12.10pm…

…was when Willow found herself, finally, at the front of the inexplicably long queue at the Espresso Pump counter. Maybe not totally inexplicable – it was right on the lunchhour. Or maybe people were having little precognisant feelings that this might be their last cappucino, ever…

But it was too late to contemplate it, because the waitress was standing right in front of her with that expectant look that waitresses use because it’s more economical and less exhausting than saying ‘Can I help you?’ for the sixty-millionth time. Only the poor girl had to say it anyway, in the gap between ‘expectant look’ and ‘customer order’, when Willow was caught short trying to remember if Ray had wanted a regular latte or a decaf –

"Can I help you?"

"Ah, yeah. I need to get a…"

And it was while she was trying to get the multiple orders straight in her head that Willow was distracted by the distinctive gluggy burbling of the coffee machine.

Gurgle. Belch. Splutter.

It took two glances because first up she couldn’t quite believe she was seeing it. Then a few blinking gapes between the machines and the attendants shuffling behind the counter. The girl in front of her sighed forbearingly and began tapping her pen on the bench top.

"Would you like to order? Cuz –"

"Is there," Willow stammered, her eyes darting back to the girl, "is there something wrong with your coffee machine?"

The girl looked vaguely offended.

"Uh, no."

"Oh."

Willow just stared at the machine. The girl grimaced and scratched her temple with the pen.

"Um, if you’re not gonna order, I’ll have to ask you to…uh, miss?"

"Yes?"

A slightly dazed reply, but understandable given the circumstances Will thought.

I’m fine, but did you know your coffee machine is dispensing green goo?

Oodles of the stuff. Ropey, sticky strands of goo, looping into takeaway coffee cups, which the customers were blithely accepting, and which the staff seemed oblivious to, going through the motions of tapping out coffee grounds and frothing milk, pouring it into mugs to make a lime-coloured goo-milk mess, smearing gobs of the stuff on their aprons…

She looked at the girl in front of her, who was exhibiting all the classic signs of Waitress Impatience now, along with a hefty dose of ‘Help, Customer from Hell Alert’. The girl huffed once and made a final attempt.

"So, um, you gonna order or what?"

Do you know you have green goo on your shirt? But there wasn’t much that Willow could do except offer a wan conciliatory smile as she backed away.

"Actually, I’m gonna pass."

oOo

12.32pm…

…is when Buffy realised that she might have set some sort of personal record for fast bathing and dressing, and now they were in the DeSoto – blackened windows and windscreen and a pervading stench of stale cigarette smoke –and Spike was wearing goggles because it was only just after midday

"Park in the alley next to the Magic Box."

"Way ahead of you, love."

"You’re veering."

"Does it matter?"

"Yes, because if you crash the car I’ll be late for the apocolypse. See? You just swerved across two oncoming lanes."

"Pet, if we actually manage to survive the day, I’m going to teach you how to drive, and then you’ll see how bloody complicated it can be."

"Really? You’ll teach me how to drive? But…can we not use your car? Cos it kinda reeks."

But any reply Spike might have been formulating was cut off as both their gazes turned right simultaneously.

"Did you see that?"

"I told you the sewers were overflowing."

"Well yeah, but I thought you meant in a liquid refuse sense…"

"You ever see liquid refuse reach up and pull somebody into an open manhole before?"

"Not that I can recall."

"First time for everything then."

oOo

12.47pm…

…was when the barking got so loud that Henry decided enough was enough. He stood up, feeling his joints and hearing the creaks, and grabbed for his cane, then made his way down the steps.

"Clyde! Get here! I said get here, Clyde!"

But of course the damned animal wasn’t paying him mind at all, and he had to walk all the way to the fence practically. But you had to admire Clyde’s spunk – almost his owner’s match in dog years, and still barking and carrying on. Obviously losing it in the brains department, if he’d taken to bawling out practically everyone who passed the gate, but all the same – spunk, no doubt about it.

"Clyde! Clyde, you crazy animal…"

Weathered hands on Clyde’s collar and two pairs of rheumy eyes met. But only for an instant, because the street was no backwater, there’s more traffic on the sidewalk than usual, and there was another passer-by passing by, grabbing Clyde’s attention and the way the dog bared his teeth and growled you’d think he’d seen a bear. Henry got his arm jerked painfully as Clyde strained against the hold on his collar.

"Clyde! Clyde, what’s got into you…"

Henry glanced up apologetically at the man strolling past, fighting a slight embarrassment as Clyde slavered and growled beneath his controlling hand.

"Ah, real sorry, you understand. Old dog, this one – gettin’ himself all worked up over nothing, you know how it is."

"It’s fine," the young man answered with a genial nod in return.

Funny lisp, that one, Henry thought. Probably on account of the tusks.

But the thought dissolved in the time it took to register, and Henry was nodding and smiling on automatic as the man walked away, and when he looked down at Clyde again he’d forgotten all about the man’s tusks – and the piggy eyes, and the grey-brown skin, and the axe – and had resolved to tie the damn dog in the house.

oOo

1.06pm…

…found Willy in the ludicrous position of having to close shop early on the best trading day of his, and possibly anyone else’s, life. It just wasn’t worth it – for every dollar he made (or two dollars, or three, at the Day’s inflated prices) he lost double in breakage. Some guy would order a drink, and then the guy beside him would realise that they were mortal enemies, and glasses would fly, chairs would smash, yada yada yada…really, not worth it. At the rate the demon population was going, he wouldn’t have a bar at all if he stayed open.

For some reason, the possibility that he may not have a bar by the end of the day anyway hadn’t really occurred to him.

oOo

1.29pm…

…was when the middle-aged storekeeper running the mixed business shop across the street from the vaguely crummy hang-out in Parkes Street found himself mildly surprised when an altercation between two patrons who’d stumbled outside was brought to an abrupt halt when one of them burst into flames.

Now you don’t see that everyday.

oOo

1.55pm…

…was the exact time that the assistant packer over at the Eastern Sunnydale Meat Processing Plant forgot the ‘do not open’ rule in force on Freezer Twelve, and discovered why exactly his senior supervisor only ever worked nights…

oOo

2.12pm…

…was when the grouchy man on Forest Drive, who’d always quietly referred to his neighbour’s unruly brood of children as ‘demon spawn’, found out how right he really was…

oOo

2.34pm

"So have we got everything?"

"I think so. I hope so."

"Spellbook, check. Herbs, check. Salt, check. Tara – relax."

"I believe I’ve got about as many weapons as I can manage here."

"Mystical Key Girl, check. Can I help carry anything?"

"You can carry this sword if you like."

"Xander, I think the idea is that you carry it in preparation for using it."

"Uh, check."

"I think I would feel better about throwing myself into the forefront of battle if I’d been able to have my mocha latte beforehand."

"Believe me, Anya," Willow muttered as she hefted a book and a jar under each arm, "you don’t want to drink the mocha lattes the way they’re making them today."

"If you say so," Anya sighed before lifting her crossbow and casting her gaze around. "Oh, honey, can you pass me those extra bolts?"

Dawn tried appealing to Giles again.

"Are you sure you don’t want me to help with that stuff?"

"Ah, no, I think not." The Watcher attempted to adjust his glasses and lift two broadswords and an axe simultaneously, nearly chopping off a finger in the process. "Well, perhaps. But only if your sister –"

"Sister says yes," Buffy inserted quickly as she stepped up to the group by the stairs. "In fact, sister insists. Plus, Dawn – here."

She thrust a small package into Dawn’s hands, watched as the girl ripped off the newspaper pseudo-wrapping, then grinned at Dawn’s squeal of delight.

"Oh, wow! This is – wow! My own knife! Thanks!"

Buffy’s smile tried to be prim but came out lopsided.

"Hey, not me. As far as encouraging you to carry dangerous weapons is concerned, you know who to thank."

Dawn’s bright eyes lifted and glowed at Buffy before shifting to the far corner of the room where another group of figures was deep in discussion. She unceremoniously plucked the thin dirk out of the leather sheath and waved it in the air. Fortunately, both Xander and Giles had the good sense to duck.

"Hey, Spike! Thanks!"

The vampire raised his head to wave and nod in return before he was recalled to the activities at the research table. Dawn sheathed the knife again and smiled broadly.

"Ah, this is the coolest."

"Glad you think so," Buffy said wryly, then conceded a tilt of the head. "Figured it might come in handy. But Michael has already promised me that you won’t have to use it, and I’m gonna hold him to that."

She eyed off the angel warily, and he gave her a reassuring nod as he buckled on his sword. Michael’s face was a sea of calm, but her stomach was doing flip-flops all the same.

It was still freaking her out, the idea of her baby sister being out in the thick of it all for two whole hours before she herself was even going to enter the arena… She gave Michael a tight acknowledging smile before turning back to Dawn and dragging her in for a brief desperate hug. Her voice was a strained whisper.

"Be careful."

"I will."

I can’t believe I’m letting her do this. But she was, and it was necessary, and too late to object now anyway. Dawn had her own role to fulfill, and Buffy could hardly complain about Dawn being in danger when there was already that hefty dose of the guilts for leaving Dawn in the lurch by going all Coma-Girl…

But it didn’t matter. It was done. Dawn had a job to do and Buffy had to believe that Dawn was capable of that – and capable of looking after herself. Or at least having enough sense to let better-qualified people look after her. Buffy pulled back and swallowed and repeated herself more firmly.

"Be careful."

Dawn nodded gravely. Buffy tore her eyes away from her sister and glanced at each member of the company in turn.

"That goes for all of you. Don’t take any unnecessary risks. We’ll be there soon – and I want to see all of you intact."

She felt the cool presence over her shoulder before she heard Spike’s blunt appraisal.

"Yeah. Don’t die – or you’ll miss out on all the fun and games with the Balance." He squinted at Dawn and made an apparently flippant gesture with his cigarette end. "Goes double for you, girlie. Behave yourself, or I’ll kick your bum."

Dawn grinned.

"In your dreams, deadhead."

Before the vampire had a chance to parry, Uriel swept up to stand beside Michael and survey the group. His tone was business-like, but his presence was somehow instantly reassuring as he gave small tokens to everybody – glancing, touching Tara’s shoulder briefly, righting Anya’s crossbow, and passing Giles’ axe to Dawn.

"Your priority is the spell – you are Sunnydale’s first and best line of defence, remember that. So stay together, and guard the principals."

He indicated Dawn and the witches with a glance, then he and Giles exchanged serious nods as the chain of command was established. Then Uriel turned to Michael and laid a large hand on Michael’s crown as the angel bowed his head. Buffy heard a brief murmur, and Michael seemed to shiver. Raising his eyes again he seemed more substantial, more real somehow, like an animation brought to life – a trick of the light or something, Buffy thought, because he didn’t look any different, just more…more something.

Only maybe it wasn’t a trick because Spike appeared to have seen it too, taking a discrete step back as Uriel’s hand lifted from Michael’s head and extended over the rest of the company.

"Godspeed, all of you."

No formal blessing, but an old farewell – the company turned and started for the door.

"Right." Giles looked more comfortable now that he wasn’t overloaded. "Then I should say, er –"

"Move out," Xander supplied helpfully.

"Er, yes. Move out."

oOo

2.48pm…

…Jerry Edgerton checked his watch, and took his wife Sophia by the hand to discretely direct her towards the carpark. The prospect of walking back into the mall again was giving him heartburn. Or at least, some sort of financial indigestion.

It wasn’t that he didn’t enjoy shopping with his wife – sometimes he really had a good time. But Sophia’s ability to spend vast quantities of credit and cash on household things which he could see no immediate use for was unnerving. Why did they need this stuff? And, perhaps more relevantly, where were they going to put it? He could see a newer, larger house somewhere on the horizon, and the whole concept was more than he could really bear to contemplate at the moment.

He was temporarily distracted by the sound of music off to his left. Not a portable stereo – this was live. A girl, young, wearing a kind of post-hippie ensemble of floral gypsy skirt and brown suede waistcoat, was playing guitar and singing beside the turn-off to the outside carpark, the open guitar-case in front of her inviting contributions.

Strange. He didn’t think buskers were allowed in the area of the mall. Didn’t that require a special permit or something? He’d never seen a busker at that location before, at any rate.

He was just squinting at the girl’s tiny, black, Lennon-esque sunglasses when he felt the familiar tug on his jacket sleeve. Sophia was sending him little appeals with her eyes, her voice a stage whisper.

"Oh, honey – look. Go on. Give her something. She’s probably been standing there forever."

Jerry felt an immediate initial reluctance, then shrugged it off and reached for his wallet. Taking out a few notes – what the heck, he could spare them – he tossed the money down, surprised by the girl’s acknowledging nod and even more surprised when she strummed through a musical pause to speak.

"Well, thank you sir. Thank you very much."

Jerry was taken aback.

"Uh, yeah. Sure. No problem."

The girl smiled.

"Nice day, huh?"

Chit-chatting with a busker? Jerry frowned at himself but continued out of the natural urge to politeness.

"Uh, yes – it certainly is. Well miss, uh, good luck for the rest of the day and all."

"Oh, there isn’t much time left in the day now."

The girl suddenly reached up and tipped down her glasses. Jerry was still crouched down a little, and blinked to see the girl’s white orbs staring blindly back at him. It was a combination of shock and a sudden fear that kept him rooted to the spot as she continued in a quiet, calm voice.

"Nope, not much time left now. But you and Sophia make the most of it. And I’d get home, get in off the streets for the rest of the afternoon, if I were you. Do you understand, Jerry?"

Jerry nodded automatically.

  oOo

2.49pm

A sense of power building, warmth of the afternoon sun combining with an internal heat that raises sweat at the hairline, in the armpits…

They’d arrived without incident, found a spot, made a circle. Now the others were arranged around the three women, the three centre figures, waiting for something to happen.

Humming buzz of language, honeyed voice enlivening the words, making real the meanings…

A bee zoomed near her knee, and Dawn had a vague sense of the surrealness of it all. She was sitting crosslegged on the grassy verge. There was a park bench a little ahead and to the right, and then pavement, with the occasional pedestrian casting strange looks in their direction. Xander was standing ahead and to the left, holding a short sword and scanning the area warily.

Letting the words tune and vibrate, feel the corresponding vibration in the universe echo and reply…

There was a delicate touch on Dawn’s shoulders – Willow, kneeling behind with her palms resting lightly either side of her neck. Tara, behind Willow, standing and pressing the pads of her fingers gently on Willow’s temples. Tara’s voice, starting out a little shakey and nervous, but warm and more confident now, reciting and reciting and reciting…

Hî trçs rçs rogamus: Apçrç, sulcç, protegç. Â gratia tua permitte vas accipere, â potentia tua permitte eam purificç, cum otii tuîs explç finem nostrum. Vîs suppressus, iam solvutus, ductum ad nostrum propositum. Protegensis auelaeum cedç--â Dianâ, â Hecatç, â Kalinç.

It happens suddenly.

And suddenly

a million points of light appear in Dawn’s vision, so many she has to close her eyes to see them all

but through the light she can still observe, and now her gaze is absolute, three-hundred and sixty degrees in three dimensions - in all dimensions -

so she sees Rupert Giles’ startled glance, and Anya’s stumble-back as Tara continues to litanize, and

Willow’s face pales, head dropping back suddenly as her mouth opens, blue-white incandescence streaming from her mouth, her eyes, her very pores –

A cleansing flood, a searchlight beam like someone has flicked a switch somewhere inside this Willow, turning on a 300,000 watt bulb, the light too strong for her meagre human skin to contain

Radiance too powerful to stare into, the way the sun –

blazes with the equivalent of a hundred million simultaneous nuclear explosions and if there wasn’t a special kind of magic being exercised, poor Willow’s eyes would have boiled in their sockets

in the first few seconds it takes for the power to spread, to span out, to jet into the sky and fan and sparkle and encompass, and Dawn would be laughing if she wasn’t taken hold of, paralyzed –

in a frozen moment when she is all things, she is

everything, and her hair –

blows gently off her shoulders with an invisible breeze, and her face

is smiling and her eyes –

even while closed are

sparkling –

sparkling –

oOo

2.52pm

Buffy dumped an extra sleeve of crossbow bolts on top of the counter, straightened her blouse, checked her watch, bit her nails.

Watched the boys.

 

"What?"

"Nothing."

"So it’s nothing now, is it?"

"Whatever. Do you mind?"

"I can stand wherever I bloody well please."

Sigh.

"You’ve just got your hackles up because she –"

"Can we not talk about this now?"

"Just saying."

"Well I could live without it."

Pause.

"And I dunno why you’re taking that."

"What?"

"That. S’too heavy. You’ll never use it."

"Excuse me, but considering that I’ve been swinging a mace since before you were born, I think –"

"But it’s heavy. Why don’t you just take a nice garrotte or something?"

"Is it possible that you could, for one minute, mind your own business and shut up?"

"Geez. Now who’s Mister bloody Sensitive?"

 

Buffy sighed. If they stayed some distance apart it was fine, but if they got within five feet of each other it was like a bad episode of ‘The Odd Couple’. She tried to keep well away, and pretended to ignore them, while making the occasional pained face.

She sighed again as Ray shambled over. He raised an eyebrow and grinned.

"Gettin’ to ya?"

"Were they like this the whole time I was…you know?"

"Pretty much."

"God."

"Worse, even."

She rolled her eyes.

"Can’t you make them…"

"Not really. But hey, don’t worry about it. It may not even be an issue in a few hours."

"Right. Putting up with two vampires bickering over me, or…the end of Life, As We Know It. These are my options?"

He patted her genially on the shoulder.

"Relax, Buffy. You just do your job, and let them do theirs."

And by fortuitous timing, Uriel chose that exact moment to step around the planning table and walk over to where Angel and Spike were haggling over a small pile of weapons near the stairs.

"Gentlemen..."

Both vamps turned at the approach of a potential umpire.

"Tell this idiot he –"

"You’re bloody joking if you –"

"Gentlemen, shut up." The raised hand and the firmly serene tone silenced the pair in mid-complaint. Now he had their attention it was just a matter of focussing their collective energies elsewhere. Preferably in a less confined space. Uriel lifted a finger to punctuate his point.

"You both have an office to perform. By curious coincidence, it’s the same office. You don’t need to work together – but it might help. So please," Uriel let his voice soften gently "try not to allow your personal arguments get in the way of your work."

Spike and Angel exchanged a slightly embarrassed glance and made an effort to look more attentive. But their attention became suddenly more energetic when Uriel turned to wave Buffy over.

"Would you mind assisting me for a moment?"

"Uh, sure." With an uncertain nod she walked forward, standing beside the angel to cut off the chance of renewing hostilities between the two vampires. "What’s up?"

Uriel turned to explain and was stopped short.

Look at this girl. This human girl… Half my height. Pale. Thin. Bereaved.

Fragile.

No – no, not fragile. Stronger, perhaps, than even yesterday, despite all she’s endured. Forget the external illusion. Look closer…

Inner strength. In spades.

He knew it. He’d seen it. She would use it. He almost felt sorry for the demons.

He recovered quickly and continued.

"This ‘glamour’ for Angel and Spike – it’s complicated."

"You need me to help? I’ve gotta tell you that I’m totally hopeless with that stuff –"

"No, no, it’s not like that. In fact, it’s more an issue of…mechanics." As three pairs of confused eyes caught his attention, he inclined his head apologetically. "The blessing is a simple one, but the energy is still being generated from my source, and directed through me…well, you saw what happened when Angel and I shook hands."

"No, actually, I didn’t… Oh." Spike narrowed his eyes and baulked back a little. "Oh. When you said your ‘source’, you meant your ‘Source’. Well, that’s not gonna work, is it."

Buffy grimaced on both vampires’ behalf. "I’m thinking…ouch."

Angel frowned. "Is it an internal thing, or does the spell work kinda like sunblock?"

Spike cast a droll look from Angel to Uriel. "Well, I’m sure there’s some of us who like to wallow in pain, but yours truly here-"

Uriel shook his head to silence a fresh tirade. "No, there’s an easy solution. Buffy, if you could reach out and touch them both, if you don’t mind…"

With a shrug, Buffy stepped forward and placed a small hand on Spike’s, and then Angel’s, respective chests. She looked up at them, keeping her face neutral.

"Oh, East is East, and West is West, and never the twain shall meet,

Till Earth and Sky stand presently at God’s great Judgement Seat;

But there is neither East nor West, Border, nor Breed, nor Birth,

When two strong men stand face to face, though they come from the ends of the earth…"

God, where did that come from? But she didn’t have time to think, because Spike had started jerking back and Angel was shaking his head.

"Wait just a second –"

"Love, I don’t think this –"

Before either of them could back out, Uriel clapped a hand on Buffy’s head.

Circuit connected.

She felt a sharp, tingling shock buzz through her – she gasped. Both vampires made a short sound of surprise. There was a brief moment of paralysis – and then it was gone. Uriel lifted his hand from her crown, and Buffy stepped back from Angel and Spike, who both looked as if they’d been hijacked in some way but couldn’t figure out exactly how.

"You two okay?"

"Fine." Angel still looked confused. He examined his hands for a second, then peered across to Uriel. "What the hell happened, if you don’t mind me asking?"

"Buffy acted as a filter and a conduit – and a very fine one," Uriel said calmly.

Spike was still frisking himself carefully for any nasty lingering tinglies. "So…what? That’s it? One little ‘zztt’ and we’re sun-proofed?"

"That’s it." Uriel looked faintly amused.

"Great," Buffy proclaimed, giving her arms a little swing to clear them. She checked her watch. "So. You guys are up. You’ve got an hour to knock together as many heads as you can find between the Magic Box and Main. But don’t stray too far, okay? The priority is to clear the vicinity of the shop, give us an open exit"

She gave them an encouraging smile. Angel sighed and nodded. Spike still looked skeptical.

"And now we just walk out into the bright sunshine? Hope for the best - is that it?"

Uriel concluded his contribution with a broad smile at both vampires, then without further ado turned back to the research table. Angel gave Spike a withering glance as he lifted the mace onto his shoulder and headed for the stairs.

"I think it’s safe to assume that the spell worked."

"Oh, what, and you’re the expert on blessings, are you? Well, I don’t feel any different –"

Buffy cut him off with a quick peck on the lips when Angel’s back was turned.

"If you two fight demons as well as you argue, I think you’ll do fine," she murmured with a dry grin. She stood back and gave him his sword. "Good luck."

Spike looked like he couldn’t decide whether to grimace or grin.

"Ta."

He finally decided to grin, in that pursed-lips, sucked-cheeks way he usually adopted when he was just a little unsure of himself. Now she knew the signs, Buffy thought, it wasn’t so hard to spot. He turned for the stairs, where Angel was holding open the door and squinting out at the sunlit street, but then suddenly looked back to give her a brief cheeky salute with his blade.

"Back in a sec."

Buffy thought it was interesting, the way that Angel and Spike shared an equally apprehensive glance at the door. But even more fascinating was the way both of them unconsciously took a deep, needless breath before stepping out firmly into the light.

oOo

3.01pm

It was better if they worked in concert: she provided the bait, the distraction, then Xander bashed and slashed the demons a few times, and if the creature hadn’t gone down by then Anya usually got to finish them off herself.

Despite having been a demon at one stage, she felt no particular sense of remorse about killing her former kind. For one, her own life and Xander’s were in danger, not to mention the others. Two, there seemed to be something of an excess of demons, which she thought of as innately unfair. For some no doubt deeply rooted psychological reason, Anya found herself generally drawn to the weaker party, the underdog, the subjugated or outnumbered. Considering that there seemed to be about three hundred demons for every human inhabitant of Sunnydale at present, she knew which side she preferred.

This didn’t necessarily mean that she didn’t know which side her bread was buttered on. The demons were definitely the superior force – that was obvious - and it would have been quite an advantage to have re-declared her old demon affiliations.

But apocolypses were funny like that - you just couldn’t know who’d prevail at the end of the day. And in any case (the third relevant point), she was human now – a fact which Anya never came up against without a feeling of mixed surprise, frustration, and still-novel delight.

Human.

Human likes and dislikes. Foibles. Strengths and weaknesses. Physicality.

Spit. Sweat. The musk of sex. Bad breath. Sticky palms. Smelly feet. Snot. Tears. Belly button cheese.

Blood.

"Ow."

She grimaced dramatically – it was a light scratch, but fuel for more self-righteous anger directed towards the annoying serpent demon she was fighting. What was ostensibly a young man with blonde-tipped hair and a lascivious grin weaved in front of her, cock-sure, brandishing a short dagger like he was some sort of master knife-wielder.

"Did he hurt you, honey?"

Xander frowned hard at Anya’s serpent demon and smashed his sword handle into the face of the rather hairy thing he was fighting. The creature dropped abruptly – Anya was impressed, and doubly pleased by her boyfriend’s attentiveness. She pointed at the blonde man.

"He scratched me."

Xander’s face darkened. He stared at the blonde man with hardened eyes.

"Oh, you are so in trouble now, buddy."

His next step brought him menacingly closer and the demon reared back, confused.

"Hey, man – we were fighting. I didn’t know she was your girl. Hey, what did you expect –"

Anya sniffed her disdain as the demon tried to parry Xander’s attack, then lost interest a little. She looked to her right at the tableau there – it was kind of an insistent distraction.

Tara was reciting on and on in a low monotone, eyes closed, hair writhing gently, her face lit by the glow that was…Willow. The red-haired witch’s head was thrown back in abandon, and a pastel-blue light was streaming out of her face, her extremities. Surrounded by a nimbus, she glowed with light. The light powered up into the sky and danced across the heavens, a blue-white dome that flowed from the fountain that spewed out of Willow, and darted to the very edges of Sunnydale.

And then there was Dawn. Anya found that, interestingly, she couldn’t quite look at Dawn. For some reason, every time her eyes tried to linger something made her gaze flit away to look at something else. Curious.

She’s looked over at the three women every time she could snatch a glance. They kept drawing her, which she recognised was an effect of the powers involved. And now her momentary chance to watch was gone again – she turned her head back quickly in time to see Xander duck under the serpent guy’s knife and promptly skewer him through the guts. The blonde gurgled once, blinked the nictating membrane across his eyes a few times in surprise, then toppled backwards, dead as a post.

Anya grinned, then examined her scratched arm briefly, assuming a mock frown.

"Well, now. He just deserved that."

oOo

3.40pm

Crossbow. Bolts. Got my hair tied back – check. Sword in spine sheath, and the straps don’t interfere with my arm movements or make my black sleeveless tank ride up. Good.

Have gone over plan a million times with Uriel etc – check. Have gone for a pee. Must stop worrying about Dawn. Must stop biting nails. Must stop asking where Spike and Angel are.

She worried a thumbnail and frowned at the air.

‘Where the hell are they?"

"They’re coming." Ray patted her on the shoulder. "Relax."

They were standing side by side at the research table, looking again at the Demon Map. Sparkling red sands now slithered thickly all over the map surface, whirlpooling in some areas – the sewers, a sidewalk verge on Main, the vicinity of the Magic Box. Although, looking at the red trickling patterns, it did seem that the space right around the shop was clearing somewhat. Every now and again, the occupants of the shop heard a shout, or a gurgling cry, from somewhere outside, and they all tried to avoid making their subsequent glances towards each other seem too significant.

They were all standing – it was asking a little too much to sit down. Gabriel was running a soft cloth over the blade of a long, gleaming knife that was too long for a dagger and too short for a sword. Uriel was at the counter, reading from a leather-bound book – Buffy couldn’t see the title but she figured it was something liturgical.

She was glad she had taken up position beside Ray. He seemed comparatively relaxed, and his occasional fatherly pats and calm manner were pretty much the only things preventing her from pacing.

She adjusted the elasticised sleeve on her left forearm again, checking to ensure that all the spare crossbow bolts on the makeshift bandolier were firmly in place. The sleeve was an invention of Giles’ – it slid up over her hand to the elbow, and had a strap which fitted into the junction of her thumb like a half-glove, and small bands along the sleeve to keep the bolts in position. Nifty.

She also had a belt-full of slim stakes slung low around her hips. The combination of excess weaponry, boots, leather pants and black top made her feel a bit like a videogame dominatrix brought to life. Gabriel had given her a quick grin, although Uriel had asked if she felt comfortable fighting bare-armed – didn’t she want a bit of personal cover? To which she’d replied that a) in her experience, a wound was more easily inflamed by embedded fabric fibres and b) she didn’t really have any spare kevlar lying around. She’d left out the bit that involved explaing that c) even if she’d had some she would probably have given it to Dawn. She knew that Uriel was a smart guy – she figured that he could do the math.

She quickly frisked herself again, hands moving on automatic. ‘Spectacles, testicles, wallet, watch’ – ha. Check, check, check. Gnaw her thumb. God. Where were they?

She grimaced over at Uriel.

"Can we just go already?"

Before Uriel could answer, and before Ray could reach up to pat and reassure again, there was a resounding bang as the front door flew open.

"Yeah! Alright! Now that’s what I call a fight!"

Four pairs of eyes lifted. Buffy gasped.

The two figures posed regally in front of the door, a dusty breeze swinging coat-hems and sunlight picking out the features of each man, lingering with an apparent delight on skin that hadn’t seen day in centuries.

Spike looked like he’d had a bucket of blood, of varying stewy colours, tipped over him. He actually dripped. He was in game face, and the muck on his face contrasted sharply with the ivory gleam of his fangs and the whites of his eyes as he grinned. He lifted one gore-smeared hand to fish his cigarettes out of the top pocket of his duster, giving Angel a nudge with his elbow in the process.

"Come on. You can’t say that wasn’t a bit of alright, eh?"

The older vampire was similarly messy – hair, face, clothes liberally streaked with goo, although he’d managed to avoid looking like he’d jumped wholeheartedly into some sort of feudal moshpit. His own fangs were less of a glaring contrast, but the shock lay more in his typical neatness being so radically disturbed. And even weirder, he was smiling. At Spike.

"Okay, okay. It was…fun."

Angel was still grinning as he turned his eyes on Buffy. And she was grinning at the two of them. She snorted at Spike’s wink in her direction, then looked over at Uriel.

"Well, looks like these two made it out alright."

The angel was staring at the pair, transfixed for a moment, and Buffy blinked. She was too used to this stuff. She was even getting a kick out of it, although much of that could probably be put down to personal history.

But they certainly made a cool tableau. Buffy grinnned again at the sight of Angel Spike in diorama on the stairs – two ancient creatures of the dark, two masters, revelling once more in the hunt but for different reasons entirely. Fists, fangs and physiques sculpted by years of the calculated sinuous grace of their state… Buffy grinned slyly. It was fun alright…

Spike shattered some of the elegant image by running his hand through his hair and then flicking the gory excess artlessly onto the floor. He was making his way towards the others, shaking back into his human guise and nonchalantly waggling the hilt and crosspiece of what had once been a sword.

"Oi. I need another sword."

"You need another shower," Buffy countered, wrinkling her nose and tossing him a clean shop dusting cloth, then throwing another at a grateful Angel. "What happened?"

"He had a run-in with a Knarf demon," Angel explained dryly, mopping off his now-human face and tousling his hair.

"A what?"

"Don’t ask me what it was called," Spike replied with a puff on his smoke and a long-suffering roll of the eyes. "It spat at me and my bloody sword dissolved."

"Oh – that demon," Buffy replied with a grin.

"Here."

Spike looked up in time to catch the sheathed scimitar Ray had pitched in his direction.

"Thanks."

Uriel and Gabriel had moved over towards them now. Gabriel’s sword-knife was balanced on his shoulder and his face was set. Uriel had a sword-sheath buckled to the left, under the drift of his long coat. Ray was standing to Buffy’s left – no longer patting, she realised, but holding a long wooden pike staff topped with a short metal barb.

They were all looking at Buffy. She blinked. Oh god - it was that time.

"Are you ready then?"

Uriel’s voice was quiet, but it was enough to make her blood freeze up a little.

Is that a trick question?

How can anybody ever be ready for this?

Which only made her think of her mother.

Mom…

She blinked again at Uriel, sighed out a prayer (…help me get through this?) and avoided the inquiry altogether.

"Let’s go."

oOo

3.45pm

"Your right."

"Seen it."

"Giles –"

"Get over. Anya, wait –"

"There!"

"Behind you –"

…The shorthand that develops after a while. It’s been an hour now and everyone is starting to feel it. In the beginning it started slow. One demon on the right. One behind. A pause to exchange glances. Another, with plenty of forewarning. Another.

Then it gradually starts to build up. They come in pairs. In groups. In a continuous stream. And now the sky is starting to yellow, and the ground is littered with demon parts and dead bodies and the odd pile of ash or mush or goo.

The four of them have been forced to spread out a little more thinly to guard all the access points to Dawn and the witches - the rainbow treasure at the circle’s centre.

Giles fights with grim concentration, and his bow-tied, all-thumbs librarian persona has been happily dispensed with. It’s more than book-learning – what a Watcher knows about the mechanics of combat is more than most world-class hand-to-hand experts. Giles wields both sword and axe confidently, with lethal results.

Michael is another story. What a Watcher knows about combat is what a warrior-angel has long ago forgotten. Michael holds a full half of the circle’s circumference on his own, and fights with blurring speed and an almost frightening calmness.

Anya is warming up. She’s not completely confident fighting one-on-one, but she dispatches demons with a crossbow very efficiently, dancing behind the other three combatants and aiming over their shoulders for the most sensitive spots. She’s worried that her supply of bolts might be running low.

Xander fights with old-fashioned determination and an almost foolhardy gutsiness, which is acutally partly a result of plain old foolhardiness. It’s not exactly elegant, but it gets the job done and isn’t that the point? He takes a step, and then lunges towards his opponent as he lunges with his sword.

That’s an error.

"Xander!"

Anya sees her boyfriend stagger and acts on instinct, shooting Xander’s demon opponent through the eyeball. And then she’s holding the crossbow slackly in one hand and trying to support Xander with the other. It reminds her briefly of his drunken stint at the Bronze (three days ago? four?) and she wishes for a moment that they were back there – herself, vaguely irritated, Xander, sotted but safe.

He has a hand clapped to the muscle at the top of his shoulder, and his face is starting to drain of colour. Anya takes a look at the blood seeping out from under Xander’s palm, and the way he sinks to his knees, and promptly panics.

(human physicality)

"Giles!"

oOo

3.47pm

The first thing that had registered was that the sky was an odd colour – kind of yellow (where has she seen that before?) and if she moved her eyes fast, she could see the occasional flash of little sparkles.

The next thing she’d noticed was the atmosphere of tenseness, and the destruction, and the lack of humans on the streets. Sunnydale was a mess – garbage and small fires dotted the landscape, and here and there she could see the occasional overturned car. People’s shopfronts and lawns were getting trashed.

When did all this happen?

Buffy had to concede that by the time she and Spike had made it to the Magic Box, streetlife had definitely started to devolve. But in the few hours since then, it was like someone had opened the floodgates, cracked the barriers, let all the monsters out…

The six of them had been fighting since they’d gotten a little way out of the Magic Box. The mess of body parts and dead demons around the outside of the shop had been testimony to the brutality of Spike and Angel’s ‘cleaning house’ attack. But even that hadn’t put off the more hardcore devotees – emerging from the shop, they’d surprised a large cluster of demons approaching with armfuls of already-burning Molotov cocktails. The fight had been brief but fiery, in every sense of the word.

And the attacks just kept on coming – individuals, groups, hordes… Right now they were engaged with another motley crew of creatures who seemed to have overcome their differences long enough to fight together against a common enemy.

Buffy raised her bow and shot an approaching Fomulus demon through the throat, then spun to kick the body away. The quick turn afforded her a glance down the street – chaos, plus demons, demons and more demons. If Halloween was the night demon-kind stayed out of sight, then this was the complete reverse. She couldn’t help but frown with worry.

At this rate it’s gonna take forever to get to Dawn and the others.

oOo

3.49pm

"I’ve got him."

She felt her burden lift a little, then Michael was propping Xander by the shoulders, lowering him to the ground.

Anya fumbled her bow into the other hand. Michael was watching Xander’s face carefully, the paleness, the lack of focus in the young man’s eyes.

"Your shoulder," the angel stated simply. His voice was quietly pitched despite the battle raging around them.

Xander was nodding, slack-jawed and nauseated. "Uhhn. Ouch."

"Can you fix it?"

Anya was peering in like a flustered, frightened bird. Michael met her eyes firmly.

"Giles needs you."

Anya blinked a few times then nodded, stronger now, and got up off her knees. Giles did need her – he was trying to fight all four quarters on his own. The ex-demoness lifted her bow and shot out two attackers smoothly before re-entering the fray.

Michael turned back quickly to his patient.

"Move your hand away. This won’t hurt."

Xander, his injury putting him too in shock to care, let his hand drop away from his shoulder. Immediately, he felt an enervating gush of warm fluid – blood, he realised dazedly, his own blood – spill into the crook of his neck.

But just as quickly, Michael had clapped a hand to the spot. There was no sensation, Xander thought – no tingling, no roll of thunder. It was just – one minute he was injured and the next he felt…normal. It had taken less than a second.

Xander frowned as Michael removed his hand, watching the angel’s shadow of a grin. Then he was taking the angel’s arm and being pulled to his feet, reaching up with his own fingers to feel the rent near the collar of his shirt, the smooth, unbloodied, unhurt skin beneath.

"Is it..?"

"Yes."

But before Xander could ask ‘how’, Michael was giving him back his sword off the ground, and perusing him carefully for after-effects.

"How do you feel?"

Xander lifted his weapon, letting a slow, vaguely confused smile spread.

"Lucky."

oOo

4.11pm

The world is full of dust and ash and gore, and she pirouettes again, and she is in the Zone.

A kick, a punch, a cross. Stake.

Another kick, an elbow. Stake.

Punch, punch again, knee in the groin, elbow (tenacious, this one) and Stake.

She feels like she is alone. All the creatures keep coming and her movements are becoming so smooth and methodical that it’s like slowing down. Jab and punch and shoot, and punch and kick and kick again, and spin and jump and… Like tai-chi. Relaxing, almost.

It’s only every now and then that she maybe hears a noise, or thinks to glance around, and then reality revs once, twice, and

whoah, she’s back in hyper-speed, and she can feel the bruises starting to form on her forearms and shins, and the streetscape about her on all sides is Main-cum-medieval-battleground. The demon hordes are obscuring the view up the street and she smells smoke and sees grime and tastes blood (her own, from a punch in the mouth received a while back).

And she’s not alone. The vampires flank her a little way ahead, one on each side, fighting furiously, their respective styles radically contrasting yet complimenting.

Spike is brutal and roaring, and more of a showman – flashier. He gets himself a little bloodier in the process, but that’s the price you pay for flair. His coat flips and whirls darkly behind him like a sidekick. In the moment Buffy spares to observe him, he makes a rather spectacular leap, one booted foot high on his attacker’s chest, the other kicking away the demon’s cudgel, and his left hand swoops down almost languidly with the scimitar to lop off the creature’s head. Then he launches up and flips off the body to somersault back to standing, turning in the same instant to over-hand his tomahawk into the face of another demon approaching from behind.

Buffy blinks in appreciation and turns to shoot three bolts at three separate targets in succession.

She looks up again. Angel, on her right, is more efficient – ruthless. Watching him is more like watching a skilled farmer with a scythe, cutting down everything in his path with cool economy. He’s making quicker progress up the street, attacking methodically, breaking every neck neatly, clobbering with the mace, stalking and staking with elegant aplomb. Buffy almost expects him to look up and casually shrug.

You could take this moment, take each vampire’s picture now and affix a label above each one – Angel: this is too easy, and Spike: this is too much fun.

Buffy grins, then thrusts an elbow backwards to whack a Te demon in the mouth.

oOo

4.28pm

"…Goddess sustenance provide, and in this hour of need we beg, power channelled and energy maintained, protection by your Will through our unworthy flesh…"

She’d been sustaining the necessary concentration for about two hours now (more maybe?), and the unworthy flesh was beginning to tire. It was a little, but not entirely, like running a marathon, and Tara felt as though she was hitting the wall.

Her body was getting slightly limp; her tongue had that thick, heavy feeling she now understood was a consequence of talking aloud non-stop for a very long time. Her lips were kind of dry.

"…and opening completely in perfect love and perfect trust, this boon we ask…"

Underneath the tiredness in her body there was a sharp, laser-like thread of energy that fed through her – from Dawn, via Willow, Tara was aware – but this was only a baseline. Like a little reminder to keep herself focussed – not enough energy to draw from, and not intended to be so. When Willow had first thrown back her head, when the spell had ‘engaged’, Tara had received a complimentary jolting rush…

"…Power – absolute and impartial. One to provide, one to channel, one to direct…"

And the thrill of it, the basking feeling she got just by being in the backwash, was enough to make her teeth chatter and her hands shake – but stop. Reminding herself sharply that it’s not by her own naked will but by intercession that she can exercise direction. No time to go head-tripping now.

"…and that which lies beneath your wing might be preserved…"

In theory, they should all be asleep. The first part of the spell encouraged the inhabitants of Sunnydale back to their houses or to a secure place, and the other ongoing parts of the spell put them to sleep and made their residences demon-proof – a combination of three quite simple magicks, but ballooned out on a considerably greater scale than Tara could have ever imagined.

So it was amazing, and it was working, and Willow’s skin under her fingers seemed to almost vibrate. But the glow and the buzz weren’t quite enough – Tara inhaled again slowly, a dizzying breath of ozone and freshness and new-cut-grass smell that seemed to emphasise her own bone-weariness, and the feeling of her own skin trembling slightly, before her tongue began to coagulate over the words.

"..and giving each one protection in their – in their slumber…"

Her eyelids fluttered and her hands, raised to Willow’s temples, felt indescribably leaden. And Tara felt the first stab of fear.

"…and Goddess…and Goddess, having a thousand names…and energizing this unsubtle body…we-we implore – always faithful in spirit, pure in purpose, acting in…acting in, uh…"

A tear squeezed out of the corner of her eye, and she couldn’t help it, oh Goddess, please, she was weak – so weak, just like her papa used to tell her, always failing at the testing time… And Tara’s eyes drifted down to Willow’s shining face as her body began to numb –

- and that’s when the large and heavy hand clasped her shoulder and the warm, low tenor cleared its throat and strengthened her tiny, now-whispered words:

"…acting in sincere love and trust."

Tara lifted her head and turned to meet Rupert Giles’ eyes, his gently smiling, sweat-and-blood-streaked face. The blonde witch felt her chest rise with a new breath – balmy, with the vigour of a mellow male energy, and great kindness. Her first response was to warn him.

"You can’t –"

"Not involving," he said quickly as his hand squeezed her shoulder, a comfort. "A support – a prop."

She nodded dumbly, and felt the strange new energy curl, waiting, beneath her breastbone, beneath her tiredness.

Giles gave her a purposeful look.

"Go on, Tara."

And it was enough to remind her; her eyes blinked twice, then she swallowed and opened her mouth to speak.

"…Acting in sincere love and trust, our work now approve – and thankful for enriching succour…"

oOo

4.41pm

She works with stake and crossbow, alternating until she runs out of bolts, and then she feels no regret as she dumps her favourite weapon and rolls behind a nearby trashcan to pick up another from a small pile there that none of the demons seem to have noticed. Then she’s fighting with a Chinese sword, the red tassel dancing, marionette-like, with every slash and parry. A neat metaphoric echo – she dances too, mistress of her own strings, a flame, bright and flaring with energy, and the myriad tiny cuts and lacerations that have bled a red tint in patches on her skin only reinforces the impression…

The Angels are in another class altogether, and it was when Buffy spared the chance to look at them that they ceased to be angels and became Angels.

Because Gabriel, in his secular tie-dyed t-shirt and grubby jeans, now fights with the grace and ease of a knight – if she looks close enough she can almost see the armour and greaves he’s wearing, the tumble of his brown curls emphasising his medieval beauty but clashing with the ferocity of his attack. He uses the long knife with discriminating strategy, fighting multiple opponents with a gleeful panache similar to Spike.

But Spike could never do what Gabriel can do when pressed – in the midst of a flurry of exchanges the young Angel slips his hand around the air in a rapid scooping motion, and suddenly he’s holding and then hurling a ball of roiling fire. The fireballs, varying in size and completely under his direction, whizz through the field of battle to explode with devastating effect whenever and wherever they hit.

And he’s not the only one with pyrotechnics under his command. Ray sizzles in the midst of the company, a strange electricity prickling on his skin. When the gaggle of the demon onslaught seems to particularly annoy him, he only has to tip his long pikestaff, point and shoot. In the sudden glare of the lightning bolts smashing demon bodies, Buffy thinks that Ray has pulled off quite a transformation. She hardly sees a glimpse of the mangy old man in the scruffy clothes and dirty hat, and wonders where this gruff-faced berobed wizard in front of her came from.

She spins to kick a stake into the chest of a an approaching vampire – they’ve started to crawl out and enter the battle now that the strange colour of the sky has begun to deepen. In the explosion of dust she sees the final member of the company, and no surprises there.

Uriel has always had a kind of majestic grace, and now he seems to rise to his full, considerable height, his black coat billowing behind him, theatrical and alive. Like the calm eye of the storm, he dispatches attackers with such rapidity and poise that even Buffy has trouble following his movements. He fights like an old-style swordsman, a musketeer, elegant and instinctive, with frequent refined flourishes that make it look less like slaughter and more like art.

And when an opponent becomes too frisky, he simply gives a reproachful glare and extends a palm – and the creature is suddenly thrust back with violent force, bowling over others behind like ten-pins. Buffy has a feeling that there’s more to Uriel’s power that he hasn’t even released yet, but so far this is all he’s giving away. Whatever else he has up his sleeve, she’s looking forward to the demonstration.

Then a punch from another monster clobbers her sqaurely across the teeth, and she stops sight-seeing and stabs her sword through her opponent’s guts and wonders how close they are to the others.

oOo

4.48pm

Michael sliced three broad strokes, and another demon fell to pieces, dissolving messily onto the asphalt. But he wasn’t even watching the display – he’d turned to take on another opponent.

A quick look up revealed the state of play. Xander, with renewed energy, was hewing into a fresh attacker, and Anya was now fighting with a large machete, her crossbow-bolt supply having finally become exhausted. Between the two of them they were doing an okay job, but the circle of attack had become more shallow – everyone was now fighting just a few feet closer to Dawn and the witches than Michael thought was completely comfortable.

He chopped the head off a nearby vampire with barely a backwards-glance, then tried to catch Giles’ attention. The Watcher was standing behind Tara, the blonde spell-caster, and had a hand on her shoulder. Tara seemed to be concentrating strongly – and Giles was now the one who seemed exhausted. His head was drooping, and his face looked particularly haggard. Michael would have liked to pass on some refreshing energy, but with the Watcher interlinked with the witch like that he couldn’t get involved, without risk of contaminating the spell.

It was frustrating. He took out another three demons and frowned. Help was on the way, he knew, but –

"There – I see them!"

Michael looked up. That’s –

oOo

4.49pm

Buffy’s voice, pitched high, as she raised a hand and pointed.

"There – I see them!"

Maybe fifty feet away – maybe more. She could see the light on Tara’s face – is that Willow? – and searched for her sister. There, on the ground. Maybe. It was hard to see very well.

And she did have these constant interruptions. One of the five vampires in front of her made a move and she lopped off his arms with a raised eyebrow – Are we just careless? Did you think it was going to be easy?

But she knew that it was just they were inherently sloppy. And possibly the remaining light was making them sluggish. The sun was a burnished disc, and the sky glowed as dusk approached. She wiped blood out of her eye and took a breath.

It’s coming.

oOo

4.58pm

He spotted the Main Street group about fifteen minutes ago, and you’d think they’d have covered the distance between then and now. But although they’re nearly there, it’s horrendously slow-going.

It’s like a sea of demons, a swarm, like ants - the space is filled with them and the ground is thick with their bodies. The stench, especially for one with his heightened senses, is unbelievable. Everywhere he looks, sprays of blood and mess and hacked-off limbs are flying – not to mention bright flares of fire and lightning, which is just downright fucking frightening. He’s looked down at his own hands once, in a momentary pause – slippery with gore, and shaking.

But even without turning his head at any given moment in time and space, he knows where she is. Can’t put his finger on it – it’s like her scent, or her brightness, that he’s aware of. Something like that. He’d glanced at her once, to check on her, and to watch her work – magnificent – but had found it hazardous to his health. Too distracting. Now, he settles for dispatching a couple more attackers and sensing her on the air.

Her. And something else.

It’s coming.

Sure, right. It’s coming. Whatever the hell ‘it’ is.

He whirls and slashes. Another one down.

Her. And it. And…something else.

And he doesn’t know what it is until he slices away the curtain of demons and vamps in front of him and sees a figure.

Human. A tall, slim black woman, hair a medusa’s mass of braids. Black jeans and boots and eyes. A shockingly colourful bandeau halter. Bone jewellry.

An enormous sword.

Only by recognizing the sword, and trusting his instincts, does Spike manage to avoid the first sweeping thrust. He tumbles back, grabs a nearby vampire by the scruff of the neck and uses him as an undead shield. Grace’s sword slides straight through, and the shield dissolves in a dusty puff of air. Bugger.

But he doesn’t even have time to grimace, cos now he’s parrying madly, pure defence, being pasted backwards with every stroke, stumbling over bodies as he goes.

He wonders if anyone else has noticed that he’s now fighting the Angel of Death – again.

Grace somersaults over his head and he blocks another thrust – barely. This brings her glaring eyes and keen sword-edge up to his face. If he wanted, he could shave his chin. Bloody hell, this girl just will not let it go. His eyes dart around quickly with ill-concealed frustration and his voice is like ground glass.

"Will somebody get this bitch off me?"

oOo

5.07pm

Michael hacks his way through a half-a-dozen more bodies and then suddenly the obstructions tumble away. A corridor has opened up and Uriel is leaning towards him with a smile and an extended hand. Michael grins and returns the greeting clasp.

"Well met."

Uriel nods. "Indeed. And just in time, I think."

They look around the battleground. The witches are still protected – Angel has stepped in to fill the breach left by Giles, and Xander and Anya, though exhausted, are still on their feet.

To their right, Ray is clearing a bit more space with his pikestaff. At left, Buffy fights like she’s possessed. And to the rear, Gabriel and Spike –

A dark figure with a riot of braided hair and a sword goes sailing over Uriel and Michael’s heads. By the time they turn to look, she’s already rolled to standing, sword up for the next attack.

Uriel frowns. "Damn."

Michael is nodding. "They’re wasting their energy fighting her when they could be killing demons." He’s rolling up his shirt-sleeves, preparing to engage. "Let me see what I can do."

"We don’t have time for this," Uriel mutters grimly.

And he’s right. The sun is sinking at the horizon line and the sky has the peculiar coloured brilliance that signifies an approaching storm. As Uriel glances up a low rumble sounds, but whether it’s emanating from earth or sky he can’t be sure. His voice drops to a worried whisper.

"It’s coming."

oOo

5.09pm

Ray calls out to her from across the field of battle, but she can’t make out the words.

The sky is lightening and darkening together – bizarre shifting patterns of colour flash across the heavens. Even the demons are beginning to look around in confusion.

It’s coming.

Buffy grimaces and throws down her broken sword.

"What’s coming?"

Uriel is suddenly there, thrusting a staff tipped with blades on both ends into her hand.

"It’s the Balance. Are you ready?"

Why does he keep asking me that? How can I possibly be –

There’s a crackle on the air, and everyone looks up.

The sun is setting.

oOo

5.11pm

Anya hears the deep rumble as it tickles through her stomach, and the numbness begins to creep from her feet up.

"Oh, boy. Here we go ag-

5.11pm

Giles wonders how much more energy he can feed to Tara without completely incapacitating himself. She’s going to have to keep going with the spell long after –

5.11pm

Angel finds that he’s starting to really enjoy this.

Is that a bad thing?

But he doesn’t have time to contemplate, as another vampire attacks and he stakes it through the heart quickly and the sudden burst of dust –

5.11pm

If it had had higher cortical functions, the demon might have realized that throwing itself at the Slayer at this point was tantamount to suicide. But it didn’t, so when the blade slid through its throat there was a look of surprise –

 

 

 

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The first thing she notices is the quiet. She whips around for another opponent and there isn’t one. The demons haven’t disappeared. They’ve just…stopped.

She frowns. Everything has stopped.

Her last attacker has a paw pressed to its throat, where its head should be – but the body hasn’t fallen, and the head is still mid-tumble, suspended in the air.

Nobody blinks. Or coughs. Or moves.

What the hell is happening?

"It’s the Balance."

Uriel’s voice from behind makes her jump and turn – in spite of his proximity he sounds like he’s talking from miles away, or from the other end of a long, long tube…or the other side of the planet. He offers a smile. The outlines of his face and body seem to be a little blurry, like his realness is in flux. It’s disconcerting. Buffy wonders if she’s exhibiting the same symptoms. Uriel nods.

"It’s okay. This is the way it goes."

She looks around. She’s closer to Dawn and Willow and Tara than she thought. Tara’s mouth is open to speak, strands of hair floating serenely around her face. Giles is at her side – he looks tired, Buffy thinks. Willow has her head thrown back and her mouth and eyes are wide open - but before, Buffy had seen a light, and now there’s nothing…

Dawn is – something. Buffy can’t see her properly, and finds herself looking away.

Ray and Gabriel are still moving – this is reassuring – and they’re wandering closer, looking a little battle-weary but grinning.

She sees Angel – he’s stopped too, a suspension of dust floating around his outstretched hand. Must have just staked a vamp. But why is he frozen and not –

"Bloody fucking hell!! Leave off already!!"

Buffy turns her head and Spike is suddenly sprawled on the ground a little in front, dust rising with a sweet souf of air as his coat-leather billows on the asphalt. He’s on his back, grimacing, hands up, throttling a glaring, black-skinned girl who’s wearing a slightly-dirty-but-still-fabulous outfit – as Buffy watches, Spike kicks up viciously and the girl tumbles over him to roll out nearly ten feet away. She jumps to her feet as Michael, sword drawn, rushes over to help Spike to his. Spike looks over at Uriel with an exasperated appeal.

"Don’t just bloody stand there – call her off!!"

Uriel speads his hands, expression helpless.

Spike rolls his eyes.

"Oh, for fuck’s sake-"

But the girl attacks before he can finish, and he and Michael have their hands full just keeping her at bay.

Buffy frowns. The whole situation is surreal. She points at the girl, whose braids twirl prettily as she does a spinning back-kick at Spike’s head.

"That’s Grace?"

"Yes," Uriel confirms as he wipes his rapier on his coat-sleeve.

"Uh, should I –"

"Nah," Gabriel says, shaking his head. He looks at her and shrugs. "S’not your fight."

Buffy riles at that. "And what’s that supposed to mean? Considering –"

Ray butts in, clearing his throat and looking at Uriel pointedly.

"She might be right, y’know. We should intervene." He looks at the furious battle with an air of bored nonchalance. "I mean, you know what Grace’s like: this could go on forever. Literally."

Spike and Michael choose that moment to make a joint push, heaving the serious-faced girl bodily into the air. She twists like a cat and lands on her feet near Dawn and the witches. Like an automaton, Grace rights herself, raises her sword and prepares to stalk forward.

"Hold."

5.11pm

Grace pulls up abruptly, stiff and motionless, a fly stuck in amber. Only her glaring eyes are excepted, flicking back and forth violently and wishing Spike dead.

Buffy recognises the voice. Her gaze darts up to see her sister get up from her seat on the grass and begin to walk over.

"Dawn…"

The name slips out involuntarily, but she can see that it’s not – not Dawn. Not-Dawn. This isn’t Dawn. Dawn doesn’t move so assuredly, without facial expression. Dawn doesn’t shimmer around the edges like the flickering insubstantial image in an old black and white film reel – here/not-here; real/not-real; being/not-being.

Dawn doesn’t crackle and glow, doesn’t command so absolutely with her sheer presence, doesn’t have a voice that makes you simultaneously want to scream and cry, doesn’t have blue-white eyes, nacreous, like a shell’s innards…

Because Dawn is just a girl. Not Primordial Power personified.

Buffy feels feverish.

Dawn ignores her and walks directly up to Spike, who is still vaguely confused as to why Grace has stopped her onslaught. He blinks at the girl he thinks he knows.

"Niblet…"

"It’s time."

Dawn’s eyes are mesmerizing, whirling with clouds and shadows. Spike flinches and straightens at the next command.

"You must choose."

The vampire frowns. "Come again?"

Buffy hears a sharp inhale to her right and looks over to see Uriel, face aghast. He’s staring at Spike – all the Angels are. Michael has taken a step back. Gabriel’s expression is one of dawning understanding. Ray is just chuckling.

"You," Uriel stammers.

Spike’s agitated face goes back and forth from Dawn to the Angels.

"What?"

"You must choose," Dawn/Not-Dawn repeats.

"Choose what? I don’t even know what the options are –"

"Irrelevant." There’s a trace of impatience there which makes Buffy clench her teeth. "Choose."

Uriel is still gaping at Spike. "It was you all along…"

"What is he talking about?" Buffy asks in a stage whisper.

Gabriel seems reluctant to take his eyes off Dawn.

"Spike is the One. The Moment. Uriel thought it was you – we all did. I mean, we just assumed…"

"The one what?" Buffy suppresses an urge to stamp her foot. "What does he have to choose?"

Then Ray is beside her, grinning broadly.

"Spike is the Balance point. Actually, it’s kinda funny…"

"I’m glad you think so," Buffy mutters.

Dawn has fixed Spike with her blazing eyes. The vampire can’t sweat, so he doesn’t, but the overall impression is one of a butterfly freshly pinned onto a card.

"The Moment," Dawn says quietly. "The Conflux. A creature of division, in a world divided."

Spike blinks. Uriel looks as though he’s thinking that he should have seen this coming. Dawn keeps staring.

"Good. Evil." And in a voice that brooks no opposition. "Choose."

"But how can I be… You want me to…" Spike is pale, stricken, stammering. He glances between Buffy and the Power commanding him. "I-I can’t. I can’t do this. You can’t make me do this."

Buffy takes a step forward and musters her voice.

"Spike, you can."

"You must." Uriel is nodding. "You must choose."

"You must choose," Dawn repeats. "There is no choice except through you."

"Ah, fuck." Spike runs a hand through his hair, looks at Buffy and swallows before returning his eyes to Dawn. "Could you, er, repeat the alternatives maybe?"

5.11pm

"Choose Good."

The whole world resonates with her words, and it’s like the clanging of joyful victory bells. The air feels warm – it’s springtime, and somewhere, the scent of jasmine lingers.

Primordial Power blinks its eyes and continues.

"The universe becomes a haven of peace. The Servants of the Powers return to their Master." Her implacable opaque glance takes in the obedient nods of Uriel and the others -–and then she looks at Buffy. "The Slayer finds ease."

Spike inclines his head. "The Slayer ‘finds ease’?"

"Her responsibilities come to an end. The world of demons passes away – so too the Slayer’s sacred duty."

Spike looks intrigued, but Buffy is already frowning with suspicion.

"Wait a minute. You said the world of demons passes away…" Buffy feels the force of her psuedo-sister’s direct gaze. She winces but stays on track. "So…what happens to Spike? I mean, he’s a demon, so –"

Dawn’s eyes burn into her. "All demons must pass. None may stay."

"So what, he just disappears or something? But that’s not fair!"

Buffy’s indignation is pinking her cheeks. Uriel and the Angels are exchanging startled glances.

"Buffy –"

"Well it isn’t! I mean, is it just ‘Gee, Spike, thanks for saving the world and all, now off you go to hell’ – or wherever he’s supposed to be sent –"

Spike turns her chin with his fingers and settles her tirade with a rueful grin.

"It’s okay, pet – not exactly loving the idea either, y’know." He looks back into blue-white eyes without cowering. "So, what’s my other choice?"

Dawn’s hair glows in the light of the time-stopped sun, then as a strange smile curves her full lips a shadow falls. The air cools and thickens.

"Choose Evil."

5.11pm

"Choose Evil," Dawn intones, and Spike has to lick his lips, because her voice makes the very ether vibrate with lush darkness and it tastes like blood, and honey, and wine…

He forces himself to concentrate on her next words.

"Demons hold sway. All beings burn beneath their command."

It’s Michael, of all of them, who loses his self-restraint. He takes a step toward the vampire and his usually benign expression is tainted with anxiety.

"Don’t do it, Spike. A world of evil – you’d be condemning all humanity to indescribable suffering -"

But Dawn’s lilting, apparently toneless voice continues like a sussuration – the rustle of a raven’s wing, the drip of absinthe from a bottle…

"You would be a king in such a world, vampire. A sea of blood –" She catches Spike’s nervous gaze with her own. " – like honey and wine…"

He swallows to stop himself from salivating and the gesture restores his consciousness to the small, warm human at his side. He’s suddenly acutely aware of where Buffy’s bare arm makes contact with his – even through the coat-leather, he can feel it. He fixes Primordial Power with a frown.

"What about the Slayer?"

"The Good…" Buffy imagines she hears a mechanical clicking noise as Not-Dawn turns her head to stare at her and each of the Angels in turn. "All Good will perish."

Spike purses his lips.

"Yeah, well, s’not really much of a choice then, is it?" He huffs out an exaggerated breath and spreads his hands. "So is that it? Is that all you’ve got for me? Don’t’ tell me that you couldn’t come up with anything better than –"

"Choose Stasis."

5.11pm

The air lightens to the pink glow of a lovely summer’s day, although the clouds hanging high above threaten rain with their gunmetal underbellies. Buffy inhales, and the smells of the world are a bombardment – flowers and exhaust smoke, a baby’s scent and the oily grime of a city street, fresh-baked bread and a garbage skiff.

"Choose Stasis," Primordial Power explains, "and this world continues. Everything will be as it was. No change but one."

Buffy blinks.

"What’s the change?"

Dawn looks at her, then inclines her head towards Spike.

"The Balance rests on his division." Another step brings her up to the vampire’s chin, to take in his startled eyes with an expression that is coolly judging, but almost…curious. "Not human – barely demon. No soul – yet compassion…"

But the girl’s face returns to Buffy’s with a stony look.

"He is an abomination. Thus the conflict with the Instrument of the Powers." She makes a faint gesture towards Grace’s frozen form. "There can be no Stasis if the Balance remains."

5.11pm

Spike stands, looking bereft, a Greek tragedy. Buffy rubs her eyes.

"This…this is too hard. Spike has to die in order for him to choose Stasis? Sorry, but that sucks."

Gabriel steps forward quietly, eyes narrowed. He’s looking straight at Primordial Power, but talking sideways.

"No, she said that Spike has to change in some way to choose the middle path." Then his words direct themselves squarely at Dawn. "So – you can change him." It’s not a question.

The Power meets his gaze stolidly. "All things are possible."

"How?" Buffy’s words and attitude are confronting. "How can you change him?"

Dawn regards the object under discussion. "He can be made pure demon – whole, complete."

Spike curls a lip. "Yeah, right – no thanks."

"He can be ensouled."

"Give me a soul?" Spike’s eyebrows lift and he jerks a thumb towards Angel, a statue suspended in live action. "Like Mr. Glum over there?"

"No." Spike blinks and Primordial Power clarifies. "Not the same. The dark one is a servant of the Powers – his curse is a retribution. He lies outside this sphere."

"So, what, you give me a soul and I become –"

"Human. As you were before your turning."

The vampire is motionless except for his eyes, voice thready.

"Human." He turns to Buffy in confusion. "Human."

She looks at him, but she can’t speak, can’t –

"Wait wait wait wait. Hold it right there a second."

Everyone is suddenly staring at Ray who, to Buffy’s alarm, is waggling a finger at Dawn like a parent at a naughty child.

"Now that’s called applying the letter, but not the spirit of the law, isn’t it? Also known as cheating. C’mon – it’s not fair to the boy…" Ray turns to take in Spike’s expression of flabbergasted frustration. "See, she was very specific – she said human, as you were ‘before your turning’, so…"

Suddenly, to even his own surprise, Uriel interjects.

"He’s right, Spike – it’s a trick. Human before your turning would make you –"

Spike gets it in a rush and swallows sickly. "Nearly two hundred human years old…"

He turns to Buffy as she pales. "Spike, you’d melt into dust as soon as you changed."

"I think that’s the point." His grimace is directed now to Dawn as he throws up his hands, all sense of propriety and awe giving way to sheer annoyance and anger. "Look here, missy, this isn’t it a game, is it? How d’you expect me to choose when all the options are equally un-bloody-appealing? Listen – I’m not choosing any bloody thing unless I can stay me."

The vampire’s anger washes over the flickering Not-Dawn with no discernible effect. Instead of returning his fire with one of her own, she smiles, Cheshire-like.

"Then…become a new creation. A form animated by this Power. A vessel, inhabited."

"Come again?"

"Do you understand the nature of this creature before you?"

Buffy gasps. "Like Dawn. You can make him new, like Dawn."

Spike frowns. "But Dawn’s human –"

"No." Uriel’s bass rumbles gently to one side. "Dawn is a vessel of Primordial Power, as you see now. Her human form is a shell –"

"But Spike, you’d still be you." Buffy interrupts, getting excited by the idea. "And you’d still be here."

"But…maybe I’ll just get brain-wiped or something, no memory of me or anything else – another trick… S’not another trick, is it?" Spike glances at Ray for counsel, but the Angel can’t offer more than a shrug – new territory.

The vampire frowns, but a deliberate breath seems to give him strength. His choice…god, his choice. Two disastrous options and one unknown…

When did the fate of the known universe come to rest on his shoulders? Christ – define irony…

He closes his eyes then opens them again. He’s going for bravura, but he has an unshakeably nervous edge in his voice.

"Then that’s it. That’s my choice."

The blue-white eyes seem to crackle with lightening. Buffy feels the hint of a storm breeze.

"You choose Stasis?"

Spike swallows. His hair and skin gleam white in the sepia-toned light.

"I choose Stasis."

5.11pm

Buffy almost hears Uriel sigh. If she looks at the Angels now she would see the four men exchange glances, half-relieved, half-commiserating… But she only has eyes for the man beside her as he faces the judgement on his own self.

Dawn’s long brown hair begins to strand and blow in the unseen breeze.

"You must be made new."

Spike winces. He doesn’t like the sound of that. "Er, that doesn’t mean you have to pull me into little pieces and reassemble, does it?"

"The form must be purified."

"So how d’you do that?"

The Power animating Dawn’s body smiles. Spike finds the familiarity of the gesture disarming.

"Like so."

And she has moved, (did she move? so fast…) reached back lightly for Grace’s sword, Grace suspended but her eyes exulting as Dawn’s hand thrusts forward, before Buffy can even cry out to warn, step forward to block, and all she can do is gasp –

- and Spike has a sword through his chest.

Through his heart.

His chin drops as he looks down at the sword-hilt in surprise. Looks up at Buffy. Blinks.

And when she opens her mouth this time, her voice is a thin wail.

5.11pm

no oh no god Spike

Buffy –

please god not two not together I couldn’t –

Buffy relax it’s okay just look –

5.11pm

not dusted but he should be –

watch carefully –

god what’s she –

like all the molecules separating see it has to happen this –

5.11pm

gone now he’s empty and now –

oh god oh I get it the sword –

has to come out or his renewal will be messy –

what was that like black barf –

haven’t you figured it out yet? –

5.11pm

that really isn’t Dawn at all is it –

no –

and she won’t –

even remember kissing him but you know it’s not what it looks like anyway sweetie –

it looks pretty damn –

there did you see that ? –

he –

yeah just a twitch –

5.11pm

I’m here now it’s okay oh god he’s hurt he’s hurting –

no –

like he’s drowning

he’s breathing –

what –

Buffy his lungs haven’t been used for nearly two centuries –

5.11pm

what is she –

becoming Dawn again get ready for it –

but –

 

 

"Proceed."

 

Sometime…

Sometimes, when you’re out swimming in the ocean, your grasp on the situation (breathe, stroke, kick, head up) will loosen. It only takes a bare moment, and suddenly the wave has you in its power, turns you, lifts you, pushes you down – dumps you, in fact (being dumped by a lover or by a big wave – lots of poetic imagery there).

You flounder, splash, feel a sting of salt in your eyes, the grazing pain of scraping the sea floor, sand up your nose, and which way is up? you have no idea. Breath is knocked out of you – you release it unintentionally, crying out underwater in a flock of bubbles when you mistakenly think you’ve reached the open air…precious resources wasted.

And then there’s the burning demand for oxygen, the claustrophobia, the sudden clamour in your chest, an the fear and pain as the current slams into you again, and again, and again…

 

"…unghuh…"

"Lie still. It’s alright."

When he opens his eyes a crack he immediately wants to close them again. The light seems hyper-bright. And he wishes he could close his ears too. Noisy. Adding the croak of his own voice sounds…odd.

"…what’s happening?"

"Everyone’s still fighting, but it’s okay. They’re pretty much on top of it now."

"Where’s –"

"She’s fine. She’s out in the thick of things. Didn’t want to go, but she’s needed. And she figured I could help you more. How are you feeling?"

"…like death warmed up?"

"Hah."

"Where are we?"

"Well, it looks like this place sells wedding dresses, but they’re gonna need pretty extensive renovations before start of trade tomorrow. No – don’t try and sit up."

"Unh…whatever you say then."

"Still painful in the chest?"

"More like everywhere. Aches… Ah, I’m getting too old for this."

"You will be."

"Pardon?"

"I’ll let the lady explain. She’s on her way."

"How do you know?"

"Because it’s time for me to go."

"What d’you mean ‘go’? Like ‘go’ as in –"

"’Go’ as in leave."

"Hey – hey. What’s going on, your skin is…argh."

"Told you not to sit up."

"Michael, you’re…fading."

"Like I said, gotta go. You know, Spike, that’s the first time you’ve called me by my name."

"You’re just gonna leave? Like that?"

"Sun’s nearly up – it’s time. Our mission’s over."

"But Buffy –"

"Doesn’t need any more help from us. It’s okay, Spike – really. And congratulations."

"For what?"

"Saving the world and all that."

"I feel like I’m talking to a ghost…"

"Relax. I’m still a little bit here. And I’ve got a surprise for you before I go."

"…what sort of surprise?"

"Just a little internal alignment… It’ll come in handy, believe me. Consider it a parting gift."

"Wait –"

"See you round, Spike."

"But ---

 

 

 

 

 

Author’s note: It’s okay, it’s not a typo. That’s the final chapter. And the epilogue will be up within two days.

Angel’s bible quotation taken from I Corinthians 13. Michael’s poetic reply from "In Perspective" by Robert Graves. Buffy’s mental ruminations by Rudyard Kipling.

 

 

 

 

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