shirt from her shaking body and smiled at the sight before him. She was wearing a whiter than white lacey bra. He could tell she was excited by the way her nipples peaked from under the garment. HIs hand began to move behind her back, caressing her lightly. he removed the piece of clothing slowly, watching her facial expressions while he did so. Her skin was flushed and her breathing had picked up. She was beautiful.

" We can stop if you want." Spike whispered tenderly while tossing the clothing behind him.
" No. I don't want to stop. Never stop loving me Spike. Never." Buffy brought her legs around his waist causing his erection to press up against her. He groaned and crashed his lips to hes again.
" I'll never" kiss " stop" lick on her neck " loving you, pet" amother kiss.

They just kissed for a while, skin on skin until Buffy got hungry for more. She began to unbotton his jeans while he teased her nipples with his mouth. She reached her hand in his pants and grabbed ahold of his manhood gently. He moaned against her breasts.

" Wait,luv. I haven't done anything for you yet." Spike stpped her before she drove him any more crazy than he already was. Buffy simply took hold of his free hand and moved it between them to touch her. Spike knew exactly what she was implying. She wanted him to please her while she was pleasing him. He began to unbotton her pants and was a little surprised to find that she wasn't wearing any underwear.
" You little minx." Spike whispered against her ear before licking at the spot that made her even more wet with need.
" Only for you." she responded just as softly. Her hand began to move against his cock slowly once more. His fingers were rubbing at the sensitive spot between her legs. Their mouths were sharing very heated kisses filled with moans and gasps.

When Spike had entered two of his fingers into her quivering heat, she broke away with a moan.
" Oh god."
" Am I hurting you?" Spike asked stilling his fingers inside her which only cause her to moan more.
" No. Don't stop pleae." Buffy's hand began to quicken it's pace and Spike's thrusts became faster as well. He didn't know how much longer he was going to last but he could tell that Buffy was close so he thought he could hold off until.......

" Come with me, Spike." Buffy's voice brought him over the edge. HIs fingers sped up more. They buried their faces in the crook of eachother's necks to muffle their yells.

As soon as his breathing slowed, Spike tried to roll over but Buffy held him in his place on top of her.

" Don't move." she commanded softly
" I'm heavy, pet. I don't want to crush you." He tried to move again but she just held him tighter.
" Don't move." she repeated and this time he listened..
Buffy continued to hold him against her chest. He was soon lulled to sleep by her steady heartbeat.

Buffy just stayed awake, loving the way his skin felt upon hers. She couldn't help but think that this is where she should have been all along. This is where she wanted to be forever.

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When they woke again, it was just a little afer 11. Buffy was little surprised that her mother wasn't home yet but said nothing about it. She was too wrapped up in the goodbye kiss that Spike had given her. He was leaving the exact way that he came. He didn't want to run into Joyce.

" I'll see you tomorrow, then." he whispered upon her lips.
" Looking forward to it." She kissed him again and they parted ways. It hurt to leave one another but the wait would be well worth it. She watched him until he got out of her view. She made her way to her bed and began to drift off again. She felt lonely but satisfied.

Unfortunately the two didn't notice a man parked in a black mercedes across the street from Buffy's house.
"This isn't over." Angel said to himself before driving off.


 

Chapter 12:

The night of the dance finally arrived. Buffy was beyond nervous. She was beyond excited. There wasn't a word for how she was feeling. In less than 10 minutes, Spike would be coming to pick her up. She still hadn't made it out of the bathroom yet.

" Buffy??!! Come on out! Spike will be here soon."Joyce warned on the other side of the door.
" I changed my mind. I'm not going." Buffy respnded.
" What's wrong?!"Joyce was getting more worried by the minute
" I'm not going! I look stupid!" whinned Buffy.
"I'm sure you look beautiful. Come out!!!" Joyce replied firmly. A few moments passed before a click of the door was finally heard. Buffy timidly stuck her head out not showing the rest of her body. "Come on out, honey."
" Okay, okay." Buffy muttered. A gasp was heard from Joyce as soon as she saw her daughter completely.
" Well....what do you think?" Buffy asked. Joyce was simply staring at her with wide eyes and it was freaking Buffy out.
" I think....I think I was wrong when I said that you would look beautiful." Joyce answered. A flicker of pain shot across Buffy's face. "Magnificent is a much better word."
" You really think so?" a small smile was forming on Buffy's lips
" No honey....I know so." Joyce assured.
" Do you think Spike will like it?"
" He'll be a fool not to. Let's finish getting you ready." Joyce grabbed her hand and began pulling towards her room for last minute grooming.

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Spike was practically jumping off of the wall with anticipation. He couldn't wait to see her. She wouldn't tell him what she was wearing, no matter how much he begged. No matter what she chose, however, he knew that she would look perfect. She always looked perfect. Spike's thoughts were interrupted when his father enter his room.

" Will, the limo is he--" Giles cut himself off at the sight that was presented to him.
" Dad?" Spike looked at his father questionaly.
" Huh?"
" Are you okay?" Spike smirked at how dumbfouned he looked.
" Oh! Yes yes. I'm fine. It's just that--You look great." Giles suddenly found his voice
"Thanks. You don't think it's too much do you?" Spike asked bashfully.
" No no. It's just enough. Buffy will love it." Giles assured. *My son is really growing into a fine young man.*
" Well I better go. Wouldn't want to keep the lady waiting." Spike began to make his way out of his room when his father's voice haulted him.
" Be careful, Will and have fun." Spike just nodded and headed out.

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Buffy was aplying the last of her make-up while her mom kept an eye out for Spike. She tried not to show how jittery she was about the evennings upcoming activities but she couldn't help it. And who could blame her? She had every right to be nervous. Tonight would be the most important night of her life. Tonight would change everything. Hopefully, Spike would be willing and ready for the change. Buffy was brought out of her envisage when she heard her knock at the door.


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Spike slowed his steps as he neared the Summers' home. He was much more excited than nervous. Tonight was going to be special. It had to be special. he wanted her to have a great time. She deserved it. He walked up to the door and knocked. Not more than five seconds later, Joyce appeared. She must've been expectin him

"William, you look great!" Joyce complimented.
" Thank you, Ms. Summers." he paused and retrieved a red rose that he was hiding behind his back. " This is for you."
" Oh, William. You shouldn't have. I'm not the one you're taking to the dance." Joyce modestly replied but still took the rose anyway.
" Doesn't mean I can't be a gentleman to the other woman of the house as well."
" Well come on in. Buffy should be down in a sec."
Spike greatfully entered the home and nearly tripped over his own feet when he saw the figure standing at the top of the stairs.
" Hey you." the two words barely made it passed Buffy's lips.
Spike just stood their, not knowing what do do or say. He couldn't believe his eyes. Buffy was dressed in a lavender, strapless, ankle length gown that clung to her in all the right places. Her hair was pulled up into an elegant but trendy bun and her make-up was light but noticeable. She was flawless.

Buffy began carefully making her way down the stairs. She didn't want to fall flat on her face from how anxious she was. When she was finally close enough to touch him, she swore that she stopped breathing for a moment. He looked amazing. Instead the traditional tux, Spike wored a black blazer with a shirt that had the first three bottons undone. His hair wasn't gelled up like it usually was. it was in it's natural form which made him all the more sexy. She almost wanted to just forget about the dance and skip right to the ravishing him part. She realized that they had been in eachother's presence for more than four minutes and he hadn't said a word.

" Are you gonna say something or do you enjoy scaring me with your silence." Buffy tried her best to joke about the situation. Spike seemed to snap out of whatever world he had disappeared into and said the first thing that came to his mind.
" Effulgent."
" Umm...huh?" Buffy was more than a little confused.
" That was the only word I could come up with to discribe you. Effulgent." Spike eyes continued to roam up and down her body. This didn't go unnoticed by Buffy.
" Is that a good or a bad?" she asked shakingly.
" It's definately a good, pet." responded Spike. He then pressed a light kiss upon her lips.
" I see you went with the non-traditinal look tonight." Buffy observed.
" You don't like it?" Spike was suddenly self-concious
" No! I love it! It suits you. It's sexy." Buffy rapped her hands around his neck bringing him closer to her.
" Sexy? I like the sound of that?" he went in for another kiss but a voice stopped him dead n his tracks.
" I think you two better get going. Aren't you supposed to be picking Oz and Willow as well? Joyce interrupted. Spike and Buffy had forgot that she was stil in the room.
" Right. Well, we better get going. Don't want to keep them waiting. Don't wait up, mom." Buffy kissed her mother goodnight and headed out the door with Spike. Joyce gave him a " you take care of my daughter look" and he just nodded in afirmation.

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Once Willow and Oz were picked up, it was off to the dance. It was almost impossible to get a parking space when the limo finally reached the school parking lot. The limo driver opened the doors for the teens and told them to enjoy their night. That's exactly what they intened to do.

The gym was blaring with a mixure of loud music and over excited students. Alot of people had decided to come which surprised Buffy. The gym looked amazing. Now she understood why was so tired after all of his long hours preparing for the event. He worked really hard.

" This looks amazing, Spike. You did a really good job." Willow's voice shouted over the music.
" Thanks, pet. I can't take all of the credit so I'll just settle for most of it." Spike joked.

They walked towards a table and sat down. Spike moved his chair closer to Buffy so that he could wrap his arms around her from behind. She didn't resist it at all.

" Oz and I are gonna go mingle." willow stated
" Have fun!" Spike and Buffy responded in unison.The redheaded pair disappeared into the crowd.
Spike continued to hold Buffy for a couple more moments until he felt her tense in his arms. He also noticed that her breathing had quickened a little as well.
" What's wrong, luv." he asked
" He's here." was all she said. It was all she needed to say cause Spike knew exactly who she was talking about. Angel had just walked in with two of his flunkies on his arm.
"Luv, I didn't know he would be here, I'm sorry." Spike tried to comfort her.
" Don't be sorry. I'm not gonna let his presence ruin my night. All that matters is you and me. Just us."
" Just us." Spike repeated. He removed his arms from around her waist and stood up. Buffy looked at him questionally. "Would you like to dance, pet?" Spike offered his hand to her.
"I'd love to." answered Buffy without hesitation.She knew Angel would be watching but she didn't care. it was all about them tonight. He lead her to the dance floor. A soft slow jam was just starting.

Can you hear it in my voice?
Was it something I let slip?
Does the whole word know?
Isn't it obvious?

I'm the one who's in control
Now I'm acting like a fool
Do my feeling show?
Is my face aglow?
Isn't it obvious?



Spike held her as close as humanly possible. Her body was pressed against his just right. She fit perfectly in his arms. Buffy's head was resting against his chest. The way his fingertips lightly caressed her back sent shivers up and down her spine.

I don't know what I'm doing anymore
I'm feeling like a little girl.
Caught up in emotions I'm out of control
Isn't it obvious?

Buffy looked up into his eyes and wanted to cry at what she saw. He was looking at her with pure and untainted love. He loved her. At that moment, she couldn't have wanted him more. She moved in closer and gently brushed her lips against his. Before she could move back, Spike deepened the kiss and held her closer. They each poored everything that they had in that one kiss. His hand rested on her lower back while he slowly pressed his lower body upon hers. She moaned into his mouth and held him tighter.

Do you see my hands they tremble?
Wonder why I can't look you in the eyes
Don't know how long I can keep this inside
Isn't it obvious?

I don't know what I'm doing anymore
I'm feeling like a little girl
Caught up in emotions I'm out of control
Isn't it obvious?

When they broke apart, Buffy was at a lost for words. He had never kissed her like that before.

" Wow." was the only thing she could come up with.
Spike just smiled and placed a chaste kiss upon her lips before swaying her to the music until the song ended.
When it did, they made their way back to their seats. They didn't need to say anything because it was pretty obvious how they felt. All of the reservations that Buffy had about later on tonight were gone now. She knew what she wanted. She was finally ready. Now the only thing left to do was to let Spike aware of it.



 

Chapter 13:

Spike and Buffy sat the next dance out. They just enjoyed holding eachother at the table while Willow and Oz had their fun. Not that they were paying attention. All that mattered was them.
Angel was trying to have a good time and not pay attention to his ex and her dog but their constant groping of eachother made that impossible. He didn't wasnt to make a scene so he turned his attention back to his dates.

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Back at the Giles Residence

Giles was so engrossed in his book that he didn't hear the doorbell ring. He got up from his seat a little hesitantly. He wasn't expecting anyone at this hour. When he opened the door, he saw the last person that he expected to see.

" Hello Rupert" Joyce had a very big smiile on her face. She also had a bottle of champagne in her hand.
"Joyce...I didn't know we had plans tonight." said Giles
" We didn't. I just thought that with the kids being out you'd want to spen some time together." Joyce entered the house without an invitation, not that she needed one.
" I like the way you think." Giles complimented before pulling to her in for a very passionate kiss. The kids weren't the only ones allowed to have fun.

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Back at the dance

Buffy was trying to enjoy herself but the body presed so closely to her from behind made that difficult. Spike was fighting his passion as well. He wanted to grab her and take her some place quiet were they could be alone. He didn't want to ruin her night. She was obviously having fun. He could wait to be along with her. They had all night.

"Let's get out of here." Buffy whispered close to his ear. Spike hadn't been expecting that at all. He looked at her in confusion. " I want to be alone with you." Buffy concluded. Spike looked at her and saw three emotions played out across her face. Eagerness. Readiness. Craving. He didn't want to show how anxious he was. He simply smiled and arose from his seat.
" Lead the way, pet." she reached out for his hand and he pulled her from her seat. They began making their way out of the gym until Willow's voice hindered them.
" Where are you two going?" Spike just looked at Buffy trying to figure out if she wanted him to tell the truth. She shrugged like it didn't matter one way or the other.
" We're gonna call it a night, Red."
" What?! No! The night is just getting started." Willow whinned.
" We've been here for two hours. I'm ready to leave." Buffy stated.
" Okay. Let me get Oz and we'll go." Willow began to reluctantly turn away.
" No! Don't do that. Your night shouldn't be ruined because of us. Stay." said Buffy
" Well, how will we get home if you two take the limo." Willow questioned.
" No worries. We'll walk." Buffy offered.
" We will?" Spike looked at her with one eyebrow raised. He didn't want to walk. That would take to long and he had to be alone with her before he explided.
"Yes. We will. " she gave him a " don't argue with me" stare. He just sighed and nodded in agreement.
" Are you guys sure you don't wanna stay another hour?" Willow inquired.
" We're sure. You two have your fun. Don't worry about us." Buffy assured.
" Okay. You two behave yourselves." Willow warned with a smirk on her face. She walked back to Oz and resumed her activities.

" Shall we?" Buffy turned to Spike with an adorable smile on her face.
" We shall." Spike escorted her out fo the gym trying his best not to trip over his own feet as he rushed for her house.

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Giles and Joyce were seated comfortably iin the livingroom. Soft classical music was playing on the radio.

" You know we won't be able to keep thos a secret any longer." Giles broke the romantic silence.
" Do we have to?" Joyce couldn't believe how much she sounded like her daughter.
" Yes we have to. It's not fair that we sneak around like this. Buffy and William deserve to know." Giles rasoned.
" You're absolutely right. We have to tell them but can we worry about that tomorrow? I just want to enjoy the moment." Joyce said sudectively.
" Anything you want, luv. Anything you want." Giles and joyce began to make their way to the master bedroom, hoping that it would be hours before Spike and Buffy returned.

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Buffy didn't know that Spike could move so fast. His eagerness should have dampened her mood but it only made her want him more. They made their way into the house slowly.

" Mom?! Mom?! I'm back!" Buffy yelled. She hoped that her mom was out. She didn't hear anything so she repeated "Mom?!"
" I think if she was home, she would have came running to your screaching." Buffy playfully smaked him on the chest.
" I wonder where she could be at this hour." Buffy didn't spend too much time on the thought when she realized that she was home alone with Spike. She was truly alone with Spike.
" I bet she just got bored and went for a drvie or something. Or maybe she's with that new boyfriend of hers." Skpike joked. Buffy didn't seem to listen. She was too wrapped up in his presence.
" Yeah. Maybe." pause. " I'm gonna go change." Buffy stated trying to change the subject and the mood.
" I can wait down here if you want." Spike offered gesturing to the living room.
" You could but it's more comfortable in in my room." Buffy smirked. She tried to seem as confident as possible but inside butterflies were nesting in her stomatch. Spike looked at her tying to see if she would back down but he saw nothing but certainty.
Spike didn't say anything. He just followed her up the stairs to her room. He had no clue what was going to happen when he made it there but he knew that everything was about to change between the two of them. Everything was gonna be different.



 

Chapter 14:

Spike followed Buffy to her room. He didn't know why he was so nervous about going up there. It wasn't like he hadn't been in her room before. *Chill out, mate. You don't know if anythign is gonna happen. Just. Chill. Out.* he thought.
Buffy was desperately trying not to trip over her feet when she finally made it into her room. She knew that she wanted to do this but she still hadn't figured out a way to make Spike aware of it. For all he knew, they were just coming up here to make out. *It's not like you just bring this type of thing into a conversation. It has to be gradual. Take your time,Buffy.* she thought.

"Why don't you sit down. I'm gonna go get out of this dress." said Buffy
" Do you need any help?" Spike joked suggestively. Buffy didn't take it that way.
" Sure. Could you unzip me?" She turned awayfrom him.
" Unzip you?" Spike was suddenly having a hard time breathing.
" Yeah. The zipper is kinda hard to reach." Buffy stood their expectantly waiting for him to touch her. She cranned her head and observed that Spike was still standing in the same place. Her stomatch dropped alittle. "Nevermind. I can get it myself." She began to reachfor the zipper only to be stopped by Spike's hands.
"No! I'll get it." Spike placed her hands back at her sides slowly pulled the zipper down. He silently gasped at the exposed skin revealed to him. He lightly traced her back with his fingertips. Buffy had to suck in a breath at his touch. Her skin was on fire.
Seconds, maybe minutes went by before buffy realized that she was just standing there with her dress nearly hanging off of her shoulders.
"I'll be right back." she said silently. Spike just nodded in understanding before watching her disappear in the bathroom.

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Buffy was sure that she had been pacing around her bathroom for more than five minutes. Spike was probably wondering what was taking her so long. Her nerves were getting the best of her. What she didn't know was that Spike was suffering just as bad.

Spike was pacing so much, he wouldn't have been surprised if he burned a hole in the carpet.He finally stopped to take a couple of steading breaths. It worked. Spike eventually decided to occupy his time until she returned. He saw a radio placed on her nightstand and decided to turn on some music.*Maybe music will calm my bloody nerves.*

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know you can feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't wanna go home right now.

Once Buffy was finally out of her dress and into her night clothes, she slowly made her way to her room. She really hoped that he didn't notice how long she took.

" Hope I didn't make you wait too long. I thought getting into that dress was hell. Getting out of it is just as bad." Buff said walking into ther room. Spike's back was to her.
"No prob, luv. Your radio did just fine keeping me company." Spike replied.
" Should I be jealous?" Buffy asked jokingly. She made herself comfortable on the edge of her bed.
" Don't worry. I'm yours. 'm not going anywhere." Spike promised. Buffy smiled up at him. She then realized that her favorite song was playing on the radio." Oh My God. I love this song!!" she exclaimed.
" Yeah. Me too." pause. "Wanna dance?"

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
And sooner or later it's over
I just don't wanna miss you tonight.

" Oh No! I'm all danced out. I think I danced enough for two life times." Buffy groaned.
" Come on, pet. We missed the last dance. The least we could do is try to make up for it." Spike gave her the old puppy dog look.
"but my feet hurt." Buffy responded with a pout. Spike just chuckled and pulled her into a standing position infron of him.
" You can stand on my feet." Spike offered.
" Please tell me you're joking." she demanded.
" Just shut up and stand on my feet." Spike wrapped his arms around her and pulled her closer. She pouted more at him but soon gave in to the delicious feeling that his arms were providing.

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'll understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

The two weren't grinding or groping. They just danced. Actually, it was more like they were holding eachother.

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

Spike placed his finger under her chin to get a view of her face before capturing her lips in a tender but passionate kiss. Buffy wrapped her arms around his neck to deepen it. Their tongues moved in sync with their bodies. There was no way that they weren't made for eachother. They broke apart panting.

" Spike?" Buffy breathed. *It was now or never* she thought. Spike just looked at her waiting for her to speak but she never did. Buffy just pulled him down for another kiss. This one was a little more demanding. Their hips began rotating into eachothers. Before either of them knew what was taking place, they were on the bed.

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'll undestand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

Spike's lips were kissing every exposed inch of her skin. Buffy's hand were curled in his hair. Moans and gasps were exchanged as they explored one another. Soon, Buffy had to feel his skin upon hers. She swiftly removed his shirt while he took off her night pants. He then went for her shirt while she removed his pants. Buffy wasn't at all surprised that he wasn't wearing any underwear. Now, with no cloting between them, they stare into eachother's eyes just savoring the feeling.

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

The song was slowly ending but activities were far from over. Spike layed on top of her, kissing and nibbling at her flesh. Small whimpers escaped Buffy's throat while he traveled down her body. He was driving her crazy.

Spike could smell how wet she was for him. His mouth watered at the thought of getting a taste of her. His nose nuzzled her abdomen. Giggles were the result of his actions.

"What's funny, pet?' Spike asked raising his eyes to hers.
" Tickles." she whispered. Pleased by her reaction , he began to move donw futher until he reached her sex. He lightly touched her with his fingers testing her readiness. Spike was just about to go in for the kill when Buffy jerked his head towards her. She had a fearful look in her eyes. It wasn't a "I want to stop" look. It was more of a "I've never done this before." look. Spike seemed to understand.
" it's okay, luv. I won't do it if you don't want me to." Spike soothed.
" I want you to. It's just...I've never-" she began
" I know, kitten and if you don't like it, I'll stop. I promise." replied Spike never taking his eyes off of hers. It only took a milisecond for Buffy to silently give him permission to continue.
He didn't start right away. He continued to keep eye contact with her while rubbing her thighs to help her relax. Once they opened for him in invitation, he bent down and traced her outter lips with his tongue. A small but audiable moan fleed from her mouth. Pleased by her pleasure, he grew more bold.
Buffy thought she couldn't be surprised by Spike. He was proving her wrong. His mouth was doing things that made her want to crawl right out of her skin. (in a good way of corse.) Her breathing became labored. his movements were slow then fast, hard then painfull soft and it was killing her.Buffy knew she was close to something. All she had to do was reach for it. When she couldn't take his pleasurable torture, she had to bite her lip to keep from screaming. Spike seemed to notice her dilemma .

" I wanna hear you, pet. Let me hear what I do to you." he commanded before applying one long stroke to her clit. That was all Buffy needed to hear and feel. A loud and blissful moan errupted from her. Who knew you could be indoors and still see all the stars.

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Spike's head rested on her stomatch while waitng patiently for her to return from her high. He was more than pleased that she enjoyed what he did and what they shared.

" Are you okay?" questioned Spike.
" I think my entire body went numb." Buffy said with a small whimper. Spike let out a small chuckle before looking up at her.
" Is that a good thing or a bad thing?"
" It's a great thing. It's an amazing thing. It's a-"
" I think I get it, pet." he replied with a smile
" No I don't think you do. You can't possibly know what you do to me. I don't even know. It's like I'm covered in you. it's as if you run through every part of my body even when you're no where near me." Buffy softly confessed.
" I know the feelin'." replied Spike before gently biting the small swell of her midsection.
" Make love to me." Buffy softly commanded. Spike's head shot up in surprise. That was the last thing he was expecting to hear.
" Huh?"
" I want you to make love to me." repeated Buffy
"Luv,-"Spike began.
" And don't ask me if I'm sure cuz I've never been more sure of anything in my life." Buffy admitted. Spike searched her eyes for any signs of uncertainty but didn't find one bit of it. He crawled up her body resting on his arms when he was finally leveled with her. He crashed his lips to hers in a feverish kiss. He ran his hands over every part of her body he could touch.
Spike briefly ended the kiss to see if was having second thoughts about what was going to happen. She just smiled at him reassuringly and whispered "I'm sure." before capturing his lips again. Spike moved in between their bodies to insert a long digit into her heat. She buckled against his touch and moaned into his mouth. He broke away and looked down at her.

" Relax. It's going to hurt for a minute, luv." Spike warned. Buffy did as told and squeezed her eyes shut waiting for the pain to shoot through her. Spike wasn't having it. " Look at me, Buffy" she slowly opened her eyes. " That's a good girl. Keep them on me." he commanded before reaching down between their bodies once more and grabbing ahold of his throbbing penis. He teased her with the tip of it and then without warning, plunged in. He thought it would be better if he got the worst out of the way.

Buffy looked like she was dying. She had never felt anything so painful

" Oh God!" Tears began to fall down her cheeks. She was trying to be a strong trooper but it was no use. He was WAY TOO BIG.
" It's almost over, baby. Just keep looking at me." Spike soothed. It broke his heart to see her in so much pain. What made it worse is that it was pain that he had caused her.
Buffy once again did what was told and concentrated on the man above her. The loving look in his eyes seemed to distract her from the pain in her lower regions. She absent-mindedly began to rotate her hips, letting him know that she was ready. He began to move with her.
Their movements were slow at first. Spike didn't want to hurt her anymore than he had already. Soon their painfully slow movements were forgotten. The need for release soon took over and they each began to pick up the speed while making their moans and grunts of pleasure louder.

" Oh Spike. Deeper. Go deeper." Buffy moaned in his ear.
" I can't get deep enough. You feel amazin',luv. You're so tight....so wet....You feel like heaven." Spike moved to her chest and rained sloppy kisses on each breast.

Spike knew she was close. He was too. He just had to hold off a little longer. Buffy grabbed his head and pulled him to her for a short but lust filled kiss. Once they parted, she locked eyes with him, meeting his every thrust.

" Together, Spike. Come with me." she ordered. Spike gave a small nod before thrusting deeper until it felt like he was apart of her.
He brought them into a sitting position on the bed which positioned him more effectively inside of her. She pulled his forehead against hers and their movements began to slow. When she was almost there, she rolled her head back in pleasure, giving Spike access to her neck.

" SPIKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Buffy screamed.
" That's it, kitten." Spike motivated.

Soon they both found their release and crashed to the bed below. Before he crushed her, Spike turned them over so she was on top of him. She was still panting into his chest, still overwhelmed by the powerful feeling he provided. When she eventually found her breath, she looked up at him and found that he was looking right back at her. He pulled her down to him for a gentle kiss.

" I love you so bloody much." Spike responded against her lips.
" I love you too." Buffy returned.

This was definitely a night to remember

 

Chapter 15 Conversation
Spike/Buffy
See prologue for complete summary.


They lay facing one another on the bed. Buffy couldn’t believe what she had just experienced. She didn’t regret it though. She knew that it was the best decision that she had ever made.

“ Are you okay?” she asked softly.
“ Bloody fantastic, pet. What about you? Are you…okay?” He asked concerned. He knew he had hurt her more than he thought he would
“ I’m fine.” she answered a little too quickly. When she tried to snuggle closer to his body, she winced.
“What’s wrong?” Spike asked worriedly
“ Umm… I guess I’m a little sore. I’ll be fine.” she assured.
“ I didn’t mean to hurt you, luv. I’m sorry.”
“ Don’t be. I’m not. It was amazing. YOU were amazing.” she complimented. Spike leaned in to give her one of the most mind blowing kisses of a life time when something suddenly came to his attention.
“ Bloody Hell!”
“ What is it? What’s wrong?” questioned Buffy
“ Protection. We didn’t use any, Buffy.” Spike replied.
“ Oh. That.” was all she had to say. She had forgotten about that little detail herself.
“ Is that all you have to say?” he asked with a raised brow.
“ Well, yeah. I mean, it’s not like you have some kind of disease or some--You don’t have any kind of disease…right?”
“What?! How can you ask me something like that? Before you, Dru was my only lover.” Spike tried real hard to control his anger.
“And we both know how that one played out. Come on, Spike. You said it yourself. Dru wasn’t exactly known for her ability to be faithful.” she retorted with a snort. She soon regretted her words when she saw the look they had caused. She realized that she had reminded him of the pain Dru had put him through. That’s the last thing she wanted to do. “I’m sorry-” Buffy tried to amend.
“ Don’t. Just don’t.” Spike was now in a sitting position on the bed. The small distance away from each other was killing them and the last thing they wanted to do was argue after what they had just shared.
“ I didn’t mean to-” she started again.
“ You had ever right to but you have to believe me; I would never hurt you or put you in any danger of any kind. I love you.” Spike said softly while stroking his hand along her cheek.
“ I know that. I trust you with my life, Spike. I love you too. I guess my foot just met up with my mouth for a minute.
“It’s okay, pet. You’re forgiven.” Spike assured.
“ Good. We have nothing to worry about then. AND with me being on the pill-”
“ Wait a minute. You’re on the pill?” *Why the hell would a virgin need to be on the pill?* Spike wondered
“ Yeah…. My doctor prescribed it to help regulate my period. I thought you knew this.”
“ I think I would’ve remembered something like that, luv.” he said with a chuckle.
“Maybe you just weren’t listening to me.” she accused teasingly.
“ Yeah. You’re probably right. You do have the tendency to put me to sleep.” Spike joked. Buffy playfully smacked him on the chest.
“ Ha ha ha. Very funny, bleach wonder.” she retorted. Spike grabbed her hand and kissed each of her fingers.
“Just kidding, pet.”

They snuggled closer to one another. Buffy’s head was resting on his chest. Silence passed between them for a few moments until Buffy finally spoke.

“ So…..Is that a conversation that all couples have after they’ve made love for the first time?” she questioned with a small smile.
“ No. Usually the guy holds the girl until they both fall asleep” Spike answered not feeling the least bit sleepy.
“ What if the girl doesn’t want to go to sleep?” Buffy asked suggestively. Her hand was now making invisible patterns on his lower stomach.” What if the girl wants to go another round?” she asked while nipping at his neck.
“ Baby….pet….I thought you were sore.” Spike was quickly loosing control.
“ I am but I want you.” then with a mischievous smile she continued, “ but if you’re not up to it then-” That sentence never made it out of her mouth. Spike had kissed her senseless and was covering her body with his.

“ I’m always up to it, kitten. I could spend every waking moment loving you.” he whispered huskily. He then applied one long lick to the sensitive spot behind her ear.
“ Well what are you waiting for? Love me.” she commanded.
“ As you wish.” Spike smirked before capturing her lips again.


They spent the rest of the night making love until neither of them could barely move. Spike watched while Buffy slept in his arms. He didn’t dare close his eyes no matter how tired he was for fear that he would miss something important. As he watched his girl rest, he wondered what he could’ve done to deserve someone like her. He wouldn’t let anyone or anything come between them. He’d kill for her if he had to. Eventually, he gave into sleep with Buffy snuggled up with him. They both slept for the rest of the night.

Neither one of them noticed that Joyce never came home that night.


 

Chapter 16:

Buffy didn't know if last night was a dream or if it really happened. It was too amazing to be real. When she awoke to find two blue eyes staring back at her, she knew that she wasn't dreaming.

" Good morning." she said softly with a smile
" A very good morning it is, kitten." Spike replied. He then leaned in to kiss her softly on the lips. When they broke apart, Buffy found herself gazing at him lovingly.

" This is nice." stated Buffy
" What is?" he questioned.
" Waking up next to you. Seeing you first thing in the morning. It's nice." she rubbed her hands on his chest
" Yeah it is. We should probably make this a habit then, huh?" Spike asked while moving on top of her.
" Definitely." agreed Buffy. The two lovers began kissing and lightly touching for a few moments until one of them had to break away for air.
" It's a good thing your mom didn't come in and check on us." he replied. " I don't think she would think too kindly of me ravishing you first thing in the morning." He began to caress her breast while nibbling at her earlobe.
" Mmmm...yeah it's a goo-Wait a minute! Mom never check o me last night." Buffy stopped his hands from going any further.
" I think we covered that already, luv." Spike tried to resume kissing her but she got up from under him before he got the chance.
" No! Spike, she never came to check on me last night." Buffy was slowly panicking. Spike just continued to look at her with a raised brow. He had no clue what she was going on about. " My mom ALWAYS comes in to check on me before she goes to bed. It's been her little routine since Angel-." Buffy cut herself off. She didn't want to get into that. " She does it every night."
" So?"
" So?! The only way my mother would not come check on me is if she never came home. Did you hear her come in last night?"
" I was a little preoccupied, pet. " Spike tried to joke but Buffy saw it as anything but funny.
" Something's wrong." was the only thing she said before getting off the bed.

Buffy covered herself up with a t-shirt, and quickly made her way to her mother's bedroom.
"Buffy, wait!" Spike yelled He rushed out of the bed and put on his jeans to cover himself as well. The last thing he wanted was to have Joyce see his privates.

Buffy quickly opened the bedroom door of her mother's room, only to find it empty.

" She's not here. Her bed hasn't even been slept in." she turned to find Spike standing behind her. " Spike, where could she be?"
" I don't know, Buffy. Maybe- maybe she stayed at a friends house for the night." guessed Spike
" No. She would've at least called. What if something happened to her?!" she was pacing around the room now. Spike stepped in front of her to stop her.
" Baby, calm down. I'm sure she's fine." he comforted.
" You don't know that. She could be hurt or something. We have to find her. We have to-"
" BUFFY, we will find her but you have to calm down, okay?"
" Okay. I'm calm."
" Good girl. Now, let's go get dressed." Spike ordered gently.
" Okay. Then what?" she questioned.
" We go to my place and see if my da has heard from your mom." he responded.


Spike and Buffy got dressed as quickly as possible. Buffy was worried out of her mind. She hoped and prayed that her mother was okay. Spike was just as worried. They had to find Joyce.

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The two teens made their way into the house. It didn't appear to be anyone in sight.

"Da still must be asleep." Spike said to Buffy
" Well, go wake him up. We've gotta find my mom" she commanded sharply.
"We will find her." he assured once more. " Come on let's go upstairs and get da. He'll help."

They made their way up the stairs only to be halted by a crashing sound coming from Giles' room.
" Stay right here." he ordered. Spike then proceeded to make his way to his father's room. When he opened the door, he really wished he hadn't

" Dad, are you alri-Joyce?!!!!" Spike was tempted to pinch himself. He couldn't believe the sight in front of him. When Buffy heard her mother's name she came crashing in behind her lover.
"What’s wro-Mom??!!!" she exclaimed. In front of her was her mother and Giles in bed. Together. NAKED.

" William. Buffy. What are the two of you doing here?" Joyce asked timidly. Both kids just continued to stare with dumbfounded looks on their faces. When it became apparent that they weren't going to answer, Giles spoke up

" Why don't the two of you wait down stairs and we'll be down in a minute to chat this out." he suggested. The two teens just stood their for a moment before leaving the room.

When they reached the steps, Buffy turned to Spike and asked " Were my eyes playing tricks on me or did I just see your dad and my mom naked in bed together?" her heart was racing a mile a minute.
" I was just about to ask you the same thing." Spike admitted.
" Looks like our parents have alot of explaining to do." she replied.
" My thoughts exactly." finished Spike.

This was going to be a very interesting morning.


 

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