Author: efa
Title: Safe Things ( the title probably won't make sense until the last chapter)
Spoilers: none
Disclaimer: I can't think of a clever one this time, so I'll just go with the
basics: BtVS belongs to Joss, ME, UPN, etc., etc. (but not me!)
Archive: If you think my story's worth posting elsewhere, I'd be delighted. Just
tell me please.
Comments: Chapter 1 of the sequel has arrived! (despite the fact that my review
quota was not met) Alright, folks - some feedback is in order.
Now go forth, and read the story:
Buffy dreamed.
She was in an old chateau. She walked from room to room, her vision strangely
acute in the dim light. All of her senses were unnaturally clear. She could
smell the dust on the furniture and hear the skittering of a mouse in the
upstairs wall. The air in the halls was very cold, but her skin was not
goosebumped.
She held a bowl in one hand, and the liquid in it sloshed back and forth with
her movements. She wore a long, encumbering dress, and took short, graceful
steps, almost floating over the floor. She passed through a foyer, a living
room, a dining room. She walked up one stairwell, and then another, finding the
third floor hallway. She continued walking until she reached the fourth door on
the right.
The door opened into a bedroom. Spike lay sleeping on a large canopy bed, crème
colored sheets drawn up to his chest, an arm thrown over his face. Buffy drew up
to the edge of the bed and grasped the top of the sheet with her thumb and
forefinger, dragging it down to Spike's waist and exposing his nude form
underneath. She sat beside him and set her bowl on the bedside table. She dipped
one sharp nail in, and then brought it over Spike's chest, where a bead of black
ink dripped onto his right pectoral. Sound filled her ears, like wind in trees,
like hushed voices, urging her onward. She drew one symbol over the male
vampire's flesh, then dipped her finger again to draw another beneath it, and
another. After sixteen symbols were drawn, she stopped, just above Spike's
navel, and the whispers faded from her hearing. Spike's eyes began to flutter
open.
"Wake up, my Spike. Wake up."
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Buffy snapped awake, sitting up rigidly in her bed. She looked over at her
clock. 4:00 AM - too early to be awake, and too late to go back to sleep. She
pouted at the injustice. Then she remembered why she'd woken up - slayer dream.
Spike knocked on her door, and then let himself into her room. "Mornin'"
"Morning. Had another slayer dream."
"Yeah? Dreaming about me again?"
"You wish...actually, yes I was. We weren't sharing a dream again, were we?
"Don't know. 'm not sure. I dosed off in front of the telly. Dreamed something
about Dru, I think. Don't recall you being there, though."
"Do you dream about her a lot?" Buffy asked, jealously slipping into her tone.
"Vampires rarely dream at all, unless it's prophetic."
"Oh. So what woke you?"
"I don't know. Sounded like I heard someone telling me to wake up. Then I heard
you moving around upstairs, so I thought I'd pop in. By the way, your bed really
needs new springs. Bloody loud, they are. Maybe that's what woke me up."
"Huh. Actually, I remember telling you to wake up in my dream."
"Oh. Do we inform the watcher, then?"
"I guess." She raised her fists in a mockery of a cheerleader holding pom- poms.
"More research. Yay."
Spike chuckled, then hopped onto Buffy's bed, pulling her into his lap and
resting his chin on his shoulder. "We can't do anything now. It's Saturday. No
one will be awake for another four or five hours."
Buffy smiled. "Hmmm. What could we possibly do for four or five hours?..."
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Buffy called a Scooby meeting at ten, and a quarter of an hour later everyone
met at the Magic Box. Buffy described her dream to the gathering, trying to
include as many details as possible. Giles frowned in consternation. "This
situation is turning out to be more complicated than I first imagined."
Buffy spoke up. "Well, I can't remember what all the symbols looked like, but I
could recognize them if I saw them. Do you have any books with writing like
that? Characters?"
"Of course. I'll go fetch them."
Giles disappeared into the back of the store, returning with various volumes.
Buffy immediately discarded the first three. The characters simply looked wrong.
The fourth was more promising. It was a thin, leather bound book. Under it was a
notebook with English translations. It was a book of prophesies, as it turned
out. Buffy flipped through the pages methodically, finally finding the symbols
from her dream. She showed the page to everyone, and Giles began searching
through the notebook for the translation. Before he could find it, though, Spike
spoke up.
"Oh, bloody hell. How could I have forgotten." He looked up at Buffy, and began
reciting in a sing-song voice: "Hearts break like wine glasses. Red pours out of
cracks. It drowns the world; it poisons it with drink."
Buffy shivered. The way Spike had said that was just creepy. "Ok, you're
freaking me out Spike. You sounded just like your crazy ho."
Giles had found the translation while Spike was speaking to Buffy. "That's
almost exactly what it reads here. Spike, I had no idea you could read Laerlen."
"I don't," Spike answered. "I've never heard of the language. I just
remembered...God, how could I have been so bloody stupid! We were in France some
eighty years ago, in an old castle. Dru was having a bad spell. She kept
yammering on about something. I got sick of listening to her and went to bed,
and when I woke up she'd taken ink and painted that crap all over my chest. She
kept repeating those words over and over again. 'Hearts break like wine glasses.
Red pours out of cracks...'" Spike turned to Buffy. "That's what I dreamt of. I
remember now. We were having the same dream after all, Slayer."
There was silence, for a moment, as everyone processed the information. Anya
turned to Giles. "Laerlen - that's a fey language, isn't it?"
Giles looked to her. "Why yes, it is."
Spike let out a short, slightly hysterical laugh. "Fey? So the pixies really
were talking Dru."
~tbc~
Part 2:
Buffy shivered in disgust for the fourteenth time that afternoon. "I still
can't believe I was Drusilla in my dream."
"Think of it this way, Slayer - at least you weren't Harmony."
Buffy gave Spike a dark look, and then turned to address the rest of the
Scoobies. "So...what does it mean?"
Spike sighed. "Well, it seems to be saying the same thing the other prophesy did
(see A/N). If our love turns sour the world ends, or some rot like that."
"Well then what was the point of the dream?" asked Anya.
Giles spoke up. "It gives us some idea of our circumstances. Most end of the
world situations happen in a fairly brief time frame. This one is a, a century
in the making. Spike, you said this took place eighty years ago?"
"Yeah, but we already knew that," said Buffy. "The last prophesy said that it
started when Spike died, remember? 'Through death a demon shall be born...'"
Tara waved a tentative hand to get everyone's attention. "M-maybe there's more
to it. A-and this was only part of the message."
Buffy picked up the book of prophesies from the table. "There is. In my dream, I
stopped at this character," She pointed to one a quarter of the way down the
page, "but it looks like this prophesy continues onto the next page. What's the
rest of the translation, Giles?"
Giles began once more thumbing through the notebook of translations. "It doesn't
appear to be here. Either a page is missing or the rest was simply never
translated. Spike, did Drusilla perhaps say anything else about the prophesy?"
"No. Not that I recall. She only talked about the one part."
Giles turned to Buffy. "Do you remember anything else from your dream?"
Buffy frowned. "No. It was weird. It was like I wasn't thinking for myself -
just following directions. I remember voices, but I didn't really understand
what I was writing. Anyway, the dream stopped right when Spike woke up, before
Drusilla said anything to him."
Giles removed his glasses from his face and began to wipe them with a tissue.
Xander smiled encouragingly. "Maybe you'll get another dream."
Buffy smiled wanly. "Oh, joy - more quality time as the bitchy-evil schitzo."
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That night Buffy dreamed again. She was once more poised over spike with
ink-stained fingers. She was speaking to him, a lovely limerick. "The pixies
whispered it to me, my Spike."
Spike closed his eyes in exasperation. He sighed heavily. "Are you hungry, luv."
"Oh, yes. Bring me something sweet and pretty. And sad, like William was."
Spike growled in distaste at the name before gently rolling her off of him and
getting up. She watched his naked form hungrily until he pulled on clothing. He
took her hand and drew her up, tucking a strand of dark hair behind her ears.
"My ripe, wicked plum," he whispered reverently.
The pair exited the chateau, taking a carriage into town. Spike had done up her
hair in an elegant coif. The two were dressed in high-quality, fashionable
clothing. They walked into a party, where classical music played in the
background. She swayed her hips seductively to the beat. Her graceful, sensual
motions were shocking to the stuffy, prudish partygoers.
In her dancing she drifted over to a young man who stared at her in rapt
attention. She leaned close to him. "Look in my eyes," she murmured against his
lips. "Be in me."
His eyes became open and vacant, and in that moment she struck, morphing into a
beast and burying her fangs in his throat. She let the corpse drop from her
hands and turned to Spike. He was finishing with his own meal. The room was
nearly empty, as most of the partygoers had fled, screaming. He turned to her,
blood running down his throat and dripping from his fangs, an joyful gleam to
his eyes. He savagely tore the heart out of his victim and offered it to her,
love and admiration shining in his eyes,
Something in the atmosphere seemed to shift. Buffy brought a hand to her
bloodstained lips and looked into her lover's eyes. Spike walked towards her,
pulling her hand away from her face and placing the wet organ in it. He then
lifted a finger to brush her cheek. Yellow eyes shifted to blue. Vampiric
features melted into human.
"I love you Buffy," he whispered, his mouth still stained crimson. He was at
once the most terrible and the most beautiful thing she had ever seen.
Buffy awoke and vomited over the side of her bed.
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She looked up to see Spike standing at her door looking lost and heartbroken.
"Buffy, I..."
"This happened, didn't it? It was another memory."
Spike nodded.
"They don't pull any punches, do they," She whispered, mostly to herself. She
addressed Spike. "It's trying to break us apart. Whatever's trying to end the
world - it's in my dreams, and it's trying to break us apart. It wants to turn
me against you."
Spike only hung his head.
Buffy wiped her mouth, grimacing at the flavor of bile. She stared for a moment
at her shaking fingers, then curled them into a fist. "It doesn't matter." She
looked up at the vampire once more. "I know what you are, Spike. I still love
you."
He stumbled toward her, crawling onto the bed and into her arms. He then buried
his face against her breastbone and began to sob.
~tbc~
Part 3:
Part 4:
Spike hurtled up the stairs in a furious panic. Applying the preternatural
speed and grace of the undead, Spike seemed almost to glide to Buffy's bedroom.
He burst through her door and rushed to the side of her bed, nearly crumbling
with relief when he managed to make out a faint heartbeat and shallow breathing
from her unconscious form. He could tell that she hadn't lost enough blood to do
any permanent harm.
Vampire saliva had healing qualities, and so Spike leaned forward to quickly
lick the wound in Buffy's neck closed. Her blood was bittersweet on his tongue.
Afraid of sleep, Spike kept silent vigil on his love. Hours seemed to stretch
into eons as he waited for her to wake up.
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Buffy's eyes fluttered open at last around eight in the morning. She tentatively
lifted her arm from where it lay on her bed and moved her hand towards Spike's
face.
And punched him *hard* in the jaw.
"You bit me! Why you -" A wave of dizziness overcame her, and she suddenly
became aware of the stinging sensation near her throat. A look of horror emerged
on her face. "But it was just a dream, right? Spike, tell me it was just a
dream!"
"..."
"Spike?!"
Spike turned his back to Buffy and drew off his shirt to reveal the thin wound
between his shoulder blades. Buffy reached up with a trembling hand to trace the
long, shallow cut. It was partially healed, but her fingertips still came away
stained a faint brown-red.
She sounded strange, even to her own ears, when she spoke again. "That
night...you came to Sunnydale to kill me. We were fighting on the lawn. Mom
stopped you with an axe."
Pause.
"She stopped you with an axe. Before you could...before you could try to drain
me. You never got the chance to bite me. It was different in the dream, though.
I tried to warn you this time, when I saw mom about to hit you with the axe. I
still...I still...and you tried to kill me. You tried to kill me."
"Buffy, I love you. You know I wouldn't -"
"But you did!" Her voice began to vibrate with anger. "I still loved you. I
still loved you in the dream. I tried to stop mom from hurting you. But all you
cared about was killing me. Draining me dry. A God-damned Slayer happy meal on
legs!"
"Buffy -"
"Don't touch me!"
"Buffy, love, listen to me. That bite on your neck -"
"Do you really think now is a good time to talk about it?"
"It stings, right? But it sort of tingles at the same time? There's something
about it that's different from the other vampire bites you've had, am I right?"
A moment passed. The anger faded from Buffy's gaze, replaced by confusion. "It,
it feels sort of like when Angel bit me -" Spike grimaced in distaste. "- but
different from when the Master or Dracula -"
"Dracula bit you?"
"Yes. Don't change the subject. Where are you going with this?"
Spike rested his forehead against Buffy's, relieved when she didn't flinch away.
"It's a vampire thing, Buffy. It's how we claim a mate. With blood. If I only
saw you as a meal and a conquest in the dream, do you think I'd have claimed
you?"
Buffy's face lit up with understanding. "But you took so much blood."
"Yeah. I think we can blame the dream for that one. I wasn't completely myself
at the time. I certainly didn't stop loving you, though." Spike suddenly grinned
stupidly. "You're mine!"
"I'm not yours."
"Yup. You're definitely mine. Got the marks to prove it."
"I'm not some possession, Spike."
"Course not. But you're still mine."
"Well, you're mine too, right?"
"Yeah. I think you'd have to claim me too, though, for it to be official."
"Claim you?"
"Bite me. Drink my blood. Not much, mind you. Make me yours."
"Spike?"
"Yeah?"
"This conversation is turning you on, isn't it?"
"...no..."
"You used to be a better liar.
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An hour or two later, the pair lay in a mess of tangled sheets. Buffy was
grinning. "I feel all...afterglowy." Spike smiled smugly. "I can't believe Angel
claimed me and never told me." Spike stopped smiling.
"Sodding ponce."
"Wait. Aren't I still claimed by him?"
The smug smile returned. "Nope. Not if it the claim's rejected."
"How'd I reject it? I didn't even know about it."
"You stopped loving him, pet. Ta da - no more claim."
"Oh. Okay. Well then - we have bigger issues."
"Like what?"
"Oh, let's see. Well, there's that little thing about the axe wound in your
back. There's the other little thing about how you managed to drain enough blood
from me to knock me unconscious while in your sleep, two rooms and a flight of
stairs away. These dreams are getting dangerous, Spike - like physically
dangerous. I think we need to tell Giles."
"You're probably right."
"Of course I'm right! I'm scared Spike. You said it yourself - you weren't
entirely in control. You could have killed me in that dream. What if...oh, God
Spike - what if it had been me who nearly killed you? What if you...I don't
think I could...I can't..."
Spike was awe-struck by Buffy's words. *Jesus, Buffy - how can you still love me
after all this? I don't deserve you. Not even slightly.* Spike gathered Buffy in
his arms and pressed his lips to her forehead in reassurance. "Love, we defeated
a god. I think we can handle this."
"Spike, we don't even have a plan."
"Yeah? Well my plans never work anyway. I say we're better of without one."
Buffy chuckled weakly. She then drew Spike's lips to hers in a deep kiss.
"Enough with the depressing prophesy talk. I've had enough mood swings today to
last me a pregnancy. Now, where were we?"
Pause.
"Afterglowy?"
"Oh yeah..."
~tbc~
Part 5:
"How could you not have told me this earlier?!" Giles yelled. Fatherly
concern and anger were etched into his face.
Buffy bent her head in shame. She sighed. "I'm sorry, Giles. We didn't say
anything when we realized we were sharing dreams. It was just so...personal. I
figured it was something Spike and I should figure out on our own. I still think
that. But when I was nearly drained - I figured you should know. I think that
whatever trial is coming is in our dreams, or at least it's starting there."
"I think it would be wise if you and Spike spent a bit less time together -"
"No!"
"Buffy, try to be reasonable about this. These dreams are endangering you."
"Do you think they'll stop if we're separated. These are *slayer* dreams, Giles.
You can't save me from them." Buffy took some calming breaths. "It's just...I
won't leave him Giles. That would feel too much like giving up. Or fleeing."
There was silence, for a moment, as Giles tried to think of a way to get Buffy
to take his advice seriously. Buffy prayed he wouldn't say anything more about
her staying away from Spike. She was dangerously close to shoving her fingers in
her ears and yelling "La, la, la, la, la," at the top of her lungs.
Childish, much?
Finally, Buffy asked, "Have you found out any more about the prophesies?"
Giles frowned at her change of topic. "A bit. We've found some writings which
indicate that you and Spike must 'harness the darkness within.' There was
something about a mutual binding. Perhaps, with the dreams you've been having,
this information might mean something to you..." He trailed off at Buffy's
pensive expression.
Suddenly, her eyes widened. "Binding - Spike claimed me! In the dream! Only it
turned out to be outside the dream too."
"He what?!" Giles yelled.
Xander chose that moment to enter the Summers residence. "Who what? What what?
Wha'd I miss?"
Noticing neither Xander's entrance, nor Giles' exclamation, Buffy continued
without pause - "Hmmm - mutual? I guess that means I ought to claim him. He'll
love to hear that. I don't know if I'm ready to move that fast in our
relationship, though. I mean, claiming's like mating, or marriage, or something
- isn't it? Giles? Oh, hey - Xander. I didn't know you'd be coming by."
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Spike chose that moment to come down from the second floor. Buffy hadn't wanted
him to join them until she had finished speaking to Giles, but he had heard
Xander's entrance, and wanted to know why the bloke had come over.
He took stock of the situation. *The whelp looks clueless - as always. A bit
like he's been given a prefrontal lobotomy. Nothing new there. Watcher's looking
a bit...constipated. Well that can't be good, now can it? Oh, Christ - tell me
she didn't tell him about the claiming!*
Buffy sensed his presence. "Spike, I thought I told you to stay upstairs."
Spike was struck by the interesting image of Buffy screaming 'Run! My dad's
gonna kill you!' Well, Giles was pretty much her dad. And running looked like a
fabulous idea at the moment. He replied to Buffy's statement - "Was just heading
back up, actually."
"Stay." Giles growled. He actually *growled.*
*Heh, heh,* Spike thought. *Good thing he can't castrate me just by glaring,
right?...Right?!?!*
"Buffy, how could you let something so foolish happen? I've heard of claiming in
the vampiric sense. The-the nature of vampire relationships is very dark and
twisted. You don't know what you've gotten yourself into. Though surely Spike
knew all of this before he went through with this action." Giles turned to glare
at the vampire in question.
"Buffy must have explained the dream to you. I wasn't exactly in control at the
time."
"Oh, of course. I imagine you would have been fighting the prospect of blood
binding tooth and nail if it hadn't been for the dream, " Giles said
sarcastically.
Spike moved his hands to cover his genitalia protectively.
"It's not like this is some sire/child thing, you know. There doesn't have to be
anything...twisted about it. And dark? She's a slayer. Her life's already dark.
It won't become any darker because of this."
Buffy began to get annoyed. "Okay, first of all - Giles - don't talk about my
relationship with Spike like that. Second - I feel like I'm in the dark here. I
want to know *exactly* what a claim entails *right* *now.* And no, don't tell
me. Either of you. Just find me a book with the most objective description that
you can find."
Spike grimaced. "I'll bet the only books watcher, there, has were written up by
the council. I doubt you'll get a very objective answer that way."
"Fine, Spike. I'll read it. Then you'll read it. Then you'll tell me if the book
skipped anything or got anything wrong. We'll go to the Magic Box. And while
we're at it, Giles, you can show me exactly what that prophesy said. I want to
know how Spike's claiming me might be relevant to the impending apocalypse.
Xander looked very much at a loss, and not a little out of the loop. "Um, yeah.
I'll just go with you."
"Why are you here, by the way," Spike asked him.
"Uh - just checking up on things. We going?"
Xander headed for the door, followed by Giles. Buffy went after them, but Spike
grabbed her arm before she could leave. "Buffy...you don't really think that I'd
put you in danger and not tell you, do you?"
Buffy was still and thoughtful for a moment. Then, she smiled reassuringly. "I
would never think that. I can...feel that this claim is...right. It feels right.
I think I ought to know more about it than that it feels right, though.
Especially since it probably has a lot to do with the whole end of the world
deal we've been hearing about."
Spike smiled, relieved. "I'll grab a blanket and join you through the sewers."
"Be careful. Use an ugly blanket. I don't want singe marks on a good one."
"No, can't have that. Ugly blanket it is. I'll be right with you, love." Spike
pulled her into one, soft kiss before releasing her arm, and watching as she
walked out into the sunlight.
~tbc~
Part 6: