Summary: Buffy was in love with Spike since she was 12. He and her brother Xander took of to LA. When Buffy's mother died she was left taken care of her sister and became a hooker. What will Spike do when he sees Buffy, Buffy and her daughter?

Rating: NC-17

Author: Spikelover

It’s just my life

Chapter 1: Looking Back

Buffy Summers was a 21-year-old woman who was taking care of her sister. Their mother died because of brain cancer and Buffy was left with Dawn’s custody. They didn’t have a lot of money so Buffy was looking for a job. When she hadn’t found a job in 2 weeks. Which

wasn’t strange because she just didn’t finished school because of her problems at home, she became desperate and finally settled with a job as a hooker.

Buffy was sitting at her table; surrounded by pictures of her and the people she loved more then anything. She was looking through them when something caught her eye. It was a picture with her and Spike. She looked at it and thought back to the day when Spike left.

Buffy felt a tear slide across her cheek. It was so long ago. She remembered everything. The yelling, the crying and… the promise. The promise her brother kept… for about 3 weeks. After he became famous, she didn't hear from her brother since then. After waiting for about a week she started calling herself, but every time he was busy, or just wasn’t there. The person who would usually answer the phone was, probably Xander’s secretary, said she would tell him that he should call her back… if she really did that, why didn’t he ever call her back? He didn’t even come to the funeral when Joyce, their mother, the person who loved home so much died. He abandoned his entire family. He left did leave a message though, saying that he couldn’t

come, and saying that he couldn’t handle it. Buffy didn't believe it. He was so consumed with his ego to care about his old life. The life that contained his dead mother and to alone, frightened sisters. If he ‘d come back, everything would’ve been better. She probably wouldn’t have been a hooker just to make ends meat for her and her little sister.

The job wasn’t really that bad though, she got paid enough. But every night after work the first thing she would do was wash herself till she was all red. She felt dirty, and she didn’t like it, She didn't like being others men's "toy". But she didn’t stop the job, she never even thought about stopping it. She knew that without the money she earned, they wouldn’t make it. They needed the money, so she needed the job. It seemed like the best escape from her family problems and for enough money to survive but still… she couldn’t stop hoping for a better life. A life without being a hooker. But without that, she didn’t really have anything to complain. She had a house, friends, a lovely sister and of course a…

“Mommy, what are you doing up?”

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“Mommy, what are you doing up?” Buffy looked behind her and saw her daughter standing there in her pajamas with a tired look on her face. Her eyes were half closed and she looked like she was just recovering from a hangover.

“The question isn’t what am I doing up, the question is; what are you doing up little one? Are you having stomach cramps again?” She asked her 4-year-old daughter Emma with a concerned look. Emma was having stomach problems a couple of months ago, nothing serious, but it was enough to make Buffy panic. Emma meant the world for her and she

couldn’t imagine life without her. Even with the little things, like a cut, Buffy went ballistic. She was only 17 when she found out she was pregnant with her. Of course she was in shock at first, but who wouldn’t at that age? She was only 17 and now she had to take care of her sister AND a baby? It was too much, but now… she wouldn’t want it any different.

“I had a dream mommy. It wasn’t scary, but there was a man and he… he s...” Emma started. She wasn’t sure how she was supposed to ask her mother this, but she wanted to know so badly.

“What did the man say honey? Did he say something mean?” Buffy asked concerned. Emma wasn’t scared easily, but when she was scared, her screams could wake up a whole town.

“He said that he came for us. That he couldn’t wait to… to have us. To be with us again. What does it mean mommy?” Emma asked her mother with a confused look on her face. She wasn’t scared, just confused. She knew the man wouldn’t hurt her, or her mom. She didn't know how

or why, but she knew something she couldn't explain told her they would be all right.

“I don’t know baby, I really don’t know. But it was just a dream; you don’t have to be scared.” She told her hugging her little girl tighter.

“Mom? Where is my daddy?”

“I don’t know Emma. I really have no idea. It was a long time ago when I last saw him.” Buffy looked at her daughter. She didn’t like to lie to her, but as she thought of it she realized she wasn't exactly lying. She didn’t know EXACTLY where he was, just that he was somewhere in LA.

“When was the last time you saw him?” Emma asked looking intensely at her mother. She knew her mother didn’t like talking about him, but she also knew that she did think a lot about him. She would always stare into space and sometimes she would say his name, just

whispering it… Spike.

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Next- Chapter 3: getting drunk with you

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“So, when I found out I was gonna have you, I told Auntie Dawn and Willow and they helped me, because I couldn’t do it all alone.” She told her daughter who was listening with an interested look on her face. Of course she didn’t tell Emma the whole story, with the sex

and all and the yelling, just the basics. That she loved her daddy more than anything and that they just couldn’t be together. She decided it would be better to tell her daughter the PG version.

When Emma yawned, Buffy picked her up and took her to her room. It was a typical girl’s room. The walls were painted pink and had a bed like the ones in fairytales. Emma had a lot of stuffed animals that filled her room. Next to the pillow, was Mr. Gordo, Buffy’s old pig?

Emma crawled in her bed and Buffy pulled the covers up. She kissed Emma on her forehead. “Sweet dreams little one.” She whispered to her sleeping daughter.

Buffy walked to her room. She put on her nightgown and got into her bed. She soon fell asleep and dreamed about the day she told her best friend and sister she was pregnant.

Buffy woke up at the feeling of something wet on her face. She looked at her alarm clock that read; 7.43 AM. When she looked at the mirror hanging next to her bed she noticed she was crying from the memories of her dream. She wiped the tears away, put on her robe and made her way to her downstairs.

When she came downstairs, her daughter was already watching TV. She heard from many parents that their kids always waked them up, but Emma always let her mother sleep. Only when she was really hungry, or if it was her birthday.

“Good morning, mommy.” Emma greeted her mother with a cheer.

“You’re in a good mood today. Sleep well?” She asked her daughter. Emma wasn’t always this cheery in the morning; she got that from her father. Actually, she looked a lot like her father. The same eyes... so blue that you could drown in them, the nose, smirk, smile, ears,

so much that reminded her of Spike. But Buffy loved every part of it.

“I’m going to stay with auntie Willow and uncle Oz this weekend, remember mommy? We’re going to the zoo! Auntie Willow promised! See said we could see the elephants and the zebras!” She said with excitement. Willow asked her to come over for the weekend, so Buffy could have a weekend of peace and quiet. Buffy wasn’t all too happy about it, this would be

the first weekend in almost 5 years that Emma wouldn’t be here and she was scared as death. She couldn’t help it; it was her little girl.

“Yeah, I remember. We had to pack your stuff a week ago!” Buffy said with a pointed look. Emma was so excited that she begged Buffy to pack her clothes a week ago.

“Come on, we have to eat, auntie Willow is gonna be here in less than an hour, come on.” Buffy ordered her daughter.

When Willow came to pick Emma up, she was ready to go. Buffy kissed her daughter and watched her get in Willow’s car. She thought about Willow’s words: it’s just for 2 days

Well, for Buffy that was 2 days to many. She was nervous, but also happy that she had a whole weekend for herself. She only had to work tonight, at the strip club. She worked at the club on Monday’s, Wednesday’s, Friday’s and Saturday’s. Only when she was short on cash she would sleep with men for money.

A picture of her and Emma cut her eye. ‘God, she looks just like Spike,’ she thought.

‘Spike. I wonder were he is.’

10.31 p.m. at a gas station between LA and Sunnydale…

“Why are we going to Sunnydale again?” A man asked his friend. Their car was heading to Sunnydale, the place he thought he’d never see again. Now they were at the gas station, buying something to eat. It was a forty-five minutes ride left.

“Mate, it’s time to see the family again.” Spike told his best friend. Xander didn’t even call his family for over 5 years; it was time for a little family reunion.

“Maybe. I don’t think it's time to see them! They’re better off without me.” He said with a look that could kill. He never told Spike that Buffy had looked for him. He knew that Spike would put him on a bus to Sunnydale if he would’ve told him.

“You don’t know what Xan. Maybe they’re living on the street now. You’ll never know until you see it with your own eyes, man. Besides, the reason that you haven’t visit them isn't because you think there better off without you and you know it.” Spike guessed, and he

guessed right.

“You don’t know anything Spike.” He said while Spike started the car.

“Maybe, you were afraid to show them how great you were, how much money you have by playing guitar, when they are working their butts off for the little money they have. Or maybe, you were just thinking to much about Anya, I mean… she loves money, maybe you didn’t want her to see that you’re family wasn’t that rich as you are, but then again, maybe…” Spike started again, but was cut off by his friend.

“What about you Spike? Why haven’t you visited your so-called family? Maybe you were thinking too much about Anne.” Xander said.

“Don’t you start about Anne, Xander.” Xander had just hit a nerve. A big nerve. Now Spike was pissed. "Don’t talk about something you don’t know about.” He told him. It was almost 5 years ago that he met her. He was with her for not even a day, but he loved her already.

She was so beautiful, kind, caring, everything he wanted in a woman. He made love to her that night, he was so happy, but when he woke up and found she was gone he was angry, very angry at her, but most off all he was upset. Sad that she left him. He went to the hotel she was

staying to find her and get her back, but the receptionist said she was already gone and wouldn’t give him her full name. Just like that he lost the love of his life. Of course, he had other woman, but he never loved any of them like he loved Anne. He still thought about

her a lot, and when he was drunk the only thing he would talk about was her, which made Xander crazy.

“I don’t know about it because you won’t tell me. You got to admit Spike; this girl got you whipped. You haven’t really been with someone after her. What’s so special about her?” Xander asked his best friend. He never seen this girl, but he really would like to get to meet her. He’d never seen his best friend in love with a girl before. She must be very special.

“Let’s not talk about it okay? We’re in Sunnydale in about 30 minutes, so get yourself together mate; you’re about to see your sisters.” Spike told him.

Xander knew he was avoiding the question, but right now he had to focus to get himself together, he was a 22 years old man for God’s sake, he shouldn’t be scared! But he was… scared AND nervous about seeing Buffy and Dawn again. He had a pretty good idea how Buffy looked, since he had seen her about 5 years ago, she did change a lot. But Dawn, how would she look? The last time he saw her, she was 12. She’s around 18 now. He thought about the times they were together, as a family. Buffy and Dawn would always come when Xander

practiced with his band. Those were the good old days.

Forty minutes later they saw the vandalized sign that had the 'dale' scratched out and it was replaced with ‘hell’ it said; ‘Welcome to Sunny Hell’

“Yep the good old days.” Xander said out loud when he saw the sign.

“Home, sweet home, mate!” Spike said with a laugh. It felt good to be home. He couldn’t wait to see Buffy and Dawn again. They were both just kids; okay he was only 2 years older than Buffy but still, when he last saw them. Buffy would be 21 and Dawn 18, if he wasn’t wrong.

He wondered if they still lived at Revello Drive. Spike looked at his friend and saw this his face was beet red. ‘He’s nervous as hell! Poor Xan-man.’ He thought. He looked at the streets

and saw a sign saying: ‘The Pleasure of Doom,’ it looked and sounded like a strip club. ‘That would help him relax.’ He thought.

He pulled over and stopped the car.

“Why are we stopping?” Xander asked. He looked at the sign in front of him. “The Pleasure of Doom? Why are we stopping here Spike?” He said and looked at his best friend. At the smirk that formed on his face he knew the answer. “Oh no Spike, not now! What do you want? Me

standing in front of my sisters with a hard-on?” He asked with a scared look on his face. He couldn’t face them after going to a strip club. Besides, Anya would probably kill him.

“It will help you relax, mate. And if you’re worried about Anya, she won’t mind, she goes to strip clubs herself.” He told Xander while stepping out of the car.

“She does what? How do you know? She’s cheating on me?” He asked his best friend. Anya was cheating on him. He had sex with her every night, wasn’t she satisfied?

“She isn’t cheating on you, mate. She likes to look at other women’s bodies. Nothing wrong with that.” He answered.

“She’s looking at women? Not men? Thank god!” He said while stepping in the club. When they were inside they heard a guy announce the next group of strippers.

Meanwhile backstage…

“Lilly, Buffy, Jacky and Rosy you’re up! Are you guys ready?” A girl in her thirties asked the four girls. They were getting ready for their show. They had to dance at a song from Dani Minogue: I begin to wonder.

Buffy had to sing, which she always liked doing. Many people told her she had a good voice, but she didn’t really do anything about it. Everyone at the club was nice to one and other. Buffy’s best friend at the club was Lilly. Lilly had to take care of her baby brother when her parents died at a car accident, so she took the job as a stripper. Sometimes Timmy (her baby brother), and her would come over to have dinner at Buffy’s house. Or when Lilly had to work and she needed a babysitter she would always just bring Timmy at Buffy’s house, Buffy didn’t mind, Timmy and Emma got along just fine. They were best friends.

The four strippers wore a dress that ended a little above their knees. Lilly wore a yellow one, Rosy a pink one, Jacky a blue one and Buffy a red one. They all wore black heals and they had their hair up with a rose in it. Basically, they looked hot!

When they heard the music start they walked on the stage. When Buffy came up she started singing;

“When I’m walking down the street I call your name

Inside my head I go insane

Don’t you know that it’s really making me crazy

There were days when I went completely blind

No time to think and I lost time

Won’t believe what’s happened to me lately”

The four girls were only standing in their thongs now. Their thongs were in the same color as their dresses. They were moving sensually to the music that Buffy was singing.

“Since everyday it’s the same day

Different faces with no names

Places I’ve never been before

And everyday it’s the same thing

Different faces with no names

Places I’ve never been before

And I begin to wonder (don’t you know that it’s really making me

crazy)

And I begin to wonder (won’t believe what’s happened to me lately)

Since everyday it’s the same day

Different faces with no names

Places I’ve never been before

And everyday it’s the same thing

Different faces with no names

Places I’ve never been before”

Most of the guys were screaming and throwing their money at them. It

wasn’t a secret that the girls on stage were the most popular and

hottest girls in the whole damn club!

Buffy was so lost in the music that she didn’t notice those guys. She

also didn’t notice the two guys standing near the entrance with their

mouth hanging open.

‘Oh my god, it’s Anne. She’s here, after all these years I finally see her again! She’s here? Oh god, she’s dancing here, she’s a stripper!’ Spike thought.

Xander was almost having the same thoughts. ‘Oh my god, it’s Buffy. She’s here, after all these years I finally see her again! She’s here? Oh god, she’s dancing here, she’s a stripper!’ He thought. He looked at his sister who wasn’t wearing anything anymore. She was standing there naked, in front of more than 20 guys! How could she do that? Why was she doing this?

“And every time I think I’m breaking free

These thoughts return to trouble me

Hanging on to love has left me empty

You’re a sinner but you told me you’re a saint

Too fast I tripped and lost my way

Can’t believe what’s happened to me lately

Walking down the street I call your name

(all this time you led me astray)

Making love to you I do the same

(but now I know you blinded me)

And there were days when I went completely blind

(I thought I was over you, really over you)

No time to think, I lost time

(no, I’m not over you)

And I, begin to wonder.”

When Buffy stopped singing the guys in the club screamed even louder for the young ladies.

They smiled at each other, bowed and left the stage.

After Buffy got dressed she made a move to the exit, but stopped when she heard two very familiar guys call her name.

“Buffy!” Xander shouted to get the attention of his sister. He was very pissed at her, how could she live like that?

“Anne!” Spike also shouted to get the attention of the love of his live. He was very pissed at her, how could she live like that?

They were both running towards her, but stopped and looked at one and other when they heard two different names.

“Buffy?” “Anne?” They said in unison

“What the hell are you talking about?” The two best friends said simultaneously.

They looked at Buffy who was standing with her mouth open.

“Oh shit!” She said. This wasn’t going to be pretty. Hopefully they

all came out of there alive.

‘Oh god! There both here. What the hell am I going to say?’ she asked herself silently.

She looked at the two men who were staring holes into her. An uncomfortable
silence took over. After what looked like an hours Xander finally made an
end to it.

Buffy gave them a weak smile.
“Buffy, what the hell is going on?” Xander asked her with a pissed-of expression. Buffy had never seen her brother this mad before. He never knew that she was a stripper and she knew that he was disgusted by it. She planned on never telling him what she did, because she knew that he would never approve.

“Buffy? Spike asked her confused. Still not understanding what the hell was going on.

“Yes, Spike it’s me.” Buffy told him with a sad look. She looked at his pained expression, yep she did it. Now the two men she loved the most where mad at her. Congratulations Buffy! What a way to show you care. Diffidently not a Kodak moment.

‘So Buffy is Anne, Anne is Buffy. Of course! That’s why she looked so familiar. Oh god! I’m in love with my best friend’s sister! No… wait a minute. I’m not. I’m in love with Anne, who is Buffy. God!’ Spike shouted inside of his head.

“How could you lie to me? Was it all just for fun? Fucking me while you knew that I didn’t recognize you!” Spike shouted at her. He was so mad. He couldn’t believe her, he fell in love with her, completely, and totally in love with her and it was all a joke. He couldn’t take it. He felt like she tore out his heart and did a step dance on it.

“No! Spike…” Buffy tried to explain, but Spike had already walked out of the club. She felled tears threatening to spill, but she knew that she had to be strong. Her brother couldn’t see how weak she was. Speaking of… she looked at Xander. He looked at her like she was the devil himself.

“How could you Buff? How could you do that to him, to me? Don’t you care at
all?” He asked her, trying to be calm but it obviously wasn’t working.

“How could I! What the hell are you talking about Xander? Yes, I owe an explanation to him, but not you. What the hell did I do to you? You‘re the one who abandoned your family! If anyone should be apologizing it‘s you for screwing up everyone’s life for your fame.”
She yelled at Xander. It didn’t make any sense, yes she hurt Spike, but Xander had nothing
to do with it.

“Look around Buffy, how can you live like this? How can you live humiliating
yourself for these animals? Don’t you have any pride?” He asked with hint of disgust in his voice.

“You want to know how I can live like this? I live like this because I HAVE to! I have no choice. I have to pay the bills, buy food and clothes. But most of all, I have a family to look after. I have to take care of them. In case you didn’t notice Xander, I don’t have any education. I didn’t finish college because of mom. I don’t have any experience. This was my ONLY choice!” And with that she ran out of the door, towards her home. She ran with tears in her eyes. When she was home, she immediately took a shower… she always did that when she felt dirty.

After the shower she went to bed and cried herself to sleep.

The next morning (11 AM)...

Buffy awoke at the sound of the phone ringing. She jumped out of bed and
picked up the phone.

“Hello?” She said through the phone.

“Hi sweetie? How was the zoo?” She asked her daughter. She was so happy hearing her daughter’s voice again, she always knew how to make things better. Sometimes she thought her daughter could tell when Buffy was sad, because somehow Emma always fixed it.

“Really? That was a pretty big giraffe then. Yes, I’m fine sweetie.” She said. She didn’t want Emma to worry.

“Yeah, give auntie Willow for a second ok…. I love you to honey. Bye. Kisses” she said. After a couple of seconds she heard her best friend through the phone.

“Hi Will. Is Emma being good.” She asked her. She didn’t really have to ask that, Emma was always good, well… almost always.

“Yes, I’m fine Will. No, really. Everything’s good.” She told her friend, hoping the sadness in her voice didn’t give anything away. Willow always knew when something was wrong, she could always hear it from her voice… today wasn’t an exception.

“Okay. Yesterday at work. Guess who I saw? Xander and Spike!” She nearly yelled through the phone. Silence. “Will, are you still there? Will!” She asked. After a couple off seconds she heard Willow’s breathing again. “Where were you?” Willow told her she almost fainted.

“They’re pretty mad at me. Yes, especially Spike. …. No, I didn’t lie to him, I just didn’t tell him everything.” She tried to convince her friend and herself, but unfortunately she didn’t buy it.

“…Yes I know Will. I don’t know what to do. What if he sees Emma? He’s really gonna freak out then. No, I’m not gonna tell him. Not now at least. I think I should let him cool off first, you know.” She told her.

After a couple of minutes more of girl talk and the promise that Buffy would pick Emma up at 6 PM they said their goodbyes and hung up. Buffy went to take a shower and after an hour or so she grabbed her purse and walked out of the door, to go grocery shopping.

At a hotel in SunnyHell…

“God, I can’t believe her. All this time, she was just lying to us. Doesn’t she even care? She could’ve just called or something!” Xander shouted more to himself then Spike who was sitting on his bed.

“Shut up Xander!” Spike yelled at his best friend. Xander turned towards him with a confused look on his face. “Even if she did call, you probably wouldn’t have called back! You complain about her not calling when you treat them like lepers. Admit it Xan, she didn’t have a choice.
She had to take care of Dawn without any money. It was probably the only thing she could do! Look…” he said softer “… it’s not that I’m not mad at her, don’t get me wrong, I’m pissed, but you weren’t there for her, WE weren’t there for her. Face it man, she was all alone and it‘s our fault.”

Xander sighed. He was too mad to understand. “It’s your fault you know, if we didn’t came here in the first place, none of this would’ve happened! Why did we come here anyway?” Xander asked his best friend with an angry expression.

“In about two weeks it’s Christmas Xan and when I saw the picture of you with Buffy and Dawn I remembered how it used to be. You haven’t been really happy in a while Xander. I just thought it would be a good idea to visit the family for the holidays.” Spike answered him. He only wanted what was best for his friend. It was only worse, not just for Xander, but for him as well. “I didn’t know she was gonna lie to us. I screwed it up big time.”

“Yeah, she lied to you big time. Wait! Holy shit! Anne? Your Anne?” Xander asked with a scared look. ‘My best friend is in love with my sister. That will end well’ he thought to himself.

“Got that part ha? When I saw her back in LA, I knew she looked familiar, I just couldn’t put my finger on it.” He told Xander with dreamy eyes. He was very mad at her, but unfortunately his feelings didn’t changed. Spike couldn’t believe it took his friend this long to figure it out.
They’d only been talking about it a few hours before.

“So, you’re in love with my sister. I’m maybe pissed at her, but if you come near her, I’ll kill. Just so you know.” He told him with a threatening look.

Spike didn‘t buy the look but Spike decided to play along. “Don’t worry Xan, I think in a while my feelings will go away. At least I hope.” The last part he said in a whisper. Xander was to pissed at Buffy to hear. “Anyway, I’m gonna get some smokes.”

“They don’t sell cigarettes in this hotel, don’t know why. You should go to the grocery store.” Xander told him. “Can you get me some chips or something? They don’t sell those either, stupid hotel.” Xander said with a cranky voice. He gave Spike some extra cash and watched him disappear out of the door.

At the grocery store…

“Hi Giles! How are you doing?” She asked the cashier whom she saw as her father.

“Very good Buffy. How are you?” He asked the girl whom he saw as the daughter he never had. He came over a lot to have dinner at her house and play with Emma. Emma even called him grandpa. He really felt like he was a part of the family. He never had a daughter and Buffy never really had a father so they basically filled the positions as family.

“Could do better.” She said while giving him the groceries she wanted to buy. She noticed his curious look. “I saw Xander and Spike yesterday.” She told him with a sad look.

“Spike? You mean Emma’s father?” He asked her with a hint of sadness. He didn’t know Spike, but he knew how much Buffy still loved him. When Emma was a couple of months old, Giles would spend the night at the Summer’s home to help Buffy with the little girl. One night he woke up at the crying of Emma and walked to her room, he made a move to open the door but he saw that Buffy was already there. He looked at the mother and daughter with a smile.
He heard Buffy saying that she looked just like her father and started to cry. Giles came in the room and just held the crying girls in his arms.

“Yeah, he saw me stripping at the club. It was really embarrassing. I don’t know what to do Giles. What about Emma? If he sees her, I don’t know how he will react.” She said while wiping away her tears.

“It’s gonna be okay Buffy. You’ll just have to wait and see. Maybe he just needs some time to think, he’ll call you or visit you. Spike and your brother.” He said comforting. “Go to the restroom, I look after your groceries till your back okay? Oh and do you want to grab a couple of crates out of the storeroom?” He asked her with a shy smile.

“Sure, Giles.” She said while going to the back, where the restroom was. Buffy didn’t notice the man who was just walking in.

“Hi, ehm… Marlboro please.” He said while giving the cashier the chips for Xander. “Thanks, mate.” He said when Giles gave him back his ‘groceries.’

He looked around for a while. “Do you mind if I use your restroom?” He asked the guy in his forties. He didn’t need to go to the bathroom; it was just to damn hot.

“ Yeah sure and it’s in the back.” He said while helping the next customers. It became pretty crowded.

The he had just come out of the bathroom when he heard somebody cry softly in the toreroom. He opened the room and saw a girl with 2 crates in her hand standing before him with her back turned to him. She was wearing a jean skirt with a plain shirt on top of it. She wore white sandals that made the outfit complete.

“Ehm… miss?” he asked shyly. He couldn’t stand it when girls cried, he wanted to comfort her.

When she turned around Spike’s eyes widened.

“Buffy.” He said with a shocked look.

“Spike.” She said with the same shocked look.

“Spike, I…” she started, but Spike didn’t give her any chance to continue. He just wanted to do the thing he wanted to for almost 5 years now.

He ran to her, pushed her against the wall and shut her up with a hungry kiss.

To be continued

PS. Do you think I should let them go ‘all the way’ in the storeroom, or just make out a little? It’s your call, let me know!