Part XIX - Fusion
“What do you mean the magic is coming from-“ Xander cut his sentence short when a distant roaring sound was heard. “What is that?” He questioned when the noise became louder and the lights on the ceiling started to flicker.
“It sound like-“
Giles wasn’t able to finish as the entire room suddenly began to shake. The group wobbled, trying to find balance but the shuddering grew in intensity and eventually Anya tumbled to the floor.
“Anya!” Xander cried out coming to kneel next to her.
“I’m ok.” She replied over the roaring sound that engulfed them. Her hand came to rest on her distorted face. “What’s happening? I feel like… a vengeance demon.”
Instinctively, Willow leaned over Tara’s unconscious body, shielding her from the debris that started to fall from the ceiling as the building started to crack under the vibrations.
“Is it an earthquake?” Dawn shouted her question.
“I don’t know.” Giles replied holding onto the nearest wall for balance.
“We have to get out of here.” Buffy yelled.
“We can’t move Tara, and Sam is too weak to walk.” Willow replied just as the lights went out and they were left in total darkness.
“Buffy and I will carry them.” Spike spoke up kneeling down next to Sam; his heightened vampiric vision allowing him to see through the thick veil of blackness.
He was putting her arm around the back of his neck when suddenly the ceiling on the far end of the room collapsed. Instantly, the building was flooded in a mixture of shadows and glows of soft blue as the moonlight filtered through the large gap on the roof.
“Everyone move. Now!” Buffy ordered, kneeling next to Willow and Tara.
Anya stumbled onto her feet with Xander’s aid as the ground continued to shake.
“It’s happening. We can’t stop it.” Spike heard Sam whisper weakly into his ear while he leaned against her to scoop her up.
Everyone froze when, as quickly as it had started, the roaring noise and shaking stopped. They eyed each other; the frightening feeling that this was merely the calm before the storm creeping into their chests.
A small bright light floating in the middle of the room caught their attention. It soared a few inches off the ground for a few seconds before a sharp, high pitch sound was heard and they saw the white glow literally tear its way through the air like lightning. Everyone’s hands immediately went to cover their ears as the shrill became too loud to bear.
Willow felt her heartbeat accelerate to a frightening speed and she drew shallow, asphyxiating breaths from her lungs.
“Willow?” Buddy called out as she stepped away from Tara to tend to her best friend. Her black eyes were wide and filled with fear. “Willow what’s-“
She stopped when she saw the witch’s trembling finger lift to point at the middle of the room. She turned to look at whatever had caught the redhead’s attention and gasped at what she saw - Willow… another Willow was sitting Indian-style in the middle of the room. She was surrounded by the bright white light, her raven hair floating around her. She was chanting something, but whatever she was saying was impossible to hear as the sharp shrill continued to sound around them.
Buffy’s eyes drifted erratically from the Willow in the middle of the room to the one at her side. The latter was now clutching her chest, her mouth partially open, and her facial muscles contorted painfully as she continued to suffocate. The Slayer watched in terror as her best friend’s body started to lift off the ground and was left hanging in midair. Willow on the other hand seemed to be unaware of her airborne state. She continued to hold onto her chest and began to jerk spasmodically as if a powerful voltage was coursing through her. After a few excruciating seconds the witch’s body suddenly went limp, her lifeless arms fell to her sides, her legs dangled in the air while her head hung motionless; her hair cascading down her back.
“Oh, my God.” Dawn gasped.
“Willow!” Buffy screamed when the redhead’s body started to drift towards its counterpart, still sitting in the middle of the room, unaware of what was happening.
As the two drew closer, the one sitting on the floor began to have the same reactions as the first one. Her breath came in short pants and soon she was clutching at her chest and floating in midair. Hovering closer and closer together, their bodies finally touched. The group watched in awe as the light around them grew in intensity, pulsating, and the two witches began to merge. The conscious Willow let out an inhuman scream as her arm fused with her counterpart’s, one melting into the other. In a slow and excruciatingly painful process their hairs, eyes, mouths and noses melted into one another until there was only one entity left. As the ungodly sight came to an end there was complete silence and all that was left was an unconscious Willow suspended in midair, surrounded by light.
“Willow…” Buffy breathed in a weak voice after a short pause.
Her footsteps over the wreckage echoed in the silent room as she came closer to the redhead. Anya quickly took her place next to Tara’s still unconscious body.
“Willow…” She whispered again, her hand reaching up, but just as their fingers were about to touch Buffy jerked away letting out a cry.
“Buffy!”
In a flash, Spike was standing next to her.
“I-I’m fine. It shocked me. The light.” She tried to explain; a confused frown marring her forehead.
“What just happened here?” Dawn asked. “I-Is that Willow?”
Slowly, the woman floating in the air began to come around. Her eyelids blinked a couple of times before her eyes opened to reveal total darkness. She didn’t even bother to glance at the people in the room. Her unseeing gaze focused on a distant point in front of her as she began chanting once again. Her lips moved but no sound was coming out. It was as if someone had just pushed the mute button.
“Willow.” Buffy called out again, but received no answer. “Willow, can you hear me? Willow!”
Nothing.
Instinctively, Buffy reached up, but once again was forced to move back when a powerful jolt shocked her.
“It’s not Willow.”
Everyone turned to look at Sam who was now partially sitting on the mat.
“Not just yours, anyway.” She added.
“What do you mean, not just ours?” Xander questioned. “But she was right there. She can’t have just disappeared. She must be… inside of *her* somehow.” He pointed at the chanting woman.
“Oh, she’s in there somewhere. But she’s not the one in charge right now.” Sam explained.
“Who is?” Anya questioned, her fingers threading through Tara’s hair as she tried to push the rebellious locks away from the witch’s face.
“The other one.” Giles was the one to provide the answer this time. He took off his glasses, rubbing the bridge of his nose before his gaze met Sam’s. The redhead merely nodded as she got an image from the ex-librarian’s mind. “She’s the one causing the shifting.”
“What?” Dawn asked. “How?”
“She’s the one using the magic. That’s why it seemed like there was a barrier when Tara tried to track it down. There wasn’t any mystical barrier. Tara couldn’t pinpoint the origin of the magic because it wasn’t coming from our universe.” Giles finished explaining putting his glasses back on. “Kind of arrogant of us…” He paused watching Willow’s hovering form chant. “…to think that out of all the universes possible, the exact one where the disturbance was originated was ours.”
Everyone paused for a second. Everything seemed to be coming together. Who would have the power? Who would be strong enough to master such great magic that would cause the universes to bleed together? The answer now seemed clear - Willow.
Buffy was the first to react.
“We have to stop her.” Turning to look at Willow’s hovering form she shouted: “Willow!”
There was absolutely no reaction.
“She can’t hear you.” Spike realised.
“Why not?”
“She’s in between universes. That’s why we can’t hear her.” Giles explained.
“There has to be a way to make her stop and listen.” Buffy insisted. “Willow!”
Nothing.
“Willow! Listen to me. You gotta stop whatever you’re doing. Willow!”
“Buffy…” Spike’s voice was a mere whisper cutting through her shouting.
She turned to look at the vampire standing next to her.
“You’re bleeding.”
The Slayer’s hand instinctively reached up to touch her nose. When she looked down it was covered by a thick string of blood. Suddenly, she doubled over, as if she had just been punched in the stomach. A muffled cry escaped her parted lips and slowly a bleeding wound started to eat its way through her skin until a large gash was formed on her left cheek.
“Buffy!” Dawn screamed.
“It’s happening to you too.” Spike realised as he wrapped one arm around her waist when she stumbled back.
“Willow.” She called again.
Spike glanced around at the floor and picked up a rock.
“Better try throwing this.” He offered bringing his hand back and throwing the stone with all his strength. There was a collective gasp when the rock hit the light and instantly dissolved into dust.
Suddenly, the ground underneath them began to shake once again. This time the vibrations were twice as strong and soon everyone had tumbled to the ground. The ceiling began to cave in, falling all around Willow, creating a cloud of dust that filled the entire room, temporarily blinding its occupants.
Buffy coughed violently, her hand coming to cover her mouth as she tried hard to breathe. She was blinking wildly, trying to look through the thick cloud when, suddenly, between the shades of blue and black she saw a steel beam coming straight at her. The next thing she was aware of was a flash of black and then she was being rolled on the ground. She ended up trapped under a hard body that pressed against hers, effectively shielding her from falling debris.
The familiar scent of old, worn leather and cigarettes surrounded her. It took a few seconds for her to register the two strong hands cradling the sides of her head and the fact that her face was buried between skin and leather.
“Are you ok?” His voice was raspy and low; his concern evident.
Even though her mind seemed lost in a haze just as thick and as blinding as the one surrounding her, her body reacted automatically and she nodded numbly. That was when he moved. He lifted his head slightly, his hands still framing her face, as he looked down on her. His pupils were wide, leaving only a thin circle of blue in his iris. Even though the floor underneath them continued to shake she seemed unaware of it as she stared up at him.
“You sure?” He insisted as he let his index finger trace the gash on her cheek.
She nodded once again. Without another word he rolled off and crouched next to her. With his aid she stumbled to a standing position as the cloud of dust settled around them to reveal an open sky above them. There was no trace of the ceiling.
After the momentary numbness Buffy’s body reacted and her eyes immediately darted towards the rest of the group. She exhaled in relief when she found all of them huddled in a corner. Well, almost all of them.
“Where’s Sam?” she asked.
Their gaze fell over the spot on the mat where the redhead had been laying until now. Spike felt his stomach turn when he saw a large portion of the ceiling in its place.
“Sam…” He whispered.
Before he had time to mourn or even react a violent vibration that surpassed the intensity of all the ones that had preceded it, shook the entire building and what was left of it started to crumble. Out of nowhere a fracture on the floor started to form. Eating its way through the linoleum and splitting the room in half, it left behind a large fissure that separated Buffy, Spike and Willow from the rest of the group.
“Buffy!” Dawn shouted from the other side.
“Stay there!” Buffy ordered lifting up her hand, still marred with blood as the ground continued to shake underneath them; the crack becoming larger by the second. “Don’t move!”
“Tara!”
Anya’s voice cut through the noise.
“I think she’s coming around.” The vengeance demon announced, her wrinkled hand resting on the young woman’s neck. “But her pulse is getting weaker and she’s getting cold.” Turning her attention to the woman lying on her lap she whispered: “Tara…”
The witch blinked a couple of times, trying to focus her eyes on the face looking down on her. She gasped and jolted a bit at the sight of Anya’s demonic visage.
“It’s me Anya. Don’t move. You’re wounded. Just stand still and we’ll get you out of here.”
Closing her eyes for a second she nodded weakly.
“Buffy, we have to do something.” Dawn cried out.
The Slayer was about to reply when Spike’s voice sounded:
“Sam!”
Everyone turned to look in the same direction as the vampire, but there was nothing to see.
“Spike?” Buffy questioned.
He simply stared at a blank spot in midair. His wide eyes announcing that whatever he was seeing was drawing closer.
“Oh, my God!” Giles gasped when suddenly Sam’s body materialized in front of them.
She was hovering just a few inches off the fissure on the ground, her arms were spread out at her sides, her head bowed and her long auburn curls flowing down to completely cover her face. After a few seconds, what sounded like a soft and weak mumbling grew into loud chanting words.
They watched in silence as the light that surrounded Willow stretched through the air to reach Sam, coming closer and closer until the two floating women were immersed in it.
Slowly, Samara’s head lifted up, her curtain of hair parted to allow a glance at the pale complexion of her face. Her black eyes were narrowed, her lips moving fast as she voiced out a mantra of incomprehensible words in an otherworldly language.
“What is she doing?” Dawn asked to no one in particular.
“She’s bringing Willow into our universe.” Giles explained; his eyes fixed on the two women.
As the light began to pulsate, Sam’s effort to control it became evident. Her ghostly hands, which hand been firmly spread out began to shake violently and her voice, once sure and strong, was now weak and faltering.
She closed her eyes for a second, swallowing hard before she opened them again and began to chant once more.
Slowly, the glow that had been surrounding Willow started to dim as it abandoned her to engulf Samara completely. As the witch tumbled to the floor, Sam, who was still suspended in midair, stiffened. Her head was thrown back, her facial muscles contorted and her mouth fell open. It was clear that she was screaming in pain, but none of them could hear it. Not anymore. The light drew closer and closer to her. It seemed to penetrate every single pore in her body until it was gone.
There was a fraction of a second in which Samara was simply hovering in the air, suspended like she had been in the beginning when, suddenly, thin, black strings of light began to flow from under her clothes. The strings grew into thick lustrous ropes that twisted around her tightly; turning around her neck, her waist and limbs. Spike swallowed hard as he remembered the same thing happening to her in Buffy’s living room the day before. He watched frozen in place and silent as the black glow spread over her white skin, twining between the red locks of her hair until she was completely immersed in darkness. In the end, in her place all that was left was a large gaping hole of black light. It grew smaller and smaller until it was reduced to a simple dark dot in the air. And then it was gone.
All eyes in the room were now fixed on a blank spot in midair when:
“I should have guessed that little Buffy had something to do with this. So… you came back for more, huh?”
Everyone turned to look in the opposite direction and find a raven-haired Willow stumbling to her feet. Her darkened eyes focused over Spike and Buffy, her back turned to the rest of the group that was standing on the other side of the large precipice.
“Willow.” Buffy breathed as she turned to look at her. She suppressed a hiss when the movement sparked a dilacerating pain at her side. ‘Great. Apparently my other self also has a couple of broken ribs.’ She grumbled inwardly.
Without a thought, Spike was at her side, two strong hands holding her arm.
“And you brought Spike with you. Isn’t that just sweet? The two lovebirds together to fight the big, bad girl.”
“Willow?” Buffy questioned again, her head tilting to the side.
There was something completely different about the Willow that was now standing in front of her. Maybe it was the cold and scornful tone in her voice, or simply the frightening lack of whites in her eyes.
The witch mockingly mimicked Buffy’s motions with a head tilt.
“Buffy?”
“Willow, you have to stop this.” Buffy spoke.
“Really? And why is that?” She asked but never gave the Slayer a chance to reply. “Oh, no! Wait!” she lifted her hand up. “Let me guess. Because it’s… wrong?” Her eyebrows came together for a second and her lower lip jutted out for a pout. “Guess what?” Her childish expression turned into a cold, unfeeling one as she added: “I don’t care.”
“You don’t understand.” Buffy insisted, trying to ignore the sinking feeling in her stomach. “I don’t know what you’re doing but you have to stop it or-”
“Or what? You’re going to get your ass kicked by me…” She paused and a creepy smile spread over her lips. “…again? It’s getting kind of pathetic, don’t you think?”
“You’re causing the entire universes to collapse.”
“Now that’s just a bit over-dramatic, don’t you think? It’s just a simple time skipping spell.” She continued to mock.
“A time- You’re trying to turn back time? Is that it?” Spike gasped.
“And the prize goes to the Slayer’s fanged lapdog.” Willow announced sarcastically.
Spike couldn’t help but growl.
“I thought you had decided to split after the nasty bathroom incident.” Willow’s eyes narrowed again and a satisfied smirk spread over her lips when she saw the horrified look on Spike’s face.
“Willow, listen to me. You can’t do that. The spell you’re using is causing-“
“Don’t you think that six years of listening to you is more than enough?” The raven-haired woman asked. “Oh, right… I forget. You’re the Slayer. Which means that you get to tell everyone what to do. Well, guess what… You are NOT going to stop me from getting *her* back.” The pain filtered through the rage in her faltering voice. “No one’s EVER going to take her away from me again.”
Buffy tried to stand up, her mind commanding her body not to feel the pain that was coursing through her, but as she moved towards her target Willow’s hand lifted and suddenly Buffy was projected across the room. Her body skittered over the ground, opening up a path free of debris in her wake.
“Buffy!” Dawn shouted as Spike ran to kneel next to the Slayer.
The young Summers’ voice caught Willow’s attention.
“Oh, look, the whole gang is here! Isn’t this just heart-warming?” She mocked coldly as she turned to look at the group huddled in a corner. “ Xander… Giles! You’re back! Good to see you.” She greeted with fake enthusiasm. Her expression turned into a disgusted one when she turned to look at Dawn. “And of course… hysterical mini-Buffy, as always, is whining her head off.”
A coughing sound coming from behind Giles caught the witch’s attention.
Without a word, they watched as the ex-redhead glided over the floor, coming closer to the precipice that separated them from her. Effortlessly, she hovered over the abyss.
“Let’s see who else is here.” She said tilting her head, trying to identify the two other forms lying on the floor behind Giles, Dawn and Xander.
“Stay away from-“
One swift move of her finger and Xander found himself voiceless.
“Shush, Xander. I’m done listening to you. I’m in the mood for some fun.” She lifted her head up, her nose sniffing the air a few times. “My guess for secret identity number one is…” Her gaze focussed on Xander and a leer took over her lips. “…Anya. You can never go wrong with that vengeance demon aroma.”
“That’s enough Willow.” Buffy’s angered voice echoed in the crumbling room.
Willow turned slowly to find the Slayer barely standing on the other side of the cliff.
“Ok, this is getting really old. Kicking your ass just isn’t fun anymore. But if you insist.”
Willow raised her hand and almost simultaneously Buffy was lifted off the floor. The blonde’s hands immediately went for her neck, struggling with the invisible force that was strangling her.
“Buffy!” Dawn screamed.
“That’s enough shrieking from you, little mouse.” Willow commanded.
Instantly, Dawn was silenced even though the witch’s her attention never drifted from Buffy. Her body convulsed, her face turned a frightening shade of blue and her eyes began to roll back in their socks. Her legs jerked and blindly kicked the air as she tried to find release from the witch’s unseeing grip. She was close to loosing consciousness when…
“Willow…” Tara’s weak voice was barely audibly but it was enough to make Willow’s entire body freeze.
Buffy’s tumbled limply to the floor as Willow turned to find her lover lying on Anya’s lap, blood still dripping from her torn shirt.
TBC
Part XX - Back Again
The weak threads of moonlight filtered through the collapsed ceiling to make it look almost black as it spilled onto the linoleum floor. Under the soft glow it was thick and dark, contrasting against the pale white fabric of her shirt. There was so much it … So much of *her* blood. Willow remained frozen in place, staring at the limp form lying in the corner. Her head was propped up on the vengeance demon’s lap; her face looked like it was made out of wax. It was ashen and pasty, gone was the soft light that seemed to constantly irradiate from her pale complexion.
“Tara…” Her voice echoed slightly in the silent, decaying room.
Willow watched as she tried to speak. Her lips parted only to bring on a violent coughing fit. In an instant, the raven-haired witch was kneeling beside her, holding her hand as Tara convulsed. It was so cold. Silently, Anya faded into the background along with the others until it seemed that all that was left in the world were the two of them.
“Tara, honey, you’re back.” They managed to hear Willow say between soothing words. “It’s gonna be ok now. I did it. Nothing’s going to hurt you anymore. I promise.” One trembling hand abandoned her lover’s to push back a few loose threads of blonde hair that insisted on tumbling down to cover her face. “You’re gonna be alright.”
Tara tried to speak again and once more she felt her airways spasm, contracting aggressively until a thick and dark string of liquid was flowing from the corner of her mouth and running down her neck to add to the great stain that marred her shirt.
“No… Don’t try to speak. You don’t have to say anything. I-“ Willow choked back the knot that was growing in her throat, swallowing hard as her raven eyes became glassy with tears. “You’re gonna be ok… I promise.” Her voice was weak and broken down. “J-Just stay still…”
Willow lifted her hand, letting it glide an inch over Tara’s wounded chest. Her eyes narrowed as she focussed on the small, circular tear on her shirt. She was snapped out of her deep concentration when Tara’s weak fingers meekly grasped her wrist. Willow’s gaze drifted to find hers.
“Don’t…” Tara managed to whisper.
“But, if I don’t you’ll die…” Willow argued with a faltering voice. “I-I can’t lose you again, baby.” She mewled.
The wounded witch closed her eyelids for a second, trying to push back the blackness that was swimming in the corner of her eyes. It took all of her strength to stay conscious. It was so hard and she was getting so cold… So cold.
“You have to stop this…” She gasped before she coughed up some more blood.
Willow tried to speak again but the sight of Tara struggling to say something silenced her.
“You can’t undo… what has happened. You can’t.”
The movements of her chest were growing weaker and shallower by the minute.
“I miss you so much. I just want you back, Tara. Please.” Willow begged as the tears now flowed freely down the sides of her cheeks.
“I am not…” Her facial muscles contorted at the taste of her own blood crawling up into her mouth. She swallowed it and continued: “…not your Tara.”
“Of course you are.” Willow tried to deny what she knew to be true deep inside.
Tara shook her head lightly, her eyes closing for a second.
“If you don’t stop… we’ll all die.”
“I don’t care. I just want to be with you, please Tara. Let me help you.” Willow insisted, moving her hand back over the wound.
Tara’s grip on her wrist grew stronger.
“No.”
“Please, baby. Just let me do this for you and I promise everything’s going to be ok. Just let me make it ok.” Willow spoke quickly and irrationally, her lower lips jutting out painfully as she tried to control the onslaught of sobs.
Her heartbeat skipped a beat when she saw Tara’s eyelids fall closed and felt her frozen fingers slip from her wrist.
“Tara! Tara, baby. Talk to me! Tara! Don’t- Oh, God please don’t. Tara!” Willow cried out in agony and despair.
“Willow…” Giles’ voice filtered through her pain. “You have to stop this. You have to stop your spell from happening. If you don’t, we’ll die.”
Willow turned to look at him over her shoulder as he added: “She’ll die.”
The witch narrowed her eyes at him as the hurt seemed to be suffocating her.
“She’s not your Tara… and you know it. Your Tara is gone. You can’t bring her back or change your past.” Giles explained.
He seemed to be getting to her when suddenly her expression hardened once more. She ignored the ex-watcher and turned her attentions back to the partially conscious Tara. She focussed her gaze on the wound, raising her hand over it. They waited, but nothing happened.
“There is no bullet, Willow.” Giles explained.
The witch’s eyes grew wide.
“In your world Tara is already dead. She’s probably in a morgue or even… buried, isn’t she?” He asked.
She nodded meekly.
“They’ve already taken the bullet out. She’s already dead… and this Tara is merging with her. She’s going to die if you don’t stop this.” The shopkeeper explained in a low voice.
Her eyelids fell closed for a while, her eyebrows coming together for a painful frown. When she opened her eyes her gaze met Tara’s.
“I miss you so much…” Willow mumbled.
Slowly, the blackness of her hair seemed to start to fade away, gradually being replaced by the old reddish tone it usually had. The raven eyes grew paler until all that was left in her iris was the familiar green.
“I…” Tara coughed again and Willow’s hand was there to soothe her, her thumb drawing small circles on a cold and ashen cheek. “I love you.” Tara managed to gasp.
A fresh stream of tears coursed down the side of Willow’s face. She leaned down, her eyes closed as her lips brushed ever so lightly against Tara’s.
“I love you too, baby.” She whispered, letting her forehead rest on her lover’s.
The rest of the group stayed back, watching as the two said their last goodbyes.
With her hand still cupping Tara’s cheek, her eyes still closed, she began muttering:
‘Thoth, Djehuti, Tehuty,
Lord of the Khemenu,
God of the moon and magic,
I summon thee to my will.’
A soft breeze started to blow in the crumbling building, sending a chill down Buffy’s spine. She lay still on the floor, her entire body sore and aching as Spike knelt next to her, his fingers discreetly drawing secret patterns over the back of her hand. The two of them watched from afar as a faint light appeared around the chanting witch.
‘Let yesterday be gone and
Tomorrow still to come.
May Shai reclaim his meaning,
And his realm be restored.’
As the words were spoken the glow grew stronger, until Willow was completely engulfed in it; her features barely visible under the intense blaze.
‘Thoth, Djehuti, Tehuty,
Lord of the Khemenu,
Ruler of Time,
Let yesterday be gone…’
Willow paused, giving Tara one last kiss before she uttered the rest of the spell:
‘And tomorrow still to come.’
With that a blinding flash inundated the entire room, like a silent shockwave spreading instantly around them.
Buffy blinked wildly; everything was white. Her heart raced in her chest as the sudden fear of being sightless hit her. The feel of a strong hand gripping hers gave her a comforting sense of calm.
“Buffy…”
The sound of his voice soothed her.
Slowly, but surely, her eyes started to react to the stimulus around her. The frightening whiteness started to turn bluer and darker; soon shadows and outlining began to filter in and eventually she was able to see again.
She blinked a couple more times until her eyes focussed on a spot in the distance. Instinctively, her gaze wandered over to the man kneeling at her side, holding her hand.
“You ok?” She heard his ask.
She stared into his eyes and nodded. When he ran his hand along the side of her face she couldn’t help but close her eyes for a second, but a rustling sound snapped her out of it.
“Dawn?” She called out.
“I’m ok, Buffy. I’m over here.”
Buffy hissed when she tried to move. Her body still ached. Her hand instantly went to nurse the side of her ribcage. Her eyes widened and she gasped when she felt the bones move into place under her skin.
Anya was having a similar reaction. Her fingers hovered over the marred tissue of her face. The deep gashes grew shallow until they were completely gone and the purplish tone of her skin had vanished and her usual pale complexion was restored.
Giles adjusted his glasses as his sight returned. He scanned his surrounding and was relieved to find that everyone was still there. His attentions drifted to the spot were Willow and Tara had been. There he found the two of them lying in similar positions.
The redhead witch lay unconscious with her head resting on Tara’s shoulder. Gone was the black outfit he had just seen her in to be replaced by old blue denims and a simple white shirt. It was Willow; their Willow.
He watched as Tara stirred into consciousness. Her face twisted painfully when she became aware of her surroundings. She gasped a bit as she felt the healing changes take over her body. Suddenly, breathing wasn’t such an unbearable task, her sight wasn’t murky and soon the pain that made her mind tremble between wakefulness and total blackness was gone.
A soft smile spread over her lips when she saw the woman leaning on her shoulder. Slowly, she wrapped her arm around her and began whispering:
“Willow, honey… Wake up.”
Gradually, the redhead started to stir. She nuzzled her face on the smooth fabric when suddenly the scent of blood assaulted her nose.
“Tara!” She gasped, jumping up. “Tara, sweetie! Are you ok? Oh, my goddess we have to take you to a hospital.” Her irrational rambling was cut short by Tara’s smile.
She shook her head:
“We don’t have to. I’m ok.” She grasped her lover’s hand and brought it over her previously wounded chest. “See.”
“How? What happened?” Willow asked confused.
“It’s over, Willow.” Giles announced. “The shifting… it’s over.”
Willow turned in the direction his voice was coming from; her mouth falling open when she took in the destruction around her. The entire building had collapsed, leaving only two walls partially standing.
A few feet away from her and Tara were Giles and Dawn. A bit further Anya and Xander stood with their arms wrapped around each other and, in the distance, separated from the rest of the group by a deep crack in the floor, were Buffy and Spike.
Willow frowned a bit as she breathed:
“Where’s Sam?”
The distraught look on everyone’s faces told her the news weren’t good. They eyed each other in silence. Buffy dared to cast a glimpse in Spike’s direction. She watched him swallow hard and stand up straight.
“She’s gone.” Spike’s voice cut through the stillness.
Author’s Note: I know the chapter is very small but since I’m pretty sure that I’m not gonna have much time to work on the story for the rest of the week, I thought it would be very nasty to let you guys hanging on the last chapter for the next three more days. So, decided to post this small chapter, just to resolve the cliff-hanger.
As for the chapter… I decided to make Tara the hero of the day. She deserved it, after what they did to her character in season 6.
TBC
Part XXI – The Morning After
As the boot came into contact with it, the small rock flew through the air for a few seconds before it dropped back onto the floor, rolling a few feet causing a cloud of dust to trail behind it.
“Man, this place is completely trashed.” Xander noted the obvious as he stared at the rock.
The morning after the big confrontation they gather once again in the wreckage that used to be the Magic Shop. Under the clear light of day the destruction of the building was more evident.
“Why couldn’t the big showdown have happened in the other reality?” Anya pouted for the umpteenth time that morning. She sat on a pile of rubble, her elbows on her knees, her hands under her chin. “A universe in which *I* don’t run the Magic Box.”
“Have I said how *really* sorry I am?” Willow piped up with guilt in her voice as she eyed Giles under an apologetic frown.
The shopkeeper let his hand rest on her shoulder.
“It wasn’t your fault, Willow. You weren’t even there.” He said calmly.
“Yeah, it was her nasty, psychotic, evil twin.” Anya grumbled shooting Willow a murderous look.
“I’m sorry.” The witch muttered as Tara’s reassuring arm came to wrap around her waist.
“It’s ok, baby. It wasn’t you.” The blonde whispered.
The group wandered through the wreckage, surveying the destruction.
“There is no way we are going to be able to fix this up.” Xander spoke his thoughts out loud.
“Don’t say that!” Anya scolded him, standing up in a flash to cross the room and stand in front of her fiancé. “We are going to get this all fixed up and at minimum cost. You hear me?”
“Of course we are, honey.” He reassured her.
“Things could have been a lot worse.” Giles said as his mind dwelled on the memories of the night before. “The way she was upset… if it hadn’t been for Tara… We wouldn’t have made it.”
“Go, Tara! New super hero in town.” Xander applauded.
The blonde Wicca felt the blood rush to her cheeks, giving them a bright shade of red as her eyes stared at the floor.
“What really did happen in the other universe?” Dawn spoke up.
“We’ll probably never know.” Giles took off his spectacles, running his handkerchief over the lenses before putting them back on. “All we know is that, for some reason, Tara…” He paused glancing at her. “…died and Willow wanted to turn back time to stop that from happening.”
At the ex-watcher’s words, the redhead wrapped her arms around her lover and brought her as close to her as she could before she whispered:
“Thank God, you’re ok. I don’t know what I’d do if I lost you.”
“It’s ok, I’m right here. I’m not going anywhere.”
“Why did the fight have to happen here?” Anya whinged again, ignoring the rest of the gang.
“Anya, will you drop it already. It happened. Get over it.” Dawn stepped in, tired of hearing the ex-demon complain. “Now, let’s get to work.”
“And since when are you all action-girl?” Anya grumbled.
Dawn hesitated a bit before she answered with a question directed at none in particular:
“Am I really a whiny brat?”
“What? No!” Willow and Xander said in unison.
“You’re not a brat, nor are you whiny.” Giles guaranteed.
“Of course you’re not.” Tara added.
“Sometimes.”
Everyone turned to look at Anya.
“Well, it’s true. I’m sorry. But she is whiny.” The ex-demon insisted even under the scrutiny of the others.
“Ahn!” Xander protested.
“What? I’m honest.” She blurted out.
Shaking his head, Giles couldn’t help but smile, everything seemed to be back to normal again. His eyes scanned his surroundings. Well, at least they would be after they started work on the walls… and the floor… and the… Oh my God, there’s no ceiling! He realised what had been painstakingly obvious to everyone else.
Rolling his eyes and sighing, he grumbled:
“We better get to work.”
“Right.” Xander exclaimed bringing his hands together for a loud clap. “To work.”
There was a moment of silence as the gang exchanged looks.
“Where do we start?” Dawn asked frustrated.
“How about we clean everything out of the room first? See what we can use and what we can’t.” Willow offered.
“Good idea.” Xander said excitedly as he moved toward one of the large steel beams fallen in the middle of the room.
He bent down and tried to pick it up but it wouldn’t budge.
“Um… A little help, please.” He piped up.
Giles went up to him. The two men pulled and pushed together but once more it had no effect.
“Ok, we need Slayer strength here. Where’s Buffy? What’s taking her so long?” Xander asked.
“She went to check on Spike.” Dawn explained. “See how he’s doing.” She paused. “See if he has any news on Sam.”
“Oh…”
A heavy silence filled the air as the group remembered the strange redhead’s disappearance.
~+~
The metallic screeching of hinges being turned alerted him to his unannounced guest. Even so he remained lying on his back on the bed, his head propped up by his two hands clasped together behind his neck; his eyes closed. Heeled-footsteps were heard, first on the top floor and then closer, over the steps that led to the underground compartment of his crypt where he lay. He didn’t need to open his eyes to know it was her. Her scent had betrayed her the moment she had opened the front door.
“Hey.” Her voice was soft and low.
“Hey.” He repeated the greeting as he opened his eyes and looked at her.
She stood at the foot of the bed, her hands nervously running over one another.
“How are you?” She questioned, trying to make small talk.
“I’m ok.” He replied sitting up straight and flinging his legs over the edge of the mattress.
There was a moment of silence between them as they held each other’s gaze. It ended when she lowered her eyes to the floor and breathed:
“Any news?” She didn’t have to say anything else. He knew what she was referring to, even so he asked:
“On Samara?”
She nodded weakly.
“No.” He ran his left hand through his dishevelled hair.
He hadn’t had a chance to bathe yet. After last night he had found his way back to his crypt and crashed onto his bed. He had tried to sleep. Probably managed a half an hour or so before he had woken up once again.
Nervously, Buffy moved closer, taking a seat next to him on the bed.
“She’ll be ok.” She tried to reassure him, but the hesitation and doubt were clear in her voice.
She heard him force out a chuckle and she swallowed hard when he turned to look at her. She had expected to find tears or maybe just sadness, but there was no trace of either in his azure iris.
“I know she is.” The strength in his tone made her wonder if he knew something that he wasn’t telling her.
“How?” She asked, tilting her head.
He shrugged.
“Just do.”
Once more, they looked at each other for a long while. She realised that the mask he had been so effectively holding up was starting to crack when she saw a shimmer in his eyes. It was faint but it was there.
“Spike…” She breathed.
Suddenly, he was up and walking to reach the nightstand on the other side of the bed.
“So, how’s the watcher’s shop doing? Still broken in half?” He asked refusing to look at her while he shuffled through the contents of the drawer.
She dwelled on whether to confront him or just play along with his charade. She chose the latter.
“Yeah. Apparently, the earthshaking and floor-cracking was in our universe.”
“Too bad. Demon girl must be crawling up the walls, huh?” He continued his search.
“Yeah…” She replied, standing up and going around the bed to reach him. “Spike…”
There was no answer.
“Spike…” she called again, this time setting her hand on his t-shirt-clad shoulder.
He stopped. She watched as he inhaled deeply before turning around to face her.
“Yeah?”
“What are you looking for?”
“Something…” He paused and added: “Not important.” He shrugged once more and tried to walk away but she stood in his path. “Wha’?” His voice was hard as he looked at her with a cold stare.
“It’s ok if you’re scared and-“
“Not scared.” He replied gruffly.
She tilted her head and looked up at him.
“Why are you acting like this?” She asked calmly.
“Like what?” He grumbled, trying to pass once more, but again she was in his way.
“Since when do you bottle feelings up inside?” She questioned.
“I’m not bottling anything, Slayer.” He replied, managing to get past her.
“See?” She said triumphantly. “Every time you’re pissed you call me Slayer.”
“What are you blabbing on about, Sla-” He stopped himself, but it was enough for her to pick up on it.
Her eyebrows raised on her forehead as if saying ‘I rest my case’.
He shook his head.
“Look, I don’t have time for this now. I don’t feel like having another round of-“
“Stop it.” She interrupted him. “I know how important she was to you-”
“You don’t know anything.” He growled.
“Fine! You wanna fight. We’ll fight. If it makes you feel any better.” She said, bringing her wrists up in front of her.
“Don’t wanna fight you.” He replied walking past her, but her strong grip on his bicep stopped him.
“Just let it go.” She muttered when he turned around to face her.
“Oh, brilliant!” He exclaimed sarcastically as he pulled away from her. “This coming from the Queen of Denial!”
“Fine, so I have issues with expressing-“
“You bet you’ve got issues.” He chuckled angrily.
“Don’t try to turn this on me.”
“I didn’t. You’re the one who always manages to make everything about herself.” He narrowed his eyes at her. “Oh, I’m the Slayer! I’m so bloody important. Oh, I died and now everyone has to wait on me hand and foot. I’m so sad.” He felt his stomach turn the moment the words left his mouth, but he stood his ground.
He watched as her eyes turned glassy and bloodshot almost instantly. She swallowed hard as she walked past him. She didn’t make it to the foot of the stairs before he was running after her and standing in her path.
“I’m sorry.” He breathed apologetically. “I didn’t mean to… You know me and my big mouth, always blabbing away the stupidest thing I can think of… I’m sorry.”
Her eyes were glued to his t-shirt as she refused to look up at him for a few moments. Eventually, her gaze drifted to meet him.
“I know you’re hurting, but that’s no excuse to go around being…”
“Mean?” He offered.
“Well, I was gonna go for ‘yourself’, but mean will do.” She replied with a weak smile.
He exhaled the breath he had been holding inside for the last minute and smiled back at her.
A warm feeling of peace seeped into his chest when her fingers came to rest on t-shit.
“I’m sorry about Sam.” She practically whispered.
Her hand drifted from his chest up to his cheek and he closed his eyes, leaning into her touch. His body seemed to freeze for a moment when he felt her lips graze over his, but soon he relaxed and returned the soft kiss.
His own hands found their way to cup her cheeks as the contact grew stronger and deeper. After a few seconds, he felt her pull away, his eyes opening, his lips trailing after hers to prolong the kiss, but she managed to keep them at bay as she leaned against his forehead.
“I love you.” She breathed.
His eyes instinctively fell closed again as he exhaled sharply.
“Buffy, you-“
He was cut short when her lips were suddenly on his, silencing his. Her mouth opened over his, her tongue sneaking in to duel with his as her hands wrapped around his neck tightly.
Breathless, she eventually pulled away.
“Now you listen to me. I didn’t say it before because of the little slime demon and I’m not saying it now because of Sam. I’m saying it because I mean it.” She paused, watching his eyes widened in awe. “I love you.”
He simply stood there, with her arms wrapped around him, his eyes large; his mouth partially open.
“Spike, did you-“
“Say it again.” He managed to say. His voice was weak and faltering.
She smiled.
“I love you.”
He swallowed hard.
“Again.”
“I. Love. You.” She repeated slowly, giggling a bit. “Are you alright? You didn’t-“
She wasn’t able to finish her sentence as suddenly she was swept off her feet. Next thing she knew she was falling onto a soft mattress with a loud whiffing sound as Spike followed her.
His body hovered over hers when he smashed his lips against hers for a ravenous kiss; his tongue invading her mouth while his hands delved into her thick locks.
She inhaled sharply when he finally abandoned her lips, giving her a chance to breathe while he trailed hard, open-mouth kisses down the column of her neck. Her mouth fell open, her head limply dropped back as her hair cascaded down the side of the bed.
The buttons of her shirt came easily undone under the pressure of his chin as he made his way over her breasts. Pushing the cup of her bra aside, his lips found one hard nipple to worry, while its counterpart was being rolled between two fingers.
Her nails dug paths through his bleached hair, pushing his face against her chest, trying desperately to increase the contact. A frustrated mewl escaped her when she felt his mouth abandon her breast to trail down to her stomach. With cloudy eyes, she forced her head up to look down at him. A content smile lit up her face when his fingers began working on the buttons of her jeans. The moment they were undone, he pushed the denim down, off her hips, letting it gather up around her ankles. It took a few excruciating moments to get her boots off, but eventually they tumbled to the floor along with her socks and jeans. Quickly, his attentions were back on track as his lips grazed over the soft material of her underwear. His mouth opened over the cotton panties, kissing the small mound they covered until the fabric was thoroughly soaked through. His tongue dropped between her legs to find the apex of her thighs.
“Ah…” She groaned as he kissed and nipped at her sex over the thin layer of clothing; her head falling over the side of the bed once more and her hips instinctively bucking off the mattress to thrust against his mouth. “Spike… please.” She begged.
One curious finger found the edge of her panties, lightly pushing it aside to allow his tongue to trace the contours of her outer lips.
He was planning on making her suffer a bit more, but his plan fell through when he opened his eyes to look at her. The sight of her spread out for him, her head thrown back, her mouth open, her chest raising and falling erratically, causing her breasts to sway under the confinement of her bra was just too much. Urgently, his lips encircled her clit, eagerly suckling it into his mouth as his index finger pushed into wet channel.
Buffy’s eyes shot open when the unexpected orgasm hit her hard. Her grip on his hair became almost painful, feeling the energy course through her body. The intensity seemed to double when he added a second finger and pumped into her in earnest. She thrashed under his ministrations for a few seconds before a wave of calm and fulfilment washed over her.
She let out a soft sigh of contentment when he crawled over her to cover her naked body with his clothed one.
Slowly, her hands began to move over him, finding to edge of his t-shirt and pulling it over his head. Another sigh escaped her at the feel of his skin against hers… so cold. Next, her attentions dwelled on the fly of his jeans. Her fingers slid over the curve of his ass as she pushed the black fabric down his thighs. Thankfully, he wasn’t wearing his combat boots, so all she had to do was sneak one foot between his legs and push the denims all the way down to his feet until they dropped to the floor to meet her discarded jeans.
As she worked on his clothes, he helped her dispose of her own. With ease, he undid the front clasp of her bra, revealing her breasts to him. His fingers slipped under her shirt and guided it over her shoulder and down her arms. She arched off the bed to simplify his task, her nipples brushing against his cold skin in the process.
When they were finally devoid of any clothing, she scooted over the mattress so she could rest her head on it while her legs instinctively parted to let his hips nestle between hers. He watched her close her eyes for a second and let out a soft mewl as his erection brushed against her soaked lips.
His mouth dropped to cover hers in a slow, deep kiss. When they parted, their gazes met. His hands were framing her face, his body hovering over hers, when he moved his hips forward and entered her.
Theirs eyes widened at the feel of his cock pushing her swollen folds apart to slide into her drenched channel. Buffy’s lips pressed together, holding her breath as he pushed all the way in, stretching her. When he was finally sheathed in her she exhaled sharply, swallowing hard and looking up at him with large, glassy eyes; her cheeks flushed.
He stared down at her, watching as her eyelids fell shut, her nails dug into his shoulders just as he began to stir inside of her. He moved in long and deep strokes, pulling almost all the way out before gliding back in, building a leisurely, steady rhythm.
They kept the fluid motions for what seemed like an eternity, the pleasure inside growing slowly. Her breath was coming in shallow and laboured pants, but even so her hands gripped the back of his neck and pulled him down for hungry kiss. Her eyebrows crunched up in pleasure as she pushed her lips against his, moaning into his mouth while her hips rose off the bed to meet his thrusts.
With a gasp she tore away from him, letting her head drop to the mattress and looked up at him wide-eyed.
“I love you.” She breathed just before her internal muscles began fluttering around his cock and she started to come.
“Christ, Buffy… I love you so much.” He managed to pant; his mouth falling open and his eyes closed, just as his own orgasm hit him.
His body stiffened instantly while his hips bucked, erratically thrusting into her clenching core as he came.
When he finally came down from his high his head dropped down and his face nuzzled against the crook of her neck. He let out a satisfied sigh while her hands came to wrap around him to pull him into her warm embrace. She smile and closed her eyes, letting the sweet numbness take over her.
TBC