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Okay, hello again everyone. It's Sunday and I've received 22 new emails and
sequel requests since Saturday. I'm bowing to the inevitable and writing a
sequel, two days after I finished the last one. You might ask yourself what the
point was but I like to finish my stories on a good note, before more trouble
gets to the characters, i.e., the news about Glory, Dawn, and Joyce. Well you'll
just have to see how this turns out for the characters. I think that I've
finally figured out how to successful separate the scene, (fanfiction.net won't
let me insert a line, very annoying).
Quick notes, another writer here, Kallysten made my day by reviewing my story,
since I absolutely love her stories, (especially the trilogy starting with His
Childe), so thank you.
I'm jumping back in time to the morning after Spike and Buffy first got
together, meaning they have to go and tell the gang. He he.
Buffy stretched, she felt like the cat in the saying that got the cream, except
that she was the cat who got the cream and new there was plenty more where that
came from. She turned over and noticed the weight of Spike's arm over her waist.
It was a big day in more than one. Her mom was coming home. Buffy's heart leapt.
She couldn't wait to get her mom here. Then they could try and pretend that this
whole thing had never happened, get back to where they had been. Her mom,
playing mediator while she and Dawn fought. She had learnt that she definitely
wasn't ready to be a real adult yet.
Buffy also knew that they were going to go to the Magic Box together and tell
the gang about, well . . .them. She was nervous; she wasn't worried about Giles
or Willow. She was worried about Xander; he was bad at the 'grey area' thing.
Buffy felt the arm around her tighten slightly and she looked at the man next to
her in the bed. "Morning."
Spike sat up, "Mornin' pet." Next second Buffy began to giggle, "What?" Spike as
smiling along with her.
"You're covered in peanut butter and melted ice-cream."
Spike snaked out a hand and ran it over her bare stomach, "So are you."
Buffy looked down at herself, taking in the mess of their midnight snack, she
could see the rest all over the bed "It's a good job you're a tidy eater. We'd
have ended looking like something out of a slasher movie."
Spike laughed, "True. When's your mom home?"
Buffy looked at the clock, "This after noon in about four hours. Giles is going
to take us to the hospital and bring us all back. I wanted to give the place a
quick clean before she got here. Thought I might get Dawn to lend us a hand."
Spike looked at her with his eyebrows raised in mock seriousness, "Great pet,
less than twenty four hours and you've already scripted me for housework. Honey
moon period over already."
Buffy smiled and leant down to kiss him, "Welcome to the life that you so wanted
to be a part of."
Spike pulled her to him deepening the kiss. He could handle all parts if he got
this one.
* * * Buffy stumbled out of bed about an hour later to run and grab the phone,
"Hello?"
Giles voice came over the phone, "Buffy. We were wondering when you wanted Dawn
brought over."
Buffy felt a little guilty, her sister might need a little sisterly time. "As
soon as possible."
"Right. I'll bring her right over. Uh . . .Buffy?"
Buffy felt something coming here, "Yeah?"
"How are things? You know uh . . .with Riley?"
Buffy gritted her teeth, "Actually, Riley's gone."
"Oh Buffy I'm so sorr . . ."
Buffy cut him off, "I'm not sorry Giles, it was the best thing but I do need to
talk to you about how and why and how things are now."
There was a silence "Does this have anything to do with . . . Spike?"
Buffy flinched a little, there really was no fooling her Watcher, "Look, we need
to talk about this later. We're meant to be meeting at the Magic Box later
right, Glory research?"
"Uh . . . Yes. I have an idea."
"Okay well when we come to talk about that I'll tell you then. I want to do this
face to face."
Buffy could have sworn that she heard Giles cleaning his glasses, "Okay. I'll
drop Dawn off in a few minutes. I won't come in because Anya's doing an
inventory and frightening everyone. I'll also pretend that you didn't say when
'we' come to talk about that. See you later."
"Bye."
* * * Buffy was constantly fighting the urge not to laugh. Spike was sat in her
bath fully clothed with Dawn as they scrubbed the enamel. As Buffy had expected
her sister's only response to learning about Buffy and Spike's relationship had
been 'about time'. Spike had ruffled the girl's hair and declared with a
flourish that it obviously wasn't hereditary; all the Summers women apart from
Buffy had excellent taste in men. Buffy was scrubbing the sink ready for her
mom's returned, keeping her mind focused was difficult, after all it wasn't
everyday you saw one of the undead in rubber gloves.
* * *
Joyce Summers walked through the door of her home with a sigh. God it felt good
to be there. She had been worried that she might never be there again. Giles had
been good enough to pick her up and observant enough to see that she wasn't
really up to entertaining guests at the moment. She flopped down on the sofa,
"The place looks spotless girls. You been at this all day?"
Dawn grinned, "Yeah! But we had a little help."
Joyce smiled at her youngest daughters enthusiasm, "Tell me you didn't rope the
entire gang in to help you."
Buffy flushed, "Um . . . no. Not exactly. Spike gave us a hand."
Joyce looked at erh daughter expectantly, "And Riley?"
"Has gone. He's taken off with the military to some jungle."
Joyce smiled to herself. She had nothing against the boy personally, he had
always been polite and treated Buffy well, but she did know that he wasn't the
man to truly make her daughter happy, and anyway she liked Spike, "And is Spike
still here?"
Buffy flushed a very deep crimson, "Yeah. He said that he didn't want to get in
the way of your homecoming so he'd stay out of the way."
Joyce frowned, "You tell him that he's to come out of hiding, he wont be in the
way. Besides, if you're . . ." Joyce tried to phrase is delicately, "In a
relationship now, there isn't much that he won't find out from or share with one
of us three."
* * *
Spike had come downstairs and made hot chocolate for them all. He hadn't talked
o much as listened. To the three women of the Summers house, as they caught up
on each others lives. He smiled every now and then thinking how they had
accepted him into their family, not only because of Buffy. Joyce and dawn liked
him because of him. According to Buffy, Joyce had even encouraged her. He liked
this feeling, like he was wanted, like he belonged.
* * *
Chapter 2:
Buffy and Spike stood facing the door of the Magic Box. They were trying to
steel themselves to actually walk through it. Spike wasn't exactly keen to admit
it but he was almost as terrified as Buffy obviously was. He was going to be a
big part of her life. He got that, but the people through this door were a big
part of her life too. They had been for five years. They had talked before,
about what they were going to say; how they were going to say it . . .
"Look just explain to them that I love you and you love me and we're together."
Spike nodded, "You know what Xander's going to be like though don't you?"
Buffy nodded and closed her eyes; "I'm trying desperately not to think about it
if you must know. He's going to start in about how many times you tried to kill
us, how you're a soulless demon, you know the usual."
"Well he accepted Angel eventually didn't he pet?"
Buffy shrugged, "He never really did. That was the thing, he tolerated him
because I was in love with him, but I don't think that he ever truly accepted
him."
"Well, I don't want to be best friends. All he has to do is tolerate me, and
I'll tolerate him."
"He's going to really focus on the whole, 'you tried to kill us' thing. And
'what happens if the chip stops working'."
Spike felt himself tense, "That's still an issue is it?" Didn't she know? Even
if it did, he wouldn't hunt anymore. He'd lose her and she was much more
important than feeding, even if something happened to her, he wouldn't do it. He
knew that she would hate it. He would not do anything to cause her to feel
anything but love for him. He just wouldn't. Didn't she get that?
Buffy smiled sympathetically and sat across his lap straddling his waist, "I
know that you love me. It's not an issue anymore. I trust you. I'm just saying
that they might not. It's not a question of whether I can deal it's a question
of whether you can."
Spike relaxed and wrapped his arms around her waist, "I can deal. There are only
two of your friends whose opinions I give a damn about. The witches. And after I
helped with Tara, they kinda like me."
Buffy smiled, "Yeah, you were definitely the good guy."
Spike frowned and pretended to sulk, "You mean I'm not bad anymore?"
Buffy lowered her head to kiss him, "Don't be stupid. Of course, you're bad.
* * * Spike proving how bad he was had made them late for the Scooby meeting.
Now they were still trying to steal themselves to open the door, "We could just
run away? Join the French foreign legion? How does that sound?"
Buffy was only half kidding but Spike was apparently having none of it, "They're
kinda big on the whole going out in the day. And what about you're mom, your
sister, the Hell mouth, glory, the Scoobies . . ."
"Yeah yeah okay." Buffy put her hand and the door handle, "You ready?"
Spike took a deep unneeded breathe and nodded.
Buffy opened the door and they stepped inside.
* * *
Xander was quite anxiously waiting for Buffy and Riley to arrive. Giles hadn't
told them anything except that they would be coming round tonight. He simply
wouldn't tell them anything else, but he had that look. That look he got when
one of them was doing something that he didn't approve of. Xander was worried.
Obviously, Buffy had caught up with Riley or Giles wouldn't have said that
'they' were going to be here, but why was he being so secretive.
* * *
Willow had a feeling that she knew what was going on. There was no way that
after the way Buffy had been talking about Spike that things could continue as
they had been. Had something happened? Was it possible, was 'they' Buffy and . .
. Spike. In a way, Willow hoped so. In a very warped kind of way, she liked the
blonde vampire. He of course had threatened their lives, but he really did seem
to have changed. And he loved Buffy. Any fool could see. And Willow had the
feeling that Buffy really did love him. And Spike was . . .well there really
wasn't anything other word for it . . .Spike was cool. Willow knew that she
could get to like him very much.
* * *
Xander's head snapped up as soon as the door opened. He looked as though he had
seen a ghost. Buffy took a very deep breath, "Hey guys."
Xander took in the fact that Buffy's hand was in Spike's, "Buff? What is going
on? Where's Riley."
Buffy looked at them all and sat down at the table with Spike next to her, "Guys
I need to tell you some stuff. Now this is kinda hard for me so just let me talk
and then . . .well we'll have a Q & A session later. Okay, first off all Riley's
gone. He left last night. I told him to go because I told him that I didn't love
him. He took it pretty well and went off with the military. Second. I told Riley
to go because for a while now I've been in love with someone else. And that
person is Spike." Buffy took in the looks on the faces of the people around her,
people that she loved. Giles looked stressed but accepting. Willow smiled at
Buffy, proving that at least she had one of her best friends support. Tara's
face showed a pleasant blandness. Anya was smiling pleasantly but Xander's face
showed absolute horror. "I don't expect you all to like it. But I do expect you
to accept it. Because you all love me."
A stunned silence followed. Willow was the first to actually move. She stood up
and walked round the table to wrap her arms around Buffy. Buffy was surprised
but she didn't hesitate to return her friends embrace, "Congrats Buffy."
Buffy smiled at her friend with tears of gratitude in her eyes but it was what
Willow didn't next that shocked everyone. She walked round Buffy had bending
down she hugged Spike. Spike was as shocked as anyone but he returned it
awkwardly, Willow stood and took one of his hands, "Because Buffy trusts you, I
do to unless you give me a reason not to. There is a condition though."
Spike frowned but nodded, "What's that?"
"If you hurt my friend, I'll take out my voodoo doll and make you sorry that
you're a man."
Spike smirked, "I can live with that."
* * *
Xander couldn't believe that this was happening. He had thought that she would
have gone to Riley and that they would have made up. But instead, she had gone
and fallen in love with the blood sucking undead! Xander stood, "Buffy?"
Buffy had been smiling at Willow but now she looked to him, "Yes?"
"Are you out of your mind?"
Buffy flinched at the harshness of his tone, "No Xander. I'm not out of my mind.
I love him, we don't always choose these things, and I know that the vampire,
slayer combination isn't ideal but it's the way that it's going to be and the
way that it is. I want you to tell me that you can accept this."
Xander just stood there shaking his head with his mouth open. Spike stood
quickly, eyes flashing just a tinge of yellow, "You won't accept it? Not even
for her, not after everything that she's done for you."
Buffy tugged on his arm, "Spike sit down please."
"No Buffy." He spun round again to face Xander, "Has she ever judged you about
your decisions? I don't think that she has."
Xander seemed to find his voice, "You're the evil undead, and you want to me to
accept that my best friend loves you? What? Isn't a normal guy enough?"
Buffy started to cry, and Spike got angrier, "True I'm the evil undead but in
case you haven't notice your girlfriend has been around killing people for a
thousand years before I even started. So you've got the jump on me." Spike
looked to Anya, "Not trying to offend you love."
Anya just smiled, "I'm not offended. It's al the truth."
Xander glared at the vampire, "She's not a demon anymore."
"Yeah and that was stolen from her. I don't kill anymore and that was stolen
from me. But even if I had the choice, I wouldn't go back to it. I'd choose
Buffy."
Xander didn't seem to have anything to say.
"I'm not telling you that we have to be friends. I'm saying that you have to
tolerate me and I'll tolerate you." Spike pointed to Buffy, "She has been you're
friend for five years, are you really going to lose her because you don't like
her boyfriend?"
Xander looked at Buffy. He didn't want to lose his friend. His friends were
everything to him; they were his family. And if she wanted to be with Spike,
well the vampire was right, it didn't matter how much he disapproved, it wasn't
his choice. He wasn't prepared to lose. "You're right. I'm sorry Buffy."
Buffy smiled at him and she moved forward as he hugged her. She knew that he
didn't like Spike, but then Spike didn't like him either. They would just have
to get on. They were both important to her.
Chapter 3:
After a few looks between the two of them Xander and Spike sat down opposite
each other. They were glaring but not saying anything that might offend Buffy.
Buffy however was not blind and the awkwardness was starting to cut. She looked
to her watcher, "So Giles what do you think?"
Giles just gave her a long-suffering smile, "It really doesn't matter what I
think." Buffy was about to tell him that it mattered very much to her what he
thought but he continued, "Now that we've dealt with that, I have some news, or
rather I might be able to get some."
Willow looked puzzled, "Either I'm really dumb or you're not making sense."
Giles smiled indulgently at the witch, "I have not been able to turn up anything
about Glory myself. I have searched all of my books, texts, I've even been to a
few spirit guides, but I've turned up nothing."
Xander frowned, "But I thought you said that you might have news?"
"Well, yes. I've been in touch with the council of Watchers. I think that
they'll be able to help us find out more about her. They have many more
resources than we do."
Buffy flinched inwardly, "Giles you know how I feel about the Watchers."
Giles glared at her, "Buffy if you have a better idea present it now." Buffy was
shocked at how harsh his voice was but she said nothing, "Right. Well then, in
that case we have no other choice. I will be going to England in two days and I
will see what I can find out. In the mean time, I think that we should try to
avoid her."
"With you there. I've only seen her once but I don't want to see her again.
She's all scary." Willow gave a little shudder, but felt Tara squeeze her and
comfortingly.
Giles stood, "Well in know that this meeting ahs been short if not sweet. Buffy
I'll require you tomorrow for a little training please, at around ten am. To the
rest of you, good night. I have to go home and make a few phone calls. Anya
could you please make sure to lock up?" Anya nodded, "Good night again."
Giles walked to the back of the store and left through the training room.
* * *
Buffy was lost in thought as she walked home holding Spike's hand tightly. Giles
had been cold. She knew what this was about even if she didn't want to admit it
to herself. Giles was mad with her about Spike. And yet, he had been the first
person that she had told about him. He had seemed to take it all right then, why
suddenly different? But Buffy knew the answer to this too. When it had been a
fling, it wasn't a big deal, but now that Buffy had fallen in love with the
vampire, it was a big deal again. She cast her mind back to the things that had
happened to Giles when she had last fallen in love with a vampire. His
girlfriend had been murdered and left mangled on his bed, Angel had almost
killed him, and then he had spent about twelve hours being tortured by the
vampire. As much as she didn't want to admit it, Giles did have a reason to be
rattled. She felt a wave of guilt wash over her. She could have handled this
better, a lot better than she had at any rate.
There was no way to make it seem normal and okay, but she had rather thrust it
on them without much regard for their feelings and they were her friends. Giles
was more than that. He was practically her father and she had not been fair
really.
* * *
Spike had not missed the attitude of the watcher, but unlike Xander he don't
expressed it. In an odd way, this seemed to hurt Buffy more. Rather than just be
abusive, he had bitten his tongue, however much he disapproved and respected her
wishes. Spike suspected that this had hurt Buffy even more than Xander had.
Spike took his hand from hers and wrapped his arm around her shoulder, "Hey pet.
You okay?"
Buffy looked up to him, "Yeah. I went fine, great. They all accepted you."
Spike stopped and touched her face, "Pet. . ."
Buffy wrapped her arms around his waist and buried her face in his chest, "He
was so cold. He didn't want to hurt me so he didn't say anything, but I know how
he was feeling. He was mad at me, disappointed in me. He did this once before.
When I didn't tell him that Angel had come back from hell. He supported me in
front of the gang but he was so hurt and angry. I thought for a while that he
might never forgive me."
Spike felt his stomach clench, he knew how highly she regarded Giles' opinion
and how much it must hurt that he wasn't happy with her. He just didn't know how
to make it better for her. "He'll see pet. In time he'll see, I'm no threat to
him or the others."
"That's not what it is. That's not what bothers him so much."
Spike was confused, "Then what is it?"
"It's that I would put him through this again. That I would fall in love with
another vampire, fly in the face of my duty and, in his opinion, betray
everything that he and I have spent my whole life fighting.
"He sees it as a personal thing. He spent months supporting me when Angel turned
evil and now he feels like I'm risking disaster again, this time I'm even doing
in deliberately."
Spike tipped her face up to him, "Love, I'm not Angel. This is not the same.
Don't you know that?"
Buffy angrily pushed her hair out of her face, and stepped away from him a
little, "Of course I know that. What do you think that I'm stupid? I know that
you're different."
Spike laughed, "All right no need to get so cross." But inside he was calming,
he had been worried for a second that she was doing this because she thought he
was Angel, but he could tell that she didn't. She got it.
"Yeah well have a little faith in me. When I say that I love you, I mean that I
love you, you bleached moron." Spike just smiled at her and she calmed, "Now
will you kiss me already?"
Spike took her in his arms and kissed her. She shivered into his touch and
wrapped one hand around his neck. Buffy rubbed her other hand over his shoulder
eventually pulling away fro a second a little breathless, "Home. Now."
Part 4:
Buffy punched the mats held by her tense Watcher. Really tense. Every time he
spoke he was hard and cold, "Switch. Left lead."
Buffy did as she was told. She took another stab at conversation, "So do you
really think that they'll help us."
Giles made a dismissive move with his eyes, "I wouldn't be going if I didn't
think that they could. Whether they will or not is another matter. You're not
exactly their favourite Slayer and I'm not their favourite Watcher. You're
dropping your shoulder I can see when you're going to attack."
Buffy flinched at his harsh tone. She tried to regulate her punches, but she
could feel that they were off. She was stressed. Spike had done a pretty good .
. .well an amazing job of relaxing her last night but now . . . well now she was
worried again. She hated it when Giles was mad at her; it felt wrong. It was
more hurtful than when anyone else was mad because it as so rare. Even when
Angel had lost his soul Giles hadn't been mad at her. He had supported her,
loved her, even after the death of Jenny. Buffy's mind drifted as she continued
her punching.
"You're still dropping your shoulder I can see. You're doing it again. . ."
Buffy pulled away and began to take off her wraps. She was hurt, Giles was cross
and picking at her and it hurt, "We're not done here Buffy. We have more to do."
Buffy spun round to face him her eyes filled with tears, "Oh I completely agree.
We're not done here. But we're done here, because if you keep speaking like this
to me, one of us is going to do something that we'll regret. You are going to
explain to me what is bothering you."
Giles stared hard at her for a couple of seconds, "Nothing is bothering me
Buffy." Giles turned away and headed towards the door.
Buffy moved forward and tugged gently on his arm, "No, tell me. This can't go on
tell me."
Giles turned around and pulled his arm away from her, "I don't want to talk
about it Buffy."
Buffy flinched again at the tone in his voice but she wasn't going to give up
now, "It doesn't matter what you want right now. We need to talk about this."
Giles stared at her, eyes blazing, "Of course I doesn't matter what I want
Buffy. It never does matter does it Buffy. In fact, it never matters what anyone
wants except you. You. The Slayer. You're bringing another vampire into our
group and into your bed. And it doesn't matter what we think as long as you are
happy. Well you're not a child anymore. There is no excuse in inexperience
anymore. Do you have any memory of how this worked out last time? Someone I
loved was killed, as were numerous other people. I was tortured nearly to death
and the entire world was nearly pulled into hell. I don't see how this situation
is going to come out even better. To make things even worse, this vampire has no
soul."
Giles took a breath and seemed to shudder, as though as he had been talking he
had been letting out something toxic that was inside of him. Buffy felt the
tears spill down over her cheeks and she nodded and swallowed. Anger was
blooming inside of her and she wanted to kick Giles and at the same time, she
wanted him to hug her and tell her that he didn't mean it and that everything
was going to be okay. Instead, she took a deep breath and looked straight at the
man she considered her father, "You have no right to say anything like that to
me. It isn't like you have never made mistakes. In case you don't remember your
past nearly killed Jenny once too."
Giles' flared again, "How dare you? That was an accident."
Buffy's eyes blazed, "So was what happened with Angel. Except that if Jenny had
told us everything that she knew in the first place we might have been able to
do something about it, the world would never have been in danger, I wouldn't
have had to kill my lover and the 'numerous' people wouldn't have died." Giles
looked as though he was about to speak. "No! You've had your say. I'm going to
have mine. Everything single person in the 'group' that you refer to
collectively has made bad decisions in case you don't remember. Willow fell for
a robot. Xander for a praying mantis, an ancient Incan Mummy, and then for an
ex-demon. Willow managed to cast a spell that nearly killed us all and Xander
did the same, resulting in me ending up a rat. Okay, I may have made I lot of
mistakes, but we all have, and I have never reproached any of you. You're my
friends and my family, I love you all. I have always respected your partners and
I've forgiven you for mistakes like you've forgiven me. I am in love with Spike.
Nothing you can say will change it and I won't give him up. Before you judge me,
think about it. You've done plenty of things wrong too."
Buffy grabbed her bag and stalked out of the back door, leaving Giles with his
mouth open.
* * *
Buffy headed straight home. She stormed down the street. It was weird. In one
way, she felt bad. She shouldn't have said what she said to Giles, but then she
knew that he shouldn't have said what he said to her either. It had been cruel
and unnecessary. She just had to hope that when he came to his senses and calmed
down a little he was going to see that. Buffy opened the front door of her house
and slipped inside. Dawn was at school and her mom was at the hospital for her
check up. She slipped up the stairs and poking her head through her door, she
saw Spike sat on her bed reading her baby book. Her mother had started that
thing when she had been pregnant with Buffy, thinking that it was a nice idea.
Dawn had one too.
Buffy knocked on the door and Spike's lifted his head to look at her. "Hey love.
Weren't you a cute baby?"
Buffy flushed, "I can not believe that you found that thing. Did you
deliberately start looking for things that could embarrass me beyond words?"
Spike smiled and stood, "Absolutely. Yep. Such a cute baby. What happened there
eh?"
Buffy made a sound of mock outrage and smacked him lightly on the chest. "Mean."
Spike slipped his arms around her waist, "Not fair. I can't fight back."
Buffy ran her hands up his chest, "You could definite win though. You just have
to try the non-violent approach." Buffy pulled Spike's head down to hers.
* * *
Buffy lay, relaxed in front of Spike. He stroked the back of her neck with his
fingers and she sighed. He liked it when she did that. He liked to lie like this
with her. He like it when she was happy. But now . . .he knew that she wasn't
really happy. Something was really, really bothering her. He had a feeling it
was something to do with her Watcher. The old guys disapproval had been obvious.
Spike also knew that she didn't want to talk about it, probably didn't even want
to think about it. But that wasn't the point she was going to have to deal with
it at some point. "Buffy?"
Buffy gave a slight sigh, "Yeah?"
"I think we need to talk pet."
Buffy turned over to face him with a look of worry in her eyes, "Normally when a
guy says that he's going to do one of three things, break up with you, tell you
he's gay or say that he hates a member of your family. I don't think it's the
first, I'm hoping it's not the second and I already know that you hate Xander.
So you can not surprise me."
Spike just laughed, "Well, none of the above actually Slayer. This is about your
Watcher."
Buffy stiffened in his grasp ever so slightly. He might not even have noticed if
he hadn't had his hands on her back, "What about him?"
Spike gave her a look, "Don't pet. You know that I know there's something."
Buffy smiled, "He doesn't approve. Just like I thought really. He said some
really hurtful things, you know, how I didn't care about my friends as long as I
was happy." Spike looked enraged but Buffy spoke quickly, "Don't worry I said
equally hurtful things about Jenny Calendar, and how Angel and her own death had
been Giles' fault."
Spike looked shocked, "Well, I hate to sound like a parent refereeing their
kids, but I think it's only fair to say that you both have some serious
apologising to do. Neither or you should have said what you said."
Buffy looked a little shamed faced, "Yes I know. I shouldn't have said it and
neither should he, but now I don't actually know what to say to him to make it
right. And I do want to. You know make it right."
Spike pulled her body to his, "You'll make it right between the two of you, and
you normally manage to do it in the end. He loves you and people who love each
other sometimes say hurtful things because they care. I know that that doesn't
actually help but it is true. The more you love someone, the more you actuall
know how to hurt tham. Goes with caring."
Buffy smiled, "Whendid you ge so damn philosophical?"
"I used to be all poetic all the time."
"Really?"
"Oh yeah. Don't worry though. I outgrew it."
* * *
Buffy pulled her shirt over her head. "Believe me I don't want to go. But he's
going today and I don't really want to let him go all the way to England with
this hanging between us. I just . . .I need to fix it."
Spike pulled on his jeans, "You should go. I told your mom that I'd join her for
hot chocolate at some pioint this evening so when you get home we'll probably be
here, maybe even with the little bit."
Buffy looked up at him, "What's the little bit?"
Spike smirk, "The little bit, is your sister. As in a little bit of you."
Buffy smiled and wrapped her arms around his waist, "I love you, you know that?"
Spike kissed her, "I'm starting to learn pet."
Buffy pulled her boyfriend's mouth back down to hers. Spike gripped her waist
for a few seconds before pushing her away gently. "Go. Right now. If you don't
you're not going anywhere tonight."
Chapter 5:
Buffy stood outside the Magic Box for the second time in as many nights tying
to force herself to go inside. She was terrified. She was afraid that maybe this
time they had gone too far. That they had both said things that they didn't
really mean and now they were going to be unable to make it up even after
everything that they had been through together.
Buffy put her hand on the door handle and pushed open the door.
* * *
Giles felt awful. Thinking back over time and the things that they had been
through together, he had realised something. Firstly, that she was right. They
had all done things that were . . .questionable. Not least he, what with his
occult. That had nearly killed them three years ago. And even though Spike
himself was . . . questionable in himself, he did have to admit that there was
less of a threat in him than there was in Angel. Even if something bad happened
between Spike and Buffy, the vampire could not actually do anything to hurt
them, what with the chip. He had over reacted. And as much as what Buffy had
said had hurt him, he knew that she hadn't actually meant it. She had been hurt
. . .hurt by him. The very idea made him shudder. So many things in Buffy's life
hurt her; he didn't want to be one of them. Not him.
Giles grabbed his jacket and headed for the door just as it was pushed open by a
tiny blonde-haired Slayer.
* * * Buffy looked up to see Giles coming towards her with his jacket half on,
"Hey."
"Buffy!"
Buffy looked at him and prepared herself for another onslaught. Instead, Giles
came towards her and put his arms around her. Buffy only hesitated for a second
out of shock before she returned his hug.
Giles pulled back and steered her to the table and chairs with one hand round
her back, "I'm so terribly sorry for what I said to you Buffy. You were right I
had absolutely no right to say any of it."
Buffy bit her lip and looked at him, "I had no right to say what I said either.
I'm so sorry. I really didn't mean it. I really didn't I swear. It wasn't your
fault. It wasn't her fault. It wasn't really anyone's fault. It was an
accident."
Giles squeezed her shoulder, "I know you didn't mean it."
"I cared for Jenny you know."
Giles smiled at her, "I know that you did Buffy. I know that you did."
"I know that you don't like Spike. I know that it's difficult . . ."
Giles stopped her, "Buffy you don't have to. I over reacted. It just felt like
we'd already played this scene, but I know. It's different. I won't lie to you
and say that I'm completely comfortable with the situation. But I do know that
he seems to make you happy and that's what's important."
Buffy smiled, "He does make me happy. He really does."
* * *
Buffy waved from the door as Giles drove to the airport. God she felt so much
better. She had been truly afraid that they might never work it out.
It felt good now that things were back to the way they should be, Giles begging
her not to let Anya and Willow destroy the shop as they fought for Xander's
attention.
That was another weird situation. And poor Xander stuck in the middle of this
completely weird scenario. She would have thought the Xander would have enjoyed
having two pretty women fighting over him, but he'd apparently had enough of
that during the love spell. Now he just wanted them to get along. The one thing
that they didn't seem in the mood to do. Typical.
* * *
Anya glared at the two witches stood in the middle of the shop. They were doing,
well . . .something. She had no idea what it actually was but it involved
touching stock. She didn't like it. It wasn't theirs. It was the way that she
earned money. And they were touching it. Anya took a breath tried to call to
memory Xander's humanize Anya rules and walked over to the table.
"What are you doing?"
Willow looked up at her as though she had forgotten that Anya was even in the
shop. "Oh. We're going to try out a few spells."
Tara smiled pleasantly, "You see there's this thing you can do where you create
light and we thought, what if we could make, like simulated sunlight?"
Willow bounced on her toes in excitement, "Yeah. So there Buffy is middle of the
night, and she finds this whole nest of vamps. And then she just goes
'Presto!'."
"Only it won't be 'Presto!' exactly."
"And then whoomph. There's a floating ball of sunlight. Vamps get dusty."
Anya shook her head. God, she had wanted an answer not a five-act play. "That's
swell. But you can't use this stuff. Giles has only been gone two days and
you're already making trouble. You shouldn't do things while he's gone."
Willow grinned, "You're the fish!"
Anya decided that no matter what Xander thought about one of his two best
friends, this girl was insane, "What?"
"The fish in the bowl in 'The Cat In The Hat'."
"What are you talking about?"
Tara decided to cut in, obviously trying to avoid another row between the two.
"It's this book, this cat does all this mischief."
"It's so cute, he balances a bunch of stuff including that fish in the bowl, but
don't try it for real when you're six. Cause then you're not allowed to have
fish for five years."
Anya grit her teeth in annoyance, "You're referencing literature I have no way
to be familiar with. You're trying to make me feel left out and you're
stealing."
Willow looked shocked, "I'm not stealing! I'm just taking things without paying
for them. In what twisted dictionary is that stealing?" Willow seemed to realise
the absurdity of this argument in the middle somewhere.
Tara flinched. There was definitely another argument brewing between the two.
Well, looked like she was referee. She truly felt sorry for Xander; he so did
not deserve this in any way, shape or form, "Willow maybe we should just pay . .
."
Willow was not having any of that however. The redhead hated above most other
things being told what to do by Anya. It always seemed to rub her up the wrong
way. There was an element there of simply mistrust. After all, Anya had been
responsible for her evil twin. And Willow was always afraid that something was
going to happen to turn Anya evil, not unlike Angel, and then Xander was going
to get it in the neck. And there was another thing, Anya assumed herself equal
with Willow in everything, despite the fact that the gang had been together
three years longer than Anya had been there. She knew that this was unfair.
After all, she expected Tara to be considered equal, but then Tara had never
been evil. It was a combination of all these things that made Willow always
answer back when normally with anyone else she would let it slide. These things
made her answer now. "Anya, Giles would be totally fine about this. Come on
it'll be fun." Willow took a breath and tried to relax, olive branch time, "We
could show you how to do some stuff, you could be floating pencils by the end of
the day."
Anya considered this for a moment, "Sometimes, I miss having powers . . .Oh! Oh!
I know what this is. This is peer pressure any minute now you're going to make
me smoke tobacco and have drugs."
Willow rolled her eyes and focused on a tube of blue solution. "Look how easy."
The tube floated and spun around.
Anya scowled, "Hey! Don't float the merchandise."
Willow turned around started lifting the other things on the counter. She knew
that she was being childish but she loved annoying the ex-demon.
"Stop that."
The bell above the Magic Box door jingled as Xander came threw it, "Hey look at
this my two favourite girls." His eyes fell on Tara and he smiled, "Three
favourite girls."
Anya immediately rounded on Xander, "Xander, Willow's stealing. She's a
burglar."
Willow also spun round and appealed to Xander, "Right! The cunning, daylight, in
front of everyone, burglar. Xander I'm just doing a spell to help Buffy. . ."
Tara listened and flinched as she saw Xander going rather red in the face. She
felt like she should do something. Tell them both to back off a little maybe.
She was sorry for him. Couldn't exactly be easy. Before she could say or do
anything, however Xander had lost his temper with both of them.
"Okay you know what? I'm tired of being the one in the middle here. I'm not
going to let you two drag me into this."
Willow backed off, "I'm not."
Xander was apparently too angry to listen right at this moment, "Whatever the
issue is between you two . . .just figure it out without me."
Xander turned and walked out of the shop.
Willow lowered her voice, "You made him mad."
Anya practically growled in response, "Me!"
"Tara. Who do you think he was more mad at?"
Oh no, no, no. She was not going to do this. "YOU know what. I think that you
two have some stuff you need to work out. Just really . . . talk."
* * *
Buffy glanced through her notes. New classes always scary but usually kinda fun.
And at least only one of her classes now she would be taking on her own. She had
been forced by a combination of choices to take twentieth century history on her
own. Ick! She really detested history, always had, always would. But now she was
taking one class with Willow, one with Tara, and one with both of them. Sounded
good to her. To make things even better, when she got home, she had a blonde
Spike waiting for her. Yum! Made her day complete. They were going patrolling
tonight. After catching up with the gang at the Bronze. Buffy pushed some notes
into her bag and followed Tara out of the lecture hall, "God! The professor spit
too much when he talked. It was like being at Sea World. The first five rows
will get wet."
Tara laughed, "That was just um, you know. Enthusiasm."
"Seemed very much like saliva. Seems, like a good course though."
"Yeah. I think it'll be good."
"You got plans for the after noon?"
"No."
Buffy grinned, "What do you say we go and get Willow and indulge in a little
after school hamburger?"
"We could. I was at the Magic Box earlier. And Will and Anya got involved in
this little squabble. Xander left them to it."
Buffy almost laughed, "Those two. Well, I think that it might be a good idea to
go and make sure that they don't demolish the shop."
Tara smiled, "The ex-demon vs. the witch. Could be kinda scary."
* * *
Willow closed her eye and concentrated, "Spirits of light I summon thee."
"Is it done?"
Red spots danced in front of Willow's eyes as she tried desperate not to scream,
"No! Shhhhh! Spirits. . ."
"Sorry I thought that you were done."
Willow spun around and turned on Anya, "Do you wanna screw this up?"
"No." Anya got to her feet and put down her pad, "No I'm sure that you can do
that all on your own."
"Anya you know what ever really has you mad, why don't you just say it, like you
do every other thought that stomps through your brain."
"I believe I have said it."
Willow shook her head in fury, "No you haven't come on. Let it out."
Both the girls were pushed against the wall as something large, hairy and
growling appeared. After a few moments, it turned around and growled at them.
The girls turned heard smashing noises as the creature pushed it's way out of
the shop.
Willow looked up a moment later, "He's not a ball of sunshine."
Part 6:
Tara pushed open the door of the magic Box and looked around in horror at the
destruction. Buffy saw it the next second. Without speaking, Tara ran through to
the back of the shop to try to locate her girlfriend.
"Willow! Anya!" Buffy checked around, under the counter, and round the corners
of the shop.
Tara ran back in the panic now evident on her face, "They're not back there
either. They're gone. Buffy, something's been here and Willow's gone."
Buffy gripped Tara's hand, "Don't worry. We'll get her back. Come on, this
thing's probably leaving a huge trail.
* * *
Willow flicked over the pages of the book. There was nothing in here that was
even close to being helpful. Though Anya wasn't helping either. She had to be
the worst driver ever to get a license. "You know I don't even know how we made
that guy, because . . .wow, advanced."
Anya frowned, "Nobody made him, he must have been trapped in that crystal and
you released him."
"I released him? No this feels like a 'we' thing. Or a 'you' thing. It
definitely feels like a 'you' thing."
Anya rolled her eyes and then quickly stopped because of the way the car swerved
with her actions, "Look, just find the reversal spell. And hurry look what he
did to that lamp-post"
"I'm trying. Put the top up the pages are all blow-y."
Anya was amazed at the girl's stupidity, "Well, I don't know how to put the top
up I only just figured out what the left peddle does. It makes us stop."
Anya pressed the brake sharply to illustrate her point. Willow felt her stomach
clench in horror. Well that certainly explained the worst driver ever to get a
license thing. Oh, wait. She hadn't! "You don't know how to drive? Why didn't
you say you didn't know how to drive?"
"Well, I couldn't know if I could until I tried could I?"
Willow tried to breath and came herself, "There's an overgrown . . ."
Anya interrupted impatiently, "Troll."
"What?"
"Troll on the loose. Now hold on, I'm going to push the right peddle harder, I
expect us to accelerate."
Willow gripped the handle to the door, "There's a troll on the loose and you're
going to CRASH GILES' CAR!"
Anya seemed to miss the tone of her voice and simply clarified, "It's likely
we're going very fast. You should have listened to me and not done the spell.
Giles put me in charge."
"Giles can be an idiot. The smart kind but still."
"Look, will you just find the spell."
Before Willow had time, to make a decent answer Anya had taken the car around
the corner at speed and several pages blew away, "Oh. That's gone."
* * *
Xander ordered a beer and big plate of nuts. He was pissed off. Listening to his
girlfriend argue with his friend was not exactly high on his list of 'fun things
to do'. He wasn't looking where he was going as he was wrapped up in his
thoughts and he ran straight into someone.
The blond haired English someone looked up, "Hey, watch it mate."
Xander sighed inwardly, so not what he needed right now, "Spike. Don't let me
stop you from not being here."
Spike smirked and pretended to go all school-girly, "I was here first."
Xander grimaced, "Ah ha. Go away."
Spike felt the urge to smack the guy in the head but he swallowed it as best he
could, "Now why would I do that when it's bugging you so much having me here."
Spike took a deep breath and tried to be . . .nice. "Something bothering you
Harris?"
Xander seemed shocked, "Um. No, well yes, but no."
Spike sighed, "Women trouble?"
Xander frowned, "How did you know?"
"What else is there in the world that can bother a bloke so much? Apart from,
you know, well making sex illegal."
Xander smiled slightly. "Yeah, you're right. But this time it's women, thank
god. Not the whole sex thing."
"Let me guess. Willow and Anya are still fighting over you and it's wearing a
little thin."
"How did you know Willow and Anya were fighting over me."
Spike smirked, "Do you really think that I'm that blind? They've been getting
that going on for weeks."
"How've you seen it coming when I missed it?"
The boy really was an idiot, "I've been around about a hundred years longer than
you."
Xander inclined his head, "Yeah, I guess you have."
* * *
Anya was still trying to follow that damn thing's trail. She wouldn't have
thought that in a place as small as Sunnydale an enormous troll was going to be
so hard to track. And whatever the witch said, it wasn't her fault, okay well
the making of the damn thing was her fault but the actual releasing of him
wasn't. She had only meant to make him suffer in some horrible and unimaginable
way, and a troll had been what she had thought of at the time. She was
deliberately not bringing, the whole 'I created him' thing up with Willow. That
was just going to make it sound like the witch was right, and she wasn't. She
just . . . wasn't.
* * *
"So, I get that you're together, but how did it happen? I mean, I've promised
Buffy that I'll be nice and I'm trying to be, but how in the hell did it start?"
Spike smirked, "Don't really know. I just, well I always knew that she was
beautiful and well, definitely worthy of a good shag but . . ."
Xander held up a hand with a groan, "Too much information, graphic mental
pictures coming to mind, I only meant, how did one of you make a move?"
Spike shrugged his shoulders, "I decided that I wanted to so I just kissed her."
Xander stared at Spike with something akin to awe, "You just kissed her, without
knowing if she wanted to be kissed? How did you know that she wouldn't like,
tell you that you were nothing and that she wasn't interested?"
"I didn't know for definite. I just wanted her so I tried my luck, and got
lucky."
"Wow. I don't think that I would have the nerve to try something like that. I
just . . . I mean, Anya actually made the first move with us."
Spike frowned, "Really? I guess that it shouldn't really be surprising. She does
seem pretty confident. Did she ask you to dinner or something?"
Xander smiled and blushed, "Uh, well the first time she asked me to the prom.
But then she did a runner rather than stay and face off with the mayor. When she
came back, she pretty much just came into my house and took her clothes of."
"I take it you got the message as to her intentions then?" Spike laughed.
"Loud and clear."
* * *
About half an hour and six beers each later the two men were getting rather
drunk. They were a bit slow on the uptake as something very large kicked in the
door.
Part 7:
Xander sighed, "Great, just when I was getting good and drunk. Does this mean I
actually have to move? Go and find Buffy?"
Spike shrugged, "I guess so."
Xander then looked at Spike, "Couldn't you handle him?"
"Yeah I could do that, but I'm paralysed with not being able to focus on which
one of him to hit."
Both men laughed as Anya and Willow came running through the door. Anya spotted
Xander and moved over to him, "Xander, I don't think that you should be here.
There's a troll."
Spike looked at Xander as the guy stood and clutched the table in an attempt not
to hit the floor, "Big guy, hammer, spinning a little? Think he's there."
The girls looked over at the troll. Spike could tell that he'd had too much to
drink; the troll seemed to be talking about eating babies.
* * *
Willow felt her shoulder's sag. God, this was getting ridiculous. They had
chased this thing all over town, and now that they had found it, they weren't
even exactly sure how they could stop it. "I wish Buffy were here."
Buffy suddenly appeared round the door dragging Tara behind her, "I'm here."
Willow closed her eyes, "I wish I had a million dollars." The others stared at
her like she had finally lost her mind. "Just checking."
"What's going on here?" Buffy stood with her hands on her hips glaring at them,
looking remarkably like a dragon.
Anya jumped in, eager not to be blamed for the trouble, "Willow stole
ingredients and released him from a crystal. He's a troll."
Buffy rolled her eyes, "I meant, why are those two rocking?"
All eyes now swivelled to Xander and Spike, who despite the troll were looking
quite cheerful, Spike got up from his seat, "We've been doing a little male
bonding pet."
Buffy nodded, "Oh yes?"
"Yes. I think we got a little carried away with the whole beer thing." Xander
smiled apologetically at his friend, "It's more my fault than his, I was
depressed because these two have been fighting."
Buffy raised her eyes brows, "Did you just stand up for Spike?"
Xander looked horrified, "No, no, no. . . Maybe."
Spike grinned, "See pet, I grow on people."
"Yeah like a fungus," said his girl. Buffy shook her head and looked over to
Anya, so what were you saying about the troll?"
Willow cut in, "We can stop him! I think, we have a spell."
Willow closed her eyes and calmed herself as she began to speak, before she had
even properly begun, the troll interrupted her, "Stop."
Willow grit her teeth in anger, "No body let's me finish!"
"You told the witch to do that Anyanka, you seem determined to put an end to all
my fun, just like you always did when we were dating."
All eyes swivelled to the ex-demon, who looked as though she was tying to find
the right words to express her obvious embarrassment. Spike spoke first, "You
dated a troll? Well at least there isn't much competition to make Xander feel
insecure here."
Both the men collapsed into drunken giggles as Buffy rolled her eyes, "You
actually dated a troll?" Buffy wrinkled her nose, "That troll?"
Anya gave an exasperated sigh, "Well, he wasn't a troll then, he was just a big
dumb guy, and you know he cheated on me and I made him into a troll which by the
way is how I got the, "Anya's voice petered out a little, "job as a vengeance
demon."
This seemed to infuriate the giant troll and he brought the hammer down on a
nearby table, "I DID NOT CHEAT! In my heart, there was only one wench. I had had
a great deal of meat, next thing you know I'm a troll. And then what happened?
Witches. Filthy dirty disgusting witches, they trapped me, I was imprisoned in
that crystal for centuries. You did this Anyanka, you will die for this."
At the mention on Anya dying, Xander seemed to recover himself a little, "But
you seem to enjoy the . . . being a troll."
The troll shrugged, I adjusted."
Buffy blanked pretty much the rest of the conversation, it was really getting
them no where she was going to have to do something about this troll, before he
killed everyone, though she wasn't actually looking forward to tackling
something that size. Then she had to get Spike home, sober him up, and give him
a good punishing for the amount of alcohol he had consumed. He couldn't have
timed it worse, with this thing she could have done with his help.
The troll taking another step towards them snapped Buffy out of her thoughts;
she moved forward and began the fight. Unfortunately for all concerned the troll
took a swing at her with the hammer. Buffy ducked and it crashed into one of the
supports holding up the top level of the club. Buffy rolled out of the way and
dragged Willow, who was directly in the way of the falling wood with her.
However, in the effort to protect her friend she had her back to the falling
debris. A piece of metal fell onto her and cut straight through her shirt.
Buffy's yelp of pain would have been enough to snap Spike to attention even if
the destruction hadn't been. He threw himself over the piles over wood, and the
strewn people to get to his Slayer. "Buffy? Slayer?" Spike lifted her a little
and she gasped in pain.
Spike growled in anger at the sight of the blood on her back, he ran a hand over
her forehead, "I'm okay Spike, and I'm just a little . . ."
Spike lifted her and lay her on the snooker table, "Are you alright, pet?"
Buffy lifted her head, she was about to answer, but something over Spike's
shoulder caught her attention. Spike turned and saw the troll coming towards
them. He growled again. He squeezed his lover's hand and then moved round to
face the troll, "Well aren't you an ugly bugger then."
The troll growled and took a swing at Spike. Spike dodged out of the way, "Now
normally, I don't care about people going on the rampage, but what I do mind is
when she gets hurt." Spike pointed at Buffy, "She's mine and now she's hurt.
That's a problem." Spike didn't bother to speak anymore; letting his anger fuel
his actions, he snap kicked the troll in the head. It stumbled back. Spike
punched it repeatedly growling. His face changed without him even realising as
the fight continued, the scent of Buffy's blood was in the air, and the fact
this thing had spilt it made him want to torture it for years.
Spike kicked the troll so hard in the leg that he heard a bone snap, as the
troll leant down in pain, Spike grasped it round the neck. He pulled hard to the
right until he felt the spinal column separate.
Dropping the corpse to the floor, he sighed. The troll had only landed one blow,
but it felt like he might have one or two or. . . he felt down. . . six cracked
ribs. Ignoring the pain, he moved over to his lover. He lifted her shirt up
slightly and saw the cut down her back. It was deep and still bleeding quite
heavily. She was drifting in and out of consciousness, "Willow!"
The girl picked herself up, limping slightly and made her way over to Spike past
Xander and Anya who were holding hands looking worried. Spike could tell that
she was trying not to cry. The expression on her face showed that she was
expecting Spike to yell at her for not getting out of the way quickly enough,
"Don't you dare think that this is your fault Red. It wasn't, it was an
accident. Just tell me, is there anything you can do? Magic? Or should we go to
the hospital?"
Willow looked relieved, but the tears started to stream down her cheeks, "I can
probably stop the actual bleeding, I mean stop her from losing blood, but she
might need stitches."
Spike stood to the side, "Do what you can then."
Willow moved forward, "Tara? A little help?"
Tara came over to her girlfriend and took her hand, "What are we thinking?"
Willow thought for about a second, "The spell we read about that time in the
magic box, about a month and a half ago."
Tara scowled, "That's heavy stuff."
"I hate to interrupt but can we do something about the gash down my lovers back
please?"
Both Willow and Tara flushed under his gaze. "Alright Will."
The girl's linked hands. They fixed their eyes to each other's, though as far as
Spike could tell they weren't actually speaking. They seemed to be whispering
something at the same time. The power was coming off them both in waves.
Especially off the red head. Spike took an involuntary step backward and then
moved forward again out of a desire to be close to Buffy. After a few seconds
that seemed to drag onward Willow pulled her hand away. She seemed to have a
light in her hand. Spike watched carefully as she lowered her hand and moved it
just over the length of Buffy's back. Spike watched in amazement as the wound
completely healed itself leaving no trace that it had ever actually been there.
Buffy stirred and lifted herself up onto her elbows. She caught sight of Willow
and Tara, "Guys what happened?"
Both of the witches stumbled backwards. Buffy jumped to her feet and grasped
their arms, leading them to chairs. Before she had moved two steps, she felt
someone's arms come around from behind her. "What the . . ?
She turned to see Spike, without thinking about it too much she just wrapped her
arms around him and held him, "God, Buffy. You're alright."
Buffy frowned in confusion, "I am not usually?"
Spike pulled away from her, and pulled the bloody part of her top around to show
her the stain, "Not when a troll ahs dropped something metal on you."
Buffy paled, "What happened to me?"
Willow looked as though she was going to cry again, "You were trying to get me
out of the way of falling balcony and it fell on you instead. Tara and I did a
spell to heal you. I'm so sorry . . ."
Buffy waved away the apology, "Don't be stupid, Are you okay?"
"I'm fine, yeah," said Willow turning the same colour as her hair. "Just a
little dizzy."
Buffy looked over to Xander and Anya, "You guys okay? Where's the troll?"
Anya pointed round the other side of the pool table and Buffy saw the huge
corpse, "Love to know how they're going to explain this to the town."
Anya nodded brightly, "Should be interesting."
Buffy looked around at the devastation, "We need to help the people we can and
check that someone has called an ambulance."
The Scoobies stood frozen for a second and then seemed to move as one, checking
on all the people around.
Buffy walked over to Spike and slipped her arms around his neck, pulling his
head down to kiss her, "You okay? I didn't think that you could actually go any
paler but I guess I may have just been proven wrong."
Spike held her tightly, "Do you have any idea how much you just scared me?"
Buffy smiled, "I'm sorry. Occupational hazard."
Spike wrapped his arms tightly around her and kissed her again.
Part 8:
"Wow Buffy, the place looks amazing." Willow looked around at the Summers
residence. She had expected to find it in at least a little disarray. Joyce
still wasn't well and Buffy was so busy catching up with her schoolwork.
Buffy beamed at her best friend, "I've been feeling very motivated of late, I
have loads of energy and cleaning seems as good a way as any to get rid of it."
* * *
Buffy's eyes flicked over to her lover, she had sworn not to reveal that the
vampire knew the difference between a window spritz and window sheen. He had
turned out to be a welcome issue as far as her mother was concerned. Since there
was nothing that he could do during the day, he tried to make himself useful,
breaking off for Passions of course. Spike had also become her little sister's
unofficial best friend. He took time to be with her, helped her with her
homework when she needed it and always agreed with her about her subjects,
(neither of them could see the point of Pythagorean Theorem).
After a few days, Spike had given up the pretence of actually living at his
crypt. Both he and Buffy had felt that it wasn't fair for him to just move into
the house, after all there were two other people to consider. Joyce had been the
deciding factor. After Spike had been staying there for a few days, he had made
to leave one night when a movie finished. Joyce had looked surprised and asked
where he was going. Spike had said he was going home, he didn't want to impose.
Joyce had quite sharply told him that he was home, unless she suddenly sprouted
large teeth she wasn't going to use the four blood bags in the fridge and that
the next movie was better than the last.
All pretence had been abandoned. Spike had watched the whole film with a big
smile on his face gripping Buffy's hand. The next evening he had gone and
fetched his things. Of course there had been several arguments then between the
two lovers. Fortunately they occurred when Joyce and Dawn were out, anyone else
who heard them may well have been worried.
"There is no way that I'm going to have those boots in my room Spike you'll just
have to get rid of them. They must be at least twenty years old."
Spike frowned, "They're thirty five and looking well for it. Where I go these
boots go. They're older than you, and you should respect your elders"
Buffy returned his scowl, "That doesn't even work when Giles tries it, you think
I'm going to listen to you and your boots? Think again."
Spike threw up his arms in exasperation, "If I can sleep in a room with your
vast array of stuffed animals you should be able to compromise with my boots."
"I don't have a 'vast array'," said Buffy doing a terrible imitation of an
English accent, "I have a few."
Spike dropped the boots on the floor, and launched himself over to the bed and
table near by, "A few? A few!" Spike began flinging them over his shoulder,
"One, two, three, four, five, six, seve. . ."
"Don't. You're messing them up."
Spike spun around, "Make me."
Buffy raised her eye-brows, "Make you? I can do that." Buffy walked quickly over
to her dressing table and grabbed a bottle of perfume.
Spike frowned in confusion, "What are you. . .?"
Spike's question was answered when she pulled the top off the perfume and then
picked up his boots, "Put them all back, where they were."
Spike looked at her, "You wouldn't dare."
"Wouldn't I? You know me better. Your stinky boots are not staying here."
"Did you just call my boots stinky?"
Buffy nodded, "I did."
Spike growled, picked up another stuffed animal, and threw it at Buffy.
Buffy stamped her foot, "That's it," She poured the perfume inside one of the
boots and over the other one.
Spike dived off the bed towards her with a growl, "Slayer!"
Buffy dropped the boots and rolled. Spike flew straight past her and crashed
into the door. He got to his feet rubbing his shoulder, "Bitch!"
Buffy looked at the vampire, and the soft toys all over the room, and she began
to laugh, she couldn't help it, it all seemed so damn funny. Spike glared at her
as she clutched at her stomach, "I'm sorry, it's just . . . Do you realise that
we used to argue about ways to save the world, ways to kill each other, now
we're arguing about who's shoes and toys stay in our bedroom.
Spike tried to maintain his growl, but the harder he tried the harder the slayer
laughed. Within a minute his face had started to crack, he started to laugh
until both of them were in a fit of absolute hysterics.
Spike moved across the room to the girl and wrapped his arms around her. Buffy
returned his embrace and she held him until their giggles subsided. Spike pulled
away and stroked his fingers down the side of her face. Buffy leaned into his
touch and ran her hands up and down his back. She leant upwards and pressed her
lips to his. Spike lifted her off her feet and lay her down amongst the toys.
Yep it was definitely good that no one was in the house with them.
* * *
Apart from their erotic arguments though, things were good, and they were well,
good. Buffy smiled to herself, yeah things were good, her smile fell a little,
which generally meant that things were going to go to hell. Spike noticed the
change in her and he went over to her. He took her hand and squeezed it. Buffy
didn't look at him but she squeezed his hand, "So what's up?"
The gang sat down, but Giles remained standing, "Well, I've had some, the
council of watcher's, they may have some information that may help us to
ascertain what we're dealing with."
Spike gripped Buffy's hand again, "So what watcher? When are they going to let
us know?"
Giles avoided eye contact with any of them, "I suppose we will find out when
they arrive."
Buffy tensed, "Arrive? They're coming here? Now . . .why do they have to come
here?"
Xander grinned, "Yeah don't they have phones? 'Hallo Buffy here's some stuff we
know pip pip.'"
Buffy pointed at Xander in support, "Yeah, phones. I'd like them on phones."
Tara looked confused "What's so bad about them coming here? I mean, Watchers.
That's just like other Giles's right?"
Giles looked flattered but Buffy cut him off before he could answer, "Yeah,
they're scary and horrible."
Spike smirked as Buffy looked embarrassed realising what she had just said,
Giles took it on the chin though, and carried on, "Well, they may appear a bit.
. . hard-nosed, but essentially their agenda is the same as ours, they want to
save the world and kill demons."
Anya went very pale, "Kill the current demons right? Current. Demons."
Buffy shivered unconsciously, "Giles I don't want them to come here, I don't
trust them; make them not come here."
Giles squirmed, "Well, they're probably already on their way. Our old friend
Quentin Travers is heading up the delegation."
"They put me through that test and then when I was Faith they almost killed me
again. Honestly, I really can't handle almost being killed right now."
Spike scowled, "They almost killed you? How is that exactly?"
Buffy turned slightly, "A test the Watcher's council gives to Slayers we'll go
into it later."
Spike put his hand on her shoulder, "You mean they put you through the
Cruciamentum? They still do that shit? And they did it to you?"
Buffy nodded in a resigned kinda way, "Oh yeah."
Spike's eyes flicked to Giles, "And you were her Watcher. You must have helped
them; taken away her strength. You did that to her?"
Giles went very red, "It's not as simple as that."
"What do you mean, not that simple? You either gave her something, without her
knowledge, or you didn't."
"I didn't want to. And I tried to get her out of it."
Spike looked as though he was going to speak again but Buffy put her hand on his
arm, "Don't. That was how Giles was sacked, he tried to help me. Just leave it.
Please?"
Spike obviously didn't want to let it go, but looking at her face, he did. Tara
broke the very awkward silence that descended, "Are you sure they're English? I
thought English people were gentler than. . . normal people."
Anya if it was possible, looked even less happy about the set up than Buffy, "I
don't like this, they don't sound very ex-demon compatible."
* * *
Dawn crept down the stairs. She had heard them talking about her. They wouldn't
tell her if she asked, and she knew it. They would lie to her, as though she was
a stupid child.
Well she was not having it. If this . . .situation was something to do with her,
then she wanted to know about it. And if they wouldn't tell her, she planned to
find out.
Unfortunately, her mom caught her, "Dawn, what are you doing up at this hour. Go
back to bed."
Dawn spun round, "I was just . . . getting a snack"
Buffy heard the voices behind her and panic seized her, "Dawn! Are you
listening?"
Dawn scowled in irritation; "I can get a snack if I want to."
Buffy looked at Giles, "She was listening."
Willow shrugged, "Does it matter? I mean, is she really going to set the junior
high school buzzing with, 'oohh, there's a delegation a comin''?"
Buffy realised that she had probably over-reacted in light of the fact that her
friends didn't know about Dawn, "I guess. It's just that sometimes we say . . .
stuff and . . . it's all good. Giles you were saying . . . something."
Giles was quick to pick up his cue, "Just that, if the Council has new
information, than maybe it'll help us get a bead in what we're dealing with.
Right now I think that we're . . . a bit lost."
Buffy looked at Spike in concern. He pulled her onto his lap from her perch on
the chair arm and wrapped his arm around her waist.
Buffy was worried. She didn't trust the Council. She never had.