DISCLAIMER: I do not own the characters or the mythology from Buffy: the Vampire Slayer or Angel. I’m just using them temporarily since Joss and company won’t need them for a while…. I’ll give them back whenever he needs them again.
RATING: PG-13 to R …but probably nothing worse than the show.
SPOILERS: The entire fifth season of Angel (particularly the Finale ‘Not Fade Away‘)…so if you haven’t watched it…this probably won’t make much sense. Oh, and the final episode of Buffy: ‘Chosen’
SUMMARY: This is my continuation of Angel. The survivors of the apocalypse make their way to England to pay a visit to some old friends. Lost loves find one another, new loves are found and new friendships are forged.
AUTHOR’S NOTES: I told myself that I wasn’t going to write anymore fan fiction but….this just stuck with me and it had to be written. So here it is. I was so depressed over the ending of Angel that I just couldn’t let it disappear without telling my version of what happens afterward.
To Keep Fighting
By Jessyca
Prologue
Los Angeles, California USA
There was blood everywhere. On the ground; on the walls. The entire alley was covered in it. Drenched. This was the scene of a battle. A battle to try and stop the end of the world. But it’s over now. And they made it through.
Barely.
A leather-clad man stepped up to the body of the large dragon amongst the remains of the hundreds of demons; looking over his handiwork. The man was barely able to stand due to his fractured leg and other various injuries, including a large gash in his side. There was also blood running down his face from several large cuts. His exhaustion was evident on the sharp lines of his face. He was saturated with blood. Some his own, some the enemies he had slain. Sighing, Spike reached down and pulled the sword out of the dragon’s neck. Then, using the sword to help support his weight, he surveyed the damage done. How he was able to survive the fight was beyond him.
He wondered if the others made it through the battle. He turned around, looking for another familiar face. He found himself face to face with the Old One. “You’re bleeding,” Illyria said, her blue eyes studying the vampire before her.
Spike looked at her, biting back a sarcastic remark. Now was not the time for that. “So are you,” he replied instead, pointing to the blood making it’s way down her temple; her only open wound, the rest having already healed.
Illyria reached up and touched her wound. Bringing her hand to her line of vision, she noted the blood, and tilted her head. “So it appears.”
Spike began to move around the demons, wanting to find the other two. See if they made it. He and Illyria made their way to the other side of the alleyway, and spotted him. All twisted, torn; eyes staring into space. Spike grimaced at the scene before him and kneeled next to him. Next to Gunn. Sighing, Spike reached up and closed his eyes. “Poor bastard. Didn’t stand a chance,” he said, not in malice, but in respect.
Illyria looked at the vampire, something akin to compassion on her face, but one could never really tell. “He died fighting,” she said. “An honorable death.”
Spike stood next to her. “That it is, love. Still…”
“You claimed not to appreciate him; referring to him by various detestable monikers…and yet you mourn him,” she observed. Spike opened his mouth in protest, then closed it, deciding not to deny it. Illyria tilted her head, as if she was thinking. A confused expression crossed her features. “As do I.”
Spike looked to her, equally confused. Were the memories of Fred affecting her more than they believed them to? Spike decided that they did not have time at the moment to ponder such thoughts and began looking around the alleyway for a sign of the older vampire. Any sign would do.
The sound of rubble being pushed around alerted both Spike and Illyria. They turned and saw a hand make it’s way out of the debris.
Angel.
Spike began to limp over to wear the older vampire was buried. Illyria rushed ahead of him and began to lift the debris off Angel. Once enough of the debris was gone, Illyria reached down and pulled Angel to his feet. He rubbed his head, trying to shake off the headache he now bore. The majority of his injuries were superficial and already stopped bleeding; the only major wound was the large gash that ran from his shoulder to the middle of his back. When he regained some of his composure, he looked to the two in front of him. “…Gunn…?” he asked, not really wanting to hear the words but knowing inside what had happened.
Spike glanced to the ground as did Illyria. Their silence was enough for Angel. “He died a hero,” he finally said.
“They both did,” Spike said, remembering the former watcher.
The three stood in silence, not entirely sure what to do. Eventually, Illyria turned away from the vampires and surveyed the damage before her, a single tear making it’s way down her face. Noticing the odd sensation, she reached up and wiped it away. She looked to the sky idly wondering if it had started raining again. It hadn’t, so she glanced at her hand. Not blood, she thought to herself. What is this? She sniffed it and cocked her head. “Not water,” she whispered quietly.
“Where to now?” Spike asked, breaking the silence that was threatening to deafen them.
Angel sighed, shrugging. “England.” Spike looked to him, silently asking him why. “We need to tell Giles and…Wes’s father. He needs to know how his son died.”
Spike nodded, agreeing with Angel’s choice. “Back to the Mother Country it is then.”
End Prologue
Chapter One: Thought You Should Know
The Watcher's Council
London, England
Three Days Later
The hallways of the normally quite Council headquarters were full of the hustle and bustle of slayers and watchers. They had received word of an apocalypse arriving and made their way to their designated stations where they would receive their orders. This would be their first major battle since the recreation of the Council. None had ever fought in an apocalypse and were now faced with the real possibility of not returning home.
At the end of the hall stood Rupert Giles. He watched the young and eager slayers and newly appointed watchers before turning and entering the door that was just behind him. The room held the most experienced of the Council; the ones who had fought alongside the Slayer for eight years. Giles had sent for them as soon as he heard about the impending doom and now they congregated the meeting room, the first time they had all been together in the last year. He just wished it were under better circumstances.
Giles made his way to the head of the meeting table. Buffy sat in the seat next to his; Dawn next to her sister and across from her sat Willow and Xander.
"I wish I didn't have to call you together under these circumstances but," Giles sighed. "It was necessary."
"It's okay," Buffy reassured her watcher. "It's just like old times."
"Yeah," Willow piped up. "With all the research, and the late nights…"
"And the donuts," Xander finished.
Giles allowed a small smile to appear on his face before turning his attention back to the task at hand. "We need to start preparing ourselves for the worst when we arrive."
"I just can't believe this could happen," Buffy said, letting her grief at the situation show on her face. "It's not like him, I mean, this is the same guy…" She didn't finish her thought, just shook her head and looked to the ground.
"It's the power," Willow said quietly, knowingly.
"What do you mean?" Dawn asked, a questioning look on her face.
"All that power," Will tried to explain. "It does things to you. You do things you never would have done in the first place. Believe me," she whispered, "I know."
"We can't let our personal feelings get in the way of the mission here," Giles said, taking over the conversation. "Whatever has gotten into Angel, we mustn't let it cloud our judgment. And if he gets in the way, we deal with it anyway we can. We have to stop the coming apocalypse."
"Actually, we already stopped it," a voice came from the back of the room. All eyes turned to see Angel. Most of his injuries were already healed, leaving only faint scars to mark their existence. Next to him stood Spike and Illyria. Spike slightly stood with his weight mostly on his left leg. His wounds were still apparent, not having healed as much as they should have.
"Well, more like pushed it back," Angel said, correcting his former statement, but it was unheard.
"It's the First!" Xander exclaimed, jumping out of his seat to grab the closest weapon around to aim it at Spike.
"Oh, just sit down, Harris," Spike said, rolling his eyes at the young man. "'m not the soddin' First." He looked across the room, locking eyes with the blonde that sat frozen in her seat. "It's a long story, one that I'll be happy to share with you as soon as possible, but right now, we got more pressing matters."
The group seemed to realize the solemn tone Spike's voice took and snapped out of their stupor and actually realized the extent of the injuries the vampires, particularly Spike. Giles gave them a silent cue to take a seat at the end of the meeting table. Spike chose to take Giles on his offer and slowly taking a seat, as to not jostle his injuries further than they already had.
Buffy kept her eyes on the blond vampire, noticing how he slowly inhaled a deep breath and closed his eyes as though he was trying to block out the pain of his injuries.
Angel chose to stand, feeling the need to pace while telling the story. Illyria looked from one Scooby to another, studying their faces. She looked to the red-headed witch and tilted her head. Willow noticed her studying her and then it clicked as to why she looked so familiar.
"Fred?" Willow asked, confusion on her face.
Angel and Spike looked over at Illyria. "That's not Fred," Angel told her.
"But…how? It looks like her…right…?" Willow's puzzlement was clear to everyone around her. She looked to Spike, silently asking him to explain.
"Fred's dead, Red," Spike whispered, his grief over her death still evident in his voice. "That's Illyria."
"An Old One?" Giles asked, surprise in his voice.
Illyria turned her attention to Giles. "You have heard of me?"
"Yes, I have, but I thought all Ancient Ones dead, kept in the Deeper Well for all eternity?"
"It's a long story," Angel said. "A long painful story."
Illyria had meanwhile reverted her attention to the witch. "You are Willow." Illyria said matter-of-factly, cocking her head slightly. "I can feel your power. It's strong, intense, and…intoxicating. Worthy enough to take on my strength," she closed her eyes and inhaled deeply.
"Uh…yeah…okay…thanks?" Willow nervously said, her eye on the blue demon before her.
"Wait," Dawn spoke up. "How does she know who Willow is?"
Illyria snapped out of her daze and looked at the teen. "I have gained the memories of the…person whose body I have inhabited: this shell...Fred. And her emotions. They are becoming…increasingly difficult to ignore," she said, becoming slightly agitated.
"Um…what exactly happened?" Giles asked Angel and Spike, bringing the conversation back on track.
"We killed them all," Angel said simply. At the group's lost look, he elaborated. "The Circle of the Black Thorn. They ran Wolfram and Hart, the wheels behind the apocalypse; taking their orders from the Senior Partners. It started two months ago. It was then that Cordy alerted me to their presence. It was the last thing she ever did for me," Angel paused in his story to regain his composure. Cordelia's death was still hard to talk about.
"Last thing?" Buffy spoke up for the first time since they had arrived.
"She was the first soldier down," Spike spoke what Angel couldn't bring himself to say.
"Cordy's dead?" Xander asked, the shock obvious in his voice.
"Yeah," Angel confirmed. The group inhaled a deep breath, taking in this news. "It was then that I went under cover, so to speak. Trying to find out everything I could about them."
"Yeah, the lot of us thought he had finally gone round the bend," Spike said.
"That's what I needed Them to believe. They had to think that I had changed; that my people didn't trust me anymore. And then…Fred," Angel whispered.
"What happened?" Dawn asked, curiosity catching her.
"Her curiosity got the best of her. She got infected. We tried everything we could think to do, even made a trip to the Deeper Well. Got nowhere. She was gone by then anyway," Spike said, frowning at the memory of her death. "Hollowed out to make room for Illyria."
"I had to make the Circle think that I had a hand in Illyria's resurrection. I needed them to believe that I killed Fred so that they would accept me. I needed to be a part of the Circle," Angel said as he paced around the room.
"Um, pardon me for interrupting, but what exactly is this Circle of the Thorn?" Giles intervened.
"They do the dirty work of the senior partners. The give the orders, and the Circle see that they go through," Angel paused. "The partners think they own us. We had to show them that they don't. And to do that we had to start by killing every single member of the Circle. That's part of why I needed in; to get to know them; know their faces."
"That last night," Spike took over, feeling the need to impart some of the story. "We set them up and knocked them down. We all had a hand in getting' rid of th' bastards. We're all that's left."
"Wesley died during the battle," Angel said, hanging his head, grief evident in his voice.
"Oh, Goddess," Willow's voice emanated the shock and sorrow the rest of the Scoobies felt. They were never close with Wesley; hell, they never really liked him, but they still couldn't imagine him gone.
"He bled to death. His life slipped away as I held in my arms," Illyria spoke, quietly. "I…I wanted to help, but there was nothing I could do. I was too late." She turned and looked at Spike, tilting her head, a questioning look on her face. "What is it that I am feeling? All these…sensations are new to me. I cannot tell if they are my own or…Fred's."
Spike looked at the puzzled demon and sadly shook his head. "I don't know, blue," he told her. "We'll figure it out." Illyria seemed to accept this and returned to her corner.
"After we picked off the Circle," Angel picked up the story yet again. "Lorne took off, who knows where he went. We met up with Gunn in an alleyway. But by then, Gunn was too far gone. He died during the big battle."
"Big battle?" Buffy asked.
Angel nodded. "The Circle was the easy part. After that, we had literally hundreds of demons after us. Apparently the Senior Partners were still able to open a gate to hell or something like that and sent them after us. How the hell we survived is anyone's guess. But the Partners won't give up. They'll come after us and make our life a living hell until either we're dead or worse," he left the 'worse' to their imaginations.
The room fell silent. A deafening silence. Everyone was lost in their own thoughts. Spike and Buffy locked eyes and never looked away. Angel leaned against the wall, arms crossed over his shoulder. Illyria stood against the wall, still as a statue. Xander had his head in his hands, still unable to get past the fact that Cordy was gone. Dawn tried not to let the shock of the entire situation get to her by focusing all her attention to a single dust particle. Willow was attempting to keep her tears at bay. Giles stood at the head of the table, busily trying to remove a fingerprint that wasn't there from his glasses, his mind a whirlwind of thoughts; one in particular.
"So, you came here. Leading these Senior Partners directly to the Watcher's Council location." His voice was accusing as his eyes bore into Angel.
"We weren't planning on staying, Rupes," Spike tore his eyes away from Buffy's to look at Giles. "We'll leave as soon as possible. We just thought that you lot should know seein' as how you lot got the idea that Peaches and his gang had fallen off the bandwagon."
"Since when did you join the Dead Boy Fan Club?" Xander asked. "Last I knew, you hated his guts…more so than me."
"Don't get me wrong, I still hate his guts," Spike cast a look towards a glaring Angel. "But…I've seen things. I know enough to know for a fact that he hasn't swayed from the good path."
The Scoobies cast their eyes downward, suddenly ashamed that they had even let the thought cross their minds. Angel knew all along what he was doing and they turned their backs on him; on them.
"Where will you go?" Buffy asked, looking to Spike, her eyes begging him to stay, even if her voice wouldn't speak it.
He shrugged. "Dunno, love. Wherever we can. Gotta keep movin'. Keep 'em off our tails."
Angel pushed himself away from the wall and made his way towards the door. Illyria followed suit. Spike took a deep breath and slowly rose out of the chair.
"Wait," Giles said. The three of them turned toward the watcher. "Stay. At least until you know where you're going to go."
Angel nodded his thanks. Spike leaned heavily against the wall, grateful that he didn't have to move much further. Illyria looked at Spike, her eyes scanning his body. "You're bleeding," she stated, simply.
Spike looked down at the blood that was now soaking his shirt, wondering why he didn't notice it earlier. Breathing heavily, he looked up at Illyria. "Guess that'd explain why there's two of ya." He slumped forward, falling into Illyria's arms, unconsciousness taking over.
Chapter Two: Reunions and Reasons
He opened his eyes to the dark. Dust was everywhere, clouding his vision. He slowly stood, wiping the blood from his lips. His took a deep breath and snapped his neck back into place. He surveyed the rubble around him. Smoothing out his clothing, he leisurely made his way of the ruins of the building and the search was on. He would not be easily defeated.
They were going to pay.
"How is he?" Giles asked Buffy when he saw her exit the bedroom and make her way to him and Angel.
Buffy looked at her watcher and former lover. They both looked at her, and she could have sworn that she actually saw concern in both their faces, but that couldn't be right. They both hated him, last she checked. She shrugged. "He's still unconscious. Willow's tending to the worst of his injuries."
"Good, good," Giles replied. Angel nodded, crossing his arms over his chest and looking to the ground.
Buffy turned her gaze to Angel. "How?" It was a simple question but the answer was no where near that simple.
"Yes," Giles said. "I would like to know as well."
Angel took a deep breath and looked at Buffy. "I…don't think that I should be the one to tell you," he replied. "'Cause, honestly, I really don't know where to start."
"Can you at least tell me, when?" Buffy asked, wanting to know something, anything.
"Probably…about," Angel thought for a second. "A few weeks after you guys…Spike…closed the Hellmouth."
Buffy's eyes widened. "That long? You mean to tell me, that he's been back from the dead for almost a year? And he didn't tell me?" The hurt in her voice was apparent to both Giles and Angel.
"I'm sure he had a good reason not to, Buffy," Giles tried to reassure her. If he was being honest with himself, he, too, was surprised at the length of time and lack of communication.
"He damn well better. Stupid vampire," Buffy muttered, crossing her arms over her chest.
Giles looked at the sulking slayer. "Well, I best return to the rest of the slayers and make sure they know not to stake you or Spike."
Buffy and Angel watched Giles leave in silence. When he was gone, Buffy turned to the vampire. "So you and Spike hung out for a year and managed not to kill each other? I'm impressed. Thought you two hated each other."
"And we do," Angel said, letting her know his hated of the blond vampire was still present. "We just tolerate each other now. But…I can't believe I'm saying this, but…Spike has actually proved helpful."
They fell silent. A minute passed before Angel suddenly found himself with an armful of Buffy. She had jumped on him and now had him in a hug. He awkwardly returned it, confused.
"I'm so sorry we ever doubted you," Buffy told him. "Can't believe that I ever thought that you would slip away."
"Hey," Angel pulled her away. "It's okay," he reassured her. "I doubted myself at times, as well. Let's just put this behind us."
"Okay," Buffy said with a smile. She tip-toed and gave Angel a chaste kiss on the cheek. "All put behind." She bounced back and looked at him with curious eyes. "So what happened the last year…asides from the apocalypse."
Angel allowed himself a smile. "I met a girl."
Nina at the vanity in the dressing room of the hotel suite, staring at her reflection in the mirror. She didn't like who stared back; a heartbroken girl. It wasn't her. Slowly, she reached up and put one earring on. She, her sister and niece were going out to play tourist in one of the most gorgeous cities in the world.
"Hey, Nina," her sister poked her head in the bedroom. "What's taking so long? London's not going to wait for us. Amanda's getting impatient."
Nina turned to face Jill. "Sorry, it's just…"
Jill entered the room and took a seat on the bed. She looked at her sister, sympathy on her face. "You're thinking about him, aren't you? The guy you've secretly been dating? This…Angel."
"Wha-? No, no," Nina said, refusing to admit it.
"Yes, you are. Don't try to deny it," Jill said, trying to cajole Nina into telling her something…anything. There were too many secrets between the two of them, she knew. It took months for Nina to finally admit what she had become. Jill didn't believe for herself until one night, on a full moon, Nina told her that if she wanted proof, she should come with her to Wolfram and Hart. There she met Angel and noticed the looks, the familiarity, that passed between the two of them as he led them to the cage that Nina spent the three nights of the month. Jill watched from the safety of Angel's office as a video camera recorded the transformation as it took place. It was then that Jill learned that things were not always as they seemed.
Nina looked at her sister, her fear on her face. "He sent us here…to protect us. From something big."
Jill looked at her, confusion on her face. "Did he say what?"
Nina shook her head. "I just hope he's okay." She took a deep breath. "I just wish he'd come to me."
Buffy re-entered the room they had Spike in. The good thing about moving the Council to a huge mansion, you didn't have to stay in hotels on long visits. There were plenty of rooms throughout for all of the Scoobies and then some. Willow looked up when she heard the door open.
"Hey," she greeted, giving Buffy a smile, noticing the grin on her face. "What's up?"
"Angel," Buffy said. "He met someone. And she made him a vase," she said, humor in her voice. "He sounded like a love-struck teenager talking about her. It was quite cute, actually. Oh…and get this. She's a werewolf."
"Wow…that's…well, that's good," Willow said, pleased and surprised at the same time. "It's about time he decided to move on." She turned to the sleeping vampire. "Now, if we could just work on this one," she whispered.
If Buffy heard Willow, she decided to ignore her, instead turning her attention wholly to Spike. "How is he?"
"His body still requires rest to completely rehabilitate," Illyria spoke up from her spot in the dark corner of the room.
Buffy looked at the blue demon, seemingly surprised that she was there. Willow registered this and said, "She refuses to leave his side."
Buffy looked at the demon in the dark, staring out the window through the gap in the curtain as though she had never seen the sun; as though everything to her was new. Buffy figured in a way it probably was. She decided to let her be and turned to Spike.
It was odd to see him there. After a year, she almost got used to him not being there. Almost. Sure, at first she terribly missed his presence at her side; she missed his eyes, his accent, his humor, everything, but mostly his eyes. But…after a while, she decided that she couldn't dwell on it forever. He wasn't coming back and he would want her to move on.
But he did come back. Apparently had been for almost a year. She found herself wondering if he also moved on. Is that why he never called, or anything? She tried to squash the hurt that was threatening to overcome her already confused emotions. She hated that the next thought that crossed her mind was 'how could he move on?' but she couldn't stop it.
"Buffy, are you okay?" Willow broke Buffy's reverie, concern in her voice.
Buffy looked at her friend. "Yeah, just weird seeing him after all this time. I forgot his eyes were this blue."
Willow looked at her friend and then at the still sleeping vampire. "Buffy, his eyes are closed."
"Huh?" she snapped her attention to Willow, a questioning look on her face.
"Never mind," she replied, shaking her head.
"Hey, B," Faith's voice broke through the room as she entered. "Sorry, I'm late. Couldn't get Andrew to hurry his ass up and winded up at the airport late." Faith looked towards Buffy's direction and her eyes widened. "And I'm guessing we missed the fireworks."
Buffy gave the other slayer a small smile. "Just a bit."
Faith took a step closer to the bed. "I thought he went out like a Roman candle."
"Yeah, so did we," Willow replied.
"We won't get the whole story 'til he wakes up," Buffy explained. "Angel won't tell us anything."
Faith's face brightened up. "Angel's here?"
"I'll take you to him, and we can all explain what you missed," Willow said, noticing the girl's eagerness to see the souled vampire.
"Sure," she replied, then turned to Buffy. "I want details after he wakes up," she said, indicating that she wanted the tale of the great return as well.
Buffy nodded. "You got it." She smiled as she watched the witch and brunette slayer leave. If anyone ever told her that she would eventually consider Faith a friend she would have laughed at the mere thought, but apocalypses tended to change things.
"Buffy?" she heard a familiar British accent ask.
She looked down at the vampire on the bed and smiled. "Hey. Nice nap?"
He groaned. "I feel like hell."
"Well, that's to be understood. You were practically gutted. Will had to do a little magic to start it healing again. She couldn't do much though. Magic barrier." Spike nodded. "You want some blood? I could get Xander or someone to go get some."
Spike shook his head. "No, thanks, love. Don't think I could keep it down at the moment."
"Have you even had some since…this?" she asked, indicating the large wound in his abdomen.
Spike reached up to rub his head. "Couldn't keep anything down. I'll try later."
Buffy nodded, letting it go. "Okay."
Spike looked at her. "I bet you want an explanation, huh, pet?"
Buffy nodded, and looked at the vampire. "Only if you're up to it."
"It's a bit of a story, actually. Ghost story, really."
"Ghost? There were ghosts involved?" Buffy asked.
Spike smirked. "Actually, one. Me. The amulet you gave me…well, somehow, I got caught in it; my essence, as Percy put it, was sucked in."
"Percy? Oh…Wesley," Buffy picked up on the nickname for the late Watcher. "So, you what, reappeared?"
"Yeah, all ghost-like. Quite an odd experience. Anyway, I tried to go to you then, but, uh, couldn't. Apparently I was tied to Wolfram and Hart. Long story short, I got recorporealized and spent the last several months helping Angel and his," Spike cut the story short, suddenly not wanting to go into details.
"Why do I get the feeling you're leaving a lot out?" Buffy asked, eyeing him.
Spike shrugged. "Maybe cause I am. Don't really know how explain things right now. I'll tell you the rest later."
"Can you at least tell me why you never bothered to tell me?" She asked, trying to keep a neutral voice but falling short of her goal. Instead, she let her hurt color her voice.
Spike let his eyes wander around the room, trying to avoid her penetrating gaze. "Oh, love, I wanted to, honestly, I did. But…how exactly could I explain it? Just showing up at your door didn't seem right. I just…I was scared," he quietly confessed.
Buffy eyes softened as she gazed intensively at him. "Why?"
Spike sighed and brought himself to look into her eyes. "I went out in a blaze of glory, to save you and your friends and whole bloody world. Then, the next thing I know, I'm back in the world, less than what I was. And I don't know why. Why the bloody hell they couldn't leave me alone. I wasn't sure how you would take me barging back into your life. I just wanted you to live."
Buffy tore her eyes away from his and looked to the ground, suddenly not wanting to talk about it anymore. Spike watched her through hooded eyes, trying to gauge the feelings running through her. Maybe it was best they stop the conversation. She wasn't ready to go into detail and he could understand that. It had to be a shock to her, seeing him again. It was to him as well. He hadn't realized he missed her so much. He tried to think of some way to switch topics but she beat him to it. "Does she ever move?"
Spike followed her gaze to the dark corner. Illyria was still there, standing as still as a statue, staring out the window. He allowed a small smile cross his lips. "You should see her talk to plants," he said, a teasing tone in her voice.
Illyria snapped her head in Spike direction. "I do not," she sounded a little slighted at the statement.
Spike raised his eyebrows. "I seem to remember a time when you did," he continued his teasing. Illyria narrowed her eyes. "I'm just teasing you, blue," Spike explained.
Illyria tilted her head, and opened her mouth as though she was trying to come up with something to say but nothing came. She looked at the Slayer and vampire and then turned to leave the bedroom. Buffy looked to Spike, a questioning look on her face. "She does that sometimes," he explained. Buffy nodded, understanding.
Spike looked at Buffy. "So…you and the Immortal, huh?"
"How…how did you know about him?" Buffy asked, surprise in her voice.
"Love, you're the Slayer, word spreads fast when it comes to you," he answered quickly, thinking it would not be a good idea for her to know about his and Angel's little trip to Rome, neither one of them would live much longer if he did that.
She seemed to accept the answer. "I always forget that. I've gotten used to the idea that there are hundreds of little slayers running around."
"Still, you could do better. He doesn't strike me as your type."
"What do you mean he's not my type?" Buffy asked. "He's dangerous with a gentle side, gorgeous, oh, and immortal," she replied, grinning. "Definitely my type."
Spike returned the smile, glad to see her happy, even if he wasn't exactly the cause. "Well, I didn't see Mr. Immortal around…"
"Marco's flying in later," Buffy explained. Spike snickered and she looked at him. "What?"
"'Marco?' His name is Marco?" Spike kept chuckling. Buffy glared at him and he quickly sobered. "Sorry…it's just…Marco. Never would've pegged him for a Marco," he finished and began to chuckle again and soon Buffy joined in, finding his laughter contagious.
Illyria studied the room she found herself in. It was full of books of all kinds. Old musty books. She walked over to the bookshelves and ran her hand over them, examining the worn binds and frayed edges.
"What are these books of?" She asked the room's occupants, Dawn and Xander. They were in the library studying various demons at Giles's request, and much against their wishes.
"Some are on demons, actually most of them are," Dawn replied, looking up from her book.
"And the others?" Illyria continued glancing over the shelves.
"Prophecies, lots and lots of prophecies. Oh, how I hate them," Xander told her.
Illyria nodded and reached out to pull one of the books off the shelf. "Wesley would've liked to have seen these," she whispered, remembering his fondness of books.
When the sun set, Nina decided to go out for a night on the town. She felt like she needed some time for herself. She needed to go over some things and it was difficult to do with her sister hanging over her head.
So, she found herself in a park that was fairly close to the hotel. She didn't want to wander too far for fear that she wouldn't be able to find her way back. Nina found a bench and sat down.
She took a deep breath and looked around the park. A twig snapped behind her and she jumped. She quickly turned around.
"Sorry," a familiar voice spoke. "I didn't mean to scare you."
Nina squinted her eyes to get a better look at the man in the dark. "Angel?"
"Yeah it's me," Angel replied and stepped where she could see him.
She looked at him, almost as though she was in disbelief that he was there. "You came…"
"Yeah, Nina, I came," he told her, a smile on his face. She let the breath she was holding and returned the smile.
"I'm glad," Nina said, making her way toward him.
Angel looked down at her. "So am I."
A/N: There you have it…the chapter that would never end, for me anyway. It took me days to write the Spike/Buffy scene. I kept changing it, but I finally settled.
I've figured out what I'm going to do in this story. It will follow several little sub-plots, I guess you could call them, of which will eventually meet up in the end. At least that's the plan. We'll find out what happens.
And for those of you wanting Spuffy action, give me a little time. They have to get used to one another again and what-not. I'm not sure how long it'll be, but it will happen. :)
Author's Notes: So terribly sorry for the long long delay between chapters. I didn't mean for that to happen…but with transferring colleges, packing, and trying to move, writer's block...it never seemed to happen.
Thanks to those who have read and reviewed. It makes me happy to know that people actually are reading my story. :)
Now, that said…between chapters I got a lot of…complaints via email mainly, from people not wanting the Immortal in this story…one person even said that the story would be ruined by bringing him in. Now, I'm sorry that you don't like the Immortal, but he was a part of the series. I'm not going to ignore everything that happened on the series. This is a continuation, and in order to be a true continuation, I need to keep everything that was in the show.
THIS IS A SPUFFY story, don't panic. That's all I ever write. So don't worry
about that. I just need to get everything clear and ready for them to get back
together. It may take several
chapters and a bumpy ride, but it will end up Spuffy.
Chapter Three: Formal Introductions and Green Eyes
Buffy stayed with Spike until he fell asleep, hours later. They had talked
about many things; how life was treating her, how she came to live in Rome,
among other things. He fired the
questions, taking over the lead in the conversation. She answered every inquiry
he had. She was surprised by how quickly they fell back into the connection they
had shared before his death.
She watched him sleep. She never admitted to him, but she always did enjoy
watching him sleep. The 'big bad' façade he put up when he was awake would fade
away and all that was left was William. Sweet young William. Buffy always
wondered what he was like before he was turned. She
always thought that he was probably completely opposite from the image he wanted
to produce.
After a few minutes, Buffy decided to leave him be. She left the room and joined the others in the library. They were still discussing the 'how's' and 'why's' of Spike's resurrection amongst themselves and bringing Faith and Andrew up to speed on the current situation. Angel was nowhere to be seen.
When Buffy entered, all conversations stopped as they all turned their attention to her. "Hey, uh, Buffy," Andrew greeted the Slayer nervously when he saw her.
"Hey," she returned the greeting with a warm smile. She walked over to the table and took a seat, mentally preparing herself for the barrage of questions she knew would come her way.
"So, how is he?" Dawn asked, tentatively. She was still reeling over the fact that Spike was indeed back. She finally had that second chance to make things up with him. She had been less than kind towards him when he came back after receiving his soul. She wanted several times to try to get back on good terms with him, to be friends again, but every time she had the chance, she decided against it, leaving it for another day. Except there wasn't another day, not after he died.
Buffy looked at her sister and saw the yearning gaze in her eyes. Buffy smiled. "He's fine, Dawnie. He's finally sleeping again. You can probably talk to him tomorrow, if you want."
Dawn nodded. "Yup, I'll do that."
"So, uh, how exactly did he come back?" Willow spoke up, her curiosity getting the better of her.
Buffy shrugged. "He didn't really go into details. Just that it had something to do with that amulet. He said that Wesley suspected that his essence or whatever got trapped inside it. He was released from it but was all ghosty. It apparently took a while for him to become solid again."
"Did he happen to mention how long he's been back?" Faith asked from her spot next to Xander.
Buffy glanced at Giles, wondering why he didn't spill that little tidbit he knew. "About a year," Buffy told her friends.
"A year?" Xander questioned. "Man, doesn't even write…or call. And to think, I actually started to like him…" He then caught himself. "A tiny tiny little bit," he added, motioning with his hands just how tiny he meant.
"He had his reasons," Buffy defended him.
"I offered to tell you for him," Andrew spoke up, momentarily forgetting his promise to Spike to keep quiet. "But he wouldn't let me."
Buffy gawked at Andrew, disbelief on her face. "You knew?"
Andrew looked nervously from face to face, occasionally glancing down to the ground. "He's going to kill me when he finds out…" he whispered to himself. "Yeah…it kinda caught me by surprise, too. He wanted to know how everyone was and I told him. I wanted to tell you guys for him but he wanted to do it for himself," Andrew explained. "He didn't exactly know how to go about telling. I figured time was what he needed."
"And how long have you known?" Giles questioned the nervous boy.
"Uh…ever since I went to LA to pick up that slayer. Spike helped me find her but…" Andrew cut off, not wanting to remember what Dana did to Spike. He figured the others probably didn't want to hear it and that Spike wouldn't want word leaking out, so he kept silent, something he thought he should have done to begin with.
The others didn't seem to notice Andrew's 'but.' They were still trying to wrap their minds on everything that happened tonight. It was a bit too much to take into their exhausted minds.
"Well," Buffy spoke up. "I'd yell at you for not telling anyway…but I get it, so I'm not going to," she said, to Andrew's great relief. "Besides I'm exhausted. I'm going to go to bed," she told the group.
They all agreed with her and quietly, they made their way to their rooms. Buffy made her way toward her room, but stopped at the door. She glanced at the room next to hers. The room Spike was in. She looked from one door to the other before making a decision. She turned from her room and went to Spike's door.
She opened it slowly, and made her way to the bed. She carefully climbed in, trying not to jostle him, but he must've felt her anyway. "Buffy?" he whispered.
"Shh, go back to sleep," she replied, laying her head on his chest and carefully wrapping her arm around his waist.
He pulled her closer to him and placed a kiss on her forehead. "Love you," he whispered and together, they both slipped into a peaceful slumber.
Angel and Nina walked side by side, hand in hand through the streets of London. It was surprisingly quite and void of any demon activity. They had spent most of the night together, mostly in comfortable silence but occasionally they talked. Angel told her about how the battle went, who they lost. They shared a moment of silent mourning after reminiscing of their fallen comrades.
"I can't believe it," Nina whispered. "Just like that, they're gone."
Angel nodded. "I keep thinking that they're just going to walk into a room and everything will be back to normal, but it's not. It never will be."
Nina looked to her lover, sympathy on her face. She reached up and caressed his face. "It'll get better. It has to."
Angel gave her a shadow of a smile. "I hope you're right," he said, taking her hand that was on his face into his.
"Of course I am," she said with a grin. "I always am."
Angel returned her smile fully. He leaned down and placed a kiss to her lips. "What would I do without you?" he asked, sincerely.
Nina's face took on a serious look as she thought for a second. "Probably wither away and die," she said with a grin, giggling.
Angel joined in her laughter, enjoying the sight of her joyous face. Happiness was something he wasn't familiar with, but he wanted, and feared it at the same time. If he experienced true happiness, he'd become a monster. Angelus lurked beneath the surface, always itching to be let loose. It was one of the reasons he hated Spike so much. His soul and demon seemed to have made a truce. He never seemed to have to worry about losing control and he could have happiness.
"So, why did you send us here?" Nina's voice broke through Angel's thoughts.
"I knew you'd be safe here," he said simply, taking her hand as they started walking yet again.
"What makes you so sure about that?" she asked, softly.
"They'd make sure you weren't in danger."
Nina cast a confused look Angel's direction. "O-kay. Care to be a little less cryptic?"
Angel looked down at her. "This is the home of the Watcher's Council. Buffy and her friends wouldn't let anything happen to the people here if she can help it, including you."
"Buffy's here? I thought you said she was in Rome?"
"She was," Angel confirmed. "But she's here now. At least, temporarily. She and her friends caught word of the little apocalypse we had in LA, so she came here. To prepare."
"You've seen her," Nina said, matter-of-factly, her gaze dropping to the ground.
"Well, yeah. We had to let them know everything was stopped. For now anyway," Angel explained.
They continued walking in silence, letting their feet take them to their location on their own.
Several minutes of silence passed before Nina spoke up.
"We're here," she said, indicating the hotel she, her sister and niece were staying at. Angel's eyes glanced over their surroundings. He didn't even realize that they were near the hotel.
Nina looked up at him, hopeful. "You, uh, wanna come in? Jill and Amanda are probably asleep now…"
Angel glimpsed at the lightening sky. "I should get back to the Council," he said. "There's still a lot we have to go over."
Nina's hope deflated. She nodded. "Okay," she whispered.
Angel didn't seem to notice her change in demeanor. He smiled at her. "I'll can see you later today, maybe."
Nina returned the smile, if not halfheartedly. "I'll be waiting for you," she told him, leaning up to kiss him. Angel returned the kiss, pulling her into his arms. He released her when he felt she needed air.
"See you later," Angel told her, before turning on his heels and walking hurriedly back to the Council. Nina watched him until he was no longer in sight. Sighing, she slowly turned and made her way to the suite.
The morning went by rather uneventfully. All the Scoobies went about their business, doing whatever they were doing before Angel, Spike and Illyria showed up. Being used to strange things happening, they quickly got over the fact that Spike was back and that he helped Angel hold off the apocalypse. Angel spent the day with Giles, giving him the full account of the apocalypse.
Xander, Willow, and Andrew were telling the newly trained watchers about the dangerous encounters they had experienced over the last eight years, letting them get hear first-hand accounts rather than reading books. Buffy and Faith were spending their time training the new slayers. Illyria was no where to be found but Spike suspected that she was probably wandering the mansion or standing in a corner. As for Spike, he found himself alone.
He hadn't seen or talked to Buffy since they woke up. She tended to avoid him every time he was around. He wasn't sure what to make of that, so he decided to ignore it. Subsequently, he found himself in front of the library. He opened the door and entered.
He noticed that a pair of eyes turned to him when he closed the door. Dawn was replacing a book to the shelf when she heard him come in. Spike spotted her and gave her a tiny smile. "Didn't realize you were in here, bit," he said, making a move to leave, but Dawn's voice stopped him.
"No, you don't have to leave," she said, shrugging. "You can stay. I was getting lonely anyway."
Spike looked doubtful at her. He knew she never trusted him the same after that horrible bathroom episode. He couldn't really blame her; he didn't trust himself either. But it still hurt that she didn't seem to be near him. "I'm not interrupting anything important?"
Dawn shook her head, making her way to the table. "Nope, just doing a little bit of light reading."
Spike cast a look to the immensely large pile of books scattered across the tabletop. He raised an eyebrow at her. "You call that light reading?"
Dawn gave him a genuine smile. "It is if it's something you want to read," she said, matter-of-factly.
Spike snorted. "I guess that's possible," he said as he scanned the bookshelves, looking over the various titles. He picked a book at random and sat at the table, across from Dawn.
Dawn continued to stare at the vampire before her. "You look better today," she commented.
Spike looked away from his book to lock eyes with her. He nodded. "I feel better," he replied.
"Not much, but still." He returned his attention back to his book.
"Good," she replied. There was the sound of shuffling and Spike quickly found Dawn with her arms around his neck.
"Dawn?" Spike said, awkwardly returning the gesture. He heard her muttering against his neck and strained to make out what she said, "Don't ever do that again." Spike pulled her away from him to find tears that had begun to make their way down her face. "You okay, bit?" he asked, wiping away the tears.
Dawn sniffled and nodded. "Yeah," she said, hoarsely. "Just…I missed you," she finished in a small voice.
Spike gave her a smile. "I missed you, too."
"Promise you won't do that again. I can only take people dying and coming back oh so often before it gets a little old," she replied.
Spike chuckled. "I'll do my best," he assured her. "So I guess this means we're okay?"
Dawn smiled and nodded. "Yeah, we're good. All is forgiven."
Spike unexpectedly pulled her into another hug. "Thank you, pet. I love you."
Dawn returned the embrace wholeheartedly. "I love you, too." She then pulled herself from his arms and stepped away from him. "Still can't believe that you're really here."
Spike smirked. "Can't keep me down. I'm here to stay."
"Good," she replied, moving back to her chair and books. "Now if we could just get Marco out of the picture," she muttered, but Spike caught her words.
"Not fond of the Almighty Immortal, are we?" he asked, pleased that at least one of his girls didn't get sucked into Marco's allure.
Dawn shrugged. "He's okay. But I don't get what Buffy sees in him."
"You and me, both, bit," Spike replied, intent on returning to his book, but a sharp pain in his chest demanded his attention. He tried to stifle a groan as he pressed his palm to his chest but Dawn heard him.
"What's wrong?" she asked, concern in her voice as she made her way to him.
Spike tried to tell her it was nothing but it wouldn't come. The pain was becoming more intense as it went on. Dawn began to panic and made a dash to the door to call someone but his voice stopped her.
"It's stopped, bit," he said, taking a deep breath.
Dawn tentatively stepped toward him, concern clearly etched on her face. "What happened?"
"Not sure. Might be left over from the fight," he told her to assuage her concern. Truth was, he wasn't even sure what had just happened.
Dawn seemed reluctant to take this answer, but she went back to her chair. Spike knew she was still troubled by the event as he caught her glancing at him over her books. They returned to their books and began to read in silence, the incident still on their minds.
Hours later found Spike wandering the halls of the huge mansion searching for any clues that might lead him to an elusive slayer. He hadn't seen Buffy since early in the morning when the two of them had awoken from a peaceful slumber. He had awoken before her and spent several minutes watching her. He always had enjoyed watching her sleep. Buffy had woken with a start, and for a few seconds seemed unaware of her surroundings, but as her mind cleared up and realization slipped in, she hastily made herself scarce, seemingly falling back on old habits.
At first, Spike tried to 'sniff' her out, but soon found that useless since her scent was throughout the mansion, making it difficult to pick up her trail. Now he just resorted to peeking in every room and hoping that she was in one of them. He wanted to see her, talk to her, anything, but, of course, she wasn't making that an easy task. She never had in the past.
He wanted, no, he needed to talk to her now. He felt slightly heartened after hearing Dawn tell him that Buffy missed him more than she let on. But, Spike needed to hear Buffy tell him that in her own words. The problem was getting her to say it. She always had a habit of keeping her emotions bottled up and not letting them out.
Spike made his way to through the main hallway and noticed Angel leaning against the wall, looking slightly more broody than usual, looking into the large library across the hall. He made his way towards the older vampire. "Hey, Peaches, you seen Buffy around?"
Angel didn't even glance at Spike. He kept his gaze toward the library, but nodded. Spike raised an eyebrow and followed Angel's gaze. His eyes fell upon Buffy introducing a man to the group of Scoobies. But not just any man. He was tall, he had to of been over six feet. He was well built, with just the right amount of muscle without overdoing it. His luxurious mane of black hair was tied back revealing his strikingly green eyes and gorgeous smile. He was the epitome of many women's dreams.
Suddenly, Spike was feeling slightly less than adequate. "Is…is that him?" he asked Angel quietly, not wanting to draw attention to them.
Angel nodded shortly. "The Immortal," he growled.
"Damn, he is gorgeous, ain't he?" Spike asked, despite himself. Angel shot him a glance,
eyebrows raised. Spike caught himself. "I-I mean…that's what Buffy says." He looked at him for a moment. "But he's not that perfect."
Angel nodded, brooding eyes boring holes into the Immortal. "Got that right."
"Bloody right I do," Spike replied, crossing his arms over his chest. He paced a lap and then was right back in the fray. "Look at that 'perfect' smile of his," he said, pointing at him. "No one has teeth that perfect. It's not natural."
Angel began to join in on Spike's tirade, agreeing with everything Spike said about the Immortal and even adding in a few comments of his own. The two vampires began to pace around the hall, trying to find flaws in the Immortal's appearance, even exaggerating his 'flaws' to suit their purpose. Anything seemed to be fair game for them.
"Look at his beady little eyes," Angel said. "They're too close…there's practically no gap between them," he embellished.
"That doesn't even amount to that enormous, disgusting mole on his dainty little face," Spike sneered. "How can she even look at that? That's not normal."
"And his hair. It's receding. So much for being Mr. All-Powerful-Immortal," Angel sniggered. "At least I still have all of mine."
"Even if it does stick straight up and looks bloody stupid." Spike couldn't resist a chance to poke fun at Angel. He receive a glare from the older vampire but brushed it off. "His hands are out of proportion with the rest of him. He's like an ape. They're huge…although…some might say that's a good thing…." Spike finished thoughtfully. A flash of blue appeared in his sight line and he noticed that Illyria was making her way toward them. "Ooh, Blue, got a question for ya."
Illyria crossed the distance to them, a questioning look on her face. "What?"
"Okay…who would you rather go out with? Him?" he pointed scornfully at the Immortal. "Or us?"
Illyria followed Spike hand to set her eye on the Immortal, who was chatting it up with Giles.
She then returned her gaze to the two vampires. "I would never allow him to escort me." That answered seemed to satisfy them as they each gave Illyria a smile.
"Who is he?" Illyria asked, curious as to why the two of them disliked him.
"The Immortal," Angel supplied, allowing his usual brooding demeanor to slip on.
"Also known, in some circles, as 'Marco,'" Spike added, sarcasm dripping off
his voice.
Angel turned to Spike, a surprised look on his face. "His name is Marco?"
Spike shrugged. "That's what Buffy calls him."
The three demons watched from the entry was as the group of Scoobies chatted away, accepting the Immortal into the fold of things. Marco and Buffy were both standing in the far corner, seemingly lost in their own little world. Spike tried to keep his emotions in check as he saw Buffy smile at something Marco said. He struggled to not growl when he saw the Immortal lean down to kiss her.
But Buffy saw Spike out of the corner of her eye and turned her head at the last minute, causing Marco's lips to brush across her cheek instead. He gave her a questioning glance before following her gaze to the blond vampire. "Well, well, well," he said, his 'too perfect' smile brightening up his features. Spike could have sworn he saw a sparkle come off his teeth. "What have we here?"
Marco made his way to the three demons, Buffy following him. "Angel, Spike, nice to finally meet you. After all these years…" He held out his hand for them to take, but it was ignored.
"Wish we could say the same thing," Angel said, disdain in his voice.
"You know each other?" Buffy asked, surprise in her voice.
"Oh yeah," Spike drawled. "In a manner of speaking. We go way back. Though this is the first time he's ever 'graced' us with his presence. He usually just sends his lackeys to do his bidding."
Marco chuckled good-naturedly. "Well, I was always busy with other things," he said as way of explanation.
"Yeah, that's right," Spike replied shortly.
Marco turned his attention to Illyria. "And this is?"
"You may call me Illyria," she replied, her voice taking on a superior tone. Marco held out his hand for her. She looked at it as though it were yesterday's garbage and held her head up high as she turned and walked away.
"Okay," Marco said, returning his attention to the vampires. He smiled warmly and began to initiate conversation, not noticing that they weren't interested. "So, how is Darla?"
"Dead," Angel replied shortly.
"Ah…sorry to hear that," he said, as though he was offering his condolences. "And Drusilla? I do hope she hasn't met the same fate."
"Don't know. Don't really care," Spike replied, his voice tight. "'Course things were never the same between us after you had a go at her."
"Okay," Buffy broke through, not liking where this was going. She pulled Marco aside and whispered in his ear. Marco looked at them, then back at her, as though he was considering something. Finally, he nodded and went to join Giles and Willow on the other side of the room.
Buffy waited until he reached them before turning on Spike and Angel. "What the hell was that?"
Spike and Angel appeared startled at her outburst. They stared at her as though they were children caught in the act of stealing cookies. "What?" They said together.
"I don't know about your past with Marco but could you please, please at least try and act civilized around him?" Buffy pleaded. "For me?" She knew they would give in simply because she asked them to.
They made a show of considering her request, sighing deeply before nodding. "Okay, pet, I'll…try and play nice," Spike promised her.
"Thank you," she told them, a grateful smile on her face.
They gave her a tight smile in return before she turned and joined Marco and Giles. Spike watched them, taking in a deep breath. "God, how I hate that bastard," he said, his voice drenched with disdain.
She found the darkest corner of the mansion; away from all the hustle and bustle of…pretty much everywhere else. Illyria didn't like the craziness. It was foreign to her. She was use to things going the way she wanted them to. She was used to the quiet…well, except for the screaming.
But there was no screaming anymore. No one feared her. No one bowed before her. No one had ever heard of her in this foreign time. No one seemed to notice her. Not in this form anyway. It was, suffice it to say, a little disconcerting for her.
Illyria closed her eyes in the dark and concentrated. She felt her form shift ever so slightly. Not much; she didn't need it to. Just a bit. Then maybe…just maybe…
"I didn't know you could do that," she heard Spike's voice from the doorway.
She turned to face him and examined her hands. "It is a simple modulation of my form."
Spike entered the room and stepped toward her, a questioning look on his face. "If that's the case, then why haven't you done it before now?"
Illyria turned away from Spike and surveyed the room. "I have done so, but Wesley forbade me to do so again. He told me to 'be blue' instead of her; instead of…Fred?" she said, looking at Spike to make see if she remembered the name correctly.
Spike nodded. He crossed his arms over his chest and studied her. It was a little bewildering to see her like this; like Fred. Not a trace of blue remained. She was Fred for all intents and purposes. Except she wasn't. She didn't have Fred's bubbly personality, her sense of humor, her passion for fighting the good fight. She was just the shell of what once was. She was a completely different…person.
"And, love, why do you think Percy didn't like you to do this?"
"He did not want to me to lie," she said after a second of silence.
"And neither do I," he told her honestly.
Illyria cocked her head in question, wondering what Spike meant.
"You're not Fred. You'll never be Fred. And walking around pretendin' to be 'er is…painful. It still hurts to know she'll never be back but…I know it wasn't entirely your fault, you didn't really choose to be here, but…don't be her," Spike told her, realizing how much he truly did miss the Texan scientist.
Illyria considered Spike for a moment. "Very well," she said. "I will respect your wishes."
And with a shake of her head, she became blue once more. Spike nodded his thanks.
She moved to the only window in the dark room. She wasn't looking at the scenery outside, but rather the window itself, as though she was trying to figure out how it was made. Spike moved next to her and leaned against the wall.
"So tell me, Blue. Why did you change into Fred anyway?" he asked, curiosity getting the better of him.
"I…I wanted to see if it would be different," she said, not looking at him, but continuing to stare at the window. "To see if people would notice her."
"Ahh," Spike replied, realization setting in. "I get it. You got green eyes."
She turned to look at him. "My eyes are blue," she stated.
Spike chuckled. "It's an expression. It means you're jealous."
"I am not," she replied at once.
"It's okay if you are. Fred had everything you don't have: friends, family, passions, hobbies and whatever else people have," he told her.
She still refused to admit he was right. Spike didn't care, he knew he was. She was too proud to admit to anything but being superior to everyone else. It was her personality and he knew that wasn't going to change.
They were silent for a few minutes before Illyria surprised him; throwing him a curve ball when he expected a fast. "I'll admit that I am jealous of Fred, even though I do not completely understand this emotion, if you admit you are jealous of the Immortal."
"I am not jealous of that poofter," he replied quickly, as though he was just given the biggest insult of his entire life.
Illyria turned her head to look at him, her blue eyes searing into him.
"Okay," Spike amended. "Maybe I am. Just a little. A tiny little bit. Barely noticeable."
"I, as well," Illyria replied. "Only a little."
More A/N: Sorry for the lack of Spuffy action…well…they did sleep together. :) That's something, right?
Okay…I'm taking a vote. Illyria needs a hobby or something along those lines. She can't just spend her days staring at the window or what have you. I already have an idea on what it will be ;) but I am curious as to whether or not you guys think she should or not. Also, any possible ideas can also be considered.
Thanks for reading. A reviews are always a welcome treat. :)