Chapter Twenty: Choices
By: Wynn
The midnight sky was a blur shooting past the speeding SUV, the black marred
only by occasional globes of blinding white light, descending upon the velvety
darkness from the curved streetlights high above the interstate. The passenger
window was down, allowing the cool ocean breeze to whip into the car, tossing
Buffy’s long golden hair around with wild abandon. She leaned her head out the
window, drawing in the crisp winds, letting them flow over her, cooling her
flushed skin. She was nervous and desperately trying to hide it.
Slipping back inside the car, Buffy rolled up the window and sat back against
her seat. Her eyes darted to the side, covertly observing Spike from beneath her
lashes. He had one hand slung over the steering wheel, casually guiding the car
down the vacant highway, while the other was propped against the window, the
tips of his fingers playing with the fraying edges of the fabric covering the
roof. Snapping her gaze down to her lap, she trailed her fingers across her
smooth grey seatbelt and said, “So. What did Angel say on the phone?”
“About what?”
About what. The voice in her head repeated the phrase over and over again
until a multitude of little Buffy’s chirped the innocent words in a jarring
melody of annoyance. About this. You and me going to L.A. Together.
“About Lilah?”
“Oh. He was surprised she and the rest of the evil crew hadn’t set their sights
on the Hellmouth before now.”
“He didn’t, uh, say anything else?”
“Not really.”
Buffy nodded, an absentminded shake of her head, as she gritted her teeth to
stop the question she wanted to ask, needed to ask from escaping her lips.
“We weren’t on the phone very long, you know,” Spike continued, glancing at her
as the car passed under a streetlight.
Buffy unclenched her jaw and forced a smile to appear on her face. “Yeah, I
know. Just curious. Like a cat.” Oh god. Shoot me now. She turned her
head back to the window and chewed on her lower lip. She watched the exit signs
fly by, ticking off the rapidly disappearing miles, and estimated the time of
arrival to L.A. What was she going to say to him, about her and Spike? Not that
she cared about what Angel thought of how she was living her life; he had given
up the privilege to comment upon it long ago. It was just that the trip would go
a hell of a lot smoother if he didn’t revert into Angelus mode upon learning
about the events of the last few years, especially the more… physical aspects of
her relationship with Spike.
She ran a hand through her hair, pulling at the wind induced tangles, and
shifted in her seat. She would just walk up to Angel, nice and slow, and state
calmly-
“He already knows.”
Buffy blinked, a faint frown pulling at her lips. She looked at Spike and said,
“What?”
His blue eyes staring straight ahead, glued to the road visible through the
windshield, Spike said, “Angel knows. About us.”
Twisting in her seat so she could face Spike, Buffy leaned back against the
passenger door and crossed her arms across her silk and lace black tank top.
“You told him? Were you looking to be staked?”
“No. I was looking for help.”
“For help? What for… Oh. Help of the vampire with a soul variety.”
Spike nodded.
Drawing her legs underneath her, Buffy inspected the cuticles of her fingernails
as she said, “So what did he say? When he found out?”
“Not much.” Spike shrugged. He pushed his fingers through his bi-colored hair
and continued, “He didn’t believe me at first. That we had been… together. Then
when he did, he wanted to kill me.”
“So why didn’t he?” Hazel eyes widening, Buffy looked up at Spike and said
quickly, “Not that I want you dead o-or him to kill you. I meant, why didn’t he
want to? He kicked Riley’s ass up and down Main Street. Well, I think Riley
picked a fight with Angel first, so really, Angel was defending himself. But…
Sorry, off topic. I figured Angel would freak out and stake you, not invite you
to live in his hotel.”
“At first, he wanted to. Stake me, that is. He couldn’t though. Wasn’t
physically up to it. Then he figured you’d get pissed if he interfered in your
life again without you knowing about it. And there was the fact that I had a
soul.” He glanced at her, his eyes hidden in shadow. Voice low, Spike said, “Did
you not want him to know?”
Buffy shook her head. “I don’t care if he knows. I was thinking of how to tell
him myself. I just don’t want to have to deal with any irrational
overprotective-ness he might exhibit.” Among other things, including the
intense scrutinizing of me and how I feel about you that I know
will come as soon as I step into his hotel. “I get enough of the manly man
protective vibe from Giles and Xander when it comes to you and our, um,
relationship… friendship… thing.”
“They only want what’s best for you.”
Buffy arched an eyebrow. “Aren’t I supposed to decide what’s best for
me?”
“Yes. They just want you to be safe and happy, that’s all.”
Straightening in her seat, Buffy gazed at Spike, her hazel eyes alight with
confusion. “What’s the deal? Why are you all supportive of their disapproval
over our friendship? Is this some way of telling me that you don’t want to be
friends anymore?”
“No, that’s not-”
“Do you think it would be best for me if we weren’t friends?”
“Maybe.”
Mouth falling open in shock, Buffy stayed silent for a minute. She blinked a few
times and shut her mouth with a snap, attempting to wrap her mind around the
‘maybe,’ around the possibility that he thought they shouldn’t be friends. Buffy
closed her eyes, her tongue darting out to moisten her lips, the faint flames of
fury beginning to ignite in her gut.
“Buffy-”
“Do you want to know what I think, Spike?” she asked softly, her voice a deadly
murmur, as she opened her eyes. “I think you spent way too much time with Angel.
You are not allowed to follow in his footsteps and decide I’m better off not
having you in my life. You won’t walk away from me just because you think it’s
what’s best. You do not get to make those kinds of decisions for me. I am a
grown woman, not a child, and I am able to decide how I want to live my life and
who I want to be a part of it. Now, if you don’t want to be involved in my life,
then tell me straight out. I deserve that much.”
“You deserve more! More than friendship with something like me! You-”
“What is this about really?” She tilted her head to the side, peering through
the darkness to look into his eyes. He was avoiding her gaze, staring out the
windshield. “Because it’s not about me.”
Hand slamming against the steering wheel, Spike turned towards her, his voice
wrought with emotion. “It is always about you! Being friends, or whatever the
hell we are, is dangerous for you. You are risking more pain.”
She watched him, silently, taking in the curve of his shoulder, the whites of
his knuckles as he gripped the steering wheel. He was trembling. From what, she
wasn’t sure. Softly, she said, “Are you going to hurt me?”
“No. Never.” He drew in a deep shuddering breath and said, “But I might hurt
someone else.” Spike turned his head and locked his tormented indigo eyes onto
her calm hazel. “The chip. Doesn’t work anymore.”
A few moments passed before Buffy burst into laughter. She curled into a ball,
body shaking with the force of her giggles. She tried to compose herself, but
the absurdity of the reason for their conversation caused her to laugh harder.
Her giggles died down after a few minutes, fading into the silence that
stretched over his half of the automobile. Buffy slouched against the passenger
door, shaking her head in disbelief. “This is all about the chip? I already
know.”
“You know it doesn’t work on you. Now-”
“-it doesn’t work on anyone. I know.” She paused, pulling one leg close and
setting her chin upon her knee. “You fought against the assassins. Against
humans. Without the massive migraine attack. Did you think I wouldn’t notice?”
“Without the chip, I’m dangerous.”
Buffy shook her head. “Without the chip, you’re just like everyone else. Free to
make a choice. About what you want to do and what you want to become. That
doesn’t make you dangerous. It makes you human.” She reached out, brushing his
ash blonde curls off his face, the tips of her fingers threading through the
silky strands. “I’m not afraid of the choice you’ll make. You wouldn’t have
fought for your soul if all you wanted was to return to killing.”
One tear slid down his face, forging a brilliant, glistening, moonlit trail
across the curve of his cheekbone. “The soul doesn’t mean I will never kill
again. What if it isn’t enough to control the demon? What if… Buffy, if that
happens, you’ll have to stake me. And I don’t want you to have to do that. Not
after everything…”
“I won’t have to,” Buffy said. “A soul doesn’t mean you’ll automatically do the
right thing or never make another mistake. It gives you the opportunity to do
what you want. Whether that’s good or evil. But I think you’ve already made that
choice.” She paused, trailing her fingers through the curled ends of his hair. A
half-smile curved her lips as she said, “So cut the crap about how maybe we
shouldn’t be friends. You say it again then I’ll have to stake you.”
“Buffy-”
“No. You made your choice and I made mine. You can’t-”
Spike grabbed her hand, stilling the exploration through the tips of his hair,
and held it within his own. He turned his azure eyes on her, a wisp of a smile
playing upon his lips. “Thank you.”
Glancing down at their joined hands, Buffy smiled, the blush returning to her
cheeks. She looked into his eyes and whispered, “You’re welcome.” She held his
gaze for another moment before turning towards the window and watching the
blurred night sky, her hand still curled within his own. Her free hand moved
toward the door and twisted the small grey knob, lowering the passenger window,
flooding the interior with the cool winds.
Angel is so going to freak out.
Her eyes flickered back to Spike. Then to their clasped hands.
Big time.
“Buffy?”
Tilting her head towards Spike, she said, “Yeah?”
“There’s something else I need to tell you,” Spike said as he glanced at her
from the corners of his eyes. “It’s about Angel. And his son Connor.”
What?!?
* * *
Chapter Twenty-One: Power Play
By: Wynn
Angel sat at his desk, fingers deftly flipping through random case files, his
mind preoccupied on his soon-to-be arriving guests. Spike and Buffy. Buffy and
Spike. The two of them. Together. Alone. Willingly.
Frowning slightly, Angel laid the manila folders on his desk and leaned back in
his leather chair. He hadn’t heard from Spike since he had returned to
Sunnydale. Faith had mentioned in their last phone conversation that Spike had
been in contact with Buffy, but she had been typically indifferent and unusually
hostile about all matters concerning the blonde Slayer. Had Buffy accepted
Spike’s apology? Were they friends? Or could they barley hold a civil
conversation? The latter seemed unlikely since Spike was accompanying her to
L.A.
What if they were more than friends? Angel grimaced as a mental image of Buffy
and Spike kissing invaded his consciousness. That wasn’t a sight he wanted to
see. Ever. Angel hoped the two were able to work together without bickering or
fighting or kissing or groping. He didn’t want to have to play babysitter to the
two blondes. Being a father to an unruly, uncooperative, uncommunicative
seventeen year old demon killer was stressful enough.
“Any word on our two wayward guests, Tall, Dark, and Broody One?”
Glancing at Lorne, Angel straightened in his chair and placed his elbows on his
desk, supporting his chin with his clasped hands. “No. They should be here
soon.”
“Good,” Lorne said as he sat in one of the two chairs opposite Angel. “I’m dying
to meet these blondes from your past. Here’s hoping they’re more agreeable than
the other blonde from your past.” Lorne shook his head. “Darla was full of
surprises, though, to say the least. She’s a vampire, she’s human, then she’s a
vampire again. And popping out the bundle of sweetness and light that is your
son was the end all and be all of surprises.”
“Connor’s gotten a lot better since he came back.”
Lorne nodded solemnly. “Yes. That is if you consider ‘better’ evolving from
moody silences and intense glaring to more moody silences and intense glaring.”
“At least he’s stopped trying to kill us.” Angel paused. “Well, except for that
time right after you got back from Vegas. But Connor didn’t really mean it. He…”
Off Lorne’s look, Angel sighed and rose out of his chair. Maneuvering past the
dark wood desk, he left his office, moving into the hotel lobby. Fred sat before
the agency computer, her dark glasses perched high on her nose, her face close
to the screen.
“Found anything?” Angel asked as he peered over her shoulder at the computer.
Fred shook her head and looked at Angel. “No. There isn’t any connection between
Lilah and Sunnydale in Wolfram and Hart’s files. A few mentions of the Hellmouth
in connection to you but not anything else. If Lilah really wanted to take out
your friends in Sunnydale, I doubt she’d be careless and leave traceable
computer records.”
“Worth checking out just in case. Thanks, Fred.” Angel looked up from the
computer, his dark gaze searching the empty lobby. “Gunn and Connor aren’t back
yet?”
Fred slid off her stool and backed away from Angel and the computer. She stopped
next to Lorne, glancing at him before briefly looking at Angel. “Um, Charles
called a few minutes ago. They should be back soon. Any minute now.”
Angel glanced between Fred and Lorne. Neither looked at him. Angel sighed again
and rubbed his fingers across his temples to stave off the teenage son induced
migraine. “What happened now?”
Lorne shrugged. “Nothing, really. They had a slight disagreement… again.”
“What was it this time?”
The twin front doors to the hotel burst open. Gunn stormed into the lobby,
covered from head to toe with grime and filth. His axe was broken, the end of
the handle dangling, hanging by a few slivers of wood. “I don’t care if you’re
John Wayne, Conan the Barbarian, and the Lone Ranger all in one, little man! You
follow my orders!”
Connor slunk into the hotel, arms folded across his chest, one sleeve of his
T-shirt torn and bloodied. “I had an opening. I took it.”
Throwing his axe to the floor, Gunn whirled, coming face to face with Connor.
“No! What you did was deliberately disobey my order and my plan! Again. Which
caused an all out brawl that could’ve gotten real ugly real quick if the rest of
their crew had been there.”
Smirking, Connor said, “Didn’t know you were scared of fighting, Gunn.”
“Scared?” Gunn laughed as he shook his head slowly. A humorless smile crossed
his face as he said, “I’ll show you scared.” He lunged at Connor, catching him
in a vicious tackle. The two men sailed across the hotel lobby, crashing through
the glass double doors leading to the hotel’s courtyard. They rolled down the
stone steps, colliding with the patio’s massive granite fountain.
Angel, Fred, and Lorne stared at the broken doors. Shaking out of his shocked
stupor, Lorne stepped next to Angel and placed a hand on his shoulder. “Glad to
see the little hellspawn is reintegrating himself into the group and not trying
to kill us anymore.”
Closing his eyes, Angel drew in a deep calming breath. Hundreds of years spent
in hell, over a hundred years of living with Darla, Dru, and Spike
simultaneously, three years of living and working with Cordelia. Incalculable
hours spent brooding and honing his patience to precision so he could handle
anything, anyone without breaking a sweat. And it was all shot to hell by his
son in less than two months.
The mighty power of the teenage boy.
Angel set off across the lobby, stepping through the smashed glass doors into
the courtyard. Gunn and Connor had taken the fight into the fountain. Through
the shooting sprays of water and flying elbows, growls of pain and muttered
curses, Angel saw Buffy and Spike. They stood near the street entrance to the
courtyard, bags still in hand, shocked and amused expressions on their faces as
they watched Connor and Gunn grapple in the leaf strewn, muddy water of the
fountain.
Striding across the patio, Angel grasped the back of Gunn’s T-shirt and hauled
him out of the water. He grunted as Gunn elbowed him in the stomach, his grip
loosening enough for Gunn to wriggle free and launch himself at Connor again.
Angel heard soft laughter; he looked at Spike, his brown eyes narrowing as he
saw Spike quickly stifle his laughter and plaster a fake, innocent smile on his
face. “Would you care to help me, William? Or do you want to make me really
angry and remain standing there while they try to kill each other?”
Chuckling, Spike set his bag onto the stone tiles and moved towards the
fountain. He grabbed Connor’s arm as Angel latched onto Gunn. The two vampires
tore the irate men away from each other, dragging them to opposite ends of the
courtyard.
Angel stumbled up the stone steps to the lobby, dragging a dripping wet Gunn
behind him. He pushed the soaked man into the hotel and said, “Go inside and get
cleaned up. I’ll talk to Connor. Again.”
“Whatever, man.” Without looking back, Gunn reentered the hotel, leaving puddles
of muddy water trailing after him.
“Hey! What the-”
Angel spun, his dark eyes locking onto Connor and Spike. Connor had a stake
clasped in his hand, which he brought down towards Spike’s chest. Sprinting
across the courtyard, Angel skidded to a halt as the stake flew from Connor’s
hand and the boy toppled to the ground, his face pressed into the cold stone
tiles by a livid Buffy.
Connor wriggled beneath Buffy, attempting to throw her off him. “Let me go!”
“Uh uh, junior.” Buffy tightened her hold on the back of his neck and mashed his
face harder into the ground. “Don’t even try moving unless you seriously want me
to kick your ass.”
Angel took a few steps towards the pair. He flinched as Buffy dug her elbow into
Connor’s neck. “Uh, Buffy?”
“What?”
“I think you can let him up now.”
Buffy shook her head. She glanced up at Angel, her hazel eyes flashing with
anger. “Not until he apologizes to Spike and Gunn.” Connor squirmed again,
prompting Buffy to smack him across the back of his head with her free hand.
“That might be a while,” Lorne said as he gingerly stepped through the
demolished doors. He walked across the patio, a broad grin appearing on his face
as he watched Buffy and Connor. “The word ‘sorry’ isn’t a part of the little
whippersnapper’s vocab.”
Buffy shrugged. “I got time.”
Angel looked at Spike. He pointed to Buffy, silently prodding the blonde vampire
into prying Buffy off of Connor. Spike glanced at Buffy then at Connor before
settling his blue gaze on Angel again; he shrugged and walked around the Slayer
and teenage demon killer, plopping into one of the wrought iron chairs circling
the fountain. Scowling at Spike, Angel took another step forward and said,
“Buffy-”
“No. These past few days have been a tad stressful and there is no way in hell I
am going to put up with his attitude while I’m here. When he acts like a good
little boy and says he’s sorry, I’ll let him up.”
Grin growing wider on his face, Lorne sat in the chair next to Spike as he said,
“I like her.”
Spike smiled. “Me, too.”
“I’m Lorne.”
“Spike.”
Angel looked around the courtyard, taking in the glinting shards of glass from
the smashed doors strewn across the patio tiles; his ex-girlfriend, the Vampire
Slayer, straddling his son, the child of two vampires, holding him facedown on
the concrete while she waited for an apology; his grand-Childe, the 130 year old
pain in the ass souled vampire, chatting with the green skinned, red eyed,
horned demon from another dimension who moonlighted as a Vegas lounge singer.
Angel sighed, shook his head, and sat next to Lorne and Spike, waiting for his
son to get a clue and apologize to the tiny blonde California girl who had taken
him down in less than a second.
* * *
Five of the six members composing the Inner Circle sat in their assigned chairs
surrounding the gleaming cherry table, all waiting for the sixth member to
arrive. Never had a member been late to one of their clandestine meetings. It
was not allowed. The man in charge detested anything that interrupted his
schedules, so meeting times were strictly followed. The man was easier to deal
with and their meetings were shorter when he was not irritated.
The man in charge glanced at his watch, eyes hardening as he realized she was
twenty minutes late. Twenty. He shifted in his chair, his gaze darting to
the man opposite him, taking in the other’s nonchalant slouch in his plush
leather chair. The head of the Inner Circle frowned at the man’s subtle
disrespectful demeanor; his behavior of late had become impossible to predict,
making him potentially very dangerous to the man in charge. But that was not the
man’s primary concern. Not when his second in command had gone rogue.
The heavy door at the end of the narrow hall slid open and the second in command
of the Inner Circle strode into the lush meeting hall. Her stride was slow and
confident, showing no signs of nervousness at her obvious tardiness. She
approached the gleaming oak table, flashing the other members a carefree grin as
she moved towards her chair.
“It is very gracious of you to bless us with your presence, Lilah,” the man in
charge said as Lilah took her customary seat to his right. “Perhaps you may
arrive on time at our next gathering.”
Lilah set her briefcase on the floor beside her. She smoothed a hand over her
thick auburn hair and crossed her legs beneath the circular table. “Something
suddenly came up that required my immediate attention.”
“Yes, well, would that something have anything to do with the assassins you sent
after Buffy Summers and her cohorts?”
Lilah leaned back in her chair and casually crossed her arms across her chest.
“No. It was Wolfram and Hart business. I’ve been so swamped ever since the
Senior Partners promoted me to the head of Special Projects.”
The man smiled, a small cold grin twisting of his lips. “Apparently your
business with the firm has not prevented you from implementing your own plan to
eliminate the Slayers. Although you must not have devoted much time and energy
to these assassins of yours, if their lack of success is any indication.”
Lilah shrugged. “They served their purpose. And they did more damage to Buffy,
Faith, and the rest than your band of Larouse demons.”
“Did you give any consideration to the fact that they could be tracked back to
you, leading the Slayer directly to us and severely interfering in our plans for
the Hellmouth?”
Barely suppressing the urge to roll her eyes at the man’s obsession with
secrecy, Lilah said, “I thought about it. The possibility of the gang in
Sunnydale discovering my connection to the assassins doesn’t concern me. Any
action taken by me against them will look like an assault from Wolfram and Hart
itself, especially if they turn to Angel for help in learning all there is to
know about little old me. Becoming involved with the Hellmouth will seem a
natural extension from our dealings with Angel.” Lilah paused. Her gaze
flickered around the table, pausing on each member, settling on the man to her
right. She almost chuckled at his unconcerned posture and appearance. Dissension
among the ranks. Returning her dark eyes to the man in charge, she said, “Plus,
there isn’t any sort of record connecting me to all of you. When you approached
me to join your Circle of six, you were very discreet. I doubt even the Senior
Partners know about this. So your secret’s safe with me.”
Flushing with anger at her indifferent tone, the man straightened in his chair.
His voice was flat and cold as he said, “These meetings shall remain secret. If
they do not remain so, I’m afraid unfortunate consequences will occur.”
Lilah arched one eyebrow at the man’s threat. She leaned forward, setting her
clasped hands on the dark wood table. “Any consequences would be unfortunate
indeed. For me and for you. You see all I have to do is breathe one word to the
Senior Partners and all of your little plans will vanish like a puff of smoke.
One word. Hellmouth. Interest will be piqued, especially due to the Slayer’s
connection to Angel, and action will be taken. And there is nothing you would be
able to do to stop it. Nothing.” Lilah smiled again as she rose from her chair.
Grasping the handle of her briefcase, she locked eyes with the man in charge and
said, “I’m afraid I must be going. I have a meeting tomorrow with the Senior
Partners I need to prepare for. If anything… important is discussed in the rest
of this meeting, you can contact me through the usual channel.”
Lilah backed away from the table. She turned and walked towards the exit, hips
swaying, shoulders pushed back, and chin held high. She grasped the smooth brass
handle and opened the door, sauntering out of the meeting hall into the crisp
night air.
* * *
Chapter Twenty-Two: Reunion
By: Wynn
The door creaked open, the scrape of the hinges stirring the man sprawled across
the king sized bed. Angel peeked into the room, quirking one eyebrow at Spike,
who laid facedown on the midnight black sheets, the top of his head and the
soles of his feet sticking out from beneath the satin fabric. Moving into the
room, Angel pushed the door shut with his elbow, readjusted his grip on the two
mugs of warm blood clasped in his hands, and made his way across the dark
bedroom. He set one steaming cup on the nightstand beside the still slumbering
Spike and turned on a small lamp, filling the room with soft light. Angel pulled
a wicker rocker from the corner of the room over to the bed and slowly sat onto
the chair, a half grin appearing on his face as the wicker twisted and groaned,
the sounds echoing throughout the bedroom and causing Spike to squirm some more.
The ash blonde pried open one eye and scowled at Angel from beneath the black
blanket.
“Morning, sunshine,” Angel said brightly. He took a sip from his mug, twisting
the ceramic cup in his hand. He cocked his head to the side as he said,
“Actually, I should say ‘Mid-afternoon, sunshine’ since it’s about 3pm, but that
sounds weird, doesn’t it?”
Spike closed his eye at Angel’s grating cheeriness. “And a Master Vampire named
‘Angel’ is perfectly normal?” he asked as he reopened his eyes. Spike pushed
himself into a sitting position and yawned, blinking his eyes blearily as he
groped for his cup on the nightstand. He drained the crimson contents in one
gulp, his eyes watering as the fiery liquid slid down his throat. Bringing the
mug close to his nose, Spike sniffed. He drew back, blue eyes flashing with
fury, and hurled the mug at Angel. “What the hell did you put in there, you
wanker?!”
Dodging the flying cup, Angel shrugged innocently and said, “Just some cayenne
pepper and a bit of hot sauce. Only one bottle. Maybe two. And a bit of vinegar
for flavor. Lucky for you, we were all out of garlic or I would have thrown some
of that in there too.”
Dragging a hand across his eyes, Spike wiped at the tears and said, “Are you
still mad ‘cause I wouldn’t help you last night? It was your son that started
everything. Not me.”
“You could have helped.”
Tilting his head to the side, Spike raised one eyebrow and said, “I did help. I
pulled your kid out of the fountain and almost got staked for it.”
“You could have-”
“Exactly what could I have done, Peaches? Asked Buffy really nicely to please
stop mashing your kid’s face into the ground?”
“Yes.”
“I don’t think so. I already did your dirty work once last night. I wasn’t about
to do it again.”
Angel leaned back in the wicker rocking chair and took another sip from his mug
of blood. He remained silent for a few moments, staring down at the floor, his
silent contemplation bordering on brooding, before looking at Spike, his eyes
heavy with anxiety. “How did she take it?” he asked quietly.
“How did who take what?”
Angel sighed. “Buffy. How did she react about Connor?”
“How do you think she took it?” Spike shifted on the bed, straightening the
ebony comforter that had twisted around his legs.
“Spike?”
“She was a little brassed off.” Spike grimaced at the extreme understatement. A
little brassed off did not even begin to cover the range of emotions Buffy had
exhibited upon learning about Connor. Most of the emotions concerned Angel and
her intense desire to smack the brunette upside the head with a baseball bat.
Spike looked at Angel and said, “She wasn’t pissed about you having the kid.
Just about the fact that you made me tell her.”
“I didn’t make you tell her,” Angel protested. “I suggested you
tell her so she wouldn’t be surprised when you two got here.”
Raising one eyebrow, Spike folded his arms across his chest and said, “You
could’ve told her over the phone.”
Angel rubbed a hand across the back of his neck. “It-it’s not the sort of
revelation you make over the phone. It’s like you and your soul. You didn’t call
Buffy up and tell her about your soul over the phone. You went to Sunnydale and
told her yourself. In person.” Angel paused, his brown eyes closely inspecting
Spike. “You did tell her right?”
“She knows. And I didn’t get you to tell her for me. I did it myself. Sort of.”
Spike pushed the blanket off him and swung his legs onto the floor. He reached
for his wrinkled black T-shirt as he said, “You were too much of a sissy to tell
her yourself.”
Mouth dropping open in shock, Angel stood from the chair, huffing indignantly at
the accusation of being scared of Buffy. “I was not a sissy. I didn’t think it
would be appropriate to tell her over the phone. ‘Hey, Buff. How are you? Guess
what? I have a teenage son. Yeah, he was born a year ago but he’s 17 now. Who’s
the mother? Darla. Oh, you didn’t know Darla was alive? Well, she’s was but not
anymore. See you in a few hours.’”
“How much longer do you plan on having this imaginary, one sided conversation
with Buffy? I need to go brush my teeth and get rid of the blazing inferno that
is my mouth.”
Ignoring Spike, Angel continued, “And there wouldn’t have been any opportunity
to tell her myself in person when she got here. ‘Hey, Buffy. There’s something I
need to tell you. Who is that? That’s my son Connor. Let’s go say hello.’”
Spike sighed as he pulled the cotton shirt over his head and smoothed the fabric
across his stomach. “Who’re you trying to convince? Me or you? Look, you know
Buffy reasonably well. Good enough to make a guess on how she’d react to the
news that you have a kid with Darla. Why’re you in here bothering me about it?”
A pained look crossed Angel’s face. “Buffy wants to talk with me. And I’d rather
not have the conversation with her mashing my face into the carpet.”
Smirking, Spike said, “It was only four hours. Well, really five ‘cause as soon
as Buffy let the kid up he was stupid enough to pick a fight with her.” Spike
shrugged and walked around the bed. He stopped in front of Angel and said, “I
wouldn’t worry about any face mashing though. You don’t have any baseball bats,
do you?”
“What?”
Spike shook his head as he grabbed Angel’s arm and drug the brunette towards the
door. Nudging the door open with his foot, Spike shoved Angel out into the hall.
“You’ll be fine. Just remember you’re bigger than her and older than her and
possess a powerful demon inside you, but she can still kick your ass faster than
you can say ‘Brood.’ Have fun now.” A wide grin crossed Spike’s face as he
slammed the door on Angel, leaving the slightly shell shocked and nervous Master
Vampire alone in the hall to prepare for his talk with Buffy.
* * *
Anya held the miniature camera before her. She twisted the tiny recording device
in her hands, examining the delicate electronic equipment, experimentally
tapping on the lens and poking at the buttons. She and Giles had discovered the
camera earlier that morning, lodged high in the wall between the training room
and the rest of the Magic Box. “When do you think it was put in?” Anya asked
Giles as she set the camera onto the metal table situated in the center of the
shop.
Giles turned away from the recently restored front window and walked over to the
table. Picking up the camera, Giles said, “I’m not certain. Possibly when the
construction workers rebuilt the loft. One of them could have been paid by Lilah
Morgan to plant the camera.”
“We used Xander’s crew to rebuild the loft.” Anya snatched the camera from Giles
and held it before her. She inspected the device for a few moments before
returning the camera to the table. “Maybe they’re an evil construction crew.
Maybe Xander’s not really in England. He could be working covertly with this
Morgan woman to kill us all. Maybe he and Black Magic Willow are working
together to do us in for foiling her attempts to blow up the world.”
Sighing in exasperation, Giles said, “Anya, I severely doubt Xander and Willow
are working with the person or persons involved in the recent assassination
attempts.”
Anya sat on one of the four stools surrounding the table and chewed thoughtfully
on one fingernail. “And how do you know this coven woman you talked to this
morning was really the woman you knew from the coven? Maybe it’s Lilah in
disguise, and you invited her top two killing machines to town.”
“Anya-”
“I am only trying to preserve an open mind here and consider all of the
possibilities.” Anya paused, face pinched in concentration as visions of
potential traitors flew through her head. She straightened on her stool and
said, “Hey, for all we know Emilia and her impressively large male friend are
working with Lilah too.”
Giles stared at Anya for a few moments, mouth open in shock. He blinked a few
times and removed his glasses, placing them on the table beside the camera.
Pinching the bridge of his nose, he sat on one of the stools and said, “That is
the most ridiculous thing I have ever heard. Emilia wouldn’t-”
“I mean what do we know about her? Besides the fact that she’s an Elf.”
“How do you know she’s an Elf?”
Anya gave Giles a look. “It’s a little bit obvious, isn’t it? Shiny silver hair,
big purple eyes… you think everyday ordinary humans look like that?”
“Well, no, but she’s not involved in this.”
Nodding, Anya clasped her hands and leaned across the table, bringing her face
close to Giles. “And what sort of proof do you have to support your claim of her
innocence?”
Giles crossed his arms across his chest. “I don’t need any proof. I know her.
She’s not involved in this.”
“How do you know her exactly? As many details as you can recall of your history
with this alleged conspirator will only help strengthen her claim of innocence.
So… spill.”
Giles opened his mouth and drew in a deep breath, preparing to reveal the
details of his history with Emilia. He glanced at Anya out of the corners of his
eyes; she stared intently at him, her body tense with anticipation, eyes alight
with curiosity. Giles paused, a small grin tugging at the corners of his mouth,
before he said, “Exactly how late were you, Faith, and Dawn up last night
working out this little… plan to learn more about Emilia and myself?”
Anya pushed away from the table, rising off her stool and crossing her arms
across her chest. She tilted her chin in the air, an innocent, wounded look in
her eyes. “I don’t know what you’re talking about. There is no plan. How could
you think such a thing? All we’re- um, I mean, all I’m trying to do is
look out for the safety of everyone involved in this- this…” Off of Giles’ look,
Anya sighed and returned to her stool. “Crap. Ok, so maybe we talked a little
about the best way to dig up the dirt on your relationship with the Elf. How
could we not? It’s not everyday you have a gorgeous woman, a frickin Elf for
crying out loud, that you have some sort of mysterious, possibly sexy, history
with who suddenly pops back into your life, now is it? How can we not be
curious?”
Giles smiled. “While I appreciate the interest you three have taken in my life,
I think I will keep the details of it to myself.” Standing, he reached for his
glasses and placed them in the pocket of his shirt. Giles grabbed the miniature
camera and moved away from the table, walking towards the front door. “I’m going
back to Buffy’s. Maybe Dawn can discover some sort of information regarding this
device off of the computer.”
Scrambling off her stool, Anya followed him, slipping in front of him and
blocking his path to the door. “Just one little detail. I tell you everything
about my life, even the sweaty sex parts.”
“For which I am eternally grateful.”
“You can at least tell me how you two met,” Anya said, inching in front of Giles
as he tried to maneuver around her.
“How who met?”
Anya spun, coming face to face with Xander. He stood in the open doorway,
staring at Anya, curiosity shining from his dark brown eyes. His black hair had
grown out a few inches and he had lost weight, his muscles lean and toned
beneath his blue T-shirt. Anya stared at him, feeling the familiar twinge of
butterflies in her stomach, a feeling not felt since before the wedding that
wasn’t. Sucking in a shaky breath, Anya said, “How Giles and Emilia met. She’s
an Elf he used to know during his Ripper days who has recently reappeared in his
life.”
His brown eyes cutting from Anya to Giles, Xander said, “An Elf? As in one of
Santa’s Elves?”
Giles sighed again and shook his head. “No, not as in Santa’s Elves. She’s one
of an ancient race of powerful beings. Elves are the opposite of most demons.
They are pure light a-and energy, creative and healing forces, although a few
have been known to create chaos and destruction. There are very rare and mostly
reside in solitude.” Giles smiled. “Except Emilia. She’s always lived among
humans.”
“So she’s like Galadriel from Lord of the Rings. Except for the living with
people part.”
“Who… Oh!” Anya said, the proverbial light bulb going off above her head.
“That’s the movie with the little people with the funny feet and the gold ring
that makes everyone invisible.”
Xander nodded. A soft smile curved his lips as he said, “Yeah. I didn’t think
you’d, um, remember the movie.”
Anya shrugged, turning her head to the side to avoid Xander’s gaze. She smoothed
a hand over her hair as she said, “You took me to watch it four times. It’s a
little hard to forget.”
“Yeah…”
“Yeah…”
Glancing between the Xander and Anya, Giles cleared his throat, interrupting the
uncomfortable silence that stretched between them. He said to Xander, “I didn’t
expect the coven to send you back so soon. Where is Willow?”
“She’s at the apartment, finishing up a meditation exercise. The Hellmouth vibe
has her a little on edge. Along with whatever nasty caused you to call us in
Jolly Old England.” Xander glanced down at Giles’ hands, his brown eyes locking
onto the small camera. “Taking up photography? Or are you planning on becoming a
Peeping Tom?”
“The camera was used to spy on us. Specifically on Buffy and Faith. We found it
here in the shop.”
“In the shop?” Xander looked at Anya and Giles, shock and confusion spreading
across his face.
“A lot has happened since you went to England, Xander,” Giles said. “Perhaps it
would be best if we went to your apartment so I could tell both you and Willow
what has occurred.” As Xander nodded his ascent, Giles turned to Anya and said,
“Would you go and check on Dawn and try to discover something about this camera?
Also, see if there is a message from Buffy and Spike.”
“Yeah.” Anya took the camera from Giles and moved towards the open front door,
her eyes briefly locking with Xander’s. Maneuvering around him, she stepped
through the door onto the sidewalk and disappeared down the sunlit street.
Xander watched her walk away, drawing in a deep breath and dragging a hand
through his hair. His eyes widened as his brain finally processed Giles’
request. “Buffy and Spike? Spike is back and with Buffy? Alone?”
Giles flashed the younger man a tight smile. “As I said before, a lot has
happened in Sunnydale while you have been gone.” Placing a hand on Xander’s
shoulder, Giles gently nudged him out the door and onto the sidewalk. He closed
and locked the door behind him as he said quietly, “A whole hell of a lot has
happened.”
* * *
“Hi, Angel. Thanks for stopping by… No. Angel, thanks for coming over to… one of
the rooms in your hotel. ‘Cause the rooms are so far away from each other and
you had to walk twelve miles through snow uphill both ways to get here. Yeah,
real smooth, Buffy. Ok, once more with feeling, but no singing because that was
beyond creepy… Anyway, Angel, the reason I asked you to come and talk is that I
wanted to apologize for last night. Connor is your son and I had no right to sit
on him for five hours in the middle of your courtyard… oh god.”
Buffy stopped pacing and sat on the edge of the bed. Gnawing on her bottom lip,
she looked around the room, hazel eyes flickering from her small bag of clothes
and larger bag of weapons at the foot of the bed, to the door, then to the oak
dresser residing along the far well, before flitting back to the door. She ran
her hands through her golden tresses and stood, resuming her nervous pacing of
the large bedroom.
“Angel. Hi! How have you been? Busy raising a charmer of a son… That’s good,
Buffy. Insult the kid. Ok… How have I been? I’ve been fine. My best friend tried
to kill me and destroy the world, Faith and I tried to kill each other again, I
was attacked by a group of icky pus demons and bunch of nasty men, an evil
lawyer from L.A. is out to kill me, and I think I’m having more than friendly
feelings towards your recently souled grand-Childe. I’m just peachy.”
Maybe honesty wasn’t the best policy in this conversation. Buffy didn’t want to
incite a dust-o-thon by having a heart to heart with Angel about Spike. “Just
apologize for bitch slapping his son, yell at him for not telling me about
Connor himself, and suddenly become a deaf mute with no capacity for
communication whatsoever. Especially about blue eyed vampires named Spike.” A
light knock on the door caused Buffy to freeze. She stared wide-eyed at the door
for a few seconds before forcing her body to cross the room and grasp the
handle. She twisted the knob, pulled the door open, and plastered a smile on her
face as Angel came into view.
“Hey, Angel.”
“Buffy.”
* * *
Chapter Twenty-Three: Reunion Part 2
By: Wynn
“Angel.”
“Buffy.”
Silence.
Buffy shifted from one foot to the other, her eyes darting around the hall, down
to the floor, then up towards the ceiling, studiously avoiding Angel. She
mentally kicked herself for her nervousness and brought forth another strained
smile. “Do you, uh, want to come in? Or we can talk right here in the, um,
hallway?”
Angel shook his head. “We can talk in your room. That is if you want to.”
“That’s fine with me.” Buffy turned from the door and crossed the bedroom,
sitting gingerly upon the suddenly too small full sized bed. She mentally cursed
the hotel’s interior decorator for not adding another chair to the room. The
closer Angel got to her, the more likely it was that he would see what she
didn’t want him to see and that would be of the bad. She watched Angel move into
the room, leaving the door open, his hands clasped behind him, dark gaze roaming
around the room.
“Looking for something?”
Brown eyes snapping towards Buffy, Angel quickly said, “No. No. I haven’t been
in this room in a long time. I’d, uh, forgotten what it looked like.”
“Right.” Buffy squirmed on the bed, desperately trying to think of the best way
to broach the subject of Connor, when the absurdity of the situation dawned on
her. Why was she stressing over the ‘best’ way to talk to Angel about his brat
of a kid, who attacked both her and Spike last night, in addition to fighting
with Gunn, as well as Angel’s extreme lack in judgment in having Spike tell her
about the little hellion one hour before arriving in Los Angeles? Angel was the
one who should be nervous. Not her. Standing, Buffy slipped into battle mode,
placing her hands upon her hips and raising her chin a couple of inches into the
air. “I asked you to come and talk because I wanted to apologize for my actions
concerning Connor last night-”
“Buffy-”
“However, I have now decided that you should be the one to apologize to
me.”
Angel blinked. “What?”
“You heard me. Unless old age has finally caught up with you and dulled your
hearing. Do you need me to repeat it?”
Glowering at Buffy, Angel said, “No, I heard you just fine. And I was going to
apologize for not telling you about Connor myself, but suddenly I don’t feel
like it.” He turned and started to walk away from Buffy. As he approached the
door, Angel spun and stalked back towards her. “This is exactly why I didn’t
want to tell you about Connor in the first place. I knew you would overreact.”
“Overreact?” Buffy shook her head as she took a few steps towards Angel. “I was
shocked, yeah, and angry that you didn’t have enough respect for me to tell me
myself. But I did not overreact.”
“What do you call this then?”
“Being legitimately angry.”
“Why are you angry?” Angel began to pace the small bedroom, his brown eyes
occasionally darting towards Buffy. “So I didn’t tell you about Connor. I’m
sorry. There wasn’t any time. Spike said you wanted to get here as soon as
possible, and I didn’t want to fight with you over the phone about this. So I
asked Spike to tell you, out of my respect for you, so you would know who the
hell this kid was when you got here.” Angel slumped down onto the bed, shoulders
hunched, and cradled his head in his hands.
Watching Angel out of the corners of her eyes, Buffy felt her righteous
indignation dissipate. Sighing, she moved over to the bed and sat down next to
Angel. “I’m sorry I smacked Connor around last night,” she said quietly.
Angel looked at her, a half smile curving his lips. “Don’t be sorry. He deserved
it. I probably would have done more than sit on him if you had actually let him
up.”
“Does he pick fights with your crew often?”
“Just about every single day. Mostly he fights with Gunn and Lorne. He hasn’t
started in on me yet because he still feels bad for dumping me in a box in the
middle of the ocean.” Angel paused, shaking his head slightly. “I don’t know
what to do. I don’t know how to be a parent to a teenager.”
“If it makes you feel any better, I’m right there with you in the land of not
knowing. I’m supposed to be all discipline-y with Dawn, say ‘Go brush your
teeth’ and ‘Do your homework.’ Most of the time she just gives me the patented
Summers eye roll and ignores me.”
“At least she’s not trying to kill your friends.”
“No. Not yet anyway.” Shaking her head to clear it of the unwanted images of a
bloodthirsty, murderous Dawn, Buffy said, “Why do you let him stay if he’s such
a pest?”
Angel shrugged. “He’s my son. I can’t turn him away. Plus, he doesn’t have
anywhere else to go.”
“So.” Off of Angel’s incredulous look, Buffy continued, “Obviously Connor
doesn’t respect you or your friends enough to deserve to live here. He’s 17.
It’s time he grows up or gets out.”
“Buffy, you don’t understand. He had a hard life. He-”
“And who hasn’t had a hard life? That’s no excuse for his current behavior. You
can’t take your problems out on other people. It… it took me a long time to
learn that.” Buffy stopped. A sheepish grin appeared on her face. “And here I go
again trying to tell you how to live your life. Sorry.”
“Don’t be. It’s nice to have someone who understands.” He was quiet for a moment
as he stared at her. He said quietly, “You look good. Better than before.”
Pushing off of the bed, Buffy walked across the room and hefted her weapons bag
into her hand. “Yeah, well, the last time we talked I was in bad shape.” She
tossed the bag onto the bed; her fingers trailed across the zipper as she said,
“It took a long time to feel better… took a long time to feel anything. I made a
lot of mistakes and pretty much tried to kill every single one of my friends.”
Angel smiled. “Who hasn’t done that before?” He stood and walked towards Buffy.
He tilted her chin in the air and looked down into her eyes. “The important
thing is that you realized you were hurting and angry and depressed, and you
realized you wanted to change. That you didn’t want to feel like that anymore.
That’s not an easy thing to do, believe me I know.”
“Thanks,” Buffy said softly. She grasped the bag, unzipping it, and removed her
crossbow. She set the weapon on the bed and pawed through the wooden stakes and
steel knives for the accompanying arrows as she said, “So what happened between
you and Wesley? Faith mentioned something about a disagreement and him possibly
working with this Lilah chick.”
“Possibly. They’re… involved.”
Buffy’s eyebrows shot up towards her hairline. “Wesley is sleeping with her?
Wesley Wyndam-Pryce is having sex with someone?” Buffy shuddered. “That is just
too disturbing for words. Do you think he might be working with her? Giving her
information about us?”
Angel shrugged. “He might. Wes has changed since you saw him last. He hates me
and everyone working with me, but I don’t think he’d take revenge on us by going
after you.”
“If he’s not working with her, maybe he’ll help us gain access to her, help us
find out whether or not she’s involved with the attacks.”
“I doubt he would, but if you want to try, go ahead.” Angel paused. He glanced
down at the bag of weapons then locked eyes with Buffy. “But there is another
way.”
* * *
He hunched over the bar, heavy eyes staring down into the amber liquid
swirling within the small shot glass. He didn’t see the bar. He didn’t see the
hard liquor. He only saw the fierce yellow eyes… He only saw Eyghon.
Rupert Giles sighed. He slipped off the bar stool and moved towards the dark,
murky corner of the pub. He slid into the booth, setting his glass onto the
table before him, and laid his head upon the table. He could still hear the
screams, the demonic wail of Eyghon, the panicked cries of him and his mates as
Randall lost control… no, as they lost control of the powerful menacing demon,
the last gasping sobbing breath of Randall as the demon took control.
Permanently.
Randall was dead and it was all his fault.
They hadn’t wanted this to happen. They just wanted to have fun. Go wild. Let go
of responsibilities and destiny and say “Screw you” to Fate.
Instead he, Ethan, Philip, Deidre, Thomas, and Randall had delved into something
more sinister than fun, more dangerous than a simple game. And it had cost them
more than they bargained for, more than they could have ever imagined.
“You look like shit.”
Lifting his head off the table, Giles watched the petite woman sit down on the
vacant, opposite side of the booth. Her hair was long and streaked every color
of the rainbow. Bright red and purple juxtaposed with cool green, blue, and
silver. She reached up and removed her large black sunglasses, revealing vibrant
violet eyes.
“I don’t mean to be rude, Miss,” Giles said, throwing back his shot. “But bugger
off. Don’t want company.”
“And what do you want? To sit in your dark corner in this hellhole of a bar and
drown all of your troubles in foul piss tasting liquor?”
“That’s about right.” Giles reached for his glass again, knocking it over. He
watched it roll off the table and crash onto the floor, crumbling into thousands
of brittle shards. “Bloody hell.”
“Come on,” she said as she stood, covering her eyes with her sunglasses. She
grasped his hand and pulled him from the booth, throwing his arm around her
shoulder as he wobbled unsteadily on his feet. “Let’s get out of here.”
She led him to the door, nudging it open, and pulled him into the damp night
air. A fine mist of rain fell onto the London alleyway, the cracked concrete
slick with water and dotted with garbage. Giles stumbled, gagging as the mixture
of liquors raged in his stomach. Tearing his arm off of the woman beside him, he
fell to his knees, throwing up the alcohol in the middle of the alley. Wiping
his mouth off on his T-shirt, he felt her pull him to his feet again, a short
disgusted snort coming forth as she wrapped her arm around him again.
“You smell like a pile of rubbish.”
“Thanks.” He slowly turned his head, his bleary, blood shot eyes looking at her.
“My name is Rupert.”
She smiled. “Hello, Rupert. I’m Emilia.”
** *
More than twenty years had passed since Emilia first walked into his life,
dragging his drunken, sorry ass out of the bar, out of the pit of depression and
self-loathing he had fell into. As they walked out of the alley, Giles hadn’t
questioned her as to where they were going or wondered why this gorgeous woman
was interested in him. He was sucked into the delicate tenor of her voice, the
brilliant lavender of her eyes, and her crazy Crayola streaked hair. He followed
her without protest, knowing instinctively that she was what he needed.
Knocking on Emilia’s door, Giles shoved his hands in the pockets of his brown
jacket and waited. His grey eyes traveled across her small pots of flowers, each
ceramic container bursting with every color of the rainbow and beyond. A small
smile tugged on the corners of his lips at the sight of her vast array of flora.
He remembered her flat in London had been filled to the brim with all sorts of
plants and flowers.
** *
“What’s with all the plants?” Giles asked as Emilia let him into her
apartment. A crystal vase of lilies resided on a tall, narrow table beside the
door. Along the hallway stretching from the front door to the interior of the
apartment, small glass vases brimming with flower arrangements hung from a long
iron bar.
“They’re pretty. And they smell good.” She delicately wrinkled her nose as she
yanked on Giles’ jean jacket, pulling the soiled garment off of him. “Although I
doubt they’ll be enough to cancel out your wondrously horrid smell. How long
have you been drinking today?”
Giles frowned, trying to clear his head of the liquor induced fog. When had he
started drinking… “What time is it now?”
“About two in the morning.”
“Started about two in the afternoon. So about twelve hours.”
“Lovely. I’ve brought a royal lush back to my place.” She pushed Giles down the
hall, small hands guiding him around the corner, stopping him before an open
door. He grimaced as she reached inside the dark room and flicked on the lights.
Bright white light flooded the pale blue bathroom. Maneuvering around Giles,
Emilia entered the bathroom and opened the door to the tiny closet. She pulled
out a cream colored towel and wash cloth, setting them on the toilet. Turning
back to Giles, she looked him over, a faint smirk crossing her lips. “Now, can
you muster enough coordination to undress yourself? Or should I finish what I
started and take it all off?”
Giles crossed his arms over his chest and tried his best to scowl at her. “I can
undress myself perfectly well, thank you.”
Shrugging, Emilia stepped towards Giles, moving closer and closer until she was
a hair’s breadth away. Tilting her face upwards, she locked eyes with Giles and
said, “Too bad. It would’ve been more fun my way.” She flashed him an impish
grin and slipped out of the bathroom into the hall. “There’s soap and shampoo in
the shower. They’re non-girly scented, too. I’ll leave fresh clothes outside the
door.”
She turned to leave. His arm shooting out, Giles grabbed her hand and turned her
back towards him. “Why’re you helping me?” he asked quietly. “You don’t even
know me.”
“Yes, I do.” Emilia lifted her hand and brushed a lock of his hair away from his
face. “I know exactly who you are, Rupert Giles, and that is why I’m helping
you.” She smiled, a tender curving of her lips, as she backed away from him into
the hallway. Grasping the doorknob, she slowly shut the door behind her.
** *
Giles was pulled from his reverie as the front door opened and Emilia stepped
onto the tiny porch. She stared at him for a moment, silent, contemplative, a
small grin appearing on her face. Moving back inside the house, she glanced over
her shoulder and said, “Are you coming inside? Or did you come only to look at
my flowers?”
“They are very nice flowers.” Giles crossed the threshold, his hand grasping the
door and closing it. “However, I did come to see you.”
“Good.”
* * *
“You want to what?”
Dark eyes flickering towards Gunn, Angel repeated, “I want to break into Lilah’s
office at Wolfram and Hart.”
Angel and Buffy had gathered everyone for a meeting in the hotel’s sitting room
to discuss his idea for investigating Lilah’s involvement in the recent attacks
in Sunnydale. Fred, Gunn, and Lorne sat on one sofa while Buffy and Spike sat on
the other. Connor stood in the corner of the room, alternating between scowling
at Buffy and glaring at Gunn.
Angel continued, “If there’s any sort of concrete connection between Lilah and
Sunnydale it will either be in her office at the firm or at her apartment.
Wolfram and Hart has better security, so she’s probably got it stashed there.”
He looked around the room as he said, “Buffy, Spike, and I will break into her
office and search for hard evidence. Gunn and Connor will wait in the car,
keeping the car running in case we need to get out of there fast and providing
extra muscle if we’re attacked.”
Shaking his head, Gunn pushed off of the couch and moved towards Angel. “Uh uh,
man. I am not working with him.”
Sighing, Angel looked at Fred and Lorne. They both shook their heads. Closing
his eyes briefly, Angel said, “I need someone to drive the car. Connor doesn’t
know how.”
“I’ll do it.”
Angel froze. He slowly turned towards the front door, his body trembling with
shock, with hope, with dread that this was all a dream and when he opened his
eyes, she wouldn’t really be there. Drawing in a deep, shaky breath, he opened
his eyes and saw her leaning against the wall, one eyebrow delicately arched on
her face. “Cordelia?”
* * *
Chapter Twenty-Four: Extreme Measures
By: Wynn
“Cordelia?” Angel took a few halting steps forward, his entire being focused on
the brunette vision before him. Her hair had returned to its lustrous long
brown, hanging in soft waves down her back. She wore a pair of black pants and a
plunging white satin shirt; a black opal necklace adorned her neck. A broad
smile appeared on Cordelia’s face as she moved into the room, slowly approaching
him. “You… you…”
“Eloquent as always,” she said. The breathless waver in her voice and the wide
grin on her face belied the sarcasm inherent in her words.
He smiled, feeling his body begin to tremble again as the realization that
Cordelia was standing before him resounded within his soul. He lifted a shaky
hand, brushing the tips of his fingers against her cheek, a whisper of a caress
that sent tremors through her body. “You’re really here.”
“Well, duh,” she said. “You can’t get rid of me that easy, Angel. Someone needs
to save you from your brooding.”
A half-sob, half-laugh escaped his lips. He closed the distance between himself
and Cordelia, dragging her into a fierce, possessive hug. She threw her arms
around his neck, and they remained entwined in each other’s arms, relieved and
exhilarated to be reunited, oblivious to the six people gaping at them from
across the room.
Angel pulled back slightly to look into her eyes. “I thought… I thought you
would be gone forever.”
“Me, too. Time passed… I don’t know how long exactly. It runs differently there.
Slower, yet faster. But still mind numbingly boring. Like the ‘would rather be
at the dentist’s office having a root canal’ type of boring.” One corner of her
mouth quirked up in amusement. “I think the Powers finally got tired of me
nagging them. They’ve got an entire universe to run, so they’re not exactly
familiar with the whole concept of soul sucking boredom. I mean, I only got to
help one person. The rest of the extremely long time was spent gazing at the
‘magnificence and wonderment inherent in the universe.’ Whatever.”
Angel laughed. He touched his forehead against Cordelia’s as he said, “I should
have known the Powers would be no match for you.”
“Well, they brought me back here because of the nagging and the upcoming big
evil thing that I’m supposed to help fight against. You know the usual.”
“I don’t mean to butt into the loving reunion, cupcakes,” Lorne said as he
cautiously approached the brunette duo. “But some of us other than Angel would
like to show a little love to the returning Cordy.”
Cordelia locked eyes with Lorne. She pulled away from Angel, flashing him a
bright smile, and walked over to Lorne, hugging him tightly. “Missed you, too,”
she whispered.
Angel watched them embrace. He winced as an excited squeal pierced the air. Fred
pushed off the couch and launched across the room, nudging Lorne out of the way
and hugging Cordelia. “Oh my god! I’m so glad you’re back! We all missed you so
much! Everything has been different since you left and I missed having you
around. What was it like where you were? Did you actually meet the Powers that
Be? Were they nice?”
A slightly startled look on her face, Cordelia gently patted Fred on the back.
She slipped out of the excited girl’s embrace and said, “I missed you too,
Fred.”
“Glad you’re back,” Gunn said as he threw an arm around Cordelia’s shoulders.
“Things were getting dull here without you.”
“Not too dull though,” Cordelia said as she stepped away from Gunn, her dark
eyes locked on Connor. He stood in the corner of the room, hidden in the
shadows, his face turned down to the floor, occasionally rising up and stealing
glances at her. Arching an eyebrow, Cordelia walked across the room towards
Connor. “What? No hug? Just because you’re ‘The Destroyer’ doesn’t mean you’re
not obligated to give me a hug. Or do I need to sit on you for five hours and
wait for a hug?” An amused smirk crossed her face as she glanced over at Buffy
and Spike. She snickered at the looks of shock on their faces and returned her
gaze to Connor. “I’m waiting.”
Connor looked around, taking in the various levels of amusement plastered across
the faces of the seven people throughout the room. Frowning slightly, he pushed
off the wall and walked to Cordelia. He awkwardly wrapped one arm around her,
leaning as far away from the brunette as possible, as he said quietly, “Welcome,
back.”
“Thank you,” she said as she ruffled his hair, delighting in the murderous scowl
that appeared on his face. “Deal with it and expect more displays of mushiness
in the future, Ok. No more uncivilized cave child for you, got it?”
Shrugging, Connor said as he returned to the corner of the room, “Sure.
Whatever.”
Cordelia turned and looked at Buffy and Spike. She quirked an eyebrow at Spike’s
darker, curlier hair. “Nice hair.” Gaze darting from Spike to Buffy, she said,
“So… who’s trying to kill you now?”
* * *
Giles stepped out of the bathroom, his hair still dripping wet, a bundle of
dirty, alcohol drenched clothes in hand. He was dressed in a pair of dark blue
cotton pants and a light grey T-shirt, courtesy of Emilia. He wondered if they
were her boyfriend’s clothes. Frowning at the thought, he moved down the hall
towards the kitchen. He saw Emilia standing before the stove, a tea kettle on
one of the burners beginning to whistle; two mugs sat on a round white table in
the corner of the kitchen. She turned and smiled at him as he entered the room.
“Feeling better, I hope. You can set the clothes in the corner. I’ll throw them
in the laundry in a moment.”
Nodding slightly, Giles placed the clothes off to the side and pulled one chair
out from beneath the table. He sat down as Emilia brought over the steaming
kettle, pouring water into both mugs. “Thank you for the clothes. Are they your,
um, boyfriend’s o-or husband’s?”
Emilia laughed. “I don’t have a boyfriend or husband, so you can rest easy now.
Or maybe not, now that you know you’re all alone inside this flat with me with
no one to come and rescue you.” She returned the kettle to the stove top, still
chuckling, and opened a nearby cabinet, pulling out a square container. Reaching
into the metal container, she pulled out a small cloth satchel, tugged on the
slender thread holding the satchel closed, and dumped the contents into Giles’s
mug. She handed him a spoon and indicated for him to stir.
He glanced at the cup, a mixture of curiosity and hesitation on his face. “Um,
what did you put in there?”
“It’s my own very special cure for potential hangovers. And if you’ve been
drinking for twelve hours, something tells me you’re going to need all the cures
you can get.” She sighed as he remained still, lightly grasping the silver spoon
in his hand. “Oh, come on. Do you think I’m going to try to poison you? That I’m
some serial killer that invites poor, drunken men back to my flat to sober them
up, only to off them with a poisoned cuppa?”
“Well, no,” Giles protested. He frowned again as Emilia snatched the spoon from
his hand, plunging it into his cup of water and stirring the contents briskly.
Placing the spoon on the counter top, Emilia lifted his glass and took a drink.
“Satisfied?”
“Yes,” he said testily as he snatched the cup out of her hands.
“A bit paranoid, aren’t you?” Emilia reached into the container once more and
removed a tea bag, dunking it into her own mug of hot water.
“I’m not paranoid. Just careful.”
“Careful? Why?”
“I…” Giles trailed off, pain flashing in his light grey eyes as Randall’s scream
of horror rang in his ears. “Nothing. I-I have to go.” He stood, knocking over
the chair, and scrambled out of the kitchen. He ran for the front door, yanking
his coat off the rack hanging off the back of the door. He started as he felt
Emilia’s hand touch his shoulder. “Uh… thank you for the-the… Thank you.”
“You’re welcome,” she said, handing him his shoes.
Giles opened the door and moved into the hall. He glanced once over his
shoulder, locking eyes with her, anguish screaming from the slump of his
shoulders and faint lines around his eyes and mouth, before disappearing down
the dark street, the image of her, of her wild hair, of her slender frame, and
of her wide, concerned, violet eyes searing into his brain.
** *
Leaning forward, Giles lightly laid a kiss on Emilia’s cheek, the soft scent of
lavender clinging to her pale skin, invading his senses, and bringing forth
remembrances of her unique blend of earth and spices from the past. “Hello.”
“Hi.” She reached around him and gently closed the front door. Leaning back, she
looked into his eyes and said, “Would you like something to drink?”
“No, thank you. I can’t stay long. I have to get to Dawn before nightfall.”
“How is Dawn?” Emilia asked as she and Giles moved from the hall into her living
room. A wide picture window let in the red and gold rays of the sunset,
highlighting the rich earth tones decorating the room. A brick fireplace resided
opposite the picture window; on the mantle, between a set of circular oil lamps,
was an intricately interwoven silver sculpture. Plush throw rugs lay haphazard
across the hardwood floor. A pale wood artist’s easel sat before the wide
window, a pad of blank cream colored paper and set of pencils beside the easel.
Emilia sat on one of the mahogany sofas that circled a low cream coffee table in
the center of the room.
“Good,” Giles said as he sat beside her. “She is the same, but her wrist will
heal in time. Anya has healed completely from her chest wound, and Faith and
Buffy are recovering from their injuries also.”
“And what about Clem? How is he?”
“Much better. Your medicines helped a lot.”
“Good. I’d hoped they would. Did Buffy and Spike make it to Los Angeles safely?”
“Yes. She called and left a message earlier this morning.”
Emilia was quiet as she watched Giles, taking in the worry etched across his
face. “She’s a bright girl, Rupert. She will be alright. You’ve trained her
well.”
Smiling softly, Giles said, “I know. I still worry.”
“She has Spike. He won’t let anything happen to her.”
A faint grimace crossed Giles’ face. “You’re so certain he’ll protect her?”
“You’re so certain he won’t?” Emilia shifted on the sofa, drawing her legs
beneath her, straightening her gold linen skirt. She leaned her head on the back
of the couch and looked at Giles. “I wondered if you had ever completed your
studies at the Watcher’s Academy. And now here you are with not one but two
Slayers.”
“Much to the chagrin of the Watcher’s Council.”
“What do you mean by that? You’ve helped keep Buffy alive for the past six years
or so, and you’re helping Faith overcome her troubles. I would think the Council
would be indebted to you for helping these girls.”
“Yes,” Giles murmured. “One would think that, but the Council sees these girls
as tools to be used in whatever way they wish. They don’t care about their well
being or state of mind. They only care that Buffy and Faith carry out their
orders and follow procedure and all that rot. Which they rarely do.”
“And I’m sure you encourage this disobedience to the Council’s authority.”
“Sometimes.”
“Glad to know that you haven’t gone completely on the straight and narrow.”
Emilia paused. She grasped Giles hand and said, “They are lucky to have you in
their lives, to have you care more about them than their supposed destinies.”
“I wouldn’t be in their lives if it wasn’t for you.”
Emilia shook her head, a small smile curving her lips. “Nonsense. You would have
found your way eventually. All I did was give you a little nudge of
encouragement.”
Giles smirked at her understatement of the impact she had had on his life. “A
little nudge?”
Laughing, Emilia said, “Ok, so it was more like a massive kick in the ass. I
only did what was necessary. Sometimes extreme measures are needed to make one
realize what one needs and wants.”
* * *
The alley beside Mossino’s was quiet and still. A faint light shone from the
dojo’s inner office, spilling out through the glass panes of the office door
into the rest of the building, highlighting the man standing before the front
door. Faith squinted. The man matched Buffy’s description of Tyler. He pulled
out a key from the pocket of his satchel and locked the front door, looking once
around the darkened street before walking away from the building.
Faith watched until he disappeared around the corner then fished the small brass
key out of the pocket of her black jeans. Buffy had given Faith the key to
Mossino’s before leaving for L.A.; it would gain them access to the outer parts
of the dojo, but Faith, Anya, and Xander would have to find some way of breaking
into Tyler’s office to search for more videotapes. Grasping the key in her hand,
Faith stepped from the shadows of the alley and moved to the door, glancing in
each direction as she slid the key into the lock and turned. She opened the door
and stepped inside the cool building, holding the door open for Xander and Anya.
“Remind me again why you’re here, Xander?” Anya said as she shut the door behind
her. Faith tossed her the key, and Anya relocked the front door, pocketing the
key as she waited for Xander to reply.
Xander sighed. He glanced over his shoulder at Anya and said, “To make sure this
goes smoothly. Giles may be all trusting of Faith, but I’m not. I want to make
sure we find this tape thing so Buffy can kick this guy’s ass. And the last time
you went looking for information, Anya, you got into a bar fight.”
“I didn’t start it. All I did-”
“Could you two wait until we’re done with the B and E before fighting?” Faith
said, irritation flickering across her dark features. “I don’t want to go back
to jail ‘cause someone heard you two bickering at each other.” She turned away
from Xander and Anya and looked around the building, spotting the main
mirror-lined room. Over her shoulder she said, “Anya, you and Xander find a way
to get into this guy’s office and look for more tapes. I’ll look for the camera
in here.”
“Who put you in charge of this little adventure? More importantly, who put you
in charge of me?”
Rolling her eyes, Faith turned and looked at Xander. She said simply, “Giles.
Have a problem with it, go talk to him. Now you can either go with Anya and look
for the tapes or come with me and look for the camera.”
Xander looked from Anya, who stood before the office door inspecting the lock,
to Faith, who glared at him from the entrance to the main room. He sighed as he
turned and walked towards Anya and the office.
Suppressing another eye roll, Faith moved into the main room. She reached into
the back pocket of her pants and removed a slim flashlight. Turning it on, she
directed the narrow beam of light around the room. To her right, a set of blue
training mats were lined up in front of the wall of windows, and a training
dummy sat in the center of the room. She directed the light at the ceiling,
slowly dragging it across the pale surface, looking for the tiny surveillance
camera. Faith took a few steps further into the room, pausing as the light
flashed across the tall trophy case against the far wall. “All too easy,” she
murmured, her boots thudding across the carpeted floor as she moved to the
wooden case. Halfway across the room, the fluorescent lights flickered on.
Blinking to clear her vision, Faith tensed as she heard a deep voice speak
behind her.
“Who the hell are you and what the fuck are you doing in my dojo?”
Switching off the flashlight, Faith returned it to her back pocket. She crossed
her arms across her chest and turned around, a wicked smirk curving her ruby
lips. Tyler stood in the threshold between the main room and entrance hall,
blocking her only escape route, a slim curved dagger clasped lightly in his
hand.
* * *