Summary: AU after season 6, Willow has been back and is still a practicing
witch. Spike has a soul and has been accepted into the Scoobies and life
couldn't be better. So how come Buffy and Spike are so distant with one another?
Dawn figures if they knew more about each other their "relationship" wouldn't be
so strained. Could she be right?
A/N: Just a short little fluff fic. Let me know what you think. I crave the
reviews. I need them! Just be kind, please. I don't do negative critiques well,
they make me cry.*_*~
Disclaimer: All these fictional characters were created by Mr. Whedon, and I
wouldn't dare take them from him.
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Chapter 1
Willow and Dawn were sitting at the kitchen table whispering and giggling
between each other. Buffy was finishing up laundry when she noticed the two.
When they saw her, they instantly stopped their conversation.
"Ok, I don't know what you two are up to, but it can only lead to nothing good,
I'm sure."
Dawn rolled her eyes. "Oh, we were just trying to decide which movie to watch
tonight. Spike should be here soon and we all know what he usually picks. So
we're going to beat him to the punch this time."
Buffy stood there holding a full laundry basket for a second. "Oh,---sure."
At that moment, Spike knocked twice on the back door before letting himself in.
Every Saturday evening was a set routine by now. Spike would show up at sunset,
and he and the girls would have a night of take out (or delivery), movies, games
and serious munchies. Willow and Dawn really enjoyed Spike's company and Buffy
tolerated him. Ever since he came back with a soul and apologized profusely for
his past actions, he became a member of the Scoobs, and a good friend, but Buffy
and him remained indifferent.
Dawn knew Spike still loved Buffy very much. She could see it in his eyes and
hear it in his voice whenever Buffy was around. She also believed that Buffy
deeply cared about Spike. She would never admit it, but Buffy didn't know him
like Dawn and Willow did. What Buffy didn't know was that while she was
finishing her chores, Willow and Dawn were conspiring. The group would start
their evening out normally, but there were going to be a few added surprises to
endure.
Their pizzas and breadsticks arrived on time and they sat and ate while catching
up on the weeks happenings with one another. A cozy situation regardless of this
odd family consisting of a slayer, a witch, a vampire with a soul, mind you, and
a teenager who had only existed on this planet for a little over two years. This
Saturday was Dawn's choice.
Enthusiastically she bounced in her chair. "Let's play 20 questions." Her
decision was met with stares and a few choice words with added grumbles and
mumbles. Willow sat back and smiled. Dawn pouted at the response. "I think it
will be fun."
Buffy tilted her head. "You would---alright, what are the rules?"
Dawn got excited again. "I'll start. You ask the person to your left a question
and they have to answer truthfully. Then that person asks the next to their left
and so on. When it gets back to me, we start the opposite way. Got it?"
Spike shook his head. "I can't believe---I feel like I'm at a girly slumber
party---we're not having makeovers any time soon, are we?"
Willow snickered. "Keep it up, and you'll be the first in the makeover chair."
"Being quiet now." and he sat back looking defeated.
Dawn started, "Ok, Willow, um, have you ever kissed Xander on the lips?"
Spike grimaced, "Eww, disgusting."
Dawn pointed a finger at him, "Shush."
Willow smiled, recalling past Xander moments. "Yes, full lip locking madness."
Spike mumbled, "More than I ever wanted to know."
Willow continued. "Buffy, have you ever cheated on any of your boyfriends?"
Spike seem interested now. Buffy looked at all three of them. "Um---wow--- a
definite no." Spike seemed to deflate. "Ok, Spike, what is your real hair
color?"
He smirked, "Wouldn't you like to know?"
Dawn seemed miffed, "Spike, you have to answer---and truthfully."
"Oh, alright---it's brown. Happy?"
At that moment, Willow cut in. "You know what, I have a better idea."
Spike was annoyed. "Wait, I didn't get to ask my question."
"Oh, you'll get your chance. Dawnie and I are going to make an ice cream run.
You and Buffy are going to play the game by yourselves." Buffy's mouth opened
and closed. She hadn't noticed Dawn was already standing with the door wide open
waiting for Willow. The two stood in the doorway when Willow turned and swept
her arm through the air, muttering some sort of gibberish.
Buffy was standing now. "What's going on?"
"You two are stranded here, and until you have learned 10 new things about one
another, you will not be able to leave. We'll check back with you in a couple of
hours.----And no fighting----or killing." She finished with a smirk.
Buffy looked scared, "But---". Spike was rendered speechless.
Dawn smiled earnestly. "See ya' later."
Buffy sat back down slowly. "I knew they were up to something evil and
sinister."
"Yeah, those evil-doers."
"Yeah," she mumbled.
"Well, pet, what now?"
Buffy looked up at him and doing her best Dawn imitation, she excitedly asked,
"Wanna play 20 questions?"
"You've lost it, Slayer. Alright then---but let's just make it 10 questions
since---you know, Will said only 10 new things."
Buffy sat back in her chair, "Ok,---let's get this over with."
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Part 2:
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"I get to start since I didn't have my turn."
Buffy gave him the look. "You are such a baby."
He grinned. "I know. Now be quiet, I'm thinking.---Are you wearing a bra?"
"What?" Buffy shouldn't have been shocked, but she was. "That's not a good
question."
"Says you."
"I am *not* answering---."
"You have to, it's the rule, honest answers."
"You're such a pig---of course I am. Satisfied?"
He looked glum. "Not really."
She gave him the look again. "My turn. Why do you breathe when you don't need
to?"
"Don't know, habit maybe. When I get nervous, angry or excited it just happens.
Alright then, hmmm.---Do you sleep in the buff,--Buff?"
She sneered. "Funny---these are lame questions."
"Yeah, I know.---Well, do ya?"
"Sometimes.---Now let's get serious. We are supposed to learn something new
about one another. 10 something news."
"I'm hungry," Spike whined.
"Well, that's nothing new. Go on, hurry it up." He made his way to the fridge,
taking forever as he stood peering in and scanning the contents. "Aha." He came
back to the table with leftover hot wings from the previous Saturday evening.
"My turn," he mumbled around a bite.
"No---you asked the stupid naked Buffy question."
He smiled. "Oh, right. Continue then."
"So what's your full name, William?"
"Don't member", was his muffled response.
Her eyes got big. "You lie. There is no way---".
"Oh, bloody hell woman. It's William Edward."
"That's not all of it." She sat back and crossed her legs and arms at the same
time.
"How do you know?" he glared at her over a half eaten wing.
"I just do---now spill or I'll find out if you are ticklish."
"You wouldn't dare." She got up and proceeded to reach for his ribs with bony
fingers.
He scooted back. "Okay, okay, it's William Edward Winters---the third."
"Oh so you were named after someone. How nice." She started to giggle.
"What's so bleeding funny?"
"Winters"
"S'not funny---I'll have you know it is a proper English name." He was pouting
with that cute bottom lip sticking out.
"No, no." She pointed to him then to herself.---"Winters---Summers."
He cocked his head. "Huh, I hadn't thought about it. How strange.---Well, it's
my turn."
She pointed at him and gave him the look again. "No more naked questions, or
else."
"Got it. So---what did you want to be when you were little?"
"Dorothy Hamill," she said dreamily.
He scrunched his forehead. "Huh?"
"Oh, she was an Olympic ice skater. I wanted to be her."
"Oh---cute."
"Did you just say cute?"
"Yeah---you would have looked cute. Is that alright?"
She sighed. "It's just that sometimes I never know when you're being nice or
being a pig."
"Well, then you really don't know me, slayer. I may sound like a jerk but most
of the time it's sincere. Just the way I am, take it or leave it."
"Now I know, I guess. It's my question. How old were you when you were turned?"
He thought for a moment. "Let's see. I had been out of university for almost two
years."
Buffy looked surprised. "You were a student?"
"Hey, that's another question. One per turn and I haven't answered the last
one."
"Just surprised me that's all. Imagining you as a college boy."
"What's so strange about it?"
"Oh, nothing. Answer the question, please."
"Now that's surprising."
"What?"
"You actually saying please." He smirked in her general direction."
"Shut up---answer."
"Now there's the Buffy we all know and love---26. How old were you when you
found out you were a slayer?"
"15. I was a freshman in high school in LA. My watcher, Merrick, found me there
and started training me.---Have we asked 10 questions yet?"
"Heh, hardly. Think that was only three apiece."
"Yeah, with a little extra on the side. Well, it looks to be a long evening.
It's break time, bathroom, munchies, and let's move over to the couch. I think
we are in for the long haul." She got up to use the bathroom as he went into the
kitchen again and muttered under his breath, "Nice choice of words. Long haul."
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Part 3:
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Buffy settled into the couch. Spike had brought out enough munchies to feed an
army for the remainder of the year.
She looked over at him. "Whose turn?"
"Your turn to ask," he looked up at her.
She sighed. "My turn. Back to my last question. What university and what did you
study?"
"That's a sneaky 2-in-1 question."
"Well, I tried."
"I'll answer both of them, but I get to ask two my next turn." She shook her
head yes. "I went to Oxford. Don't look so shocked. I was a pretty smart chap. I
studied ancient and lost languages. I wanted to be a teacher or a professor at
the university."
"Wow, so you were a geek," she teased.
"Thanks ever so much. Now I get two. What did you really think when you found
out what Dawn was?"
She laid her head back on the couch lost in thought. Spike stared at her in this
position. He was momentarily lost in thought as well as his eyes wandered over
her. "Well," her loud voice brought him back to reality. "I was completely and
utterly in shock. But what was amazing, at that very moment, I knew that I loved
her with all my heart and that I would protect her up until I took my last dying
breath. But even after that she was well protected. I made sure of that, right?"
She looked over at him earnestly.
"She was very well protected, I keep my promises." He looked away. "Well, most
of them."
Buffy changed the subject immediately. "And your second question?"
"No, you go ahead, I'll catch up."
"Ok, then, let's see. Did you have any brothers or sisters?"
"Why are you asking all these questions about my human past?"
"Because I don't know anything about you before you were turned. I'm just
curious."
"Yes, I had a younger sister. Emily. She was 10 years younger. Followed me
around constantly. Drove me insane, but I adored her. She died when I went off
to school. My father died while I was there as well and things got put on hold.
Had to take care of my mum. She had turned off sick as well. But I was turned
before she passed. I still felt the loss though."
"Oh, I'm sorry." She sincerely was sad for him.
"S'alright. It was a long time ago. Were you ever afraid of any of your
enemies?"
"Yes, I have been afraid. Glory for one. The Master because of the prophecy. I
always push the fear back though. It gives me the adrenaline to perform."
"Good answer." He smiled at her.
"Uhh, did you have to work after you went back home from Oxford?"
"My father had left a sum of money so I didn't have to at first. I then worked
some odd jobs to cover expenses for food, medicine and doctor's visits. Just
deliveries, cleaning, tutoring young students. Nothing much." He looked at her
for a few seconds. She eyed him warily. "Were you ever afraid of me?" She burst
out laughing. "Well, I didn't expect that kind of reaction. I want to honestly
know, did I ever scare you?"
Buffy stopped her giggle fit and looked at him. "I guess maybe one time did I
fear you may have had the upper hand." He poked her in the arm. "When?" She
smiled and shook her head. "Do I really need to share my trade secrets? You
*are* my mortal enemy." "Was," he corrected her. "Ok, was. I think it was right
after you crashed through the school window. I didn't really know your past and
I wasn't sure how to deal with you. I was very lucky my mom was there."
"Yeah, don't remind me. A slayer with friends and family." He paused to reflect.
"I'm glad she was there, too."
"Hey, are you ticklish?" She seriously asked him.
"What?" He was a tad concerned about the question.
"That's my next question. Are you ticklish? Cause I'm gonna find out." And she
started to poke first at his ribcage then moved to his belly.
Spike started to squirm. He grabbed her wrists and asked, "My question--- are
you?" Laughter erupted from the two and arms were flailing everywhere. It seemed
that both were very ticklish.
Dawn and Willow could hear the commotion coming from the living room. They had
been sitting out on the back porch enjoying the night while eating their ice
cream. When they heard the boisterous laughing, both girls turned to look at one
another with huge smiles on their faces.
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Part 4:
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Dawn and Willow had been listening in on most of the conversation between the
slayer and the vampire. So far they were happy with the outcome of their
scheming plan. Buffy and Spike were getting along better than they could ever
hope. But then---
Spike and Buffy were still wrestling in the tickle match when Spike caught both
of her hands in his. "Do you still love Angel?"
Buffy pulled away quickly. "What?"
"You heard the question. Tell me---please."
"I---I really don't think it's any of your business."
"Then I take that as a yes. I knew it."
"You don't know anything. You just assume---Angel was my first real love. You
were witness to how that ended. He will always be a part of my life. But I have
moved on. I can't keep dwelling in the past." He looked at her sadly. She had to
look away, then turned to him and asked, "Are you still in love with Dru?"
He opened his mouth but nothing came out. He was thinking about how to answer
the question. "No, Dru hurt me. After all I gave to her, she took me for a ride.
Besides, another replaced her in here." And he placed his hand over his
un-beating heart. Buffy looked down at her hands in her lap. He gently lifted
her chin up to look at him and softly asked, "How do you feel about me?"
She turned her head away and he sat there, agitated, waiting for her to reply.
He honestly couldn't believe he had asked her the simple question. He was sure
she would refuse to answer it. She looked back at him. "I don't really know how
to answer that. I know that I care about you, what happens to you and all. You
have done a lot for me and Dawn and the rest of the gang. I know I miss you when
you are away, and you annoy the hell out of me when you are around. It frightens
me that if you do something evil again, I will have to be the one to stake you.
I have forgiven you for your past deeds but I don't need to deal with another
vampire boyfriend." There was silence. So quiet you could hear a pin drop. She
knew it hurt him but she honestly answered him. Curiosity crept over her at that
instant. "Why do you love me?"
He quickly looked up at her. "Are you serious? I love you because of your
strength, your compassion, your love for your family and friends. I think at
times you could face the world with one hand tied behind your back and still
beat it down. You don't hold any grudges and you fight fairly. To watch you slay
is like an aphrodisiac to me. Your dance is captivating. I love to dance with
you," he softly trailed off. "It's not lust. It's love. I could just watch you
all day, the way you move and talk. How you take care of your sis and your best
mates. I love your heart because it is so full of love for others. And I
silently weep that I haven't found a place in that beautiful chamber. But don't
get me wrong. I wouldn't trade all the time I have been able to spend with you
for anything in this world. I have lived because of you." He finished with a
hitch in his voice. He noticed her eyes were filled with unshed tears and as one
fell, he caught it with his thumb. "That was the honest to god truth," he
whispered to her. A solitary moment passed.
"Ask me again your last question." She had taken his hand into hers and held
onto it.
He stared at their entwined fingers for a bit. He inhaled sharply. "How do you
feel about me?"
"I think I could easily fall in love with you. But I am scared to. Everyone I
love hurts me or leaves me and you are not the exception. How do I know it
wouldn't happen again?"
Spike could almost swear his heart was beating. It was ready to burst out of his
chest. "I can't make any promises, you wouldn't buy them anyway. Why can't we
just live in the moment and love one another to the fullest. Love deeply and
passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.
All I know is I love you with all that I am. Great love involves great risk. You
should know how much I love you. There have been many hills and valleys but I'm
still here by your side through it all."
Buffy smiled at him and softly replied, "You should have been a poet. That was
beautiful. Promise me this, we take this a lot slower this time, enjoy a lot
more, and have fun. The passion can be put on the back burner for now. I want to
get to know the real you, the man I could fall head over heels with. Sound like
a plan?"
"Sounds like a plan," he barely said. Inside Spike was jumping up and down. He
was sure now his heart was beating. Buffy held out her hand to him.
"Let's shake on it."
He smiled slyly at her as he place his hand in hers and pulled her to him
catching her mouth with his. It wasn't a deep kiss but never the less, it sent
shivers down both their spines. It was the start of a beautiful friendship and
then some.
Willow and Dawn were both sniffling and hugging one another. Willow cast one
more spell.
"Come on, Dawnie, let's go catch a movie. I'm sure Buffy won't mind."
As they headed toward town, Buffy and Spike were standing in the middle of the
room, dancing to the soft music and surrounded by candlelight.
The End
Epilogue coming soon!
Epilogue:
A/N Wow, thanks to every one of you (you all know who you are) for all your
wonderful reviews. It's enough to make my heart swell. I am so happy you all
enjoyed my little fluffy fic. If you could see me now, I'm doing my happy dance!
*o* I liked writing this. Some semblance of lovely happiness in my somewhat
upside down life. All that love and sweetness oozing out gives me tingles ~_~ I
would really like to hear your honest thoughts and reviews. This is only my
second fic and would love to write more especially fluffy pieces. If you like
it-I will try my best to bring you more in the near future. Until then keep
reading!! ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Prologue
2 months later
The full moon shone down on the crashing waves causing a brilliant light to
flutter through the air. A giggle could be heard close by. Upon the sandy beach,
a checkered tablecloth was placed neatly and filled with a half eaten picnic
arrangement. On one corner of the cloth, a petite blonde young woman leaned back
against a well-toned bleached blonde young man who happened to be nuzzling the
woman's tanned neck. To any seeing person, they looked like a normal, happy
couple in love. She giggled again.
"You know if you don't stop that, there might be a little indecent exposure
going on."
He moaned and nibbled on her earlobe. "Don't mind if I do."
Buffy sat up and turned a little to look at Spike. "Thank you-- for two
wonderful months. I have never been this happy. Never thought I could be this
happy. You're a wonderfully, beautiful--- man. Do you know that?"
He reached up and tucked a stray hair that had blown across her face. "Don't let
that information leak out, love of my life. I'll be banned from the entire demon
community and you may still need me to infiltrate. Wouldn't matter. I still have
you and my second family. Even Xander has been overly nice to me---now that's
scary. But I guess good, and you're a wonderful, beautiful slayer. *My* slayer."
He smiled at her and kissed her gently. She deepened the kiss. It took her
breath away when she pulled back and even Spike seemed a little breathless.
"I think the front burners are hot enough to move forward," she announced. His
eyes twinkled with thoughts of romps of nakedness. "Still forging ahead slowly,
though, my sweet William," she softly explained as she placed her forehead
against his and stroked his face gently with her hand. He snatched her hand and
kissed her palm staring at her through her fingers. "As slow as you want, my
dear. I have all the time in the world. I'm here for the long haul."
She leaned back against him as he snuggled her close and they watched the moon
dancing over the waves together.
Finis