A/N. This
three part story takes place during S5 after Riley has left. It's a stand alone
PWP. Chapter 1 is PG, Chapter 2 is definitely R for sexual content. Chapter 3 is
R (ish) but there's no sex. Nothing n/c or too graphic but spicier than my
stories usually are.
Many thanks to mahaliem for her input. Reading her B/S stories inspired me to
tackle the difficult task of letting Buffy and Spike do more than kiss in my
fics. Sex and fights; the two trickiest things to write.
Lucky Number.
From out of the darkness a voice said, "So remind me again - how did we get into
this mess?"
"Well -" said another voice, considering the question carefully.
A pause and then in unison, the first and second voices said, "It was _your_
fault!"
***
Buffy had spent the better part of an hour tracking the Forgath demon to its
lair in the woods north of town. It hadn't been easy. The beast was big but it
moved stealthily and she wasn't exactly trained in reading bent twigs or
slightly crushed leaves, especially not in the dark. The full moon helped a
little, but from what Giles had discovered, it was that same full moon that had
triggered this demon's feeding frenzy.
The trail of dead woodland animals was easy to spot though. Wincing as she
stepped over another mangled squirrel corpse, she emerged from the trees in
front of a cave mouth that yawned wide and dark. Sort of the same view the
squirrels had had as their last sight on earth, she mused.
Buffy would have put killing the demon low down on the scale of priorities if it
hadn't been for the fact that its first victim was a toddler, happily playing in
the park at the edge of the woods. The boy's mother had managed to make enough
noise to scare it off and save the child, but she had received a slash from four
inch talons that had almost severed her arm and put her into intensive care.
Shrugging slightly to dispell her unease, Buffy gripped her axe firmly and moved
across the small clearing. Peering into the dim depths of the cave and wrinkling
her nose at the musty dampness, she didn't notice the shadowy figure some yards
behind her.
Once in the cave, Buffy slipped on a headlamp, cursing as the strap tangled in
her hair. She needed it to see and keep her hands free for fighting but the
whole spelunking look just wasn't her.
The first cave was empty but Buffy hadn't really expected it to be that easy.
This demon liked rock around it, liked to crawl deep within the earth and sleep,
after the kill lust had faded. Hopefully it would wake up to find itself dead.
Buffy snickered to herself at that thought and made for the back of the cave. As
she had expected, there was a tunnel leading downwards. The being eaten image
just wasn't going away, she thought dolefully.
There were no side tunnels to complicate matters and Buffy began to move faster.
Her boot slid on a patch of gravel, making a skittering noise, and she froze,
listening to see if she had alerted the demon. She frowned. There was no
movement in front of her but she could have sworn she heard a sound from behind.
A boot thumping down on rock? She listened hard but the silence was complete,
almost hurting her ears with its weight.
"Getting seriously creeped out now," she murmured to herself. Stepping
carefully, she continued to follow the tunnel, moving cautiously around any
blind bends. The tunnel began to open out and she found herself on the edge of a
cavern. She groaned. The thin beam from her headlamp was lost in the large space
but she could see a floor of boulders, uneven and impossible to navigate
quickly, and several tunnels leading out of the cavern. Her task had just gone
from simple to difficult. She stood still, chewing the inside of her cheek, and
wondering if it wouldn't be simpler to go back to the first cave and wait for
the demon to come back out. Of course, there might be more than one exit from
the cave system. And it might be a long wait. She hated waiting.
Coming to a sudden decision, she climbed up onto the boulder in front of her and
made for the first tunnel to her left. Scrambling over the scattered rocks
wasn't easy and she was forced to slide the axe back into its holder on her
back. It slipped around to her side and thumped her elbow with monotonous and
irritating regularity and she fell into a rhythm of pushing it back after each
movement. Twice she paused and spun around, a prickling down her spine warning
her that she was being watched, but she couldn't see anything in the blackness.
Forcing back unreasoning panic, she concentrated on keeping her footing.
It was a relief to be able to stand upright and walk, weapon in her hand again,
but the tunnel petered out after a hundred feet, dead ending at a solid wall of
rock. Buffy sighed, turned round and headed back to the cavern, slinging the axe
on her back again. The second tunnel didn't even merit entering. It looked like
a passage way from far off but when she got closer, she could see that it was no
more than an alcove.
"Might have known it would be the third one," she thought, rotating aching
shoulders. As soon as she began to walk along it she knew that she'd found the
trail again. The small lump of bloody fur was as good as a glowing arrow. This
tunnel was narrow, the roof just a few inches above her head, sometimes coming
down so low that she had to stoop. It would be a bad place to fight in.
After walking for a minute or two she finally reached the lair. The demon lay
curled up in a fetid nest of rags, dried blood crusted on its tusks and talons.
Buffy wrinkled her nose in disgust.
"Ugly bugger, isn't he?" commented a quiet voice at her shoulder. Buffy shrieked
and whirled round, her axe slicing the air.
"Hey! Watch the coat!"
Buffy hissed with disgust as she saw who her companion was. Spike. Typical. Not
content with following her and giving her the wiggins for the past hour, he was
now spoiling her hunt. Huffily, she turned her back on one problem only to face
a new one.
The demon had been asleep but Buffy's scream had been enough to waken the dead
and it was still very much alive. And angry.
"I've got your back, Slayer," said Spike sounding confident. Buffy's elbow shot
back unerringly and landed in his stomach.
"Get that," she said through gritted teeth, "and get the hell out of my way."
In the small space the axe was less effective than she'd hoped but she managed
to get in some good hits. The demon hadn't come close to touching her and it
began to get desperate. Backing off into a corner it vanished behind a slab of
rock that had masked another passageway. Buffy sighed with frustration and
followed it. She had to drop to all fours and crawl after only a few yards which
didn't improve her mood. The tunnel was wide enough but the roof was very low.
The demon was about her size but it seemed to be much better at navigating in
enclosed spaces and Buffy couldn't help wondering what was at the end of this
rabbit hole.
A trickle of earth landed on her head and she glanced up sharply. The walls of
the tunnel were trembling slightly. When she'd grasped the significance of that,
so was Buffy. A native Californian, all her instincts were clamouring at her to
get out but she couldn't. She heard a scrambling sound behind her and guessed
that Spike had recovered enough to follow her. Great. She had frozen in place
until the tremor had passed but Spike hadn't and he soon caught up to her, on
her left side.
He had managed to crawl despite his duster, she noticed and he had a grin on his
face as if this was the most fun he'd had in ages. She supposed vampires didn't
mind small, dark, enclosed places. Shuddering, she dragged her mind off that
thought. She wasn't a vampire and they bothered her more than she'd realised up
till now.
"You O.K, Slayer? Look a bit pale."
"Do you mind? I'm tracking here!"
Spike glanced casually down the tunnel. "On your merry way then."
Buffy hesitated and then began to crawl forward. Spike matched her wriggle for
wriggle and she stopped, turning her head and giving him an exasperated look.
His face was so close that she could have counted his eyelashes if she'd wanted
to. She didn't think she'd ever been this close to him, not since that spell of
Willow's had turned them into a pair of besotted, wedding-planning lovers. His
eyes held hers, a look of slightly puzzled enquiry in them, and she struggled
with a sudden wave of lust inspired dizziness that made her head spin.
"I don't need you to follow me!" she said, trying to sound decisive. "In fact,
if you don't get out of my way, I'll let the demon have you as its last meal. Am
I getting through that thick skull yet?"
It came out harsher than she'd intended and she felt a tiny pang as she saw hurt
flicker in his blue eyes. It was quickly swamped by anger and he said thinly,
"Fine. Be seeing you around. I'll tell them where to look for your bones, shall
I?"
With a flurry of leather and a scuff of his Docs, he managed to turn around so
that he was facing back the way he'd come. In the process he brushed against her
and her heart began to pound. She was wearing a thick sweater and jeans and his
hand had barely trailed across her knee and breast but she had felt the touch of
his fingers as clearly as if she'd been naked. Naked. With Spike touching her.
These were not good thoughts to be having.
Spike flicked his coat out of the way and prepared to crawl off in a dignified
snit. Suddenly he paused, his nostrils flaring. "Buffy," he began, "do you -"
He never finished his sentence. The demon reached safety and triggered the trap
that was his last line of defence. Rock crashed down in front of them, barring
the way forward. The reverberations, combined with the earlier tremor, brought
the walls crashing in and Buffy and Spike were buried in rubble and earth.
TBC.
Chapter Two
The noise, the dust, the horror of being trapped - Buffy felt hysteria clawing
at her gut, and knew that if she opened her mouth, it would spill out in a
corrosive stream, destroying any chance she had of staying sane.
She refused to let that happen. Keeping eyes and mouth tight shut she began to
count in her head, taking tiny breaths through her nose, willing the dust to
settle. When she reached fifty she opened her eyes a crack. It had been too much
to hope that the headlamp had survived intact and it hadn't. She was looking at
darkness. It wasn't very interesting. Breathing shallowly through her mouth, she
tasted grit in the air and felt it began to seep into her through every crevice,
every pore.
Like a store keeper taking inventory, she began to assess the situation. The
demon wasn't a problem. He was the other side of the rock fall and she doubted
that he would double back and grab her feet. First was pain. Did she have any?
She could feel a dull throbbing ache all down her spine and there was a wetness
trickling down the side of her face that had to be blood from a cut on her head.
Other than that, she felt more or less in one piece.
Second had to be moving. Could she or couldn't she? Only one way to tell. She
was lying half on her stomach, half on her right side, her hands above her head.
She flexed her fingers and met no resistance. Cautiously, not wanting to disturb
any rubble, she tried to move. To her relief she found that although she was
buried around the waist and torso her legs and arms seemed to be free, apart
from a layer of small stones, easily shaken off.
Her head sank down onto her arms for a second. It was still bad. With arms free
and Slayer strength to draw on, she could start to clear the debris trapping her
like a cork in a bottle, but it would be awkward and arduous to say the least.
Third was Spike. Had he managed to get clear? She hoped so. No matter how angry
he was, she didn't think he would leave her here to die. If he couldn't free her
himself, he'd be on his way to get Giles right now. She didn't think it was
possible to reverse an opinion so quickly but Spike's presence in the cave had
gone from being a nuisance to a blessing in under thirty seconds.
Clearing her throat and trying to work up enough spit to talk, she called out
softly, "Spike? Are you there?"
Hope died as a weak voice replied, "Where else would I be you daft bint?"
Spike's stock as a blessing plummeted as her hopes of a quick rescue dissolved.
Buffy's eyes rolled automatically. He was trapped too. Wonderful. Now they could
die together. But it would take him a little longer. Like years. She had maybe a
few hours until her air ran out.
"You hurt?" he asked, his voice laboured. She heard the concern threaded through
the question and felt a tiny bit better.
"Nothing major but I'm stuck tight around the middle. You?"
"Same. Can you feel my legs?"
"Why would I want to?"
She didn't hear the sigh but she sensed it. "So you can clear away what's
stopping me from buggering off out of here and getting help. The walls fell in,
not the ceiling. I'm guessing we've got space between the rocks on us and the
roof because we can hear each other easily. I can even smell the blood on you.
There's no point throwing the rubble in front of me; that's our way out. You
need to put it in front of you."
"Ah. Right. I'll try. And can I just say that your nose needs to take a rest?"
Buffy reached out sideways and her hand brushed against soft fabric instead of
hard rock. Her fingers spread out, exploring gently. She stretched out as far as
she could and felt the ridge where his boot began and then moved upwards,
sliding her hand slowly along his calf to the inside of his knee. She paused and
shifted slightly, twisting her shoulders round. Better. Her hand moved along his
thigh and she heard a faint gasp.
"I don't think there's anything on that bit, Buffy," Spike called out. "But by
all means keep going. I think I'm cramping up. Spot of massage wouldn't come
amiss."
Buffy grinned evilly. If she had to die, going out teasing Spike might make her
last moments bearable. She began to knead his thigh, marvelling at the play of
muscles through the soft, well-worn jeans and then let her fingers stray
inwards. His legs were slightly apart and she relished the surprised jerk as he
felt her questing touch trail up to his backside.
In the dark, nothing existed for her but what her fingers could feel and the
sound of his voice, muffled slightly but still audible. She squeezed one rounded
cheek gently and then sighed with pleasure as her finger slipped inside a tear
and touched cool flesh.
"That tickles! Bloody hell, Slayer. Will you get your act together and - oh."
His voice trailed off and she grinned secretly into the darkness. Gripping the
edge of the rent, she flexed her arm and tore it down. Sometimes those Slayer
powers came in so handy. Poor Spike now had nothing over the top of his thigh
and most of his backside. And, oh dear, he hadn't put on any underwear. Tsk.
Buffy ran a finger down the cleft between those hard, yet satin smooth cheeks
and let it slip gently inside. It was getting tricky now as her arm was bent
backwards a little but she managed to cup his balls and the sound he made as she
did was pure magic. She giggled helplessly as he began to moan and her fingers
inched in deeper, searching for his cock.
On the other side of the barrier, Spike had had enough. He had sensed the flare
of desire that she had felt just before the rocks came down and he was ideally
positioned to confirm that she was even more worked up now. His vampire eyes had
adjusted enough that he could see very dimly and her legs were moving languidly
as her hand and fingers dove deeper into his jeans. She smelt scared and aroused
and it was a combination that affected him like catnip on a tomcat.
Making an effort, he twisted round so that her hand had easy access to his zip.
She took the hint, pulled it down and reached inside, freeing his cock, erect
and tingling at her every touch. She still hadn't wrapped her hand around it;
she was stroking it with her finger tips, exploring it slowly and delicately and
he bit his lip savagely, restraining the moans that he knew she was getting off
on. Twisting round had another benefit - he could reach her easily. Sliding his
hand between her thighs and smirking with satisfaction at her startled yelp, he
gripped her lower thigh and tugged it so that she was on her side, facing him. A
few stones trickled down as their positions shifted but he ignored them. With
careful precision, his fingers darted out and took hold of her zipper, pulling
it down smoothly.
"Spike! No! Zip that back up," she ordered, her busy fingers pausing.
"Make me," he challenged her, tugging at her jeans and sliding them down over
her bottom in a series of sharp tugs.
It wasn't the wisest thing he could have said to a woman with her fingers inches
away from the most sensitive bits of his body. Buffy's nails dug deep into his
balls and his legs kicked frantically. The pressure eased up and he sighed with
relief.
"Well?" she said. "Get me dressed!"
Spike pursed his lips. Not going to happen, pet, he thought. The Slayer had
chosen to go on patrol wearing a satin thong. Spike had touched it as he pulled
down her jeans so he knew it was smooth and skimpy. Making a guess from his
memories of her undies drawer, he correctly went for thong rather than panties
and his fingers slid between her thighs, hooked into the thin strip of material
and wrenched. The material ripped apart leaving her bare to his touch. As she
gasped in outrage, he cupped her hot wetness and caressed her clitoris with his
thumb. When his hostaged cock was patted, not punished, he started to explore
her more thoroughly.
They didn't speak after that. Words would have broken the spell that held both
of them as surely as the rocks that pinned them down. Under Spike's fingers,
stroking, thrusting, rubbing hard, Buffy came, her panting gasps his only
reward. He paused then, wondering if she wanted him to continue, knowing that
she might feel a little sensitive for a while. She solved his problem by finally
wrapping her strong fingers around him, her thumb going up to smooth the liquid
seeping out of the head of his cock, swirling it around in small circles. His
skin felt like velvet over granite there and she realised that he was thicker
and longer than Riley had been. Too bad it was impossible to measure him the
best way.
As her hand slid up and down his shaft, her grip shifting as she teased him,
sometimes slowing down and squeezing hard, sometimes fast but barely touching,
it occurred to her that he was going to come eventually. As his hips began to
jerk and his cock, already hard, went rigid, she realised that it might happen
sooner than she'd planned.
It would be messy. Practicality didn't exactly overcome her lust, it just
provided a solution that worked for everyone on every level.
As Spike felt her mouth slide over him, taking in as much of his erection as she
could, given the angle, he decided that the rocks had killed him and improbable
though it was, he'd gone to heaven. Making an effort, he stopped himself from
coming and moaned in sheer pleasure as she eased off and began to lick at him
with slow laps of her warm tongue, occasionally taking him fully inside her
mouth but not sucking hard. It felt so good that he wanted to share.
Leaning forward he pulled her towards him and put his mouth on her, tasting what
his fingers had teased from her body, sliding his cool tongue deep inside her
hot depths. She tasted like honey and vanilla and she was so soft. The Slayer
had never seemed yielding before and a wave of tenderness made him press his
lips gently on the silken flesh of her inner thigh, a kiss that she felt burn
her as ice burns. Mewling and whimpering didn't come easily to her but now, in
this place, it was easy to give in, surrender to the instincts that had her
begging wordlessly for his mouth on her, even as she subjected him to the same
loving torment.
They came together, crying out incoherently as their bodies arched in release,
an explosion of passion that left them shaken and spent. Patting her leg gently,
Spike eased her jeans up and felt her attempt to do the same with his ripped
jeans, with less success.
As if nothing had happened since Spike asked Buffy to begin clearing away the
rocks, she reached for one and sent it flying away.
An hour later, the Slayer's hands were bleeding and sore, scraped in a dozen
places, her nails broken and filled with dirt. Spike was doing what he could but
most of the work had to be done by her. He was talking to her now, his soft
husky voice encouraging her, a steady flow of words that kept her grounded,
stopped her mind from even going near the terrifying reality that she was going
to die in the dark with no enemy but the earth itself.
As she rested for a few blessed moments, Spike began to twist and flex, trying
to pull himself free. Buffy still had as much debris on her as before but she
had reduced the weight on him considerably. With a grunt, he heaved himself
forward an inch or two and gripped a rock embedded in the floor of the tunnel.
With that to pull on, he could make good use of his strength and he slowly
tugged himself clear. He collapsed for a second or two, distantly aware of a
stabbing pain that meant cracked ribs, but roused quickly, turning round to help
Buffy. Working by touch, as even he couldn't really see in the eternal night of
the tunnel, he clambered over what was left of the debris on his side, squeezing
through the narrow gap between it and the roof.
He landed next to Buffy and reached out his hand to her. She was sobbing quietly
now that the end of the ordeal was approaching, the tears a sign of healing,
rather than hysteria. Smoothing her hair, his fingers tangled in the straps of
the headlamp and he worked it free. By some fluke, the light flickered on again
and he smiled, blinking his eyes against the sudden dazzle. His smile faded as
he looked at Buffy. The gash on her forehead had stopped bleeding but it was
deep and her face was white with strain and fatigue. He flashed the light over
the rocks that held her down, committing them to memory, and then turned off the
light. Buffy moaned in protest as the darkness settled around them again but
recognised the sense in saving their light source.
Spike began to work, driven both by the desire to get out of the cave and his
concern for Buffy. It didn't take him too long to free her and he pulled her
into his arms, cuddling her close and kissing her dusty hair. She lay curled up
in his lap for a few seconds, resting her head against the leather of his coat
and then stirred, reviving slightly. Spike reluctantly loosened his hold on her,
keenly aware that the intimacy they had shared was over. That thought hurt him
as much as his ribs and he didn't think the pain it caused would heal as fast.
Flicking on the lamp, he began to scramble through the gap, longing to get to
the cavern and stand up straight. Buffy followed him, her thoughts fixed on
escape, firmly pushing back the erotic memories that lay in wait whenever her
concentration lapsed.
Spike slid down the slope and looked up. "Oh, bugger," Buffy heard him say and
then she heard the roar of the demon.
"Oh, this is just too much," she thought crossly, struggling to get through the
gap and help Spike. He didn't need it. Fuelled by the same irritation that was
driving her, he was methodically bashing a rock down on the demon's head. By the
time she crawled over to him, the demon was dead but Spike's hand continued to
rise and fall.
"It's dead," she said gently, touching his shoulder. "Let's go."
He stared at her blindly and then nodded, dropping the bloodied rock. They had
only crawled a few yards when a final tremor brought a chunk of the roof down on
Buffy's head, leaving her sprawled, unconscious, on the ground. Spike swore, his
lips tight with anger against the fates, and began the laborious task of hauling
Buffy up onto his back and shoulders and crawling to safety.
After an eternity, they reached the mouth of the cave. Spike scented the fresh
air and broke into a stumbling run, Buffy's slight body lying limp in his arms.
It was still dark but he sensed that sunrise was about an hour away. Laying
Buffy down on the grass for a moment, he considered his options. Leaving her and
going for help would get her injuries treated faster but they might return to a
corpse given the night life of Sunnydale. With a rueful twist of his lips, he
bent to pick her up again. Might as well finish the job. He paused suddenly,
cocking his head to listen. He could hear the sound of several people
approaching, crashing through the bushes noisily, chatting away. He recognised
the voices and smiled. The Watcher, the Whelp and the Witch. Perfect. Stopping
only to make sure that Buffy's jeans were zipped up, he sauntered off into the
woods, away from the search team.
As he made his way back to town he heard the voices rise with excitement as they
spotted Buffy's recumbent figure.
"Buffy! Are you injured badly?" Giles asked, seeing her stir.
"My head," she whispered muzzily. "Rock hit it. Twice. Buried in the cave.
Demon's dead though." She raised herself up and looked around, puzzled. "Where's
- was anyone here?"
"Just you, Buffy," said Xander. "Look, lie still. You've probably got
concussion. We'll take you to the hospital, get you checked out."
Buffy lapsed back into a state of sleepy relaxation as Giles picked her up,
struggling slightly. His tweed coat scratched her face as the smooth leather of
Spike's duster had not and she murmured an incoherent protest. Then a thought
occurred to her, one so important that she felt compelled to share it.
"Sixty - nine," she announced clearly.
The trio of rescuers exchanged concerned glances.
"What do you mean, Buffy?" Willow asked tentatively, feeling Buffy's forehead to
see if she had a fever.
"It's the number of eyelashes Spike has. I counted them. Well I started to.
That's as far as I got. Maybe I'll finish doing it later."
More glances were exchanged and Xander spoke for all of them. "Delirious. Better
hurry, Giles. I'll take her feet."
TBC
Chapter
Three
Buffy had been standing at the cemetery gates for five minutes, indecision and
obligation combining to glue her feet to the ground. She really had to thank
Spike for saving her life when they went up against the Forgath demon. He'd
pulled her out of the rubble, kept her calm, killed the demon and crawled on
hands and knees through the tunnels with her unconscious body on his back. That
had to qualify him for some Buffy gratitude.
Of course, if he hadn't been following her, she might have killed the demon
before he brought the tunnel down on top of her. And she'd saved him as well by
clearing away the rocks that had landed on his back. But it was a little
unrealistic to expect an evil vampire to write a thank you note.
Sighing, Buffy faced the truth. She was too embarrassed to go to Spike's crypt.
It had been two days since the cave incident and he hadn't been near the Magic
Box or her house. He should have healed by now - she had after all - but it was
possible that he had been hurt more than she realised. Her forehead creased
slightly as it occurred to her that he might have been staying away to spare her
feelings. Was Spike capable of that much delicacy and sensitivity?
Unbidden, a memory of his husky voice unfurled in her mind like the petals of a
rose in the noonday sun. He had spent an hour reassuring and encouraging her as
she lay trapped, struggling to move the rocks that pinned them down. His words
had been spiced with his own, particular brand of sarcasm but that had spurred
her on more than anything. And he hadn't once mentioned what had happened before
she began to move the rocks, almost as if it had been as dreamlike for him as it
had for her.
Ten minutes of hesitating now - and a scream from the cemetery solved her
dilemma. Rolling her eyes at the stupidity of people who lived in Sunnydale and
went anywhere near a graveyard at night, no matter if it was a short cut, she
began to run. "They save, what, five minutes?" she muttered as her feet pounded
against the grass. "And that's worth the risk of losing several pints of blood,
your soul and oh, yes, the rest of your life?"
She hurdled a gravestone and landed on the back of a tall vampire who was
menacing a pair of young lovers. Their attempt at finding a quiet place to
cuddle had turned into a nightmare. They still held each other close but their
eyes were squeezed tight in terror and their mouths were open in a scream.
Buffy had a stake in her hand and she aimed as she jumped, the momentum pushing
the stake through the vampire's back and dusting him before her feet smacked
down on the turf. She looked at the cowering teens and smiled a little grimly.
"You can open your eyes now," she informed them. "And - word of advice? Stay out
of places like this. It's really not a romantic spot what with the corpses and
the dying violently. Trust me."
She got mumbles in return, incoherent attempts at thanking her, and then they
shot off, heading for the bright lights of town, innocence shattered, the night
forever rendered unfriendly. Buffy watched them go, arms folded, feeling very
old.
"I think it's romantic here," said a voice she knew too well.
"You have different definitions of lots of words, Spike," Buffy said, not
turning around, feeling a quiver of anticipation deep and low. Her heart began
to hammer and she took a calming breath, spinning on her heel to face him.
He was a few yards away, leaning casually against a crypt, hands dug deep into
the pockets of his duster, the moonlight shimmering on his white-gold hair. He
looked almost tranquil, his mouth not curled in a sneer, his eyes friendly, if
wary.
"How do you mean?" he asked, wanting the conversation to continue. To his
experienced eyes, Buffy looked ready to bolt. If she did, he would have lost his
final chance to build on what had happened in the cave. With a determination
that he wisely kept buried, he began the fight to keep her close.
Buffy held up her hand, ticking off words on her fingers as she prepared to
elaborate. "Obsession is love, pain is pleasure, killing is fun -"
She heard the snap of his leather coat but she didn't see him move. Suddenly he
was in front of her, his eyes gleaming angrily. Her breath caught in her throat
and unthinkingly her chin came forward in a gesture of defiance. This was Spike.
She was the Slayer. She wasn't backing down. Ever.
The anger left his face and he chuckled, the sound caressing and intimate. "You
got two out of three right, Buffy. Want to guess which one you missed?"
She compressed her lips and gave an impatient shrug of her shoulders. "Why don't
you tell me?" she suggested.
He opened his mouth and she held up a hand, halting him. "No, wait. I see where
this is going," she said unexpectedly. "You'll annoy me until I punch you and
we'll be back to normal. That's not why I - that's not what I want."
Spike felt as if she _had_ punched him. He was lost and bewildered. "What do you
want then, love?" he said, his tone gentle, not suggestive. He seemed to be
genuinely curious.
Buffy glanced around. "Can we go to your place?" she said.
Spike reached out and cautiously prodded her with one finger. "You feeling OK,
Slayer? Because I have to say this mood of yours is unsettling."
She smiled, feeling the balance of power shift towards her. "Good."
***
Inside the crypt, Spike settled down on the stone slab he used for a bed
sometimes and looked levelly at the adversary he had come to love and desire.
Truthfully, there was no battle left to fight between them. Buffy had won the
war when he fell in love with her. She didn't know it, of course, and he was
damned if he was going to tell her, but she could strip away every layer of
attitude that he had built up around him with one smile. Not that he could
remember being on the receiving end of many Slayer smiles.
He had stayed away from her, not out of consideration for her feelings, but
because he wanted to protect the memory of them being together. It was as
fragile and as beautiful as an iridescent soap bubble. If she popped it with a
scornful glance, a cutting sentence, shamed him in front of the Scoobies - and
she was quite capable of all of those - he had a feeling that his reaction
wouldn't be pretty. Ironic really; he was protecting his memory of Buffy from
the reality of Buffy.
His head tilted and his eyes narrowed as he considered her. She was biting her
lip and she looked flushed. With arousal? He picked up her scent. Hmm, yes, more
than a little. But she was apprehensive too. He wondered why.
"So what did your pals think of our little adventure?" he asked suddenly. She
flinched and he pursed his lips. Touched a nerve had he? "Giles going to come
around and award me a medal for saving his Slayer?" he pressed. She looked
miserable and he nodded with dour satisfaction. "Thought as much," he remarked.
"You didn't bloody well tell them, did you?"
"I was unconscious!" she protested, shifting uneasily and glancing at the door.
"No, you weren't."
"How do you know?"
"You really think I'd haul you miles and then dump you where any passing nasty
could take a bite? I was going to take you home when I heard the cavalry arrive.
Like the gentleman I'm not, I decided to sod off home instead of getting earache
about me standing over your limp and helpless body." He smirked. "Or are you
going to tell me Xander would've asked questions and then thumped me? Way my
ribs were aching, I decided to pass."
"I was going to tell them but I was, well, confused. When I remembered
everything, they all assumed I was alone and well -"
Spike threw his head back and stared at the roof in disbelief. "You didn't have
to share all the details! You could've just told them I bumped into you in the
woods and you asked me to tag along as a back up. No one would've raised an
eyebrow at that. And I'd have got some credit for being a bloody hero for a
change."
Buffy looked abashed. "I should have done. I'm sorry." Her voice grew stronger.
"And - thank you. You saved my life. Thanks."
Spike jumped off the slab and walked to her, his face open and defenceless. "How
do you _do_ that?" he whispered.
"Do what?" she asked, taking an involuntary step towards him.
"I'm angry with you, ready to rip into you and you just, you say that, and it's
like I'm gutted. Some weapon." He smiled ruefully. "Something they teach you at
Slayer school is it?"
Buffy grinned, a flash of humour lighting up her face. "I think it's more a girl
thing," she confided. They shared a smile.
She thought for a second and then looked at him, mischief in her eyes. "I'll
give you a choice," she said. "As a reward for being a hero, I'll either tell
them what you did or you can, uh, kiss me." Her voice stumbled over the last
words and she cringed at the look on his face. Disillusionment wiped out his
momentary happiness that she'd both apologised and thanked him.
He turned his back on her and strode across to a bottle of vodka on a rickety
table. Taking a long swallow, he looked at her with contempt. "Nice choice,
Buffy. You offer to do what you should have done in the beginning and tell them.
But you don't really want to, do you? So you dangle a kiss as well, hoping that
my 'obsession' makes me choose that. And, oh, look at this. Not only do you
avoid an embarrassing sharing of the glory but you get what you really came for.
Another taste."
Buffy shook her head, tears stinging her eyes. "No!" she protested weakly.
Spike was relentless. "Going to tell me you haven't thought about it?"
Buffy looked at the floor of the crypt, summoning up all her courage. Raising
her eyes she stared at Spike, her flush fading. Three steps brought her within
arm's reach and she stood before him. "I've thought about it," she admitted.
"And I've thought about what it means, too. If I'd been trapped like that with
Xander, it wouldn't have happened." Spike made a heartfelt sound of relieved and
disgusted assent that almost made her giggle, despite her misery. "I thought I
was going to die, I was terrified by the idea of being trapped in the dark and I
used you to calm down because I knew you would -"
"Rise to the occasion?" he asked with a wicked smile.
She came perilously close to pouting. "Yes."
Spike nodded thoughtfully. "No strings, no guilt, no worries? Charming." He
studied her. "Want another chance?" he asked quietly.
Her eyes flew to his face, startled. He sighed. "Another chance to 'reward' me,"
he clarified. Suspicion lurked in her eyes but contrition made her nod. Spike
smiled slowly and drew her over to the long sofa he'd managed to haul from the
dump with a little help from Clem. Sitting down so close to her that his knees
touched hers, he faced her and closed his eyes slowly.
"Count them," he said simply. "Get it right and you can do as you like. Kiss and
tell, stay quiet, anything."
Buffy gasped as she realised that he'd heard her words to Giles but Spike's eyes
remained firmly shut. "And if I get it wrong?" she asked, her voice hesitant.
"I'll think of something," he promised darkly.
Buffy shivered and then rallied. "How do you know the number anyway?" she asked.
Spike opened one eye a crack. "I've been in this body for nearly two hundred
years. I know all of it I can reach. Trust me. Eyelashes is the least of it."
Buffy swallowed and said uncertainly, "W-well, fine. I'll count. Hold still."
For six minutes Spike endured darkness as Buffy tallied his lashes, one by one.
They clustered so thickly that she sometimes reached out a fingertip to brush
them apart, placing one hand on his thigh to brace herself. Her warm breath was
like the sun on his face and her scent encircled him like a soft ocean breeze,
invigorating and evocative. Finally she leaned back and said decisively, "Six
hundred and three."
With his eyes still shut he drawled. "Wrong. Six hundred and four."
Buffy tapped him on the arm and he lazily lifted his eyelids. Silently, her face
expressionless, she held out her hand. Lying in the palm was one eyelash, curved
like a bow, dark against her skin.
"It fell out and I caught it," she said simply.
Spike nodded slowly, never taking his eyes off hers. "Then the choice is yours."
Buffy regarded him steadily. "I'll tell them."
Spike looked at her and smiled. "Can I watch?"
"Don't push it."
Buffy hesitated and then turned to walk away. Spike let her take three steps
before saying her name. She turned to look at him, raising a cool eyebrow. Spike
looked at the pulse hammering in her neck and smiled.
"You cheated," he said and crooked his finger. "Come here, Slayer."
Buffy looked indignant. "Did not!"
Spike stared at her and she cracked. "It was one of mine," she admitted.
"I know. It had mascara all over it. Did you hear me? Come. Here."
Once again Buffy felt frozen in place. Spike swore under his breath and got up
from the sofa. Buffy found herself grabbed by the arms and kissed, an impatient,
bruising kiss that simmered down into a leisurely exploration of her lips and
throat. Spike raised his head, eyes focused and intent, hazy with passion.
"That's for getting it wrong but still saying you'd tell," he drawled.
Buffy brushed a kiss over his full lower lip and her hand over the outline of
his erection. "And for cheating?" she asked, her voice teasing and ripe.
Spike lifted up her hand and kissed each finger slowly, using his teeth and
tongue to devastating effect. "For that? You get nine of the best."
"Isn't it usually six?" Buffy asked, wondering if he were serious.
Spike arched an eyebrow. "I know it was dark, Buffy, but really!"
The End (again).