Chapter 38: Even if it takes an Eternity
Buffy’s heart felt like it was going to explode. One minute, she was lost in the forest, trying to find a way back to the House of Terror. The next, she had stumbled back onto the road and almost been smacked by Spike’s car. She watched the car swerve and fishtail over the road. When it finally came to a stop, Buffy ran toward it. She couldn’t see Spike inside the car or outside. Buffy slowed down and picked up a small pebble. She threw it against the driver window, hoping Spike would step out of the car to investigate. When he didn’t, Buffy approached the car. She head Spike scream and saw him practically fly across the seat. It made Buffy laugh some, but also worried her. Why was Spike screaming?
Curious, Buffy walked around the back of the car and to the passenger’s side. Spike still didn’t come out. “This is getting slightly ridiculous,” Buffy muttered.
She circled the car again and saw Spike get out of the drivers side. He was muttering under his breath, something about Jamie Lee Curtis. Amused, Buffy watched him for a moment, and then ran at him full force. She saw him turn and his eyes widen slightly. Giving no thought to injury or repercussions, Buffy hurled herself at him, taking them both to the ground. Spike landed on the bottom and Buffy clung to him like a crab clinging to seaweed. Minutes passed before she head Spike speak.
“Buffy?” he asked.
Buffy didn’t know whether to laugh, cry or both. “Hiya Spike. Damn I’m glad to see you,” she chirped in a high-pitched voice. Fear rocked through her and nipping closely on its heels was love. Arousal slammed her and Buffy surrendered to the morass of sensations. She crashed her lips down on Spike’s.
It was like coming home. The scent, taste and texture that were uniquely Spike made Buffy release all her pent-up emotions from the past few days. She kissed Spike feverishly and desperately, trying to devour and memorize him all at once. Spike responded just as eagerly, his own body responding to hers like a wolf to its mate.
Need hit Spike fast, hard and ferocious. It clawed up from his groin and electrified his body. All Spike wanted to do was lose himself in Buffy. There in the forest, primal and primitive, animalistic and raw. He deepened the kiss, nipping her lip and drawing her tongue into a duel. She moaned and Spike’s body responded painfully.
Too much. Too much. Buffy’s body screamed. She was acutely aware of every inch of her skin. From her lips and the brutal kiss she and Spike shared down to her arms, legs and toes where she was unconsciously moving, seeking friction as a release from the sweet torment Spike inflicted. Buffy’s body felt like one single nerve, scraped raw.
Spike’s lungs began to protest the lack of necessary oxygen. He broke the kiss and they both drew in a deep lungful of air. Buffy sighed and rested her forehead against his. Spike wrapped his arms around her and they were silent, savoring the feel of one another. Buffy sighed again and brought her gaze up to meet Spike’s.
“Hey there,” she said softly.
Spike raised a brow. “Hi yourself.”
Buffy smiled and pressed a soft kiss against his lips. “I wasn’t sure I’d ever see you again.”
Spike rolled his eyes. “Pet, you sure don’t have a lot of confidence in me, do you? I’ll always find you.”
“Always?” Buffy asked.
Spike’s blue eyes lightened to the shade of a summer sky. “Even if it takes me an eternity.”
Tears prickled the back of Buffy’s eyes. One escaped and slowly rolled down her cheek. Spike raised his hand and caught it with a finger.
“Hey now, what’s this, ducks?” he asked.
Buffy sniffed and fought back the tidal wave of emotion that was threatening to consume her. “I promised myself that if I got out of the house safely, then I could breakdown and cry,” she said in a quivering voice.
Spike’s grip on Buffy tightened and she watched in fascination as his eyes hardened into ice blue chips. “Riley?”
It wasn’t really a question. Buffy nodded and Spike’s jaw tightened and a muscle twitched.
“I’ll kill him,” he said very matter-of-factly.
Buffy shook her head vehemently. “No you won’t. We are getting the hell out of here. Tell the police and let them deal with the insane man.”
Anger swam through Spike, a black, bubbling geyser. The need to beat something raw with his bare hands was strong. The need for it to be Riley was almost overpowering. He wanted to see Riley’s face the instant before he smashed it into oblivion, to see the recognition in his eyes. He wanted Riley to experience the fear and the pain that he put Buffy through. But with one look at Buffy, Spike pushed his feelings down. Her face was streaked with dirt and tear tracks and her eyes were red. There were leaves and sticks woven in her unruly mop of hair. Her clothes were torn and her feet bleeding.
She was absolutely breathtaking.
Her eyes pleaded with him and Spike realized that she was exhausted, emotionally and physically. No matter how great the urge to pound Riley into an unrecognizable smear was, it would have to wait. Buffy came first.
Slowly, Spike stood up. He gently pulled Buffy to her feet and pulled her close to him. Together, they walked to his car. Spike led Buffy to the passenger side and opened the door. She giggled and slipped inside. Spike smiled at the sound and walked around the back of the car. Then, he noticed his tires.
They had been slashed.
“Fuck. Shit. SON OF A BITCH!” Spike yelled at the dark sky.
Buffy vaulted out of the car and ran back to Spike. “What’s wrong?”
Spike pointed to the tires and Buffy’s face went white. “Riley,” she whispered.
Her knees felt weak and began to buckle. It was like a scene out of a bad horror movie. How much more perfect could it be? They were stranded in the woods at night with a crazy man stalking them. Jesus Christ, it’s like Stephen King’s wet dream. Buffy shook her head at the thought and fought the bile that was rising in her stomach. Calm. We need to stay calm.
“Cell phone!” she almost screamed.
Spike was deeply involved in a rant that included the gross dismemberment of Riley arms and legs and the painful extraction of his testicles from his body. He stopped in mid-rant and looked at Buffy. “Huh?”
Buffy rolled her gritty eyes. “Where is your cell phone?”
Spike had the insane urge to smack himself on the forehead. “Shit. It’s in the bloody car.”
Buffy smiled triumphantly and scrambled back into his car. She dug around for a little bit then returned with the cell phone. Sparing a quick grin at Spike, Buffy quickly dialed Willow’s number. She waited a minute, and then frowned. The cell phone cheerfully beeped in her ear announcing the loss of service.
“Well, there goes that great plan,” she said dismally.
“Hey, pet, none of that,” Spike said. He pulled her into his arms and tried to think of a plan. They had the car still, and his keys, so heat was available. It wouldn’t be that big of a deal for them to just lock themselves in for the night and wait for the morning. All and all, that was probably the best course of action. If not for Buffy’s stomach and the noticeable rumbling it was doing. She needed food, and she needed it now. Spike didn’t know how long it would take them to walk back to Sunnydale tomorrow, and he really didn’t want her to go hungry tonight. If she didn’t find food and strength, she might not even be able to make the walk back into town, and Spike would face the fires of the dammed before he left her side again. So, back to the present quandary; stay at the car or find the mansion?
Buffy answered the question for him. “We need to find the house. It’s the only way we’ll find a phone and food too.”
Her voice quivered slightly and Spike tightened his hold on her. “It’s okay, luv. We’re together now, two against one. I sincerely hope we run into Riley.”
He said it so quietly and with such deadly conviction, that Buffy shivered. She looked up at him and felt a small chill snake through her. Spike’s eyes were as dark and the night sky and just as cold. The moonlight streamed over him, giving him the look of a fallen angel seeking vengeance. It was a romantic notion, but one Buffy couldn’t dispel. And, God help her, it was erotic as hell. I’ve turned into such a gutter brain. She gave herself a mental kick, but a small tremor of arousal shot through her anyway.
Thinking that she was cold, Spike shrugged off his coat and wrapped it around Buffy’s shoulders. She sighed and Spike looked at her questionably. For the second time in as many hours, Buffy launched herself at Spike.
It was the coat that did it. A small thing, really, and Buffy knew that this was neither the appropriate time nor place for unplanned seduction, but her body had different plans altogether. She wrapped her legs around his waist and hungrily attacked his mouth.
The red edge of passion kindled then roared bright inside of Spike. He didn’t have the smallest inkling of what had possessed Buffy, but at this point, he really didn’t care. Her mouth was hot and demanding against his, her supple body was wrapped around him like a second skin and her hands were busily mapping the hard planes of his body. Never one to deny the pleasure of a lady, Spike surrendered to Buffy’s passionate onslaught.
Spike offered and Buffy took. Her lips and mouth demanded and devoured. She tugged on his lip with her teeth, nipped at his neck and then soothed it with her tongue. The hunger consumed her, drove her on and up, up so high. It was like a fever burning though her body. They toppled to the ground, Spike cushioning Buffy’s body with his own. Her hands went wild over his body. She tugged on his shirt and yanked at his belt.
Spike’s breath was lost at first contact, now his brain felt like it was melting. eHer hand sThe blood rushed happily from his head to his groin and he had great difficulty forming coherent thoughts. His hands raced over her familiar curves, and his body sang with the familiar intimate contact. He delved under her shirt to trace the soft, warm skin beneath. Buffy moaned and that sound urged Spike on.
Buffy broke the kiss and they both gasped for air. Her cheeks were flush and her lips swollen. Her half-lidded eyes looked down at Spike and he swore that his heart rolled over in his chest. She looked like a beautiful, pagan goddess. She proudly rose above him, baptized by the moonlight and christened by the stars.
Slowly, the fog began to clear from Buffy’s brain. She looked down and saw Spike gazing at her with a strange expression on his face.
“Spike?” she asked tentatively.
Spike gave his head a brief shake to dispel the eccentric thoughts he was having. “Yes, ducks?”
Buffy smiled widely. “Maybe we should wait until our lives aren’t in danger before we, um, ‘reunite’?”
Spike laughed. Buffy had the funniest way of phrasing things. He forgot how innocent she really was. Sighing deeply, Spike rolled his eyes. “I suppose that you’re right. I might remind you that this is all your doing.”
Buffy laughed. “Yeah. You’re bad behavior is obviously rubbing off on me.”
Spike leered at her. “I like the sound of that.”
Rolling her eyes, Buffy stood and helped Spike to his feet. “Not now. Right now, we need to find a way back to the uber-creepy house.”
Spike nodded. “Right then.”
He walked to his car and opened the door. Buffy could hear him muttering but couldn’t quite make out the words. She held back a snicker when he bumped his head on the doorjamb, but couldn’t quite contain the laughter when he began to profusely curse.
“Stupid bloody, buggering car. I swear to God, I’m going to set the bleedin’ thing on fire. Yup, that’s it, big orange flames and me, smiling and roasting a marshmallow,” Spike said as he rubbed his hand over his head. A lump was forming. He winced and walked back to Buffy.
Tears rolled down Buffy’s face, smudging the dirt and forming new tear tracks. Spike scowled at her and pouted, which made Buffy laugh ever harder.
“It’s not funny. My bloody head really hurts,” Spike whined.
Buffy’s laughs subsided into hiccups. “Aww, poor baby. Want me to kiss and make all better?”
Spike nodded. “I got something for you to kiss, all right.”
Buffy giggled and smacked his arm. “Gutter brain.”
Spike wiggled his eyebrows. “And damn proud of it.”
They stood for a minute and silence fell down around them. The friendly banter no longer masked the sounds of the night, nor did it cover up the fact that they had to return to the house where Buffy was held. And possibly face Riley along the way. Buffy felt the panic flood her system again, but once again she forced it back. Taking Spike’s hand, she forced a too-bright smile on her face. “Ready to go?”
Spike nodded and squeezed her hand. “Let’s go, luv.”
Hand-in-hand, they walked down the road and back into the black confines of the forest.
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Deep in the forest, Riley listened for his prey. He heard them chattering about some inane topic before he saw them. Spike’s hair shone bright against the moonlight, making them easy targets to spot. With a macabre smile on his face, Riley followed them, his aberrant mind twisting and churning deeper and deeper into blackness.
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Chapter 39: Fight or Flight
“Shit,” Spike swore as he tripped over yet another root.
Buffy laughed at him, her white teeth flashing in the dark light. Their trip back to the house was proving to be much more difficult than Spike imagined, for himself anyway. Buffy seemed to have preternatural vision, avoiding all the gnarled roots, rocks and various other hazards littering the dark ground. Spike, on the other hand, seemed to have an unnatural knack for finding and tripping over every single thing they ran across. It irritated him to no end, but Buffy thought his constant trips and near-miss incidents were hilarious. So Spike put on a happy grin, and even fell a few times when he could have caught himself, all to hear Buffy laugh.
They continued to plod through the forest at a steady pace. Buffy found the small road that she had been following earlier, and she and Spike continued down it. They held hands and joked and kissed and generally ignored the seriousness of the situation. Sure, they had a serious sociopath after them, and they were lost in the woods, and it was dark, and damn, could anything go right for them?
The dark thoughts that haunted Spike earlier were coming after him again with a vengeance. He hesitated to tell Buffy about them for some reason he couldn’t fathom, even to himself. They fluttered though his mind like moth’s around a light, ghostly whispers of the dangers lurking about, behind that tree or around the corner from where they now walked. As a consequence, Spike’s grip on Buffy’s hand tightened until she cried out.
“Hey, Spike, ease up. My hand isn’t that delicate but you’re about to crush it,” she joked, shoving him lightly.
“Oi, sorry about that, luv. I just got a little spooked, that’s all,” Spike said contritely.
Buffy raised a brow. “Aww, do you want me to protect you?” she cooed in a falsetto voice.
Spike shot her a dark look. The effect of it was lost though, considering that it was nighttime. “Very funny, luv. It’s not like we’re in the park in the middle of the day, can’t blame a guy for being weirded out.”
Buffy shrugged. “Well, yeah. But there are two of us. You know, twice the pleasure, twice the fun?”
Spike cocked a brow. “I like the sound of that, pet.”
Buffy grinned and smacked his arm. “Filthy mind. I like that. But later.”
Spike laughed and the two of them continued down the moonlit path.
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Hidden in the darkness of a tree, Riley watched the blonde duo. Much like the dark thoughts that possessed Spike, Riley too was haunted. Voices flitted through his mind like swirls of mist across the ground. Screams of pain and cries of anguish recoiled through his mind until he cried out and grabbed his head.
“No, no, no nonono,” he cried out.
His breath sobbed out his lungs. His lungs were on fire and his eyes watered. After a few minutes, Riley’s mind cleared and his breathing returned to normal. Gone were the moans of pain and images of blood. Replaced by a burning obsession and nurtured by madness, Riley’s thoughts flew to his golden Goddess. She could save him, help him, protect him. All he needed was Buffy. All that stood in his way was Spike. With a renewed sense of purpose, Riley strode through the darkness. He reached the old house and began to plan. He would win Buffy tonight, or die trying.
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Buffy’s breath wheezed out. She was so tired. Bone tired. All she wanted to do was sleep, sleep with a blanket and Spike and never wake up. Her body was dragging and her mind cried out for release. She and Spike had been walking for what seemed like forever. The last hour was the worst. As the numbness from blood loss and the cold got to her, Buffy’s thoughts began to wander.
How does the moon stay in the sky? She giggled at the thought and swayed into Spike.
Spike raised a brow and wrapped his arm around her body. He was well aware of Buffy’s declining strength, but until they found the house he couldn’t do anything. He had already given her his coat and shoes, but she was still losing blood. When she started to giggle uncontrollably, Spike became seriously worried.
“Luv,” he said quietly.
Buffy looked at him. Her eyes were glazed and distant. There was no flash of recognition as Spike looked at her. A goofy smile graced her face, like a happy drunk she threw her arms around Spike.
“Hi, you. Where we goin’?” she asked, bouncing on her heels.
Spike sighed and rubbed his hands down her arms. “Don’t
worry, luv, we’re going to find the house. Remember? The house?”
Buffy nodded her head vigorously. “Uh-huh, yup. I ‘member. The house with the mouse.” She giggled again.
Spike rubbed his eyes. “Sure, pet, the house with the mouse.”
As he spoke, they walked around a small curve and it came into view. Spike almost wept in relief when he caught sight of the imposing structure. Here was safety from the woods and a chance to help Buffy.
“C’mon, luv, just a little bit further,” he coaxed.
Together, they stumbled like a pair of drunks up the stairs and into the dark house. Once inside, Spike gently placed Buffy on a sofa and cautiously looked around. He could see no sign of Riley, but that didn’t put him at ease. Quietly, Spike stalked through the small living room and into the kitchen. In a cabinet he found bandages and on the counter was some fruit. Hauling these items back into the living room, Spike began to doctor Buffy’s feet. She ate some apples and a banana. Spike ate and apple too, wanting to keep his strength up for whatever he might face.
“Spike,” he heard Buffy saw in a quiet voice.
“Yeah, pet?” he asked.
“Where are we?” she questioned.
“Back in the house,” he replied.
She was silent for a moment. “Spike?”
Spike sat up silently and wrapped his arms around her. Silent tears coursed down her cheeks as he held her. They rocked together, Buffy shaking and Spike crooning to her softly.
After a few minutes, Buffy pulled back with a shaky smile. “Thanks.”
Spike grinned. “Anytime, ducks.”
“What do we do now?” Buffy asked.
“Well, way I see it, we find a phone and call someone to pick us up and get the hell outta here,” Spike said.
Buffy laughed. “Sounds like a damn good idea.”
They stood together and walked toward the kitchen. Buffy scrounged for more food while Spike searched for a phone. He found one buried underneath some papers on the table.
With a feeling of glee, Spike snatched up the phone. He swore sincerely when he heard nothing. No dial tone, no indication that the phone even worked. “Stupid piece of shit!”
Buffy looked up in alarm. “Now what do we do?”
Spike was about to answer when a blinding pain hit the back of his head. He stumbled forward and Riley stood behind him, smiling.
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Buffy’s heart leapt into her throat. Raw terror swept though her at the sight Riley made. His face was caked with dirt and grime. Rivulets of sweat beaded though and his matted hair stood on end. All and all, he made a rather grotesque picture of a mountain man.
“Buffy,” he whispered.
She opened her mouth to scream, but no sound came out. Instead, a strangled cry emanated from deep in her throat.
Riley stumbled forward, hand outstretched. His eyes bored into hers, and Buffy forced herself to hold his eyes. She slowly moved back, hoping to draw him away from Spike. Her plan worked and Riley followed her through the living room and outside into the darkness. Once outside, Buffy turned and ran.
Tears streamed down her cheeks and her legs quivered with fear. Her breath sobbed out, wheezing and hissing. Behind her, she could hear Riley behind her, crashing through branches and feet pounding against the ground. Buffy ran faster and faster, deeper and deeper into the woods. Logically, she knew that she was making the ultimate heroine mistake, running into the darkness. She could almost laugh at herself, how often had she ridiculed the girls in movies for doing that exact thing. Instinct overrode logic, and so Buffy ran.
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A/N: Wow, I am so sorry. Between surgery and school, I haven’t had the easiest recovery. If you’re still reading this story, I thank you deeply.
Spike groaned and opened his eyes. The pain behind his eyes throbbed and his vision was blurry. He looked around, trying to remember what the hell happened. Then, it hit him. He and Buffy had returned to the house for the phone and supplies. Then, she screamed and his world went black. Riley, it had to be Riley. Why the bloody hell did we come back to this godforsaken house?
Slowly, Spike pushed his way up onto his feet. The world dipped and spun, but it didn’t slide out from under him. He remained upright for a few moments, getting his bearings and clearing the remaining fog from his head. Once his head was completely clear, Spike grimly strode out the house. Death occupied his mind and his dark thoughts centered on one man. If that motherfucker has touched one hair on her head, I’m gonna kill him.
Buffy fell and swore. Her legs felt like rubber from running so much, and her lungs were on fire. She’d been running for hours and it was taking a toll on her body. Just need to sit and rest.
Gasping, Buffy took cover behind a large tree. Somewhere out there, she knew, Riley lurked. He was hunting her, methodical and cold. Wait until the prey exhausted itself then strike. Well, fuck him, he wasn’t getting her. Her resolve strengthened, Buffy stood up and began to walk.
“I know you’re out there, Riley. You want me? Come and get me you sick fucker!” she screamed.
Somewhere in the back of her mind, Buffy knew this nightmare would only end one way. Riley had to die. He would never stop. Tragic and almost Shakespeare in nature it was. Riley seemed so nice on the surface. What happened to a person to twist them in such a way? How do people hide their inner demons so well?
Buffy stopped again to catch her breath. A twig snapped somewhere in the distance. Immediately, Buffy’s heart kicked up a beat and her breath quickened. She searched frantically for a weapon, settling on a sharp rock. It was ridiculous, really, and Buffy almost had to laugh at herself. She was cautiously walking in circles, arm raised, rock in hand.
“C’mon, you sick sonofabitch! You don’t scare me. You’re nothing but a loser. A little loser with a crush,” Buffy yelled. She knew taunting the insane man probably wasn’t the smartest course of action, but her breaking point was nearing.
Another twig snapped, closer this time and Buffy’s head flew up. The moonlight glinted off an undeniable peroxide head. Buffy’s heart leaped. Spike!
“Spike,” she yelled and ran toward him. She was so overcome with emotion, that Buffy didn’t think it odd that Spike didn’t answer her.
Buffy ran toward Spike and was almost to him when a second figure jumped out of the shadows.
Riley tackled Buffy and they both flew to the ground. Buffy gained her feet first, delivering a swift kick to Riley’s face.
“Spike!” she cried again. Why isn’t he helping me?
The shadows cleared and Buffy felt sick. Spike was bound to a tree, bleeding from several cuts to his body as well as his face. His arms were splayed out and his feet bound at the ankles. A pagan sacrifice to a bloodthirsty god.
Anger boiled and exploded inside of Buffy. She turned and faced Riley once again. Instead of the fear she had felt for so long, she felt nothing. Icy calm swept over her. This was it, win or lose, live or die.
Spike moaned again and opened his eyes. This was getting a bit ridiculous. He felt like the fucking damsel in distress, always being caught and getting his ass kicked. It wouldn’t have happened, but he didn’t see Riley until it was too late. The tree branch connected with his solar plexus and all went black.
He woke when Riley cut him the first time. Anger in his brown eyes turned them black and evil. Spike often felt that he’d seen evil before, in the face of some of his clients, but nothing compared to the mask that Riley wore.
His face was stained with dirt, and his hair stood up like he’d been electrocuted. His eyes were open and wild, and he slashed at Spike with a ferocity Spike had never experienced. Whimpers issued from Riley’s mouth, along with cries of glee and grunts of pleasure.
Never once did Riley say a word. He had devolved back into a primal beast. Not capable of speech, just knowing the pleasure of causing a foe harm. Once he grew bored with his knife, he used his fists. Over and over again he rained punches down on Spike’s body and face. After a particularly nasty blow to the face, Spike fell into blessed darkness.
Now, Spike stained against his bonds as Riley and Buffy fought. Each time Buffy took a blow, Spike felt it. She stumbled and fell and Spike cried out with her.
“Luv,” he cried, “Let me loose. Buffy, cut me free,” he yelled from his makeshift prison.
Buffy looked back at him, surprise in her eyes. “Spike?” she yelled, dodging Riley’s fist.
“Yeah, luv. It’s me, get me loose!” he cried.
Buffy dodged another blow from Riley and made her way back to spike. Furiously, she grappled with the ties holding him to the tree. She got an arm free when Riley again tackled them both down to the ground.
Buffy felt the wind leave her body when she hit the ground again. Her elation about Spike was short lived and again she was fighting for her life with a madman.
She twisted out from under Riley and delivered a vicious kick to his kidney. He howled and hit the ground, but swung out a fist on his way down. It caught Buffy behind the knee and sent her flying.
She hit the ground and her entire world went grey. Stay awake. C’mon girl, you can do it. Stay up! It was a losing battle and Buffy felt the world slide away, little by little.
Then, strong arms closed around her and she heard Spike’s voice. “Luv? Buffy, can you hear me?”
It sounded so far away. Buffy stained to answer, but she couldn’t quite form the words. A slurred “Spike?” came out. Then her world went black.
Spike felt Buffy slide away. His inner demon grinned. Time to finish it.
Riley lunged and spike danced away. His body screamed in pain and spike almost cried out, but fought it back. No way he was gonna give into the pain until that bloody bastard was dead.
Their dance continued for several minutes. Lunging and countering. Riley got a good hold on Spike one time, and he ground his hand into an open knife wound. Spike screamed and slammed his fist into Riley’s face. He felt a crunch and knew that Riley’s nose was broken.
Riley screamed in pain and retreated back. Predator was now prey. Spike followed him. The battle continued until Riley pulled his knife. He swung out blindly, and Spike knocked the knife from his hand.
Cornered and wounded, Riley tried again to flee. Spike grabbed the fallen knife and, in a wide arching swing, plunged the blade into Riley’s chest. Riley’s eyes widened with shock and he looked at Spike. His lips moved, but nothing came out. Then, a wheezing breath and the tortured Riley Finn was no more.
Buffy came out of the dark and found herself in Willow’s car. She was lying in the back seat, draped over Spike’s bloody body.
“Spike?” she asked.
Spike looked down at her and his blue eyes lightened into a smile. “There you are. Was beginning to wonder, luv.”
“Spike, what happened?” Buffy asked.
As Spike told her of Riley’s final moments, Buffy felt tears rise. “He needed help. No one helped him.”
Spike shushed her. “No, luv. No pity tears for Finn. He was a bastard and got his. Now, sleep. Willow’s taking us to the hospital.”
Buffy rolled her eyes. “Again? I hate that place.”
This caused Spike to chuckle. “Me too, luv. Me too.”
Chapter 40: Coming Home
The hospital buzz was beginning to wear on Buffy’s nerves. “If I have to eat this nasty food for one more day, something bad is going to happen, and I am not claiming responsibility for my actions,” she said in an exasperated voice.
Spike chuckled. “Now, now, luv. Be a brave little toaster and all that. We’ll be free in a few hours.”
Buffy rolled her eyes. “Excuse me, Spike. Unlike you, I don’t have all the nurses on the floor fawning over me. I swear to God, if one more girl comes in to check your temperature, I’m shoving the thermometer up her ass.”
“Such language! Miss Summers, you should be ashamed of yourself,” Willow exclaimed as she and Oz walked into the room.
Buffy rolled her eyes again, her signature move. “Come off it, Wills. You know that you would do the same thing.”
Willow considered the question carefully, her green eyes lighting up wickedly. “Nah, I’d use a catheter hose.”
The quartet laughed at her remark and Willow felt warmth in her stomach at the sound. Things had not been all smiles and laughs since the blond duo returned from the woods. Both had lost extreme amounts of blood, and Buffy was suffering from malnutrition as well as exhaustion and some prominent emotional scars. Spike suffered cracked and bruised ribs as well as a broken cheekbone. He too, also felt the emotional burden upon him, now responsible for the taking of another’s life. Spike had also been leveled by another blow, the loss of his mother. After a social gathering to celebrate the merging of the firms “in memory of Edward Giles” Lillian Giles committed suicide. Spike’s life turned upside down and he sunk into a deep depression. Forced visits to a psychologist yielded little success at first, but then as Spike opened up, he started to heal. Joyce and Rupert were also constant visitors, often holding hands, much to Buffy’s chagrin. Spike teased the older couple until Rupert threatened to “take him over his knee”. It heartened them both to see Spike teasing again, even if it was them.
Things weren’t completely back to normal. After months in the hospital, Buffy and Spike were finally ready to head home. Still bruised, but healing, the couple decided to make a go of it on their own terms. Their decision to move in together surprised no one. And Buffy was anxious to get things moving.
“Where the hell are they? I want to leave this place, now!” she whined.
Spike bopped her on the head softly. “Easy, pet, you’re giving me a headache.”
Buffy stopped her pacing and turned on him. “Excuse me for being excited. Jeez, Mr. Crabby.” Her lush mouth turned into a pout.
Willow and Oz laughed at her antics. Typical Buffy behavior. Spike knew it as well, but played along anyway. “I’m sorry, luv, forgive me?” He asked, pulling Buffy into his arms and kissing her neck.
Buffy giggled. “Always.”
As if on cue, a young nurse entered the room. “Mr. Giles? Can I have a minute?”
Buffy’s eyes shot daggers as Spike and the nurse left the room. Willow laughed at the petite blonde. “Buff, relax, you’re going to give yourself a heart attack.”
“Well, I’m in the right place,” Buffy huffed.
Spike returned to the room with an envelope in his hand. “My mum, she left this for me,” he said in a strangled whisper.
Buffy jumped up and ran to his side. “Baby, you okay?” she asked quietly.
Spike didn’t say anything, just stared down at the envelope. “What do you think it is?”
Nobody said anything. Joyce and Rupert walked into the room laughing. They immediately sobered when they noticed the somber youths.
“Buffy, Spike, what’s going on?” Joyce asked.
“Spike got a note from his mother,” Buffy said.
Neither Joyce nor Rupert knew what to say. “Are you going to open it?” Joyce asked quietly.
Spike nodded. He slowly ripped the envelope. A letter fell out written in Lillian’s flowing script. Spike picked it up and read it out loud.
“My son,
I know I was not the ideal parent. I spent most of your life in a haze of indifference. And while I never meant to hurt you, I could also never bear to see you. You see, my William, Edward was not your father.
Not biologically, anyway. I was 16 when I met your real father. He was a wonderful man, full of humor and life, and so smart. He and I were only together for a few months when Edward began to court me. I
denied him, for my heart belonged to another. My parents were furious and threatened to disown me, but I stuck to my decision. I wanted a life of love, true love, given to me by my young man. When it became
clear to my family that I would not be dissuaded, they acquiesced. We set a date and began to plan our wedding. I was so happy. For a few blissful months, we lived together and planned the life we would have. I
found out that I was pregnant and things became even more crazy. A baby and a husband, my own ready made family. Then, something happened to your father. He disappeared one day after work. I waited and
he never came home. I called the police, but they couldn’t find anything. Everybody told me that he had just run off, too scared to take on both a wife and a child. I didn’t believe them, but when he didn’t return to me,
I began to question. My parents became mortified, an unwed pregnant daughter and no man in sight. That’s when Edward stepped in and offered marriage. I accepted, out of fear about being along as well fear of the
brutal opinion of the public. And my perfect life became a living hell. You know the kind. I’m so sorry, my child. I should have protected you, yet I found myself hating the sight of you, you who so perfectly reminded
me of the boy I loved so fiercely. I write you this, not to beg your forgiveness, but to try and explain why I behaved in that manner. It wasn’t until very recently that I discovered what happened to my beloved. He was
murdered, and your own step-father held the gun. Edward did not deny it when I confronted him, and so now I write to you in hopes of a life you can still achieve. You have another family, out there somewhere. Please,
find it in your heart to look for them. My love’s name was William O’Leary. Now you know, your name, your birthright and the reason why Edward treated you as such.
Not love, but perhaps understanding, Lillian.
Spike’s eyes filled with tears. Not tears of sorrow, however, tears of relief. His father did not hate him, as he so often thought. And his emptiness after Edward’s death seemed more understandable. A stirring of pity for his mother moved through his stomach, as he stopped to consider the type of life she must have led, knowing that her husband killed her love.
Buffy’s arms tightened around Spike and he smiled. He found his love, and he had no intention of letting her go. Dropping the letter, Spike turned and grabbed Buffy into a fierce hug. Tears poured down his face and the room was silent and the couple held each other. Spike looked over at Rupert was not surprised to see the older man eyes blink in awareness. He knew. Not outright, but deep down, he knew what his brother had done. So many pieces of his life fell into place for Spike in that moment.
After Buffy released him, Spike cleared his throat and looked around the room. “Well, that was….I don’t even know the word to use. It seems that maybe the best thing to do is to let this rest, yeah?” he said.
Rupert nodded and the two men came to an understanding. Letting go of Joyce, Rupert grabbed Spike into a hug. “You are the spitting image of you father,” he whispered. “I’m sorry I never told you. I didn’t know how.”
Spike nodded and released the elder Giles. “Only one thing left to do,” he said.
Quizzical expressions met Spike’s gaze. “Get on with living,” he said, turning to Buffy. “Marry me?”
Buffy’s eyes lit up. “I thought you’d never ask.”
Cheers filled the room as a new union was announced to the world. In his customary manner, Oz summed it up succinctly. “Kick-ass.”
THE END
A/N: I had so many different ways to end this story, but this one kept pulling at me. Hope I did it justice. Thanks so much to everyone.