Part 12:

Angel sighed and stopped, running his fingers through his hair. This is
utterly pointless, he thought, scanning the area around him and Cordelia.
The tunnel seemed to stretch on forever, and stank of the waste of the city
above. The only light came from the small flashlight clutched in his
companion's hand.


"Of all the stinky places, we get the sewers. Buffy must really hate me,"
the girl fumed, toeing something on the ground with disgust.


"She doesn't hate you, she's just worried, Cordy." The vampire took a final
glance around. "I don't think we're going to find anything here. Let's
head back."


"Thank God." Cordelia muttered, stepping lightly behind him, shuddering.


They walked in silence for a long while, before the girl stopped Angel,
placing a small hand on his arm. He turned around, looking curiously at her
inquiring face.


"Spill," she said, raising her eyebrows slightly.


Angel sighed, and furrowed his brow.


"What?"


"I know you're all stressed out about something. What is it? It's Spike,
isn't it? You're jealous." She said the last with a touch of hurt in her
voice.


"No! I'm not..." He turned away, wanting to look anywhere else but her
eyes. "It's just...I worry about her, alright? Yes, I still love her...But
not like that. We both know that that part of our lives is over. I just
don't want Spike hurting her, is all."


He felt her step up behind him, and hesitantly, she slipped an arm around
his waist.


"I don't think he would, Angel. Did you see the way he looked at her?"


The vampire chuckled.


"Yeah. I did. And he's really possessive about Dawn. It's...." he
chuckled again. "Really funny, actually."


Cordelia chuckled as well, pulling him around to face her. Her face
had that look she got sometimes, almost motherly.


"No more worrying, alright?" Both of her eyebrows raised. "We have other
stuff to deal with right now."


Angel smiled a little sideways, and took her face in his hands. He brushed
a kiss on her forehead and petted her hair absently, before pulling her into
a hug. She sighed softly, and lay her cheek against his chest.


They stood there for awhile, simply content to hold each other. The moment
was soon over, as he felt her stiffen before her heartbeat increased. He
held her tighter, knowing what was coming. She cried out in pain, and her
knees gave out, her small frame supported only by the vampire.


"Oh god.." she gasped, holding her head. "The junkyard." Her muscles
seized, and the vision hit her with full force. "Spike...someone's got
him..." she trailed off, the vision fading away, leaving her weak and
disoriented. Angel still supported her, worrying his lip.


"We'd better get back." She nodded slightly against his chest.


He swept her up in his arms and hurried back to the Magic Box.


///


(Hey now...)
(All you sinners...)
(Put your lights on...)
(Put your lights on...)
(Hey now...)
(All you lovers...)
(Put your lights on...)
(Put your lights on...)
(Hey now..)
(All you killers...)
(Put your lights on..)
(Put your lights on...)
(Hey now...)
(All you children...)
(Leave your lights on..)
(You better leave your lights on...)


Everyone left in the magic shop looked up as the bell over the door chimed,
and Buffy slowly walked in. Alone. Dawn, who had arrived only moments
before with Tara, felt her heart stiffen.


"Buffy?" she asked, her lower lip trembling.


Willow shot out of her seat and crossed the room, putting an arm around her
friend, greatly disturbed by the lost look in her face.


"What happened?" the witch asked, biting her lip. Buffy shook her head. The
redhead opened her mouth to speak. "Where's Spike?"


As Willow said those words, Buffy choked back a sob.


"I...I lost him. There was fighting, and then he was gone...I looked for
ashes...I couldn't find any...." She broke down in earnest now, clutching at
Willow for support.


Flicking a glance to Giles, Willow guided the distraught Slayer to a chair.
Buffy fell forward and sobbed into her arms.


"He could be dead...somewhere...and we'd never know! He could be gone for
good..." she gasped out between tears.


Dawn felt tears slipping down her cheeks. She had lost so much, her Mom,
then her sister. It didn't matter that her sister was back now, she still
remembered the pain of losing her. She couldn't lose Spike. But she kept
it together.


"You'll find him, Buffy.." she whispered, wrapping her arms around her
sister. "You will..."


///


(Cause there's a monster..)
(Living under my bed...)
(Whispering in my ear...)
(And there's an angel...)
(With her hand on my head....)
(She say I got nothin' to fear...)
(But there's a darkness...)
(Living deep in my soul...)
(It's still got a purpose to serve...)
(So let your light shine...)
(Deep into my hole...)
(God, don't let me lose my nerve...)
(Don't let me lose my nerve...)


Spike came awake slowly, drifting back to awareness with the sluggishness
of one who'd slept for days. His eyes fluttered open, confused, trying to
figure out where he was.


"He awakens..." a soft voice spoke.


He licked his lips, stormy blue eyes darting around. He was chained,
again, though this time his feet were on the floor, much to his relief. He
was in a small cavern, underground, he could tell, by the coolness in the
air. A single torch lit the area in flickering waves, throwing shadows
around the cavern.


"No threats of violence?" the sublime voice continued. "Not what I
expected from William the Bloody..."


Spike cleared his throat, his head still aching from the blast from the
chip that had knocked him out.


"Who are you?" he asked, his voice sounding more cracked than he had
wanted.


She chuckled softly, stepping into his view. She looked weak, this
woman...vampire, he corrected, as he heard no heartbeat. She was very thin
and pale, a waif of a creature. Long, plaited black hair hung down her
shoulders in waves, extending past her waist.


"I am Kahamet, lover. And you are mine."


Spike scoffed, a little of his brashness returning.


"Like 'ell I am. Listen, you stupid git, let me go or.."


"Or what?" she interrupted. "You will curse at me from your bindings?"
she chuckled again. "Amusing, yes. A threat? No." she moved closer. "I
need you, Bridge. You will restore my health. It is your destiny. Why not
just accept it? You should be honored."


Spike rolled his head, and laughed, pulling at the chains.

"No one'd be 'honored' to be 'round you, luv. Got some scent issues..."


"Silence!" she barked, cracking him across the face with the back of her
hand. Not weak, he corrected, spitting out blood from a split lip. What
was it about it him that caused amazingly strong bitches to want to put him
in chains and make him bleed?


"You will help, no matter what you think. It is your nature." she grinned
sadistically, pulling out a long silver blade. Oh great, he thought, here
comes the bleeding part. He was suddenly reminded of the vision he had had,
after feeding off Buffy, of Drusilla, reminding him not to let them bleed
him. He found himself very disturbed.


"In your weakest state, you are nothing but an animal." she continued,
running the blade over his chest lightly, not drawing blood, but eliciting a
shiver from him. "You will do whatever I command. You know it."


"Sod off," he bit out bitterly. I am so royally fucked, he thought. She
lashed out again, smashing him in the nose with the butt of the blade.
Cursing, he shied back on instinct, turning his head to the side.


"Ahh...There you are." she whispered. Before he could turn his head to
look at her, he felt her fangs sink into his throat.


His eyes widened and he jerked, coughing out a yelp of surprise more than
of pain. It didn't hurt all that much, of course, but he struggled nonetheless.
Nothing felt more violating than to have one's life blood drained away by someone
stronger. Irony, he thought, feeling himself weaken. Now he knew how his victims
had felt.


He was finally able to lift up his leg and knee her away from him. She
chuckled manically, wiping away a touch of his blood from her lips.


"Delicious," she purred, watching him for a moment. He was breathing
hard, and wondering why, since he didn't have to breathe. Habit, he supposed.
He just hung there, glaring at her, trembling.


"Stay the hell away from me."


She giggled, swaying softly, and came closer.



(Hey now..)
(All you sinners..)
(Put your lights on...)
(Put your lights on...)
(Hey now...)
(All you children...)
(Leave your lights on...)
(You better leave your lights on...)


He kicked out blindly at her, with force enough to crack a brick wall. She
caught his ankle easily, clucking her tongue. She hit him again, hard, his
cheekbone cracking under the pressure. His vision swam, and she pressed up against
him, tilting his head to one side and biting into his flesh once more, making a new
mark on the side she hadn't touched.


He stiffened again, his eyes lolling. He could feel himself slipping away.
He knew if he did, she would have her beast. He wouldn't be able to control himself,
drained dry and starved for blood.


(Cause there's a monster...)
(Living under my bed...)
(Whispering in my ear...)
(And there's an angel...)
(With her hand on my head...)
(She say I got nothin' to fear...)


He summoned up the last of his strength, struggling uselessly. She enjoyed
it too much, purring as she drained him. Finally, as his vision darkened, he
pulled up the image of his girls, Buffy and Dawn, holding on to it, with
everything he had, willing himself to stay conscious.


(She said...)
(Hey la la...)
(We oughtta shine like stars...)


His eyes were glazed and unseeing, finally, when she pulled away. He hung
loosely, his breath slower than a mortal could stand, keeping the habit up,
concentrating on the pictures in his head. Buffy. Dawn.


(Don't let me fade away.......)

 

Part 13:

Willow was still trying to console her friend, ten minutes after Angel and Cordy had
arrived.


"Buffy, you would know if he was dead..er...You're bound, remember? You can
find him if you concentrate. Come on!" the witch gently shook her sobbing
friend. "Crying isn't going to help right now!"


Buffy sniffled and looked up, staring at all of them for a moment, before
blinking slowly, one last tear sinking from her eyes.


"You're..you're right." She wiped at her face angrily, and stood, shaking her
arms out as if they were sore. "We've got work to do; I don't have the time
to break down."


She looked expectantly to Giles, who met her gaze and ripped his
glasses off, tossing them down on the table next to the book he was poring
through.


"I wish I had a solution for you, but I have nothing new to offer. All the
writings simply repeat the same litany: the world will end if the Bridge,
which we have established as being Spike, is destroyed. You, as the Child in the
prophecy, must eventually sell your soul for him. The binding was essential for one
reason: that we might have a chance to stop whoever took Spike from killing
him, by finding him before that happens. The rest is just bloody riddles and
nonsense."


Buffy sighed, and crossed her arms, hugging herself tightly.


"So what are we supposed to do?" she asked, a hint of pleading in her
voice.


"Try and get some rest, Buffy. At least an hour. Then, we'll work together
to locate Spike. For now, that is all we can do. I will continue here with
Xander and Anya. Willow?" He looked to the witch. "I want you and Tara to
find a spell of some sort, anything that could help us. Perhaps, barring
horrible dreams, something akin to what we did to defeat Adam. Angel? Call
Faith, and get her here as soon as possible. Pull strings, do whatever it takes,
but get her out of prison and get her here. We need all the power we can muster."


Angel nodded and left his post next to Cordy, moving to the phone.
Willow, after an uncomfortable shared look with her estranged lover, followed
the girl up the stairs into the upper level of the shop.


Buffy rolled her shoulders, feeling totally useless. She absently
petted Dawn's hair, knowing that her sister was being strong for her sake,
but was as torn up about this as she was. The youngest Summers gave her a
small smile.


"Go sleep. I'll hold down the fort," she said with a shy grin.


Buffy gave a forced chuckle and nodded. She moved off toward the
training room, giving one last look around the busy room, and disappeared
behind the door.


///

Buffy dreamed.


She stood in a dark room, surrounded by the scent of blood. Firelight
flickered, throwing haphazard shadows at the walls. Spike hung motionless
in chains, his head resting against his chest.


She started towards him, when a woman appeared before her, laughing. Rage
flowed through the Slayer, and she whipped out her stake, shoving it into
the vampiress's heart. Buffy looked up to smirk at the bitch before she
turned to dust, and her heart leapt into her throat. It was Spike that
stared at her, confusion on his face, before he disintegrated.


She woke up screaming, hugging her knees to her chest. Gulping in air like
a woman drowning, she pushed off the mat that served as a makeshift bed and got to
her feet, trembling.


"Giles!" she stormed out into the main room.


All eyes turned to her.


"I had another dream, and there was this woman, and I killed her, but then
it was Spike that I killed, and does this mean I kill Spike?" her lower lip
trembled.


"Oh, Buffy, no." Giles rose from his seat, moving to give his Slayer a much
needed hug. "No....It could mean many things....You mustn't assume the worst. I
don't think a literal interpretation is called for...."


She pushed away from him, pacing.


"That's not good enough, Giles! I need to know what to do!"


Angel cleared his throat.


"I got Faith out. She's on her way, she'll be here in a few hours.
Until then, we just wait."


Buffy turned her rage-filled eyes on him for a moment, before calming. She
took a deep breath.


"Well, now I can't sleep. I'm going to train." She spun on her heel and
returned to the training room.



///



The scent was what woke him. Lapping at his battered senses like the
moon-driven waves, snapping him to attention when he would rather return to the
dreamless sleep of unconsciousness. It had first touched his nose, flowing
through his nostrils like a snake, jerking his head up and his eyes open.


Through the dim haze that had become his world, he saw the woman again,
holding a silver chalice. It was important, somehow, this place, this
woman, but he couldn't remember. As she came closer, he watched her
curiously, something tugging at his memory that just didn't want to
register. The pictures of the girls, the blonde and beautiful one, and the
slighter dark-haired one, kept floating past his eyes. THEY were important,
he knew. It pissed him off that he couldn't remember their names. But they
were important. He held onto that.


The woman (a name -- Kahamet -- for a moment, before it was lost again)
held the cup out to him, passing it under his nose. He finally recognized what it
was before him, and his body sang with bloodlust, sweeping away everything
else. The girls floated at the edges of his vision, not quite pushed away,
but at this moment, the blood was more important.


He licked his lips, straining his head out to taste the cup, but she pulled
it back. He whimpered and bucked in his chains, not even wondering WHY he
was chained. He hurt so bad, and the scent of the blood was pulling sharply at his
dead veins.


"Shh, lover. Just showing you who is in control here," the woman
whispered, and then brought the cup back to him.


He lapped at it like a dog, until she tilted it, allowing it to fill
his mouth before he swallowed, his parched lips and throat screaming in
exultation. But it wasn't enough. Oh lord, it wasn't enough, as the cup
emptied and she pulled it away. He licked his lips again, whimpering,
knowing only that he wanted more, but not recalling how to ask for more.


As the small amount of blood rejuvenated him slightly, the girls returned
to his foremost thoughts, their faces replacing that of the woman's before him.
Buffy. Dawn. Their names! He smiled a little, before letting his body
relax again, sweeping himself back into the sleep of the dead. They were
important, he knew.


///


When he awoke again, she was still there, and had the cup again. But he
didn't remember her from before, from when she had fed him earlier, from
when he had been captured. Nothing but the now, and the girls. Such pretty
girls, they were. He wondered where he had seen them. That thought was
shrugged aside as she gave him the cup again, replaced by the ecstasy of the
blood.


She gave him three more cups before he became something of himself again.
Spike. Yeah, that's who he was, William the fucking Bloody. She must have
registered the change in his eyes.


"It's almost time, Bridge," she said casually as she set the cup down.
She looked a lot better, thanks to his blood, he guessed. He snarled, remembering
that Buffy was counting on him. He had to keep her here, with him. Her and
Dawn.


Kahamet approached, using one hand to hold his back against the wall
before sinking her teeth into his already sore throat. This time, it ached. He
threw curses at her, struggling while he could, while he was once again
drained of his lifeblood. His knees weakened and his struggling stopped.
Squeezing his eyes shut, he called out with all his being to his Slayer,
before the light melted before him, and darkness overtook him. The cycle
began again for the fourth time.


///


Buffy, pacing, suddenly stopped, her muscles tensing, her eyes wide. Her
hand flew to her throat, as if she were injured, and she moaned, sinking to
her knees.


"Oh god.." she said as the world swam back into focus. Spike needed her.
For a second there, she had sworn she was feeling his pain.


Angel and Xander were at her side, helping her to her feet.


"What happened?" the vampire asked, steadying her with a strong arm.


"This binding thing...." she whispered, staring around her wildly for a
moment. "I know where Spike is."


At that moment, the bell chimed to announce someone entering the Magic Box.
Nine heads whipped around, looking to the newcomer.


Faith stood, a bag slung over her shoulder, her hair in tangles. She still
wore a prison uniform. She almost appeared sheepish, which was laughable,
considering who they were looking at. She looked at the floor, before
looking up again and meeting Buffy's eyes for a moment.



"Hey B." she said, with a little wave.


Silence.


A sly grin from the dark haired Slayer took in all in the room.


"So, you guys miss me or what?"

///

 

Part 14:

Faith absently chewed on her thumb, listening to the others' plan. She hung
back, leaning against the counter, not sure of her place anymore. After
all, she had tried to kill most of them in the past. They had no reason to
trust her.


Angel had given her a friendly hug when she walked in, which she stiffly
returned. No one else had said more than two words to her, aside from
business.


"We have to get Spike out first." Buffy said, crossing her arms.

At a look from Xander, she added. "Not just because I love him. If he's
killed, if the bridge is destroyed, the world ends. Right?" she asked,
turning to Giles for confirmation.


"Yes. I believe it has something to do with the balance that the powers
strive so hard to keep. Spike is the gray, he is both good and evil, and
someone connects to the two sides to one another. If he is killed, it will
be akin to cutting a thread in the center; both sides will fly apart. The
balance will be overthrown."


Buffy nodded, chewing on a hangnail.


"So.." Xander started. "We mount up, bust in, crack heads, get Spike out.
This chick you saw can't have that many minons...."


He looked around the table. "Right?"


"We've no idea what stands before us, but, sadly, Xander's plan, such as it
is, seems to be the most viable...." Giles sighed.


"Alright. Weapons. Xander, axe, stakes of course." The blonde Slayer
once again took charge.


"Willow? You're going to have to use big magic." she met her friend's eyes.
"Can you handle it?"


The redhead sighed, sliding a glance to Tara. "If...if Tara helps...I
think I can do it...."


Tara gave her a slight smile.


"Alright then. No sunlight spells, we've got two vamps on our side. Anya?
Can you stay here with Dawn?"


Dawn stood up, pouting.


"But, Buffy, I want to help! Spike is MY friend too..."


"Dawn, Buffy's right, we can't risk you, alright?" Angel said, earning a
glare from the girl that could curdle milk.


She slumped back into her seat, crossing her arms.


"Fine."


Anya nodded, keeping an eye on Faith, who was too close to the cash
register for her liking, given what she had heard about the girl's past.


"I can do that."


Faith gave her a snarky grin.


"What do I do, B?"


Buffy finally turned her eyes to the other Slayer, before looking away
again.


"Just...back me up. Kill anything that moves that's not us or Spike. You're
good at that." Her voice sounded slightly bitter.


Faith winced, and raised both eyebrows. She stretched an arm and muttered
under her breath.


"Ouch..."


No one seemed to hear her.


"Daybreak is in an hour. We'll hit it then, easier kills." Everyone
nodded. "Till then, rest, do...whatever...."


Finally backing down from leader Slayer mode, Buffy hugged herself and
turned away from the group.


Anya gathered up Dawn's things, figuring it best to take her home before
everything went down. The sulking girl in tow, she turned back and looked
at the room.


"I hope nobody dies. Good luck!" she said cheerily. Then flicked a
glance to Faith. "Don't steal anything."


And she and Dawn were gone.


///



Spike slumped to the floor as the chains were removed. Confused, since all
he had known were the chains, he looked up at his captor.


She smiled, petting him on the head like a dog.


"It's time, lover. You'll get fed if you do as I say."


Spike nodded, wide-eyed. She had his full attention at the word 'fed'.


"Rise." she commanded.


He tried. He really did. But his legs wouldn't hold the weight of his
body. Everything hurt, but that was alright. All he knew was pain. Must
be the way things are.


She chuckled lightly, and leaned down, grabbing his arm and hauling him to
his feet. She dragged him to the center of the room, and released him. He
fell back to the floor, hardly able to keep himself in a sitting position.


She gave him a patronizing smile and knelt before him. He didn't notice
the circle drawn in black coal around them both, or the candles placed at
strange intervals, or the demons and men chanting.


She picked up the silver athame, toying with the blade for a moment, before
handing it to him. He looked at it, confused, before looking up at her
again.


Her eyes flickered with amusement, and a smile tugged at her lips once
again.


"You will draw the blade across my wrist when I say. And then, you will
feed until I tell you to stop. Are we clear?"


At the hungry look in his eyes, and the twitching of his hands toward her,
she glared.


"WHEN I say, William."


Something sparked. Only for a moment. He frowned, trying to latch onto
the memory, and growling in frustration when it danced just beyond his
reach. The girls were still there, though. They were important. He
didn't know why.


She took his growl differently, thinking he was simply frustrated he
couldn't feed yet. She made a gesture, and the chanting grew louder.


Her arms spread out before her, her head lolling back slightly. She took
up the chant as well, intoning the words perfectly. The air crackled with
the power of the magics being cast.


Spike fidgeted. He didn't care about their silly chanting. He just wanted
to be fed. And they were taking too long. He whimpered a little, but was
good, and didn't try to move or take the woman's blood before he was told.


Something tingled at the back of his neck, and the pictures of the girls
grew stronger, the blonde more so than the other. He frowned and pushed
them to the side again. There were more important things going on at the
moment.


The chanting continued, swelling, rising. He was slightly frightened, the
magic made him feel itchy and strange, but he ignored it. More important
things. The girls tried to enter his vision again.


"Now, lover!" Kahamet cried, throwing her head back up to meet his eyes.


That's all it took. His weak and shuddering arms reached out, grabbing her
wrist with one hand and slashing hard with the blade in the other. Seeing
the blood welling up on her skin, he hesitated.


But only for a moment. Bloodlust soon swept him out of control, and he
latched his mouth onto her wrist, pulling in huge draughts of her blood,
filling his nearly empty veins.


It was glorious. Living, pumping blood. Much better than the cups that he
barely remembered. He was sure he would remember this. He continued to
drain her, shuddering and purring.


Kahamet's eyes gleamed and flashed, azure and red mixing with the dark
brown of her iris.


"The die has been cast..." she grinned, watching her new pet drain her.

 

 

Part 15:

Buffy waited for everyone to catch up. She knew that she was hurrying, but
she had a right to, damn it. The sight of her lover crumbling to dust
before her kept flashing back, leaving her shuddering. The dream haunted
her. But so did the cavern they were about to enter.


It was where she had died the first time. The lair of the Master, an
ancient vampire as ugly as he was powerful. He had drunk from her, the
first vampire to ever sink his fangs into her neck. Angel had been second.
Then Dracula. And Spike.


She still had nightmares about drowning. Being unable to move, as water
choked her mouth and nose, filling her lungs with each traitorous breath. All
because she had once drowned in this very place, only to be brought back to life
with Xander's breath.


This time, when she had died, she had been brought back confused. But
suffocating nonetheless; her coffin held no air. Her nightmares of waking
where they left her haunted her sleep almost every night. It was the same as
drowning, in a way. Not being able to breathe, dirt replacing the water
that had once choked her.


She was forced from her disturbing thoughts when Xander pushed up against
her back. No one spoke as they joined her, waiting for her word. The plan
was simple. Dust the lead vampire. Rescue Spike. Leave in peace.


As her grip tightened on the sword in her hand, she was suddenly frightened
that they hadn't planned enough. What if it didn't work? What if the head-on
rush wasn't effective? Should she have sent Faith or Angel in first as a distraction?
Or perhaps they had planned too long and would arrive too late?


She listened. Noises came from the room beyond the mouth of the cave, soft
chanting voices. Low growls. A little bit of light flickered through the
entrance, not touching the party that stood waiting in the shadows.


Taking a deep breath, she raised her arm, signaling the others, and rushed
into the room.


///


Spike pulled his head back, gasping. He was waking again, with the taste
of fresh blood on his lips. His eyes rolled as he tried to look around, to get
his bearings.


Kahamet knelt before him. He growled, his eyes flashing amber, and
released her arm as if it had burnt him. She laughed.


He scrambled back, rising shakily to his feet. She was on him in an
instant, so fast even he couldn't follow her movements. She grabbed him
roughly.


"Told you..." she whispered, sliding her fingers into his hair and yanking
his head back to bare his throat.


He spit and struggled, cursing, but fighting her was like fighting a brick
wall. He couldn't even move an inch in her grasp.


The chanting from the men around them grew louder. She bent with a smile
and sank her fangs into his neck once again.


His entire body stiffened. He couldn't even cry out. This time was
different. The pain was incredible. It felt as if everything he was was
being drawn away in agonizing draughts. The pull tugged on his veins, his mind,
his dead heart.


His eyes finally rolled back in his head, his mouth slack. All he could
see was light. When she abruptly released him, some unknown force kept him
on his feet, swaying slightly. For him, time stilled.



///


Buffy felt rage ignite and burn through her at the scene she took in upon
bursting into the room. Spike, limp in the arms of the vampire bitch.


She screamed, slashing through the first two minions to come at her, their
dust settling behind her as she continued on to her goal. The bitch. She was
going to die.


At the scream, the vampire released Spike, who remained standing even
though he seemed unconscious. Light twisted around him, red in streaks
like licking flames flowing up his form. Fear didn't even have a chance to
grip the Slayer's heart. She was too pissed off.


Kahamet stepped in front of her captive, smirking at the blonde rushing her
way.


"You've interrupted my ritual, girl. Luckily, I have drunk enough."


Buffy stepped forward and swung her sword at the vampire's midsection.


"Not so lucky. That's my boyfriend you've got."


The vampire moved backward, the blade arcing inches away from her. And
before Buffy knew what had happened, Kahamet had kicked the blade out of her
hands. The force of the blow smashed one of the Slayer's hands, and sent
her reeling.


She lifted her head, checking on the others, who were engaged in battle
with minions and human monks. She saw Angel get thrown into large ceremonial brazier, smashing the stand to bits, scattering the wooden legs about the room. He scrambled to his feet before the deadly flame would burn him to badly, though one of his arms was now useless.


Fire began to spread, igniting in patches of minons, dusting quite a few. Giles knelt, chanting, Willow at his side, holding an energy barrier about the both of them. Xander was backed against the wall, struggling with two vampires, his axe slashing the air before them. Faith fought like a wild cat, kicking and screaming, tearing through lesser minons with fevor.


Buffy rolled forward just in time, the vampire's fist grazing her head; jarring her, and
snatched up a long piece of wood, one of the legs from the broken brazier. Getting quickly to her feet, she spun and
connected a vicious kick to her foe's jaw, barely even phasing the woman.
Her fight with Glory suddenly sprang into her mind.


"Stupid girl. You think you can harm me? I have been restored!"


Faith was at her side then, wiping away blood from a split lip.

"No, but we can." and the dark haired Slayer attacked. She rushed at Kahamet, who easily side stepped her, and punched her hard in the back of the head, sending her kareening into the far wall. Faith crumbled, motionless.


Buffy stared wide-eyed, the rage bubbling in her again, with a scream, she swung the wood like a baseball bat the vampire's head. It smashed into her temple, splintering at the end, making it sharper.


Buffy blocked a punch from Kahamet with her arm, pain lacing up to
her shoulder as she did so. The second punch caught her in the jaw,
spinning her around and knocking her to the ground. Blood poured from her
mouth.



"See? You understand my power now?" The vampire raised her foot to
crush Buffy's head.



Buffy flipped quickly back up on to her feet, the woman's foot crashing
beside her, cracking the stone. She head-butted her forcefully, knocked her back
a few steps, and then shoved the long, sharp piece of wood into her heart.


"Bitch." she spat out. "Understand my power?"


Rage, then fear contorted Kahamet's face before she vanished in a cloud
of dust.


Buffy's breath stilled. Pain blossomed in her chest over her heart,
spreading slowly to encompass the rest of her body.


All of her rage drained away as she stared up at Spike's eyes, which met
hers through the dust filling the air. Between them, the piece of wood that
had dispatched his captor, the end of which was buried nearly three inches
in Spike's own chest.


"No!" Buffy screamed, the word seeming slow and soft to her own ears, as
she watched the myriad of emotions cross her lover's face. Shock. Pain.
Then love. Only love. The strange firelike light around him became a
whirlwind about them both, sparks of energy dancing across its surface.


Spike reached out a shaking hand, as if to touch her. The finger nearly
reached her, before it began to crumble away, glittering dust swept up in
the whirlwind.


Tears poured down Buffy's cheeks. Her eyes locked on his, watching in
silent agony as he slowly crumbled to dust.

Her life with him, from nearly four years ago, when the sound of his
clapping had signaled her first glimpse of him, to their first time together
in the house that had fallen down around the passion of their coupling. The
way he always knew what she was thinking, almost as if he could read her
mind.


His eyes were the last to go.


Motes of dust glittered around her.



"No!" She screamed again.



Time stilled. The whirlwind stopped. Sweeps of golden hair hung in the
air, as if caught in jelly. Soft dust colored the room. None fell. The
sun stopped moving. Darkness fell, and all was silent.




~To Be Continued~

 

 

 

Part 16:

Nothing stirred in the cavern. People stood frozen, weapons arching for
the kill. Tears hung motionless in the eyes of the blonde Slayer.


With a brillant flash, something changed. Two forms materialized, standing
amidst a world frozen in time.


Buffy blinked, looking at her frozen self, then at her opaque hand, before
looking up at Faith, who was in a similar position, mouth hanging open.


"This is it, kids." a male voice said. Footsteps suddenly sounded, and a
small man appeared, a hat nearly pulled down over his eyes.


"The end of the world. Never thought you'd be the one to cause it, did you?"
Whistler continued, looking at Buffy.


Still stunned, staring at the space where Spike had fallen to dust at her
own hand, her lost eyes looked up.


"What...?"


"You two..." he gestured to her and Faith. "You have a choice. Depending
on what you choose, it'll either stay like this..." he swept his gaze around, "or,
be different."


Faith crossed her arms, a little wigged at the site of herself crumpled on
the floor.


"What choices?"


Whistler shrugged.


"Your choices will be different." he looked to her. Then to Buffy, who
still looked as if she wasn't really there. "Guess you go first, Faith.
You ready?"


Faith furrowed her brow, and hugged herself as if she were cold. She
didn't feel as if she were responsible enough to make any kind of decision.
Hell, not too long ago she was on the other side.


"Shoot," she said, her voice trying to be casual, but cracking slightly.


Whistler smiled.


"Alright. Your choice. You can consider this the moment of your
redemption, Faith. You'll die, and spend eternity in bliss. Or...You can
decline that. If you do that, you'll be in a coma for years to come."


Faith blinked.


"In which choice is the world saved?" she asked, bewildered.


Whistler shrugged.


"Not my call, kid."


Faith frowned. She thought it over. Heaven, or living locked in darkness
like before. She shuddered. It was obvious which choice would save the
world. She couldn't be in a coma if there WAS no world.


She squared her shoulders, and took a deep breath, looking Whistler in the
eye.


"I decline. Coma it is." she was shaking now.


Whistler smiled.


"Good choice, kid." He waved his hand and Faith faded away.


Buffy hadn't heard a word of it. The form she was in had no tears to cry,
but she was sobbing inside. Her grip on reality, whatever it might be at that
point, was faltering.


"Buffy. Your turn, kid."


///


Spike blinked and shielded his eyes, confused. He had suddenly found
himself in this hallway of light, seeming to stretch on forever. He'd
expected hell to be much different from this, though the light was so
soddin' bright, he wasn't sure exactly what it was.


"Oi! Hello?" he shouted, listening as his voice echoed down the coridor.


Cursing, he absently rubbed the spot on his chest where the wood had slid
into his heart. He cringed, remembering the look on Buffy's face. She
would blame herself.


"No need for profanity, my William. Your turn will come soon," a female
voice behind him spoke, causing him to spin around.


His eyes widened.


"Dru?"


She smiled softly.


"In a way. I am what Drusilla was meant to be, William. Now, I am your
guide. I must ask you a few questions."


He stared. The woman before him was totally pure. And didn't sound
insane. It was bewildering, speaking to her like this, with her speaking back in
ways that could be understood.


"Sod your questions," he said, when he finally got over the shock of
seeing her there. "Tell me what's going on."


Drusilla gave him a patient smile, like a mother explaining to a child who
knows no better.


"The world has ended, William. Your death triggered it. Now, the Balance
can be restored. Or things can remain as they are. If that happens, you
will remain here, and live out the rest of eternity with your Slayer."


He blinked again. Holy shit. Was he in heaven? At the thought, he
started to laugh. Then cut off abruptly at the look on his guide's face.


"Uh...where am I?"


"This place has many names. All are accurate, and none are. If you wish,
you may call this Heaven."


He started laughing again, nearly doubling over.


"Think you made a mistake, luv. William the Bloody?" he gestured to
himself. "In heaven?" he swept an arm around the room. "Don't think so."


She smiled again, softly.


"There is no mistake, William. You truly wished to change your ways. Love is
a powerful force, the most powerful of all. It has driven you, molded you
to its will. But the choice was yours. Your choices have led you down the
path that brought you here. Now, your choice will lead you down another.
Steps taken back, or forward. The choice is yours."


"Luv? Repeat tha'? Didn't quite get ya..."


She chuckled softly, taking a step toward him and grasping his hand.


"Simply choose, William. Eternity here, with the one you love..." she
looked around. "Or, the world. You will be returned as well, but some
sacrifices must be made -- that we cannot reveal. Choose."


Spike was stunned. The fate of the world rested on his shoulders. The
thought almost sent him laughing again, but the gravity of the situation
made it dry up in his throat. "What would Buffy do?" was his immediate
thought. Hell, she would say stay. She missed this place. The world
didn't hold that much for her any longer.


But that wouldn't do. No more people, no more life. He had grown quite
fond of people, after he stopped seeing them merely as food.


He sighed, and ran his free hand through his hair.


"Alright..." he shrugged. "The world, luv. I choose the world."


///


"What?!" Buffy shouted, rounding on Whistler. "That choice sucks!"


He shrugged, repeating what he had said to Faith earlier.


"Not my call, kid. Choose."



Her eyes flashed angrily.


"What if I refuse? To choose?"


"Then nothing. You'll return to your body, and time will still be frozen.
Choose. Eternity with the one you love, or the world."


If she could have sobbed, she would have. But there were no tears in her
phantom form.


"Haven't I already done enough?" her voice broke. "I have sacrificed
EVERYTHING for this world! To be the Slayer. I had to kill Angel to save
the world. I gave up a normal life, to save the world. I GAVE MY LIFE TO
SAVE THE WORLD!" she screamed. "Now, what, it starts all over again? The
one I love has to die? When the world returns, will he?"


Whistler just looked at her, calmly.


"WILL HE?" she shouted, taking a step closer.


"Don't know, kid. Choose."


She turned around. Her face became a mask. No emotion shone through. She
blinked twice, before speaking in a dead voice.


"Fine. The world. Of course. Now get out of my sight."


"You're sure?" Whistler asked, backing away.


"Yes," came the soft reply. Buffy vanished, returning to her body.


Whistler walked over to where she stood frozen, looking at her with
sympathy.


"It's never easy, kid. But you'll get it." He patted her shoulder, and
then disappeared.


The strands of hair began to move. Sweeping through the air, caught again
in the whirlwind. The floating dust spun, reversing the direction it had started
in. Gathering, re-forming, building the vampire once again.


As the last of the dust formed the outstretched finger, the world slammed
back into being, time started again.


Spike screamed.

 

Part 17:

Spike collapsed to his knees, gasping in pain. Buffy watched as instinct
moved his hands, gripping the wodden shaft tightly, before ripping it out of
his chest with a sickening sucking noise. He fell on his side, wrapping his arms
around his chest and curling into a fetal position, trembling.


'He's not dust, he's not dust...' was the only thought that was passing
through Buffy's mind. As he had fallen, the whirlwind stopped, abruptly,
the magic ended.


Behind them, the battle waned. Giles finished his spell, and the last ten
of the minions burst into flames, falling to dust. The wary Scoobies looked
around, rejoining each other in the center of the room, gathering around
Buffy. Xander held a hand to his side, limping slightly. Willow and Giles
were unharmed, thanks to the witches' wall of force. Angel stood, stumbling
slightly. Various wounds covered the vampire, but nothing more threatening
than his burnt arm. They were all silent, watching Buffy and the blond
vampire laying before her.


She sank to her knees, tentatively putting out a hand, laying it on Spike's
shoulder. He flinched away from her touch.


"Spike?" she asked, her voice trembling.


He didn't respond. He didn't even appear to have heard her. His eyes were
squeezed shut, tears of pain leaking from behind them.


"What...happened?" Angel gasped, joining the others.


"I...staked him...I..." Buffy said slowly, the memory of him crumbling to
dust already fading, slipping away because now, it had never really happened.
Without even looking up, her eyes still locked on her lover, she spoke again.


"Faith's hurt. We need to get out of here."


Angel nodded, bewildered, watching his grand-childe suffer, and moved over
to where Faith lay, crumbled like a broken doll. Blood pooled around her, a
deep gash on the back of her head from where she had slammed into the wall.


Buffy swallowed, and reached out, pulling Spike into her lap. He resisted,
whimpering, trying to push her away.


"What's wrong with him? I mean, aside from the sucking chest wound...."
Xander asked, kneeling with some trouble beside Buffy.



Buffy shook her head, watching as Spike finally opened his eyes, looking
around wildly. He studied her face for a moment, before he flicked his gaze
to Xander, and back again. He drew a breath and hissed in pain.


"Wha...Who..?" he managed, before passing out.


Buffy bit her lip, disconcerted by the way he had looked at her. As if he
didn't know who she was. The love she was so used to shining from his blue
eyes hadn't even flickered.



///


The doctors said Faith's chances weren't good. She had suffered serious
head trauma. They had operated to relieve the swelling in her brain, but
they weren't hopeful she would ever wake up.


They had finally allowed Buffy to vist her, after the Slayer had explained
that she and her friends were Faith's only family. She ran her fingers through the
girl's dark hair, listening to the beeping of the monitors, the steady rise and fall
of her chest as machines breathed for her. She felt guilty, for putting Faith
in this position once again. Sure, she hadn't shoved a knife into her gut, this time,
but it was her doing. In a way.


She leaned down and placed a gentle kiss on the other Slayer's forehead,
brushing away some of her hair.


"I'm so sorry, Faith." she whispered, hoping she could hear her, somehow.
They said it might help if she talked to her. "We're all here for you now.
And we will be. Stay strong. I know you can get through this...."


She sighed, and turned away, wiping a tear from her cheek. She left the
hospital. She had another patient to visit.


///


Consciousness was slow in coming. First, there was the dull, aching pain,
spreading outward from his chest, running slowly to his fingers and toes.
He didn't know what had happened to him. But he felt he was getting better.


He was lying on something soft, and sweet smelling. Bandages were wound
around his chest, a patch of the same taped to the wounds on his neck. He
must have been through something awful.


He opened his eyes, squinting, staring up at the older gentleman standing
over him. The man smiled. The look in his eyes told him he HAD been through
something horrible. He wished he knew what it was....


"Spike..." the man said. "Can you hear me?"


Spike? He closed his eyes again for a moment, wondering if that was his
name. What a strange name it was, if it was true. He finally managed to
nod, opening his eyes again, watching the man.


"Good. How do you feel? Buffy's been terribly worried for you.
We..ah...all have."


Spike swallowed. Buffy? Who's all? He shook his head, trying to clear
it.


"Where...am I?" he asked, looking up at the man.


Giles smiled, relieved Spike was well enough to speak.


"You're in Buffy's room. We couldn't very well take you to the hospital."


"Buffy...?" Spike asked, wondering why that name kept being brought up.


"She's fine, she went to check on Faith. She will be overjoyed you're
awake." Giles replied, mistaking the meaning of Spike's question.


"What..." Spike looked around the unfamiliar room, frowning. "Who are you?
Who...am I?"


Giles's face fell.


"Spike...You are Spike, and I am Rupert Giles...You don't remember?"


Spike shook his head, frowning. Apparently this man cared for him. He was
frightened, of course, and confused. But the man seemed to bear him no ill
will.


"Rupert..."



Giles nodded, his high hopes swiftly crashing.


"Yes, Spike. But you all call me Giles most of the time." He cleared his
throat, and sat on the edge of the bed. "Buffy is...your girlfriend," Giles managed
to blurt out. "You...love her very much, and she you." The watcher sighed. "This is
going to break her heart...."


Spike coughed, trying to sit up.


"What happened? Why can't I..."


Giles shook his head.


"I don't know. You were involved in a...battle. Perhaps it's due to your
injuries, and will be only temporary."


Angel stepped into the room, followed swiftly by Cordy. Spike watched as
they entered, frowning, trying to spark some sort of memory.


"What, no 'Hey Peaches?'" Angel asked with a grin. Cordelia chuckled.


Spike furrowed his brow, and looked to Giles.


"I know them, too?"


Angel frowned, and Giles nodded.


"Yes, this is Angel, and Cordelia Chase."


"He can't remember anything?" Angel asked, still frowning.


Giles shook his head.


"No, apparently. He didn't even know his own name until I told him. Would
you go downstairs and tell the others? I will need to...introduce them to him,
one at a time..."


Angel nodded, still frowning, and stoically left the room to bear the ill
tidings.


Cordelia lingered.


"You don't remember me?" She asked Spike, who was watching her.


"No..." he said slowly.


"Do you even know what you are?" she continued.


"Cordelia, now is not the time." Giles interrupted. She gave a little
half smile and left the room, following Angel down the stairs.


"What did she mean...?" Spike started, but was cut off as a teary-eyed
blonde girl entered, barely holding back sobs.


"Is it true?" Buffy asked, looking at the two most important men in her
life.



TBC

 

Part 18:

Epilogue


The last few weeks had been hard. Faith's condition had not improved, and
there was little hope it ever would. From what Buffy could vaguely remember
about their chat with Whistler, she knew this had been Faith's choice. Her
sacrifice. Her own had been hard as well, but she didn't envy Faith. Of
the two of them, Buffy figured the other slayer's choice had been much
harder.


Angel and his gang had stuck around, helping with the research and tests,
until it became clear that no means could bring Spike's memory back. So
Angel once again filled the role of sire, the first time because Dru was too
loopy to teach her childer, and this time simply because he was the only
vampire around. He retaught Spike everything he needed to know to be a vampire, down to what could kill him. Afterwards, he left his number, saying that
if anything was ever needed, they knew where he was.


She leaned back in her chair, pulling her knees to her chest, watching
as Giles grilled Spike for the third time. He had all but healed of his
injuries. After a brief wig on his part at discovering he was a vampire, he
had somehow settled into a routine. She assumed he'd had to have made a
choice as well, and his memory loss was a part of that. He was, essentially,
totally innocent again; he had no memory of the blood that he had spilled
in his past, nor of his role in various plots to kill her. He was absolved,
at least in their eyes. They knew he was still responsible for everything
he had done, but holding no memory of the events, he couldn't be held
accountable. Perhaps this was the Powers' way of redeeming him.


She watched as Spike quickly became annoyed with questions he couldn't
answer. She smiled a little, resting her chin on her knees. It was amazing
how much of his personality remained. He was still the snarky, annoying-as-hell
Brit she had come to love. He still dressed the same. The duster was
ever present, black clothes in place. She chuckled softly to herself,
recalling how twitchy and fidgety he was before she reminded him that he
smoked.


She tilted her head, laying her cheek where her chin had rested. As if
sensing her mood, the vampire looked over to her, and gave her a brief
smile, before looking down. He had admitted to feeling a connection between
them. They were taking it slow. He was getting to know her again, and by
the looks he was giving her when he thought she wasn't looking, she was
having the same effect all over again.


His fighting skills were also still intact. He was as amazed as the rest
of them, not knowing where he learned to fight so well. Perhaps the powers
had left them for a reason.


He finally broke off from Giles with a few sharp words and upraised hands,
retreating to the table and falling bonelessly into a seat. He smiled over
at her.


"'e's gonna be the bloody death o' me..." He frowned. "or somethin'."


She chuckled and raised her head.


"How are you doing?"


He shrugged, picking at his fingernails.


"Doin' fine, luv, I s'pose. Bleedin' annoyin' not bein' able ta remember
anythin', but.." he shrugged again.


"We're all here for you, you know that, right?" Her eyes misted over
slightly, watching him. She missed him terribly.


He looked up and smiled, drumming his fingers on the tabletop, not even
really noticing he was doing so.


"Yeah, luv, I know. Great lot ya got 'ere." His eyes darted about the
room. She sensed the tightly coiled energy in him, through their bond, and
chuckled softly. He probably didn't even know why he was so edgy, ready to
bounce off the walls. She muttered something about hyperactive vampires,
which he of course, heard, and stood, stretching.


"Come on, Spike, let's go 'get a spot 'o violence' before you jump out of your skin."


///

AN: The end. Thank you all for your support throughout this story, I
really, seriously, wouldn't have finished it without it. And yes, there is
a sequel already in the works, but I am going to do a few other fics first.
Once again, thank you for making my first fic a great success. Below is the challange that inspired it all.

The following prophecy has to be used, the passage itself, somewhere in the story. Buffy is, of course, the child of light, but you may see the rest however you like.

The child of light, cloaked in red
With hands for death and eyes unread
Shall take the gift and buy it back,
And give her soul for one who lacks
When the water turns and the new blood burns
The wall from night to day will raze,
And the bridge that rises in its place
Shall be consecrated in blue and black and crimson
And the first soul-mates will be born
At the price of the world
*

Other Requirements:
1. The prophecy must be carried out *in full* (however you interpret it), but if you could find a way to do it without literally bringing the apocalypse thus having at least a semi-happy ending, that would be cool.
2. A fight between Dawn and Angel, of some kind other than verbal, and neither of them possessed by anything unnatural at the time
3. a sword-fight or spear-fight in a double-decker bus
4. at least one really fantastic S/B fight, physical and/or verbal
5. must be set season 5 or 6
6. Riley can be discussed, but is not to make any appearances, unless it’s him leaving.
7. someone has to have sex (preferably S/B, but optional), but can be off-screen to preserve rating
8. one song by Garbage, Dave Mathews Band, the Tea Party, 3rd Eye Blind, or Bush
9. an earring that allows a vampire to see his/her reflection but has to be put on the vampire’s ear by a human, of their own volitionX
10 some kind of huge event that affects/changes/touches all the vamps in the world at once, including Spike and Angel
11. serious choice[s] made dealing with heavy moral issues (for example life, death, love, hate, sacrifice, gain, loss, prices that come with power/happiness, innocence, killing, soul-stuff, etc)
12. at least one S/B kiss


Optionals:
1. Spike blackmailing Buffy into giving him a manicure
2. a red telephone booth
3. a vampire bleeding to “death”
4. a sickness/disease/poison
5. a game of blind poker with something vital as the bet
6. a rainforest scene
7. an Egyptian or South American pyramid scene
8. flower[s], in any context
9. someone reading aloud from a book
10. little kid or someone as a little kid