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"I wasn’t planning on hurting you…much."

"You haven’t even come close to hurting me."

"Afraid to give me the chance?" he smirked.

That feeling of throwing him up against the wall is

empowering, but he just had to start again.

"Afraid I’m gonna…"

SHUT UP!!! God, he talks too much. So, I shut him up.

I kiss him with an infuriating passion. A part of me

screams out in protest as my fist goes through the

plaster.

His mouth on mine is maddening and consuming. It feels

good. It feels right. He spins me around taking

control and for one brief moment I want him to be in

control. I want someone to make me let go and for so

long I knew that only he could make me does this.

Only he could turn anger to desire.

Suddenly we are moving, I want the control back. I

want him to know that this is my decision. He looks

shocked. But, god, he looks hot. Those brief seconds

apart are too much for me to handle as I slam my mouth

back against his. I feel him holding me, pawing,

touching, feeling. I know that I want this to happen.

I shouldn’t, but I do.

Why?

I knew from the moment I heard his voice on the phone

that tonight was the night.

The foreplay wasn’t exactly what I had in mind but the

rest I knew was certainly going to happen.

My mind is on automatic pilot, as my hand reaches

down, and definitely knows that there is no going

back.

ZIP!

I don’t want to go back.

RIP!

The look of shock on his face is priceless. He can’t

believe that I am actually doing this; that this is

about to happen. I slide around him like butter

around a hot knife. As I begin to move, every fibre

in me is on fire as he takes control again, slamming

me into the beam. And into me, literally.

I have never felt this free in my life. I don’t care

anymore; I am tired of the walls crumbling around me.

I just want to feel. I want passion. I want heat. I

want him. I want Spike.

Everything is falling down around me, except him. I

can’t hold on anymore. I feel us falling. Sailing to

heights I have never known, this is not to feel like

this. But this. This moment with him is the only

heaven that I could ever know on this earth.

The End.