Chapter 29

“You were supposed to kill the bitch! Not leave gag gifts in her friends’ beds.”

Spike - Passion

****

A brisk knock at the door heralded the arrival of Dumain, who swept eagerly into the royal box, seeming not to notice the dark mood of its occupants. Angel growled low in his throat and his eyes flashed yellow for a moment before Cordelia’s hand on his arm stopped him from hurting the man.

“Well it appears that the Red Knight successfully completed the second task, allowing his team to enter the castle. You may take your prize and continue. Your highness,” he turned to Buffy and addressed her solemnly. “Lord William failed in his objective and therefore…” Dumain trailed off as he watched the expression on Buffy’s face harden.

“Where is he?” Buffy said slowly, her voice deceptively calm.

“I, I, I,” Dumain stuttered nervously, “I don’t know who you…”

“Ethan. Ethan Rayne. I know he’s here.” Buffy stood and stepped closer to smaller man. “You’re going to take me to him.”

“Your highness…”

“Take me to him.”

“Highness there is no way I can take you to him. The only way for any of you to proceed through the castle is to complete the next task,” Dumain told her quickly, correctly fearing the look in her eyes.

“Then we all go,” Buffy announced firmly, dismissing the man immediately and turning to the others. “We stay together, we work together and we get Dawn. I don’t care about anything that happens after that.” She turned back to the messenger. “Where do we go?”

****

Dawn stood confused for a moment as she suddenly found herself standing in her bedroom. Except it wasn’t her bedroom. The light purple walls remained but the belongings that had cluttered her shelves and the posters that had adorned the walls were missing. It was as though she had never been there. Dawn shivered at the thought. Was that what the Powers had meant? Were they showing her that she didn’t belong in Sunnydale? That she wasn’t meant to be there?

She turned around slowly, taking in everything. The dressing table remained by the window, devoid of her makeup, perfume and jewellery. A rocking chair sat next to it the corner, a white crocheted blanket draped over the back. A long chest lay underneath the other window; two dolls perched on top. With a smile Dawn recognised them. One was hers and one was Buffy’s, presents from their grandparents when they were born. Continuing her examination of her room, Dawn turned towards where her bed usually stood and stumbled back a step. A cradle, complete with lace-trimmed canopy, was the focus of the room. Curious, she stepped forward, peering over the edge of the crib, and was disappointed to find it empty.

Completing her inspection, Dawn emerged from the room and cautiously made her way down the hall. She glanced towards her sister’s room, but the door was closed and she didn’t want to take the chance of disturbing anyone. A noise from the kitchen disturbed her and she crept quietly down the stairs, hoping that whoever was there would be able to tell her what was going on. Right now she rather wished she was still locked in that tower if Ethan’s waiting for Buffy and Spike to rescue her.

She stopped suddenly, her breath catching painfully as the realisation of her friend’s death washed over her. Spike would not be on his way to rescue her. He would never be there for her again. She continued down the stairs almost automatically, and before she even realised she was moving again, had stopped in the doorway of the kitchen, her expression one of pure shock.

“Mommy?”

****

Buffy silently led the others through the courtyard to the main doors of the castle. The Scoobies took the opportunity to acquaint each other with what had passed before they had arrived in the castle grounds, Buffy and Angel alone remaining silent.

Giles and Wesley talked quietly as they walked immediately behind Buffy, Giles explaining his history with Ethan Rayne to the younger man. Willow, Tara, Anya and Xander walked slightly behind them, Faith hovering uncomfortably on the outskirts, with Angel and Cordelia at the rear.

“Are you ok?” Cordelia asked Angel for what seemed the hundredth time and once again he refused to answer. His shoulders twitched in what Cordy assumed was a shrug and she reached out gently, taking her hand in his. “It’s ok not to be ok you know,” she tried with a small smile. He turned to look at her properly and she squeezed his hand tighter as she saw how much this was hurting him. He nodded, acknowledging that she understood and was trying to help. He wanted to reassure her, but couldn’t seem to find the words. Instead he raised her hand to his lips and softly kissed it.

Faith looked back at them and sighed, feeling an odd shot of jealousy pass through her. She considered Angel to be her friend but had never seriously imagined that there could be anymore between them. Watching him and Cordelia together however made her feel something that had been missing since her first Watcher’s death three years ago.

Lost in her thoughts, she missed her footing, stumbling forward slightly. A pair of arms grasped her own and kept her upright and she turned to smile at them gratefully. “Thanks. I guess I should watch where I’m… Wesley!”

Faith’s face fell as she looked at the closed expression of her Watcher. He let go of her arms and nodded slightly at her thanks before moving to catch up with Buffy, who maintained her lead, stalking purposefully through the crowds of people. After only a second’s hesitation, Faith followed.

She fell into step beside him, considering her words carefully. During her time in prison she had spent hours planning what she would say to the people she had hurt the most when she was released. Standing here with Wesley she realised she hadn’t had enough time to perfect it. The former Watcher remained silent, his body tense as he waited for her to speak.

Finally Faith accepted that nothing she could say would ever be enough. Long explanations and apologies couldn’t possibly make up for the torture she had inflicted upon him.

“I’m sorry.”

The young girl waited anxiously for Wesley to say something. She couldn’t stand the silence and knew she’d prefer it if he screamed and shouted at her. “I know that doesn’t make up for what I did…”

“Damn right it doesn’t,” Wesley growled, halting his pursuit of Buffy and grabbing Faith’s arm, forcing her to face him. “Don’t imagine you can ever make up for it. What you did to me was as wicked and as low as you could get. I wasn’t a perfect Watcher, I wasn’t a good friend, and I should have done more for you, I know. But your behaviour towards me didn’t help in any way. We both could have done better, but that is no excuse for what you did to me later. None. So don’t imagine an apology however sincere will set everything right between us. It’s going to take a hell of lot more than that.”

****

“Mommy?”

Dawn stared at her mother, her expression a mixture of delight and dread, as Joyce cleaned the kitchen counter. “Mom?” Dawn repeated, forcing herself to move forwards as her mother ignored her presence. “Mom? Can you hear me? It’s me. Dawn. Do you remember me?”

She reached out and touched her mother’s shoulder, but pulled back sharply as her mother stilled and shivered. “Mom?” Dawn whispered, hoarsely, her throat choking with emotion. She didn’t exist here. She was merely a presence, not a physical being. Her mother couldn’t see her or hear her and Dawn wanted to weep at the cruelty of it all. Was this how life was supposed to be, with Dawn as a force in the universe but not a real part of life?

Dawn heard the front door open and her sister’s voice call out. “Hey mom.”

“Hi sweetie,” Joyce called back, quickly drying her hands. “Do you need a hand?”

“No I got it,” Buffy assured her, following it quickly with a muttered curse. Dawn hurried quickly out of the kitchen and through the dining room towards her sister. She found her in the hall, wrestling with an unyielding pram.

“Buffy?” Dawn tried, but she knew it was useless. She was here to observe. So she watched with some amusement as her sister struggled with the stiff supports of the cover, finally giving up when she caught her finger in the metal. With a sigh Buffy manoeuvred the pram into the dining room.

Pulling the small blankets back, Buffy’s face lit up in a way Dawn had never seen before. The look of love and awe on her face merely increased as she reached down and lifted the tiny baby into her arms. “Hello sweetheart,” she murmured softly, arranging her comfortably in her embrace. “You wanna go and see Grandma?”

As Buffy walked towards the kitchen, her sister remained rooted to the spot. The baby was Buffy’s. Buffy had a baby. And though she couldn’t say why, the thought was oddly comforting.

 

Chapter 30

“Tact is just not saying true stuff.”

Cordelia - ‘Killed By Death’

****

Buffy stopped at the huge wooden door and waited impatiently for her friends to join her. She had to reach Dawn as soon as possible. Her sister was her lifeline, the one thing that kept her from giving in and breaking down completely, and now, as she faced an internal struggle with feelings she had never experienced before, she wanted to see Dawn more than ever.

But to reach her, Buffy had to let the Slayer take control. That hard, determined machine she had worried so much about becoming was forced to the fore and the doors to all other feeling were relentlessly slammed shut.

Fingers snapped in front of her face and Buffy blinked up at the man in front of her. “Wesley.” He gave her a half-hearted smile and stood resolutely silent next to her. Buffy loved him for it. No “Are you ok?” or “If there’s anything I can do…” or “It’ll all be alright.” He was just there; ready to help if she asked.

Like Spike.

One of the doors in her mind gave an almighty shudder as the full torrent of emotion swept up against it but the Slayer held fast. Now was not the time.

Buffy jumped slightly as a hand fell gently on her shoulder and she turned to see Faith, head down, long dark hair obscuring her face, standing before her. The young blonde glanced up at Wesley who had stiffened considerably at the other Slayer’s approach and sighed. Whatever had happened between the two of them was their business and only they could be the ones to resolve it. Buffy had enough problems of her own to deal with.

“Buffy?” Giles interrupted them as the others arrived, “Are you ready?”

The Slayer nodded determinedly. “Everyone stick together. Our priority is Dawn. Everything else can be settled later.” Giles met her gaze and a silent agreement passed between them. Both understood that Ethan had to be found and stopped, but that could wait until they were reunited with the youngest Summers.

****

Spike shook his head in defeat as he glanced up and down Sunnydale’s main street. He was trapped in an alternate reality, searching for answers to questions he didn’t even know. Bloody Powers and their cryptic explanations. What could he possibly learn on some sort of quest that they couldn’t tell him when he had been standing in front of him? His only comfort was knowing he would be able to see Buffy and Dawn again soon.

The thought of his two favourite girls had him crossing the street towards the Magic Box before he even realised he was moving. He stopped short just outside the store as a man emerged, pulling the door closed behind him. The stranger paid no attention to the vampire as he locked the door and made his way down the street, but Spike’s brow furrowed as he felt a shiver of recognition. The man seemed in some way familiar.

“Hey!” Spike called out, running to catch up with the other man. “Hey, wait!” The man continued to ignore Spike as he fell into step beside him. “Hello?” The vampire drawled, waving his hands in front of the man’s face. “Can you see me? Hear me? Great.” He reached into his pocket for his cigarettes and lighter, content to follow the man for the time being and glad he had the opportunity to examine him more closely.

The stranger had unruly dark blonde that had a tendency to fall in front of his eyes, which together with the wire rimmed spectacles, obscured them from Spike’s vision. He was the same height and overall build as the vampire and although obviously human, walked with the same confidence and carelessness as Sp…

Spike stopped as the thought occurred to him, allowing the man to continue on without him. “Oh God no,” the vampire murmured in horrified tones as he recognised the man in front of him as the man he used to be.

****

Dawn watched from the kitchen doorway as Buffy settled down with her baby daughter on the living room couch. She was surprised at the effect the little one seemed to have on her sister. For one thing, she couldn’t remember another time when she had seen Buffy so happy, except maybe once, a couple of years ago, when Willow had put the whammy on her and Spike and she had danced through the house on her way to the Magic Box, proclaiming her love for the vampire and swearing that Dawnie would make such a beautiful Maid of Honour.

The teenager smiled fondly at the memory, but her attention snapped back to the present as her sister spoke. “That’s right sweet thing,” Buffy soothed as she rocked the baby gently in her arms. “Daddy’ll be home soon.” Dawn’s eyebrows rose as she considered who the baby’s father was for the first time. Not Angel; vampire’s couldn’t have children, could they? Riley maybe. Her nose wrinkled at the thought.

The front door opened again Buffy turned her head to greet the newcomer as she continued to rock her daughter. “Hi baby,” she said softly, and then continued smiling down at the baby, “See sweetheart. Daddy’s home.”

“Hello Nibblet.”

The name rather than the voice drew Dawn’s attention to the young fair-haired man who had just entered the room and seated himself next to Buffy on the couch. Her eyes narrowed as she peered at him. His words were pure Spike, but the man in the living room was so far removed from the vampire she knew and loved she couldn’t easily reconcile the two.

****

Spike watched through the window of the Summers’ house as his other self sat with his arms around Buffy in the living room. Obviously there was something here he had to learn, but so far he could only see what he knew already to be true. His musing was cut short when he saw Buffy carefully pass a bundle of blankets to William. The other man cradled them close as though they were something precious and Spike moved to get a better view of the bundle. He stared in shock at the baby gurgling up at William and Buffy.

A movement at the back of the room brought his head up from contemplation of the child and he saw Dawn standing in the doorway. Their eyes met and they held each other’s gaze for a moment before Dawn raced towards the back door and Spike sprinted around the side of the house to meet her.

She threw herself into his arms and he lifted her off the ground, hugging her tightly. “I thought you were dead,” she told him, her voice quivering from suppressed emotion.

“I thought you were locked in a tower,” he replied, smiling against her hair.

“I was, I mean, I am but…”

“Powers That Be?” Spike asked with a disdainful smirk as he set her back on the ground.

“Yeah. They want me to learn about myself. All I’ve learned so far is that I don’t exist here.”

They stood silent for a moment before Dawn started to grin broadly at her friend. “So that’s you in there, huh? Nice glasses.”

 

Chapter 31

“Don’t walk away from me, bitch!”

James - I Only Have Eyes For You

****

The door to the tower room slammed shut, startling him from his place at Dawn’s bedside. The young girl remained unconscious and with each passing minute Ethan became more and more anxious.

And now he was trapped.

The Slayer and her friends were inside the castle. If Buffy or Giles managed to reach the tower, he could only begin to imagine what would happen to him when they found him there with an unconscious Dawn. He had an awful feeling that there would be a great deal of pain involved.

Ethan turned back to Dawn, wondering once again what could have happened to cause her to fall into a coma. She had been perfectly alright before the joust. And while he understood that her friend’s death must have been painful to her, he was sure it couldn’t have initiated the young girl’s condition.

“Dawn,” he tried again to wake the girl but she remained unresponsive. “Dawn?” He rubbed his hands over his face as he slumped back resignedly in his seat. “Where are you?”

****

Spike sat next to Dawn on the back porch steps, a comforting arm placed awkwardly around her shoulders as she told him about Ethan. “He’s scared. I don’t think Darla and Dru gave him much of a choice about taking part in this little game of theirs, but he threw himself into it wholeheartedly. Now I think he’s worried about what’ll happen to him when Buffy and Giles catch up with him.”

Spike’s mouth quirked into a grin when he imagined what Giles would do to his old friend. He was sure he wouldn’t want to miss it.

“And then you died,” Dawn continued, backhanding him in the stomach before resting her head on his shoulder. “Do you know how awful that felt?”

“Well, I was the one with the lance through my heart ‘bit…”

“And then we ended up here…” she frowned as she trailed off, her line of though asking why Spike was there. “What are you doing here?” she asked, tilting her head up to look at him.

“To learn what I am part of,” Spike quoted. “Whatever that means. So far all I’ve seen is William playing happy families with your sis.”

The young girl smiled. “I so want to see her face when you tell her.” She paused, as if unsure whether or not to say any more and then sighed. “She loves you, you know. She pretends like she doesn’t, for the guys. But they don’t have to be with her all the time like I do. I see what they don’t.”

“What do you see?”

“I see that the way she always smiles when you come into the room. And the way she tilts her head when I talk about you to show she’s paying attention. She’s just a little bruised and a lot scared and… well… confused.”

“Confused.”

“This is so not how it was with Angel. And you’re exactly the opposite of him. She’s bound to feel weird about that.”

They sat in a comfortable silence for a moment before Spike stood and pulled Dawn to her feet next to him. “Well I suppose the sooner we get started Sweet Pea, the sooner we can go home. We’re here to learn what we are, and inside is as good a place to start as any.”

****

As the doors to the castle swung open and the group entered cautiously, Xander and Tara led the others into the enormous main hall. Anya and Willow stepped up next to their loved ones, reaching out around them through the dimly lit room with their senses, to detect any threat. As the former demon moved further into the room she stumbled and looking down, screamed in fright as she realised she was balancing on the very edge of the floor where it gave way to a seemingly unending abyss. Instinctually Xander reached for her, pulling her back from the edge and holding tightly to her arm as he drew her closer to him.

Buffy peered in vain through the darkness, her eyes searching for a way across the gaping chasm. “There,” Angel’s voice cut sharply through the silence of the room and the other turned quickly to look at him, before following his outstretched hand to a point on the floor. As their eyes adjusted to the dark, they could vaguely make out the form of a narrow plank of wood, stretching from one side of the room to the other.

“That’s it?” Faith cried, not believing the simplicity of the challenge. “I thought these things were supposed to get harder.”

“They are,” Buffy answered, frowning at the door on the other side of the room. “Something’s not right here.”

“Maybe Ethan didn’t have time to finish,” Willow suggested hopefully.

Tara squeezed her girlfriend’s hand supportively. “Or maybe this isn’t as easy as it looks.”

“Well there’s only one way to find out,” Angel told them, stepping closer to the walkway. He looked back towards Cordelia, their eyes meeting over the short distance, confiding things they felt they could never say aloud. As he turned away, Buffy caught his gaze and, finding a mirror of her own feelings of pain and guilt, her lips quirked into a small reassuring smile.

Angel closed his eyes and nodded once at his former love before turning back to the task at hand. He inhaled deeply and stepped forward onto the makeshift bridge.

 

Chapter 32

“I’m undercover”

“Not under much!”

Xander and Buffy - ‘Go Fish’

****

Angel crossed the bridge quickly without any ill effect. Stepping off the walkway on the ledge at the far end of the room he looked around cautiously, waiting for something to leap out at him after the ridiculously simple task. Buffy and Tara were right. There was no way it could be this easy. He frowned as he approached the door. The closer he got to it, the more it looked like…“Damn,” he swore quietly, but the sound echoed through the silent room, reaching the sensitive ears of Willow and Anya on the other side.

“What’s wrong?” the redhead shouted back as the others searched in vain for the cause of the vampire’s anxiety.

“It’s not a real door. It’s just painted onto the wall. Some sort of optical illusion.” He slammed his fist into the wall, trying to create an opening. “Damn,” he swore again as the sharp rock sliced open his hand.

“Are you ok?” Anya called out, the scent of blood reaching her and causing her stomach to churn. Cordelia forced her eyes away from Angel’s outline and turned to Anya. “What? What’s wrong with him?”

“He’s bleeding,” Anya answered shortly as she raised her hand to cover her nose and mouth. “I hate this,” she hissed at Xander, who placed a comforting arm around her waist.

Cordelia stepped towards the bridge. “Angel I’m coming over…”

Giles and Buffy immediately stepped forward to protest but Angel’s voice sounded before they could speak. “No. Stay where you are Cor, there’s no point in risking it. I’ll come back over to you.”

The young woman rolled her eyes and stepped onto the beam, holding her arms out to the sides for balance. Simultaneously, the vampire stepped onto the other side of the bridge.

“I thought I told you to stay over there.”

“You tell me a lot of things, oh master. The point you’re forgetting is that I always ignore you.”

“And you always get into trouble”

“That’s completely unfair and totally untrue.”

“Cordelia…”

Sometimes I get into trouble and sometimes you get me into trouble, but I doubt that you can name a single time when me not listening to you got me into trouble.”

“How about…?”

“And I think it’s unfair of you not to count all the times I did listen to you and got into trouble. And all the times you listened to you and got into trouble.”

The Scoobies watched in mounting disbelief as the pair made their way towards each other, bickering with each other the entire time. Eventually they were standing inches from one another, no longer concerned about the unending blackness below them, content to argue with one another. A hint of a smile formed on Buffy’s face as Angel unconsciously took Cordelia’s hand and led her back to the ledge that he had started from.

Only when a determined silence settled between them did Cordelia notice that they were back on solid ground. She looked down and, seeing the aching void that lay between them and the others, swayed slightly on her feet. Immediately, Angel’s arms were around her, supporting her as she fought the attack of dizziness. She smiled up at him, thankful as always for his presence and Angel did the only thing he could think of. The thing he’d wanted to for the past two years.

He kissed her.

****

Dawn sat perched on the sideboard in the dining room her attention torn between the conversation at the dinner table and Spike who was staring at the baby lying in the nearby crib, with a mixture of delight and trepidation. “It can see me,” he declared as a small arm was extended towards him and a tiny baby fist clenched and unclenched in his general direction.

“She’s a she, not an it,” Dawn corrected, “and I doubt she can see you. No one else can.”

“I’m telling you,” Spike insisted, “it’s staring right at me.”

“Fine,” Dawn gave in with a roll of her eyes, “she can see you. But unless she starts talking in the next five minutes, that’s not going to be much of a help.”

“Buffy the Christening is on Saturday,” Joyce’s voice interrupted them and Dawn dragged her eyes away from the Master vampire making faces at the gurgling baby and listened to her mother. “Have you decided on a name yet?”

Buffy and William turned looked first at the baby, then at Joyce and then at each other. They sat in silence for several minutes, talking to each other solely with their eyes.

Dawn sighed. “Great, more baby talk. How is this supposed to help us?” Glancing back at Spike, she realised she may have been talking to a wall. Her friend was now crouched down next to the crib in vamp face, cooing and purring as he stared intently at William and Buffy’s child, who was slowly drifting off to sleep.

“Dawn.”

The brunette jumped as she heard her name and swivelled quickly to look at her sister. She smiled in delight as she realised they must have seen her, recognised her. She did exist here. She was meant to be in Sunnydale with Buffy.

But Buffy wasn’t looking at Dawn. No one at the table was.

They were looking at the baby.

Slowly Spike stood and walked towards Dawn who had slid off the sideboard and was now gazing wide eyed at the cradle where the baby slept. “Spike,” she whispered as he approached her, the look in his eyes mirroring hers as they both slowly came to the same realisation.

“We’re going to call her Dawn.”

They heard the words but there was no need. They already knew the truth in their hearts. Buffy and William’s daughter was Dawn.

 

Chapter 33

“Someone wasn’t worthy.”

Spike - ‘Becoming Part 1’

****

“Guys?” Buffy shouted after a few minutes of silence from the couple on the other side of the room. “Angel? Cordelia?”

The vampire and seer slowly broke apart, knowing that they had to return to the problem at hand. Reaching down, Angel took hold of Cordelia’s hand and gave it a reassuring squeeze. She looked up sharply and met his gaze, her eyes showing her surprise at his action, but also relief that he wasn’t running away from this again, like he had so many times in the past.

“Hey!” Buffy’s voice greeted them again, more insistent than before and Angel smiled briefly at Cordy before answering his former love.

“Yeah, Buffy, everything’s ok. We’re fine.”

“Good,” the blonde Slayer sighed with some relief. “Now see if you can find a way out of here. That door, or whatever it is, still looks like our best chance.”

Angel guided Cordelia over to the wall and together they ran their hands over every inch of the painting. “Buffy, Angel’s right. There’s nothing here. It’s just a picture of a door. The wall seems as solid here as everywhere else.”

“No. There has to be something,” Buffy insisted. “You’re just not looking properly.”

“Buffy,” Giles said gently, placing a comforting hand on her shoulder. Slowly he drew her away to one side, excusing them from the others.

“Buffy,” Giles began again once they were separated somewhat from the others. “Angel and Cordelia are doing everything they can to find a solution. We are just going to have to try and be patient and give them any assistance they need when they ask for it. I do realise that all of this has been distressing for you but…”

“Giles, my sister is up in that tower. I have to get to her. She needs me.”

“And you need her?”

“Oh don’t get all Watchery and psychological with me now. You have no idea exactly how distressing all of this has been for me. The one good thing that ever happened to me, the one reason I’m glad I was called to be the Slayer was kidnapped by your insane, evil Wizard friend on the orders of two of the most feared vampires of all time. I’m stuck in a game I don’t understand with none of my usual Slayer abilities, which leaves me feeling vulnerable and I’ve just had to watch the man I love die at the hands of another of my lovers. Distressing doesn’t even begin to cover it. This is hell Giles. Darla and Dru finally got their way. We’re trapped in hell.”

Turning away from her friends, Buffy missed the stunned look on several of their faces. Willow and Tara shared a sad smile, both wishing that Buffy had had more time to realise her feelings before Spike’s death. Giles closed his eyes trying to force back the pain the sight and knowledge of a heartbroken Buffy caused him. Whatever hurt her, hurt him, and right now his pupil, his Slayer, his daughter was being consumed with loss of a man she probably didn’t even realise she loved. He was certain she hadn’t been conscious of saying it.

“Did she just say…?”

“Yes. Look don’t say anything ok. She’s already hurting enough right now.”

Xander turned Anya to face him, ready to protest when he noticed tears running down cheeks. “An? What’s wrong?”

“”I was just thinking. About Spike. About him dying. And how much I’m going to miss him. I mean we were just buying my wedding dress. That’s how all of this started. One minute I was there, with Spike and I was so happy and the next moment I was here. And the next time I saw Spike he…”

“I know,” Xander said softly, gently as Anya began to shake.

“And then I thought about how Buffy must be feeling, and that led me to how I’d feel if it were you and…”

“Shh. Shh. It’s ok,” Xander soothed, holding her tightly against him. “I’m here. I’ll always be here. I’m never letting you go.”

“I love you,” she whispered and he dipped his head to kiss her tenderly in answer.

“Don’t say anything to Buffy,” she requested again as he pulled back. “Promise?”

“I don’t know where you got this impression of me as a bigoted ogre,” her fiancée responded, slightly hurt that she would believe he would knowingly hurt one of his best friends.

Anya’s eyebrows rose slightly as a look of disbelief passed fleetingly over her face. “Xander.”

“Alright I don’t like vampires and Spike and I took a great deal of pleasure in taunting each other but…”

“But?”

“He earned his Scooby membership this summer. With Buffy gone. I mean, he’s one of us right? One of the gang. Even if we didn’t get along, I still…”

“You miss him,” Anya deduced with a smile, from her lover’s shaky confession.

“No I don’t, I just…”

“Hey, guys!”

Cordelia’s shout broke everyone from their own unhappy thoughts and refocused their attention where it was most needed. “I think I found something.”

“What is it?” Giles called back anxiously.

“Some writing,” Angel called. “I can’t read it. I think it’s… Giles. We’re going to need you’re expertise on this. My Latin is no where near as good as yours.”

“What does it say?”

“Uh.” Angel peered at the inscription in the stone. “Fides et amor et benevolentia, viam ducunt.”

“Giles?” Buffy questioned impatiently. “Do you know what that means?”

Giles nodded once to acknowledge that he did. “Faith, Love and Benevolence Guide the Way.”

 

 

Chapter 34

“Hello cutie.”

Spike - ‘Becoming Part 2’

****

“Dawn!” Spike called out as the teenager raced past him out of the house and down the street. “Dawn stop!” he shouted from the doorway before sprinting after her. He followed her across town, allowing her to stay ahead of him, hoping she’d run all of the anger and confusion out of her.

He didn’t know what to make of all of it himself. A succession of emotions flooded his system, all battling with one another, none actually winning for any reasonable length of time. There was anger certainly. That the Powers had interfered with his life, had given him a daughter without his knowledge and then concealed the truth from all of them. Fear also, that Dawn didn’t seem to be taking this that well and that his relationship with her and her sister could have been damaged by this piece of ‘divine intervention’.

Uppermost in his mind at all times however was elation. Dawn, his precious Nibblet, this beautiful, confident, intelligent girl, was his. She was part of him. Something pure and untainted had been created from him.

“What’s your name?”

“Spike.”

The small brunette giggled.

“What’s so funny?”

“Spike’s a stupid name.”

Spike growled. “Run along and hide bite size. Before the nasties get you.”

Dawn giggled again. “You’re funny.”

Spike grinned as he remembered his first meeting with Dawn. His smile grew with each passing moment until he was laughing wholeheartedly as memories of her flooded his mind.

****

Dawn raced down the street, vaguely aware of Spike calling her name as he followed. She knew he'd catch her eventually, he was probably only letting her continue now because he realised she needed some time.


He knew her.


Spike.

Her friend, her confidant, her brother.


Her father?


"No!" she shouted aloud, hoping to drown out the voice in her head. "It's not true. This isn't real. None of this is real." She could hear the steady beat of his feet as he pounded along behind her.
She needed to get away from him.

****

Ahead of him, Spike saw Dawn change direction and head for one of the cemeteries. His laughter died away and his face became tense, first with worry and then with anger. He watched as she sprinted forward as she entered the gates and ducked quickly out of sight. “Dammit!” Spike swore, finally allowing himself to speed up to find her. “Bloody, buggery hell! Dawn!”

He rounded the corner and stopped short as he saw her, kneeling on the ground, pounding at the ground with her fists. He looked around sharply as he experienced a strange feeling of déjà vu. Then he realised which graveyard Dawn had chosen to run to.

“She’s not there, sweetheart.”

“Shut up!” the young girl growled as her hands clawed at the ground beneath her.

Spike frowned when he saw her hands were bleeding and stepped forward to pull her away and stop her from hurting herself. “Dawn, stop,” he urged gently, but she refused to be comforted and pushed him away.

“Don’t touch me!” she shouted as she moved away from him. “Leave me alone?”

“Dawn that’s enough!” Spike shouted in frustration and the pair faced each other squarely, eyes flashing.

“Don’t tell me what to do! You’re not my father!”

“Wanna bet?”

“I hate you!” she screamed at him, her face and eyes red from crying.

Spike smirked and folded his arms across his chest, clearly unimpressed. “Is that the best you can do? Surely you can come up with something a little more original. We had plenty of practice at this over the summer. I’d hate to think you’d lost your touch. Your mother and I are both so good at it.”

He knew he was being a heartless bastard but he understood that the only way Dawn was going to deal with this was if she worked through it. If she stayed in denial forever, she’d probably drive herself crazy.

“She is not my mother. Buffy is not my mother. Don’t say that. Don’t ever say that. It’s not true,” Dawn snarled through clenched teeth. “My mom’s dead. And you’re not taking any more of her away from me.”

Spike sighed and felt his own anger leave him as he watched her body heave as continued sobs escaped her. “No one wants to take your mum away from you Nibblet,” Spike said stepping forward and making sure she wasn’t going to run before raising a hand to gently stroke her hair. “Of course Joyce was your mum, for all the important things. And Buffy’s your annoying older sister, and I’m you’re loveable older brother. And we’re here to make sure nothing ever hurts you.”

Relaxing somewhat at his words, Dawn leant against him and rested her head against his chest, her arms clasped firmly about his waist. His arms came up to encircle her and they stood like that for a long time, both lost in their own thoughts.

 

Chapter 35

“You’re hair is fine!”

Willow - ‘Anne’

****

“Faith, love and benevolence?” Buffy echoed Giles, hoping that one of them would suddenly have some form of epiphany and find the way out of the room. She looked at Willow, who shrugged regretfully, biting her lip as she held Tara’s hand. With a slight groan she turned back to her Watchers who were talking quietly together. “Does it mean we have to have faith and love, or that we have to show them?”

Both men shook their heads. “We don’t know Buffy,” Giles told her, battling to remain calm for all their sakes. “Maybe it’s an act of faith.”

“Like what?” Xander asked as the others drew closer, forming a small circle around Giles and Wesley.

“I really have no idea, Giles answered, removing his glasses to rub the bridge of his nose. “It could be as simple as actually believing the door to be real. Willing it into existence as it were. Or it could be a task we have to perform. At this point your guess is as good as mine.”

“I highly doubt that,” Xander joked, making both Anya and Giles smile slightly for which he was extremely grateful.

“Is there any more writing over there guys?” Buffy shouted across the room to her friends who replied that there wasn’t anything else besides the picture of the door and the one small inscription. “This is going to take forever.”

Faith listened to the whole exchange in silence, a tiny thought nagging at the back of her mind. “Maybe it’s really an act of Faith,” she said finally, breaking the silence.

“I just said…”

“No Giles not faith. Faith. Me.

****

“Do you think they’re having any luck?” Cordelia asked, sitting down on the ground, her back to the door painted on the wall.

“No,” Angel told her, his vampiric hearing easily making out what was being discussed on the other side of the room.

“Well as we’re stuck here for a little while, or a long while I suppose, what do you want to do?”

Angel smiled and wrapped his arm around her shoulders, pulling her into his embrace. Cordy sighed feeling strangely at peace with what was happening and laid her head against Angel’s shoulder, her arms around his waist.

“I’m not in love with her anymore,” the vampire suddenly announced and Cordelia jerked away from him involuntarily at the unexpected statement.

“What?”

“I mean, I know that somewhere, somehow, she touched a part of me I had buried so deep even before I became a vampire, that I barely even remembered it. And having it back, having her there was like heaven. After all that time in the dark I was in the light, and there was so much light and love and happiness. And it almost destroyed the world.”

Cordelia watched Angel, listening intently to his words but afraid to move for fear that he might stop and not tell her why he had started.

“I can’t see you and me ending the world Cor,” he said with a smile as he closed his eyes and leaned his head back against the wall. It took her a moment to realise what he had said and her furious reaction therefore came as an even bigger surprise to him.

“What?!”

“Huh?” Angel’s head snapped forward, his eyes locking with hers as the former cheerleader stared him down angrily.

“So what you’re saying is, you don’t care enough about me for our relationship to cause an apocalypse.”

“No…”

“Whatever you had with Buffy was sooooo much more intense than anything you feel for me, so we obviously don’t have to worry about Angelus and his Armageddon fetish.”

“Cordelia, will you shut up and listen to me?”

The seer’s eyes flashed and she tossed her hair crossly as she slumped back against the wall away from him. Angel sighed. “I did not mean any of that,” he told her sincerely, willing her to listen to him. “I meant that Buffy and I almost destroyed each other and the world. Proof if any more were needed that we were just not meant to be together. It won’t be like that for you and me. Because we are supposed to be together Cor. And nothing bad could ever come from that. This is the way it’s meant to be.”

Cordelia looked down at the ground, a little embarrassed that she had automatically thought the worst. “So you really don’t love Buffy anymore?”

“I’ll always love her,” Angel corrected, “but I’m, not ‘in love’ with her.”

“And you’re…I mean are you in love with…?”

“You.”

“Me?”

“Yes.”

“Can you say that again please?”

“I’m in love with you Cordelia.”

Cordy smiled. “Yeah that’s what I thought you said.” With that she threw her arms around his neck and pulled his head down to hers for a kiss.

 

 

 

 

Chapter 36

‘Do you like my mask? Isn’t it pretty? It raises the dead.’ Americans!”

Giles - ‘Dead Man’s Party’

****

“Why are we here again?” Dawn mumbled into the front of Spike’s leather duster as she sat nestled in his lap in the middle of the cemetery.

“Dammed if I know,” Spike replied softly, as though scared to break the night’s silence.

“Dammed anyway,” Dawn reminded him helpfully. “Vampire.”

“Half vampire.”

Dawn raised her head to look at him. “Hey. You’re right. I must have some really great power buried inside me.”

“Dawn…”

“I mean Key, Slayer and vampire. I could probably kick some serious demon a…”

“Dawn!”

“Ooo, sorry dad,” Dawn laughed, her eyes sparkling.

“Stop teasing me you little devil,” Spike laughed back as she relaxed against him once again.

“They said I had to fulfil my destiny,” the brunette explained, returning to her earlier question.

It took Spike a moment to realise what she meant. “And I have to complete some sort of task.”

“To find out who we are?”

“Yeah.”

“I know who I am.”

“And who are you?”

“I’m Dawn. Key, Slayer and Vampire. Daughter of Joyce. And of Buffy… And Spike.”

Spike grinned proudly at his girl. “Yes you are sweet thing.”

“And I am meant to be here. My destiny.” She smiled at him. “So, uh, if I’m all that… who are you?”

“I am Spike, William the Bloody,” the vampire announced, tilting his chin and straightening up, proudly. “Slayer of Slay…”

Dawn rolled her eyes and interrupted. “Yes but, who are you?”

“You’re starting to sound like them now.”

“Hey, the pushy and annoying genes come from my parents.”

“It’s not very nice to talk about Buffy like that.”

“Spike!”

“Look I’m just…” Spike sighed and shook his head. “I’m the same as I’ve always been. I’ve spent a hundred and twenty years trying to get as far away from William as possible but there he is. Living with your sister.”

“But you’re not…”

“Dawn I’m not stupid. William is there because that’s what she makes me. That’s what you make me. The man and not the monster. And I think the purpose of this little visit was to help me accept that. I’ve been moping around for so long now. I’ve lost all sense of who I am. But now I can see that I have both inside me. Whatever happens in the future is my choice.”

Dawn hugged him tightly. “I knew that,” she whispered in his ear and he closed his eyes, squeezing her back as tightly as he could without breaking any of her bones.

****

“Huh?”

Faith’s lips twitched as Buffy stared at her in confusion, but she sobered when she realised Wesley was watching her intently. Her eyes remained locked with her former Watcher’s even as she addressed her sister Slayer.

“Look this is a game. Some sick and twisted plot set up by Darla and Drusilla and Ethan Rayne. All of whom have some kind of grudge against you. But not against me. I never met any of them before this thing started. So why am I here? I’m not part of the gang. I never have been.”

Giles tilted his head slightly to the side as he considered this. “So you think that you’re here as part of the challenge, rather than one of the team?”

“They gave me to the winner of the second task.”

“So you were obviously needed by whoever progressed through to this task.”

“Exactly.”

To Giles the whole thing seemed perfectly reasonable. Buffy however took a little more persuading. “I don’t mean to rain on your objective reasoning parade,” she said, looking back and forth between her Watcher and the younger Slayer. “But even if that’s true, how is Faith supposed to open a door that is painted on the wall? And where does the love and benevolence come in?”

The brunette shrugged. “Maybe I just have to stroll on over and take a look.” She walked confidently toward the beam and turned back to Buffy with a determined smile. The blonde Slayer nodded at her once and the animosity that had existed between them for the past two years seemed to disappear in that instant. In the time between their last meeting and this one, they had both had to do a lot of growing up. Each saw in the other a part of themselves and the absence of the last traces in innocence. Both had been through enough to scare away hell’s fiercest hounds and both had things to regret. But none of that mattered now. She slate was wiped clean for both and them and they started anew.

Faith turned back towards the bridge, peering into the darkness to try and make out Angel and Cordelia on the other side. She raised her right foot and stepped onto the bridge.

And fell into nothing.

 

Chapter 37

“Isn’t it weird how slaying always makes you hungry and horny?”

“Well, sometimes I crave a non-fat yoghurt afterwards.”

Faith and Buffy - ‘Faith, Hope and Trick’

****

Wesley couldn’t say what it was that made him race towards his Slayer as she prepared to step onto the wooden beam. All he knew was that the minute she raised her foot, she was going to be falling down into that endless cavern. As she stepped unknowingly off the ledge, her startled scream pierced the air and the others all jumped in surprise. Wesley however was already halfway to her and jumped forward, reaching out with his arms to try and catch her.

His right hand closed around Faith’s left wrist, the force of her weight dragging him across the floor to the edge of the their steady platform. “Faith!”

Xander and Tara immediately followed the Watcher, Xander catching hold of Wesley’s legs to stop him following Faith into the abyss, Tara running forward to try to reach Faith herself. Wesley was lying bent in half over the ledge, the top half of his body fully extended as he reached down for his Slayer and Tara saw that she wouldn’t be able to reach Faith, even if she did the same.

“Wesley!” Faith’s voice was panicked, breathless. Her eyes met his as she struggled to hold on, her legs kicking the air beneath her. The tone of her voice made him tighten his grip. She sounded helpless, so unlike her usual vibrant, sarcastic self. A part of him he usually stamped down to the very depths of his being awakened and forced it’s way forward. He wanted to help her, protect her. He wanted to save her.

“It’s alright,” he told her calmly, moving his other arm so that he was holding her more securely. “Just hang on.”

“Why do people always say that?” Faith quipped, with an ironic quirk to her lips. “Do you really think I’m just going to let go?”

Wesley smiled a little. A thought flittered unbidden through his mind. ‘That’s my girl.’ His smile disappeared. ‘What? No. Wait.’

“Don’t get the wrong idea about this,” he told her, with an air of superiority that made her grin despite their precarious situation. “I haven’t forgiven you or anything.”

“Thought never entered my mind.”

“Wes!” Xander shouted from somewhere behind him, “We’re going to try pulling you up, ok?”

“Ok!”

“Wesley!” Faith shrieked as her hands slipped against his shirt. Wesley clutched her arms tighter and tried to mask his own fear as he tried to reassure her.

“It’s ok. It’s ok. I’ve got you. It’ll only be another minute. Xander hurry up!”

“I’m sorry,” Faith said drawing the former Watcher’s attention back to her immediately. The words were spoken quietly, so only he could hear. “I’m so sorry for what I did to you.”

“Stop that! You can beg for forgiveness all you want when you’re back up on solid ground but there will be no emotional scenes, no matter how heartfelt when you are dangling precariously over a cliff. You’re the Slayer for God’s sake. Act like it. Xander what the hell are you doing?!”

Faith’s eyes glittered dangerously. “How dare you! I know I’ve done some pretty awful things but I’m truly sorry for them. Excuse me for wanting to apologise before I died.”

“You’re not going to die damn it. Unless your inane prattling becomes too much and I drop you.”

“You are such a supercilious bastard! This is why I’ve never had a conversation with you.”

“Oh? I thought it was because you were a smart mouthed bitch.”

“Well gee Wes. Thanks for making me feel good in my last few minutes on Earth.”

“Don’t you ever get tired of the sound of your own voice?”

“Um, don’t you want to tell them they’re safe now?” Willow murmured under her breath to Xander, as they watched the Slayer and her Watcher continue to bicker, seemingly unaware that they were now kneeling on solid ground, hands still clinging to each other’s arms as they faced one another.

“Are you kidding? They’re almost as much fun to watch as…” Xander stopped and frowned. Willow winced as she realised what her friend had been about to say and why he had stopped.

“As you and Anya?” she teased gently, hoping to lighten the moment. They shared a smile.

“Hey, that’s not for your entertainment missy. That’s serious. And damn scary.”

An impatient cough drifted across the room and Wesley and Faith pulled back from each other sharply, both blushing as they realised they’d been rescued without even noticing, as they immersed themselves in arguing with one another. They turned to find Buffy and the other Scoobies watching them, the blonde Slayer watching them with a mixture of amusement and pain, her arms folded across her chest.

“So,” she began when she finally had everyone’s attention. “What now?”

 

Chapter 38

“You know that thing where you bail in the middle of an upsetting conversation? I have to do that.”

Oz - ‘Beauty & the Beasts’

****

Spike and Dawn walked silently through the streets of Sunnydale together, comfortable in their silence, her arm linked with his. They made their way slowly back towards the Summers’ house, both heading instinctively in that direction without either saying a word. Spike was eager to see baby Dawn again and deep down, the teenage version beside him wanted to see the happy family they made once more. She wanted to see the way things should be.

She couldn’t wait to tell Buffy.

The thought made her stop and Spike was pulled back a step. He turned to look at her quizzically. “What’s wrong pigeon?”

“Buffy.”

“What about her?”

“What are we going to tell her?”

The vampire continued to watch her, turning the question over in his mind. To be honest he hadn’t thought about explaining this to his Slayer. His mind had been too busy jumping ahead to that time Buffy had mentioned a couple of days ago, when she would be with him and they would be together with Dawn as a family.

Would she be happy? Scared? Angry? Confused? Probably, he acknowledged as those same feelings continued to churn inside him. He didn’t doubt she would be overjoyed to discover that Dawn was truly her daughter. She might be a little less than pleased however that he had been chosen as the father. That of course brought to mind a whole new set of questions he really wasn’t ready to deal with.

“I think we should wait ‘til we’ve finished this stupid game,” Dawn interrupted his thoughts, her voice strong and decisive. “That way we can explain everything to her properly. It’s going to be hard enough trying to explain why you’re not a big pile of dust.”

Spike smiled at Dawn, grateful that he wasn’t going to be faced with the challenge of giving the Slayer such Earth shattering news the second he saw her again. Or alone, if the amount of ‘we’s’ Dawn was throwing out was anything to go by. He nodded, letting her know he agreed with her decision and they continued on along Revello Drive.

They arrived at the house moments later, neither knowing whether to enter again. Peering cautiously through the window Dawn gasped, a need she hadn’t realised she was repressing surging through her. Spike was beside her immediately, his eyes searching for the cause of her surprise.

“It’s not in there,” she told him knowingly, placing a gentle hand on his arm. “It’s in here.” She placed her other hand over her chest. Spike frowned at her and turned back to the scene inside the house, confused.

Buffy lay curled up next to William on the couch, her arm lying possessively around his waist as she slept. Her hair was slightly mussed, her lips slightly parted. She looked peaceful and content. Baby Dawn was also asleep, lying on her front on her father’s chest, her head turned to face her mother. William was watching them both sleep, a look of pure love and blissful wonder on his face, as he cradled both mother and baby in his arms.

Spike felt the same force that Dawn had felt slam into him. He grasped at his daughter’s hand and squeezed in tightly in his. “You’re mine Dawn,” he growled at her. “You and Buffy. You’re mine.”

This time Dawn had no desire to run. She looked up at her father with clear, understanding eyes. “Yours,” she agreed just as fiercely. “Always.”

****

Ethan paced the length of the small tower room, stopped and glanced at Dawn who remained unmoving on the bed. After repeating these actions a few more times he returned to her side and tried for what seemed like the hundredth time, to shake her into consciousness. “Dawn!” he shouted. “Wake up!”

The young girl jerked suddenly upright, causing Ethan to stagger back a couple of paces. Dawn was sweating, panting fiercely as she fought to adjust to the shock of being so quickly forced back to reality. “Spike,” she whimpered as she looked around the small room. “Spike.”

“He’s not here Dawn,” Ethan told her, finally able to relax. He set the chair he had knocked over upright again and sat down. “I’m afraid Spike’s dead Dawn.”

The teenager turned to face him sharply, collecting herself. “How long have I been gone?”

Her captor frowned at her choice of words but answered, “About three hours.”

Dawn jumped off the bed and strode to the door, yanking on the handle. It didn’t move. “So much for Slayer strength,” she muttered to herself and turned back to Ethan. “Let me out.”

He smiled cruelly. “Oh yes. Of course. I’ll just open the door shall I? Even if I wanted to I couldn’t. It’s magically locked. The only way in is by activating the trigger.”

“What trigger?”

****

“What now?”

Buffy looked at her friends, each of them staring at her with varying amounts of concern. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath. She needed to calm down. Concentrate. She was the Slayer. She wasn’t helpless. Her Slayer strengths didn’t make her who she was and she could do this without them. She wasn’t about power. She was about love. Apparently. According to that spirit guide. She was full of love. Her eyes snapped open.

“Love,” she said, receiving a few confused looks from the Scoobies in return. She turned to Giles. “I’m love.”

She saw the understanding blossom in his eyes and he nodded. “But what about the bridge?”

They turned back towards the spot where the makeshift bridge had been and were surprised to see that it had returned. “What the…?”

“Guys?” Cordelia shouted from the other side of the room. “Hate to interrupt but I thought you’d like to know that the door… It’s real now.”

“What?” Buffy shouted back, rubbing a hand over her face.

“It’s locked,” Angel answered, pulling on the metal handle with his full strength. “But it’s real now. Wood and metal.”

“Oh, what the hell is going on?” Xander exclaimed, turning to Giles for an answer. The others similarly looked to Giles for the explanation.

The Watcher groaned and removed his glasses, rubbing them thoughtfully with the corner of his coat. “You could have been a grocer, but no. Had to carry on the family traditions didn’t you? Idiot,” he berated himself under his breath. No one spoke for a while as he considered everything that had happened.

****

Wesley had remained close to Faith after they had been pulled back from the cliff edge. He had, rather clinically, checked her over for injuries, but nothing too serious seemed to have occurred. Once he had assured himself she was ok, he turned his attention back to Buffy, Giles and the others, glancing now and then at his Slayer who stood quietly to one side. As Giles took some time to consider what had happened, Wesley turned back to contemplate Faith.

He didn’t know what to think of her anymore. She wasn’t the same reckless teenager he had known two years ago. He wanted to be so angry with her. To hate her for what she had done, not only to him, but also to those he cared about. Looking down at her now however, as she stood there, proud but reserved, in that long flowing gown, her dark hair tied back at the base of her slender throat, which was adorned with a silver chain and key, he couldn’t help but…

“Key,” he exclaimed, pointing towards Faith’s necklace. “Where did you get that?”

Everyone turned to look at the Slayer who raised her hand to her neck, tilting her head back slightly so that she could see what Wesley was gesturing at.

“I didn’t get it anywhere. I think I would have noticed a large key tied around my neck before now.”

“‘Faith, Love and Benevolence Guide the Way,’” Giles announced, dragging everyone’s attention back to him. “I think I understand. I’ll try to explain. It’s the only way…” he trailed off without elaborating and everyone squirmed impatiently. Finally, Anya’s exasperated sigh dragged his mind back to the present. “Faith attempted to cross the bridge…”

“And failed,” the brunette reminded him, still fingering the key around her neck. Giles continued as though she hadn’t spoken.

“And she was saved by Wesley.”

“Which was rather benevolent of me,” the younger Watcher murmured, as he realised what Giles was thinking. He placed a comforting hand on Faith’s shoulder. “Benevolent, as in…”

“I know what it means,” Faith snapped back, but softened the words with a shy smile.

“That act caused the door to appear. Now Faith has the key and…”

“And love is going to open the door,” Buffy finished, holding out her hand to Faith. The younger Slayer unhooked the chain from her neck and placed the silver key onto Buffy’s palm. “Good luck.”

“Thanks.”

“Buffy wait,” Willow said, stepping forward and blocking her best friend’s path. “What if the bridge disappears again?”

Buffy shrugged, and smiled ruefully at her friend. “There’s only one way to find out.”

She walked towards the narrow plank of wood, flanked on either side by Xander and Tara. “J, just in case,” the blonde Witch stuttered nervously and Buffy nodded reassuringly.

“I’m sure everything will be fine.” She took a deep breath and holding the key firmly in her fist, she stepped onto the bridge.

 

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