CHAPTER 122 - NORMAL AS BASEBALL AND APPLE FREAKIN’ PIE
"To answer you question, I saw the article on campus back then tried to find Professor Lipton. I found out that he was in Egypt on a dig, so I emailed him and he emailed me back, agreeing to meet with me in Chicago when he returned. However, when Dawn and I got to Chicago and went to his apartment, his assistant said that he’d died in Egypt a few days before, from supposedly natural causes."
"What makes you say supposedly?"
"Because his apartment had been ransacked from top to bottom, a few days before we got there."
"And you think that and his death had something to do with the dig in Sunnydale?"
Buffy nodded, "Yes, I don’t think it, I know it, in my gut. Only the stuff he’d dug up wasn’t at his apartment anymore, it had been sent to The Field Museum in Chicago. His assistant told us that."
"Including the amulet?"
"Yes."
"And you saw it, then?"
"No, I never did see it, not exactly. When we went there, they couldn’t find anything under his name, not in his former office, not in the museum’s warehouse."
"I don’t understand then, how do you know it was there? That it hadn’t been stolen?" Giles asked, confused.
"Before we go on, I want to show you something," Buffy said, opening up her purse and taking out her wallet. She pulled out a photograph that John had taken of her, William, Dawn, and Willow all sitting on the couch on Christmas Eve.
She started to hand him the photo, then hesitated. She looked at the picture and hugged it to her chest, "Before I do, you must promise me something."
"What is it?"
"This is my life Giles, mine and William's. It's private, shared only with a few close people. It's not to be dissected, speculated upon, written about, or otherwise discussed with anyone, understood?"
"Of course, Buffy, why would you think...?"
"Promise me Giles, no matter what! This is 150% non-negotiable, believe me, and I will do what I have to, in order to keep it this way. Just so we understand each other."
Giles was now on full alert. Never before had Buffy spoke to him like that, so he knew it was both important, and likewise, he was being asked to set aside any interest in whatever she was about to share with other than personal. She was asking him to consider what she was about to tell him as a friend, nothing more, nothing less.
He looked at Buffy; "You have my solemn oath Buffy, as your friend. I shan’t break your confidence or your trust."
She slowly nodded, then taking one more look at the picture, she handed it to him; "It's from Christmas."
He took it from her and looked at it, "Ah, there's Willow, Dawn, you...is that William?" he asked, the man looking vaguely familiar to him.
Buffy didn't say anything and he kept looking. The man, William, had what seemed to be light to medium brown wavy hair, he was laughing, as he looked at Buffy, obviously fond of her. He could see the man had a chiseled looking face, high cheekbones, and a...
He jerked his head, looking over at Buffy suddenly, as realization dawned on him, "No! It can't be! It simply can't be! Is this...?" Giles sputtered, William, William, Spike’s given name. "My God, Buffy! How? This is Spike?"
Buffy nodded, "William," she corrected.
"How long?"
"Since last May. I didn't find him until June, and he's been back home with me since last July."
"Buffy, that’s...how? Nothing could have survived that devastation...how did Spike...?" Giles asked, dumbfounded.
"He didn’t survive it, Giles. He died."
"But clearly, he’s not..."
"He was, until last May when he Shanshu’d or whatever it’s called."
"Did you say Shanshu? You mean the prophecy?" Giles asked, racking his brain to remember what he’d read.
"That be the one."
"I’m only familiar with the name, Buffy. Please fill me in; ever since the council was destroyed, I don’t have all the old texts that I used to."
"According to Willow, the prophecy stated that a vampire with a soul would ‘shanshu’ once he completed his destiny, including trials, an apocalypse, various evils, yada, yada. And, when worn by a champion, the amulet was the instrument used not only to fight the evil, but to bring forth the shanshu five years later.
"He’s back," Giles whispered, hardly believing it, "that’s...I’m speechless, Buffy."
Giles looked at the picture again; "He looks so different," Giles mused, "I see he’s quit bleaching his hair, changed his clothes, too."
"Well, William has never bleached his hair, though he did get a haircut and we did have to change his style of clothes, seeing that I don’t even think they sell the kind he was used to wearing, anywhere other than at a period costume shop," Buffy said.
Giles looked at her, not fully comprehending, "What do you mean, he never...Spike never...William...William?"
Buffy nodded, "Yes, Giles, you’re looking at William, not Spike. Well, pre-Spike," she said, not without a bit of nostalgia, "he's human Giles, as human as you or I are."
"That’s...that’s remarkable, more than...I don’t think I have words. What does he say to all this? He must be terribly pleased with himself, I should think, insufferable, even," he said, chuckling, "I should love to talk to him..."
"No you can’t! And no, he’s neither terribly pleased with himself nor insufferable, Giles! You don’t get it! William has no memory of this, of any of it! He has no memory of ever having been Spike, though he knows that’s what he used to be called when we knew him in Sunnydale. But he doesn’t remember anything from the past 120 years, when I say he’s William, I don’t just mean that Spike has decided now that he’s human to go by his given name, I mean he is William! "
"When I found him, his only memories of his life were from 1880 and prior. Except for the past 8 months that we’ve been together, those still are his only real memories," she said, feeling guilty, "and he doesn’t believe those."
"What do you mean?"
Buffy took a deep breath and started telling him the whole story. From her slayer dream prior to finding Spike, to Angel’s involvement in trying to hurt William and kidnap him. From their rescue to their road trip, all the way up to the present day.
Giles listened while for the next hour, asking for clarification here and there, as Buffy told him most everything of what it had been like for William and for her since he’d been back. She left out the very personal stuff, yet still enough for him to know how it was between them.
"So, from not knowing what a car is, to driving one now...using a computer, going to school, working? How remarkable," Giles said, wishing he had a tape recorder on him, wishing he could record all the things that she’d told him.
"Yes, it is remarkable, he’s remarkable Giles," Buffy said, smiling, as she thought of William. "He’s warm and funny, sensitive and kind, smart, loving...have I left anything out?"
"No, Buffy, I do say you’ve..."
"Oh, did I tell you he’s a poet, too? And he writes. Writes all the time, both in his notebooks, but on the computer, too."
Giles smiled at Buffy, "Quite remarkable."
"This must be hard on you," she said, after considering him for a moment, "I know you, Giles. Know that, that brain of yours is just itching to put it all down, try to figure it all out, research it...but you can’t. You swore to me. William is a ‘real boy’ not a lab rat and I won’t allow him to be dissected for the sake of the future line of slayers or watchers or whatever. You promised."
"You’re right," Giles said, regarding her solemnly, "there is that part of me, which would like nothing better than to record this for posterity’s sake. However, I did promise you that I wouldn’t be involved in this in any way other than as your friend, and I intend to keep that promise. Unless you need me to be, that is."
"Thank you, I appreciate that...what do you mean, if I need you to be?"
"Well, I was just thinking, when you tell him about the past, then there might be issues that come up that I could help him with."
"I’m not going to tell him."
"You’re not going to..." Giles repeated, "ever?"
"At this point, no. I originally was going to, but now...How can I, Giles? It would tear him apart. Do you remember what I told you happened at the Grand Canyon, when he thought he was back at the Hellmouth? And that he had nightmares at first? Well, he hasn’t for a long time, and I think he’s just accepted our story about things, and he’s happy. He’s got a life, a good life. He loves me, Giles, he trusts me...I just can’t take that away from him."
"I think you’re wrong, Buffy. I don’t think that’s something that you can withhold forever from him. It goes to the very issue of his trust in you. Eventually, secrets have a way of coming out, and if it does, it could be worse for both of you, than how you think it would be, if you told him yourself."
"Then I’ll deal," Buffy said, growing irritated.
Giles ignored the tone and went on, "What if his memories come back all of a sudden, or over time? He’ll be left wondering why you didn’t tell him the truth."
Buffy shook her head, "No, he’ll know why, same reason that he doesn’t insist on knowing certain things now, the way he asks about things, but is happy to drop the subject before it gets too complicated. I don’t think he wants to know Giles. Would you, if you were William? Would you want to know that you’d been a demon, a vampire who caused the deaths of thousands of humans over 100+ years?"
"No, I should think you’re probably right, but that doesn’t mean it’s the right thing, anyway, no matter what you or he wish, the fact remains that you’re not just two normal people..."
"Yes Giles, we are. We’re as ‘bloody’ normal as baseball and apple freakin’ pie! I don’t fight demons anymore, I fight illiteracy! And William...he’s just William. Can’t you understand that? He’s just a man, a beautiful, sensitive, loving..."
"Buffy, let’s say that’s true, have you considered where the amulet came from and what that implies? There could be conditions you don’t even know about, there could be..."
"NO!" Buffy said, standing up and facing him. "There are NO conditions! He earned this, Giles. He damned well saved the world! That’s enough. Obviously, The Powers that Be thought he was worthy. But he doesn’t owe them anything else; doesn’t owe anything to anyone! His reward was to come back human. And he came back to me, after five, long years. He’s his own man, Giles. He’s my man, Giles," Buffy said, visibly upset.
"You’re right, Buffy," he said, standing up, "I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have upset you, I was just speculating, like you warned me against. I’m sure everything is just as you say it is."
"That’s right. It is," Buffy said, wiping at her eyes, as she turned to see Dawn walking towards them.
Because it just has to be, she told herself.
END CHAPTER 122
CHAPTER 123 - FAVORABLE FIRST IMPRESSION
Buffy and Dawn walked into the apartment to see John and William playing a game on the X-Box.
"Hey ladies, how was shopping?" John said, not taking his eyes off of the action.
"Just fine, how was your day?" Dawn asked.
"Bugger!" William said, as he lost the game to John.
"Better luck next time, William," John said, patting his shoulder.
William grumbled, "Not much chance to practice getting better at it."
"Elizabeth, you should get William an X-Box," John said.
"Sure, just what we need," she said, rolling her eyes, as she came over to him.
"Sheesh William, you look all bleary eyed," she said, as she flopped down on the couch next to him.
"Do I?"
"Uh-huh."
"Occupational hazard," John said.
"And what occupation is that, exactly?"
"Honing fine motor skills and killing things," he said, laughing.
Dawn and Buffy exchanged a quick look at each other.
"So, what did you get, luv?"
"Huh?"
"While you were shopping?"
"Oh, not much, just a few tops..."
"And something for you, too, William," Dawn said.
Buffy looked at her gratefully. Dawn had picked up a few things for her, so she wouldn’t come back empty handed, as that would’ve been pretty suspicious.
Buffy handed William a bag; he smiled and took out the T-shirt that was inside of it. It was dark blue and on the front of it was a bright silk screen of a palm tree and a sunset and said, ‘I Love LA’
"Thanks," he said, looking it over quizzically.
"Dawn’s idea," she whispered.
"Oh," he mouthed to her.
"What about me? Do I get a present, too?" John asked.
"Sorry, honey, not this time."
"Well William, what do you say to helping me drown my sorrows in another game?"
William turned towards Elizabeth, "You mind?"
"No, go ahead, I’ll go help Dawn with dinner," she said, giving his cheek a kiss as she got up.
Dawn was putting away the morning’s dishes when Buffy walked into the kitchen.
"What do I owe you?"
"Huh?" Dawn asked.
"For the tops and the T-shirt."
"Ah, forget it."
"No, I’m going to pay you back, Dawn. You don’t have that much cash going to school and all, so how much?"
"Say $40 and we’re even."
Buffy opened up her purse and gave Dawn two 20’s.
"So...what did you think? Are you going to introduce William to Giles?"
"I don’t know. It’s sort of...I don’t know how to describe it?"
"Scary?"
Buffy paused for a moment, "Yeah, in a way that sort of sums it up. I mean with you and Willow...ever since you found out, you guys have been nothing but supportive to me and you’ve accepted William with open arms. My biggest worry this summer was if I it was the right thing to do getting Xander on board, and even he came around to really liking William."
"Yeah, that’s pretty cool. He really does like him, I can tell."
"I know. And I’ve been so grateful, not just that you all helped us, which I could never thank you enough for, but that you’ve all become William’s friends, too."
"It’s not such a big deal, Buffy. He’s a great guy."
Buffy nodded, "Yeah, he is. Still, it makes me happy that we’re all friends, makes him happy, too, that my friends are also his friends."
"And you don’t think that Giles would like William?"
Buffy shook her head, "I’m sure he probably would, but I’m not sure that he’ll ever be able to take off his Watcher’s hat completely. Before I told him, I made him promise me that he wouldn’t record anything I’d told him or try to dissect it, even though he might want to. I just don’t know if he’ll be able to help himself."
"You’re probably right. Giles has dedicated his whole life to this, even though we’ve all been able to move on, even you; and you were the chosen one. But for Giles, it still goes on, so he probably won’t ever, just be able to consider William a normal person, like we do. Not to mention, we’ve had almost a year now to just accept him for what he is now, pre and post Spike," Dawn said.
"That’s what he told me. He said that we weren’t just normal people."
"And you said?" Dawn asked.
"That we were as normal as baseball and apple freakin’ pie," Buffy said grinning.
Dawn grinned back and giggled.
Buffy’s grin faded, "It’s just I don’t want William being scrutinized, know what I mean? I just don’t like the idea of his life, our life being ‘observed’ in that Watcher way of his."
"I guess that’s your answer then, Buffy. If you can’t trust him not to, even if he says that he won’t, then don’t introduce them."
Buffy nodded, "I guess."
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APRIL 3, 2009
THURSDAY
9:30PM
"Can you get that?" Buffy called from the bathroom, hearing the phone ringing in the other room.
"Where is it?" William called looking around.
"Try my coat pocket if it isn’t in my purse."
As he neared the coat the ringing got louder. He tried the right pocket first, no phone, then the left.
"Alright, alright, I’m coming," he muttered at the thing.
"Hello," he said, flipping it open.
"Ah...yes, hello," the voice said, hesitantly, "do I have Buffy Summer’s residence?"
"Yes, may I ask who’s calling?" William asked, his ears perking up at the British accent, similar to his own.
"Of course, tell her it’s Giles."
"Hold on, please," William said, as he walked towards the bathroom, where Buffy was drying off from her bath.
"Who is it?"
"It’s someone named Giles for you," he said, holding out the phone.
"Oh, okay," Buffy said, wondering if he was going to stand there while she talked, but he nodded to her and walked away.
"Hello Giles."
"Buffy, I take it that was William?"
"Yes, of course. Who else would it be?"
"He sounds so different."
"Uh-huh," she said, waiting.
"Um, yes, the reason I was calling was to let you know that I’ll be going back to London on Saturday. I was wondering if you’d thought anymore about my coming to visit you and William tomorrow. Dawn said it was only a couple of hours from Los Angeles, so I could drive up and meet you for lunch, perhaps."
"We work during the day."
"Yes, of course. Then for dinner, perhaps? At whatever restaurant you’d like to meet at?"
Buffy hesitated for a moment. She had already called Willow after last weekend, making sure that even in the case of Giles, that the protection spell was still in effect, making it impossible to mistakenly put William and her into any sort of danger by disclosing what he knew. Willow had assured her it was, so then it was only now a question of whether or not she wanted him to meet William.
"Buffy?"
"Giles?"
"If you’d rather I didn’t, I understand, but I would very much like to come and see you again."
"Alright. Just remember what I told you about William, he doesn’t have any memory of what Sunnydale was, of the Hellmouth part of it, of what he was, or what I was..."
"I remember. And who shall you say that I am?"
"I told him he used to work at The Magic Box, which he thinks was a book and new age-type store. I’ll just tell him you were the owner. He already knows Anya ran the place. He knows that she used to go with Xander and that she’s dead now."
"I see. Well, that’ll be fine."
Buffy gave him directions to Julian and to The Rittenhouse Restaurant.
"So, I’ll see you tomorrow at 6:00pm, then," he said.
"See you then, Giles," she said.
William looked up from the textbook he was reading when she came into the living room. "Who was that?"
She came over and sat next to him on the couch.
"That was Giles. Rupert Giles is his full name, but we always called him Giles."
William waited for her to go on.
"He’s an old friend of mine from Sunnydale..." Buffy said, trying to figure out how to explain Giles to him
"Oh," William said, getting a sort of pained look.
"Oh, no," Buffy said, quickly, realizing that he’d totally misconstrued her hesitation, "God, no! Not that sort of friend, besides, he’s like old, well, not elderly old, but like a teacher or parent old. He’s someone who...looked out for me a lot back then."
"I see," William said, but surprised that she’d never mentioned him before.
Buffy nodded, "I met him when he was the librarian at my high school, and later he owned The Magic Box."
"Where I worked?" William asked.
"Yes."
"I worked for him? For Mr. Giles?"
"Yes," Buffy said, feeling guilty that the lies just kept unavoidably being compounded.
"I...Dawn and I saw him the other day when we were out. He lives back in London now, but was here on a short visit. He’s leaving on Saturday and wanted to know if he could meet us for dinner tomorrow. I told him yes, I hope that’s okay with you, William."
He nodded, "Of course, why wouldn’t it be?"
"Good, he’ll be meeting us at Edna’s at 6:00pm."
Later when they were in bed, William turned to her, "Elizabeth?"
"Hmm?" she asked, as she put her arm over his side.
"Why didn’t you mention seeing Mr. Giles before to me?"
"I...I guess it just slipped my mind," she said.
He looked at her for a second and lay back on his pillow. For some reason he didn’t believe her and it bothered him that she wasn’t telling him the truth.
"William?"
"What?"
"I’m sorry...it didn’t slip my mind, it’s just that Giles and I had some differences in the past year before Sunnydale...you know what happened to the town. It’s been sort of hard to put it behind us. Honestly, I didn’t know if I wanted to see him again."
"What happened," he asked, turning towards her again, a look of concern in his eyes.
"Let’s just say that he didn’t trust my judgement when he should have and it caused a rift in our relationship. It was painful, because he was very much like my father for all the years that my father was absent."
"Was it because of me? Because of our relationship?" William asked.
She reached up to touch his face, "Partly," she said, "but that wasn’t all of it."
"Founded?"
"Huh?"
"His reasons?"
She hesitated for a second; "It’s complicated, but ultimately, no."
"But he knows I’m back in your life now?"
"Yes, he does."
"And he’s okay with that?"
"Yes, but even if he wasn’t, it wouldn’t matter. You matter to me, William. We matter; that’s what matters, right?" she asked with a smile, trying to lighten the conversation.
"What did he say?"
"He said he wanted me to be happy, and he knows that you’re what makes me happy," Buffy said, kissing him.
William lay back on his pillow, pulling her over to rest on his chest, as he once again wondered what it had been about him, about his past that was being hidden from him. What sort of person had he been, which had met with disapproval? He knew there was something, but all he could remember was the social ostracism that he had been subjected to all of his life; the snickering behind his back, and even in front of him. He’d never understood it, never understood what he had done to people who had seemed to despise him so. Not that this was what Elizabeth had alluded to, but there it was, that feeling of something being ‘wrong’ with him. It hurt. Before Elizabeth, he’d only known rejection; she’d been the only one to ever show him any sort of love, caring, respect...and he knew how lucky he was. Lucky that she found him, lucky to be living the life he’d only ever dreamed about with a woman he loved.
God, he knew!
Yet still, it angered him that others could still...and that it would’ve affected Elizabeth’s life as well, for her part in loving him.
"Elizabeth?"
"What?" Buffy asked, sensing the tension coming off of him.
"I love you...that’s all," he said, deciding to drop the subject for now.
"It’s enough...I love you, too. Don’t ever forget that," she said, hugging him tight.
"Never, luv. Never could," he said, hugging her back for all he was worth.
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APRIL 4, 2009
FRIDAY
10:30AM
Giles paid his motel bill and took his luggage out to the little blue, 2-door Mitsubishi that had been delivered to him from the rental company and placed his bags into the car’s boot.
He looked once more at the directions that Buffy had given him to Julian. He decided that he would get there early and do some looking around before their dinner.
First he was meeting with Wesley again, to give him the name of another slayer, which he’d just learned of last night. Since Wesley was no longer working for Angel, he had more than enough time on his hands, and had been glad Giles had offered him the opportunity to be a watcher again.
Giles had found it hard to believe what Buffy had told him of the lengths Angel had gone to kidnap William, subjecting him to abject terror and horror in the process. Giles had laid awake wondering if there was something more about the Shanshu that Angel knew, which Buffy didn’t, and it worried him greatly. What if William was destined to revert back to Spike? Of course, that didn’t make any sense; why give him the reward stated in the prophecy, only to take it away? Those and other scenarios kept Giles tossing and turning that night.
However, from what Wesley told Giles of Angel, it bore out what Buffy had told him, and the situation didn’t bode well. Angel, it appeared, had been corrupted by his position at Wolfram & Hart, to the point where he had regard for neither advice, nor companionship from his former friends and employees. In fact, they were now quite keen at avoiding him and the ‘evil empire’ he was in running at all costs.
The cost of going up against demons, who just happened to be clients of Wolfram & Harts had exacted a high price to their practice. One, of which was that Fred felt threatened enough, so that she had decided to pursue her interest in research back in Texas at A&M University, rather than stay in Los Angeles any longer. Wesley had told Giles this with more than a tinge of sadness, and Giles suspected he’d had feelings for her.
Gunn had also been disillusioned, and now spent most of his time back on the streets fighting evil the way he had done before meeting Angel. He was perhaps the most bitter of all, having for a while, been endowed with all the legalese of the demon and human worlds. Gunn had believed in the rightness of it and had drunk it in; feeling for once, he’d finally arrived in the ‘white man’s world,’ only to wake up one morning without any of the knowledge he’d gone to bed with the night before. When he called W & H, Angel wouldn’t even take his call, instead letting Lilah confirm to Gunn that indeed, they had remotely mind-wiped him, seeing as he wouldn’t need any of this anymore. And really, Lilah had so callously asked; it hadn’t truly been his anyway, so why was he complaining?
Lorne was busy building his entertainment empire, which had been funded by the largess of Wolfram & Hart, and who was still his biggest client.
And poor Cordelia, she was in some sort of permanent coma.
That left Wesley only small cases to take on, which came in under Wolfram & Hart’s vast radar. Therefore, he was more than happy to be reinstated as a watcher and something to give his life meaning again.
After dropping off the papers on the new slayer with Wesley, Giles got on the road and was in Julian by 1:00pm. He drove through the main road in town and saw the restaurant that they would be meeting at.
A couple of miles further, he saw the library. He pulled the car over and parked it. Wasn’t that where Buffy had said that William worked in the afternoons? He looked across the street and sure enough; there was the sign for Montessori School of Julian.
Giles thought about driving on, but his curiosity got the better of him. Turning off the car, he slowly walked up to the library’s entrance. He stopped inside, between the entrance and the library proper and looked through the doors. He didn’t see anyone but a couple of elderly patrons looking at magazines.
Giles opened the door and nodded to the librarian at the desk, then walked towards the far side of the bookcases, looking up and down the rows as he did. He heard the muted voices of children as he neared the rear of the library, and as he looked around the last bookcase, he could see about a dozen or so of them, sitting at a rather large, round table.
"Hush now, or I won’t have time to read this chapter today," said a young man, who was facing partly away from Giles.
Giles froze as he heard the familiar accent. Quickly he walked around the library to the opposite side he had been on to get a better look.
"I’ll be damned," he whispered to himself, as he was now looking directly at the very familiar, yet different face that Spike now wore. "William," he reminded himself.
From what Giles could tell, William was reading them a chapter from Homer’s Odyssey, somewhere towards the middle of the book. Buffy suddenly came into view from behind William. She came and walked up behind him and lightly touched his shoulder, while looking at the kids. William didn’t stop, but quickly glanced up at her with adoration, all the while still reciting the story, as if he had it memorized. A couple of seconds later, his eyes went back to the page, finding his spot without missing a beat.
Giles nodded to himself, impressed.
He stood frozen to the spot, while William read for another 15 minutes.
"Aw, don’t stop now, read some more, please," the children begged when he finally stopped.
"None of that now," William said, trying to look stern, but only coming off as looking upon them fondly, "you know the rules, any whining and your teacher won’t let you hear the next chapter, when you come back next week."
"Yes she will," Shelly piped up, "she likes to hear you read as much as we do."
That set off some pre-teen girlish giggling.
"Okay, that’s enough," Buffy said, "I believe that you have a report that’s due for me in less than 2 weeks on Greek Mythology. I suggest you start looking for your books now. Remember I want at least 3-4 references, and I will check them out, so no just listing them. You have to read them."
Giles had to smile at her very teacher-like demeanor.
"Do we have to read the whole book?"
"What do you think?" Buffy asked.
A boy raised his hand.
"Gage?"
"Only the parts that apply to the report that we’re doing."
"Sounds reasonable. Say your report is on Zeus, and you take out a book that has all the Greek mythological characters, you can use that as a reference, as long as you’ve read the parts on Zeus. On the other hand, let’s say that your book is just about Zeus, then I expect you to read all of it. A combination of both kinds would be preferable."
The kids went off to look for their books, with a warning to do so quietly from Buffy, leaving William and her alone at the table. She sat down next to him.
"So, you like my reading, huh?" he teased her, putting a stray lock of hair behind her ear.
"I like everything you do," she whispered, putting her hand briefly on his face.
He smiled at her in a warm, genuine way. Giles couldn’t recall ever seeing Spike smile any other way than a smirk. This was a smile that spoke a thousand words between them, all in a fraction of a second.
"Mr. W? Can you help me find a book? A child called as she came out from between one of the rows.
"Duty calls," he said, getting up.
Giles went around to near the row where William was helping the girl. He pretended to be reading the row of books where he was standing, as he looked over the edge of them instead. He did this for another 10 minutes, as William went from one child to another, helping them with their selections, suggesting different books, asking them questions to get them to think on their own. He was impressed with William’s kindness, as well as his knowledge.
"May I help you?" A voice startled Giles from behind.
"Oh, no thanks...oh...hello, Buffy."
"Giles. I thought you weren’t coming until this evening."
"Um...I wasn’t, but I finished my business in LA early today, so thought I’d come up and look around. Never been up here, it’s rather a lovely area.
"Yes. Yes it is. So, are you enjoying your sightseeing tour so far?"
Giles turned to face her, "Yes I am, William is...it’s quite remarkable, truly."
"What I been telling you, he’s...here. Hey, William, this is Giles. I told you he was coming for dinner later. Seems he got here a little early and decided to look me up."
William seemed unsure for a moment. What did he call him? What did he say to someone who knew him, whom he couldn’t remember?
He decided that formal would be the best, "Um...very nice to meet you Mr. Giles," William said, extending his hand, which Giles took. "Elizabeth has told me about you. I apologize that I don’t remember you from before, as I’ve lost all my memories of past events, as well as people I once knew," he said, apologetically.
"That’s quite alright, Sp...William. I’m just very glad to see you and know that you’re doing alright now. And it’s Giles. Call me Giles."
"That’s very kind of you to say so, Mr....er, Giles," William said, the name sounding strange in his mouth.
"Yes, well...I’ll leave you both now so you can attend to your students," Giles said, "I look forward to seeing you at dinner tonight."
"Thank you. You, too," William said, once again, shaking hands.
"I’m going to walk him out," Buffy told William, as Giles started to walk away.
"Okay, luv."
"Giles!" Buffy said, catching up with him near the front door.
"Buffy," Giles said, turning, "I’m sorry, I know I should’ve waited until tonight, it’s just as I was driving through town, I saw the library and the school..."
"It’s okay, Giles. Really, it is," Buffy said, then asked, hesitantly, "so?"
Giles smiled gently at her; "William makes a very favorable first impression."
Buffy smiled a real smile at him, nodding triumphantly, "He makes a very favorable second, third, and hundredth impression, too. You’ll see."
"I’m sure I will. Until tonight then?"
"Until tonight."
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Giles stomach was beginning to growl as he left the library. He drove around looking for something quick to eat, but with little choices, and nothing quite appealing, he decided to drive back to The Rittenhouse Restaurant. The more he thought of it, the better he liked the idea. Plus, perhaps it would also give him a chance to talk to the owner, whom Buffy had mentioned.
It appeared to be the end of the lunch hour when he arrived, as there were only a few diners and he could hear a vacuum being run in another room and the clang of dishes from the kitchen.
An elderly woman with white hair came out to greet him, "Good afternoon, how many will there be with you?"
"Just myself, I’m afraid," Giles said, smiling at her.
"Well, that’s just fine, too, isn’t it? I always say sometimes your own company is the best company," Edna said with a wink, as she led him into the dining room.
A young man came with a place setting and a glass of water.
"Bernie, tell them I said to stop that vacuuming for now," Edna told him, as he left the table.
"Okay," Bernie said, as he walked off towards the kitchen.
"They’re ambitious, but I don’t suppose all that racket will make for a pleasant dining experience."
"Oh, that’s quite alright," Giles said, looking over the menu and gave her his order.
"Actually, I’ll be coming back here for dinner tonight, also," he said, "yes, I’m meeting William and Buffy. Um, I believe you know her as Elizabeth?
"You are? How lovely! William and Elizabeth are two of my favorite people in the whole world," Edna said. "I’ll be right back, as soon as I put in your request."
A few minutes later Edna was back and Giles asked her to sit down and join him.
"How do you know our young friends? Mister...?"
"Giles. Rupert Giles, but everyone calls me Giles."
"And you must call me Edna."
"Hmm, let’s see. I’ve know Buffy back since she was in high school in Sunnydale, and I’ve known Sp...William almost as long. How about you, Edna?"
"Well, I’ve known William since about the mid ‘90’s or thereabouts, but I’ve known his family since the 1930’s. First his grandfather, then later his father, then William himself. Always a Godsend to my family, too."
"How so?" Giles asked.
As Edna told the tale, Giles sat fascinated. Buffy had told him a few things about how Spike had a very, very long history with the owner of this restaurant. However, never in his wildest dreams did he imagine that Spike would have, not only saved her husband, but once he had died, paid off her debt and basically put her son through college.
"Then, after Elizabeth had thought that our William had died when your town collapsed, she came up here and lived in the house that William had left her in the will."
"His will?"
"Oh yes, Lawrence had been his father and his lawyer forever. He made out a will before...anyway, leaving his house and all his investments to Elizabeth."
Giles shook his head, his food forgotten, as he tried to wrap his brain around the fact that, not only had Spike not killed these people, but that he’d built a house, had investments, a will, and a lawyer.
"After she moved here, she was heartbroken. She even changed her name to his, to Worthington, because she loved him so."
Giles nodded his head, "And became a teacher."
"Yes, and became a teacher. Then last summer, she found our William in Chicago of all places! And without a memory! I tell you, Giles, it was a miracle that she found him, a right miracle it was," Edna said, her eyes tearing up at the memory. She dabbed at them, "Don’t mind me, I’m a silly old woman who is just a sucker for miracles and happy endings."
"I don’t think you’re silly at all, Edna," Giles said, smiling.
"Thank you for saying so. Anyway, now they’re engaged and I couldn’t be happier. Oh, the lovely children those two will have!"
Giles eyes grew wide.
"Oh my, you didn’t know about that yet, did you?"
"No, I’m afraid I didn’t."
"Oh dear," she mused, "please don’t tell them I told you. I’m sure they wanted to tell you themselves."
"Don’t worry," he said, patting her hand, "it’ll be our secret."
END CHAPTER 123
CHAPTER 124 - DINNER WITH GILES
Giles was already seated in the waiting room when Buffy and William arrived at Edna’s just before 6:00pm.
"Giles," Buffy said, "have you been here long?"
"Um, not really. Just a short while," he said, rising and extending his hand, "William, it’s good to see you again."
"Thank you. You, too," William said, as they shook hands.
"Ah, I see William and Elizabeth have seen fit to join you, Giles," Edna said, as she walked into the waiting area.
Buffy looked at Giles, questioningly.
"Um, yes...well, I had lunch here today."
Buffy nodded curtly, at the near admission, that he’d already done some snooping on his own.
"Elizabeth, would you like to use the back room for..."
"No!" Buffy said, quickly. She didn’t want to remember any times in that room, except those that her and William and her and Spike had shared. "Um, a regular table will be fine, won’t it?"
"Of course," Edna said, understanding immediately.
They were seated and made small talk until after their order was taken.
"So, William," Giles began, after drinks came, a scotch on the rocks for Giles, and a bottle of wine for both Buffy and William, "Buffy tells me you’re going to school. Can I ask what you’re taking at present?"
"Of course, I’m taking a beginning computers course, and an American 20th Century Literature course. Seems as though my very selective memory loss let me remember everything I’d ever learned from the 19th century and prior, but nothing after that," William said, shrugging in his familiar self-deprecating way he had.
"I should think that’s a wise choice. Everybody needs to know how to use computers, and Buffy tells me you do quite well for yourself. And, of course, literature never goes out of style."
William smiled at that and they began to talk of authors they knew of, including some of the story he’d been reading this afternoon to the children.
"Buffy, I must commend you for introducing children of such a young age to the classics. It’s one thing to see a made-for-television movie on the subject, but quite another to hear the actual text as it was written."
"William, can you read Greek?" she quipped. "Well, actually Giles, I got my idea from television. It was on as a mini-series lately and I asked the class to watch it. I thought it would be a good segue into the actual story," Buffy said, laughing. "I’m still a California girl, raised on television, so I have to play to my strengths."
"Still, Buffy, there’s nothing wrong with giving them a ‘lite’ introduction to the much more complicated writings of Homer. I think it was an inspired idea."
"Well, thank you," she said, pleased by the compliment. She looked over at William, who smiled proudly at her.
The dinner arrived and William and Giles talked about England. John had introduced William to the current football teams and he’d become a Manchester United fan, like millions of other Brits at home and abroad.
"I’m sorry I don’t get to watch many of the matches," Giles lamented, "but I do have tickets for a off-season tournament next summer, which I’m looking forward to."
Buffy had been nervous about Giles meeting William, but the evening was going by quite well and she was now glad that he’d stopped by the library earlier and that the awkward introductions were now over and done with.
Giles, for his part, kept the conversation light. Of course, not being able to talk about his real work or their past, pretty much did that on its own.
It was hard for Giles to believe that Spike - the evil, cunning, annoying vampire he loathed on sight and whom he would've gladly staked on more than one occasion, had been (and was) this sincere and engaging young man sitting before him. Even more amazing was that found himself liking William.
He also realized, and even more surprising, not to his dismay, that this former vampire and former slayer - his slayer, now just William and Buffy, were indeed, in love with each other. He gathered that, not from anything they said so much, as the way they communicated without words. They were in-tuned to each other in a way he’d seen only a few couples be in his entire life. Not in the common, mundane finishing each other’s sentences sort of way, but in an easy empathy and affection that flowed from one to the other. From the apparent feelings of fondness and respect they had for each other, to the unmistakable bond, which he had never been witness to before, but that had obviously followed them forward in time and place; through both their lives, deaths, and lives again.
Buffy had thought about telling Giles this evening about her and William's engagement, but the time wasn't presenting itself, plus if she did so now, it would probably precipitate more drinking. She sighed quietly, as she watched in growing dismay as he ordered a third scotch for himself. Not only that, everytime he did so, he would keep refilling William's glass, and William not wanting to be rude, would drink up, despite the not so gentle kicks she was beginning to deliver to his shin. Buffy politely declined after the second glass.
William excused himself to use the restroom and her and Giles were left alone.
Giles smiled at Buffy, "He's something else, isn't he?" he said, shaking his head, "You really ought to be quite proud of yourself, as far as you've brought him up to speed in this world, from what he knew. It's quite amazing."
Buffy blushed, despite herself, "Well, I've had a pretty amazing student to work with. He's bright, a quick study, adaptable..." she stopped, a thought occurring to her.
"What about you, Giles? Is there someone special in your life?"
He shook his head; "I'm afraid not. Not for a long time," he said, taking another drink.
"You shouldn't do that so much," she said, putting his hand over his on the glass, as he was about to raise it again.
His eyes grew wide for a moment; "I'm fine, Buffy. Really I am."
She shook her head; "You're probably working too hard, Giles. You should find someone, you should..."
"Who else is going to do the work, if I don't, Buffy?" he asked quietly.
She felt her cheeks flame red with guilt and her eyes grow moist.
"No, Buffy, I didn't mean...you've earned your normal life. If anyone has it's you. But for the rest of us, the mission goes on," he said, shrugging.
"Giles, I..."
"Hey," William said, as he sat back down.
"Hey," she said, giving him a quick smile, hoping he didn't see her eyes.
"Afraid it's my turn," Buffy said, getting up from the table, then looking at the two of them nervously, "behave."
They watched her walk away, then turned back to regard each other.
William spoke first, "She’s been a bit nervous about us meeting again."
Giles nodded, "Yes."
William cleared his throat, "I only know that she told me that you were very much like a father to her in the past and I think that she still would like to have your approval. Perhaps more than her own father’s."
Giles didn’t quite believe this, but he couldn’t help being pleased at hearing it none-the less.
"Does she see her father at all?"
"We saw him right after Christmas."
"Ah, you’ve met him, then. What did you think?"
William stopped to think about Hank for a moment, "Seemed nice enough and all. Think he’s trying in some ways to make up for the past, but some things can’t probably be made up for. Like leaving your wife and abandoning your daughters, I should think."
Giles nodded, "I tend to agree. And what does Buffy think?"
"I’m not sure she thinks too much about him, but I think...no, I know it’s affected her."
"How so?"
William paused, beginning to wonder if he shouldn’t have brought this up at all, if he wasn’t talking out of school.
"That men that she loves leave her," he said finally, looking up at Giles, who flinched inwardly; knowing that he had been one of those men, albeit at the time, he thought it was best, "but I wanted you to know," William continued, "I never will. Not ever again. Wouldn’t have before, if I hadn’t lost my memory."
"I...Elizabeth told me, um...rather gave me the impression that you didn’t approve of our relationship before, back in Sunnydale," he said.
Giles nodded and William continued.
"I wanted to assure you that I’ll never do anything to hurt her, I love her, she’s everything to me."
"I know you do, William. And I know Buffy loves you, too. But love doesn’t always preclude hurting someone, otherwise people would never break up, never divorce..."
"That’ll never happen!" William said, with finality.
Giles regarded him silently for a few moments, "For what it’s worth William, I do believe you have the best intentions and I appreciate you communicating this to me. I told Buffy and I’ll tell you, I want only for her happiness and well being. She deserves that, more than you know."
William took a deep breath, glad that he’d been able to speak up for himself and his feelings for Elizabeth.
Giles picked up his glass and tipped it towards William, indicating that they were all right here and William did the same, just as Elizabeth came back to the table.
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Soon after, Giles looked down at his watch, noting it was almost 9:00pm. "Oh dear, it’s getting rather late and I do have a plane to catch in the morning from Los Angeles. I was going to spend the night at Wesley’s apartment, but I probably shouldn’t be driving that distance right now," Giles said, nodding towards Buffy. "Are there any motels up in this area? I didn’t see any earlier, but I wasn’t really looking for them, either."
"Um...not really, only expensive little bed and breakfast places."
"Well, guess that will have to do then. Could you possibly point me in the right direction?"
Buffy looked at William and he nodded.
"Why don’t you stay the night with us, Giles?" William spoke for them.
"I don’t want to inconvenience you two, really a bed and breakfast place will..."
"You won’t be, Giles. We have an extra bedroom, it even has a bed," she said, smiling.
"Well, if you’re quite sure," he hesitated, looking at them.
They both nodded.
"Then thank you, I accept."
As they walked out of the restaurant, Buffy noticed that neither William nor Giles seemed to be feeling any pain.
"Giles, I don’t think you’re in any condition to drive," she said.
"Oh, nonsense, Buffy, "I’m purrfectly fit to drive the short distance, just not..." he stumbled forward, only missing actually going all the way down, by William grabbing onto him in time.
"What do you say we leave your car here until tomorrow morning, Giles?" Buffy asked.
"Oh fine," he relented, following her and William to her car.
"They had just started to pull out of the parking lot, when suddenly Giles exclaimed, "Oh bollocks!"
"What is it Giles?" Buffy asked.
"My clothes, they’re in the boot."
"Oh," Buffy said, turning around.
William looked at her, "Boot?" he mouthed.
"British expression for the trunk," she told him.
"Oh," he said. Considering he didn’t know what a car was eight months ago, or didn’t remember in any case, he couldn’t fault himself for not knowing what the rest of the world called certain parts; even the English speaking parts.
"Boot," William snickered, after Giles had gotten out of the car, "clothes in his boot."
"Sheesh!" Buffy said, but giggled, too, at the image he’d painted in her mind.
They made it home in once piece, with William and Giles singing old patriotic and university songs."
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"Very, nice home you have," Giles said, as he walked in.
"We like it," Buffy said.
"I can very well see why. Really different from what you were used to, isn’t it Buffy?"
Buffy nodded, hoping Giles wasn’t going to say more on the subject. She preferred not to think about the house in Sunnydale, especially when she was feeling rather vulnerable. Like right now, with both Giles and William existing in the same space.
"You’ve lived here how long now, Buffy?"
"Since about two days after you dropped Dawn and me off at my dad’s apartment, after...Sunnydale," she said, quietly.
Giles was surprised. He looked at her, "That soon?"
"I just had to," she said, "please, Giles..."
He nodded, then turned to William.
"Have anything to drink?" Giles asked.
"I don’t think you need..."
"I’ll get us something," William said, earning a glare from Buffy.
"I need to call Wesley," Giles said, "have you a phone? I think my cell is back in the rental."
"Here, you can use my phone," Buffy said, after fishing it out of her purse.
"I’m back," William said, as he came in from the kitchen carrying a bottle of wine and three glasses.
Buffy motioned to Giles on the phone and William made a silly face, which she interpreted as ‘oops.’
She rolled her eyes at him, as she walked over to the couch where he was looking for somewhere to set the bottle and the glasses down. She moved some things on the end table and he set them there.
"William, I don’t think you need anything else to drink. Neither does Giles for that matter," she warned.
"Aw, mum!" he said, grinning at her. "Won’t have much; okay?" he said, walking over to her and trying to give her a hug, which she deflected.
"I mean it William, you’re going to get sick if you drink much more, you’re already half plastered."
"Plastered," he said, rolling the word around in his mouth.
"Funny word. Plashtered. I’m already plashtered," he said, trying to grab her again.
She pushed him down on the couch, "Knock it off," she hissed at him. That got his attention.
"Come ‘ere," he said, looking up sadly at her, "please..."
She sat down next to him, not looking at him.
"I’m sorry I’m acting like such a prat right now. I’ll be good, really I will. I’ll only have one more glass of wine, then I’ll switch to water, alright?"
She turned to him, "I’m not trying to be your ‘mum’ here William, or put a damper on your fun, but I just...I don’t want you to get sick and I don’t want Giles to see us fighting about this..."
"And if I keep drinking, we’re going to fight?"
She looked him squarely in the eyes, "I think you can count on that."
He nodded, not doubting her for a moment; "I’ll be good, okay? I promise. I can be good," he said, looking at her with sad puppy dog eyes.
"I’m holding you to that," she said, relenting. She leaned over and kissed him, because he looked so contrite.
"Oh, sorry," Giles said, interrupting the moment, as he stepped into the living room.
"That’s alright. Did you get in touch with Wesley?"
"Ah, yes. Everything’s fine. He’s going to meet me at the airport tomorrow before my flight, so we can catch up on some last minute things we need to discuss."
"May I?" Giles asked, pointing to the wine.
"Go ahead," Buffy said, but put her hand over one of the glasses, "none for me, thanks."
"Um, only half a glass for me, please," William said, looking over at Elizabeth, who gave him a small, but approving smile.
They talked for a while about life in Julian, as well as Xander, Willow, and Dawn.
Giles told them he’d had dinner with Dawn and met John.
"I like him," he told them.
"Yeah, we do, too," Buffy said, "all of us do."
"You think it’s serious?"
"I think so," Buffy said, "I wouldn’t mind if it was."
William nodded.
"Um...speaking of serious," she said, looking over at William, who looked at her questioning before understanding what she was about to do. He took her hand, smiling at her.
"Yes?"
"We have something to tell you," she said, squeezing William’s hand. "William and I are engaged, Giles. We’re getting married next Valentine’s Day," she said, looking at him hoping for a favorable reaction.
"Buffy! William! Congratulations!" he said, leaning over to give her a hug.
"Thank you," she whispered to him, surprised by how well he seemed to be taking the news.
"Be happy," he whispered back.
"I am. I will be."
"William," he said, extending his hand to William and they shook.
"I know you’ll take good care of her," Giles said, smiling, but his eyes were serious.
"I will," William said solemnly.
"Well," Giles said, "I think this calls for a toast, you too, Buffy."
Buffy poured herself a half glass full of the wine.
"Buffy, William," Giles started, shaking his head ever so slightly. "All I can say is that you’ve come back together, despite things in this world that, for all intents and purposes should’ve kept you apart," he glanced at Buffy who knew more than William what he was talking about, "all except love, that is. Which when all is said and done, is what we all want, and what counts in the end. Cheers," he said, clinking his glass with theirs.
"Cheers," they echoed.
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"Goodnight, Giles," Buffy said, "I’ll make sure you’re up by 6:30, so you can get ready to leave."
"Thanks, I appreciate it, Buffy, especially since you’re off tomorrow."
"No big. Goodnight."
"Goodnight Buffy."
Buffy took the glasses out to the kitchen and put them in the sink, before getting the bottle of aspirin and a bottle of water and going back into the bedroom.
William had just come out of the bathroom and was sitting on the side of the bed, "What time should I set it for?"
"6:30."
He groaned, but didn’t say anything. She knew he hated to get up that early on the weekend.
"You don’t have to get up, I just have to get Giles up and drive him to his car."
"Don’t be silly, Elizabeth," he said, pulling her towards him, "not going to let him go off without saying goodbye."
"Why?"
"Because he’s important to you, that’s why."
She kissed the top of his head as she stood between his legs, appreciating once again, the selfless way he expressed his love for her so many times.
"Here," she said, handing him the bottle water and aspirin.
"What’s that for? I don’t have a headache. Not even plastered anymore, only slightly loopy, " he said grinning up at her, as his hands roamed over her back and hips.
"Just some insurance. Wine can give you a nasty hangover. Come on, just take them, you’ll thank me in the morning."
"Or I could just thank you now," he said, as his hands cupped her rear, pulling her closer again.
She looked down at him, with her resolve face. He sighed, holding out his hand as she put the aspirin into them, opening the bottle of water and handing that to him as well.
"Give it," she said, before he could put the cap on. She took a swallow, then took some aspirin, too.
She capped it and put it on the bedside table, as William once again, pulled her towards him.
"Wait, wait," she said, trying to get out of his grasp, "I gotta go use the bathroom and brush my teeth first."
"Aww!" he groaned.
"I’ll be right back."
"Hurry," he said, lying down to wait.
Buffy did what she usually did before bedtime and came back into the bedroom less than 5 minutes later. The room was dark, except for a single candle burning when she crawled in bed and put her arm around William.
He mumbled something and then let out a soft snore.
"Some red-hot lover you turned out to be," she whispered, smiling as she reached up over William to blow out the candle.
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There was knocking both in his head and on a door.
"Yeh? Yes, what is it?"
"Giles? It’s 6:30, time to get up."
"Huh? Buffy? Oh, okay," he mumbled, getting his bearings as he looked around at the bedroom.
"There’s a towel on the sink for you and there’s an extra razor, too, if you need one."
"Thank you, that’s very kind of you," he said, getting up and making his way to the bathroom.
Afterwards, he went out to the kitchen. He found a teakettle and poured some water into it and put it on the stove. While the water was heating, he walked out to the back porch, getting his first glimpse of the woods behind their house. It was a lovely, peaceful area and he could see why it had afforded Buffy the respite that she’d needed from the world. As to why Spike had ever come to own this, he was still unclear.
Giles was walking back into the kitchen from the porch the same time William was walking in from the dining room.
"Morning, Spike," he said.
"Morning, Wa...?" William looked up, a strange look of shock and recognition on his face and in his eyes all of a sudden, then gone in a fraction of a second.
Giles mirrored William’s shock as well.
"Giles, I...wa...? Water. Water for tea? Ah...have it on already, good," William said, his head suddenly pounding as he looked at Giles.
"Ah, yes. Tea. Sorry, William, I didn’t mean to call you Spike."
"That’s alright," William said, distractedly, as he turned away and took the kettle off the stove to pour their tea.
Buffy came into the kitchen, brushing her hair as she did. She immediately sensed the strange atmosphere.
"What’s up?" she asked, cautiously looking between Giles and William.
"Nothing, Buffy. How did you sleep?"
"Fine," she said, looking at William whose eyes were on his teacup.
"Coffee?" he asked her.
"Please."
He turned around to start the coffee, as his head pounded further.
"I’m going to go get my stuff, I’ll be right back," Giles said, leaving the kitchen.
Buffy walked over to William and put her hand on his arm, making him jump.
"What’s the matter?"
"Nothing," he said, "just...it’s nothing."
"Did Giles say something to you? Because when I walked in here, you both were acting like...I don’t know what."
"No, he just said good morning to me. Called me Spike, but that’s all," William said, looking up at her concerned face. "Really that’s all, luv." he said, trying to reassure her.
She studied him for a minute. "How’s your head?"
"Sort of miserable."
She made a sympathetic face and put her arms around him, "Better eat something light this morning, then. And drink some orange juice. And some water. Alcohol tends to make you dehydrated."
"Okay, I will," he said, smiling at her, "I’m fine, really."
"I’m back," Giles said, as he came into the kitchen.
"You hungry?"
"No, not really. I should be getting off now, though. Is that alright with you, Buffy?"
"Sure, I’m ready if you are."
"Good then. I really need to talk to Wesley before I leave."
"I’ll go get my purse," Buffy said.
Giles waited a moment, until Buffy had left the room before speaking.
"William, before Buffy comes back I wanted to give you this," he said, handing him a small card, "it’s my address in London and my email, in case you ever want or need to talk about anything. Anything at all."
William didn’t say anything, just took the card and slipped it into his pocket. For some unexplained reason, his heart was pounding in tandem with his head.
Finally he looked up at Giles to find the older man studying him intently. Finally Giles nodded at him, just as Elizabeth came into the room.
"Okay, I’m ready, Giles. Let’s go!"
"William, it’s been very good to see you again. I hope you and Buffy will consider coming to England for a visit someday."
"Thank you," William said, "that would be great."
William stood in the front doorway watching as the car drove off. He then went over to his desk and took out his notebook and after writing the date on the top, wrote one word before closing it again.
Watcher.
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"I can see why you love this area," Giles said as she drove them down the road
towards the gate.
"I really do."
"Buffy, I think...I think William may have had some sort of flashback this morning."
"What? Why? In the kitchen? What happened? What did you do, Giles?" Buffy asked, as she clenched the steering wheel as hard as she could.
"I just said good morning to him, but I accidentally called him Spike."
"He told me that much, when I asked him what was wrong. But there must have been something else, Giles. Think!"
"That was it, Buffy. But when I called him Spike, he started to call me Watcher, like he always had, but when he realized it, he changed the Wa to water, as in water for tea."
"Well, maybe that is what he was meaning to say, Giles."
"I don’t think so, not if I go by the expression that was on his face when he realized what he’d almost said. Didn’t you tell me that he had flashbacks sometimes."
"Not for a long time, and they weren’t just a word-type thing, but full-blown terrifying, nightmare-type flashbacks."
"Um...well, maybe my being here made him remember something."
Buffy didn’t say anything for a moment, "Why wouldn’t he with the rest of us then? Willow? Xander? Dawn?"
"I don’t know. Maybe because my place in your life was directly related to what you were, The Slayer.
"That wasn’t all," she said, softly.
"Of course not, I didn’t mean...you know what I meant in relation to William, though."
She nodded.
"Buffy, may I make a suggestion?"
"Couldn’t stop you if I wanted to."
"Do you train anymore?"
"That’s not a suggestion, that’s a question," she quipped.
Giles gave her a sideways glance, sighing.
She shook her head, guiltily, "Um, not for a while. I taught self-defense for a while, but I just...couldn’t handle it."
"You really should, Buffy. You and William, both."
"Yeah, sure. How am I going to explain that?"
"You’re smart, Buffy. I’m sure you could figure out some way, which would still protect him from the truth, if that’s what you’re bound and determined to do. But you shouldn’t forget what this world is really all about. Or to put it another way, that the world of demons, vampires, and monsters still exists, and the fact that Spike was given this gift...well, I would think that might just attract some jealousy and resentment, and I don’t just mean Angel’s."
"Giles, I know this, but he’s protected, as in protection spell. Willow was given permission from the coven to protect him for the next 2 years."
"And after that?" he asked, making a mental note to himself to ask Willow why that particular time frame.
"After that, I’ll deal. Or ask for an extension. I don’t know. But...your point is taken and even without demons, there are enough good reasons in the world to know how to protect yourself," she said, pausing as she thought about this, actually not for the first time. "Probably more reasons than in Victorian times, huh?"
"Well, I daresay, that William probably would’ve been better off, had he known some of that back then, too. Wouldn’t you, Buffy?"
Her eyes grew large when she realized what he was saying; "That’s a hard call for me to make, Giles. If he’d defended himself against Dru, then there never would have been a Spike. Good for those whose lives he wouldn’t have taken, but bad for the world in general, if he hadn’t been there to save it. Personally, bad for me, if he’d never been around to become who he is now, so it’s kind of hard to wish that. But in theory at least, I agree," she said, grinning.
"Fair enough," Giles said, laughing.
She pulled the car behind his in front of the restaurant.
"Well, we’re here," she said, sadly, realizing this was good-bye.
"Yes, we’re here," he said, turning to her. "It’s been very good to see you, Buffy. I’ve missed you, more than you know."
"Me, too, Giles," she said.
They walked over to his rental together, hugging when they got there.
"Think about all that we’ve talked about," he said, as he slipped into the driver’s seat.
"I will. And I promise to stay in touch, too."
"Good. I hope so. Good-bye, Buffy," he said, as he started the engine.
"Good-bye, Giles," she said, and watched as he drove away.
END CHAPTER 124