Why Me

As Buffy Summers walks into her new high school, she holds her head down and wishes she was else were.

“Why me?”,She groans.

She looks around at the other students around her and can’t help but notice that most of them must shop at the gap and probably have their parents buy them whatever they want.

She throws her head back and whispers, “WHY ME?”

The next thing she knows she’s on the ground.

“What the fuck was that for?”, A man from abover her yells.

Buffy looks up and sees this angel. He’s about 6 feet tall, or more, she can’t tell because she's still on the ground.

“Uh.umm..I’m sorry..my bad.” She gets up still apologizing.

Spike looks at this girl up and down and notices that her head is down. He reaches out and tilts her head back up. “It’s alright pet. Didn’t mean to snap at ya. I thought you were someone else.”

He smiles at her and she smiles back and blushes. She looks back down. Spike reaches back and tilts her head back up.

“Hey now luv, let me see that beautiful face, its cute when you blush.” She giggles. “Thanks”, she whispers.

Just as she is about to say something else she hears the bell ring meaning that class has started

“Oh fuck, umm excuse me but what was your name?” she asks.

“Oh my bad luv” he sticks his hand out to shake her hand “The names spike and you are?”

She smiles, “Hi spike, I’m Buffy and well I was wondering if you could show me to..” she looks down at her schedule “Ahh ..if you could show me the way to World history. That would be great.”

He laughs and says, “I’m actually on my way there, how about we walk together, and don’t worry they won’t count us tardy, it’s the first day of school”

He reaches out to grab her hand and she sticks her hand out also, and she smiles and blushes..once again.

“Ya know goldilocks, I’m gonna have to get you to do that more often”

She looks up. “Do what more often?”

“Blush, you look so adorable” She laughs as they walk off to class.

“Hey Buffy!!! Come sit over here!”

She looks over to who called out to her and saw spike waving at her. She starts walking over there but then sees that the boy, Angel, was sitting next to him. Buffy makes a u-turn and sits at the nearest table.

FLASHBACK…Second period>>>>>>>>>>>>>

“Ok class, welcome back to school, my name is Mrs. Vance and I’ll be your Chemistry teacher for the rest of the year.”

Buffy looks up at Mrs. Vance and prays that she isn’t one of those teachers who go around asking for everyone’s names and where they are from and yada yada. “ …..ok so how about we start with… Summers” Buffy looks up. “Huh?”

“AAhhh so you’re Miss Summers, well hun don’t just sit there, what’s your name, and where are you from?”

Buffy stands up and says, “Why me?”, under her breath. As she starts walking up to the front of the class she hears, “nice ass!!” She looks behind her and sees this guy with a really huge forehead. She stands in front of the class, blushing, and tries to say what her name was. “Umm…hello, well my name is… Buffy..”

“BUFFY!?! HA! Is that your real name, or is it some pet nickname?” Angel high fives another guy next to him and they start laughing..
“Umm…It’s actually my name…its just Buffy Summers, and I’m from California…and ummm…yeah that’s it.” She rushes back to her seat and bangs her head down on the desk. “Stupid angel guy.”

END FLASHBACK>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

“Hey, your name is bunny right?”
Buffy looks up from her so-called “meatloaf” lunch and sees this red head. “Umm actually it’s Buffy.”
“Oh I’m sorry, my bad, well um, hi I’m Willow and this is Xander.” Willow points to this scraggly looking guy next to her.
“Howdy, nice to meet ya, can I have you?” Buffy looks at him strangely. “Huh?”

“Noo I mean can I help you. You know with school stuff.” Buffy looks up, “Um yeah, sure that would help a lot. I keep getting lost, I mean I met this guy, I think his name was spike or maybe pike..”
“Wait you mean spike?”
“Umm yeah I think…why?”

“Oh well Spike, he’s well , what we call an quote un quote, “Asshole.” Buffy looks over at Spike, then looks back at Willow. “An asshole? Well he seemed nice this morning. Well after he ran in to me…and yelled at me.”

Xander spoke up,”Wait, he yelled at you?”

“Umm yeah …but it was because I wasn’t looking where I was going, then I blushed and it was just really, really bad and he has really nice eyes and hair and I’m babbling again r’nt I?”

Willow and Xander nod. “Yeah sorry, I do that, it’s just, I thought that maybe he liked me ya know? Then I find out that he hangs with that guy angel and so I know that he doesn’t.”
Willow looks at her “How do u know he doesn’t like you, did angel say so or..”

“No, he didn’t say anything. When I walked in a few minutes ago, I heard Spike calling me and I looked over and he was sitting next to angel and some others and they were laughing and pointing”, she looks down, “so I figured...” As she mumbles the rest of the sentence she feels someone tilt her head back up

“Now what did I tell you about looking down, I said that if you do then that means I can’t see that beautiful face of yours.”
Buffy looks up and blushes. “There’s that blush, knew I could get that.”

Xander nudges Willow, and nods toward spike
“Oh… Spike yeah, what do you want… I don’t think Buffy wants to talk to you.” Spike looks up.

“And why do you say that red.”

Buffy speaks up.

“I know you were talking about me and I just wanted to say that I may be all shy and well stuff but that doesn’t mean u can just be all like nice to be and then all grr the next got it?!” Spike looks at her…dumbfounded. “Actually no pet, I don’t get it, maybe you could explain it to me?”

“Ugh!” Buffy throws up her hands and stands up to leave. She grabs her plate and walks towards the trash. Spike goes to follow her but gets stopped by an arm.

“And where do you think your going Spikey”
He looks over and sees harmony, his old, old fling.
“You’re not going to follow that geek right, I mean come on, you can do so much better baby.”
She smiles and trails her hands down to his crotch and squeezes”

“Harm, could u…”, he points to his manly parts… “could u let go.”

“Oh I’m sorry blondie bear, you know how I am.” She winks and walks away, but not before she spanks his ass. “Bloody bint.” He looks back to where Buffy had gone and sees that she had left. “Bloody hell!”

“Giles, I’m home!” Buffy throws down her bag on the couch and shouts for Giles again.

“Giles? Giles are you home?”

“I’m in the kitchen Buffy. Come in here, there is someone I want you to meet.”

Buffy goes into the kitchen and stops. “It’s you.”

“Hello luv.” Spike gives her a smile, “How are you goldilocks?”

Giles looks back and forth and them both, “You two know each other?”

Buffy looks at Giles, “Yes I’ve had to greatest pleasure in meeting Spike. Now you can tell me Giles, what he’s doing here.”

Giles takes off his glasses and cleans them, “Well Buffy, I’ve known William...” Buffy raises her eyebrow at the name William and mouths it to Spike. Spike mouths back, “Don’t ask”

“…since he was a little boy and before he took on the name Spike. I asked him over here because I wanted him to show you around town and help you in school.”

“What!” Buffy shouts. “No, no, no and another no! There is no way I want Him to show me around.”

“Buffy...”Giles starts.

“No, don’t Buffy me… I don’t want William to show me around. Alright? So just drop it!” Buffy storms out of the kitchen and into her room.

“Well that went bloody perfect.”

Giles sighs. “I don’t know what’s wrong with her.”

Spike looks back to where Buffy was. “I do.” Giles looks at spike. “What’s wrong then?”

Spike groans. “She got the wrong idea of me and the friends I hang out with at school. She thought I was talking about her, which I wasn’t and now she thinks I’m a bloody ponce.”

“ William, language.”

“Sorry Giles. By the way, what is she doing here anyway? Where’s her dad or mum for that matter.”

“Her father left when she was 14 and her mother… Joyce, she died …brain tumor.”

“How long ago?”

“About 5 months. Joyce was my sister and her father wouldn’t take her…he said that she wasn’t his…that Joyce cheated on him with another man. So I took her in and here we are.”

Spike looks at Giles. "I wanna help her Giles. I think that something more is bothering her than me...i’ll show her around. Whether she likes it or not, I wanna help.”

*later...upstairs*

*knock knock knock*

Buffy looks up from her book . “Who is it.?”

“It’s me luv.”

“Oh great”, She whispers. “What do you want William.?”

“It’s Spike and I just want to talk to you.”

“Umm how about no. You can just go back to your friend Angel and talk about me some more.”

“Buffy, I wasn’t talking about you luv. I didn’t say anything about you alright so… can I come in?”

“Ugh, fine.” She storms to the door and throws it open. She hold it open. “Alright come in, William.” Spike nods. “Thanks.” He walks over to a chair and sits down. Buffy walks back to her bed and picks up her book.

“Alright you’re here…now what did you want to talk about.”

“Your mom.” Buffy looks up, tears in her eyes. “You know about my mother.” Spike nods. “Giles told you.”

“He did.”

“Ok, well now you know my mother is dead. What’s it to you?”

“What’s wrong luv?”

“What are you talking about?”

“I know it’s not just me, or your mom. Something else is bothering you.”

She looks at him. “You hardly know me William.”

Spike gets up and kneels in front of her. “I want to get to know you Buffy. Tell me what’s wrong.”

She looks up at him. “I know Angel." She looks down. "He...he tried to rape me."

“I know Angel.” She looks down. “He…he tried to raped me.”

Outraged Spike stands up. “What… he did what!?”

“Spike …Spike calm down.” Spike looks at her. “You just told me that one of my really good friends tried to rape you and you’re telling me to calm down!? Fuck no...I won’t calm down.”

“Spike... please be quiet. Giles is probably asleep and if you just sit down I’ll tell you everything alright.”

Spike, finally calming down, agrees and walks over to the chair and sits. “Alright, I’m calm, now tell me everything.” Buffy nods.

“Alright well about 2 years ago...when I was 15, I came down here to visit Giles with my mother….”

FlASHBACK>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

“Hi uncle Giles!”. Buffy summers runs to her uncle and hugs him.

“Hi Buffy. How are you?”

“I’m great! Thank you sooo much for inviting me and mom here! Dads not home again and mom said we needed a break sooooo here we are.”

“That’s great Buffy, where is your mother?”.

“Oh she’s outside, getting the bags. Giles , do you happen to know any other 15 year old guys that live here that can show me around perhaps?” She smiles.

“As a matter of fact, I know a mother that has a 16 year old son, if that’s not a problem?”.

“NO! No, not problem at all.”

“Alright then let me see if your mom is alright with that and then I’ll call Mrs. Liam and see what we can do.”

“ Giles, what’s his name?”.

“Angel.”

Later that night…

“Buffy...hun… Buffy, Angel’s mom is here”.

“Ok mom ..i’ll be right down”. Buffy runs around upstairs getting ready.

“Ok, ok, ok, I’m here.”

She sees Mrs. Liam.”Hello angel’s mom”. She smiles at Mrs. Liam. She smiles back.

“Oh hello bunny right.”

“Umm no it’s Buffy.”

“ Oh I’m sorry dear.” Buffy blushes

“No, it’s alright.”

“Well good… my son angel, he is having this party and so I thought I could drop you off there… he said that he will find you and then you two can hang out. Sound good?"

Buffy smiles. “Sounds wonderful Mrs. Liam."

Later in the front of angel's house.

“Ok Buffy he will be right inside.I have a meeting so I can’t stay.”

“Alright Mrs. Liam ...thanks”. Buffy walks up to the house and knocks.

Someone opens the doors and Buffy ears are filled with loud music. The guy that opened the door smiles.

“Well hello there sugar. What can I do you for?”

She blushes, “Umm hello, my name is Buffy and I’m here to see Angel”.

The guy steps back.

“Oh you’re here to see Angel?” He whispers under is breath, “lucky bitch.”

“ Well ok come on in.” She steps inside. “Thanks.” He leads her up some stairs and points to a door.

“He should be right through there sugar.”

She smiles. “Thanks.” She walks to the door and knocks.

“What? Who is it!”

“Oh um Angel right? Hi I’m Buffy. I’m Giles niece.”

“Who?” Angel throws open the door. He looks her up and down. “Well hello bunny.”

“It’s Buffy.”

“ Yeah whatever come in sweetie.”

He holds open the door for her. “Oh, thanks.”

She walks in and immediately smells alcohol. “Umm what smells”

“Oh nothing bunny… just take your clothes off and get on the bed alright?”

She stands still and turns around and looks at him. “Excuse me?”

“Oh here let me help.” He walks over and tugs on her dress. She slaps him. “Hey get off me!”

He pushes her on the bed. “I like it when they fight back… gets me all hard.”

He holds her down and rips off her dress. “ Oooh nice underwear sweets. Verry sexy.”

“Get off of me you fuckface!” She pushes up on him and he slaps her across the face and hold her down.

“Shut the fuck up bitch! Shut up and this won’t have to hurt that much.”

“Help! Help me please!”

“Shut up!” He punches her again and the next thing she knows, he falls on top of her and starts snoring.

“He passed out” she thought. “Thank god.”

She pushes him off her and rips her torn dress out from under him. She sniffs and looks in the mirror noticing that her makeup is ruined.

“Oh great.” She looks at her bruises and notices she’s bleeding.

“Oh god.” She puts on her dress and notices that it’s point less, it’s too torn to wear. She looks around and sees they are in the coat room and grabs a coat and runs out.

On her way out she notices the guy that answered the door.

“Hey sugar! That was quick. How about I get a ride out of you?”

She looks at him and runs out.

END FLASHBACK>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

After she’s through with her story she looks up at Spike and notices his fist are clenched together tightly.

“Spike…Spike are you ok?”

“How did ...I mean.”

He looks up.

“He said that he saw you in class and he never mentioned that he met you.”

She looks down again. “He was really drunk. He didn’t even know my name. So when I saw him, I knew and part of me is glad that he didn’t remember me.”

Spike gets up and sits next to her. “Did you go to the police Buffy?

She looks away. “No. I couldn’t, I just couldn’t Spike. When I got home and mom asked me what happened, I said that I got into a fight with some girl after she called me a slut. I couldn’t let her know what happened. I was too ashamed.”

Spike takes his hands and pulls her face toward him gently. “Luv, you have nothing to be ashamed about...he did that too you. It’s not your fault.”

She looks at him with tears in her eyes. “Yes it is Spike. I led him on somehow. I shouldn’t have gone.”

“Luv, listen to me, you did nothing wrong.”

“But… but I did I…” As she rambles on, Spike leans in and kisses her.

Buffy felt the world drift away. All she felt was Spike...William and his lips. Spike gently traces her bottom lip with his tongue…begging for entrance. Buffy moans and opens her mouth. She has never felt anything like this. Then again she has never really kissed anyone. And she never wants to stop. Spike pulls back and licks his lips.

Buffy, with her eyes still closed, whispers, “Wow. That was...”

Spike nods, “Yeah that was…”

Buffy opens her eyes. “That was amazing.”

“Yeah.” He says. “Umm… I gotta go.”

Buffy smiles. “Yeah umm ok ill see you tomorrow then ok?”

Spike smiles, “Ok luv. He bends down and kisses her cheek. “Cya luv.” He backs up and bumps into the desk. “Owww ok that hurt.”

Buffy giggles. “Yeah there is a desk there.”

“Yeah I felt it...umm yeah I’m goin now.” He opens to door and closes it.

She smiles then hears, “Oww bloody hell.”

“Spike that’s another desk.”

“Yeah I figured that luv!”

She giggles and lays down smiling and generally happy for the first time since her mother died.

5

“Buffy! Buffy it’s time for school!”

“Ugh ok ok, I’m up!” Buffy sits up and sighs. As she sits there, she remembers what happened last night with spike. She jumps up in a matter of seconds. She looked in her closet, wondering what spike would like to see her in.

“Hmm, what to wear? Should I be all sexy and Take Me Now, or church like.” Buffy grabs a simple blue summer dress. “Ahh that should do” She runs into the bathroom to get ready.

“Morning Giles!” She smiles at him and goes over to give him a kiss on the cheek. “Well, you seem extra cheery today buffy.”

“I am Giles, for the first time since mom died, I feel like I can live again ya know? I mean, I talked to spike last night and we sorta kissed” She blushes. “And it was one of those mind blowing kisses. The ones where you feel like you’re gonna float and drift away where you get to kiss this man forever ya know?”

“Umm actually I don’t because I’ve actually never kissed a man”

She giggles. “ Ha ha Giles. Well I’m off to school. I’ll talk to you later Giles, LOVE YOU” and with that , she runs off to school, eager to see spike.

As buffy walks into the building she immediately spots spike standing next to parker, or someone. She can’t seem to remember their names. She rushes towards him and tickles his sides.

“Guess who?” as he turns around she kisses him on the mouth. He looks at her and she sees shock and something else in his eyes, something that she doesn’t like. “Spike, are you…” and before she can finish her sentence, someone else speaks.

“Spike, darling who is this?”

Buffy sees this beautiful dark haired woman who looks so fragile, stand next to him and wrap her arms around him.

“Oh, Drusilla this is Buffy. Buffy this is Drusilla, my girlfriend.”

Drusilla sticks her hand out and buffy just stares at it. “Girlfriend?”

Drusilla answers. “Yes girlfriend of how many years darling?”

Buffy stares at spike. “Yes Spike, how long?” Spike looks at Buffy. “I think it has been about 1 year.”

Buffy laughs “Oh 1 year, wow congrats, well I have to go. I’ll talk to you later then Spike.” She glares at him then turns to walk away. As she turns she runs into someone and goes tumbling down. She looks up and sees that it was Angel. She mutters, “Oh fuck, I so don’t need this now” She gets up and shakes off Angel’s helping hand.

“Sorry about that sweetie, didn’t mean to knock you down.” Angel holds out his hand, “The name is Angel, what’s yours.

She looks at his hand “The name is I have to go” Buffy runs off to her 1st period class. Angel looks at her when she runs. “What’s wrong with that bitch?”

Spikes jaw clenches. “Don’t call her that Angel”

Angel looks at Spike, “And why is that Spikey?”

Spike looks at his once friend. “Just don’t alright” he kisses Drusilla and goes on to class, and to talk to Buffy.

Later that day

Spike keeps walking, looking for buffy. It has been 3 periods since he had seen her and he felt really bad. As he walked into the lunch room he sees her sitting with the red head and the other fellow.

He runs over there. “Buffy, thank god I found you, listen”

“ Don’t Spike, I don’t want to hear it” she looks up at him. “ I don’t want to hear anymore lies. And I don’t want to see you or talk to you ever again, understand?”

“ I didn’t lie to you luv, you never asked me if I had a girlfriend buffy”

“WELL EXCUSE ME FOR JUST FUCKING ASSUMING THAT YOU DIDN’T HAVE ONE WHEN YOU WERE SHOVING YOUR TONGUE DOWN MY THROAT!”

People began looking at the yelling blonde. “Buffy , keep your voice down please,”

“NO! I WONT BE QUIET WILLIAM! FUCK YOU!” And with that, Buffy pours milk all over him and storms out of the lunch room.

After school

Buffy slams the door close as she walks in the house. “Buffy is that you?”

“ Yeah Giles its me. I’m goin up to my room alright, I kinda want to be alone” she storms up the stairs and as she closes her door the tears fall. She walks over to her bed and lays down, tears falling. “Why, why do I keep getting hurt?” she digs her head in her pillow and cries, hoping the tears with make the pain stop.

A little later

Buffy is woken up by knocking. She sits up and wipes off her face and goes to the door.

“Giles I told you I didn’t want to talk alright” she opens to door and is shocked to see him standing there. “Great what do you want Spike?”

Spike looks at her and smiles a little “I wanted to talk to you Buffy”

Buffy laughs “Oh, about what spike, about homework? Ohh no, no, OOHH I know, how about how you have a fucking girlfriend and that you kissed me last night! We could talk about that can’t we spike!?” she walks over to her bed and puts her head in her hands. “Get out Spike” Spike walks in and closes the door.

“I can’t”

She looks up and that’s when he notices her tears. “What you can’t, or you won’t!”

“Both. Buffy listen to me, I’m sorry I didn’t tell you about Dru, I should have and im just so sorry…”

“You’re sorry! You’re sorry?! No you can’t be sorry Spike, why should you be anyway! I mean you have a girlfriend. Of course every once in a while you have to act like you like someone and listen to their problems and actually act like you care! Just when someone tells you something private and deep, you kiss them then just happen to forgot to mention that you are in a fucking REALATIONSHIP!!!” She looks at him. “Do you have any idea how stupid I felt spike, how stupid I looked, I kissed you in front of all your friends and I get the brush off!” Spike looks at her and steps forward.

“Buffy, luv please listen to me. I would have told you. But when I was sitting there, looking at you, and listening to you, I forgot I was dating her, I just wanted to feel your lips. That’s all I could think of Buffy.”

She looks at him, and for a moment she forgave him. For a moment. “Get out spike”

“Buffy, please luv”

“No, don’t “please luv” me, just get out and go to your girlfriend. Besides it doesn’t matter, I mean, you don’t even know me, why do you care about me, so just get out.” Spike begins walking out but before he opens the door he stops.

“I can’t just leave Dru Buffy.”

Buffy looks up. “What?”

“I said that I can’t just leave Dru. Buffy, I've been dating her for about a year and I’ve known you for 2 days. I mean, yeah I could leave Dru in order to be with you, but it wouldn’t be easy. I like you buffy, but you’re right, I don’t even know you.” Spike then turns around and walks out the door.

Buffy stares at the door, thinking about what just happened.

“Hey buffy!”

Buffy stops on her way to class and looks behind her and sees Willow and Xander.

“Oh, hey Willow, Xander.”

“Hey buff, how are your classes goin?”

“They are actually goin pretty good to tell you the truth, I haven’t gotten lost in any of my classes so all is good”

“That’s great buffy, but I wanted to ask you about spike.”

Buffy looks up.

“Oh, what about him?”

“How did it go after you left yesterday after lunch?”

“Umm, actually it went…”

“Hey buffy!!!” Buffy looks over and see that it’s Angel. He starts running over to her. “Hey Buffy, um I’m Angel as you already know and well I was wondering of you would like to go out on a date with me” He smiles at her and Buffy starts to feel nauseated. “Not in your wildest dreams, asshole, come on guys, we are already late to class.” Buffy grabs Willow and Xander’s hands and walks to class.

Angel sees that people are watching and yells back at her. “Yeah, ok then tomorrow it is. See ya baby!!” He turns around and sees spike watching him.

“And what in the fuck are you looking at Spikey?” Spike walks up to him and stares at him.

“Listen to me you pillock! You stay the fuck away from Buffy, understood?”

“Umm, how about no spikey. Why don’t you go fuck Dru and then go fuck yourself?” Angel turns around and walks away. Spike being well, spike, walks up behind him and shoves him into the lockers. “Listen you ponce, you will stay away from her or I swear I will fuck you up”

With that he shoves him into the lockers once more and then turns and walks away.

DURING CLASS

“Hey buffy, there is this club downtown, do you want to go later tonight?” Buffy looks at Willow.

“I don’t know Willow, I mean Spike might be there and I’m still not sure about him ya know?”

Willow nods “Yeah I know, but that doesn’t mean that you arn’t aloud to go out and have fun. Come on Buffy, it’ll be fun!”
Buffy laughs. “Alright, alright, you win, I’ll go, but only if Xander goes with. I know that you like him Willow and I’ll be damned if you have man problems like me”

Willow giggles and looks up and sees Riley, another senior, walking towards them. “Um, Buffy, don’t look now, but Riley Finn is walking over here and I know he’s not looking at me.”

Buffy looks up and sees this tall man walking towards them. “What should I say Willow?!”

“Ummm I don’t..”

“Hello, it’s Buffy correct?”

Buffy looks up. “Yes, it’s Buffy and hi, you’re Riley right?”

“Yeah , u’ve heard of me?”

Buffy blushes. “Actually no, Willow just told me your name, so I just kinda acted like I knew you and I’m babbling rnt I?”

Riley smiles “Yeah, but your cute when you babble. Listen, I know your new and all, but I couldn’t help but over hear that you’re goin to the bronze tonight and I was wondering if I could accompany you there, if it’s not too much trouble. I mean you don’t have to, but I was just wondering…”

“ Riley, your babbling.” He smiles and she blushes. “I would love for you too accompany me tonight.”

Riley smiles, “Great!’

Later. At Buffy’s house.

“How about this one?” Buffy holds up a black strapless dress.” Willow looks at it.

“Well, it’s nice and all, but how do you put in on?”

Buffy looks at it and shakes her head. She giggles. “You know, I really have no idea!” She throws it back in her closet and grabs a pair of jeans and a back halter top. “Ok , how about his, not to casual, but casual enough right?”

“Buffy… you will look great in anything …stop worrying” Buffy sighs.

“Your right, I should stop worrying, ok, ok I’ll just breath and….” Before she can finish her sentence, someone rings the doorbell. Buffy looks at willow.

“ Oh god, oh god that’s him, that’s Riley. Oh gosh, what am I supposed to do?”

“Buffy, Buffy calm down breath. Just get dressed and I’ll go talk to Riley.” Buffy nods and goes to the bathroom to get ready.

Willow runs down the stairs and almost runs into Giles. “Sorry Giles!”

She runs to the door and swings it open “ Hi Ril…Spike” She looks at spike, holding flowers.

“Oh hi red, is Buffy here by any chance? I was kinda rude to her the other day, so I came over bearing gifts, hoping that she will forgive me, so is she here?”

“Sorry I took so long Riley!” Spike looks up the stairs and sees Buffy, looking like and angel. “Oh, no problem at all luv.”

Buffy looks at the door and sees spike. Shocked, she misses the last step and trips. Before she can hit the ground, spike catches her.

“Woah luv, I know that I’m dead sexy, and that I can sweep ladies off their feet, but I don’t mean literally.”

Buffy looks at Spike and then sees the flowers he has in his hands. She looks at him. “Are those for me Spike?”

“Oh, yeah.” He lets her up and hands them over to her. “Those are for yesterday. I’m really sorry luv and I was wondering if I could take u out on a date….”

“ Knock knock, uhh hi Buffy, did I miss a memo or something?”

Spike looks at the door and sees Captain Cardboard at the door. He looks back at Buffy. “Do you have a date?”

Buffy opens and closes her mouth. She looks between Spike and Riley then back at Spike. “Yeah I do, with Riley” she steps back from Spike and looks at the flowers. “I’ll just take these and put them in a vase. Riley, I’ll be right there k?”

Riley nods. “Take your time Buffy” Spike looks at Buffy then Riley.

“Yeah well, it was nice seeing you Buffy, I’ll just let myself out.” And with that, spike storms out of the house, bumping riley, accidentally, on the way.

Giles, finally getting his voice back, speaks.

“So, tea anyone?”

Buffy looks around the room for anyone to help her. “Please! Please someone help me!”
she thinks.

“So then I ran backwards and caught the ball, with 5 seconds left in the game! I ran all the way to the end zone!”

Buffy looks at this evil creature, Riley, in front of her who just won’t shut up. Buffy nods at him. She can see him talking, and see his lips moving, but she has no fucking clue as to what he’s saying.

“Uh huh, well umm Riley, as much fun as I’m having and trust me I’m having a great time, I have to go home. Giles is probably worried about me and I hate it when he worries.”

Riley looks at his watch. “Umm, Buffy it’s only 8:30.”

“Oh it is? That means I have to get home. I mean, Giles gets worried cause I’m a new student and he doesn’t want me to get hurt or stolen ya know?”

Riley smiles. “Buffy, it’s ok. I mean I’m a great guy and Giles knows that. So, he has nothing to worry about. Trust me.”

“I’m sorry Riley, but I should really be getting home. But you don’t have to go. You can stay here and have fun. I just don’t want to worry Giles.” Riley nods and sighs.

“Ok. You sure you don’t want a ride home?”

Buffy smiles. “No, I’m sure. Thanks for accompanying me here. It was… interesting.” She gives him her “never call me again but you’re really nice” smile and gets up to leave.

“Bye Riley.”

On her way out she sees Willow and Xander and rushes toward them. “OH MY GOD WILLOW!” Willow turns around and walks towards Buffy. Xander stays at the table, eating peanuts.

“So, how was it? Was it as great as I thought? Was he nice? I bet he was nice.” Willow smiles and waits for Buffy to speak.

“Great!? Great isn’t even a word for what just happened!” Willow smiles and laughs.

“ See! I knew he would be wonderful!”

“Willow, it was horrible!” Willow looks at Buffy, shocked.

“What? He was rude!”

“No, he was as sweet as a boring guy could be! He just talked about himself the ENTIRE TIME! “I did this, oooh and I did that. OH then I caught this ball!” I mean god! Could he just shut up for one moment and shut up about himself!!”

“I’m sorry Buffy, I really thought he was well… not boring.” Buffy laughs.

“Ha! Well trust me when I say that he was FUCKING BORING!”

“You wouldn’t be talking about Captain Cardboard now would you luv?” Buffy turns and sees Spike standing behind her.

“Oh, hi Spike. What are you doing here?”

“Well, luv, I was goin to get some wings and they have this blooming onion thing, it’s bleeding brilliant.”

“Oh, that’s great.”

“Well would you like to join me?”

“Um, actually I was goin to head home.” Spike nods.

“Oh alright, well I’ll join ya” Spike goes over and grabs her hand. “Shall we go?” Buffy looks over at Riley and sees him talking to some big breasted girl and nods at Spike.

“I’d love to” She looks back at Willow. “Bye Will, I’ll tell ya about the date later.”

Her and Spike head out of the club. As they walk toward her house Spike looks over at Buffy and starts to say something but stops. Buffy sees this and starts a conversation.

“So William huh? I like that name, why don’t you use that instead of Spike?” Spike looks at her and sighs.

“Well, I use to use that name, when I first moved here. But I was a complete nerd then. I had the tweed suits and everything. Then I started to see Dru, not as a girlfriend, but we just started to see each other. She told me that I could be great, so she helped me change into this.”

“Ah so, you didn’t date Dru till last year?”

“Yeah, I mean we slept together for about 2 years, but then I decided that I wanted more, so I asked her out and she said yes.” Buffy nods.

“I see”

“Listen pet, about last night…” Buffy shakes her head. “Don’t, it’s ok, you said I was right… about us not knowing each other. We don’t and you shouldn’t have to change your whole life cause I moved here. It’s ok. I mean I like you and all, but that doesn’t mean that you have to break up with someone you love for me. So let’s not talk about it… ok?”

“I don’t love her Buffy” She looks at Spike.

“You don’t? But you just said that you had sex with her for 2 years”

“Yeah we had sex, but I don’t love her. I don’t know what love is…” he stops walking and turns to her. He lifts her head to look at him. “…but I want to find out.” He stares at her lips and leans forward. “Do you want to find out with me?”

Buffy look at his eyes then lips and nods slowly.

“ I do…William.” Spike decided right then and there that Buffy was the only one he wanted saying his name. She sounded like she needed him and he decided that he was leaving Dru, no matter what.

“Buffy…” Spike leans forward and touches his lips to hers. Buffy moans and decides that kissing Spike has got to be the greatest thing in the world. “Buffy…God” Spike wraps his arms around her waist and pulls her closer. Buffy pulls back to breath.

“William…stop”

Spike pulls back and looks at her.

“What?...What is it Buffy?” He sees tears in her eyes and immediately thinks he has hurt her in some way.

“What? What buffy? What did I do? Did I hurt you?” Buffy shakes her head and looks at him.

“No. No you didn’t. I’m sorry…William.” She takes his arms off her waist and turns and runs away.

She walks up the steps with a heavy heart. She doesn’t know why she ran away. But she thought about what Spike had said about him sleeping with Dru for 2 years and just couldn’t stop thinking about it. That’s when she pulled away.

“God! I’m such an idiot! I should have just stayed! God!” She walks in the house feeling like an idiot.

“Giles! Giles I’m home!..Hello?”

She waits for him to answer and then sees a letter on the table in the living room. She walks over to it and reads it.

Buffy,
Had some things to take care of tonight, so don’t wait up for me. I will be home probably tomorrow when you get home from school.
Love,
Uncle Giles.

“Huh, that’s weird. Looks like I’m home alone. Might as well do some homework.” She goes in the kitchen to get something to eat and starts her homework.

A Little Later

“UGH!” She throws down her homework. “I’ll never fucking get this shit. Wish mom was here, she understood it way better than me”

She sighs and looks at the clock and sees that it’s past 12. “Oh great, now I’m gonna be so freaking tired tomorrow. Tonight just couldn’t get any worse.”

She turns off all the lights and heads upstairs. She goes up to her room and changes into her yummy sushi pajamas and turns on her radio.

“Ugh finally, MY BED!” She jumps in bed and throws the covers over her. She closes her eyes, then she hears something. It’s a tapping noise.

“GREAT! What now?!” She sits up and hears that the sound is coming from the window. Her heart starts to beat faster when she sees a shadow pass it.

“Oh god, oh god, oh god… please just go away. Please, please” She walks over to the window and just as she is about to open the curtain, the so called burglar shouts out, “BLOODY HELL!”

She throws back the curtain. “Spike!” She sees Spike hanging from the tree.

“ ’ello luv, um could I come in perhaps?”

“No, you can not come in Spike! It’s like 1 o clock in the morning”

“Goldilocks, I’m hanging from your tree, in 1 o clock in the morning, so can I please come in? I just want to talk.” She sighs and holds out her hand.

“Alright, you can come in, but only for a little bit alright?”

“Thanks luv” He grabs for her hand and tugs himself in her room. He trips and falls on top of her.

“Ow…thanks Spike” She looks up and sees that he’s staring at her.

“What? What are you looking at?”

“You” She shakes her head.

“Well that’s nice, now can you get off me, I can’t feel my legs.”

“Oh, sorry luv.” He gets up and holds out his hand. He pulls her up and she immediately brushes him off.

“Thanks.” She heads over to her bed and sits down. She looks up at him “Now, can you tell me what the hell you are doin here?”

He grabs her chair and pulls it up in front of her. “Why did you run away Buffy?” She sighs and lays back on her headboard.

“You came to my house, climbed up on my tree to ask me that?” He nods

“Well, yeah”

“Ugh…I don’t want to talk about this Spike, go home ok?” He gets up and sits on her bed.
“No, just tell me why you ran…please.”

“Because I’m scared! Alright! Spike, I just lost my mother and then you come into my life and I feel like I have a reason to live again. Then I find out that you have a girlfriend and how am I supposed to feel? I mean, god, I really liked you and I’ve only known you what? 3 days? I ran because I’m scared to fall in love with you. I’m scared that all this is a dream and when I wake up, you’ll be gone and my mother will still be gone and I’ll just be…alone. So yeah, I was scared and I was confused. I mean you still have a girlfriend William. You’re not single and you just can’t go around kissing other girls! It’s like illegal! And I think that you should just…”

“Buffy!” She looks at him “What!”

“You don’t have to be scared luv.” He leans forward and brushes hair off her face .

“Don’t be scared luv, ok? I feel the same. I mean, I just met you, but I’m scared that this will be just a dream and I’ll wake up and you won’t be here.

She sighs. “Spike…I.”

“Don’t, don’t think Buffy alright, just …just feel.” He takes her head and brings her to him.

“Spike…please.”

He looks at her and whispers, “please what baby?” She looks at him.

“Please make me forget.” She leans forward and presses her lips to his. Spike puts his hands in her hair and presses her closer, needing to feel her warmth. He lays her on the bed and moves back to look at her. He sees her red lips and her glazed eyes and decides that she is the most beautiful women he has ever seen.

“Buffy, god you’re gorgeous.” She looks at him

“So are you, well in a very manly way.” She giggles and smiles. “That came out wrong.

“It’s alright luv. But you are though, your drop dead gorgeous.” She blushes and looks away.

“Hey, look at me” He brings her face towards his and smiles.

“I have to get you to do that more often.” She laughs.

“Do what?” He leans toward her and licks her ear. “Blush” He pulls back and kisses her hard on the mouth.

“Mmm…ok…I will.” She drags her hands through his hair and tangles her legs between his, and feels his arousal. She gasps and pulls back. Spike, knowing what she felt, blushes.

She laughs.

“I have to get you to do that more often…William.” She pushes up towards his erection and rotates her hips, back and forth. He throws his head back and stills her hips.

“Buffy…baby…stop…please.” She stops and looks at him questionably.

“Why?” He smiles at her and sighs.

“Because…you were right…I am still dating Dru and I want to make love to you when I’m dating you and just you." She sighs and thanks the lord for bringing William into her life.

“That’s fine by me Spike…fine by me.”

Spike wakes up and immediately notices that he is not in his room. He remembers last night and looks down at a sleeping Buffy beside her. He starts to shake her to wake her.

“Buffy”, whispers Spike. “Buffy”

Buffy shakes her head and whines.

“No, Giles, not time for school, go away!” She roles over so her back is facing Spike. Spike smiles and starts to lick her neck.

“Buffy…baby. Wake up” He starts rubbing her hips with his finger tips. Buffy moans and roles back on her back, still asleep.

“Spike…” she moans. She giggles. “Stop that…”

He smiles and sees that she is talking in her sleep. He laughs and decides that he wants to know what she dreams about.

“Buffy…Buffy baby…what do you want me to stop doin pet?”

She sighs and smiles. “Stop..touching…mmmm” Spike raises his eyebrow and asks her another question.

“Buffy…stop touching what?” She giggles. “Stop touching…”

He waits patiently for her answer. Little does he know that she’s awake and is playing with him. She starts to drag her hand down and grabs his erection. “Stop touching me” She then opens her eyes to see a surprised Spike.

He takes his hand away from her hips and laughs. “You were awake this whole time. Silly bint.”

He smiles and kisses her nose.

“Yep, I was and you mister are a bad man. Trying to get me to say what I was dreaming about. Bad William.” She smiles and kisses his lips.

“Well, I had to know baby. I mean last night, you kept rubbing against me and touching bad places. You are one naughty girl Buffy.”

She slaps his chest playfully. “Shut up! I didn’t do anything bad last night. YOU were the one whispering naughty things in my ear.” She blushes. “Saying what you wanted to do to me when you break up with Dru. You are the bad one.” She blushes more, remembering what he had said last night. He sees this and smiles. He brings her closer and grabs her ass.

“Why miss Buffy, I believe your blushing…again.”

She giggles and scoots back. “Ok, I am, but only cause I was thinking about what you said, which was bad!” She turns her head. “But I wouldn’t mind doin those things with you.”
She looks back at him and smiles. She scoots back towards him and trails her hand down his chest. “I mean, William, you are very cute, and very built, and I wouldn’t mind…” She leans towards his ear and whispers what she wants to do to him the first chance she gets. When she’s done she licks his ear and then backs up.

He sits there and looks at her then blushes. She laughs and points at him.

“Haha!…I knew I could make you blush! What now!?” She roles over and starts giggling.
He stares at her and starts ticking her sides. “Yeah! You think it’s funny don’t you!?” He holds her down and straddles her. He looks down at her and sees her flushed face and green eyes and leans down to kiss her. He lightly licks her bottom lip and tugs on it, begging for entrance.

“Buffy…baby.” She opens her mouth to lick his lip and lets him enter. “Mmmm…William.”
He grows hard when he hears her call his name . She feels him grow and gasps as she pulls back. Both breathing hard, spike begins to think she will run.

“Buf…” Before he can finish, she pulls his head down and kisses him hard. She thrust her hips up against his erection and moans at how good it feels. She trails her hands down his chest and then his back. She can feel his muscles on his back flexing. She trails her hands in his hair and pulls back. “William…baby…stop.” He pulls back, breathing hard and looks at her.

“What?…What is it.” She sighs and looks at him. “I’m sorry William, but I just cant. I mean I want to, so, so much. But you’re still dating Dru and much as I don’t like her, I don’t want you to cheat on her. So, we can’t do this, not until you end it with her…ok?”

He looks at her and knows she’s right. He sighs. “You’re right. I’m sorry, it’s just, I want you so much. I’ll leave her today ok? Then we can finish this later tonight.”

“Umm actually we can’t. Giles is goin to be home tonight and if we do this tonight, he will hear something and that will be really, really bad. And umm..William…I’ve never…you know…and can we wait a little. I mean I know what we were just doin and god it was amazing, but I’ve always thought that my first time wouldn’t be with a guy that I just met. I want it to be special. I mean being with you, god that’s special enough but can we wait? I’m sorry if…”

He shakes his head at her. “Don’t be sorry, I completely understand luv. I’m the one who should be sorry. I should have broken up with her before I did anything. So I’m sorry and I will leave her today for you and we can wait for ever. I will wait forever for you baby.”

She smiles. “Thank you William. Now, since it’s like 1 hour before school, we should get up and get ready and hold on a minute, won’t your mom be wondering where you have been all night?” He shakes his head. “Nah, I told her I was staying the night at Angel’s house. So it should be alright.”

“Oh, Angel’s.” She looks down.

“Hey…what’s wrong? Look at me.” He raises her head.

She sighs. “You still hang out with him, even after…”

“Hey, I know what he did, and trust me, there is nothing that I would like more than to shove his fucking face into the cement. If you want me to, then say the word and I will. No doubt about it.” He waits for her answer.

“Don’t, he doesn’t even remember what he did, and he doesn’t remember me. So let’s just forget it and get on with our life…ok?”

He smiles at her and kisses her. “Alright baby…let’s go get ready for school.”

Buffy and Spike, before walking into the school building, stop and look at each other.

“You ready for this?” Spike asks.

Buffy sighs and nods. “Yeah I think, so I’m guessing that we enter one at a time?”

He shrugs. “I guess, not that I want to baby, But I think we should until it’s officially over with Drusilla…k?”

She looks at him and nods again. “Ok William,” She whispers, then looks down.

“Hey”, He tips her head back to look at him. “I would like nothing more than for you to walk in there with me, hand in hand. I want to be able touch you during lunch, or just hold your hand. But even though I don’t love Dru, I can’t just hurt her after 3 years of knowing her.”

“I know…I know but it still sucks” She looks at the school then back at Spike. “Well…I guess you better get in there. Your people await you.” She looks at him and whispers, “William…can you do something for me?”

He nods at her and brushes some hair out of her face. “Anything goldilocks.”

“Kiss me…”He laughs. “Baby, you don’t have to ask me that” He smiles, leans forward and touches his lips to hers. She leans forward into him and moans. He wraps his arms around her waist and pulls her closer. She pulls back before the kiss turns more passionate.

“Spike…we gotta stop.” She giggles and lays her head on his shoulder. “You should go now…before I change my mind and drag you to the nearest janitor’s closet.” She smiles and he giggles. She pulls back and raises her eyebrow at him. “William…did you just…giggle?”

He blushes and denies it. “Pshh…no…of course I didn’t gigg…ok I did. But don’t you dare tell anyone.”

She steps back and uses her hands to make a cross over her heart. “Cross my heart, hope to die, stick a needle in my eye” She giggles and then remembers what they have to do and sighs. “Well Spikey, you gotta go. Come by my house after school ok?”

He groans playfully. “But I don’t waaannaaaa buuuuffyyyyy”

She laughs and punches his arm. “Ha, ha William. You’re a regular comedian baby.”

He laughs and pulls her closer. “Damn right I am baby!” He kisses her lips. “Ugh ok I’m leaving now, and I will come by after school.”

She smiles and backs up. “Alrighty, I’ll see you in class then.” She goes and walks off into the school. She looks back and blows Spike a kiss. Spike pretends to catch the kiss and puts it in his pocket, then winks at her. She throws her head back and he can hear her giggling. He throws his head back and groans.

“God, I think I’m in love with this girl.” He sighs and walks into school, knowing what had to be done before he went any further with Buffy.

Later, in school.

“Yo Spikey…over here!”

Spike looks through the groups of people in halls and spots his so called “friends”. He sighs and walks over.

“Angel, Parker, Lindsey, what’s up?”

Angel laughs. “Oh you know the usual; Parker is telling us his “fuck list”. He’s gonna send them a valentines card saying that they are on the senior’s to do list. Sounds awesome eh Spikey?”

Angel nudges Spike and Spike just looks at him.

“Yeah, sounds great Parker. So, who happens to be on this “fuck list” of yours?”

Parker laughs and pulls out a piece of paper from his pocket and begins to read. “Let’s see…Darla, Fred, nice ass, umm…Willow, virgins are the best, and then the best of them all, Buffy Summers. Can I just say mmm mmm good. I wonder if she gives good head? What do you think Spike” Parker looks at Spike waiting for his answer and then the next thing he knows he gets shoved to the floor. He looks up and sees a menacing looking Spike.

“You listen here you prick, you stay away from those girls, not one of them would give you or your dick the time of day…get it?”

Parker nods. “yeah…yeah man I get it. No prob, I’ll leave them alone.”

Spike nods. “Good” then leaves.

As he heads toward class, he sees Buffy talking with Willow and the whelp. He walks over to them and grabs her waist. She squeals and turns around.

“Spike! Hey what are you doin here, grabbing me, in front of the entire school.”

He smiles and looks at her. “Well luv, I wanted to talk to you and I was wondering if I could walk you to class, what do ya say?”

She looks at him and smiles. “Well I say, grab my hand and let’s go.” She sticks her hand out and he happily grabs it. He looks at Willow and the whelp.

“Well, you two coming or wha’?”

Willow smiles and sticks her hand out to Xander, but he is too busy looking at Buffy and Spike to notice and just walks off. Buffy sees this and grabs Willow’s hand. They then walk off to class.

Parker, Angel, and Lindsey see them walking together. Parker speaks first. “Man what is up with our boy Spike? He has been a real fucker lately.”

Angel nods. “Yeah, ever since he started hanging out with that Buffy bitch.”

Parker laughs. “Well I don’t give a fuck what he says, I want some of that Buffy ass and I’m gonna get me some”

He laughs and high fives Angel and Lindsey.

Lunch.

“Hey luv.”

Buffy looks up from eating and smiles when she sees Spike.

“Hey Willi…I mean Spike. What’s up?”

“Well first, you can call me William baby”, he takes a seat, “And second, Dru is not here today, so I wasn’t able to break up with her. But, I heard that she is sick, so I thought that I would stop by her house after school before I see you , and break up with her there…sound good baby?”

She smiles and nods. “Anything that involves you leaving her for me sounds great… William.”

She leans forward and just before she can kiss him someone interrupts.

“Cough, cough people…now I hate to interrupt, well actually I don’t mind at all, but can someone tell me what in the world is goin on!”

Buffy looks up and sees a very confused Willow. Next to her she sees Xander and Buffy smiles sheepishly.

“Oh, hi guys, what’s up?”

Willow laughs. “That’s what I want to know. When did you start dating Spike?”

Spike looks at her and starts talking. “Well red, we rn’t exactly dating… yet.”

Willow tilts her head at them. “Yet? What does that mean? I mean rn’t you dating the vampire bitch dru, no offense.”

“No offense red, and yes I am, but I’m leaving her for Buffy, she’s who I want to be with.”

Willow nods. “Ok , as long as you don’t hurt her then it’s ok with me, right Xander?” She looks at Xander and finds that he’s gone. “Oh well that’s weird, he was just here. Hmm…” She shrugs her shoulders and sits.

“Trouble in paradise Will?”

Willow looks at Buffy and sighs. “I don’t know what’s wrong with him. I mean lately he seems to not want to talk to me anymore. I don’t think he likes me Buffy, so I should give up trying to make him see me and move on.”

Buffy looks at Willow with sympathetic eyes. “Don’t give up Will, I know he’s got the hots for you, he’s just too dumb to see it. But he will. I promise.”

Willow smiles and nods. “You’re right. I just have to be stronger towards him.”

Buffy nods. “Yep…oooohhhh you can jump his bones the next time you see him” Buffy giggles and sees Willow hasn’t moved. Willow looks and Buffy. “Will…Will what’s wrong?”

Willow blushes and looks at her and spike. “Well… I kinda already did the jumping thing.”

Buffy looks at her with wide eyes. “WHAT!?” She looks at willow and then and spike and notices that they are both laughing.

“What?…What is it?…Why is this funny?! This is not funny I mean she jumped his bon…wait a minute.” She looks at Willow and figures it out. “You little whore! You were joking!” She smacks her arm and Willow laughs harder.

“I can’t believe you actually believed me! You are completely gullible!”

Buffy folds her arms across her chest and frowns at Spike and Willow. “Ha, ha Willow…very funny.”

Spike grabs her hand and kisses it. “Come on luv, she was just having some fun baby.”

Buffy looks at Spike and grins. “You’re right… she was, but it looks like you won’t be having any “fun” tonight cause you went along with her.” Buffy sticks her tongue out at him and giggles.

Spike stares back at her, mouth open. “Are you serious?”

She looks at him and under the table, where no one can see, she grabs his crotch. “You know damn well I’m joking baby.”

He smiles and kisses her nose. “Good.”

Spike walks up the steps to Drusilla’s house with dread in his heart.

“Ok, I can do this…I can do this…I can’t do this…yes you can you ponce, just knock on the bloody door and be done with it.” Spike sighs and knocks four times on the door. He stands there for at least five minutes before he finally just walks in.

“Hello?...Dru, you home?...Huh that’s weird…” Spike walks into the living room and sees a backpack on the table. “Well, she must be upstairs.” He starts walking up the stairs. Before he reaches her bedroom, he hears a thump. He starts to walk slower and then hears it again. He notices that it’s coming from Dru’s room. He walks a little faster.

“Dru!? Is that you pet?!” He hears no reply and keeps walking. He hears it again, but louder. He is almost near her door and he hears someone moan. At first Spike is thinking that Dru is hurt but then he hears it again.

“Oh yeah, fuck me harder!” Spike raises his eyebrows and slams open the door and the site before him almost makes him laugh. Before him he sees Drusilla with her legs up in the air getting fucked by none other than…the school principal…principal Snyder. Spike holds his hand over his mouth to keep from laughing, but it doesn’t work and he lets out a huge guffaw.

“OH MY GOD DRU?! PRINCIPAL SNYDER?!” Spike points to them both and bends over laughing, with tears in his eyes.

“Spike, my darling, please join us, you’ve been a very naughty boy…grruuff”

He looks up at her. “Uhh Dru, you have got to be kidding me, I mean it is PRINCIPAL SNYDER FOR GODS SAKE! THERE IS NO WAY IN HELL THAT I WOULD JOIN YOU!”
He starts laughing again and then Snyder starts to talk.

“Listen Mr. William…I know that you’ve liked me from the moment you stepped in my office. Now be a good student and get over here and join us!”

Spike looks at Dru then at Snyder and then starts laughing again. “Yeah right! Anyway, I am so very sorry to interrupt the sex marathon, but I just came here, Dru, to say that it’s over. I was gonna be nice about it, but seeing how you got someone elses dick shoved up your pussy, I am passed nice. You were a lousy girlfriend and a fucking lousy lover! So I hope that you and little mouse man will be very happy together.” He goes to leave but Dru stops him.

“Wait! My Spike, why are you leaving mummy? Are you leaving mummy for sunshine!? Sunshine you kill you my Spike, she will cause pain and mayhem before you can blink my darling. You are making a big mistake and for what my Dark Prince?

He looks at her and smiles. “ ‘cause I’m in love with someone who ISN”T you.” He turns and shuts the door.

Buffy’s house.

“Giles! Giles I’m back from school! Did you have fun in whatever it was you were doin?!” She looks around to see if he’s home and he is nowhere to be found. “Huh…well that’s weird. He said he would be home tonight. Oh well…that means more time for me and Spike.” She smiles at the thought of him. She then hears the doorbell and rushes toward it…knowing who it is.

“Spike!!!”

“Actually no, it’s not Spike. But that’s ok baby.” Angel and Parker look her up and down with hunger in their eyes.

Buffy steps back from the door, immediately scared. “Uhhh…what are you guys doin here?” She crosses her arms across her chest, feeling like that will protect her.

Parker steps forward and smiles at her. “Well, baby, we are here to give you this.” He hands her an envelope. “I was goin to give it to you on Valentines Day, but we decided that the earlier, the better…right Angel?”

Angel looks her up and down and licks his lips. “That’s right Parker…the sooner the better.” He looks at her once more then grabs Parker’s shoulder. “Well, sweetie, we best be on our way. We will talk to you at school.” They both wink at her, then turn to leave.

Buffy is left there, wondering what the fuck just happened. She closes the door, a little out of breath and goes to sit down. She lies down and the next thing she knows, she falls asleep.

30 Minutes later…

Buffy is woken up by knocking on the front door.

“Coming! Hold on a minute!” She stands up and stretches while she yawns. As she walks toward the door, she remembers what had happened earlier with Parker and Angel and shivers at the thought. She starts to slow down as she gets closer to the door.

“Who is it?!” She stands still and waits for the answer.

“It’s me pet, Willaim.”

She smiles and rushes towards to door. She swings it open and sees a smiling Spike. She smiles at him and holds the door open. “Come on in luver boy.”

He smiles at her and leans towards her and kisses her nose. “Why, thank ya m’lady” He walks in and plops down on the couch.

She giggles as she shuts the door and she walks into the living. She sits down on the chair opposite of Spike and they sit there…staring at each other. Finally Spike speaks up.

“Hey luv, you can sit next to the big bad” He curls his teeth under his tongue and raises his eyebrow.

Buffy looks at him and shakes her head. “Nuh uh big boy, not until you tell me if you went to see Dru after school.

Spike groans and throws his head back. “I’m not saying a thing unless you get your sexy ass over here and sit next to me so I can touch you.” He pouts. “I haven’t touched you all day.”

Buffy gets up. “Ugh…ok you win.” She walks over to him and stands in front of him. “Ok, I’m here, now tell me what happened.” She puts her hands on her hips and taps her foot.

Spike grins as he leans forward and puts his hands on her hips. He looks up at her while rubbing circles on her hips. “Well baby, first of all, I’m not telling you a thing till you…” He tugs her down on his lap. “Until you sit that sexy ass on down here.” He grins and kisses her neck softly.

Buffy shakes her head in defeat. “Ok, ok you win, now tell me what happened.”

He grabs her tighter and sighs. “Well, I walked up to her house right? And I knocked and waited for someone to answer. Well, no one did, so I just walked in and as I was walking up the stairs to her room, I hear thumping. So I’m thinking that she is in trouble, so I walk faster. Then as I’m basically in front of her door, I hear her moan and I bust in there and I see the weirdest picture ever!”

Buffy sits there, waiting for him to say what he saw, but he just sits there, smiling. “Well…what did you see?...Don’t just leave me hanging here baby!”

He laughs at her. “Ok, well I walk in there and I see her getting fucked by none other than…Principal Snyder!” He starts laughing while Buffy just sits there, stunned.

“ Whoa I so did not see that coming…Wait, she was cheating on you while you were worried you were gonna hurt her feelings by kissing me? Now that’s just…funny. So…” She looks down. “What does that mean about us now…?”

He raises her head so she is looking straight at him and grins. “It means, dearest Buffy, that you are mine and I am yours. It means that I can kiss you whenever I want, I can make love to you and I get to hold your hand and walk you to class. That is what it means baby”

She laughs and throws her arms around Spike. “Finally! It took you long enough!” She pulls back to look at him. “Uhhh Spike...Can I ask you something?”

Spike nods and grabs her hands. “You can ask me anything baby…”

She looks at him and sighs. “Well…Giles isn’t here tonight again…so I was wondering…since you’re single now, and we are I guess “dating” that maybe you would want to…you know…” she looks at him, blushing.

Spike grins at her. “Buffy…are you asking me to stay the night with you again?”

Buffy nods and looks down, and Spike once again, raises her head back up.

“Baby, there is nothing that I want more then to stay the night with you.”

She smiles and leans in to kiss him. Spike kisses her back and wraps his arms around her waist. He wraps her legs around him and stands up. He starts walking up the stairs with a moaning Buffy wrapped around him.

Spike kicks open her bedroom door and stumbles in with a giggling Buffy in his arms. He laughs and pulls back from her mouth. He looks at her and smiles.

“What’s so funny luv.” He brushes back some hair from her face.

She sighs and jumps down from his arms. “Well first off…This isn’t my room. This is Giles’s room, and second, you kinda broke the door when you kicked it open.” She starts to giggle again.

Spike looks around and notices that it is indeed Giles’s room. He looks behind him and sees that he did break the door. He starts to laugh and looks back at Buffy. “Sorry luv, it’s just that I want you so much, I was willing to take you anywhere.” He winks at her and she blushes and turns toward the door.

“Do you think you can fix this later before Giles gets home.?” She touches the door knob and it falls to the ground. She starts to giggle and points to Spike. “You are sooo dead mister, you don’t even know!” She turns around and runs through the door. “Last one in my room has to fix the door!”

Spike looks at her ass while she runs, noticing how it jiggles just the right way. He growls and rushes toward her room.

He reaches her door and looks inside. “Here kitty, kitty, kitty. Come out, come out where ever you are…” He looks around the room and doesn’t see her. “Is she hiding under the…” He goes towards the bed and falls to the floor as he lifts the covers. “THE BED?!” He glances around under the bed and sees she’s not there. He hears giggling coming from behind him and gets up. “Where are you Miss Buffy?” He swings open the closet and still no luck. He laughs and just as he is about the close the door, he gets jumped from behind.

“AHA! GOT YA” Buffy holds onto his back as she wrestles him to the bed. She keeps him face down on the bed while she sits on his back. She hears him say something, but it’s muffled cause his face is in the bed. She sits up a bit to let him speak. “What was that Spikey poo?!” The next thing she knows, she is getting thrown on the bed by a grinning Spike. She looks up at him and pouts. “Well that was just mean baby. I was the one having fun.”

He laughs and picks her up to push her more on the bed. “I know, I’m a bad rude man…sorry.”

Buffy sighs. “Yeah, yeah. Whatever. You ruined my fun.” She lays her head back on her pillow and looks up at Spike. “What are you doin?”

Spike looks at her. “What do you mean, what am I doin? I’m looking at you wondering how you got to be so beautiful.”

She Blushes and giggles. “That’s nice and all baby, but I was wondering why you’re just sitting there, when you should be up here with me…kissing me” She grins and opens her arms.

Spike laughs and lunges on top of her. He lays half on her and rubs his thumb over her cheek. He bends down and lightly kisses her lips. Buffy closes her eyes and leans forward to take more of his lips. He pulls back and looks at her.

“Buffy…you’re so beautiful baby”

He dips forward and kisses her hard. Buffy moans and wraps her arms around his neck. She feels the effect she is having on him against her. Knowing that she is the reason of this , she feels a rush of liquid pool between her legs. She throws her head back and moans while Spike attacks her neck with his tongue and teeth. She wraps her legs around his waist and thrust forward, needing to cure the throbbing between her legs. Spike kisses her neck then heads lower between her breasts. She thrusts her chest towards him, asking him silently to help releave the throbbing. He happily agrees and moves her shirt up and over her head. He throws it on the ground and looks back at her. She is wearing a black silk bra and he grins. He takes both of his hands behind her back and unsnaps her bra and slides it down her arms. While he slides the strap down her arms, he kisses her arm with each inch it moves down. Finally the bra is all the way off and he tosses that where to shirt is lying. He stares down at his beautiful Buffy and almost chokes with desire. Buffy looks up at him and sees his beautiful blue eyes have turned black with desire. She feels his erection against her heat and moans.

“Spike…” She thrusts up towards him. “Can I…Can I touch it…?”

Spike almost cums right then when he hears her question and has to close his eyes to control himself.

Pet…are you sure…you don’t have to luv.”

She looks at him and nods. “I’m sure…I mean I’ve never touched one…I’ve seen one…but never felt one…so, can I?”

Spike moans and nods. She gets out from under him and pushes him back down. She scoots down on his knees and unbuckles his pants. She pulls down his zipper and his erection pushes through and stands erect. She stares at it and it seems that Spike gets more turned on by her staring at it. As she looks at it, she sees a drop of precum form at the slit. She takes her thumb and rubs it around his head. Spike jerks and moans out her name. Buffy takes her hand back as if she was burned.

“I’m sorry, did that hurt?”

Spike moans and looks at her. “Baby, trust me, that didn’t hurt. Please, touch me…”

She Blushes and looks back at his cock. She takes her hand and wraps it around his cock. She has seen stuff on the internet, so she just does what she feels like she should do. She starts stroking it up and down. It seems to work. She looks up at Spike to see if he is enjoying it and sees him throwing his head back and forth on the pillow. He thrust up in her hand and moans her name. She strokes in faster, and on an impulse, she bends down and licks the pre cum that had formed at the tip of his cock. Spike jerks in her hands and cries out.

“Oh god pet…please…please take it in your mouth…please luv” He looks down at her and waits to see what she will do.

She opens her mouth and takes just the head in her mouth. She licks it around the edge, then under it and she hears Spike moan up above her. She smiles at the fact that she’s making him act like this.

“Please baby, take in more…oh god…” Spike starts thrusting lightly into her hot mouth. He starts to think that it’s so hot, it will burn off his dick.

Buffy opens her mouth more and takes more of his cock in her mouth. She takes her other hand and strokes his base. She licks his vein on his cock and she hears Spike choke above her. She bobs her head faster and strokes faster.

“Oh god luv…I’m gonna…move back baby” He starts to back out of her mouth, but Buffy holds him in her mouth.

“Baby, I’m gonna cum…ughnn ohhhh!” He thrust up two more times then explodes in her mouth. Rope after rope of cum seep in her mouth. Buffy is at first shocked when it hits the back of her throat, but swallows every last drop. She moans at how surprisingly good it tastes. Spike falls back on the bed, and tries to catch his breath. Buffy lets go of his flaccid cock and sits back on her knees. She looks at Spike and his eyes are closed.

“Spike?...Spike are you ok?” As she bends over his body to see if he’s ok, Spike grabs her by her upper arms and smashes his lips to her.

“Oh god baby…that was..fucking amazing. You sure you’re a virgin?”

She blushes and kisses his nose.

“You know I’m a virgin”

He sighs and looks at her. He trails his hand down her leg and cups her mound. He feels her heat through her jeans and smiles.

“I think it’s you turn pet.”

“I think it’s your turn pet”

Buffy eyes bug out of her head and her breathing gets faster. “My turn? What does that mean?”

Spike trails his hand up towards her and unbuttons her jeans, “Well baby, what it means is that” He un zips her jeans and starts to push then down her legs. “It means that I want to taste you luv.” He proceeds to take off her jeans and sees that she is wearing underwear that matches her bra. He grins at her.

Buffy blushes and tries to cover her body with her hands. Spike shoos her hands away and sits back to admire her.

“Don’t ever hide yourself baby, ok? Now, are you gonna let me taste you or not?” He grins at her and traces circles on her thigh.”

She looks at him. “Well, what do you mean by tasting Will, I mean are you gonna do what I just did to you? Go down…down there?” She blushes once again and looks down at her hands.

Spike raises her head back up and nods. “That’s exactly what I mean baby. Do you want to? If you don’t want me to just tell me and we can stop right here…”

She looks at him and nods. “It’s ok will, you can. But I’ve…” She whispers the last part. “I’ve never had anybody touch…down there. Not even me.”

Spike looks shocked at this confession and keeps rubbing circles to relax her. “You haven’t done anything luv, you haven’t even touched yourself?”

She blushes and shakes her head no. “No…I guess I always thought it was gross, I just never did. But I want you to, I wanna know what it feels like. So…you can.” She smiles and lies down on her back, covering her breasts. Spike gently removes her arms and puts them by her sides. He backs down by her feet and gently starts to spread them apart. Buffy resists at first but he starts rubbing her thighs to relax her.

“It’s ok baby…relax luv.”

Buffy nods and breaths in as she closes her eyes. Spike shakes his head at that.

“Goldilocks, I want you to look at me when I taste you. Look at me.”

Buffy opens her eyes at him and she sees the desire in his eyes. Seeing that makes liquid rush out of her. She nods her head at him. “Please William…”

Spike lies down between her legs and gently blows on her pussy. He looks up at Buffy and does it again, and she shivers. He sticks out his tongue and lightly traces her pussy lips. Buffy whispers his name and grabs hold of the covers beneath her. Spike sees this and lifts his head.

“Baby, grab hold of the headboard, it will help you get more control luv.”

Buffy reaches back and grabs hold of the headboard and looks down at her William. She lightly thrust forward and Spike laughs quietly at her. He lowers his head back down and gives one good swipe between her pussy lips with his tongue. Buffy grabs the headboard tighter and whimpers.

Spike sweeps his tongue up and down her pussy, goin deeper with each swipe. He sticks his tongue lightly into her, feeling how tight she is. Buffy throws her head back and takes one hand and places it on the back of his head.

“Oh god William…please…deeper”

Willaim smiles in her pussy and shoves his tongue deeper in her tight passage. He wiggles it in and out. Buffy’s grip on his head becomes tighter the farther he goes. He pulls back out of her pussy and Buffy whimpers at the loss. She looks down at him and before she can ask why he did that, he flattens his tongue and licks her clit hard. He circles it and with his other hand, he places a finger inside her. He lightly thrusts his finger in and out of her and raises his face to look at her. Her face is red and she’s breathing hard. He starts to talk to her.

“That’s right baby, cum all over my face…I wanna taste you…cum for me baby”

She throws her head back and whimpers. She grabs his head and pushes it back down to her pussy. He licks at her clit and adds another finger inside her. He feels a rush of liquid come out of her and he laps at it happily. She thrusts her pussy in his face and begs for release. Spike being the kind, loving man he is, adds another finger into her and thrusts in and out of her faster and harder.

“Oh…oh god William.” She starts to have this feeling in the pit of her stomach. It’s there, but she can’t get to it. She tries to find it and she does after Spike adds another finger into her.

“Oh fuck Will…what’s happening…Ughhhnnnn!!!” She thrusts her pussy in his mouth and cries out. Spike licks all of her juices and gently keeps thrusting in and out as she rides her orgasm. She lies back down and whimpers as she calms down. Her legs fall all the way open and she looks up and the ceiling.

“Oh god William…What was that?” She looks down at him and he licks his fingers clean.

“That, my love, was an orgasm. Pretty good eh?”

She blushes and nods. “If I would have known that was what one felt like, I would have done it a while ago!!!”

Spike crawls back up her body and kisses her lips. “Did you like it pet?”

She nods and hugs him. She pulls back and kisses his nose. “Thank you for doing that for me…It was amazing. But…I’m not ready for…I’m not ready to make love yet Will..” she looks down. “I’m sorry.”

Spike raises her head back up and kisses her lips. “You have nothing to be sorry about. Thank you so much for what you have already given me baby. You have no idea how much that meant to me. I will wait forever for you, don’t you know that? So don’t be sorry for anything luv.”

She smiles as he lies back down on the bed and throws the covers over them. She lays her head down on his shoulder and yawns. “Thank you William.”

Once Spike has felt she is finally asleep, he kisses her head and closes his eyes.

“I love you Buffy Summers”