Chapter 23
"So where do we find this chick?" Buffy asked.
"On the Isle of the Dead, as Giles told us," Spike ruminated.
"This isn't the Isle of the Dead?"
"No, sweets, this Isle of the Dead doesn't exist on this plain...we have to take a ferry to it. This is just he starting point." Spike led them to the edge of the rock formations in front of the cave, there a wooden pillar Buffy hadn't noticed before was embedded in the sand. From it hung a horn, made from some unknown beast. Spike took it to his lips and blew hard, the deep resonating sound dominating over the crash of the surf.
A mist began to creep in behind, while another rolled in with the waves all around them, cold and biting to their skin. Soon enough neither could see beyond the tips of their noses. The mist was thick and evoking of claustrophobia. Buffy held on to Spike a little tighter when the sound of something wading over the water became audible. Emerging slowly from the preternatural fog was a tall, teetering figure cloaked entirely in black. It was punting along in a rickety carved out boat.
"It's Charron, the ferryman - he gives trespass to should into both Hades and the Elysium fields - Heaven and Hell....we're getting off just before that," Spike explained. Charron stopped his transport a fair way's off shore and Spike led them into the ocean. Buffy stifled a slight cry when the ferryman held out a skeletal hand to them. The vampire placed the gold coin Giles had given him in Charron's hand and the bones curled around the fare. He stepped aside for his passengers to embark. Spike lifted the Slayer by her hips and into the boat and in turn she gave him a hand up. The boat floated away as if a feather caught in the wind, away from the shore, so they passed from one realm into another.
"I don't mind telling you I'm totally wigged out here, Spike."
"No worries, love, we'll take care of each other, but when I tell you to do something, do it, no arguments...this is too important."
"I get it, no problem....you be careful too though." The passing of time had become imperceptible and it wasn't until the boat ran aground that they even knew the crossing had occurred. Buffy hopped into the sand, Spike following, gripping his ax tighter. Charron was already gone when Buffy noticed,"Hey, our ride!"
"No, pet....he only brings 'em here, he doesn't take 'em back...still got Anyanka's pendant?"
"Yeah....still around my neck, right with the one you gave me."
"That's our only ticket home.....and it makes me very happy to see you still wearing my gift." He laced their fingers together and held on tight,"Let's get on with it then, shall we?"
***
Xander pulled his car up to a campsite near Watamo Lake, situated on the outskirts of Sunnydale. The surrounding forest looked blacker than ever, and as expected the place was absolutely deserted. He turned off the ignition and huffed out a breath. He'd barely spoken as he and Willow had gone from lakeside to lakeside around the Sunnydale area, looking for the second Hell Mouth."I just don't get it, Will," he finally spoke,"He's evil..." Willow smiled inwardly, Xander was like a dog with a bone and refused to let go of the actuality of Spike and Buffy's relationship. The fact that Anya and Giles were together didn't ruffle any feathers spoke volumes.
"Not so much," Willow replied casually.
"After all he's done to us....to Buffy, I don't understand how she can even tolerate him, let alone have him touch her!"
"It's about forgiveness. She repeated to me something Giles told her once - forgiveness is an act of compassion, it's not given because someone deserves it, it's because they need it. But in Spike's case she believes he deserved it. Tara forgave me because she loved me and I needed it, it's the same with Spike and Buffy."
"That's different, you didn't mean to hurt Tara...and it was just a little memory erasing..."
"It was just as bad, different, but no less wrong. Buffy really loves Spike, and he loves her."
"Yeah....I just never thought Buffy would play the whole Luke n' Laura thing."
"You're making a bigger deal of this than she did.....remember she took Dawn to his crypt the next day to keep her out of harm's way, what does that tell you?"
"That's she certifiable."
"Or maybe she accepted that what happened wasn't exclusively his fault....she'd done some pretty horrific things to him before that night, some pretty unforgivable things that he just brushed off for her sake. I think they're made for each other...sure there's bad stuff, but the good stuff is extra super good."
"And where does that leave us? She chooses the evil undead over her best friends! There's something really wrong in that....I mean, what do I have left? Anya's moved on, Buffy's moving away from me, Dawn's practically Spike's kid sister......what do I have left?" Willow sighed and wondered if Giles and Spike were right about the thickness of Xander's skull.
"You have me." Xander stopped the second leg of his tirade and gave the young witch a discerning look."I've always loved you Xander."
"But Willow, you're gay!"
"Still am, not that kinda love, silly...best friends, forever, remember? Tell you what, despite my buttering my bread on the other side, we make a deal, if we're not married by the time we're 35, we marry each other. Sound good?" He softened, she was right, he wasn't alone, not really.
"You've got a deal."
"Good, except there's a condition to our engagement...let Buffy be happy, she loves him and if she's forced to make a choice, it'll be him.....okay?"
"Okay, Wills..." Willow nodded and gave him a sincere smile.
"So, we've got one more place on the list to check."
Chapter 24
Xander and Willow stood out in the rain, looking out over the lake, holding on to each other for warmth and comfort. The car was a few feet behind them, it's headlights shining out from behind where the pair stood. As if a streak of light had been painted into the water, dissecting the lake, they beheld the broken seal between Hell and Earth,"Xander?" Willow squeaked. He looked at her, then back out to the water, virtually boiling and showing all its portents.
"This is bad.....this is...god.....we're all going to die..."
***
Dawn scribbled furious notes in her binder, taking down anything she thought was remotely pertinent to the assignment Giles had given her. She was taking the work very seriously, being sure to read carefully and go back over anything she didn't understand until she was clear on the meanings. She was hindered only by William persistently attacking her pen when it slid across the paper. She gently shooed the kitten away and he occupied himself with attacking the strap of her purse.
"You're such a sweetie pie, aren't you William?" Dawn said to the cat as she wiggled her finger on the table in front of him. William dove for the thing and sunk his needle teeth in,"Ow! Beast...how much time have you spent with Spike?" She took the fuzz ball of fury in her hands and kissed him on the nose. He tried to bite her again and she burst into a fit of giggles. From behind her came a strange indistinguishable sound, almost like a glob of mud being emptied on the ground. She stopped her toying with William and jumped to her feet, turning around to find the Magic Box the same as ever. Keeping the kitten close, the young girl scurried around the shop turning on every light and lamp she could find. The kitten rubbed his pointed face against her chest, reminding her that it was likely just her imagination getting the better of her. After all she was alone in the Magic Box, a place notorious for pre-apocalyptic disasters; there was one going on outside, it was night, it was raining heavier than ever and she was alone. William began purring and snuggling in close and instantly Dawn felt at ease again.
She sat back down to the volume of Hardigan's Tome of South Pacific Demons and Water Fae, she flipped the page and scrunched her face at the picture of a Isosillica Depth Trudger. It was similar to a giant globule, a clear watery sac around a series of organs. Apparently it took victims by swallowing them whole and digesting them in the lower portion of the blob.....which is exactly what it was about to do to Dawn.
William let out a piercing shrill of a meow, lept from Dawn and ran hell bent under a book shelf. Dawn dove away just it's expansive mouth was about to consume her. She screamed blue murder and rushed behind the counter. The demon turned to go after her, and the teenager began to throw anything she could get her hands on; urns, crystals, coffee mugs, books. The objects became suspended in it's shapeless form, but it still kept coming. Using her instincts and wits, Dawn frantically searched for something to stop the demon. She unintentionally grabbed the bottle of Remy Martin cognac Giles kept behind the counter, it was then that the idea came to her. Buffy probably wouldn't approve of last summer's lesson Spike had given her in right proper riot inciting, but it might just do the trick. She dowsed Anya's dust rag in the liquor then stuffed some of it down the neck of the bottle. Grabbing the set of matches from the utility drawer and striking it across the accelerator, she lit the rag. Once the flame took she stood up and aimed for the creature's mouth. Unaware, the monster swallowed it, just before it exploded and blew him apart. Dawn shrieked and hid herself again as gobs of water landed all over the floor. Score one for Dawn Summers and the art of the Molotov Cocktail; bonus points to vampire who taught her how.
***
"Ever get that sneaking feeling you're being watched?" Buffy asked as she and Spike walked over stony earth towards the now visible ruins of an ancient Grecian temple. He brought her hand to his lips for yet another kiss and grinned.
"I'm sure we are, pet, the whole bloody island's probably full of demons, ghosts, ghouls, maybe even vampires. This isn't gonna be easy, and it's not gonna get any easier when the time comes to take on the bint, you'll have your eyes closed."
"You sure tha..."
"Very sure, not up for debate. Don't fret, love, you're very zen, there'll be no worries once you're in full Slayer mode, just you versus the beast. But take note of where you're swinging that sword, like my head where it is."
"I'll know when it's you near, I always know. Your head is safe....we'll the one on your shoulders at any rate...."
"Naughty Slayer...."
"Delicious looking vampire, can't help myself."
"No one's asking you to....just stow it away for a lil' while. Buff.....gotta say it one more time, I love you." She was about to echo his sentiment when on reflex her sword was raised and her hand taken from Spike's.
"You feel that?" His affirmation came in the form of his demon surfacing and a low growl emanating from the depths of his throat,"We're surrounded aren't we?" Spike stood low, his shoulders hunched over and a firm grip on the ax. Hundreds of eyes opened in the darkness, yellow and glowing like fireflies.
"Feeders......I....I think...."
"Huh?"
"Dark souls, or not...just dark things...they feed on negative emotions, suck you dry of your life force....eat you whole...tell me about something good, should get them to back off...."
"Like what?"
"When you realized you loved me..."
"Uh....not so happy...."
"How come? That's not boostin' to a bloke's ego, sweetness."
"When Willow went kablooey, the night after you'd left, I took Dawn to your crypt to ask you to take care of her while me and Xander went after Willow." He visibly started and she gave him an almost ashamed look, she could tell this wasn't about to make him happy.
"The day after I attacked you......you brought your little sister to me?!"
"She needed to be safe and the only person she felt safe with was you so I agreed. I didn't plan on doing anything except asking you to take care of her and then I'd be gone...I wasn't gonna deal with everything.....there just wasn't any time. But you were already gone, Clem was there, he said you'd left town. Suddenly I found myself thinking about the men in life and how they'd all left me.....my dad, Angel, Riley and now you too....and I loved all those men.....and it just hit me that I loved you too. I didn't cry over it until much later, when the dust had settled and you were still gone.....then I couldn't stop....and.....then I accepted it......but then you came back." There were tears in her eyes as she told him her story, the emotional rollercoaster of the past few months taking her for another ride. The feeders were much closer now, the lovers didn't even realize it. The dark dwellers were jittery and eager, moving in to start the frenzy.
"It was no picnic for me either when I found myself as your willing slave, so to speak.....had a nightmare about it....then it just went around in my head like a cat in a blender."
"Eww....nice to know I inspire Petricide.....or whatever....."
"But then came that night in the house behind the Magic Box.....when you just sorta...."
"Mounted you?" He laughed and moved in closer to her, letting his guard down, the feeders irrelevant.
"It was like being burned by the sun, you were so hot...so wet....riding up and down on me....and you were so tight, like I was your first..." Her sword began to falter and she was captivated by the lustful memory dancing behind his eyes.
"I had no idea you'd be so huge....the others, they weren't like that at all...it was almost too much for me....now, no one else will ever be enough....."
"I kinda gathered that....I almost came right then and there, before we fell through the floor......" She lay a hand on his heart.
"There was something I never told you, something that started the night you saved me from internal combustion."
"Our first kiss?"
"Technically that was our second, there's the one after Glory. That kiss though, the night you saved me and we sang to each other, it wasn't a spell, I wanted it." Her confession strummed at a chord connected to his soul, it felt wonderful. In turn, Spike lay a gentle hand over her heart, his long fingers pressing against her collar bone,"And after Randy and Joan..."
"I liked Randy and Joan."
"The kiss at the Bronze, I didn't just want it, I needed it." His hand moved to the back of her neck,"What I wanted to tell you was that, from then on I had found the one thing that made me want to stay on Earth. When you were inside me, I finally felt alive again. When we weren't together I told myself how wrong it was and that I should be disgusted with myself, but I just couldn't stay away from you. I craved you, like you said I would. The only time I felt anything was when you made me, when you were touching me, moving with me.....you saved me, I see that now....your love saved me." His eyes were closed and his lips close to her's, tasting her essence when she exhaled.
"You've been my salvation, Buffy." They held on to the moment for a brief instant, then plunged, mouths open into each other's embrace. Smacking and sucking in a coarse, hungry kiss hard enough to bruise lips.
Suddenly remembering they were actually in grave danger they broke apart and readied their weapons again. Much to their surprise, the feeders were gone."What the?"
"I suspect our lil' display sent them off.....evil things aren't much for love and affection."
"There'll be more bad stuffs when we get inside?"
"Count on it, sweet breads - time to shift gears, full on Slayer."
"When this is over we're gonna do it for ten hours straight, got that? I don't wanna be able to walk for a week at least."
"That's my girl."
"That's right, I am your girl, don't get dead in there! Understood?"
"Got it, love.....just like you're not allowed to turn into stone. Gimme your hand, once we're inside you gotta keep those pretty eyes shut tight."
Chapter 25
Giles and Anya rushed into the Magic Box under the cover of a drenched umbrella that was barely stopping the deluge anymore. They both stopped short at the scene before them. The store looked as if a flood had come through it, everything was soaking wet and in total disarray, save for the upper level where Dawn sat clutching both her binder and her cat.
"Dawn, what's happened?!" Giles begged, quite panic stricken. In total contrast a wry smile spread across the teenager's face,"Dawn?"
"Isosillica Depth Trudger."
"Say that again....."
"Isosillica Depth Trudger.....page 156 of your copy of Hardigan's Tome of South Pacific Demons and Water Fae."
"Yes, I know.....are you saying..."
"I smoked his ass....literally...it was scary at first.....but I handled myself!"
"Good for you Dawnie," Anya congratulated, propping up a faint Giles.
"So, find the second Hell Mouth?"
"No......let's hope Xander and Willow had better luck....I feel we're running out of time," Giles continued. The bell over the door clanged as a water logged Xander and Willow came inside."You found it didn't you?" The solemn looks on their faces told all.
"God Giles...." Xander said shakily,"It's bad.....it's really bad....I don't think we can stop this...even if Spike and Buffy succeed....I don't think it's gonna be enough."
***
The temple's tremendous size was an illusion Spike and Buffy found when the entrance room lead only to a slender, descending corridor. Spike flipped on his zippo lighter, revealing the tales and pictograms covering the walls. Spike made a sound of discerning interest as he easily interpreted the Greek.
"What?" Buffy asked, walking behind him, with her eyes shut and her hand held securely by his.
"Drawings on the wall, pet, Greek letters, the myth of the first gorgon, Medusa. She was once the most beautiful woman on Earth and a priestess to Aphrodite, the Goddess of Love. She was seduced by Poseidon and they made love in Aphrodite's temple. The Goddess became so enraged that she cursed Medusa - turned her into a half woman, half serpent. Snakes for hair, ugly face, one look from her eyes will turn any living thing to stone."
"That's kinda....totally not her fault! Men! Goddesses! Grr..."
"Can't say that I totally disagree, sweetness, but we both know life's not fair. After Perseus killed Medusa to save Andromeda, another shamed woman took her place, and on and on down through the centuries."
"I kinda feel bad about cutting her head off now."
"If we don't the Kraken's gonna open up a Hell Mouth and destroy Sunnydale, then probably California, and the rest of the world, the people we love, etc. Think of poor William, cats hate the water."
"Well, for William then." Nearing the end of the corridor, Buffy's senses began to pick up all sorts of stimuli. There was a hot air coming from ahead. It smelled like burnt flesh and decay. There was also a counter wind cooly flowing horizontal. As they passed through the breeze the hairs on the back of her neck began to prickle. The crosswind stopped suddenly and in pure survival instinct she stomped her foot on the back of Spike's knee, making him twist and fall. A split second after sharp and hair thin darts shot across where he'd been standing. Buffy too got down just in time and now crawled her way blindingly to the vampire."You okay??!" she whispered hoarsely.
"Dislocated knee, but otherwise just peachy."
"Don't whine, you should've know it was coming."
"Sorry, love, but I was too busy paying attention to the giant three headed dog."
"Oh my god!!"
"Just kiddin'."
"Not funny Spike, stupid vampire."
"Just a little post-near-death-experience humor, sweetums, no harm intended.....thanks for the save, by the way."
"You're welcome...but watch yourself, it's not easy to do this with your eyes closed and don't tell me that I've got to keep 'em closed, you couldn't drive that point home any clearer if you shoved a railway spike up my nose."
"No funny either."
"Sorry, babe....just a little formerly-evil-vampire-boyfriend humor." He unexpectedly planted a good firm kiss on her lips, then drew them both to their feet.
"The inner chamber's just ahead, she'll prolly be hiding, knowing we're coming.....we'll separate, I'll go for the more direct attack, you hand back in the shadows and sneak up...got it?"
"Got it, be careful and I love you."
"Love you too. I love thee with the breath, smiles, tears, of all my life! And if God choose, I shall but love thee better after death." She punched his arm.
"Stop it with the jokes!"
"I wasn't....nevermind, on with it." Buffy took a steadying breath and slid into the gorgon's lair. She flattened herself against the wall and let her Slayer senses awaken. The room was very warm, with the acrid smelling air thick as a mire. The walls were marble, smooth in some places, jagged in others. The detection of light through her eyelids came and went as she moved, indicating the presence of both columns and torches.
So far, so good, she thought, just at the moment she bumped into someone. She froze and her breath seized in her lungs, carnal fear erupting. She hadn't known it was coming, no signed of life whatsoever, even Spike, dead as he was gave of vibes. When no reciprocal attack came, Buffy tentatively reached out to touch the person before her. Immediately she realized he was made of stone, a statue that had once been a man. She ran her fingers over his face, he must have been very young. At his side was a short bladed sword and upon his head was a helmet. He'd once been a Roman soldier and had been standing here for thousands of years.
Spike crept along down the center of the chamber, careful and aware. The scene was familiar, and recently so. Walking into Sarlaak's cave was exactly the same. The knowing dread that you were not alone but not being able to see your foe was unnerving. The place looked as it had throughout all antiquity. The center aisle was a monument to fallen heroes, all who came for the gorgon's head and failed. Soldiers from ancient times, Knights from the heart of the medieval era, even one poor bloke from W.W.II, still in his uniform. There was even an Indiana Jones knock off, though more likely the original patent. He had his ax ready to swing, he wasn't in this for a good spot of violence. He wanted a fast, clean kill then to go straight home with Buffy.
He was certain he heard something slithering off to the right and far ahead, but it was too light to be the gorgon herself. He paused to listen more intently. It was from straight ahead that the first shot came. A perfectly aimed and executed arrow cut through the air and pierced his chest just right of his heart.
"Just bloody great!" he seethed as he yanked the wooden shaft from his chest, sneering at the bloody wound. He ducked behind a pillar just as another barrage came whizzing out."Pardon me, bitch, but arrows through the chest are for holidays only!!" The gorgon hissed violently at Spike's indignation. She emerged from the darkness, a loathsome, hideous mutation of a woman. Her body from the waist down was every bit a serpent's, green and scaled and patterned like and anaconda. Her upper body was no more human than the lower half, save for it's shape and the presence of breasts, uncovered and speckled with scales. Her face was a tragic mask, human features contorted to give semblance to the species that dominated her form. White fangs that rivaled a vampire's descended to her lower lips, gleaming and dripping with venom. Her eyes however were black as pitch. The rumors of snakes in place of a mane of hair proved true, writhing, snapping beastial coils. Her weapons were the traditional of the first gorgon's, a bow in hand and a quiver lashed to her back.
Spikes wasn't afraid, the gorgon had nothing on Sarlaack, but he was still tense. If the thing got even a hint of Buffy being there he'd lose his cool for sure. Despite the amazing day they'd shared, he'd have much rather do this alone. He quieted himself and his emotions and listened to the thing's movements. She didn't slither with the stealthy grace afforded to most ophidians, some progresses forward consisted of dragging herself along. Needing not to breathe and when the blood didn't need to flow to the one spot in particular, there was nothing about him that could be perceived by any animal's senses, except a Slayer's.
The gorgon had seen where her prey had hidden, but couldn't detect him beyond the brief sighting when she'd loosed her arrows. Her torches cast all shadows, she knew them all by heart, few new came to visit. She withdrew an arrow and made it ready to fire. Spike waited patiently for the beast to come within striking distance of his ax. However to his amazement he was suddenly aware of Buffy's mind. It took a moment for him to accept it, but it was her nonsentient thoughts that he had complete knowledge of. She was moving stealthily, careful not to make a sound, sword poised high. But what he knew and Buffy couldn't see was that by coming at the gorgon from behind cast her shadow long and large.
The monster swung around as Spike simultaneously leapt from the behind his column."Buffy, drop!!!" he shouted and she obeyed instantly, the wind of the arrow touching her hair, her knees hitting the ground. Spike rushed the gorgon, ax coming in a wide arc. She turned back to her original target, her eyes as bright as the sun's. The blade took her head, but Spike had seen the demonic light and felt it pierce his soul.
"Spike?" Buffy called out admidst the silence,"Did you get her? Spike? Spike answer me!" She got to her feet, eyes still closed and with her arms outstretched she carefully moved forward. After only a few paces her fingers fell upon his face and the chiseled incline of his cheekbones. She outright screamed. He'd been turned to stone.
Chapter 26
"Nooooooooooooooo........" Buffy wailed, pain and fear overwhelming her. She opened her eyes and cried out again at the sight of him, all pale and whitened, from boot tips, to duster, to his curly hair. Of course he'd have to be marble, it was both hard and soft, rough and smooth, always beautiful. He looked so supple and almost life like, but he was cold, so much colder than a mere vampire. She cupped his face in her slight hands, her nose pressed to his, crying so hard she thought she'd never be able to stop. He remained unchanged, caught in suspended action, his arm outstretched and still holding the ax after having killed the gorgon. He had a searching look on his face, looking to make sure Buffy was alright. She kissed his lips, they were hard this time, no reciprocation or tenderness. She kissed him again, foolishly thinking the ways of childhood stories would wake him from this sleep."Please......not like this....not like this.....just because you have your soul....it was your reward....you promised me forever.....Spike....Spike..."
A welt appeared suddenly on her face, something had slashed her cheek. Blood trickled down her face as something again cut her again, this time on her ankle, right through the leather of her boot. No more warnings came and Buffy was suddenly pulled away from Spike and into the shadows. The feeders tore at her clothing, groped and prodded her lewdly, they bit her, scratched her, they ate away at her soul. She screamed, cried and they kept coming. "SPIKE!!!!!!" she called out one last time as she was enveloped by them.
There was rage, there was anger, there was the thirst for blood and violence and they belonged to one of the darkest warriors Hell had ever spawned. He rebutted the curse of Medusa, told the bitch that her mojo wouldn't work on a demon, wouldn't work on an evil dead thing. His fangs cut through the marble as if it were little more than paper, the ridges of his forehead contorted under the stone until it fell off in chunks. The duster's flaps soared out behind him and then fell against his legs. The ax completed its tilt and whirled Spike around, his feet no longer rooted to the ground. For a moment he knew nothing but the purity of his evil, but then the panic cry of his mate centered him.
Buffy had begun to fight back but there were too many of them, she was overcome with both grief and raw terror, and it only made the feeders stronger. She would have broken their bones, but they had none, nor any faces to speak of for her to punch, just darkness with eyes. Something got a particularly strong grip on her wrist and tried to pull her, she resisted, but it was stronger than she at that moment. She was yarded out from the hoard of feeders and brought back into the light, by the vampire. Spike had her, his grip on her arms bruising. He was in full game face, snarling with eyes blazing as fiercely as the feeders.
She was confused, seeing him alive, but seeing him also in his beastial form, feral and running on pure instinct. His hand moved up her arm and over her shoulder, holding at the side of her face, then it covered her eyes,"Told you to keep them shut," he spoke, with love, none of the demon present in his voice. He took his hand away and her eyes were closed again, but she was shaking. He saw what they'd done to her, torn her clothes to tatters, marked and cut her beautiful skin, violated her soul with their darkness. He flung his coat around her and wrapped her tight, then blanketed her with his arms and heart. She felt herself drawn against him, not caring the her cheek pressed to where the gorgon had shot her arrow."My beautiful girl, what have they done to you? M'sorry I couldn't help sooner, but it was the soul you see, let the gorgon get me for a spell. Demon was stronger than her though, pushed her off me...let m'come out of it. S'alright, pretty bird, your boy's right as rain, see? Well, wait....no, don't see, eyes closed......gorgon head, know I left it 'round here somewhere...hold up one sec." He released her and began pawing around on his hands and knees, looking up at Buffy the whole time.
Eventually something wriggly was felt, he gave a shudder at the still live, writhing snakes. Trying to get to his feet with the head in his hands, he stumbled and squished some part of it, splatting a stream of blood on his face."Well, that's just nasty," he complained as he spat out what blood had gotten in his mouth. He reached inside the pockets of the duster and withdrew both the leather satchel for the gorgon's head and his handkerchief. Once the head was secured in the sack and his face cleaned, Spike finally let himself take a breather. Coming back over to the still visibly shaken Buffy, he tilted her head up with his fingers at her chin,"You can open your eyes now, love." She didn't at first, but when she did she smiled at him, but then her face crumpled and became strained,"Buffy, what's the matter?"
"I'm trying not to cry....the feeders."
"They won't touch you again, not with me around...are you badly hurt?"
"Just cuts and scratches, nothing that won't heal in a few hours." He leaned in and hugged her, sighing in her ear."Spike, I'm sorry....I screwed up......I shouldn't have come, you were right."
"Nah, pet.....if you hadn't come I'd be dead. I heard you crying for me....it woke the demon straight up, primal need to protect its mate n' all that. If you hadn't been here I couldn't have broken free."
"I want to go home." He drew back and nodded.
"Alright, you give Anyanka a summoning....I've got something else to take care of first..." He put down the leather sac and picked up he ax.
"Spike?"
"Their souls are still in the statues....been there all this time.....hafta set 'em free......"
"Oh god..." He stepped up before the man from the early 20th century, gave him the patented smirk.
"Put in a good word for me when you get upstairs, eh mate?" With that he hauled off and sliced the ax through the marble, taking his head and releasing the soul trapped within. He shattered the rest - the knight, the centurion, everyone else, especially Indiana Jones, he reminded him of Giles. When he was done he picked up the leather sack and the gorgon's head. Anya was with Buffy now, fawning over the battered Slayer like a mother with her cub. The Slayer was reassuring her that she was fine. Spike wrapped his arm around Buffy's waist and pulled her close,"Take us home Anya."
Chapter 27
Not re-materializing in the rain was a boon for the triumphant duo, but the Magic Box looked fairly worse for wear. Wasn't the first time, certainly wouldn't be the last. Buffy let out a sigh of relief and slumped against Spike, letting him support her.
"You two alright? You look like hell," Dawn observed from her position on high.
"We're fine, Nibblet, just need to get our p's in q's in order," Spike replied, flinging the leather bag on to the table,"One gorgon's head, as requested."
"Not too much trouble I hope?" Giles asked, tempted to have a peak in the satchel, but restraining himself aptly.
"Nah.....no big, almost died....what, honey? Five times?" Buffy snarked, feeling a little worse for wear. Giles inwardly admonished himself and gave Buffy and apologetic look.
"The Slayer n' I are gonna go downstairs to get cleaned up....then you can tell us what the game plan is..." Spike announced, taking Buffy by the shoulders and leading her away.
"Spike...." Giles began to protest, but Spike was already ushering Buffy through the door to the training room and its facilities. Buffy let herself be lead to the shower stall in the small change room. Spike turned on the water and tested the temperature before searching through the solitary locker against the wall in which Buffy kept spare clothes. Buffy removed his coat and then the remnants of her tattered clothing and stepped under the stream of hot water. Spike chuckled to himself when she let out a loud moan, this short treatment was exactly what she needed. He took up his coat again, loving how it now smelled so richly of her again and put it back on.
"Aren't you gonna join me?" she called from behind the frosted glass. He finished laying out a new pair of jeans, a t-shirt and clean underwear and sports bra for her, then turned to gaze upon her nude form, it's healthy shape distinguishable through the glass. He sat down on the bench next to her clothes and ran his fingers through his hair,"Spikey? I'm all wet...."
"Don't be usin' the cute talk on me, Slayer. We're on a mission here, saving the world does not get subjugated for orgasms."
"I hate it when you use logic."
"My love, when this is all over I promise we'll put the Kama Sutra to shame, the upside down positions and everything."
"Damn, and I just had the trapeze removed from my bedroom last week." She turned off the water and stepped out of the shower to find Spike with his back to her, holding out a towel."Wow, look at you...all restraining of yourself."
"I'm being a good puppy, don't corrupt him....we have a Kraken to fight, this time I think I will need my edge, you too." She grabbed the towel from him and pushed him out of the way so she could get to her clothes. When she was done dressing she came up behind him and tapped him lightly on the shoulder. He turned around and knowing precisely what she was in search of. He wrapped his arms tight around her waist, lifted her off the ground and hugged her as tight as he could.
***
They'd only been gone 15 minutes at the most and the Scoobies were surprised to see them back so soon, assuming their sojourn downstairs was for something other than a shower. But it seemed they really had gone downstairs just to clean up. They'd gathered themselves around the table, leaving space for Buffy and Spike, who sat pressed close next to each other. The sack containing the gorgon's head sat at the center of the table, generally freaking them out every time a snake thrashed or wiggled. They all seemed rather sullen and tired. Obviously the past few days had been strenuous, and it was finally wearing them down, but in truth it was all only just beginning.
It was Giles who finally broke the silence,"We've found the second Hell Mouth," he stated simply,"Xander and Willow did, to be precise. I'm afraid the situation is grave....no, that's not even close."
"Giles?" Buffy asked, absorbing Giles' tension,"What is it?"
"When the lake arose after the Kraken's first attempt to breach it's confines was thwarted, the stupendously idiotic people of Sunnydale thought they'd compound it by building a dam. Presuming that raising the water level would strengthen the imprisonment. As decades went by and technology advanced, the dam was made larger, more effective and impressive until now, today, it is the largest reservoir in this part of the state."
"If the dam breaks, it'll wipe out all of Sunnydale," Spike stated.
"Yes, it will. Even if the Kraken is turned to stone, the collapse of his body back into the water could cause a colossal tidal wave, if the dam breaks....it'll all be for naught..."
"Bloody hell, bloody bloody hell, and bloody bloody bloody hell."
"My sentiments exactly."
"What do we do then?" Buffy interjected,"Can we evacuate the city? Will people even listen to us? Look, we've got the gorgon's head, the Kraken could raise itself any time, we have to play this.....what else?"
"Enough minions to sink the Titanic....again," Dawn piped up, opening her binder,"Here's what we know...."
"We know stuff?"
"I know stuff....first, the Isosillica Depth Trudgers are a piece of cake, Molotov Cocktails all the way - I suggest we go to the liquor store and pick up some vodka. K' there's the Sunnydale swim team species....just a sec.....here they are...Gillagus Mencenius, the way to do them in is to rip out the gill sacs under their ears, it holds the water they use to breathe when on land. There'll be electric eels all over the place.....sharks who can move on land....you should all look at my notes before we go to the dam."
"Hold on.....you're not coming with us....."
"Okay, I'll stay down here and wait for the damn to burst and sweep me into the Pacific." Buffy growled and clenched her small fists in frustration, Spike obligingly began to knead the muscles of her shoulders.
"Giles, how much time do we have left? Is it going to happen tonight?" Giles removed his glasses and began to clean them with his handkerchief, signaling of course that the situation was dire. Spike's hands left her shoulders and moved themselves around her waist, pulling her ever so gently closer to him. She untensed and relaxed into the form of his torso, a slight reprieve in these dangerous moments before they entered the fray of yet another battle to save the world.
"Before dawn, I'm sure of it....any time now, in all honesty. We can't delay in the slightest...."
"Then we form a plan and go for it."
"From the vantage point of the expanse atop the damn, the gorgon's head must be held up for the Kraken to see first thing."
"What if he comes up looking the other way?" Dawn asked innocently,"'Cause once he's out of the Hell Mouth he'll be a hundred stories high, he'll never see her eyes if we're that far down." The faces of those gathered simultaneously changed expressions, solemn and nervous.
"I have an idea," said Spike.
Chapter 28
"Are you out of your freaking bleached mind?!?!" Buffy screamed at him, Spike wincing as the volume and intensity of hit him. He'd told them his idea and before he knew what was happening she'd grabbed him by the lapels of his coat and hauled him outside into the rain, sparring none of her Slayer strength in the action. Spike kept pushing the water off his face, trying to keep a handle on the situation now that she was freaking out."It's suicide, Spike!"
"Cut out the bloody hysterics, Slayer, it's not suicide!" She wanted to slap him across the face for his patronization, but instead all she could muster was unfettered panic. She still held him by his coat, her emotions palpable all around him.
"I've had enough of you almost dying to last me a dozen lifetimes!"
"Once! Today! You were dead for 147 days, not to mention all the near misses before and after that!"
"And I had only minutes without you and it almost killed me.....don't you understand that I can't live without you now?!" He took her hands from the leather that hung over his body and held them between his own, kissing lightly at her fingertips.
"I understand that you're scared, but I've lived with the same fears every day and night for years.....and I do it gladly because it's a vital part of who you are, it's part of why I love you so bloody much. You're a tried and true hero. I'm not a hero, Buffy.....I'm just....heh...I'm not even a man.....but I need to do one good thing in my life. I know I'll never make up for all the pain and misery I've caused as a vampire....that's not even my reason. My way is the best shot we've got for defeating the Kraken - too many lives are at stake here, there's no other way. My mess of an unlife for a hundred thousand is a no brainer, pet....might even be saving millions. Incidentally, whoever said I was gonna bloody die? I don't plan on failing.....besides, you've promised me a shagfest of epic proportions! Roman Army'd have t'drag me from that." Buffy took her hands out from his grasp and replaced them at either side of his face.
"You're wrong you know? You're very much a man, and you are a hero, you've been Dawn's for years now.....and you're mine." That moment was an epitome for Spike and it would settle for nothing less than the sweetest, most soulful kiss they'd ever shared. They trembled with emotion, knowing that every last second over the years and especially the past few days had brought them to a point in the expanse of infinity where each knew without question or doubt that no matter what plain they travelled, no matter the forms they took, they'd never be separated. This was love.
The pair came back into the Magic Box hand in hand. Buffy's crisis of protestation apparently averted. Spike let go of her once they'd stepped back inside. Shrugging off his duster and laying it wet as it was across the counter, he then marched over to the hexagonal table and took up the sack with the head in it.
"Suit up kiddies.....we've got an apocalypse to stop."
***
Arriving at the Sunnydale Dam in both Xander's car and the DeSoto, the gang paused to stare in horrified awe as the fissure under the water's depths. The entire lake was glowing, exquisite and beautiful to behold, like a diamond shimmering in the sunlight. Spike gave a shudder, he'd thought he had the courage for what he was about to do, but he found it waning. This was a Hell Mouth, living and beating and preparing to unleash a titan and whatever else it was bringing along for the ride. Buffy tore her eyes away from the lake and to the back seat where her sister sat with William forcefully tucked inside her jacket pocket. The kitten was very put out, but cooperating for the moment."Dawn, can you go over to Xander's car? We need a moment alone." Dawn nodded, understanding how nervous and outright terrified Buffy must be right now.
"No problem," she replied, the suddenly wrapped her arm around Spike's neck, catching the vampire by surprise and choking him. She squeezed him tightly, and put a kiss to his temple,"Don't screw up."
"No worries, Nibblet," he replied, giving her arm a reassuring pat,"Take care of my namesake there."
"No worries. I love you Spike." He closed his eyes and rest his chin pensively against her.
"Go on....." She released him and got out, running over to hop into the back seat of the other car with Giles and Anya. Spike looked over at Buffy, he tried to smile for her, but it faltered and he let his head lull back against the seat."Damn."
"Understatement of the century," Buffy echoed.
"I'm not feeling too swift...going after Glory that last night wasn't half this bad....never felt like this before."
"What do you mean?"
"My stomach, it's queasy..."
"Mine too, just nerves before the adrenaline kicks in."
"Maybe....I'm not a bloody coward, but....I'm not feeling too brave either...."
"You'll be.....you'll be fine, I believe in you, you won't let anyone down." He found his smile then, gave it to her and she reciprocated with one of her own. She moved across the distance between them until she was virtually in his lap, then she began to lower her head.
"Sweetheart....I don't think this is the time..."
"Get over yourself...." She reached down and pulled up his pant legs, then proceeded to untie his boots,"These things are heavy and useless in the water, they'll hinder you." She then pulled the old Doc Martens off and stowed them by the pedals. As she rose she paused to unbuckle his belt.
"Still not the time, m'precious, but....oh....go for it, the Kraken can wait ten minutes." He could practically feel her role her eyes. The belt was unceremoniously pulled out from the loops of his jeans and came away as Buffy sat back up.
"No unnecessary weight..."
"My kingdom for a Speedo." She laughed at his opportune joke, laying a hand at his chest.
"Tell me this gonna work?"
"It's gonna work, pet, my plans never fail." At those words her lower lip began to tremble."That was a joke." She nodded and curled up against him and held her lover for a few ephemeral moments, the knowledge that once again she could lose everything twisting her soul in knots.
Chapter 29
From the fortified wall that spanned the length of the dam, Spike stood a good ten feet higher than where the rest of them were. He didn't dare look back, one sight of either Buffy or Dawn and he'd loose all his resolve. Instead he looked into the water, even far past safety levels it was still two stories down. At this vantage point the water looked black and cold, the light from the opening Hell Mouth nary but a thin blight across the murky expanse. The sack with the gorgon's head was secured around his chest and shoulders while he placed a knife between his teeth in case he came up against any foes in the water and needed to defend himself. Not needing to breathe was one of the main reasons he was the one on top of this wall, but he still felt the need to inhale and exhale a few times before taking four steps back then breaking into a sprint and propelling himself into the blackness below.
Buffy saw him disappear and felt her heart lurch, there was no turning back now. He was strong, resilient and her match in a fight; but he was also the man she loved and sending him off alone to dive into the Hell Mouth went against every instinct. The remaining six of them stood helpless in the rain, hardly knowing what to do with themselves. "BUFFY!!!" Dawn screamed, snapping the Slayer out of her lamentations. Coming at them, and fast, was the first wave of aquatic demons.
Spike had expected the water to be icy cold, but when he slammed into it he felt as if his skin would be boiled off it was so hot. The heat forced his eyes closed, but he persevered and managed to tolerate the pain enough to guide himself in the direction of the opening between Hell and Earth. The barest flash of something's shape was caught in his peripheral vision, and Spike began to swim harder and faster in a effort to be long gone by time it made it's second pass. However, obviously with purpose in mind, it swam past him and came for him in a frontal attack. Spike had thought JAWS was pretty funny movie when it first came out all those decades ago, but now as the demonic great white sharks came at him from all sides with rows of white teeth bared, Spike didn't see it quite that way anymore. One false move and any one of them could take off an arm or leg as if bones were little more than twigs to be snapped off a branch.
His eyes went wide, all impossibly humongous by way of comparison to his slight and compact frame. Taking the knife from his teeth, Spike swam forward to take the first shark head on. The thing came at him, its eyes glowing a hellish red and teeth as long as Spike's forearm. At the last possible second the vampire dodged to the right, digging the blade into the denizen of the deep's gills and cutting them out. Blood filled the water and the other monsters centered on their fellow creature, cannibalizing him without hesitation. As one shark sped past him to the meal, it thrashed Spike with it's tail, knocking him for a loop almost to unconsciousness. He came back to his senses just in time to see the last bit of the broken strap of the sack disappear into the depths, taking the gorgon's head with it. Oh balls.
The Isosillica were easy enough to dispatch with, Dawn's suggestion to acquire bottles of liquor before coming to the dam proved valid as they blew a dozen apart before the next assault came. This time it was a combination of several kinds of amphibious and marine demons came down upon them. Buffy had been right about the adrenaline and now it propelled her into an offensive attack, taking on all comers by sheer brute force. Meanwhile Willow, Xander and Giles warded off what could only be described as a hellish giant squid. They sliced and diced its numerous tentacles with weapons brought from the Magic Box, desperately trying to be stealthy enough to avoid it's snapping jaws - definitely not standard squid. Anya was making great progress by conjuring ball of fire that effectively evaporated anything that came near her. Dawn meanwhile was holding her own, but keeping close to Buffy. They were thinning the herd of the Kraken's loyal minions, all the while hoping that Spike was having as much success.
The vampire was dead tired, or at least tired as a man who was already dead could get. His exhaustion only made him swim harder, all in effort of regaining the gorgon's head. He was used to the water's temperature now, though the deeper he dove, the hotter it got. Not unexpectedly the water was becoming clearer and lighter at these depths, closer to the Hell Mouth's opening. He reckoned he was close on 100ft down, still no sight of the lakebed. His estimation of the sack's path of descent had been correct and he saw it ahead of him, almost within his reach. Finding his second wind, Spike kicked more furiously and clawed the water with his hands, snatching the line of the strap and pulling the head back within his grasp. There was no sense in making for the surface, so he continued downwards and directly towards the place from where the Kraken would emerge.
Chapter 30
Memories of his earlier days as a fledgeling vampire peeked out from behind the corners of his mind. One night in particular when Darla had fought one night with Angelus and stormed out in a huff, dragging poor William with her. He didn't recall why Drusilla hadn't been there at the time, only that Great Grand Siremum had tossed the man of the house aside and taken up with underling William. It was after that night he'd begun to rebel against Angelus' tyranny. She'd brought him to an opium house, but not for a meal, she wanted to loose herself in the liquor and smoke. He'd spent the better part of that evening on the tip of a hooka pipe, inhaling diamonds and pearls of smoky intoxicant.
All around him was light and prisms, colors he'd forgotten about after spending so many years in the darkness. Jellyfish and hydrozoa cavorted and danced around him in a haunting underwater ballet, the atypical beauty of it almost made him forget the matter at hand. A reminder was brought sharply into focus in the form of one of the jellyfish brushing against his arm and stinging him. He cried out and the knife was reflexively released and it sunk rapidly. The arm was numb, but the vampire's strength was resilient, however he could see the creature's brethren massing for a group assault.
The onset of the Kraken's rising was announced by a low rumbling at the base of the dam. It came from the earth and rippled upwards through the steel and concrete until it was a shaking under the feet of those on land. The awful din of compressing metal and cracking concrete echoed all around them in dreadful symphony in harmony with the beating of the rain and the snarls of demons."We have to get off the dam!" Buffy shouted above it all. No one debated for even a second and they sprinted in rapid succession back to where they'd parked the cars. Once on higher ground, they turned to watch as the lake began to drain itself into the Hell Mouth, likely to erupt again as a volcano. Buffy took a several paces ahead of the others, holding her arms around herself and shaking from too much adrenaline and too much cold..."Spike...."
The Kraken made Sarlaak look like a patsy. Spike didn't see him coming, despite that fact that it made the Statue of Liberty look like a toddler. The vampire found himself rising from the water atop the Kraken's head as if he was on the recoil of the world's largest bungee chord. One hand gripped white knuckled to the gorgon's head, while the other to some part of the titan. Coming to the surface was a welcome relief, being back in Spike's natural element, however still water laden it was. But when he found himself being hurtled towards the clouds, an entirely new degree of terror was achieved. It wasn't that he was afraid of heights, it was being a louse on the head of a giant that made him feel like hurling. Not to mention the fact that the wind beat upon him as if he were caught in the engine of a stealth jet, how the rain ripped his skin and made him bleed. His stomach had dropped and he was glad for the fact that he hadn't eaten anything more than blood, otherwise the Kraken might meet the metaphorical equivalent of a pigeon in the form of vampire. Said man was woozy and suffering from vertigo as it happened, but the demon was royally pissed right off. He could be at home right now, shagging the Slayer into next Tuesday, but heavens no, he had to stop an apocalypse. A definite kink in his chain, in addition to the fact that he discovered he was latched to the thing's nostril. Oh, just bloody lovely.
Dawn grabbed on to Buffy's when they saw the first hint of the Kraken emerging from the drink, scales the size of cars interconnected on a domed head. From then it was ridges upon it's face, like so many lesser lizards in the deserts; a head so large, with rows of teeth crooked as uncared for tombstones that the notion that there was a body to follow was inconceivable. So, the youngest among them, hid behind the strongest, not realizing that if the Kraken saw fit he could probably break the mountain side with a flick of its finger. When the mightiest of the titans soared from the water, there was a downsurge of both sound and energy, the Hell Mouth had been opened.
There was nothing in all they were witnessing that spoke to Spike's fate. No one wanted to believe that he'd failed, meaning he failed meant he'd be in the belly of something the Kraken had brought with. The Kraken never should have disturbed the surface in the first place, Spike was going to have the gorgon's head be the first thing the monster saw when it came through. Or had Spike been caught in some sort of hellish undertow and sucked down through a funnel into hell? Buffy couldn't help but imagine this and other terrible scenarios. She'd never felt so purposeless in all her years as the Slayer.
"You know, mate...." Spike started speaking to the Kraken, ignoring the monster's snarls that's clearly declared I have breached the Hell Mouth, I'm big and scary. Also brought some pals and we're going to have Armageddon now."There are many other things I much much rather being doing right now than dangling from your major mucus orifice." Spike had begun to climb over the Kraken's face, heading for one of his huge yellow reptilian eyes."For example..." Spike pulled himself up to the bridge,"Being hung by the larger of my two love spuds from that chandelier at the Sunnydale Country Club Ballroom and whipped with a cat-o-nine tails. There's also the piercing of my nipples with railway spikes.....hell, sharing a beer with Harris....well, actually, come to think of, just between you, me, and your major mucus orifice...."
The Kraken's rise began to slow, and Spike knew he had only moments left. The first step forward would likely crack the dam in two from the forceful displacement of water. He began climbing in earnest over the terrain of the hell beast's face, never loosing grip or determination, had a shagfest to get to afterall. Spike traversed part of the forehead, then let himself slide down the brow until he could dangle over the edge. His legs swung freely and in front of the Kraken's eye. That got the thing's attention and now Spike found himself combating with the shaking of the giant head to rid itself of the pest.
Spike put the rim of the leather sac's opening in his teeth as he fished inside for the head. After a minuscule squichy moment at delving his hand into the snakes he withdrew the prize he'd fought for, spat out the leather in his mouth and held the head of the gorgon in front of the Kraken's eye.
"Lights out, peaches."
Chapter 31
"Thought'd take longer than that," Spike grumbled just before his hand slipped on the wet stone surface of the petrified Kraken."Crap on crap....." The ride down wasn't nearly as bad as the ascension had been, Spike was grateful for small graces. However, there was still the matter of demon sharks and evil jellyfish to contend with, not to mention the fact that at the speed he was falling he'd probably break his neck on impact. He tore apart and discarded the gorgon's head, then curling his body into a tight little hors d'oeuvre for the sharks, he waited for the crash.
Hitting the water felt like being turned inside out, had he been human he'd have likely found his brain displaced to somewhere in the region of his liver and his lungs replaced by his kidneys. The water was biting cold, giving him a toxic shock of sorts. He must have sunk 50ft or so, because it was taking forever to swim back up to the surface. Fortunately, it seemed the water was now void of its demonic creatures and the Hell Mouth had closed. He didn't mind this last use of energy, the worst had passed and for once in his miserable unlife he'd come out the winner. It was just as he emerged above the surface, with a cocky and triumphant grin painted on his face that a chunk of falling Kraken narrowly missed him. The smirk disappeared when he looked up and saw the thing was breaking apart. Bugger!!!
When Buffy and the others saw the Kraken turn to stone they all erupted in cheers. In that moment a thousand juxtaposed emotions welled up inside the Slayer. First of which was tremendous relief, not only was Spike alive, he'd succeeded! There was also pride for him, knowing how much of a solidification (no pun intended) of his redemption this was. Most of all there was love. It wasn't really an epiphanous moment for her, she already loved him beyond all rhyme and reason, but the tangible fear of almost losing it made her appreciate how precious it all was. Angel and Riley had been defeated in her heart by Spike, by her William, in all aspects.
When she then heard and saw the stone monster begin to crack and pieces of it began to slag off into the lake, she'd reverted to the panicked fear state. Without thinking she started to run. The others followed her back to the dam where she'd seen him jump off, she was cclimbing up to the ledge and calling for him before they'd even caught up. When no answer came a true worry began to gnaw in the pit of her stomach.
"BUFFY!!" Dawn shouted up to her, prompting the elder sister to pry her eyes away from the lake,"Buffy, look! Over there!" The Slayer followed her sister's pointed finger. Walking with difficulty, but with purpose along the length of the dam wall was Spike. Again she was running, moving as fast as her Slayer feet could move her. When he saw her, shining like gold for him despite it being night and miserably rainy, the last of his strength left him. The big bad vampire passed out cold and fell hard, face first to the cement ground. He heard Buffy yelp, but didn't let it pang him too harshly, this was one time he had to let his steely resolve take a nap.
Wafting back to consciousness by the needful caresses of her hands on his face as she cradled his upper body in her lap, head comfy against her breasts, Spike sighed and let his eyes flicker open. His face was being shielded from the rain by the her hair, wet though it was, and it gave him clear view of her eyes."You're so pretty," was all he could think to speak, in a odd simpleton like way. Buffy smile brightly at his compliment, taking it with a grain of salt, he must be a little delirious."You know when we were taking that trip to Greece's Freak n' Geeks land, shoulda got that bloody flyin' horse too....fuck me sideways, I hurt." There was her Spike.
"I didn't know there was a flying horse," she replied, holding him just a little tighter.
"Old part of the story, love, might just be myth. Too bloody late now....baby, your boy's in rough shape."
"I love you."
"Feeling better now." She pressed a kiss to his forehead.
"You saved the world, Spike."
"Yeah...kinda did, didn't I? Just between you and me, pet, I'll leave the apocalypses to you."
"Okay." He strained to move, but with Buffy's help, he got to his feet."I'm gonna take you home and give you the full service Buffy Summers TLC."
"Sound just about right, love. Give me a good night's sleep and I'll give it right back to you." With both arms around his waist they began to walk to where the others waited when the small (car sized) pieces of Kraken hitting the water suddenly were bus sized. A upsurge of water surprised them as it came over the side of the dam, washing them off their feet on to the platform below. Both landed poorly, but relatively unharmed, helped back to their feet by the others as they came rushing to their aid. There was no chance for pleasantries or congratulations when another tidal wave came over the rim. Spike grabbed for a guardrail and grabbed Buffy, who in turn grabbed her sister. Xander clung to Willow and Giles to Anya and all to the same railing as the water hit. Their feet were swept out from under them as the wave took away their oxygen for just a a little bit longer than was tolerable. Once the first wave had passed, Spike was on his likely fifth well of undiscovered endurance, getting them all back on two feet and ushering them fast off the damn and back to the high grounds where they'd be safe from the Kraken's disintegration and subsequent tsunamis. Twice more they had to struggle to keep each other from being spirited away by a deluge, but at length they found their way to safety as the last of the Kraken crumbled into the lake.
Once again Buffy had her arms around Spike, smiling down at his bare feet and messed up appearance; frowning at his cuts and bruises. The vampire felt rather puffed up and proud at the pats on the back from Giles, even the subtle nod of acceptance from Xander. Anya and Willow obliged him with hugs, while Buffy toyed affectionately with his hair."Look it..." said Spike, motioning skyward,"The rain's stopped." With joyful gasps they took in the splendor of the stars pin pointed over the blanket of midnight as the clouds dissipated and the last of the Kraken's influence died away.
"Buffy?" Dawn's meek voice called out,"Buffy?" This time she sounded pained. All eyes turned to the teenager, with hot tears running down her face and her nose red and swollen from the sudden onslaught of emotion.
"Dawn?" Buffy asked, concerned.
"What is it, Nibblet?" Spike echoed. She held it out for them to see, something orange and bedraggled cupped in her palms.
"Buffy....my kitten..." the young girl sobbed.
"Oh...oh Dawn...." Buffy whispered. It seemed, that for the heroics, close calls and near death experiences of that night that one among them had not been so fortunate. Little William had drowned.
Chapter 32
"Willow??" Dawn pleaded, looking to the former witch with heartbreaking hope in her eyes.
"Dawnie....I'm sorry...but you know the magic's all gone.....if I could...." Willow answered, not hiding her own tears at Dawn's sadness. Dawn started to cry anew and Buffy left Spike's side to comfort her sister, but instead, Spike pushed past Buffy and came before the young girl.
"Can I see him, Bit?" he asked softly, looking her in the eyes. Carefully Dawn deposited William's limp body in Spike's hands before choking on a sob and falling into Buffy's waiting arms. Spike walked away from them, looking down at his name sake, the soul was definitely twitching at this poor little creature. The vampire sighed and searched his memories for the words he needed. Once he confirmed to himself he was correct he bent his lips down to William's ear,"Just this once....alright, can't make a habit of it, so watch how you use the other 8 lives. Ahem...Renovatio spiritus er vivificus praevaleo caelestis Bastet." I flicker of light and the kitten sneezed, and sneezed again, then looked up at Spike adoringly to which the vampire gave him a ruffle behind the ears. Turning back to Dawn and Buffy, Spike presented William out for all to see,"He's just fine, Nibblet. Had some water in his lungs...see?" The look on Dawn's face at seeing her kitten alive and well was one that would stay with Spike till the end of his days. Making his lil' Bit happy did more for his soul that saving the world had. Dawn snapped up her kitten and held him close, while Buffy came over to her boyfriend and wrapped her arms around his waist. Spike caught the discerning, almost accusing look Giles was giving him to which Spike just shrugged his shoulders and hugged Buffy.
"You're one amazing man, you know that?" Buffy praised, looking up at him with the same adoration as William had, a bloke could get used to this.
"Amazing yes, thoroughly knackered, oh yes. Buffy?"
"Yes?"
"Use the Slayer strength."
"Why?" He closed his eyes and passed out again, into her arms.
***
Spike had come to again shortly after slumping like a sack of potatoes into his love's arms. Upon which it was decided to call it a night and return home, after a brief stop at the Magic Box to retrieve Spike's duster, he wasn't too keen on leaving it about. Crashing out in the Summers living room was unintentional, but somehow they all found themselves strewn about on either furniture or on the floor. Buffy was the first to awaken the next morning, laying face down on the sofa. The first thing she noticed was the uncomfortable ache in her neck from sleeping in so awkward a position. The second thing she noticed was that the vampire had made an impression of his face in her rear end. He too was sound asleep, sitting on the floor, nestled at a cushy cheek, hands clutching each. She snickered into her pillow, making her bottom jiggled under him. Naturally the commotion under his face woke Spike. He turned into her and sunk blunt teeth into the ripe fruit and gave her a good morning growl. Escaping the manacles of his possessive fingers, Buffy rolled herself over. Spike immediately grabbed her hips and pulled her down to him. Lifting her shirt and exposing her taut belly. He let out a groan like a lion waking in the later afternoon sun and his mouth dragged we kisses over her stomach and lower abdomen.
"Mmmmm....I love you in the morning," he purred. She ran her fingers through his messy blond locks and undulated under his attentive kisses.
"You love me all the time."
"Yes, my little Californian delight, but in the mornings you're ripe and juicy like a tangerine, and all I want to do is devour you until your juices have syroped my face and I'm drunk on your sweetness as if it were a cool drug in my veins." Buffy shivered as his rough voice and enthralling words aroused her. When he popped the button at the waist of her pants she was shocked out of her state and moved to stop him before he'd stripped her bare in the skillful way he'd been able to do in the past.
"Spike! We can't....we're in a room full of people!"
"Nonsense....they're sound asleep.....gimme breakfast!"
"I'm not asleep," Anya piped up, curled in Giles' lap in an armchair,"But feel free to go right ahead and devour your tangerine, I don't mind."
"I mind," Giles protested.
"Oh Rupert! You're too proper for your own good."
"I'm not too proper, darling, I just think it's rather inconsiderate."
"I guess you're right. SO, what kind of fruit am I?"
"Pardon?"
"Buffy's a tangerine.....what am I?"
"Think careful on that one, Rupes," Spike warned. Anya looked expectantly for her fruitiness to be defined.
"Ummmm....you're....Anya you are a bunch of grapes," Giles informed with a smile.
"Grapes?!" The demon girl looked offended,"I'm sour? You're saying I'm going to shrivel up into a raisin?"
"No, my love, you are succulent and refreshing, a fine wine. I can never have just one." That pleased Anya to no end.
"Good answer, mate," said Spike.
"If it weren't inconsiderate would you devour me me right now?" The bunch of grapes asked coyly.
"Go on, Watcher, we don't mind." That earned the vampire a scowl from Giles.
"I like pears," Willow spoke up from her place in the other armchair, stretching her body out.
"I always crave a great big banana when I wake up," Dawn added, lounging at Buffy's feet. Everyone gave her wide mouthed looks of shock,"We're not talking about breakfast are we?"
"I'm gonna go get some toast..." Xander mumbled as he got to his feet and headed towards the kitchen.
"Think that one's best left to Freud for interpretation," Spike ruminated,"So, chitluns, what's the order for the day?"
"Something relaxing...post-apocalyptic ennui is large with me right now," Buffy mused. Dawn peeked outside through the curtain and smiled as the bright, warm, sunny day.
"How's about a picnic?" Dawn suggested with hopeful enthusiasm.
"Oh! Perfect!" Buffy agreed, leaping to her feet, Spike fortunately missing getting pummeled by the Slayer on full tilt,"I'll get started on sandwiches!" Dawn followed her, skipping like a school girl.
An hour later all we're gathered around a spread out blanket basking in the sunshine at the park. Willow passed around the food and arranged the fruit in the center for people to chose from while Dawn poured iced tea for them. Buffy felt a tap on her shoulder just as she took the first bite of her lunch and her sister handed her a thermos.
"Blood," the teenager informed.
"Spike, honey, her's your blood," Buffy smiled, but her happiness suddenly plummeted to her feet,"Oh MY GOD!!"
"What is it?!" her sister asked.
"I'm the worst girlfriend in the world!!" The rest finally clued in. A thermos, however kind a gesture it may have been was fairly useless to a vampire on a picnic on a sunny morning.
"We're all profoundly stupid," Giles sighed, a genuine pang of guilt settling upon his shoulders.
"Wow......and after he single handily defeated the Kraken and stopped and apocalypse.......can't believe we just forgot about him like that," Willow supplied, even Xander felt like a heal.
"You are a terrible girlfriend, Buffy," Dawn perpetuated her sister's guilt,"He must feel so dejected right now, so incredibly lonely and it's probably a hundred times worse because of the soul. Oh Buffy....tsk, tsk, tsk."
"HEY! You packed blood for him!" Buffy countered.
"I was doing something nice for him, you just forgot all about him! He almost died to earn back his soul just so he could try to prove himself worth of......of just having you even talk to him and you skipped your merry way out of the front door into the nice, vampire enflaming sunshine where you knew he couldn't follow and left him ALL ALONE. Imagine watching the love of your unlife abandon you like that without so much as a second glance. Sure sucks to be Spike doesn't it? There's gratitude for yah. Not so William the Bloody anymore, huh? More like William the Blubbering, just like a beaten puppy downstairs in the darkest corner of the basement....with the spiders....they're probably crawling all over him, but he's too upset to even notice or care....the cat won't even go down there...Wonder if you'll forget about me sometime....don't think this new you'll be jumpin' off any towers in the name of love any time soon if this is how you treat the supposed love of your life....." Buffy let out an anguished cry, burst into tears, clamored to her feet and began to run home. Dawn smiled wickedly and laughed a devilish little huff.
"Dawn, that was unnecessarily cruel," Giles admonished.
"It really was....it really was. Now pass me a ham and cheese."
Chapter 33
Buffy crashed through the front door of her house in desperate search for Spike. When he wasn't in the living room, she began to cry a deluge of remorseful tears. Dawn's words still fresh on her mind, hurt and tormented the Slayer. She descended into the basement, but merciful to her heart he was no where to be found amongst the spiders. Still trembling, but now determined, she headed upstairs and pushed open her bedroom door as quietly was possible. She stepped into the darkened room, padding slowly across the carpet as her eyes adjusted. The black shape of his body was huddled on the bed, above the covers and sound asleep. On impulse Buffy launched herself upon him.
"Spike!" she cried woefully. The vampire was roused from his dreams to his love crying on holding on to him for dear life. He managed to turn himself over to face her, but she didn't ease up in the slightest.
"Love? What's happened? Where are the others?!"
"On.....on....pic......picnic....." She blubbered and sniffled.
"Why aren't you with them?"
"I left you!"
"Well, yeah.....kinda had to, vampire, can't go out into the day. That doesn't explain why you've come home in fits and crying, pet. Whatever's upsetting you, you know can talk to me. I don't rightly understand all that goes spinning around inside that pretty little head of yours, but I can't listen and I can try." She stared at him and the perplexed but empathetic look on his face and felt wholly unworthy of a man such as this.
"You're not mad at me." She said it with astonishment, more rhetorically than as a question.
"Mad at you? My beauty, why ever would I be mad at you?"
"Because I left and went with them! I left you all alone. I just up and and *pfffft* went out in the sun for a picnic and forgot all about you! What's the matter with you?! You should be furious, you should want to tear my head off and drink from my brain stem!" Spike couldn't help by smile at her.
"Love, it's perfectly alright. You've been through alot, it's understandable that...."
"I haven't been through anything! You're the one who did it all this time! And it's not okay, don't ever let me be a selfish bitch like that again!"
"Hey! Stop. Don't take names to yourself like that. You're not a selfish bitch by any means."
"Spike, I'm awful...I did something horrible to you yet again. I'm so sorry."
"Sweets, I probably would have just come up here and gone to sleep regardless, quite beat after last night."
"It didn't hurt when I just walked out the door?"
"Well...."
"Oh god, I am awful!!" More tears erupted and Spike was about to reach his wit's end. The girl certainly knew how to pile the pain on herself.
"Enough," he cajoled,"Enough tears......got something better in mind...if you're really wantin' to make it up to me...Buffy...there's the matter of a promised ten hours...." He kissed her hot and hard until her laments turned into wanton little mews. He sat them up and his hands began to move under her shirt and up her body, unhooking her bra, then travelling back down to her hips. Spike pulled away and admired her, then stripped the clothing from her upper body. Meanwhile Buffy, tears of minutes ago forgotten, turned her attentions to unbuckling his belt and pulling the t-shirt from it and over his head. Their torsos smacked together, Spike consuming a breast in his mouth and sucking hard.
"Spike...spike....spike....."
"I love you Buffy, god I love you so much." As she started to work his jeans off his hips, a moment of deja vu flashed through his mind, but it was gone the moment her hands closed around his hardening length. A feral growl rose from his throat,"Ssslayerrrr...."
Buffy parted from him only a moment to work herself out of the remainder of her clothes, giving him the opportunity to kick off his jeans. She then came over him as fast as she could manage, straddling and kissing him for all he was worth, bruising and crushing their lips together while tongues circled and dueled. The moist heat between her legs coated the tip of his erection as they teased each other before Spike took hold of her thighs and guided her down hard. The vampire slipped inside his lover with amazing ease, despite the stretching her body had to go through to accommodate his generous size.
"Nnnnnaggh!" she suddenly cried out, fingers clawing into his shoulders and their kiss tearing apart. He wanted to question if she was alright, but got his answer in the form of her deliberately sinking herself down upon him as far as she could possibly take. His hands took possession of her hips, raising her up a ways and then guiding her back down."Unh! Spike...I've missed this so much...." He helped her set a rhythm as she rode him slowly, meanwhile she tightened her inner muscles when he was withdrawn, heightening all sensation beyond previous knowledge of each other. At length he simply steadied himself with his hands on her hips, feeling the rippling of her tendons and muscles as they made love. He began chanting a mantra of I love yous to her while they stared into each other's eyes, mysterious and endless in the darkness.
Both stayed their climaxes, daring each to hold out the longest. Counting in minutes was done for as it seemed they moved together for hours. Exhaustion was not an option as the Slayer increased the pace beyond furious and Spike thrust his hips up forcefully in effort to match her. Buffy arched herself again him, dragging her engorged clit down against the hard surface of his abdomen. When it seemed Buffy's frenzy was threatening to send her into an ecstatic oblivion, Spike took control again and threw his arms around her shoulders and pulled her against him. She cried out, almost in pain, so close to coming, to losing herself. She whimpered into the tender kiss he demanded, her chest heaving. He rocked them gently, then suddenly she did come, a fierce orgasm exploding around him. He'd never felt such an unrelenting vise around his cock in all their times before, not even that first night. His body over took anything his mind might have been telling it, stars appearing before his eyes as his lower body was strangled to it's release. He climaxed inside her with a straight stream of cool liquid, washing her insides before his mind went dark, even deader to the world than normal.
When he came around the Slayer was still in his lap, though his softened member had slipped out of her, the combined pool of their juices warm and sticky on them, but oddly comforting all the same. She was kissing his cheek and massaging his jawline."Bloody hell....you nearly killed me," he choked out. Her breath was hot against his ear and her body slick with sweat. She continued to caress him with a gentleness rarely given in their first weeks together. She certainly seemed to be making up for past misdeeds in abundance.
"I love you," her voice came as barely a whisper,"I love you completely, Spike." Her words passed straight through him as the blade of a sword, piercing through skin, muscle, blood, bone and marrow. He lay his head to her breast, her heart still thumping like a wild mare's hooves on an open plain. She relaxed, sleep wanting to overcome her and they held each other.
Chapter 34
Spike groaned as he stretched out his limbs and neck. As he stilled Buffy threw an arm and a leg over him and kept him bound to her."Never thought this day would come, my sweetness.....us just laying in bed together, holding each other," Spike mused,"Better than a kick in the head, that's for bloody sure." Buffy tightened her hold and lay her cheek against his.
"Sorry about that. I promise I'll never do it again....except in foreplay."
"Good thing you mentioned, I was gonna say...."
"Masochist."
"Right back at you, Slayer."
"Think it'll always be this way? Wanting and needing each other all the time? Saying I love you every minute?"
"No, love, I don't think it will." Buffy frowned and started to pull away, but instead of letting them break contact, Spike rolled over and lay himself on top of her. He shifted to and fro until his semi-hard length was resting comfortably at her entrance."Now that I've got you where I want you, I'll tell you what I meant by that. Buffy, you and I are complicated, there's a lot of gray with how we define each other. Sometimes we're beautiful and sometimes we're ugly. But I know one thing for certain - we'll always, always love each other. Sometimes we're going to hurt each other, sometimes we're both wanna walk out and never bloody come back....we'll fight, that's just who we are. But this love is real and it's sustaining. You and me, for-bloody-ever....don't ever think it different." Suddenly he was pushing inside her and she was still wet and wanting of him. As her inner linings stretched to take the familiar abundance of him, Buffy let out a high pitched sigh and arched up against him. Her arms and legs wrapped around his body and they lay quiet. Buffy reveled in the fullness he brought to her and if she tightened herself around him ever so slightly it heightened ten fold.
Spike gave a slight grind into her, rubbing her over stimulated clit, but also hitting a glorious bundle of nerves inside. Buffy gave a tense little intake of breath every time he repeated the action. It was entirely different from their vigorous couplings, this was providing love through slow, calculated pleasure. They smiled and held each other's gaze, giving more than taking. The Slayer's hand moved to the back of his head to guide his mouth down to the side of her neck. She kissed close his ear before whispering her intent.
"Drink from me." She heard the vampire's primal growl, then his sharp fangs grazing over the artery,"I love you." He broke this skin and was submerged in the source of her life's flow. She climaxed without precursor, crying out and exploding into a million points of light and pleasure all around him. He continued to swallow her blood as she travelled the long course of her orgasm into another after another. He took himself away from her throat, came with a roar and a long, mighty jet straight to her pulsing womb. They fell asleep moments after, Spike still nestled firmly inside.
The day wore on and at a certain point Spike awoke, the beautiful warmth of of Buffy's silken insides still gloving him. The last thing he wanted to do was move from her, but he felt a strange ache in his stomach and it was becoming more intense. He pulled out of her and she stirred as Spike stood up from the bed. He tried to stretch out, but suddenly the pain was like a dagger in his guts. He doubled over and held on to his stomach, face twisted up and strained from the agony. After a time it receded and he decided to make for the bathroom, though he had no idea why, other than that's where people went they were about to be sick. He hadn't felt this poorly in so long he couldn't remember when. Not even when the soul was he restored did he feel this extremity of distortion. He took a tentative step forward, but suddenly dropped to his knees as the sensation flared anew."Buff....." he choked out.
"Hmm?" she groaned in weak acknowledgment.
"Buffy....help."
"Spike?"
"Argg!!.....oh god.....love, help, please..." He clutched both arms around his abdomen and caved into the floor in total agony. Realizing the severity of his condition, Buffy sprang out of bed and crashed at his side. He curled into a ball of burning bones and flesh and was whimpering like a beaten animal.
"Spike, what's happening?!" He quickly grasped her hand with enough of a vise to crush bones on anyone else but her.
"Get......Giles....hurry...." He let go of her and moaned again, rolling all over in fits and spasms. When she tried to move him to the bed he howled. He was too consumed by the growing pain to tell her what he needed, so in a controlled panic, she tore the pillow and quilt off the bed and set them up around him. He was shaking, body out of his control, twitching and flailing at random. When she touched his face he flinched and whined. For the first few moments she'd been moving on autopilot, but now real and mania was setting in. The man she loved, who was supposed to never get sick or die was in a violent suffering turmoil and she had no idea why. Flashes of when Angel had been poisoned by Faith came to mind, but this was different. Angel was so far in her past the memories were pale and innocuous. This was Spike and he was so vital to her now that losing him would destroy her.
Chapter 35
She grabbed a sweatsuit and struggled into it, as well as stuffing her feet into a pair of sneakers. Not bothering to even close the front door behind her she ran out into the daylight. Over an hour later six pairs of feet came running into the Summers residence and pounded up the stairs, Giles taking lead. Buffy had searched frantically though every park or picnic spot she could think of, forgetting in her panic where she'd left them earlier in the day, before finally tracking them down. She'd been in hysterics and Giles barely got the vital information from her before she began pulling him to come home with her.
Giles found Spike laying spread eagle on Buffy's floor, naked as a newborn babe, but laying as still as corpse. Giving him the modesty that he couldn't take for himself, Giles mechanically pulled the discarded quilt and covered Spike's lower half. He pressed the back of his hand to the vampire's face and withdrew it quickly,"He's burning up...." Giles spoke, touching the face again,"Very high fever...best get him back in the bed.....Buffy, Xander.....help me." Reluctantly Xander followed Buffy's lead and pulled him up under each arm while Giles took his feet. Covering him again, Buffy sat gripping his lifeless hand whilst Giles began to examine him more closely."Spike? Can you hear me?" Spike kept his eyes closed, but nodded his head ever so slightly. His fingers tightened around Buffy's hand, but he released her and scrunched his face as he endured another wave of pain.
"Make it stop...." he pleaded. With his childlike wail, the lump in Buffy's throat choked her, then came out in an overflow of tears.
"Giles...do something!" Buffy begged.
"Do what?!" Giles snapped,"He's a bloody vampire! They're not supposed to get sick! I don't know how this could have happened in the first place. We...we.....could do a spell to detect if it's a metaphysical influence. Has he ingested anything?" Buffy's hand sailed to the puncture wounds on her neck where he'd drank from, Giles had caught glimpse of them already.
"When we.....when we were....I asked him to, I trusted him. I thought it would be a gift." Giles rested a comforting hand on her knee.
"I'm sure it was,s dear. Your blood would not have poisoned him, especially not Slayer's blood, it likely lessened the severity of this affliction."
"Lessened!? Giles he's in so much pain he's barely conscious! Wait......something....god!..."
"What!?"
"When....when we were in Greece....after he'd killed the gorgon, when he picked up the head some of her blood splashed on his face, in his mouth..."
"Oh no...." Giles removed his glassed and began cleaning them, Buffy wanted to grab the things and hurl them across the room,"Gorgon's blood has long been thought of as the most deadly poison known...I dare say your blood is what's kept him alive at this point. I'll need to consult a few books. Anya? Time is of the essence, teleport to the shop and get me Goren's Tome of Grecian Demonics."
"Right away," Anya replied, already dematerializing.
"Buffy, I think you should try and get him to take more of your blood, if you're willing."
"Dawn - go get me a knife from the kitchen," Buffy ordered without second thought, Dawn obeyed immediately. Giles rose and ushered Xander and Willow away.
"I'll have Dawn bring up a cold compress and water with the knife....for him. We'll do everything we can." Buffy nodded and let them leave, turning her attention fully to Spike. Dawn reappeared a few minutes later and placed a bowl of water and ice cubes on the bedside table along with a wash cloth and a perring knife.
"Can I stay?" the younger Summers asked. Buffy nodded and moved to make room for Dawn on the bed, sitting up next to Spike's shoulders. Giving both girls a start with his unanticipated movement, Spike reached out to clasp Buffy's stray arm at the wrist. There was weakness in his hands and the hold fell away as soon as he'd touched her. He went under again, his body shuddering and shifting like gears in a machine, never finding a comfortable niche or a moment's reprieve. Buffy caressed his face, it was so warm, surely his blood must just about be boiling. Laying her wrist against his half open mouth she hoped instinct would compell his demon to sink his fangs into her and drink his way to wellness.
"Come on, baby...." she whispered, but to no avail. Taking the knife from beside her, she nicked a vein and replaced it to his lips. He jolted away from the coppery liquid filling his mouth, turning over in an action that clearly caused him agony, a released of the tension coming in yet another sob. She persevered and forced her open vein into his mouth again. In a fit of strength he forcibly pushed her arm off him.
"Get it away!!" he shouted, then hugging his knees at his chest and whinging whilst he involuntarily rocked himself. Dawn took Buffy's wrist in her hand and put the wash cloth to it, letting the clotting process begin. At Spike's outburst, the attention of the household, and once again they all stumbled into Buffy's bedroom.
"Buffy....what's happening with him?" Giles demanded.
"He won't take my blood," she replied shakily. Spike turned back over and reach for her.
"Buffy?" he whispered, opening his eyes.
"I'm right here."
"Buff....Buffy.....for....forgi....forgive me..." There was something in his eyes that was desperate and manic and it scared Buffy to death.
"I already did, you remember? Remember in the cave, I made you promise not to forget." She tried to cajole him with a maternal tone, as she caressed the back of his hand that she held between her's with the back of her thumb.
"No....no....you d...d.....don't understand...I....I didn't go to Africa to get m..my...soul....I went to g....get....th....the chip out...so...I.....so I, so I could k....kill you. I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry.....I'm sorry....know thi....this....I could never kill you.....I love you....." He was sounding unstable and anxious now, as if he was about to explode.
"I love you too....come on, be strong....for me." Buffy was close to losing it.
"Plea....please......forgive me....I need it before I.....say.....it...." He was quieting now, finally, resting his weight back into the mattress.
"I forgive you." She smiled at him and kissed his knuckles, gaining a smile back in return.
"Thank you...." And with those final words he was gone. He closed his eyes, let out what little air he had left in his lungs, and became void of any signs of life.
"Spike?" Buffy's whispered, then her calls became urgent,"Spike?! Spike...SPIKE!?!?! Spike....no..no....no.....Spike, no...." Giles came to her side and touched Spike's face, on the turn of a dime he was colder than ever.
"Buffy....I think....I think he's dead," Giles spoke.
"He's not! Vampires.....they're always like this when they sleep, they're still....and....and.....cold. Vampires don't die like this....they don't die....."
"Buffy, dear, you saw how he was suffering, how sick he was....I think it just got the better of him, gorgon's blood is the most potent poison in existence...and there's always lucidity just before death....his soul is free, take comfort in that...." She ignored Giles' reasoning and grabbed Spike's shoulders, lifting him up and starting to shake him.
"Wake up! You stupid vampire....WAKE UP!!" She back handed him across the face and his head lulled forward, she started to scream at him and shake harder. Dawn couldn't take the horror of it any longer and pulled Buffy away and letting Spike fall dead back to the bed.
"Buffy, stop it, please!" the teenager wailed through her own tears. The Slayer came to her senses and looked at her sister, then back to her lover, cold and dead. Buffy sobbed, fell upon the bed again, and buried her face at his stomach, weeping openly."I think we should leave them alone...." The group, all of them, even Xander, had tears coming down their faces. Dawn was the last, lingering a moment to absorb her sister's pain, ignoring the reality that she'd herself had just lost her best friend. She closed the door and let Buffy say goodbye.
The young woman who had been through several apocalypses, innumerable fights against all sorts of demons, who'd weathered the loss of friends and family, and even survived being torn from Heaven after her own death now faced the greatest most profound pain of her existence. She cried against the hard, cold muscles and flesh of his abdomen for hours, even after the sun had set. When the tears stopped coming and her head pounded like it was being beaten with a sledgehammer she looked upon his face once more. His expression was unchanged, calm and even happy, her final words to him had given absolution for all his crimes and sins. He looked like he was at peace.
She pressed her lips to his, hard and desperate, trying to will her life into his body, anything to keep herself from accepting that he'd died. She lay down next to him, wrapping her arms around his neck and cradling his head to the pillows of her breasts."Do you remember our first night together?" she whispered the beginning of a story,"How suddenly we went from fighting to....well, I wouldn't call it making love...but you know.....the look you had on your face, I still remember it all the time....awe....like I was burning you with some divine light or something....but you know what else? I saw how much you loved me, just about broke me in two. That look was always there, except once, after I'd destroyed you. Then after you looked so ashamed, but we got past all of that and now we love each other. We've come so far, that's why you can't be dead, we deserve more than just a few days....we've been lucky though, haven't we? I found the one other person in all the world that I could love with my whole heart, without fear, without doubt.....I could live a thousand years more, and I know I'll never find it again.....because it's you, Spike, and now you're gone....you're gone......."
Chapter 36
The sun had begun to rise and a streak of pale yellow stood out in sharp contrast to the indigo of the night sky and the fading stars. They Scoobies sat silent around the living room, Willow asleep against Xander's shoulder; Giles and Anya playing mindlessly with each other's fingers, clinging closer to their love knowing how much pain Buffy was in now that Spike had died. Dawn sat in the armchair that was so often occupied by the vampire, William curled in her lap, sound asleep. No one had been able to speak all night long. They'd listened to Buffy's sickened, mournful cries for the longest time, until she'd cried herself silent. Now there was just an eerie, empty feeling to the house. Dawn forced herself to be strong, willing herself not to break down until Buffy could manage. If she ever could.
"I think someone should go check on her," Dawn finally said, instantly gaining every one's attention.
"You're right, Dawn," Giles echoed,"She can't remain with him forever, there's things to be done with him, but I'm not sure....he's a vampire....perhaps.....perhaps.....he'll turned to dust once the last vestiges of the demon leave the body.......of course the body may just go about the natural courses after death, but technically it's been dead for well over a century.....perhaps it will be the dust..."
"That sounds.....horrible...." Xander muttered. Willow, now awake, nodded in agreement.
"I don't think she's gonna come back from this one," Dawn concluded, placing William on the ground and getting to her feet,"It was different with mom....this is.....it's Spike..."
***
He was aware of several things upon waking that morning; first he was naked, not that he minded, simply that he was. He was in Buffy's bed, which was always a good thing. The girl was wrapped around him, sound asleep, also something he favored. Last he realized one thing was out of order, namely his autonomic nervous system, for the simple fact that it was working. He breathed in and out, steady and naturally. His heart thumped healthily in his chest; blood was pumping through his veins. He felt incredibly warm, energized.....alive.
"Buffy....sweet pet," he spoke, giving her a nudge,"Wakey, wakey, Slayer.....got something to tell you." She stirred and blinked her eyes open.
"What? Can't it wait....sleepy....."
"No, love, I don't think it can." Suddenly she remember that he was supposed to be dead. She shot up like a rocket and here eyes were wider than a full moon.
"GIIIIIIIIIIIILESSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!"
"Ow.....mind the volume, sweets, eardrums are bleeding."
"You.....you're alive!"
"And then some....gimme your hand..." He didn't wait for her to respond and promptly placed her palm over his heart,"Feel that?"
"Spike! You're alive!....you're ALIVE!!"
"Evidently so..." Without warning he was again flat on his back, being straddled by the Slayer and being kissed by a volcano of a girl. Certainly not one to protest such a lovely morning activity he fisted his hands in her hair and returned her kiss with equal ardor. Giles burst through the bedroom door, along with every one else. Buffy tore her lips from Spike's and with tears in her eyes turned to them.
"He's alive! He's alive!"
"Check me out, Watcher, pulse and everything," said Spike as he held out his wrist. Apprehensively Giles pressed his fingers to Spike's wrist and felt around until he found the steady, strong beat.
"By god...." Giles breathed out, then he slumped to the ground,"I need a drink....Spike, you're alive."
"Quite aware of that, thanks."
"No....you're alive...."
"Got that covered....you okay?"
"Scotch....I cope better with scotch."
"Well, we'll get a few fingers of it down you later...but for right now think you could screw your brain back in and figure out how this happened?" From the corner of the room Dawn burst out with the squeal she'd been restraining and bound across the room to throw her arms around Spike and squeeze him tight,"Hey, Nibblet..." Without warning the once vampire found himself with four sets of female arms around various portions of his upper body as Willow and Anya joing in."That's it girls....share the love."
"Oh what the hell!" Xander exclaimed and joined in with the group hug.
"Harris?"
"Yeah?"
"Naked here...." That did it and he was released by every one save Buffy. She closed her eyes and reveled in the sensations of having his body warm against her's, he was really alive.
"The gorgon's blood!" Giles spat out,"That must be it....it poisoned the demon....drove it out...that must be it."
"I can wrap m'mind around that, but why the humanization?"
"Side effect? I'm not quite sure...reasearch to be done for sure. We'll have to document everything that occurred, how long the process took....are you certain the demon's gone?"
"Dunno....think so...hard to tell, the darkness is still in here, back of the mind, but soul's as good as ever.....but I don't think I can vamp out....don't feel vampiry anymore....guess that means something."
"Do you still have your strength?"
"Let's see...Buffy, pet...hit me." She drew back from him.
"What? No...I'll hurt you!" Buffy exclaimed.
"Give us a good tap, love...come on!"
"Forget it! You hit me, I can tell if it's got super power behind it."
"I'm not hitting my girlfriend....wouldn't be terribly PC of me now would it? Besides, don't like hittin' you anymore."
"Well, we gotta try something."
"Can I hit Harris?"
"Hey!" Xander protested, earning a mocking smirk from Spike.
"Oh! I know," Buffy announced,"Troll hammer, in the basement!"
***
As Buffy was coming up from the basement, with Olaf's trusty hammer in tow, a now clothed Spike was coming down the stairs, the two met in the front hall, the others all gathered and waiting."Moment of truth, eh? But, sweetheart, I could never lift the bloody thing in the first place," he resoned.
"I've got a hunch, babe," Buffy smiled,"Catch!" She tossed him the hammer and in a scrambled he lurched for it. To his amazement, he was able to pluck it from the air and not let it fall, instead he held it up and swung it about as if it were little more than a toy.
"Well I'll be...." He became fascinated with doing tricks, lobbing it up behind his back and catching it as it came down in front of him. Eventually she caught it before he had a chance to and placing it gingerly behind her and out of his reach,"Hey, give it back!"
"You passed the test....human, but with your strength intact and even a little heightened....do you feel okay?"
"I feel fantastic, actually. Bloody fantastic!"
"I've got it!!" Giles gasped,"Let...let me explain." He removed his spectacles and gave them a clean,"The gorgon's blood poisoned the dominant quality inhabiting the vessel that was your body, your demon. It quelled the force of it, effectively snuffed it out. Before the process came to a head and you went through your illness, you fed on Buffy. As Buffy's essence was transferred to you, it took up residence in where the demons had vacated. Sound logical? I think that's a viable conclusion."
"So what are you saying?"
"I think, Spike, that you've become a Slayer."
"Come again?"
"And I say a second, come again?" Buffy added.
"I think, Buffy, that as vampire sire's a person with their blood and turns them into a vampire, you effectively sired Spike as a Slayer."
"I think I need some of that scotch you were talking about earlier," said Spike.
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Buffy put and arm around his waist and he gave her a look of total and absolute disbelief,"Does this mean he has to call me Sire and he's my childe and I get to boss him around like a minion? He's forced to do my bidding because he's enthralled by my master Slayer superiority?" Buffy mused.
"Slayer, I'm not your bitch.....so cut it with the vampire clichés, alright?" Spike grit out.
"Lighten up...this is good....isn't it? Oh god, you wanted to stay a vampire, didn't you?" He turned her into him and rested his hands on her hips, sure to hold their eyes in contact with each other. He shook his head and smiled ever so slightly.
"No, pet that's not it......the soul and the demon didn't like sharing quarters, I was managing....with the big bad gone, the man's better off. I've been through a few too many changes as of late....just need to adjust. It's a little ironic, to be sure, I'm a bloody Slayer? One hell of a mindfuck for this poor old man...."
"But you're okay?"
"I'm delirious....always knew you'd change my life....never thought you'd change m'species, but there you have it." He playfully flicked the tip of her nose with his index finger.
"So how much of Spike is still Spike though.....on the insides I mean," Buffy asked of Giles, her hands still getting used to Spike being warm bodied as she caressed his arms.
"Well, I suppose a DNA analysis could be in order, compare your genetic attributes.....perhaps compatability also, the Slayer qualities that could be passed on to your offspring would be most interesting. Infact the potential for actually breeding Slayers....."
"Suddenly I'm breeding?"
"You're starting to sound a little too Council of Wankers there, Rupert. My mini Buffys and lil' Spikes will not be under the thumbs of those right royal bastards like this girl's been," Spike added,"Mind you...the prospects of knockin' up the Slayer does have its appeal. What do you say, love? Wanna get spiked good n' proper?"
"Guess you didn't absorb any of my tact did you? So what now?"
"Considering none of us has slept a wink all night long, except you two, I suggest we all go to our respective beds. We can discuss this further later on," Giles suggested and everyone nodded and groaned at the potential for blissful slumber. They said their goodbyes and soon only Dawn, Buffy and Spike remained, William too of course. Dawn hugged both her sister and best friend, then picked up her beloved kitten and made her way back upstairs to sleep.
Once alone, Buffy finally had a chance to truly absorb the profundity of the amazing event that had occurred. Her selfless act of love for a vampire had changed the course of their lives forever. Here he was before her, a human being as well as a Slayer, just like her, her equal and her love. The connection was real and kinetic. She had a heart full of love for him but there was more to it that just that. As her blood had been used to create Dawn, so had it been to alter Spike. Buffy encircled his waist with her arms and buried her face against his chest. He smelled different, more like a real man than ever, it was still intoxicating. She felt his hands upon her shoulders, massaging them. He kissed the top of her head and breathed in the scent of her with the appreciation of new lungs.
"I thought I'd lost you!" she abruptly choked out, voice cracking with emotion. He moved his hands to cup her face and lift it to look at his.
"You're not gonna lose me, Buffy." He kissed at her salty tears, over her closed eyelids and then softly on the lips."We're only just beginning, my sweet. There's nothing we can't do now that we're together....it's gonna be so bloody amazing, needn't be afraid."
"I'm not afraid of having it all, I'm afraid of losing it."
"I think you need a lil' affirmation, come with me, pet?"
"Where?"
"Out in the sun."
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Buffy found him on her front porch smoking a cigarette, still standing in the shadows."Ever think of quitting? Even Slayer lungs can get cancer."
"Probably should...but I've been smokin' since the 1920s.....the patch might not quite cut it." He then turned to look at her and audibly gasped when he beheld her in the doorway. She'd showered and put her hair up, a few ringlets framing her angelic face. She wore a white peasant style minidress with smocking gathering the fabric across her breasts. Her arms were bare as were most of her legs, slim sandals on her feet."You....you're.....beautiful, Buffy." She smiled at the compliment and came over to take his hand.
"Ready?"
"As I'll ever be....still a little solar phobia hanging on. Stuck my pinky out and didn't singe, so guess I'm good to go....but I'd follow you anywhere."
"What are we waiting fore then, Slayer?" She hopped down the steps and pulled him along. He braced himself and left the darkness behind for the first time in over a century.
***
Being under the sun's rays was having the same effect on him as Buffy's kisses always had. He felt warmth coming from the inside out, his heart taking the power of the light and coursing it to every cell. Buffy had chosen not to take him into town, she didn't want to share his first day in the sun with anyone. They walked through the cemetery, where Spike was oddly disturbed. There was something wrong about death in the day time. Eventually they made their way into the forest, spots of earth still damp after the rain. He'd forgotten how many more colors came with light, and when one got the chance to really see it, how everything was so much more vibrant and alive. Buffy had wandered ahead of him, she was looking upwards at the spires of the tree tops. He thought to gather up a bouquet of wildflowers to present to her, but decided not to cross over the line into supreme poofdom.
A sudden rush of wind came up behind him and when it passed over Buffy it sent the back of her dress billowing up above her waist. She cried out at the shock of cool air against her backside, Spike meanwhile was gawking lustfully at her bare bottom and the thin white cotton thong she sported. He rushed up behind her and gave one plump cheek a playful smack before she managed to get her dress under control.
"Spike!" she exclaimed, pretending to be shocked at what he'd done, but secretly turned on, naturally.
"Oh pfft....you didn't even wear a bra, Slayer. I see those rosy lil' tips on your tits right through the fabric...there's a reason you wore Indian cotton on a sunny day, bloody see right through it can't I? You've brought me out here for a nice day time shag."
"I thought you'd like it."
"Sweetness, at this very moment I could pitch a tent tall enough to fit the entire California chapter of the American Boyscouts under it. The point is.....well, come to think of it, don't really have a point. Let's find a nice sunny patch of moss shall we?" They ran through the woods searching for a suitable clearing until they tripped into a glade circled by a thick hedge of bushy cedars. There was only direct sunlight to half the expanse, most of it covered in a combination of naturally occurring woolly thyme as well as Irish moss. Buffy tackled Spike to the ground and straddled him, all the while laughing and smiling at him. His hands found their way to the supple curve of her rear, squeezing the roundness with the points of his fingers. The flimsy dress was pulled off and Buffy flung it behind her before leaning down to give him a wild, fresh kiss. In one swift motion he tore off her panties to which point she bit his lip."Ow! Bloody hell woman, that hurt!" He sucked on his bottom lip, the taste of blood never quite so foreign before.
"So did that!" She frowned and looked downwards, maximum playing of the guilt factor.
"I'm sorry, baby....lemme kiss it better."
"You can do more than kiss it..." With that parting comment she got off him and rolled on to her back, spreading herself wide next to him. He unbuckled his belt, lift his hips off the ground and yanked down his jeans. He kicked off his boots and pulled off his jeans, then lastly his t-shirt before following suit and rolling on top of her. He was inside her before he even realized he'd thrust forward, already she'd arched up to him and sighed his name. She as warm as ever, but this time the joining felt entirely different, a little more sacred, perhaps even holy. The odd knowledge came upon him that this wasn't just an act of lust or animal need, but this was what the emotion of love must feel like when you were a living person. They had the power to create life now, something that didn't weigh lightly upon his shoulders.
She raised her knees at his sides and he pulled back to take hold of them, pushing them towards her chest. She in turn put her hands over his before eventually grasping his forearms. Moving up to rest on his knees he came down upon her hard, pushing in to the hilt, making her cry out. He began moving in and out of her at a comfortable pace, curling his hips when he drew back, making a point of stroking along to top of her inner walls. She was keening, face tense and breathing harsh; he was the same, realizing that lungs could hurt when used so vigorously.
Moving, dancing with her was pure bliss, she was everything a man's soul needed to know about enlightenment, nirvana, eternity. He felt Buffy trying to compel him to slow down and with her hands coming to his shoulders he did as she bade. She pulled him close and rolled them over and after they'd settled into the new position she continued. She kept them closely together, making simple rocking motions, feeling every rigid nuance of his length deep inside. He palmed her breasts and rubbed the tips of her nipples with his thumbs, giving her yet another point of pleasure. She leaned into him and caressed his face, saying an I love you just before she came. He heard her cries and moans, felt her muscles clenching and releasing, then felt his own fluids streaming out and to her womb when he too climaxed; but he couldn't see her face, only the black silhouette of her body....the sun was in his eyes.
THE END