Part VII - Dungherjahar Ashesh
Title: Inhuman Hearts
Pairing: B/S
Rating of the entire story: NC-17
Rating of this part: PG-13
Spoiler: Up to Normal Again.
Disclamer: I don't own them. Not mine.
Part VII - Dungherjahar Ashesh
Willow turned the key and walked into the apparently empty house.
“Buffy!” she called out, throwing her backpack on the couch. “Buffy!” when she
was about to shout once more, she heard a noise coming from the basement,
closely followed by the door opening.
“Hey!” a very tired Slayer holding a feather duster in her right hand appeared .
“Whatcha you doing?”
“Cleaning.” She answered throwing her exhausted body on the living room couch.
“Why the sudden cleaning bug?” the Wicca continued asking, sitting down next to
her friend.
“Boredom mostly. I don’t think I’ve ever been stuck alone in this house for so
many straight hours. It gets really dull very quickly.”
“Alone? Where did Spike go?” Willow asked surprised.
“He’s upstairs.”
Willow look at her inquiringly.
“Don’t ask.” Buffy dogged her friend’s curious eyes and changed the subject:
“So, you got anything new on little ET?”
“Nop. Not yet. Tara is coming over later to do some research with me. We’re
going to work on translating the rest of the passage about the ritual.” Willow’s
face immediately lit up when she mentioned Tara’s name.
Buffy smiled sweetly at her friend and asked:
“How are you guys doing?”
“Better.” Was the single answer Buffy got, but she could tell that things were
going very well by the blush that quickly sneaked up Willow’s pale checks.
“Well, I’m going upstairs, take a long relaxing bath and lay down for a while.
Let me know if you guys find out anything new?”
Willow nodded, watching her friend slowly climb up the stairs.
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Lazily, the Slayer let the warm water surround her aching body. She closed her
eyes and relished in the balmy feeling that seeped inside her through every pore
of her soft skin. Her mind swayed between reality and the limbo of sweet
unconsciousness. The moment of bliss didn’t last for very long. A knock on the
door forced her to open her heavy eyelids.
“What?” she sighed annoyed.
“Uhm-Buffy?” Tara’s faltering voice came from the other side of the door. “You
better come out here.”
“Hum.” She moaned, “I’m coming.” She rouse from the tub reluctantly and wrapped
a towel around her wet body.
“Buffy! Hurry up.” Willow’s very disturbed voice demanded.
“What?” Buffy hissed opening the door abruptly.
It wasn’t necessary for Willow to explain anything. In her hands the Wicca held
the book the strange creature had tried to steal a few nights back. A powerful
and pulsating red light emanated from it.
“What happen to it?” the Slayer inquired.
“We think someone used a locating spell on it.” Willow explained. When she
noticed the frown on her friend’s face she continued: “Someone used a spell to
find this book. It’s now sending a signal to whoever performed the enchantment.”
“Huh? You can do that?” Buffy asked.
“Yes. If-if you have a strong connection to a certain object you can.” Tara
stuttered nervously.
“You mean to tell me that whoever did this spell can now find this-“ Buffy was
interrupted by the sound of shattering glass coming from her room. “Spike!”
In seconds Buffy was in front of the door that led to her room. As she opened it
she saw Spike’s motionless body laying on the floor. She ran to him, but the
moment she set foot inside her room everything went blank. Suddenly she was
hovering in blackness. She knew her eyes were open but she couldn’t see
anything. She waved her arms and leg around trying to reach for something solid.
There was nothing there to touch. Her heart raced as the darkness that
surrounded her seemed to take over her state of mind. After a few moments panic
settled in her chest and all she could do was scream. As she opened her mouth
and forced the air out of her lungs she was surprised to find there was no sound
coming from her throat. “What is this?” she questioned herself, she couldn’t
stop thinking: “Does this have anything to do with the Gentlemen?”. She was
about to continue her line of thought when she slowly felt the familiar
sensation of being sprawled on a hard surface. Slowly she realised her eyes were
closed. “Ah! Just another dream!” she concluded, but when she forced her eyelids
to open she saw she was laying on the floor and right in front on her lay
Willow’s unconscious body. Sluggishly, she sat up and inspected the room,
realising it was her bedroom. Behind Willow rested Tara, her body curled up into
a little ball.
“Spike!” she whispered desperately scanning the room for the old vampire. To her
relief, she found him laying on the floor, on the other side of the bed. She
knelt down next to him, carefully holding the towel around her body and
stretched out her arm shaking him into awareness.
“Hum?” he moaned opening his eyes. “Wha happen?”
“You ok?” she asked worried.
He nodded. From behind her, Buffy heard Willow and Tara stir. The Wiccas looked
at each other and were relieved to find that nothing had happen to either of
them.
“Buffy.” The Slayer turned to see Tara’s worried expression looking back at her.
“The book… it’s gone.”
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Everyone sat around the dinning room table in silence. Xander was the first to
dare say something:
“What do we do now?”
After a pause Willow exposed her idea:
“This… thing didn’t know how to perform the ritual, that’s why it needed the
book. That was clear to all of us. What Tara and I think is that it didn’t even
know it needed the…” she paused giving Spike a quick glance and then continuing:
“inhuman heart. I guess that’s why it never came for Spike.”
“So now that it’s got the book how long till it figure Spike’s his…” Dawn paused
in a very similar way that Willow had just done. “Spike’s it?”
“We don’t know.” Tara started. “From what we translated, it needs something
other than… Spike. It needs the…” she stopped to check the sheets of paper she
held and read: “Dunghe-dunghejar Ashesh, the Dungherjar Ashesh. Sorry, ha-hard
to pronounce.”
“Well, where’s this Dungie thingy and how do I get my hands on it.” Buffy asked
matter-of-factly.
“The problem is we don’t know what it is. We have to go to the Magic Shop and
research it.” Willow explained.
“What are we waiting for? Let’s get cracking.”
They all stood up, including Dawn. Buffy gave her a look and shook her head.
“Please, Buffy. I wanna help.” The younger Summers girl pleaded.
Buffy thought for a while and realised that it was time to include her kid
sister, plus she would probably be safer in the Magic Shop where she could keep
an eye on the teenager, than alone at home.
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They had been sitting around the table, cover to their necks in thick, heavy,
smelly books for hours now.
“I give up.” Spike sighed dropping the book he was reading on the table.
“I wish Anya was here. She’d probably know what this Dungher is.” Willow moaned.
“Wish granted.” The ex-demon’s familiar voice came from the door that led to the
training room.
“Anya!” Xander exclaimed surprised to see his ex-bride.
“Willow, can you tell this… thing I am not talking to it EVER again.” Anya said
in a cold and distant tone, her chin high in the air as she turned away from
Xander.
“Anya, we-“
“Willow, tell it!” Anya repeated.
“Anya?” Willow whispered. She really didn’t want to get in the middle of this.
“Tell it!”
Willow sighed: “Xander, Anya isn’t talking to you ever again.”
“But, An-“ Xander started to protest, but Anya cut him off, holding up her hand
to his face and walking towards the table.
“What’s the problem?” she ignored Xander’s pleas and spoke calmly.
Xander was going to start talking but now it was Buffy’s turn to cut him off:
“What’s the Dungher-“ she looked at the piece of paper that had something
scribbled in it with Willow penmanship: “Dungherjar Ashesh.”
“Dungherjahar Ashesh.” Anya corrected.
“You know what it is?” Tara asked.
“It’s a powerful dagger used to kill the Lord of the Cimbels.” She walked behind
the counter, opened the cash register and took out a small key.
All eyes in the room were on her when she moved towards a small wooden cupboard
and unlocked it. Inside were three books that were three times as thick as the
ones that were now abandoned on the table. With a lot of effort she tried to
pick one of the books up, but it was too heavy and she would have fallen if it
hadn’t been for Xander helping her. He gave her a soft smile which made Anya’s
ex-demon heart boil in anger, so she simply let go of the book. Under the
unexpected burden Xander lost balance and fell to the floor with the book
crushing his chest.
“Can’t breathe… oxygen.” Xander breathed forcefully.
Anya stood there with her arms crossed over her chest, enjoying the view as Dawn
and Buffy immediately came to his rescue. Buffy easily managed to pick the book
up and drop it on the table.
“So what does this baby have?” the Slayer asked, happy to see that everything
was falling into place. Even though the chill that froze her stomach told her
this story was about to get ugly, she’d rather know what she was facing then
live in ignorance of it.
Anya gave Xander another cold look before she turned towards Buffy and started
looking though the giant book. They all stood there in silence watching the
shopkeeper go through the eggshell coloured pages.
“Here it is. She finally spoke, pointing to a black and white drawing of an old
man. It was a normal man but there was something wrong with his eyes. They were
entirely black; they had no whites like a normal person. “That’s Aronh, Lord of
the Climes.”
“So who was this demon?” Buffy asked impatiently.
“Oh, he was no demon, he was very human alright.” Anya clarified. “Story goes he
was the most powerful sorcerer that ever lived. Really big on black magic, hence
the black eyes. To make a long story short: lived five thousand years ago, very
powerful, wanted to rule the world, unleashed a plague on humanity, diseases,
famine, death, yada, yada, yada, humans got together, humans killed him with the
Dungherjahar Ashesh, which in Sumerian means Will of the Gods.”
Everyone stared at her.
“Let me guess, this Aronh guys had followers, right?” Buffy deduced. When Anya
nodded, she sighed loudly and rolled her eyes. “The Climes?”
“Bingo. They vowed to bring him back even if it took them a thousand years to do
it. For that they would need the same weapon that destroyed him.”
“Guess they are running about four thousand years late.” Spike groaned.
“Persistent little buggers, aren’t they?”
“This is no time for jokes, Spike.” Buffy warned. “What does Aronh have to do
with the First Slayer?”
“The First Slayer?” Anya repeated.
“Yeah. Buffy stumbled into a Khind’Ara that was trying to steal this book…”
As Willow told Anya the long story, Buffy fixed her eyes on the old man sketched
on the worn out page. It wore a long, dark, hooded robe, which covered every
inch of him except for half of his face.
“So now we were looking for the dagger.” Willow finished.
“Summon the First Slayer? Are you sure?” Anya asked. “Sometimes Djaklan is kinda
tricky to translate.”
“Yep. That’s the one thing I’m sure of in the entire passage.” Willow assured.
“Maybe it has to do with the power associated with the Slayer.” Xander offered.
“Well, whatever this thing has to do with the First Slayer, it needs the dagger
to perform the ritual. Guess we have to get our hands on that thing before
anyone else does.” Buffy affirmed. Turning to Tara and Willow she continued:
“You guys search the net and see if you can locate the dagger. Anya, we are
going to need your connections with the dealers of magic merchandise.”
The ex-demon nodded, headed towards the telephone and picked it up.
“The rest of us, guess we have to search for a connection between this Aronh and
the First Slayer. So noses in the books please.” Buffy directed.
Everyone sighed in unison except for Dawn. She was always willing to participate
in the Scooby Gang research parties.
Part VIII - Fitting in the pieces
Title: Inhuman Hearts
Pairing: B/S
Rating of the entire story: NC-17
Rating of this part: PG-13
Spoiler: Up to Normal Again.
Disclamer: I don't own them. Not mine.
Part VIII - Fitting in the pieces
Buffy looked through the gruelling drawings that illustrated Aronh’s actions in
his time. Sketches of people dying of the most agonizing diseases, others being
dismembered and decapitated, but the one that stood out the most was the image
of a pyramid of skulls built in the honour of the sorcerer. From what was
described in between the terrorizing drawings, Aronh had been considered a god
by the tribe of the Climes, who carried out his dirty work.
“Got it!” Anya said triumphantly as she hung up the phone. “The dealer that has
the dagger is sending it in as fast as he can. Should be here in tomorrow.”
“Great work, Anya! Now we-“ Buffy stopped talking when she saw Spike bringing
his index finger to his mouth, signalling her to shut up. Slowly he stood up and
rounded the table, going behind the stacks. A mild struggle was heard and
instants later Spike reappeared holding the Khind’Ara by its neck.
“Oh-oh!” the slimy creature uttered with its high-pitched voice, then it gave
them the same ridiculous smile it had given Buffy the night they’d first met.
“Hello!”
“It was listening to us the whole time.” Xander concluded.
“No kidding Boy Genius!” Spike mocked “Good thing it smells, easy to detect.” As
he spoke a drop of the demon’s slime fell from its head onto Spike’s precious
duster. “Oh, bloody hell, there goes my duster!” he protested. “Watch where you
drop your goo, pal!”
“Sorry!” the creature apologized with a forced grin.
“How does it eat? It doesn’t have any teeth.” Dawn wondered out loud.
Buffy frowned at her sister and looked at Spike:
“Oh great! You got its goo on you, perfect!” she noticed.
“Buffy, don’t worry it only affects humans. Spike’ll be ok.” Willow quickly
explained.
The Slayer huffed and turned her attention to the demon, which hung by its neck
in Spike’s hand.
“You, start talking.” She ordered.
“Me. No. Talk. Anything!” it pressed its lips together and crossed his long arms
over its bony chest in a sign of protest. “You torture. Me no speak.”
It took Buffy only one step towards the creature to make its façade of bravery
crumble. In less then a tenth of a second it was screaming:
“No, no, no. No torture. Me talk. Pleeeeeeeease no torture.”
“Not very brave is it?” Xander observed with a smirk.
“I guess we finally found something more spineless that you, Harris!” Spike
ridiculed.
“Hey!” Xander resented the statement.
“Guys!” Willow intervened.
Buffy crouched in front of the demon, carefully avoiding getting any of its
slime on her.
“Who’s your master?”
The creature looked up at Spike and then back to the Slayer.
“Me no know…” it squealed.
Buffy took a stake from her back pocket and the creature immediately started
crying out:
“Me no know! Master is smoke.”
“What do you mean your master is smoke?” Buffy asked, she was starting to loose
her patience.
“Master is smoke. When Master is, is all black. Master go puff, no more black.”
It spoke quickly and nervously.
“Ok, anybody get that? Cause I think I misplaced my ET lingo to normal speech
filter.” Buffy gave up, standing and walking towards the table.
“I-I think what it’s saying is that when it’s Master is with him everything goes
black. Com-complete darkness. The absence on light, matter, form…” Tara tried to
explain. “His Master is Aronh!”
“That can’t be. I thought the guy was dead.” Xander started protesting.
“Xander, this is Sunnydale. Being dead is not an obstacle, I should know.” Buffy
argued.
“Tara is right. I read about this when I was researching about resurrecting t-“
she stopped herself and looked at Buffy for a second. The Wicca’s eyes started
to well up with tears, but the Slayer’s understanding smile calmed her and she
was able to finish: “the dead. If something happens when you’re… bringing them
back…” she swallowed hard and continued: “they can get stuck in a torn space
between reality and… the other world. You get trapped in nothingness, in limbo.
Someone must had tried to bring Aronh back but failed, probably cause they
didn’t have the dagger. Now, Aronh must be, somehow, crossing reality with
limbo. That’s what happen to us back in your room Buffy. That’s how he got the
book. But he probably can only do that for a few seconds. His soul is trapped in
that darkness, he doesn’t have form. The ritual will probably enable him to take
form.”
“But what does taking form have to do with the First Slayer?” Dawn finally
spoke.
“That thing has a soul?” Buffy seemed to be stuck on the idea that a creature
that caused so much destruction could never have a soul.
“Of course. He was human, Buffy.” Anya reminded her.
“Just hard to keep that in mind when you read through this book.” She explained
pointing to the large book on the table.
“Wha, Slayer, still think that demons are the only real bad guys in this
picture?” Spike asked “Humans can be just as bad, soul or no soul.”
Buffy dropped her gaze to the floor, she couldn’t face the vampire’s accusing
eyes. The tension between the two of them was obvious to everyone in the room
except for the little demon that was still hanging from Spike’s hand.
“Me go?” it pleaded.
“No!” everyone answered in unison.
“Sorry!” it squealed.
“What are we supposed to do know, Buffy?” Willow asked.
“We stay here and research until we get our hands on the dagger, then we see
what we do next.” Buffy explained.
“No, I meant about little ET over there.” The Wicca rephrased pointing to the
Khind’Ara demon.
“Yeah, I’m getting kinda tired of holding it.” Spike protested.
“We’ll use the chains in the training room.” Buffy offered.
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“Oh! Look how cute it is.” Dawn remarked looking at the strange demon.
It was sitting on the floor, its scrawny legs crossed as well as its arms. From
its wrist a heavy metal shackle dangled and chained the creature to the stairs
that lead to the top floor of the Magic Shop. It stared at the ceiling with huge
gawking eyes.
“It is sweet.” Willow agreed putting down the book she was researching for a
second, to look at the demon who was now feverously scratching its chained
wrist.
In the meantime, Spike leaned over the counter of the shop and absentmindedly
turned the pages of a dusty old book.
“Hey there.” Buffy greeted approaching the vampire.
Spike nodded, his eyes never leaving the book.
“You ok?” Buffy asked “The wound, I mean.” She added lightly tapping her own
chest on the spot where his injury was.
Another nod. Awkward silence feel around them and Buffy searched her mind for a
topic of conversation.
“You never told me what happen in my bedroom.”
“What do you mean?” he continued to turn the pages and it started to annoy her a
lot.
“When I came to the bedroom, before the whole blackness, absence of form thingy
started you where on the floor.” She remembered.
“I was?” he asked and for the first time in that conversation he looked at her.
“All I remember is one moment I am sound asleep on the bed, the next everything
goes pitch black and then I’m on the floor with you calling me.” He explained
and returned to the book.
“Oh!” Buffy tried to fill in the silence. “So, whatcha doing?”
Spike raised his eyebrow at her.
“Reading.” He said matter-of-factly.
“Oh! Good.” She continued, leaning on the counter next to him. “Found anything?”
“No.” he answered.
“Hum.”
“Do you need something?” he finally asked.
“No, just making conversation.” She replied.
“I noticed. Why?”
“Do I need a reason?” she questioned.
“Lately? Yeah.” He answered going back to the book.
“Fine! I was just trying to be nice.”
“You? Nice? To me? Since when?” he spoke with an accusing tone.
She stared at him without an answer to his question. They looked at each other
for what seemed like eternity. Her heart raced as her mind desperately searched
for a way out of that uncomfortable moment. Dawn gave her that chance when she
spoke:
“We should give him a name.”
Buffy immediately went into Slayer/Overprotective parent mode. “It’s not a pet,
Dawn. It’s a demon and we are not naming it.” She demanded quickly walking away
from the vampire and over to her sister.
Dawn pouted crossing her arms. Tara smiled, leaned towards the young teenager
and suggested: “What about calling it It?”
Dawn’s face immediately lit up at the Wicca’s words.
“Where are Anya and Xander?” Buffy asked.
“I don’t know, we can’t hear the shouting and yelling anymore, maybe they’ve
made up.” Willow offered.
“YOU LEFT ME STANDING THERE!!!!” Anya’s angry voice came from the training room.
“Or maybe not.” Willow sighed.
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“An, I’ve already told you. I’m sorry! I was just scared, everything was going
so fast.” Xander tried to explain, but the ex-demon wouldn’t have it, she
crossed her arms over her chest and turned her back to him. “An, please say
something.”
“I hate you.” She hissed.
“Something other than that.”
“I despise you.”
Xander sighed. At least she was talking to him. He was about to continue his
pleas when the back door of the Magic Shop fell open. Three hooded figures came
in.
“Hey, you’re going to pay for that.” Anya protested and walked after the
strangers who ignored her and headed towards the main room of the shop, where
the other Scobbies were. “Did you hear wh-“ she choked as the last of the hooded
figures picked her off the floor by her neck.
“Anya!” Xander shouted, lunging at the figure that held the ex-demon.
The stranger let go of Anya and focused on the human that was now clinging to
him and trying to strangle him. Effortlessly he got Xander off him by throwing
him across the room. Xander fell to the floor with a loud thud and hit his head
on the wall.
“Xander!” Anya yelled as she crawled her way to the unconscious young man.
The hooded figures ignored the wounded couple and continued towards the other
room.
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“What was that?” Buffy asked.
“Xander!” Willow replied standing up and walking towards the training room.
She was barred by the three tall, hooded figures.
“Where is it?” one of them inquired.
“Who are you?” Willow asked.
With a swift move of his arm the stranger flung the witch across the room, just
as he had done with Xander.
“Willow!” Tara went to her aid, kneeling next to the red headed girl.
“I’m ok!” Willow assured.
“Dawn, under the table.” Buffy order, her eyes fixed on the strangers. As she
tried to look at their faces she found them covered by masks. They were
completely black except for a strange white symbol that was carved just above
the two eyeholes.
At the sight of the three hooded figures the Khind’Ara demon squeaked, curling
up into a little ball.
“Tell us where the heart is.” one of them spoke in a low voice.
Buffy’s heart was racing as her body prepare for a confrontation.
“I have a better idea.” She replied calmly moving towards them. “How about I
just kick your asses.”
“The heart, Slayer!” the taller one order. Buffy was about to lunge at them when
suddenly a bright red light surrounded them, grew in intensity and when it
dimmed the three strangers had disappeared.
“What was that?” Dawn asked from under the table.
“Xander! Anya!” Willow reminded them.
Buffy quickly made her way to the training room to find Anya on her knees
holding Xander’s head on her lap.
“Xander?” Buffy called.
When she came closer she found him unconscious. Anya looked up at the Slayer;
her eyes bright and glassy with tears. Without a word she moved her hand from
under Xander’s head and Buffy saw red blood dripping from her long fingers.
“Willow, call an ambulance.” Buffy shouted.
Part IX - Spike-Specials
Title: Inhuman Hearts
Pairing: B/S
Rating of the entire story: NC-17
Rating of this part: PG-13
Spoiler: Up to Normal Again.
Disclamer: I don't own them. Not mine.
Part IX - Spike-Specials
Anya paced around the hospital lounge rubbing her sweaty hands together. She was
startled when Willow came from behind and lightly caressed her shoulder.
“Don’t worry, everything’s going to be ok.” The Wicca assured. She never knew
what to say in these situations, so she resorted to the stereotypic response.
Anya looked at her wide-eyed. She choked back the tears as she tried to speak.
Willow padded her on the back and brought her arms around the ex-demon, holding
her until the sobbing subsided.
From the long green hall came a man dressed in what looked like green pyjamas
with a stethoscope around his neck. Anya immediately ran to him, assaulting him
with an avalanche of questions and sobs.
The man smiled sweetly. “Don’t’ worry, Mr. Harris will be fine. He suffered a
minor concussion, other than that his CAT scan’s normal. He’s conscious now and
seems completely aware of his surrounding, which is always a good sign. He’ll
have to stay the night and probably tomorrow too, just to be sure.”
“He’s ok? Are you sure?” Anya asked in disbelief. As the doctor nodded she flung
her arms around the man’s neck and started giving him light pecks on each check.
“Thank you, thank you so much. Can I see him?”
“Sure.”
The doctor entered the room followed by Anya and the rest of the gang. She
brought her hand to her mouth at the sight of Xander laying on the bed. He had
an IV stuck in her right arm and a bandage around his head.
“Mr. Harris, there is someone here to see you.” The doctor announced.
Xander slowly opened his eyes and looked up at a flushed and teary Anya smiling
down on him.
“Hey.” He struggled to speak.
“Hey.” She could hardly get the words out as she tried to fight back the tears.
Xander smiled tenderly and looked behind her to see the whole gang.
“Hi, guys!”
“Hey!” they all greeted him.
“You gave us all quite a scare there!” Willow whispered coming closer to the
bed.
“Next time, let me handle the bad guys, huh?” Buffy joked.
Xander laughed but soon regretted it as throbbing pain took over his head.
“Now you see what I have to suffer with this damned chip in my bloody head!”
Spike teased playfully.
“Spike? What are you doing here?” he asked surprised, but deep inside he was
sort of happy to see the vampire there.
“They forced me to be here. I didn’t really care.” Spike lied badly.
“Sure.” Xander smiled.
“You feeling ok?” Spike asked, a serious tone taking over.
Xander simply nodded.
“Doctor says you’ll be back on your feet in no time. You’re not getting off
research duty that easily.” Willow spoke softly, holding Tara’s hand.
“Thanks, you guys. For being here.” Xander paused and then remembered. “What
about ET?”
“We named it It. Isn’t it cool!” Dawn finally spoke. “We left Clem babysitting
him, plus Tara did this captivity spell on him. He can’t move more that 10 feet
in any direction. It’s pretty cool, you should see the little guy walking round
and round in circles. He-“ Dawn was forced to shut up when Buffy put her hand
over her mouth.
“We’ll leave now. We’ll be outside if you need anything.” Buffy explained
dragging her sister with her. The rest of the gang quickly followed leaving Anya
and Xander alone in the room.
“Don’t. Ever. Do. That. Again.” Anya started.
“I’m sorry. I just couldn’t let them-“
She pressed her fingers over his mouth and spoke softly:
“Don’t ever leave me again. It hurts too much.”
Xander’s heart almost jumped out of his chest as she leaned in and planted a
soft kiss on his lips.
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Buffy and Dawn walked home silently. Behind them, tightly tied with a leash the
Khind’Ara demon was dragged by a very discontent vampire.
“Oi, why do I have to take him?” Spike protested.
“Cause if It gets some slime on you, nothing will happen.” Buffy explained for
the fifth time since they’d left the hospital.
As they made their way home, the Khind’Ara sneezed, its entire body jolted and
in doing so the demon successfully covered the vampire’s right arm in slime.
“Oh, bloody hell!” Spike complained as he walked into the Summers residence.
The two young girls giggled at the sight of the very pissed vampire.
“I’m very fond of this duster and slime-ET over here has pretty much destroyed
it.” Spike grumbled.
“Oh, don’t be such a baby, that’ll come off in a second.”
Spike stomped his way up the stairs and headed towards the bathroom cursing
under his breath.
“Dawn go wash up too. I’m ordering pizza.” Buffy told her younger sister.
“No, Spike said he’d make Spike-Specials tonight. He promised.” Dawn informed on
her way upstairs.
“Fine. I’ll order pizza for myself. Don’t come crawling back when you want some
cause you’re not getting any.” Buffy shouted at the teenager at the top of the
stairs.
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Buffy hung up the phone when she finished ordering an extra cheese and pepperoni
pizza.
“Hey, you’re all washed up.” She noted looking at Spike who was now sporting his
famous red shirt and black jeans look. “Did it come out?”
“Hum… yeah.” he mumbled pass her and into the kitchen.
“Willow called. Said she’d stay over at Tara’s. Guess they’ve working out their
problems, huh?” she asked, trying to start a conversation, but when she had no
answer from the vampire she added: “Whatcha doing?”
“Spike-Specials.” He answered distracted as he picked the ingredients off the
various shelves.
Buffy leaned on the kitchen sink and watched him in silence. She fumbled with a
spoon between her fingers; she couldn’t understand what had gotten into the
vampire. He was so… indifferent to her presence. “Good, maybe he’s gotten over
this stupid infatuation.” She tried to convince herself, but she couldn’t ignore
the gut wrenching feeling brought on by the idea.
Spike moved through the kitchen apparently completely engrossed in his cooking.
Buffy nervously tapped her fingers on the table trying to look occupied. As the
vampire passed by, she deliberately moved in his way, bumping into him and
causing her to loose balance. With supernatural reflexes, Spike snaked his arm
around her for support.
As he looked down into her eyes, her chest crushed against his, Spike thanked
the gods he didn’t have a heartbeat because, otherwise, the cool and indifferent
appearance he was trying so hard to keep up would have been blown to bits. His
entire body ordered him to kiss her, but instead, he moved his arm away from her
and returned to his cooking without another word.
Buffy just stood there. Shocked. “What?” She felt her heart shrivel up in her
chest, while in her stomach a painful battle seemed to break out. She swallowed
hard; trying to understand how all of a sudden it looked as if she had
absolutely no effect on him. She was brought down to reality by the doorbell
ringing.
As she left the kitchen to answer the door, Dawn walked in drying her hair with
a white towel.
“Hum, smells good.” She complemented, standing next to the vampire, who was
taking an egg from the frying pan into a clean plate.
Spike smiled at her as he started cutting the bread. Buffy walked into the room
carrying a pizza box in her hands.
“Who wants pizza?” she asked.
“No, thanks. The Spike-Specials are almost ready.” Dawn replied.
“Bring me those plates over there.” Spike requested.
“Okie-Dokie.” Dawn put the plates in front of him.
“There you go.” Spike said with a huge grin on his face.
“Do you think It is hungry?” Dawn inquired.
“Well, I made an extra one, I’ll go and take it to him.”
“No, let me.” Dawn moved to take the plate from the vampire’s hands but was
stopped by her sister’s remark:
“Don’t you even think about it! Let Spike take it. I don’t want you going all
wonky because of goo-intoxication.”
Dawn pouted as Spike took the plate from her hand and walked over to the living
room.
“Hey there slimy, brought you dinner.”
The Khind’Ara demon immediately started moving around in excitement.
“Food good.” He noted stretching out his long arms.
“Hey, watch the fast movements, buddy. I just got cleaned, don’t want your goo
all over me again.” Spike protested jumping back.
The demon looked up at the vampire with large pleading eyes.
“Ok, don’t look at me that way. Here you go.” Spike left the dish on the floor,
immediately the demon grabbed it and swallowed the whole thing, plate and all.
“Bugger!” Spike exclaimed opening his eyes wide in surprise.
Buffy half-heartedly munched on her pizza as Spike walked into the kitchen.
“This is absolutely wonderful, where did you learn to cook this?” Dawn asked
with a mouth full of sandwich.
“Ah, that’s a secret, little bit.” He winked at her.
**********************************
Buffy dried her hands on her jeans as she put the last plate in the dishwasher.
She walked into the living room, from where she heard laughter. Looking over to
the sofa she saw Spike throwing a chip in the air. The funny looking demon
immediately jumped up and caught the chip in his mouth, swallowing it with a
very satisfied face. Dawn was sprawled on the couch holding her stomach as she
giggled uncontrollably. Spike soon joined her; the Khind’Ara was just too
hilarious. “He’s laughing? Since when does he laugh? He never laughs around me.”
Buffy thought. Suddenly she felt evil-Buffy taking over as she ordered her
sister:
“Dawn, go to bed, you’ve got school tomorrow.”
“But, Buff-“
“I don’t care. Bed. Now!” she commanded.
“Come on, Slayer. It’s only ten o’clock.” Spike disagreed.
“Stay out of this. Dawn!” Buffy snapped.
“You better go.” Spike suggested giving her a light peck on the forehead.
“Night, bit.”
“Night, Spike.” She replied moving past Buffy without even looking at her.”
“What bit you in the ass?” Spike asked with a cold tone.
“Nothing. Just don’t butt into things that are none of your business.”
“I care about the Nibblet, that makes it my business.” Spike snapped.
“Hey, she’s my sister. I’ve told you; stay. Out. Of. This.” She shouted.
Spike pressed his lips together to avoid saying something he might regret.
“Look, I don’t know what’s got your knickers in a twist, but you’re not being
fair to the Nibblet.” Spike argued standing up to face her.
“Stop calling her that!” she shouted.
“No more food?” the demon protested.
“Shut up!” both Spike and Buffy yelled back at him.
“Ups! Sorry!” It squealed slowly caressing his sore stomach. Probably he had
over done it when he swallowed the second plate.
“You’ve got to stop treating her like a kid. She’s fourteen.” Spike said turning
to face Buffy again.
“You are not her father.”
“No, I’m her friend.”
“Wake up, Spike! You’re a vampire. You can not be her friend.” She yelled and
stormed out of the room without giving him a chance to reply.
Part X - Restless
Title: Inhuman Hearts
Pairing: B/S
Rating of the entire story: NC-17
Rating of this part: PG-13
Spoiler: Up to Normal Again.
Disclamer: I don't own them. Not mine.
Part X - Restless
Spike tossed and turned trying desperately to fall asleep, but as usual Buffy’s
face haunted him. His mind insisted on replaying the scenes of the day over and
over again. “If she wants it to be over, fine, it’s over”. Everything would be
over, including his constant slavering and pining over her. As he turned to face
the TV, he remembered holding her in the kitchen, earlier that evening, when
they had bumped into each other. “Bloody hell, man, forget about the chit!” he
ordered himself. But it was useless. The simple memory of her body crushed
against his sent shivers down his spine. “Bugger!” he hissed.
“Me want to sleep. Shut up.” It protested as he lay on the floor.
“Oh, bugger off!” Spike grumbled.
“Evil.” It mumbled half asleep.
“Dam right I am.” Spike spat.
“You angry because Slayer shout?” It asked raising his eyes to the fellow demon
on the couch.
“None of your bloody business.”
“You like Slayer.” It squeaked with a large toothless grin.
“I do not.” Spike denied.
“You think Slayer is beauuuuuuuuuutiful!” It teased.
“Shut up.”
“You want to kiss Slayer?” It continued pushing his lips to simulate a kiss.
“If you don’t shut your gob I’ll come over there and ring your neck.” Spike
threatened.
“You looooooooove h…” It wasn’t able to finish the sentence as the vampire’s
cold hands were tightly gripping his throat.
***********************************
“Stupid Spike. Stupid, stupid.” Buffy mumbled to herself as she paced around her
room clutching the pillow between her strong arms. After about an hour of
walking around in circles, Buffy gave up and prepared to go to bed when she
heard a noise coming from the corridor.
“Finally!” she whispered heading for the door and opening it abruptly.
In front of her was a very surprised vampire.
“What are you doing here? If you’re thinking about apologizing you can just turn
around and go back to the couch, cause I really don’t want to hear it.” She spat
out in her usually arrogant tone.
Spike just stared back, his scared eyebrow raised high on his forehead.
“I wasn’t.” he answered calmly.
Buffy was caught off guard by the answer; her widened eyes were a testament of
it, but she decided to play it cool.
“Well, then what are you doing here?” she asked haughtily.
“Little accident with ET down stairs.” When Spike saw Buffy’s please elaborate
on the subject so I can understand look he added: “Accidentally tried to choke
the little fellow, got slime on my hands and had to wash up.
“Oh!” Buffy murmured heading back to bed.
“You ok?” he asked, he just wasn’t ready to leave her yet.
“Fine! Why wouldn’t I be? I’m just peachy!” she answered with a forced smile on
her face that made her look like the Joker.
“Ok! Night Slayer.” He greeted her limply.
“Ah!” she sighed opening her mouth wide. “That’s it? Night, Slayer?” she shouted
with a terrible reproduction of his London accent.
“Hey, could you bring it down a notch there? Dawn’s sleeping.” He warned her
coming into her bedroom.
“Right, Dawn.” She sighed.
“What’s gotten into you?”
“I-I-“ she stuttered in anger. “I hate you.”
“Oh, it’s the I hate you speech. I’ve heard that one. If you don’t mind I’ll
just skip it this time, Slayer.” And he turned to walk away.
“Fine. Leave. I should’ve gotten used to it by now.” She murmured.
“Slayer-“
“Stop calling me that!” she yelled at him.
“Shhhhh. Dawn-“
“Yeah, Dawn’s asleep. You know what? I really don’t care.” She continued talking
in a loud voice and Spike was forced to cover hear mouth with his hands.
“Shhhh.” He repeated. As he looked at her, their proximity dawned on both of
them and Buffy leaned into his hand. Coldly Spike pulled away from her.
“What is this?” she spoke angrily.
“What’s what?” he asked pretending not to know what she was talking about.
“Why are you acting like this?”
“What do you want from me?”
“I-I want you to stop this… thing. I want… I-I want…” she struggled with the
words and finally said with a pout. “I want a Spike-Special.”
“Huh?” Spike looked at her in confusion. ”Why do I always go for the complicated
ones?” he asked himself.
“Why didn’t you make me one?” she questioned him, looking up at him.
“All of this is cause of a bloody sandwich?” he stared at her in disbelief.
“You didn’t answer me.”
“Cause you had pizza. You said you wanted to eat pizza.” He explained. “I can’t
believe I’m having this conversation.”
“Maybe I wanted the sandwich.” She continued.
“You want me to make you a bloody sandwich at 3 am?” he asked astonished.
“No.” she exhaled sharply and paused for a moment. “I know you think I’m ugly
but that doesn’t mean I’m not sandwich worthy.”
“Huh?”
“You heard me. Why am I not sandwich worthy?” she asked serious as a heart
attack.
“Did you get some of ET’s gunk on you or something?”
“No!” she shouted.
“Slayer, shut up and go to sleep.” He said dismissively turning toward the door.
“Stop turning away from me!” she hissed pulling him by his arm.
“What’s gotten into you, Slayer?”
“Why do you keep calling me that? Why does Dawn get to be the Nibblet, Willow
gets to be Red and I’m the Slayer?” her voice was low, her hand still held a
tight grip on the vampire. “Why don’t I have a pet name?”
“You had one remember? Goldilocks? You went and chopped off your hair.” He
hissed at her.
“You think I look ugly with my hair like this? Is that it?” she asked running
her hand thru it.
“What’s with the teenage crises all of a sudden? Why do you think you’re ugly?”
he moved his head from side to side as he spoke.
“You’ve just been so different. So… distant.”
“I thought that’s what you wanted.”
“No. That’s not what I wanted. I-I want… I want…”
“When you do figure out what you want, be sure to let me know.” He murmured.
“Cause I’m just tired of these games, I really don’t need this at-“
“I want you!” she breathed pulling him to her and crushing his mouth with hers.
Part XI - Giving In
Title: Inhuman Hearts
Pairing: B/S
Rating of the entire story: NC-17
Rating of this part: NC-17 (finally!!!!)
Spoiler: Up to Normal Again.
Disclamer: I don't own them. Not mine.
WARNING: This chapter is basically what happens after Buffy kisses Spike which,
by the rating one can only guess. So if you've been reading this fic but don't
want to read smut, you can just jump this chapter. There is no real plot here!
The rest of you who have been patiently waiting, all I can say is: "Let the
smuttiness ensue!"
Part XI - Giving In
“I want you!” she breathed pulling him to her and crushing his mouth with hers.
Spike stood there for a second, completely taken by surprise as she wrapped her
hands around his neck. As he felt her tongue running across his lips, hungrily
seeking a way into his mouth his body severed any connections to his brain and
went into autopilot mode.
He folded his arms around her slim waist and lifted her off the floor. She tried
to wrap her legs around his hips but her long nightgown wouldn’t allow her. She
desperately reached for the hem of it pulling it up and this time she was able
to entangle herself around him. She moaned into his mouth as she felt a familiar
pressure against her groin.
She frantically searched for more contact, rubbing herself against his swollen
crotch. A moan escaped both of them and Spike couldn’t resist the urge to slam
her against the door and buck his hips towards hers. She let out a small cry of
pleasure, which was muffled by Spike’s mouth covering hers once more. As their
tongues battled, he continued to rub against her, increasing the pressure with
every thrust.
Frenetically his hands travelled up and down her thigh, after a while the right
one settled on cupping her backside while the left one snaked between their
bodies and rested over her soaked panties.
Buffy managed to break the kiss and breathe: “Bed, Spike, bed.”
Amazingly, he was able to hear her and started moving towards it. When he bumped
into the edge of the bed he threw himself on it. Buffy was crushed under his
weight, but the urgency of her desire made her feel as if she didn’t have to
breathe even though she was panting.
Spike assaulted her mouth once more and his hand returned to the place between
their bodies. “God, you’re so wet.” He thought out loud as he started rubbing
her already swollen clit through her panties.
With agonizing sluggishness his fingers made their way to the edge of her cotton
knickers. Pulling them aside, he moved up and down her silky lower lips ignoring
the entrance to her heat as well her throbbing bud.
“Spike, please.” She begged as she arched her body, exposing her neck to him and
parting her leg further more.
The sight of her opening herself to him was too much to handle and he suddenly
plunged one long finger into her.
“Aaaaaaaaaah!” she cried out in mind-blowing bliss.
He immediately pulled out his intruding finger and Buffy whimpered at the lost.
“Shhhh. I can’t do this if you keep crying out like that. Dawn, remember?”
Buffy looked up at the vampire hovering above her and nodded. He stared at her
for a while as he gathered all his strength to ask her:
“Are you sure you want to do this? We can- I can still stop.”
“Do that and I’ll stake you.” She threatened.
“Buffy, we can’t go back to-“ he failed to complete his sentence as he felt her
small hand roughly caressed his crotch through his jeans. It took all the
strength in him to speak: “Luv, that’s… not…” gasp “fair.” Gasp “Oh, God that
feels…” he moaned closing his eyes. As her fingers moved to unbutton his jeans
it gave him time to rewire his brain and restart the program that allowed him to
talk coherently. “Buf, please, are you sure? Cause I don’t think I can handle
breaking up again, it just hurts too much.” He looked at her with trusting eyes
as she stopped undoing his pants.
“Then it’s best we stop here.” She said nonchalantly.
Spike felt as if someone had just reached into his chest and pulled out his
heart. His eyes quickly became glassy and red with tears. As he tried to pull
himself off her he felt her hands tug at his red shirt. He wouldn’t look at her
so she held his face and forced him to.
“I’m kidding.” She said with a big smile.
He stared at her in disbelief.
“Are you made of stone woman? How could you-“ once more he was cut off by her
lips pressing against his. When he tried to push himself up she curled her legs
around his thighs, successfully trapping him.
“I’m sorry.” She said breaking the kiss, but when he tried to speak she covered
his mouth with hers.
When she felt him respond to her kisses she loosen her grip around his thighs
which gave him more room to manoeuvre.
He trailed kisses down her neck until he found her jugular. He nipped her tender
skin there as he whispered:
“Don’t ever do that again.”
Buffy nodded and started unbuttoning his shirt. When he saw she was having
trouble with it, Spike stopped kissing her for a second and pulled both his
shirt and t-shirt over his head. Buffy stared at his white marble skin as her
small hands caressed his abdomen and made their way down his body. She finished
unbuttoning his jeans and pushed them down to his knees, then she used her feet
to pull the rest of the pants off of him. She looked at his naked body and a shy
smile crept to her lips. Spike couldn’t help gasping at the feel of her fingers
approaching his groin. She fondled his dark curls for what seemed like
centuries, painfully ignoring his aching shaft.
Spike couldn’t wait anymore, taking her hand in his and placing it on the spot
that claimed her undivided attention.
The feel of his hand over hers, making her wrap her small fingers around his
swollen member sent a jolt of electricity right to her clit. All she wanted to
do was stroke him till he begged her for more, but she was in a teasing mood. He
was going to pay for the lack of attention he had paid to her in the last few
days.
Spike was surprised when he realised that she just let her hand rest there,
without moving. He abandoned kissing her neck to look at her. Her eyes teasingly
smiled at him.
Swallowing hard he forced the words out of his mouth:
“Please... do it.” his voice was hoarse with desire.
“Do what?” she asked innocently.
Spike placed his hand over hers and guided it up and down his cock. Both of them
gasped at the intensity of the moment. The powerful wave of pleasure that washed
over him made Spike loose all his strength for a second and he was forced to
bring both arms to the mattress next to Buffy’s head to avoid crushing her with
his weight.
The moment his hand left hers she stopped stroking him. Spike sighed in
frustration but soon thought of a way to make her pay for her teasing. “Oh, baby
wants to play?” he asked. Buffy just looked at him.
He moved his hand between her legs forcing them to part. He pushed her panties
aside and began stroking the edges of her lips. She let out a powerful moan
moving her hips to place his finger at her entrance. But he wouldn’t have any of
that. He continued to trace tortuous path along her feminine folds, staring down
at her, until she had enough and began to slowly pump him.
The moment her tiny hand moved so did his. Sluggishly he buried his middle
finger into her heat. She grew impatient as he refused to move any further and
started stroking him faster. He responded by pulling his finger in and out of
her silken channel.
She expected him to increase the pace but he waited for her move. So she did,
massaging him cock up and down with long but fast strokes. He responded by
accelerating the rhythm with which he plunged his now soaked finger into her.
“Faster!” she moaned closing her eye and arching into his hand. She was forced
to open them again when she felt his finger stop. She glared at him.
“I want you to look at me.” He explained.
As their eyes interlocked, he resumed pleasuring her, increasing the pace. “Oh,
God!” she moaned, moving her hand in accordance to his rhythm.
Buffy felt the waves of pleasure threatening to over take her entire body. She
was amazed at how long this vampire could keep her in this state of blissful
anxiety, anticipating the intense ecstasy that was to come.
They stared deeply at each other and knowing she was close, he choked back a
moan to warn her:
“Luv, bite down on the sheets.”
She obeyed, pulling the edge of the covers into her mouth without ever braking
eye contact.
Suddenly she felt another finger plunge into her and that was it. Her entire
body jolted off the mattress as if consumed by a powerful electric current. The
cotton fabric in her mouth thankfully, muffled her cries as she gasped and
panted uncontrollably. As she came down from her orgasm, she noticed he was
still hard in her hand and resumed stroking him.
To her surprise he brought his hand to hers and moved it away. She was about to
protest when he placed a hungry kiss on her mouth and trailed down her neck. His
fingers pulled the straps of her nightgown off her shoulders and in doing so
exposed her swollen breasts to the dim moonlight. It overwhelmed him how seeing
her like that always effected him as if it was the first time. She was
practically naked, her nightgown pushed around her stomach exposing her heaving
chest above and her damp dark curls below.
Slowly he supported his weight on his forearm next to her head and reached to
caress her tanned skin. She opened her mouth and exhaled sharply, at the feel of
his hand circling her breast, but kept eye contact.
The circles became smaller and smaller until he reached her erect nipples. He
took the sensitive nub between his index finger and thumb and began to rub it
skilfully.
His eyes never left hers as he bent over and took her other nipple into his cold
mouth. His hand then abandoned her breast, moved over her stomach and stopped
between her thighs pushing them apart.
His mouth soon joined his hand, until his face was between her soft legs. He
broke eye contact for a second as he couldn’t help looking at her wet lower
lips. He used two fingers to push them apart and didn’t give her a moment to
prepare. With one long stroke his tongue licked her up to her swollen clit.
“Aaaah!” Buffy wailed.
Without warning, he sucked her nub into his mouth and traced circles around it
with his tongue. It took all of Buffy’s strength not to scream or break eye
contact. The feel of his tongue on her and the lustful look he was giving her
was a dangerous combination. She couldn’t help thrusting her hips towards him
over and over again. The sight of his head between her legs was just
overwhelming.
“Spike! Don’t stop!” she begged him as he lightly nibbled at her nub.
His hands, that had been cupping her behind the entire time, moved towards her
core and he shoved two fingers into her, mercilessly stroking her wet channel.
Buffy seemed hypnotized by his eyes that stared at her while his mouth hungrily
plundered her nub of nerve endings and his fingers penetrated her over and over
again hitting just the right spot inside of her.
She couldn’t hold it back any longer and for the second time that night a surge
of energy coming from between her legs spread like wildfire through her entire
body. “Spike!” she screamed into the piece of cloth that was still in her mouth.
As the wave inside her subsided, Buffy entangled her fingers around his bleached
hair, pulled him up and flipped him over so that she was the one hovering over
him this time.
“Luv, I-“ he shut up at the sight and feel of her tongue licking his shamelessly
ignored cock. She wet her lips before taking him into her mouth.
It took all of his concentration to prevent him from coming at that very moment.
He could hardly remember what it felt like to be in her hot mouth. She had only
done that once and he hadn’t even been able to see her do it because she was
invisible at time. Her head bobbed up and down his length, making him loose
control and thrust into her mouth. Feeling the tip of his cock in the throat she
swallowed hard, making her muscled tighten around him and Spike groaned in
pleasure.
Slowly, the hand that had been caressing his sac moved upwards and wrapped
itself around his shaft. Now her hand and mouth moved in accordance up and down
in a painfully slow pace. Spike bucked skywards into her mouth but she brought
her other hand over his stomach and pushed him down.
“Please, Buffy!” gasp “Please.” Moan.
“Please what?” she asked huskily, her tongue darting out to lick the tip of his
cock.
“Please” gasp “ah! Do it” groan “faster.” He finally managed to say.
She obeyed and greedily took his entire length into her mouth. Spike watched as
her head moved up and down at an uncontrollable rhythm and felt her hand return
to his sac.
“God, ah, Buffy! Stop! Ah! Stop, I’m gonna come.” He warned her trying to pull
out of her mouth, but she wouldn’t stop. Instead she increased the pace and
moved her hand between her legs.
Spike looked down at the blond headed girl sucking him into her mouth and
noticed her hand moving between her own legs. “Oh God, she touching herself!”.
“Buffy, please stop! Ahhh! I” he looked down on her, she was still doing it. Her
hand frantically caressed her nub as she moaned into his cock. “can’t control it
much-“. He felt Buffy’s throat muscles tighten around the tip of his cock one
more time and he was gone.
He bucked into her one last time as he filled her with his seed in short and
quick spurts. She milked him hungrily and swallowed every drop before coming up
to rest her head over his chest.
“God, Buffy, that was…” he spoke breathlessly.
“I know.” She replied exhausted.
He lightly stoked her hair and closed his eyes waiting for sleep to come when he
felt her move again. At first it was imperceptible, but soon he could feel her
clearly pressing her stomach against his limp member, which seemed very willing
to spring back into action.
“Buffy? What are you doing?” he pretended not to know.
She looked up at him with a concerned face and asked shyly: “You don’t want to?”
He didn’t answer, instead he flipped her over and pushed her legs apart with his
hips. He leaned in to kiss her when she felt his already hard shaft at her
entrance. Her eyes widened and she stared at him in disbelief. It never cessed
to amaze her how quickly he became ready. Spike smiled down on her and dipped
his head into her neck lightly nipping at her tender skin as his mouth made its
way to her ear. “I told you, I always want” he paused for a second and she felt
his cock slip into her. “you” he groaned. She gasped as she felt her core being
stretched by him. It had been a while since she had him and she had forgotten
how large he was. She hissed in a mixture of pain and pleasure.
“Did I hurt you?” he asked concerned. She moved her head from side to side in a
silent answer. “Sure?”
“Yes!” she breathed.
Slowly he started moving inside of her and Buffy opened her mouth letting out a
muffled scream. With long, but hard strokes he caressed her inner walls, the tip
of his shaft hitting a small spot, which made her whimper. “How do you always
know?” she asked him in her thoughts.
Spike squeezed his eyes shut, trying desperately to ignore her heat, the way her
muscles closed around him, Buffy’s distracting moans, the way her hands
travelled down his back and cupped his ass, forcing him to plunge deeper into
her, the way she thrusted upwards, meeting his every stroke.
“Spike…” she moaned his name incessantly, over and over again.
“Buffy, please don’t.” he begged. “Shhh, don’t say anything. I… ahh… can’t…
ahhh, concentrate.”
She tried hard to choke back her cries but it was too powerful, so she started
kissing his shoulder as a distraction.
Steadily he increased the pace and Buffy felt her orgasm nearing. “I’m almost
there.” She breathed arching upwards.
As she exposed herself, Spike leaned in and roughly bit her lower lip. The
mixture of pleasure and pain took Buffy over the edge and she bit down into
Spike’s shoulder to keep from screaming as yet another orgasm washed over her.
As he felt her inner muscles spasm and contract around his cock, he pumped
harder three or four more times into her until he came. His body jerked as his
semen filled Buffy’s silken core.
“God!” he whispered into her ear.
He tried to lift himself off of her out of habit. She always pushed him away
after sex. But to his surprise she brought her arms around him slowly caressed
his sweaty back. Spike felt as if his heart had just started beating again. He
lifted himself up on his forearm and looked at her.
“What?” she asked frowning.
“Nothing. Nothing, goldilocks.”
Buffy smiled at the sound of her pet name and closed her eyes, falling asleep.
Spike lay there next to her, his arm curled around her small body, staring at
her until exhaustion won him over and he too drifted into slumber.
Part XII - The Morning After
Title: Inhuman Hearts
Pairing: B/S
Rating of the entire story: NC-17
Rating of this part: PG-13
Spoiler: Up to Normal Again.
Disclamer: I don't own them. Not mine.
Part XII - The Morning After
“Buffy…” he gently whispered her name. When she didn’t show any sign of waking
he lightly ran his fingers over her shoulder and down her arm.
She moaned, still half asleep.
“Luv, wake up.” He called out her name. He wondered how someone as strong and
powerful as the creature that now slept beside him could look so frail and
helpless during slumber.
Buffy refused to wake nuzzling her face against his chest, but instead of
feeling the softness of his skin she was surprised by the rough touch of his red
shirt. She forced her lids to open to see a fully clothed Spike laying over the
covers of her bed. The room was completely dark, so she assumed it was still
night.
“What are you doing all dressed?” she asked curiously as she continued to nuzzle
against him.
He ignored her question and stood up, moving toward her nightstand from which he
picked up a tray and brought it down on the bed in front of her.
“What’s this?” she questioned while he turned on the bedside light. As the small
lamp illuminated her room she saw that the tray contained a plate with a
sandwich, a cup of orange juice, a box of chocolates and a single red rose.
“I owed you a Spike-Special, remember?” he smiled at her, sitting on the bed.
Buffy couldn’t help the smile that spread over her lips.
“Thank you!” she whispered and leaned forward to give him a light peck on the
lips.
“You’re welcome, luv.”
As she was about to bite into the sandwich a gush of wind blew the opaque
curtains apart and Buffy was able to see it was daylight. Immediately she
dropped the sandwich and sat up.
“What time is it?”
“Eleven.””
“Oh my God, Dawn!”
“Don’t worry, I made her breakfast and she said she was going to buy lunch, I
guess she’s kinda tired of my sandwiches.” He smiled at Buffy. But his answer
didn’t seem to calm her one bit, if all it appeared to add to her uneasiness.
“What did you tell her?” her tone was a mixture between anxiety and anger as she
stood up abruptly.
“What do you mean what did I tell her?” Spike asked completely oblivious to the
reasons behind Buffy’s jumpiness.
She inhaled sharply and sighed, closing her eyes before speaking.
“What did you tell her about this-this thing…” she trailed off pointing to the
bed and then to him.
Spike grimaced watching her with a questioning expression, but suddenly he
noticed the desperation and fear in her eyes and everything became clear. Range
took over him and he stood up not caring his sudden movement had caused the
glass on the tray to tip over and cover Buffy’s bed with orange juice.
“So now we are back to this being a ‘thing’, is that it?” he hissed between
clenched teeth. Not giving her a chance to respond he continued blinded by
anger. “Nothing has changed, has it? I’m still just a convenient scratching post
that you use when you get a horny itch, is that it?” he shouted waving his arm.
He paused for a while, trying hard to control himself as the tears of range and
pain threatened to overflow, and then continued with a softer tone. “I asked
you, Buffy. I asked you last night. Why…” he choked on the words as the tears
ran down his face. “Why didn’t you say something then?”
Buffy’s own eyes where soggy and bright with tears, but she swallowed hard and
repeated coldly. “What did you tell her?”
For a second he stood there, staring at her, expecting at any second to turn to
dust as he was sure that this time she had ripped his heart from his chest and
was clutching it in her powerful hands. But he didn’t, and the throat clenching
pain inside him wouldn’t disappear, so he did the only thing he could. He left,
slamming the door behind him, vowing to leave Sunnydale and never return.
Buffy wasn’t sure how long she had stood there, frozen in place, after Spike
hard stormed out of her room. She felt numb all over, unable to move an inch,
insensitive to anything and everything around her, as if she had lost all
ability to feel. Gradually, a distant sound became clearer and clearer, until
she identified it as being the ringing of her telephone. She willed herself to
move in the direction of the sound and slowly picked up the phone. From the
other side of the line Willow’s familiar voice was heard.
“Buffy? Where have you been, I’ve been calling you for and hour.” She asked.
“Hum… I was… What’s up, Willow?” Buffy forced the words out of her mouth.
“Anya called from the hospital. Xander will be able to go home in the
afternoon.” Willow paused, waiting for a reaction from her friend, but when it
never came she continued. “She said the dagger is already at the Magic Shop. Do
you want us to pick it up?”
Silence.
“Buffy?”
Silence.
“Buffy?” Willow called out loud enough that it brought the Slayer back to
reality.
“Hum…”
“I was saying the dagger-“
“Yeah, I heard. No, I’ll pick it up. But I need a favour. Can you guys come over
and sit It. I have to go out.”
“Sure, Tara and I’ll be there in ten minutes.”
After Willow had hung up, Buffy stood there holding the phone in her hand,
completely oblivious to the dial tone. She felt like she had just finished
speaking to the Wicca when she heard the doorbell ring. She looked at herself
and realised that somewhere in her numbness she had dressed into a pair of jeans
and a white shirt. Zombie-like she made her way downstairs and opened the door
to the two witches.
“Hey, Buffy!” They greeted joyfully in unison.
Buffy simply nodded, picking up her leather jacket and heading for the door.
“Buffy?” Willow called out. She never got an answer as the Slayer walked out.
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She walked awkwardly into the high school as the dagger tucked into the jeans
bit into the tender skin of her lower back.
She knocked on the door as she reached the classroom. In a few seconds a
middle-aged woman stood in front of her:
“May I help you?”
“Hi. I’m sorry to interrupt. I’m Buffy Summers, Dawn Summers’ older sister and
guardian.” She spoke calmly, but inside her heartbeat began to accelerate as she
thought of how she would deal with her sister, now that she knew.
“Pleased to meat you. I was wondering why Dawn hadn’t come to class today. Is
she sick?” the teacher asked.
“What?” Buffy asked surprised.
“Is she sick?” the older woman repeated.
Thinking quickly on her feet, Buffy lied:
“Yes… hum… She’s been feeling a little under the weather, so I came by… hum… to
let you know that she’d be missing classes today.”
“There was no need to come all the way here. You could’ve called.” The older
woman smiled.
“Our phone is out.” Buffy explained.
There was an awkward silence, but Buffy quickly broke it:
“Well, I’ll be going now. Goodbye.
“Goodbye.”
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Buffy nervously fidgeted with the key as she tried to open the door.
“Dawn!” she called out as she walked into her house. “Dawn!”
“Buffy!” Willow appeared coming from the kitchen.
“Where’s Dawn?” Buffy asked anxiously.
“She’s at school.” The Wicca offered.
“No, I’ve been there. She’s gone.” Buffy spoke quickly as she moved between the
various compartments of the house in search of her sister. “She must have been
too upset.” Buffy thought to herself. “I knew she’d never accept it.”
“Where did she go?” Willow asked as she followed the Slayer.
“I don’t know. If I knew I wouldn’t be looking for her, now would I.” She spat
out arrogantly, but seeing her friend’s face she added. “I’m sorry Willow. I’m
just worried, that’s all.”
“It’s ok. Well maybe she’s just skipping class… you know she-she’s done it
before.” The Wicca stuttered.
Buffy sighed, leaning on the door to her sister’s room. “I think she’s upset
about something.”
“Upset about what?”
“Just…” Buffy pondered her words and decided not to tell anything to the witch.
“Just sister stuff. We had a fight.” She lied once more.
“Was it big?”
“I don’t know, I really don’t know.”
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Buffy hung up the phone after another unsuccessful attempt at locating her
sister.
“She’s not at Angela’s house either. Do you know anyone else?” she turned to the
two Wiccas sitting on the couch, who both nodded negatively.
Buffy sighed. She had checked out all of Dawn’s usual hangouts and nothing. She
had called all of her friends and also failed to have any clue as to her
whereabouts.
“Stay here in case she shows up. I’ll take a walk around town, see if I can find
her.”
The two Wiccas nodded once more.
“You’ll find here, I’m sure.” Willow tried to calm her friend.
Buffy didn’t answer and walked out silently.
******************************
Buffy searched her mind for another place where Dawn could be. She realised how
little she knew about her own sister. All she knew was that she liked staying at
her friends’ house and sometimes walk in the park. Nothing else.
She thought of what Spike might have told her sister and how much it must have
hurt her. Buffy always knew that Dawn had a not so secret crush over the
vampire. Everyone had noticed it, even Xander. Maybe that was one of the reasons
why he disliked Spike so much. Before him, Xander was the one Dawn drooled over.
The vampire himself must have been the only one who hadn’t realised it. Or maybe
he just chose to ignore it.
The Slayer sighed as she realised what she had to do.
*********************************
Instead of the usual powerful kick, she turned the knob to open the door that
lead to Spike’s crypt. Inside there was complete silence and Buffy’s footsteps
echoed thunderously through the entire room as she moved towards the lower level
of the crypt.
She was surprised to find it completely empty. She looked around, but there was
no indication that anyone had ever lived there.
“Spike.” she whispered.
Silence.
“Spike!” she cried out.
Silence.
There was no one there. She climbed up the stairs and made her was out of the
crypt. As the door closed, Spike came out of the shadows, where he had been
hiding the entire time.
Suddenly the door was kicked open and Spike found himself pressed against the
wall, the Slayer’s enraged eyes staring at him.
“What did you tell her?” she spat out venomously.
When she didn’t get an answer, she tightened her grip around his throat and
repeated the question. “What. Did you. Tell her?”
Spike flung her across the room as he pushed her away. Buffy landed on the floor
but soon enough she was back on her feet.
“Wha, afraid I did some damage? Afraid your lil sis will find out what you
really are?” he spoke coldly and arrogantly. “Afraid she’ll learn that the only
thing that does it for you is the feel of a cold, dead body pumping into you?”
Buffy stood there, taking it all in. She knew that she had hurt him and he
needed to settle the score.
“Afraid she’ll figure out that a normal, warm blooded, human body just doesn’t
get you all wet and horny like I do? Afr-“
“She’s gone.” Buffy whispered, her eyes filled with tears.
Spike immediately stopped and with a concerned tone asked.
“How?”
“Whatever you told her made her run away. She’s not at school, I called all of
her friends.” She paused to be able to swallow the salty tears. “She’s gone.”
“I didn’t tell her anything.” Spike confessed.
“What?”
“She doesn’t know about… us.”
“But-“
“I woke up before her. I didn’t want her to find out like that. I wanted us to
tell her.” Spike struggled with the words as he recalled his fight with the
Slayer earlier that morning. He had woken up so hopeful, so strangely happy.
“Woke her up, made her breakfast and she left for school. She never even saw me
leave your room.”
Buffy looked at him surprised. A dreadful feeling of guilt and regret made her
stomach turn as her mind replayed the events that had happen in the past few
hours. As she remembered Dawn’s disappearance she shook her head and asked
unemotionally:
“Then where is she?”
“I don’t know.” He confessed.
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“I don’t understand.” Willow sighed as she looked through her notes.
“What is it honey?” Tara asked spooning a generous amount of rise into an empty
plate.
“This translation, it doesn’t make sense ‘an inhuman heart which has possess
Slayer blood’? I can’t seem to get it right.”
“You will.” Tara encouraged, caressing Willow’s fiery hair before walking out of
the kitchen and into the living room to feed It.
Willow continued scrambling through her notes and the demon language dictionary.
“Why the two verbs if they mean the same thing…” she thought out loud, tapping
her pencil on the table. “Do they both refer to the inhuman heart as the subject
of the sentence?”
She looked through the dictionary searching for a different meaning for a
certain word.
“Gyali… Gyali…” she spoke as her finger searched ran down the page of the
dictionary. “Gyali - Present form of the verb to have.” She read “Ok, that would
be has.” She rationalized and continued reading “commonly used in scrolls dated
from 1000 BC. Prior to this date Gyali also constituted the past tense of the
verb…” Willow stopped reading as she came to the realization she had translated
the passage incorrectly. She looked horrified at the dictionary, reading it over
and over again. There was no doubt about it.
***********************************
“Hey, Buffy any luck?” Tara asked as the opened the door to the tired girl and
the familiar vampire.
“No.” she answered bitterly.
“Buffy…” Buffy turned to see Willow staring at her, bright red with tears
streaming down her face.
“What?” Buffy panicked.
“I’m so sorry.” The witch whispered. “I was wrong…”
“What is it, Willow?” Tara asked concerned.
“Dawn…” Willow paused to swallow back the tears. “Dawn’s the inhuman heart.”