* * * * * Chapter 35: Wicked Way * * * * *
Thoughts of prophecy and impending doom shoved way down deep for the moment,
Buffy continues to sashay down the sidewalk, heading back towards her house. She
can hear the light steps of her lover behind her, but resists the urge to turn
and jump him. The anticipation is too delicious to spoil.
Spike trails a few steps behind his blond beauty, eyes racing over her lithe
form, hungry and horny. The fact that he may have just heard his death
prophesied doesn’t even distract him from the lines of his girl, with her curves
in all the right places. He knows he should probably be concerned, but when she
looks at him with those searing green eyes full of promise like she just did and
twitches those rounded, soft lips in his direction, all the blood rushes from
one head to the other and he just can’t think. Can’t worry. Maybe later. He
bites his bottom lip and smirks slightly as he sees the Slayer is entering a
shadowy part of the sidewalk. With his innate catlike grace, he steps off the
sidewalk in mid-stride, dropping instantly into predator mode.
Suddenly, Buffy realizes it is completely silent behind her. She strains with
her Slayer senses and feels that familiar tingle of ‘vampire’ nearby. An extra
thrill shoots up her spine as she recognizes Spike in particular. Buffy smiles,
realizing she has always been able to pick him out of a crowd. Her ability to
sense vampires has never been fully explained to her, but it is pretty much
infallible. He is still near. But where?
Determined not to let on that she’s lost track of him, Buffy continues to stride
confidently. She can play the game. She walks another half a block like this,
and still she can’t hear him anywhere. But the tingle remains. Dammit. He’s
somewhere behind her. Finally, Buffy can’t resist a quick peek behind. Nothing.
Just shadows from the trees overhanging the sidewalk. Not even a glimpse of
shocking blond hair. She keeps walking, but must admit she has lost the upper
hand here. If she ever had it. The game is most definitely of his making. She
walks on, a bit nervous now. And incredibly turned on. Her heart begins to race
a little and she feels the blood rushing to her face. She’s been preyed on by a
vampire before but never one that she wanted to catch her. Never one that she
was mad in love with, that she wanted to tackle naked. This is a whole different
kind of hunt.
Her only warning is a quiet swish of leather and then his cool hand is on her
mouth. His other arm wraps around her waist, pulling her off the sidewalk and
into the dark shadow of a tree. She barely has time to take a breath and attempt
to shriek in surprise before she feels a very firm and familiar body pressed
against her back. All thoughts of struggle end as Buffy’s pulse skyrockets. They
are in complete darkness, but she knows that hard body, that distinctive scent
of leather and smoke. Her whole body shudders when Spike’s mouth grazes her ear.
“Gotcha, luv.” His voice is just above a whisper and she can more feel it than
hear it against her skin. Spike loosens his grip enough to let her slide down
his body and land on her feet. The friction is maddening. Buffy increases it by
wriggling against him slightly, pretending to struggle in his grip. They both
know she could probably escape, but they both also know she has no interest in
doing so.
Buffy’s voice is light, full of a false fear. “Oh no, Mr. Bad Evil Vampire, what
do you plan on doing with poor little defenseless me now that you’ve got me?”
She punctuates her words with a solid wiggle of her rear against Spike, who
bites a moan in half, trying to keep ahold of her warm body. His erection is
suddenly harder than ever and straining against his jeans as he leans back
against the tall oak tree, pulling her with him.
Spike concentrates on the game they are playing, makes his voice gruff. “Ah-ah.
Wouldn’t be too smart of me to tell you what I have planned, now would it?
That’s the way the bad guys always lose. They talk too bloody much.” His voice
drops, turns to raw silk on the last sentence. His mouth lowers in the darkness,
soft soft lips taking Buffy’s earlobe between them. Letting his teeth nip at her
before releasing Buffy’s ear, Spike breathes, “Don’t plan on talking much
myself.”
Buffy moans, leans her body back into him. He feels the rough bark dig into his
back through the duster as she presses harder. Spike’s hands slide up her sides,
dragging against the lightweight fabric of her top, pulling it loose from her
skirt. At the moment his bare skin meets hers, a little gasp slips out of Buffy.
The cool night air rushes up her torso and she feels her nipples tighten. She
lets one arm slide down to Spike’s thigh, fingertips digging into the lean
muscle there. One of his hands continues its path upwards and inside her shirt,
dancing over the tight skin until he finds her bra. The other arm holds her
tight against him. His hand comes up and dances over her breasts, she presses
back into him harder than ever, threatening to crush him against the solid tree
trunk. Lucky for him he doesn’t need to breathe. The tip of his index finger
works around the already hard nipples in circles, teasing, flicking as Buffy’s
body twitches in response.
Voices on the sidewalk ten feet away make them both freeze for a moment. Spike
leans down to Buffy’s ear, his whisper tickling her. “Very still, luv. Very
quiet.” Buffy complies as she recognizes the voices of Xander and Anya.
“I don’t think they bought your excuse, Xander. Sudden onset of dyslexia?”
Anya’s voice is full of amusement.
“Got me out of researching, didn’t it, Ahn?”
Buffy stifles a giggle as she pictures the relief on Giles’ and Willow’s faces
when the two of them left. There are not two other more unwilling researchers
than Xan and Anya.
“Yes and luckily, they also believed that I would need to guide you home in your
newly backward reading state.” She suddenly squealed. “Xander!”
“What, sweetie? I figured you knew why I made the excuse…”
After the momentary pause, Spike’s hand returns to roaming over Buffy’s body as
the conversation continues, slowly fading as they walk by, oblivious to the
presence of the vampire and his Slayer.
“Seeing Buffy and Spike together made you horny, too?”
“Certainly gave me sweaty naked ideas. The sparks between those two were hot!
I’m sure they were leaving to…”
“Yeah, and we should…”
“Yeah.” Their steps grow fainter, but quicker as they make for home.
Buffy throws her head back against Spike’s chest as his left hand releases one
of her breasts from its lacy covering. The skin draws up in the chill, sending a
shiver straight to her core. She struggles to find voice as Spike’s mouth comes
down on her neck.
“Sp-Spike…right here? Someone could see us.”
“They didn’t.” He trails kisses down the column of her neck, drawing out a moan.
Buffy grins through her pleasure, the deliciousness of their situation breaking
down her inhibitions. “I know. I just don’t want to make anyone jealous.”
A soft chuckle against her skin sends Buffy halfway to a puddle. “That’s my
girl… I mean, my hostage.”
Buffy straightens in mock seriousness, “Right, right. Listen, Mr. Bad Guy, you
let me go or I’ll scream.” She cranes her neck around to look him in the face.
“Oh you’ll scream, alright.” She can see the glint of white teeth as Spike grins
at her. She matches his expression and just then, she feels him relax his hold
on her with his right arm. It is all the opening she needs.
He should have suspected it, she is not the Chosen One for nothing. In a
maneuver born of instinct and birthright, she spins around and slams Spike’s
body back against the tree trunk with her own. He can make out her tongue
wetting her lips as she looks up at him. “Is that a promise?” As she speaks,
Buffy slowly rolls her body against his until she has him quivering in want.
“Cross my heart, luv.” Spike’s newly freed hands slide down Buffy’s sleek thighs
and back up again, dragging her short skirt up with them. Buffy squirms as her
bare ass meets the night air. The smirk on Spike’s face widens as his hands find
her exposed flesh and squeezes. “All this time, pet? And you didn’t tell me?” He
flashes back to sitting on the couch with her at Giles, squeezing her thigh in
reassurance. Not even realizing his fingers were mere inches from her…
Buffy stretches up against him, hard nipples poking him through his lightweight
shirt. Her entire body is a live wire at the moment, discharging shocks into him
and cycling right back into her. Her mouth brushes his lightly, a smile only for
him. “Was a surprise, Spike. Did it work?”
“Surely bloody did.” His hands tighten around her ass, lifting her up. Buffy’s
legs automatically straddle his lean hips, her shins scraping against the tree.
Instantly, she feels the hard bulge in the front of his pants and rubs against
it with the warmth between her legs. Spike’s arms shake a bit, wondering how he
can hold her if he blacks out from pleasure.
“Damn, baby. That all for me?” Buffy escalates the dirty talk, stunned at what
this devilishly handsome man brings out in her. But loving it all the same. No
one has ever made her feel like such a vixen. She gyrates on him again, her heat
burning through his clothing until he feels near combustion. Her mouth tastes
his, lighting on it softly over and over, nipping and nibbling his lips.
She drives him to the point where he can almost not manage a snappy comeback.
Her body on his, firm ass in his hands, tight little self rubbing against him.
Maybe he already has died and gotten a free pass to the good side of the
afterlife? When he feels Buffy’s hands drop to his belt, he knows it is true.
Definitely dead, definitely heaven.
“You know it is, pet. All of that and more.” She quickly undoes his belt and
jeans, her hand diving in to find his impossibly hard cock, stroking it firmly
before releasing it from his pants.
“Good thing, ‘cause Buffy doesn’t share too well.” Angling her hips quickly,
Buffy drops onto his erection without ceremony, feeling the shaft stretch and
fill her suddenly, pushing the barrier between pleasure and pain. Spike cries
out before tightening his grip on her ass, holding her very still and fully
impaled. Buffy’s head is thrown back, her neck mere inches from his mouth,
strong and slender, blood pumping hard and fast. He leans forward and draws a
long slow lick up the skin there, tracing the artery with his firm tongue. A
slight tang of sweat and jasmine fills his mouth as he feels her pulse against
his tongue. Buffy brings her head forward, meeting Spike’s eyes, welcoming the
incredible surge of arousal that rises from their joining to flush her face
pink. As her eyes adjust to the dark under the trees, she can start to make out
his features again. The strong nose, those angular cheekbones, and oh god, his
lips. Gentle and firm at the same time, the bottom one a bit more full, begging
for her to grab it. She dives forward, covering his mouth with her own,
demanding entrance with her tongue.
Spike welcomes her, extending and deepening the kiss as he struggles for
control. Only an effort of supreme will kept him from coming the second she
jumped on his cock. Between her incredible tightness and the slick warmth she
offers, he is near to exploding every time he enters her. Not to mention the
weight of emotion on his heart when he feels her against his skin. Spike’s
fingers caress her rear, admiring the smooth firmness as he lifts her slightly.
Working with him, she lifts with her powerful thigh muscles, nearly pulling him
out of her before sliding his cock back home. Spike’s jaw clenches, every muscle
in his neck gone rigid as their kiss continues. He’s going to come in thirty
seconds at this rate.
Buffy loves feeling his body go tight, loves knowing she is the cause of his
struggle, of the pleasure he is experiencing. She tightens her pelvic muscles,
milking his cock hard on the next slow thrust. Spike groans, burying his face in
her neck. “Oh god, Buffy. I don’t…oh god, you are so bloody hot…” Buffy grins
again, the feeling of him inside her satisfying in a way she didn’t think
possible. But she doesn’t want it to end just yet.
Taking one hand off his shoulders, Buffy pulls Spike’s face in front of hers.
“Shh, love. Right here. Look at me.” Her eyes holding him still, she rises and
falls once. His hands slide up to hold her back, fingers clutching. Her movement
becomes fluid, hips bucking ever so slightly against him, inner muscles pulling.
Every entrance shaking her from her toes to the tips of her ears. All the while,
their eyes stay locked, anchoring each other. Though the light is dim, Buffy can
see that gentle blue, can feel the love pouring over her from its depths. Not
realizing one of Spike’s hands has been traveling, Buffy feels her body tighten
below her navel. He continues to rub her bundle of nerves until she can’t feel
her legs. She moves harder and faster, body rubbing against his at a frantic
pace, drawing him to the edge of climax and then pushing him right over. In
quick succession, they both come, bodies screaming in pleasure as they break eye
contact for a passionate kiss. Spike feels his control dissolve as he comes and
they slide down the tree, landing in a heap of limbs and half-removed clothing.
The night is nearly silent, broken only by the sounds of distant cars and heavy
breathing. Reluctant to slide off Spike, Buffy wraps her legs around him,
holding him tight against her. Spike’s hands trail on her back in slow, lazy
circles. Buffy presses her lips against his neck, his ear, cheek and finally his
mouth. Soft and careful, tender and truly loving. She pulls away, looks into
Spike’s eyes. He smiles and she wants to kiss the tiny crinkles at the edge of
his eyes.
“Can you stand up?” Buffy giggles lightly, shifting slightly in his lap. The
sensation of him hardening inside her widens her eyes. He couldn’t…could he?
“Guess that answers THAT question. But really, can you? I can’t feel my
legs...in a good way.”
“Luv, is this your roundabout way of asking me to carry you?”
She drapes her arms around his neck and nods.
“To your house?” Another nod.
“To sleep?” She shakes her head, a smile touching her mouth.
“Said I was gonna have my wicked ways with you, honey. This was just one of
them.”
“Well, in that case, up we go.” Spike finds a new strength, standing up
instantly. Buffy bursts into giggles at his quick reaction as they separate and
adjust their clothes. She holds out her arms, expecting to be cradled in his
arms. In one swift movement, Spike throws her over one shoulder, his arm holding
her by the thighs. She squeals in surprise as he starts to stride towards her
house. “Got some wicked ways myself, luv.”
“Oh you! You’re gonna get it!” Buffy squirms, her butt in the air.
“That's the idea, luv.” Spike’s laughter mixes with Buffy’s squeaks of
indignation as he proceeds through the dark streets of Sunnydale.
* * * * * Chapter 36: Not Now * * * * *
Spike turns on Buffy’s doorstep, letting her unlock her front door from her
perch hanging over his shoulder. When she gets the key turned, he spins back
around and kicks the door open before stepping inside. Something about carrying
a girl over a threshold shoots through his brain, but is quickly derailed by a
sharp pain in his rear end.
“Did you just pinch me, pet?” His voice is incredulous.
“Maybe.” Buffy is nearly breathless from being carried like a sack of potatoes
for the last ten blocks.
“You do realize that I have you in a most precarious position, right, Slayer?”
Buffy ignores his question and counters with one of her own. “Remember the last
time you carried me home, Spike?” Her voice is softer and Spike feels a
sensation akin to his heart skipping. If it could.
“Yeah, luv. I remember.” Spike shakes his head slightly. Could it have only been
just a few nights ago that he carried the wounded Slayer back to her bed? On a
night that ended in the frantic consummation of their lustful feelings? He
chuckles, realizing why Buffy brought this up. “Pinched me on the ass that night
too.” Spike feels Buffy’s body shake on his shoulder as she laughs.
“Well, can you blame a girl? I mean, it’s too bad you can’t get a look back
here…but trust me on this one - very very pinch-able.” As if to prove her point,
Buffy gives Spike’s denim-clad rear another solid grab.
“’Ey! Watch how hard you grab with that Slayer strength. Gonna leave little
bruises all over my bum.” Spike grabs Buffy by the waist and pulls her off his
shoulder, letting her body slowly drag down his until her feet hit the floor.
With a backwards kick of his leg, he closes the door behind them. The front hall
is only lit by sparse moonlight filtering through the windows.
Buffy sways for a minute, waiting for the blood to rush out of her head and back
into the rest of her. When she can focus her eyes, she moves back closer to
Spike, a whisper of air separating them. She tilts her head back so she can look
up into his eyes, dark in this light.
Her voice is soft and warm, tickling his skin. “You know what else I remember
from that night, Spike? When you carried me?”
Buffy pauses and Spike continues to watch her closely, knowing he doesn’t need
to answer her. Buffy’s hands slide up his leather covered arms slowly. “I
remember how good it felt to be in these arms. How safe and warm I felt.” She
swallows, lowering her eyes to follow the path of her hands. Spike slowly puts
his arms around her, still silent. Buffy tilts her head to the side, looking
back up at her lover. “I remember something else from that night.”
A few seconds later, Spike speaks, his voice soft and thick with emotion in the
darkened hall. “What’s that, Buffy?” She feels his fingers move slowly on her
back, lightly skating over her shirt.
Buffy’s face undergoes a transformation, eyebrows raising, mouth twitching into
an expression of mischief, eyes twinkling with ideas that would make her mother
blush. “I remember how bad I wanted you.” Meeting Spike’s eyes for a second, she
leans forward and presses a kiss onto the bare skin where his shirt is open. Her
second kiss is on the side of his neck. The third just below his ear. Her voice
is honeyed, muffled by her kiss to his jawline. “Real real bad.” Buffy’s blunt
teeth move down to slowly sink into Spike’s neck, quickly followed by one slow
lick of her tongue. From the corner of her eye, she sees Spike’s Adam’s apple
bob as he swallows. She jumps when his hands clamp around her upper arms,
startling her with his strength, with the tightness of his grip. Her eyes jump
to his. The look in his eyes alone makes her instantly wet. Buffy can see the
muscles in his neck tighten as he just barely maintains control.
“You think you wanted me bad that night, Slayer?” His voice is dangerously deep,
sending Buffy’s heart racing. “Do you have any idea what I went through when I
carried you home?” She shakes her head mutely. Spike’s hands release their death
grip on her arms and slowly glide down her skin. “Had this delicously warm, soft
body right up against my chest, your heartbeat slow and steady, pulsing. Your
strong little hands running all over me, your body shaking against mine when you
laughed. Made me want to throw you down in the middle of the bloody street and
rip your clothes off like an animal.”
Buffy’s eyes widen at Spike’s matter of fact admission. Somehow she had never
thought of what that night was like for Spike, of when she passed out in his
arms after the vamp attack. He is right, she was flirtatious and vulnerable on
that walk. Before she fell unconscious, of course. She is drawn out of her
memory by a loud ripping sound. Buffy looks down to find her shirt torn down the
middle, hanging open. She looks back up with a smirk as Spike tries and fails to
look apologetic.
“Sorry, luv. I just...couldn’t help myself.” His tongue darts out to wet his
bottom lip.
“Only fair, Spike. Think of the recent damage I’ve done to your wardrobe.” Her
eyes dance, thoughts of the naughty persuasion filling them. “So what else did
you want to do to me that night? Hmm?” Buffy’s hands come up to pull the tatters
of her shirt down and off, leaving her in just a tight black bra.
Spike’s hands instantly go to her bare skin, pressing into the flesh just below
her neck, feeling the rapid pace of her heart under his right palm.
“Wanted to…I wanted…” Buffy hears the growl slip into his speech and sees the
flecks of gold dancing in his deep blue eyes. His fingertips dig into her skin
as his face tries to transform. Spike shakes it off, body trembling with effort
and a healthy dose of fear.
Reading his mind, Buffy reaches up and brushes against his cheek, remembering
one more detail about that night. “It was the blood, wasn’t it? You remember the
smell of my blood from where I got hurt.” Spike nods, clearly not trusting his
voice, his eyes locked onto the pulsing artery in her neck. Buffy moves into
him, her body grazing his, the cold leather making her fight down a shiver.
“Sweet sweet Slayer blood, am I right?” Without waiting for a reply, she tilts
her head to the side, exposing the tiny scars where Spike tasted her a few days
before. Spike’s hands shake, his eyes now darting from her neck to her eyes.
Buffy’s voice continues, hypnotic, one finger trailing down her bare neck.
“Intoxicating.” Spike’s gaze follows the trail her finger is burning, dropping
between her breasts. “Warm. Powerful.” Suddenly, Spike’s hand comes down to
cover hers, his cool fingers brushing Buffy’s chest.
“No, luv. Wasn’t the blood. Mind you, the blood was tempting, but no. The thing
I wanted that was intoxicating,” His hand moves to cup her breast, applying
gentle pressure. “Warm,” The other hand slides up to touch the side of her face.
“And powerful…was you.”
Buffy feels a quiver of excitement from deep in her core at his words, at his
voice dripping with sex and passion and most importantly, love. She knew she was
more than a delicious treat to him, but it doesn’t hurt to hear it. Now he gets
the reward. “But you still want the blood, eh, sweetie?” Her smile is dazzling
and Spike feels a surge of emotion he is still growing used to. This side of her
is so new to him. The playful, naughty flirt. She hides it well most of the
time. Buffy stands on her tiptoes, pressing against him, her breasts trapping
his hand between their bodies. Her voice drops to a throaty whisper on her next
words. “I mean, you still really want it, right?” Her breath on his face is hot
and sweet and Spike feels the bloodthirst surge to the forefront again, battling
his lust for dominance.
“God, Buffy. Do you have any idea what you do to me?”
Buffy rolls her hips against his, feeling the obvious bulge in his pants. She
continues to smile. “I’m starting to get an idea.” Spike rolls his neck, flexing
the muscles in his jaw, her movements just about the end of his self-control.
“Slayer.” The voice is almost a warning. He swallows, pulling himself down into
a semblance of calm. “Buffy.” Spike closes his eyes, fighting his more
animalistic urges, then reopens them to find Buffy’s green eyes hooded and
penetrating.
“Don’t fight it, Spike. You know I love you, don’t you?” She nods her head,
coaxing Spike into nodding with her. Her fingers play with the buttons on his
shirt, slowly popping them open as she talks. One hand slides under the fabric,
caressing his chest. “And if I love you, I must love all of you…right? Even the
lumpies and the pointy teeth?” She nods again and Spike once again follows her
lead. “I mean, I’m no logician…logicist…or um, logic guy, but that makes sense
to me. Okay, so stay with me on with this one. You listening?” Buffy puts one
finger under Spike’s chin, drawing his glazed eyes into hers. Another nod. “And
you love me, right?”
Spike finally finds his voice, gravelly and rough. “You know I do, Slayer.”
“Stands to reason that you would love my blood too, then. I mean, hello,
vampire.” Buffy spreads Spike’s shirt apart, letting the bare skin of her torso
kiss against his. She leans in, presses her hot lips to his chest, moves up
towards his neck with tiny little nips of her teeth. “So, if I’m offering, I
suggest you take. Got it?” Her last nip is sharp against his neck, her teeth
nearly meeting as they catch his flesh. Spike jumps a little and feels his
self-control dissolve. Her words and her breathtaking presence has done him in.
With a fierce growl and the beginnings of his game face, Spike wraps one arm
around Buffy’s back, lifting her off the ground and holding her against him.
Buffy is triumphant, having successfully drawn out the demon that, truth be
told, makes her horny as hell. Infuriating, cocky but also sexy and dangerous.
What a combination.
Spike’s tongue is slick and wet as he licks Buffy’s skin from chest to neck in
one long trail. She shudders, the anticipation of having that tongue on her
almost doing her in. She can feel his incredibly hard erection grinding into her
through her skirt and Buffy lets out a long, slow moan.
If he needed further invitation, Spike has it. With three long strides, they are
in the dining room and he drops her butt on the edge of the table and stands
between her legs. His eyes meet hers in question, their color surging from blue
to yellow in a dance she has never seen before. Buffy’s only answer is to lift
up her hair, exposing the delicate column of her neck to the moonlight and to
Spike’s burning gaze. His reply is swift and sharp, literally. In a blur of
black leather and ivory skin, Buffy feels his fangs dive into her flesh without
preamble and the quiver of pain and intense physical connection drives straight
down into her sex, triggering an onslaught of moisture and heat.
Spike’s head swims, the blood of a Slayer, of his Slayer once again on his
tongue. In the haze of the drug that is her blood, his mind reels at the
implications of her continuing to offer herself to him in this way. If their
bond was tight before, this makes it impenetrable. Suddenly, he feels Buffy’s
warm little hands on his cock and realizes she has been busy in the few seconds
since he’s bitten her. It doesn’t take long to figure out what she wants.
Without releasing her neck, Spike finds her hips and lets her guide him to her
opening. His thrust into her core is as sharp and sudden as his bite and he
feels Buffy’s whole body react to the double penetration.
Buffy gasps, her body rocked with so many sensations all at once she can’t focus
on any one of them. She revels in the intimate connection she and Spike are
sharing even as she realizes the room is starting to tilt a bit off kilter.
Lightheaded. Dizzy. Blood. Lack of. Just as she braces herself to stop Spike, he
jerks his teeth from her neck with one supreme effort and lies his head back on
her chest, gasping for air. Air he doesn’t need, but seems to crave. He is still
buried in her to the hilt, but has stilled his hips.
The voice is barely audible, words spoken into her skin. “m’ sorry, luv. Almost
got carried away. Kinda did, actually.”
Buffy’s hand, shaking just a bit, reaches up and strokes through his platinum
curls, gently parting them this way and that, wrapping them around her fingers.
The contact steadies her. “Don’t apologize, Spike. Willing participant,
remember?” Her neck burns where he bit her but it feels like her skin is already
closing around the punctures. Good old Slayer healing powers save the day once
again. Spike’s unnatural breathing slows as he gains back some fragments of his
self-control. The blinding bloodlust subsides, quickly replaced and surpassed by
lust with a capital L. It is no coincidence that Buffy takes this chance to
remind him of her talent at controlling all her muscles, even those currently
surrounding his cock. He jumps a little, standing up straight, as Buffy makes
her presence known with authority. His knees nearly buckle as Buffy’s legs wrap
around his waist, pulling him into her warmth.
“Sure you’re okay, luv?” Buffy nods and Spike finally grins at her, licking his
lips slowly.
“Was it good?” Buffy tilts her head at him, curiosity getting the better of her.
“Good? Good doesn’t begin to cover it, pet. Like heaven, or what I imagine
heaven might be for a bloke like me.”
Buffy smiles, his answer clearly satisfactory. “Well, don’t stop now.” She
pulses her hips against him and feels his cock harden further inside.
“Wouldn’t dream of it.” Spike plants his hands down on the table on either side
of Buffy’s hips. He pulls back out of her, nearly withdrawing completely. Before
Buffy can whimper in protest, he drives back home with a force that lifts her
off the table. The gentle bump elicits a gasp of pleasure from Buffy and she
takes a death grip on his shoulders with each hand. Again and again, Spike
thrusts into her, hard and fast. Both so taken with the fury of this coupling,
they can do nothing but look at each other. Buffy has been trying to lure him
into completely letting go with her and finally has her wish. His inhibition
dissolves in the face of his blood sated self and he claims her over and over
again as his own. With bruising intensity, Buffy meets him at every entrance,
her strength more than a match for his, a tussle of will and love and desire
investing each action. Close to coming since Spike first licked her neck, Buffy
finally releases, coming with a frenzy, her muscles spasming. Spike growls, her
sudden clenching the last step on his path to a body-rocking orgasm. His growl
rises up from his throat, accompanied by those gold-flecked eyes, before
exploding into a roar of satisfaction. Their bodies move together for seconds
afterward as they collapse into each other, still upright. Buffy’s legs slide
loosely to rest on Spike’s hips as his hands come to rest on her upper thighs.
Slicked in sweat, Buffy tucks her head into Spike’s neck, smelling the musk of
him, the incredible maleness of her love. Her body continues to lightly
convulse, unwilling to let this orgasm end before finally going slack.
Noting that Buffy is limp as a rag doll, Spike moves his arms around her,
gathering her up. She locks her legs around his waist again, snuggling deeper
into his chest.
“Upstairs, my love?”
“Mmm-hmm.” Sated and sleepy, Buffy presses her lips into Spike’s neck, making
soft noises.
Spike’s heart threatens to burst at the sweetness in his arms. How can he
possibly leave her? He stops walking suddenly at this unexpected thought. Leave
her? Why did he think that? Rupert’s words of earlier that evening surge over
him in a nauseating wave. He shakes his head. Not now. Don’t think of it now. He
looks down at the top of Buffy’s blond head, his expression soft with affection.
Not now.
* * * * * Chapter 37: Fears * * * * *
“My love, what’s wrong?” Cupid’s face wrinkles in concern as he enters his
chamber to the sound of quiet sniffling.
Psyche turns, tears streaming down her cherubic face, her dark brown eyes
glistening. “Oh, my dear, there is nothing wrong. Just look…” She sighs and
turns back to the scene unfolding below her in the gazing pool. Cupid leans over
her shoulder to see what she sees.
* * *
Spike is leaning over Buffy’s bed, gently setting her down and unfolding her
limbs from his. Buffy’s head lolls, as she is clearly sound asleep. Spike slides
his hand under her head to keep it from falling backwards as he places it on the
pillow. He slips her legs under the sheet and pulls it up to cover her. Buffy
wiggles a bit in her sleep, making quiet murmurs and burrowing into the covers.
Spike freezes, making sure she is staying asleep before he moves another muscle.
When Buffy settles back into a deep sleep, he moves back to stand up straight.
He hesitates, one hand reaching out tentatively to brush a loose lock of hair
from her face. His fingers just graze her warm skin and his hand shakes a
little. Without thinking, he leans forward, pressing his lips lightly to her
forehead. He stands back up slowly, watching her closely. She stays asleep.
Spike backs away from the bed and lowers himself into the chair near Buffy’s
window. He sits on the edge of the seat, hands clasped, moonlight coming over
one shoulder. His eyes are locked on the sleeping form in the bed, the
expression in them soft, tender and wracked with worry.
* * *
Psyche looks up at Cupid, tears drying in salty trails down her cheeks. “Have
you ever seen anything more sweet, my dear? Oh, he loves her so much.” Psyche
sighs, fingers trailing in the water below, swirling the scene into undulating
ripples.
Cupid rests his hand on her shoulder for a moment before speaking. His voice is
serious. “I’ve returned from my visit, darling.”
“Oh! Yes, how did it go? Did you get any answers from those three?” Psyche jumps
to her feet, facing Cupid. “They won’t truly let him die, will they? Not when
they’ve just found each other?” Her eyes begin to well again.
“Have you ever spoken with the Fates, my sweet one? I wish it were so easy. It
is purely impossible to get a straight answer from any one of them. Every other
phrase out of their mouths is ‘And so it shall be’ and ‘destiny waits for no
man.’ It is truly annoying.” Unused to feeling frustration, Cupid runs his hands
through his golden hair, clearly unsettled. “I tried to find out if they altered
our course and they just would not admit it. They are the only beings on this
plane that can shape the actions of the gods, but still they avoid my questions.
I know they did it. Somehow, they have been behind our plans all along without
our knowledge.” Cupid paces the chamber, agitation plain on his chiseled
features.
“But…putting the vampire and Slayer together was our idea. Not theirs… I don’t…”
Psyche’s voice trails off in confusion.
“I know. I know. It seemed like it was our idea, but that is exactly what they
do. They arrange the fates of people, make things happen in certain ways. I
appealed to Lachesis for more information about the path chosen for these two,
but she was stubborn as the other two. Clotho would only say, ‘I spun his thread
over a hundred years ago and wove it strong. He was chosen to exist for this
length of time. Hers is equally strong if not so long.’ And then Lachesis said,
‘His lot has been decided much as hers was when she was Chosen. He too has been
Chosen.’ I asked them what he was Chosen for and they just stopped talking.
Atropos just sat there with her shears, snipping away at threads of life as if
she was doing her sewing. Finally, I was dismissed from their presence like a
small child with these words from the measurer, from Lachesis: ‘What should
happen will happen, Eros. He will make his Choice.’” Cupid sighs. “I can only
say this, my love, those three goddesses do something no other being can.” He
stops walking and turns to his mate. “They frighten me.”
“You? But, my dearest, you are a god. They cannot harm you. Atropos cannot cut
your thread of life. Her power is only for the human world.” Psyche feels a deep
relief that Jupiter made her immortal when she came to Olympus as Cupid’s bride.
“My sweet angel, I still cannot risk angering them. They are the only among us
that can control the other gods and goddesses. It is most unnerving.” Cupid
pulls his lover into his arms, holding her tight. “I do not like to think that
my actions are not my own. I only hope I can intervene or assist our two lovers
in staying together. Somehow.”
Uncomfortable with their lack of power in this situation, Cupid and Psyche turn
their eyes back to the pool to see what the night brings.
* * *
Spike is still seated in the chair at the foot of Buffy’s bed, the turmoil
inside visible in his strained expression. Having changed positions in the chair
several times over the last hour or so, he leans forward again, elbows on knees,
eyes staring blankly ahead before his face finally falls into his hands. He rubs
at his face, hoping to wipe away some of the thoughts stabbing through his mind.
When he looks up again, his eyes are moist with unshed tears. Buffy turns over
in her sleep, grasping her pillow tightly. Spike’s gaze travels up her body,
from the shape hidden in the sheet to the bare skin exposed above. Her golden
hair is blue silver in the moonlight, making her look like some otherworldly
creature. Spike’s heart aches at the sight of her, so peaceful and calm. And yet
he knows her body is always on alert, could leap into fighting form if needed.
That’s one of the reasons he loves her. This delicate shell surrounding a core
of iron will. How could he not love a creature like that? Spike grimaces. How
could he possibly make a decision that ended his time with her? But then again,
how could he not? From the sound of what Rupert said, one choice saves her and
the rest of the human race while damning him and the other choice does just the
opposite. Either way, he is lost. Spike wipes at his eyes with the back of his
hand, frustrated with his helplessness. He doesn’t like playing these games.
Just point him at a good fight and cut him loose. The muscles in his jaw twitch,
the tension becoming unbearable. He should be in bed with her, that soft body
pulled tight against him, but his fear of losing her has him pulled taut as a
bowstring waiting to be plucked.
Finally, he reaches a decision. As loath as he is to leave her alone, this
cannot wait. On silent cat feet, Spike slips out into the hallway and works his
way downstairs, refastening his shirt and jeans. He stops at the bottom of the
stairs, before looking back up, straining to hear Buffy’s regular breaths.
Finally, with a sigh, he moves to the front door and pulls it open, stalking out
into the late night.
*BANG BANG BANG* Spike pounds on the front door of Giles’ apartment
relentlessly. “’ey, Rupert! Rise and shine, mate!” *BANG BANG BA - * “Oh, there
you are.” The door swings open in mid-bang to reveal a bleary-eyed Giles, his
robe thrown haphazardly around him, hair sticking up in every direction.
His voice is tired and extremely irritated. “Spike, what in god’s name are you
doing here?”
Spike leans past him, peering into the dark room. “What, you were asleep?
Thought you lot were going to research the night away.”
“My apologies, Spike, but it’s the middle of the night. We decided to take a
break and resume first thing.” Giles rubs at his eyes, fumbling in his pocket
for his glasses. “What do you want?” Spike walks past Giles into the living
room, flopping down in the nearest easy chair. “Oh, by all bloody means, do come
in.” Giles sighs, closing the front door. He turns on a lamp and takes a seat on
the couch opposite Spike, sliding his glasses onto his face.
“So, did you and the witches find anything useful? Any quick fix to my little
problem?” Spike strains to look unconcerned as Giles looks at him, his tone
light.
“No, Spike, we did not. I have a few ideas on the origin of the prophecy, but I
have to get additional texts out of storage in the morning to check the
details.” Rubbing his eyes under his glasses, Giles runs his hand through his
hair. He looks curiously at the vampire across from him. Something in his body
language is off.
“’Cause, here’s the thing. Not quite ready to go, see. So, I’d appreciate some
idea of how I can stick around a bit longer and not damn humanity in the
bargain.” Spike’s complete turnaround from earlier, from his confidence and
nonchalance, is unnerving to the Watcher. He squints at Spike, whose face is
partly in shadow.
“Spike, you came over here in the middle of the night, presumably leaving Buffy,
just to check on our progress in research?”
“Yeah, well. I’m a vampire, don’t sleep much at night, anyway. Buffy was out
cold.” Spike shifts in his seat, hands running up and down his thighs. Talking
to the Watcher has never been comfortable, he’s always so disapproving.
“And?” Giles knows there is more.
“And…well, don’t want to leave. Don’t want to leave her.” Spike fiddles with the
leather of his duster, leaning forward into the light before casting his eyes up
to meet Giles’.
Giles is struck by the open wound in that gaze. The burning pain surging through
those deep blue eyes. “My god, Spike…” Giles struggles, struck wordless. The
idea of Spike loving Buffy this much is so new. While he wholeheartedly
approves, he is still not fully used to the idea. Only last week, they were
still fighting all the time. But this pain, this love, it’s rolling off Spike in
waves, like a physical force.
Spike clears his throat, swallowing his desire to be brave and tough in front of
the other man. “I love her, Giles. Love her more than I thought possible. She’s
my…she’s my everything.” His voice quivers on the last word. Spike’s head drops
again, his declaration taking their toll on his composure. Needs the Watcher’s
help, doesn’t mean he needs to see him cry. The two Englishmen have always had
an adversarial relationship and yet, Giles finds himself softening towards the
blond vampire. He knows Spike loves her and that she loves him, but the
realization that Spike might be willing to do anything in service of that
love…that’s a thought he had not examined. And yet here he is, desperate for an
answer, nearly begging. Something Spike is not prone to do. If only he could
help him.
Giles’ voice is gentle, fatherly. “I know, Spike. I know.” Giles feels almost
queasy in the presence of a creature suffering so. “I love her, too, you know.
I…don’t have any answer yet. I wish I did. I…don’t want you to have to leave
her, either.” As soon as he says it, Giles knows he believes it in his heart of
hearts. Buffy was glowing tonight. Happy. He would give anything to give her
that feeling always. The two of them are bound by an abounding affection – she
the daughter he never had and he the father she always craved.
Silence takes hold of the room, thickening as minutes pass and Spike keeps his
head down. Finally, he lifts it, eyes dark and piercing but also deeply sad.
“I’ll do the right thing, Rupert. Don’t worry.” Spike gets to his feet.
Giles sighs, furrowing his brow, scrambling for another alternative. “Well,
there is still a chance the transliteration is flawed…maybe it’s…”
Spike shakes his head, cutting off Giles’ ramblings. “I’ll be ready. I’ll still
be bloody well hoping you find an answer, but if you don’t…I’ll do it.” He turns
away, his next words quieter and far away. “I’ll leave her…so she can live.”
Spike cuts his eyes over his shoulder at Giles. “I just thought you would want
to know and all.”
Before Giles can speak, Spike makes for the door. His hand is on the knob before
Giles blurts out, “Spike. You…if it counts for anything…I wish it could be
different.”
Spike turns the knob to leave, never turning back to the saddened Watcher.
“Thanks, mate.” The door closes behind him with a click both final and ominous
to Giles’ ears. He stares at the closed door for several minutes before going to
his writing desk and clicking on the lamp. Refastening his robe firmly, he takes
a seat and opens the text there in the pool of light. Giles adjusts his glasses
and starts to read again, hoping he missed something…
* * *
Spike lopes down the sidewalk, heading back towards Buffy’s house. His gait is
tighter than normal, the predatory grace slightly restricted. The smells of the
night, the sights and sounds that usually make him feel alive and raring to go,
are dull to him. His mind is clouded with anger and frustration, tainted with a
dose of fear. Spike fights the urge to just yell: ‘It’s not fair!’ Of course
it’s not fair. He scowls, letting his footsteps fall a bit harder as he
continues towards Revello Drive.
* * *
A bonfire blazes, throwing orange sparks high into the night sky. The half moon
shines down, its light covering the group in blue shadow. Buffy looks around,
sees her friends standing to either side of her, fear on their faces, eyes
locked straight ahead. She slowly turns, heart pounding, towards the focus of
their attention. Spike. His back is to her, facing the flame. He is talking, but
she can’t see past the blazing flame to see who he is addressing. He shakes his
head. She squints, trying to see past him, but the light of the fire is blinding
her. He shakes his head again, more vehemently and roars, “NO!” Anger is pouring
off him, generating its own heat. Buffy tries to move forward, but Xander holds
her arm, whispering in her ear. “You can’t interfere, Buffy.” Just then, Spike
drops to his knees and screams in pain. Buffy screams along with him.
* * *
Spike’s head lifts as the night air is broken by a scream. Buffy’s scream. All
his thoughts are pushed roughly aside at the sound of his love in pain. He
breaks into a run, only a block from her house, duster flying behind him.
Flinging the door open and taking the steps three at a time, Spike crashes into
her bedroom to find Buffy still screaming, eyes closed. He grabs her shoulders
and shakes her. “Buffy!! Wake up, luv!”
The scream finally fades as Buffy’s eyes pop open, instantly wet with tears. “Oh
god, Spike. I…I…it was awful…”
Spike pulls her into his arms, sitting on the bed with her. “Just a dream, pet.
Don’t worry.” He strokes her hair with his hand and realizes they are both
shaking, hard. Spike tips her chin up. “Are you okay?” He takes his hand and
brushes her hair off her wet cheeks, then leans down to plant a light kiss on
her lips.
Buffy tightens her grip around him, not meeting his eyes when she answers. “I’m
fine, Spike. Just a dream, like you said.” She stares off into the shadows of
her room, thankful that Spike doesn’t know her dreams, her dreams like the one
she just had, are often prophetic thanks to her Slayer abilities. “Where did you
go?” She tries to shove the fear down. It won’t help Spike to hear it.
Spike untangles himself from her grip and stands up. He drops his duster on the
ground in a heap, followed by his shirt and jeans. Buffy can’t help but smile at
the display of his gorgeous naked body. “Just went for a walk, Buffy. Some fresh
air. I’m sorry, luv.” Spike decides it is best not to mention his late night
visit to Giles. It will only serve to worry her more that Giles didn’t know
anything…and that Spike was scared enough to go ask.
“S’okay. You’re here now. And naked.” The terror lessening slightly, Buffy
reaches out to take his hand, pulling him into bed. Slipping under the covers,
she curls into his body and he holds her tight. Eyes finally meeting, tenderness
flowing between them, their fears remain unspoken but not unshared in that
moment of knowing. Neither chooses to ask about the depth of fear in the other’s
eyes because they know. They know that tomorrow night at this time, they may not
be together. And it makes them hold onto each other a just little bit tighter.
* * * * * Chapter 38: A Bit of the Rough and Tumble * * * * *
“Spike?”
Buffy’s voice cracks the brittle silence of the dark room. Both were lying
still, nowhere near sleep, nowhere near rest.
“Yes?”
“Where did you really go?”
Spike sighs, running his hands up and down her bare arms. “Thought I was a good
liar, luv.”
“You may be, but I know you.” Buffy props herself up on elbow, looking down at
Spike’s face. He struggles to not meet her eyes, gazing off into the room. “Not
sure how I know you so well, but I do. It’s like looking in the mirror
sometimes…” She waits. “Not answering the question, Spike.”
Finally, he turns his eyes back from the shadows and looks up at her. His eyes
are bottomless, so many emotions swirling in the depths. “Went for a walk…”
Buffy lifts an eyebrow and Spike continues. “…to see your Watcher.” He stops
there.
Buffy blinks. She’s not sure what she thought he would say, but somehow that
wasn’t it. She figured he went and got in a bar fight or staked a few vamps to
get out some frustration, some extra energy. Without her, which bugged her. But
talking to Giles? She searches his face, eyes dancing back and forth over it,
looking for a hint. She sees it. A small twitch in the mouth, slight tightening
of his jaw. Buffy feels herself go cold all over. He’s scared. It’s the only
reason he would go to Giles in the middle of the night. And with that thought,
all her bravura, all her confidence, all her belief in things turning out right
drops, falls away from her with a sickening, crunching thud. Ever since leaving
Giles’ house tonight, she had found a way to push further and further back from
reality, unwilling to consider the alternative. Trying to get lost in Spike and
not the possible loss of him. Fights to the death were her thing. If that was
the challenge Giles had thrown down, she would have been fine. Even a little
excited to get it done. But being asked to watch her love, the one she just
found by a twist of fate, to watch him suffer and die on her behalf. Without
being able to help? No. That was something she could not process, could not
possibly accept. The Slayer is a woman of action, not of standing around. So she
put her fear in a spot somewhere deep and locked it up. Pretended whatever got
her through the next few hours – that Giles was wrong, that it wouldn’t actually
happen that Spike was not the one in the prophecy.
But Spike’s fear slices through her carefully constructed fortress like a blade
through paper. Releasing her fear, her abject terror, into the open. It’s all
real. Buffy starts to shake, reliving the nightmare she just woke from. The heat
from the bonfire burns her, his scream echoes in her mind.
Spike’s brow knits instantly at the tremors running through her body. “Buffy?
What is it? Why…” He tightens his grip on her arms as she starts to shake harder
and gasps for air. Spike can see her eyes glaze over, as if she is somewhere
distant. He takes one hand and gently caresses her cheek. She swims back to the
surface and looks into his concerned face, willing herself to not go completely
to pieces. She draws on her innate ability as the Slayer to face adversity and
remain strong. She bites her lip, trying to pull the tears back inside. He sees
them threatening to tip over the edge and shakes his head. “No, luv. Don’t cry.
I just had some questions for old Ripper, eh? Sounds like a pretty big deal
tomorrow and I was just…wanting to be prepared is all.”
Buffy tries a smile in the face of his attempt at soothing her. “Not usually a
blubbering kinda girl, Spike. Look what you bring out of me.”
“’m sorry, pet.” He looks genuinely worried.
Buffy cocks her head at him, at this demon in man’s clothing. Or is it a man in
demon’s clothing? Yes, definitely the second one. She aches. Her heart beats
hard, her skin feels much too tight. Just looking at him makes her whole body
throb in time with her accelerating heart. She’s just about given up questioning
the intense physical and now emotional reaction Spike elicits. Better to go with
it. Action, reaction. It’s all instinct for her.
The silence lengthens as the two study each other. Both torn up inside over the
possible end of this short passionate time together. Fear mixes with desire and
anger with lust. Muscles twitch in anticipation of…well, they are not sure. The
bodies of two warriors ache with the uncertainty. Both would rather be pointed
at a big ugly foe rather than a bunch of words in a musty old text. What kind of
enemy was that?
Buffy’s jaw sets, a familiar sight to the vampire across from her. She always
looks that way when she…
“Wanna fight.” Buffy is not surprised at the completely confused expression that
washes over Spike. Before he can question her abrupt declaration, she gets up
from the bed and starts pulling on tight black workout pants. “I need to…I need
to go on patrol.”
Spike sighs, thinking maybe Buffy is pulling away, running from her emotions
into her sacred duty. Her voice cuts through his thoughts, “Are you planning to
fight naked? I mean…I don’t mind, but…” He turns to see her wriggling into a
white tank top and tucking her hair into a low ponytail. “You are coming,
right?” She comes over, taking his arm and snapping him out of his confusion.
“’course, luv. Mind if I ask why the sudden need for violence?” Spike finds his
clothes and starts to get dressed., relieved that she is not retreating.
“Not violence that I need exactly, Spike. A fight. I need to win a fight.” She
tightens her jaw and he understands. She is feeling helpless in the face of the
upcoming badness. She wants to beat something up. This is something he has
always understood.
“Good enough for me. Shall we?” Spike holds out his hand to his Slayer and she
takes it with a small smile. Moments later, they hit the cool night, bodies
thrumming with anticipation. Buffy cuts her eyes to Spike, seeing the confident
smirk, the swagger in his walk that gives her thoughts of the downright dirty
variety. The connection between them is alive, muscles moving under clothing in
smooth cadence to an unheard beat. Spike feels her eyes on him and gives her a
look, eyes smoldering. Two things he loves, this little firecracker and a good
fight. Tonight, he gets both and he almost feels sorry for the first vamp they
find, aside from himself, of course.
Buffy feels a delicious warmth fill her, just being next to him as they stride
across town to the cemetery. Going on patrol is not usually quite this sexually
charged for her, but tonight, it is positively electric. She knows him, knows
his body and his fighting style, and a small secret part of her admits that she
always thought it was hot, long before she felt the sting of Cupid’s arrow. Just
as they finally enter the cemetery, she slows down enough to fall back a few
steps, eyes dropping down his back, watching the ripples of muscle under his
black t-shirt and tight jeans. Buffy is grateful he left the duster at her house
so she could get the rear view she rarely sees. Eyes locked on his ass, her
tongue touches her bottom lip, wetting it.
Feeling Buffy drop her pace, Spike cuts his eyes over his shoulder without
slowing down and catches her checking him out. He grins.
“Like what you see, luv?”
Buffy blushes slightly at being caught, but is still fairly unabashed in her
admiration. “Yep.”
Spike stops and turns, amused by Buffy’s small frown that her view has been
taken away. He hooks one thumb in the front of his jeans, tugging them down just
enough to reveal a sliver of pale skin. Buffy decides the view has actually
improved.
“I’m always up for a sudden change of plans, pet, but I did think you were keen
on a fight, bit of the rough and tumble?” He lifts his eyebrows, loading every
word with double meaning.
Buffy puts her hands on her hips, studying the cocky figure in front of her.
“Sounds like two different things to me, Spike. A fight is one thing…but a bit
of the rough and tumble…” She slips closer to him, but not quite touching. Buffy
leans in, her lips mere inches from his, breath hot on his skin. “…that’s a
whole other thing, eh, Spike?” Her tongue darts out to wet her top lip.
Just as Buffy starts to lean into Spike, eyes slipping closed, her internal
warning bells start ringing. Over his shoulder, she sees the reason for it. Two
vamps approaching slowly from behind Spike, still about twenty yards off. They
don’t notice that she sees them and Buffy gets an idea. Playing dumb worked
great the other night when some vamps tried to sneak up on she and Spike. This
will be fun. With barely a hitch in her movement, Buffy brings her lips closer
to Spikes and then whispers to him at a nearly inaudible level, “Play along,
Spike. Two vamps coming up behind.”
“I know, Slayer.” He winks at her and before she can respond, grabs her against
him and slams his lips down on hers. Briefly startled, she recovers quickly and
finds herself falling deeply into the kiss. She can tell he is getting off on
this as much as she is. Teasing, dancing on the edge of danger. As proper as she
may try to be by the daylight, this is when she feels well and truly alive. And
he loves it as much as she does. Buffy moans and bites into Spike’s bottom lip,
her body reacting mightily to the hard form pressed against hers as well as the
dangerous game they are playing. Her hands slide down and around, taking a tight
grip on his jean-clad ass.
Spike smiles against her mouth. That’s his girl. Ever since he heard the vamps
approaching, he watched her body for a signal. Before she even realized it, her
body temperature started to rise, her heartbeat picked up. Reacting to the
fight, the kill, by coming to full alertness. God, it made him insanely hot to
see her light up like that. A low growl rumbles up from his chest, sending
delicious vibrations through both their bodies. Releasing her mouth, he dives
down to nip at her neck. Buffy throws her head to the side, easing his access to
her bare skin. She risks opening her eyes a slit to see the vamps taking flank
positions to their left and right. Clearly, they think they’ve found some stupid
kids making out in a cemetery. Easy prey. How wrong they are. Well, except for
the making out part, of course.
Buffy turns her head back to Spike, putting her lips against his neck. With one
slow lick, she travels up his neck to his ear. Another soft whisper, “You want
the one on the right or left?” Before he answers, she bares her teeth, taking a
sharp hold on the lobe. Spike jumps, the pain just enough to get his full
attention. His left hand slides up cup Buffy’s breast over her tank top. He
takes her nipple between his thumb and forefinger and pinches, enjoying the
sharp intake of breath as she reacts.
His mouth still against her neck, he replies, “The one to my right, luv.”
Buffy’s rolls her hips against his, sending an engraved invitation to his
throbbing erection. Spike uses all his willpower to not throw her down on the
hard ground and shag her senseless. Sod the stupid vamps. She was driving him
mad. Mouth covering the line of his jaw, she whispers, “I’m going around and
over your back, okay? On my ount?”
Spike nods, almost imperceptibly, leaning down to kiss along Buffy’s collarbone.
His traveling right hand finds the stake tucked in the back of her waistband. He
leaves it for now. A little hand to hand first. For fun.
Buffy kisses back down his neck, lips brushing lightly across his skin. “One.”
He can almost feel her more than hear her. She leans back enough to take his
mouth with her again, tongue dancing across his lips. Breaking contact for a
breath, “Two.”
Spike’s hands move to her arms, gently skating over her bare flesh. He knows –
and loves - the move she wants to do. Not enough to just kick the crap out of a
vampire, she’s gotta make it hot, too.
Buffy’s eyes cut left and right. The vamps are making their move, closing in
from both sides at the same time. She brings her gaze back to center and locks
into Spike’s for a split second. Words unspoken, their look says it all. Time
for action. Without a sound, Buffy mouths the word both their bodies are coiled
and ready for.
Three.
In the space of a breath, Buffy steps to the side and around, throwing herself
back to back with Spike, as he leans down, letting her legs pinwheel above her.
Both feet come down in succession on the vamp leaping toward them from Spike’s
left, knocking him to the ground. Free of the Slayer on his back, Spike shoots
out his right leg, cracking the other vamp just below the knee, shattering the
bone and dropping him instantly. Now facing their opponents with their backs to
each other, Buffy and Spike take a moment to enjoy the look of shock on the two
writhing vamps’ faces.
Buffy cocks her head, hands on hips. “Hellooo, boys. Slayer here. Not too…”
“…bloody bright if you ask me.” Spike cracks his neck, fists up and ready. “Now,
come on! Get up and…”
“…take a shot. You know you want to. I’ll even let you…”
“…get all the way up before I knock you on your ass this time.” Spike’s grin
spreads as the vamp at his feet growls, yellow eyes flashing up at him. Spike
gestures for him to get up with both hands, egging him on. Buffy’s vamp
continues to pant on the ground, holding his head and groaning. She looks over
her shoulder to see Spike bouncing on the balls of his feet, like he always does
during a fight. Rocking back and forth, waiting for his opponent to blink. Not
wanting to get caught up in admiring her lover’s fighting ability, Buffy turns
her attention back to her vamp. She has a split second to curse as the vampire
leaps at her, knocking her to the ground beneath him, off to the side. Buffy
lets out a small ‘oof’ as they land. Mad at herself for letting her guard down,
she growls at the vamp. “You are so going to regret that. Do you know how hard
it is to get grass stains out of this top?” Buffy curls up, shoving her feet
into the vamp’s midsection and kicking him clear over her head. Popping to her
feet, she spins on him. She hears Spike’s voice.
“Too right, mate. You’re in trouble. She hates to do the washing.” She cuts her
eyes at him, catching him kick his vamp under the chin, sending him sprawling on
his back in the grass before throwing a dashing grin her direction.
Buffy rolls her eyes at Spike before returning her attention to her opponent. No
sense getting knocked on her rear again because of the distraction of Spike. He
gets to his feet, looking at her warily, body slightly hunched.
“Gonna kill you, Slayer,” the vamp growls at her.
Buffy puts one hand on her hip, the other to her mouth, covering a mock yawn.
“In all the time it took you to rise, THAT was the scariest thing you could come
up with to say to me?” Buffy swings her right leg up and over, cracking the vamp
across the cheek. She follows with a quick left to the face and a right to the
stomach, doubling him over. “’Cause I hate to break it to ya, but no. You’re
not.” Her next left, a sharp uppercut, sends him flying through the air. He
comes down on a tombstone, cracking his back. Keeping one eye on him, she turns
to watch Spike.
His vamp back on his feet, Spike lays into him with a series of punches,
spinning like a whirling dervish. The vamp’s body bounces back and forth,
buffeted by the force of one punch after another. She can tell that he would
likely drop if Spike only stopped hitting him for a second. Which he does and
she watches the vamp tip forwards, unconscious before he hits the ground. Spike
frowns at the still form in front of him before turning to the Slayer. Her chest
heaves, partly from the mild exertion of her fight, but mostly from the sight of
him in action. Behind her, he sees the vamp scramble up from the tombstone he
landed on. Buffy sees him start to speak, to warn her, but she stops him by
mouthing ‘I know.’ Spike runs his tongue over his front teeth, wondering if this
girl could be any more blazing hot. As the vamp increases speed and leaves his
feet to tackle her, Buffy finally breaks her eye contact with Spike, ducking
forward. Startled but unable to stop his motion, the vamp starts over her head.
Buffy’s arm shoots up, grabbing him by the shirt and using his momentum to carry
him to the ground. In the same smooth motion, her other arms pulls the stake
from the back of her pants. Dropping to one knee, she brings the stake down and
plunges it straight into his heart, dusting him. Spike chuckles, both hands on
his hips, shaking his head.
“Slayer, have I told you lately that you are bloody amazing?”
Buffy takes the tip of the stake in her hand and waves Spike down. “Spike, get
down!” Dropping instantly to a crouch, Spike watches Buffy zing the stake
through the air, straight through the heart of his newly recovered opponent
coming up behind him. When the cloud of dust clears, he turns to see the stake
quivering in the bark of the tree ten feet behind him. He turns back to grin at
Buffy, who is getting to her feet, brushing her hands off on her pants.
“No, Spike. Not lately.” She grins at him, skin flushed with excitement.
“Well, you are. Happy now? You got the fight you wanted.”
Buffy saunters closer to the black clad vamp. “Yeah, but now I want that bit of
the rough and tumble.”
Spike laughs, deep in his throat. “Girl after my own heart.” Buffy’s mouth on
his ends any further conversation.
* * * * * Chapter 39: Cold Hands, Warm Heart * * * * *
Normally being slammed against the cold stone wall of a tomb would get Spike
right pissed. However, since the slammer is his little bundle of Slayer and she
has anything but violence on her mind, he is actually quite pleased.
Before he can express any of these thoughts, her mouth has him again. Hot and
wet and very very insistent. Spike can feel her tongue dart into his mouth,
tasting him, tangling with him. Same with her hands, tangled in his hair, her
entire lithe body pressing into him as if she wants to feel his bare skin right
through their clothes. Spike is grateful he doesn’t need to breathe because she
is not exactly giving him a chance to.
“Oh god, Spike. Right here, right now.” Her voice is rough, urgent. Spike feels
her hands scramble on his shirt, yanking it from his jeans.
Not one for modesty, Spike is still slightly surprised. “Here, luv?” He glances
around, snapping back to Buffy as her nails skate up his bare back. “You sure?”
His hands run down her bare arms, raising Goosebumps in their wake. Little did
he know his Buffy was a bit of an exhibitionist.
Buffy’s eyes are fully dilated, nearly black as they look up at him. She takes
his words, turns them over, softens them as she continues to dive into his gaze.
“Never been more sure in my life.” Spike marvels at her ability to draw time to
a near standstill just by looking at him like that.
They both remain motionless, hands clutching skin, eyes telegraphing a
connection stronger than it would seem possible in such a short time. Buffy’s
words hang in the still night air, their certainty unwavering. Finally, Spike’s
mouths slowly stretches into a smile.
“Same here, luv. Same here.” Buffy meets him with a small smile of her own.
“So, can we get to the here and the now? The wanting?” The glint is back in her
eye, mischief getting back in the driver’s seat for a spin.
“For you, my love, anything.” The change in intonation is very subtle, but Buffy
picks up on it. Rather than using his typical endearment, a throw-away word, he
called her love. His love. She can’t recall hearing him talk that before. Almost
poetic. If possible, she wants him naked more than ever. Strange how love and
lust stand side by side when it comes to Spike. Each drives her to the other and
then back again. The burning feeling that makes her want to touch him is more
expansive than mere lust. She doesn’t just want him, she craves him with every
inch of her body. Buffy feels like she will combust without his touch. And she
wants to stay within arm’s reach forever, stay with him forever, love him
always. And the love, the softness in his eyes, the gentle turn of his hand
makes her want to strip him naked in any setting. Love and lust all tied up in
one luscious package.
Buffy’s hands move faster, desperately unfastening Spike’s shirt, but trying not
to ruin another one by ripping it. Finally, she has her hands on his bare skin,
glowing silver in the moonlight. She whips her own tank top over her head,
wanting that skin to skin contact more than ever. Buffy’s need to absorb him in
every possible way before...before whatever happens tomorrow reaches a nearly
manic level. She dives in for another searing kiss.
Spike’s hands caress her back, playing with the straps of her bra, but not yet
removing it. Her mouth on his is pure bliss, softness and warmth, tenderness and
passionate fury all wrapped up in the force of this kiss. His hands slide up her
back, one drags the band off her ponytail and they both slide into her glossy
blond hair. The silken strands slip through his fingers, impossibly soft, a
light floral scent rising to his nose. Spike can’t help thinking that even the
smell of the Slayer’s bloody shampoo makes him hard. Of course, the things she
is doing with her hands might have something do with that, too.
The kiss breaking, Spike tries to look at Buffy’s face, but it is mostly cast in
shadow. Somehow, he can’t stand it. He wants to see her. He cuts his eyes to the
right and left before finding the perfect spot.
“Come with me, pet.”
A pout instantly clouds Buffy’s face. Not touching Spike is of the bad, and he
is moving away. Spike’s hand is holding hers tightly and gently tugs her to the
right to follow him. His open shirt flapping behind him, Spike leads her to a
low tomb. Out from under the trees, it is bathed in the light of the nearly half
moon shining down on them. Hard stone grays are struck blue and silver in this
night, making the cemetery seem otherworldly. Spike turns back to the tiny woman
clutching his hand with her supernatural strength. Clutching as if she will
never let go, a feeling that squeezes his heart just a bit too tight for
comfort.
Buffy reads his intentions immediately. Both the Slayer and the vampire reach
out with their senses and find no adversaries in the area. It should be safe to
be so much in the open. Spike stops by the tomb, pulls her by the hand up
against him. The rough fabric of his jeans rubs against Buffy’s bare stomach and
she also feels the telltale sign that he is more than ready to go. She smiles a
small satisfied smile at how much and how often he wants her. Vampire
constitution is right up there with Slayer constitution. Spike takes their still
clasped hands up to his mouth, tongue gently grazing her knuckles, followed by
his lips. Buffy feels her knees go weak as his eyes burn into her. How can they
want so badly? So often? Why is it that having him does nothing to lessen her
need for him? If anything, it makes it grow and grow until she can’t stand a
room that he is not in. Buffy decides the time for questions is not this moment.
Spike’s other arm goes around her waist and lifts her. Turning in one motion, he
sets her down on the tomb. Startled by how cold it is, Buffy jumps a little. His
eyebrows knit in concern. “Too cold, love?” So, that is his word for her now. No
more slang, not luv, but actual love. Buffy fights the need to shiver, but the
stone is coming right through her thin workout pants. Biting her lip, she nods a
little.
“But it’s okay. It’s fine.” Spike shakes his head.
“No, pet. Won’t have you shivering.” Spike releases her and whips off his shirt
quickly. Buffy takes a deep breath at the sensual movement of his muscles, arms
and abs rippling in a most tempting fashion. The incredible ivory smoothness of
his skin literally gleams in the flood of moonlight that surrounds them. He
folds the shirt over several times to make it thicker and then sets it on the
surface of the tomb right next to her. Buffy squeals as Spike lifts her off her
rear and slides the shirt underneath. The shirt makes a huge difference. Plus,
now her view of Spike’s naked torso is unobstructed. She can’t help thinking
that in a few minutes, the coldness of the stone will be the last thing on her
mind. “And they say chivalry is dead.” She pauses, thinking. “Maybe it’s just
undead.” Buffy giggles and Spike can’t help but chuckle.
“Oh, Slayer. You are too bloody much.” He steps forward to stand between her
legs, resting his hands on her thighs. Buffy smiles up at him as one hand lifts
up to trail down her cheek slowly.
Her hands return to their previous location. Spike realizes she already has his
pants unbuttoned and unzipped. “Now, where were we?” Her warm hand slides into
his pants and around his very hard cock, making Spike jump a little. “Ah yes,
right here.” Her tongue dances out to touch her top lip as she tilts her head to
the side, studying him. Her hand begins to move up and down on his cock slowly,
making Spike’s eyes roll back in his head. He realizes that he couldn’t care
less if a crowd of demons pulled up chairs and watched them go at it while
eating popcorn. Nothing is going to stop this little outdoor adventure.
Spike’s hands grab the waist of her pants and pull. Hard. Buffy gasps as he
lifts her off the tomb to get them over her rear end. Before she can react, he
moves back and they are off and tossed over his shoulder. Goosebumps cover her
exposed skin, partly from the slight chill in the air and partly from him. He
just makes her want to…do things. Spike glances down, as he realizes the Slayer
is bare-assed on his shirt. His eyes widen slightly. He forgot that she didn’t
bother with underwear when they left tonight. The reminder is pleasant, indeed.
Meeting her eyes, he finds that her smile has reached all the way into her
hazels, warming them. With a muted growl, Spike steps closer, yanking her
against him. Buffy’s legs snake around his hips, rubbing up and down. Her hand
goes back to his cock, stroking lightly as the other pushes on his loosened
jeans.
Spike slides a hand between them, rubbing lightly at her folds, amazed at how
wet she is. Of course, she always gets aroused after a good fight. He’s known
that for years. Just never got to be on the receiving end until very recently.
Well, receiving end of the fight, sure, just not this part. His thumb circles
her clit, lightly grazing it, feeling Buffy stiffen every time. His index finger
seeks the center of her warmth, sliding in slowly. He feels the pace of her hand
on his cock quicken along with her heartbeat. A second finger and then a third
join the first, sliding in and out of her tight channel at the same pace as she
strokes him. Spike leans forward, his mouth finding her neck. Planting soft,
open-mouth kisses, he teases her skin. Buffy leans into him as well, her breaths
short and hot against his bare chest. Her tongue dances out to trace around a
nipple before lightly nipping at it. He flinches slightly, and feels his cock go
even harder than he thought possible. Buffy’s hand releases his pulsing cock,
and both hands slides up the contours of his chest before meeting at the nape of
his neck, just the fingertips pushing into his hair. She kisses over his chest,
leaving little nips all over it as she moves up to his neck. Spike strains to
keep stroking in and out of her with his hand. He feels her body start to
tighten on his hand, her breathing fast and erratic.
“Oh god, Spike. Oh god!” She pants out the words, fingers digging into the back
of his neck. Her mouth reaches up for his, moist warm lips pressing into his. He
stops teasing and begins pressing his thumb into her clit hard on each entrance.
Buffy’s entire body feels like it is on fire as she comes, the waves of
sensation hitting hard and fast. Breaking their kiss, Buffy throws her head back
and screams his name at the top of her lungs, her entire body convulsing around
his hand. When Spike feels the spasms begin to slow, he tweaks her clit,
eliciting a sharp cry from the panting Slayer. She straightens up slightly, her
hands still wrapped loosely around his neck. Spike slowly pulls his fingers out
from inside her when he is sure she is paying attention. Eyes glazed, cheeks
flushed pink, Buffy starts at the sensation of emptiness. She watches Spike’s
hand move up to his mouth with fascination. He slides his index finger into his
mouth, sucking it clean, then follows suit with the other two. Tongue darting
out, he licks around them thoroughly. And slowly. Buffy finds herself licking
her own lips as he grins at her. Before he can make any kind of comment, he
finds herself suddenly pulled against a very sweaty, very aroused Slayer. Her
legs grip his hips as one hand grabs the back of his neck and the other his
fully erect cock.
“Spike. Now. Don’t make me get out Mr. Pointy.” The threat is hollow, but her
grip on his cock is firm.
“That’s my girl, alright. Knows what she bloody well wants.” Spike’s hands go to
her thighs, spreading them wider. Taking a grip on her hips, Spike lets Buffy
guide him to her entrance. Spike leans into a kiss, biting at her bottom lip as
he drives into her with one slow and solid thrust. Buffy’s squeak is swallowed
by their kiss as her still sensitive skin is newly awakened. Over and over, he
enters her and she feels it all. His hands, slightly rougher than her own,
skating over her skin. The cool night air, lightly scented with grass and some
night blooming flower. The moonlight, illuminating them, illuminating him
without any warmth. The hushed sound of skin against skin, of far off cicadas.
With a sudden rush, Buffy is pulled away from the sounds and sensations beyond
them, her focus narrowed to just him. Filling her completely, physically and in
other ways she did not dare consider. His mouth tastes hers and she tries to
memorize the dance of his tongue, the way he traces her lips lightly before
thrusting inside. The pressure of his lips to hers, building as their coupling
intensifies. The sensations are acute almost to the point of pain. Her heart
aches, her body throbs, her skin burns. All for him.
“Spike. Oh, Spike. I do love you.” Her mouth is next to his ear, her voice soft
and breathy, tickling his skin. He almost stops completely at her unexpected
declaration. No matter how many times she declares her love, he never gets tired
of hearing it or surprised at how true it is, how good it feels. She moves back
to meet his eyes.
“Buffy, love, you are the only one for me. I love you, too.” His smile is not as
cocky as usual, hers in return is somewhat tremulous. Neither one is willing to
dance near the topic that weighs on them both. Tomorrow night and the fate of
their love.
Buffy tightens her legs against him, reminding Spike of their current situation.
“Didn’t mean to stop, though, sweetie.” Her successful attempt at levity draws
them back to the moment at hand.
Spike renews his pace, picking up where they left off after grinning down at
her. His hands slide up to release her breasts from the slip of a bra she was
wearing. He catches one nipple in his mouth, causing Buffy to twitch, moaning
softly. The other nipple goes hard at the cold and the sensation. As Spike
thrusts harder, he kisses across her breasts and up along her collarbone. He
splays one hand across her back, holding her to him as he drives home over and
over. He starts to feel his impending climax, wishing he could hold it off
longer. But her effect on him is so overwhelming, so intense, he’s lucky he
doesn’t come every time she looks at him. His other hand goes between them,
lightly tweaking her clit in time with the thrusts.
Just when Buffy thinks she can’t feel anything more intense, she feels his hands
on her clit again. Her whole body lifts off the stone, arching against him,
hard, driving his cock even deeper and clenching it with her inner walls. Spike
growls and leans into her, pushing Buffy’s back down and against the cold stone.
Her skin just about hisses on contact. Spike’s hands come down on either side of
her, his burning eyes pinning her to the surface. Harder and faster, he thrusts,
nailing her clit every time until she wants to scream from the strength of the
feeling. Scream to stop before she bursts and scream to please never ever stop.
Instead, she just screams as she comes again, the furious reaction sending Spike
through to his climax with a guttural growl. They move together for several
moments afterwards, their bodies clinging, their skin hot and slick.
Buffy sits up, wrapping her arms around her lover with all the strength she can
muster in her boneless state. Murmuring her name over and over, Spike plants
light kisses over her shoulders.
And in that position, naked and sweaty, sated and tender, the Slayer and the
vampire fall just a bit harder in love and each wish fervently that this
particular night would never end.