Part 14:
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Spike was stunned for a few seconds and XanderÕs voice broke his reverie.
"Dammit, get off of me, you bleached corpse. Who the hell do you think you are?
I think you broke my arm." The tremors quit as quickly as they started. Spike
looked at Xander sideways.
"S'not broken. Here, I'll show you---." Xander jumped to his feet hissing from
the pain.
He glared at Spike as the vampire also stood. "Don't you ever lay a hand on me,
or any of my friends, ever, ever again or I swear, I will be the ends to your
means. Get it, blondie? I have no qualms about ending your existence."
Buffy had made her way over to the boys and heard Xander's rant. She cocked her
head at him and placed her hands on her hips not believing the words emanating
from his mouth.
"Xander!?"
"Don't bother, luv. He's so short sighted, he can't even see past his own nose."
Spike walked away sadly.
Xander pointed at the departing vamp. "Oh yeah, you---damn. I couldn't think of
a good comeback." He saw Buffy's demeanor.
"What---the dead guy, your ex-whatever, attacked me and dislocated my shoulder.
Didn't you see him?"
"I saw---the whole thing. I guess Spike is right. You choose what you want to
believe. Xander, just think about it. Why would Spike just come right out and
attack you? Did you even notice that slab of concrete right there?" She pointed
at it.
"Yeah." Buffy rolled her eyes; he wasnÕt get the big picture.
"Well, about five minutes ago, you were standing right there where it is now
laying. Where do you think you would be now if Spike had *not* knocked you out
of the way?"
Xander stood there in silence looking at the concrete wall. It hit him like a
ton of bricks; Spike had actually saved his life. He never figured the vampire,
souled or not, would think twice about him. Xander had berated him, now he felt
like a heel. He was the only one out of all the Scoobs who disliked Spike and
voiced his opinions about it daily. Now the stupid souled one had to rush in and
save his life. Why, he asked himself. God, now he would have to apologize *and*
thank him at the same time. His life couldn't be anymore complicated.
Buffy and Giles met up nearby, both voicing their concern about the earthquake.
It meant more research especially if and when an apocalypse was upon them. They
looked up at the sound of Xander screaming in agony. Spike had made Xander hold
the handle of the weapons bag with his bad arm. The weight of it had pulled his
arm back into the right place. He swayed back and forth as Dawn wrapped her arms
around him to steady him, looking as if he would surely pass out from the pain.
If he did, she would ask Spike to carry him home. He didn't of course, but he
grumbled all the way as they all headed back to the Summers' house.
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Everyone was solemn on the walk back. When they entered the Summers' sanctuary,
a sigh of relief could be heard from everyone. The atmosphere relaxed. The girls
went into the kitchen to pull out the snacks, which left the guys in the living
room. Spike quickly strode over to the chest to put away the weapons. Giles
looked at Xander and motioned him to go over to Spike to say something. Xander
hung his head in shame and trudged towards his mission.
"Uh, Spike." He didn't answer or even look in his general direction.
"Look, this is hard for me, cause I don't like you. So could you at least give
me a chance to apologize with dignity?"
"I suppose and the feelingÕs mutual," Spike muttered as he straightened up and
glared at the whelp.
"Alright, fair. What I mean to say is---ssss---sorry. For the way I treated you
back in the cemetery after you, you know, did what you did. And, thanks. I guess
I owe you one."
"You don't owe me a thing. Didn't want a bunch of blubbering women out there
when you flattened into a pancake. Just doing what---doing the right thing,
that's it."
Spike noticed then they had an audience as everyone stood looking at the two
enemies. A sort of truce was being made between them and they wanted to witness
it. Xander pulled his hand out of his jeans pocket and extended it towards
Spike. Spike looked down at it then glanced over at Buffy. She smiled and nodded
at him to accept. He rolled his eyes and shook Xander's hand. They quickly broke
away from it and went off in separate directions. Buffy was now happy that two
of her friends were trying to make a go of it. She knew it wasn't going to be
pretty, but it was a start. Now maybe they could all work together to get to the
bottom of all this ugliness building up underneath them.
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The following morning, a Saturday, Buffy slowly made her way down the stairs.
She had retired to her own bed very late leaving the others strewn about the
room. She stopped at the bottom step and gazed around. Her living room floor was
almost covered with bodies. Everyone had decided to stay overnight since no one
had any prior arrangements for the day. Giles was going to head up an all day
research party and he co-erced everyone to stay and help, bribing them with
tasty morsels. He would take everyone out to dinner that night if they
volunteered for research duty.
Buffy walked over to the side of the couch and looked down at Giles, who was
still knocked out on the sofa and off to her right, Xander, Willow and Anya were
snoozing as well. They had found pillows, blankets and sleeping bags to use for
their little slumber party. Spike had found a patch of open floor right in front
of his beloved telly, where Dawn and he were now casually lounging and watching
the morning cartoons. Actually, Dawn watched and ran a commentary for Spike, who
was awake but laid there, arms behind his head with eyes closed, a slight smile
playing at his mouth. He was enjoying his company and Buffy thought it was so
cute how Dawn used Spike's folded arm as a headrest.
Giles started to stir so Buffy made her way to the kitchen to make coffee and
search around for breakfast type foods. When she returned back to the room,
Willow and Anya were sitting on the floor on the other side of Spike. Xander,
who still looked asleep even though his eyes were wide open, was on the couch
next to Giles who was now sitting up and of course reading over something
important, she was sure. She heard Dawn giggle and noticed there was a slight
struggle occurring between her sister and the blonde vampire. Dawn was poking
him in the ribcage, which caused a surprising reaction on Spike's behalf. Dawn
noticed Buffy standing in the doorway.
"Guess what, Buffy? Someone we all know is very ticklish."
Spike growled and tried his best to grab the girl's quick hands. "Am not."
"Are so! Watch, I'll show ya. Come on, Willow. Let's watch the vampire squirm."
Willow was laughing at how Spike was moving all over the place, trying to get
away from the long bony fingers of Dawn. Willow made a surprise attack on the
other side of his ribs. Anya sat there, a look of wonder on her face as if she
wasn't quite getting what was going on.
"I hear vampire's have very sensitive feet. Oh, look, Spike has no shoes or
socks on." Anya swiftly moved towards his feet.
"NNOOOO," Spike yelled between snickers and snorts. Buffy heard sounds coming
from him she had never heard before. She definitely had never heard him laughing
this way. She couldn't help but to start laughing as well.
"Giillleess, help me." Spike was hoping someone would rescue him from this
tickle attack. He couldn't fend any of the girls off and thought that just maybe
endorphins were being sent to his brain and zapping his body of all his
strength. Yeah, that had to be it. He even tried to persuade Xander, reminding
him he owed him one. Giles and Xander just looked at one another.
"No, I clearly remember some undead one saying I didn't owe him a thing. Do you
recall that, Giles?"
"Yes, I distinctly remember something coming up like that in your conversation."
Giles snickered and went back to his notes. Xander continued to watch TV.
"Bugger, ok, ok, timeout, timeout. I'm about to die---again. You've all done
your parts at humiliating the dead guy. The cats out of the bag--- Spike just
happens to be ticklish." He sat up and saw Buffy holding her belly and silently
laughing so hard, tears were rolling down her face.
"Thanks, Summers, for the help. Glad you found it so bleeding humorous." Buffy
walked over to the group sitting on the floor.
"Aww, Spike. That was your initiation into the gang. You passed with flying
colors." She held out a hand to help him up. He eyed it warily, and then stuck
his hand into hers. Surprisingly he jerked her down onto his lap.
"I think you need to have your membership re-affirmed. Don't you think so, bit?"
All four of them pounced on Buffy, who had rolled up into a ball trying to keep
her ticklish spots hidden. The whole house was filled with laughter as Giles and
Xander finally decided to join in the raucousness. The much needed bit of fun
and relaxtion ended all too quickly. Back to the dreaded books.
Six hours later, everyone was completely exhausted from sifting through tons of
information. Spike had dozed off on the couch, in which Xander voiced a formal
complaint about. Dawn reminded him that Spike was a creature of the night and
usually slept during the day anyway. He had already been doing his share of
research. Spike was the one that found information on the council secretly
training potential slayers in different parts of the world. After he proudly
informed everyone about that bit of info, he tossed the folder aside, yawned and
stretched, and mumbled that he was taking a nap.
A half hour later, they were all jolted out of a research stupor by yelling
coming from the living room. Everyone moved swiftly into the adjoining room to
find Spike fighting in his sleep. Buffy moved to wake him up just as he jumped
off the couch.
"No, you can't take her. Not my girl."
He stood next to the sofa in a fighting stance, his vampire face on causing
Buffy to take a step back for a secone, then walked towards him again. It took a
while for him to focus and realize Buffy was standing in front of him. He
shifted back to human face and grabbed her arms tightly. She gasped.
"Buffy, thank god. They were after us and I couldn't do anything. Not even when
they grabbed you and dragged you away. I---."
He slowly turned his head towards the group now staring at him. He cleared his
throat as he let go of Buffy and rubbed the back of his neck. If she didn't know
any better, she would swear he could have been blushing from embarrassment.
She quickly asked, "Do you think you had a vision, or something prophetic?
He looked back at her. "I don't know. It seemed so real but I couldn't see their
faces. They wore cloaks with hoods over their heads. They took you and I was
alone. I didn't know what to do."
His voice trailed off with a hitch in it. Buffy placed a hand on his arm as Dawn
walked over to him and wrapped her arms around his waist to comfort him. Buffy
wished she felt comfortable enough to do that in front of her friends. She did,
though, rub his back not unlike the time he comforted her on the back porch a
few years ago.
ŌHooded guys, no face. Same ones in my dreams.---So, you were trying to protect
me, huh?" She smiled softly at him.
He looked up at her. "Trying being the operative word. Didn't do so well. I'll
work on that, though."
Giles cleared his throat, not wanting to interrupt the warm moment. "I think we
should call it a day. The sun is setting and I'm sure we are all starving by
now. How about Italian tonight? I'm paying for everybody, so if you need to
leave to go get cleaned up, you better meet us back here in an hour."
Everyone took off in different directions. Spike hesitated and looked over at
Giles. He opened his mouth to say something until Giles broke in.
"Yes, you are coming to dinner with us. I know for a fact you do eat human food.
And I'm sure they can leave the garlic out if you ask them. I suggest you get
your blood fix here, though, before we leave." He walked up the stairs to go get
changed.
Spike smiled; he had never felt so welcomed in all of his undead life. Even with
his vampire family he felt like an outcast because of the love and humanity he
seemed to have carried over with him when he was turned. Maybe this soul wasn't
so bad after all. He was being accepted in this group of humans he had struggled
for so long to get into. He knew at that very moment he would do anything to
protect each and every one of them, even if it cost him his unlife.
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TBC
Part 15:
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A few weeks had passed by, and Spike was still living in Buffy's basement. Quite
funny actually, because Xander had offered Spike a room in his apartment a week
earlier. The ball was now in Spike's court. He found it was a tough choice. He
knew if he stayed here at Buffy's, it might drive a wedge into whatever
relationship there was building back up between the two of them. He really
wanted to keep things the way they were at the moment. It was going fairly well,
a friendship that could very well turn into something more. He felt though
living in her house put a strain on that slowly blooming relationship. Yet the
thought of living with Xander made his blood run even colder. He could put up
with him for a little bit, but having to live under the same roof as him may
even be the death of him, again. Even with the soul, he was trying his best to
put up with him. He would definitely give it more thought.
By now they all knew that whatever was brewing in and around the hellmouth would
be upon them soon. Buffy continued to have her dreams, as well as Willow's
starting back up. Something was coming, they just didn't know what or when. Anya
had heard about it through her vengeance pals, before she revoked her vengeance
ways. She was still a demon, but more on the side of good. She called herself a
'reconciliation demon', helping the lovelorn and the broken hearted. She had
even started helping Buffy and the gang even more, which placed her back on
Buffy's good people list. Anya was strong and very much needed; she was the one
that informed Buffy about a new demon in town, one who was up to no good.
Apparently there was a bounty out on the slayer's head. Head as in literally her
head, detached from her body.
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They had all voted and decided they would start patrolling in groups. Giles had
continuously informed everybody throughout the day about the uneasy feelings
sitting with him. Too much evil was lurking around and in between to do the
patrols all alone. This particular night was no exception and they all went
along. Good thing because they ran into the group of demons who were
incidentally working for the new big bad. The scooby gang spread out per Buffy's
orders, but Spike felt he needed to stay as close as possible to the slayer.
Giles' uneasies were spilling over to him now.
It was an all out war, between good and bad and the gang was taking their
beatings but none of them too serious. Of course by the time they had offed
about two thirds of the grimy, smelly beasts, they seemed to be slowing down
tremendously with the slaying.
Spike hadn't noticed that Buffy had moved farther away from him and since she
was out in the open she was a sitting duck. Spike finished off the demon he was
fighting by easily slicing off it's head and then it happened. He bent over in
pain, but nothing had hit him. He quickly looked down at his belly when another
pain shot through his head. He couldn't see a thing. Something else went off and
right away he acknowledged it. Buffy was in serious trouble and he had sensed
it. He would have to find out later just how. Right now he had to go and protect
his girl.
Swiftly, like the predator he was, he was flying through the air and crouching
over her prone body, vampire features in full view, a menacing snarl rumbling
from deep. The others, who had already championed over their adversaries, stood
and watched the scene with awe. They dare not get too close; they all knew Spike
was the best candidate to rid them of the three remaining demons. Giles was
amazed when the demons looked at one another, looking a bit intimidated. Was
Spike speaking to them? Strange sounds were coming from his deep inside of him,
Giles was positive it wasn't normal vampire sounds. He was even more amazed when
the trio turned and ran. The Scoobs walked over to the couple as Spike seemed to
be checking her over for injuries. When they were within his parameter, he
turned on them. Quickly his demon visage melted away and the growls halted. He
physically started shaking all over, falling onto his knees next to her and
cradling her head in his arms. He began to stroke her hair in such a tender
manner.
"Spike," Giles spoke softly. Spike looked up at him. "Spike, may I look her
over, please?"
"Sure," his voice was even shaky. "But she's alright. Got the wind knocked out
of her right before she took the blow to her head."
Giles kneeled and checked for bumps, bruises and gashes. Spike was correct.
"Giles," Spike whispered, "I felt something when Buffy was knocked about. Felt
the pain in my gut, then in my head and I wasn't fighting anything at the time.
Then something happened. Don't know how to explain, but I knew that Buffy was in
serious trouble. Am I out of my tree again?"
"I must be honest, I'm not sure why you experienced Buffy's pain not to mention
why you knew she was in danger. I'll have to---."
"I know," Spike mumbled, "Research it."
"Why, yes, I'm sorry. There are just some things that are still an anomaly to
me."
"Yeah, me too, and I've been around for over 120 years." They both shared a
small chuckle.
Buffy moaned and started to move around slightly. Giles had let Spike continue
to hold her close to him while he inspected her and he remained cradling her
head gently. Buffy's eyes slowly opened and tried to focus on the two faces
hovering over her. A grin spread over her face as she realized she still had her
head. "Hi."
Spike chuckled. "Hi, luv. Welcome back to the land of the living and the not so
living. How's the melon?"
She sat up. "Fine, I think. A bit of a headache but that's good, right? Means I
have all parts of my body still attached. That pesky headstone got in the way of
my falling down."
"Yes, all parts, still attached." Spike mumbled as he and Giles helped her to
stand.
She looked over the others. "Did we win?"
Xander got excited right away. "Yeah, Buffster, we beat 'em good."
"Good. Can we go home?"
Buffy leaned into Spike while he wrapped his arm tightly around her waist.
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Once they were all back at the house, Spike took off again without anyone
realizing he had departed. Buffy was well looked after, she didn't need an extra
body bumbling around her. She healed quickly and would be back to herself in no
time. Besides, he was a man, or a vampire on a mission. He knew he wouldn't be
gone for very long.
Giles instantly went into research mode once Buffy was deposited onto the couch
and the girls messed about her.
"I'm fine, really, Willow, Dawn, Anya. Please, just sit down before I pass out
again. It will soon pass. So tell me what went down. I remember fighting three
of those ugly buggers---oh, god, I'm talking like Spike now. What happened after
I hit the, may I just say, very solid and very hard headstone? Owie. "
Willow and Dawn sat down across from Buffy and went into detail about Spike, the
brave protector, embellishing on every fact. Xander sat close by, shaking his
head and grumbling as the girls made Spike into a superhero. Anya was playing
along with them. He noticed Buffy's face become flustered. Why was that? Was she
embarrassed or---. No he really didn't want to think those thoughts about Buffy
and Sp---. Xander couldn't even say the two names in the same sentence together.
He was going to offer Spike to move into his apartment again and do it very
soon.
About an hour later, Buffy was back to herself. She had disappeared upstairs for
a bit and had come back down carrying a large department store bag, sitting it
on the floor at the bottom of the stairs. The girls had gathered some snacks and
had decided to watch a movie for relaxation. Halfway through it, Buffy sat up
quickly on the edge of the couch, scanning the room.
"What's up, Buff?" Dawn noticed the tension in her back.
"Has anyone seen Spike? He's been gone for, like forever. Did he say anything
about going to sleep?"
Dawn shook her head. "No, but I'll go check."
She made her way to the basement, but he wasn't there. When she stepped back
into the kitchen, he was coming in the back door.
"Hey, where ya been?"
Before he answered, Buffy ran into the kitchen, a panicked look on her face. She
almost collided with Spike and he noticed tears were forming in her wild eyes.
Spike grabbed onto her forearms. "Whoa, slayer, Buffy. Love, what's wrong?"
"Ahh, Spike. I didn't hear---I mean I didn't see---. Where were you? I was
worr---. I mean---." And the floodgates opened up as she stood in front of him
shaking uncontrollably.
"Buffy?" he was exasperated. "Buffy tell me what's wrong."
Dawn had walked over to comfort her not knowing what was going on either.
"I don't know really. I had this feeling, a heavy, dark feeling. It had
something to do with you. I was---worried---you were gone---that something may
have happened---. Where did you go?"
"Just to Willy's, luv, that's it. Nothing or nowhere else. Had some personal
business to take care of. Didn't want you to have to come along. Just to let you
know, you're bounty hunter has been taken care of. No worries, luv. None at
all."
"OK. Umm, I've got something to give to you. For helping tonight and taking good
care of me and the others, for protecting me." The tears she previously shed
were now drying on her face.
"You know you don't have to give me things. Just knowing you and the bit are
safe and sound is enough for me."
"You're getting to be such a softie." Buffy smiled and punched him gently on the
arm. He winced and grabbed the spot she hit, eyebrows creasing.
"I know. Bugger."
The three wandered into the living room where the other four were still sitting.
Buffy grabbed the store bag and brought it to him. In front of all watching
eyes, she handed it to him. He didn't know what to do, he felt a little
embarrassed.
"Go on," Buffy prodded.
Spike opened up the bag and pulled out a very old and worn black duster.
"You kept this old thing? I thought for sure you would have tossed it.--- Would
you like it? It once belonged to a slayer, I think it only fitting you take it."
"No, it's yours. You keep it."
"Thanks, Buffy. Honestly, luv, don't think anything of this but--- it's not me
anymore. Don't feel right wearing it seeing how I came about it."
"Then you do whatever you want with it." She actually understood what he was
trying to say as she watched him walk over to the weapons chest, pull out a good
size knife and shred the duster into strips. When he was finished, he let out a
long sigh. Buffy met his gaze and gave him a reassuring look before walking
away.
Giles had been oblivious to the whole scene. He stood up quickly, a look of
excitement spread across his features as he yelled out, "Aha!"
Buffy looked at him rather puzzled. "Giles?"
"I think I have found something. Something extraordinary. Something about
vampires and slayers. Something about the two of you."
TBC
Part 16:
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Giles looked up and noticed everyone was staring at him, wide-eyed and waiting.
"Ok, Giles you're giving me the wiggins. Spit it out." Buffy calmly said though
her insides were twitching.
Spike realized Buffy had grabbed a hold of his shirt sleeve and held on tightly,
her knuckles turning white. 'She must be really nervous---or really scared', he
thought.
"Buffy, this is astounding. Incredulous even. Maybe you should sit down."
"Giles, you're scaring me now. Just tell us, what did you find."
Giles took off his glasses, but didn't start cleaning them, which in a way was a
good sign.
"Well, I've been going over a few things this past week. The Thoroughgood Manual
for one. He was a seer in ancient times, and he wrote about many possible
prophecies. Not too different from Nostradamus."
Everyone shook their heads up and down once he compared the two seers.
"Just recently, I discovered a bit of interesting information. A former Watcher,
Gustaf Kreiger, had ascertained some notable documents of which he wasn't
supposed to have possesion of. He accomplished decrypting the notes and writing
it down in another language, I believe it was in Cherokee. A mate sent me the
english version a few weeks back."
"Giles, please, I love you but get to the point." Buffy huffed a bit.
"Well, yes. Apparently Higher Members of the Council know that slayers, all
slayers dna contain minute traces of a rare molecule. And even though vampires
are unliving, they carry the same molecule. These findings resulted in the
affirmation that slayers and vampires are linked genetically. The first slayer
was born from a male vampire and a human female."
Buffy released a breath that she had been holding in. Spike ended up sitting
down, a little nervous of what else was coming.
"Ok, I think I can handle that info," Buffy sighed. "What else you got?"
"There's no question that you and Spike were destined to have met and remain,
um, on friendly terms. At first I thought it might be Angel it was referring to,
because we already know he plays a vital part in the big apocalypse; he will
become human."
Spike cringed. Lucky wanker.
Giles looked right at Spike. "I always thought you had a higher purpose,
William."
"Bloody hell, he's calling me by my given name. Give it to me straight,
Watcher." Spike ground out.
"Since you have a soul now, you are connected to the slayer mentally and
apparently physically. That may be because you have shared more intimate, uh,
moments with each other. It's almost a telepathic line though I don't think you
can speak to each other telepathically---yet. There's more to the two of you
than meets the eye. You both are very much alike in spirit, share a lot of the
same traits, personalities are close. Probably why you argue constantly, but
understand each other so well. Together, the two of you flow smoothly together
when slaying, always knowing where the other is or what the other is about to
do. Fit together like two separate pieces of a puzzle. I believe, Spike, you
will also be a vital part in the coming apocalypse. I will research more. If you
have questions, don't hesitate to come and ask me. I'll try my best to look them
up."
Both Buffy and Spike turned and looked at one another. Spike cocked his head to
the side, trying to read her. She looked surprised, amazed even, possibly
fearful? He felt the same. So they were supposed to be a team. They were
connected. A moment of giddiness trickled through him. Could mean
something---maybe.
Not too long after Giles' revelations, Spike wandered into the kitchen and
noticed Buffy standing near the back door, peering out into the darkness. She
was holding herself and he wasn't sure how to approach her.
"What's on your mind, Slayer?" Damn, he should have called her by her name
instead of her title. Sounded so cold and callous that way. She wouldn't turn
around.
"You mean you can't tell me?" Her reply was cutting.
"Well, I can probably guess. Amazement, disbelief, confusion, fear---why
you?---why me?"
She had turned to look at him while he spoke, crossing her arms defiantly across
her chest.
"You know me so much better than I even know myself. I realize some things now.
I've always understood the reason why I've been brought back here, back to the
living both times, or three if you count almost dying from the gunshot wound. I
have a purpose to fulfil, I've known that for a while. I also know why I went to
you when I was brought back from heaven. It was a pull, like a magnetic pull. I
felt safety in your presence. Didn't have to talk, didn't have to do anything,
just be in your company and I felt safe and sheltered." Her voice softened. "I
know I was wrong, starting the thing between us. We could have had something
much more meaningful if I hadn't screwed---."
"Buffy, luv," Spike whispered, reaching out to place his hand along her cheek.
She leaned into it, closing her eyes, a tear escaping. "I don't regret any of
it. I love you so much and wouldn't trade the time we had together for nothing.
Not even for this blasted soul I got."
Buffy reached out to him, leaning forward, head lowered, til her forehead rested
on his chest, hands splayed across him next to her face. He enveloped her in a
tender, loving embrace and she began to sob. He kissed the top of her head,
inhaling her scent. It was a mutual understanding that they would be there for
each other til the other perished or til the end of time.
Buffy's sobs came harder. Spike worriedly held on, stroking her hair gently.
"Breathe, Buffy. Everything has a purpose and all will be well. Now's probably
not a good time to tell you that I'm leaving."
Buffy's head whipped up, her face wet and eyes burning a hole in him. She
hissed.
"What?!"
"Just to my own place, moving out. Not very far away, I promise. Willy owes me
one so he offered me his extra apartment near the bar. I help him out, he helps
me. I think it will be better this way, us apart, since we're "connected" to
each other. I want to be with you, and I hope you want to be with me."
"I do, just not---".
"I know, just not now. But eventually, right? If we take it slower?"
She smiled sweetly at him. "Yes, eventually and slower. I like. Just--- give me
a little bit more time, not much mind you. I'll let you know when I'm ready, I
promise.
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Another month passed by, the research was still going strong. The coming
apocalypse was drawing closer though none of them knew when it would hit
exactly. Giles had come across tidbits of information that was helpful but the
best of all lay hidden in a very ancient text he had "taken" when no one was
looking. He wanted to read it aloud to the gang so he had them gather around the
table at the Magic Box one evening.
"I wanted you all to hear this bit of prophetic information I have recently
found. It reads, 'The battle to end all battles will be nigh and the chosen one,
the one who bears the mark of the last slayer will lead the world to triumph.
The two named protectors will follow her way into battle, the Gaelic child to
the left hand of the chosen one, the Saxon child to the right. The dark essences
they carry will be overshadowed by the light within them. Both immortals will
perish at the hands of the hellbeast, only to be born to the world again through
their previous lives, to become and remain mortal.' I have deduced that the
named protectors are Angel and- -- Spike. Angel's given name was Liam, an Irish
form of William and the name William means 'to protect'." Giles slowly raised
his eyes from the text and looked over at them all ending with his gaze on
Spike.
Spike shot up out of his seat as if everything hit him all at once and causing
the chair he was sitting on to fall back with a loud smack. All heads turned in
his direction. He released a breath, sounding a bit shaky, as he walked away
from the table and the stares. Buffy glanced back at Giles and he shrugged his
shoulders slowly, not knowing what to do or say. Buffy stood just as Spike
turned back around to face them, running a trembling hand through his hair. He
straightened up and stared at Buffy.
"Well, whatta ya know? I don't know---what to say really. Which, yes, I know is
highly unusual for me."
"Are you going to be ok?" Buffy started to walk to him. She slipped her hand
into his, not caring that everyone was now watching them.
"Yeah, it's just a lot of information to have to soak up. A little shaky right
now, but it'll pass. I'll deal."
He headed to the back of the store, into the training room that was still set up
with equipment. Buffy heard him mumble before he made it to the door.
"Bloody hell."
TBC
Part 17:
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February came into California bringing a cold wind like they never felt before.
It didn't seem to faze the demon population as they continued to wreak havoc on
a not so sunny Sunnydale. Kept the Scooby gang and the slayer on their toes,
constantly. Didn't mean they never had time for one another. The month of love
had it's icy grip on all of the subsequent couples in the gang. Xander and Anya
were actually dating again, promising each other not to rush into anything life
altering. Willow had met a fellow witch. Actually, the wiccans had run into one
another, both trying to help a lost little girl when she was cornered by a nasty
demon. Megan was a tiny sprite, but had a lot of magical powers up her sleeve.
The two spent a lot of time together and she slowly became one of the gang.
Spike still pursued Buffy, but never overdoing it and never pushing her. He
stood by, waiting patiently, enjoying the time he spent with her, fought
alongside her, talking with her, and playing with her. (Playing in the general
sense of the teasing and the joking, fun and games type of play.) He was
becoming frustrated though, for as long as they'd been with one another since he
came back with the soul, he had not even kissed her. Sure there was the
touching, the hugging, the nuzzling and the hand holding. A guy, or a vampire,
can only hold out for so long though and it was wearing on him. He vowed that he
would wait, and wait he did.
On one particularly frigid, damp night, the group set out to locate a cliff
dwelling demon or possibly a nest of them. There had been a few attacks around
the pier which had left one human dead and another maimed. The description the
injured person had given them clearly matched the cliff demon they found in
their research materials.
By the time they reached their destination, the light drizzle had everyone
soaked to the bone. Buffy thought they all looked like they just went swimming
in very icy water but then she caught herself staring at Spike, who out of all
of them looked quite nice all soaking wet. The freezing drizzle didn't seem to
bother him one bit.
It didn't take long for the monsters they were tracking to come out and play.
Only two of them, that was of the good, but they were massive in size. Hopefully
that made them slower. Nope, was wrong on that account. The largest one zipped
over towards Xander, Giles and the girls,while Buffy and Spike took the smaller
of the two. The two warriors beat the demon down, weakening it. Buffy noticed
the others were not fairing as well. Even the witches magic had no effect on it
whatsoever. She asked Spike if he could handle finishing the demon they were
fighting off. He waved his affirmation to her.
Buffy launched her attack but was surprised as she found herself in as much
trouble as the others when she realized her body did not respond well when in
was nearly frozen. The demon had pulled a large, pointed, wooden jousting stick
out of nowhere. He probed and pushed them into a huddled mass edging them closer
to the cliff's dropoff. Xander peered over and tried to calmly announce that
they were in deep. The cliff was at least a 25 foot drop.
Out of nowhere, a bleached blonde blur zipped by them, taking the very large
demon with him. He seemed to have a good grip on it when the stupid thing
lurched around trying to dust Spike with it's weapon. The sudden movement caused
both of them to topple over the steep edge. There were gasps and outcries as
both the demon and the vampire yelled out their final warrior cry. Buffy dropped
to her knees, sobbing. Xander was the only one brave enough to look over. He saw
the demon but not the vampire.
"Do you think the demon dusted him before he hit the ground?" Dawn sobbed
hysterically.
After a while, they all stood in a group huddle, facing the cliff that looked
out over the ocean, paying their last respects for a brave warrior who fought to
the very end. Every one of them was crying. Even Xander had a sniffle or two.
"What's all this moaning and groaning about here? You're all blubbering like
someone died."
Dawn swiftly ran and threw herself into the very muddy arms of the vampire as
the rest of the gang, sans Buffy, quickly shuffled over to him as well. He
received slaps on the back, neck squeezes, arm rubs, hugs, and even a hair
tousle.
"Well, if I knew how much concern you all would have for my undead life, I would
have gotten myself dusted a long time ago." the whole group laughed along with
the vampire.
Buffy stood rooted in the same spot, watching the festive homecoming, arms
crossed in front of her, no expression at all on her face. Finally they noticed
she was not joining in and they stepped away from Spike. He walked towards her
slowly and stopped a few paces from where she remained rooted.
"You're killing me here, Slayer." he said sheepishly.
"That's my job, get used to it." she ground out.
He spread his arms out to her. She turned her head away and he noticed in spite
of the rain, tears were running down her face.
"Buffy, I survived the fall off the platform a few years back, a fall like that
wouldn't do me in, besides I grabbed onto a ledge on my way down. Had to walk
around it til I found some good climbing rocks to make my way up. I'm here now.
I'm not going anywhere."
She came at him, fists flying blindly, thumping his chest and weakening with
every hit. Her sobbing was wild and uncontrolled.
"Don't you ever die on me, ever like that again. Or else I'll---I'll stake you
good and proper, you hear?"
He wrapped her up in his arms and held her but she quickly pulled away from him,
staring deeply into his bright blue eyes. She rushed at him again, this time
sliding her hands behind his head and pulling him into a deep, seering kiss that
made time stand still. The gang, after a second or two of complete astonishment,
turned away and began conversing between each other. The kiss lasted forever and
when they slowly pulled back from one another, leaning foreheads together, Spike
chuckled softly.
"Do I get this treatment after everytime I supposedly die? Cause if I do--- "
Buffy whacked him hard on the arm. "Don't joke about it, please."
"Alright, luv. No more jokes about death. I promise. Kiss on it?"
She glared at him even as they resumed the smoochies until both clearly felt the
presence of someone standing close by. Someone who was clearing his throat and
making a general nuisance of himself.
"Um, sorry to interrupt the kissagefest, but we're wet, sore, tired and hungry
and we wanna go home." Xander stood there shivering next to them.
"Harris, you whine. Has anyone ever told you that?" Spike was perturbed that the
grand moment had been interrupted.
"Everyday of my life." He grinned even while his teeth were chattering and cold
rain ran down in streams.
"Well, then, you got your quota in for the day. Let's go home then."
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The following Saturday, Buffy's house was buzzing. Everyone was there, enjoying
the festivities that was brought about by the Summers' women. They all knew why
they were there celebrating, that is all except for Spike. Dawn had secretly
gone behind Spike's back and found out when his, or rather William's original
birthdate was; February 25. It was the 23rd but this was the only night that
everyone was free to come over and celebrate his special day.
It was odd when Buffy and Dawn took him by the arms and led him to the chair in
the center of the room. One by one they took turns and executed their very own
speeches to him filled with praises and good wishes. Buffy swore he was
blushing. When everyone was finished, Buffy presented him with a very large
wrapped box. He looked at her in disbelief.
"What's this then?" he stared at the festive box.
"Happy Birthday, Spike." "Yeah, happy birthday." "Cheers." "Best wishes." They
all chimed in.
"Birthday?" he mumbled as he slowly started in on the wrapping paper. Without
warning, he began to rip through it, throwing the lid off in one felled swoop.
He picked the item up and stood, the other half of the box sliding down to the
floor.
"For once, he's speechless," Xander joked. They all chuckled.
"I--I don't know what *to* say."
"Try it on," Dawn tried to contain her excitement as Spike slipped on the
luxurious leather coat that every single scooby member had chipped in and bought
for him. It wasn't anything like his duster, but he could get very attached to
it, he thought. He looked at the gazing party goers and smiled while running his
hands over the smooth material.
"Thanks. Really, you shouldn't have but thanks."
Later, while everyone mingled with each other, Buffy noticed Spike walk out the
back door. She excused herself and went in search of him, finding him only at
the edge of the porch, sitting. She sat next to him trying to get a feel of his
emotions. Was he crying?
"Spike, are you alright? Are you mad, sad, irritated?"
He turned and looked at her, blue eyes sparkling with unshed tears. He reached
up and laid his hand along her cheek.
"Happy. Just happy for the first time in a long time.
TBC
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Part 18:
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Time seemed to pass by quickly. It was spring in California and the Scoobs were
still patrolling every night. New and different species of demons came and went.
The hellmouth seemed to be actively pulling them into town, but the slayer was
always there on her toes, prepared to deal with whatever came her way.
Spike, since he had moved into his own place, seemed to be drifting away from
her and the others for some reason. She wasn't sure why or the reason behind his
solitude. She visited him one day at his apartment and he seemed irritated that
she came by.
"Spike, is there something wrong? You don't seem to be your usual self lately.
Have I done something to make you mad, or someone else, one of the scoobies
maybe?"
"No, I'm fine, just going through some things right now. Nothing to worry
yourself about, nothing at all."
She walked up to him, placing her hand on his cheek gently. He pulled away
slightly. He wouldn't look at her, in fact he wore a pained expression on his
face. She knew something was bothering him, but why wouldn't he tell her?
"Spike," she whispered. "Please tell me what's wrong. Maybe I can help."
Spike grabbed her forearms, and squeezed them.
"Buffy," he hissed. He loosened his grip, his head falling forward, touching
hers.
"God, I love you so much." He let go of her and turned quickly. "Leave me,
please. Just too much right now."
"But I don't want to leave."
"You have to, before---something---bad---."
"Spike,---please." He looked over his shoulder at her. Her eyes were welling up
with tears as well as his own. She heard glass breaking and noticed blood
dripping onto the floor at his feet.
"Please, go, Buffy,---luv. I'll be fine and I will let you know when things are
better. Just let me deal with this on my own."
She left without saying another word. He fell to his knees, sobbing
hysterically.
"Bloody hell, shut up," he screamed to no one in particular.
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She moped around day in and day out, but wouldn't tell anyone what was wrong.
Dawn was getting worried about her big sister and asked Buffy where Spike was
and why they didn't see him as much. Buffy would just shrug and leave it at
that. Dawn didn't want to push, at least not just yet.
Giles thought that maybe Spike was dealing with the harsh reality of the
upcoming apocalypse and what was to happen. To become human after 125 years or
so of being a vampire would be a rough transition. He proferred to Buffy an
idea, let him struggle with the demon he was fighting. Soon, he would be back to
a semblance of normality. If Spike told her he would seek her out when things
were better with him, Giles was sure he would do just that. He could tell Buffy
missed him desperately, though. Giles couldn't help with that. He could just try
to take her mind off of it.
The following night, the gang went out to patrol and met Spike half way through
the cemetery. He smiled and seemed jovial enough, like nothing had even happened
with him the past month.
"What is this Spike? You don't call, you don't write. I thought maybe you
dropped us like a bad date and left town for good," Xander piped in, jokingly.
"Had some personal issues to deal with. Didn't want to hassle you with my
problems. Kept my distance because of it.---Hey Buffy, how are you, luv?"
"I'm fine, and you seem to be doing fairly well." She was cold towards him. It
didn't surprise him in the least. He thought she would be frigid what with their
last meeting.
"Better, yeah. Thanks for your concern and I'm sorry if you got hurt. I
just---didn't want you around to get hurt again, you know what I mean, I hope?"
"Just wish you would have let me know some things. I could have---."
"No you couldn't have, let's just leave it at that, luv. Hey bit. You look so
grown up anymore. Quit growing." He had changed the subject quickly and Buffy
noticed. She turned away to patrol as Spike and Dawn followed.
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Spike had to woo his girl back, which he knew he probably would have had to do.
But Buffy was a softie when it came to Spike now and it didn't take too long for
her to welcome him back to her open arms, and snuggles, and kisses and all the
other mushy stuff that always went on between the two of them.
They trained on a daily basis. Buffy missed the sparring with Spike. They always
had fun, teasing each other and seeing who could get the upperhand by pinning
the other down, trying new moves and bettering others. Dawn always liked
watching them train to get pointers and learn some new tricks. At least she
liked watching up until they got too playful. Today, they were at the Magic Box,
sparring in the training room. Spike was in his jeans and t-shirt, shoeless and
sockless, Buffy in her normal workout attire. The two had been going at it for
45 minutes with Dawn standing in the doorway taking mental notes. Spike was
smirking at the slayer, Buffy grinning at the vampire, giving him a come-hither
look.
"Come on, baby, let's see whatcha got," she drawled out seductively. Spike
placed the tip of his tongue under the top of his front teeth, momentarily
causing her knees to go weak.
"All right---baby!"
Dawn rolled her eyes and turned away from the doorway.
"Giles, they're doing it again. Make 'em stop."
Spike chuckled evilly and lunged towards his girl. She feinted but he countered
the feint. That surprised her and as he grabbed for her leg to knock her off
balance, she swiftly jabbed her elbow into his chest, knocking him flat on his
back. She stepped over him but before she pinned him down, he grabbed her feet
and flipped her backwards off-balanced, himself springing forward and straddling
her, pinning her arms above her head.
"Gothcha, slayer. My point."
"Don't think so---vampire." She snuck a leg up and flung him over her head,
ending up on top.
"My point. We're even."
"Even." He growled and sat up quickly, holding her arms behind her. She
surprisingly wasn't reluctant as he trailed kisses across her jawline and down
her neck tasting the sweat from their frisky play. She leaned into him causing
them to fall back down on the mat in a moment of heated passion. Dawn walked in
a few minutes later, standing with her hands on her hips, tapping her foot
impatiently.
"I swear I will go get the hose. I will."
Buffy and Spike broke the passionate kiss and turned to look at Dawn, both
smiling at the teenager.
"Why you two can't keep from tearing each other's clothes off when your sparring
with each other."
Spike looked back at Buffy. "We're dancing. Always have been. Clothes are
optional."
"Whatever, why don't you just get a room. Geesh. Did you get it out of your
system? Cause I want to train, just with Buffy. I don't want to train with Spike
until he cools down. Eww, that's just gross."
Spike chuckled at the young girl as Buffy got off of him and grabbed her towel
and bottle of water. Spike scooted back on the mat to watch his two favorite
girls train.
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Buffy and Spike were growing so much closer everyday. When slaying together,
they flowed around one another, complimenting each other. He constantly told her
he loved her in different ways, in different places, and telling her he would
give her all the time in the world to voice her feelings about him. The passion
that burned and engulfed them needed to be doused soon before one of them blew a
gasket. They were having a hard time keeping hands to themselves and deemed it
unsafe to be in a room together for too long lest one or the other advanced the
kissing and fondling into a naked bout of wrestling. He made it known to her
though that he wanted to know how she felt before proceeding any further.
Buffy was on the verge of being the one to advance it along. She planned on
making her decision known to him soon as well as voicing her true feelings. The
day she decided to tell him, they had got caught up in a moment of kissing. A
few minutes into it, Spike grabbed his head, Buffy knowing he was in deep pain.
She knew he had not hurt her, couldn't be the chip, so what was the problem?
"Spike, what's wrong?"
"Don't know. Hurts. Bad."
She began to rub his temples but he threw his arms up pushing her hands away
forcefully.
"Stop," he hissed. "Let's just go get the others, go patrol."
He turned and walked out of the room, not once looking at her.
"Alright," she mumbled, a little worried of his outburst.
Patrolling went smoothly, nothing too nasty that they had to deal with. Buffy
noticed Spike was like a killing machine butting in and striking demons down
even if someone else was fighting it. She felt concern wash over her.
When they were finished and ready to head home, Buffy took Spike by the hand and
pulled him away from the others.
"Feeling better?"
"Yeah, better. Sorry 'bout all that, luv."
"Will you come home with me tonight? I'd really like for you to stay with me.
Got something I want to tell you."
Spike looked lovingly at her. "Oh you do, do you? I've got something to do, but
leave your window open and I'll come by as soon as I'm finished."
"Can do. I'll see you later---baby."
"Ooh, there she goes with those pet names again." He smirked at her. "I'll see
you later, luv." He pulled her to him and kissed her roughly.
"Oh, yeah, but not much later."
"Not much," he growled seductively as he reluctantly walked away.
Ten minutes later, Spike stood in the dark and dank school basement running his
hand along the familiar wall. Suddenly, he grabbed his head, shutting his eyes
tightly and wincing, doubled over in severe pain. He fell to his knees and as
quickly as it started, the pain subsided. He looked around the room, tears
evident in his eyes.
"Everything is going to your plan, Master. Soon, very soon," he said huskily.
TBC
Part 19:
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Hours passed by and still there was no Spike crawling through her bedroom
window. 'Where in the hell could he be? He so better not be getting into any
trouble. What if---no stop it' she thought to herself. She was so angry but
decided she was not going to get out and search for him. He was a big boy, could
take care of himself. She fumed. Fine, she would just go to sleep. If she could
just get to sleep. An hour later, her body succumbed to the drowsiness but it
was a fitful, restless slumber.
She woke early, dressed quickly, rushed downstairs and headed out to look for a
certain blonde vampire. Buffy had a key to Spike's apartment and she was a
determined woman. The anger welled up so bad her hand holding the key was
shaking and she had a hard time getting it in the keyhole. Finally. She threw
the door open and it banged against a chair that sat behind it.
"Ok, where is she, where's the ho---oh," she stopped suddenly.
Spike, holding his stomach, carefully pulled himself forward on the overstuffed
chair.
"Buffy," he moaned, his knuckles white as he gripped the arm of the chair, most
definitely in pain. He was bruised and looked badly beaten
"Oh--oh, god, Spike." Buffy ran over to him, falling to her knees in front of
the chair. "What happened? Don't move. Let me look you over."
Spike reclined back into the chair, eye swollen shut, cuts apparent on his bare
chest, lip busted and swollen as well. He hadn't looked this bad since Glory had
laid into him. She was sure there was much more on him that was hurt. She poked
and prodded as gently as she could. A few broken ribs, but no other major bones
seemed broken. Looked like he had fought back by his bloodied knuckles.
"How are you feeling?" She ran her fingers through his mussed hair; it seemed to
be the only place not bleeding or bruised.
"Fine, for having the bleeding crap beat out of me. Have a headache."
"Do you think you can make it back to the house later this evening? I can fix
you up there better."
"Without fainting from the pain? Sure, I'm the big bad. Ok, I'm the sorta bad
sometimes, the other just sounds tougher. You'll have to help. Sure you want to
take care of me again?" he smirked at her.
"I know I do. Let me at least wrap your ribs. I'll call Giles and he can bring
the car by at sundown."
It took them a while to make it down the stairs. Giles rushed to help Buffy with
Spike once they made it to the car. Back at the house, they both set about
doctoring him up. Once done, they let him rest on the couch. Giles and Buffy
moved to the kitchen.
"What happened to him, Buffy?"
"Not sure, I asked but he never said anything about it. Other than he got the
crap beat out of him. I let him sleep all day after taking care of his ribs.
Maybe he will tell us more later."
No one was around when Spike woke a few hours later. He managed to sit up,
feeling dizzy and very sore. Slowly he pulled himself off the couch and dragged
his beaten body to the kitchen. Giles was sitting on a stool, sipping his tea
and reading out of his notes.
"I need to talk to you," Spike ground out between clenched teeth. "I think we've
got a problem. I think I've got a problem."
"What is it?"
"The chip. Something is wrong with it. It's been going off when I'm not even
doing anything, almost like it's malfunctioning or what, I don't know. I didn't
want to tell Buffy, but it's been going on for over a month now. The reason why
I stayed away so much. I was scared, am scared, Giles. I was afraid I would hurt
someone, someone I care about. The pain was driving me to anger, I felt so out
of control. Do you know anyone, someone who can check it out?"
"Maybe, I will have to check around. When does it go off?"
"A lot when I'm around Buffy, or even think about her. Don't take this the wrong
way, please don't take it the wrong way. It's almost like two different people
inside my head. The one, me, loving her, doing anything for her, wanting nothing
but to be with her. The other---wanting to---", Spike looked up at Giles, eyes
full of pain and sadness. "---to kill her."
"Spike, do you think your demon is fighting a battle with your soul again?"
"No, I don't think this is part of me, Giles. It's foreign, like someone or
something getting inside my head. Everytime that happens, the chip goes off. And
I've been missing time. I'll wake up somewhere else not knowing how I got there
and hours have passed by."
"I wonder if it is because of the chip, something is locking in on it, able to
manipulate it, therefore manipulate your brain waves, your thoughts, your
actions," he mused outloud. "Under any other circumstances, I wouldn't be
suggesting this, but maybe it is time to get it taken out. I think you've
travelled this far on the road to redemption, your soul, your humanity will keep
you in line still. It will totally be your decision."
"I believe I am strong enough to stay on this path but I don't think Buffy would
be too fond of the idea your posing."
"She won't have to know. At least not until after the procedure of course. If
you happen to turn back to your old ways, she has the right to---."
"Yeah, yeah, yeah. Stake me good and proper. I know the drill, believe me."
"I'll make some calls, see what I can come up with."
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By the end of the week, Spike had healed comparably close to normal. He had been
having the headaches still and Giles noticed it *was* whenever Buffy was close
by. Giles had reached a friend of his, a neurologist, who specialized in the
demon field. The initial meeting with him was the day after tomorrow and Giles
planned to take him. The Dr. would be able to tell if the chip could be
extracted safely and harmlessly.
That night, after sunset, Spike headed back to his place. Said he needed some
quiet time. Giles understood he needed the time for contemplating the turn of
events, whether he was strong enough, brave enough, whatever to go through with
the operation. He had come to depend on the implanted chip, sometimes it was his
security blanket. He realized eventually it would come down to this. He was
ready for it, at least he thought he was. He needed to spend some quality time
alone, though.
The four occupants of the Summers' home had all turned in around 11 that night.
An hour later, pounding on the front door sent all of them in a frenzy down the
stairs. Buffy holding a very sharp sword in her hand, opened the door quickly
expecting the worse. Spike pushed in, breathing rather hard and fast.
"Spike, something's wrong." Buffy walked up to him but he turned away and headed
to her weapons chest.
"Something bad is going down. At the school. Need to grab some weapons. Get
there as soon as possible."
"Let me get dressed and I will come with you." She rushed upstairs and was down
in record flat.
"Giles, call the others and then follow. I might need back up." Buffy and Spike
flew out the door and down the street towards the school.
Once there, it seemed to Buffy it was eerily quiet. If something was going on,
they were well hidden. Spike walked behind her the whole time not saying a word.
They ended up in the school basement, the exact same place where so many months
ago Spike was holed up while dealing with his new soul.
"Spike, there's nothing or nobody here.---Spike?" Buffy turned but Spike was no
longer behind her.
The ground started to tremble and Buffy grabbed onto a desk to keep her balance.
After facing forward again, there, standing a few feet from her was Spike. He
didn't look right, something was off.
"Slayer, you are easily fooled. You may be strong in body, but you are weak in
mind. You have allowed this vampire, this demon to possess your heart. But he is
as weak as you. Full of humanity and love. You have turned him against his
wicked ways. He will forever now be useless to the evil kingdom."
Buffy was feeling a tinge of fear. The voice coming from Spike was not his. The
eyes were not his. Whatever this was that was using Spike, taking over his body,
his mind was definitely not her Spike.
"Who are you and what do you want?"
"Come closer and I will show you."
Buffy reluctantly walked over to Spike, making sure she was far enough away.
Spike's head dropped then suddenly he took a large gasp of air.
"Buffy, get out of her," he hissed. He bent over in pain but when he
straightened up, he was no longer himself again.
"I am older than time itself. I was here before, ruled over everyone and
everything. And I will do it again. You, little girl are in my way."
The floor began to tremble again, this time splitting a crooked seam next to
her, steam rising up from the opening, tendrils sneaking out and grabbing Buffy
by the ankles and the wrists. Giles and the gang rushed in just at that very
moment.
"Buffyyyyy," Dawn screamed.
As she was pulled into the hellmouth, Spike was sent flying through the air,
knocking the wind out of him. He struggled up into a kneeling position, shaking
his head, tears flowing freely down his cheeks.
"Oh, god, Buffy, Buffy. What have I done?"
The End
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****A/N2: Please watch for the continuation to follow soon. The sequel titled
"In The End A Beginning" will also be revised (the 6 chapters) but not reposted.
I hope to have a new chapter to add to it. Looking forward to hearing what you
have to say about it as well.