Chapter 11:
“Oh no. I’m not doing that again!” Buffy took three large steps backward and
gave Spike and the bottle of mixed-up formula her semi-evil eye. She eyed her
fresh and still orange shirt and whimpered, not eager for a fourth shower for
the day. “You do it. She loves you.”
Spike arched a brow, secretly chuffed that the Slayer of all people could admit
to him that the Big Bad was the object of a tiny girl’s affections. Bloody hell
he was going soft. But he grinned anyway.
“Right then. I’ll be the manly man of the house and give the baby her bottle,
and you can be the woman and go and construct the cot.”
Buffy shot him a dirty look. ‘Evil’ she mouthed at him slowly, Spike becoming
quickly mesmerised by the movement of her glistening lips. But before he could
put Lia down and pounce on that lip that pouted out beyond reasonable measures,
she’d spun on her heel, eyeing the boxes and the room around her.
“Um, where should I set it up do you think?”
Spike eyed her, mystified at where their mortal enemy number one bickering
status had gone, wondered why he didn’t feel the urge to grab her and crack her
neck for bringing him to such a humiliating level. The squirming baby caused him
to finally tear his eyes from the blond who had been the bane of his existence
for the past two years of his very long unlife. He felt like he had been trying
to kill the bint since he first lost his living breath. That’s how much she
frustrated him. It only took the whine of her voice, though, to replace the
harsh images of death and glorious bloodshed and remind him that he’d had her
blood, and no chip firing seemed to indicate that he wanted something from her
other than to eat away the rest of her life.
And she wanted to know where to construct the cot…crib…bloody cot for Satan’s
sake.
“Er, knowing mites like I do,” he started when interrupted by her disbelieving
cough and he shot her a menacing glare, “would be best to have her close to
where we’re sleepin’.”
Her coughing turned into ugly choking sounds and he turned away, grinning into
the curve of his arm as he directed the bottle’s nipple to the starving baby’s
eager lips.
“We?” she squeaked, almost like she had no clue how he could have ever put her
and himself in a room together.
“Rupert’s room makes the most sense. Nice big comfy bed, lotsa room and no baby
stuff clutterin’ up the space down here. Gimme a mo an’ I’ll help you with the
boxes.”
“NO,” she shouted at him nervously, already pulling the box toward the stairs
and up to Giles’s loft bedroom. “I-I’ve got it, I think.” She shrugged her hair
forward to cover the flame in her cheeks and heaved the heavy box up the stairs.
The vamp of experience took little time to burp the baby properly, letting her
rest over his shoulder on the top of a rug that had been with a couple included
in the nappy bag. He screwed his face up in irritation. He supposed they’d call
it a diaper bag or something else as equally confusing and odd. Oh well, it
protected his duster and that was the main thing. Baby sick was an absolute
bitch to leather. A quick change of her pants and she was all quiet and comfy,
batting her sleepy lashes at him as he took himself a good look.
She was a light brown, not really like that chit that claimed Giles was the
doting dad. But the curly black hair was enchanting, the sparkling ocean blue
eyes hypnotic as she made baby noises and sucked Spike in even farther.
“You’re a right little peach, aren’t you, bit?” He couldn’t keep back the smile,
couldn’t prevent the small little beat on the edge of his heart that sang
praises for this little pile of girl that made him want to be her dad. ‘Cept it
was Giles, and that brought a frown to his face.
There was nothing of the tweedy wanker in Lia. In fact… He sniffed at her face,
burying his nose in her small fleshy neck and dragged in her scent through his
nostrils, smelling nothing of the watcher in the babe; feeling nothing that
inspired him to want to spill her blood. What he did smell made his head spin.
“Bloody hell!” he exclaimed, smiling widely as he rocked her gently, humming
softly as her eyes drifted that last length to fully closed and she was back
asleep. He placed her once again in the carrier, grinning like a fool. He wasn’t
bothered so much as bewildered, but he was losing his heart as slowly and surely
as he had closed it down in this last year since Dru dumped him.
He took the stairs two at a time till he was standing right in front of a red
and flustered Buffy, grinning and excited and hopeful. He grabbed her crouching
form, tossed her into the air and caught her again, spinning in a euphoric
circle before collapsing in a tangle of legs and arms on the bed.
“Garaqua demon, luv.” His fierce happiness had his arms around her like steel
bands, holding her hard against his body as he rolled them back and forth. He’d
never felt so happy in all his unlife and bloody hell was he glad he’d guilted
the bleeding git to hightail it after the dishonest bint.
“And I say loudly, huh?” Buffy squirmed against him, not entirely disliking the
effects it had on his body as she found herself shifting to accommodate her
different slopes and bumps to fit better against him.
She shuddered when he fell between her legs, his elated face buried against her
exposed skin even as his hands were pushing up the hem.
God, it all felt so good. He wanted to taste her so bad, share his mood and
celebrate the power of the vamp nose for solving mysteries. It wasn’t until he’d
removed her top and had his tongue teasing her nipple while his fingers twisted
the other that he saw the pitfalls of telling the secret too soon.
Maybe not the best to tell her she was babysitting for someone other than her
Watcher. She’d run, leave the little one to his evil decisions, and the thought
of that happening now hurt. Made his balls ache almost as much as that little
awakened section of his heart.
He pulled back from her, releasing the nipple with a slurping plop and raised
his eyes to meet the Slayer’s. No way was he giving this up yet. No way did he
want her to start looking at him like he was nothing but an evil soulless
monster all over again. Something had changed today, something that brought them
to spread out on the surface of Rupert’s bed. Something that put that little
spark of uncertainty, shyness and fear in her gaze but also showed the heat of
her curiosity.
It seemed more than reasonable that if he was changing, then so might she be.
And so, holding her eyes and melting in the fire of the jade, he claimed her
lips in a gentle kiss. Only a slight hesitation and she curled her hand into the
back of his head, her fingers sorting curls by kink and length. He sighed into
her mouth and felt that section of his heart begin to expand, sucking in more
feeling as it applied to the responsive woman in his arms.
The kiss was long and wet, gentle caressing tongues as they explored the newness
of what they felt with each other. He consumed her taste, felt lightheaded with
her heat and wanted nothing better than to slide along with her naked while the
night was quiet.
But it had all changed in the blink of an eye; whatever carnal delight he’d
stolen from her earlier in the day, he wasn’t going to receive this time. She
had him caught—through her maddeningly delicious fingers loving his hair, her
sweet sublime mouth that loved his lips with a passion that had him hard and
waiting, with her body, pressed gently and engagingly against all the bits that
hurt.
Yeah, changed, but so much better. So much juicier as he felt hypnotised by the
roar of her blood, wanting nothing but to taste her passion on his tongue as she
spilled past his fangs. To feel the alteration within her, too, as she gave a
little of her heart back to him.
He was turning back into that poofy-haired poem-loving ponce and for once it
didn’t seem to hurt half as bad as it always had around Dru. She’d seen him walk
in other worlds alright, but that didn't mean she accepted them. Poetry with
Buffy seemed right, beautiful words building a picture of them as a family.
“Buffy,” he whispered into her collarbone, his tongue licking the sensitive
flesh as she shuddered in his arms. His vision had hazed, passion taking him to
the brink of love’s bitch once again. Love for the little girl downstairs, and
maybe not love for the Slayer he loved to hate, but definitely something.
Something potent and strong.
When he felt a shy hand slowly creep up underneath the front of his tee, he held
in his breath, wanting to whimper like a little girl. He wanted this more than
he’d ever thought possible. Their encounters this morning were based on his
carnal lust without doubt, but this had more than a dash of sensitivity that
altered his approach.
“Spike? Th-this is wr—“
He pounced on her lips in a fury, not caring if what he was doing was wrong,
never caring if he was doing the thing that was moral or just. He was evil for
fuck’s sake. Why did tasting her skin make him want to change who he was? He’d
forgotten the chip, forgotten that whether there was this right now he was still
fundamentally altered from who he had always been. For now there was the girl.
The one that lay writing against him even as she said this feeling was wrong,
that the rightness of what they were doing to each other shouldn’t bloody well
be.
Well, as far as Spike was concerned, she could take her self-righteous claptrap
and shove it where the bleeding Powers could never find it.
He ate away her protests as his tongue licked down her body, finding the
waistband of her pants and loosening it until it slid down her legs. She offered
no more argument, her body completely surrendering to his mastery and he felt
the relief reverberate right throughout his body.
His nose nudging against her cleft before his tongue dived in to part her was
the last of her denial; a strangled moan caught in her throat as she let her
legs part a little wider for him. His tongue swept up the inner lips, gliding
over the smooth flesh even as the roughness of her pussy hair scratched the
edges of his lips. He pushed the fleshy appendage into her depths, twisting it
inside her as he struggled to take all she had, struggled to imprint himself on
the most sensitive flesh deep within her.
His teeth grazed her clit first, followed by a worshipful tongue as she bucked
against him in the most ladylike display of passion he had ever seen. It brought
a smirk to his lips that did nothing but tease them both, and he used all his
oral talents to show her how irreplaceable he was to her now.
He wanted her and Spike would use everything he had to keep her.
Even if that meant misleading her about the origins of Lia.
Her thighs squeezed around his ears hard and he could feel the slow build of a
pulse that was the precursor to her losing control completely. Her pussy jutted
out sharply into his mouth, her clit rubbing against the ridges of his teeth.
She screamed, her voice echoing in his ears as well as the walls as he drank her
down, supped at her till he felt lazy and relaxed.
Like he had eaten a perfect dinner.
He abandoned the sensitive flesh to press kisses of gratitude against her inner
thigh, his fingers stroking the hair that covered the best kept secret in all
the world as far as he was concerned.
They were both satisfied and fell asleep—Buffy naked and legs spread, an evil
but chipped vampire cushioned against the pillowy softness of her thigh. Feeling
too good to move. Feeling the drag to slumber too strong. Feeling the awareness
too confusing.
Sleep offered the most comfort and for now, guiltless escape.
Chapter 12:
She heard a soft gurgling noise in the distance and felt the heaviness on her
thigh. The noise so far didn’t appear urgent, but looking down she found herself
completely naked with a clothed vampire using her inner thigh as his pillow. His
left palm rested just above the thatch of pubic hair and Buffy stopped
breathing. Shock held her still as she felt the cool breath blow across her
pussy lips, frantically trying to stifle a groan.
It was late and the noise from downstairs was getting louder and more demanding.
Buffy felt her skin prickle as she tried to think of what to do, finally resting
on the knowledge that she didn’t have a clue. But Spike would. That conclusion
brought an impressed sigh to her lips. He just kept on surprising her.
She shook her leg gently, hoping to wake him up but instead accidentally nudged
him further up her thigh. She froze, feeling his cold exhalation part the hairs
around her pussy-lips. Her next try, she sat up. Instead of being able to stir
him, he just curled his arm around her hip and snuggled in deeper.
“Oh God,” Buffy whimpered, not knowing how or what to think at this stage of the
night when she had already shared four mind-blowing encounters with Spike. Spent
time with a vampire she was finding it rather difficult to recognise. But right
now, there was a baby who seemed to be not so of the happy to be left alone
downstairs.
“Spike?” Buffy leaned down and stroked his hair away from his face, revealing
the very masculine turn of his chin and nose even as the concave slant of his
cheekbones made him beautiful. His lips were divine and Buffy felt herself
easily becoming lost in the hope that she hadn’t felt the last of those lips.
And wasn’t she brave for sitting up and staring at him while she was nude? She
felt the telltale flush creep up her neck and quickly looked around for
something to cover herself with.
All she could grab as he started to move was Giles’s pillow. Jamming it over her
breasts as Spike propped open one crystalline blue eye, she nearly
hyperventilated at the look of pure predator that was set on his face. He turned
back into her thigh and lightly bit her with blunt teeth, making heat shoot
through her body at high speed. His tongue stroked wet leisurely circles over
her skin and Buffy felt a whimper rise in her throat.
“Lia,” she got out desperately, before she fell back under the influence of his
tongue and teeth. He teased and touched until she was shaking silently in
frustrated desire. Balled fists ensured she didn’t grab his head and jam his
face in the spot she most wanted to feel him, but when she heard the cry
downstairs getting louder and more urgent, her hands did find the place but
instead pulled him away from her. It took a mammoth strength of will to let him
go.
He didn’t argue with her, pulling his body in a fluid move to standing, bending
back to her in the last to bestow a firm, promising kiss.
“You’re gonna have to learn this stuff, too, Pet. I’ll fix ‘er and bring her
up.” His eyes fell on the half-put together cot and grinned. Guess the little
one will have to bunk down with us tonight.
Buffy’s eyes widened in panic. “Isn’t that, like, seriously dangerous or
something?”
“We’ll be alert. Everything’ll be fine. You tuck yourself in an’ I’ll go feed
the cherub.” He kissed her lingeringly again before leaving, Buffy looking a
little disappointed at his clothed form.
Tiredness suddenly seized her and she struggled with the bed sheets till she had
crawled underneath, the fabric cool against her skin, her flushed cheeks sighing
into the pillow. She closed her eyes and fell into sleep.
~ * ~ * ~ * ~
He couldn’t help but think this nursing thing was kind of neat. He liked the
moments he sat alone, the warm bundle of squirming girl in his arms, watching
him through alert eyes as she sucked sustenance into her mouth. Dru had always
loved babies; the blood was newer and fresher and redder. Sometimes the fear
from an adult made her tummy rumble unhappily, made her hide within herself till
the pain finally seeped from her into someone else. But babies were so innocent,
so sweet and lovely, and Dru loved to tear them apart.
The thought of what Dru could do to Lia made Spike feel truly afraid for the
first time since he’d been turned. This baby was his—his and Buffy’s, even if
the Slayer had yet to work that out. The watcher had no claim, had been lied to
for what reason Spike had no clue. But whatever the truth was, this gorgeous
little love had been abandoned into his and Buffy’s care and that was where
Spike would make sure she stayed.
Spike held his breath as he changed her nappy, resting her in her carrier while
he took out some rugs and took them with the old-fashioned looking pram up the
stairs. He set it up on Buffy’s side then disappeared to reclaim the baby,
bringing her up to rest in a space other than the one she’d been in for the past
twenty-four hours.
He wrapped her tight and tucked her in, losing himself affectionately in the
plumpness of her face even while he said a silent prayer to anything that would
listen that the little one would stay asleep for the rest of the night. Checking
that Buffy was asleep, he bent and pressed a gentle kiss to the baby’s head and
then got ready for bed.
He stood at the side of the bed and looked at her. Eyed her bare shoulders above
the coverings and felt himself react in the way he had all day. He’d always
thought the chit was pretty, in an overly strong and opinionated way. Now he saw
her beauty, could feel the tantalising power that seemed to hum and pulse around
her figure. He could smell her flesh under the sheet, could feel the weight of
her breasts in his hands and suddenly craved nothing in his life but to hold
her. The hunt wasn’t what he needed right now, but the catch seemed gloriously
rewarding.
The best tactic was of course to prepare for bed in his usual way. He shucked
his jeans to the floor, followed by his clinging black tee and smoothly slid in
beside her. Her heat seemed to beg him to come closer, to wrap his cool body
around her and sooth the fire, calm its escape till it transferred the power to
him.
It was indescribable. The feel of her silken back against his chest, his
hardened cock slotting into the curve of her bum and his hands resting on the
more muscular shape of her belly. He couldn’t resist the temptation of trailing
a fingertip into her bellybutton, his face seeking the tickle of her hair. Then
the irresistible call of her rounded breasts took over his impulse and he was
cupping one in his hand, his breath fanning strands of hair as he felt like he
wanted to pant. It was so much, this feeling that was welling up inside him
merely from a stroke of her skin.
Her erect nipple poked into his palm and he felt his body shudder. The
anticipation made him tingle, a sensation that had been absent from his
repertoire of feeling since he’d turned to the dark. It was welcome, and
strangely something he felt an urgency to surrender himself to. Something he
wanted to lay back and experience, willing to allow the Slayer to creep into his
heart despite the danger that may leave him open to.
She moved back into him, her upper body craning forward a little so that his
loose handful became very secure around her breast. Spike bent his head and
breathed in the scent of fresh Slayer at her neck. His lips found the small
raised pinpricks of his mark and latched hold, sucking softly. When he’d done
this to Dru it meant a connection to his Sire, though so much weaker than this.
So much more one-dimensional than this—this heat and need and belonging that
scorched him from the point of her neck.
It made blood rush to his cock, achingly hard as he pushed against her, sliding
down and up until he slid between her legs. In sleep her hand reached back to
smooth over his hip, her legs parting so that he could reach her and touch her.
The chit was driving him bloody wild.
She moaned and started moving against him, waking slightly and rolling over. Her
eyes were sleepy as she looked into his tense face, and frowned as she raised a
finger to smooth the line between his brows. She hooked her leg over his hip and
moved down on him, letting herself slip over the swollen head that pushed
against her ready lips.
“Spike,” she breathed, her body awake but her mind obviously reacting on
sensation alone. And then she was kissing him as her body took him inside,
sliding all the way down on him as her hips controlled their movement.
Spike was still, tasting her lips and kissing her slowly, sensually as he lost
himself to her gentle rhythm. It felt different, this joining. Different to the
world of sex he had known for the past century as a vamp. Dru had never kissed
him like this, had never given in to him like this.
His hand stroked her back, holding her tight over him as she continued to roll
her hips against him, torturing him with the beauty of her pace. It was intimacy
on a heartbreaking level, and as he took in the events of the night, took in the
little girl sleeping in her pram, the woman who was loving his cock, the woman
he was changing himself irrevocably for.
He knew the moment she woke up fully, her heart beating a little more
erratically, a slowing of her hip’s movements and the lessening pressure of her
lips. Startled green eyes met his apprehensive ones. Now he was feeling this he
was terrified she was going to rip it away from him. Afraid she would walk out
on him and the baby—acting like there was no right for them to be together. And
while his demon struggled with this new path, he didn’t want her to move. Didn’t
want her to go, to walk away and leave him back in the dejected and lonely path
he’d been on after Dru dumped him.
He’d come looking for her.
Why hadn’t he been able to admit it? The fascination for this slayer? He’d
fought more than two in his time—not that he would ever admit his defeat. He’d
been lucky to run away from bad set-ups before, could admit defeat when he was
too weak or she was too lucky. But Buffy—he could never walk away from her. Kept
coming back to taunt her and himself with what he could never have. Her fire lit
something deep inside that he’d kept hidden for too long. Brought something back
that William had held safe for him for all this time.
“I thought this was a dream,” she whispered against his lips and then her hips
were moving again. Her lips claiming him again, her hands holding him and
touching him and loving him.
His hands shook as he held her, allowing his lips to surrender to her even as he
struggled to keep some part of his heart to himself. Despite the lack of effort
it took for her to slide centimetres along his cock, he could feel the build-up
even more powerfully than some of his hottest times. He was touched, in too many
places to hold it back, and even as he felt her muscles grip him hard, even as
she pumped him a little faster, he felt the spill.
“It is a dream,” he breathed into her panting mouth. “The very best kind.”
She watched him with wide eyes, watery in their question to him.
“It’s the kind of dream that comes true.” And he kissed her again, sweeping his
tongue along her lower lip and felt himself warm even more as she moaned.
Pulling away, she smiled dreamily at him and leaned back in to kiss his chin.
“Funny how something that was once your worst nightmare can suddenly seem much
less frightening.”
“Oi!” he exclaimed, affronted by her implication that he was less of the big
bad. Then his eyes fell on the still sleeping baby, and swept back to Buffy.
“Yeah,” he grinned before snuggling into her and attempting to hold her back to
sleep.
Suddenly a world without Dru and violence and mayhem seemed a bit of alright.
Now he just had to make sure he kept it that way.
Chapter Thirteen
Buffy woke to the feel of something sucking on her nipple. The sensation shot
straight to her womb and she moved a little to encourage the activity. When she
felt a finger tease the other, squeezing gently and forcing a lancing bolt of
pleasure straight through her body, she smiled. The sucking was intense, but it
felt different. It felt good; felt like something that a primal part of her deep
inside craved a connection to.
She slowly let her eyes drift open, finding them captured by the burn of
passionate blue as she clamped hold of Spike and wouldn’t let him go. She raised
a hand and let her finger trace his lip, marvelling at how soft he was when he
had always been so evil. It was too confusing.
And then her eyes fell to her breast, finally working out that Spike’s lips
danced in front of her provocatively rather than latched at her breast. Her eyes
widened in alarm, panic swirling in cyclonic revolutions in her belly. It was
making her feel odd, verging on ill. The act reeked of those things that she
didn’t think she was ready for, things she didn’t think would ever be her chance
at normal, and yet this moment seemed steeped in normal.
When she looked up, Spike was smiling indulgently, traces of awe shading his
eyes a deeper blue. A hot and intense blue that Buffy knew was her new favourite
colour.
“Spike?” She hadn’t stopped it from happening—in truth didn’t know how. The
moment was too surreal and she was finding her breaths hitching and choking in
her throat as tears dwelled in her eyes. “Tell me what’s going on.”
His expression fell a little at her distress, a pain inside catching a hold and
harbouring till it could come out and be safe again. It wasn’t affecting her.
Lia had chosen the Slayer as her mother and Buffy was scared. She wasn’t
screaming, or pushing the baby away, but the look on her face was pure terror.
Spike tried to argue with himself that she just didn’t understand and that he
couldn’t tell her about Lia’s background. Couldn’t reveal the smattering of
demon blood that warmed the child through, couldn’t tell Buffy the traits of the
particular species that meant she was now the beloved mother of the most
beautiful baby girl Spike had ever craved to be his daughter.
But it all came down to his own fear. Down to a refusal to give Buffy the
opportunity to run.
“It’s natural, luv.” He cringed himself, knowing that this kind of thing would
feel as unnatural to a girl who didn’t expect to make it into her twenties let
alone give birth to and raise a child.
“Ho-how did this happen,” she gasped, silent sobs destroying the fluidity of her
voice.
“The babe was mucking up in her sleep. I thought if she hopped in with us then
it might settle her and let us get some more sleep. I guess she found you…needed
you in that way. Maybe a comfort or something.”
Buffy’s look was wary, nervy and searching him for all manner of artifice. “So,
you didn’t put her like this? She did it herself?”
Even though she was quite obviously upset, looking for the evil in him that he
had been pretty lax in reminding her was there, he felt anger get the better of
him.
“Yeah, sick joke from vamp to you. ‘O course I didn’t bloody make her do it.”
Buffy flinched at the hurt in his eyes, knowing only that she was in bizarro
world and now the initial panic was waning, she could go back to feeling that
strange twisting in her belly.
“Spike?” she asked, the tears beginning to finally fall. “Why does it feel so
good?”
He watched the tiny lips latched around Buffy’s pretty pink nipple and felt
himself harden all over—muscles taut, ready to spring. The gentle rhythmic pulse
as the baby’s tongue sucked the nipple deep into her throat.
“Maybe ‘cause its bloody beautiful. I’ve never seen anything so sexy and erotic
in my life.” The awe was back and Buffy felt swept away by it, shaking a little
with not knowing what to do. It felt so strange, so frighteningly grown-up and
parenty, and God…erotic! Just like he said.
She watched him as he put an arm around her waist, his eyes asking her a
question she just didn’t know the answer to, and then his head descended and he
took her remaining nipple into his mouth. Buffy shuddered beneath him, the hard
pull of his tongue making her want to scream. Instead, the tears slid down her
cheeks as her legs clamped tightly together. She couldn’t believe what was
building; pushing at some invisible point within her that she’d never known
existed. As his hand stroked her flank, her baby fed from her virgin nipple, and
a peroxided head sucked her into ecstasy, Buffy felt it crash down onto her. She
moaned, felt her skin prickle with strong bursts of sensation as a climax knifed
through her, bringing her off a point of complete awareness. She surrendered her
body to them, even as she felt the sting of fangs as they pierced her breast,
even as she heard words uttered that would bond the three of them together.
She rode a wave of continuing ecstasy. As he pulled blood from a blue vein in
her breast, she whimpered as the pulse of pure need and lust surged through her.
Taking her to another world where this was what she was, who she was and the man
she needed to complete her.
“Spike,” Buffy garbled, holding his head to her as she hung on to it all, held
the beauty of this moment as her heart completed the binding. Her leg parted and
curled over his hip, trying to draw his body closer to her as she began to cry.
His finger found and gently stroked her, keeping her at such a high point of
feeling that she responded without the slightest urge. His slow sucks of blood
brought everything to a higher sensation and she found herself flooding around
his fingers even as she gave another shout into the hair of her lover. Her body
writhing around his name, her soul reaching out to the two and making forever
promises that changed the focus slightly of who she was.
Is.
Slayer and Buffy, protector, lover and mother. It was all hers; both these
incredible creatures were hers and she sobbed through overwhelming happiness.
Until the visage of a dark woman and her watcher clouded the images of her
family portrait. No. They didn’t belong to Lia. She did. The baby was hers.
Spike was hers. And even though none of it made sense, that none of it was what
she wanted or needed two days ago, she’d kill anyone who tried to take it from
her now.
She growled, causing Spike to pull his fangs from her and look at her in
surprise. Lia’s lips also fell from her body and Buffy was astounded to find
that her nipples now leaked. Tiny dribbles of white fluid that gave her the
proof she needed.
Spike smirked as he leaned forward and licked the liquid dripping slowly from
the pinkened nubs.
“That is the most fucking hot vision I have ever seen.” And he kissed her,
claimed her lips like he’d just claimed her heart. She may not have gathered the
implications, but little Garaqua girl Lia had chosen her parents and Spike felt
hornier than hell.
Lia gurgled and smiled, her arms waving as the two super-beings stared down at
her, pride and excitement at the change in them all making them quiver—a
reaction to the bonding that had just taken place.
Spike’s hand ran over Buffy’s flank, teasing her flesh and making him more
hungry for tastes of her. The Slayer. Fucking hell, he’d just joined his
immortality to the Slayer. Gained a baby. Pinned the new label to his black
duster: Big Bad Dad. Oh yeah, his world was right.
Dru’s prediction hit him right between the eyes. ‘Burning baby fishes.’ Well,
Lia was certainly daddy’s little mermaid, so it seemed his sire had got it
right. And Buffy—everything was truth, everything was reason.
Everything was his.
Chapter 14:
Her body was changing right in front of their eyes and no matter how hard he
tried, he just got plain hard. And he couldn’t rip his eyes off her either.
Xander Harris was looking at the most buxom Buffy Summers he’d ever had a soggy
wet dream about and he could feel himself almost losing it in his pants right in
front of her. He whimpered as she moved, plump gorgeous flesh pushing against
the tiny stretchy top she’d jammed herself into and he had to wiggle in his
chair.
Everyone sat in Giles’s living room in silence, looking nervously around at
anything but Buffy as they waited desperately for the phone to ring. Everyone
but Xander.
“So, can you recommend a good surgeon?” Anya inquired, her perky grin eerily in
place. “I mean, that has to be the best boob job I’ve seen in a long while. And
this is California, so there’s a lot of ‘em,” the ex-demon concluded as she
beamed encouragingly at a very red-faced Buffy.
Xander gawked at Anya’s words, his chocolate coloured eyes becoming even more
focused on the swollen nipples poking through the fabric and he almost collapsed
into a strangled groaning lump of schoolboy mush.
He salivated and just wished, wished, wished she would jiggle a little to the
left and spill out of her top.
"Keep you're bleedin' perverted eyes in your head, Harris, before I chisel ‘em
out with a toothpick. You’re disrespectin’ the lady, you git!”
“Huh?” replied the brunette horny still-a-teen as his mouth fell open and stayed
there, picturing very x-rated visions of a topless Buffy and…
“Ow!” he cried even as Spike fell to his knees with his hands around his head.
The vampire groaned loud and miserably as he crawled over to sit on the floor at
Buffy’s feet, the side of his head tipped into her leg as he contemplated the
idiot boy who couldn’t control his stares. Spike growled at Buffy’s avid admirer
and Xander finally got an inkling that he was being offensive. The slap up the
back of his head from his irritated girlfriend helped to quicken the process,
too.
“She has very nice breasts,” Anya confirmed for any that hadn’t already thought
it and Willow coughed into her hand as her face fired. “That does not mean it is
alright for you to ogle them in front of me.” The affronted newly humanised
vengeance demon crossed her arms in a huff and sat down next to Buffy so she
could keep an eye to how often her boyfriend’s eyes strayed.
Before anyone else could contribute to the discomfort of the sitch, Buffy jumped
toward the phone, sighing in tremendous relief when it rang as soon as her hand
hit it.
“Hello,” she barked desperately into the mouthpiece, her back to the group to
shield her breasts from any more humiliating attention.
“Buffy! Well, I’ve arrived.”
Buffy could hear the relief and tiredness in his voice, and despite feeling an
edge of anger that he had left and put her in this position, she passed him
vibes of difficulty in finding Olivia.
“Oh, Okay. Things are of the good here. I didn’t patrol last night but I guess
I’d better tonight. And the baby is good. We bought stuff. Furniture type stuff.
Spike is really amazing with her.” The awe and pride in her voice when she
mentioned Spike’s name was stunning. Giles, ever oblivious to certain
undercurrents, pressed on with his news barely even registering his Slayer’s
altered reaction to all thought of the vampire.
The vampire in question smirked at the others, stretching out with his hands
behind his head and looking every inch the reposing evil vamp they’d all grown
to fear and loathe. Until a small cry from upstairs had him leaping to his feet
and bounding up the stairs. Willow and Xander’s jaws dropped as they watched his
eagerness to go to the baby—the one still obviously alive.
By the time they’d resolved to let all the possible disparaging comments lie for
the time being, Buffy was finished on the phone.
“That was Giles,” she told them, nervousness and worry emanating from her voice
as she chewed on her bottom lip.
“Uhuh,” nodded Anya, still smiling like a mindless Stepford wife. “We kind of
thought that. Being that we were expecting his call and all. And you were
talking about buying the baby things.”
“So, I guess you guys probably are waiting to hear what he said?”
“That’s kinda why we came over, Buffster.” Xander’s eyes had once again fallen
to the view below her face and Buffy felt all squirmy with the force of her
blush.
Spike’s duster was lying over the back of the sofa and Buffy dived on it,
thrusting her arms through the sleeves before pulling the sides to overlap at
the front.
“Hey,” shouted Xander, jumping to his feet and waving a finger at the duster
surrounding Buffy’s body. “Why are you wearing Captain Peroxide’s coat. That’s
just not right, Buff.”
“What’s not bloody right, you stupid little wanker, is that you can’t keep your
bleeding eyes to yourself. If you can’t be anything but an ignorant sod then I
recommend you skittle your ever-widening arse out the door.”
The room was silent, all eyes focused on the fuming vamp that held the little
bundle of baby over his shoulder, softly patting her back despite the clear
irritation that had his body coiled. Xander suddenly seemed to come back to
himself and lowered his eyes in shame.
“I’m really sorry, Buffy. It was just kind of…” His voice faded out as he failed
in his search for the closest excuse.
“Yeah, tell me about it.” Buffy sighed and the room seemed to relax. “Okay, the
sitch is this,” she pushed on, more than eager for her expanded breasts to no
longer be anyone’s focus but hers and Spike’s. And just like that she was in
power mode to relay the information and get these people out of her home.
Home. Uhoh! They’d have to find one, make their own haven somewhere that was not
under Giles’s nose. No matter how much her own opinion towards Spike had changed
in the past two days, she didn’t think anyone else was quite ready to hear her
do the big reveal about mushy feelings, super-hot vampire/slayer sex and
motherhood.
Her blush took a raging turn towards a lusty flush and Buffy felt a sudden need
to be alone. Or at least as alone as she could be with Spike.
“Right. Giles just got to London, hasn’t found Olivia yet and will call when he
has some news. So for now, we’re on our own. Why don’t you guys come over for
dinner tomorrow night and we can all chat. See you all then. Bye now.” And she
stomped quickly to the door and flung it open, ignoring the startled looks and
huge round of eyes that were staring at her.
One by one they slowly rose to their feet, Buffy taking a leaf out of Anya’s
book and smiling widely at everyone as they passed in confusion through the door
and into the sunlight.
“You will be coming back to school on Monday, though, won’t you?” Willow seemed
uncertain, hesitant to leave Buffy in what she thought was a seriously weird and
too responsible predicament.
“Shyeah, like I’m going to get behind now.” And with that confounding
implication, she waved and shut the door in her best friend’s face, leaving her
friends standing outside and staring at the door.
Buffy turned from the door, her body vibrating with a desperate need for
connection that was new. She’d craved Spike’s touch since he had shocked her
into submission in the shower, touching her breasts and driving her to her first
orgasm with a man.
The fact that she was severely lusting after a vampire had completely lost its
impact. The second her eyes fell on him all rational thought and old prejudices
fled. He was hers; they belonged to each other and after last night, it was
beyond time they’d established it exclusively. Without any kind of audience.
Her body was jittery as she clasped her hands behind her back. Buffy nodded at
the still form in his arms and felt herself begin to pant.
“Is she asleep?” she practically begged, feeling little shivers shoot through
her at Spike’s knowing grin.
He didn’t answer, just placed the baby in her carrycot before slowly stalking
Buffy, his shoulders rolling with each step as he tilted his head to the side
and watched her. Drank her in. When he was just two steps away, she felt her
restraint snap and she dived at him, her legs strangling his waist as her mouth
claimed his. He stumbled backward toward the stairs and the bedroom, his tongue
getting lost in her wet recess as he searched and finally connected with hers.
The passion was hot and he could feel her body vibrating against him, almost
like she was lost in some kind of rush of primal desire.
He stripped his duster from her arms, letting it slip to the steps and falling
over it as he tripped his way upstairs to the bedroom. Buffy’s arms were wound
around his neck, holding his head in a determined grip to hers, not letting go
of his lips as they crushed hers beneath them. She moaned against the pain,
pleasure ripping through her as Spike tore her shirt from her body. She wore no
bra, finding that none of her usual fit her with her now larger and more tender
breasts. She wanted them against his pale, cool chest and so thrashed her hands
around until they found fistfuls of his shirt and she forcefully pulled it off
his body. The scratch of her tight nipples against his cold body was
excruciatingly hot, and she undulated against him so the rub caused even more of
an irritation. They puckered and poked into him, the sensation sending them both
closer to a serious edge. His erection bruised against her stomach; the ferocity
of this promised mating was making her wild, making her want everything as hard
and fast as was possible.
It was a shock when her back slammed into the mattress; it was almost a dream
when Spike almost tore her pants as he shoved them off her legs. Then she was
naked, her opening glistening and pink as she lay open to him. But already she
was whimpering, not able to wait and have him just stare. Before she could open
her mouth and beg, he was on her, his tongue lapping up as much of her teasing
juices as he could reach. To her own mind she felt slippery and wet and she
couldn’t help writhing against his mouth as his tongue dived inside her and his
finger rubbed at her clit. Miniature sparks of fire raced through her belly,
spreading out in a desperate flurry of sensation against every cell of her skin.
She was so aroused that she was losing her mind, opening her legs further and
further so Spike would feel welcome and consume her whole.
It wasn’t enough. Something large was welling inside, something hot and fiery
and bursting with sensation was holding back, just waiting for something that
would make it all complete. There was no more thought as her body dictated every
action. She pushed his head away with a foot against his shoulder, violently
shoving him from her body. He slumped on the floor and jerked as Buffy grabbed
the fly of his jeans and pulled the buttons apart. When he was free she was upon
him, his cock swollen and an angry red as she straddled Spike’s legs so that it
was poking up at her belly. She felt a burning itch inside her passage, wanting
desperately to feel the friction of his cock as she sucked him in. But the
torture of the wait seemed necessary and instead she put her hands on his chest,
moved her hips in a circle as she let his shaft rub the flesh of her stomach.
And then her hand curled around him and the coolness of him did nothing to cool
her raging need. She burned for this, yearned for this and before she could draw
breath, she raised her hips and took him inside.
She gasped against his groan and felt the haze of lust control her. Against her
desire she moved slowly, wanting desperately to thrust him into the carpet with
all her natural Slayer strength, something urged her to be gentle, to be erotic
and tender in this joining. He took advantage of her position and the hang of
her breasts to let his fingers tease, rolling and pinching the nipples until
they were tight and slightly leaking fluid. She moaned in her ehad, in her
throat and in her heart. Then his palms were rubbing and fingers pulling,
bringing her closer and closer to ecstasy.
In the blink of an eye Spike turned her off him, her back naked against the rug
on Giles’ bedroom floor. She curled her arms and legs around him, holding him in
the intimate pose as she guided his pace. The terror of slayer within her wanted
it fierce, wanted his claiming to be rough and feral and primitive. His demon
reacted with the girl and what she got was tender, love-making of the memorable
kind. Of the intensely beautiful kind. His cock slid in miniscule shifts within
her as he lowered his head. He sucked from her bounty, growling against the nub
drawn deep in his mouth. He bit her gently before moving on to the purpose of
their being together. He licked the vein at her neck, seemingly glazed to the
fact that it was a side already marked. The unknowing slayer within objected,
wanted no memory of others as he took her and made her his. Wanted it fresh, and
new and definite.
She cried out in agonised pleasure as his teeth ripped at her flesh, fangs
buried deep in her throat and drinking deeply of her life. Spike growled again
deep in his throat, his tongue vibrating on her skin as his cock continued to
tease her, continued to rub her into a building frenzy, her walls melting like
liquid lava around him And then the large mouthfuls he took from her shoved her
over the edge and she clung on tight, her legs bruising his hips as she bucked
hard against his body, as she pulled him harder to her throat and practically
gave him permission to suck her life away.
As her heart raced wildly, hurting the cavity of her chest with the force of the
beat, blood pulsed at the twin holes and she felt the stickiness in her hair as
a thoroughly dazed and confused vampire began lapping it up, murmuring
incantations in a language mixture of growls and some dialect she hadn’t heard
before. But something took over again and she was replying, somehow giving her
life and promise in a ritual she had no knowledge of but a complete
understanding that flooded her mind.
Once the moment had receded and Buffy came slowly back to herself, she saw
Spike’s eyes fixed on the curve of her throat, awe eclipsing the satiated
passion on his face.
“What the hell just happened?” she demanded, ready to stake him if he didn’t
finally give up with all the secret weirdness.
Spike looked like he’d been caught at something evil, though his look of guilt
was completely out of character. He was about to open his mouth when she held up
her hand as a stop sign.
“No. Not just now, but last night too. What is going on?” The vulnerability in
her voice tugged his heart, and even as he looked at the objects of Xander’s
interest, wanting to latch hold and suck her nipples until they ached, he heaved
an impatient breath and resigned himself for the awkwardness to come.
He just hoped it was something she could accept.
Chapter 15:
Spike hugged her.
Buffy melted into his embrace and prepared her heart for answers she wasn’t sure
weren’t too wiggy for her current frame of mind. His bare skin felt so nice
against her that for a moment she wanted to tell him to forget all about it, to
leave her in the dark about it all so she could just make it up herself and
ignore the strangeness of what was going on.
But that strangeness was bound to be the precursor to something
apocalyptic—experience had shown her that burying your head in the sand equaled
no head. So, in the long run, wigginess would just have to take a backseat to
getting the up on what Spike knew.
When he picked her up and carried her, cradled in his arms to the bed, she felt
her body shivering. Not so much with cold, but in an adrenal letdown after the
almost feral way she had claimed his body earlier. Claimed. That’s what had her
bothered and confused and seriously climbing the wiggo-metre.
She couldn’t ask again, even though curiosity was making her want to explode
with questions. It was almost like she was so filled with hopes, was so
incredibly comfortable with the possibilities that she was in no rush for Spike
to lay the truth on her and find it didn’t match up with her plans. Something
had happened between the three of them—the sudden feeding of the baby making her
bond them together as family. Buffy felt a tightening in her breasts, felt the
puckering of her nipples as she thought of Lia and then groaned as she felt a
wetness dripping down her body to pool at her belly.
She felt Spike’s hungry growl reverberate through her bones and she straightened
a little further as Spike rushed her. His lips latched on to one nipple, his
thumb rubbing the milk into the other.
“Holy fuck this is gorgeous.” And then Buffy couldn’t speak, lost in the
sensation of his cool mouth soothing her heated need for giving sustenance. She
felt like giving away to the sensation, but as much as she wanted to just
believe what she could picture, Lia needed for her to know the truth. It was
time to stop with the lustiness and get with the informiness.
“Spike,” she moaned beneath him—and very effectively smashed his face against
the ripe swell of her breast.
The force of his body pushed her back and he positioned himself between her
legs, mouth still avidly feeding from her nectar even as his fingers began to
tease her curls. His chest brushed over her abdomen and her muscles shrank back
in surprise, then stretched up to touch him again and again.
And then he was on the move, his cool tongue gliding over the dip in her stomach
on the way to treating her to heaven. His tongue flickered in rapid licks over
her clit, making it hard and eager for his attention. It felt like he was
drinking her up, taking so much more of her essence inside of himself so that
there was very little left that remained hers.
She couldn’t mind. Didn’t mind that he took such pleasure in making her moan, in
making her writhe in need for him. As his tongue delved into her, loving her and
making love to her, she fell deeper into that chasm that held just barely all
her swirling confusion and passion for her mate and now her family. As he ate
from her, she realized. Her family; they were both hers forever. Her
responsibility, her heart and her soul.
When her orgasm hit, she hadn’t been expecting it, had instead been focusing on
the gentle rub of Spike’s finger pad against her inner flesh, had been tracking
the journey of his tongue as he lathed her into a tight curl of ecstasy. No
matter what he had to tell her, she didn’t care. As long as it meant she could
hang on to what she now had with him and with Lia, she’d deal.
It was now so natural, so expected that when he left her quivering lips to kiss
her into another bliss, he would slide himself into her like he was arriving
finally at home. He sucked on her neck, allowed his lips to focus on the bite
marks that made her now belong with him while his pelvis slowly thrust within
her. Hardly any movement and his resultant surge was as much a shock to her as
her own had been mere minutes earlier.
Despite the lack of action, the slow and sweet lovemaking, breath was still
gasped and sucked into greedy lungs as if they had both run a marathon. A
relaxed numbness had settled over her body, and yet she couldn’t let him go.
Felt a satisfaction in his weight as he settled over her, digging his elbows
into the mattress on her sides as he attempted to keep the majority of himself
from crushing her. But she collapsed his tense arms and felt so much more the
intensity of having all of him on her, of owning and holding all of her mate.
Buffy was happy.
So it was time for the truth. Time for the thing that Spike knew that would
probably crush her hopes and faith.
“Okay buster, tell me.”
Spike sighed, but knew somewhere within the blood he just claimed from his once
enemy that it would be fine. All of it was bloody difficult to wrap a head
around, but he had faith in his lover. She was a pretty cluey woman, all things
considered. Still, the revelation required a deep breath.
“Right then. See, the thing is—” He paused, completely lost for words, his mouth
open and just stalled, waiting for inspiration to hit him from out of nowhere.
“Uhuh, that’s quite a story you’ve got there, Spike. Can see how that might have
been weird to keep all to yourself.”
“Too right, luv. You’ve no idea how hard it’s been to not tell you the bit isn’t
the Watcher’s munchkin.”
Buffy’s eyes shot wide open at the unexpected confession. She bypassed the shock
and went straight on to the hope part of the news. Not Giles’s, so maybe
Buffy’s? Even though it still made no sense, it really did. In Buffy’s mind at
least.
“Okay, so Giles isn’t a daddy. We can deal.”
He mentally groaned at her euphoric expression, hoping she was going to be as
happy about the rest.
“She’s part garaqua demon.” He waited, watching as Buffy’s smile continued to
beam at him, and then he saw the exact moment that his words filtered through
her planning and made impact.
“Huh?” The smile had slipped, but hadn’t turned into a frown exactly. “My little
girl’s a what now? And you did say part demon, right? So, does she still have a
soul? Of course she has a soul. I would have been able to feel it if she didn’t.
I would have had my spidey sense sending me up the wall and wanting me to kill.
Nope, my baby is all with the soul-having. Phew. Okay, so what do you know about
these types of demons?”
Spike was speechless as he just stared at his mate, then threw caution to the
wind and smashed his lips to hers. His respect for the Slayer just grew even
more as she kept her calm and seemed to have accepted within herself the changes
that had been thrust upon her life.
It was a kiss that cemented their relationship.
“Buffy, thank you. Thank you for being okay.”
Her smile was watery as she held his eyes, feeling the settling on her heart
that this was real, her family had found her and she didn’t need to go through
anymore trauma of searching them out. Of risking her heart in hopeless
relationships for a year or more and then found it went nowhere. She could
already tell that this was it. This was forever. Now that she had it, the trick
was to understand it. But what a relief that Giles had no claim to the baby,
‘cause boy that could have been messy.
“Okay, so we’re mommy and daddy to a baby half-demon. Give me the skinny. What
kind is she again?”
“Garaqua. Water demon. Not sure exactly of all her talents.”
“But she somehow picked us as parents? Wow, that’s some kind of talent! Okay
then.” She screwed up her eyebrows in deep thought and Spike started to get
nervous. Couldn’t bode well for him when she started looking like she was
thinking of the best way to kill something.
Then her face cleared and Spike was left with the feeling that he had been
blessed with the sun and life and love and everything that made existence more
than tolerable. More than astounding.
“Guess where we are?” she asked as she started bouncing on the bed in
excitement. “We are in Giles’s, the land of endless books. Research party!” she
exclaimed before launching herself back into his arms. “As soon as I’ve seen to
that lip.”
Chapter 16:
There was only one response. As their explanation hit a silent room, the
dinner guests dwelled on it for a few short moments before the slow swell of
hysterical laughter filtered through their shock. Xander felt it build in his
throat, a soft burst of a giggle at first, but then it got louder as he watched
Buffy’s straight face get even straighter. Until he reeled it in and looked at
his heroine in disbelief.
“You can’t be serious. Her mother? You? And the Bleached No-Bite Wonder? With
the family jingles and the supersafe mobile. Doing the family thing for
Christmas and the easter bunny and why aren’t you laughing and shouting APRIL
FOOL!!! ‘Cause the Xan-man knows, you just can’t be serious.”
All eyes watched him as his hilarity imploded and he started looking between
them all frantically. “She’s kidding, right? Come on, guys, it’s a joke.” He
succumbed to his burst of disbelieving laughter again even as he saw the lack of
humour on the faces around him.
He didn’t even take notice as Spike began to growl and take up a protective
position beside his mate, looking at her friend with anger and distrust.
“That is so—“ But Willow was interrupted before she could express a complete
thought.
“Congratulations,” gushed Anya. “I didn’t even notice she was Garaqua. You are
truly blessed.” The ex-vengeance demon jumped from her chair and rushed around
the table to envelop the blonde couple in a hug. “Its just…so beautiful. Wow!”
she exclaimed while taking a step back from them, looking deeply into their eyes
and then smiling widely. “I haven’t seen this happen since 1542 when the last
soulless vamp mated with a Slayer and became protectors and parents to a
half-garaqua child. It’s truly beautiful to see it again.”
Everyone was stunned into silence.
And Xander’s hyena laugh started up again until Willow punched him hard in the
arm.
“Shoosh,” she hissed. “They’re not joking, and Anya’s being scarily forthcoming
with the information. Could cut research time and get you some more pizza while
it’s hot.”
Buffy was staring at Anya with a watery smile. “There was another? So, this
isn’t that unusual?”
“Did you listen to that date? 1542 hardly makes this usual. It certainly isn’t
common, but it HAS happened before.”
“Pffft, I’m so with the forgetting the dates part of this revelation and
sticking to the bit where you know what the hell is going on. Tell us, please?”
Buffy grasped Anya’s hands and dragged her over to the sofa, the newly humanised
demon looking over to Xander with a huge smile on her face and pointing to her
hand holding with Buffy.
“See Xander, she likes me. I can be friends with them. They can accept me.”
Buffy flashed annoyed eyes at her friend who was standing as still as possible
so that hopefully everyone would forget he was there so he could gather his head
around the odd occurrences of the night.
“Huh? You told your girlfriend we wouldn’t accept her?”
“NO! N-not really, no. I’ll sit down and have some pizza. Over here while my
girlfriend tells you all about the freaky Slayer/Vamp matings and weird parent
selection thingy. Hmmm, yummy pizza.” And he shoved a large slice as far into
his mouth as he dared.
“So, with this thing. The vampire and the Slayer…wow. Did a Slayer really mate
with a vampire?”
“Oh, that’s happened often. I’ve only heard once about a garaqua baby choosing
their parents, though. That’s quite rare, but very special.”
“Yeah, we got the special. How ‘bout enlightenin’ us on the why? How might be a
tad useful, too.” Spike sat on the arm of the couch beside Buffy and felt
himself warm as she leaned back and rested her arm on his thigh.
“Oh, of course. Garaqua demons can pass easily for humans, and on the odd
occasion I have heard of them leaving the sea long enough to mate with a human.
Only a human female, though. Otherwise the offspring can be all kinds of mixed
up in the sexual organs department. Not pretty.” She screwed up her face in a
pretty obvious non-verbal ewwww before she could continue. “So, no human man has
ever been with a garaqua female that I’ve ever heard of. Anyway, I have only
heard about it once, like I said, of a half-demon’s mother dying and the baby
choosing her maternal replacement. I have no idea about Giles’s lady friend, but
if she has deserted the baby, then Lia would know and would then choose her new
parents.” Anya sat back with a satisfied grin on her lips, obviously thinking
she was finished as the fountain of knowledge for the night.
“So, it’s permanent then? We’re ‘er parents for good?” Spike could feel himself
so close to having everything he could ever possibly want—a wife that loved him,
a beautiful daughter. As long as fate didn’t decide to knock him for six and
take it all away again.
“Oh absolutely. Very permanent. Of the forever variety, unless you both are
deadbeat alcoholic parents that couldn’t care less for the welfare of your own
child.” She said the alarming statement with a happy grin and Buffy didn’t know
whether to laugh, or plead forgiveness from Xander. Judging by the choking
sounds she could hear off to her side, she was really leaning toward the begging
for forgiveness angle.
“Right. So, cut back on the booze? That’ll be a bloody wrench, but I s’pose it
could be done.”
“That’s the spirit,” enthused Anya as she leaned over and patted the neutered
vamp on the arm.
“So, tell me what she’s like? What can she do? And what do you mean of the
forever variety?”
“Her demon traits? Well, number one thing you’ll want to know—“ Anya got
to her feet and walked over to where Lia was playing on a play gym on the
carpet. She picked her up and cooed at her while looking into her eyes.
“She has her soul, but I’m sure you could sense that.”
Everyone in the room noticed Buffy’s relieved slump into Spike’s body and Xander
shoved another slice of pizza past his teeth in order to keep his mouth too
occupied to shove more feet into it.
“As for the forever thing, well surely you knew that mating with a vampire would
make you Immortal.”
Stunned uncomfortable silence kept an edge in the room, seemingly sucking out
all the air. And then Xander’s cackle started up again.
Buffy was bright red, shaking as she sought Spike’s hand and squeezed it hard,
not even feeling the bone snap as he growled low in his throat.
“Did you know about this?” she asked, tears already breaking the barrier at her
eyes to slide like shimmering crystal down her face.
“Never heard of a vamp claimin’ a human, let alone a Slayer, pet. Had as much of
a clue as you what would happen.”
Xander’s laugh had petered out on a miserable cry.
“You guys aren’t kidding, are you? Buffy, are you insane? You mated with the
blond freak?”
“Shut up, Xander,” hissed Willow as she watched the play of emotions on Buffy’s
face. Mixed with the horror of being different to what she’d been days ago was
the beginnings of extraordinary happiness at being with a man, or at least a
vamp, that she was experiencing strong emotions for.
“Well, it wouldn’t have happened if she was just human. But she’s a Slayer, and
her power comes from something of an Immortal strain. No one actually knows what
happens to Slayer’s if they make it beyond their twenties. They could be
Immortal anyway for all we know. But now, she can’t be killed by normal means.”
Anya hadn’t even been looking at them, still busy talking baby language with the
beauty of flailing chubby arms and legs that she continued to hold in her arms.
“Okay, now little Ophelia—and that is such a beautiful name, oh yes it is—won’t
stay dark. Already you can see that her skin and hair is lightening. My guess is
she’ll end up blonde.”
“Oh,” said Willow, taking up the researchy interest of the gang while Giles was
far from the event. “That’s really kind of cool. So, she looks demon all the
time? Or is there something we should be aware of?”
“Well, there is the colour she goes when she’s in cold water.”
Buffy and Spike looked at each other and mouthed ‘cold water’ before shooting
interested glances back at their baby and Anya. “She’ll go a pretty dappled
silver colour. It’s really quite gorgeous, but it might be kind of a downside
when she goes swimming with friends. However, Spike might be able to teach her
how to control her demon and how much of it comes out in response to cold water
when she’s a bit older. I would recommend that, actually. Spike seems very good
at controlling his demon—moreso than other vampires I’ve met—so I think it
should all be pretty easy for you to handle. Oh, and you might not want to get
her too mad or scared.”
Xander looked scared suddenly, and his mouth still stuffed with pizza was to
prove no impediment. As food fell out of his mouth and to the floor, he asked,
“Why? What’ll she do?”
“Oh, nothing for you to worry about honey, but Spike might need to take some
earplugs around with him. She has this high-pitched cry, almost like a whale but
at supersonic levels. If you are exposed to it for too long it might make your
head explode.”
Buffy gasped in horror. “Oh my God!”
“It’ll be fine, just take precautions like I said. Anything else you need to
know because Xander has nearly eaten all the pizza?”
Buffy shook her head in a daze, held her arms out for her daughter and watched
as Anya bounced over to the table and commandeered her own slice of cheesy
goodness.
Her daughter. She was a mommy. Her mom was a grandma. “Oh God, I have to call my
mom. And Giles. What are we gonna do about Giles?”
“Might be an idea to let the poor bugger know that his woman has been having
some fun with demons. Other than that, the git’s a granddad. He’ll deal. So long
as he doesn’ expect us to pay back all that money.”
Buffy’s eyes bugged as she did a quick tally of how much money they’d already
spent on setting Lia up.
“Oh boy. Spike, you need an income.”
“Yeah, Spike,” Xander yelled, already claiming his third slice of pizza. “Get a
job, bloodsucker.”
And the weirdness just climbed up another notch.
“Don’ need a blood job. Need a bleeding shovel so I can smack you in the mouth.”
And everyone just grinned as Xander spluttered and lost more of his prized
pizza.
Chapter 17:
Buffy grinned as Spike continued to stare forlornly at Giles’s hidden stash.
Bottle after beautiful bottle mocked him, but he sucked it up. Slammed the
cabinet door closed as he resolved to be the best damn vampire dad that was
demonly possible.
“An’ what ‘xactly has you resembling a hyena?” he grumped at an ebullient Buffy,
letting his eyes fall from her lips to her lush cleavage bulging out the top of
her shirt. He licked his lips in hunger then groaned as Lia cried out her lack
of humour at being left to play on the floor mat alone.
“Sodding kids, trying to spoil dad’s fun.” He swooped down and snapped her up,
rocking her happily around the room until he saw Buffy—still grinning—but now
with tears in her eyes. “You are one strange bint, you know. One minute smiling
like you owned a chocolate factory—”
“Ice-cream,” Buffy interrupted and Spike rolled his eyes while simultaneously
clenching his jaw.
“An’ the next you’re all with the weepy eyes. Give a bloke a break, yeah?”
“Nah uh. I like you all nice and unbroken. Much better to have fun with when
little people are all tucked in for the night.
He couldn’t help it. Spike’s eyes glazed over in remembrance of some of their
other little exploratory moments together. He was about to enforce bedtime for
babies when the phone rang. He groaned again and went to slump in the armchair,
holding and cooing to Lia while he let Buffy answer it. As far as he knew, none
of his mates were aware where he was, let alone could be bothered with using
phones to reach him.
“Hello.” Chirpy Buffy was something to behold, and Spike couldn’t get over just
how much of the holding he’d been permitted so far. He couldn’t help letting his
gaze wander sensually over her body either, smiling excitedly when he looked
down to find Lia conveniently asleep. He quickly deposited her upstairs and
raced back down to see to his girl, the hardness in his pants ruling out
anything else around him till he could get some kind of satisfaction.
Vamp speed was a virtue as he deposited his bundle and made it back to Buffy’s
pelvis before she’d even managed to begin her conversation. Experienced fingers
unlatched her pants and he quickly tugged them down to her ankles, removing her
shoes and clothing before he could register her gulp and frantic eyes as her
hand beat ineffectually around his head. Before she could squeak out an excited
‘Hi mom,’ he had his face happily nestled in her pussy and his tongue securely
curled around her clit.
Her knees collapsed and his back hit the floor with Buffy writhing over his
lips, his hands holding her hips in position as he licked and sucked her to a
bucking frenzy. She reefed the receiver away from her mouth as her quiet
whimpers exploded into a gutsy moan. Spike chuckled as he heard her gasp for
breath and try to talk at the same time.
“So sorry, mom. I thought I was going to drop something.”
And Spike tickled her pussy lips with his tongue as his hands slipped his own
zipper down. He moved under her body until she was sitting a hairsbreadth from
his cock. He lifted her up fractionally and rubbed the length of himself against
her slit, and behind, ripping open the front of her shirt and taking pains to
undo the not so secure bra that barely kept her enclosed.
Her voice was weak as she spoke to someone. Spike was too out of his mind with
lust to listen much to what was happening, but he liked how little control she
had in pushing him away or keeping herself strong in the semi-presence of
others. He felt flooded with even more power as he felt Buffy’s hips begin to
swivel and rub against his erection of her own accord, her hand bracing against
his chest as the other grasped helplessly at the phone.
“M-mom? I have some great news for you? You’re a grandmother.”
Buffy felt the tingle in her breasts as Spike sunk his fangs beside one nipple,
slurping noisily as his tongue did a rapid flick over the nipple. Buffy leaned
further forward, eager to let his tongue worship her as the move opened her up
for another invasion. She couldn’t help the way her mouth hung open as she
screamed internally, trying to not betray her actual activity while she was on
the phone to her mother. She knew what she was doing was way far in the column
of bad, but she just couldn’t control herself around Spike.
“Buffy…I really think it might have been more tasteful for you to have waited
till I was at home before telling me you were pregnant. You’ve just started
college, you’re nineteen, and what were you thinking?”
What Buffy was thinking didn’t bear mentioning to her mother, not while her
pussy was spread and Spike was slipping his cock into her inch by delicious life
expanding inch. The sensation set her whole body on fire, made goose of her
flesh as she wriggled and slid against his length before he could settle her
into any kind of incomprehensible rhythm.
“Um…not…not with the pregnant…being…mom. I’m the Chosen one…think…I’d ever have
anything…the conven…tional way?”
That tingle that was always present when she was on top was already driving her
out of her mind, and Spike was making it worse by winding the phone cord around
her breast and rubbing it erotically against her sensitive nipple.
“Buffy, what on earth is wrong with you? Your voice is all funny and you aren’t
making any sense.” Buffy could hear the confusion in her mother’s voice, but
wasn’t in any position to do anything about making it less so. Just as she was
about to answer, Spike flicked her clit and she had to bury the receiver against
her belly, all her flesh feeling the explosion from within as she moaned long
and loud.
Buffy could feel Spike already on the move, feral in his desperation to maximise
her pleasure while bringing about his own. She had to hurry this conversation
before her mother realised exactly what was going on.
“Sorry, Mom. Was just…um…trying to be quiet because of the baby.” After the
pregnancy comment, Buffy was praying to someone pretty high up that her mother
would be too distracted by the real words coming out of her mouth rather than
the noises.
Spike was positioning her on her knees and Buffy’s eyes flew wide open. This was
new and felt mega on the yummy scale.
“Look mom, gotta go. Lia—that’s your granddaughter’s name by the way—is waking
up and I have to go see to her. I’m staying at Giles’ so call me when you get
back, ‘k?”
She waited for no answer, slamming the phone down just as Spike stretched her
boundaries once again and filled her all the way up. Buffy was consumed with the
deliciousness of feeling him this way, not even slightly embarrassed that her
ass was waving in the air or that he just managed to sink his fangs into one of
her fleshy globes. It was just wild. Giles left her to babysit a babysitting
vamp and all she’d done was experience new thing after new.
The squirt of cold liquid over her lower back was a surprise, but then Spike
began to sensually rub it into her skin, all the while thrusting his cock in
time with the pulse of her slippery walls. When a finger approached her other
hole, she arched her back, ready to pull away. His arm tight around her waist
prevented the move, and as his finger sunk inside her, she was suddenly grateful
that vamp strength pretty much equalled her own.
He seemed content with what he was doing, and Buffy used her hands and knees to
move herself against him, loving the feel of him as her suction slowly released
him and then received him back faster than she could expand. The steady rocking
turned into a somewhat more violent slam, pointy digit removed from her behind
as his middle finger sought forward and began massaging her clit.
That crippling hunger to come began to take over and her body tensed waiting.
She couldn’t believe how good it felt to be in this situation; to be in this
position with her formal mortal enemy, now lover and mate.
She couldn’t be happier, revelling in the swell and bulging pulses of Spike’s
cock inside her as he began to come, finding her own release connected with his
and succumbing to the carnal cries of ‘Spike’ right as a key released a lock and
Giles was framed in the darkened doorway.
“Oh dear Lord.”
Chapter 18:
Angel felt overcome by the stench about five metres from the doorway. When Giles
opened the door, stopping and blocking the majority of the view, the sweet scent
of Buffy’s sex permeated the courtyard and it nearly knocked him off his feet.
The actual vision of his love on her knees and being pounded from behind
succeeded where before grim determination had kept him upright. So, as Giles did
his exclaiming and Buffy gasped for breath, Spike waved around his glistening
cock and smirked at the sight of his grandsire planted firmly on his soulful ass
on the doormat.
It took Buffy a little longer to notice her audience at the door, leaning back
in repletion and curling her arm around Spike’s neck, pulling his lips to hers
as she arched up and her heavy breasts jutted out proudly from her chest. Both
interlopers felt their eyes fixated on the sight, both alarmed and confused as
to how such a slight girl with not much to be stuffing into her shirt once could
now boast a very impressive set of…
“Oi, get your bloody perverted eyes off my girl.”
And the moment was broken, the magic rapidly receding for Buffy as she squealed
and dived under Spike’s duster, grateful for its closeness to the phone. She
almost strangled her body as she tightened it around herself. Spike stood
slowly, and despite the shining fluid that clung to his cock and his proud
display of the fact, as well as his semi-hard predicament, he didn’t rush to
cover up even one inch of his flesh. Instead, he grabbed up his pack of
cigarettes and played with it while absently looking for where his jeans ended
up.
“Wh-what’s the meaning of this?” Giles spluttered, trying desperately to shield
and divert his eyes from soft skin and visions of succulent nubile flesh he
wanted desperately to burn from his brain. Even if one of those was rather,
fetching. He shuddered just admitting such a thing, knowing that it was by far
something he shouldn’t have seen and he would be scarred forevermore because of
it.
Angel stepped around the watcher and suddenly filled the silence. Buffy’s eyes
widened and Spike could feel a growl clawing at his throat. His overbearing
grandsire was looking at her, and instead of the apologetic, confused and
terrified looks he had expected from Buffy on seeing her great love again—and
while completely in the raw—he felt more than relieved at her stance of carefree
nonchalance.
Angel flipped Spike’s denims from the floor with his foot, hitting the bleached
vamp squarely in the chest. Buffy rushed forward and held her lover around the
waist as he pulled the stiff material back over his hips, re-catching the zip as
he leaned back into his girl.
Firmly shut away, both parties were now at least decent, and Spike couldn’t help
the smirk that grew at the twin looks of disappointment on the other men’s
faces. He linked his fingers with Buffy’s as her little hands dug into his
waist.
“So, how was your trip, Rupert?” he goaded, almost positive that nothing he’d
learned in his travels could compare to the visual that he was trying to avoid
even now.
The watcher looked at Spike dumbfounded, speechless as the realities of what
he’d just seen continued to buzz behind his eyes and he forgot what the vampire
was even doing in his house. Then a baby cried out and it all came flooding back
to memory, and the presence of Angel right beside him came filtering back.
“Oh yes, yes…of course. O-Olivia, yes…well. Where do I start?”
“She’s not your baby…” The truth burst past Buffy’s lips before she could stop
it and Spike could feel the nervous shake of her body as she fell even deeper
into his.
“Er…quite…that would…um…appear to be exactly the case. Perhaps, Buffy, you
wouldn’t mind getting dressed and then we can discuss the matter clearly and
with no further…” He seemed incapable of coming up with the correct words,
taking off his glasses and waving them around his room indiscriminately and
indicating nothing. He felt so guilt ridden that the sight of her and what he
had just walked in on was more than distracting to him.
Spike stifled a roar of entertainment, feeling amusement at the older man’s
embarrassment even as he sucked up the seething jealousy that flowed from his
grandsire. He could feel Buffy’s heat all the way through his leather and he
decided she needed help or she’d never get dressed so they could get this show
on the road.
Spike anticipated a boatload of fun.
He turned around and let a hand snake under his coat, staring happily at her as
she watched the confounded faces behind her. When Spike’s cool palm cupped her
mound, a finger breaching in public a place he really shouldn’t, Buffy was too
intrigued yet terrified to move and show the others exactly what was going on.
Spike found her clit as he held her closer, letting his body shield her where
the leather gaped open.
Her shocked gaze suddenly found his and he could feel the tightening of her body
and he couldn’t release the grin. He was so bad, and he knew it. Evil, yadda
yadda. But it was beyond time his nancy lightweight grandsire knew the score,
and the score was Angel: 0 and Spike: homerun. Buffy’s lips latched hard to his,
making garbled noises into his mouth while her body blew a fuse and melted into
his hand.
“Best do as the Watcher says, luv. Can sort this situation out proper and get on
with our lives, yeah?” Spike felt infused with happy pheromones as his mate
nodded her head and pattered up the stairs on shaky legs, holding her leather
protection around herself tightly.
Spike did nothing to hide his increasing erection as he stood in front of Angel
and Giles, knowing that the elder vampire could smell what he’d just been up to
and that it made him actually turn a subtle shade of green.
Okay, his day had started out bloody marvellous and it certainly wasn’t going
downhill at all. He was winding himself up to begin all sorts of tactical games
that would turn the house into an uproar when Buffy reappeared nursing their
baby.
Their little girl.
And something akin to maturity and conscience came crashing down hard on his
head. With a deep sigh of futility, Spike made his way over to his little family
and enclosed them in the circle of his arms. With a wary look at the brooding
git still standing frozen in the open doorway, Spike turned Buffy away and
gently pushed her to the sofa. As she settled, Lia started to fuss, nudging
intently at Buffy’s hardened and bulging breasts.
The visitors had made it around to the other side of the couch just as Buffy
undid her top and placed an engorged nipple in the tot’s mouth. Spike sat back,
proud with his legs sprawled and making not even the slightest move to quell his
erection. It tented his pants and Buffy was oblivious as Angel watched, mouth
hanging open in shock and Giles took a seat with a few mumbled ‘my lord’s’ and
an avid act of glasses polishing.
“Well, that’s rather surprising,” proclaimed Angel, and Buffy couldn’t help
think how very much like Xander he sounded.
“Yeah, we were pretty much with the shocked, too,” Buffy confirmed blissfully.
There was a tingle in her belly—a feeling that wasn’t completely new since she
had suddenly been provided with the means to feed her daughter—one that made
Buffy fervently wish Giles hadn’t come home yet.
She knew it was probably unreasonable. It wasn’t like she and Spike didn’t get
it on at every possible chance, but she knew that once this feeding was over,
her libido would be clawing at her for some kind of conclusion to the
stimulation. Oh well, no point being shy about it now.
She was blocking out the fact that her Watcher and first love had probably seen
her ass high in the air, but the rest, she’d kind of lost any prudish
inhibitions when it came to her need. It was like something else had taken over
and if she needed it, then she had to have it. Damn the consequences. Buffy
wasn’t ready yet to admit whether Spike was a positive or a negative in that
regard. The jury was still out.
“M-my understanding is…” began Giles, replacing the glasses to an eyeful of
Slayer breast and quickly whipping them off again and looking around the room.
“I’m not sure if this is absurd or divine. I take it, the baby has chosen?”
Buffy was enthusiastically nodding her head, but her watcher’s eyes were aimed
at Angel, his own chocolate gaze hazed over with obvious lust. Buffy jumped at
the growl that erupted from Spike’s throat as he sat forward, offering a little
protection by being ready to pounce.
“Might be nice if you could aim the questions at us, and not the Poof. We lived
it while you went gallivanting who knows where lookin’ for a woman who couldn’t
even lie straight.” Spike aimed a curled lip of derision at his elders, in human
years as well as vamp. He knew that Buffy respected them both, cared about them
both, but he was buggered if he could work out why.
“Er, er quite right, yes. You’ve…” Giles waved his hand around absently,
seemingly encompassing everything and everyone in his living room
unintentionally. “Lived it. I see. And, what exactly do you think you know about
the situation.”
Spike began to revert to his natural features, snarling at the sarcasm revealing
that the ponce thought they were juvenile idiots. Spike was willing to bet
that’s why King Ponce himself was now situated with a birdseye view of his
mate’s unmentionables.
“For the last time, get your whorin’ eyes off my bird’s tits before I put my
fist through your fucked-up Neanderthal-like skull.” He glared hard with a
century full of hatred and Angel defied his wishes.
Spike felt himself light up as his body flushed with fury. He was livid. Instead
of recognising the bastard had nothing left with Buffy, he openly gawked at her
exposed breast. He was about ready to jump to his feet and assert his place by
her side with fists and fangs, when she giggled.
“Oh, Spike,” she moaned then, imploring him to do something fast even as she was
ripping the clothing from her neglected breast and showing them all the droplets
of milk that spilled over.
He knew what she was after, and before the others could shut their gobs and
think of anything intelligent to say, he shouted them to get out and his cool
mouth had seized her half down his throat and he sucked her hard. Her lusty moan
told everyone in the room that Spike wasn’t just postulating. What he was
protecting was his and it better be hands and eyes off in future, or there could
be a few spares floating down the river.
Buffy released some tantalising little whimper/moan combination and arched up
into Spike’s mouth, frantic for more of his touch. The obvious lack of control
was startling, but the growls that tore from Spike’s throat at their audience
and Buffy’s distressed whimpers did what the act hadn’t been able to. It was
finally the impetus to have Giles and Angel bolt from their seats. With over
loud calls of their intention to return within half an hour, they left the
oblivious pair to their heavy petting, desire the last thing that any of them
knew as they escaped into the relative safety of night.
Chapter 19:
They didn’t match. Whatever the venue, they would always look out of place
together. Whether nursing a mug of coffee or a shot of spirits, lager of choice,
it would always look comical to the observer.
Giles recognised this and cringed. It wasn’t something he’d ever thought of
before, never having been out in a social situation with the souled vampire
anytime that he could remember. But here he was, chased out of his own bloody
flat by his slayer and her apparent vampire lover while they effectively mauled
each other at every possible opportunity. Now stuck nursing a cup of some
infernal American concoction of coffee when he’d much rather his rum flavoured
tea in his own home.
Giles sighed and then looked hard at his companion. Suddenly the implications
hit him and he choked on his coffee.
“Er, right. Have an explanation, do you?” He tried not to look at the other too
closely, deftly avoiding the vampire’s eyes as he glanced around at the other
inhabitants of the shop.
“Yeah, actually, think I do. Firstly, Buffy had huge…I mean, she seems to have
grown…that is—”
“Yes, Buffy would appear to be lactating. But how is that possible?” Giles was
still refusing eye contact, studying his coffee cup intently as if it had the
power to unravel the mystery.
“Lactating. And then there’s the…” Angel was quite seriously at a loss for
words. When Giles had rocked up on his doorstep asking for help and information,
he never thought it would be possible to find his reunion with Buffy beginning
with a very plain view of her being humped by one of the most evil
vampires—aside from Angelus—that Angel had ever known. Almost sheepish, Angel
ducked his own eyes and admitted internally that Spike wasn’t quite that, but he
was without doubt the most irritating, and now he seemed to have Angel’s girl.
Fury began to well up, and then the situation reasserted itself in his attention
and he sucked in a deep, almost soothing gasp of air. Things had progressed and
it was just too late. He’d seen the marks, saw the way Buffy had been reacting
to Spike. Whatever Angel had had with the Slayer had died a very sudden death
with whatever situation had progressed in Giles’ absence.
“Would you be referring to the rather blatant lack of respect for my property
with the…” Giles waved his hand around in agitation, searching for the right
word. “Sex.”
The word seemed to surge through the coffee shop like a bomb blast. The
reactions were devastating and Giles buried his even closer to the table. He
felt shamed and tried to pretend that he would never see any of these people
again, nor would he ever be seen in public with Angel again for as long as he
breathed.
“Um, yeah. Kinda seemed as if they were acting like they were newly mated.” As
creaturey of the night as Angel was, he nearly jumped out of his skin as a jet
of hot coffee came spewing at his perfectly styled hair. He jumped to his feet
and thanked vamp speed for getting him out of the line of fire. Cordelia would
have a fit if he came home looking like a hobo. Or even smelling like one.
The chair was ruined. Angel eyed it warily, almost as if he could still get
splattered with it if he took his eyes off it for too long. Carefully choosing a
chair right next to Giles, he sat and then wondered why the other man was
looking almost scared as he abruptly shifted his own chair back a bit.
“M-mated you say,” Giles confirmed, his face suddenly draining of all colour.
“Yeah, and the lactating and the togetherness…I’m guessing the baby picked them
as parents. Your Slayer is a mom. Congratulations, pappa Watcher.” With an
uncharacteristic grin, Angel started tapping his fingers on the formica in front
of him and waited for Giles to gain some momentum.
“Oh dear Lord.”
“Another thing,” Angel decided to add. “I wouldn’t attempt to spend too much
time around a newly mated couple, or you’re likely to see a hell of a lot more
than what we did earlier.”
“Oh good God.”
And Giles’s head finally made it the final distance and banged hard onto the
table.
~ * ~ * ~ * ~
Buffy and Spike sat staring at the little bundle of satisfied baby, intent and
serious as they contemplated their behaviour of late.
“Do you—” began Buffy, biting her lip nervously as she refused to look away from
the baby. The last thing she needed right now were Spike’s hypnotic blue eyes
convincing her to lay Lia down to play while they conducted themselves in
another act of passion. “Do you think we might be…I mean, maybe…”
“Corruptin’ the bit?” Spike interrupted, nodding sagely while he traced a finger
down the plump little cheek. His daughter was getting paler. He could see the
lighter colour of her skin and her hair was now a dark brown rather than black,
but still curly, and still with the gorgeous blue eyes.
“Oh no, you really think so?” Buffy was watching him now, her bottom lip
wobbling at the thought that her efforts at being a responsible, mature mother
might be a little off.
“Nope. Bettin’ you don’t remember a thing of when you were the same age. ‘Sides,
in’t natural? I’d think after normal parents find themselves with a new one in
the home, quiet, personal moments would be few and far between.”
He seemed to pause in thought, then looked back at Buffy with his usual leer
strongly in place while he peered at her sparsely covered breasts. “An’ I’m
thinkin’ whatever high horse seeing us in the buff knocked Angelus off, has got
to be worth it. Trust me, Lia will agree when she’s old enough. If she was
suitably scarred by us, an’ needs some kind of explanation of course. Otherwise,
I don’t see any need to alter the way of things.”
Again he paused, a sense of apprehension settling between his eyes by way of a
wrinkle. “Unless you’re not happy with things, that is.”
Buffy was shocked at the short episodes of insecurity that Spike occasionally
revealed. It was too cute, that little boy look of worry. She just loved him,
and was beyond happy with the arrangement as it stood. And very strangely, all
that angst that had been preoccupying her life before Lia landed on their
doorstep, all that love that Buffy had resolutely hung onto with a deathgrip,
seemed to have evaporated on seeing Angel in the doorway. If she hadn’t been
sure before, she was beyond so now. Spike was her mate, Lia was their child, and
she so had to get a degree and work out how they were going to support
themselves. But for now…
“Oh, I’m happy. I’m huge with the happy.” And she giggled as Spike’s whole
countenance changed. Master vamp with an inferiority complex one second to sexy
vamp with a cocky grin and a raised eyebrow the next. It made Buffy’s eyes
sparkle and her body tingle.
Spike eyed her up and down, using looks rather than words to inspire that flush
of heat that took over all Buffy’s rational thought.
“So, pet. When the two gramps get back, you wanna take Lia out for a little
fresh night air? We could pass by somewhere and pick up those earplugs Anya
warned us about.”
Buffy’s eyes went huge. “Oh God, yes. We can’t have Lia getting scared and
making your head explode. I am way too young to take on the responsibility of
single-parenting on my own. You are so not going to dust on me, Mister.” And she
pouted.
Spike contemplated taking his baby and depositing her somewhere safe before he
took to ravishing Buffy once again, and then the earlier conversation kicked in
and he shook himself of all carnal thoughts. Well, some at least. The others
would just have to wait.
“I suggest we get all prepared with baby bags and such. Can’t think the little
voyeurs will be gone for long. Can you imagine those two out on a date
together?” They caught each other’s eyes and shuddered at the thought.