Title: Tag Line (Chapter Eleven of The One)
Author: Nimue
Rating: PG -13
Pairing: Buffy/Spike. Most major characters included.
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Summary: There's a Scooby Meeting at Buffy and Spike's. A plan is formed on
where to begin. Xander, Dawn and Willow go on patrol and encounter a little
trouble. Spike and Buffy find a little trouble of their own at home.
Tag Line
It had become quite a familiar scene over the years. Scooby meetings at Casa de
Summers. Or rather Casa de Windsor now. Sandwiches spread out over the coffee
table, with bags of chips and cans of soda and mugs filled with tea and blood.
It had become normal. Not even Xander bothered commenting as Spike sat on the
floor; Emma parked on his lap, drinking blood through a straw from a novelty
mug. Only now it was his novelty mug. One of those mall numbers, black to
conceal the contents, with "I love my Daddy," written on the side in colourful
crayon letters.
Emma had given it to him for his birthday.
Yes, he'd been forced to admit the day that his mum had brought him into this
world. But that day didn't seem right to him anymore. He simply wasn't that man.
There was also the day that Drusilla had turned him. When he was born into this
World as a Vampire. That one was not big on Buffy's top ten list of options.
So, they compromised. They picked the date that he had become what he was now.
When his heart had beat again and he watched his first sunset of the century
from Buffy's back porch. The day he'd chosen to allow the man to win over the
monster. The day before Emma was born.
They'd picked a year almost at random. 1865 wasn't going to wash when written on
legal documents. Like the paper he had signed that made it official that Buffy
was his wife. And the financial forms he had co-signed for Dawn. And the birth
certificates. And the bank statements. 28 October, 1971.
He looked a few years older than Buffy now. So, by the state of California,
William Windsor was thirty-seven years old and damned lucky that Rupert Giles
had known a brilliant forger.
"So, double whammy of the One-ness and Dracony-ass?" Dawn snarked, grabbing a
diet coke and stretching out on the floor, her head on Spike's legs.
"Language, Nibs," Spike corrected. Buffy smirked. Spike could dole out some
pretty good potty mouth, but let anyone under the age of twenty-one even utter
'arse' and he was on the proper language warpath.
Dawn blushed. "Sorry."
"But, alas, accurate," Xander agreed, trying to bail the girl out. He leaned
back against the sofa, third sandwich in his hand.
Tara was snuggled against Willow on the couch. "So, what do you want us to help
with?"
"Tara, if you could help Giles and Cyrus tonight researching the One, then maybe
Willow, Xander and Dawn can patrol," Buffy asserted. Spike smiled. Bossy chit.
"Sure," Willow agreed, smoothing Tara's hair with soft fingers.
"See anything scarier than a two fledgling night, exit stage left and get back
here," Buffy continued from her perch on the floor, leaned against Spike's side.
"Tara, maybe you could work out that barrier spell again?"
Tara nodded. "Easy enough," she agreed cheerfully.
"Xander, before you do anything, I'd call Takina and have her meet you here. You
can stay in the guest room downstairs. If not, then you should take River home
and stay with her. Cyrus or Giles can patrol," Buffy went on, concern for the
more helpless members of the tribe coming to mind after her conversation with
Spike.
"Takina was coming here anyway to check on Will. I'll just have her grab stuff
on the way over," Xander answered, standing to go to the kitchen and use the
phone.
"Randy Okay?" Buffy asked, turning her attention to her Watcher.
Giles chuckled. "His nanny is a Jyrax demon and his mother would eviscerate
anyone within two hundred yards. I believe he'll be fine."
Spike had to smile, shaking his head. And they thought their brood was the best
protected in Sunnydale. The One had nothing on Anya.
"Good," Buffy commented, still all business. "So, then Spike and I are
officially taking the night off."
"No research?" Giles asked, only half serious.
"Only research that I'm doing is in my bed," Buffy blurted, rubbing her eyes.
Spike raised an eyebrow at her. The tantalizing thought come codeword of yummy
research, echoed through his mind.
Buffy smiled, blushing slightly. "I meant of the inside of my eyelids. Research
of the backs of my eyeballs," she corrected.
"Yeah, because you're all about going to sleep at nine," Dawn snarked. "With
Spike," she added with a sly grin.
''Nibs," Spike growled under his breath.
"Shall we work in the basement, then?" Cyrus asked, barely concealing a devious
smile.
"No," Buffy whined frustrated. Did they really all think that she could not
spend an evening in her bed with Spike without taking advantage of the
situation? The thought hung there for a second before she let out a resigned
sigh. "Can't I just be going to sleep?"
"You could," Tara agreed, grinning and trying to help her out.
"I'll make sure she's off to dreamland in mere moments," Spike added, honestly
just suggesting he'd settle her in before going to sleep himself or giving up to
help research.
"I'm sure you will," Xander mumbled, returning to the room with a soda in his
hand. God, he hated the fact that they were so happy. Not because he wasn't. Not
for any reason, really. Just .old habit.
Spike smirked, shooting him a glare. "Takes a bloody lot longer to do what
you're suggesting," he commented at Xander, his manliness slightly offended.
There was the reason, Xander thought.
"As much as I'm ...enlightened.by this demonstration of testosterone, suffice it
to say that it's time that the patrol went...patrolling, and the research party
moved to.wherever we shall research and we let Buffy and Spike go off to bed,"
Giles gushed, removing his glasses and swiping them on the tail of his oxford.
Buffy looked at Spike. Spike was staring at Giles, a contented look on his face.
He bit his lip. Don't do it, Buffy thought. Too late.
"Why I never knew you cared," Spike snarked. "Did you hear that, Pet.? We've
daddy's approval."
"I." Giles stuttered, replacing his glasses and pushing them up his nose.
Spike wasn't about to let him off that easy. "Off with us, then," Spike
continued, standing and pulling Buffy up from the floor. He scooped her up in
his arms. "Let me ravage you despite the house full of.Scoobies and tiny tots."
The sarcasm dripped from his lips as he let Emma climb onto his back from the
side of the chair. But no, he wasn't done yet. "As soon as we put the winsome
babe to bed, we will be sure to make daddy proud."
Buffy broke down into a fit of giggles, shaking her head. "Really, just going to
bed.. To sleep."
Spike winked as he carried his girls up the stairs.
"So, why do you think that they didn't want to patrol?" Xander asked, flexing
his hand around the stake as the three of them walked down the relatively quiet
path.
"Probably, Will," Dawn sighed, her eyes darting back and forth. What she didn't
have in strength, Spike and Buffy had taught her to make up for in alertness.
Willow wrapped an arm around her. "It's not your fault, Dawnie."
She sighed again, this one full of resignation. "That's what they said. But he's
still all. yellowed up.because I didn't watch him well enough." She paused a
moment, scanning her surroundings. "I mean, what if there had been a demon or
something there. It could have taken Will right off the swing and I would have
missed it. You know how fast."
"Most of them stick with the dark," Xander commented. "I know our lives are full
of exceptions, but as a rule, the whole 'creatures of the night' thing is pretty
accurate."
"I think," Willow began, "That they may have just been tired. Or.or bored. This
whole patrol every night, save the World gig has to get a little old."
Dawn chuckled. "Have you met my sister? All about the demon slaughter."
"I can think of one demon she never slaughtered," Willow retorted, smiling.
"He doesn't count," Dawn answered. "Besides, he's not *really* a demon."
Xander shook his head. "He's still a Vampire, Dawnie. He just. God, help me. Did
an amazing thing. Got all miraculous and Chosen One on us." He stopped, taking
in the two girls' smirking faces. "It was so much easier with the abject,
senseless hate," Xander sighed.
"And she never slaughtered the other ones either. Like.like Takina. Or.or Anya.
And all of the little kiddies are half demon. She's only part about the demon
slaughter."
"She *knows* all of them. Or is related to them," Dawn reasoned. "Other than
that..."
"How about Clem?" Xander answered, still amazed, amused, and somewhat disgusted
that he was defending the demon population. "I mean, she never tried to kill
him."
"Clem's a big pussycat," Dawn answered.
"And Spike is not?" Willow answered, knowing they had won. "All I am saying,
Dawnie, is that Buffy isn't about just her job anymore. She kills the bad guys
at night and plays mom during the day and if she had to choose, I think I could
guess which one she'd pick."
Dawn raised an eyebrow. "You think?"
"Have you met Spike?" Xander shot back. "All compact and muscular and doting and
give her everything she wants." The girls looked at him again, amused grins on
their faces. "Oh, I *so* miss abject hate."
"Seriously, Dawn," Willow began again. "I mean, you lived with them. You know it
better than we do. She'd give up her powers if she had to make a choice. No
doubt. Not just Spike, but Emma and Will. She's not all about the job anymore.
Hence, it could become boring on occasion. Not to mention, she probably wants to
stay near Will and get some sleep."
"With Spike," Dawn contributed her voice devious. "You said it. I lived with
them."
Willow shook her head again. "So, no big. We patrol. We should offer to do it
more often. Maybe like once a week or something."
"And leave Spike and Buffy violence free that often? Then they'd start killing
each other. Or. or . Oh God, I don't want to think about that. No more little
blonde babies," Xander sighed, really wishing things were different. Well, not
really.
"Well, once in a while," Willow chirped, agreeing.
"Speaking of," Dawn said, now smiling and chipper once again. Mood swings were
something of which she had become the master. "I overheard part of that little
conversation after Christmas dinner."
Xander looked at Willow, then back at Dawn. "You...you talked after I left."
"Sometimes, Xander, we do that," Dawn snarked, giving him her best Spike smirk.
"I mean, what with the mouths and the other people."
"I mean, about important stuff," Xander continued, now genuinely curious. Willow
walked wordlessly ahead. This was *not* a conversation she wanted to have until
she'd figured it all out and at least talked to Oz.
"It wasn't that important," Willow lied, still looking straight ahead.
"Not important!" Dawn answered, her whole body tensing up. "What are you talking
about? I mean, that is like life changing important."
"How much did you hear, Dawnie?" Willow asked, turning her head.
"And I ask, what is all life changing that best friend knows nothing?" Xander
blurted, stopping in his tracks. The girls stopped with him.
Willow sighed. "It's important, but I'm not. How much did you hear, Dawn?" She
repeated.
Dawn sighed. "Spike saw me and gave me the evil eye after the first few minutes.
I didn't hear much. Just the all important life changey tension."
"Oh," Willow sighed, beginning to walk again. "Oh."
"Oh, what?" Xander said. "Spill."
"I. well, Tara and I.well."
Out of nowhere, a Vampire appeared about ten feet in front of them, growling
like a wild dog. Dawn looked around quickly. No others. Just a frisky little
loner. This was nothing.
"Hold that thought," Dawn began, rushing at the Vampire. Xander tore after her,
the thought of what Spike might do to them coming in second only to the thought
of what Buffy might do if they let her get hurt.
"Dawn!" Xander called as she jumped, pushing both legs up and landing a heck of
a double footed kick to the Vampire's chest. I didn't knock him half way across
the graveyard, like it might of with Buffy or Spike, but it did send the thing
to the ground in a heap. Xander stopped, eyes wide open. "Good shot, Dawnie."
"Stake!" Dawn called, realizing she had dropped hers. Xander tossed his through
the air and she caught it without looking. Okay, so there was a little bobble.
"Hasta la vista, baby," she called into the night like the fierce warrior that
she was and plunged the stake into the stunned Vampire's heart. Willow wasn't
sure if the creature was stunned that he had been kicked in the chest by a human
and knocked down, or at the amazing cheesiness of the last words he had heard in
this dimension.
Dawn slapped her hands together, watching dust fly off into the moonlit air.
"Another one bites the dust," she commented smiling.
Xander shook his head. "That was. really well done," he began. "Looks like you
paid attention in your lessons," he continued jokingly. "But I think."
"We need to work on your witty repartee," Willow finished. "And we've gotten
really good. Years as Scoobies so we've learned some good ones."
Dawn frowned, walking back towards them. "You didn't like The Terminator one?"
Xander wrapped an arm around her. "Great movie. Old movie. Need to update.
That's the problem slaying with Spike. All stuck in the eighties." There, he
thought. That felt better. Make fun of Spike for his ancientness.
"Don't worry," Willow comforted. "You keep training and we'll work on your tag
lines."
"Since when is she little miss independence, I can get ready for bed on my own,"
Buffy huffed, closing the door on Emma's room. She had insisted that she could
tuck herself in and that they should worry more about Will. Very maturely, Buffy
thought. A mature five year old. The thought scared her. Emma had pouted
endlessly until she had gotten her goodnight kiss from her father, then took her
bunny and strode to her dresser to find pajamas, leaving her parents to stand
and stare and then have no choice but to leave her to her little girl nightly
rituals.
"Since her mum's the Slayer," Spike snarked. "Didn't think she'd turn up a
wilting violet."
"But she's five," Buffy sighed, walking down the hall to check on Will. Spike
chuckled.
"Bet you told Joyce a thing or two when you were that age," he commented,
remembering the woman fondly. For someone he hadn't known all that well for all
that long, she had certainly made an impact on his memory and her death had left
a hole in his heart.
Buffy smiled. "Yeah, I guess I did." She was silent a moment, thinking. The door
to Will's room was open and the faint glow of his Eeyore nightlight spilled in a
purple splash onto the carpet. "It's weird being on this end of things."
"The parental bit?" Spike asked, coming up behind her. She stared at the purple
glow, lost in thought.
"Yeah," Buffy answered. "I mean, good weird. But now I get why my mom was always
worried. You know?"
"I know," Spike answered softly, burying his face in her hair and drinking in
her scent. "In point of fact, I still worry about you for her."
"That's different," Buffy answered, grinning, her hand reaching behind and
resting on the back of his neck. His chest was pressed tight to her back and she
could feel his warmth.
"It's not," he said softly, nuzzling her ear. "We both love you."
Buffy sighed, knowing it was true. Glad every day that it was real. She took a
step, letting her hand drop and giving Spike room to follow. Slowly, she turned
the corner, peeking into her son's bedroom. She stopped, her whole body
vibrating.
It took Spike a moment to realize she wasn't shaking in fear, rather she was
chuckling. His eyes darted around her shoulder, trying to see what she was
seeing.
William was curled on his side, sound asleep. What made Buffy chuckle was the
cast. The huge yellow monster that took up the little boys' arm was draped over
River, who was curled in front of him like a kitten. Xander had wanted to put
her to sleep, but didn't want her alone in the basement. Spike had suggested
sticking her in with Will. They were toddlers. What kind of mischief could they
cause together?
Well, Buffy thought. None, really. But Xander would have a fit if he could see
this. Spike's son was curled in a ball around Xander's daughter, and even
injured, he was holding her protectively. Buffy had to laugh. Where was the
camera when you wanted it?
"This will not make Harris warm and fuzzy," Spike commented, insanely amused at
the thought. "Although that, in and of itself, will fill my chuckle quotient for
years to come."
Buffy leaned her back against his chest. "God, bump this forward sixteen years
or so. He'd have a cow.'
"I'd have a *herd*, were it Emma," Spike defended, but still amused by the
thought.
Buffy shook her head. "Not just that. I mean, they could be all married off and
sleeping in the same bed but Xander would freak just because."
"My son and his daughter. The thought has sinister appeal," Spike snarked,
nipping at Buffy's ear.
"The horrors of that wedding," Buffy agreed.
"That *he'd* have to pay for," Spike contributed.
"The Apocalypse will come," she joked, again wrapping her arm behind her and
touching his warm neck. "But, in the old here and now, they look awfully comfy.
Maybe we should just leave them."
"Give us a bed to ourselves," Spike encouraged. "Not to mention, the pleasure of
hearing Xander's reaction later."
Buffy had to giggle. "We leave them, then. And do some cuddling of our own."
Spike backed out of the room, pulling her with him. He could feel her exhaustion
and something else. Worry? "You all right, Pet?"
She walked towards the door; her body still conformed to his. "Yeah, just
thinking."
"Bout what?" He asked, following her into the bedroom and shutting the door
behind him.
She was quiet a moment, standing in their darkened room. "Mom," Buffy finally
said, her voice so quiet it was barely audible. "I wish she could have seen
them. Seen this."
"I know, Love," Spike whispered, turning her towards him and brushing her hair
from her cheeks. "Like to think she does. Just, somewhere a little kinder."
Buffy smiled. "I feel her a lot. I.I've been thinking about her a lot lately. I
mean."
The thought struck him. She had been in his thoughts of late as well. Maybe it
was Christmas. Seeing the kids and the tree and Buffy only having her
Watcher/surrogate parent. Maybe it was more. "Dunno, Pet. Sometimes it's like
that with people we've lost."
"Yeah," she agreed, resting her head on his chest. She stopped, just listening
to him breathe. "Spike?"
"What, Love?"
"Do you think we'll ever see her again? I mean, when we die?"
Spike was thoughtful for a moment, not sure how to answer. But it felt right.
"One day, Pet. One day we'll see her again. Let her know bout our life. But I
imagine she already does."
"Good," Buffy whispered, placing a gentle kiss just above the collar of his
shirt. "Now take me to bed, you fierce warrior."
To be contd.
Title: California Dreaming (Chapter Twelve of The One)
Author: Nimue
Rating: PG -13
Pairing: Buffy/Spike. Most major characters included.
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Buffy and Spike)
Summary: Buffy and Spike share a dream that terrifies them both. But why? And
what brings it on? Spike recounts the prophetic vision to Giles in order to sort
it out. before it's too late.
California Dreaming
She stood, her white cloak now soiled and dusty from lying in the shed. Oil and
grease from the lawnmower had seeped into the fabric and her skin. But it didn't
seem to faze her. In life, she would have never been out in public in such
condition. Now, it didn't matter.
The part of her that cared was just.gone.
The window was above her. There was a worn spot on the ground, under the tree,
where someone had stood before her. Waiting. Watching. Staring up at the same,
empty, dark, glass and hoping for a miracle. She was not the bringer of such
things. No miracles here.
Just confusion and pain.
Her arm rose as if of its own volition, pointing like some ancient prophet of
the window of the One. Only, the One was meaningless to her. All of it was. Some
niggling doubt in the back of her mind said that what was behind the window
might be. But the One, that thing that she'd been sent to scatter, was just a
thing. A thing that needed to be dealt with. Not that she knew why.
Not that she cared.
The dragon coiled on her bracelet glowed once again. A deep, fiery, red. The
colour of blood and death. It shone and danced, blinding her. Still, her arm
pointed at the window as if aiming a gun. She might as well have been. This
would do much worse.
The glow grew and turned into a serpent. A glowing, red serpent, to be exact.
One full of fire and fury, silent in its slithering approach to the darkened
glass. Her hand passed through its tail as the creature coiled around her wrist,
tethering itself to her. It wasn't real. Then again, what was? What was real
anyway?
The serpent passed through the glass as she watched, sliding its empty, glowing
form into the house. She watched it, head tilted, waiting. For what, she didn't
know. But the answer came when the entire room became bathed in that same red
glow, and she could hear a little gasp from inside.
The serpent snapped back, recoiling into her wrist. She stood, watching as the
flow faded like a cigarette put out by a giant. And then she moved. Slowly
walking back towards the shed, silent on surreal feet. It was done. Or at least
this part.
The oil and grease were calling her home.
Spike could feel her there. In the dream. It wasn't as if he could touch her or
actually see her beautiful eyes staring back at him. But he could sense that
Buffy was there. Sense her all around him, just as he did every moment of his
existence as it had become. Always next to him. Every day.
It was like falling through time. It started by waking up. Only he didn't. And
he fell through all the yesterdays of this existence and every other until he
reached the First. That one moment where it all began.
Huddled next to the fire, he couldn't have been that much older than William or
Emma. Maybe five. Six at best. Clinging to her hand. They were One. Always One.
Since they came to the Earth. And until they would leave it.
He could feel his childish palms sweating, his grubby fingers wrapped through
hers. They had taken daddy away. Mummy too. It was just them. That was all that
was left. But they were One and they could beat anything. That's what the man
said. That is what the lights told them when they came.
But the darkness came that night. By the fire. They held hands until the
darkness took him away. He screamed. God, he screamed, watching her fade into
the distance becoming smaller and more alone with every step the darkness took.
Smaller. More frail. More alone. And he cried. Cried his soul into the night.
Until it was gone.
And then the death began anew.
Like a clock righted, time began to spin forward again until he was waking up.
Only he still wasn't. And now the paths had joined. But they were also crossing.
He had taken part of her. She had taken part of him. But did it go too far? Did
it know how to stop?
She stood before him as she looked now, dressed in white. So beautiful and
perfect, like that night on the beach. His hand caressed her face and her eyes
slid closed. When they opened again, they glittered yellow.
~~~~~~~~
She could see every night of her life. And every night of every other. Although
seeing wasn't the word. Feeling. She could feel them pass with their anger and
bliss, their joy and sorrow. Things she had never seen before but felt so
familiar. Places she had never been, but were home.
Maybe because she could feel he was with her.
Home was not a place. It was a feeling. A need. A heart's desire. She could feel
him there and the need fulfilled. So, she was home.
Time stopped, and she opened her eyes. A fire. She could feel a small hand in
hers. A child's hand. She was a child. She looked a lot like Emma. Buffy was
afraid to turn her head because *they* were coming. If she moved, they might see
them. But she knew he was standing next to her, holding her hand. They were all
that was left.
She clutched his hand, holding on for dear life. Knowing. Waiting. But the
darkness came and they weren't big. They weren't strong and Mommy and Daddy were
gone. They took him. She wailed as she watched them carrying him off, slung over
a shoulder. Watched him screaming and crying and reaching towards her. Others
held her back. She couldn't follow. Her heart was torn from her chest. And he
was gone into the shadows.
Time spun forward again. The feelings of her lives were back, only home was
gone. He was gone. Her hands felt tight and empty. The clock slowed again until
the scenery became familiar. Her life, or something like it.
She stood in white before him. Her hair bundled atop her head. He was so
handsome in that shirt. And his eyes were pools waiting for her to dive in.
Welcoming her. Making her safe. The look on his face was perfect, unbridled
love. Happiness. She looked at him for a second, her head tilting. Feeling the
flames lapping at her dress.
Her eyes slid closed and it took her like a shot of adrenaline. Blood. Lust.
Anger. Violence. All of those parts she had hidden away and that he had fought
to make things right. She wanted to kill, to eat. She needed to eat. Her
features tightened and her head throbbed, her blood thrumming with power.
When she opened her eyes, he gasped.
She screamed.
"Spike!" Buffy screamed, sitting bolt upright in bed. She was sweating, her
heart pounding in her chest. "Oh God."
His eyes shot open at the sound of her voice. The nightmare. He knew. He had
been there. But she didn't know he saw. "Buffy?" He asked, sitting up next to
her.
Buffy turned to look at him, her eyes large and afraid. She was so beautiful.
She stared at his face for a moment like a child. Waiting to see if it was safe
to cry. His heart broke as her eyes welled up, spilling big, salty drops down
her cheeks. She looked like Emma when she cried. Vulnerable and small and
helpless.
The Slayer. Helpless.
"S'alright, Pet," Spike whispered, wrapping his arm around her shoulder. She
turned, dazed, and buried her head against his chest. Buffy sobbed, her body
trembling in his arms, shaking like a frightened animal. "S'just a dream, Love."
But it wasn't. Somewhere he knew it wasn't.
Her eyes focused up at him, slowly, as if it were the most painful thing in the
universe to look at him. Or maybe to let him look at her. "You were there,
weren't you?"
Spike wasn't sure how to answer. He wasn't sure where the dream ended and the
memories began. He nodded. "I was, Love." His fingers stroked her hair, trying
to calm her hitching breaths.
"That was us, wasn't it?" She asked. Spike thought a moment. He wasn't Giles.
Didn't pretend to have all the answers rolled into one neat package.
"Dunno, Love. But it could be," he answered quietly, still cradling her to his
chest.
Buffy clung to him a moment, feeling his heart beat under her ear. "At the end.
I... I was..."
Spike squeezed her, burying his face in her hair. "S'not real. Never going to
happen. Won't let it, Love."
"A Vampire?" She asked. She didn't want to say it. He didn't want her to say it.
"No, Pet. Something else," Spike whispered. But it wasn't.
"I felt it," she whispered, her voice as soft as a child. "I wanted blood. I
wanted." It was too much to say. To horrible to even let escape from her mind.
Buffy stared at him with enormous, frightened eyes. Never. Never would he let
her live with what he lived with. His hand caressed her face again, his thumb
tracing her cheekbone. "We'll suss it out, Pet. Trying to tell us something,
that's all. It's not real. All right?"
"How... how can you know?" Buffy whispered, desperately wanting to believe him,
but afraid to ignore what the dream had told her. Had told them.
Spike smiled, his blue eyes dancing. "Because you're everything they're afraid
of. Not a one would take on the likes of you." He had hoped that it would be
enough to comfort her. At least until he could figure it out. She had enough to
worry about with Draconius and with the tots. She didn't need to worry that she
would be turned right under his nose.
Buffy chuckled. "You did," she whispered, brushing a tear from her face with the
back of her hand.
"No one ever accused me of being bright, Pet," Spike snarked, brushing his lips
against hers. "Besides. I know you. Know you better than the Powers ever could.
Think you'd probably march your way up there yourself if they ever tried to turn
you into anything but what you are."
Buffy let her head rest on the smooth lines of his chest, her sobs trailing off.
"What do you think it means, Spike?"
Spike sighed, settling back down on the bed and drawing her with him. She curled
against his naked form, her leg thrown over his thighs. "I don't know. But I
think it might be time we actually asked Rupert and Cyrus to find out what the
One really is. Besides interesting 'lil powers."
She looked up at him, eyes slyly sparkling. "You mean like this?" She asked,
letting her mind wander to a particularly naughty place. Spike purred, his eyes
slipping closed.
"Umm... just like that," he said, his hands stroking her bare back. "As much as
I find it... useful... I imagine there's a reason for it."
"Other than this?" Buffy asked, her lips tracing his jaw and her mind pushing
him a step further.
Spike tensed his body suddenly on fire. "Hell with it. Who needs a greater
purpose?"
"You have the energy for this?" Buffy whispered in his ear, her tongue tracing
his earlobe and setting fires in its wake. "I mean, what with the massive amount
of demon slaughter and the nightmares and recovering from the big holiday
shindig, I don't want to wear your old bones out." Really, it wasn't about sex
at all. She needed him close. Needed to latch on.
Spike opened one eye, arching an eyebrow at her curiously "You know you're
asking for it, Slayer."
She giggled, the tension escaping like air from a tire. "You couldn't handle
me."
"That's it," Spike huffed, spinning her and tossing her on her back in one fluid
movement. "You're going to regret that."
His lips trailed down her cheek, her jaw, her shoulder. "Is this punishment?"
Her voice was still laced in fear, but she had found her home again. Even if
only for the night.
Spike smiled against her skin. "Right, Pet. It's, uh, tongue lashing."
"I'm a bad girl," Buffy whispered as she sank into bliss.
It was almost daylight. Buffy was dead to the world, in a manner of speaking,
curled against him. Her face was gentle, a half smile playing on her lips.
Still, after time and life, she was his golden goddess. Softly, he let his lips
brush her forehead and gently disentangled himself from her.
Spike slid into his pajama bottoms, silently slipping from the room. Emma's door
was shut tight. He walked towards it, letting it click open softly under his
grip. Emma was curled up in a ball in front of Dawn. He had forgotten the
younger Summer's girl room was probably over run by Harris's. Still, it was
rather sweet the way that his daughter had curled into his Niblet's arms. Not
independent. Not yet.
Slowly, Spike made his way to Will's room, peeking in through the open door. He
half expected to see River missing, now that Xander was certainly home and he
and his lovely wife had taken up residence in the basement. But William was
still lying with the pretty little girl sheltered under him. Fast asleep.
Spike's mind was rattled as he made his way downstairs to the kitchen. He may
have played it off to Buffy, but the dream was real. It was there, trying to
tell them something. If not, then why would they have shared the nightmare? He
closed his eyes, padding through the dining room on bare feet and the glare of
yellow eyes, *her* yellow eyes, haunted him.
"You're awake?" A familiar voice asked. Spike's eyes fluttered open to see Giles
still huddled over the kitchen counter, looking disheveled and exhausted.
Spike stared at the Watcher a moment. "Thought you would've gone home."
"I thought about it," Giles answered frankly. "But something told me I needed to
stay here. Anya called and she was home with Randy and told me it was all right
if I..."
"Why did you think you should stay?" Spike asked, interrupting Giles and
beginning to make coffee... Blood seemed utterly unappetizing this morning.
Giles removed his glasses, laying them on the counter top. "I don't know. I
just. I was about to leave and I felt something. Something."
"Terrifying," Spike muttered, pulling two mugs from the cabinet.
"Yes," Giles agreed, quirking a brow at the Vampire. "Why? Did you."
"Nightmare," Spike answered, the smell of coffee beginning to fill the room.
"What kind of nightmare?"
Spike was silent. He didn't want to say it. He didn't want to articulate that
kind of horror, even to her Watcher. But he had to. "Buffy," Spike said quietly.
"She had it as well."
Giles was quiet, turning back towards the books on the table. "Both of you
shared a vision?"
"Not a surprise there, Rupert," Spike defended, leaning against the sink. "Share
most things, nowadays."
"Dreams?" Giles asked.
Spike nodded. "More often than not."
Giles chuckled. "Must make for some interesting conversations after certain
fantasies."
Spike shook his head quite seriously. "Can honestly say that my last Playboy
playmate dreamscape was before Buffy and I. were together."
"Hunh," Giles answered frankly, nodding. "But this one last night was."
"Frightening," Spike answered, shuddering. "Lots of bits about the past which I
am sure you'd love me to recount ad nauseam once I've gotten the house
underway." It was a warning more than a promise. One that said to let him handle
this at his own pace. "But the crux of it is, Rupert, she was turned."
"Turned?" Giles asked, spinning towards the Vampire. Spike leaned over, pouring
coffee into the mugs.
"Turned," Spike repeated. "Won't let that happen. You know I'll never let that
happen."
"You can't always be there," Giles answered softly. He knew because he had
tried.
Spike sighed, handing the Watcher a mug. "I can and I will. Not going to let
this one come to pass, Rupert."
Giles nodded, understanding, but still weary. "Spike, we do need to pay
attention to Slayer dreams. They're rather prophetic..."
Spike glared at him for a moment. "I will protect her from it. Not a single one
will get close enough to sink their sodding fangs into her. Won't let it
happen."
The Watcher stared at him, trying to make sense of it all. "You will fill me in
on the vision in its entirety?"
"Soon as I've got a handle on this day," Spike answered, taking a long draw of
the hot liquid. "Need to suss it out myself."
"I trust you will watch her back, Spike," Giles said, his voice quiet. "But we
need to straighten out why this would happen. We need to be prepared."
Spike wanted to argue, but knew the Watcher was right. Slowly, he nodded. A
thought, a horrible one at that, came to mind. "Giles?"
"Yes," the Watcher answered, sipping at his coffee.
Spike was silent, thinking. "Anya is. protective of Randy, isn't she? Rather
rough and tumble bird?"
Giles smiled, nodding. "I wouldn't trust anyone more."
"If anything happens.. If things get. Just..." Spike stumbled over the idea, but
felt he had to say it. "If things get out of hand here, I want you to take Emma
and William to Anya. Have her remove them somewhere we can't find them. "
The Watcher's eyes grew wide. "Take. take your children?"
Spike took a deep breath, filling his lungs with air. "I need to make sure
they're safe, Rupert. If anything happens, promise you'll send them to Anya
until it's safe again."
Giles nodded slowly.
This was more serious than he thought.
To be contd.