DISCLAIMER: The characters are Joss’, of course.
PREVIOUSLY ON BUFFY: Giles has had a talk with Jenny, and Joyce has had a
discussion with Spike about his relationship with Holly…
*************
Two days.
Not even two days. Thirty-eight hours and change.
It was all the time she had left. She was even further away from her goal now than she’d been two weeks previous, because now she was missing two of her Watchers.
And Maria was just inches away from killing the one that remained.
She sniffed as Silas wiped at the perspiration that dripped down his face with a sweat-stained handkerchief. “Stop being so melodramatic,” she scolded. Her voice was colder than the frigid air within the rental car. “They did nothing beyond the scope of their duties.”
“I feel rather like No. 6,” he wheezed.
“Hardly. All they did was ask you a few questions. No wonder you performed so poorly with the Council. I’m surprised you’re still able to control your body functions at all.” She sneered in the face of his profuse sweating. “Oh, wait. You can’t.”
“They could’ve discovered the truth about why we were there.”
“But they didn’t.”
“Why didn’t you get us out of there? Why did you let us be subjected so?”
His rising voice bordered on histrionic, grating down Maria’s spine with a chalkboard ease that made her stiffen. “Because they were looking for Paul and Rupert,” she replied through gritted teeth. “I stayed on the chance that they would be brought in.”
“What are we going to do now?”
“We’re going to continue our search,” she replied. “Since Paul and Rupert are beyond our reach at the moment, we’ll focus our attention on Mrs. Summers instead.”
“But---.”
The flash from her hand left Silas gasping for air, clutching at his throat as he fought to loosen his tie. Keeping her palm facing him, Maria ignored his desperation, instead closing her eyes and focusing on the spell she’d placed on Mrs. Summers’ vehicle. It pulsed with a silvery tenor, calling and stretching before her mind’s eye with a tenuous precision that exemplified all her spells. That was her style. Clean and simple.
It was only when she heard Silas begin pounding on the steering wheel that she released him from the magical bond.
“Now stop asking ludicrous questions,” Maria said, lowering her hand. Her eyes were still closed, her mind still concentrating on the path she was seeing before them. “In fact, do me a favor and don’t speak unless you’re spoken to. If you can’t abide by that, I’ll remove your tongue, do you understand?”
“Yes,” Silas croaked. His gasps rattled in his chest.
“Drive,” Maria instructed. “Go back to that Wal-Mart we saw Mrs. Summers leave from. Our path starts there.”
She was relieved when he didn’t speak and only turned the key in the ignition. Once they started following the trail left by the spell, she’d be able to determine where it was Mrs. Summers was headed. If luck was on Maria’s side, she went straight to the Slayer. That meant, she was likely with Holly, as well.
Maria smiled as the car vibrated around her. Thirty-eight hours was plenty of time. There was no reason yet to worry.
*************
The sun was streaming in through the curtains when Giles finally woke up. Blinking against the brilliance, he saw Paul sitting at the table with Doyle, bent over a map as his thin fingers traced over an unseen route.
“Seven hours, if my calculations are correct,” Paul said.
“Eight, with the way Giles drives,” Doyle said.
“Oh. Well, yes, I suppose that’s correct. And we mustn’t forget the stops for the restroom---.”
“I only stopped once, you nattering twit,” Giles complained. Propping himself up on his elbows, he squinted at the two men, trying to see them through the bright sunshine. “What on earth are you doing?”
“Plotting the course back to Sunnydale,” Paul explained. “We’ve come rather far out of our way, and as I’m not familiar with the area---.”
“Why didn’t you wake me?” Fumbling on the nightstand, Giles grabbed his glasses while he sat up. “What time is it anyway?”
“It’s just gone noon. We thought it would be best for you to get as much sleep as you could considering your ordeal yesterday. How do you feel?”
Tentatively, Giles twisted his torso, testing the give and take of his ribs. When there was no immediate pain, he exerted himself a little more, grinning as he relished his newfound vigor. “Quite well, actually,” he said. “It’s rather…surprising.”
“That’s Jenny’s doing,” Doyle said. “She pulled in a few favors with the Powers to heal you up quicker.”
Mention of her name was a soft burn somewhere in the region of his heart, and Giles sagged slightly as he remembered their conversation in the wee hours of the morning. “You’ll have to thank her for me,” he said.
“Actually, you can do it yourself.”
All three men turned to see Jenny standing by the bathroom. Her tone had been light, but there was no smile on her fine features. “Good afternoon,” she said when she had their attention. “Except, a little light on the good, as it turns out.”
“What are you doing here?” Doyle asked. “I thought---.”
“We’ve got problems,” she interrupted. “Maria-sized problems.”
Bolting to his feet, Paul skittered away from the exposed window, pressing himself into the wall. “Is she here? Are we in danger?” he spluttered.
“Not here, but on the move.” Her eyes locked with Doyle’s. “She must’ve put some kind of spell on Joyce. Maria’s taking the exact same path Joyce did yesterday.”
“Damn,” Doyle muttered. He looked back at the map, the pen he’d been holding tapping against the paper. “I guess blowing up her car yesterday didn’t slow her down as much as we would’ve liked.”
“If Joyce hasn’t found Buffy,” Giles started.
“She has.” Jenny nodded when he opened his mouth to speak again. “And they’re both perfectly fine, so you don’t have to worry about that, Rupert.”
“How long before she reaches them?” Doyle asked, still intent on the map.
“It depends. Estimates say five hours until she reaches the car, but how long it will take her once they start searching the forest, there’s no telling. Once she crosses the barrier, we’ll be out of luck.”
“Barrier? What barrier?”
She turned back to answer Giles’ question. “The one that’s keeping Buffy and Spike from abandoning their duty. It doesn’t dissipate until midnight tomorrow night. That’s---.”
“---when Maria runs out of time for her purpose for Holly,” he finished. “If she discovers them tonight, she’ll have an entire day to perform the ritual.” He rose to his feet. “We have to stop her.”
“That’s why I’m here,” Jenny said. “And that’s why Tara’s on her way to warn Buffy and Spike.”
“What happened to the Powers wanting us to keep them out of it?” Doyle asked.
“They changed their minds. Start packing.”
*************
When he woke up, he could hear the melodic cadences of female voices down below, and Spike couldn’t help his smile as he rolled over onto his side to listen.
“I’m telling you, she won’t eat it. It’s orange.”
“Oh, Buffy, you have so much yet to learn. How do you think I got you to eat things when you were little?”
“I’m just saying---.”
“What is it?”
“It’s good for you.”
“It’s orange. Orange is yucky.”
“Look.” The sound of lip smacking was followed by Joyce’s throaty “mmmm.” “It’s really good. You don’t know what you’re missing.”
“Yes, I do. Yucky stuff.”
Buffy giggled. “Told you.”
“One little bite, Holly? Look at how tiny that is. That’s not even a bite. That’s a nibble.”
“Little yucky is still yucky.”
“Buffy likes it. Don’t you want to be like Buffy?”
“Buffy can have mine then.”
The fit of giggles was now full-blown laughter. “Mom, this is a lost cause. Spike and I have been trying this for a week now. It’s not going to work.”
“It will. You just have to be patient.”
“What’s patient?”
“It means…you keep trying or waiting without getting upset or giving up.”
“Like Spike was when Buffy got sick?”
Silence.
He wished he could see their faces.
“Yes,” Joyce said quietly. “Like that.”
Spike’s eyes drifted shut again. He’d still been awake when Joyce came down at dawn, and yielded to her command that he sleep upstairs while she took care of breakfast. By the level of light that permeated the loft, it was already after lunch---or during lunch, from the sound of the conversation downstairs.
The fact that Buffy and Joyce weren’t arguing about him, too, was a good sign. Spike had spent the rest of the night trying not to replay the conversation he’d had with the elder Summers woman in his head, wondering if he’d made things better or worse for them, and had finally decided that he thought too much. Better to just let things play out. All he could do was be himself.
It was certainly enough for Buffy.
He was just starting to doze again when a new voice seemed to join the others, low and soothing and oddly familiar. Before he could bother to wake fully to find out who it was, though, the soft creak of the ladder crept past his senses, and he opened his eyes in time to see Buffy’s head poke over the top rung.
“You’re up,” she said.
“Just,” Spike replied. His voice was oddly hoarse, and he swallowed to wet his throat.
“Can you come down, please? It looks like we might have some trouble coming up.”
The mirth that he’d heard in her earlier conversation was gone, replaced by the gravity that was so typical of her Slayer-mode. Instantly, Spike’s mind sharpened, and he kicked off the blanket as he reached for his jeans.
“Give me two ticks, luv,” he said. “Be right there.”
He dressed in record time, sliding down the ladder to see Buffy and Joyce sitting on the couch, with Holly playing near the tree. The fourth in the room was fidgeting near the window, and Spike frowned as he met Tara’s eyes.
“Something tells me this isn’t a social call,” he remarked.
“It’s not,” Tara said. “It’s about Maria.”
His gaze was immediately drawn to an unaware Holly. “Should little ears be in on this then?” he asked.
“Probably not, but I need all of you to hear this.”
Spike crouched at the child’s side. “You wanna do me a favor, pidge?”
“What?”
“Remember how you asked if we could play hairdresser? Well, I’ll do it if you go in the bedroom to play for a bit.”
Wide eyes scanned the room before returning to Spike’s face. “Is everything OK?”
“Everything’s just fine, but this is goin’ to be boring grown-up talk. Trust me, if there was a way for me to cut out of this, I’d be in that bedroom with you. So, do we have an agreement?”
“OK.” Gathering her toys, she waddled to the bedroom with her arms laden down, only pausing when she got to the doorway to look back at the adults.
“What’s this about then?” Spike said, once the door was closed behind Holly.
“Maria’s heading this way,” Tara said. “We think she must’ve cast some kind of spell on Mrs. Summers to track her, because she’s taking the same path on the highway that Mrs. Summers did.”
“I never saw her,” Joyce said with a frown. “How could she have done that?”
“We’re not sure, but what matters is that she did. And since she can feasibly conduct the ritual she needs to any time before now and tomorrow midnight, you have to be on the alert should she turn up.”
“She’s human, right?” Buffy asked, casting a sideways glance at where Spike was perched on the arm of the couch.
“Yes, but very powerful. The scope of her magic exceeds anything I’ve ever encountered before.”
“That doesn’t mean she can sneak in and out past your little fence, does it?”
“In, but not out,” Tara clarified. “If she manages to cross, she’ll be stuck inside until the deadline, just like the rest of you.”
“Her magic won’t work on the little one, though, right?” Spike confirmed. “Moptop should be safe from her that way, at least.”
“Well, except for the ritual, which we still don’t understand how she’s going to get to work.”
Joyce frowned. “What exactly was this ritual supposed to do?” she asked. “Something about Slayers?”
Tara’s gaze ducked. “It has to do with Holly’s blood,” she started.
“It kills ‘em.” The muscles in his jaw twitched as fear suddenly lanced through him. “Moptop’s blood is lethal to Slayers.”
“We think…Maria plans on using the blood to steal Slayer power for herself,” Tara explained. “Which would---.”
“Kill Buffy. Believe that’s what I said.” Leaping to his feet, he began pacing behind the couch, his hands balled into fists at his side. “What the hell am I doin’ here then?” he demanded. “Bitch is human, which means I can’t touch her. What good am I in the grand scheme of things?”
“Maria uses demons all the time to do her dirty work. You’ve been doing wonderfully protecting Holly from them---.”
“You’re more than useful.” Buffy interrupted Tara and rose to block Spike’s path, forcing him to come to a stop and glare down at her. Her hand reached up to cup his cheek. “Holly and I would’ve both been dead by now if it wasn’t for you. You’ve saved both of us. Don’t you dare forget that.”
The simple heat of her touch seemed to leech the anger from his flesh, and his head turned automatically to press his lips to her palm. Briefly, his eyes caught Joyce’s, but for the first time since her arrival, he saw no reproof in them, only understanding.
“It might not come down to that at all,” Tara said. “Doyle is on his way with Mr. Giles and the other Watcher. If they can get to Joyce’s car in time, they’ll drive it as far from here as possible. Hopefully, that’ll divert Maria long enough to get us past the deadline.”
Joyce frowned. “Doyle didn’t want them anywhere near here. He’s been spending the last week trying to convince me not to come. Why would he change his mind?”
“He’s not. We don’t have a choice any longer. We’re going to need all the help we can get.”
Buffy turned away from Spike, suddenly alarmed. “Spike and I were everywhere out there last night,” she said, her eyes jumping to the window. “Our footprints are all over the place. And they lead straight back here.”
“Bollocks,” he muttered. Not only were their tracks all over the place, they’d broken a few branches in their games, and there was at least one bush that was entirely smashed flat from where Buffy had shoved him out of a tree when he’d tried climbing up after her.
“I’ll have to clean it up.” Buffy began heading for the door. “How long do you think we have until Maria shows?”
“They’re driving. You should be safe until at least sundown.”
The Slayer nodded as she pulled on her jacket. “Spike, stay here and keep Holly occupied. Don’t let her know what’s going on. If you can, go through everything we have as weapons and get them ready for a fight. Mom? Feel like helping to avert your daughter’s potential demise?”
Joyce stood. “Considering some of those footprints are mine, I think that’s only fair.”
He was speechless as both Summers women disappeared faster than he could protest, leaving him with Tara. As soon as the front door closed, the bedroom door opened, and Holly poked her head out.
“Is the grown-up talk all over?” she asked.
“Yeah,” Spike said. His voice was brusque. He knew with his head that that this plan was the best; with at least another four hours of sunlight, he was useless to help clean up outside. But it didn’t stop the waves of worthlessness washing over him, and it didn’t prevent the all-too familiar sense of impotency from leaving his muscles feel like lead.
Tiny arms wrapped around Spike’s legs, and he was jerked from his momentary bout of self-loathing to glance down at the top of Holly’s curly hair. When she looked up at him, her dark eyes seemed to engulf her face, and without saying a word, he knew she’d heard every word that had been said, regardless of his efforts to protect her from the worst of it. With a small smile, he patted her shoulder.
“So, who goes first, pidge? You or me?”
*************
Covering their prints in the snow gave her purpose, purpose that had been oddly lacking in the two weeks since their confinement. If Buffy was honest with herself, she’d have to admit to missing the rush of fighting for her life. Not that she got off on the danger, but that adrenaline that so often fueled her everyday life had grown complacent in the past two weeks. She only hoped it hadn’t left her soft, too.
She knew Spike would be chomping at the bit by the time she got back to the cabin, but as she and her mother worked to mask all the activity that had occurred outside, Buffy consigned herself to making it up to him later. He was doing a necessary job at the moment, and if he didn’t see the value in it, she would just have to find some way of convincing him, once they got past the threat to Holly. What part he could possibly play in that fight, she had no idea, but the Powers wouldn’t have wanted him there without a reason. They would just have to wait to see what that reason would be.
“I’m sorry,” Joyce said as they brushed the pine fronds over the snow, obscuring the footprints. It was the first thing either woman had said out loud since leaving the house, and Buffy jumped at the sound.
“What are you sorry for?”
“If I hadn’t come here, Maria would never have found you. This is all my fault.”
She shook her head. “It’s not anyone’s fault. If it wasn’t you, it would’ve been something else. You’d be surprised how easy it is sometimes for the bad guys to find a way.”
“Still---.”
“Look, Mom, no offense, but now is really not the best time for true confessions. I appreciate it, honest, but there are better things we can be doing, OK?”
Joyce sighed. “All right.”
They continued working in silence, the sun creeping lower over the horizon with every step. Finally, Buffy said, “If you’re truly feeling all remorseful, though, you can make it up to me with a shopping spree when we get back home. Take me to all the best post-holiday sales.” She grinned. “We can even drag Spike along. I bet he’d love a makeover.”
She caught her mom smiling out of the corner of her eye. “It’s a deal.”
*************
He was glad he didn’t have a reflection. What the little one was doing to him was beyond horrific, he was sure.
“Done yet?” Spike asked. His eyes were closed, and her warm breath fanned across his forehead as she leaned in to examine her work.
“No,” Holly said.
He winced as the edge of the pencil caught on his eye again, and her mumbled “sorry” was accompanied by a rapid pulling away. “What about now?”
“Not yet.” There was a shuffle among her supplies, and then, “Be patient.”
Opening a single lid, Spike peered at the bowed head before him. “Who’re you, and what’ve you done with my moptop?” he taunted.
Holly giggled. “I’m right here, silly.”
“Can’t be. My Moptop doesn’t use words like ‘patient.’”
“Buffy’s mommy taught it to me.”
He closed his eye again. “Why does that not surprise me?”
For a long moment, the only sound was the soft hush of her breathing. Then…
“Are you scared?”
This time, he opened both his eyes, and looked straight into the haunted gaze of the child. Her cheeks were bright pink from where he’d applied the rouge, and there were fake curly lashes drawn up from the corners of her eyes, but there was nothing comical about the way she was watching him.
“I never get scared, pidge,” he said with more bombast than he actually felt.
“You were scared when Buffy was dying. Wouldn’t you be scared if it was me?”
His head tilted as he lifted a hand to cup her tiny face. “Of course, I would,” Spike replied. “’Cept nothin’s going to happen to you so there’s nothin’ for me to be scared about, understand?”
“But…Buffy left.”
“She and her mum just needed to get some fresh air. They’ll be back any minute.”
“I don’t want to hurt Buffy any more.”
“And you won’t. And little girls should stop eavesdropping when they’re sent to the other room to play.”
Holly nodded, her eyes ducking to the make-up that was strewn around them. Spike had raided Buffy’s stash, knowing this was one time she wouldn’t argue at the invasion, and it had served to distract the child for a bit, but time was stretching thin. Even Spike was starting to feel the itch as the sun disappeared into night. Where the hell was Buffy?
“Pidge, listen to me.” He lifted her chin with a single finger, and his heart twisted at the shine of unshed tears that met him. “There is no way in hell I’m about to let anything happen to you or Buffy, understand? I will fight until I’m dust before I let anyone so much as lay a finger on you, I promise you that.”
“I don’t want you to die, either.” All of a sudden, Holly launched herself at him, her arms squeezing tightly around his neck. “I’m scared, Spike,” she said, her voice muffled by his shirt.
He held her close, his strong hands rubbing at her back. “I know,” he soothed. “But you don’t have to worry. Me and Buffy are goin’ to take care of everything.”
If Buffy ever decides to come back.
*************
Her feet were numb, and they had long ago stopped trying to make conversation, the encroaching sunset bleeding all sense of merriment from their paces. Buffy’s eyes were starting to blur from staring at the snow, but she was fairly certain they’d done a thorough job at masking a good portion of the activity. Nothing led directly back to the cabin, and that was all that mattered.
Their steps were heavy as they climbed the stairs to the porch. Kicking the rest of the snow from her shoes, Buffy caught her mother’s scrutiny out of the corner of her eye. “What?” she asked.
“Nothing,” Joyce said.
“No, it’s something,” Buffy countered. “You’ve been looking at me like that since I told you not to apologize.”
Joyce’s lips pressed together, as she weighted her words. “It’s just…I want you to know how proud I am of you,” she finally said. “You’re doing an amazing job here.”
Buffy’s brows quirked. “You’ve seen me in Slayer mode before, Mom.”
“It’s not just that. Well, it’s partially that, but it’s also…Holly adores you. You should hear her go on and on about you and Spike. It’s quite cute, actually.”
“She loves him. She has since she got here. It wigged me out in the beginning, but I got it, eventually.”
“She loves you, too.”
Buffy shrugged. “Except when it’s time for punishment. Then, not so much with the loving, trust me.”
She pushed open the door, ready to continue the denial, but was cut short by the sight of Spike and Holly hugging on the floor in front of the couch. It wasn’t the hugging that was so surprising, however. It was their appearances.
Buffy stifled a giggle. Playing hairdresser, indeed.
Holly looked like any little girl who’d been allowed to dip into her mother’s make-up. But it was Spike’s get-up that brought the smiles. His hair stood up in clumps all around his head, kind of punk if it was being done by a blind stylist with club fingers. Red lipstick filled his lips, and a good half-inch around them, while thick black eyeliner made him look like a raccoon.
The sound of the door opening made the pair break apart, and she was surprised when Holly rose and dashed to hug the Slayer’s legs. “What’s wrong?” Buffy asked, meeting Spike’s gaze. “Other than having my make-up bag explode all over your face.”
“Think she’s just glad you’re back,” he said, rising to his feet. His hand rose to his hair, and he grimaced as he felt the clusters that had been lacquered into place. “Think I am, too. Means I can go shower and wash all this junk off.”
“But it’s such a good look for you.”
“She’s right, Spike.” Smiling, Joyce nudged the front door closed as she slipped off her coat. “It’s very sexy.”
Though he grinned, Buffy turned shocked eyes back to her mother. “Mom!”
“What? Just because I may not like the idea of my daughter dating a vampire, doesn’t mean I can’t appreciate that he’s actually a very attractive man.”
“Always knew you were a smart bird, Joyce.”
“More like a perv,” Buffy protested good-naturedly. “That’s my boyfriend you’re talking about, Mom. Lusting after him is my job, not yours.”
“You want me to go back to disapproving of him? Because I can---.”
“And that would be my cue to scarper off while the goin’s good,” Spike interrupted. He gestured toward the odds and ends on the floor. “Time to clean up, pidge,” he said. “Beauty show is all done.”
Tilting her head back, Holly gazed up at Buffy. “Can I do you, too?” she asked.
Spike snorted as he headed for the bathroom. “Good luck with that, pet,” he said before disappearing.
“I’ll start getting some dinner ready,” Joyce said.
Kneeling down to look at the little girl face to face, Buffy said, “I think Spike’s right. I’ve got some other things I need to get done tonight. But, if you want, I can help you pick it up this time. I won’t disappear like a certain bleached vamp we both know.”
Holly nodded, and then paused. “He only does that for little stuff,” she said. “He promised me he’d take care of me.”
She smiled, pushing back the hair that tumbled over the child’s cheek. “I know. He’s pretty good at that.”
*************
The nearer they reached their target, the more fearful Maria grew. Her eyes were glued to the road ahead of them, brazenly intent on the asphalt that was illuminated by the twin beams of light. It was coming---the path that drew her was short---but what she was going to find left her with a sickening sense of dread.
“Stop the car.”
Silas knew better than to hesitate. Immediately, he decelerated along the country highway, angling the nose of the rental to the snowy shoulder. Though he turned the engine off, he left the headlights on, wary of what he was going to be asked to do next.
“Wait here,” she instructed. Her fingers were stiff when she opened the door, her gait even more awkward as she emerged. Maria’s gaze was fixed forward, and she began the trek that would lead her to her target.
The instant she saw the rear fender, she realized her mistake. “Damn it!” she swore, and her voice echoed into the loneliness of the surrounding forest. She’d cast the spell on the vehicle, not on Joyce Summers herself, because she’d never dreamed that the car would be abandoned at this point. And yet, here it was, clearly left behind, with a complete absence of any radiant heat to suggest it had been deserted recently. There was even a “Police Aware” sticker in the rear window.
Slowly, Maria turned in a circle, her eyes surveying the surroundings in their entirety. It occurred to her that the car accident had happened near here, but civilization was still miles away. It was one of the reasons that she’d chosen this spot in the first place. But why would Mrs. Summers come back here? And where could she possibly have wandered off to?
Making her way back to the rental car, Maria cut a path across the headlights’ beams to reach the driver’s side window. She tapped on it once, and waited for Silas to roll down the window. “Get out,” she said. “We’re continuing this on foot.”
She could see the desire to argue with her in his eyes, and lifted a single eyebrow as she took a step away from the car, almost daring him into countermand her order. Instead, Silas visibly gulped and reached to turn off the lights, leaving them in near darkness as he lumbered out to join her on the road.
“Where are we going?” he asked. His voice was still hoarse from the near strangulation earlier.
Maria’s eyes narrowed as she scrutinized the forest again. “That way,” she announced, pointing off to her left. “But first, we mustn’t forget our supplies.”
*************
Dinner was an odd balance of far too many jokes and stiff silences when nobody knew exactly what to say. More than once, Spike caught Holly staring at him and Buffy in wide-eyed anticipation of what more he could only guess. When that happened, he did his best to liven up the conversation again, desperate to keep spirits up and away from the sense of foreboding that was already weighing down the tiny cabin, and was relieved when Joyce seemed to pick up on his intents.
“Who wants to help me clean up?” Joyce announced when the meal was completed.
Automatically, Holly shrank down into her chair, trying to disappear from sight.
“If somebody’s too tired to help, somebody’s probably ready to go to bed early then,” Buffy said loudly.
“I dry!” Holly shouted, leaping from her seat.
Joyce turned expectant eyes to Spike. “Does that mean you’re putting away?” she asked.
He glanced at Buffy before answering. “Think Slayer and I have to sort out some of the details ‘bout what’s goin’ on tonight,” he said. “Make sure all our i’s are dotted and t’s crossed.”
“Don’t forget stakes sharpened,” Buffy offered with a smile.
“Well…” Joyce cast a glance back at where Holly waited with a towel in her hand. “…considering the circumstances, I suppose I can let you two off. This time.”
Giving her mother a grateful smile, Buffy rose from the table and jerked her head toward the bedroom door. “For some privacy,” she said in explanation.
Spike agreed with the reasoning, but every step they took away from the kitchen, he felt Holly’s eyes grow heavier and heavier on his back. The little one was terrified beyond belief, and the fact that he couldn’t do anything more than try and reassure her that she was going to be safe uprooted every feeling of impotence he’d had since getting the bloody chip. It was almost worse than how he’d felt trying to save Buffy from dying. Fuck, he hated this.
“Are you OK?” Buffy asked, as soon as the door was closed safely behind them.
“Just want this over with,” he growled.
“I thought you loved a good fight.”
“Do. But not when I stand to lose something that means the world to me.” He leveled burning eyes at her. “You of all people should know that, luv.”
“We’re not going to lose Holly. I’m not going to let that happen.”
“And you think I will?” He couldn’t contain his pacing, his boots heavy on the wooden floorboard. “What the fuck am I s’posed to do in this, Buffy? You heard the ghost. This chit is human. Unless she calls on her demon hordes, I’m goin’ to be watching this one from the bench.”
“Spike, stop.” Her hand shot out as he passed in front of her, grabbing his forearm and yanking him to a halt. “This is why I needed to talk to you. I want you to be the one who keeps an eye out for Holly. I want you to make her your number one priority.”
“She already is.”
“You know what I mean.”
“I know you want me to stay out of the fight.”
“That’s not what I said.”
“Funny, that’s what I heard.”
Exasperated, Buffy released her hold on his arm and threw her hands up. “Why do I even bother? Oh, yeah. Because I love you, you jerk. Now shut up and listen to me for a change.”
Pressing his lips together, Spike crossed his arms over his chest, his feet widespread as he faced off with her. She had a small point, but it didn’t negate the worthlessness she seemed to be perpetuating with her request.
“OK,” Buffy continued after taking a deep breath to calm down. “This is the way I see it. This is a two-person job. One to take on Maria, one to make sure Holly is safe. Tell me where the flaw in my logic is that doesn’t make you the better one to do the Holly job, and I’ll let you have a go at the witch.”
His eyes blazed. He hated it when she was so fucking right. Didn’t mean he was going to admit it out loud though.
“That’s what I thought,” she said when he remained silent. She lifted a tentative hand to his cheek, and it was all he could do not to flinch away. “This is our fight, Spike. I know that. I know that you made a promise to Holly to protect her no matter what. I just want you to know that I’m making a promise, too. I’m not going to let this bitch hurt anybody I love. That means Holly, that means my mother, and most importantly, that means you. If you’ve got a problem with that, then speak now, because for some reason, I thought you liked that part of me.”
Her eyes were pleading with him, chipping at his frustration as surely as if she’d taken a sledgehammer to it. Exhaling to relieve some of the tension in his body, Spike nodded in acquiescence. “All right,” he said. “I s’pose---.”
A small knock at the door was followed immediately by the knob turning and both Buffy and Spike turned in time to see Holly poke her head through the crack.
“I’m tired,” she said in a tiny voice. “Can Spike read me a bedtime story?”
“Sure, pidge,” he replied automatically. His eyes closed when Buffy reached up to kiss his cheek. She was right. This was his responsibility. He was just going to have to do it to the best of his ability, was all.
“Can you tell me the one about the three piggies again?” Holly asked, all of a sudden materializing at his feet.
“Got a better one,” he said. He scooped her into his arms. “This one’s all about a Slayer and the devilishly handsome vampire who loved her.”
*************
Giles felt his stomach sink as they neared the spot Doyle directed him to. He’d been driving like a madman ever since he’d been told the plan, desperate to make up for the lost time. Maria had started out ahead of them, but she had Silas as a chauffeur, so perhaps some measure could be gained from that.
It was a hope he held onto until he saw the two cars parked at the side of the road. Then, he knew it was too late. Then, he knew he’d not been quick enough.
Both were empty.
“Damn it,” Doyle muttered beneath his breath. He turned his head to stare into the inky blackness of the forest, and Giles wished that he could see what was going on in the ghost’s intense eyes. He needed to know just how bad this was for them.
“What now?” Paul asked from the back seat.
“We find Maria before she finds Holly,” Doyle said, his voice tight with determination. Out of the car before Giles could even kill the engine, he was marching to the rental with long strides, his jaw tight as he reached the trunk and crouched to begin playing with the lock
“What’s he doing?” Paul slid forward to peer through the windshield.
“Taking the next step,” Giles replied.
He didn’t wait to be followed, but instead turned the key in the ignition and exited the car to join Doyle just in time to see the trunk pop open.
“Gotta bless the Powers,” Doyle said. He began rummaging around in the car’s interior, though when Giles leaned over his shoulder, he could see nothing of consequence.
Paul appeared behind them, blocking out some of the illumination from the headlights. “What’ve we found?”
“Nothin’,” Doyle commented. “Whatever she had in here, she’s taken it with her.” Straightening, his gaze returned to the forest, all humor vanished. “Looks like we’re hoofing it, men. We can only pray that we find Maria first. Now, go get your weapons.”
*************
The only sounds in the room were the crackling of the flames in the fireplace, and the clink of the dishes as Buffy put them away. From behind the closed bedroom door, Buffy imagined she could hear the low rumble of Spike’s voice, and found comfort in the fact that Holly was safe in there with him, tucked away in the bed with the pillows cushioned around her. He would make sure she stayed unscathed by whatever might come, most likely even with his life.
She was reaching to put the last of the glasses into the cupboard when a knock resounded throughout the room. Buffy jerked, her shoulders tensing. When she glanced at her mother, she saw Joyce’s eyes slide to the front door, and slowly, Buffy’s followed the same path.
Silence.
The curtains were still drawn so she couldn’t see if anything was actually out there, or if it was merely a trick of her nerves. Holding her breath, Buffy waited.
Until the knock came again.
This time, there was no mistaking the fact that it was someone at the front door. Immediately, her hand curled around the knife that still sat on the drying rack, and she stepped in front of her mother, motioning for her to stay quiet.
The ghosts didn’t knock. There was nobody else it could be except an unwanted guest.
Before Buffy could get any closer, the door flew open, slamming against the wall as the broken lock splintered into tiny shards. A small, middle-aged woman stood on the threshold, her cheeks pink from the cold, her eyes black with flashing magic.
“Where is she?” she said, and lifted her palm to face Buffy.
*************
He’d been too busy telling the story of what had happened at Thanksgiving to notice the footfalls on the front porch. It wasn’t until the faint knock at the door had stilled all action from the outer room that Spike hesitated in his tale, lifting a finger to his lips to indicate Holly should remain quiet while he crept to the closed bedroom door to listen.
The closer proximity was a waste, however, when the walls reverberated from the blast of the front door being slammed open. Spike’s hand was already on the knob to lunge into the clash between the new arrival and Buffy when he made the mistake of glancing back at the bed.
Only the top of Holly’s head and her eyes were visible from where she’d burrowed beneath the blankets. Staring at him in silent terror, the child was quivering from the force she was exerting over her body not to respond to the obvious threat on the other side of the door.
Spike hesitated.
As much as he wanted to go out and see what the hell was going on, he’d made a promise. Two of them, actually, though they were essentially the same. He’d sworn to Holly that he wouldn’t let any harm befall her, and he’d vowed to Buffy to protect the little girl, no matter what. He couldn’t just abandon her now.
Quickly, he assessed the situation. If the fight moved into the bedroom, there were few places for the little one to hide while he and Buffy took care of business. Spike didn’t like the fact that anything that happened in there would leave Holly so vulnerable, but being cornered in the room like they were didn’t leave him much of an option, either.
His eyes fell on the two windows. One pointed to the front of the house and was clearly visible from anyone who stood on the porch. The other, however, was on the side, facing the direction of the lake. It would be possible to climb out of it without being detected, as long as whoever it was at the door---and he strongly suspected that it was that bitch Maria at this point---didn’t have a perimeter of guards stationed around the house.
Silently, Spike began scooping up the clothes that were scattered about the room, grabbing anything he could add as a layer to Holly to shield her from the winter cold. Her shoes were in the outer room, but if he put a few pairs of socks on her and carried her instead of letting her walk on the snow, she should be safe enough from frostbite.
She seemed to understand what it was he doing without having to be told. Pushing back the blanket, Holly rolled off the bed to keep it from creaking and landed with a whisper onto the floor. She stood still as Spike dressed her, only helping when he caught her little toe on the first sock. By the time she was done, she might as well have been papoosed, with the only exposed part on her body her tiny little face.
He could hear voices in the outer room, but he didn’t have time to dwell on who they were or what they were saying. Picking Holly up in his arms, he grabbed the blanket off the bed and managed to looped it over his arm as he walked silently to the window.
“Where are we going?” Holly’s whisper was barely a breath in his ear.
“Somewhere safe,” he replied, just as quietly.
She stayed silent as he undid the latch. Praying that it wouldn’t creak, Spike pushed it open just enough to allow them to slither through.
“Spike…” Holly whispered before he could throw a leg over the sill. “I don’t do down.”
“You do with me, pidge.” He tightened his grip and flashed smile he didn’t feel. “Now hang on.”
*************
A blast of cold air swirled around Buffy’s ankles as she glared at the new arrival. “Rude, much?” she snapped. “You’re going to have to pay for a new door, you know.”
The woman’s eyes slid past Buffy to settle on Joyce, narrowing slightly at the recognition. “I see you found your daughter after all,” she said. “How charming.”
A rustle of movement behind Maria---who else could it be, considering that she knew Buffy’s mom---made all the women start in surprise, though neither Maria nor Buffy lowered their hands.
“My apologies,” the heavy man stammered as he stooped to pick up the weapon he’d been carrying. His breath was huffing in white clouds around his head, and his cheeks were crimson from the cold. To Buffy, he looked very much like he was going to drop dead on the front step from a heart attack, and briefly, she wondered just who the man really was in all this.
“I asked you a question, young lady,” Maria said.
“Yeah, right after you barged in here uninvited. Did I mention rude? I’m not so sure that deserves any special treatment, to be honest.”
“Considering I can kill you as easily as look at you, I would think you’d be a little more interested in being nice to me.”
Buffy smiled. “I think you’d be surprised just how often I hear that.”
She acted with Slayer speed.
With deadly accuracy, Buffy threw the knife she’d been holding straight for Maria’s chest, before grabbing her mother and tossing her to safety behind the couch. Before she could join her, though, she saw Maria flick her fingers at the oncoming weapon, slowing its path in mid-air just long enough to step out of its way. Instead of the witch, the blade embedded itself in the heavyset man’s gut, and he fell to his knees with a startled shriek, clutching the wound.
“Damn,” Buffy muttered. Diving to join her mother behind the sofa barricade, she said to her, “Please tell me that was a bad guy.”
Joyce nodded. “That must be the other Watcher,” she said. “The one Rupert and Paul were so wary of.”
“It’s a good thing I don’t work for the Council any more, then,” Buffy said as she reached under the couch for the weapons bag that was stowed there. “Something tells me they might not be so excited about me stabbing one of their own guys.”
“You weren’t aiming for him. Maria ducked.”
She couldn’t help but grin. “Go Mom, on the justification for my senseless violence.”
“Just as long as you start aiming some of it at that bitch. I don’t want her to get her hands on---.”
The couch was flipped forward by some unseen force, cutting off the conversation and leaving them exposed to Maria again. “Get my hands on who?” Maria asked. “You wouldn’t be speaking of Holly, now would you?”
“I don’t know who you’re talking about,” Buffy said. Slowly, she eased her bottom over the open end of the bag, her hand moving carefully in its interior to wrap around a stake. Maria wasn’t a vampire, but it would do in a pinch. “But Mom was talking about me. Prized daughter and all.”
“Yes. Prized, indeed.”
“Maria…” The man at the door lifted his head to gaze helplessly at his partner. “Help me.”
“Shut up, Silas.” She didn’t even look at him, her venomous gaze locked on Buffy. “Give me the girl, Miss Summers, and I’ll spare your life. It’s a fair trade. I strongly suggest you take it.”
She rolled her eyes. “Except whatever you do to her is going to kill me. I may be blonde, but I’m not stupid.”
“Maria…” Silas’ voice was even more insistent. “You must…help me.”
“And I told you---.”
“I’m bleeding out on the floor,” he interrupted. He coughed, and a spattering of crimson sprayed from his mouth to speckle the wood beneath him. “If I die…”
But the rest of the thought went unsaid as another paroxysm took control of his body, and he wheezed and panted as he tried to regain some semblance of peace.
Maria hesitated, clearly caught in some dilemma that was known only to her. While Buffy watched, the woman edged back until she was within arm’s reach of Silas, and then rested slim fingers on the pulse point in his neck.
“Damn it,” Maria said. Her gaze was black again when she turned to look at the two Summers women, and the single word that came out of her mouth was quiet and grim. “Impedio.”
Buffy saw nothing, but she felt it, most definitely. A molasses taking control of her muscles and making them leaden, impossible for her to move with any dexterity. Her grip on the stake slackened, the wood tumbling to the floor, and it took all her strength simply to rise to her feet.
“What…did you…do?” she demanded. Well, she tried to sound demanding. With as much effort as it was taking even to speak, she sounded more like a broken-down wind-up doll.
But Maria ignored her, content that she’d slowed the Slayer enough to tend to the task at hand. Shoving Silas onto his back, she moved forward to kneel at his side, oblivious to the fact that he was now half-in, half-out of the open doorway. She grimaced when her foot slid in the blood that had pooled on the floor, and began undoing the buttons of his jacket and shirt in order to get to his bare skin beneath.
Though she couldn’t move with anything remotely resembling her usual grace and speed, Buffy knew this was her one shot to gain an advantage. Maria wasn’t holding back on using her magic, and once she got around to doing whatever it was she was doing with the Watcher, she wouldn’t refrain from turning that magic back on the occupants of the cabin. Briefly, Buffy wondered whether or not Spike was listening on the other side of the bedroom door. It was impossible for him not to have heard the door being forced open, but so far, there was yet to be a peep made from the adjoining room.
She didn’t have time to dwell on that, though. She had to trust that Spike was doing his best to protect Holly. All that mattered was that neither of them was out in the middle of all this.
Her hands weren’t going to work with a fine weapon; the fact that she’d been unable to hold onto the stake was testimony to that. Something bigger, then. Something within easy reach. Something deadly.
The heat from the fire just behind Buffy was starting to get just a tad too uncomfortable on the backs of her legs. She started to edge away from it, when a sudden picture of what exactly she was walking away from sprang before her mind’s eye.
Buffy smiled, in spite of the seriousness of the situation. It would actually be kind of funny if it worked.
*************
The instant she saw Buffy glancing at the mantle, Joyce knew what her daughter had in mind.
Watching from where she’d been locked frozen by the spell, Joyce saw Buffy edge backwards toward the fire, the upended couch serving to obscure her from Maria’s sight. As if in slow motion, Buffy’s arm lifted, stretched, came into contact with one of the antlers of the deer head mounted above the fireplace. She didn’t settle there, though. Instead, Buffy curled her hand around the animal’s stuffed nose, a larger target that didn’t require the finer motor skills she seemed to currently lack.
Their eyes met. Understanding passed between them, and Joyce held her breath as she waited for Buffy to make the move.
In the doorway, Silas groaned in pain. It was that moment Buffy chose to tear the deer head from its mount, the sound masked by the Watcher’s grunts of discomfort. Swinging it forward, she aimed directly at Maria’s back. The arc of her arm was languid and definite, but the moment Buffy opened her hand to let it go, the animal took on its own energy, free from the fetters of the magic, and soared through the air.
It collided with Maria’s back, one of the antlers embedding in the witch’s shoulder and sending her tumbling forward onto Silas’ torso. As soon as contact was made, the spell around Buffy and Joyce was shattered, sending them lurching sideways and to the floor, off-balance from the sudden freedom.
Silas began shrieking beneath Maria, and pushed at the weight that held him down. The witch’s eyes were still open, and the jarring movement of Silas’ scrambling was enough to dislodge the precarious hold the antler had in her flesh.
“You…” Maria hissed. She turned black eyes to Buffy, her hand reaching around to the bloody wound on her shoulder. Sparks jumped between her palm and the injury, glowing brighter as they made contact, and the witch growled in pain.
“This isn’t over, Slayer,” she said. Somehow, she rose to her feet, and in a blinding flash, disappeared.
*************
OK, so that hadn’t gone exactly as Buffy had intended, but the fact that Maria was nowhere to be seen had to be better than having her around.
“Spike!” Buffy called out, rushing for the bedroom. She leapt over the injured Watcher in her haste, knocking him back to the floor with a groan, and threw open the door.
The bedroom was empty. The blankets were pulled from the bed, and the curtains on the far window billowed from the slight breeze drifting from outside.
“It looks like Spike got her to safety,” Joyce said, suddenly behind her.
“Yeah, for as long as Maria was here,” Buffy replied. She turned her heated gaze back to Silas. “Problem is, we don’t know where she went to. And worse, Spike doesn’t know she’s out there now.”
*************
He just wanted to get some distance between them and the cabin. Wrapped up in the blanket, Holly was trembling against him as he ran, but Spike knew it wasn’t from the cold. Pidge was terrified, and even with his strong arms keeping her close, she was having a hard time not panicking about the situation. It was probably too similar to other close encounters the little one had had with this Maria; Spike just hated that he couldn’t do something more than he already was.
His range was limited with the magical perimeter hemming them in. Angling himself toward the lake, Spike kept crooning under his breath in a vain attempt to distract Holly from the moment, but he held little hope that it was actually working. He wasn’t even sure how long he could keep her out there. Buffy wouldn’t mess around in delaying to kill the witch, but what if the bitch pulled some mojo of her own?
Spike stopped. What if the Slayer needed him? Here he was running away, and she could very well be lying dead or dying back at the cabin.
The edge of the blanket fell back and Holly tilted her head to look at him. “Why aren’t we moving?” she asked in a tiny voice.
His doubt vanished when he saw the trust gleaming from her eyes. Buffy was an amazing Slayer; she would be able to hold her own. And she’d given him a task, a very important one. Spike wasn’t about to let her down now.
“Just gettin’ my bearings, moptop,” he replied. He pretended to peer into the darkness, and then nodded. “Fancy takin’ a look at the lake?”
*************
She’d expected to appear back at the car. That was how she’d configured the teleportation spell to work. Instead, Maria found herself standing in the middle of the forest, her shoulder aching in spite of the magic balm she’d placed on the injury. When she took a step forward, she was met with an electrical charge from some unseen force, and fell onto her ass from the impact.
A barrier. Meant to protect Holly, no doubt. And now it kept her from leaving.
Damn interfering Powers.
However…if there was a wall, there was a reason for that wall. Holly had to be here, just as she’d originally thought.
Slowly, Maria rose back to her feet, ignoring the throbbing of her shoulder as she turned around and surveyed the dark forest. She and Silas had traipsed through the trees, stumbling across the cabin completely by accident. Could she find it again so easily?
“…my bearings, moptop.”
She stiffened at the man’s voice, her head jerking toward the sound. She couldn’t see anything in the murk, but after a moment of silence…
“Fancy takin’ a look at the lake?”
Then, footsteps. The crunch of snow under heavy feet.
Maria smiled.
Perhaps finding the cabin wasn’t necessary, after all.
To be continued in Chapter 53: She Didn’t See Me Creep…
Storming from the bedroom, Buffy marched straight for the prostrate Watcher, and hauled him into the warmth of the room, kicking the broken door as closed as it was going to get behind her. He groaned, clutching at his stomach, but she pushed his hands out of the way to expose the wound.
“Get the first aid kit from the bathroom,” she instructed her mother.
“It’s…too late,” Silas said.
“It’s never too late,” Buffy shot back. “But if you’re going to keep the negative attitude, I might just let you bleed to death after all.” She grimaced, looking down at her now bloody hands. “Well, maybe not. You’re getting it all over the floor and it’s going to be a bitch to clean up.”
He squinted as he looked up at her, as if he couldn’t believe what she was doing. “I’m sorry,” he rasped. “I had no choice---.”
“OK, you’re going to have to stop right there,” she interrupted. “There’s always a choice and if you’re about to tell me Maria was blackmailing you or something into helping her, you’re only going to piss me off even more. I suggest you shut up.” She glanced up when Joyce approached with the kit. “Thanks, Mom,” she said, taking it from her.
The edges of the wound were clean, and Buffy chewed at her lip as she decided if it was worth taking the time to stitch him up. She wanted to get out and find Spike, let him know it was OK to come back to the cabin for now. She hadn’t anticipated having to spend time taking care of the man who’d helped Maria find them.
In the end, she merely staunched the flow of blood and bound him as tightly as she could. For his part, Silas held to her request and stayed silent for the duration of her tending, but she was very aware of his eyes on her while she worked.
“There,” she announced, sitting back on her heels. “All done.”
“Thank you,” he said. Then… “Is it true, then? Have you been harboring Maria’s daughter?”
Joyce snorted. “I can’t believe you fell for that story,” she said to him contemptuously.
“What? What story?”
“Holly’s three,” Buffy said. “She’s not any relation to Maria.”
“But…the ritual…”
“You mean, Maria’s little game to kill all the Slayers? Hate to disappoint, but you guys had it all backwards. The only thing Holly’s a threat to is chocolate.”
His eyelids fluttered shut at the pronouncement, his breathing shallow. “Should’ve known,” he murmured. His voice was heavy with self-recrimination. Then, his eyes shot open again, more bright and demanding than they’d been since his arrival. “Remove the bandages, Miss Summers. You must kill me.”
“What? Why? And this isn’t something you could’ve told me before I wasted all that time patching you up?”
“The ritual…it requires Watcher blood in order for it to work. Something about…completing the circle, Maria said. That’s why she saved me. She needs me in order to complete it. I’d thought…she’d said Watcher blood would counter Holly’s intent, but if what you say is true---.”
“You’re the last ingredient in Maria’s Slayer stew,” Buffy finished. Her lips thinned. “Well, I’m not going to kill you, so you’re out of luck there.”
“But you must!”
“We’ll find another way. If Maria does come back, we’ll just stop the ritual using good old-fashioned violence.” Standing, she went behind his head and grabbed beneath his armpits to drag him toward the bathroom. “For now, you’re going to hide while I go get Spike and Holly back here. He doesn’t know Maria’s on his side of the wall now, and I can’t risk her finding him without having some back-up.”
Joyce hovered near the entrance with Buffy’s coat. “What do you want me to do?” she asked.
“I’m thinking hiding is a good strategy right now,” Buffy replied. “I don’t know if Maria’s been contained by the magical fence or not. If she hasn’t, we might have a little more time, but if she has…”
She left the thought unfinished. They both knew this was the only shelter within the confines of the forest. A hurt Maria would likely return if she had nowhere else to go.
“I won’t be long,” Buffy promised, shrugging into her coat as she headed for the door. “Just stay put, OK? I don’t want to have to go looking for you, too.”
With that, she vanished into the cold winter night.
*************
Doyle had warned them about the barrier that prevented Buffy and Spike from leaving, but they didn’t have much choice but to hope that they were able to stay on the right side of it while they searched the forest. Splitting up meant they covered more ground, though Giles was beginning to suspect that just meant more spinning of their wheels. So far, he’d found only a dead squirrel. When it came to tracks, the forest looked very much like it had been swept clean.
He ran into Doyle near the lake he’d been circumventing, but the ghost only shook his head as they approached each other. “Damn,” Giles muttered, and squinted into the darkness. “Do you have any clue how Paul is doing?”
“I haven’t seen him since we left the road,” Doyle replied. “I’m about to head off to the cabin. I think we might’ve been too late.”
“I haven’t encountered the barrier you mentioned. Have I managed to cross it without realizing?”
“No, you’re still on the civilization side.” He pointed out to the middle of the lake. “It cuts through there and makes a circle around the house. If you---.” He stopped in mid-sentence, his eyes narrowing. “Uh oh,” he said, and then sighed.
“I hate that sound,” Giles complained, but turned to see what Doyle was watching.
On the other side of the lake, a rustle of shadowed movement emerged from the trees. It was man-shaped, though any features it had were indiscernible from that distance. Only the glow of the moonlight of the man’s white hair gave Giles any indication who it was.
“Spike…” he said.
“And Holly,” Doyle added.
Giles peered more closely, then shook his head. “Where?”
“He’s carrying her. I can see her hair poking out from the blanket he’s got her wrapped up in.”
“What in blazes is he trying to do?”
“I don’t know,” Doyle admitted. He jerked his head toward the lake. “I think we need to get a closer look.”
*************
It was the scent of blood that he caught first. Fresh and heady with heat, it called to Spike through the dark, taunting him with its growing proximity, offering him a quick meal if only he’d turn around. It was human, and maybe any other time, Spike would’ve succumbed to its lure, but not now. Now, he had to keep Holly away from the bitch back at the cabin.
They stepped from the cluster of trees to look out over the still-frozen lake. Moonlight sparkled across its crusty surface, and even Holly took a moment to appreciate its beauty.
“Pretty,” she murmured, her small face turned to the horizon.
“Always been a little partial to this, haven’t you?” Spike asked softly.
“It looks like home.”
The ensuing silence heightened the sounds of the forest behind him, and Spike heard footsteps whispering across the snow at his back. It was the source of the flowing blood, strange and piquant, but the mystery of who it could be only brought a surge of fear to Spike’s mind.
“Want you to do something for me, moptop,” he said. Slowly, quietly, he crouched on the shore, setting the child down to stand in the snow. “Want you to take a little walk, maybe go see if you can catch any of those moonbeams for me.”
She didn’t look to where he gestured toward the lake, her eyes dark as they stared intently at him. “What’s wrong?” she whispered.
“Nothin’,” he replied. He unwound the blanket from around her, glancing down to her feet and praying that they were protected enough from the cold. There was no way for him to know if he was doing the right thing---the ice looked like it was going to hold, but that just might be a trick on his eyes---but if it really was Maria behind him, the more distance between her and Holly, the better.
“Are you coming with me?”
“Not just yet, pidge. Got some business to take care of first.” Grasping her shoulders, he met her eyes with all the love and power he could muster. “I need you to make me a promise, though. Until we get back to the cabin, I need you to do whatever I tell you, no questions asked. Understand?”
“OK.”
He started to stand, but was startled when tiny arms wrapped around his neck, her warm breath tickling in his ear.
“I love you, Spike.”
Squeezing his eyes shut against the rush of emotion that her simple words evoked, Spike hugged her back, careful not to hold her too tight. “Love you, too, pidge,” he whispered, and then pushed her gently toward the ice. “Now go.”
She was ten feet out onto the ice when he heard a dry stick crack in half behind him. “Stealthy’s really not your thing, is it?” he drawled, slowing turning around to see the new arrival.
She wasn’t what he was expecting. Short gray hair, a slim form only slightly larger than the Slayer. This was the witch that had the Powers running so scared? His respect for them had just dropped even more.
But it was her blood he’d been smelling, and he saw how one of her shoulders drooped more than the other. Buffy’d probably got a good piece of her before the witch had scarpered off, which meant that she could be hurt. Maybe this Maria bitch wasn’t as powerful as everyone kept saying.
She frowned, her eyes narrowing as they scrutinized him closely. “You’re a vampire,” she said, and the fact that it was the last thing she’d expected to find rang clearly through the night air.
Spike snorted. “Not so bright either,” he commented. “How is it the likes of you has got half the county runnin’ so scared?”
Ignoring his question, her eyes slid over his shoulder. He almost groaned out loud when he saw the delight shine there; she must’ve caught sight of the little one.
“You didn’t kill her,” she commented, turning back to him with even more confusion. “Why go to all the trouble of getting her away from the Slayer and then not kill her?”
She didn’t know he and Buffy were in this together. Throwing back his shoulders, Spike decided to see how far he could take this new twist.
“Because the daft chit’s not scared of me,” he said, with mock annoyance. “What fun is the kill if I can’t taste the fear in her blood?”
Maria’s lips quirked. “They broke her sense of right and wrong, keeping her around all those vampires all the time,” she said. “It’s highly unlikely you’ll be able to overcome that without some sort of aid.”
“Yeah, well, I would’ve thought the Slayer would’ve taught her otherwise.”
“The Slayer is just a temporary guardian for her.”
He took a step nearer. “Sounds to me, you’ve got more than a little knowhow on this particular meal of mine,” Spike said. “Care to share?”
“Not really.” When he took another step, her palm came up, poised for an attack. “I suggest you stop there,” Maria said, her voice cold. “Any closer, and I will kill you.”
It was a stalemate. While Spike knew that she held all the power in their current struggle, he also knew that the witch apparently had no clue he couldn’t do a thing to harm her directly. She was still treating him like a threat, which definitely worked to his advantage at the moment. He had a sneaking suspicion it was the only reason he wasn’t already dead.
“What’s a tasty morsel like you doin’ all the way out here, anyway?” he asked. Experience told him the charm worked regardless of the age or sex of the intended party, and he was willing to play it for as long as he needed to. He gestured toward her shoulder. “And should I be worried ‘bout whoever it was who already got a taste?”
“I’m here for the child,” she said. “The Slayer proved…uncooperative.”
“That’s funny. I found her a right doddle.”
Her chin jerked toward the ice behind him. “It would appear that Holly’s not nearly as accommodating. You’re letting her get away without even blinking.”
“Holly? Is that her name? I was just callin’ her ‘dinner.’”
“Then, your dinner is getting away.” She paused, eyes narrowing. “I’m beginning to think that maybe this situation isn’t as I originally thought.”
He was losing her, but before Spike could get her back to her misconception, there was a crash from the forest.
*************
The rumble of a man’s voice pulled Paul back in the direction of the lake. He’d already walked by it once with no results, but apparently someone was out there now. Since the voice was male, he assumed it was Giles or Doyle, and with Paul’s hands and feet currently numb from the cold, he was eager to reunite with his partners and get back to the car. He desperately needed to warm up.
When he heard Maria, her tone calm, he froze in his tracks. She was here. Every instinct in his body told him to flee, but Paul swallowed down the lump of fear in his throat and forced his feet to remain still, listening to the conversation playing out on the other side of the trees.
“…a right doddle.”
Who was that? Paul wondered. An accent from home, coarse but with a hint of refinement beneath its veneer. Was there another Watcher involved in this that he didn’t know about?
Maria seemed to be unclear as to who he was, as well. As Paul listened to the conversation, his body pressed forward, inching around the tree that provided him shelter from being seen too readily. First one foot, and then the other, but when he took the third step, his heel found a hole beneath the snow and slipped. His ankle twisted, sending him crashing into the scraggly bush at his side, and he swallowed a mouthful of snow as his face was buried in a drift.
Strong hands pulled him from the cold, but when he was righted, he found himself staring into a set of golden eyes instead of Maria’s. Paul shrieked in fright, prompting the vampire to clamp a hand over the Watcher’s mouth to silence him, but surprisingly, none of it hurt. It was almost as if the demon was just doing his best to keep him in check.
“Paul. What an interesting surprise.”
His gaze flew past the vampire to see Maria approaching. There was an odd tilt to her body, as if she’d been hurt, and then he saw the unmistakable stain along her shoulder. His eyes widened.
“You know this wanker?”
“Apparently, not as well as I thought I did,” Maria replied. She was obviously amused by the situation. “You’ve shown more fortitude than I would’ve imagined, Paul. When exactly did you grow a spine?”
He didn’t answer. How could he? His tongue was lodged somewhere in his throat, his panic rising. All he could do was stare at her in growing trepidation.
“Can I get back to my dinner now?” The vampire sounded bored. In Paul’s experience, a bored vampire was never good. “This one’s likely to be a tad stringy for my tastes.”
“Not yet,” Maria said. “I have a use for him.”
The knife appeared from nowhere, and Paul’s heart hammered inside his ribcage as she stepped closer. For a second, he thought the demon’s hold on him loosened, but quickly dismissed the thought as ludicrous.
Especially when Maria grabbed his hand and ran the blade across his palm.
“Ow!” The cry was muffled behind the vampire’s hand. Tears of pain stung Paul’s eyes and he began to sob as Maria sliced his flesh again, this time perpendicular to the first mark, creating a deep X across his skin.
“What’s that for?” the vampire asked.
Maria took Paul’s hand in hers as if to shake it, and an electric tingle made the blood he could see flowing sizzle. “He’s just made my life much simpler,” she said. Her smile was a virulent gleam in the darkness as she tucked her blood-soaked hand inside her coat as if to protect it. “Now, let’s go get your dinner back.”
“Don’t need your help,” the demon said.
“You’re getting it. You said it yourself, the child’s not scared of you. I need her, which means I need you.” Her free hand angled off to the side and a blast of magic set a small tree ablaze before swinging back at the vampire again. “And you’ll allow me to come with you to retrieve her or find yourself in flames. The choice is yours.”
Paul collapsed to the ground when he was suddenly released. The vampire was muttering under his breath, a collection of colorful invectives that were impossible to ignore, but he was already striding back toward the lake in accordance with Maria’s wishes.
Her dark gaze fell with disdain on Paul where he was huddled in the snow. “When I’m done with Holly,” she said, “be prepared to feel the extent of my anger, Paul. You’re only alive now because I want to ensure that you’re punished to the full scope of my powers for your treason.”
With a malevolent smile, she turned and followed the bleached vampire.
*************
Her feet were starting to get cold, but Holly knew that she had to keep walking. Spike hadn’t called to let her know it was time to come back yet. Until he did, she would do as she was told. She had been taught well. There were times for playing, and there were times for being serious. This was a serious time.
The ice was making funny sounds every time she took a step. It was solid, and the surface was roughened from the frost, but each step Holly made caused the ice to sound like it was angry at her for walking on it, whining and high-pitched as it scolded her for daring to cross. She stopped more than once, kneeling to pat at the scattered moonlight that danced across the shine, and that was better. If it wasn’t so cold, she could do this all night.
She only halted when she heard the footsteps behind her.
“Told you she wasn’t scared of me,” she heard Spike say.
Turning, she saw him approach her slowly, his eyes focused on her. Behind him, a woman older than Buffy’s mom watched her just as obsessively, but the look on her face wasn’t anything like the warmth on Spike’s. It made her tummy feel all squishy, like the woman wanted to eat her up. For real, not like Spike played at.
Automatically, Holly shrank away.
“Hey now, none of that.” Spike’s hand shot out and curled around her wrist. It didn’t hurt, but nothing he did ever hurt. She let him pull her closer, snuggling into his chest when his strong arms encircled her.
“It would appear you were correct,” the woman said. She stepped around to get a closer look at the pair, and Holly saw the blood stains adorning her coat. A knife dangled from the hand she didn’t have tucked into her pocket. It looked scary. But not as scary as the woman.
“I think the little one would do just about anything I told her to,” Spike said, but it looked like he was almost directing that more at Holly than he was at the other woman. He released his hold on Holly and stepped back. “Like, if I said jump, my gut tells me she’d do it without giving it a second thought.”
She saw the request in his eyes and nodded, proceeding to start jumping up and down. Every hop made the ice shudder beneath her, making that squeaky sound she hated so.
“Stop!”
Even though it was the woman who ordered it, Holly complied. This wasn’t someone she wanted any angrier.
“You’ve made your point,” the woman continued. “Now, bring her to back to the shore.”
She disappeared from Holly’s view when Spike crouched again, blocking out anything but the sight of him. His eyes were dark and serious.
“You heard her,” he said. “Time to go back to the shore, little one.”
His arms were around her again, but where she expected him to pick her up again, Spike instead turned her around so that she faced the opposite shore. It was the same direction she’d been headed in prior to his coming out on the ice. It was away from where she thought the woman wanted them to go. It was away from him.
“Don’t fuss about me,” he murmured. “I promise I’ll be the one to tuck you in tonight.”
His hands grasped her upper arms and he pushed her forward. Though he said it in a very low voice, Holly heard the simple order Spike uttered as clearly as if he’d whispered it right in her ear.
“Now run.”
*************
Chapter 54: The Wrong Shall Fail, the Right Prevail
She couldn't believe her luck. When the Slayer had inadvertently stabbed Silas, Maria had thought her chances at completing the ritual were tenuous at best. It was the only reason she had faltered in forcing the truth from the Summers women; she needed to save Silas at all costs. But stumbling onto Paul in the forest...that was a godsend. A sign, surely. The power that should've been hers to begin with could still be. It was the only reason she could fathom that both a Watcher and the little girl would fall into her hands so easily, so close together in time.
She would just have to dispose of the vampire once they were all back on shore.
Turning her back to begin the trek across the ice, Maria lost sight of Holly when the vampire crouched to pick her up. His deep rumblings as he spoke to the child were nearly unintelligible, but he'd already clearly demonstrated his control over the brat with his little ice trick. She had no doubt that he was merely exercising his sway yet again.
Until she heard the soft pounding of little feet.
Running feet.
Getting quieter as sound could only get when it was moving away from one.
Whirling, Maria turned in time to see Holly skittering across the slippery surface, making a mad dash for the opposite shore. "No!" she cried out. Though her own footing was uneasy, she took chase, only to find her way barred by the blond vampire.
"You let her get away!" she hissed. "Catch her!"
"What?" he asked, all wide-eyed innocence. "You can't catch a little three-year-old all on your own? Must be those old lady legs lettin' you down. Should've eaten your Wheaties this morning, I think."
"Bastard!" Maria spat. Oddly enough, the vampire wasn't trying to physically stop her. He wasn't even attacking. Why wasn't he attacking?
She didn't have time to consider the why. She needed to catch the brat. And if he wasn't going to help her...
Pushing at his chest, she found him immovable, his strength too great for her to overcome. Her lips curled back into a sneer, her palm flattening as she gathered the powers within to set him alight.
"Ah, ah, ahhhh," he scolded, waving a finger in her face as if he were addressing a small, incompetent child. "Turn me into Guy Fawkes, and you're signing your own death certificate, bitch." He looked pointedly down at the ice at their feet. "'Course, it'd be my pleasure---."
She snarled in frustration and hastily changed the spell she was summoning. With a powerful force, the vampire went flying sideways, clearing her path to the child, and she picked up her pursuit yet again.
Holly seemed to sense the new presence behind her, and quickened her pace. It wasn't enough, however. Maria may have been older, but she was still taller, and her strides were longer.
Twenty feet.
Ten.
They were almost halfway across the lake. All Maria had to do was reach out---.
She slammed with full force into the same barrier she'd encountered earlier. Electricity sizzled across Maria's exposed skin, and she was thrown back, away from the magical wall, to land awkwardly on her side. A sudden jolt of pain shot through her injured shoulder. Before she could sit up, she saw the fresh seepage of blood begin to ooze from the wound, soaking into the frost that covered the ice to stain it in pink.
Behind her came the sound of clapping.
"Best spot of entertainment I've had since gettin' stuck in this godforsaken place," the vampire said when she turned to look at him. "Go on, do it again. I'm goin' to wager it's even funnier the second time around."
"You knew," Maria hissed. She struggled to sit up. The balm she'd placed on her wound was fading in light of this new exacerbation, but she didn't care. She just wanted to see this vampire burn. "You were part of this all along."
"Just figured that out, huh?" He shook his head in disappointment. "And here I thought you might actually be a challenge. What a sorry Big Bad you panned out to be."
Fury made her forget the pain. With a snap, Maria's palm turned out, the fireball she'd been tempted to use earlier shooting from her hand, aimed directly at the vampire. She scowled when he dove out of the way, but it only strengthened her resolve.
"You want a challenge?" she said, pushing herself to her feet. "It will be my pleasure."
*************
They were standing at the edge of the lake, hidden in a copse that lined it, when they saw Spike lead Maria straight to where Holly was standing on the ice. Giles' heart leapt to his throat, his pulse suddenly a jackhammer, but he couldn't tear his gaze from the disaster that was about to transpire.
"You fool," he murmured to Doyle. His tone was biting, his jaw tight. "In trusting Spike, you've doomed Buffy and all the---."
"Wait," Doyle replied. "Just watch."
Giles had no choice, though he didn't understand why the ghost didn't go out and fetch the child away from Spike before it was too late. Holly didn't run from the pair that approached, and when the vampire crouched before her, Giles was convinced Spike was going to take advantage of getting rid of the Slayer, once and for all.
Until he turned the little girl around and practically shoved her in the opposite direction to Maria.
As they surveyed the scene, Holly took flight, with Maria almost immediately pursuing. Spike blocked her path once, but she lifted a hand that sent him flying to the side. Continuing her chase, she seemed almost ready to reach the child when an invisible wall stopped, sending her back to the ice.
"There's your barrier," Doyle commented. He seemed almost amused by the goings-on, his hands thrust deep into his pockets as he watched Holly head straight toward them.
"He...he saved her." Giles' gaze was back on Spike, watching the vampire clap at Maria's misfortune, no doubt taunting her with some inanity that would---.
The fire lit up the night.
Yes. Piss her off. At least that part of Spike's personality hadn't changed.
"Get Holly."
Doyle's order was accompanied by his hand wrapped around Giles' bicep, forcing him to divert his attention from the fray with Spike and Maria to the approaching child. Her pace was slowing, but the moment she saw Doyle, her face lit up.
"You came back!" she exclaimed.
"Think I could stay away from my best girl?" Doyle replied with a grin. "I taught you better than that."
She hesitated when she saw Giles, her eyes darting between the two men in slight trepidation.
"It's all right," Doyle assured. "He's Buffy's Watcher."
"Hello." Stiffly, he stuck out his hand. "I'm Giles."
Her mouth made a tiny O, as recognition of the name wiped the fear from her face. She ignored his hand, however, and barreled forward, wrapping her arms around Giles' legs, almost knocking him over from the suddenness of it.
"Are you here to save Spike and Buffy?" she asked.
He exchanged a quick look with Doyle before awkwardly patting the child's head. "We're here to help," he said.
An explosion of fire from the middle of the lake made her jump, twisting to look and see what made the noise. "She's not a very nice lady," she said.
In spite of the gravity of the situation, Giles' mouth twitched in amusement. "No," he agreed, "she's not." He turned to Doyle. "Spike's defenseless against Maria. We should get out there and help him."
But it was Holly who answered.
"Spike's OK," she said. "He promised he would be."
*************
This was a bloody stupid idea, he decided. He was going to end up exploding into ash before he got a chance to do otherwise.
Dodging the first fireball had been simple. Spike had known she'd resort to that before she'd even turned on him; the bitch was terrifyingly predictable. Had he been this bad when he'd been out for his own purposes? Fuck, he hoped not.
Though it would certainly explain why Buffy'd always managed to get the better of him.
Avoiding her first blast, however, had just pissed the witch off even more. She was bleeding again; her face-first encounter with their electric fence had re-opened her wound as well as shorting out her temper. The coppery scent that filled the air was distracting him, so when the third fireball managed to scorch the hem of his jeans, Spike got more than a little annoyed with himself for his own inadequacy.
"Right," he muttered. "Gotta focus."
He rolled to the right when the next blast came, and was satisfied when he felt the frigid wash of water skimming the surface of the ice. So intent on hitting him, the bitch didn't even realize he'd gone full circle, and crouched in the very same spot she'd thrown the first fireball.
"That all you got?" Spike taunted. Adrenaline coursed through his veins with a scalding pulse that reminded him just how long it had been since he'd had a truly good fight. It was going to be heaven to get back to Sunnydale and get to help Buffy with her patrols.
"You talk too much." Each word was pinched from Maria's lips, exhaustion and pain lading her every effort. She lifted her hand again, though this time, the arc of her arm was considerably slower than before.
"And you don't pay attention when the rug's about to get pulled out from beneath you."
His eyes glittered as he saw her hesitate in confusion. "Don't be ridiculous," she said. "You have nowhere to run. I will kill you."
"Wrong on both counts." His heel felt the soft give in the ice beneath him, and he pressed just enough to feel it give some more.
Another fireball skidded past him, and he lurched sideways to avoid the worst of the flame. This time, he heard the distinct whine of the ice cracking.
"Why would a vampire be helping the Slayer?" she asked. "Stringing the child along in order to savor the kill, I can understand. But the rest..." She took a step toward him. "You like to live dangerously, I think."
That's it, bitch. Just a little closer.
"You don't know the half of it," he said out loud.
"I think I do. I think I could almost find that admirable, if it didn't make you look so pitiful."
And she thought I talked too much? Still, every word out of her mouth meant another second for the ice to weaken, another second for the little one to get to safety. He risked taking a quick glance off to his right, to the shore he'd ushered Holly off toward, and nearly lost his balance when he saw who she was clinging to.
Guess Watchers run in packs. Least I don't have to worry about the little one now.
Time to get the show on the road. Or under the ice, as the case may be.
*************
Finding Spike's tracks was easy.
Finding drops of blood near them was alarming.
Finding a terrified Watcher, bleeding and crying as he hid behind a tree, was unexpected.
Buffy hauled him out by the collar, slamming him against the trunk. "Who are you?" she demanded. She grabbed his hand, turning it palm-up to see the jagged cuts across the tender flesh. "Who did this?"
"P-Paul," he stuttered. "There was...a vampire...and...M-M-Maria---."
He cried out in pain when she shoved him again against the bark. "You saw her? Where is she?"
He lifted a shaking hand and pointed off between the trees. Turning her head, Buffy squinted, only to have her vision shocked by a brilliant flash of orange between the dark trunks. The acrid scent of smoke filled her nose.
Fire.
Spike.
Dropping Paul to the ground, she broke into a dead run in the direction he'd indicated, crashing through the trees to come to an abrupt halt at the lake's edge. Spike was there, out on the ice, rolling and diving out of Maria's path as she threw a magical firebolt at him. Buffy could see their lips moving, but their words were lost in the night.
Then, Spike looked off to his side, and she followed his gaze to the opposite shore where she saw Holly hugging Giles' legs.
Relief flooded through her. Giles. He's all right.
Her eyes swung back just in time to see Spike dive for Maria. It took the witch by surprise, and the pair fell to the ice. They froze there for a moment, and Buffy was just about to step forward when she saw Spike's arm slacken around the witch's waist, his elbow slamming down onto the ice. Even from the distance, the sound of the surface shattering could be heard, and in the space of two seconds, he and Maria fell through the fissure he created into the water below.
"Spike!" Buffy screamed. Immediately, her knees began pumping as she raced out onto the lake.
*************
Buffy's panicked shout echoed all the way across the water, diverting the trio's introductions to the scene in the middle of the lake. Holly released her grip on Giles, taking a step closer to the edge.
"Where's Spike?" she asked, her voice faint.
Giles and Doyle exchanged a look. "I'm sure," Giles began, but was stopped when she turned anxious eyes back to them.
"There's a hole," she said. "Did Spike fall?"
"Holly---."
His nerves snapped when she broke into an awkward run toward the water. She was only a few feet away when he stopped her, scooping her flailing form against his chest. Automatically, she started struggling to get free.
"Have to save Spike! Spike can't die! Not Spike! He said he would tuck me in!" Over, and over, and over again, her feelings for the vampire ringing loudly in his ear.
Giles looked over to Doyle. "Go help Buffy," he said tersely. To Holly, he added, "You must calm down. Spike will be fine. Look. He's got Buffy and Doyle to help him."
The steady rhythm of his voice combined with the assertion as to Spike's well-being was enough to make her still, twisting in his arms to see Doyle running to join the Slayer. Even through all the layers that covered the child, Giles could feel the pounding of her heart. It wasn't fear for her own safety; it was fear for Spike, and it was shocking in its intensity.
"Spike will be fine," he repeated, and together, they watched the action unfold out on the frozen lake.
*************
It was a misnomer that vampires couldn't feel cold. They could. They just didn't bloody care most of the time.
At that moment in time, Spike cared. He'd just gone from being slightly chilly to fucking freezing in the space of half a second, and all he wanted was to get out of the damn lake, once and for all.
His head was splitting from the pain of having thrown himself at Maria. He'd known it would happen prior to his leap, but the potential ache had seemed worth it to make sure the bitch went down. Now, Spike was questioning the wisdom of his choice. Between his disorientation from the pain and the weight of the woman he was determined wouldn't make it back up to the surface, he was struggling not to pass out.
And the frigid temperature of the water wasn't helping a bloody bit.
She'd screamed in his ear when the ice collapsed beneath him, but Spike held on to her waist as they submerged into the black depths. The ice made an effective ceiling, and with only moonlight illuminating the other side, it quickly became impossible to see anything more than an inch in front of his face. He vamped in an attempt to heighten his senses, and while it helped, it only meant he was now able to see the fury in Maria's eyes as she fought against his hold.
God, he hadn't hated anyone as much as this witch since Angelus had come back to muck up his wheelchair-ridden life in Sunnydale.
Rage stoked his determination, making it possible to look past the blinding pain inside his skull as he clamped his hand over Maria's mouth. He could already hear her heartbeat faltering, but it wasn't enough. He wanted her dead. Nothing would satisfy his thirst for retribution more than that.
From somewhere, she found the strength to lift her palm to his chest. It barely touched; if he hadn't seen the flash from her skin, he would never have known it was there.
But he could see the blackening of her eyes, could see the whites as they disappeared into inky pools. And he could see the loathing in her aspect.
And even as he felt her pulse pause, the force of the magic that emanated from her hand into his cold flesh propelled him backwards, upwards, against the flow of the water and into the underbelly of the ice.
After that, everything went black.
*************
Twenty feet away from the hole, Buffy felt the ice buckle beneath her feet, and stopped, swaying as she tried to regain her balance. She glanced down. Around her boots, a thin layer of water was washing over the frosty surface, lapping against her soles. It was all melting, disintegrating before her eyes. Between the fireballs and the force Spike had exerted to shatter the ice, the hard crust was softening into a dangerous landscape, capable of disappearing beneath Buffy's step and pitching her into a very cold and murky world.
"Spike!" she called out again, searching the break in the ice for his familiar bleached hair. It would be easy to spot. The water was like pitch, mirroring the shine of the moon overhead in glistening ripples. "Spike!"
Her eyes lit on Doyle's approaching figure, and watched as he hit the same turbulence in the surface that she had, skittering to a halt and meeting her gaze. "Do you see him?" he shouted out.
"No!" Dropping to her knees, she began inching forward, desperate to get to the edge of the broken ice to search the water more closely. Her fingers were numb where they touched the surface, melting the frost it encountered more effectively than the sheet of water with every slide forward, but Buffy was oblivious to the cold encroaching her bones. She had to get to Spike. She had to save him.
One of the handprints she left in the broken crust caught her eye, driving her to pause. It was darker than the one before it, like something was covering the ice on its lower side, and she squinted into the darkness to try and make out more detail.
Just...black.
Carefully, Buffy pressed her hand onto the ice off to the side, and then stretched to see the imprint she had made. It was lighter there, and even through the cloudy ice she could see the faint patterns made in the water as it flowed below.
Her gaze returned to the blackness. Something was below the ice.
Or someone.
She felt rather than saw Doyle's approach as the ice shuddered beneath her knees. He had circumvented the worst of the hole, creeping slowly but surely, until now he stood just to her side. "Something's down there," Buffy said, not looking up.
Reaching past, Doyle brushed more of the frost away, revealing more of the black. Then, just a foot away, there was a break in the lack of color. A sliver of light.
Kind of like a lock of hair.
"It's Spike!" she said, her voice rising. Her fist lifted to smash through the ice, but before she could bring it down, Doyle's fingers curled around her wrist.
"Do that, and you both go tumbling," he warned. "Back up. I'll get him."
Buffy met his solemn gaze. He was right. She had to trust him.
Creeping away, she kept her eyes locked on the black and white shadows beneath the ice, desperate for some sign of life from them. As soon as her footing felt surer, she nodded to Doyle, who turned to the frozen surface.
The ice splintered where he drove his force through it, but it didn't break as cleanly as it had for Spike. Instead, blocks folded upward, creating a chasm wide enough for Doyle to reach into, and his head disappeared for a moment as he leaned to haul whatever was creating the shadows back into the moonlight.
Her breath caught when she saw the bleached hair dripping onto the ice.
His skin was pale blue, his eyes closed, and as Doyle hauled him away from the opening, Buffy saw the way Spike's clothes were glued to his lean frame, wet like a second skin. It was torture to wait until Doyle was close enough for her to help, but as soon as she could, Buffy grabbed onto the unyielding flesh of her lover and pulled him flush against her body.
"You idiot," she whispered. Her hands and eyes searched for any sign of injury, any sign of life. "You stupid, pigheaded, wonderful idiot."
"You have to get out of the cold," Doyle observed. "The damp will just make you sick, and frankly, I don't want to have to be the one to explain to Spike why you're dying from pneumonia when he comes around."
She laughed, in spite of the chill seeping through her clothes, and her eyes darted to the now still water lapping at the edges of the broken ice. "Is she dead?" Buffy asked.
Doyle shrugged. "Hard to tell. But I'll stick around to make sure she doesn't go Die Hard on us. You get everyone back to the cabin. I'll be there soon enough."
She only nodded. In the distance, she could see Giles carrying Holly around the edge of the lake, and by the time she'd managed to drag Spike to the shore, they were close enough for her to see the worry in his eyes.
"Are you all right?" he asked.
"I've been better," Buffy replied. A groan from the body at her feet prompted her to return her attention to Spike, bending to help him lean against a nearby tree as his eyelashes fluttered open.
"Hello, beautiful," he murmured.
Two words had never sounded so good.
"You're crazy, you know that?" Buffy said.
"Did we win?"
"So far, it looks like it."
The corner of his mouth lifted, though she could tell that even that was an exertion for him. "Then crazy was worth it, don't you think?"
Shaking her head, Buffy leaned in and brushed her lips across his in a soft kiss. "Don't scare me like that again, OK?" she whispered, her eyes searching his.
Spike nodded. "Don't really fancy another swim in the drink again, anyway." His gaze slipped past her, warming even more when it alighted on Holly in Giles' arms. "Did me proud, pidge," he said. "Good girl."
Wriggling free, Holly tumbled to the ground before racing over to hug Spike. "I don't like the lake any more," she said, her voice muffled against his neck. "I don't want to play here again."
"Think that makes two of us." Gently, Spike patted her back, but his focus was on the growing confusion in Giles' countenance. "If you drove here," he said to the other man, "I'm hitching a ride back to the Hellmouth with Joyce once we can blow this joint."
Even Giles couldn't hide a twitch of a smile at the veiled reference to the accident that had set the whole chain of events into motion. "It's good to see you, too, Spike," he said.
"Can you walk?" Buffy asked. Gently, she pried Holly away in order to help Spike stagger to his feet. His color was still bad, and his discomfort obvious, but when he looked into her face, she could see the underlying strength that would help him pull through this.
Holly stood solemnly by as Spike leaned against Buffy, his arm around her shoulder as she snaked hers across his back. When he was steady, the little girl reached up and slipped her hand into his free one and tugged.
"Let's go home," she said. "You still have to tuck me in."
To be concluded in Chapter 55: Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas...
*************
Chapter 55: Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas
By the time sunset came around on New Year's Eve, Spike was ready to kill the lot of them. Metaphorically speaking, of course.
Well, maybe it would likely be more than metaphorical for those two new Watcher prats. He hadn't heard such whinging since Xander had been forced to put Spike up in his basement. Taking them out would be mercy kills for all involved.
It hadn't started out so badly. In fact, it had started out bloody good. As soon as they'd turned up back at the cabin, Joyce had gone into mother hen mode, ordering Spike to change out of his wet things before going up to bed in the loft. She'd then set out to prepare a steaming mug of blood with a hot chocolate chaser, allowing Buffy and Holly to be the ones to take the drinks up to him. The peanut gallery even managed to remain silent when the two girls stayed with Spike to curl up beneath the blankets.
The trio had fallen asleep, and Spike had dreamt of finishing off the witch in a much bloodier fashion than drowning, satisfying his hungrier urges for vengeance against the bitch for what she'd done to Holly. Sure, he'd still had the pleasure of being the one to take her down, but it would've been even better to feel her life being drained from her sorry flesh. The bitch deserved pain for what she'd done, lots of it. He just hoped that her drowning had been a long and tortured death.
Waking up with his skin aflame from having two living, breathing, and overly blanketed humans curled into his sides had chased the dreams away. He'd luxuriated in the heat for a grand total of two minutes before the sound of quarreling drifted from below to wake Buffy, prompting her to get up and investigate. Things had gone downhill from there.
While the cabin had been cozy with Buffy, Holly, and himself, the addition of four more adults made it downright cramped now. As the most injured, Silas had commandeered the main bed, but it didn't stop him from barking out requests to any and all who would listen. By the time lunch came around, even Joyce was ready to drive the knife back into the Watcher's gut.
Things went from bad to worse when Doyle showed up. Though he carried with him the good news that Maria hadn't emerged from the lake, all hell broke loose when he brought up the issue of taking Holly away once the clock struck midnight.
Starting with the child in question having a screaming, kicking fit in the middle of the living room as she protested leaving the cabin at all.
"No! No! No!" she shouted, her bare heels pounding into the floor in rhythm with her tiny fists. "Won't go! Won't go!"
Buffy lost her temper when a stray kick caught her in the shin, retreating to the safety of the kitchen while Joyce and Spike tried their hands at calming Holly down. Neither succeeded. When Holly ran for the bathroom and slammed the door shut, Spike figured the discussion was closed when they quickly discovered that nothing short of physical force was going to coax the girl from where she'd retreated.
Spike was wrong.
Now, two hours later, he felt like his head was going to explode from listening to all the options get weighed about Holly's future.
"Will you just bloody make up your minds?" he finally said. He dropped his mug into the sink with a clatter, frustration sharpening his nerves. "She's a girl, not the end of the world. Well, not any more, at least."
"We must weigh all our options," Giles said. "It's the only way to ensure we choose the correct one."
Spike rolled his eyes, but he was cut off from his quick retort by Buffy's support for her Watcher.
"This is the way the team works, Spike," she said. She wasn't accusing him, but somewhere in the green depths of her eyes, he thought he detected a hint of disappointment. "If you're going to help out, it's probably time for you to start getting used to it."
He couldn't counter that. He'd been the one to insist on equal footing once they got back to Sunnydale, but he hadn't anticipated getting sucked into the do-gooders' routine ritual of talking things to death before they actually did anything.
Of course, that didn't mean he had to put up with it now.
"Lemme know when we're takin' off," he said, sauntering to the loft ladder. "I'll just be working on my recuperating in peace and quiet."
He was almost disappointed when nobody tried to stop him, only because it would've been nice to be needed at this stage of the game. Guess all I'm good for is a little muscle, Spike groused silently as he slid between the sheets. Nobody had ever said otherwise, but it would've been nice if they'd at least made the pretense of trying to convince him to stay. That's what the white hats did, after all. They tried to make it about the feelings and not the actual problem. Looked like even after all of Buffy's words to the contrary, he didn't matter enough.
He fell asleep in a foul mood. Happy fucking New Year.
*************
The creak of the ladder woke him up, but when Spike opened his eyes to blink blearily at his guest, he was surprised to see Giles appear over the top rung. He propped himself up on his elbows, watching carefully to see who would follow. Nobody came.
"How do you feel?" Giles asked.
Spike's brows shot up. "No, straight to the chase, 'stay the hell away from my Slayer,' Rupert? Looks like I lose that twenty to Buffy, then."
"That is not a conversation we're going to have right now," Giles said. "There are too many ears around."
"Slayers don't have super hearing."
"No, but surprisingly enough, three-year-old little girls, do." Leaning against the railing, his gaze remained steady as he repeated his question.
"Not out for the count, if that's what you're hoping," Spike replied. He sat up the rest of the way. The calm countenance of the Watcher was disarming. This was the first time they'd been reasonably alone together, and at the very least, he'd expected a lengthy diatribe about why Spike wasn't good enough to even consider having a relationship with Buffy. Concern about his welfare didn't factor into that particular scenario.
"We've reached a consensus on how best to handle Holly's future," Giles said. "We'd like very much for you to come down to discuss it, but before you do, I'd like a word with you first."
"Here it comes." He sighed. "Lay it on me. Always best to kick a vamp while he's down. Haven't been away from you so long that I don't remember that."
Not even a rise from the Watcher. For a second, Spike wondered if he was losing his touch.
"I wish to speak of your involvement in this situation," Giles continued, not missing a beat. "I began to suspect there was something amiss when Maria informed me that Buffy's body hadn't been recovered from the car accident. I couldn't fathom why you might've saved her when it seemed the perfect opportunity for you to be rid of us, once and for all. Then, when Joyce arrived and began sharing more specific details of Holly and her predicament, it became apparent that something was happening to you, that perhaps the chip was forcing you to re-evaluate your wrongdoings as something to be corrected---."
"Hey! You take that back!"
"I'll admit, seeing you with Holly yesterday, my first instinct was to assume you were going to kill her." He held up his hand to ward off the protestation all ready to spill from Spike's lips. "Very obviously, that was never your intention, and then seeing how willing you were to sacrifice yourself in order to ensure Maria's demise, well, it was certainly refreshing to see."
Spike snorted. "Not like I could've drowned by takin' her down with me," he said.
"No, but we're both well aware that there are other ways for a vampire to be neutralized, if not outright killed."
"There a point to this blather of yours, Rupert? 'Cause this is gettin' just a tad longwinded, even for you."
"My point, Spike, is that I'd like to thank you for taking the steps necessary to protect both Buffy and the child. It shows considerable growth on your part, and I'm even more convinced that perhaps this chip of yours is the impetus you need to do something better with your life."
Spike was stunned into silence. For the one thing, he'd never in a million years expected to ever hear anything resembling gratitude being offered to him from one of Buffy's crew, let alone her Watcher, but then to have the man express some sort of belief in a greater good for the chip? It was almost ridiculous in its optimism.
He would've laughed out loud if Buffy hadn't told him almost the exact same thing just the night before.
"I don't expect changes to happen overnight," Giles was saying, "but based on what I witnessed last night, I have little doubt that the changes will be forthcoming. Buffy certainly seems to support that belief as well. Strangely enough, she's your second biggest fan currently."
He didn't have to ask who his biggest fan was. Spike already knew it was Holly.
And somehow, he still couldn't find it in him to reply.
"Now that that's said and done, we need you to come back and join the group." Giles straightened and headed for the ladder, not bothering to look back and see whether Spike was complying. "The fate of Holly's future is contingent on your presence."
*************
It was a somber Spike who followed Giles down the ladder. Chewing at her lip as she watched him step from the last rung, Buffy waited for him to meet her eyes, to look to her for reassurance about what was going on, but it never came. Instead, Spike headed straight for the kitchen and pulled out the remainder of the Jack Daniels he'd been stashing away.
"Anyone fancy a drink?" he said to nobody in particular as he poured out a glass for himself. He didn't even look like he wanted to share, especially when he left barely a swig in the bottom of the bottle. "No? More for me, then," he said, and drained what was left.
"Spike's thirsty," Holly said from where she sat next to Joyce on the couch. She'd finally emerged when Paul had knocked repeatedly at the door, insisting that he had to "use the facilities," and when she'd opened it up to find out what exactly he meant, he'd shot past her, cleanly knocking her from the bathroom, and locked the door behind him.
"Spike's something," Buffy heard him mutter.
"Glad to see you got to enjoy it," Doyle said. He leaned against the wall by the fireplace, grinning at Spike, but Buffy knew it was mostly show. He'd been hiding his tension with glib remarks ever since he'd returned from watching the lake, and she suspected the strain of the past few days was finally beginning to wear on him. I guess even ghosts need to take a break once in a while, she thought.
"Let's get down to business," Giles said.
"That's me," Holly said brightly to anyone who would listen.
"Yes." He cleared his throat. "Come midnight, the barrier around the cabin will be lifted, and any danger that still exists for Holly will be gone. We'll be free to return to Sunnydale at that point. Spike, have you recovered sufficiently to drive one of the cars?"
"With my eyes bloody shut."
"Yes, well, that might not be the safest way. I'll leave Buffy to convince you not to blinker yourself."
She caught his gaze then, a mixture of confusion and uncertainty she hadn't witnessed since the early days of their new relationship. Offering what she hoped was a comforting smile, Buffy rose to her feet and crossed to stand next to Spike.
"There's three cars," she said in explanation. "Mom's going to take Holly, Giles is going to take Paul and Silas to the hospital, and you and I get the bitchmobile. We figured since you and I have all our stuff here to pack and lug, it's best if we don't hold the others back so they can leave."
Spike frowned, his eyes darting to the couch and back. "Pidge is goin' back to the Hellmouth?" he asked, his voice hesitant.
"Now that she's not bait for Maria," Doyle offered, "we think it's time Holly got some stability. A solid home. Legal guardians."
"Or guardian, singular," Giles said. "There was some debate as to who would be best qualified---."
"Spike! Spike!" Holly called out, pointing.
"---but then there are certain...difficulties that must be addressed. Such as the legality of the process."
"Spike can be legal," Holly offered.
"Not easily, moptop," Spike said gently.
When Buffy looked at him, she was surprised to see pain hiding in the blue of his eyes. He was disappointed. It wasn't exactly an unexpected response considering his attachment to the little girl, but she hadn't thought it would be as acute as all that.
Holly's disappointment was almost as strong. "Can Buffy be legal?" she asked, turning hopeful eyes back to Giles.
"Well, yes, but there is something else for us to consider."
Buffy knew what was coming; they'd had this part of the conversation while Holly and Spike were both still absent. She just hoped Giles would be gentle with the child.
"Though Maria won't pose a threat to you any longer," he continued, "we don't know whether or not your blood will still affect Buffy adversely. If it does..."
His voice trailed off. He couldn't quite finish the thought.
Holly's eyes went liquid. "I don't want to hurt Buffy any more," she whispered.
"You're not going to," Joyce said, pulling the girl into her arms and soothingly stroking her back.
"Which effectively rules Joyce out as guardian," Giles said. "If something were to happen to you, that would place you in Buffy's care anyway, and we can't trust that just yet."
Buffy felt Spike shift behind her, caught the movement of his glass getting set to the counter before his arms wrapped around her waist and tugged her against him. She sighed in contentment. This was better.
"So what's that mean then?" he asked.
"That means..." Giles cleared his throat. "...we think I should be named your guardian."
For a second, Holly looked stricken, but when Joyce squeezed her shoulders in reassurance, she gave him a tiny nod.
Spike snorted. "That's a soddin' daft idea, Rupert," he said. "You know bugger all about raising a little girl."
"Exactly." The admission made Spike's arms stiffen around her, and Buffy curled her fingers around the back of his. "This is why we think this should be a joint effort. My flat is obviously too small for both myself and a child, and Joyce has stated that her house seems too large without Buffy there any longer. So, the solution is to combine the two. Holly and I will move in with Joyce."
"That's not all," Joyce said quickly when she saw Spike about to speak. "Rupert freely admits that he's not ready to take full responsibility for Holly, and I'm at the gallery all day. So that means we need somebody else to watch her." She smiled. "The bedrooms are all taken, but if you don't have a problem with basements after staying with Xander, you're more than welcome to decorate it as you see fit. And I promise not to make you do any laundry but your own. You don't even have to do Buffy's when she brings it home from school."
Buffy twisted in his arms in order to see the look on his face. Confusion faded to disbelief, shifted to awe.
"You want me to...move in?" he asked carefully.
"It would be a fair swap," Giles said. "Room and board for your services." His lips quirked as he fought not to smile outright. "I must admit to relishing referring to you as the William the Nanny instead of William the Bloody. And I dare say, Xander will have a field day with it---."
"Sod it. I'll take it. Beats bein' chained up in your tub, hands down."
Holly's eyes swiveled among the adults, trying to sort out the new arrangements. "So," she said, "I'm living with you," she pointed to Giles, "---and you," this went to Joyce, "--- and Spike?"
"Don't forget me when I come home for holidays," Buffy chimed in.
A slow smile split the little girl's features and she hopped up from the couch to run for the door. "Can we go now?"
Laughter filled the room.
*************
Buffy couldn't remember a stroke of midnight more greatly anticipated that that New Year's Eve. They even promised Holly she could stay up to see her fourth birthday, but the little girl fell asleep in Spike's arms before the clock struck ten. To pass the time, Joyce packed up Holly's things, and Giles conferred with Buffy and Spike, going over maps on how to return to Sunnydale, but the minutes still seemed to drag. At five before the hour, she finally managed to convince the others to allow her to slip out and check the barrier, posting the argument that she was the least injured of the entire group.
She returned with good news, and quickly, they set out to make the trip to the vehicles. Buffy and Spike left their luggage behind for the moment; with Silas too injured to walk, Giles and Paul both not exactly up to par, and Holly to be carried, they needed all the muscle they could get. They had to take the long way back to the cars; Silas' bulky form was proving difficult for Spike to keep a hold of without re-opening his wounds. Eventually, though, the trip was made, and Buffy stood next to her mother's car, watching as Spike carefully buckled Holly into the back seat and shut the door without waking her.
"It's about five hours back to Sunnydale," Joyce said. Her eyes flickered to Spike, watching him throw his head back and relish the crisp winter air. "Don't dillydally or it'll be morning before you get back, and you'll have a boyfriend floating out your window."
"Well, I'll vouch for the dillying," Buffy said, "but you'll have to talk to Spike about the dallying." She gave her mother a quick hug. "Thanks," she whispered, hoping that Spike was too preoccupied enjoying his new freedom to hear her. "For everything."
"I think next Christmas we'll have a nice, quiet holiday in," Joyce said as she slid onto her seat. "In fact, I think I'm going to make that a Summers tradition from now on."
"You'll be re-evaluating that decision when moptop wakes you up at all hours, wanting to open her prezzies," Spike said, suddenly behind Buffy.
Joyce smiled. "I survived a certain someone staking out the fireplace for five years hoping to catch Santa Claus and demand why she never got skating lessons from Brian Boitano," she said with a smile. "I think I can handle just about anything."
Buffy blushed in the moonlight and took a step away from the car. "OK, remind me when we get back to Sunnydale to keep you two apart," she said. "Sharing Baby Buffy stories is not my idea of a good time."
"Play nice with Rupert 'til we show," Spike warned with a wag of his finger. "Don't want to catch you doin' anything naughty when we walk through the door."
"Ewww," Buffy said, scrunching up her nose. "I'd finally managed to scrub those images from my brain. Please don't bring them up again."
Joyce grinned as she started the car. "It looks like I just discovered an unexpected bonus to having all these boarders," she said. "A brand new way to torture my daughter."
"Because you don't torture me enough already."
"No such thing."
Stepping back from the car, Buffy waved as Joyce pulled away from the road's shoulder, the taillights oddly bright in the dark. Together, she and Spike watched the car disappear around the far bend, and then his mouth appeared in the hollow of her neck.
"Finally," he breathed, nipping at what little skin he could find beneath her coat collar.
She pretended to push away his hands that had suddenly found their way beneath her coat. "We have to load the car."
"Rather load you."
Buffy laughed, her breath forming misty clouds that drifted up to the clear sky. "OK, that one was bad, even for you."
"Don't tell me you don't want to." Gently, he palmed her breast, his thumb stroking her nipple through her lacy bra. "Besides, I think we've earned a little reward. We saved the day, after all."
"No, Spike." As hard as it was to pull his hand away from her flesh, she did so, turning in his embrace so that she could see the sharp shadows of his face. "You saved the day. I just kind of drove it in your direction."
His lashes lowered. "It's not what I signed on for, you know." His voice was low, his body still. "When we had our little talk about how things would be once we got back to Sunnyhell, this wasn't what I had in mind. What I did..." Spike stopped, and she knew just how hard it was for him to say any of this, even in light of how far they'd come already in their relationship. And loved him even more when he started up again.
"What I did, with the little one, and with dragging that Maria bitch below the ice. I did that for her, Buffy. Not you. Not because it was the right thing to do." He finally looked up. "I did it because I made pidge a promise, and there was no way I would ever go back on that."
"I know," she murmured. Her hand came up to cradle his face. "That doesn't lessen the value of it, though. And maybe next time we have something like this come up---because it will, this is my world we're talking about here, remember---you'll jump in and help because you want to. Or maybe the time after that. I have faith in you, Spike."
His mouth twisted into a half-smile. "I've made you go barmy from all the brilliant shagging, I think."
"Well, yeah, there's that, too." Leaning forward, she pressed her lips to his, savoring the heady taste of his mouth and forgetting for that moment about the long drive they had ahead of them. "I love you so much," she murmured when she finally broke away.
"Gonna have to share me now, you know. Got another girl in my life."
"Yeah," she agreed. "But I think I can take her. Or distract her with chocolate."
His fingers laced with hers, and he began tugging her back toward the cabin. "C'mon, pet. Didn't I hear you say something to your mum about me and some dallying? Sounds like a good idea to me."
"So does packing up the car so that we can get back without you dusting on me."
He continued to lead her through the trees. "Sun comes out, I'll just duck down so it can't get me. Wear a skirt. I'll hide between your legs."
"Except you're the one driving, silly."
"So you hide between my legs."
"You're a pig, Spike."
"Love you, too, Buffy."
*************
Unseen, the trio of ghosts watched Buffy and Spike head back to the cabin with their hands clasped, their words and laughter ringing throughout the clear night.
"I love happy endings," Jenny said.
Tara smiled. "It's not an ending. Not really."
Shaking his head, Doyle rolled his eyes. "Don't start on that whole new beginning crap again," he said. "Let's just enjoy the moment, all right?"
They were silent, their gazes thoughtful. And then...
"Should we be singing 'Auld Lang Syne?'" Tara asked.
"Nah," Doyle said. "Too cliché." He paused. "How 'bout 'Frigging in the Rigging' instead?"
"Doyle!" both women exclaimed.
"What? You heard 'em. You know they're goin' back to the cabin to---."
"You don't have to say it."
"Besides," he continued, "I think it's completely appropriate for the situation. New start for Spike, being serenaded with a song done by one of his favorite bands." At Tara's confused frown, he added, "Sex Pistols. A bit before your time, I think."
"I though it was a sea shanty."
"It is, but Steve Jones did an amazing arrangement that---."
"We're not singing," Jenny said firmly. "End of discussion."
More silence, and then the two lovers disappeared from their view.
"How long before the spell takes effect?" Tara asked.
"It should already be happening," Jenny said.
Doyle sighed. "I don't like messing with their memories like this. It doesn't seem right."
"We don't have a choice." Jenny turned to face him. "And it's not messing. We're just...blurring the lines a little. They'll remember everything that's truly important. Their feelings aren't going anywhere."
"They can't remember they saw me," Tara stressed further. "It would be too weird for them when they got home. It's better if everyone thinks that you and Jenny did it all."
"We didn't do much of anything." His smile was wistful as he looked off to the trees Buffy and Spike had passed through. "It was all them. Surprising what love can do."
The women's gazes followed his, their own faces softening as each remembered the affection and emotion they'd witnessed between the cabin's houseguests over the past two weeks. "Surprising, indeed," Jenny murmured.