The setting is S4. Between Doomed and A New Man.
This story is about what happens when two warriors, from different countries
(actually worlds) (still not really...) (I mean, you could dig further into
that, but that is not why we're here), with different backgrounds, views of
life, means of survival, sides of the battlefield, rules and regulations (or
lack there of), tolerance and self-control bounderies (or lack there of) and
completely mutual hatred of one another gets locked into - with a little help
from my friend the Brain and her descendants, the Two Hands with their family of
ten, The Finger Sisters - a completely innocent and yet extremely boring, dusty,
dark and dank basement...
How will they cope with being stuck in the same room with one another, though
they can barely stand the sight of the other?
What evil forces are plotting against them this time?
But, most importantly, What Ever Will The Two Enemies Think Of To Kill Off Some
Of The Pastime?
Will the strain be too much for our death-defying duo (although one half of that
duo has no real reason to actually try to defy death)? Will the strain lead to
the killing of one of them (literally, since one is already rather...dead)?
Well, okay, so the killing of one of them, the horrific dusting of the other?
Will they drive each other insane?!
The answers you seek just may be revealed below...or they may not!
If you want to know more, oh, worthy reader - please do not refrain from telling
it by clickingthereviewgobuttonatthebottomofthepage once you have finished with
the first (and I'm sad to say if you do not
clickthereviewbuttonatthebottomofthepage ONLY) chapter. Thank you.
Now...switch of the lights...lean back in your comfortable and expensive or
uncomfortable and shamelessly cheap chair...close your eyes...no, WAIT! Don't do
that, sorry. Getting carried away here. Where was I? *don't mind my confused
re-reading of what I just wrote* Ah, yesssss... prepare! Prepare to be swept
away and into the land of possibilities. The land of Imagination, where anything
is bound to happen and everything always does. Let your heart beat in sync with
mine, dear reader, and let us... EXPLORE!
(In extremely pitched and fastforwarded text I write this) All rights to Joss
Whedon and Crew. I do not own, nor do I claim to own, any of the charachters of
BtVS - however, if I DID own them I sure as heck wouldn't put them through what
current management IS!
Now, let me rinse your mind in the everlasting balm of SPUFFY!
A.M.L, the Narrator.
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One: ...About to be Run Over
By Annie
2003-03-06/08
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She had really crossed the line this time. She had noticed that line out of the
corner of her eye, she had turned her head and SEEN it and she might've even
acknowledged it. However, none of those very eligable reasons NOT to cross it
had stopped her in the slightest from trampling all over it, trying to wipe it
away with her booted feet and by doing so spitting him right in the face.
It was for the last bloody time, that was for bloody sure! He'd bleeding well
see to that! Somehow she was living on borrowed time as of this moment. He WOULD
kill her before the week was over.
This was the last straw, the final blow, the end of that line.
***
"Oh, hi Buffy," Willow greeted as her friend took a seat next to her on the
couch in the relax lounge of SDU.
"Hi," the Slayer replied with an unusually sunny smile, reaching for a magazine
and flipping it open on her lap as she sat back.
"Okay, let me guess," Willow said, observing the blonde closely. "You just read
the menu for today and it says we're having Hot Fudge Sundays for desert!"
Buffy gave her a look saying as-if-that-would-EVER-happen and Willow went back
to thinking for a moment, then she said:
"I've GOT it! You talked to Giles and he said that the demons have all gone on
vacation for the weekend and so you're free as a bird 'til Monday!"
At that Buffy smiled even wider, shaking her head and waiting for the next
suggestion.
"Okay," the redhead said with a knowing expression, "then it has got to have
something to do with Riley."
"Oh, I wish," Buffy replied. "But...no."
"Fine. I'm fresh outta witty and clever ideas. Please, do tell."
"Well, actually it has everything to do with," Buffy paused for dramatical
effect, and then she finished: "Spike."
"Spike?!" Willow practically exclaimed. "You mean the bleached, fang-gang
loving, blood-drinking, Big Bad, Master Vampire Spike?"
Buffy almost giggled, then nodded.
"You mean the fiend you loathe who's currently stuck in Xander's basement eating
cracker-jacks and watching TV all day Spike?" Willow wondered incredilously and
Buffy nodded again, still having a grin plastered on her face. "Oh, Buffy...
What did you do to him? Chain him upside down to the wall?" Willow now inquired
and the Slayer laughed, shaking her head.
"No. But THAT was food for thought, Wills," she then answered, sighing. "No, I
didn't do anything really. I went there looking for deary old Xander and had a
little run-in with good old Spike instead... It's all a blur, really... but the
funny part is, is that I managed to piss him off to the extreme. He almost
followed me through the door and right into the sunlight 'cause he was so mad!
Isn't that just too funny? A suicidal vampire. God, he's so pathetic you almost
wanna feel sorry for him. Then again..." she smirked, getting to her feet.
"What DID you say?" Willow asked, doing as her friend and rising as well.
"Something about Drusilla," Buffy shrugged. "And Angelus. And that Spike
shouldn't kid himself, he'll never be half the vampire Angelus was... And he
won't EVER be the man Angel was... So, no matter what he tries it's a lose-lose
situation on his part and he'd just do best at taking a dive. Preferably
headfirst into something pointy. I mean, he never listens when I talk, but this
time he did and BOY, was it fun. I'm gonna live on this for the rest of the
day."
Willow almost stared at her.
"Don't you think you're being just a little hard on him? I mean... it was only
two days ago that he..."
The redhead's eyes grew slightly as she realized, by the sudden, evilly
mischievous look on the Slayer's face, that Willow's little anecdote of how
Spike had recently decided to find his own solution to getting out of his state
of shackles had been the reason for the encouragement on the petite blonde's
part.
"Buffy!" Willow practically gasped. "Drusilla just left him and... I dunno, he
might be feeling really bad. He might actually REALLY listen to you. As in
taking it seriously," she then added carefully and Buffy let out another laugh,
shaking her head.
"Willow, you're just too sweet. If Spike chooses to take my advice then he'll
just save me the trouble of actually pushing a stake through his chest myself.
And he won't have to suffer the utter degredation of having me kill him - he
hates me, he's wanted to kill me for years and I him, imagine how humiliating
when I beat him in our common task. So, in conclusion, we have the opposite of a
lose-lose situation. I like to refer to it as a win-win. Spike - dead. Slayage -
unnecessary. Big Bad - gone. Fretting - done. It couldn't get any better," Buffy
finished and Willow blinked.
"You fret over Spike?" she asked and the Slayer's eyes grew slightly before she
smiled again, this time dismissively.
"Perhaps I didn't phrase it the way I should've," she grumbled. "I'm just saying
- he's powerful. Having him loose on the streets, having him running around in
our HOMES, isn't the best idea. We'd all be better off if he just decided
to...make himself disappear."
"Yeah, like Houdini, in a cloud of smoke," Willow pointed out wryly and Buffy
smirked.
"Yeah, that goes 'poof'," she nodded and Willow smiled as well.
"Seriously though... You think he's still a threat?" the apprentice Wiccan asked
as they hooked elbows and started to walk toward the lecture room of their next
class.
"I don't think, Wills, I KNOW he's still a very large threat," Buffy stated
matter-of-factly. "Haven't you seen that look on him? That oh-I'm-scheming-
try-to-stop-me? He's so sad," she added, shaking her head as an underlining of
what she had just said.
"Why?" Willow asked.
"Why he's sad?" Buffy asked back, surprised; and then she huffed. "Because he's
trying to be something he can't be. It just makes me shudder how much that
creature needs to be bad. It's like it's what makes him tick, and that ticks me
off. He's just the most disgusting...thing I've ever met. Seriously, Wills. Just
take a closer look at him and you'll see how black his nature really is. You can
see it on him."
"You've been looking closely at him?" Willow wondered, curious now and Buffy
laughed again.
"You don't have to look THAT close to notice it," she replied. "I dunno. Maybe
it's the Slayer in me. He just puts me on alert. You never really know with
Spike... Someday I'm sure he'll just snap on me, and that day I know I'll be
ready."
"Right," Willow said. "Unless he drops headfirst onto something pointy before
then," she added and Buffy nodded, seriously.
"Oh yes, unless that," she confirmed.
***
He watched her as she entered Giles' flat.
It was close to eight in the evening.
Soon, he was more than certain, she'd emerge to go on her patrol. And then he'd
be there. With the anger still boiling and the need to see her blood stain his
hands still fresh in his chest. It would be greater than the pain he knew he'd
suffer from whatever was wrong with his bleeding scull. He'd actually relish in
that pain - hoping it wouldn't succeed what she would be feeling.
"Come on, love," he whispered. "Come on."
And after a while of unpatient waiting - there she was. He shrunk back slightly
against the wall as she began to walk toward the sidewalk. Then she froze,
stopped and twirled around. Game over. Bloody hell.
"Wonderful," she muttered as he stepped out of the shadows. "I thought I smelled
a dog buried for ten days and then dug up for my smelling pleasure," she added,
crossing her arms over her chest in that goodie-two- shoes-I'm-better-than-you
way that made him want to bend them open again, just to spite the gesture. "What
the hell are you doing here, Spike?"
"Would you believe it if I said I was just about to rebury that dog you just
spoke of?" he asked, cocking one eyebrow and bringing out his pack of smokes.
She merely eyed him and he sighed.
"Aw, come on. What 'd you think? I'm out to have me some fun with the Slayer?
Maim you, behead you, cut your throat open with a very dull knife?" he asked,
slipping a cigarette out and putting it in the corner of his mouth as he brought
out his silver lighter and opened the top, creating a flame.
She was still just glaring at him warningly and he smirked suddenly.
"Shoulda skipped the visual then, pet?" he asked now and her eyes grew colder.
Putting the flame by the tip of the fag he drew a deep breath and the glow of
the filter was warm in the chilly evening air. Flipping the lighter closed he
retrieved it into one of the pockets of his black leather duster and then he
took a step forward.
"You're never somewhere just to be there," she stated, her gaze growing
suspicious and he damned his misfortune.
The anger wasn't even as overwhelming anymore, and that fact made him furious.
What was it about her? Why couldn't he kill her? Why?! He would! He would. Just
not tonight. Not when she knew something was up. He'd fight her to her death,
but not tonight... No. Just not tonight.
"Exactly WHAT are you doing skulking around in the shadows?" she demanded, her
voice letting him know just how much she was expecting an answer.
"What am I doing skulking in the bloody shadows?" he repeated her question,
positioning the cigarette between the index finger and middle finger of his left
hand before he removed it from his mouth, blowing the smoke out as he tried to
come up with a good enough excuse. "Well, I'll tell you," he added, to win some
time.
Buffy stared at him, waiting and not buying for a second that he was going to
tell her the truth.
"I wanted to see if...Xander...was here," he finally said and her eyes grew
disbelieving. "Yeah," Spike continued. "'Cause I needed to...ask-TELL him to get
some more bloody...blood. 'Cause I finished the last and I want more."
Buffy blinked.
"That must be the lamest lie you've EVER thrown in my face," she stated and he
wished he could hit himself. Or better yet - her. "What's the matter? Still
shaken up from the little talk we had earlier?" she suddenly taunted and his
eyes grew hard as stone. "Beginning to realize there was some truth behind my
words after all?"
"You'd do best at keeping your mouth shut right about now," he almost growled,
though his voice was lowered dangerously and she could almost see the spirit of
the wolf surround him as his eyes turned predatory.
She was unimpressed. Cocking an eyebrow she smiled sweetly.
"Or you'll what? Threaten me to death?" she asked. "Sorry, Spikey," she added,
turning from him and letting her arms fall along her sides as she began to walk
away, "but you just don't scare me enough for that approach to work."
He clenched his jaws together.
He wanted to twist her neck. Hear that satisfying crackle as the bones broke.
Feel the heaviness of her head as it was unsupported by joints and life. Listen
to her still heart. Have her be utterly, irreversably dead.
Soon enough, he thought to himself, throwing the cigarette away from him as he
began to trail her steps.
Knowing that she knew he was there, and knowing that she knew that he knew that
she knew he was there - keeping his distance.
Buffy wondered what he could possibly be up to now. There seemed to be an air of
need of revenge around him this evening. She had never thought anything she
could ever say to him would get to him the way what she had said to him earlier
that day obviously had. She couldn't help but feel a small rush at that fact. He
was always the one throwing annoying, mind- twisting and more often than she
would've liked accurate observings into her face. This time she had been the one
to do it, and it had actually affected him to the brink of having a thirst for
her blood.
Oh, it was extremely readable on him just how much he itched to take his fury
out on her. But she really wasn't very concerned. Because - he couldn't.
Whatever had stripped him of his ability to attack another creature, it was a
blessing. She only wished the twitch of anxiety in her chest would go away
whenever she thought of what might happen when he got back to his old self
again...
Sure, she had been joking about it with Willow, but the truth was he was strong.
He was REALLY strong. And facing him had always been... something out of the
ordinary. Their strength lay on such fine lines next to each other that no one
ever really had the upper hand. They just...fought.
And now he was following her. This seemed to be turning into an interesting
evening.
She crossed the street and headed into the fourth cemetary of Sunnydale.
Fighting a fledgeling as she went she dusted it easily. This wasn't her real
stop, and once she was done she continued on her way. Through the cemetary, a
few blocks of a friendly looking neighborhood and then across yet another
street.
His presence was close to haunting. It reminded her of his Big Bad days. It
reminded her of Angelus.
She stopped.
She knew he had as well.
"Could you PLEASE go away?" she asked the air before her and then she sensed he
was right behind her.
It was confirmed as his voice sounded.
"You askin' me nicely?"
She moaned tiredly, turning around to face him.
"It's not gonna happen," she said and he let his scarred eyebrow rise a notch in
question. "Whatever it is you're planning, whatever way you've thought up to get
rid of me - it's not gonna happen," she elaborated. "I don't have the time
tonight."
"You know," he said, shaking his head at her, "it's that attitude that just
makes me not wanna get you anywhere. That wave-of-a-hand, we'll-do-it-at-my-
sodding-convenience attitude. It's such a..." he trailed off, not finding a word
good enough as he stared into those incredibly irritating green eyes of hers,
that fearlessly stared back at him.
"If you can't finish sentences, Spike," she said now, "don't start them."
"You're buggering unbelievable!" he near enough exclaimed and she smirked.
"Thanks, but I hear that all the time," she replied dryly and he narrowed his
eyes with the anger once more twisting and twirling around his heart.
"I bloody HATE you!" he stated and she blinked.
"I'm shocked," she shot sarcastically. "Would you be the same if I replied with:
right back at ya? Except for the 'bloody', of course," she added and he wanted
to grab her, lift her over his head and throw her clear cross the city. "Now, go
back to Xander's place, let me do the Slayer thing, and let's never see each
other ever again. Sound like a deal?"
She turned from him again and he almost did grab her arm, but the thought which
got him as far as making his arm move sent a splinter of pain up the back of his
head and he closed his eyes in annoyance.
He stood on the same spot for quite some time, then he moved, once more in the
same direction as her.
Buffy looked up at the house towering over her. It was dark in every window. Of
course. It was old and looked in good need of a wrecking-ball's gentle
destruction. The paint was almost entirely gone and the boards were a light gray
with agening of weather and wind. It was two stories high, had a small porch to
which five steps lead and the windows were thin and tall, greeting her with
tootheless mouths seemingly grinning at her.
Drawing a small breath she walked up the stairs and grabbed the doorknob. It was
locked and she unceremoniously took a step back and kicked the thing off its
hinges.
A low wizzle was heard behind her and she turned around.
"Blimey," Spike muttered. "Ever heard of ringing the sodding bell?"
"No, mister Propor," she replied, adding: "What do you think you're doing?" when
he moved as to follow her when she stepped through the doorframe.
"Oh, right," he nodded, watching her as she turned to him in the small hall.
"Invite me in."
She gave him a look and he tilted his head to one side.
"It ain't like I'm gonna come back here and kill the lot," he remarked and she
blinked at the mere thought.
Then she smiled with little enthusiasm.
"Wish you would. It's supposed to be a nest," she replied and his eyebrows rose.
"So, invite me in."
"Will it make you go away?" she asked and he smirked.
"Eventually," he promised and she rolled her eyes at him.
"Come in," she murmured, turning her head to look down the darkened hallway
leading up to a set of stairs before her.
To the right of it seemed to be the entrance to a kitchen and to the left the
doorway leading into what she assumed must be the family room.
"I don't know why I'm bothering," she sighed, glancing at him over her shoulder.
"It's not like you're gonna help me in a fight anyways."
"You know, I'm actually growing fond of killing... No wait, watch you fight and
hopefully die - good. Right. So...where are the nasties at? Hello?!" he yelled
and she turned around and gave him a good punch in the nose.
"Shut the hell up," she hissed and he held one hand to his aching facial part as
a wide smirk spread on his face. "God, you're sick," she grumbled, turning from
him and walking ahead up to the stairs.
Looking up toward the second floor she frowned. No tingles. Well, no NEW Slayer
tingles since she already felt the tingle from Spike all over.
"You're disturbing my concentration," she complained, turning around again and
finding him right behind her as he had been gazing up in the same manner she had
been.
He turned his head and looked down at her, meeting her gaze he felt a small
twirl somewhere in the pit of his stomach and then it vanished as she pushed him
to take a step back.
"Am I now?" he teased and her eyes grew a little before they narrowed.
"Get a grip," she replied. "That wasn't what I meant."
"What? I didn't say anything," he defended innocently and she gave him a look
which had him smile widely.
"Fine, I'll go up there, you go down into the basement. Maybe with some walls
between us you won't be sucha distraction," she instructed and when he opened
his mouth to say something to that she raised one index finger and cut him off
with a: "Don't even think it. Yell if you find something."
He nodded, watching her climb the frail staircase carefully and then he turned
and quickly found the door leading into the basement positioned right inside and
to the left of that of the kitchen.
He trotted down the stairs, waited a few more seconds and then called:
"Slayer! Slayer, you'd bloody well hurry!"
Buffy rushed back down the stairs, jumped the last few steps and threw open the
door to the basement before descending those stairs as well. Once she reached
the floor she felt a small wave of heat swirl around her ankles, but paid no
more heed as the vampire faced her with a devilish grin on his face.
She bit her jaws together. He had just wanted to make her dance by his pipe.
Control-freak that he was of course he couldn't resist.
"I could kill you," she stated and he chuckled.
"Little ole defenseless me?" he asked, putting his arms out to the sides and
tilting his head to one side as well, questioningly.
"So there's nothing?" she asked and he shrugged, arms dropping to his sides
again.
"Guess not," he replied as he looked around.
"I couldn't see anything upstairs either... This house is empty," she stated,
growing thoughtful.
"Wow, now, do they teach you Slayers to actually THINK like that?" he asked,
mockingly, before adding: "Or does it just come au naturell."
"Oh, don't get into big words, Spike. You might melt your brain," she retorted
and he grinned.
"You'd like that, wouldn't you?" he asked. "Almost as much as you like the fact
that I'm helpless. You like your men that way, don't you? Needy. Depending.
Vulnerable."
"What's that supposed to mean?" she asked back, anger in her voice and he almost
wanted to gleefully rub his hands together at the prospect of getting under her
skin.
Some sort of payback for what she had said to him earlier just might still be
his.
"Angel was the puppy-dog-eyed, I'm-in-so-much-pain type. The one that makes
little girls like you just swoon right and left," he stated, his voice carrying
an edge he hoped would more than brush against her. "He needed you. He depended
on your love. He was vulnerable and huuuuman, but then again he wasn't. Which
brings us to bloke number two. Soldier boy. Human as hell - if that's an analogy
you wanna go with - but still with a little...twist. Why did you turn to him,
Slayer? Why did you seek out a human this time? Scared of getting hurt again,
like last time? Hoping that not only changing lanes, but actually what kinda car
you're driving just might send you on your merry way? Let me tell you
something." He took a step forward, his blue eyes glinting in the pale moonlight
falling in through the boards narrowly nailed over the small windows of the
room. "It. Doesn't. Help. Love is love, no matter what side you're routing for.
You can take on the stronger form, pet. The Slayer and her protection of her
Innocent, her boyfriend. But what it boils down to is this: it really doesn't
make a difference whether your lover is depending on you or not. 'Cause at the
end of the day all it takes is a split second, one mistake, a bad choice or the
choice he makes to leave you and love has hurt you all over again. You're blind
as a bloody bat if you can't see that. There's no salvation, no safe route. Just
a blindfold and your hands on the bloody wheel."
He finished, looking into her eyes and noticing how contradicting emotions was
flowing through them. How the strongest one pushed the others away and how she
straightened her posture before she sarcastically asked:
"I'm sorry, did you just SAY something? I'm leaving," she added.
As she turned around he watched her when she took two steps forward, about to
put her foot on the first step of the stairs she stopped.
For another ten or fifteen seconds she seemed to be struggling with something
and he wondered if it was the need to ram a stake through his chest or just the
fact that what he had just said began to actually sink in.
Then she shook her head slowly, turning to him and blinking before she said:
"I can't."
"Can't what?" he replied, watching as her eyes grew slightly wider and then she
answered:
"I can't go up the stairs, out the front door, away from this house and YOU! I
can't move another inch passed this point. I'm stuck."
He stared at her, then took the paces between them and was about to do what she
had just tried to, feeling a small warmth as a wall before him and he closed his
eyes.
"Oh, bloody hell," he grumbled. "WE'RE stuck."
They stared at each other in growing panic.
This was a truck load of bad roaring into hit them both dead on, and it seemed
none of them could do anything to avert it.
Two: ...My Kinda Treasure
By Annie
2003-03-11
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Buffy tore her gaze from his and let her own dart around the room instead.
It was fairly small, not that much bigger than her own basement. All the walls
were clean of shelves except for the one facing the stairs, where a large and
tattered old bookcase was the tired proprietor of half a dozen paint buckets -
all with lids; what looked like boxes - there was three of them - filled with
nails and shabby tools; a collection of flasks and bottles - which appeared to
be empty from the few feet away that the Slayer was standing, and on the last
shelf lay a bundle of blankets.
Wonderful.
They could, should the spirit set in, repaint the room; play handymen; count the
blessings of having nothing to drink, or have a sleepover!
Buffy rolled her eyes to the ceiling. Shaking her head as she closed them and
crossed her arms over her chest. Okay, she couldn't give up that easily. So she
opened her eyes once more and turned around to keep the inspection up.
Oh, yes. Of the dust and the dirt, and the complete lack of any sense that
someone might get locked in here that the previous owners certainly must have
entertained. There was nothing! Well, except... Buffy walked passed Spike and up
to the large white refrigerator box which stood tucked behind the stairs.
Spike watched her, cocking an eyebrow as he caught a whiff of that everlasting
optimism assuring her that she WOULD find her way out of whatever jam she was
in, that she WOULD get to play miss Fix-It all over again. Seeing where she was
headed made him feel a twitch of annoyance at the outlook that she actually
might get to do just that.
Getting out his smokes he deprived the box of one with used fingers, put it
between his lips and brought his lighter out when a small hand grasped the
cigarette and pulled it away, dropped it to the floor and then there was the
heel of a boot crashing down on it, twisting and crushing it with no apparent
thought as to what he might have to say about that.
His blue eyes flashed with anger as he looked up and met her green ones.
"What the bloody hell?!" he growled and she glared back.
"I don't know how long we're gonna be down here," she stated. "And it's bad
enough that you're here, don't bring your excess baggage and blow it in my face.
I really hate the smell of it."
Once more cocking an eyebrow he suddenly smirked, then his face slowly grew to
stone as he brought out the pack again. She didn't follow his movement, her eyes
were still locked in his and her gaze bore a warning that he really shouldn't.
But he did. Taking another cigarette out he raised his eyebrows in a challenge
as he put it between his lips and flicked the top of the lighter open.
Putting the flame to the tip of the fag he drew a deep breath and the filter
slowly burned. Closing the lid of the lighter he put it back in its home and
then he smirked again. Removing the cigarette with his left hand he held his
breath for a second and then released the smoke to have it swirl around her
face.
Her expression was filled with fury, and he revelled in it.
"Don't try and bloody tell me what to do," he now said, voice low and bearing
the trace of a purr, which she knew could just like that change into a growl.
"Who's trying?" she retorted, voice as low as his, though hers was carrying a
chill that made a small shiver run along his spine. Something he didn't like.
"Put it out."
His eyes grew hard once more. He would not.
"Put. That. Out," she repeated, taking a step forward and tilting her head back
to be able to meet his gaze with one of her own.
It was as cold as her voice and he knew she meant business. What the sod did he
care?
"Or what?" he asked, drawing another taste and then smiling a much too cocky
smile as he once again blew the smoke right into her face.
She grabbed him by the leather of the duster, swirled him around and pushed him
to back up - which he did in the surprise he felt with this sudden twist. It all
happened in the matter of a second, and his eyes grew as he felt the tip of
something poking his back when she suddenly stopped with a jerk. Her hands were
still gripping him tightly and she tilted her head back once more, this time
with a merciless expression in them that he hadn't seen on her in a pretty long
time.
"Or I'll shove you backwards and have this place all for myself," she now
answered him, underlining it by pushing him just a little tighter against
whatever it was that was sticking out of the wall behind him. "From dust...to
dust," she added meaningfully and he felt the rage build inside of him.
This tiny little girl. This puny little confused and whiny little teenage girl
could actually come this close to defeating him. He moved in the next instant,
twirled her around and then he grabbed her as the pain shot through his head.
His game face was on and he noticed with satisfaction that her eyes grew just a
bit rounder.
"The same goes for you," he hissed. "Never forget that," he added, pushing her
away from him before he flicked the cigarette to the floor and crushed it, with
his own heel this time, as he changed into human appearance once more.
Her heart was racing. Dammit, she knew he must hear it. Taking a breath she
gained some control over her tangled up nerves and put on an indifferent
expression as they eyed each other in resentment-filled silence for a few
moments.
"This is just SO not happening," she finally grumbled.
"Well, if you're dreaming and I'm bloody stuck in it you'd better wake up," he
replied, but she ignored him as she walked back up to the refrigerator box.
"It's locked," she mumbled to herself, as she had grabbed the handle and tried
to pull the top open. "Why would anyone lock something like this?"
"Maybe they keep their valuables in there," Spike suggested right behind her and
she kept from jerking with surprise before looking over her shoulder at him.
"Talk about frozen assets," he then added with a sudden smirk.
She merely gave him a look and then turned her head back to the problem at hand.
"If there's food in here...why would they lock it?" she asked herself, hoping
that Spike got the fact that she was in no way speaking to him.
"Food?" Spike wondered, his eyes getting a sudden glint in them and then he
grabbed the handle with both hands. "C'mon, love," he now said, nodding to her
hands and then to the handle.
She hesitated, then obliged and put her hands by his. Their combined strength
saw the lock break and the low click from it, as well as the top of the box
flying open, had Buffy almost smile with relief. But only almost and she took
her hands away immediately, stroking them against the legs of her pants
abscentmindedly as she leaned forward and looked into the stomach of the box.
"Blood!" Spike exclaimed cheerfully, reaching down a hand and grabbing one of
the bags. "Now, this is my kinda treasure."
Buffy narrowed her eyes at the sight of the contents. Then she blinked and began
to once more look around the room, slowly. Taking a step around the vampire she
walked up to the wall against which the box was standing; the stairs stretching
over her head. She placed a hand against the wall and let it slide along it
until she felt a small draft.
Smiling a little she pushed on the spot where her hand was resting and there was
a click as the lock-mechanism on the door was put out of use and the wall slid
to her left, opening up to show a smaller compartment behind it; not bigger than
a closet.
"This IS a nest," she mused, looking at the worn out mattrasses covering most of
the floor, the blankets tossed ontop of them and the old bags of blood in the
middle of it. "They must've cast a spell to keep visitors from leaving... Hoping
to have themselves a snack in the process."
"Clever," Spike stated, licking his lips clean from the red liquid he had just
devoured and throwing the empty bag into the gape of the box before shutting the
lid tightly.
Buffy turned to him, shrugging.
"Not very clever," she disagreed. "'Cause now they get to try and make a snack
outta me."
"Right," he said with a tilt of the head. "And you're invincible."
She smiled sweetly.
"Do you think a group of fledgelings can kill me, when YOU can't?" she asked and
he gave her a good glare at that.
"I can too," he muttered, having a look around the room so that he wouldn't have
to look at her anymore.
"Really, William?" she asked and he clenched his jaws together at the mocking
use of his human name, as well as all the memories that came with it. "And how
were you planning on doing it with a dog-collar around your neck?"
He turned back to her, took a step toward her and she took one back at the
murderous look on his face, his game face once again sliding into position and
the yellow eyes of the demon met her green.
"You just wait, Summers," he said. "Be patient. Someday when you least expect
it... BAM!"
She did jump at that last word, and it got her so annoyed with herself that she
wanted to rewind time. The look of malignance on his face grew raked with
satisfaction and the game face retraced again. A smirk on his lips as he raised
his eyebrows.
"I think you're more scared of me than you'd like to admit, pet," he stated
self-assured.
"And you of me," she shot back, ice in every word before she turned from him and
walked into the small space where the vampires had so obviously resided for
quite some time.
He stared after her.
He was NOT scared of HER!
"I'm not bloody scared of YOU!" he called after her.
"Do you mind?" she asked, her voice muffled from being in another room as well
as having her back to him. "I'm trying to find my way out of here."
He stalked up to the door, leaning against the doorframe with both arms put up
against either side of it and observing her back intently for a few seconds
before he said:
"Don't project your own buggering fears on me, SLAYER."
She swirled around, her face a scowl of sudden impatience as she walked up to
him as quickly as she could over the soft mattrasses under her feet.
"This has been coming for a long time, Spike," she said, stopping right before
him and looking up at him as she continued: "You and me. An eye for an eye. To
the death. Right here, right now. I'll show you who's projecting what onto
whom."
He cocked an eyebrow. Staring into her face flushed with the adrenaline pumping
through her now - he could smell it on her - and her eyes swirling with force of
life and determination. That small twirl he had felt earlier in his stomach
region made itself known again. A small breeze of something new inside of him
and he frowned at it; he couldn't make it out.
The subtle confusion in his eyes threw her slightly off track and she blinked.
Her gaze still not leaving his, though she was growing wondering as to what he
thought he was doing. Why was he staring at her?
"What do you mean 'an eye for an eye'?" he finally asked, the confusion
disappearing and she drew a small breath in resignation.
"Do you want a manual, or are you prepared to just admit that it's true?" she
asked back and he raised both eyebrows now.
"What? That I'm actually afraid of some college-degree-searching, all-good-
and-clean little GIRL?!" he almost laughed, shaking his head and turning from
her. "You should never underestimate your enemy," he added as he walked back
into the basement.
She observed his back and then she said:
"Exactly," before running up and knocking him, by means of throwing herself at
him, to the ground.
He moved quickly onto his back and was able to meet the foot she kicked out -
her still lying down as well - with his hand before grabbing her with his left
hand under her thigh and his right still locked, in the manner in which it had
averted her blow, around her ankle before he spun her away from him. Flopping
her over she landed on her stomach with a huff. He got to his feet in the next
instant and she let out a pained "ah" as he grabbed her arms and pulled them up
behind her.
"Now, are YOU willing to admit that I scare the hell outta you, love?"
"Is that what you wanna hear?" she asked, straining herself to take the pain.
"Is that what really gets you going? Being the Big Bad? Do you even realize how
pathetic that is?" The heat in her joints increased as his grip grew tighter.
"I'm not scared of you," she stated. "I pity you."
The ache in his head was too great and he let her go with a growl.
She rolled over on her back, prompting herself up on her elbows with a small
smile on her lips. The triumph in her eyes got to him in every single possible
way and the anger rose in his chest, sending a bitter taste to his mouth.
"What do you mean 'an eye for an eye'?" he now repeated and she raised her
eyebrows.
"Actually I should take BOTH your eyes," she replied. "You've killed TWO
Slayer's, after all."
He stared down at her and she glared back at him before getting to her feet to
face him.
"And I've never been scared," he stated now, his expression grave. "I've never
hid."
"So tell me," she said, "why haven't you gotten around to completing the task
with me? If you're THAT good, how come I'm still around?"
'When I look at you... all I see is the Slayer.'
He shook Drusilla's voice violently out of his head with the hands of his
thoughts.
"In case you hadn't noticed, I'm a bloody cripple," he replied and Buffy
smirked. "What's so funny?" he grumbled and her smirk widened.
"You just try and figure that one out yourself," she answered him, turning and
walking back into the other room. "It shouldn't take you too long."
He let out a huff of breath, turned as well and walked up to one of the boarded
up windows running right below the rather low ceiling and along three of the
four walls. Letting the moonlight grace his face he closed his eyes.
He had to get out of there.
He had a funny feeling in the middle of his chest, it scratched its nails
against his flesh and it was driving him out of his mind with its elusiveness.
Something bad was bound to happen if he didn't get the hell out of there soon.
Yes, he could feel it.
***
Buffy came back out through the doorway ten minutes later. It seemed she had
cooled down a bit, though she was still throwing him dark and suspicious glances
as she walked up to the stairs. For another two minutes she seemed to be trying
to find some way around the spell and when she was reluctant to call it quits he
shook his head and took the second cigarette he had lit, in her abscence, from
his mouth; putting it out by scraping it against the wall.
"It ain't gonna do the trick," he said, coming up to her.
He had to admit, even though they had only spent a very short amount of time
apart just now, he felt more in control as well. Of course, he hadn't been
losing his control before, just his ability to not act too unrationally. Wait.
When the hell was he EVER rational. He wanted the bitch dead, short and simple
as that. He had wanted her dead ever since the first time he saw her, and he
wanted her just as much dead now.
He just needed to find another approach.
She looked at him. Eyes telling him to shut the hell up, which of course only
pushed him to speak. He smirked, then nodded to the stairs.
"You can't break the spell if you don't have the propor words," he stated.
"We're not getting outta here on our own. Someone'll have to find us and help
us. Preferably Red, but I could go with the poof if he just gets the words
right," he added and she just shook her head, walking passed him and into the
middle of the room.
"I can't stay here," she said.
"Afraid of confined spaces?" he asked and she turned around, growing aggitated
with him.
"Do you EVER say anything that has any sort of meaning to it?" she asked
grouchily and his smirk broadened.
"I thought it was a good enough question, pet," he answered. "This IS a confined
space and you're acting all...jittery."
"I'm not gonna tell YOU!" she stated. "You'll just use it against me someday
'when I least expect it'," she added cheekily and his smirk turned into a smile.
"Ah...didn't think I ever said anything that has any sorta meaning to it," he
remarked and she huffed.
"I don't mind confined spaces," she grumbled, turning and walking up to stand
below the very window by which he had stood not twenty minutes earlier. Trying
to see a peice of the night sky she drew a small breath. "I just hate being
locked up like this," she then sighed, turning her head she met his gaze which
was glittering with curiosity in a way she had never seen them do before. "And I
can't say the company is of my choice either," she muttered, meaning every last
word.
She turned from him again and stubbornly picked up the search for a sight of the
freedom outside.
"It'll only be a few hours," he said. "Then they'll come. Your chappies, or
whatever," he added and she frowned slightly.
"You trying to comfort me?" she asked and his eyes grew.
Had he?
"No!" he replied. "I'm just saying - you know - thank GOD for that. Then I'll be
outta this hellhole and the nearness of YOU."
She nodded.
That was better. For a moment there he had really wigged her out. Evil Spike.
That was him. Evil Big Bad in search of harm and destruction and death.
But he was right though. Soon the Gang would come. They would, as always, and
then she would be free to just have him as far away as possible again. She
almost ached for it. Being near him made her feel ill in so many ways it almost
spun her head. She couldn't stand him, and to be forced to tolerate him even in
the slightest... Had he actually said 'a few hours'? HOURS?!
She jumped up and grabbed the boards covering the window. Fighting to tear them
down and not succeeding she finally gave up. A low chuckle behind her made her
turn around and face him, her eyes wondering and he smiled again, shaking his
head a little before he said:
"Who's sodding pathetic now?"
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Three:...Dancing at the Bronze
By Annie
2003-03-12
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Crossing her arms over her chest she merely gave him one of her most threatening
gazes. He cocked an eyebrow and after a second or two she was the one to break
eyecontact. The annoyance a bubble inside of her ready to burst at any moment
and she turned her head from him again.
Darn.
Spike crooked both corners of his mouth up into a knowing smirk. An idea had
come to him that just might be too sweet to give up. Well, at least much too
fun. He'd get to her, one way or another. If he couldn't do it by breaking her
body into very little peices, then he'd do it by reaching into her head and
swirl around as much as he possibly could.
She had always been too easily provoked. Now all he really had to do was wait.
Once an hour or two had passed she would be ripe for him to pluck off the wine,
he was sure of it.
***
10:20 p.m.
Buffy leaned against the wall below the window through which she had been trying
to see outside again; after trying to rip the boards down, that was. Soon
enough, and on her own accord, she had realized the meaningless of the first
venture and simply turned from it to rest back into the postion she was
currently still in. She refused to even acknowledge the fact that he was in the
same room and they hadn't spoken since his remark when she tried to find her
escape through that window.
She kept waiting for him to say something. She had never known him to be the one
to shut up, and somehow his silence was getting to her in a different and almost
stronger way than all his idiotic quips ever had. On the other hand, it wasn't
that she WANTED him to speak. She liked the stillness much better. It was just
that his quietness was pushing her own thoughts out of her head, making her
focus on the fact that he hadn't said a word in over an hour. And so them not
talking wasn't a benefit to his obsessive yammering, since she still couldn't
seem to think of anything but his obsessive yammering.
Finally she pushed away from the wall and walked across the room to enter the
smaller closet. Grabbing one of the mattresses she dragged it out through the
doorway and threw it onto the hard cement floor of the basement, making the dust
and grinded durt fly up in a nervous cloud before it slowly calmed down again.
Spike blinked, staring at the object now decorating the empty space as the
Slayer disappeared again. Soon she came out with a second mattress and threw it
ontop of the other. The cloud once more rising, only not as violently, and it
seemed to pay less heed to the human's ongoings as it once more took its place
on the floor.
Buffy clapped her hands together to get the filth off of them and then she said
with a gesture to the primitive bed before them.
"There you go. Now you can't complain to me about the floor being too hard to
sleep on," she said before she turned and walked back into the other room.
The wall slid shut behind her and Spike ground his teeth together in irritation.
Bloody hell, he needed to bug her, he needed to be close to her in order to do
that. He had seen how affected she had been just by him sowing his mouth shut
for a while, and now his presence couldn't disturb her even the slightest. This
would NOT do... But what remedy could he find for it?
Sighing he walked up to the mattresses and threw himself on them. Sitting up
again he eased his duster off his shoulders and then sprawled it over himself.
Suddenly remembering something he threw the leather off of him and got to his
feet. Walking up to the bookcase he squatted down and began to gather up some of
the blankets on the lower shelf. Rising he smirked to himself as he turned and
walked up to the door.
Tapping gently on it he said:
"Blankets?"
"Have them," she replied, tone short and he cursed his bad luck as he recalled
there being blankets in there already.
"Well, these are vampire germ free blankets," he tried and there was a short
pause before she asked:
"And you think sleeping directly on a vampire's mattress isn't attracting some
'vamp germs'? Besides, I'm comfortable. So go away."
He grumbled silently. Nothing else to do but face the truth of the situation -
he was going to fail once again. The Scooby nerds were sure to come before dawn,
and if they both went to sleep now - farewell twisting- her-head time!
Walking back up to his bed he threw the blankets aside to once again lay down
upon the former. Reaching out he got a hold on his duster and for the second
time covered himself with familiarity, and the assurance that came with it. No
matter what, at least he knew who he was, and what he was. At least that was
permanent. At least that would never change on him. At least himself he would
never fail.
***
Day One
11.13 a.m.
"What time is it?!"
He woke with a jerk at her outburst and blinked with sleepdazed eyes as he
slowly sat up to look at her where she was standing in the doorway of the
closet. He found himself staring at her ruffled hair and wrinkled shirt. She
looked so human that something almost made him wince and for a moment he was
transported back to the very first time he saw her - dancing at the Bronze.
However, he quickly got a hold on himself.
"What?" he snapped and she walked passed him, up to one of the windows to stand
on her toes, her fingertips splayed against the wall as she tried to look
outside. "Didn't the fruitless attemtps last night bloody teach you anything?"
he grumbled, running a hand through his messed up bleached curls before throwing
the duster off of him and rising to his feet.
"Sunlight," she said, twirling to face him.
"What? You gonna throw a handfull of it in my face?" he asked and she scowled.
"No, you nitwit!" she exclaimed. "Outside! Sunlight!"
He narrowed his eyes, uncomprehendingly.
"This is a problem?" he wondered and she took a step closer, her posture
suddenly warning.
"Don't even TRY to be funny," she hissed and he smiled a little.
"What then? Can I in some way ease your worried mind? If there is anything I can
do, don't hesitate to tell me," he replied, the sarcasm in his voice not easy to
miss and her eyes grew hard.
"Why haven't they come yet?! It must be more than morning, and that means we've
been here all night!"
"There you go with the extraordinary deduction abilities - I cannot tell you how
utterly bloody impressed they get me every SINGLE time," he stated and she
almost walked up and hit him.
The need was great, but somehow she managed to keep it from taking over. He
couldn't strike back. It wasn't fair.
"I'm merely saying..." she started.
"No, what you're doing is stating the sodding obvious," he interrupted, shaking
his head and bending down to pick up his duster in search of a much needed
nicotine dose. "If you ask me..." he began, straightening his back when her fist
connected with his jaw and pushed him down again. "Bullocks!" he exclaimed as he
felt the pack of smokes being crushed beneath his hand when he supported himself
to keep from going all the way down on the floor.
Raising his head he glared up at her.
"What the bleeding hell's the matter with you?!" he growled, tearing his hand up
and eyeing the damage with the defeat folding out in his chest like the petals
of a flower. "Oh...bloody hell," he sighed, finding but one smokable fag and
pulling it out to eye its crooked form.
Buffy fought back the giggle as she took a step backward, but she couldn't
suppress the smile spreading wide on her lips. She cleared her throat when he
turned his gaze into her merry one, and as his grew steely blue she tried to put
on a serious expression, managing to deminish the smile at least by two thirds.
"Wow... looks pretty bad," she said, nodding to the cigarette still held up in
his left hand. "But, you know, maybe it's a sign. That you should quit."
He merely watched her in tight silence and she cleared her throat again.
"If you say ''cause it's not healthy for you' I'm gonna thouroughly ignore the
pain in my head and kill you. Slowly," he warned and she grew serious.
"I can't believe they're not here yet!" she then exclaimed, turning from him and
throwing her arms up in the air as if to gesture her feeling.
She then crossed them over her chest as she shook her head a little, beginning
to pace.
"At least now I don't have to get a head ache 'cause of your excessive drug
use!" she added and he rose to his feet with anger growing in his chest. He was
down to level zero on the patience department with her. "I don't understand
this! They're not this slow. Willow would've gotten worried by now. Or Giles, if
I didn't check in... And this place is totally creeping me out and YOU... don't
even get me started. And..."
"Would you just shut up?!" he interrupted and she swirled around to face him.
"Know what?" she asked, taking the few steps parting them and shoving her index
finger in his chest as she continued: "YOU did this. Somehow you planned this
whole thing! You knew there was a spell on this house, you good-for-nothing,
lying, scheming... VAMPIRE!"
He stared into her fuming gaze with one that bore a perfect reflection of her
emotions, and then it suddenly turned dangerous as he leaned forward a little.
"Why would I?" he asked, voice lowered into what she could only interpret as
seductive. The slowness of the words making them stroke her ears gently and she
felt something swirl up her spine as her eyes got stuck in his. "To have you all
to myself?" he wondered now, and as his fingers brushed over her stomach her
eyes grew with aggitated disbelief.
"You EVER touch me again," she said with as much menace as she could possibly
produce into her voice, but he merely raised his eyebrows slightly - the mocking
and questioning look he gave her made her clench her hands into tight fists.
"If you can't finish sentences," he adopted her phrasing from the night prior
and she bit her jaws together in fury as he finished: "you really shouldn't
start them."
Get away from him, a voice told her and she took a stiff step back. Get as far
away from him as you can. Soon you'll be out of here. Don't listen to him. Not a
single word he says, Buffy. Understand?
Yes. She understood.
Turning once more she walked away from him and up to the bookcase standing on
the opposite side of the room. Beginning to look through one of the boxes of
nails and tools and scraps of metal she made the sound of iron against iron root
out all other thoughts.
He's not getting to me, she thought. There is no way anywhere that he'd ever get
to me.
I'm starting to get to her, he thought, smiling to himself as he watched her
back. It was easier than I thought. Though she seems pretty pissed... Hah!
Perfect. Hopefully she'll run headfirst into a wall before this is over; have a
concussion, slip into a coma and then I'll be there to hear the doctor say those
seven magic words: "I'm so sorry, but we lost her."
The mere thought made him want to spin further on her obvious discomfort, but he
restrained himself.
He had no idea why her chummies hadn't appeared yet with big, white and red "to
the rescue" banderolls and White Hats on their heads, and perhaps he had very
little time to take this where he wanted it, but if he rushed it he was bound to
screw it up somehow. Better let the chance get away than ruin it all for
himself.
She was so small. Standing away from him she looked even smaller. It never
seized to amaze him how such a petite form could harbor such strength. How it
could perform the task of killing and healing, killing and healing over and over
and still be intact. Quite intact, in fact.
As he found himself actually letting his gaze slide down her body appraisingly
and then suddenly realizing that he appreciated what he was seeing his eyes grew
and he tore them off her with a small and shocked grunt over himself.
What the hell was wrong with him? She did nothing for him. She never had and she
never would. She was a thorn in his side, one that he wanted nothing but to pull
out and preferably get to squash between two fingers. Any sort of attraction
between them, or on his part, was completely absurd.
Still, his fingertips bore the feel of the small tremble which had run through
her as they brushed against the thin fabric of her shirt. And his eyes
remembered the flash of something new in her gaze as her head had tilted back
slightly.
Shaking his own head he closed his eyes in pure disgust.
He wasn't even contemplating what he was thinking.
What he had just done, what he had just said and how he had phrased it, had been
nothing but an attempt at pushing her in the direction he wanted her: being
absolutely finished with him and losing her patience. Then she would be
vulnerable.
So why... why did he feel like this?
Opening his eyes he glanced her way again, the angry scrambling of metal against
metal consistant and he blinked.
No. Drusilla he had desired. Drusilla had been able to get him going in ways no
other woman ever had, ever would. Buffy? That was too sick for even him to
imagine. She was his nemesis, and he could never want her more for himself than
how much he wanted her dead. Out of the way. For good. He hated that bitch and
he always had. Ever since the moment he first laid eyes on her. Dancing. At the
Bronze.
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Four: .One-Card Draw
By Annie
2003-03-13
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01.30 p.m
Buffy had been fighting a tough fight for the past few hours not to show just
how hungry she was, but as the ache in her stomach grew so did her intolerance
with him. And as he cut the deck of cards he had retrieved out of one of the
pockets of his duster with a loud "rrrritsch" for the hundredth time she
couldn't keep quiet anymore.
"Would you stop it?!" she snapped and he smirked.
He had been waiting for that for a while now.
"What?" he asked, parting the deck into two equal piles in either hand. "This?"
he added as he let the cards blend, releasing one side of each into the
"rrritsch" that was getting on her nerves.
"If you don't stop it right this instant I'll tear it into shreds and you'll
have nothing to play with anymore," she warned and he grinned.
"I'll have you, love," he remarked and her gaze turned sub-zero.
"You will never 'have' me," she assured and he raised his eyebrows before
getting to his feet.
She struggled with her heart, concentrating on keeping the rate down though it
was stubborn and as he took a step forward it skipped a beat. She couldn't help
but draw a small breath in aniticipation for the fight that was surely coming.
But then he stopped before her and the pause that followed made her wonder
exactly what was up now.
He raised his right hand, which was holding the deck, as if to show it to her
before he asked:
"Wanna play?"
"With you?" she asked and he blinked before looking demonstratively around the
room, then he turned to her again and asked back:
"Is there someone else here that I missed?"
She bit her jaws together.
"I'm not playing any kind of game with you whatsoever," she replied to his
former question and when he merely arched his scarred eyebrow she gave him a
look. "I'm gonna stay at my side of the room, you stay on yours."
He tilted his head slightly to one side, then put one heel down and dragged it
across the space of floor seperating them - creating a dark line in the dust.
"We can still play," he said and she stared down at the line and then up at him.
"Cute," she said, sarcastically. "Really clever. But my answer's still 'no'."
"Why?" he asked, getting that self-assured air about him that made her want to
reach up and pull him back down to earth. "Scared of losing?" he added
tauntingly.
She crossed her arms over her chest, shaking her head to get her long locks
placed behind her shoulders before she met his eyes.
"I never lose," she replied with as much cockiness as he would ever produce.
Once again he tilted his head slightly to one side, observing her.
"Neither do I," he stated and she smiled.
"'Cause you cheat," she said knowingly and he rolled his eyes at her.
"Everyone cheats, Buffy," he retorted. "In life everyone tries to get their
share as bloody quick and painless as possible. Sometimes they skip the
painless, but that doesn't mean we all don't want what should be coming our
way."
"In life, you say?" she asked. "And in cards?" she added and now a diabolique
grin spread on his lips as he held the deck up to her again.
"In cards it's as raw as it gets. Win or lose. Claim and take, or back down and
see-never-again," he replied and she couldn't believe how that could make any
sense at all - but it did.
"Well," she started, about to turn from him and once more decline when he said:
"One-card draw. As easy as it gets: ace's are high, higher card wins, we state
what the other lose before we draw a card each."
She stopped, then met his gaze again.
"All right..." she finally conscented, nodding slowly.
He nodded as well, holding the deck up.
"What do I get if I win...?" she mumbled to herself, observing him for a few
seconds thoughtfully and then she smiled. He didn't like that smile, nor did he
like the sudden light flickering in her eyes. "Your lighter," she stated firmly
and his eyes grew.
"N-..." he started, but she cut him off.
"Your rules. Your turn."
And it WAS his turn, he reminded himself. If he won this it might actually help
him in the deprivation of her sanity. Or at least her faith in herself. Over the
course of the past two hours a plan had formed in his head. One that really made
him feel rather sick, the thought of actually being close to her made his
stomach turn, but it was the one thing he knew would bring her to her knees. If
he could seduce her...
Oh, the sweetness of that triumph over her.
"I win - we play another game," he therefore stated and she blinked, seemingly
surprised by the simplicity of his demand.
"Okay," she said.
The rush of the moment caught up with her as she reached out a hand to lift a
part of the deck . What kind of game would he want to play? A flash of hands
entangled in hair, and mouths about to meet, sent a shiver of sudden discomfort
down her spine and she stopped herself, looking up and resting her eyes in his.
The wondering gaze in his seemed to say "scared?" and it pushed her to complete
the movement with a defiant glare up at him.
Taking a small stack of the cards she turned it and looked at it.
Queen of Hearts.
Hah! Beat that, she thought, trying to keep a poker face as she looked back at
him.
He moved his left hand and did as she just had, lifting a stack of the cards up
by means of his fingertips and then turning it to him.
"Ace of Spades," he said and her eyes grew slightly.
Her expression tightened and he knew that he stood as the winner.
"Let me see that," she grumbled, reaching out a hand and grabbing the cards out
of his.
Staring at the card in question her shoulders slumped slightly, then she raised
her head and gave him another glare.
"You cheated!" she stated and a small smile curled his lips before he shrugged.
"Can you prove it?" he asked and she simply threw the cards at him before
turning from him.
"This makes the draw... not countable," she said. "Let's just forget about the
whole thing."
"Sure," he replied and she turned back to him, sheer shock on her face. "When
pig's fly," he added with another small smile and she tried to actually dust him
with her gaze.
It didn't work, she was sad to notice.
"You can't actually believe that I'm just gonna be fine with this," she muttered
now and the smile turned into a smirk.
"Buffy, I didn't cheat," he defended. "You'll have to trust me on that. If you
had won I sure as hell wouldn't 've like it, but I wouldn't have made such a
fuss of it. Seriously. Just admit defeat and turn yourself over into my humble
hands. I promise, I'll be gentle."
At the words "defeat" and "hands" the Slayer shuddered. How the heck had she
gotten herself into this?
"I won't ever trust you on anything," she now shot. "And I'm not making a fuss;
I'm just saying. And I will never go anywhere near your hands so there's no need
to sugarcoat it."
"You like it rough?" he asked and her mouth opened by itself to reply to that
before she shut it, giving him a dark look.
What the hell was he doing? In every other word she thought she could detect
some sort of... trace of... a link to what seemed to be hinting at something...
What the hell was he doing?! Or...was it her? Was she reading a bunch of things
into it? But, what would that say of her? It wasn't like she was so starved that
she would ever hunger for his... Oh, she couldn't even think the thought.
Though the analogy brought her back to the harsh reality of the burning need for
food within her and she closed her eyes.
"What's this other game you wanna play?" she sighed, wanting to get her mind off
her current state.
He cocked an eyebrow.
"Interested?" he wondered and her eyes shot open.
"No!" she replied, with emotion. "I'm just..."
"Hungry," he nodded and she found herself suddenly simply staring at him. "Yeah,
I know. I can hear your stomach talking," he added and she grumbled.
Great. Now he'd remind her of it all day - or however long it would take for the
other's to find her - and she wouldn't have a moment's peace.
"Here," he now said, walking up to the refrigerator box and her eyes widened as
he opened it.
"I may be reaching the point where I could eat bugs," she protested, "but I
won't ever get to where I'm actually able to drink..."
She trailed off as he brought out a plastic box as well as a plastic bag. It
didn't look like a vampiric kind of meal. He closed the lid and brought the
objects over to her. He practically threw them into her arms and she caught them
with a small, annoyed glance his way before she sat right down on the floor and
tore the lid off the box.
"Fish," she said, staring at the cold, but cooked, meal before her. "Why would
vamps store actual food in their lair?" she mumbled.
"You know, some of us actually still enjoy the taste," Spike replied matter-
of-factly and she looked up at him again. "Found it under the blood bags," he
added at her still questioning gaze. "You gonna eat?" he finally sighed, taking
a seat on the mattresses and she looked down at the food again.
"It might be posioned," she mused.
"Give me a sodding break," he grumbled, aggravated. "You think I'd get rid of
you after all I've been through by poisoning you?!" he added and she raised her
eyebrows as she had looked up at him again.
Then she turned her head back down to the food.
"If you don't eat it you'll probably die anyway," he remarked. "Your friends
seem to be taking a while longer than you thought, aren't they? Don't eat - die
in pain. Eat - and live for another hour."
"You know," she said, putting the box aside and facing him, her eyes growing
suspicious. "I just might've tasted it, but you actually routing for me to do it
and not shrivel up and die makes me..."
"Oh, please!" he exclaimed with a snort. "Are you gonna blame the end of the
world on me as well? Whenever it decides to hit?"
"You know, being locked up with you IS the end of the world as far as I'm
concerned," she retorted. "I've put up with this whole situation for far too
long, and I'm done!"
"YOU'RE done?!" he asked, voice growing loud and he rose to his feet at the same
time as she did. "You think this is my kinda fun? Huh?! You think I wanted to be
stuck in some crummy old basement with the hate of my un- life?! We can't even
fight 'cause then I feel like my sodding head is being torn off my shoulders! So
what do I do? I try to make the best of it," he added, meeting her in the middle
of the floor as they both had moved forward.
"And how IS that exactly?" she asked, tilting her head back slightly to be able
to face him completely, her eyes showing green thunder. "By some little devious
plan, I'm sure. What? The food was the set off of a chain reaction? Posion me,
rendour me weak, make me dead and then you can drink my blood? You want it that
badly, Spike?"
"Hey, I haven't touched that food! This is just... an eye for an eye - in a
sense. I came to you for help when I was wasting away from the no-killing deal I
never signed. I help you now. Debt is payed and I NEVER have to do it again," he
replied, his jawline tight as he met her eyes without any intent of standing
down and she did the same.
The atmosphere was moving with something close to a small tug that neither one
of them could really understand. There was something there, but none of them had
any intention of pretending that it was. They hoped it would just give up, turn
around and slip out the way it had come.
"Even if you didn't do something to the food," she finally spoke, taking a step
back, "that doesn't mean THEY didn't."
"I'm not gonna try and bloody persuade you to eat if you'd rather starve
yourself," he replied, turning from her and walking back up to the mattresses.
Throwing himself on them he placed his hands behind his head and looked up at
the ceiling.
She bit her jaws together as she watched him for a few seconds, then she looked
back at where the box and the plastic bag lay. Noticing the bag held some sort
of vegetables she walked up to it. Carrots. Unpeeled. She bit her lower lip
before turning slowly to approach him in the same manner. Stopping by the side
of the mattresses she looked down at him with a hesitation in her way that he
had never seen on her... Except that night when he came to offer her his help
fighting Angelus. That night she had kept her eyes on him with the same
tentative wonderment as she right now held in her gaze.
"Do you have a knife?" she asked.
He stared at her and she made a small wave with the vegetable in her hand as an
elaboration. He shook his head to her question. She turned and walked back to
where she had sat before, sinking back down on the spot she eyed the carrot in
her hand before she wrinkled her nose. She then brought it to her lips and
parted them, taking a bite of it.
She ate almost carefully, though once the taste of the carrot seemed to be
nothing out of the ordinary she was actually grateful for it. She ate another as
well and then a small peice of the white meat of the fish before cealing the lid
of the plastic box tightly.
Taking both of them up to the fridge she put them back in there and then closed
that lid as well. Walking up to the wall beneath "her" window she sat down and
leaned against it, resting her head back and closing her eyes.
Why hadn't they come yet?
Why was she still in there, with HIM? She thought she would've liked being
locked up by herself more than having him there with her. He was so frustrating.
Getting on her nerves and entangling her thoughts. Filling the room with his
irritating presence so that she couldn't escape him, no matter what she tried.
Why hadn't they come yet?!
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05.47 p.m.
"Show me the way to go home... I'm tired and I wanna go to bed... I had a little
drink about an hour ago and it got right to my head... Bom-bom-bom. Show me the
way to go home. I'm tired and I wanna go to bed. Well, I had a little drink
about an hour ago and it got right to my head. Bom-bom-bom. Show me the way to."
"Shut up!" Buffy exclaimed, throwing one of her boots at him.
It hit him dead center on the forehead and he stopped the singing he had been
keeping up for nearly eight minutes. A repeating of the same part over and over
and over and over. He twisted his neck where he still lay on the mattrasses to
be able to look at her where she was pacing.
She had removed her boots an hour earlier, after complaining about them hurting
for nearly half of that.
"Don't get your knickers in a twist," he said, rolling over on the side to keep
watching her as he prompted his head up in one hand.
"I'd put them over my head if it kept me from hearing you sing," she shot,
stopping and looking back at him.
"Oooh," he said, slowly. "You gonna hurt a blokes feelings."
"Which bloke? I only see you and you're not one of those," she retorted and he
raised his eyebrows.
"Ouch, love," he mumbled with a small smile and she ignored the sudden swirl in
the pit of her stomach as her eyes slid down over his torso where the fabric of
his black T stretched over the obviously taut muscles of his arms and upper
chest.
Closing her eyes she turned and began to pace again.
She had to get out of there.
Now.
"Stop calling me that," she grumbled, putting one hand up by her forehead and
rubbing it gently.
"What? ...Love?" he asked, sitting up before rising to his feet.
"Yes," she answered, tone short and impatient. "Stop calling me that."
"What's the matter?" he asked, voice lowered in that unsettling way again and
she stopped, once more turning her head to him.
"What do you think?" she asked. "Something's seriously wrong. Giles was the one
who told me I should check this place out last night, he KNOWS where I am. If
they were looking this'd be where they'd start. They're not looking, Spike. And
I just... can't figure out why."
He grew thoughtful at that, forgetting that he should use her distress to his
advantage at the fact of them being trapped for a while longer than even he had
expected.
"Well, it's not like we're gonna be down here forever," he then stated
carelessly and her eyes grew disbelieving.
"What's to say we're not?" she asked and he once more grew quiet as that
question sunk in.
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