Title:
A Glimpse of Heaven
Author: Zarrah
Archive: http://darkprophecies.net/alwaysforever
Rating: R (just to be safe)
Pairings: Spike/Buffy
Distribution: PLEASE ask! I get upset when others take my work without
permission.
Disclaimer: All characters belong to the man god Joss and his buddies at ME. I
just like to play with them.
Setting: Takes place during the final scene of "The Gift" and goes COMPLETELY AU
after that.
Summery: Ever wonder "WHY" Buffy missed heaven so much? What was really there to
make her long for it? This is my take on that very thought.
A/N: I am not being paid to write. I do this for fun, so please do not email me
about my grammatical errors. I know I make them, I'm not perfect. If you feel
peeved about the fact that I put the word "to" instead of "too" then please find
a more thoroughly checked piece to read and leave the flames for lighting
cigarettes and NOT my hard work. I am writing another piece for my site, so it
may be a little longer than usual between post.
Chapter One
A Glimpse of Heaven
By Zarrah
In the distance, holes seemed to be opening in the sky. The sky is growing
lighter as the sun tried to rise. Demons were breaking through from hellish
dimensions, bent on destroying all things.
"Buffy ... no!" Dawn yelled, tears filling her eyes as she realized what Buffy
was about to do.
"Dawnie, I have to."
"No!" "Listen to me." Buffy said, smiling slightly at her sister. "Please,
there's not a lot of time, listen."
"I love you. I will *always* love you. But this is the work that I have to do.
Tell Giles ... tell Giles I figured it out. And, and I'm okay. And give my love
to my friends. You have to take care of them now. You have to take care of each
other. You have to be strong. Dawn, the hardest thing in this world ... is to
live in it. Be brave. Live. For me.
Buffy turned, running down the platform to the swirling mass of light. She
neared the edge, her heart beating faster as she knew she was about to die.
With a deep intake of breathe, she jumped, closing her eyes as the images of all
those she was leaving behind flooded her mind.
The pain that wracked her body caused a sharp scream to emit from her throat and
her eyes to open as the crushing hold the portal had on her gripped her.
The smiles of her friends, their loving embraces, the laughter and thoughtful
words filled her mind and drowned out the pain, causing a tiny smile to curl her
lips as her eyes slowly closed.
~*~*~*~*~
"So what do you do for fun, what do you like, what do you look for in a man,
let's hear it." Xander said as he stared down at Buffy.
Buffy turned her head, looking behind her as Xander sat there staring at her.
She glanced over, seeing Jesse before turning her head back around and seeing
Willow. "What's going on?" she asked, confused.
"Uh, that would be lunch." Xander said, grinning. "So, out with it."
Buffy put a hand to her head, looking around the courtyard. She watched as all
the familiar faces of her classmates milled around, talking and laughing.
Her view was blocked and she looked up, a real feeling of Déjà vu coming over
her as Cordelia stood infront of her.
"Are these guys bothering you?" Cordelia asked, looking at Willow and Xander
before turning her attention back to Buffy.
"Huh?" Buffy said confused.
Cordelia smiled big before letting out a small chuckle. "Well, these guys will
only bring you bad dates and a very lonely social life if you hang around them."
Willow's light laughter caused Buffy to turn her head. She noticed a very plain
looking Willow sitting there, her long red hair hanging down her back. "Wills,
what's going on?"
Willow smiled brightly and sat up straight. "Wow, your first day and you already
have a nick name for me?"
Buffy closed her eyes, shaking her head slightly trying to clear it before she
finally stood. "I've got to go." She quickly said before running towards the
building.
The faces that surrounded her all smiled, hellos being passed her way as she
quickly walked down the hall. Everything was exactly as she remembered it.
"Miss Summers!"
Buffy froze, the sound of that voice causing a shudder to run through her. She
turned, the man smiling at her sending a shiver down her spine.
"Miss Summers, I hope you're finding your first day at Sunnydale High to be
pleasing to you." Assistant Principal Snyder said as he slowly approached her.
Buffy looked at him wide-eyed, blinking a few times as she stared at him.
"Are the other students helping you in locating your classes?" he asked her, a
huge smile on his face.
"You're not supposed to be here." Buffy said quietly as she looked at him.
Snyder laughed softly, looking around the hall before turning his attention back
to her. "Yes, that may be true, but I did want to come and personally welcome
you."
Buffy was speechless. The faces around her all blurred, the small chattering
echoing in her head before the images around her all faded into one. "Am I in
hell?" she asked softly, staring at Snyder.
Snyder laughed quietly as he shook his head. "Hell" he said, "Well some of the
more rambunctious students seem to think so." He told her with a smile.
Buffy looked around again. Snyder, classmates that had been more than mean to
her, all laughing and walking the halls of a school that she had personally seen
fall to the ground. "This is hell." She said softly. "I've died and gone to High
School Hell!"
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
There you are." Willow said with a smile as she hurried down the hall towards
Buffy. "We'll be late if we don't hurry."
"Late?" Buffy asked, still in a daze as she stood against the lockers staring at
all the students walking to their classes.
"Yeah, for class, you know, the reason we're here." Willow said grinning. "I
have your books; you left them in the courtyard."
Buffy reached out, taking her books from Willow, staring at them as she held
them. *This can't be real* Buffy thought to herself. "This is all wrong." She
muttered quietly, still staring at her books.
"What's wrong?" Willow asked, puzzled by her statement.
Buffy finally looked up, smiling in spite of her confusion as she looked at
Willow. She looked exactly like she remembered when she first saw her. The
simple jumper she wore, the stockings and the bubbly smile that always greeted
her.
"Are you ready?" Willow asked, "Our History class is down the hall."
Buffy turned her head, looking down the hall before looking back at Willow.
"When in Rome." She said softly before smiling.
Willow smiled and turned, leading Buffy down the hall to their class. Buffy was
still in shock, staring at everyone as they all passed her, smiling and giving
her warm hellos.
Buffy stopped, staring at the Library as they came to it, and leaned her head to
the side as she remembered how much time she had spent in there.
"That's the Library." Willow said as she also stopped. "We have a new Librarian
this year."
Buffy turned, looking over at Willow before smiling. "Giles?" she asked,
grinning bigger as Willow's face lit up.
"Yeah, how did you know that?"
Buffy let out a small chuckle, shaking her head before she turned. "You wouldn't
believe me if I told you."
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Buffy sat in the lunch room, surrounded by her friends. She still couldn't get
over the fact that she was in school, and she was actually enjoying herself.
The day had gone by almost exactly the way she remembered it, the only
difference being; it was actually 'pleasant' this time around.
"Yoo-hoo.earth to Buffy." Xander said, smiling as she finally snapped out of her
daze and looked over at him.
"Uh, sorry." She said smiling. "What was that?"
"I asked if you were going to try out for cheerleading."
Buffy looked at him and smiled. She hadn't even thought about that or much of
anything really. "I'm not sure." She answered him.
"Oh, you totally should." Willow said, bouncing in her seat. "We could get into
all the games for free."
Buffy chuckled slightly as she watched Willow's excitement. "We'll see."
"Hey, I could talk to Cordy for you; she's the captain of the team." Willow
beamed.
Buffy still wasn't able to get over the fact that Cordelia was actually nice to
them. She was nice to everyone. That was the one major difference that she was
beginning to like. The fact that Snyder was there, now that one was a little
more hard to swallow, especially seeing how he shouldn't be, not time wise
speaking and the fact that he was 'nice' was bugging her out in a major way.
A shrieking squeal from Willow brought Buffy out of her thoughts and she smiled
as Willow was sitting there with a complete dazed look on her face.
"What's up with her?" Buffy asked grinning as Willow leaned her arms on the
table and laid her head in her hands.
"It's the studly man god that all the girls are crazy about" Jesse said,
grinning as he turned his head and pointed towards the door to the cafeteria.
Buffy turned, looking where Jesse pointed and her eyes went huge. A small gasp
escaped her throat and she stood quickly, knocking her chair over as she did.
"Oh. My. God." She said, her mouth flying open as she stared at the same thing
that had taken all of Willow's attention.
"See, we don't even stand a chance." Xander said as he saw Buffy's reaction. "I
knew one look at him and she'd be so over us."
Buffy finally blinked and closed her mouth. She couldn't take her eyes off of
him. The fact that he was there was majorly wiggy, the fact that he had walked
right over to the table by the window and sat down in a full stream of sunlight,
had her head spinning.
"Isn't he a dream?" Willow said lazily. "Angel Conner, captain of the football
team. Every girl's fantasy."
Buffy stuttered quietly before she was finally able to get a grip on what she
was seeing. She pushed her hair behind her ear, her daze lifting somewhat before
she sat.
The attention of everyone in the cafeteria fell on Buffy as she let out a scream
when her fallen chair wasn't there to catch her as she sat. She looked up, ready
to hide as it seemed like half the room hovered above her.
"Oh my god, are you okay?" Xander asked as he helped her stand.
"Yeah, I'm fine." Buffy said, embarrassed beyond belief.
"Geez, someone really needs to find a way to stop the constant swooning girls
seem to do when they see Angel." Jesse said, shaking his head as another
potential 'date' was once again swept away by Angel. "Gives us little guys a
real complex.'
"I'm fine, Thanks." Buffy said as Xander helped her back into her chair. She
looked back up, seeing Angel again, laughing and talking. He was leaned back on
his chair, his arms behind him, propping him up against the window sill. It was
still a shock. She just stared at him, the sunlight playing on his features,
illuminating him in an unearthly glow.
"Hey, come on." Willow said again, grabbing Buffy by the arm.
"Huh?" Buffy said, finally tearing her eyes off of Angel.
"The bell rang." Willow said again. "We'll be late for class if we don't hurry."
"Yeah." Buffy said, grabbing her books and hurrying along as Willow practically
drug her out of the cafeteria.
"Mr. Boggs will have a cow if we're late for class." Willow said as she
practically ran Buffy down the hall.
Buffy barely even remembered getting to class, let alone sitting down as her
mind was still reeling around seeing Angel. The tardy bell ringing finally got
her attention and she looked around the room, seeing everyone with their books
open and staring straight ahead.
"Buffy Summers?"
"Huh" Buffy said, finally looking up at the teacher.
"Buffy, would you like to come up front and introduce yourself to the rest of
the class?" Mr. Boggs asked, smiling at her as she stared at him.
"Uh, yeah, sure." She said, standing slowly and walking to the front of the
room.
"It's a real pleasure having you here Buffy." Mr. Boggs said as he sat down on
the edge of his desk and looked at her. "Just tell us a little about yourself."
Buffy shook her head at him before looking back out at the class. All the faces
smiling at her caused a small smile to curve her lips. She took a deep breath,
reading herself to introduce herself to people she already knew when the door to
the class burst open. She turned her head, her eyes widening comically as she
stared at the person that sauntered in.
"Spike?" she asked, her voice shaky as she stared at him.
"Hello Cutie."
TBC............
Chapter 2
A Glimpse of Heaven
By Zarrah
“Ah, Mr. Bennington, how nice of you to join us.” Mr. Boggs said with a smile.
Buffy stared at Spike as he smiled and walked into the room. Seeing Angel had been a complete shock, now Spike? Things were getting weirder by the second.
“Your uncle has assured me you would be present from now on.” Mr. Boggs said as he stood and looked at Spike.
Spike gave Buffy a long look, smiling at her before turning his attention to the teacher. “Yeah well, Rupert does give a convincing argument, and besides, had nothing better to do today.”
“Very well.” Mr. Boggs said. “Could you please take your seat and Buffy you may continue.”
Buffy looked over at Mr. Boggs briefly, but quickly turned her attention back to Spike as he walked to the back of the class. He was still wearing the duster and the boots, but a blue shirt was in place of his normal black one and his hair was curly, still bleached, but worn messy, not combed straight back.
“Buffy.” Mr. Boggs said smiling. “Please, go ahead.”
“Oh, yeah, um…sorry.” Buffy said, being pulled from her musings. “Well, I’m from …LA” Buffy finally said, trying to remember how she had done this the first time. “We just moved here. Um, I like ice skating and dancing…um”
Buffy looked out at all the faces staring up at her, the only one that really caught her attention was Spike’s. He was staring at her, hanging onto every word just like he always did, but there was something different about him. He ‘looked’ different. Something in his eyes.
She finally looked over at the teacher, smiling as she finished up before he smiled back at her and motioned for her to take her seat.
Buffy walked down the isle, glancing over at a smiling Willow and Xander before stopping by her desk. “You’re in my seat.” she said looking down at Spike, as she stopped by the desk she had been sitting in.
“Well, technically it’s my seat, or at least it was two weeks ago.” Spike said grinning up at her. “But I have no objections to sharing with you.” He said, throwing his leg out to the side and patting it. “Just park that cute arse down and I might even let you cheat off my paper.”
Buffy stared at him, remembering all of a sudden ‘why’ she hated him so much. “Move your ass Spike, before I move it for you.” She whispered after leaning down towards him.
Spike gave her his most devilish smirk before his eyes traveled away from hers. Buffy finally looked down and upon realizes her shirt was gaping open, she reached out, smacking Spike hard on the arm.
“You know pet, I just love it when you get violent.”
“William, I do have a class to teach.” Mr. Boggs finally said after seeing what was going on. “If you will so kindly give Miss Summers her seat, we can get started.”
Spike took a deep breath, letting it out slowly before standing. “There you go goldilocks.” Spike said with a smile.
Buffy rolled her eyes as he stepped to the side and she sat down quickly, grabbing her books. She sighed heavily when she realized Spike had sat down right behind her. *Why Me?* she asked herself, putting her head in her hands.
“You know luv,” Spike whispered as he leaned forward towards Buffy. “I must say, your choice in undergarments is almost as tasty as you are.”
Buffy sat up straight and turned, looking back at Spike. He was sitting there grinning at her and the smirk on his face irritated her more than the whole dying and going to school deal. “You’re a pig.” She sneered before turning back around and opening her book, rolling her eyes as his soft snickers lofted towards her.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Buffy almost ran down the halls of the school, making her way to the library. If anyone knew what was going on, Giles would.
“Giles!” she yelled as she threw the doors open and walked towards the middle of the room.
“Can I help you?” Giles asked, looking down from the loft as Buffy ran into the library.
“Oh, thank god. Something really wiggy is going on.” Buffy said as she flung herself down into a chair at the table.
Giles slowly made his way down the steps, cautiously making his way to the table. “Is there something I can help you with Miss…..”
Buffy sighed heavily, shaking her head when she realized Giles didn’t know her. ”Summers, Buffy Summers.”
“Ah yes, nice to meet you Miss Summers. Now, how may I help you?”
Buffy sat there staring at him for a second before she felt her eyes stinging with tears. “This is all wrong.” She said quietly. “What’s happening?”
“I’m not sure I follow you Miss Summers. What’s all wrong?”
“You calling me Miss Summers for one.” Buffy said, wiping at a lone tear that trickled down her cheek.
“What would you like me to call you then?”
“Buffy seemed to work before.”
“Alright then” Giles said with a smile as he reached into his pocket and handed her a handkerchief. “How may I help you Buffy?”
Buffy looked up at him and could see how young he looked. Not that Giles really looked old, but he didn’t have the years on his face as she remembered him having. She smiled best she could before shaking her head and standing.
“It’s nothing.” She said, giving him a tiny smile. “I’m sorry, first day jitters I guess.” She told him before standing and turning to the door, quickly leaving.
“Peculiar girl” Giles said as he watched her run out of the library before returning to the loft.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Buffy walked out the front door of the school and down the walkway, making her way to the street. She didn’t know what was going on and no one there seemed to know either.
Everyone was just as they were when she first arrived in Sunnydale. Sixteen year old kids, not the young adults she left behind.
She turned, running as fast as she could towards the one place that always made sense to her.
Buffy stopped, breathing heavily as she stared at her house. It looked exactly the same. She slowly made her way up the walkway, stepping cautiously up the steps to the door.
Straightening her shoulders, she reached for the door knob and turned it.
“Buffy, is that you?”
Buffy froze in the foyer, the voice lofting through the house causing a panic to run through her.
She turned, looking into the Dining Room, to scared to move as she heard footsteps coming towards her.
“Hey sweetie, how was your day?”
Buffy’s eyes widened, her mouth falling open as tears filled her eyes. “Mommy?” she whispered out as Joyce stood there smiling at her.
“Oh, come here.” Joyce said smiling as she walked over to Buffy and wrapped her arms around her. “The first day of school is always bad, it’ll be better tomorrow.”
Buffy clung on tightly, crying hard as Joyce ran a hand through Buffy’s hair. Of all the things that had happened today, seeing her mother had finally been the one thing that caused her to finally break down.
“Oh, Buffy, sweetie. It wasn’t that bad was it?” Joyce asked as Buffy cried harder than she had ever heard her.
“Oh Mom….I’m so…”
“Shhh….there there baby.” Joyce said as Buffy’s tears soaked her shirt as she continued to stroke her hair. “Everything will be just fine.”
“Hey now, what’s wrong with my little princess?”
Buffy’s head shot up, her eyes once again widening as she turned around to the door.
“Daddy’s little girl have a bad day?” Hank asked smiling as he sat his briefcase down on the floor.
Buffy looked back and forth between her mother and the absentee father that she had always longed for. They were both smiling at each other and looked happy.
“Daddy?” she finally said after Hank had walked over, giving Joyce a little kiss.
“Aren’t you home a little early?” Hank asked as he leaned over, placing a kiss on Buffy’s head. “Or am I just late?”
“What…I don’t understand.” Buffy said, more confused now than she had been at school.
“You’ve just had a really hard day.” Joyce said, smiling. “Why don’t you go on up to your room and maybe after supper we can have a long talk. You can tell me all about it.”
Buffy shook her head a little before turning to the stairs and grabbing the banister. She took a couple steps up, stopping and turning back to her parents. “Is…..Dawn…”
“Dawn!” Joyce said loudly. “My goodness, she’s probably going crazy.” She said reaching behind her and untying her apron.
“Oh, she’s a big girl Joyce.” Hank said smiling. “I’m sure she can handle waiting a few minutes on you.”
Joyce smiled as she grabbed her keys from the foyer table and reached for the door. “She’ll always be my baby Hank.” She said smiling before looking up at Buffy. “As will you.”
Buffy stood watching her mother walk out before looking back at her father. He smiled up at her, giving her a wink of his eye before he turned and walked into the Living Room.
She stood there, trying to process everything in her mind before she turned and slowly walked up the steps to her room.
Buffy shut her door, looking around the room and finding it an exact duplicate to her own. She made her way to her bed, stretching out across it and sighing loudly before closing her eyes.
Her day slowly replayed behind her closed eyelids. She distinctly remembered jumping into the portal, that much she knew had happened….or did it?
And her friends, even though they were the same, basically, the fact that they were all younger was something she knew would take longer to explain.
Everything in a whole was actually…kinda nice, extremely high on the weird-o-meter, but nice.
Her friends, her parents, everything she had always wanted was there. She smiled before opening her eyes and looked around her room. She stood quickly and ran to her closet, throwing open the doors and looking down at her weapons chest. She bent down, opening it quickly and letting out a small giggle to only find it full of bulky sweaters.
She stood, walking around the room, looking in every hiding place she stored her weapons. Nothing. Only the mundane belongings of a teenage girl.
She smiled, a small giggle escaping her before she walked back to her bed, falling backwards and laughing. “No stakes, no crosses, no demons, my friends, my parents, a human Angel…..” she said to no one. “This must be heaven.” She whispered with a contented sigh before her eyes flew open and she sat straight up. “Then why the hell is Spike here?”
TBC…………………..
A/N….Pardon my bad in chapter one at calling Snyder, Schneider…I thought that looked weird when I wrote it, but I’ve learned NOT to second guess myself. Thank You for pointing that out to me, anonymous, you didn’t leave a name.:) Also, thank you for all the wonder reviews, they make it all worth writing. Hope you enjoyed this chapter as well! Zarrah….:0)
Chapter 3
A Glimpse of Heaven
By Zarrah
The sound of voices woke Buffy from a restful nap and she smiled when she realized it was her parents, both of them.
She had wondered briefly before lying down if she would wake up and be right back at the tower, fighting off Glory’s minions and trying to save Dawn instead of being here with her parents.
Her smile increased when she heard Dawn’s voice and her heavy footfalls as she bounded up the steps.
“Buffy!” Dawn yelled before bursting into her room. “Supper’s ready.”
Buffy just stared at her, the face of an eleven year old Dawn looking back at her. She smiled before she finally sat up. “I love you Dawnie.” Buffy said, glad she was able to finally tell her again.
Dawn’s face scrunched up as she looked at her before she took a step back out of the room. “You’re not doing drugs, are you?”
Buffy chuckled slightly before she stood, walking towards the door. “No, I’m not doing drugs.” She told her. “I can’t tell my little sister that I love her?”
“Uh, only when you want me to hide one of your bad report cards from dad.” Dawn said grinning. “What did you do?” she asked happily, knowing Buffy had done ‘something’ wrong.
“I didn’t do anything wrong.”
“Right” Dawn said, drawing the word out. “This coming from the girl who set the living room on fire and blamed it on little green men.” She said grinning as she crossed her arms over her chest.
“I did not.” Buffy said chuckling as she walked through the door, following Dawn to the stairs.
“Did too!”
“Did not!”
“Did too!”
“Girls.” Hank said smiling as he looked up at them as they bickered back and forth. “Stop fussing and get down here and help your mother.”
Buffy bounced down the stairs, feeling more alive than she had in a very long time. She smiled big as she turned the corner, seeing her mother setting the table.
“Here, I can do that.” Buffy said, taking the plates from her mother.
“Why, thank you Buffy.” Joyce said smiling as she glanced over at Hank before returning to the kitchen.
“Suck up.” Dawn whispered, rolling her eyes at Buffy before she sat down.
“Am not.” Buffy said, laying a plate down in front of Dawn.
“Are too.”
“What is up with you two today?” Hank asked, smiling as Buffy and Dawn continued to grin at each other and banter back and forth. “If I didn’t know any better, I’d think you two were actually getting along.”
Buffy looked up at her father, her smile increasing as Joyce walked back into the room. “I’m just feeling exceptionally happy today, that’s all.”
Buffy turned, smiling as Dawn made a gagging sound and rolled her eyes as she looked at her. She took a deep breathe, letting it out slowly as her family all sat down around the table.
“Aren’t you going to join us?” Hank said grinning, pointing to Buffy’s chair.
“I really love you guy’s, you know that…right?” Buffy asked, looking at her family.
“We love you too sweetie.” Joyce said smiling as Buffy finally took her seat.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
“Are you sure this is the right house?” Xander asked Willow as they walked up the walkway towards Buffy’s house.
“Yes, for the hundredth time.” Willow said, rolling her eyes.
“Chill out Xander.” Jesse said grinning. “If it’s not, well just apologize and move on.”
Willow shook her head before raising her hand and knocking softly on the door. She shifted from one foot to the next as Xander and Jesse argued quietly behind her before the door finally opened.
“Can I help you?” Joyce asked, smiling brightly as she looked out at the three teens.
“Um, Hi.” Willow said smiling. “We’re looking for Buffy Summers. Does she live here?”
Joyce smiled bigger as she looked at them before stepping back. “Yes, won’t you please come in?”
Willow grinned, turning to look back at Xander and Jesse before turning back to Joyce. “Thank You.” She said, walking into the house.
“Um, I’m Willow and this is Jesse and Xander.” Willow told her as they all stepped inside. “We go to school with Buffy.”
“Oh, well it’s so nice to meet you.” Joyce said as she closed the door. “I’m Joyce, Buffy’s mother.”
“What do we have here?” Hank asked, walking in from the living room.
“These are some new friends of Buffy’s.” Joyce said smiling. “Willow, Jesse and Xander.” She told him. “And this is Hank, Buffy’s father.”
“It’s really nice to meet you.” Willow said. “Is Buffy here?”
“Yes, she’s doing a few chores. I’ll go see if she’s finished.” Joyce said, leading the trio into the living room. “Can I get you anything?”
“No thank you, we’re fine.” Willow said, sitting down on the sofa with Xander and Jesse.
“Alright then.” Joyce said before smiling and leaving the room.
Buffy and Dawn were both in the middle of a dishwater fight when Joyce stuck her head into the kitchen. She smiled and shook her head as she watched the girls laugh. “Buffy.” She said, grinning as both Dawn and Buffy looked around, shocked they had been caught. “Your friends from school are here.”
Buffy smiled big, knowing it ‘had’ to be Willow and Xander. She throw her dishcloth at Dawn and scurried out of the Kitchen, making her way to the living room where she found them all engrossed in a boring conversation with Hank. “Hey Guys…what’s up.” She asked, plopping down on the arm of the sofa.
“Oh, hey.” Willow said smiling. “You left your books at school, thought you may want them.”
“Uh, not really.” Buffy said smiling as she reached out and took them. “I could have gotten them tomorrow you know.”
“Yeah I know.” Willow said, “But we were headed for the Bronze, and thought you may want to go with.”
“Oh, you mean have fun kinda stuff?” Buffy said almost bouncing on her seat. “Love to.” She told them standing.
“Ah, ah, ah missy.” Hank said, giving her a ‘look.’ “It’s a school night.”
Buffy was stunned. She hadn’t had someone tell her what she could and couldn’t do in so long, it was kinda…weird. She smiled and did the only thing she could think of….she pouted.
“Now don’t go giving me that look.” Hank said, trying to ‘not’ look at her.
“But Daddy.” Buffy whined, pouting as she walked over to him. “Pleaseeee…” she begged.
Hank finally looked over at Joyce who was having a hard time keeping a straight face as Buffy ‘played’ her father. “Don’t look at me.” Joyce said finally grinning.
Hank sighed heavily, looking over at the three teens littering his sofa before he finally shook his head. “Fine, but if we have any trouble getting you up in the morning…then this will be the last time.”
Buffy grinned big before jumping up. “Let me go change.” She said before running for the steps.
Buffy hadn’t felt so free since she couldn’t even remember. She rushed into her room, throwing open her closet doors and grabbed a light pink and white dress, throwing it on quickly.
She had a permanent smile on her face as she grabbed her brush from the vanity and her eyes widened as she sat down and looked into the mirror. The face of a sixteen year old girl stared back at her. She grinned, running her hand across her face before she giggled and brushed her hair.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Half an hour later, Buffy, Willow, Xander and Jesse were all entering the Bronze and headed for their usual table.
“Oh man, I can’t remember the last time I had fun.” Buffy commented as they all four sat down.
“Well, this IS fun city.” Xander said grinning. “Well, not really, but we can dream…right?”
Buffy chuckled slightly, glancing around the room and noticed so many faces from school. It seemed like the whole student body was there tonight.
“Would you care for a drink?” Xander asked as he stood from the table.
Buffy smiled over at him, tearing her gaze from the crowd of people hovering around the door. “Yes please. Diet soda is fine.”
“Gotcha.” Xander said, “You want the usual Willow?”
“Yeah.” Willow said, smiling at Xander as he winked at her.
Buffy leaned her head to the side, smiling as Willow watched Xander walk to the bar. “Is there something I should know?” she asked, giggling softly as Willow turned to face her and blushed slightly.
“No.” Willow said quietly, her head bowing slightly as she grinned big.
“Uh huh.” Buffy said, her own giggles increasing as she realized this Willow also had a crush on Xander.
Willow’s sharp gasp brought Buffy out of her thoughts and she turned to the dance floor where Willow was staring. Buffy’s breath caught in her throat as she saw Angel. He was dancing with Cordelia and Buffy instantly felt a wave of jealously run through her.
“Are they dating?” Buffy asked, knowing Willow was also seeing Angel.
“No, he doesn’t date anyone regularly.” Willow said, smiling dreamily.
“Oh, well that’s good.” Buffy said quietly as she watched.
“What’s good?” Xander asked, setting their drinks down before taking his seat.
“Oh, nothing.” Buffy said smiling as she turned to look at him.
Xander smiled back at her and looked out on the dance floor. “Ah, well the ‘nothing’ seems to be in full man mood tonight.” He said, watching Angel and Cordelia. “Why every girl on campus fawns over him is beyond me.”
“Because he’s so….”
“Willow, drooling again.” Jesse said, chuckling.
Willow sat up straight, glancing over at Xander before picking up her drink. “Sorry” she mumbled, stealing another glance at Angel.
“Hey, there’s that new kid.” Jesse said, looking out across the dance floor. “Didn’t take him long to make friends.” He mentioned, smiling as Spike danced with two different girls.
Buffy looked back out across the dance floor, her eyes widening as she saw him. He was draped across two girls and no matter how hard she tried, she couldn’t break the gaze.
“Oh, that’s Sandy.” Willow piped in happily. “We have biology with her.” She said of the tall brunette with Spike. “She’s really nice, you’ll like her Buffy.”
“Uh huh.” Buffy said, still watching intently.
The fact that Spike was with two girls wasn’t what held Buffy’s interest. It was Spike himself. She still couldn’t figure out ‘why’ he was here and ‘why’ the mere sight of him gave her so many mixed emotions.
She leaned her head to the side, studying him. He looked so different. He wasn’t wearing the duster, that alone made it weird. The white, long sleeve shirt was the second. It was tight and molded to him and Buffy couldn’t help but watch as every move he made caused his muscles to wave.
Willow grinned as she watched Buffy and nudged Xander. All three friends smiled before they all giggled softly.
Buffy turned her head, looking at them. “What?” she said as their laughter grew.
“Oh, nothing.” Willow said, taking a sip from her drink.
“That’s not a nothing face.” Buffy said, wondering what was so funny.
“Well at least it’s not Angel this time.” Jesse said.
“Huh…what?” Buffy said confused.
“William.” Willow said, “Or Spike as you called him in class.”
“Yeah, how did you know that?” Xander asked curious. “I mean, the guys new, even I didn’t know that little nick name until two days ago. You just started today.”
Buffy stared at them and finally shrugged her shoulder. “Heard it somewhere.” She said, hoping her explanation would do before she looked back out to the dance floor. “So, who’s the other girl?” she asked, her eyes traveling back to Spike and his dance partners.
“Oh, that’s Rachel.” Willow said smiling, “She’s a sweetie too. They’re both in our Biology class. I’ll introduce you tomorrow.”
“Yeah, okay.” Buffy said softly, her eyes still glued on Spike. She couldn’t tear her eyes away. As much as she hated to admit it, Spike had helped out a lot with the whole ‘Glory’ thing and he never failed her. The fact that he was in love with her had always weirded her out just a little bit and seeing him devote so much attention to someone else was even weirder.
It wasn’t like she ‘liked’ him or anything, but after hearing ‘I love you’ from someone, it felt odd seeing said person with someone else…..or two someone else’s as the case may be.
“Would you like to dance?”
Buffy looked up, shaken from her ‘Spike daze’ as the voice beside of her made her head snap to the side. She smiled big as she looked up at Angel, the smile on his face as he stared at her giving her butterflies.
Her heart rate increased as she tried to calm the fluttering in her stomach. “I’d love to.” She said softly, her smile increasing as Angel held out his hand to her.
“Right this way.” Angel said, leading Buffy to the dance floor.
TBC………………..
A/N…Okay…..NO STONES!!!! You know the B/A stuff is going to HAVE to happen…right??? Please just remember one thing…SPUFFY RULES!!!!
Chapter 4
A Glimpse of Heaven
By Zarrah
Buffy tried in vain to hold back the huge smile covering her face as Angel led her to the dance floor, but the fact that she was there with him and he was HUMAN….now that was a dream come true.
“Oh man, I so can’t believe this.” Willow said, bouncing slightly in her seat as she watched Buffy and Angel step onto the dance floor.
Xander and Jesse both rolled there eyes, shaking their heads slightly, each one sighing loudly before standing.
“Come on Xan.” Jesse said as he stood. “Much more of this Angel worship and I think I’m going to puke.
Xander chuckled slightly as he followed Jesse. “Hey, you think we should tell Buffy about Angel’s…extra curriculum activity?”
Jesse laughed and shook his head. “Like she’s going to believe us. Best to let her find that out on her own.” Jesse told him as they walked over to the pool table. “And besides, Willow just about castrated you when you mentioned it to her…..remember?”
“Oh yeah.” Xander said, getting a pained and far off look on his face.
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Buffy’s smile was still present as she and Angel slowly swayed to the music. She couldn’t remember the last time she felt so good.
“Hello, are you in there?” Angel asked, smiling as he looked at Buffy.
“What?” Buffy said, finally realizing he was speaking to her.
Angel chuckled slightly, wrapping his arms around her waist a little tighter. “I asked where you were from.”
“Oh.” Buffy said smiling. “Um, LA…we uh, we just moved here.” She told him, amused at trying to live her life as a sixteen year old again.
“Really?” Angel asked smiling. “Used to spend some time in LA myself.”
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Willow was smiling bigger than she thought she ever had as she continued to watch Buffy. She sighed lightly, giggling quietly to herself before standing and walking towards the pool tables where Xander and Jesse had went.
“Hey Wills, get tired of watching the Angel show?” Jesse asked smiling.
“Ha…ha.” Willow said, turning her head back to the dance floor. “I think it’s neat, I mean she just got here and now Angel of all people asked her to dance.”
“Please.” Xander said rolling his eyes. “If Buffy knows what’s good for her she’ll stay clear away from him.”
“Don’t even start with that whole Angel mess Xan.” Willow said, giving him a stern look. “I told you those were just lies.”
“Yeah, whatever.” Xander said, cursing quietly to himself as his intended shot missed.
“You’re aim is off.”
All three looked up, staring at Spike as he stood at the end of the table.
“Gotta know where your shot is going before you actually take it.” Spike said with a smile.
Xander stood up straight, smiling slightly. “You play?” he asked, motioning towards the table.
“Dabble a little.” Spike said grinning.
“Well, here you go, show me what you’ve got.” Xander said, handing over his cue stick.
Spike walked around the table, winking at Willow and smiling big as she blushed, as he passed her before taking the cue stick from Xander. “You’ve got to know where you’re aiming before you actually try to follow through.” He said, sizing up the table before leaning down and making his shot.
Xander and Jesse both stood shocked as Spike sank two balls at once, smiling slightly before they both moved closer to the table.
“So, Spike is it?” Xander asked, taking his cue stick back from him. “I’m Xander.” He said smiling. “This is Jesse and Willow.” He added, introducing the others. “So tell me, how do you like the fair town of Sunnydale?”
“Seen better.” Spike said, looking out over the crowd, “But the ladies are nice to look at.”
Xander chuckled slightly before once again cursing when his next shot missed. “Yeah well, the ladies are nice to look at, just don’t get too attached to any of them, especially if Angel’s around.”
Spike chuckled, shaking his head. “That poof?” Spike asked amused. “Why in the world any female would find him attractive is beyond me.”
“Hey, there’s nothing wrong with Angel.” Willow chimed in, trying to defend him.
“No, I guess not if you like thick necked social morons.”
Willow’s mouth flew open as she gaped at Spike. Jesse and Xander both smiled as they looked at him before chuckling loudly.
“You’re going to fit in just perfectly around here Spike.” Xander said, smiling brightly at the newcomer who shared their dislike of Angel.
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Buffy walked as quickly as she could down the hall towards the bathroom, trying to make it back to Angel before he returned. He had invited her to his table and after leaving to get them a drink, she had decided a little trip to the ladies room in his absence was much needed. And besides, she knew she was sweating like a pig, wouldn’t do to have flat hair now.
She groaned loudly as it seemed every girl in the club was lined against the walls, fixing their make-up or waiting for their turn at the stalls. She pushed her way through the crowd, finally making her way to the sinks and her mouth flew open as she saw herself.
“Great, raccoon eyes.” She muttered as she took in her appearance. Buffy wiped at the smeared mascara under her eyes, trying to freshen up best she could. After fluffing her hair and checking her make-up once again, she turned to the stalls, groaning as the line was still slowly moving.
With a heavy sigh, she decided Angel was more important than her bladder. *I can hold it a little while longer* she thought to herself as she fought her way through the maze of girls to the door.
Finally getting past the last smiling face, she smiled in victory and shoved the door open.
“OW, Bloody Hell!”
Buffy went wide eyed as she heard the loud yell and the thud as someone hit the door, then the floor. Wincing slightly, she slowly peeked around the door and grinned when she saw Spike holding his nose, sprawled out on the floor.
“Ops.” She said, giggling softly. “You really should watch where you’re going.”
“Me!” Spike yelled, sitting up.
Buffy stepped out from behind the door, smiling big at Spike as he continued to sit on the floor and hold his nose. She almost felt bad, until she remembered ‘who’ it was.
Spike looked up at her and started to yell, but winced as the small movement sent a sharp pain across his face. “You know luv, you could help me up instead of standing there gawking at me.” He said quietly, leaning his head to the side slightly as he lowered his hand, checking for sign of blood.
“It’s not broke you big baby.” Buffy said rolling her eyes, “And you’ve been hit worse than that…..I’m sure.” She added, remembering this wasn’t the Spike she knew.
Spike rolled his eyes at her before finally pulling himself from the floor and rubbing his nose again. “What’s your rush.” He asked as Buffy finally turned and started to walk off.
Buffy turned her head and gave him the best strained smile she could. “I have more important people to talk to than you.” She said smiling, crossing her arms over her chest. “And besides, finding myself in a dark hallway with you isn’t my idea of a pleasant evening.”
Spike grinned before chuckling softly. “You know pet, that would have been much more convincing if you would have said it like you meant it, and just for the record I’m sure you’d fancy me in the dark.”
“What?!” Buffy yelled, “You’re delusional.” She said before turning and walking away.
Spike laughed as Buffy stalked off down the hall before he slowly followed her out into the main room. Spotting Xander and his friends, he walked over to their table after he saw them flagging him over.
“Oh, what happened to your face?” Willow said, looking at him a little strangely.
“What’s wrong with my face?” Spike asked, his forehead scrunching up slightly.
“Well, you look a little…puffy.” Willow said, motioning to her nose as she looked at him.
Spike raised his hand, feeling of his nose and sighed loudly as pain shot through his face again. *Great* he thought as he felt the swollen flesh beneath his fingers.
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Buffy stood near the table she had left Angel at, looking in all directions for him. She knew he should have been back way before her, especially after her unpleasant run in with Spike.
Turning in a complete circle once again, she felt her heart sink as she finally saw him on the dance floor, dancing with…Harmony!!
Buffy’s face scrunched up and she let out a disgusted gagging sound as she watched. *How can he dance that THAT ditz* she asked herself, sighing loudly before turning and heading back towards the table she left the guys at.
Willow smiled as she saw Buffy coming towards the table then frowned as she saw the disappointed look on her face and the slouch in her shoulders as she approached. She looked around and finally saw Angel with Harmony and sighed lightly, knowing what her new friend must be feeling.
“Hey Buff.” Xander said smiling as she finally made her way to the table.
“What’s he doing here?” Buffy asked irritated as she saw Spike, “And sitting in my chair?”
Spike turned, looking over his shoulder and grinning at the irritated look on Buffy’s face. “Well, technically it’s my chair now luv, you left.”
“I am so not in the mood for this.” Buffy said softly as she reached up and pushed a stray strand of hair behind her ear. “And for the record, I’m not your luv or your pet or anything else you think you need to call me, my name is Buffy!” she said, beyond mad as her once pleasant evening was rapidly taking a turn for the worse.
“And such an elegant name it is.” Spike said, giving her a sideways smirk.
“What the hell is that suppose to mean?!” Buffy said loudly.
Jesse, Willow and Xander all watched, amused as Spike and Buffy exchanged comments and insults to each other. They snickered quietly, watching the display,
“Is this some sort of foreplay?” Jesse asked, leaning over towards Xander.
“Kinda looks like it to me.”
“Yeah, well…you have…stupid hair!” Spike yelled, now standing directly in front of Buffy.
“God, how lame!” Buffy yelled back, laughing loudly. “Like yours is any better!”
“You are the most infuriating little bitch I’ve ever met!” Spike yelled, his jaw clenching tightly as he stared down at the small blonde infront of him.
Buffy stared up at Spike, her breathing coming fast and labored as her blood pressure continued to rise. “I don’t even know ‘why’ I try talking to you,” she yelled, throwing her arms up in the air, “You’re always the same.” She said before she turned and stomped off towards the door.
Spike titled his head to the side, watching her walk out the door before he turned to the three at the table watching with keen interest. “What the hell was that all about?” he asked, not being able to figure out why this girl hated him so much.
“Well, I get the impression she doesn’t like you to much.” Jesse said, grinning.
“Yeah, well the feelings mutual.” Spike ground out, turning on his heel and heading for the door.
“Uh huh” Xander and Willow both said at the same time, giggling quietly as they watched Spike stomp out in the same manner Buffy had before they turned to look at each other. “Foreplay.” They both said, laughing loudly as the music blared throughout the club.
TBC………………
Chapter 5
A Glimpse of Heaven
By Zarrah
Buffy walked the halls of school, smiling as people passed by her saying hello. She still couldn’t get over how ‘nice’ everyone was being. It was like some freaky dream where you’re completely naked, only all her clothes were on.
*Yes, clothes check* Buffy said to herself, glancing down at her short skirt and light pink top, checking just to be sure. She looked up, grinning big as she heard Willow yell her name as she walked towards her.
“You look pretty today.” Willow said smiling. “Not trying to impress anyone I know, are you?” she asked giggling.
“No!” Buffy said loudly, smiling slightly. “I just felt like looking like a girl for once and who would I be trying to impress anyway?”
“Oh, I don’t know.” Willow said, smiling big.
“And what’s with that look.” Buffy asked as she and Willow made there way down the hall.
“Oh nothing.” Willow beamed. “Just this feeling I have.”
Buffy stopped, grabbing Willow’s arm, stopping her as well. “Alright, spill.” She said, leaning her head to the side.
Willow giggled again, trying to hold back the laughter she felt rising to the surface. “It’s nothing, really Buffy.”
“Right.” Buffy said, drawing out the word as she looked at her. “Well, just as long…..”
Buffy and Willow both turned their heads, their eyes widening as they heard yelling coming from the library. Buffy turned, facing the library door and a panic ran through her as she heard Giles’ voice boom through the hall. Quickly running towards the door, she reached out, pushing the door open and rushing inside.
“You will and that’s final!” Giles said loudly, glancing up and blushing as he saw Buffy and Willow run in.
Buffy looked around, seeing no one but Giles, but the look on his face let her know that he was upset about something.
“Can I help you ladies?” Giles asked, trying to get his temper under control.
“Ummm, we heard yelling.” Buffy said, “Is everything okay?”
Giles smiled big, taking a few steps closer to them. “Everything is just fine…Miss Summers, wasn’t it.”
“Bloody Hell.” Buffy heard, the muffled voice coming from the office causing a groan to escape her, knowing exactly who had said it.
“Yeah, Um, Buffy. You can call me Buffy.”
Giles smiled and looked to his left, grinning big as he approached her. “Well Miss….I mean Buffy.” He said, stopping in front of her. “I wonder if I may ask a favor of you.”
Buffy smiled, glancing over towards Giles’ office as she once again heard Spike. “Sure, if I can.”
Giles smiled and removed his glasses, giving them a quick wipe before replacing them. “I do believe my nephew William could use some assistance in making it to his classes today, do you think you could be so kind as to help him find his way?”
Buffy smiled best she could. Seeing Spike, let alone having to stand three feet from him wasn’t on her list of things to do. “Um, yeah.” She said, “What seems to be his problem.” She asked, *besides being a total moron* she thought to herself.
Giles smiled before turning to the office. “Will, time for class. Miss Su…I mean, Buffy will see that you actually make it there.”
Buffy heard the loud sigh, then the shuffling around in the office. She could only imagine what Spike’s problem was today. She knew he had been enrolled in Sunnydale High for two weeks and out of those two weeks, he had shown up for classes exactly twice.
She grinned, hearing the muttered curses Spike was violently hissing under his breath before he finally came flying out of the office, his head hanging down as he tried to walk past them.
“Not so fast.” Giles said, grabbing his arm and effectively stopping Spike. “I do expect you to be present for ‘every’ class today.”
“Whatever.” Spike muttered under his breath.
Buffy leaned her head to the side, trying to look at Spike. His head was hung down, his chin buried into his chest and the more she looked at him, the more her curiosity got the better of her.
“What’s up with him?” Buffy asked, eyeing Spike carefully before giving Giles a look. “He finally get a clue and realize he wasn’t gods gift or something?” she asked, giggling softly.
“Oh, sod off!” Spike yelled raising his head; his eyes locked on Buffy as his anger was now directed at her.
Buffy and Willow both gasped, their eyes widening as they finally got a good look at Spike.
“Oh my.” Willow said, her head turning slightly to the side as she looked at him.
Buffy grinned at first before a small giggle escaped her throat. She pulled her hand to her mouth, trying to cover the huge smile that broke out across her face before a full out rolling laughter erupted from her, bending her double.
“See what I mean!” Spike yelled at Giles, turning and trying to walk back to the office.
“It is not that bad William.” Giles said, trying to reassure him.
Buffy finally opened her eyes, wiping the tears that had sprang up away before looking at Spike again, the sight of his nose, twice the size as it should be and two black eyes was more than she could take. The fact that he was so obviously pissed about it was actually funnier than the look on his face the night before when she had hit him with the door.
“No.” she said, still chuckling slightly. “It’s not bad at all, in fact, purple is a good color for you.” She added before her laughter once again took hold.
“You are so funny princess.” Spike said sarcastically. “This is all YOUR fault!” he shouted, taking a step closer to her.
“My fault!?” Buffy said loudly, her laughing ceasing as she straightened up to face him. “You’re the one that walked into the door, not me!”
“Yes, and you’re the one barreling out of the head like your arse was on fire! What, afraid the neck less wonder would forget about your precious self if you were out of his sight for two bloody seconds?”
“They do this everytime they see each other.” Willow said quietly as she looked over at Giles. “I mean, for two people who just meet, they ALWAYS end up yelling.”
“Well William does seem to have this effect on some people.” Giles said, watching Buffy and Spike yell back and forth. “Quiet disturbing.” He added as he watched Buffy stomp towards the door, Spike right on her heels.
“Yeah, that it is.” Willow said, grinning as Spike and Buffy walked through the door, their yelling still being heard as the door slowly shut behind them. “Well, I guess I need to get to class.”
“Yes, quiet so.” Giles said smiling as Willow turned, walking quickly towards the door.
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Buffy had spent the better part of the day, trying her best to ignore the constant pain that seemed to plague her….Spike. She still had no clue as to ‘why’ he was there. The reason ‘she’ was there still had her puzzled, but everything in this alternate little world she wound up in was rather nice and she wasn’t going to complain, she could have ended up in worse places she surmised, but Spike was the one piece that didn’t fit.
And, factor in the unbelievable fact that Xander actually ‘liked’ Spike, now that was freaky beyond words. The Xander she knew hated Spike as much as she had; only she had learned to tolerate him for the sake of ‘the cause’.
Buffy’s eyes shifted to her right, watching Spike as he and Xander sat quietly during their lunch period, talking and laughing. She smiled slightly, taking in the sight of his face before it feel away and guilt crept in. ‘Why’ she felt bad was beyond her. She had hit Spike and bruised him worse than he was now, but for some reason, the sight of his black and blue face caused a light sigh to escape her.
Spike glanced over towards Buffy, surprised to see her staring at him. He cocked his head to the side slightly, realizing that she may have been looking at him, but she was so deep in thought she didn’t even realize he was actually looking back at her.
He smiled a little, a slight pain shooting across his swollen face before giving his attention back to Xander when his new found friend had obviously made a joke he hadn’t heard by the laughter now erupting from him and Jesse.
It was almost unreal that he had made friends so quickly. It wasn’t that he hadn’t had friends back home in London, but the kind of people he usually associated with was the same kind that the residents of Sunnydale would have ran from, or locked their personal possessions away from.
“So, what do you say?” Xander asked, smiling big.
“Huh?” Spike asked, completely lost in his own thoughts that he hadn’t even heard the question directed at him.
“Friday night, mall, movie.” Xander said, chuckling. “Are you in?”
“Oh, yeah…sure.” Spike said, smiling as the last bell rang. “What time?”
“Well, around 6:00.” Xander said as they all stood and grabbed their books.
Spike turned his head, watching as Buffy grabbed her books and almost ran from the lunch room. “Is Buffy going?” he asked quietly, grabbing his own books and following Xander and Jesse.
“Um, not sure.” Xander said looking back at Spike. “Willow usually goes with, not sure if she’ll bring her along or not. Why?”
Spike shrugged his shoulder as they walked down the hall. “No reason, just wondering.” He said quietly.
“Yeah.” Xander said slowly, grinning.
“What’s that suppose to mean?” Spike asked, the goofy grin on Xander’s face causing his eyebrow to arch.
“Oh, nothing.” Xander said, shooting a look towards Jesse.
Spike stared hard at Xander before shaking his head. “I don’t know what’s going on in that head of yours, but if it’s any where close to what I’m thinking…don’t!” he said, rolling his eyes.
“Oh, come on Spike.” Xander said, following Spike towards class as he had to almost run to keep up with him. “It’s okay if you like her.”
“Like her!” Spike yelled before laughing. “That is the most infuriating chit I’ve ever met! What’s to like?”
“Well,” Xander said grinning. “A lot from what I’ve seen.”
Spike shook his head, trying to ignore Xander as they approached their math class, his ramblings about Buffy grating on his nerves.
“I’m just saying…..you never know till you try it.”
“So nice of you boys to join us.” Mr. Boggs said when Spike and Xander finally walked into the room, the tardy bell ringing as they both made their way to their seats.
Buffy glanced up at Spike as he walked towards his seat directly behind hers before looking back down at her books. She couldn’t figure out why she had been feeling bad everytime she looked at him.
She sighed heavily as she heard him sit down and she chewed her bottom lip, trying to decide if she just apologized to him for hitting him with the door, if she would feel better.
Taking a deep breath, she exhaled it slowly before turning in her seat and looking at him.
“Need something pet?” Spike asked, smiling slightly as Buffy turned in her seat and looked back at him.
“No.” Buffy said, “I mean….” She sighed heavily. Apologizing for anything, especially to Spike wasn’t on her list of things that held any importance to her, but this was a ‘human’ Spike, not the evil soulless demon she knew. She smiled slightly, pushing a stray strand of hair behind her ear before stealing herself. “Look Spike, I just…….um, I just wanted to say that I was sorry for the whole….hitting you with the door thing.”
Spike smiled big, leaning his head to the side as he studied Buffy before sitting up straight in his seat and leaning forward. “If you’re really sorry goldilocks, you can always kiss it and make it better.” He said, winking at her.
Buffy’s mouth flew open as she stared at Spike, the smirk now covering his face irritating her to the point that she had to fight the urge to punch him.
“It’s okay luv.” Spike said, leaning back in his seat. “I can wait.”
“Why are you such an ass?” Buffy asked, angry that he had blown off her attempt to apologize like it wasn’t anything.
“Not sure.” Spike said chuckling, leaning his head to the side. “Maybe you just bring out the worst in me.”
Buffy rolled her eyes, turning back around and grabbing her book and slamming it open. “I don’t even know why I try, stupid evil….”
Spike chuckled quietly, listening to Buffy mutter hateful words under her breath. He smiled, leaning back in his chair before crossing his arms over his chest. *Apology accepted gorgeous* he thought, grinning big.
TBC………………………………..
A/N…..Just a quick “Thank You” for all of those who have left reviews….they are really appreciated! It’s nice to hear what you think of the story…..Zarrah J